The Magnificent Ambersons
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THE MAGNIFICENT AMBERSONS
伟大的安伯森家族
By Booth Tarkington
布斯·塔金顿
CONTENTS
内容
Chapter I
第一章
Chapter II
第二章
Chapter III
第三章
Chapter IV
第四章
Chapter V
第五章
Chapter VI
第六章
Chapter VII
第七章
Chapter VIII
第八章
Chapter IX
第九章
Chapter X
第十章
Chapter XI
第十一章
Chapter XII
第十二章
Chapter XIII
第十三章
Chapter XIV
第十四章
Chapter XV
第十五章
Chapter XVI
第十六章
Chapter XVII
第十七章
Chapter XVIII
第十八章
Chapter XIX
第十九章
Chapter XX
第二十章
Chapter XXI
第二十一章
Chapter XXII
第二十二章
Chapter XXIII
第二十三章
Chapter XXIV
第二十四章
Chapter XXV
第二十五章
Chapter XXVI
第二十六章
Chapter XXVII
第二十七章
Chapter XXVIII
第二十八章
Chapter XXIX
第二十九章
Chapter XXX
第三十章
Chapter XXXI
第三十一章
Chapter XXXII
第三十二章
Chapter XXXIII
第三十三章
Chapter XXXIV
第三十四章
Chapter XXXV
第三十五章
Chapter I
第一章
Major Amberson had “made a fortune” in 1873, when other people were losing fortunes, and the magnificence of the Ambersons began then.
1873年,当其他人都在赔钱时,安伯森少校“发了财”,安伯森家族的辉煌由此开始。
Magnificence, like the size of a fortune, is always comparative, as even Magnificent Lorenzo may now perceive, if he has happened to haunt New York in 1916; and the Ambersons were magnificent in their day and place.
华丽,就像财富的大小一样,总是具有比较性的,即使是伟大的洛伦佐现在也可能会意识到,如果他碰巧在 1916 年经常出没于纽约的话;安伯森家族在他们的时代和地方都是伟大的。
Their splendour lasted throughout all the years that saw their Midland town spread and darken into a city, but reached its topmost during the period when every prosperous family with children kept a Newfoundland dog.
他们的辉煌持续了他们的米德兰小镇扩张并变成一座城市的所有岁月,但在每个有孩子的富裕家庭都养一只纽芬兰狗的时期达到了顶峰。
In that town, in those days, all the women who wore silk or velvet knew all the other women who wore silk or velvet, and when there was a new purchase of sealskin, sick people were got to windows to see it go by.
那个时候,在那个镇上,所有穿丝绸或天鹅绒的女人都认识所有其他穿丝绸或天鹅绒的女人,当新购买的海豹皮时,病人就会被带到窗口看它过去。
Trotters were out, in the winter afternoons, racing light sleighs on National Avenue and Tennessee Street; everybody recognized both the trotters and the drivers; and again knew them as well on summer evenings, when slim buggies whizzed by in renewals of the snow-time rivalry.
冬天的下午,人们会在国家大道和田纳西街上驾驶轻型雪橇比赛。每个人都认出了小跑者和车夫。夏天的夜晚,当细长的越野车呼啸而过,雪上的竞争重新开始时,我们也再次认识了他们。
For that matter, everybody knew everybody else’s family horse-and-carriage, could identify such a silhouette half a mile down the street, and thereby was sure who was going to market, or to a reception, or coming home from office or store to noon dinner or evening supper.
就此而言,每个人都知道其他人的家庭马车,可以在半英里的街道上识别出这样的轮廓,从而确定谁要去市场,或者去参加招待会,或者从办公室或商店回家去吃中午的晚餐或晚上的晚餐。
During the earlier years of this period, elegance of personal appearance was believed to rest more upon the texture of garments than upon their shaping.
在这一时期的早期,人们认为个人外表的优雅更多地取决于服装的质地而不是其造型。
A silk dress needed no remodelling when it was a year or so old; it remained distinguished by merely remaining silk.
丝绸连衣裙用了一年左右就不需要改造;它的独特之处在于仅剩下丝绸。
Old men and governors wore broadcloth; “full dress” was broadcloth with “doeskin” trousers; and there were seen men of all ages to whom a hat meant only that rigid, tall silk thing known to impudence as a “stove-pipe.” In town and country these men would wear no other hat, and, without self-consciousness, they went rowing in such hats.
老人和州长都穿着绒布衣服; “礼服”是宽呢绒布,搭配“鹿皮”裤子;对各个年龄段的男人来说,帽子仅仅意味着那种僵硬的、高大的丝质东西,被厚颜无耻地称为“烟斗”。在城镇和乡村,这些人不会戴其他帽子,而且,他们毫无自觉地戴着这样的帽子去划船。
Shifting fashions of shape replaced aristocracy of texture: dressmakers, shoemakers, hatmakers, and tailors, increasing in cunning and in power, found means to make new clothes old.
造型的时尚潮流取代了质感的贵族:裁缝、鞋匠、制帽师和裁缝,他们的狡猾和权力日益增强,找到了使新衣服变旧的方法。
The long contagion of the “Derby” hat arrived: one season the crown of this hat would be a bucket; the next it would be a spoon.
“德比”帽子的长期传染到来了:有一个赛季,这顶帽子的帽顶会是一个水桶;有一个赛季,这顶帽子的顶冠会是一个水桶;在某个赛季,这顶帽子的顶冠会变成一个水桶;接下来是一把勺子。
Every house still kept its bootjack, but high-topped boots gave way to shoes and “congress gaiters”; and these were played through fashions that shaped them now with toes like box-ends and now with toes like the prows of racing shells.
每个房子仍然保留着靴子,但高帮靴子被鞋子和“国会绑腿”所取代。这些都是通过时尚来演奏的,这些时尚使它们的脚趾有时像箱形末端,有时又像赛车贝壳的船头。
Trousers with a crease were considered plebeian; the crease proved that the garment had lain upon a shelf, and hence was “ready-made”; these betraying trousers were called “hand-me-downs,” in allusion to the shelf.
有折痕的裤子被认为是平民的;折痕证明这件衣服放在架子上,因此是“现成的”;这些背叛的裤子被称为“旧货”,暗指货架。
In the early ’eighties, while bangs and bustles were having their way with women, that variation of dandy known as the “dude” was invented: he wore trousers as tight as stockings, dagger-pointed shoes, a spoon “Derby,” a single-breasted coat called a “Chesterfield,” with short flaring skirts, a torturing cylindrical collar, laundered to a polish and three inches high, while his other neckgear might be a heavy, puffed cravat or a tiny bow fit for a doll’s braids.
八十年代初,当刘海和裙边盛行女性时,被称为“花花公子”的花花公子的变种被发明了:他穿着像丝袜一样紧的裤子,尖头鞋,戴着勺子“德比”,一件称为“切斯特菲尔德”的单排扣外套,短裙,一个折磨人的圆柱形领子,洗得很光亮,高三英寸,而他的其他颈饰可能可以是厚重的、蓬松的领巾,也可以是适合洋娃娃辫子的小蝴蝶结。
With evening dress he wore a tan overcoat so short that his black coat-tails hung visible, five inches below the over-coat; but after a season or two he lengthened his overcoat till it touched his heels, and he passed out of his tight trousers into trousers like great bags.
穿着晚礼服时,他穿了一件棕褐色大衣,外套太短了,黑色的燕尾服垂在外面,比大衣低五英寸。但一两个赛季后,他把大衣加长,直到触及脚后跟,然后脱下紧身裤,换上像大袋子一样的长裤。
Then, presently, he was seen no more, though the word that had been coined for him remained in the vocabularies of the impertinent.
然后,不久,他就再也没有出现过,尽管为他创造的这个词仍然存在于无礼之人的词汇中。
It was a hairier day than this.
这是比这更毛茸茸的一天。
Beards were to the wearers’ fancy, and things as strange as the Kaiserliche boar-tusk moustache were commonplace.
胡须是佩戴者所喜爱的,像皇帝野猪牙胡子这样奇怪的东西是司空见惯的。
“Side-burns” found nourishment upon childlike profiles; great Dundreary whiskers blew like tippets over young shoulders; moustaches were trained as lambrequins over forgotten mouths; and it was possible for a Senator of the United States to wear a mist of white whisker upon his throat only, not a newspaper in the land finding the ornament distinguished enough to warrant a lampoon.
“鬓角”在孩子般的轮廓上找到了滋养;邓德里里的大胡须像披肩一样飘扬在年轻的肩膀上。胡须被训练成小羊羔,遮住被遗忘的嘴巴;美国参议员有可能只在脖子上戴上一层白色的胡须,而国内的报纸却没有发现这种装饰品足够显眼,值得讽刺。
Surely no more is needed to prove that so short a time ago we were living in another age!
当然,不需要更多的证据来证明不久前我们还生活在另一个时代!
At the beginning of the Ambersons’ great period most of the houses of the Midland town were of a pleasant architecture.
在安伯森家族伟大时期的初期,米德兰镇的大部分房屋都具有令人愉悦的建筑风格。
They lacked style, but also lacked pretentiousness, and whatever does not pretend at all has style enough.
没有风格,也没有造作,不造作就足够有风格了。
They stood in commodious yards, well shaded by leftover forest trees, elm and walnut and beech, with here and there a line of tall sycamores where the land had been made by filling bayous from the creek.
他们站在宽敞的院子里,周围有废弃的森林树木、榆树、胡桃木和山毛榉,遮荫处,到处都是一排高大的梧桐树,那里的土地是用小溪填平河口而形成的。
The house of a “prominent resident,” facing Military Square, or National Avenue, or Tennessee Street, was built of brick upon a stone foundation, or of wood upon a brick foundation.
面向军事广场、国家大道或田纳西街的“显赫居民”的房子是在石头基础上用砖建造的,或者是在砖基础上用木头建造的。
Usually it had a “front porch” and a “back porch”; often a “side porch,” too.
通常它有一个“前廊”和一个“后廊”;通常也是“侧门廊”。
There was a “front hall”; there was a “side hall”; and sometimes a “back hall.” From the “front hall” opened three rooms, the “parlour,” the “sitting room,” and the “library”; and the library could show warrant to its title—for some reason these people bought books.
有一个“前厅”;有一个“侧厅”;有时还有“后厅”。从“前厅”向外开出“客厅”、“客厅”、“书房”三间;图书馆可以证明其名称的正当性——出于某种原因,这些人买了书。
Commonly, the family sat more in the library than in the “sitting room,” while callers, when they came formally, were kept to the “parlour,” a place of formidable polish and discomfort.
通常,一家人更多地坐在图书馆而不是“客厅”,而正式来访的人则被留在“客厅”,这是一个令人敬畏的优雅和不舒服的地方。
The upholstery of the library furniture was a little shabby; but the hostile chairs and sofa of the “parlour” always looked new.
图书馆家具的装饰有点破旧;但“客厅”里充满敌意的椅子和沙发看起来总是新的。
For all the wear and tear they got they should have lasted a thousand years.
尽管它们受到了如此多的磨损,它们应该可以持续一千年。
Upstairs were the bedrooms; “mother-and-father’s room” the largest; a smaller room for one or two sons, another for one or two daughters; each of these rooms containing a double bed, a “washstand,” a “bureau,” a wardrobe, a little table, a rocking-chair, and often a chair or two that had been slightly damaged downstairs, but not enough to justify either the expense of repair or decisive abandonment in the attic.
楼上是卧室。 “父母的房间”最大;一间较小的房间适合一两个儿子,另一间适合一两个女儿;每个房间都有一张双人床、一个“盥洗台”、一个“衣柜”、一个衣柜、一张小桌子、一把摇椅,通常还有一两把在楼下受到轻微损坏的椅子,但不足以证明修理费用或果断放弃阁楼是合理的。
And there was always a “spare-room,” for visitors (where the sewing-machine usually was kept), and during the ‘seventies there developed an appreciation of the necessity for a bathroom.
而且总是有一个“备用房间”供游客使用(缝纫机通常存放在那里),并且在七十年代,人们开始认识到浴室的必要性。
Therefore the architects placed bathrooms in the new houses, and the older houses tore out a cupboard or two, set up a boiler beside the kitchen stove, and sought a new godliness, each with its own bathroom.
因此,建筑师们在新房子里设置了浴室,而旧房子则拆掉一两个橱柜,在厨房炉灶旁边设置了一个锅炉,并寻求新的虔诚,每个房间都有自己的浴室。
The great American plumber joke, that many-branched evergreen, was planted at this time.
美国水管工的一个伟大笑话——多分枝常青树——就是在这个时候种下的。
At the rear of the house, upstairs was a bleak little chamber, called “the girl’s room,” and in the stable there was another bedroom, adjoining the hayloft, and called “the hired man’s room.” House and stable cost seven or eight thousand dollars to build, and people with that much money to invest in such comforts were classified as the Rich.
房子的后面,楼上有一个荒凉的小房间,称为“女孩的房间”,马厩里有另一间卧室,毗邻干草棚,称为“雇工的房间”。建造房屋和马厩要花费七八千美元,而有这么多钱投资于这些舒适设施的人被归类为富人。
They paid the inhabitant of “the girl’s room” two dollars a week, and, in the latter part of this period, two dollars and a half, and finally three dollars a week.
他们每周向“女孩房间”的住户支付两美元,在此期间的后期,每周支付两美元半,最后每周支付三美元。
She was Irish, ordinarily, or German or it might be Scandinavian, but never native to the land unless she happened to be a person of colour.
她通常是爱尔兰人,或者德国人,也可能是斯堪的纳维亚人,但从来不是这片土地上的本地人,除非她碰巧是有色人种。
The man or youth who lived in the stable had like wages, and sometimes he, too, was lately a steerage voyager, but much oftener he was coloured.
住在马厩里的男人或年轻人也有同样的工资,有时他最近也是一名统舱航海者,但更多时候他是有色人种。
After sunrise, on pleasant mornings, the alleys behind the stables were gay; laughter and shouting went up and down their dusty lengths, with a lively accompaniment of curry-combs knocking against back fences and stable walls, for the darkies loved to curry their horses in the alley.
日出后,在宜人的早晨,马厩后面的小巷热闹非凡。笑声和叫喊声在他们尘土飞扬的地方上上下下,伴随着咖喱梳敲击后栅栏和马厩墙壁的活泼伴奏,因为黑人喜欢在巷子里咖喱他们的马。
Darkies always prefer to gossip in shouts instead of whispers; and they feel that profanity, unless it be vociferous, is almost worthless.
黑人总是喜欢大喊大叫而不是低声闲聊。他们觉得脏话,除非是大声的,几乎毫无价值。
Horrible phrases were caught by early rising children and carried to older people for definition, sometimes at inopportune moments; while less investigative children would often merely repeat the phrases in some subsequent flurry of agitation, and yet bring about consequences so emphatic as to be recalled with ease in middle life.
早起的孩子会听到一些可怕的短语,然后带到老年人那里去解释,有时是在不合时宜的时刻;而不太善于探究的孩子往往只是在随后的一阵骚动中重复这些短语,但所带来的后果却如此明显,以至于在中年时很容易回忆起来。
They have passed, those darky hired-men of the Midland town; and the introspective horses they curried and brushed and whacked and amiably cursed—those good old horses switch their tails at flies no more.
他们已经过去了,那些米德兰镇的黑衣雇工;他们对那些内省的马进行咖喱、刷毛、敲击和友善的咒骂——那些善良的老马不再把尾巴转向苍蝇了。
For all their seeming permanence they might as well have been buffaloes—or the buffalo laprobes that grew bald in patches and used to slide from the careless drivers’ knees and hang unconcerned, half way to the ground.
尽管它们看起来很永恒,但它们也可能是水牛——或者是水牛身上的斑秃,它们常常从粗心的司机的膝盖上滑下来,毫不关心地挂在地上。
The stables have been transformed into other likenesses, or swept away, like the woodsheds where were kept the stove-wood and kindling that the “girl” and the “hired-man” always quarrelled over: who should fetch it.
马厩已被改造成其他样式,或者被冲走,就像存放炉柴和引火物的柴棚一样,“女孩”和“雇工”总是为谁应该去取而争论不休。
Horse and stable and woodshed, and the whole tribe of the “hired-man,” all are gone.
马匹、马厩、柴房,以及整个“雇工”部落,全都消失了。
They went quickly, yet so silently that we whom they served have not yet really noticed that they are vanished.
他们走得很快,但却悄无声息,以至于他们所服务的我们还没有真正注意到他们消失了。
So with other vanishings.
其他的消失也是如此。
There were the little bunty street-cars on the long, single track that went its troubled way among the cobblestones.
长长的单轨上有一些小兔子有轨电车,它们在鹅卵石之间艰难地行驶。
At the rear door of the car there was no platform, but a step where passengers clung in wet clumps when the weather was bad and the car crowded.
车厢后门没有站台,只有一个台阶,天气不好、车厢拥挤时,乘客就湿漉漉地挤在上面。
The patrons—if not too absent-minded—put their fares into a slot; and no conductor paced the heaving floor, but the driver would rap remindingly with his elbow upon the glass of the door to his little open platform if the nickels and the passengers did not appear to coincide in number.
顾客们——如果不是太心不在焉的话——把他们的钱放进一个投币口。没有售票员在起伏的地板上来回踱步,但如果镍币和乘客的数量不一致,司机就会用肘部敲击通往他的小开放平台的门玻璃,以示提醒。
A lone mule drew the car, and sometimes drew it off the track, when the passengers would get out and push it on again.
一头孤独的骡子拉着汽车,有时把它拖离轨道,这时乘客们就会下车再把它推上来。
They really owed it courtesies like this, for the car was genially accommodating: a lady could whistle to it from an upstairs window, and the car would halt at once and wait for her while she shut the window, put on her hat and cloak, went downstairs, found an umbrella, told the “girl” what to have for dinner, and came forth from the house.
他们真的欠它这样的礼遇,因为这辆车很友善:一位女士可以从楼上的窗户向它吹口哨,车会立即停下来等待她,而她关上窗户,戴上帽子和斗篷,下楼,找到一把雨伞,告诉“女孩”晚餐吃什么,然后从房子里出来。
The previous passengers made little objection to such gallantry on the part of the car: they were wont to expect as much for themselves on like occasion.
前面的乘客对汽车的这种殷勤行为并没有什么异议:他们习惯于在类似的场合对自己有如此高的期望。
In good weather the mule pulled the car a mile in a little less than twenty minutes, unless the stops were too long; but when the trolley-car came, doing its mile in five minutes and better, it would wait for nobody.
天气好的时候,除非停靠时间太长,骡子在不到二十分钟的时间内就能把车拉一英里。但当无轨电车来时,五分钟或更短时间就能跑完一英里,它不会等待任何人。
Nor could its passengers have endured such a thing, because the faster they were carried the less time they had to spare!
它的乘客也无法忍受这样的事情,因为他们被运送得越快,他们能腾出的时间就越少!
In the days before deathly contrivances hustled them through their lives, and when they had no telephones—another ancient vacancy profoundly responsible for leisure—they had time for everything: time to think, to talk, time to read, time to wait for a lady!
在致命的诡计催促他们度过一生之前的日子里,当他们没有电话时——这是另一个与休闲密切相关的古老空缺——他们有时间做一切事情:有时间思考、有时间说话、有时间读书、有时间等待女士!
They even had time to dance “square dances,” quadrilles, and “lancers”; they also danced the “racquette,” and schottisches and polkas, and such whims as the “Portland Fancy.” They pushed back the sliding doors between the “parlour” and the “sitting room,” tacked down crash over the carpets, hired a few palms in green tubs, stationed three or four Italian musicians under the stairway in the “front hall”—and had great nights!
他们甚至还有时间跳“广场舞”、方阵舞和“枪骑兵”;他们还跳“球拍”、苏格兰舞和波尔卡舞,以及诸如“波特兰幻想”之类的奇思妙想。他们推开了“客厅”和“客厅”之间的滑动门,把地毯固定住,在绿色的盆里租了几棵棕榈树,在“前厅”的楼梯下驻扎了三四个意大利音乐家——度过了美好的夜晚!
But these people were gayest on New Year’s Day; they made it a true festival—something no longer known.
但这些人在元旦这一天最为热闹。他们把它变成了一个真正的节日——一些不再为人所知的东西。
The women gathered to “assist” the hostesses who kept “Open House”; and the carefree men, dandified and perfumed, went about in sleighs, or in carriages and ponderous “hacks,” going from Open House to Open House, leaving fantastic cards in fancy baskets as they entered each doorway, and emerging a little later, more carefree than ever, if the punch had been to their liking.
妇女们聚集在一起“协助”举办“开放日”的女主人;那些无忧无虑的男人们,打扮得花枝招展,散发着香水味,坐着雪橇、马车和笨重的“小屋”,从一个开放日到另一个开放日,当他们进入每个门口时,都会在精美的篮子里留下精美的卡片,然后稍后出现,比以往任何时候都更加无忧无虑,如果打孔符合他们的喜好的话。
It always was, and, as the afternoon wore on, pedestrians saw great gesturing and waving of skin-tight lemon gloves, while ruinous fragments of song were dropped behind as the carriages rolled up and down the streets.
一直如此,随着下午的流逝,行人看到了巨大的手势和挥舞着紧身柠檬手套的声音,而当马车在街道上来来往往时,毁灭性的歌曲片段被抛在身后。
“Keeping Open House” was a merry custom; it has gone, like the all-day picnic in the woods, and like that prettiest of all vanished customs, the serenade.
“保持开放”是一种令人愉快的习俗。它已经消失了,就像在树林里整天野餐一样,就像所有消失的习俗中最美丽的小夜曲一样。
When a lively girl visited the town she did not long go unserenaded, though a visitor was not indeed needed to excuse a serenade.
当一个活泼的女孩来到这个小镇时,她很快就会唱起小夜曲,尽管确实不需要访客来原谅小夜曲。
Of a summer night, young men would bring an orchestra under a pretty girl’s window—or, it might be, her father’s, or that of an ailing maiden aunt—and flute, harp, fiddle, cello, cornet, and bass viol would presently release to the dulcet stars such melodies as sing through “You’ll Remember Me,” “I Dreamt That I Dwelt in Marble Halls,” “Silver Threads Among the Gold,” “Kathleen Mavourneen,” or “The Soldier’s Farewell.”
夏日的夜晚,年轻人会把一支管弦乐队带到一个漂亮女孩的窗下——或者,可能是她父亲的,或者生病的姑妈的——长笛、竖琴、小提琴、大提琴、短号和低音提琴很快就会向优美的明星们释放出诸如《你会记得我》、《我梦见我住在大理石大厅》、《金线中的银线》、《金线》中的旋律。 “凯瑟琳·马沃尼恩”或“士兵的告别”。
They had other music to offer, too, for these were the happy days of “Olivette” and “The Macotte” and “The Chimes of Normandy” and “Girofle-Girofla” and “Fra Diavola.” Better than that, these were the days of “Pinafore” and “The Pirates of Penzance” and of “Patience.” This last was needed in the Midland town, as elsewhere, for the “aesthetic movement” had reached thus far from London, and terrible things were being done to honest old furniture.
他们还提供了其他音乐,因为这些是《奥利维特》、《马科特》、《诺曼底的钟声》、《Girofle-Girofla》和《Fra Diavola》的快乐时光。比这更好的是,现在是《Pinafore》、《彭赞斯的海盗》和《耐心》的时代。与其他地方一样,米德兰镇也需要最后一点,因为“美学运动”已经从伦敦蔓延到了很远的地方,而诚实的旧家具正在遭受可怕的破坏。
Maidens sawed what-nots in two, and gilded the remains.
少女们把不该有的东西锯成两半,然后给剩下的部分镀金。
They took the rockers from rocking-chairs and gilded the inadequate legs; they gilded the easels that supported the crayon portraits of their deceased uncles.
他们把摇椅上的摇椅拆下来,给不完善的腿镀上镀金。他们给已故叔叔的蜡笔肖像画架镀金。
In the new spirit of art they sold old clocks for new, and threw wax flowers and wax fruit, and the protecting glass domes, out upon the trash-heap.
本着新的艺术精神,他们将旧钟换成新钟,并将蜡花、蜡果和保护玻璃圆顶扔进垃圾堆。
They filled vases with peacock feathers, or cattails, or sumac, or sunflowers, and set the vases upon mantelpieces and marble-topped tables.
他们在花瓶里装满孔雀羽毛、香蒲、漆树或向日葵,然后将花瓶放在壁炉架和大理石桌面的桌子上。
They embroidered daisies (which they called “marguerites”) and sunflowers and sumac and cat-tails and owls and peacock feathers upon plush screens and upon heavy cushions, then strewed these cushions upon floors where fathers fell over them in the dark.
他们在毛绒屏风和厚重的垫子上绣上雏菊(他们称之为“玛格丽特”)、向日葵、漆树、香蒲、猫头鹰和孔雀羽毛,然后将这些垫子铺在地板上,父亲们在黑暗中倒在上面。
In the teeth of sinful oratory, the daughters went on embroidering: they embroidered daisies and sunflowers and sumac and cat-tails and owls and peacock feathers upon “throws” which they had the courage to drape upon horsehair sofas; they painted owls and daisies and sunflowers and sumac and cat-tails and peacock feathers upon tambourines.
女儿们在罪恶的演讲中继续刺绣:她们把雏菊、向日葵、漆树、猫尾草、猫头鹰和孔雀羽毛绣在“毯子”上,她们有勇气把这些“毯子”挂在马毛沙发上;她们在“毯子”上绣上雏菊、向日葵、漆树、猫头鹰和孔雀羽毛。他们在手鼓上画猫头鹰、雏菊、向日葵、漆树、猫尾草和孔雀羽毛。
They hung Chinese umbrellas of paper to the chandeliers; they nailed paper fans to the walls.
他们把中国纸伞挂在枝形吊灯上。他们把纸扇钉在墙上。
They “studied” painting on china, these girls; they sang Tosti’s new songs; they sometimes still practiced the old, genteel habit of lady-fainting, and were most charming of all when they drove forth, three or four in a basket phaeton, on a spring morning.
这些女孩,她们在瓷器上“学习”绘画;他们唱了托斯蒂的新歌;他们有时仍然保持着让女士晕倒的古老而优雅的习惯,当他们在春天的早晨,三四个人坐在一辆篮子马车里出发时,最迷人。
Croquet and the mildest archery ever known were the sports of people still young and active enough for so much exertion; middle-age played euchre.
槌球和有史以来最温和的射箭运动是那些还年轻、精力充沛、能够进行如此大的努力的人的运动;中年演奏尤克雷。
There was a theatre, next door to the Amberson Hotel, and when Edwin Booth came for a night, everybody who could afford to buy a ticket was there, and all the “hacks” in town were hired.
安伯森酒店隔壁有一家剧院,当埃德温·布斯来过夜时,所有能买得起票的人都在那里,镇上所有的“黑客”都被雇佣了。
“The Black Crook” also filled the theatre, but the audience then was almost entirely of men who looked uneasy as they left for home when the final curtain fell upon the shocking girls dressed as fairies.
《黑骗子》也挤满了剧院,但观众几乎全是男人,当最后的帷幕落在那些装扮成仙女的令人震惊的女孩们身上时,他们在回家的路上显得很不安。
But the theatre did not often do so well; the people of the town were still too thrifty.
但剧院的表现并不总是那么好。镇上的人还是太节俭了。
They were thrifty because they were the sons or grandsons of the “early settlers,” who had opened the wilderness and had reached it from the East and the South with wagons and axes and guns, but with no money at all.
他们很节俭,因为他们是“早期定居者”的子孙,这些人开辟了荒野,从东方和南方带着马车、斧头和枪支来到这里,但根本没有钱。
The pioneers were thrifty or they would have perished: they had to store away food for the winter, or goods to trade for food, and they often feared they had not stored enough—they left traces of that fear in their sons and grandsons.
拓荒者很节俭,否则他们就会灭亡:他们必须储存过冬的食物,或者用来交换食物的物品,他们常常担心自己储存得不够——他们在子孙身上留下了这种恐惧的痕迹。
In the minds of most of these, indeed, their thrift was next to their religion: to save, even for the sake of saving, was their earliest lesson and discipline.
事实上,在大多数人的心目中,他们的节俭仅次于他们的宗教:储蓄,即使是为了储蓄,也是他们最早的教训和纪律。
No matter how prosperous they were, they could not spend money either upon “art,” or upon mere luxury and entertainment, without a sense of sin.
无论他们多么富裕,他们都不能把钱花在“艺术”上,或者仅仅花在奢侈和娱乐上,而没有罪恶感。
Against so homespun a background the magnificence of the Ambersons was as conspicuous as a brass band at a funeral.
在如此朴素的背景下,安伯森一家的辉煌就像葬礼上的铜管乐队一样引人注目。
Major Amberson bought two hundred acres of land at the end of National Avenue; and through this tract he built broad streets and cross-streets; paved them with cedar block, and curbed them with stone.
安伯森少校在国家大道尽头买了两百英亩土地;他在这片土地上修建了宽阔的街道和十字路口。用香柏木铺地,用石头围边。
He set up fountains, here and there, where the streets intersected, and at symmetrical intervals placed cast-iron statues, painted white, with their titles clear upon the pedestals: Minerva, Mercury, Hercules, Venus, Gladiator, Emperor Augustus, Fisher Boy, Stag-hound, Mastiff, Greyhound, Fawn, Antelope, Wounded Doe, and Wounded Lion.
他在街道交叉处各处设置了喷泉,并以对称的间隔放置了铸铁雕像,漆成白色,基座上清楚地标明了它们的标题:密涅瓦、水星、大力神、维纳斯、角斗士、奥古斯都皇帝、渔夫男孩、猎鹿犬、獒犬、灰狗、小鹿、羚羊、受伤的母鹿和受伤的狮子。
Most of the forest trees had been left to flourish still, and, at some distance, or by moonlight, the place was in truth beautiful; but the ardent citizen, loving to see his city grow, wanted neither distance nor moonlight.
大多数森林树木仍然茂盛,从远处看,或者在月光下,这个地方确实很美丽。但热心的公民喜欢看到自己的城市不断发展,既不需要距离,也不需要月光。
He had not seen Versailles, but, standing before the Fountain of Neptune in Amberson Addition, at bright noon, and quoting the favourite comparison of the local newspapers, he declared Versailles outdone.
他没有见过凡尔赛宫,但是,在明亮的正午,站在安伯森附加区的海王星喷泉前,引用当地报纸最喜欢的比较,他宣称凡尔赛宫不甘示弱。
All this Art showed a profit from the start, for the lots sold well and there was something like a rush to build in the new Addition.
所有这些艺术从一开始就显示出利润,因为这些拍品卖得很好,而且人们急于建造新的扩建项目。
Its main thoroughfare, an oblique continuation of National Avenue, was called Amberson Boulevard, and here, at the juncture of the new Boulevard and the Avenue, Major Amberson reserved four acres for himself, and built his new house—the Amberson Mansion, of course.
它的主干道是国家大道的倾斜延续,被称为安伯森大道,在这里,在新大道和大道的交汇处,安伯森少校为自己保留了四英亩土地,建造了他的新房子——当然是安伯森大厦。
This house was the pride of the town.
这所房子是镇上的骄傲。
Faced with stone as far back as the dining-room windows, it was a house of arches and turrets and girdling stone porches: it had the first porte-cochere seen in that town.
餐厅的窗户后面都是石头,这是一座由拱门、塔楼和环绕的石头门廊组成的房子:它拥有该镇第一个门廊。
There was a central “front hall” with a great black walnut stairway, and open to a green glass skylight called the “dome,” three stories above the ground floor.
有一个中央“前厅”,有一个巨大的黑胡桃木楼梯,通向一个被称为“圆顶”的绿色玻璃天窗,位于底层三层楼以上。
A ballroom occupied most of the third story; and at one end of it was a carved walnut gallery for the musicians.
舞厅占据了第三层的大部分空间。其一端是供音乐家使用的雕刻胡桃木画廊。
Citizens told strangers that the cost of all this black walnut and wood-carving was sixty thousand dollars.
市民告诉陌生人,所有这些黑胡桃木和木雕的成本是六万美元。
“Sixty thousand dollars for the wood-work _alone!_ Yes, sir, and hardwood floors all over the house!
“光是木制品就花了六万美元!_是的,先生,整个房子都是硬木地板!
Turkish rugs and no carpets at all, except a Brussels carpet in the front parlour—I hear they call it the ‘reception-room.’ Hot and cold water upstairs and down, and stationary washstands in every last bedroom in the place!
土耳其地毯,根本没有地毯,除了前厅的布鲁塞尔地毯——我听说他们称之为“接待室”。楼上楼下有热水和冷水,这个地方的每间卧室都有固定的盥洗台!
Their sideboard’s built right into the house and goes all the way across one end of the dining room.
他们的餐具柜就建在房子里,一直穿过餐厅的一端。
It isn’t walnut, it’s solid mahogany!
它不是胡桃木,而是实心桃花心木!
Not veneering—solid mahogany!
不是贴面——实心桃花心木!
Well, sir, I presume the President of the United States would be tickled to swap the White House for the new Amberson Mansion, if the Major’d give him the chance—but by the Almighty Dollar, you bet your sweet life the Major wouldn’t!”
好吧,先生,我想如果少校给美国总统机会的话,他一定会高兴地把白宫换成新的安伯森大厦——但以万能的美元起誓,你敢打赌,少校不会!”
The visitor to the town was certain to receive further enlightenment, for there was one form of entertainment never omitted: he was always patriotically taken for “a little drive around our city,” even if his host had to hire a hack, and the climax of the display was the Amberson Mansion.
来到小镇的游客肯定会得到进一步的启发,因为有一种娱乐形式永远不会被忽略:他总是被爱国地认为是“在我们的城市周围开车一小段”,即使他的主人不得不雇用一个黑客,而展示的高潮是安伯森大厦。
“Look at that greenhouse they’ve put up there in the side yard,” the escort would continue.
“看看他们在侧院搭建的温室,”护卫继续说道。
“And look at that brick stable!
“看看那个砖砌马厩!
Most folks would think that stable plenty big enough and good enough to live in; it’s got running water and four rooms upstairs for two hired men and one of ’em’s family to live in.
大多数人会认为马厩足够大、足够好,可以居住;它有自来水,楼上有四个房间,可供两名雇工和其中一名工人的家人居住。
They keep one hired man loafin’ in the house, and they got a married hired man out in the stable, and his wife does the washing.
他们让一个雇工在屋子里闲逛,又让一个已婚雇工在马厩里呆着,他的妻子负责洗衣服。
They got box-stalls for four horses, and they keep a coupay, and some new kinds of fancy rigs you never saw the beat of!
他们有四匹马的马厩,他们保留了现金,还有一些你从未见过的新型花哨装备!
‘Carts’ they call two of ’em—‘way up in the air they are—too high for me!
他们称其中的两个为“手推车”——“它们在空中——对我来说太高了!”
I guess they got every new kind of fancy rig in there that’s been invented.
我猜他们已经发明了各种新奇的装备。
And harness—well, everybody in town can tell when Ambersons are out driving after dark, by the jingle.
还有安全带——好吧,镇上的每个人都可以通过叮当声知道安伯森一家在天黑后开车出去。
This town never did see so much style as Ambersons are putting on, these days; and I guess it’s going to be expensive, because a lot of other folks’ll try to keep up with ’em.
如今,这个小镇从未像安伯森一家那样展现出如此多的风格。我想这会很昂贵,因为很多其他人会试图跟上他们的步伐。
The Major’s wife and the daughter’s been to Europe, and my wife tells me since they got back they make tea there every afternoon about five o’clock, and drink it.
少校的妻子和女儿去过欧洲,我妻子告诉我,自从他们回来后,他们每天下午五点左右就在那里泡茶,然后喝。
Seems to me it would go against a person’s stomach, just before supper like that, and anyway tea isn’t fit for much—not unless you’re sick or something.
在我看来,在晚饭前喝茶会不利于人的胃,而且无论如何,茶都不适合喝太多——除非你生病了或者有什么事情。
My wife says Ambersons don’t make lettuce salad the way other people do; they don’t chop it up with sugar and vinegar at all.
我妻子说 Ambersons 不像其他人那样做生菜沙拉;他们做的生菜沙拉很美味。他们根本不用糖和醋把它切碎。
They pour olive oil on it with their vinegar, and they have it separate—not along with the rest of the meal.
他们将橄榄油和醋一起倒在上面,然后将其单独食用,而不是与其他食物一起食用。
And they _eat_ these olives, too: green things they are, something like a hard plum, but a friend of mine told me they tasted a good deal like a bad hickory-nut.
他们也吃这些橄榄:它们是绿色的东西,有点像硬李子,但我的一个朋友告诉我,它们尝起来很像坏山核桃。
My wife says she’s going to buy some; you got to eat nine and then you get to like ’em, she says.
我妻子说她要去买一些;她说,你必须吃九个,然后你才会喜欢它们。
Well, I wouldn’t eat nine bad hickory-nuts to get to like _them_, and I’m going to let these olives alone.
好吧,我不会为了喜欢它们而吃九颗坏山核桃,而且我不会去管这些橄榄。
Kind of a woman’s dish, anyway, I suspect, but most everybody’ll be makin’ a stagger to worm through nine of ’em, now Ambersons brought ’em to town.
无论如何,我怀疑这是女人的菜,但大多数人都会摇摇晃晃地吃掉九个,现在安伯森把它们带到了城里。
Yes, sir, the rest’ll eat ’em, whether they get sick or not!
是的,先生,其余的人都会吃它们,无论他们是否生病!
Looks to me like some people in this city’d be willing to go crazy if they thought that would help ’em to be as high-toned as Ambersons.
在我看来,这个城市的一些人如果认为这能帮助他们像安伯森那样高调,他们会愿意发疯的。
Old Aleck Minafer—he’s about the closest old codger we got—he come in my office the other day, and he pretty near had a stroke tellin’ me about his daughter Fanny.
老阿莱克·米纳弗——他是我们身边最亲近的老家伙——有一天他来到我的办公室,告诉我他女儿范妮的事,他差点中风了。
Seems Miss Isabel Amberson’s got some kind of a dog—they call it a Saint Bernard—and Fanny was bound to have one, too.
伊莎贝尔·安伯森小姐似乎养了某种狗——他们称之为圣伯纳犬——范妮也一定有一只。
Well, old Aleck told her he didn’t like dogs except rat-terriers, because a rat-terrier cleans up the mice, but she kept on at him, and finally he said all right she could have one.
好吧,老阿莱克告诉她,除了捕鼠梗之外,他不喜欢狗,因为捕鼠梗会清理老鼠,但她一直对他说,最后他说好吧,她可以养一只。
Then, by George!
那么,乔治!
she says Ambersons _bought_ their dog, and you can’t get one without paying for it: they cost from fifty to a hundred dollars up!
她说安伯森买了他们的狗,不付钱就买不到一只:它们的价格从五十到一百美元不等!
Old Aleck wanted to know if I ever heard of anybody buyin’ a dog before, because, of course, even a Newfoundland or a setter you can usually get somebody to give you one.
老亚历克想知道我以前是否听说过有人买狗,因为当然,即使是纽芬兰犬或塞特犬,你通常也可以找人送一只。
He says he saw some sense in payin’ a nigger a dime, or even a quarter, to _drown_ a dog for you, but to pay out fifty dollars and maybe more—well, sir, he like to choked himself to death, right there in my office!
他说他认为付一毛钱,甚至四分之一的黑鬼,为你淹死一条狗是有道理的,但付五十美元,也许更多——好吧,先生,他喜欢在我的办公室里掐死自己!
Of course everybody realizes that Major Amberson is a fine business man, but what with throwin’ money around for dogs, and every which and what, some think all this style’s bound to break him up, if his family don’t quit!”
当然,每个人都认识到安伯森少校是一个出色的商人,但是,如果他的家人不放弃的话,他会花钱买狗,还有各种各样的事情,有些人认为这种风格注定会让他崩溃!”
One citizen, having thus discoursed to a visitor, came to a thoughtful pause, and then added, “Does seem pretty much like squandering, yet when you see that dog out walking with this Miss Isabel, he seems worth the money.”
一位市民在与一位访客交谈后,若有所思地停顿了一下,然后补充道:“这看起来确实很浪费,但当你看到那只狗和伊莎贝尔小姐一起出去散步时,他似乎值这个钱。”
“What’s she look like?”
“她长什么样?”
“Well, sir,” said the citizen, “she’s not more than just about eighteen or maybe nineteen years old, and I don’t know as I know just how to put it—but she’s kind of a _delightful_ lookin’ young lady!”
“嗯,先生,”公民说,“她不过十八岁或十九岁,我不知道该怎么说,但她是一位看起来很可爱的年轻女士!”
Chapter II
第二章
Another citizen said an eloquent thing about Miss Isabel Amberson’s looks.
另一位公民对伊莎贝尔·安伯森小姐的外表说了一番雄辩的话。
This was Mrs. Henry Franklin Foster, the foremost literary authority and intellectual leader of the community—-for both the daily newspapers thus described Mrs. Foster when she founded the Women’s Tennyson Club; and her word upon art, letters, and the drama was accepted more as law than as opinion.
这就是亨利·富兰克林·福斯特夫人,社会上最重要的文学权威和知识领袖——两家日报都这样描述福斯特夫人创立妇女丁尼生俱乐部时;她关于艺术、文学和戏剧的言论更多地被视为法律而不是观点。
Naturally, when “Hazel Kirke” finally reached the town, after its long triumph in larger places, many people waited to hear what Mrs. Henry Franklin Foster thought of it before they felt warranted in expressing any estimate of the play.
自然地,当《Hazel Kirke》在较大的地方取得了长期的胜利之后,当《Hazel Kirke》最终到达小镇时,许多人都等着听亨利·富兰克林·福斯特夫人对它的看法,然后才觉得有必要表达对这部剧的任何评价。
In fact, some of them waited in the lobby of the theatre, as they came out, and formed an inquiring group about her.
事实上,他们中的一些人在剧院出来后就在大厅里等着,并组成了一个询问她的小组。
“I didn’t see the play,” she informed them.
“我没看过这部戏,”她告诉他们。
“What!
“什么!
Why, we saw you, right in the middle of the fourth row!”
哎呀,我们在第四排中间看到了你!”
“Yes,” she said, smiling, “but I was sitting just behind Isabel Amberson.
“是的,”她微笑着说,“但我坐在伊莎贝尔·安伯森的后面。
I couldn’t look at anything except her wavy brown hair and the wonderful back of her neck.”
除了她那卷曲的棕色头发和美妙的后脖颈,我什么也看不见。”
The ineligible young men of the town (they were all ineligible) were unable to content themselves with the view that had so charmed Mrs. Henry Franklin Foster: they spent their time struggling to keep Miss Amberson’s face turned toward them.
镇上不合格的年轻人(他们都没有资格)无法满足于亨利·富兰克林·福斯特夫人如此着迷的景色:他们花时间努力让安伯森小姐的脸转向他们。
She turned it most often, observers said, toward two: one excelling in the general struggle by his sparkle, and the other by that winning if not winsome old trait, persistence.
观察家们说,她最常把注意力转向两个人:一个人在总体斗争中表现出色,因为他的光芒四射;另一个人则凭借那股即使不是令人着迷的古老特质——坚持不懈,也能赢得胜利。
The sparkling gentleman “led germans” with her, and sent sonnets to her with his bouquets—sonnets lacking neither music nor wit.
这位风度翩翩的绅士带着她“带领德国人”,用他的花束给她寄了十四行诗——这些十四行诗既不缺乏音乐,也不缺乏智慧。
He was generous, poor, well-dressed, and his amazing persuasiveness was one reason why he was always in debt.
他慷慨、贫穷、衣着考究,而他惊人的说服力是他总是负债累累的原因之一。
No one doubted that he would be able to persuade Isabel, but he unfortunately joined too merry a party one night, and, during a moonlight serenade upon the lawn before the Amberson Mansion, was easily identified from the windows as the person who stepped through the bass viol and had to be assisted to a waiting carriage.
没有人怀疑他能够说服伊莎贝尔,但不幸的是,有一天晚上,他参加了一场过于欢乐的聚会,在安伯森大厦前的草坪上奏着月光小夜曲时,从窗户里很容易就认出他就是那个跨过低音提琴、不得不被扶上一辆等候的马车的人。
One of Miss Amberson’s brothers was among the serenaders, and, when the party had dispersed, remained propped against the front door in a state of helpless liveliness; the Major going down in a dressing-gown and slippers to bring him in, and scolding mildly, while imperfectly concealing strong impulses to laughter.
安伯森小姐的一个兄弟也在小夜曲中,当聚会散去后,他仍然靠在前门上,表现出一种无助的活泼状态。少校穿着晨衣和拖鞋下去把他带进来,温和地责骂着,同时完美地掩饰了强烈的笑声。
Miss Amberson also laughed at this brother, the next day, but for the suitor it was a different matter: she refused to see him when he called to apologize.
第二天,安伯森小姐也嘲笑了这位兄弟,但对求婚者来说却是另一回事:当他打电话道歉时,她拒绝见他。
“You seem to care a great deal about bass viols!” he wrote her.
“你似乎非常关心低音提琴!”他写信给她。
“I promise never to break another.” She made no response to the note, unless it was an answer, two weeks later, when her engagement was announced.
“我保证永远不会破坏别人。”她没有对这张纸条做出任何回应,除非两周后她宣布订婚时得到了答复。
She took the persistent one, Wilbur Minafer, no breaker of bass viols or of hearts, no serenader at all.
她选择了最执着的一位,威尔伯·米纳弗(Wilbur Minafer),他没有低音提琴或红心的破坏者,也根本没有小夜曲。
A few people, who always foresaw everything, claimed that they were not surprised, because though Wilbur Minafer “might not be an Apollo, as it were,” he was “a steady young business man, and a good church-goer,” and Isabel Amberson was “pretty sensible—for such a showy girl.” But the engagement astounded the young people, and most of their fathers and mothers, too; and as a topic it supplanted literature at the next meeting of the “Women’s Tennyson Club.”
一些总是预见到一切的人声称他们并不感到惊讶,因为尽管威尔伯·米纳弗“可能不是阿波罗”,但他是“一个稳定的年轻商人,也是一个很好的去教堂的人”,而伊莎贝尔·安伯森“对于这样一个艳丽的女孩来说相当明智”。但这次订婚让年轻人以及他们的大多数父母都感到震惊。在“妇女丁尼生俱乐部”的下一次会议上,它取代了文学作为一个主题。
“Wilbur _Minafer!_” a member cried, her inflection seeming to imply that Wilbur’s crime was explained by his surname.
“威尔伯_米纳弗!_”一名成员喊道,她的语调似乎暗示威尔伯的罪行是由他的姓氏来解释的。
“Wilbur _Minafer!_ It’s the queerest thing I ever heard!
“威尔伯_米纳弗!_这是我听过的最奇怪的事情!
To think of her taking Wilbur Minafer, just because a man _any_ woman would like a thousand times better was a little wild one night at a serenade!”
想到她带走了威尔伯·米纳弗,仅仅因为一个男人——任何一个女人都想要更好一千倍,在一个晚上听小夜曲时就有点疯狂了!
“No,” said Mrs. Henry Franklin Foster.
“不,”亨利·富兰克林·福斯特夫人说。
“It isn’t that.
“不是那样的。
It isn’t even because she’s afraid he’d be a dissipated husband and she wants to be safe.
这甚至不是因为她担心他会成为一个放荡的丈夫,而她想要安全。
It isn’t because she’s religious or hates wildness; it isn’t even because she hates wildness in _him_.”
这并不是因为她有宗教信仰或讨厌野性;而是因为她有宗教信仰。甚至不是因为她讨厌_他_的狂野。”
“Well, but look how she’s thrown him over for it.”
“好吧,但看看她是如何把他扔到一边的。”
“No, that wasn’t her reason,” said the wise Mrs. Henry Franklin Foster.
“不,那不是她的理由,”明智的亨利·富兰克林·福斯特夫人说。
“If men only knew it—and it’s a good thing they don’t—a woman doesn’t really care much about whether a man’s wild or not, if it doesn’t affect herself, and Isabel Amberson doesn’t care a thing!”
“如果男人知道这一点——他们不知道是件好事——女人就不会真正关心男人是否狂野,只要这不会影响到她自己,而伊莎贝尔·安伯森也不在乎!”
“Mrs. _Foster!_”
“太太。 _福斯特!_”
“No, she doesn’t.
“不,她不知道。
What she minds is his making a clown of himself in her front yard!
她介意的是他在她的前院出丑!
It made her think he didn’t care much about _her_.
这让她觉得他不太关心她。
She’s probably mistaken, but that’s what she thinks, and it’s too late for her to think anything else now, because she’s going to be married right away—the invitations will be out next week.
她可能错了,但她就是这么想的,现在想别的都太晚了,因为她马上就要结婚了——请柬下周就会发出。
It’ll be a big Amberson-style thing, raw oysters floating in scooped-out blocks of ice and a band from out-of-town—champagne, showy presents; a colossal present from the Major.
这将是一个安伯森风格的大型活动,生牡蛎漂浮在挖出的冰块中,还有来自外地的乐队——香槟、华丽的礼物;少校送来的一份巨额礼物
Then Wilbur will take Isabel on the carefulest little wedding trip he can manage, and she’ll be a good wife to him, but they’ll have the worst spoiled lot of children this town will ever see.”
然后威尔伯将带伊莎贝尔进行他能安排的最小心的小型婚礼旅行,她将成为他的好妻子,但他们将拥有这个镇上最被宠坏的孩子。”
“How on earth do you make _that_ out, Mrs. Foster?”
“福斯特夫人,你到底是怎么明白这一点的?”
“She couldn’t love Wilbur, could she?” Mrs. Foster demanded, with no challengers.
“她不可能爱威尔伯,不是吗?”福斯特夫人问道,没有人反对。
“Well, it will all go to her children, and she’ll ruin ’em!”
“好吧,这一切都会归她的孩子们所有,她会毁了他们!”
The prophetess proved to be mistaken in a single detail merely: except for that, her foresight was accurate.
事实证明,这位女先知仅仅在一个细节上犯了错误:除此之外,她的预见是准确的。
The wedding was of Ambersonian magnificence, even to the floating oysters; and the Major’s colossal present was a set of architect’s designs for a house almost as elaborate and impressive as the Mansion, the house to be built in Amberson Addition by the Major.
这场婚礼充满了安伯森式的华丽,甚至对漂浮的牡蛎也是如此。少校的巨额礼物是一套建筑师设计的房子,几乎和豪宅一样精致和令人印象深刻,这座房子将由少校在安伯森附加区建造。
The orchestra was certainly not that local one which had suffered the loss of a bass viol; the musicians came, according to the prophecy and next morning’s paper, from afar; and at midnight the bride was still being toasted in champagne, though she had departed upon her wedding journey at ten.
该乐团当然不是那个失去了低音提琴的当地乐团。根据预言和第二天早上的报纸,音乐家们从远方赶来。午夜时分,新娘仍然在香槟中敬酒,尽管她十点钟就出发去参加婚礼了。
Four days later the pair had returned to town, which promptness seemed fairly to demonstrate that Wilbur had indeed taken Isabel upon the carefulest little trip he could manage.
四天后,两人回到了城里,这迅速似乎足以证明威尔伯确实带着伊莎贝尔进行了他能安排的最小心的小旅行。
According to every report, she was from the start “a good wife to him,” but here in a final detail the prophecy proved inaccurate.
根据每一份报告,她从一开始就是“他的好妻子”,但在最后的细节上,这个预言被证明是不准确的。
Wilbur and Isabel did not have children; they had only one.
威尔伯和伊莎贝尔没有孩子。他们只有一个。
“Only one,” Mrs. Henry Franklin Foster admitted.
“只有一个,”亨利·富兰克林·福斯特夫人承认。
“But I’d like to know if he isn’t spoiled enough for a whole carload!”
“但我想知道他是否还没有被宠坏到足以装满一车车!”
Again she found none to challenge her.
她再次发现没有人可以挑战她。
At the age of nine, George Amberson Minafer, the Major’s one grandchild, was a princely terror, dreaded not only in Amberson Addition but in many other quarters through which he galloped on his white pony.
乔治·安伯森·米纳弗(George Amberson Minafer),少校的一个孙子,九岁时就成了一位王子般的恐怖分子,不仅在安伯森区,而且在他骑着白色小马驰骋穿过的许多其他地区都令人畏惧。
“By golly, I guess you think you own this town!” an embittered labourer complained, one day, as Georgie rode the pony straight through a pile of sand the man was sieving.
“天哪,我猜你以为你拥有这个小镇!”有一天,当乔吉骑着小马径直穿过那人正在筛的一堆沙子时,一位心怀怨恨的劳工抱怨道。
“I will when I grow up,” the undisturbed child replied.
“等我长大了,我会的。”不受打扰的孩子回答道。
“I guess my grandpa owns it now, you bet!” And the baffled workman, having no means to controvert what seemed a mere exaggeration of the facts could only mutter “Oh, pull down your vest!”
“我猜现在它是我爷爷的了,你敢打赌!”而困惑的工人却没有办法反驳看似夸大事实的说法,只能嘟哝道:“哦,把你的背心脱下来吧!”
“Don’t haf to!
“不必!
Doctor says it ain’t healthy!” the boy returned promptly.
医生说不健康!”男孩很快就回来了。
“But I’ll tell you what I’ll do: I’ll pull down my vest if you’ll wipe off your chin!”
“但我会告诉你我会做什么:如果你擦掉下巴,我就脱下我的背心!”
This was stock and stencil: the accustomed argot of street badinage of the period; and in such matters Georgie was an expert.
这是股票和模板:当时街头恶作剧的惯用语。在这些事情上,乔吉是个专家。
He had no vest to pull down; the incongruous fact was that a fringed sash girdled the juncture of his velvet blouse and breeches, for the Fauntleroy period had set in, and Georgie’s mother had so poor an eye for appropriate things, where Georgie was concerned, that she dressed him according to the doctrine of that school in boy decoration.
他没有背心可以脱下来;不协调的事实是,他的天鹅绒上衣和马裤的连接处系着一条流苏腰带,因为方特勒时代已经到来,而乔吉的母亲对合适的事物的眼光太差了,就乔吉而言,她按照该学校男孩装饰的教条给他穿衣服。
Not only did he wear a silk sash, and silk stockings, and a broad lace collar, with his little black velvet suit: he had long brown curls, and often came home with burrs in them.
他不仅系着丝绸腰带、丝袜、宽大的蕾丝领子和黑色天鹅绒小西装,而且还留着长长的棕色卷发,回家时常常带着毛刺。
Except upon the surface (which was not his own work, but his mother’s) Georgie bore no vivid resemblance to the fabulous little Cedric.
除了表面上(这不是他自己的作品,而是他母亲的作品)之外,乔吉与神话般的小塞德里克没有任何生动的相似之处。
The storied boy’s famous “Lean on _me_, grandfather,” would have been difficult to imagine upon the lips of Georgie.
这位传奇男孩著名的“依靠我,祖父”很难想象是从乔治嘴里说出的。
A month after his ninth birthday anniversary, when the Major gave him his pony, he had already become acquainted with the toughest boys in various distant parts of the town, and had convinced them that the toughness of a rich little boy with long curls might be considered in many respects superior to their own.
在他九岁生日一个月后,当少校把他的小马送给他时,他已经熟悉了镇上各个偏远地区最坚强的男孩,并让他们相信,一个留着长卷发的富有的小男孩的坚韧可能在很多方面都优于他们自己。
He fought them, learning how to go berserk at a certain point in a fight, bursting into tears of anger, reaching for rocks, uttering wailed threats of murder and attempting to fulfil them.
他与他们战斗,学习如何在战斗中的某个时刻变得狂暴,愤怒地流泪,伸手去拿石头,大声喊出谋杀威胁并试图实现它们。
Fights often led to intimacies, and he acquired the art of saying things more exciting than “Don’t haf to!” and “Doctor says it ain’t healthy!” Thus, on a summer afternoon, a strange boy, sitting bored upon the gate-post of the Reverend Malloch Smith, beheld George Amberson Minafer rapidly approaching on his white pony, and was impelled by bitterness to shout: “Shoot the ole jackass!
争吵常常导致亲密关系,他学会了说比“不必!”更令人兴奋的话的艺术。和“医生说这不健康!”因此,在一个夏日的午后,一个陌生的男孩无聊地坐在马洛赫·史密斯牧师的门柱上,看到乔治·安伯森·米纳弗骑着他的白马迅速接近,他痛苦地喊道:“射杀这个老驴!
Look at the girly curls!
看看少女感十足的卷发!
Say, bub, where’d you steal your mother’s ole sash!”
说吧,小伙子,你从哪里偷了你妈妈的旧腰带!”
“Your sister stole it for me!” Georgie instantly replied, checking the pony.
“是你姐姐偷给我的!”乔吉立即回答,检查小马。
“She stole it off our clo’es-line an’ gave it to me.”
“她从我们的线上偷走了它,然后给了我。”
“You go get your hair cut!” said the stranger hotly.
“你去剪头发吧!”陌生人热情地说。
“Yah!
“啊!
I haven’t got any sister!”
我没有妹妹!”
“I know you haven’t at home,” Georgie responded.
“我知道你不在家,”乔吉回答道。
“I mean the one that’s in jail.”
“我指的是那个在监狱里的人。”
“I dare you to get down off that pony!”
“我敢让你从那匹小马身上下来!”
Georgie jumped to the ground, and the other boy descended from the Reverend Mr. Smith’s gatepost—but he descended inside the gate.
乔吉跳到地上,另一个男孩从史密斯牧师先生的门柱上下来——但他落在了门内。
“I dare you outside that gate,” said Georgie.
“我敢说你敢走出那扇门,”乔吉说。
“Yah!
“啊!
I dare you half way here.
我敢说你已经走到一半了。
I dare you—”
我敢说你——”
But these were luckless challenges, for Georgie immediately vaulted the fence—and four minutes later Mrs. Malloch Smith, hearing strange noises, looked forth from a window; then screamed, and dashed for the pastor’s study.
但这些都是不幸的挑战,因为乔吉立即跳过了栅栏——四分钟后,马洛赫·史密斯夫人听到了奇怪的声音,从窗户向外张望;然后尖叫着冲向牧师的书房。
Mr. Malloch Smith, that grim-bearded Methodist, came to the front yard and found his visiting nephew being rapidly prepared by Master Minafer to serve as a principal figure in a pageant of massacre.
马洛赫·史密斯先生,那个留着冷酷胡子的卫理公会教徒,来到前院,发现他来访的侄子正被米纳弗大师迅速准备好,成为一场大屠杀的主要人物。
It was with great physical difficulty that Mr. Smith managed to give his nephew a chance to escape into the house, for Georgie was hard and quick, and, in such matters, remarkably intense; but the minister, after a grotesque tussle, got him separated from his opponent, and shook him.
史密斯先生费了很大的体力才给他的侄子一个逃进屋里的机会,因为乔吉性格刚硬、动作敏捷,而且在这种事情上还非常激烈。但在一场怪诞的扭打之后,牧师把他和对手分开,并摇晃了他。
“You stop that, you!” Georgie cried fiercely; and wrenched himself away.
“你别这样了,你!”乔吉放声大哭。并把自己扭开。
“I guess you don’t know who I am!”
“我猜你不知道我是谁!”
“Yes, I do know!” the angered Mr. Smith retorted.
“是的,我知道!”愤怒的史密斯先生反驳道。
“I know who you are, and you’re a disgrace to your mother!
“我知道你是谁,你是你母亲的耻辱!
Your mother ought to be ashamed of herself to allow—”
你母亲应该为自己的行为感到羞耻——”
“Shut up about my mother bein’ ashamed of herself!”
“闭嘴,我母亲为自己感到羞耻!”
Mr. Smith, exasperated, was unable to close the dialogue with dignity.
史密斯先生被激怒了,无法有尊严地结束对话。
“She ought to be ashamed,” he repeated.
“她应该感到羞耻,”他重复道。
“A woman that lets a bad boy like you—”
“一个女人会让像你这样的坏男孩——”
But Georgie had reached his pony and mounted.
但乔吉已经走到他的小马身边并骑上了马。
Before setting off at his accustomed gallop, he paused to interrupt the Reverend Malloch Smith again.
在以惯常的速度出发之前,他停下来再次打断马洛赫·史密斯牧师。
“You pull down your vest, you ole Billygoat, you!” he shouted, distinctly.
“你把背心脱下来,你这个老比利山羊!”他清晰地喊道。
“Pull down your vest, wipe off your chin—an’ go to hell!”
“脱下你的背心,擦掉你的下巴——见鬼去吧!”
Such precocity is less unusual, even in children of the Rich, than most grown people imagine.
即使对于富人的孩子来说,这种早熟并不像大多数成年人想象的那么罕见。
However, it was a new experience for the Reverend Malloch Smith, and left him in a state of excitement.
然而,这对马洛赫·史密斯牧师来说却是一次全新的体验,让他兴奋不已。
He at once wrote a note to Georgie’s mother, describing the crime according to his nephew’s testimony; and the note reached Mrs. Minafer before Georgie did.
他立即给乔吉的母亲写了一张便条,根据他侄子的证词描述了罪行;这张字条先于乔吉到达了米纳弗太太手中。
When he got home she read it to him sorrowfully.
当他回到家时,她悲伤地读给他听。
Dear Madam:
亲爱的女士:
Your son has caused a painful distress in my household.
你的儿子给我家带来了痛苦。
He made an unprovoked attack upon a little nephew of mine who is visiting in my household, insulted him by calling him vicious names and falsehoods, stating that ladies of his family were in jail.
他无端攻击到我家来探望的我的小侄子,用恶毒的谩骂和谎言来侮辱他,还说他家里的女士们都在监狱里。
He then tried to make his pony kick him, and when the child, who is only eleven years old, while your son is much older and stronger, endeavoured to avoid his indignities and withdraw quietly, he pursued him into the enclosure of my property and brutally assaulted him.
然后他试图让他的小马踢他,当那个只有十一岁的孩子(而你的儿子年纪更大、更强壮)努力避免他的侮辱并安静地退出时,他追赶他进入我的财产围场并残酷地袭击了他。
When I appeared upon this scene he deliberately called insulting words to me, concluding with profanity, such as “go to hell,” which was heard not only by myself but by my wife and the lady who lives next door.
当我出现在这个场景时,他故意对我说侮辱性的话,最后用脏话结束,比如“见鬼去吧”,这不仅是我自己听到的,我的妻子和住在隔壁的女士也听到了。
I trust such a state of undisciplined behaviour may be remedied for the sake of the reputation for propriety, if nothing higher, of the family to which this unruly child belongs.
我相信,为了这个不守规矩的孩子所属家庭的礼仪声誉,甚至更高的声誉,这种不守纪律的行为状态可能会得到纠正。
Georgie had muttered various interruptions, and as she concluded the reading he said: “He’s an ole liar!”
乔吉嘟囔着各种打断,当她结束朗读时,他说:“他是个大骗子!”
“Georgie, you mustn’t say ‘liar.’ Isn’t this letter the truth?”
“乔吉,你不许说‘骗子’。这封信不是真的吗?”
“Well,” said Georgie, “how old am I?”
“嗯,”乔吉说,“我多大了?”
“Ten.”
“十。”
“Well, look how he says I’m older than a boy eleven years old.”
“好吧,你看他怎么说我比一个十一岁的男孩还大。”
“That’s true,” said Isabel.
“确实如此,”伊莎贝尔说。
“He does.
“他确实这么做了。
But isn’t some of it true, Georgie?”
但其中有些不是真的吗,乔吉?”
Georgie felt himself to be in a difficulty here, and he was silent.
乔吉觉得自己在这里遇到了困难,他沉默了。
“Georgie, did you say what he says you did?”
“乔吉,你说的和他说的一样吗?”
“Which one?”
“哪一个?”
“Did you tell him to—to—Did you say, ‘Go to hell?’”
“你有没有告诉他——你——你有没有说,‘见鬼去吧?’”
Georgie looked worried for a moment longer; then he brightened.
乔吉又显得忧心忡忡了一会儿。然后他眼前一亮。
“Listen here, mamma; grandpa wouldn’t wipe his shoe on that ole story-teller, would he?”
“听着,妈妈;爷爷不会在那个老说书人身上擦鞋吧?”
“Georgie, you mustn’t—”
“乔吉,你不可以——”
“I mean: none of the Ambersons wouldn’t have anything to do with him, would they?
“我的意思是:安伯森一家不会和他有任何关系,不是吗?
He doesn’t even know _you_, does he, mamma?”
他甚至不认识你,是吗,妈妈?”
“That hasn’t anything to do with it.”
“这与此无关。”
“Yes, it has!
“是的,有!
I mean: none of the Amberson family go to see him, and they never have him come in their house; they wouldn’t ask him to, and they prob’ly wouldn’t even let him.”
我的意思是:安伯森一家没有人去看他,他们也从来没有让他进过他们的房子;他们不会要求他这样做,而且可能甚至不会让他这么做。”
“That isn’t what we’re talking about.”
“这不是我们正在谈论的。”
“I bet,” said Georgie emphatically, “I bet if he wanted to see any of ’em, he’d haf to go around to the side door!”
“我敢打赌,”乔吉强调道,“我敢打赌,如果他想看到他们中的任何一个,他就必须绕到侧门!”
“No, dear, they—”
“不,亲爱的,他们——”
“Yes, they would, mamma!
“是的,他们会的,妈妈!
So what does it matter if I did say somep’m’ to him he didn’t like?
那么,如果我确实对他说了一些他不喜欢的事情,那又有什么关系呢?
That kind o’ people, I don’t see why you can’t say anything you want to, to ’em!”
那样的人,我不明白为什么你不能对他们说任何你想说的话!”
“No, Georgie.
“不,乔吉。
And you haven’t answered me whether you said that dreadful thing he says you did.”
你还没有回答我你是否说过他说你做过的那件可怕的事情。”
“Well—” said Georgie.
“嗯——”乔吉说。
“Anyway, he said somep’m’ to me that made me mad.” And upon this point he offered no further details; he would not explain to his mother that what had made him “mad” was Mr. Smith’s hasty condemnation of herself: “Your mother ought to be ashamed,” and, “A woman that lets a bad boy like you—” Georgie did not even consider excusing himself by quoting these insolences.
“不管怎样,他对我说了一些让我生气的事情。”关于这一点,他没有提供更多细节。他不会向母亲解释,让他“生气”的是史密斯先生对自己的仓促谴责:“你的母亲应该感到羞耻”,“一个女人竟然让一个像你这样的坏男孩——”乔吉甚至没有考虑通过引用这些无礼的行为来为自己辩解。
Isabel stroked his head.
伊莎贝尔抚摸着他的头。
“They were terrible words for you to use, dear.
“亲爱的,这些话对你来说太糟糕了。
From his letter he doesn’t seem a very tactful person, but—”
从他的信来看,他似乎不是一个很圆滑的人,但是——”
“He’s just riffraff,” said Georgie.
“他只是个痞子,”乔吉说。
“You mustn’t say so,” his mother gently agreed “Where did you learn those bad words he speaks of?
“你不能这么说,”他母亲温和地同意道,“他说的那些脏话你是从哪里学来的?
Where did you hear any one use them?”
你在哪里听说有人用过它们?”
“Well, I’ve heard ’em several places.
“嗯,我在好几个地方都听过他们的声音。
I guess Uncle George Amberson was the _first_ I ever heard say ’em.
我猜乔治·安伯森叔叔是我第一个听到这么说的人。
Uncle George Amberson said ’em to papa once.
乔治·安伯森叔叔曾经对爸爸说过这句话。
Papa didn’t like it, but Uncle George was just laughin’ at papa, an’ then he said ’em while he was laughin’.”
爸爸不喜欢,但乔治叔叔只是在嘲笑爸爸,然后他一边笑一边说这些话。”
“That was wrong of him,” she said, but almost instinctively he detected the lack of conviction in her tone.
“他错了,”她说,但他几乎本能地察觉到她语气中缺乏信念。
It was Isabel’s great failing that whatever an Amberson did seemed right to her, especially if the Amberson was either her brother George, or her son George.
伊莎贝尔最大的失败是,无论安伯森家族做什么,她都认为是对的,尤其是如果安伯森家族要么是她的哥哥乔治,要么是她的儿子乔治。
She knew that she should be more severe with the latter now, but severity with him was beyond her power; and the Reverend Malloch Smith had succeeded only in rousing her resentment against himself.
她知道现在应该对后者更加严厉,但对他严厉却超出了她的能力范围。马洛赫·史密斯牧师只是激起了她对他自己的怨恨。
Georgie’s symmetrical face—altogether an Amberson face—had looked never more beautiful to her.
乔吉那张对称的脸——完全就是一张安伯森脸——在她看来从未如此美丽过。
It always looked unusually beautiful when she tried to be severe with him.
当她试图对他严厉时,总是显得异常美丽。
“You must promise me,” she said feebly, “never to use those bad words again.”
“你必须答应我,”她有气无力地说,“永远不要再说那些脏话了。”
“I promise not to,” he said promptly—and he whispered an immediate codicil under his breath: “Unless I get mad at somebody!” This satisfied a code according to which, in his own sincere belief, he never told lies.
“我保证不会,”他立即说道,然后低声附和道:“除非我生某人的气!”这满足了他的一个准则,根据这个准则,他真诚地相信,他从不说谎。
“That’s a good boy,” she said, and he ran out to the yard, his punishment over.
“这是个好孩子,”她说,他跑到院子里,他的惩罚结束了。
Some admiring friends were gathered there; they had heard of his adventure, knew of the note, and were waiting to see what was going to “happen” to him.
一些仰慕的朋友聚集在那里;他们听说过他的冒险经历,知道这张纸条,并等着看他身上会“发生”什么。
They hoped for an account of things, and also that he would allow them to “take turns” riding his pony to the end of the alley and back.
他们希望得到一个解释,也希望他允许他们“轮流”骑着他的小马到巷子尽头然后返回。
They were really his henchmen: Georgie was a lord among boys.
他们确实是他的追随者:乔吉是男孩中的领主。
In fact, he was a personage among certain sorts of grown people, and was often fawned upon; the alley negroes delighted in him, chuckled over him, flattered him slavishly.
事实上,他是某些成年人中的人物,经常受到阿谀奉承。巷子里的黑人很喜欢他,对他咯咯地笑,奴性地奉承他。
For that matter, he often heard well-dressed people speaking of him admiringly: a group of ladies once gathered about him on the pavement where he was spinning a top.
就此而言,他经常听到穿着考究的人对他表示钦佩:有一次,在他纺陀螺的人行道上,一群女士聚集在他周围。
“I _know_ this is Georgie!” one exclaimed, and turned to the others with the impressiveness of a showman.
“我知道这是乔吉!”其中一人惊呼一声,然后转向其他人,一副表演者的样子。
“Major Amberson’s only grandchild!” The others said, “It is?” and made clicking sounds with their mouths; two of them loudly whispering, “So handsome!”
“安伯森少校唯一的孙子!”其他人纷纷道:“是吗?”并用嘴发出咔哒声;两人小声嘀咕:“好帅啊!”
Georgie, annoyed because they kept standing upon the circle he had chalked for his top, looked at them coldly and offered a suggestion:
乔吉因为他们一直站在他用粉笔画成上衣的圆圈上而感到恼火,冷冷地看着他们,提出了一个建议:
“Oh, go hire a hall!”
“哦,去租个大厅吧!”
As an Amberson, he was already a public character, and the story of his adventure in the Reverend Malloch Smith’s front yard became a town topic.
作为安伯森家族的一员,他已经是一个公众人物,他在马洛赫·史密斯牧师前院的冒险故事成为了镇上的话题。
Many people glanced at him with great distaste, thereafter, when they chanced to encounter him, which meant nothing to Georgie, because he innocently believed most grown people to be necessarily cross-looking as a normal phenomenon resulting from the adult state; and he failed to comprehend that the distasteful glances had any personal bearing upon himself.
从此以后,当他们偶然遇到他时,很多人都用非常厌恶的眼光看着他,这对乔吉来说毫无意义,因为他天真地认为大多数成年人必然会互相看向,这是成人状态下的正常现象;他不明白这些令人厌恶的目光对他个人有什么影响。
If he had perceived such a bearing, he would have been affected only so far, probably, as to mutter, “Riffraff!” Possibly he would have shouted it; and, certainly, most people believed a story that went round the town just after Mrs. Amberson’s funeral, when Georgie was eleven.
如果他察觉到了这样的态度,他可能只会受到影响,甚至咕哝道:“痞子!”也许他会大声喊出来;也许他会大声喊出来。当然,大多数人都相信安伯森夫人葬礼刚结束时镇上流传的一个故事,当时乔吉十一岁。
Georgie was reported to have differed with the undertaker about the seating of the family; his indignant voice had become audible: “Well, who is the most important person at my own grandmother’s funeral?” And later he had projected his head from the window of the foremost mourners’ carriage, as the undertaker happened to pass.
据报道,乔吉与殡葬承办人在家人的座位安排问题上存在分歧。他愤怒的声音清晰可闻:“那么,在我祖母的葬礼上,谁是最重要的人?”后来,当殡仪员碰巧经过时,他把头从最前面的送葬者车厢的窗户伸出来。
“_Riffraff!_”
“_痞子!_”
There were people—grown people they were—who expressed themselves longingly: they _did_ hope to live to see the day, they said, when that boy would get his come-upance!
有些人——他们是成年人——表达了自己的渴望:他们说,他们确实希望活着看到那一天,那个男孩会得到报应!
(They used that honest word, so much better than “deserts,” and not until many years later to be more clumsily rendered as “what is coming to him.”) _Something_ was bound to take him down, some day, and they only wanted to be there!
(他们用了这个诚实的词,比“沙漠”好得多,直到很多年后才被更笨拙地翻译为“他即将面临的事情”。)总有一天,_有些东西_一定会把他打倒,而他们只想在那里!
But Georgie heard nothing of this, and the yearners for his taking down went unsatisfied, while their yearning grew the greater as the happy day of fulfilment was longer and longer postponed.
但乔吉对此一无所知,对他下台的渴望并没有得到满足,而随着幸福的实现日被推迟得越来越久,他们的渴望也越来越强烈。
His grandeur was not diminished by the Malloch Smith story; the rather it was increased, and among other children (especially among little girls) there was added to the prestige of his gilded position that diabolical glamour which must inevitably attend a boy who has told a minister to go to hell.
他的伟大并没有因为马洛赫·史密斯的故事而减弱。相反,它增加了,在其他孩子中(特别是在小女孩中),他镀金地位的威望增加了一种恶魔般的魅力,这种魅力必然伴随着一个告诉牧师下地狱的男孩。
Chapter III
第三章
Until he reached the age of twelve, Georgie’s education was a domestic process; tutors came to the house; and those citizens who yearned for his taking down often said: “Just wait till he has to go to public school; _then_ he’ll get it!” But at twelve Georgie was sent to a private school in the town, and there came from this small and dependent institution no report, or even rumour, of Georgie’s getting anything that he was thought to deserve; therefore the yearning still persisted, though growing gaunt with feeding upon itself.
在乔治十二岁之前,他的教育都是在家庭中进行的。家庭教师来到了家里;那些渴望他下台的公民常常说:“等他上公立学校,他就上学了!”但十二岁的时候,乔吉被送到镇上的一所私立学校,这个小而依赖的机构没有传来任何报告,甚至没有谣言说乔吉得到了他被认为应得的任何东西;他没有得到任何回报。因此,这种渴望依然存在,尽管它因自我吞噬而变得憔悴。
For, although Georgie’s pomposities and impudence in the little school were often almost unbearable, the teachers were fascinated by him.
因为,虽然乔吉在小学校里的浮夸和无礼常常令人难以忍受,但老师们却对他着迷。
They did not like him—he was too arrogant for that—but he kept them in such a state of emotion that they thought more about him than they did about all of the other ten pupils.
他们不喜欢他——他太傲慢了——但他让他们保持一种情绪状态,以至于他们对他的思考比对其他十个学生的思考还要多。
The emotion he kept them in was usually one resulting from injured self-respect, but sometimes it was dazzled admiration.
他让他们保持的情绪通常是一种自尊心受到伤害的情绪,但有时也是一种令人眼花缭乱的钦佩。
So far as their conscientious observation went, he “studied” his lessons sparingly; but sometimes, in class, he flashed an admirable answer, with a comprehension not often shown by the pupils they taught; and he passed his examinations easily.
就他们认真的观察而言,他很少“学习”他的课程。但有时,在课堂上,他会给出令人钦佩的答案,其理解力是他们所教的学生所不常见的。他很容易就通过了考试。
In all, without discernible effort, he acquired at this school some rudiments of a liberal education and learned nothing whatever about himself.
总而言之,在没有付出明显努力的情况下,他在这所学校获得了一些自由教育的基础知识,却对自己一无所知。
The yearners were still yearning when Georgie, at sixteen, was sent away to a great “Prep School.” “Now,” they said brightly, “he’ll get it!
当乔治十六岁被送到一所伟大的“预科学校”时,那些渴望者们仍然在渴望。 “现在,”他们高兴地说,“他会得到它的!
He’ll find himself among boys just as important in their home towns as he is, and they’ll knock the stuffing out of him when he puts on his airs with them!
他会发现自己在家乡的男孩中和他一样重要,当他在他们面前装腔作势时,他们会把他打得屁滚尿流!
Oh, but that _would_ be worth something to see!” They were mistaken, it appeared, for when Georgie returned, a few months later, he still seemed to have the same stuffing.
哦,但是那_应该_值得一看!看来他们错了,几个月后,当乔吉回来时,他似乎仍然有同样的馅料。
He had been deported by the authorities, the offense being stated as “insolence and profanity”; in fact, he had given the principal of the school instructions almost identical with those formerly objected to by the Reverend Malloch Smith.
他被当局驱逐出境,罪名是“无礼和亵渎”;事实上,他向校长发出的指示几乎与马洛赫·史密斯牧师先前反对的指示相同。
But he had not got his come-upance, and those who counted upon it were embittered by his appearance upon the down-town streets driving a dog-cart at criminal speed, making pedestrians retreat from the crossings, and behaving generally as if he “owned the earth.” A disgusted hardware dealer of middle age, one of those who hungered for Georgie’s downfall, was thus driven back upon the sidewalk to avoid being run over, and so far forgot himself as to make use of the pet street insult of the year: “Got ’ny _sense!_ See here, bub, does your mother know you’re out?”
但他并没有得到应有的惩罚,那些指望得到惩罚的人对他出现在市中心街道上、以惊人的速度驾驶一辆马车、迫使行人从十字路口撤退、表现得好像他“拥有地球”一样感到愤怒。一位厌恶的中年五金经销商,也是那些渴望乔吉垮台的人之一,就这样被赶回到人行道上,以避免被碾死,他忘记了自己,以至于利用了今年宠物街头的侮辱:“明白吗!_看这里,小伙子,你妈妈知道你出去了吗?”
Georgie, without even seeming to look at him, flicked the long lash of his whip dexterously, and a little spurt of dust came from the hardware man’s trousers, not far below the waist.
乔吉似乎连看都不看他一眼,灵巧地挥动着长长的鞭子,一阵灰尘从五金工的裤子上喷出来,距离腰部不远。
He was not made of hardware: he raved, looking for a missile; then, finding none, commanded himself sufficiently to shout after the rapid dog-cart: “Turn down your pants, you would-be dude!
他不是由硬件制成的:他胡言乱语,寻找导弹;然后,发现什么也没有,就命令自己在快速的狗车后面喊道:“脱掉你的裤子,你这个自以为是的家伙!
Raining in dear ole Lunnon!
亲爱的奥伦农下雨了!
Git off the earth!”
从地球上滚出去!”
Georgie gave him no encouragement to think that he was heard.
乔吉没有鼓励他相信他的意见得到了倾听。
The dog-cart turned the next corner, causing indignation there, likewise, and, having proceeded some distance farther, halted in front of the “Amberson Block”—an old-fashioned four-story brick warren of lawyers’ offices, insurance and realestate offices, with a “drygoods store” occupying the ground floor.
马车转过下一个拐角,同样引起了当地的愤慨,并继续行驶了一段距离,停在“安伯森街区”前——这是一座老式的四层砖砌建筑,里面有律师办公室、保险和房地产办公室,底层还有一家“干货店”。
Georgie tied his lathered trotter to a telegraph pole, and stood for a moment looking at the building critically: it seemed shabby, and he thought his grandfather ought to replace it with a fourteen-story skyscraper, or even a higher one, such as he had lately seen in New York—when he stopped there for a few days of recreation and rest on his way home from the bereaved school.
乔吉把沾满泡沫的小蹄子绑在一根电线杆上,站了一会儿,批判性地审视着这座建筑:它看起来很破旧,他认为他的祖父应该用一座十四层的摩天大楼来取代它,甚至更高的摩天大楼,就像他最近在纽约看到的那样——当时他在那里停下来休息了几天,从失去亲人的学校回家的路上休息了一下。
About the entryway to the stairs were various tin signs, announcing the occupation and location of upper-floor tenants, and Georgie decided to take some of these with him if he should ever go to college.
楼梯入口处有各种锡制标志,上面写着上层房客的职业和位置,乔吉决定如果他上大学的话,一定要带上其中一些标志。
However, he did not stop to collect them at this time, but climbed the worn stairs—there was no elevator—to the fourth floor, went down a dark corridor, and rapped three times upon a door.
不过,他此时并没有停下来收,而是爬上破旧的楼梯——没有电梯——到了四楼,穿过黑暗的走廊,敲了三下门。
It was a mysterious door, its upper half, of opaque glass, bearing no sign to state the business or profession of the occupants within; but overhead, upon the lintel, four letters had been smearingly inscribed, partly with purple ink and partly with a soft lead pencil, “F.
这是一扇神秘的门,它的上半部分是不透明的玻璃,没有任何迹象表明里面居住者的业务或职业。但头顶上的门楣上,涂着四个字母,部分是用紫色墨水,部分是用软铅笔写的:“F.
O.
奥。
T.
T。
A.” and upon the plaster wall, above the lintel, there was a drawing dear to male adolescence: a skull and crossbones.
A.”门楣上方的灰泥墙上,画着一幅青少年时期喜爱的图画:骷髅和交叉骨。
Three raps, similar to Georgie’s, sounded from within the room.
房间里响起了三声敲击声,与乔吉的声音类似。
Georgie then rapped four times the rapper within the room rapped twice, and Georgie rapped seven times.
然后乔治敲了四遍,房间里的说唱歌手敲了两遍,乔治敲了七遍。
This ended precautionary measures; and a well-dressed boy of sixteen opened the door; whereupon Georgie entered quickly, and the door was closed behind him.
预防措施就此结束;一个穿着考究的十六岁男孩打开了门。乔吉很快就进来了,门在他身后关上了。
Seven boys of congenial age were seated in a semicircular row of damaged office chairs, facing a platform whereon stood a solemn, red-haired young personage with a table before him.
七个年龄相投的男孩坐在半圆形的一排破损的办公椅上,面对一个平台,平台上站着一个庄重的红发年轻人,他面前有一张桌子。
At one end of the room there was a battered sideboard, and upon it were some empty beer bottles, a tobacco can about two-thirds full, with a web of mold over the surface of the tobacco, a dusty cabinet photograph (not inscribed) of Miss Lillian Russell, several withered old pickles, a caseknife, and a half-petrified section of icing-cake on a sooty plate.
房间的一端有一个破旧的餐具柜,上面放着一些空啤酒瓶,一个大约装了三分之二的烟草罐,烟草表面长满了一层霉菌,柜子里放着一张布满灰尘的莉莲·拉塞尔小姐的照片(没有刻字),几个枯萎的老泡菜,一把切刀,还有一块放在黑黑盘子里的半石化的糖霜蛋糕。
At the other end of the room were two rickety card-tables and a stand of bookshelves where were displayed under dust four or five small volumes of M.
房间的另一端有两张摇摇晃晃的牌桌和一个书架,书架上积满了灰尘,陈列着四五本小册子。
Guy de Maupassant’s stories, “Robinson Crusoe,” “Sappho,” “Mr. Barnes of New York,” a work by Giovanni Boccaccio, a Bible, “The Arabian Nights’ Entertainment,” “Studies of the Human Form Divine,” “The Little Minister,” and a clutter of monthly magazines and illustrated weeklies of about that crispness one finds in such articles upon a doctor’s ante-room table.
莫泊桑的短篇小说、《鲁滨逊漂流记》、《萨福》、《纽约的巴恩斯先生》、乔瓦尼·薄伽丘的一部作品、一本《圣经》、《一千零一夜的娱乐》、《人体神圣研究》、《小大臣》,以及一堆月刊和插图周刊,讲述了人们在医生接待室的桌子上发现的此类文章的清晰内容。
Upon the wall, above the sideboard, was an old framed lithograph of Miss Della Fox in “Wang”; over the bookshelves there was another lithograph purporting to represent Mr. John L.
墙上的餐具柜上方,挂着一幅《王》中黛拉·福克斯小姐的旧版画,装框了。书架上方还有另一幅石版画,据称是约翰·L·肯尼迪先生的代表作。
Sullivan in a boxing costume, and beside it a halftone reproduction of “A Reading From Horner.” The final decoration consisted of damaged papiermache—a round shield with two battle-axes and two cross-hilted swords, upon the wall over the little platform where stood the red-haired presiding officer.
沙利文穿着拳击服,旁边是半色调复制的《霍纳朗读》。最后的装饰包括损坏的纸浆——一面圆形盾牌,上面有两把战斧和两把十字柄剑,挂在红发主持官员站着的小平台上方的墙上。
He addressed Georgie in a serious voice:
他用严肃的语气对乔吉说道:
“Welcome, Friend of the Ace.”
“欢迎光临,王牌之友。”
“Welcome, Friend of the Ace,” Georgie responded, and all of the other boys repeated the words, “Welcome, Friend of the Ace.”
“欢迎,王牌之友,”乔吉回应道,所有其他男孩也重复了这句话,“欢迎,王牌之友。”
“Take your seat in the secret semicircle,” said the presiding officer.
“在秘密半圆内就座,”主持人说道。
“We will now proceed to—”
“我们现在将着手——”
But Georgie was disposed to be informal.
但乔吉倾向于不拘礼节。
He interrupted, turning to the boy who had admitted him: “Look here, Charlie Johnson, what’s Fred Kinney doing in the president’s chair?
他打断了他的话,转向接纳他的男孩:“查理·约翰逊,你看,弗雷德·金尼坐在总统的椅子上做什么?
That’s my place, isn’t it?
那是我的地方,不是吗?
What you men been up to here, anyhow?
你们到底在这儿做什么?
Didn’t you all agree I was to be president just the same, even if I was away at school?”
你们不是都同意我会当总统吗,即使我不在学校?”
“Well—” said Charlie Johnson uneasily.
“呃——”查理·约翰逊不安地说。
“Listen!
“听着!
I didn’t have much to do with it.
我与它没有太多关系。
Some of the other members thought that long as you weren’t in town or anything, and Fred gave the sideboard, why—”
其他一些成员认为只要你不在城里或其他什么地方,弗雷德就把餐具柜给了,为什么——”
Mr. Kinney, presiding, held in his hand, in lieu of a gavel, and considered much more impressive, a Civil War relic known as a “horse-pistol.” He rapped loudly for order.
主持会议的金尼先生手里拿着一把被称为“马手枪”的内战遗物,而不是木槌,他被认为更令人印象深刻。他大声敲门以示秩序。
“All Friends of the Ace will take their seats!” he said sharply.
“所有王牌之友请入座!”他尖锐地说。
“I’m president of the F.
“我是F的主席。
O.
奥。
T.
T。
A.
A.
now, George Minafer, and don’t you forget it!
现在,乔治·米纳弗,你别忘了!
You and Charlie Johnson sit down, because I was elected perfectly fair, and we’re goin’ to hold a meeting here.”
你和查理·约翰逊坐下来,因为我是完全公平地当选的,我们要在这里举行会议。”
“Oh, you are, are you?” said George skeptically.
“哦,你是,是吗?”乔治怀疑地说。
Charlie Johnson thought to mollify him.
查理·约翰逊想安抚他。
“Well, didn’t we call this meeting just especially because you told us to?
“好吧,我们召开这次会议不正是因为你告诉我们的吗?
You said yourself we ought to have a kind of celebration because you’ve got back to town, George, and that’s what we’re here for now, and everything.
你自己说过我们应该庆祝一下,因为你已经回到城里了,乔治,这就是我们现在在这里的目的,以及一切。
What do you care about being president?
当总统你在乎什么?
All it amounts to is just calling the roll and—”
这只不过是点名而已——”
The president _de facto_ hammered the table.
总统实际上敲了桌子。
“This meeting will now proceed to—”
“这次会议现在将进行——”
“No, it won’t,” said George, and he advanced to the desk, laughing contemptuously.
“不,不会的。”乔治说着,走到桌子前,轻蔑地笑道。
“Get off that platform.”
“离开那个站台。”
“This meeting will come to order!” Mr. Kinney commanded fiercely.
“这次会议一定会举行!”金尼先生严厉地命令道。
“You put down that gavel,” said George.
“你放下木槌,”乔治说。
“Whose is it, I’d like to know?
“我想知道,这是谁的?
It belongs to my grandfather, and you quit hammering it that way or you’ll break it, and I’ll have to knock your head off.”
它是我祖父的,你别再用这种方式敲打它,否则你会把它弄坏的,我就得敲掉你的头。”
“This meeting will come to order!
“这次会议一定会召开!
I was legally elected here, and I’m not going to be bulldozed!”
我是在这里合法选举产生的,我不会被推倒!”
“All right,” said Georgie.
“好吧,”乔吉说。
“You’re president.
“你是总统。
Now we’ll hold another election.”
现在我们将举行另一次选举。”
“We will not!” Fred Kinney shouted.
“我们不会!”弗莱德·金尼喊道。
“We’ll have our reg’lar meeting, and then we’ll play euchre & nickel a corner, what we’re here for.
“我们将召开例行会议,然后我们将玩尤克雷和镍币角球,这就是我们来这里的目的。
This meeting will now come to ord—”
这次会议现在开始——”
Georgie addressed the members.
乔治向会员们致辞。
“I’d like to know who got up this thing in the first place,” he said.
“我想知道是谁首先发明了这个东西,”他说。
“Who’s the founder of the F.O.T.A., if you please?
“请问 F.O.T.A. 的创始人是谁?
Who got this room rent free?
谁免租了这个房间?
Who got the janitor to let us have most of this furniture?
谁让看门人让我们拥有大部分家具?
You suppose you could keep this clubroom a minute if I told my grandfather I didn’t want it for a literary club any more?
如果我告诉我祖父我不再想把这个俱乐部当作文学俱乐部了,你认为你可以保留这个俱乐部吗?
I’d like to say a word on how you members been acting, too!
我也想谈谈你们成员的表现!
When I went away I said I didn’t care if you had a _vice_-president or something while I was gone, but here I hardly turned my back and you had to go and elect Fred Kinney president!
当我离开时,我说我不在意你是否有副总统或其他什么,但在这里我几乎没有转身,你必须去选举弗雷德金尼总统!
Well, if that’s what you want, you can have it.
好吧,如果这就是你想要的,你就可以拥有它。
I was going to have a little celebration down here some night pretty soon, and bring some port wine, like we drink at school in our crowd there, and I was going to get my grandfather to give the club an extra room across the hall, and prob’ly I could get my Uncle George to give us his old billiard table, because he’s got a new one, and the club could put it in the other room.
很快某个晚上我要在这里举行一个小庆祝活动,带一些波特酒,就像我们在学校里在人群中喝酒一样,我要让我的祖父在大厅对面给俱乐部一个额外的房间,也许我可以让我的乔治叔叔给我们他的旧台球桌,因为他有一张新的台球桌,俱乐部可以把它放在另一个房间。
Well, you got a new president now!” Here Georgie moved toward the door and his tone became plaintive, though undeniably there was disdain beneath his sorrow.
好吧,现在你有了一位新总统!”乔治朝门口走去,他的语气变得哀伤,但不可否认的是,他的悲伤之下隐藏着蔑视。
“I guess all I better do is—resign!”
“我想我最好做的就是——辞职!”
And he opened the door, apparently intending to withdraw.
而他打开门,显然是打算退出。
“All in favour of having a new election,” Charlie Johnson shouted hastily, “say, ‘Aye’!”
“所有人都赞成举行新的选举,”查理·约翰逊急忙喊道,“说,‘是’!”
“Aye” was said by everyone present except Mr. Kinney, who began a hot protest, but it was immediately smothered.
除了金尼先生之外,在场的所有人都说“是”,他开始了激烈的抗议,但立即就被压制了。
“All in favour of me being president instead of Fred Kinney,” shouted Georgie, “say ‘Aye.’ The ‘Ayes’ have it!” “I resign,” said the red-headed boy, gulping as he descended from the platform.
“所有人都支持我而不是弗雷德·金尼当总统,”乔吉喊道,“说‘同意’。‘同意’的人都同意了!” “我辞职。”红发男孩从讲台上走下来时,吞了吞口水。
“I resign from the club!”
“我从俱乐部辞职!”
Hot-eyed, he found his hat and departed, jeers echoing after him as he plunged down the corridor.
他眼睛发烫,找到帽子就离开了,当他冲下走廊时,嘲笑声在他身后回响。
Georgie stepped upon the platform, and took up the emblem of office.
乔吉走上讲台,拿起办公室徽章。
“Ole red-head Fred’ll be around next week,” said the new chairman.
“红发老弗雷德下周就会来,”新任主席说。
“He’ll be around boot-lickin’ to get us to take him back in again, but I guess we don’t want him: that fellow always was a trouble-maker.
“他会竭尽全力让我们再次把他带回来,但我想我们不想要他:那个家伙总是一个麻烦制造者。
We will now proceed with our meeting.
我们现在继续我们的会议。
Well, fellows, I suppose you want to hear from your president.
好吧,伙计们,我想你们想听听你们总统的意见。
I don’t know that I have much to say, as I have already seen most of you a few times since I got back.
我不知道我有什么话要说,因为自从我回来以来,我已经见过你们大多数人几次了。
I had a good time at the old school, back East, but had a little trouble with the faculty and came on home.
我在东部的老学校度过了一段愉快的时光,但与老师们发生了一些麻烦,然后就回家了。
My family stood by me as well as I could ask, and I expect to stay right here in the old town until whenever I decide to enter college.
我的家人尽我所能地支持我,我希望一直留在老城区,直到我决定上大学。
Now, I don’t suppose there’s any more business before the meeting.
现在,我想会议之前没有更多的事情了。
I guess we might as well play cards.
我想我们不妨打牌。
Anybody that’s game for a little quarter-limit poker or any limit they say, why I’d like to have ’em sit at the president’s card-table.”
任何想玩四分之一限额扑克或他们所说的任何限额的人,为什么我想让他们坐在总统的牌桌上。”
When the diversions of the Friends of the Ace were concluded for that afternoon, Georgie invited his chief supporter, Mr. Charlie Johnson, to drive home with him to dinner, and as they jingled up National Avenue in the dog-cart, Charlie asked:
那天下午,王牌之友的活动结束后,乔吉邀请他的主要支持者查理·约翰逊先生和他一起开车回家吃晚饭,当他们开着马车沿着国家大道叮当作响时,查理问道:
“What sort of men did you run up against at that school, George?”
“乔治,你在那所学校遇到了什么样的人?”
“Best crowd there: finest set of men I ever met.”
“那里有最好的人群:我见过的最优秀的人。”
“How’d you get in with ’em?”
“你是怎么跟他们混在一起的?”
Georgie laughed.
乔吉笑了。
“I let them get in with me, Charlie,” he said in a tone of gentle explanation.
“我让他们和我一起进来,查理,”他用温和的解释语气说道。
“It’s vulgar to do any other way.
“采取任何其他方式都是粗俗的。
Did I tell you the nickname they gave me—‘King’?
我有没有告诉过你他们给我起的绰号——“国王”?
That was what they called me at that school, ‘King Minafer.”
那所学校的人就是这样称呼我的,“米纳弗国王”。
“How’d they happen to do that?” his friend asked innocently.
“他们怎么会这么做?”他的朋友天真地问道。
“Oh, different things,” George answered lightly.
“哦,不同的事情,”乔治轻声回答。
“Of course, any of ’em that came from anywhere out in this part the country knew about the family and all that, and so I suppose it was a good deal on account of—oh, on account of the family and the way I do things, most likely.”
“当然,他们中的任何一个来自这个国家任何地方的人都知道这个家庭和所有这些,所以我认为这是一笔很好的交易,因为——哦,很可能是因为我的家庭和我做事的方式。”
Chapter IV
第四章
When Mr. George Amberson Minafer came home for the holidays at Christmastide, in his sophomore year, probably no great change had taken place inside him, but his exterior was visibly altered.
当乔治·安伯森·米纳弗先生在圣诞节期间回家过节时,也就是大二的时候,他的内心可能没有发生很大的变化,但他的外表却发生了明显的变化。
Nothing about him encouraged any hope that he had received his come-upance; on the contrary, the yearners for that stroke of justice must yearn even more itchingly: the gilded youth’s manner had become polite, but his politeness was of a kind which democratic people found hard to bear.
他身上没有任何迹象表明他已经得到了报应。相反,渴望正义之举的人一定更加渴望:镀金青年的举止变得彬彬有礼,但他的彬彬有礼却是民主人民难以忍受的。
In a word, M.
一句话,M.
le Due had returned from the gay life of the capital to show himself for a week among the loyal peasants belonging to the old chateau, and their quaint habits and costumes afforded him a mild amusement.
勒杜从首都的快乐生活归来,在古老城堡的忠诚农民中间待了一个星期,他们古朴的习惯和服装给他带来了一丝乐趣。
Cards were out for a ball in his honour, and this pageant of the tenantry was held in the ballroom of the Amberson Mansion the night after his arrival.
为了纪念他,人们准备举办一场舞会,这场佃户盛会在他抵达后的第二天晚上在安伯森大厦的舞厅举行。
It was, as Mrs. Henry Franklin Foster said of Isabel’s wedding, “a big Amberson-style thing,” though that wise Mrs. Henry Franklin Foster had long ago gone the way of all wisdom, having stepped out of the Midland town, unquestionably into heaven—a long step, but not beyond her powers.
正如亨利·富兰克林·福斯特夫人在谈到伊莎贝尔的婚礼时所说的那样,这是“一场安伯森式的大事”,尽管明智的亨利·富兰克林·福斯特夫人早已走上了所有智慧的道路,走出了米德兰小镇,毫无疑问进入了天堂——迈出了一大步,但并未超出她的能力范围。
She had successors, but no successor; the town having grown too large to confess that it was intellectually led and literarily authoritated by one person; and some of these successors were not invited to the ball, for dimensions were now so metropolitan that intellectual leaders and literary authorities loomed in outlying regions unfamiliar to the Ambersons.
她有后继者,却没有后继者;这座城镇已经变得太大,以至于无法承认它是由一个人在思想上领导和文学上权威的;其中一些继任者没有被邀请参加舞会,因为现在的大都市规模如此之大,以至于知识领袖和文学权威都出现在安伯森家族不熟悉的边远地区。
However, all “old citizens” recognizable as gentry received cards, and of course so did their dancing descendants.
然而,所有被认为是士绅的“老公民”都收到了卡片,当然,他们的舞蹈后代也收到了卡片。
The orchestra and the caterer were brought from away, in the Amberson manner, though this was really a gesture—perhaps one more of habit than of ostentation—for servitors of gaiety as proficient as these importations were nowadays to be found in the town.
管弦乐队和宴会承办人是从远处带来的,以安伯森的方式,尽管这实际上是一种姿态——也许更多的是一种习惯而不是炫耀——对于像现在在镇上找到的这些输入一样熟练的欢乐仆人来说。
Even flowers and plants and roped vines were brought from afar—not, however, until the stock of the local florists proved insufficient to obliterate the interior structure of the big house, in the Amberson way.
甚至连鲜花、植物和绳状藤蔓都是从远处带来的——然而,直到事实证明当地花店的存货不足以按照安伯森的方式消除大房子的内部结构。
It was the last of the great, long remembered dances that “everybody talked about”—there were getting to be so many people in town that no later than the next year there were too many for “everybody” to hear of even such a ball as the Ambersons’.
这是“每个人都在谈论”的那些伟大的、长久以来被人们铭记的舞蹈中的最后一场——镇上的人越来越多,到了明年,“每个人”都会有太多人甚至无法听到安伯森舞会这样的舞会。
George, white-gloved, with a gardenia in his buttonhole, stood with his mother and the Major, embowered in the big red and gold drawing room downstairs, to “receive” the guests; and, standing thus together, the trio offered a picturesque example of good looks persistent through three generations.
乔治戴着白手套,纽扣孔里插着一朵栀子花,与他的母亲和少校一起站在楼下红金相间的大客厅里“接待”客人;三人就这样站在一起,为三代人的美丽容貌提供了一个生动的例子。
The Major, his daughter, and his grandson were of a type all Amberson: tall, straight, and regular, with dark eyes, short noses, good chins; and the grandfather’s expression, no less than the grandson’s, was one of faintly amused condescension.
少校、他的女儿和他的孙子都属于安伯森家族的典型:高大、笔直、规矩,有黑眼睛、短鼻子和漂亮的下巴;祖父的表情不亚于孙子,带着一种略带好笑的居高临下的表情。
There was a difference, however.
然而,还是有区别的。
The grandson’s unlined young face had nothing to offer except this condescension; the grandfather’s had other things to say.
孙子那张毫无皱纹的年轻脸上,除了这种居高临下的表情之外,再无其他表现。祖父还有其他话要说。
It was a handsome, worldly old face, conscious of its importance, but persuasive rather than arrogant, and not without tokens of sufferings withstood.
这是一张英俊、世俗的老面孔,意识到自己的重要性,但有说服力而不是傲慢,而且不乏经受痛苦的迹象。
The Major’s short white hair was parted in the middle, like his grandson’s, and in all he stood as briskly equipped to the fashion as exquisite young George.
少校的白色短发从中间分开,就像他孙子的头发一样,总而言之,他站起来就像精致的年轻乔治一样,敏捷地适应了时尚。
Isabel, standing between her father and her son caused a vague amazement in the mind of the latter.
伊莎贝尔站在她父亲和儿子之间,让后者心里隐约感到惊讶。
Her age, just under forty, was for George a thought of something as remote as the moons of Jupiter: he could not possibly have conceived such an age ever coming to be his own: five years was the limit of his thinking in time.
她的年龄还不到四十岁,对于乔治来说,这是一个像木星卫星一样遥远的想法:他不可能想象自己会达到这样的年龄:五年是他思考时间的极限。
Five years ago he had been a child not yet fourteen; and those five years were an abyss.
五年前,他还是一个不满十四岁的孩子;那五年是一个深渊。
Five years hence he would be almost twenty-four; what the girls he knew called “one of the older men.” He could imagine himself at twenty-four, but beyond that, his powers staggered and refused the task.
五年后,他就快二十四岁了。他认识的女孩们称之为“一位年长的男人”。他可以想象自己二十四岁,但除此之外,他的力量开始摇摇欲坠,拒绝了这项任务。
He saw little essential difference between thirty-eight and eighty-eight, and his mother was to him not a woman but wholly a mother.
他看不出三十八岁和八十八岁之间有什么本质区别,而他的母亲对他来说不是一个女人,而完全是一个母亲。
He had no perception of her other than as an adjunct to himself, his mother; nor could he imagine her thinking or doing anything—falling in love, walking with a friend, or reading a book—as a woman, and not as his mother.
他对她的看法只是将她视为他自己、他母亲的附属物。他也无法想象她作为一个女人而不是他的母亲在思考或做任何事情——坠入爱河、与朋友散步或读书。
The woman, Isabel, was a stranger to her son; as completely a stranger as if he had never in his life seen her or heard her voice.
这个名叫伊莎贝尔的女人对她的儿子来说是个陌生人。完全是一个陌生人,就好像他这辈子从来没有见过她,也没有听过她的声音。
And it was to-night, while he stood with her, “receiving,” that he caught a disquieting glimpse of this stranger whom he thus fleetingly encountered for the first time.
就在今天晚上,当他和她站在一起“接待”时,他不安地瞥见了这个他第一次短暂遇到的陌生人。
Youth cannot imagine romance apart from youth.
离开青春,青春就无法想象浪漫。
That is why the rôles of the heroes and heroines of plays are given by the managers to the most youthful actors they can find among the competent.
这就是为什么戏剧的男女主人公的角色由经理们安排给他们在有能力的演员中找到的最年轻的演员。
Both middle-aged people and young people enjoy a play about young lovers; but only middle-aged people will tolerate a play about middle-aged lovers; young people will not come to see such a play, because, for them, middle-aged lovers are a joke—not a very funny one.
中年人和年轻人都喜欢看小情侣的戏;但只有中年人才会容忍中年情侣的戏;年轻人不会来看这样的戏,因为对他们来说,中年恋人就是一个笑话——不是一个很好笑的笑话。
Therefore, to bring both the middle-aged people and the young people into his house, the manager makes his romance as young as he can.
因此,为了让中年人和年轻人都进入他的房子,经理让他的浪漫尽可能年轻。
Youth will indeed be served, and its profound instinct is to be not only scornfully amused but vaguely angered by middle-age romance.
年轻人确实会受到服务,其深刻的本能不仅是对中年的浪漫感到轻蔑的好笑,而且隐隐约约地感到愤怒。
So, standing beside his mother, George was disturbed by a sudden impression, coming upon him out of nowhere, so far as he could detect, that her eyes were brilliant, that she was graceful and youthful—in a word, that she was romantically lovely.
于是,站在母亲身边,乔治突然被一种不知从何而来的印象所困扰,据他所知,她的眼睛明亮,她优雅而年轻——总之,她浪漫可爱。
He had one of those curious moments that seem to have neither a cause nor any connection with actual things.
他有过一种奇怪的时刻,似乎既没有原因,也与实际事物没有任何联系。
While it lasted, he was disquieted not by thoughts—for he had no definite thoughts—but by a slight emotion like that caused in a dream by the presence of something invisible, soundless, and yet fantastic.
当它持续时,他感到不安的不是思想——因为他没有明确的思想——而是因为一种轻微的情绪,就像在梦中由某种看不见、无声却又奇妙的东西的存在所引起的那样。
There was nothing different or new about his mother, except her new black and silver dress: she was standing there beside him, bending her head a little in her greetings, smiling the same smile she had worn for the half-hour that people had been passing the “receiving” group.
他的母亲没有什么不同或新鲜的地方,除了她那件新的黑色和银色衣服:她站在他旁边,微微低着头打招呼,微笑着,就像人们经过“接待”人群的半个小时一样。
Her face was flushed, but the room was warm; and shaking hands with so many people easily accounted for the pretty glow that was upon her.
她的脸涨得通红,但房间里很暖和。与这么多人握手很容易解释她身上美丽的光芒。
At any time she could have “passed” for twenty-five or twenty-six—a man of fifty would have honestly guessed her to be about thirty but possibly two or three years younger—and though extraordinary in this, she had been extraordinary in it for years.
任何时候她都可能“被认为”是二十五岁或二十六岁——一个五十岁的男人会诚实地猜测她大约三十岁,但可能年轻两三岁——虽然在这方面很非凡,但她多年来一直在这方面表现非凡。
There was nothing in either her looks or her manner to explain George’s uncomfortable feeling; and yet it increased, becoming suddenly a vague resentment, as if she had done something unmotherly to him.
无论是她的外表还是她的举止都无法解释乔治的不舒服的感觉。然而这种感觉却越来越强烈,突然变成了一种模糊的怨恨,仿佛她对他做了一些不具母性的事情。
The fantastic moment passed; and even while it lasted, he was doing his duty, greeting two pretty girls with whom he had grown up, as people say, and warmly assuring them that he remembered them very well—an assurance which might have surprised them “in anybody but Georgie Minafer!” It seemed unnecessary, since he had spent many hours with them no longer ago than the preceding August.
美妙的时刻过去了;即使在这段时间里,他也在履行自己的职责,像人们所说的那样,向两个和他一起长大的漂亮女孩打招呼,并热情地向她们保证,他记得很清楚——这一保证可能会让他们感到惊讶,“除了乔吉·米纳弗之外!”这似乎没有必要,因为就在去年八月之前,他已经和他们一起度过了很多个小时。
They had with them their parents and an uncle from out of town; and George negligently gave the parents the same assurance he had given the daughters, but murmured another form of greeting to the out-of-town uncle, whom he had never seen before.
和他们在一起的还有父母和一位从外地来的叔叔。乔治漫不经心地向这对父母做出了与女儿们相同的保证,但他却低声向这位他从未见过的外地叔叔打了招呼。
This person George absently took note of as a “queer-looking duck.” Undergraduates had not yet adopted “bird.” It was a period previous to that in which a sophomore would have thought of the Sharon girls’ uncle as a “queer-looking bird,” or, perhaps a “funny-face bird.” In George’s time, every human male was to be defined, at pleasure, as a “duck”; but “duck” was not spoken with admiring affection, as in its former feminine use to signify a “dear”—on the contrary, “duck” implied the speaker’s personal detachment and humorous superiority.
乔治心不在焉地注意到这个人是一只“长相奇怪的鸭子”。本科生还没有采用“鸟”。在那之前的一段时期,大二学生会把莎伦女孩的叔叔视为“长相怪异的鸟”,或者,也许是“长相滑稽的鸟”。在乔治时代,每个人类男性都可以随意地被定义为“鸭子”;但“duck”一词的表达方式并不像以前的女性用法那样表示“亲爱的”,而是带着钦佩的感情——相反,“duck”暗示了说话者个人的超然和幽默的优越感。
An indifferent amusement was what George felt when his mother, with a gentle emphasis, interrupted his interchange of courtesies with the nieces to present him to the queer-looking duck, their uncle.
当乔治的母亲打断他与侄女们的客套话,把他介绍给他们的叔叔,那只长相怪异的鸭子时,乔治感到一种冷漠的娱乐。
This emphasis of Isabel’s, though slight, enabled George to perceive that she considered the queer-looking duck a person of some importance; but it was far from enabling him to understand why.
伊莎贝尔的这种强调虽然很轻微,但使乔治意识到她认为这只长相奇怪的鸭子是一个重要的人。但这还远远不能让他明白其中的原因。
The duck parted his thick and longish black hair on the side; his tie was a forgetful looking thing, and his coat, though it fitted a good enough middle-aged figure, no product of this year, or of last year either.
鸭子把浓密又长的黑毛分到一边;他的领带看起来很健忘,而他的外套虽然很适合中年人的身材,但既不是今年的产品,也不是去年的产品。
One of his eyebrows was noticeably higher than the other; and there were whimsical lines between them, which gave him an apprehensive expression; but his apprehensions were evidently more humorous than profound, for his prevailing look was that of a genial man of affairs, not much afraid of anything whatever.
他的一根眉毛明显比另一根眉毛高。它们之间有一些异想天开的线条,这让他露出一种忧虑的表情。但他的忧虑显然与其说是深刻的,不如说是幽默的,因为他看上去是一个和蔼可亲的实干家,什么都不怕。
Nevertheless, observing only his unfashionable hair, his eyebrows, his preoccupied tie and his old coat, the olympic George set him down as a queer-looking duck, and having thus completed his portrait, took no interest in him.
然而,奥林匹克乔治只注意到他不合时宜的头发、眉毛、心事重重的领带和旧外套,把他当作一只长相怪异的鸭子,在完成了他的肖像后,对他不感兴趣。
The Sharon girls passed on, taking the queer-looking duck with them, and George became pink with mortification as his mother called his attention to a white-bearded guest waiting to shake his hand.
莎伦家的女孩们带着这只奇形怪状的鸭子走了过去,当乔治的母亲提醒他注意一位等待与他握手的白胡子客人时,乔治羞得满脸通红。
This was George’s great-uncle, old John Minafer: it was old John’s boast that in spite of his connection by marriage with the Ambersons, he never had worn and never would wear a swaller-tail coat.
这是乔治的叔祖父,老约翰·米纳弗:老约翰夸口说,尽管他与安伯森一家有姻亲关系,但他从来没有穿过、也永远不会穿一件燕尾大衣。
Members of his family had exerted their influence uselessly—at eighty-nine conservative people seldom form radical new habits, and old John wore his “Sunday suit” of black broadcloth to the Amberson ball.
他的家人毫无用处地发挥了他们的影响力——八十九岁的保守派很少养成激进的新习惯,老约翰穿着他的黑色绒布“周日套装”参加安伯森舞会。
The coat was square, with skirts to the knees; old John called it a “Prince Albert” and was well enough pleased with it, but his great-nephew considered it the next thing to an insult.
外套是方形的,裙子长及膝盖;老约翰称其为“阿尔伯特亲王”,对此非常满意,但他的侄孙认为这简直就是一种侮辱。
George’s purpose had been to ignore the man, but he had to take his hand for a moment; whereupon old John began to tell George that he was looking well, though there had been a time, during his fourth month, when he was so puny that nobody thought he would live.
乔治本想无视这个人,但他不得不暂时握住他的手;于是老约翰开始告诉乔治,他看起来很好,尽管在他第四个月的时候,有一段时间,他是如此的弱小,没有人认为他能活下去。
The great-nephew, in a fury of blushes, dropped old John’s hand with some vigour, and seized that of the next person in the line.
曾侄子气得满脸通红,用力地松开了老约翰的手,抓住了队伍中下一个人的手。
“Member you v’ry well ’ndeed!” he said fiercely.
“会员你真的很好!”他恶狠狠地说。
The large room had filled, and so had the broad hall and the rooms on the other side of the hall, where there were tables for whist.
大房间已经挤满了人,宽阔的大厅和大厅另一边的房间也挤满了人,那里摆着惠斯特牌桌。
The imported orchestra waited in the ballroom on the third floor, but a local harp, ’cello, violin, and flute were playing airs from “The Fencing Master” in the hall, and people were shouting over the music.
进口乐团在三楼的宴会厅等候,大厅里却有当地的竖琴、大提琴、小提琴、长笛演奏着《击剑大师》的曲调,人们的叫喊声盖过音乐声。
Old John Minafer’s voice was louder and more penetrating than any other, because he had been troubled with deafness for twenty-five years, heard his own voice but faintly, and liked to hear it.
老约翰·米纳弗的声音比任何人都响亮、更有穿透力,因为他二十五年来一直受耳聋的困扰,听到自己的声音,但微弱,而且喜欢听。
“Smell o’ flowers like this always puts me in mind o’ funerals,” he kept telling his niece, Fanny Minafer, who was with him; and he seemed to get a great deal of satisfaction out of this reminder.
“这样的花香总是让我想起葬礼,”他不断地告诉和他在一起的侄女范妮·米纳弗(Fanny Minafer);他似乎从这个提醒中得到了很大的满足。
His tremulous yet strident voice cut through the voluminous sound that filled the room, and he was heard everywhere: “Always got to think o’ funerals when I smell so many flowers!” And, as the pressure of people forced Fanny and himself against the white marble mantelpiece, he pursued this train of cheery thought, shouting, “Right here’s where the Major’s wife was laid out at her funeral.
他颤抖而刺耳的声音划破了房间里的喧闹声,到处都能听到他的声音:“当我闻到这么多花香时,总是想起葬礼!”当人们的压力迫使范妮和他自己靠在白色大理石壁炉架上时,他继续着这一系列愉快的想法,喊道:“这里就是少校妻子葬礼上躺着的地方。
They had her in a good light from that big bow window.” He paused to chuckle mournfully.
他们从那个大凸窗里让她处于良好的光线下。”他停下来悲伤地笑了笑。
“I s’pose that’s where they’ll put the Major when his time comes.”
“我猜少校到了时候他们会把他安置在那里。”
Presently George’s mortification was increased to hear this sawmill droning harshly from the midst of the thickening crowd: “Ain’t the dancin’ broke out yet, Fanny?
不久,听到锯木厂在拥挤的人群中发出刺耳的嗡嗡声,乔治更加感到羞愧:“舞会还没开始吗,范妮?
Hoopla!
呼啦啦!
Le’s push through and go see the young women-folks crack their heels!
让我们冲过去,看看年轻女性们的脚后跟开裂!
Start the circus!
开始马戏表演!
Hoopse-daisy!” Miss Fanny Minafer, in charge of the lively veteran, was almost as distressed as her nephew George, but she did her duty and managed to get old John through the press and out to the broad stairway, which numbers of young people were now ascending to the ballroom.
环状雏菊!”负责这位活泼的老兵的范妮·米纳弗小姐几乎和她的侄子乔治一样苦恼,但她尽了自己的职责,设法让老约翰穿过媒体,来到宽阔的楼梯上,现在有许多年轻人正登上舞厅。
And here the sawmill voice still rose over all others: “Solid black walnut every inch of it, balustrades and all.
在这里,锯木厂的声音仍然高过其他人:“每一寸都是实心黑胡桃木,栏杆等等。
Sixty thousand dollars’ worth o’ carved woodwork in the house!
屋里的木雕价值六万美元!
Like water!
像水一样!
Spent money like water!
花钱如流水!
Always did!
一直都是这样!
Still do!
还是做吧!
Like water!
像水一样!
God knows where it all comes from!”
天知道这一切从何而来!”
He continued the ascent, barking and coughing among the gleaming young heads, white shoulders, jewels, and chiffon, like an old dog slowly swimming up the rapids of a sparkling river; while down below, in the drawing room, George began to recover from the degradation into which this relic of early settler days had dragged him.
他继续上升,在闪闪发光的年轻脑袋、白色肩膀、珠宝和雪纺之间吠叫和咳嗽,就像一条老狗在波光粼粼的河流的急流中慢慢游动;而在下面的客厅里,乔治开始从早期定居者时代的遗迹拖累他的堕落中恢复过来。
What restored him completely was a dark-eyed little beauty of nineteen, very knowing in lustrous blue and jet; at sight of this dashing advent in the line of guests before him, George was fully an Amberson again.
让他彻底恢复活力的是一位十九岁的黑眼睛小美人,她穿着闪亮的蓝色和墨色衣服,非常懂事。看到面前宾客队伍中这位潇洒的出现,乔治又完全变成了安伯森家族的一员。
“Remember you very well _indeed!_” he said, his graciousness more earnest than any he had heretofore displayed.
“确实记得你!”他说,他的仁慈比他迄今为止所表现出的任何人都更加真诚。
Isabel heard him and laughed.
伊莎贝尔听到他笑了。
“But you don’t, George!” she said.
“但你不知道,乔治!”她说。
“You don’t remember her yet, though of course you _will!_ Miss Morgan is from out of town, and I’m afraid this is the first time you’ve ever seen her.
“你还不记得她,不过你当然会记得!摩根小姐来自外地,恐怕这是你第一次见到她。
You might take her up to the dancing; I think you’ve pretty well done your duty here.”
你可以带她去跳舞;我认为你在这里很好地履行了你的职责。”
“Be d’lighted,” George responded formally, and offered his arm, not with a flourish, certainly, but with an impressiveness inspired partly by the appearance of the person to whom he offered it, partly by his being the hero of this fête, and partly by his youthfulness—for when manners are new they are apt to be elaborate.
“请放心,”乔治正式回应道,并伸出了手臂,当然,他的手臂并不是夸张的,而是令人印象深刻,部分原因是他伸出手臂的人的外表,部分原因是他是这场盛宴的英雄,部分原因是他年轻——因为当礼仪是新的时,他们往往会变得复杂。
The little beauty entrusted her gloved fingers to his coat-sleeve, and they moved away together.
小美女将戴着手套的手指放在他的衣袖上,两人一起走开。
Their progress was necessarily slow, and to George’s mind it did not lack stateliness.
他们的进展必然是缓慢的,而在乔治看来,这并不缺乏庄严。
How could it?
怎么可能呢?
Musicians, hired especially for him, were sitting in a grove of palms in the hall and now tenderly playing “Oh, Promise Me” for his pleasuring; dozens and scores of flowers had been brought to life and tended to this hour that they might sweeten the air for him while they died; and the evanescent power that music and floral scents hold over youth stirred his appreciation of strange, beautiful qualities within his own bosom: he seemed to himself to be mysteriously angelic, and about to do something which would overwhelm the beautiful young stranger upon his arm.
专为他聘请的音乐家们坐在大厅的棕榈树林里,温柔地演奏着《哦,答应我》以取悦他;几十朵花都被赋予了生命,它们在这个时刻被赋予了生命,以便它们在它们死去时可以为他增添甜蜜的空气。音乐和花香对青春的转瞬即逝的力量激起了他对自己内心奇异而美丽的品质的欣赏:他自己似乎是神秘的天使,即将做出一些事情来压倒他手臂上美丽的年轻陌生人。
Elderly people and middle-aged people moved away to let him pass with his honoured fair beside him.
老人们和中年人纷纷退开让他过去,尊者也在他身边。
Worthy middle-class creatures, they seemed, leading dull lives but appreciative of better things when they saw them—and George’s bosom was fleetingly touched with a pitying kindness.
他们看起来都是值得尊敬的中产阶级,过着平淡的生活,但看到美好的事物却心存感激——乔治的胸口瞬间被一种怜悯的善意触动。
And since the primordial day when caste or heritage first set one person, in his own esteem, above his fellow-beings, it is to be doubted if anybody ever felt more illustrious, or more negligently grand, than George Amberson Minafer felt at this party.
自从种姓或传统第一次使一个人在他自己的尊重中高于他的同胞的原始时代以来,值得怀疑的是,是否有人比乔治·安伯森·米纳弗在这次聚会上感受到的更显赫,或更不经意的伟大。
As he conducted Miss Morgan through the hall, toward the stairway, they passed the open double doors of a card room, where some squadrons of older people were preparing for action, and, leaning gracefully upon the mantelpiece of this room, a tall man, handsome, high-mannered, and sparklingly point-device, held laughing converse with that queer-looking duck, the Sharon girls’ uncle.
当他领着摩根小姐穿过大厅,走向楼梯时,他们经过了一间棋牌室敞开的双门,那里有几队老年人正在准备行动,一个高大的男人优雅地倚在房间的壁炉架上,英俊、彬彬有礼、闪闪发光的尖头装置,正在与那只长相古怪的鸭子、莎伦女孩的叔叔谈笑风生。
The tall gentleman waved a gracious salutation to George, and Miss Morgan’s curiosity was stirred.
高个子绅士向乔治挥手致意,摩根小姐的好奇心被勾了起来。
“Who is that?”
“那是谁?”
“I didn’t catch his name when my mother presented him to me,” said George.
“当我母亲把他介绍给我时,我没听清他的名字,”乔治说。
“You mean the queer-looking duck.”
“你是说那只长相奇怪的鸭子。”
“I mean the aristocratic duck.”
“我是说贵族鸭子。”
“That’s my Uncle George.
“那是我的乔治叔叔。
Honourable George Amberson.
尊敬的乔治·安伯森。
I thought everybody knew him.”
我以为每个人都认识他。”
“He looks as though everybody ought to know him,” she said.
“他看起来好像每个人都应该认识他,”她说。
“It seems to run in your family.”
“这似乎是你家族的遗传。”
If she had any sly intention, it skipped over George harmlessly.
如果她有任何狡猾的意图,它也会无害地跳过乔治。
“Well, of course, I suppose most everybody does,” he admitted—“out in this part of the country especially.
“嗯,当然,我想大多数人都这样做,”他承认,“尤其是在这个国家的这个地区。
Besides, Uncle George is in Congress; the family like to have someone there.”
此外,乔治叔叔在国会;家人喜欢有人在那里。”
“Why?”
“为什么?”
“Well, it’s sort of a good thing in one way.
“嗯,从某种意义上来说,这是一件好事。
For instance, my Uncle Sydney Amberson and his wife, Aunt Amelia, they haven’t got much of anything to do with themselves—get bored to death around here, of course.
例如,我的叔叔西德尼·安伯森(Sydney Amberson)和他的妻子阿米莉亚阿姨(Aunt Amelia),他们与自己没有太多关系——当然,他们在这里无聊得要死。
Well, probably Uncle George’ll have Uncle Sydney appointed minister or ambassador, or something like that, to Russia or Italy or somewhere, and that’ll make it pleasant when any of the rest of the family go travelling, or things like that.
嗯,乔治叔叔可能会任命悉尼叔叔为部长或大使,或类似的职务,去俄罗斯或意大利或其他地方,这样当家里的其他人去旅行或类似的事情时,这会让他感到愉快。
I expect to do a good deal of travelling myself when I get out of college.”
我希望大学毕业后能够自己去旅行很多次。”
On the stairway he pointed out this prospective ambassadorial couple, Sydney and Amelia.
在楼梯上,他指着这对未来的大使夫妇,悉尼和阿米莉亚。
They were coming down, fronting the ascending tide, and as conspicuous over it as a king and queen in a play.
他们迎着上涨的潮水而下,就像戏剧中的国王和王后一样引人注目。
Moreover, as the clear-eyed Miss Morgan remarked, the very least they looked was ambassadorial.
而且,正如目光敏锐的摩根小姐所言,她们至少看上去就是大使般的存在。
Sydney was an Amberson exaggerated, more pompous than gracious; too portly, flushed, starched to a shine, his stately jowl furnished with an Edward the Seventh beard.
西德尼是一个夸张的安伯森,更加浮夸而不是仁慈。他太胖了,脸色通红,笔挺得发亮,庄严的下巴上长着爱德华七世的胡子。
Amelia, likewise full-bodied, showed glittering blond hair exuberantly dressed; a pink, fat face cold under a white-hot tiara; a solid, cold bosom under a white-hot necklace; great, cold, gloved arms, and the rest of her beautifully upholstered.
阿米莉亚同样身材丰满,金发闪闪发光,衣着华丽。一张粉红色的胖脸在白热的王冠下显得冰冷;白热化的项链下是坚实冰冷的胸膛;戴着手套、冰冷的大手臂,以及她其余部分的精美软垫。
Amelia was an Amberson born, herself, Sydney’s second-cousin: they had no children, and Sydney was without a business or a profession; thus both found a great deal of time to think about the appropriateness of their becoming Excellencies.
阿米莉亚是安伯森出生的人,她自己是西德尼的二表弟:他们没有孩子,西德尼没有生意或职业;他们没有孩子。因此,两人都有大量的时间来思考自己成为阁下的适当性。
And as George ascended the broad stairway, they were precisely the aunt and uncle he was most pleased to point out, to a girl from out of town, as his appurtenances in the way of relatives.
当乔治登上宽阔的楼梯时,他们正是他最乐意向一位外地女孩指出的姑妈和叔叔,就像他的亲戚一样。
At sight of them the grandeur of the Amberson family was instantly conspicuous as a permanent thing: it was impossible to doubt that the Ambersons were entrenched, in their nobility and riches, behind polished and glittering barriers which were as solid as they were brilliant, and would last.
一看到他们,安伯森家族的宏伟就立刻显露出来,就像永恒的事物一样:毫无疑问,安伯森家族以其高贵和财富而根深蒂固,在抛光和闪闪发光的屏障后面,这些屏障既坚固又辉煌,并且将持续下去。
Chapter V
第五章
The hero of the fête, with the dark-eyed little beauty upon his arm, reached the top of the second flight of stairs; and here, beyond a spacious landing, where two proud-like darkies tended a crystalline punch bowl, four wide archways in a rose-vine lattice framed gliding silhouettes of waltzers, already smoothly at it to the castanets of “_La Paloma_.” Old John Minafer, evidently surfeited, was in the act of leaving these delights.
宴会的英雄,胳膊上挽着黑眼睛的小美女,登上了第二层楼梯的顶端。在这里,在一个宽敞的平台之外,两个骄傲的黑人照料着一个水晶潘趣酒碗,四个宽阔的拱门在玫瑰藤格子框架中滑行的华尔兹轮廓,已经顺利地到达了“_La Paloma_”的响板。老约翰·米纳弗显然已经厌倦了,正准备离开这些快乐。
“D’want ’ny more o’ that!” he barked.
“我不想再这样了!”他咆哮道。
“Just slidin’ around!
“只是滑行而已!
Call that dancin’?
这叫跳舞吗?
Rather see a jig any day in the world!
宁愿在世界上任何一天看到吉格!
They ain’t very modest, some of ’em.
他们中的一些人并不十分谦虚。
I don’t mind _that_, though.
不过我不介意。
Not me!”
不是我!”
Miss Fanny Minafer was no longer in charge of him: he emerged from the ballroom escorted by a middle-aged man of commonplace appearance.
范妮·米纳弗小姐不再管他:他在一位相貌平凡的中年男子的护送下走出舞厅。
The escort had a dry, lined face upon which, not ornamentally but as a matter of course, there grew a business man’s short moustache; and his thin neck showed an Adam’s apple, but not conspicuously, for there was nothing conspicuous about him.
护卫的脸干燥,布满皱纹,脸上长着商人的短胡子,这不是装饰性的,而是理所当然的。他细细的脖子上有喉结,但并不显眼,因为他身上没有什么引人注目的地方。
Baldish, dim, quiet, he was an unnoticeable part of this festival, and although there were a dozen or more middle-aged men present, not casually to be distinguished from him in general aspect, he was probably the last person in the big house at whom a stranger would have glanced twice.
秃顶、昏暗、安静,他在这个节日中是一个不起眼的部分,虽然在场的有十几位中年男子,总体上不轻易与他区分开来,但他可能是大房子里最后一个陌生人会多看两眼的人。
It did not enter George’s mind to mention to Miss Morgan that this was his father, or to say anything whatever about him.
乔治没有想到要向摩根小姐提及这是他的父亲,或者说任何关于他的事情。
Mr. Minafer shook his son’s hand unobtrusively in passing.
米纳弗先生路过时低调地与儿子握手。
“I’ll take Uncle John home,” he said, in a low voice.
“我会带约翰叔叔回家,”他低声说道。
“Then I guess I’ll go on home myself—I’m not a great hand at parties, you know.
“那我想我自己就回家了——你知道,我不擅长参加聚会。
Good-night, George.”
晚安,乔治。”
George murmured a friendly enough good-night without pausing.
乔治不停地低声说了声足够友好的晚安。
Ordinarily he was not ashamed of the Minafers; he seldom thought about them at all, for he belonged, as most American children do, to the mother’s family—but he was anxious not to linger with Miss Morgan in the vicinity of old John, whom he felt to be a disgrace.
平时他并不为米纳弗家族感到羞耻。他很少想到他们,因为像大多数美国孩子一样,他属于母亲的家庭——但他不想和摩根小姐一起在老约翰身边逗留,他觉得老约翰是一种耻辱。
He pushed brusquely through the fringe of calculating youths who were gathered in the arches, watching for chances to dance only with girls who would soon be taken off their hands, and led his stranger lady out upon the floor.
他粗鲁地推开聚集在拱门里的精于算计的年轻人的边缘,寻找机会只与那些很快就会被夺走的女孩跳舞,然后把他的陌生女士带到地板上。
They caught the time instantly, and were away in the waltz.
他们立刻抓住了时间,跳起了华尔兹。
George danced well, and Miss Morgan seemed to float as part of the music, the very dove itself of “_La Paloma_.” They said nothing as they danced; her eyes were cast down all the while—the prettiest gesture for a dancer—and there was left in the universe, for each, of them, only their companionship in this waltz; while the faces of the other dancers, swimming by, denoted not people but merely blurs of colour.
乔治跳得很好,摩根小姐似乎作为音乐的一部分漂浮着,就像“_La Paloma_”的鸽子本身一样。他们跳舞时什么也没说。她的眼睛一直低垂着——对于舞者来说这是最美丽的姿态——而宇宙中,对他们每个人来说,只剩下他们在这支华尔兹中的陪伴;而其他舞者的面孔则游过,所指的不是人,而是模糊的色彩。
George became conscious of strange feelings within him: an exaltation of soul, tender, but indefinite, and seemingly located in the upper part of his diaphragm.
乔治意识到自己内心有一种奇怪的感觉:一种灵魂的亢奋,温柔但不确定,似乎位于横膈膜的上部。
The stopping of the music came upon him like the waking to an alarm clock; for instantly six or seven of the calculating persons about the entry-ways bore down upon Miss Morgan to secure dances.
音乐停止了,他感觉就像被闹钟叫醒一样。入口处立即有六七个精于算计的人向摩根小姐逼近,要求跳舞。
George had to do with one already established as a belle, it seemed.
乔治似乎与一位已经成为美女的人有关。
“Give me the next and the one after that,” he said hurriedly, recovering some presence of mind, just as the nearest applicant reached them.
“给我下一个,再下一个,”当最近的申请人到达他们身边时,他急忙说道,恢复了一些平静。
“And give me every third one the rest of the evening.”
“晚上剩下的时间里,每三分之一给我一次。”
She laughed.
她笑了。
“Are you asking?”
“你在问吗?”
“What do you mean, ‘asking’?”
“‘问’是什么意思?”
“It sounded as though you were just telling me to give you all those dances.”
“听起来好像你只是在告诉我给你跳所有这些舞蹈。”
“Well, I want ’em!” George insisted.
“好吧,我想要它们!”乔治坚持说。
“What about all the other girls it’s your duty to dance with?”
“那你有义务和其他女孩跳舞呢?”
“They’ll have to go without,” he said heartlessly; and then, with surprising vehemence: “Here!
“他们将不得不放弃,”他无情地说。然后,以令人惊讶的热情:“这里!
I want to know: Are you going to give me those—”
我想知道:你会给我那些——”
“Good gracious!” she laughed.
“天哪!”她笑了。
“Yes!”
“是的!”
The applicants flocked round her, urging contracts for what remained, but they did not dislodge George from her side, though he made it evident that they succeeded in annoying him; and presently he extricated her from an accumulating siege—she must have connived in the extrication—and bore her off to sit beside him upon the stairway that led to the musicians’ gallery, where they were sufficiently retired, yet had a view of the room.
申请者蜂拥而至,催促她为剩下的合同签订合同,但他们并没有把乔治从她身边赶走,尽管他表明他们成功地惹恼了他;不久,他把她从不断增加的围困中解救出来——她一定是纵容了这次解救——然后把她带到通往音乐家画廊的楼梯上,坐在他旁边,在那里他们已经充分休息了,但仍能看到房间的景色。
“How’d all those ducks get to know you so quick?” George inquired, with little enthusiasm.
“那些鸭子怎么这么快就认识你了?”乔治询问道,语气并不热情。
“Oh, I’ve been here a week.”
“哦,我来这里已经一周了。”
“Looks as if you’d been pretty busy!” he said.
“看来你最近很忙啊!”他说。
“Most of those ducks, I don’t know what my mother wanted to invite ’em here for.”
“大多数鸭子,我不知道我妈妈想邀请它们来这里做什么。”
“Don’t you like them?”
“你不喜欢他们吗?”
“Oh, I used to see something of a few of ’em.
“哦,我曾经见过他们中的一些人。
I was president of a club we had here, and some of ’em belonged to it, but I don’t care much for that sort of thing any more.
我是我们这里一个俱乐部的主席,他们中的一些人属于这个俱乐部,但我不再关心这类事情了。
I really don’t see why my mother invited ’em.”
我真的不明白我妈妈为什么邀请他们。”
“Perhaps it was on account of their parents,” Miss Morgan suggested mildly.
“也许是因为他们的父母,”摩根小姐温和地建议道。
“Maybe she didn’t want to offend their fathers and mothers.”
“也许她不想得罪他们的父母。”
“Oh, hardly!
“噢,很难!
I don’t think my mother need worry much about offending anybody in this old town.”
我认为我母亲不需要太担心在这个老城区得罪任何人。”
“It must be wonderful,” said Miss Morgan.
“那一定很美妙,”摩根小姐说。
“It must be wonderful, Mr. Amberson—Mr. Minafer, I mean.”
“这一定很棒,安伯森先生——我是说米纳弗先生。”
“What must be wonderful?”
“什么一定是美妙的?”
“To be so important as that!”
“竟然这么重要!”
“_That_ isn’t ‘important,’” George assured her.
“那_并不‘重要’,”乔治向她保证。
“Anybody that really is anybody ought to be able to do about as they like in their own town, I should think!”
“我认为,任何真正的人都应该能够在自己的城镇里为所欲为!”
She looked at him critically from under her shading lashes—but her eyes grew gentler almost at once.
她从浓密的睫毛下批判地看着他——但她的眼神几乎立刻变得温柔起来。
In truth, they became more appreciative than critical.
事实上,他们变得更加欣赏而不是批评。
George’s imperious good looks were altogether manly, yet approached actual beauty as closely as a boy’s good looks should dare; and dance-music and flowers have some effect upon nineteen-year-old girls as well as upon eighteen-year-old boys.
乔治傲慢的英俊外表完全具有男子气概,但又接近真正的美丽,就像男孩的英俊外表所敢于的那样。舞曲和鲜花对十九岁的女孩和十八岁的男孩都有一定的影响。
Miss Morgan turned her eyes slowly from George, and pressed her face among the lilies-of-the-valley and violets of the pretty bouquet she carried, while, from the gallery above, the music of the next dance carolled out merrily in a new two-step.
摩根小姐慢慢地把目光从乔治身上移开,把脸埋在她随身携带的漂亮花束中的铃兰和紫罗兰之间,同时,从上面的画廊里,下一支舞的音乐以新的两步欢快地响起。
The musicians made the melody gay for the Christmastime with chimes of sleighbells, and the entrance to the shadowed stairway framed the passing flushed and lively dancers, but neither George nor Miss Morgan suggested moving to join the dance.
音乐家们用雪橇铃的铃声使圣诞节的旋律变得欢快,阴影楼梯的入口处映衬着路过的红润而活泼的舞者,但乔治和摩根小姐都没有建议参加舞会。
The stairway was draughty: the steps were narrow and uncomfortable; no older person would have remained in such a place.
楼梯通风不良,台阶狭窄,不舒服;没有哪个老年人会留在这样的地方。
Moreover, these two young people were strangers to each other; neither had said anything in which the other had discovered the slightest intrinsic interest; there had not arisen between them the beginnings of congeniality, or even of friendliness—but stairways near ballrooms have more to answer for than have moonlit lakes and mountain sunsets.
而且,这两个年轻人互不相识,互不相识。双方都没有说过任何让对方发现丝毫内在兴趣的话。他们之间并没有开始产生意气相投,甚至友好——但舞厅附近的楼梯比月光下的湖泊和山上的日落更值得负责。
Some day the laws of glamour must be discovered, because they are so important that the world would be wiser now if Sir Isaac Newton had been hit on the head, not by an apple, but by a young lady.
总有一天,魅力法则一定会被发现,因为它们是如此重要,如果艾萨克·牛顿爵士不是被苹果而是被一位年轻女士击中头部,那么现在世界将会变得更加明智。
Age, confused by its own long accumulation of follies, is everlastingly inquiring, “What does _she_ see in _him?_” as if young love came about through thinking—or through conduct.
年龄被自己长期积累的愚蠢所困惑,不断地询问:“她在他身上看到了什么?”仿佛年轻的爱情是通过思考或通过行为产生的。
Age wants to know: “What on earth can they _talk_ about?” as if talking had anything to do with April rains!
Age 想知道:“他们到底能聊什么?”好像说话和四月的雨有什么关系一样!
At seventy, one gets up in the morning, finds the air sweet under a bright sun, feels lively; thinks, “I am hearty, today,” and plans to go for a drive.
七十岁,早晨起床,阳光明媚,空气清新,心情舒畅;心里想:“今天我很开心”,并计划开车去兜风。
At eighteen, one goes to a dance, sits with a stranger on a stairway, feels peculiar, thinks nothing, and becomes incapable of any plan whatever.
十八岁的时候,一个人去参加舞会,与一个陌生人坐在楼梯上,感觉很奇怪,什么也不思考,并且变得无法制定任何计划。
Miss Morgan and George stayed where they were.
摩根小姐和乔治留在原地。
They had agreed to this in silence and without knowing it; certainly without exchanging glances of intelligence—they had exchanged no glances at all.
他们在不知情的情况下默默地同意了这一点;当然,他们没有交换情报的眼神——他们根本没有交换眼神。
Both sat staring vaguely out into the ballroom, and, for a time, they did not speak.
两人都坐在那儿,茫然地盯着舞厅,有一段时间没有说话。
Over their heads the music reached a climax of vivacity: drums, cymbals, triangle, and sleighbells, beating, clashing, tinkling.
在他们头顶上,音乐达到了活泼的高潮:鼓声、铙钹声、三角铁声和雪橇铃的敲击声、碰撞声、叮当作响。
Here and there were to be seen couples so carried away that, ceasing to move at the decorous, even glide, considered most knowing, they pranced and whirled through the throng, from wall to wall, galloping bounteously in abandon.
到处都可以看到一对对得意忘形的情侣,他们不再以最明智的方式优雅地、甚至滑行地移动,而是在人群中腾跃、旋转,从一堵墙到另一堵墙,尽情地驰骋。
George suffered a shock of vague surprise when he perceived that his aunt, Fanny Minafer, was the lady-half of one of these wild couples.
当乔治发现他的姨妈范妮·米纳弗是其中一对狂野夫妇的女主人时,他感到一阵隐约的惊讶。
Fanny Minafer, who rouged a little, was like fruit which in some climates dries with the bloom on.
范妮·米纳弗(Fanny Minafer)涂了一点胭脂,就像水果,在某些气候下,花朵盛开后就会干涸。
Her features had remained prettily childlike; so had her figure, and there were times when strangers, seeing her across the street, took her to be about twenty; they were other times when at the same distance they took her to be about sixty, instead of forty, as she was.
她的面貌仍然很孩子气。她的身材也是如此,有时,街对面的陌生人看到她,以为她二十岁左右。还有一些时候,在同样的距离下,他们认为她大约有六十岁,而不是实际的四十岁。
She had old days and young days; old hours and young hours; old minutes and young minutes; for the change might be that quick.
她有年老的时光,也有年轻的时光;老时光和年轻时光;老分钟和年轻分钟;因为变化可能就是这么快。
An alteration in her expression, or a difference in the attitude of her head, would cause astonishing indentations to appear—and behold, Fanny was an old lady!
她表情的改变,或者头部姿态的不同,都会导致令人惊讶的凹痕出现——看哪,范妮是一位老太太了!
But she had been never more childlike than she was tonight as she flew over the floor in the capable arms of the queer-looking duck; for this person was her partner.
但今晚,当她被那只看上去很奇怪的鸭子有力的手臂抱在地板上飞翔时,她从来没有像现在这样像个孩子。因为这个人是她的伴侣。
The queer-looking duck had been a real dancer in his day, it appeared; and evidently his day was not yet over.
看来,这只长相怪异的鸭子在他那个时代是一位真正的舞者。显然他的日子还没有结束。
In spite of the headlong, gay rapidity with which he bore Miss Fanny about the big room, he danced authoritatively, avoiding without effort the lightest collision with other couples, maintaining sufficient grace throughout his wildest moments, and all the while laughing and talking with his partner.
尽管他在大房间里带着范妮小姐轻率而快活,但他跳舞时很有权威,毫不费力地避免与其他舞伴发生最轻微的碰撞,在他最狂野的时刻保持足够的优雅,同时与他的舞伴一起笑着和交谈。
What was most remarkable to George, and a little irritating, this stranger in the Amberson Mansion had no vestige of the air of deference proper to a stranger in such a place: he seemed thoroughly at home.
对乔治来说,最引人注目的一点是,也有点令人恼火的是,这个安伯森宅邸里的陌生人完全没有这种地方的陌生人应有的尊重态度:他看起来完全像在家里一样。
He seemed offensively so, indeed, when, passing the entrance to the gallery stairway, he disengaged his hand from Miss Fanny’s for an instant, and not pausing in the dance, waved a laughing salutation more than cordial, then capered lightly out of sight.
事实上,当他经过画廊楼梯入口时,他的手暂时从范妮小姐的手上松开,舞蹈中没有停顿,而是亲切地挥舞着微笑的敬意,然后轻轻地跳着离开了视线。
George gazed stonily at this manifestation, responding neither by word nor sign.
乔治冷漠地注视着这一切,既没有言语也没有做出回应。
“How’s that for a bit of freshness?” he murmured.
“怎么样,有点新鲜感吧?”他低声说道。
“What was?” Miss Morgan asked.
“那是什么?”摩根小姐问道。
“That queer-looking duck waving his hand at me like that.
“那只看起来很奇怪的鸭子就这样向我挥手。
Except he’s the Sharon girls’ uncle I don’t know him from Adam.”
除了他是莎伦女孩的叔叔之外,我不认识他和亚当。”
“You don’t need to,” she said.
“你不需要,”她说。
“He wasn’t waving his hand to you: he meant me.”
“他不是在向你挥手:他指的是我。”
“Oh, he did?” George was not mollified by the explanation.
“哦,他做到了?”乔治并没有因为这个解释而平静下来。
“Everybody seems to mean you!
“看来大家都在指望你啊!
You certainly do seem to’ve been pretty busy this week you’ve been here!”
看来你这周来这里确实很忙!”
She pressed her bouquet to her face again, and laughed into it, not displeased.
她又把花束按在脸上,笑了笑,没有不悦。
She made no other comment, and for another period neither spoke.
她没有发表任何其他评论,并且在接下来的一段时间内都没有说话。
Meanwhile the music stopped; loud applause insisted upon its renewal; an encore was danced; there was an interlude of voices; and the changing of partners began.
与此同时,音乐停止了。热烈的掌声坚持要更新它;又跳了一场安可舞;中间有一阵声音。并开始更换合作伙伴。
“Well,” said George finally, “I must say you don’t seem to be much of a prattler.
“好吧,”乔治最后说道,“我必须说,你看起来不太爱说话。
They say it’s a great way to get a reputation for being wise, never saying much.
他们说这是获得明智、从不多言的声誉的好方法。
Don’t you ever talk _any?_”
你从来不说话吗?_”
“When people can understand,” she answered.
“当人们能够理解时,”她回答道。
He had been looking moodily out at the ballroom but he turned to her quickly, at this, saw that her eyes were sunny and content, over the top of her bouquet; and he consented to smile.
他一直郁郁寡欢地看着舞厅,但他很快转向她,看到她的眼睛在花束的上方,充满阳光和满足;她的眼睛里充满了阳光和满足。他同意微笑。
“Girls are usually pretty fresh!” he said.
“女孩子通常都很新鲜!”他说。
“They ought to go to a man’s college about a year: they’d get taught a few things about freshness!
“他们应该去男子大学学习大约一年:他们会学到一些关于新鲜感的知识!
What you got to do after two o’clock to-morrow afternoon?”
明天下午两点以后你要做什么?”
“A whole lot of things.
“很多事情。
Every minute filled up.”
每一分钟都充满了。”
“All right,” said George.
“好吧,”乔治说。
“The snow’s fine for sleighing: I’ll come for you in a cutter at ten minutes after two.”
“雪很适合拉雪橇:两点过十分钟我会坐雪橇来接你。”
“I can’t possibly go.”
“我不可能去。”
“If you don’t,” he said, “I’m going to sit in the cutter in front of the gate, wherever you’re visiting, all afternoon, and if you try to go out with anybody else he’s got to whip me before he gets you.” And as she laughed—though she blushed a little, too—he continued, seriously: “If you think I’m not in earnest you’re at liberty to make quite a big experiment!”
“如果你不这样做,”他说,“整个下午,无论你去哪里,我都会坐在大门前的快艇里,如果你想和其他人出去,他就必须在抓住你之前鞭打我。”当她笑起来时——尽管她也有点脸红——他继续严肃地说道:“如果你认为我不是认真的,你就可以自由地做一个相当大的实验!”
She laughed again.
她又笑了。
“I don’t think I’ve often had so large a compliment as that,” she said, “especially on such short notice—and yet, I don’t think I’ll go with you.
“我不认为我经常受到如此大的赞美,”她说,“尤其是在这么短的时间内——然而,我想我不会和你一起去。
“You be ready at ten minutes after two.”
“两点过十分钟你就准备好了。”
“No, I won’t.”
“不,我不会。”
“Yes, you will!”
“是的,你会的!”
“Yes,” she said, “I will!” And her partner for the next dance arrived, breathless with searching.
“是的,”她说,“我会的!”下一支舞的舞伴也到了,气喘吁吁地寻找着。
“Don’t forget I’ve got the third from now,” George called after her.
“别忘了,从现在起我已经有了第三个了。”乔治在她身后喊道。
“I won’t.”
“我不会。”
“And every third one after that.”
“此后每隔第三个。”
“I know!” she called, over her partner’s shoulder, and her voice was amused—but meek.
“我知道!”她越过伴侣的肩膀喊道,她的声音很有趣,但很温柔。
When “the third from now” came, George presented himself before her without any greeting, like a brother, or a mannerless old friend.
当“从现在开始的第三个”到来时,乔治出现在她面前,没有任何问候,就像一个兄弟,或者一个没有礼貌的老朋友。
Neither did she greet him, but moved away with him, concluding, as she went, an exchange of badinage with the preceding partner: she had been talkative enough with him, it appeared.
她也没有向他打招呼,而是和他一起走开,在走的过程中,她与前一个伙伴互相开玩笑:看来她已经和他聊得够多了。
In fact, both George and Miss Morgan talked much more to every one else that evening, than to each other; and they said nothing at all at this time.
事实上,那天晚上,乔治和摩根小姐与其他人交谈的次数比彼此交谈的次数多得多。而此时他们什么也没说。
Both looked preoccupied, as they began to dance, and preserved a gravity of expression to the end of the number.
当他们开始跳舞时,两人看上去都很全神贯注,并且直到舞蹈结束都保持着严肃的表情。
And when “the third one after that” came, they did not dance, but went back to the gallery stairway, seeming to have reached an understanding without any verbal consultation, that this suburb was again the place for them.
当“第三个”到来时,他们没有跳舞,而是回到了画廊的楼梯上,似乎无需任何口头协商就达成了共识,这个郊区再次成为他们的地方。
“Well,” said George, coolly, when they were seated, “what did you say your name was?”
“好吧,”当他们坐下后,乔治冷静地说,“你说你叫什么名字?”
“Morgan.”
“摩根。”
“Funny name!”
“有趣的名字!”
“Everybody else’s name always is.”
“其他人的名字永远都是。”
“I didn’t mean it was really funny,” George explained.
“我并不是说这真的很有趣,”乔治解释道。
“That’s just one of my crowd’s bits of horsing at college.
“这只是我的一群人在大学里的玩笑之一。
We always say ‘funny name’ no matter what it is.
不管它是什么,我们总是说“有趣的名字”。
I guess we’re pretty fresh sometimes; but I knew your name was Morgan because my mother said so downstairs.
我想我们有时很新鲜;但我知道你叫摩根,因为我妈妈在楼下这么说的。
I meant: what’s the rest of it?”
我的意思是:剩下的是什么?”
“Lucy.”
“露西。”
He was silent.
他沉默了。
“Is ‘Lucy’ a funny name, too?” she inquired.
“‘露西’也是一个有趣的名字吗?”她询问道。
“No. Lucy’s very much all right!” he said, and he went so far as to smile.
“不。”露西很好!”他说道,甚至还笑了。
Even his Aunt Fanny admitted that when George smiled “in a certain way” he was charming.
就连他的姨妈范妮也承认,当乔治“以某种方式”微笑时,他很迷人。
“Thanks about letting my name be Lucy,” she said.
“谢谢你让我叫露西,”她说。
“How old are you?” George asked.
“你多大了?”乔治问道。
“I don’t really know, myself.”
“我自己也不太清楚。”
“What do you mean: you don’t really know yourself?”
“你什么意思:你并不真正了解自己?”
“I mean I only know what they tell me.
“我的意思是我只知道他们告诉我的事情。
I believe them, of course, but believing isn’t really knowing.
我当然相信他们,但相信并不意味着真正了解。
You believe some certain day is your birthday—at least, I suppose you do—but you don’t really know it is because you can’t remember.”
你相信某一天是你的生日——至少,我想你是这么认为的——但你并不真正知道那是因为你不记得了。”
“Look here!” said George.
“看这里!”乔治说。
“Do you always talk like this?”
“你总是这样说话吗?”
Miss Lucy Morgan laughed forgivingly, put her young head on one side, like a bird, and responded cheerfully: “I’m willing to learn wisdom.
露西·摩根小姐宽容地笑了,把年轻的脑袋像小鸟一样偏向一边,高兴地回答道:“我愿意学习智慧。
What are you studying in school?”
你在学校学什么?”
“College!”
“大学!”
“At the university!
“在大学!
Yes.
是的。
What are you studying there?”
你在那里学什么?”
George laughed.
乔治笑了。
“Lot o’ useless guff!”
“一堆没用的废话!”
“Then why don’t you study some useful guff?”
“那你为什么不学点有用的废话呢?”
“What do you mean: ‘useful’?”
“‘有用’是什么意思?”
“Something you’d use later, in your business or profession?”
“你以后会在你的生意或职业中使用的东西吗?”
George waved his hand impatiently.
乔治不耐烦地挥挥手。
“I don’t expect to go into any ‘business or profession’.”
“我不希望从事任何‘商业或职业’。”
“No?”
“不?”
“Certainly not!” George was emphatic, being sincerely annoyed by a suggestion which showed how utterly she failed to comprehend the kind of person he was.
“当然不是!”乔治语气强硬,对她的建议感到由衷的恼火,这表明她完全无法理解他是一个什么样的人。
“Why not?” she asked mildly.
“为什么不呢?”她温和地问道。
“Just look at ’em!” he said, almost with bitterness, and he made a gesture presumably intended to indicate the business and professional men now dancing within range of vision.
“看看他们!”他几乎带着苦涩地说,他做了一个手势,大概是为了示意现在在视野范围内跳舞的商界人士和专业人士。
“That’s a fine career for a man, isn’t it!
“这对一个男人来说是一份很好的职业,不是吗!
Lawyers, bankers, politicians!
律师、银行家、政治家!
What do they get out of life, I’d like to know!
他们从生活中得到了什么,我想知道!
What do they ever know about _real_ things?
他们对真实的事物了解多少?
Where do they ever _get?_”
他们到哪里去?_”
He was so earnest that she was surprised and impressed.
他如此认真,让她感到惊讶和感动。
Evidently he had deep-seated ambitions, for he seemed to speak with actual emotion of these despised things which were so far beneath his planning for the future.
显然他有着根深蒂固的野心,因为他似乎带着真实的情感谈论这些被鄙视的事情,而这些事情远远超出了他对未来的规划。
She had a vague, momentary vision of Pitt, at twenty-one, prime minister of England; and she spoke, involuntarily in a lowered voice, with deference:
她对二十一岁的英国首相皮特有一个模糊的、短暂的想象。她不由自主地低声恭敬地说道:
“What do you want to be?” she asked.
“你想成为什么?”她问道。
George answered promptly.
乔治立即回答。
“A yachtsman,” he said.
“一名游艇驾驶员,”他说。
Chapter VI
第六章
Having thus, in a word, revealed his ambition for a career above courts, marts, and polling booths, George breathed more deeply than usual, and, turning his face from the lovely companion whom he had just made his confidant, gazed out at the dancers with an expression in which there was both sternness and a contempt for the squalid lives of the unyachted Midlanders before him.
总而言之,乔治就这样表达了他在法庭、集市和投票站之上的职业抱负,他比平常呼吸得更深,然后把脸从他刚刚成为知己的可爱同伴身上转开,凝视着舞者,脸上的表情既严厉又蔑视面前那些没有游艇的中部地区人的肮脏生活。
However, among them, he marked his mother; and his sombre grandeur relaxed momentarily; a more genial light came into his eyes.
然而,其中,他标记了他的母亲;他那阴郁的威严瞬间放松下来。他的眼中闪现出更加和善的光芒。
Isabel was dancing with the queer-looking duck; and it was to be noted that the lively gentleman’s gait was more sedate than it had been with Miss Fanny Minafer, but not less dexterous and authoritative.
伊莎贝尔正在和那只长相古怪的鸭子跳舞。值得注意的是,这位活泼绅士的步态比范妮·米纳弗小姐的步态更加稳重,但同样灵巧和权威。
He was talking to Isabel as gaily as he had talked to Miss Fanny, though with less laughter, and Isabel listened and answered eagerly: her colour was high and her eyes had a look of delight.
他和伊莎贝尔说话的时候就像和范妮小姐说话一样快活,只是笑声少了一些。伊莎贝尔听着,热切地回答:她的脸色很高,眼睛里流露出喜悦的神情。
She saw George and the beautiful Lucy on the stairway, and nodded to them.
她在楼梯上看到了乔治和美丽的露西,向他们点了点头。
George waved his hand vaguely: he had a momentary return of that inexplicable uneasiness and resentment which had troubled him downstairs.
乔治含糊地挥了挥手:楼下困扰他的那种莫名的不安和怨恨瞬间又回来了。
“How lovely your mother is!” Lucy said
“你的妈妈多可爱啊!”露西说
“I think she is,” he agreed gently.
“我想她是的,”他温和地表示同意。
“She’s the gracefulest woman in that ballroom.
“她是那个舞厅里最优雅的女人。
She dances like a girl of sixteen.”
她跳舞就像一个十六岁的女孩。”
“Most girls of sixteen,” said George, “are bum dancers.
“大多数十六岁的女孩,”乔治说,“都是流浪舞者。
Anyhow, I wouldn’t dance with one unless I had to.”
不管怎样,除非万不得已,我不会和一个人跳舞。”
“Well, you’d better dance with your mother!
“好吧,你最好和你妈妈一起跳舞!
I never saw anybody lovelier.
我从未见过比他更可爱的人。
How wonderfully they dance together!”
他们一起跳舞多么美妙啊!”
“Who?”
“WHO?”
“Your mother and—and the queer-looking duck,” said Lucy.
“你的妈妈和——还有那只长相奇怪的鸭子,”露西说。
“I’m going to dance with him pretty soon.”
“我很快就会和他一起跳舞。”
“I don’t care—so long as you don’t give him one of the numbers that belong to me.”
“我不在乎——只要你不把属于我的号码之一给他。”
“I’ll try to remember,” she said, and thoughtfully lifted to her face the bouquet of violets and lilies, a gesture which George noted without approval.
“我会尽力记住的,”她说,若有所思地把紫罗兰和百合花举到脸上,乔治注意到了这一举动,但并未表示赞同。
“Look here!
“看这里!
Who sent you those flowers you keep makin’ such a fuss over?”
谁给你送了你这么大惊小怪的花?”
“He did.”
“他做到了。”
“Who’s ‘he’?”
“‘他’是谁?”
“The queer-looking duck.”
“那只长相奇怪的鸭子。”
George feared no such rival; he laughed loudly.
乔治不惧怕这样的对手;他大声笑起来。
“I s’pose he’s some old widower!” he said, the object thus described seeming ignominious enough to a person of eighteen, without additional characterization.
“我猜他是个老鳏夫!”他说,这样描述的物体对于一个十八岁的人来说似乎是可耻的,不需要额外的描述。
“Some old widower!”
“某个老鳏夫!”
Lucy became serious at once.
露西立刻严肃起来。
“Yes, he is a widower,” she said.
“是的,他是个鳏夫,”她说。
“I ought to have told you before; he’s my father.”
“我应该早告诉你的;他是我的父亲。”
George stopped laughing abruptly.
乔治突然停止了笑声。
“Well, that’s a horse on me.
“嗯,那是我身上的一匹马。
If I’d known he was your father, of course I wouldn’t have made fun of him.
如果我知道他是你的父亲,我当然不会取笑他。
I’m sorry.”
对不起。”
“Nobody could make fun of him,” she said quietly.
“没有人可以取笑他,”她平静地说。
“Why couldn’t they?”
“为什么他们不能?”
“It wouldn’t make him funny: it would only make themselves silly.”
“这不会让他变得有趣:只会让他们自己变得愚蠢。”
Upon this, George had a gleam of intelligence.
想到这里,乔治灵机一动。
“Well, I’m not going to make myself silly any more, then; I don’t want to take chances like that with _you_.
“好吧,那么我不会再让自己变得愚蠢了;我不想和_你_冒险。
But I thought he was the Sharon girls’ uncle.
但我以为他是莎伦女孩的叔叔。
He came with them—”
他和他们一起来了——”
“Yes,” she said, “I’m always late to everything: I wouldn’t let them wait for me.
“是的,”她说,“我总是迟到:我不会让他们等我。
We’re visiting the Sharons.”
我们正在参观沙龙。”
“About time I knew that!
“我是时候知道了!
You forget my being so fresh about your father, will you?
你忘记了我对你父亲如此新鲜,是吗?
Of course he’s a distinguished looking man, in a way.”
当然,从某种程度上来说,他是一个看起来很杰出的人。”
Lucy was still serious.
露西依然很严肃。
“‘In a way?’” she repeated.
“‘在某种程度上?’”她重复道。
“You mean, not in your way, don’t you?”
“你的意思是,不以你的方式,不是吗?”
George was perplexed.
乔治很困惑。
“How do you mean: not in my way?”
“你的意思是:不以我的方式?”
“People pretty often say ‘in a way’ and ‘rather distinguished looking,’ or ‘rather’ so-and-so, or ‘rather’ anything, to show that _they’re_ superior, don’t they?
“人们经常说‘在某种程度上’和‘看起来相当杰出’,或者‘相当’某某,或者‘相当’任何东西,以表明他们是优越的,不是吗?
In New York last month I overheard a climber sort of woman speaking of me as ‘little Miss Morgan,’ but she didn’t mean my height; she meant that she was important.
上个月在纽约,我无意中听到一位登山者般的女士称我为“小摩根小姐”,但她指的并不是我的身高;而是我的身高。她的意思是她很重要。
Her husband spoke of a friend of mine as ‘little Mr. Pembroke’ and ‘little Mr. Pembroke’ is six-feet-three.
她丈夫称我的一个朋友为“小彭布罗克先生”,“小彭布罗克先生”身高六英尺三英寸。
This husband and wife were really so terribly unimportant that the only way they knew to pretend to be important was calling people ‘little’ Miss or Mister so-and-so.
这对夫妻实在是太不重要了,他们知道装重要的唯一方法就是叫人“小”小姐或某某先生。
It’s a kind of snob slang, I think.
我认为这是一种势利俚语。
Of course people don’t always say ‘rather’ or ‘in a way’ to be superior.”
当然,人们并不总是说‘相当’或‘在某种程度上’是优越的。”
“I should say not!
“我应该说不是!
I use both of ’em a great deal myself,” said George.
我自己也经常使用它们,”乔治说。
“One thing I don’t see though: What’s the use of a man being six-feet-three?
“但有一件事我不明白:一个六英尺三英寸的男人有什么用?
Men that size can’t handle themselves as well as a man about five-feet-eleven and a half can.
这种身材的男人无法像身高大约五英尺十一半的男人那样处理好自己。
Those long, gangling men, they’re nearly always too kind of wormy to be any good in athletics, and they’re so awkward they keep falling over chairs or—”
那些又高又瘦的男人,他们几乎总是太像虫子了,在体育方面表现不佳,而且他们很笨拙,总是从椅子上摔下来,或者——”
“Mr. Pembroke is in the army,” said Lucy primly.
“先生。”彭布罗克在军队里。”露西一本正经地说。
“He’s extraordinarily graceful.”
“他非常优雅。”
“In the army?
“在军队里?
Oh, I suppose he’s some old friend of your father’s.”
哦,我想他是你父亲的某个老朋友。”
“They got on very well,” she said, “after I introduced them.”
“在我介绍他们之后,他们相处得很好,”她说。
George was a straightforward soul, at least.
至少乔治是一个直率的人。
“See here!” he said.
“看这里!”他说。
“Are you engaged to anybody?”
“你和别人订婚了吗?”
“No.”
“不。”
Not wholly mollified, he shrugged his shoulders.
他并没有完全平静下来,耸了耸肩。
“You seem to know a good many people!
“看来你认识的人不少啊!
Do you live in New York?”
你住在纽约吗?
“No. We don’t live anywhere.”
“不。我们不住在任何地方。”
“What you mean: you don’t live anywhere?”
“你的意思是:你不住在任何地方?”
“We’ve lived all over,” she answered.
“我们到处都住过,”她回答道。
“Papa used to live here in this town, but that was before I was born.”
“爸爸曾经住在这个小镇上,但那是在我出生之前。”
“What do you keep moving around so for?
“你老这么走来走去干什么?
Is he a promoter?”
他是促销员吗?”
“No. He’s an inventor.”
“不。他是一位发明家。”
“What’s he invented?”
“他发明了什么?”
“Just lately,” said Lucy, “he’s been working on a new kind of horseless carriage.”
“最近,”露西说,“他一直在研究一种新型的无马马车。”
“Well, I’m sorry for him,” George said, in no unkindly spirit.
“好吧,我为他感到难过,”乔治说道,语气中并没有恶意。
“Those things are never going to amount to anything.
“那些事情永远不会有什么结果。
People aren’t going to spend their lives lying on their backs in the road and letting grease drip in their faces.
人们不会一辈子仰面躺在路上,让油脂滴到脸上。
Horseless carriages are pretty much a failure, and your father better not waste his time on ’em.”
无马马车几乎是一种失败,你父亲最好不要在它们上浪费时间。”
“Papa’d be so grateful,” she returned, “if he could have your advice.”
“如果爸爸能得到你的建议,”她回答道,“他会非常感激的。”
Instantly George’s face became flushed.
乔治的脸顿时涨红了。
“I don’t know that I’ve done anything to be insulted for!” he said.
“我不知道我做了什么值得被侮辱的事!”他说。
“I don’t see that what I said was particularly fresh.”
“我没觉得我说的特别新鲜。”
“No, indeed!”
“不,确实如此!”
“Then what do you—”
“那你要做什么——”
She laughed gaily.
她笑得很开心。
“I don’t!
“我不!
And I don’t mind your being such a lofty person at all.
我一点也不介意你是一个如此崇高的人。
I think it’s ever so interesting—but papa’s a great man!”
我觉得这很有趣——但爸爸是一个伟大的人!”
“Is he?” George decided to be good-natured.
“是吗?”乔治决定表现得和蔼可亲。
“Well, let us hope so.
“好吧,让我们希望如此。
I hope so, I’m sure.”
我希望如此,我确信。”
Looking at him keenly, she saw that the magnificent youth was incredibly sincere in this bit of graciousness.
目光锐利地看着他,发现这位伟人青年的这份恩情,是无比的真诚。
He spoke as a tolerant, elderly statesman might speak of a promising young politician; and with her eyes still upon him, Lucy shook her head in gentle wonder.
他的讲话就像一个宽容的老年政治家可能会谈论一个有前途的年轻政治家一样。露西的眼睛仍然看着他,轻轻地惊奇地摇摇头。
“I’m just beginning to understand,” she said.
“我才刚刚开始明白,”她说。
“Understand what?”
“明白什么?”
“What it means to be a real Amberson in this town.
“在这个小镇成为真正的安伯森意味着什么。
Papa told me something about it before we came, but I see he didn’t say half enough!”
爸爸在我们来之前就跟我说了一些事情,但我看他说得还不够多!”
George superbly took this all for tribute.
乔治出色地将这一切视为致敬。
“Did your father say he knew the family before he left here?”
“你父亲在离开这里之前有没有说过他认识这个家庭?”
“Yes.
“是的。
I believe he was particularly a friend of your Uncle George; and he didn’t say so, but I imagine he must have known your mother very well, too.
我相信他是你乔治叔叔的特别朋友;他没有这么说,但我想他一定也很了解你的母亲。
He wasn’t an inventor then; he was a young lawyer.
那时他还不是发明家;他是一名发明家。他是一位年轻的律师。
The town was smaller in those days, and I believe he was quite well known.”
那个时候小镇比较小,我相信他还是很有名的。”
“I dare say.
“我敢说。
I’ve no doubt the family are all very glad to see him back, especially if they used to have him at the house a good deal, as he told you.”
我毫不怀疑,家人都很高兴看到他回来,尤其是如果他们以前经常让他呆在家里的话,就像他告诉你的那样。”
“I don’t think he meant to boast of it,” she said: “He spoke of it quite calmly.”
“我认为他并不是想吹嘘这件事,”她说,“他说起这件事时非常平静。”
George stared at her for a moment in perplexity, then perceiving that her intention was satirical, “Girls really ought to go to a man’s college,” he said—“just a month or two, anyhow.
乔治困惑地盯着她看了一会儿,然后意识到她的意图是讽刺,“女孩确实应该去男人的大学,”他说——“无论如何,只要一两个月。
It’d take _some_ of the freshness out of ’em!”
这会让他们失去一些新鲜感!”
“I can’t believe it,” she retorted, as her partner for the next dance arrived.
“我简直不敢相信,”当她下一支舞的舞伴到来时,她反驳道。
“It would only make them a little politer on the surface—they’d be really just as awful as ever, after you got to know them a few minutes.”
“这只会让他们表面上更有礼貌一些——当你了解他们几分钟后,他们实际上会像以前一样糟糕。”
“What do you mean: ‘after you got to know them a—’”
“你是什么意思:‘在你了解他们之后——’”
She was departing to the dance.
她正要去参加舞会。
“Janie and Mary Sharon told me all about what sort of a _little_ boy you were,” she said, over her shoulder.
“珍妮和玛丽莎伦告诉我你是一个什么样的小男孩,”她回头说道。
“You must think it out!” She took wing away on the breeze of the waltz, and George, having stared gloomily after her for a few moments, postponed filling an engagement, and strolled round the fluctuating outskirts of the dance to where his uncle, George Amberson, stood smilingly watching, under one of the rose-vine arches at the entrance to the room.
“你一定要想清楚!”她在华尔兹的微风中展翅而去,乔治阴沉地盯着她看了一会儿,推迟了约会,在舞会波动的边缘漫步,来到他的叔叔乔治·安伯森微笑地站在房间入口处的一个玫瑰藤拱门下观看的地方。
“Hello, young namesake,” said the uncle.
“你好,同名的年轻人,”叔叔说。
“Why lingers the laggard heel of the dancer?
“为什么舞者的落后的脚后跟徘徊?
Haven’t you got a partner?”
你没有伙伴吗?”
“She’s sitting around waiting for me somewhere,” said George.
“她坐在某处等我,”乔治说。
“See here: Who is this fellow Morgan that Aunt Fanny Minafer was dancing with a while?”
“看这里:范妮·米纳弗姨妈刚才和她跳舞的那个摩根家伙是谁?”
Amberson laughed.
安伯森笑了。
“He’s a man with a pretty daughter, Georgie.
“他是一个有漂亮女儿乔吉的男人。
Meseemed you’ve been spending the evening noticing something of that sort—or do I err?”
我觉得你整个晚上都在注意到类似的事情——还是我错了?”
“Never mind!
“没关系!
What sort is he?”
他是什么样的人?
“I think we’ll have to give him a character, Georgie.
“我认为我们必须给他一个角色,乔吉。
He’s an old friend; used to practice law here—perhaps he had more debts than cases, but he paid ’em all up before he left town.
他是一位老朋友;他曾经在这里从事法律工作——也许他的债务比案子还多,但他在离开小镇之前还清了所有债务。
Your question is purely mercenary, I take it: you want to know his true worth before proceeding further with the daughter.
我认为你的问题纯粹是唯利是图:在进一步处理女儿之前,你想知道他的真正价值。
I cannot inform you, though I notice signs of considerable prosperity in that becoming dress of hers.
我无法告诉你,尽管我注意到她那件合身的衣服有相当繁荣的迹象。
However, you never can tell, it is an age when every sacrifice is made for the young, and how your own poor mother managed to provide those genuine pearl studs for you out of her allowance from father, I can’t—”
不过,你永远也说不出来,现在是一个什么都为了年轻人而牺牲的时代,而你可怜的母亲是如何用父亲的零用钱为你提供那些真正的珍珠耳钉的,我无法——”
“Oh, dry up!” said the nephew.
“哦,擦干吧!”侄子说。
“I understand this Morgan—”
“我明白这个摩根——”
“Mr. Eugene Morgan,” his uncle suggested.
“先生。”尤金·摩根,”他叔叔建议道。
“Politeness requires that the young should—”
“礼貌要求年轻人应该——”
“I guess the ‘young’ didn’t know much about politeness in your day,” George interrupted.
“我猜你们那个时代的‘年轻人’不太懂得礼貌,”乔治打断道。
“I understand that Mr. Eugene Morgan used to be a great friend of the family.”
“据我所知,尤金·摩根先生曾经是这个家庭的好朋友。”
“Oh, the Minafers?” the uncle inquired, with apparent innocence.
“哦,米纳弗斯队?”叔叔问道,一副天真无邪的样子。
“No, I seem to recall that he and your father were not—”
“不,我好像记得他和你父亲不是——”
“I mean the Ambersons,” George said impatiently.
“我指的是安伯森一家,”乔治不耐烦地说。
“I understand he was a good deal around the house here.”
“我知道他在这儿很重要。”
“What is your objection to that, George?”
“乔治,你对此有何反对意见?”
“What do you mean: my objection?”
“你的意思是:我的反对?”
“You seemed to speak with a certain crossness.”
“你说话的语气似乎有些生气。”
“Well,” said George, “I meant he seems to feel awfully at home here.
“嗯,”乔治说,“我的意思是他在这里感觉非常自在。
The way he was dancing with Aunt Fanny—”
他和范妮姨妈跳舞的样子——”
Amberson laughed.
安伯森笑了。
“I’m afraid your Aunt Fanny’s heart was stirred by ancient recollections, Georgie.”
“恐怕你的范妮阿姨的心被古老的回忆所搅动了,乔吉。”
“You mean she used to be silly about him?”
“你是说她以前对他很傻?”
“She wasn’t considered singular,” said the uncle “He was—he was popular.
“她并不被认为是独一无二的,”叔叔说,“他是——他很受欢迎。
Could you bear a question?”
可以请教一下吗?
“What do you mean: could I bear—”
“你的意思是:我能忍受——”
“I only wanted to ask: Do you take this same passionate interest in the parents of every girl you dance with?
“我只是想问:你对每一个和你跳舞的女孩的父母都抱有同样的热情吗?
Perhaps it’s a new fashion we old bachelors ought to take up.
也许这是我们这些老单身汉应该采取的新时尚。
Is it the thing this year to—”
今年的事情是——”
“Oh, go on!” said George, moving away.
“噢,继续吧!”乔治说着走开了。
“I only wanted to know—” He left the sentence unfinished, and crossed the room to where a girl sat waiting for his nobility to find time to fulfil his contract with her for this dance.
“我只是想知道——”他没有把这句话说完,穿过房间来到一个女孩那里,等待他的贵族抽出时间履行他与她的舞会合同。
“Pardon f’ keep’ wait,” he muttered, as she rose brightly to meet him; and she seemed pleased that he came at all—but George was used to girls’ looking radiant when he danced with them, and she had little effect upon him.
“请稍等,”当她高兴地站起来迎接他时,他低声说道。她似乎很高兴他能来——但乔治已经习惯了和女孩跳舞时容光焕发的样子,她对他影响不大。
He danced with her perfunctorily, thinking the while of Mr. Eugene Morgan and his daughter.
他敷衍地和她跳舞,心里想着尤金·摩根先生和他的女儿。
Strangely enough, his thoughts dwelt more upon the father than the daughter, though George could not possibly have given a reason—even to himself—for this disturbing preponderance.
奇怪的是,他的思绪更多地集中在父亲身上,而不是女儿身上,尽管乔治不可能对这种令人不安的优势给出一个理由——甚至对他自己来说也是如此。
By a coincidence, though not an odd one, the thoughts and conversation of Mr. Eugene Morgan at this very time were concerned with George Amberson Minafer, rather casually, it is true.
巧合的是,虽然并不奇怪,但尤金·摩根先生此时的想法和谈话都与乔治·安伯森·米纳弗有关,相当随意,这是事实。
Mr. Morgan had retired to a room set apart for smoking, on the second floor, and had found a grizzled gentleman lounging in solitary possession.
摩根先生退到二楼一间专门用于吸烟的房间,发现一位头发花白的绅士正独自闲逛。
“‘Gene Morgan!” this person exclaimed, rising with great heartiness.
“‘吉恩·摩根!’”此人大叫一声,起身,豪气十足。
“I’d heard you were in town—I don’t believe you know me!”
“我听说你在城里——我不相信你认识我!”
“Yes, I do, Fred Kinney!” Mr. Morgan returned with equal friendliness.
“是的,我愿意,弗莱德·金尼!”摩根先生带着同样的友善回来了。
“Your real face—the one I used to know—it’s just underneath the one you’re masquerading in to-night.
“你的真面目——我以前认识的那张——就在你今晚伪装的那张脸的下面。
You ought to have changed it more if you wanted a disguise.”
如果你想要伪装的话,你就应该改变更多。”
“Twenty years!” said Mr. Kinney.
“二十年了!”金尼先生说。
“It makes some difference in faces, but more in behaviour!”
“这在面孔上有所不同,但在行为上更重要!”
“It does so!” his friend agreed with explosive emphasis.
“原来如此!”他的朋友极力赞同。
“My own behaviour began to be different about that long ago—quite suddenly.”
“很久以前,我自己的行为就开始有所不同——非常突然。”
“I remember,” said Mr. Kinney sympathetically.
“我记得,”金尼先生同情地说。
“Well, life’s odd enough as we look back.”
“嗯,当我们回想起来,生活已经够奇怪的了。”
“Probably it’s going to be odder still—if we could look forward.”
“如果我们能向前看的话,情况可能会更奇怪。”
“Probably.”
“大概。”
They sat and smoked.
他们坐下来抽烟。
“However,” Mr. Morgan remarked presently, “I still dance like an Indian.
“然而,”摩根先生不久说道,“我仍然像印第安人一样跳舞。
Don’t you?”
你不是吗?
“No. I leave that to my boy Fred.
“不。我把这个留给我的儿子弗雷德。
He does the dancing for the family.”
他为家人跳舞。”
“I suppose he’s upstairs hard at it?”
“我猜他在楼上很努力吧?”
“No, he’s not here.” Mr. Kinney glanced toward the open door and lowered his voice.
“不,他不在这里。”金尼先生看了一眼敞开的门,压低了声音。
“He wouldn’t come.
“他不会来。
It seems that a couple of years or so ago he had a row with young Georgie Minafer.
大约几年前,他似乎与年轻的乔吉·米纳弗发生了争吵。
Fred was president of a literary club they had, and he said this young Georgie got himself elected instead, in an overbearing sort of way.
弗雷德是他们拥有的一个文学俱乐部的主席,他说这个年轻的乔治以一种专横的方式当选了。
Fred’s red-headed, you know—I suppose you remember his mother?
弗雷德是红头发的,你知道吗——我想你还记得他的母亲吗?
You were at the wedding—”
你参加了婚礼——”
“I remember the wedding,” said Mr. Morgan.
“我记得婚礼,”摩根先生说。
“And I remember your bachelor dinner—most of it, that is.”
“我记得你的单身汉晚餐——大部分都是这样。”
“Well, my boy Fred’s as red-headed now,” Mr. Kinney went on, “as his mother was then, and he’s very bitter about his row with Georgie Minafer.
“嗯,我的孩子弗雷德现在和他母亲当时一样是红头发的,”金尼先生继续说道,“他对与乔吉·米纳弗的争吵感到非常痛苦。
He says he’d rather burn his foot off than set it inside any Amberson house or any place else where young Georgie is.
他说他宁愿烧掉自己的脚,也不愿把它放在安伯森的任何房子里或小乔治所在的任何其他地方。
Fact is, the boy seemed to have so much feeling over it I had my doubts about coming myself, but my wife said it was all nonsense; we mustn’t humour Fred in a grudge over such a little thing, and while she despised that Georgie Minafer, herself, as much as any one else did, she wasn’t going to miss a big Amberson show just on account of a boys’ rumpus, and so on and so on; and so we came.”
事实上,这个男孩似乎对此有很大的感情,我什至怀疑自己是否会来,但我的妻子说这都是胡说八道;我们不能因为这样一件小事而怀恨在心地迁就弗雷德,虽然她和其他人一样鄙视乔吉·米纳弗本人,但她不会仅仅因为一个男孩的闹腾而错过一场大型的安伯森演出,等等;所以我们就来了。”
“Do people dislike young Minafer generally?”
“人们普遍不喜欢年轻的米纳弗吗?”
“I don’t know about ‘generally.’ I guess he gets plenty of toadying; but there’s certainly a lot of people that are glad to express their opinions about him.”
“我不知道‘一般’是什么。我猜他受到了很多阿谀奉承;但肯定有很多人很乐意表达他们对他的看法。”
“What’s the matter with him?”
“他怎么了?”
“Too much Amberson, I suppose, for one thing.
“我想,一方面,安伯森太多了。
And for another, his mother just fell down and worshipped him from the day he was born.
另一方面,他的母亲从他出生那天起就跪下来崇拜他。
That’s what beats me!
这就是打败我的原因!
I don’t have to tell you what Isabel Amberson is, Eugene Morgan.
我不必告诉你伊莎贝尔·安伯森是谁,尤金·摩根。
She’s got a touch of the Amberson high stuff about her, but you can’t get anybody that ever knew her to deny that she’s just about the finest woman in the world.”
她身上有一点安伯森的高调,但你无法让任何认识她的人否认她是世界上最优秀的女人。”
“No,” said Eugene Morgan.
“不,”尤金·摩根说。
“You can’t get anybody to deny that.”
“你无法让任何人否认这一点。”
“Then I can’t see how she doesn’t see the truth about that boy.
“那我不明白她怎么看不到那个男孩的真相。
He thinks he’s a little tin god on wheels—and honestly, it makes some people weak and sick just to think about him!
他认为自己是一个带轮子的小锡神——老实说,有些人一想到他就会感到虚弱和恶心!
Yet that high-spirited, intelligent woman, Isabel Amberson, actually sits and worships him!
然而那个意气风发、聪明才智的女人,伊莎贝尔·安伯森,居然坐着崇拜他!
You can hear it in her voice when she speaks to him or speaks of him.
当她与他说话或谈到他时,你可以从她的声音中听到这一点。
You can see it in her eyes when she looks at him.
当她看着他时,你可以从她的眼睛里看到这一点。
My Lord!
我的主啊!
What _does_ she see when she looks at him?”
当她看着他时,她看到了什么?
Morgan’s odd expression of genial apprehension deepened whimsically, though it denoted no actual apprehension whatever, and cleared away from his face altogether when he smiled; he became surprisingly winning and persuasive when he smiled.
摩根脸上那种和蔼可亲、忧心忡忡的奇怪表情异想天开地加深了,尽管这并不表示真正的忧虑,但当他微笑时,这种表情就完全从他脸上消失了。当他微笑时,他变得令人惊讶地具有说服力和说服力。
He smiled now, after a moment, at this question of his old friend.
过了一会儿,他对老朋友的这个问题笑了。
“She sees something that we don’t see,” he said.
“她看到了我们看不到的东西,”他说。
“What does she see?”
“她看到了什么?”
“An angel.”
“一个天使。”
Kinney laughed aloud.
金尼放声大笑。
“Well, if she sees an angel when she looks at Georgie Minafer, she’s a funnier woman than I thought she was!”
“好吧,如果她在看着乔吉·米纳弗时看到了天使,那么她就是一个比我想象的更有趣的女人!”
“Perhaps she is,” said Morgan.
“也许她是,”摩根说。
“But that’s what she sees.”
“但这就是她所看到的。”
“My Lord!
“主啊!
It’s easy to see you’ve only known him an hour or so.
很容易看出你只认识他一个小时左右。
In that time have you looked at Georgie and seen an angel?”
那段时间你看着乔吉,有没有看到一个天使?”
“No. All I saw was a remarkably good-looking fool-boy with the pride of Satan and a set of nice new drawing-room manners that he probably couldn’t use more than half an hour at a time without busting.”
“不。我所看到的只是一个非常英俊的傻男孩,有着撒旦的骄傲和一套漂亮的新客厅礼仪,他可能一次使用超过半个小时就会崩溃。”
“Then what—”
“然后呢——”
“Mothers are right,” said Morgan.
“母亲们是对的,”摩根说。
“Do you think this young George is the same sort of creature when he’s with his mother that he is when he’s bulldozing your boy Fred?
“你认为这个年轻的乔治和他母亲在一起时和他用推土机推倒你的儿子弗雷德时是同一类生物吗?
Mothers see the angel in us because the angel is there.
母亲们在我们身上看到了天使,因为天使就在那里。
If it’s shown to the mother, the son has got an angel to show, hasn’t he?
如果把它展示给母亲看,儿子就得到了天使的展示,不是吗?
When a son cuts somebody’s throat the mother only sees it’s possible for a misguided angel to act like a devil—and she’s entirely right about that!”
当儿子割断某人的喉咙时,母亲只会看到一个被误导的天使有可能表现得像个魔鬼——她的这一点完全正确!”
Kinney laughed, and put his hand on his friend’s shoulder.
金尼笑了,把手放在朋友的肩膀上。
“I remember what a fellow you always were to argue,” he said.
“我记得你是一个经常争论的人,”他说。
“You mean Georgie Minafer is as much of an angel as any murderer is, and that Georgie’s mother is always right.”
“你的意思是乔吉·米纳弗和任何杀人犯一样都是天使,而乔吉的母亲总是对的。”
“I’m afraid she always has been,” Morgan said lightly.
“恐怕她一直都是,”摩根轻声说道。
The friendly hand remained upon his shoulder.
那只友好的手仍然搭在他的肩上。
“She was wrong once, old fellow.
“她曾经错了一次,老伙计。
At least, so it seemed to me.”
至少,在我看来是这样。”
“No,” said Morgan, a little awkwardly.
“不,”摩根有点尴尬地说。
“No—”
“不——”
Kinney relieved the slight embarrassment that had come upon both of them: he laughed again.
金尼缓解了他们俩身上的轻微尴尬:他又笑了。
“Wait till you know young Georgie a little better,” he said.
“等你更了解年轻的乔吉了,”他说。
“Something tells me you’re going to change your mind about his having an angel to show, if you see anything of him!”
“有件事告诉我,如果你看到他的任何东西,你就会改变对他有天使表演的看法!”
“You mean beauty’s in the eye of the beholder, and the angel is all in the eye of the mother.
“你的意思是情人眼里出西施,而天使则全在母亲眼里。
If you were a painter, Fred, you’d paint mothers with angels’ eyes holding imps in their laps.
弗雷德,如果你是一名画家,你会画出有着天使般眼睛的母亲,怀里抱着小鬼。
Me, I’ll stick to the Old Masters and the cherubs.”
我,我会坚持古典大师和小天使。”
Mr. Kinney looked at him musingly.
金尼先生若有所思地看着他。
“Somebody’s eyes must have been pretty angelic,” he said, “if they’ve been persuading you that Georgie Minafer is a cherub!”
“如果有人让你相信乔吉·米纳弗是个小天使,”他说,“他们的眼睛一定非常像天使!”
“They are,” said Morgan heartily.
“是的,”摩根由衷地说。
“They’re more angelic than ever.” And as a new flourish of music sounded overhead he threw away his cigarette, and jumped up briskly.
“他们比以往任何时候都更加天使般。”当一阵新的音乐在头顶响起时,他扔掉了香烟,轻快地跳了起来。
“Good-bye, I’ve got this dance with her.”
“再见,我要和她跳一支舞。”
“With whom?”
“和谁一起?”
“With Isabel!”
“和伊莎贝尔一起!”
The grizzled Mr. Kinney affected to rub his eyes.
头发花白的金尼先生假装揉了揉眼睛。
“It startles me, your jumping up like that to go and dance with Isabel Amberson!
“让我吃惊的是,你跳起来去和伊莎贝尔·安伯森跳舞!
Twenty years seem to have passed—but have they?
二十年似乎过去了——但是真的过去了吗?
Tell me, have you danced with poor old Fanny, too, this evening?”
告诉我,今晚你也和可怜的老范妮一起跳舞了吗?”
“Twice!”
“两次!”
“My Lord!” Kinney groaned, half in earnest.
“主啊!”金尼半认真地呻吟着。
“Old times starting all over again!
“旧时光重新开始!
My Lord!”
我的主啊!
“Old times?” Morgan laughed gaily from the doorway.
“旧时光?”摩根在门口欢快地笑了。
“Not a bit!
“一点也没有!
There aren’t any old times.
没有任何旧时光。
When times are gone they’re not old, they’re dead!
当时光流逝时,他们不是老了,而是死了!
There aren’t any times but new times!”
没有任何时代,只有新时代!”
And he vanished in such a manner that he seemed already to have begun dancing.
他消失得如此之快,就好像他已经开始跳舞一样。
Chapter VII
第七章
The appearance of Miss Lucy Morgan the next day, as she sat in George’s fast cutter, proved so charming that her escort was stricken to soft words instantly, and failed to control a poetic impulse.
第二天,露西·摩根小姐坐在乔治的快艇上,她的出现是如此迷人,以至于她的陪同人员立即被温柔的话语所震惊,无法控制诗意的冲动。
Her rich little hat was trimmed with black fur; her hair was almost as dark as the fur; a great boa of black fur was about her shoulders; her hands were vanished into a black muff; and George’s laprobe was black.
她那顶华丽的小帽子上装饰着黑色的皮毛。她的头发几乎和皮毛一样黑。她的肩膀上披着一条巨大的黑色毛皮围巾。她的双手消失在黑色的手筒里。乔治的腹布是黑色的。
“You look like—” he said.
“你看起来像——”他说。
“Your face looks like—it looks like a snowflake on a lump of coal.
“你的脸看起来——看起来就像一块煤上的雪花。
I mean a—a snowflake that would be a rose-leaf, too!”
我的意思是——一片雪花也会变成玫瑰叶!”
“Perhaps you’d better look at the reins,” she returned.
“也许你最好看看缰绳,”她回答道。
“We almost upset just then.”
“当时我们差点就心烦意乱了。”
George declined to heed this advice.
乔治拒绝听从这个建议。
“Because there’s too much pink in your cheeks for a snowflake,” he continued.
“因为你的脸颊上的粉红色对于雪花来说太多了,”他继续说道。
“What’s that fairy story about snow-white and rose-red—”
“那个关于雪白和玫瑰红的童话故事是什么——”
“We’re going pretty fast, Mr. Minafer!”
“我们进展得很快,米纳弗先生!”
“Well, you see, I’m only here for two weeks.”
“好吧,你看,我只在这里待两周。”
“I mean the sleigh!” she explained.
“我是说雪橇!”她解释道。
“We’re not the only people on the street, you know.”
“你知道,我们不是街上唯一的人。”
“Oh, _they’ll_ keep out of the way.”
“哦,他们会避开的。”
“That’s very patrician charioteering, but it seems to me a horse like this needs guidance.
“这是非常贵族式的驾驭战车,但在我看来,像这样的马需要指导。
I’m sure he’s going almost twenty miles an hour.”
我确信他的行驶速度几乎是二十英里每小时。”
“That’s nothing,” said George; but he consented to look forward again.
“那没什么,”乔治说。但他同意再次展望未来。
“He can trot under three minutes, all right.” He laughed.
“他可以在三分钟内小跑,好吧。”他笑了。
“I suppose your father thinks he can build a horseless carriage to go that fast!”
“我猜你父亲认为他能造一辆不用马拉的马车走得那么快!”
“They go that fast already, sometimes.”
“有时他们已经走得那么快了。”
“Yes,” said George; “they do—for about a hundred feet!
“是的,”乔治说。 “他们确实这么做了——大约一百英尺!
Then they give a yell and burn up.”
然后他们会大喊一声然后燃烧起来。”
Evidently she decided not to defend her father’s faith in horseless carriages, for she laughed, and said nothing.
显然,她决定不捍卫父亲对无马马车的信仰,因为她笑了,什么也没说。
The cold air was polka-dotted with snowflakes, and trembled to the loud, continuous jingling of sleighbells.
寒冷的空气中点缀着雪花,随着雪橇铃响亮而持续的叮当作响而颤抖。
Boys and girls, all aglow and panting jets of vapour, darted at the passing sleighs to ride on the runners, or sought to rope their sleds to any vehicle whatever, but the fleetest no more than just touched the flying cutter, though a hundred soggy mittens grasped for it, then reeled and whirled till sometimes the wearers of those daring mittens plunged flat in the snow and lay a-sprawl, reflecting.
男孩和女孩们,全身通红,气喘吁吁,冲向路过的雪橇,让他们骑在赛跑者身上,或者试图把他们的雪橇拴在任何交通工具上,但最快的也只是碰触到飞行的快艇,尽管一百只湿漉漉的手套抓住了它,然后旋转和旋转,直到有时那些勇敢的手套的佩戴者平躺在雪中,四肢摊开,反思。
For this was the holiday time, and all the boys and girls in town were out, most of them on National Avenue.
因为现在是假期,镇上所有的男孩女孩都出去了,其中大多数都在国家大道上。
But there came panting and chugging up that flat thoroughfare a thing which some day was to spoil all their sleigh-time merriment—save for the rashest and most disobedient.
但在那条平坦的大道上,气喘吁吁、嘎吱作响的声音传来,有一天,这会破坏他们所有的雪橇时光的欢乐——除了最鲁莽和最不听话的人。
It was vaguely like a topless surry, but cumbrous with unwholesome excrescences fore and aft, while underneath were spinning leather belts and something that whirred and howled and seemed to stagger.
它隐隐约约像一艘赤裸上身的苏里,但笨重,前后都有不健康的赘生物,而下面有旋转的皮带和一些呼呼呼啸着、似乎摇摇晃晃的东西。
The ride-stealers made no attempt to fasten their sleds to a contrivance so nonsensical and yet so fearsome.
偷乘者并没有试图将他们的雪橇固定在一个如此荒谬但又如此可怕的装置上。
Instead, they gave over their sport and concentrated all their energies in their lungs, so that up and down the street the one cry shrilled increasingly: “Git a hoss!
相反,他们放弃了运动,把所有的精力都集中在肺部,因此街道上和街道上的呼喊声越来越大:“快点!
Git a hoss!
来吧!
Git a hoss!
来吧!
Mister, why don’t you git a hoss?” But the mahout in charge, sitting solitary on the front seat, was unconcerned—he laughed, and now and then ducked a snowball without losing any of his good-nature.
先生,你怎么不找个马?”但负责的象夫独自坐在前座,并不关心——他笑着,时不时地躲开一个雪球,但丝毫不失他的好脾气。
It was Mr. Eugene Morgan who exhibited so cheerful a countenance between the forward visor of a deer-stalker cap and the collar of a fuzzy gray ulster.
尤金·摩根先生,戴着猎鹿帽的前帽和毛茸茸的灰色羊毛毡衣领,脸上露出如此愉快的表情。
“Git a hoss!” the children shrieked, and gruffer voices joined them.
“给我一个豪斯!”孩子们尖叫起来,粗鲁的声音加入了他们。
“Git a hoss!
“给我一个豪斯!
Git a hoss!
来吧!
Git a _hoss!_”
来个_hoss!_”
George Minafer was correct thus far: the twelve miles an hour of such a machine would never over-take George’s trotter.
到目前为止,乔治·米纳弗是正确的:这样一台机器每小时十二英里的速度永远不会超过乔治的小跑。
The cutter was already scurrying between the stone pillars at the entrance to Amberson Addition.
快艇已经在安伯森附加区入口处的石柱之间疾驰。
“That’s my grandfather’s,” said George, nodding toward the Amberson Mansion.
“那是我祖父的。”乔治一边说,一边朝安伯森宅邸点点头。
“I ought to know that!” Lucy exclaimed.
“我应该知道这一点!”露西惊呼道。
“We stayed there late enough last night: papa and I were almost the last to go.
“昨晚我们在那里待得很晚:爸爸和我几乎是最后一个走的。
He and your mother and Miss Fanny Minafer got the musicians to play another waltz when everybody else had gone downstairs and the fiddles were being put away in their cases.
当其他人都下楼、小提琴被收进箱子时,他和你的母亲以及范妮·米纳弗小姐让音乐家们又演奏了一首华尔兹。
Papa danced part of it with Miss Minafer and the rest with your mother.
爸爸和米纳弗小姐跳了一部分,其余的和你妈妈一起跳。
Miss Minafer’s your aunt, isn’t she?”
米纳弗小姐是你的姨妈,不是吗?”
“Yes; she lives with us.
“是的,她和我们住在一起。
I tease her a good deal.”
我经常取笑她。”
“What about?”
“那又怎样?”
“Oh, anything handy—whatever’s easy to tease an old maid about.”
“哦,任何方便的东西——任何容易取笑老处女的东西。”
“Doesn’t she mind?”
“她不介意吗?”
“She usually has sort of a grouch on me,” laughed George.
“她通常对我有点不满,”乔治笑着说。
“Nothing much.
“没什么。”
That’s our house just beyond grandfather’s.” He waved a sealskin gauntlet to indicate the house Major Amberson had built for Isabel as a wedding gift.
那是我们的房子,就在祖父的房子旁边。”他挥舞着海豹皮手套,示意安伯森少校为伊莎贝尔建造的房子作为结婚礼物。
“It’s almost the same as grandfather’s, only not as large and hasn’t got a regular ballroom.
“它和祖父的几乎一样,只是没有那么大,而且没有正规的舞厅。
We gave the dance, last night, at grandfather’s on account of the ballroom, and because I’m the only grandchild, you know.
昨晚,我们在祖父家举办了舞会,因为有舞厅,而且因为我是唯一的孙子,你知道。
Of course, some day that’ll be my house, though I expect my mother will most likely go on living where she does now, with father and Aunt Fanny.
当然,有一天那将成为我的房子,尽管我预计我的母亲很可能会继续住在她现在的地方,与父亲和范妮阿姨一起生活。
I suppose I’ll probably build a country house, too—somewhere East, I guess.” He stopped speaking, and frowned as they passed a closed carriage and pair.
我想我也可能会建造一座乡间别墅——我想是在东方的某个地方。”当他们经过一辆封闭的马车和一对时,他不再说话,皱起了眉头。
The body of this comfortable vehicle sagged slightly to one side; the paint was old and seamed with hundreds of minute cracks like little rivers on a black map; the coachman, a fat and elderly darky, seemed to drowse upon the box; but the open window afforded the occupants of the cutter a glimpse of a tired, fine old face, a silk hat, a pearl tie, and an astrachan collar, evidently out to take the air.
这辆舒适的车辆的车身略微向一侧下垂;油漆很旧,有数百条细小的裂缝,就像黑色地图上的小河一样。车夫是个又胖又黑的老人,似乎在车厢上打瞌睡。但开着的窗户让快艇上的乘客看到了一张疲惫而精致的老脸,戴着丝质帽子,系着珍珠领带,戴着阿斯特拉罕领子,显然是出去呼吸空气了。
“There’s your grandfather now,” said Lucy.
“现在是你的祖父,”露西说。
“Isn’t it?”
“不是吗?”
George’s frown was not relaxed.
乔治的眉头并没有放松。
“Yes, it is; and he ought to give that rat-trap away and sell those old horses.
“是的,是的;他应该把那个捕鼠器扔掉,卖掉那些老马。
They’re a disgrace, all shaggy—not even clipped.
它们是一种耻辱,浑身毛茸茸的——甚至没有修剪过。
I suppose he doesn’t notice it—people get awful funny when they get old; they seem to lose their self-respect, sort of.”
我想他没有注意到这一点——人老了就会变得非常有趣;他们似乎在某种程度上失去了自尊。”
“He seemed a real Brummell to me,” she said.
“对我来说,他似乎是一个真正的布鲁梅尔,”她说。
“Oh, he keeps up about what he wears, well enough, but—well, look at that!” He pointed to a statue of Minerva, one of the cast-iron sculptures Major Amberson had set up in opening the Addition years before.
“哦,他很注重自己的穿着,这很好,但是——好吧,看看那个!”他指着一尊密涅瓦雕像,这是安伯森少校几年前在扩建扩建时竖立的铸铁雕塑之一。
Minerva was intact, but a blackish streak descended unpleasantly from her forehead to the point of her straight nose, and a few other streaks were sketched in a repellent dinge upon the folds of her drapery.
米勒娃完好无损,但一道黑色的条纹令人不快地从她的额头一直延伸到她直挺的鼻尖,在她的窗帘褶皱上还画出了一些令人厌恶的条纹。
“That must be from soot,” said Lucy.
“那肯定是烟灰造成的,”露西说。
“There are so many houses around here.”
“这附近有很多房子。”
“Anyhow, somebody ought to see that these statues are kept clean.
“无论如何,应该有人确保这些雕像保持干净。
My grandfather owns a good many of these houses, I guess, for renting.
我猜,我祖父拥有很多这样的房子,供出租。
Of course, he sold most of the lots—there aren’t any vacant ones, and there used to be heaps of ’em when I was a boy.
当然,他卖掉了大部分土地——没有任何空的,当我还是个孩子的时候,那里曾经有很多空的。
Another thing I don’t think he ought to allow: a good many of these people bought big lots and they built houses on ’em; then the price of the land kept getting higher, and they’d sell part of their yards and let the people that bought it build houses on it to live in, till they haven’t hardly any of ’em got big, open yards any more, and it’s getting all too much built up.
我认为他不应该允许的另一件事是:这些人中的很多人购买了大片土地,并在上面建造了房屋;然后土地的价格不断上涨,他们会卖掉部分院子,让买它的人在上面盖房子住,直到他们几乎没有一个再有大的、开放的院子了,而且建筑得太多了。
The way it used to be, it was like a gentleman’s country estate, and that’s the way my grandfather ought to keep it.
它以前的样子就像一位绅士的乡村庄园,这就是我祖父应该保持的方式。
He lets these people take too many liberties: they do anything they want to.”
他让这些人有太多的自由:他们想做什么就做什么。”
“But how could he stop them?” Lucy asked, surely with reason.
“但是他怎么能阻止他们呢?”露西问,当然有道理。
“If he sold them the land, it’s theirs, isn’t it?”
“如果他把土地卖给他们,那就是他们的了,不是吗?”
George remained serene in the face of this apparently difficult question.
面对这个看似困难的问题,乔治仍然保持平静。
“He ought to have all the trades-people boycott the families that sell part of their yards that way.
“他应该让所有商人抵制那些以这种方式出售部分院子的家庭。
All he’d have to do would be to tell the trades-people they wouldn’t get any more orders from the family if they didn’t do it.”
他所要做的就是告诉商人,如果他们不这样做,他们就不会再从家族那里得到任何订单。”
“From ‘the family’?
“来自‘家族’?
What family?”
什么家族?”
“Our family,” said George, unperturbed.
“我们的家人,”乔治泰然自若地说。
“The Ambersons.”
“安伯森一家。”
“I see!” she murmured, and evidently she did see something that he did not, for, as she lifted her muff to her face, he asked:
“我懂了!”她低声说道,显然她确实看到了他没有看到的东西,因为当她把手袋举到脸上时,他问道:
“What are you laughing at now?”
“你现在笑什么?”
“Why?”
“为什么?”
“You always seem to have some little secret of your own to get happy over!”
“你似乎总是有一些自己的小秘密可以让你开心!”
“Always!” she exclaimed.
“总是!”她惊呼道。
“What a big word when we only met last night!”
“我们昨晚才见面,这句话真是太大了!”
“That’s another case of it,” he said, with obvious sincerity.
“那又是另外一个例子了,”他语气明显很真诚。
“One of the reasons I don’t like you—much!—is you’ve got that way of seeming quietly superior to everybody else.”
“我不喜欢你——非常不喜欢你!——的原因之一就是你总是给人一种看似比其他人都优越的感觉。”
“I!” she cried.
“我!”她哭了。
“I have?”
“我有?”
“Oh, you think you keep it sort of confidential to yourself, but it’s plain enough!
“哦,你以为你对自己保密,但这很明显!
I don’t believe in that kind of thing.”
我不相信那种事。”
“You don’t?”
“你不这么认为吗?”
“No,” said George emphatically.
“不,”乔治强调道。
“Not with me!
“不是和我一起!
I think the world’s like this: there’s a few people that their birth and position, and so on, puts them at the top, and they ought to treat each other entirely as equals.” His voice betrayed a little emotion as he added, “I wouldn’t speak like this to everybody.”
我觉得这个世界就是这样:有那么一些人,他们的出身、地位等等,让他们处于最顶端,他们之间就应该完全平等相待。”他的声音透露出一点情绪,他补充道:“我不会对每个人都这样说话。”
“You mean you’re confiding your deepest creed—or code, whatever it is—to me?”
“你的意思是你正在向我吐露你最深的信条——或者准则,不管它是什么?”
“Go on, make fun of it, then!” George said bitterly.
“那就开个玩笑吧!”乔治苦涩地说。
“You do think you’re terribly clever!
“你还真以为自己很聪明啊!
It makes me tired!”
这让我很累!”
“Well, as you don’t like my seeming ‘quietly superior,’ after this I’ll be noisily superior,” she returned cheerfully.
“好吧,既然你不喜欢我‘安静高人一等’的样子,那以后我就大声高人一等了。”她高兴地回答道。
“We aim to please!”
“我们的目标是取悦您!”
“I had a notion before I came for you today that we were going to quarrel,” he said.
“今天来找你之前,我就预感到我们会吵架,”他说。
“No, we won’t; it takes two!” She laughed and waved her muff toward a new house, not quite completed, standing in a field upon their right.
“不,我们不会;需要两个!”她笑着向一栋尚未完工的新房子挥动手筒,它矗立在他们右边的田野里。
They had passed beyond Amberson Addition, and were leaving the northern fringes of the town for the open country.
他们已经越过安伯森附加区,正离开城镇的北部边缘前往开阔的乡村。
“Isn’t that a beautiful house!” she exclaimed.
“这不是一栋漂亮的房子吗!”她惊呼道。
“Papa and I call it our Beautiful House.”
“爸爸和我称它为我们美丽的房子。”
George was not pleased.
乔治不高兴。
“Does it belong to you?”
“它是你的吗?”
“Of course not!
“当然不是!
Papa brought me out here the other day, driving in his machine, and we both loved it.
有一天,爸爸带我来这里,开着他的机器,我们都很喜欢。
It’s so spacious and dignified and plain.”
如此宽敞、庄重、朴素。”
“Yes, it’s plain enough!” George grunted.
“是的,很简单!”乔治咕哝道。
“Yet it’s lovely; the gray-green roof and shutters give just enough colour, with the trees, for the long white walls.
“但它很可爱;灰绿色的屋顶和百叶窗为长长的白色墙壁提供了足够的色彩,还有树木。
It seems to me the finest house I’ve seen in this part of the country.”
在我看来,这是我在这个国家的这个地区见过的最好的房子。”
George was outraged by an enthusiasm so ignorant—not ten minutes ago they had passed the Amberson Mansion.
乔治对如此无知的热情感到愤怒——不到十分钟前他们刚刚经过安伯森大厦。
“Is that a sample of your taste in architecture?” he asked.
“这可以体现你对建筑的品味吗?”他问道。
“Yes.
是的。
Why?”
为什么?
“Because it strikes me you better go somewhere and study the subject a little!”
“因为我觉得你最好去某个地方研究一下这个主题!”
Lucy looked puzzled.
露西看上去很困惑。
“What makes you have so much feeling about it?
“是什么让你有如此大的感触?
Have I offended you?”
我有冒犯你吗?”
“‘Offended’ nothing!” George returned brusquely.
“没有‘冒犯’任何事!”乔治粗暴地回来了。
“Girls usually think they know it all as soon as they’ve learned to dance and dress and flirt a little.
“女孩们通常认为一旦学会跳舞、穿衣和调情,她们就什么都知道了。
They never know anything about things like architecture, for instance.
例如,他们对建筑之类的事情一无所知。
That house is about as bum a house as any house I ever saw!”
那所房子和我见过的任何房子一样糟糕!”
“Why?”
“为什么?”
“Why?” George repeated.
“为什么?”乔治重复道。
“Did you ask me why?”
“你问我为什么吗?”
“Yes.”
“是的。”
“Well, for one thing—” he paused—“for one thing—well, just look at it!
“好吧,有一件事——”他停顿了一下——“有一件事——好吧,看看它!
I shouldn’t think you’d have to do any more than look at it if you’d ever given any attention to architecture.”
我认为如果你曾经关注过建筑,你除了看它之外不需要做任何其他事情。”
“What is the matter with its architecture, Mr. Minafer?”
“米纳弗先生,它的建筑有什么问题吗?”
“Well, it’s this way,” said George.
“嗯,就是这样,”乔治说。
“It’s like this.
“是这样的。
Well, for instance, that house—well, it was built like a town house.” He spoke of it in the past tense, because they had now left it far behind them—a human habit of curious significance.
嗯,比如说,那栋房子——嗯,它建得像联排别墅。”他用过去时态谈论它,因为他们现在已经把它远远抛在了身后——这是一种具有奇怪意义的人类习惯。
“It was like a house meant for a street in the city.
“这就像一座建在城市街道上的房子。
What kind of a house was that for people of any taste to build out here in the country?”
对于任何品味的人来说,在乡下建造什么样的房子?”
“But papa says it’s built that way on purpose.
“但爸爸说它是故意这样建造的。
There are a lot of other houses being built in this direction, and papa says the city’s coming out this way; and in a year or two that house will be right in town.”
还有很多其他的房子是朝这个方向建造的,爸爸说这座城市正朝这个方向发展。一两年后,那栋房子就会在城里了。”
“It was a bum house, anyhow,” said George crossly.
“无论如何,那是一座破烂的房子,”乔治生气地说。
“I don’t even know the people that are building it.
“我什至不认识建造它的人。
They say a lot of riffraff come to town every year nowadays and there’s other riffraff that have always lived here, and have made a little money, and act as if they owned the place.
他们说现在每年都有很多痞子进城,还有其他痞子一直住在这里,赚了点钱,表现得好像他们拥有这个地方一样。
Uncle Sydney was talking about it yesterday: he says he and some of his friends are organizing a country club, and already some of these riffraff are worming into it—people he never heard of at all!
悉尼叔叔昨天谈到了这件事:他说他和他的一些朋友正在组织一个乡村俱乐部,而其中一些痞子已经混进去了——那些他根本没听说过的人!
Anyhow, I guess it’s pretty clear you don’t know a great deal about architecture.”
不管怎样,我想很明显你对建筑了解不多。”
She demonstrated the completeness of her amiability by laughing.
她用笑来表现出她的和蔼可亲。
“I’ll know something about the North Pole before long,” she said, “if we keep going much farther in this direction!”
“我很快就会对北极有所了解,”她说,“如果我们继续朝这个方向走得更远!”
At this he was remorseful.
想到这里,他就后悔了。
“All right, we’ll turn, and drive south awhile till you get warmed up again.
“好吧,我们转身,向南行驶一段时间,直到你再次热身为止。
I expect we have been going against the wind about long enough.
我想我们已经逆风行驶了足够长的时间了。
Indeed, I’m sorry!”
确实,对不起!”
He said, “Indeed, I’m sorry,” in a nice way, and looked very strikingly handsome when he said it, she thought.
他用一种友善的方式说:“确实,我很抱歉”,她想,当他说这句话的时候,他看起来非常英俊。
No doubt it is true that there is more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner repented than over all the saints who consistently remain holy, and the rare, sudden gentlenesses of arrogant people have infinitely more effect than the continual gentleness of gentle people.
毫无疑问,天堂里对一个悔改的罪人比对所有始终保持圣洁的圣徒更喜乐,这是事实,傲慢的人罕见的、突然的温柔比温柔的人持续的温柔更有效。
Arrogance turned gentle melts the heart; and Lucy gave her companion a little sidelong, sunny nod of acknowledgment.
傲慢变得温柔,融化人心;露西向她的同伴微笑着点头致意。
George was dazzled by the quick glow of her eyes, and found himself at a loss for something to say.
乔治被她眼睛里迅速闪烁的光芒弄得眼花缭乱,发现自己不知道该说什么。
Having turned about, he kept his horse to a walk, and at this gait the sleighbells tinkled but intermittently.
转身后,他策马继续前行,在这个步态中,雪橇铃断断续续地叮当作响。
Gleaming wanly through the whitish vapour that kept rising from the trotter’s body and flanks, they were like tiny fog-bells, and made the only sounds in a great winter silence.
它们像小雾铃一样,透过从马蹄的身体和胁腹不断升起的白色蒸汽,发出苍白的光芒,在冬日的寂静中发出唯一的声音。
The white road ran between lonesome rail fences; and frozen barnyards beyond the fences showed sometimes a harrow left to rust, with its iron seat half filled with stiffened snow, and sometimes an old dead buggy, its wheels forever set, it seemed, in the solid ice of deep ruts.
白色的道路穿过孤独的铁栅栏;栅栏外冰冻的谷仓有时会出现一把生锈的耙子,铁座上一半装满了僵硬的雪,有时还有一辆破旧的马车,它的轮子似乎永远陷在深深的车辙的坚固冰里。
Chickens scratched the metallic earth with an air of protest, and a masterless ragged colt looked up in sudden horror at the mild tinkle of the passing bells, then blew fierce clouds of steam at the sleigh.
鸡们带着抗议的神情抓挠着金属地面,一匹无主的破烂小马突然惊恐地抬头看着路过的铃声,然后向雪橇喷出猛烈的蒸汽云。
The snow no longer fell, and far ahead, in a grayish cloud that lay upon the land, was the town.
雪不再飘落,前方远处,大地上笼罩着一层灰色的云彩,那是一座城镇。
Lucy looked at this distant thickening reflection.
露西看着远处这个越来越浓重的倒影。
“When we get this far out we can see there must be quite a little smoke hanging over the town,” she said.
“当我们走到这么远的地方时,我们可以看到镇上空一定有相当多的烟雾,”她说。
“I suppose that’s because it’s growing.
“我想那是因为它正在增长。
As it grows bigger it seems to get ashamed of itself, so it makes this cloud and hides in it.
随着它越来越大,它似乎对自己感到羞愧,所以它制造了这朵云并躲在里面。
Papa says it used to be a bit nicer when he lived here: he always speaks of it differently—he always has a gentle look, a particular tone of voice, I’ve noticed.
爸爸说他以前住在这里的时候情况要好一些:他总是用不同的方式谈论它——我注意到,他总是有一种温和的表情,一种特殊的语气。
He must have been very fond of it.
他一定非常喜欢它。
It must have been a lovely place: everybody must have been so jolly.
那一定是一个可爱的地方:每个人一定都很快乐。
From the way he talks, you’d think life here then was just one long midsummer serenade.
从他说话的方式来看,你可能会认为这里的生活只是一首漫长的仲夏小夜曲。
He declares it was always sunshine, that the air wasn’t like the air anywhere else—that, as he remembers it, there always seemed to be gold-dust in the air.
他宣称这里总是阳光明媚,空气与其他地方的空气不同——据他记忆,空气中似乎总是有金粉。
I doubt it!
我对此表示怀疑!
I think it doesn’t seem to be duller air to him now just on account of having a little soot in it sometimes, but probably because he was twenty years younger then.
我想,现在的空气对他来说似乎并不单调,只是因为有时里面有一点烟灰,而可能是因为那时他年轻了二十岁。
It seems to me the gold-dust he thinks was here is just his being young that he remembers.
在我看来,他认为这里的金粉只是他记忆中的年轻时光。
I think it was just youth.
我想这只是青春。
It is pretty pleasant to be young, isn’t it?” She laughed absently, then appeared to become wistful.
年轻真好,不是吗?”她心不在焉地笑了笑,然后显得若有所思。
“I wonder if we really do enjoy it as much as we’ll look back and think we did!
“我想知道我们是否真的像我们回想起来那样享受它!
I don’t suppose so.
我不这么认为。
Anyhow, for my part I feel as if I must be missing something about it, somehow, because I don’t ever seem to be thinking about what’s happening at the present moment; I’m always looking forward to something—thinking about things that will happen when I’m older.”
不管怎样,就我而言,我感觉好像我一定错过了一些事情,不知何故,因为我似乎从来没有想过目前正在发生的事情;我总是期待一些事情——思考当我长大后会发生的事情。”
“You’re a funny girl,” George said gently.
“你是个有趣的女孩,”乔治温柔地说。
“But your voice sounds pretty nice when you think and talk along together like that!”
“不过你们这样一起思考、一起说话的时候,你的声音听起来很好听!”
The horse shook himself all over, and the impatient sleighbells made his wish audible.
马全身摇晃,不耐烦的雪橇铃让他的愿望听得见。
Accordingly, George tightened the reins, and the cutter was off again at a three-minute trot, no despicable rate of speed.
于是,乔治拉紧了缰绳,快艇又以三分钟的小跑速度出发了,速度并不卑鄙。
It was not long before they were again passing Lucy’s Beautiful House, and here George thought fit to put an appendix to his remark.
不久之后,他们又经过了露西美丽的房子,乔治认为在这里应该为他的话添加一个附录。
“You’re a funny girl, and you know a lot—but I don’t believe you know much about architecture!”
“你是个有趣的女孩,而且你知道很多——但我不相信你对建筑了解很多!”
Coming toward them, black against the snowy road, was a strange silhouette.
一个奇怪的身影向他们走来,在雪路的映衬下呈黑色。
It approached moderately and without visible means of progression, so the matter seemed from a distance; but as the cutter shortened the distance, the silhouette was revealed to be Mr. Morgan’s horseless carriage, conveying four people atop: Mr. Morgan with George’s mother beside him, and, in the rear seat, Miss Fanny Minafer and the Honourable George Amberson.
它接近得很慢,没有明显的进展方式,所以这件事看起来很遥远。但当快艇缩短距离时,轮廓被揭示为摩根先生的无马马车,上面载着四个人:摩根先生和乔治的母亲在他旁边,后座是范妮·米纳弗小姐和乔治·安伯森阁下。
All four seemed to be in the liveliest humour, like high-spirited people upon a new adventure; and Isabel waved her handkerchief dashingly as the cutter flashed by them.
四人看上去都心情愉快,就像意气风发的人即将踏上新的冒险之旅。当刀具从他们身边闪过时,伊莎贝尔潇洒地挥舞着她的手帕。
“For the Lord’s sake!” George gasped.
“看在主的份上!”乔治喘着气。
“Your mother’s a dear,” said Lucy.
“你妈妈是个亲爱的人,”露西说。
“And she does wear the most bewitching _things!_ She looked like a Russian princess, though I doubt if they’re that handsome.”
“她确实穿着最迷人的东西!她看起来像一位俄罗斯公主,尽管我怀疑它们是否有那么英俊。”
George said nothing; he drove on till they had crossed Amberson Addition and reached the stone pillars at the head of National Avenue.
乔治什么也没说。他继续行驶,直到穿过安伯森附加区,到达国家大道尽头的石柱。
There he turned.
他转过身来。
“Let’s go back and take another look at that old sewing-machine,” he said.
“我们回去再看看那台旧缝纫机吧,”他说。
“It certainly is the weirdest, craziest—”
“这确实是最奇怪、最疯狂的——”
He left the sentence unfinished, and presently they were again in sight of the old sewing-machine.
他的话还没说完,不久他们又看到了那台旧缝纫机。
George shouted mockingly.
乔治嘲笑地喊道。
Alas!
唉!
three figures stood in the road, and a pair of legs, with the toes turned up, indicated that a fourth figure lay upon its back in the snow, beneath a horseless carriage that had decided to need a horse.
路上站着三个人影,一双脚尖朝上,表明第四个人影仰面躺在雪地里,在一辆没有马拉的马车下面,而这辆马车决定需要一匹马。
George became vociferous with laughter, and coming up at his trotter’s best gait, snow spraying from runners and every hoof, swerved to the side of the road and shot by, shouting, “Git a hoss!
乔治哈哈大笑起来,以他最好的步态走起,雪花从跑步者和每只蹄子上喷出,转向路边,疾驰而过,喊道:“快点!
Git a hoss!
来吧!
Git a hoss!”
来一发!”
Three hundred yards away he turned and came back, racing; leaning out as he passed, to wave jeeringly at the group about the disabled machine: “Git a hoss!
三百码外,他转身又跑了回来。当他经过时,他探出身子,嘲笑地向一群关于机器故障的人挥手:“滚蛋!
Git a hoss!
来吧!
Git a—”
给我一个——”
The trotter had broken into a gallop, and Lucy cried a warning: “Be careful!” she said.
小马突然狂奔起来,露西大声警告道:“小心!”她说。
“Look where you’re driving!
“看看你开车去哪儿了!
There’s a ditch on that side.
那边有一条沟。
_Look_—”
_看_——”
George turned too late; the cutter’s right runner went into the ditch and snapped off; the little sleigh upset, and, after dragging its occupants some fifteen yards, left them lying together in a bank of snow.
乔治转身太晚了;快艇的右滑轮进入沟渠并折断;小雪橇翻倒了,把乘客拖了大约十五码后,把他们一起躺在了雪堆里。
Then the vigorous young horse kicked himself free of all annoyances, and disappeared down the road, galloping cheerfully.
然后,那匹精力充沛的小马一脚踢开所有的烦恼,欢快地驰骋在路上消失了。
Chapter VIII
第八章
When George regained some measure of his presence of mind, Miss Lucy Morgan’s cheek, snowy and cold, was pressing his nose slightly to one side; his right arm was firmly about her neck; and a monstrous amount of her fur boa seemed to mingle with an equally unplausible quantity of snow in his mouth.
当乔治恢复一定程度的冷静时,露西·摩根小姐冰冷冰雪的脸颊正把他的鼻子轻轻压向一侧;他的右臂牢牢地搂住了她的脖子。她那巨大的毛皮围巾似乎与他嘴里同样多得令人难以置信的雪混合在一起。
He was confused, but conscious of no objection to any of these juxtapositions.
他很困惑,但意识到并不反对任何这些并置。
She was apparently uninjured, for she sat up, hatless, her hair down, and said mildly:
她显然没有受伤,因为她坐了起来,没戴帽子,头发垂下来,温和地说:
“Good heavens!”
“天哪!”
Though her father had been under his machine when they passed, he was the first to reach them.
尽管他们经过时她父亲就在他的机器下面,但他是第一个到达他们身边的。
He threw himself on his knees beside his daughter, but found her already laughing, and was reassured.
他跪在女儿身边,发现她已经笑了,这才放心了。
“They’re all right,” he called to Isabel, who was running toward them, ahead of her brother and Fanny Minafer.
“他们都没事,”他对伊莎贝尔喊道,伊莎贝尔在她哥哥和范妮·米纳弗前面跑向他们。
“This snowbank’s a feather bed—nothing the matter with them at all.
“这个雪堆就像一个羽毛床——它们根本没有问题。
Don’t look so pale!”
别显得这么苍白!”
“Georgie!” she gasped.
“乔吉!”她喘着气。
“_Georgie!_”
“_乔吉!_”
Georgie was on his feet, snow all over him.
乔吉站了起来,浑身都是雪。
“Don’t make a fuss, mother!
“妈妈别闹了!
Nothing’s the matter.
没什么问题。
That darned silly horse—”
那匹该死的傻马——”
Sudden tears stood in Isabel’s eyes.
伊莎贝尔的眼里突然涌出泪水。
“To see you down underneath—dragging—oh—” Then with shaking hands she began to brush the snow from him.
“看到你在下面——拖着——哦——”然后她用颤抖的双手开始掸去他身上的雪。
“Let me alone,” he protested.
“别打扰我,”他抗议道。
“You’ll ruin your gloves.
“你会毁掉你的手套的。
You’re getting snow all over you, and—”
你身上都沾满了雪,而且——”
“No, no!” she cried.
“不,不!”她哭了。
“You’ll catch cold; you mustn’t catch cold!” And she continued to brush him.
“你会着凉的;你可别着凉了!”她继续给他刷毛。
Amberson had brought Lucy’s hat; Miss Fanny acted as lady’s-maid; and both victims of the accident were presently restored to about their usual appearance and condition of apparel.
安伯森带来了露西的帽子。范妮小姐担任女仆。事故中的两名受害者目前都已恢复到平常的样子和服装状况。
In fact, encouraged by the two older gentlemen, the entire party, with one exception, decided that the episode was after all a merry one, and began to laugh about it.
事实上,在两位年长先生的鼓励下,除了一个例外,整个聚会都认为这件事毕竟是一件快乐的事,并开始大笑起来。
But George was glummer than the December twilight now swiftly closing in.
但乔治的心情比十二月的黄昏还要阴沉。
“That darned horse!” he said.
“那该死的马!”他说。
“I wouldn’t bother about Pendennis, Georgie,” said his uncle.
“我不会为潘丹尼斯操心,乔吉,”他叔叔说。
“You can send a man out for what’s left of the cutter tomorrow, and Pendennis will gallop straight home to his stable: he’ll be there a long while before we will, because all we’ve got to depend on to get us home is Gene Morgan’s broken-down chafing-dish yonder.”
“明天你可以派一个人去拿剩下的切割机,潘丹尼斯会直接跑回他的马厩:他会比我们早到那里,因为我们回家只能依靠吉恩·摩根那只坏了的火锅。”
They were approaching the machine as he spoke, and his friend, again underneath it, heard him.
当他说话时,他们正在接近机器,他的朋友又在机器下面,听到了他的声音。
He emerged, smiling.
他出现了,微笑着。
“She’ll go,” he said.
“她会走的,”他说。
“What!”
“什么!”
“All aboard!”
“全部上车!”
He offered his hand to Isabel.
他向伊莎贝尔伸出了手。
She was smiling but still pale, and her eyes, in spite of the smile, kept upon George in a shocked anxiety.
她微笑着,但脸色仍然苍白,尽管她微笑着,但她的眼睛仍然带着震惊的焦虑盯着乔治。
Miss Fanny had already mounted to the rear seat, and George, after helping Lucy Morgan to climb up beside his aunt, was following.
范妮小姐已经坐到了后座上,乔治扶着露西·摩根爬到了姨妈身边,也跟在后面。
Isabel saw that his shoes were light things of patent leather, and that snow was clinging to them.
伊莎贝尔看到他的鞋子是漆皮制成的,很轻,上面还粘着雪。
She made a little rush toward him, and, as one of his feet rested on the iron step of the machine, in mounting, she began to clean the snow from his shoe with her almost aerial lace handkerchief.
她冲向他,当他的一只脚踩在机器的铁台阶上时,她开始用她那几乎是空中的蕾丝手帕清理他鞋子上的积雪。
“You mustn’t catch cold!” she cried.
“你可别着凉了!”她哭了。
“Stop that!” George shouted, and furiously withdrew his foot.
“别这样!”乔治大喊一声,猛地收回了脚。
“Then stamp the snow off,” she begged.
“那就把雪踩掉吧,”她恳求道。
“You mustn’t ride with wet feet.”
“你不能湿着脚骑车。”
“They’re not!” George roared, thoroughly outraged.
“他们不是!”乔治怒吼一声,彻底愤怒了。
“For heaven’s sake get in!
“看在上帝的份上,进来吧!
You’re standing in the snow yourself.
你自己就站在雪地里。
Get in!”
进来!”
Isabel consented, turning to Morgan, whose habitual expression of apprehensiveness was somewhat accentuated.
伊莎贝尔同意了,转向摩根,摩根惯常的忧虑表情有些加重。
He climbed up after her, George Amberson having gone to the other side.
他跟着她爬了上去,乔治·安伯森已经走到了另一边。
“You’re the same Isabel I used to know!” he said in a low voice.
“你还是我以前认识的伊莎贝尔!”他低声说道。
“You’re a divinely ridiculous woman.”
“你真是个可笑的女人。”
“Am I, Eugene?” she said, not displeased.
“我是吗,尤金?”她说道,并没有不高兴。
“‘Divinely’ and ‘ridiculous’ just counterbalance each other, don’t they?
“‘神圣’和‘荒谬’正好是相互抵消的,不是吗?
Plus one and minus one equal nothing; so you mean I’m nothing in particular?”
加一和减一等于什么;所以你的意思是我没什么特别的?”
“No,” he answered, tugging at a lever.
“不,”他回答道,拉着一根杠杆。
“That doesn’t seem to be precisely what I meant.
“这似乎不是我的意思。
There!” This exclamation referred to the subterranean machinery, for dismaying sounds came from beneath the floor, and the vehicle plunged, then rolled noisily forward.
那里!”这声惊呼指的是地下机器,因为地板下面传来令人惊愕的声音,车辆猛地一陷,然后大声向前滚动。
“Behold!” George Amberson exclaimed.
“看哪!”乔治·安伯森惊呼道。
“She does move!
“她确实动了!
It must be another accident.”
这一定又是一场意外。”
“Accident?” Morgan shouted over the din.
“事故?”摩根盖过喧嚣大声喊道。
“No!
“不!
She breathes, she stirs; she seems to feel a thrill of life along her keel!” And he began to sing “The Star Spangled Banner.”
她呼吸,她动弹;她似乎在龙骨上感受到了生命的快感!”他开始唱《星条旗永不落》。
Amberson joined him lustily, and sang on when Morgan stopped.
安伯森精力充沛地加入了他,当摩根停下来时,安伯森继续唱着。
The twilight sky cleared, discovering a round moon already risen; and the musical congressman hailed this bright presence with the complete text and melody of “The Danube River.”
暮色天色放晴,一轮圆月已升起;这位音乐议员用《多瑙河》的完整歌词和旋律来赞扬这位明亮的存在。
His nephew, behind, was gloomy.
他的侄子在后面,脸色阴沉。
He had overheard his mother’s conversation with the inventor: it seemed curious to him that this Morgan, of whom he had never heard until last night, should be using the name “Isabel” so easily; and George felt that it was not just the thing for his mother to call Morgan “Eugene;” the resentment of the previous night came upon George again.
他无意中听到了母亲与发明家的谈话:他觉得奇怪的是,这个直到昨晚他才听说过的摩根竟然如此轻易地使用了“伊莎贝尔”这个名字。乔治觉得,称摩根为“尤金”不仅仅是他母亲的事;昨晚的怨恨再次涌上乔治的心头。
Meanwhile, his mother and Morgan continued their talk; but he could no longer hear what they said; the noise of the car and his uncle’s songful mood prevented.
与此同时,他的母亲和摩根继续谈话。但他再也听不到他们在说什么了。汽车的噪音和叔叔的歌声阻止了他。
He marked how animated Isabel seemed; it was not strange to see his mother so gay, but it was strange that a man not of the family should be the cause of her gaiety.
他注意到伊莎贝尔看起来多么活跃。看到他的母亲如此快乐并不奇怪,但奇怪的是,一个不属于家庭的男人竟然让她如此快乐。
And George sat frowning.
乔治皱着眉头坐着。
Fanny Minafer had begun to talk to Lucy.
范妮·米纳弗开始和露西说话。
“Your father wanted to prove that his horseless carriage would run, even in the snow,” she said.
“你父亲想证明他的无马马车即使在雪地里也能行驶,”她说。
“It really does, too.”
“也确实如此。”
“Of course!”
“当然!”
“It’s so interesting!
“太有趣了!
He’s been telling us how he’s going to change it.
他一直在告诉我们他将如何改变它。
He says he’s going to have wheels all made of rubber and blown up with air.
他说他将拥有全部由橡胶制成并充气的轮子。
I don’t understand what he means at all; I should think they’d explode—but Eugene seems to be very confident.
我完全不明白他的意思;我认为他们会爆炸——但尤金似乎非常有信心。
He always was confident, though.
但他始终充满信心。
It seems so like old times to hear him talk!”
听他说话就像是从前一样!”
She became thoughtful, and Lucy turned to George.
她若有所思,露西转向乔治。
“You tried to swing underneath me and break the fall for me when we went over,” she said.
“当我们翻倒时,你试图在我身下荡来荡去,帮助我避免跌倒,”她说。
“I knew you were doing that, and—it was nice of you.”
“我知道你会这么做,而且——你真是太好了。”
“Wasn’t any fall to speak of,” he returned brusquely.
“没什么可说的,”他粗暴地回答道。
“Couldn’t have hurt either of us.”
“不可能伤害我们任何一个。”
“Still it was friendly of you—and awfully quick, too.
“不过你还是很友好——而且速度也非常快。
I’ll not—I’ll not forget it!”
我不会——我不会忘记!”
Her voice had a sound of genuineness, very pleasant; and George began to forget his annoyance with her father.
她的声音听起来很真诚,非常好听。乔治开始忘记他对她父亲的烦恼。
This annoyance of his had not been alleviated by the circumstance that neither of the seats of the old sewing-machine was designed for three people, but when his neighbour spoke thus gratefully, he no longer minded the crowding—in fact, it pleased him so much that he began to wish the old sewing-machine would go even slower.
旧缝纫机的两个座位都不是为三个人设计的,这并没有减轻他的烦恼,但当他的邻居如此感激地说话时,他不再介意拥挤——事实上,这让他很高兴,他开始希望旧缝纫机走得慢一点。
And she had spoken no word of blame for his letting that darned horse get the cutter into the ditch.
对于他让那匹该死的马把割刀掉进沟里的事,她没有说任何责备的话。
George presently addressed her hurriedly, almost tremulously, speaking close to her ear:
乔治立即贴近她的耳边,急促地、几乎是颤抖地对她说话:
“I forgot to tell you something: you’re pretty nice!
“我忘了告诉你一件事:你真好!
I thought so the first second I saw you last night.
昨晚我见到你的第一秒我就是这么想的。
I’ll come for you tonight and take you to the Assembly at the Amberson Hotel.
今晚我会来接您,带您去安伯森酒店参加集会。
You’re going, aren’t you?”
你要去,是吗?”
“Yes, but I’m going with papa and the Sharons.
“是的,但我要和爸爸和沙龙一家一起去。
I’ll see you there.”
我会在那里见到你。”
“Looks to me as if you were awfully conventional,” George grumbled; and his disappointment was deeper than he was willing to let her see—though she probably did see.
“在我看来,你似乎非常传统,”乔治抱怨道。他的失望之情比他愿意让她看到的还要深——尽管她可能确实看到了。
“Well, we’ll dance the cotillion together, anyhow.”
“好吧,无论如何,我们都会一起跳舞会。”
“I’m afraid not.
“恐怕不是。
I promised Mr. Kinney.”
我答应过金尼先生。”
“What!” George’s tone was shocked, as at incredible news.
“什么!”乔治的语气很震惊,就像听到了令人难以置信的消息一样。
“Well, you could break _that_ engagement, I guess, if you wanted to!
“好吧,我想,如果你愿意的话,你可以解除婚约!
Girls always can get out of things when they want to.
女孩们总是能在她们想要的时候摆脱困境。
Won’t you?”
你不会吗?
“I don’t think so.”
“我不这么认为。”
“Why not?”
“为什么不呢?”
“Because I promised him.
“因为我答应过他。
Several days ago.”
几天前。”
George gulped, and lowered his pride, “I don’t—oh, look here!
乔治咽了口口水,放下了骄傲,“我不——哦,看这里!
I only want to go to that thing tonight to get to see something of you; and if you don’t dance the cotillion with me, how can I?
我今晚想去那件事只是为了见见你;如果你不和我一起跳舞会,我怎么能?
I’ll only be here two weeks, and the others have got all the rest of your visit to see you.
我只会在这里呆两周,其他人在你剩下的时间里都可以来看望你。
_Won’t_ you do it, please?”
请你_不_这样做吗?”
“I couldn’t.”
“我不能。”
“See here!” said the stricken George.
“看这里!”受伤的乔治说道。
“If you’re going to decline to dance that cotillion with me simply because you’ve promised a—a—a miserable red-headed outsider like Fred Kinney, why we might as well quit!”
“如果你仅仅因为答应了一个——一个——像弗雷德·金尼这样的可怜的红发局外人,就拒绝和我一起跳舞,那我们还不如退出呢!”
“Quit what?”
“戒掉什么?”
“You know perfectly well what I mean,” he said huskily.
“你完全明白我的意思,”他沙哑地说。
“I don’t.”
“我不知道。”
“Well, you ought to!”
“嗯,你应该这么做!”
“But I don’t at all!”
“但我根本不知道!”
George, thoroughly hurt, and not a little embittered, expressed himself in a short outburst of laughter: “Well, I ought to have seen it!”
乔治彻底受伤了,而且还带着不小的怨恨,他突然大笑起来:“好吧,我应该看到它!”
“Seen what?”
“看到什么了?”
“That you might turn out to be a girl who’d like a fellow of the red-headed Kinney sort.
“你可能会成为一个喜欢红发金尼那样的男人的女孩。
I ought to have seen it from the first!”
我一开始就应该看到的!”
Lucy bore her disgrace lightly.
露西对她的耻辱毫不在意。
“Oh, dancing a cotillion with a person doesn’t mean that you like him—but I don’t see anything in particular the matter with Mr. Kinney.
“哦,和一个人一起跳舞并不意味着你喜欢他——但我不认为金尼先生有什么特别的问题。
What is?”
什么是?
“If you don’t see anything the matter with him for yourself,” George responded, icily, “I don’t think pointing it out would help you.
“如果你自己没有发现他有什么问题,”乔治冷冷地回答,“我认为指出这一点对你没有帮助。
You probably wouldn’t understand.”
你可能不会明白。”
“You might try,” she suggested.
“你可以尝试一下,”她建议道。
“Of course I’m a stranger here, and if people have done anything wrong or have something unpleasant about them, I wouldn’t have any way of knowing it, just at first.
“当然,我是这里的陌生人,如果人们做了什么错事或者有什么不愉快的事情,我一开始就没有任何办法知道。
If poor Mr. Kinney—”
如果可怜的金尼先生——”
“I prefer not to discuss it,” said George curtly.
“我不想讨论这个问题,”乔治简短地说。
“He’s an enemy of mine.”
“他是我的敌人。”
“Why?”
“为什么?”
“I prefer not to discuss it.”
“我不想讨论这个问题。”
“Well, but—”
“好吧,但是——”
“I prefer not to discuss it!”
“我不想讨论这个!”
“Very well.” She began to hum the air of the song which Mr. George Amberson was now discoursing, “O moon of my delight that knows no wane”—and there was no further conversation on the back seat.
“很好。”她开始哼起乔治·安伯森先生现在正在讲的那首歌:“啊,我喜悦的月亮,永不衰落”——后座上没有再说话。
They had entered Amberson Addition, and the moon of Mr. Amberson’s delight was overlaid by a slender Gothic filagree; the branches that sprang from the shade trees lining the street.
他们已经进入了安伯森附加区,安伯森先生的喜悦之月被细长的哥特式金丝覆盖。从街道两旁的遮荫树上伸出的树枝。
Through the windows of many of the houses rosy lights were flickering; and silver tinsel and evergreen wreaths and brilliant little glass globes of silver and wine colour could be seen, and glimpses were caught of Christmas trees, with people decking them by firelight—reminders that this was Christmas Eve.
许多房屋的窗户里都闪烁着玫瑰色的灯光。银色金属丝、常绿花环、银色和酒色的闪亮小玻璃球随处可见,人们还瞥见圣诞树,人们用火光装饰它们——提醒人们这是平安夜。
The ride-stealers had disappeared from the highway, though now and then, over the gasping and howling of the horseless carriage, there came a shrill jeer from some young passer-by upon the sidewalk:
偷车贼已经从高速公路上消失了,尽管在无马马车的喘息声和嚎叫声中,人行道上时不时地传来一些年轻路人的尖锐嘲笑声:
“Mister, fer heaven’s sake go an’ git a hoss!
“先生,看在上帝的份上,去拿一匹马吧!
Git a hoss!
来吧!
_Git_ a hoss!”
_Git_一匹马!”
The contrivance stopped with a heart-shaking jerk before Isabel’s house.
这个装置在伊莎贝尔家门口突然停止了。
The gentlemen jumped down, helping Isabel and Fanny to descend; there were friendly leavetakings—and one that was not precisely friendly.
先生们跳了下来,帮助伊莎贝尔和范妮下降。有友好的告别——也有不完全友好的告别。
“It’s ‘au revoir,’ till to-night, isn’t it?” Lucy asked, laughing.
“今晚就到此为止了,不是吗?”露西笑着问道。
“Good afternoon!” said George, and he did not wait, as his relatives did, to see the old sewing machine start briskly down the street, toward the Sharons’; its lighter load consisting now of only Mr. Morgan and his daughter.
“下午好!”乔治说,他没有像他的亲戚那样等着看那台旧缝纫机沿着街道轻快地启动,驶向沙龙家。较轻的负载现在只剩下摩根先生和他的女儿了。
George went into the house at once.
乔治立刻进了屋。
He found his father reading the evening paper in the library.
他发现父亲正在图书馆看晚报。
“Where are your mother and your Aunt Fanny?” Mr. Minafer inquired, not looking up.
“你妈妈和范妮阿姨在哪儿?”米纳弗先生没有抬头问道。
“They’re coming,” said his son; and, casting himself heavily into a chair, stared at the fire.
“他们来了,”他的儿子说。然后,他重重地坐到椅子上,盯着炉火。
His prediction was verified a few moments later; the two ladies came in cheerfully, unfastening their fur cloaks.
几分钟后,他的预测得到了证实。两位女士兴高采烈地走进来,解开她们的毛皮斗篷。
“It’s all right, Georgie,” said Isabel.
“没关系,乔吉,”伊莎贝尔说。
“Your Uncle George called to us that Pendennis got home safely.
“你的乔治叔叔打电话给我们说潘丹尼斯已经安全回家了。
Put your shoes close to the fire, dear, or else go and change them.” She went to her husband and patted him lightly on the shoulder, an action which George watched with sombre moodiness.
亲爱的,把你的鞋子放在靠近火的地方,否则就去换吧。”她走到丈夫身边,轻轻拍拍他的肩膀,乔治忧郁地看着这一举动。
“You might dress before long,” she suggested.
“你很快就可以穿衣服了,”她建议道。
“We’re all going to the Assembly, after dinner, aren’t we?
“晚饭后我们都会去参加大会,不是吗?
Brother George said he’d go with us.”
乔治弟兄说他会和我们一起去。”
“Look here,” said George abruptly.
“看这里,”乔治突然说道。
“How about this man Morgan and his old sewing-machine?
“摩根这个人和他的旧缝纫机怎么样?
Doesn’t he want to get grandfather to put money into it?
他不是想让爷爷投钱进去吗?
Isn’t he trying to work Uncle George for that?
他不是想为乔治叔叔工作吗?
Isn’t that what he’s up to?”
这不是他的目的吗?”
It was Miss Fanny who responded.
回应的是范妮小姐。
“You little silly!” she cried, with surprising sharpness.
“你这个小傻瓜!”她大声叫道,声音令人惊讶。
“What on earth are you talking about?
“你到底在说什么?
Eugene Morgan’s perfectly able to finance his own inventions these days.”
如今,尤金·摩根完全有能力为自己的发明提供资金。”
“I’ll bet he borrows money of Uncle George,” the nephew insisted.
“我敢打赌他是向乔治叔叔借的钱,”侄子坚持说。
Isabel looked at him in grave perplexity.
伊莎贝尔一脸困惑地看着他。
“Why do you say such a thing, George?” she asked.
“乔治,你为什么这么说?”她问道。
“He strikes me as that sort of man,” he answered doggedly.
“我觉得他就是这样的人。”他固执地回答道。
“Isn’t he, father?”
“他不是吗,父亲?”
Minafer set down his paper for the moment.
米纳弗暂时放下了他的报纸。
“He was a fairly wild young fellow twenty years ago,” he said, glancing at his wife absently.
“二十年前,他还是个相当狂野的年轻人,”他心不在焉地看了妻子一眼,说道。
“He was like you in one thing, Georgie; he spent too much money—only he didn’t have any mother to get money out of a grandfather for him, so he was usually in debt.
“他在某一件事上和你很像,乔吉;他花了太多钱——只是他没有母亲为他从祖父那里借钱,所以他经常负债累累。
But I believe I’ve heard he’s done fairly well of late years.
但我相信我听说他近年来表现相当不错。
No, I can’t say I think he’s a swindler, and I doubt if he needs anybody else’s money to back his horseless carriage.”
不,我不能说我认为他是个骗子,而且我怀疑他是否需要别人的钱来支持他的无马马车。”
“Well, what’s he brought the old thing here for, then?
“那么,他把这个老东西带到这里来干什么?
People that own elephants don’t take them elephants around with ’em when they go visiting.
拥有大象的人在参观时不会随身携带大象。
What’s he got it here for?”
他把它弄到这里来干什么?”
“I’m sure I don’t know,” said Mr. Minafer, resuming his paper.
“我确信我不知道,”米纳弗先生说,继续写他的论文。
“You might ask him.”
“你可以问问他。”
Isabel laughed, and patted her husband’s shoulder again.
伊莎贝尔笑了,再次拍拍丈夫的肩膀。
“Aren’t you going to dress?
“你不穿衣服吗?
Aren’t we all going to the dance?”
我们不是都去参加舞会吗?”
He groaned faintly.
他微弱地呻吟了一声。
“Aren’t your brother and Georgie escorts enough for you and Fanny?”
“你和范妮的哥哥和乔吉护送还不够吗?”
“Wouldn’t you enjoy it at all?”
“你难道一点儿也不享受吗?”
“You know I don’t.”
“你知道我不知道。”
Isabel let her hand remain upon his shoulder a moment longer; she stood behind him, looking into the fire, and George, watching her broodingly, thought there was more colour in her face than the reflection of the flames accounted for.
伊莎贝尔把手放在他肩上多停留了一会儿。她站在他身后,望着火焰,乔治若有所思地看着她,觉得她脸上的颜色比火焰反射的还要多。
“Well, then,” she said indulgently, “stay at home and be happy.
“那么,”她宽容地说,“待在家里,开心点。
We won’t urge you if you’d really rather not.”
如果你实在不愿意的话,我们不会催促你。”
“I really wouldn’t,” he said contentedly.
“我真的不会。”他满足地说。
Half an hour later, George was passing through the upper hall, in a bath-robe stage of preparation for the evening’s gaieties, when he encountered his Aunt Fanny.
半小时后,乔治穿着浴袍穿过上层大厅,为晚上的欢乐活动做准备,这时他遇到了范妮姨妈。
He stopped her.
他阻止了她。
“Look here!” he said.
“看这里!”他说。
“What in the world is the matter with you?” she demanded, regarding him with little amiability.
“你到底怎么了?” “怎么了?”她问道,看着他的态度一点也不友善。
“You look as if you were rehearsing for a villain in a play.
“你看上去就像是在为戏剧中的反派排练一样。
Do change your expression!”
快换换表情吧!”
His expression gave no sign of yielding to the request; on the contrary, its somberness deepened.
他的表情没有表现出屈服的迹象。反而更加阴郁了。
“I suppose you don’t know why father doesn’t want to go tonight,” he said solemnly.
“我想你不知道父亲为什么今晚不想去,”他严肃地说。
“You’re his only sister, and yet you don’t know!”
“你是他唯一的妹妹,你却不知道!”
“He never wants to go anywhere that I ever heard of,” said Fanny.
“他从来不想去我听说过的任何地方,”范妮说。
“What is the matter with you?”
“你怎么了?”
“He doesn’t want to go because he doesn’t like this man Morgan.”
“他不想去,因为他不喜欢摩根这个人。”
“Good gracious!” Fanny cried impatiently.
“天哪!”范妮不耐烦地哭了。
“Eugene Morgan isn’t in your father’s thoughts at all, one way or the other.
“无论如何,尤金·摩根根本不在你父亲的脑海里。
Why should he be?”
为什么他应该这样?
George hesitated.
乔治犹豫了。
“Well—it strikes me—Look here, what makes you and—and everybody—so excited over him?”
“嗯——我突然想到——看这里,是什么让你和——还有每个人——对他如此兴奋?”
“Excited!” she jeered.
“兴奋的!”她嘲笑道。
“Can’t people be glad to see an old friend without silly children like you having to make a to-do about it?
“如果没有像你这样的傻孩子不得不为此做点什么,人们难道不会很高兴见到老朋友吗?
I’ve just been in your mother’s room suggesting that she might give a little dinner for them—”
我刚刚在你母亲的房间里建议她可以为他们准备一顿小晚餐——”
“For who?”
“为了谁?”
“For _whom_, Georgie!
“为了_谁_,乔吉!
For Mr. Morgan and his daughter.”
为了摩根先生和他的女儿。”
“Look here!” George said quickly.
“看这里!”乔治很快说道。
“Don’t do that!
“别这么做!
Mother mustn’t do that.
妈妈不可以这样做。
It wouldn’t look well.”
看起来不太好。”
“Wouldn’t look well!” Fanny mocked him; and her suppressed vehemence betrayed a surprising acerbity.
“看起来不太好!”范妮嘲笑他。她压抑的热情流露出令人惊讶的尖酸刻薄。
“See here, Georgie Minafer, I suggest that you just march straight on into your room and finish your dressing!
“看这里,乔吉·米纳弗,我建议你直接走进你的房间,穿好衣服!
Sometimes you say things that show you have a pretty mean little mind!”
有时候你说的话表明你的心肠很卑鄙!”
George was so astounded by this outburst that his indignation was delayed by his curiosity.
乔治对他的爆发感到非常震惊,他的愤怒被他的好奇心延迟了。
“Why, what upsets you this way?” he inquired.
“怎么,什么事让你这么不高兴?”他问道。
“I know what you mean,” she said, her voice still lowered, but not decreasing in sharpness.
“我明白你的意思,”她说道,声音仍然压低,但尖锐程度却没有减弱。
“You’re trying to insinuate that I’d get your mother to invite Eugene Morgan here on my account because he’s a widower!”
“你试图暗示我会让你母亲以我的名义邀请尤金·摩根来这里,因为他是个鳏夫!”
“I am?” George gasped, nonplussed.
“我是?”乔治喘着粗气,一脸困惑。
“I’m trying to insinuate that you’re setting your cap at him and getting mother to help you?
“我是想暗示你是在向他下定决心,让妈妈来帮你?
Is that what you mean?”
你是这个意思吗?”
Beyond a doubt that was what Miss Fanny meant.
毫无疑问,这就是范妮小姐的意思。
She gave him a white-hot look.
她给了他一个白热化的眼神。
“You attend to your own affairs!” she whispered fiercely, and swept away.
“你自己的事你管吧!”她恶狠狠地低语了一声,然后一扫而去。
George, dumfounded, returned to his room for meditation.
乔治目瞪口呆,回到自己的房间沉思。
He had lived for years in the same house with his Aunt Fanny, and it now appeared that during all those years he had been thus intimately associating with a total stranger.
他和范妮姨妈住在同一所房子里很多年了,现在看来,这些年来他一直在和一个完全陌生的人交往密切。
Never before had he met the passionate lady with whom he had just held a conversation in the hall.
他以前从未见过刚刚在大厅里与他交谈的那位热情的女士。
So she wanted to get married!
所以她想结婚!
And wanted George’s mother to help her with this horseless-carriage widower!
并希望乔治的母亲能帮助她对付这个没有马车的鳏夫!
“Well, I _will_ be shot!” he muttered aloud.
“好吧,我会被枪杀的!”他大声嘀咕道。
“I will—I certainly will be shot!” And he began to laugh.
“我会——我一定会被枪杀!”他开始大笑。
“Lord ’lmighty!”
“万能的主啊!”
But presently, at the thought of the horseless-carriage widower’s daughter, his grimness returned, and he resolved upon a line of conduct for the evening.
但不久,一想到无马车鳏夫的女儿,他的表情又回来了,他决定今晚的行为方针。
He would nod to her carelessly when he first saw her; and, after that, he would notice her no more: he would not dance with her; he would not favour her in the cotillion—he would not go near her!
第一次见到她时,他会漫不经心地向她点头;从那以后,他就不再注意到她了:他不再和她跳舞了;他不再和她跳舞了。他不会在舞会上偏爱她——他不会靠近她!
He descended to dinner upon the third urgent summons of a coloured butler, having spent two hours dressing—and rehearsing.
当一位黑人管家第三次紧急召唤时,他花了两个小时穿衣和排练,下楼去吃晚饭。
Chapter IX
第九章
The Honourable George Amberson was a congressman who led cotillions—the sort of congressman an Amberson would be.
尊敬的乔治·安伯森是一位领导舞会的国会议员——安伯森就是这样的国会议员。
He did it negligently, tonight, yet with infallible dexterity, now and then glancing humorously at the spectators, people of his own age.
今晚,他做得很疏忽,但却有着绝对可靠的灵巧,时不时幽默地扫一眼观众,那些与他同龄的人。
They were seated in a tropical grove at one end of the room whither they had retired at the beginning of the cotillion, which they surrendered entirely to the twenties and the late ’teens.
他们坐在房间一端的热带树林里,在舞会开始时就在那里休息,他们完全把舞会交给了二十多岁和十几岁的年轻人。
And here, grouped with that stately pair, Sydney and Amelia Amberson, sat Isabel with Fanny, while Eugene Morgan appeared to bestow an amiable devotion impartially upon the three sisters-in-law.
伊莎贝尔和范妮坐在这对庄严的夫妇西德尼和阿米莉亚·安伯森的旁边,而尤金·摩根似乎公正地对三位嫂子表现出和蔼可亲的忠诚。
Fanny watched his face eagerly, laughing at everything he said; Amelia smiled blandly, but rather because of graciousness than because of interest; while Isabel, looking out at the dancers, rhythmically moved a great fan of blue ostrich feathers, listened to Eugene thoughtfully, yet all the while kept her shining eyes on Georgie.
范妮热切地注视着他的脸,对他所说的一切都大笑起来。阿米莉亚温和地微笑着,但与其说是出于兴趣,倒不如说是出于亲切。伊莎贝尔看着外面的舞者,有节奏地摇动一把蓝色鸵鸟羽毛的大扇,若有所思地听着尤金,但同时她那双闪亮的眼睛一直盯着乔吉。
Georgie had carried out his rehearsed projects with precision, he had given Miss Morgan a nod studied into perfection during his lengthy toilet before dinner.
乔吉精确地完成了他排练的项目,在晚饭前漫长的厕所里,他向摩根小姐点了点头,以求完美。
“Oh, yes, I do seem to remember that curious little outsider!” this nod seemed to say.
“哦,对了,我好像还记得那个好奇的小外人!”这点头似乎是在说。
Thereafter, all cognizance of her evaporated: the curious little outsider was permitted no further existence worth the struggle.
此后,人们对她的所有认识都消失了:这个好奇的小局外人不再被允许继续存在值得挣扎的地方。
Nevertheless, she flashed in the corner of his eye too often.
然而,她却太多次在他的眼角闪过。
He was aware of her dancing demurely, and of her viciously flirtatious habit of never looking up at her partner, but keeping her eyes concealed beneath downcast lashes; and he had over-sufficient consciousness of her between the dances, though it was not possible to see her at these times, even if he had cared to look frankly in her direction—she was invisible in a thicket of young dresscoats.
他知道她端庄地跳舞,也知道她恶毒地调情的习惯,从不抬头看她的舞伴,而是把眼睛隐藏在下垂的睫毛下;在舞蹈间隙,他对她有足够的意识,尽管在这些时候不可能看到她,即使他愿意坦率地朝她的方向看——她在一堆年轻的礼服中是看不见的。
The black thicket moved as she moved and her location was hatefully apparent, even if he had not heard her voice laughing from the thicket.
黑色的灌木丛随着她的移动而移动,即使他没有听到她在灌木丛中大笑的声音,她的位置也非常明显。
It was annoying how her voice, though never loud, pursued him.
令人恼火的是,她的声音虽然不大,但却追着他。
No matter how vociferous were other voices, all about, he seemed unable to prevent himself from constantly recognizing hers.
无论周围有多么喧闹的声音,他似乎都无法阻止自己不断地认出她的声音。
It had a quaver in it, not pathetic—rather humorous than pathetic—a quality which annoyed him to the point of rage, because it was so difficult to get away from.
它有一种颤抖,不是可悲的——而是幽默而不是可悲的——这种品质让他恼怒到了愤怒的程度,因为它是如此难以摆脱。
She seemed to be having a “wonderful time!”
她似乎度过了“美好的时光!”
An unbearable soreness accumulated in his chest: his dislike of the girl and her conduct increased until he thought of leaving this sickening Assembly and going home to bed.
他的胸口积聚着难以忍受的酸痛:他对这个女孩和她的行为越来越厌恶,直到他想到离开这个令人作呕的集会,回家睡觉。
_That_ would show her!
_那_会告诉她!
But just then he heard her laughing, and decided that it wouldn’t show her.
但就在这时,他听到了她的笑声,于是决定不让她看到。
So he remained.
所以他留下来了。
When the young couples seated themselves in chairs against the walls, round three sides of the room, for the cotillion, George joined a brazen-faced group clustering about the doorway—youths with no partners, yet eligible to be “called out” and favoured.
当年轻夫妇坐在房间三侧靠墙的椅子上参加舞会时,乔治加入了聚集在门口的厚脸皮的一群人——没有伴侣的年轻人,但有资格被“召唤”和受到青睐。
He marked that his uncle placed the infernal Kinney and Miss Morgan, as the leading couple, in the first chairs at the head of the line upon the leader’s right; and this disloyalty on the part of Uncle George was inexcusable, for in the family circle the nephew had often expressed his opinion of Fred Kinney.
他指出,他的叔叔把可恶的金尼和摩根小姐作为领头的夫妇,放在了领队右侧队伍最前面的第一把椅子上。乔治叔叔的这种不忠诚是不可原谅的,因为他的侄子在家庭圈子里经常表达他对弗雷德·金尼的看法。
In his bitterness, George uttered a significant monosyllable.
乔治在痛苦中说出了一个意味深长的单音节词。
The music flourished; whereupon Mr. Kinney, Miss Morgan, and six of their neighbours rose and waltzed knowingly.
音乐蓬勃发展;于是金尼先生、摩根小姐和他们的六位邻居自觉地站起来跳起了华尔兹。
Mr. Amberson’s whistle blew; then the eight young people went to the favour-table and were given toys and trinkets wherewith to delight the new partners it was now their privilege to select.
安伯森先生的哨子吹响了;然后,这八个年轻人走到了餐桌前,得到了玩具和小饰品,以让他们有幸选择的新伙伴感到高兴。
Around the walls, the seated non-participants in this ceremony looked rather conscious; some chattered, endeavouring not to appear expectant; some tried not to look wistful; and others were frankly solemn.
围墙周围,坐着的未参加仪式的人看起来相当清醒。有些人喋喋不休,尽量不表现出期待的样子。有些人试图不表现出渴望的样子。其他人则坦率地表示严肃。
It was a trying moment; and whoever secured a favour, this very first shot, might consider the portents happy for a successful evening.
这是一个艰难的时刻;无论谁在这第一枪中得到了帮助,都可能会认为这是一个成功的夜晚的预兆。
Holding their twinkling gewgaws in their hands, those about to bestow honour came toward the seated lines, where expressions became feverish.
那些即将授予荣誉的人手里拿着闪闪发光的小玩意儿,来到了就座的队列上,那里的表情变得狂热起来。
Two of the approaching girls seemed to wander, not finding a predetermined object in sight; and these two were Janie Sharon, and her cousin, Lucy.
两个走近的女孩似乎在徘徊,没有在视线中找到预定的物体。这两个人就是珍妮·莎伦和她的表弟露西。
At this, George Amberson Minafer, conceiving that he had little to anticipate from either, turned a proud back upon the room and affected to converse with his friend, Mr. Charlie Johnson.
听到这里,乔治·安伯森·米纳弗认为自己对这两个人都没有什么可期待的,他骄傲地转身背对房间,假装与他的朋友查理·约翰逊先生交谈。
The next moment a quick little figure intervened between the two.
下一刻,一道娇小的身影插在了两人之间。
It was Lucy, gaily offering a silver sleighbell decked with white ribbon.
是露西,兴高采烈地递上一个饰有白色丝带的银色雪橇铃。
“I almost couldn’t find you!” she cried.
“我差点找不到你了!”她哭了。
George stared, took her hand, led her forth in silence, danced with her.
乔治凝视着她,握住她的手,默默地领着她向前走,和她一起跳舞。
She seemed content not to talk; but as the whistle blew, signalling that this episode was concluded, and he conducted her to her seat, she lifted the little bell toward him.
她似乎满足于不说话。但当哨声响起时,这表明这一集结束了,他把她带到了座位上,她向他举起了小铃铛。
“You haven’t taken your favour.
“你还没有得到你的青睐。
You’re supposed to pin it on your coat,” she said.
你应该把它别在你的外套上,”她说。
“Don’t you want it?”
“你不想要吗?”
“If you insist!” said George stiffly.
“如果你坚持的话!”乔治生硬地说。
And he bowed her into her chair; then turned and walked away, dropping the sleighbell haughtily into his trousers’ pocket.
他把她鞠了一躬,让她坐在椅子上。然后转身走开,傲慢地把雪橇扔进裤兜里。
The figure proceeded to its conclusion, and George was given other sleighbells, which he easily consented to wear upon his lapel; but, as the next figure began, he strolled with a bored air to the tropical grove, where sat his elders, and seated himself beside his Uncle Sydney.
这个人物继续结束,乔治得到了其他雪橇铃,他很容易地同意将其戴在他的翻领上。但是,当下一个人物开始时,他带着一种无聊的神情漫步到热带丛林,那里坐着他的长辈,坐在他叔叔悉尼的旁边。
His mother leaned across Miss Fanny, raising her voice over the music to speak to him.
他的母亲靠在范妮小姐身上,在音乐声中提高了声音对他说话。
“Georgie, nobody will be able to see you here.
“乔吉,这里没有人能看到你。
You’ll not be favoured.
你不会受到青睐。
You ought to be where you can dance.”
你应该在可以跳舞的地方。”
“Don’t care to,” he returned.
“不在乎,”他回答道。
“Bore!”
“闷!”
“But you ought—” She stopped and laughed, waving her fan to direct his attention behind him.
“但你应该——”她停下来大笑着,挥舞着扇子把他的注意力引向身后。
“Look!
“看!
Over your shoulder!”
越过你的肩膀!”
He turned, and discovered Miss Lucy Morgan in the act of offering him a purple toy balloon.
他转过身,发现露西·摩根小姐正在递给他一个紫色的玩具气球。
“I found you!” she laughed.
“我找到你!”她笑了。
George was startled.
乔治吓了一跳。
“Well—” he said.
“嗯——”他说。
“Would you rather ‘sit it out?’” Lucy asked quickly, as he did not move.
“你愿意‘袖手旁观吗?’”露西很快问道,因为他没有动。
“I don’t care to dance if you—”
“我不想跳舞,如果你——”
“No,” he said, rising.
“不,”他站起来说道。
“It would be better to dance.” His tone was solemn, and solemnly he departed with her from the grove.
“跳舞会更好。”他语气凝重,郑重地带着她离开了小树林。
Solemnly he danced with her.
他庄严地与她共舞。
Four times, with not the slightest encouragement, she brought him a favour: four times in succession.
四次,她在没有丝毫鼓励的情况下,给他带来了好处:连续四次。
When the fourth came, “Look here!” said George huskily.
当第四个来的时候,“看这里!”乔治沙哑地说。
“You going to keep this up all night?
“你打算整晚都这样吗?
What do you mean by it?”
你这是什么意思?
For an instant she seemed confused.
一瞬间她显得很困惑。
“That’s what cotillions are for, aren’t they?” she murmured.
“这就是舞会的用途,不是吗?”她低声说道。
“What do you mean: what they’re for?”
“你的意思是:它们的用途是什么?”
“So that a girl can dance with a person she wants to?”
“这样一个女孩就可以和她想跳舞的人跳舞了?”
George’s huskiness increased.
乔治的声音更加沙哑了。
“Well, do you mean you—you want to dance with me all the time—all evening?”
“嗯,你是说你——你想一直和我跳舞——整个晚上吗?”
“Well, this much of it—evidently!” she laughed.
“好吧,就这么多——显然!”她笑了。
“Is it because you thought I tried to keep you from getting hurt this afternoon when we upset?”
“是因为你认为今天下午我们不高兴的时候我试图阻止你受伤吗?”
She shook her head.
她摇摇头。
“Was it because you want to even things up for making me angry—I mean, for hurting my feelings on the way home?”
“是不是因为你想报复让我生气——我是说,在回家的路上伤害了我的感情?”
With her eyes averted—for girls of nineteen can be as shy as boys, sometimes—she said, “Well—you only got angry because I couldn’t dance the cotillion with you.
她把目光移开——十九岁的女孩有时会像男孩一样害羞——她说,“好吧——你生气只是因为我不能和你一起跳舞会。
I—I didn’t feel terribly hurt with you for getting angry about _that!_”
我——我并没有因为你对那件事生气而感到受到很大的伤害!_”
“Was there any other reason?
“还有其他原因吗?
Did my telling you I liked you have anything to do with it?”
我告诉你我喜欢你和这有什么关系吗?”
She looked up gently, and, as George met her eyes, something exquisitely touching, yet queerly delightful, gave him a catch in the throat.
她轻轻地抬起头,当乔治与她四目相对时,一种美妙的触动,却又奇异的愉悦,让他卡住了喉咙。
She looked instantly away, and, turning, ran out from the palm grove, where they stood, to the dancing-floor.
她立即把目光移开,转身从他们站立的棕榈树林跑到舞池。
“Come on!” she cried.
“快点!”她哭了。
“Let’s dance!”
“我们来跳舞吧!”
He followed her.
他跟着她。
“See here—I—I—” he stammered.
“看这里——我——我——”他结结巴巴地说。
“You mean—Do you—”
“你的意思是——你是——”
“No, no!” she laughed.
“不,不!”她笑了。
“Let’s dance!”
“我们来跳舞吧!”
He put his arm about her almost tremulously, and they began to waltz.
他几乎颤抖地用手臂搂住她,然后他们开始跳华尔兹。
It was a happy dance for both of them.
这对他们俩来说都是一场快乐的舞蹈。
Christmas day is the children’s, but the holidays are youth’s dancing-time.
圣诞节是孩子们的节日,但假期是年轻人的跳舞时间。
The holidays belong to the early twenties and the ’teens, home from school and college.
假期属于二十出头和十几岁的人,他们放学回家。
These years possess the holidays for a little while, then possess them only in smiling, wistful memories of holly and twinkling lights and dance-music, and charming faces all aglow.
这些年只拥有短暂的假期,然后只拥有对冬青树、闪烁的灯光和舞曲的微笑和渴望的回忆,以及容光焕发的迷人面孔。
It is the liveliest time in life, the happiest of the irresponsible times in life.
这是人生最热闹的时光,也是人生最不负责任的时光。
Mothers echo its happiness—nothing is like a mother who has a son home from college, except another mother with a son home from college.
母亲们也响应了它的幸福——没有什么比一个母亲有一个大学毕业回家的母亲更好的了,除了另一个有一个儿子大学毕业回家的母亲。
Bloom does actually come upon these mothers; it is a visible thing; and they run like girls, walk like athletes, laugh like sycophants.
布鲁姆确实遇到了这些母亲;它是看得见的东西;他们像女孩一样奔跑,像运动员一样行走,像谄媚者一样笑。
Yet they give up their sons to the daughters of other mothers, and find it proud rapture enough to be allowed to sit and watch.
然而,他们却把自己的儿子交给了其他母亲的女儿,并感到非常高兴,可以坐下来观看。
Thus Isabel watched George and Lucy dancing, as together they danced away the holidays of that year into the past.
就这样,伊莎贝尔看着乔治和露西跳舞,他们一起跳舞,度过了那一年的假期。
“They seem to get along better than they did at first, those two children,” Fanny Minafer said sitting beside her at the Sharons’ dance, a week after the Assembly.
“这两个孩子似乎比一开始相处得更好,”集会一周后的沙龙舞会上,范妮·米纳弗坐在她旁边说道。
“They seemed to be always having little quarrels of some sort, at first.
“一开始,他们似乎总是发生某种小争吵。
At least George did: he seemed to be continually pecking at that lovely, dainty, little Lucy, and being cross with her over nothing.”
至少乔治是这样的:他似乎一直在啄食那个可爱、精致的小露西,并且无缘无故地生她的气。”
“_Pecking?_” Isabel laughed.
“_啄?_”伊莎贝尔笑了。
“What a word to use about Georgie!
“用这个词来形容乔吉真是太好了!
I think I never knew a more angelically amiable disposition in my life!”
我想我一生中从来没有见过比这更天使般和蔼可亲的性格了!”
Miss Fanny echoed her sister-in-law’s laugh, but it was a rueful echo, and not sweet.
范妮小姐也跟着她嫂子的笑声,但那是一种悲伤的笑声,并不甜蜜。
“He’s amiable to you!” she said.
“他对你很好!”她说。
“That’s all the side of him you ever happen to see.
“这就是你所看到的他的全部侧面。
And why wouldn’t he be amiable to anybody that simply fell down and worshipped him every minute of her life?
为什么他不能对那些在她生命中每时每刻都跪下来崇拜他的人表现出和蔼可亲呢?
Most of us would!”
我们大多数人都会这么做!”
“Isn’t he worth worshipping?
“他难道不值得崇拜吗?
Just look at him!
看看他就知道了!
Isn’t he _charming_ with Lucy!
他对露西不是很_迷人_吗?
See how hard he ran to get it when she dropped her handkerchief back there.”
看看当她把手帕掉到那里时,他是多么卖力地跑去拿。”
“Oh, I’m not going to argue with you about George!” said Miss Fanny.
“哦,我不会和你争论乔治的事!”范妮小姐说。
“I’m fond enough of him, for that matter.
“就这一点而言,我很喜欢他。
He can be charming, and he’s certainly stunning _looking_, if only—”
他可以很迷人,而且他的_长相确实令人惊叹_,如果——”
“Let the ‘if only’ go, dear,” Isabel suggested good-naturedly.
“亲爱的,就别再说‘如果就好了’吧。”伊莎贝尔善意地建议道。
“Let’s talk about that dinner you thought I should—”
“我们来谈谈你认为我应该的那顿晚餐——”
“I?” Miss Fanny interrupted quickly.
“我?”范妮小姐连忙打断道。
“Didn’t you want to give it yourself?”
“你不是要自己给吗?”
“Indeed, I did, my dear!” said Isabel heartily.
“确实,我做到了,亲爱的!”伊莎贝尔由衷地说。
“I only meant that unless you had proposed it, perhaps I wouldn’t—”
“我只是想说,除非你主动提出,否则我也许不会——”
But here Eugene came for her to dance, and she left the sentence uncompleted.
但此时尤金来找她跳舞,她就没有把这句话说完。
Holiday dances can be happy for youth renewed as well as for youth in bud—and yet it was not with the air of a rival that Miss Fanny watched her brother’s wife dancing with the widower.
节日舞会既可以为青春焕发的青春带来欢乐,也可以为萌芽中的青春带来欢乐——然而,范妮小姐看着她哥哥的妻子与鳏夫跳舞时,并没有以情敌的姿态。
Miss Fanny’s eyes narrowed a little, but only as if her mind engaged in a hopeful calculation.
范妮小姐的眼睛微微眯起,但她的心里似乎在进行着充满希望的盘算。
She looked pleased.
她看起来很高兴。
Chapter X
第十章
A few days after George’s return to the university it became evident that not quite everybody had gazed with complete benevolence upon the various young collegians at their holiday sports.
乔治回到大学几天后,很明显,并不是每个人都以完全仁慈的目光注视着节日运动中的各种年轻大学生。
The Sunday edition of the principal morning paper even expressed some bitterness under the heading, “Gilded Youths of the Fin-de-Siècle”—this was considered the knowing phrase of the time, especially for Sunday supplements—and there is no doubt that from certain references in this bit of writing some people drew the conclusion that Mr. George Amberson Minafer had not yet got his comeuppance, a postponement still irritating.
主要早报的周日版甚至在“世纪末的镀金青年”标题下表达了一些苦涩——这被认为是当时众所周知的短语,尤其是周日增刊——毫无疑问,从这篇文章中的某些参考文献中,一些人得出了这样的结论:乔治·安伯森·米纳弗先生还没有得到应有的惩罚,推迟仍然令人恼火。
Undeniably, Fanny Minafer was one of the people who drew this conclusion, for she cut the article out and enclosed it in a letter to her nephew, having written on the border of the clipping, “I wonder whom it can mean!”
不可否认,范妮·米纳弗是得出这个结论的人之一,因为她把这篇文章剪下来,附在给她侄子的一封信中,并在剪报的边框上写道:“我想知道这可能意味着谁!”
George read part of it.
乔治读了其中的一部分。
We debate sometimes what is to be the future of this nation when we think that in a few years public affairs may be in the hands of the _fin-de-siècle_ gilded youths we see about us during the Christmas holidays.
当我们认为几年后公共事务可能会掌握在圣诞假期期间我们所看到的“世纪末”镀金青年手中时,我们有时会争论这个国家的未来。
Such foppery, such luxury, such insolence, was surely never practised by the scented, overbearing patricians of the Palatine, even in Rome’s most decadent epoch.
即使是在罗马最颓废的时代,帕拉丁那些气味芬芳、专横的贵族们也绝对不会有这样的奢华、这样的奢侈、这样的无礼。
In all the wild orgy of wastefulness and luxury with which the nineteenth century reaches its close, the gilded youth has been surely the worst symptom.
在十九世纪结束时的所有挥霍和奢侈的疯狂狂欢中,镀金的年轻人无疑是最糟糕的症状。
With his airs of young milord, his fast horses, his gold and silver cigarette-cases, his clothes from a New York tailor, his recklessness of money showered upon him by indulgent mothers or doting grandfathers, he respects nothing and nobody.
他的年轻大公的架势,他的快马,他的金银烟盒,他的纽约裁缝的衣服,他不顾一切地从溺爱的母亲或溺爱的祖父那里得到的金钱,他不尊重任何东西和任何人。
He is blase if you please.
如果你愿意的话,他很无聊。
Watch him at a social function, how condescendingly he deigns to select a partner for the popular waltz or two step, how carelessly he shoulders older people out of his way, with what a blank stare he returns the salutation of some old acquaintance whom he may choose in his royal whim to forget!
看看他在社交场合的表现,他如何居高临下地为流行的华尔兹或两步选择舞伴,他如何漫不经心地将年长的人让开,他以多么茫然的眼神回敬一些老熟人的问候,他可能会出于皇室的心血来潮而选择忘记他们!
The unpleasant part of all this is that the young women he so condescendingly selects as partners for the dance greet him with seeming rapture, though in their hearts they must feel humiliated by his languid hauteur, and many older people beam upon him almost fawningly if he unbends so far as to throw them a careless, disdainful word!
这一切的令人不快之处在于,他如此屈尊选为舞伴的年轻女子表面上欣喜若狂地迎接他,尽管她们内心一定会因他懒洋洋的傲慢而感到羞辱,而如果他直起身子向他们扔出一句漫不经心的、轻蔑的话语,许多年长的人就会向他微笑,几乎是阿谀奉承!
One wonders what has come over the new generation.
人们想知道新一代发生了什么。
Of such as these the Republic was not made.
共和国不是由这些人建立的。
Let us pray that the future of our country is not in the hands of these _fin-de-siècle_ gilded youths, but rather in the calloused palms of young men yet unknown, labouring upon the farms of the land.
让我们祈祷,我们国家的未来不是掌握在这些世纪末镀金的年轻人手中,而是掌握在那些默默无闻、在土地上劳作的年轻人布满老茧的手掌上。
When we compare the young manhood of Abraham Lincoln with the specimens we are now producing, we see too well that it bodes ill for the twentieth century—
当我们将亚伯拉罕·林肯的青年时代与我们现在制作的标本进行比较时,我们清楚地看到,这对二十世纪来说是一个不祥之兆——
George yawned, and tossed the clipping into his waste-basket, wondering why his aunt thought such dull nonsense worth the sending.
乔治打了个哈欠,把剪报扔进了废纸篓,他想知道为什么他的姨妈认为这么无聊的废话值得寄去。
As for her insinuation, pencilled upon the border, he supposed she meant to joke—a supposition which neither surprised him nor altered his lifelong opinion of her wit.
至于她在边框上的暗示,他认为她是想开玩笑——这个假设既没有让他感到惊讶,也没有改变他一生对她机智的看法。
He read her letter with more interest:
他更有兴趣地读了她的信:
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The dinner your mother gave for the Morgans was a lovely affair.
你母亲为摩根一家举办的晚宴非常愉快。
It was last Monday evening, just ten days after you left.
那是上周一晚上,距离你离开仅仅十天。
It was peculiarly appropriate that your mother should give this dinner, because her brother George, your uncle, was Mr. Morgan’s most intimate friend before he left here a number of years ago, and it was a pleasant occasion for the formal announcement of some news which you heard from Lucy Morgan before you returned to college.
你母亲举办这顿晚宴是特别合适的,因为她的兄弟乔治,你的叔叔,是摩根先生几年前离开这里之前最亲密的朋友,这是一个愉快的场合,正式宣布你在回到大学之前从露西·摩根那里听到的一些消息。
At least she told me she had told you the night before you left that her father had decided to return here to live.
至少她告诉我,在你离开的前一天晚上,她已经告诉你,她的父亲决定回到这里居住。
It was appropriate that your mother, herself an old friend, should assemble a representative selection of Mr. Morgan’s old friends around him at such a time.
你的母亲本身就是一位老朋友,在这种时候,在摩根先生身边召集一些具有代表性的老朋友,是很合适的。
He was in great spirits and most entertaining.
他精神抖擞,非常有趣。
As your time was so charmingly taken up during your visit home with a younger member of his family, you probably overlooked opportunities of hearing him talk, and do not know what an interesting man he can be.
由于您与一位年轻的家庭成员一起回家期间,您的时间被如此迷人地占用,因此您可能忽略了听到他讲话的机会,并且不知道他是一个多么有趣的人。
He will soon begin to build his factory here for the manufacture of _automobiles_, which he says is a term he prefers to “horseless carriages.” Your Uncle George told me he would like to invest in this factory, as George thinks there is a future for automobiles; perhaps not for general use, but as an interesting novelty, which people with sufficient means would like to own for their amusement and the sake of variety.
他很快将开始在这里建造自己的工厂,用于制造“汽车”,他说,与“无马拉的马车”相比,他更喜欢这个词。你的乔治叔叔告诉我他想投资这家工厂,因为乔治认为汽车有未来;也许不是为了一般用途,而是作为一种有趣的新奇事物,有足够财力的人愿意拥有它以供娱乐和多样性。
However, he said Mr. Morgan laughingly declined his offer, as Mr. M.
然而,他说摩根先生笑着拒绝了他的提议,因为 M 先生。
was fully able to finance this venture, though not starting in a very large way.
完全有能力为这项事业提供资金,尽管起步规模并不大。
Your uncle said other people are manufacturing automobiles in different parts of the country with success.
你叔叔说其他人在全国不同地区制造汽车并取得了成功。
Your father is not very well, though he is not actually ill, and the doctor tells him he ought not to be so much at his office, as the long years of application indoors with no exercise are beginning to affect him unfavourably, but I believe your father would die if he had to give up his work, which is all that has ever interested him outside of his family.
你父亲的情况不太好,虽然他实际上并没有生病,医生告诉他不应该在办公室呆得太久,因为长年在室内工作,没有锻炼,已经开始对他产生不利的影响,但我相信,如果你父亲不得不放弃他的工作,他就会死去,因为工作是他在家庭之外唯一感兴趣的事情。
I never could understand it.
我一直无法理解。
Mr. Morgan took your mother and me with Lucy to see Modjeska in “Twelfth Night” yesterday evening, and Lucy said she thought the Duke looked rather like you, only much more democratic in his manner.
昨天晚上,摩根先生带着你母亲和我,还有露西去看了《第十二夜》中的莫杰斯卡,露西说她觉得公爵看起来很像你,只是他的举止更民主。
I suppose you will think I have written a great deal about the Morgans in this letter, but thought you would be interested because of your interest in a _younger member_ of his family.
我想你会认为我在这封信中写了很多关于摩根家族的内容,但认为你会因为对他家族中的一位_年轻成员_感兴趣而感兴趣。
Hoping that you are finding college still as attractive as ever,
希望你发现大学仍然像以前一样有吸引力,
Affectionately, Aunt Fanny.
亲切地,范妮阿姨。
George read one sentence in this letter several times.
乔治将这封信中的一句话读了好几遍。
Then he dropped the missive in his wastebasket to join the clipping, and strolled down the corridor of his dormitory to borrow a copy of “Twelfth Night.” Having secured one, he returned to his study and refreshed his memory of the play—but received no enlightenment that enabled him to comprehend Lucy’s strange remark.
然后他把信扔到废纸篓里加入剪报,并沿着宿舍走廊漫步借了一本《第十二夜》。拿到一份后,他回到书房,刷新了对这部剧的记忆——但并没有得到任何启发,让他能够理解露西的奇怪言论。
However, he found himself impelled in the direction of correspondence, and presently wrote a letter—not a reply to his Aunt Fanny.
然而,他发现自己被迫走向信件往来,不久就写了一封信——而不是给范妮姨妈的回信。
Dear Lucy:
亲爱的露西:
No doubt you will be surprised at hearing from me so soon again, especially as this makes two in answer to the one received from you since getting back to the old place.
毫无疑问,你会很惊讶这么快又收到我的来信,特别是因为这与你回到老地方后收到的回复相比,这又是两个。
I hear you have been making comments about me at the theatre, that some actor was more democratic in his manners than I am, which I do not understand.
我听说你在剧院里一直在评论我,说某个演员的举止比我更民主,我不明白。
You know my theory of life because I explained it to you on our first drive together, when I told you I would not talk to everybody about things I feel like the way I spoke to you of my theory of life.
你知道我的生命理论,因为我在我们第一次一起开车时向你解释过它,当我告诉你我不会和每个人谈论我的感觉就像我向你谈论我的生命理论的方式一样。
I believe those who are able should have a true theory of life, and I developed my theory of life long, long ago.
我认为有能力的人应该有一个真正的生命理论,我的生命理论很早以前就发展了。
Well, here I sit smoking my faithful briar pipe, indulging in the fragrance of my tobacco as I look out on the campus from my many-paned window, and things are different with me from the way they were way back in Freshman year.
好吧,我坐在这里,抽着我忠实的石南烟斗,沉浸在烟草的香味中,从我的多玻璃窗户向外眺望校园,现在的情况与我大一时的情况有所不同。
I can see now how boyish in many ways I was then.
现在我可以看出当时的我在很多方面是多么孩子气。
I believe what has changed me as much as anything was my visit home at the time I met you.
我相信最改变我的是我遇见你时的回家。
So I sit here with my faithful briar and dream the old dreams over as it were, dreaming of the waltzes we waltzed together and of that last night before we parted, and you told me the good news you were going to live there, and I would find my friend waiting for me, when I get home next summer.
所以我和我忠实的石南花坐在这里,梦想着旧梦,梦想着我们一起跳的华尔兹,梦想着我们分手前的昨晚,你告诉我你要住在那里的好消息,当我明年夏天回家时,我会发现我的朋友在等我。
I will be glad my friend will be waiting for me.
我很高兴我的朋友会等我。
I am not capable of friendship except for the very few, and, looking back over my life, I remember there were times when I doubted if I could feel a great friendship for anybody—especially girls.
除了极少数人之外,我没有能力建立友谊,而且,回顾我的一生,我记得有时我怀疑我是否可以对任何人——尤其是女孩——产生深厚的友谊。
I do not take a great interest in many people, as you know, for I find most of them shallow.
正如你所知,我对很多人都不太感兴趣,因为我发现他们大多数都很肤浅。
Here in the old place I do not believe in being hail-fellow-well-met with every Tom, Dick, and Harry just because he happens to be a classmate, any more than I do at home, where I have always been careful who I was seen with, largely on account of the family, but also because my disposition ever since my boyhood has been to encourage real intimacy from but the few.
在老地方,我不相信仅仅因为汤姆、迪克和哈利碰巧是同学,就可以和他们打成一片,就像我在家里一样。在家里,我一直很小心别人看到我和谁在一起,主要是为了家人,但也因为我从孩提时代起就一直鼓励真正的亲密关系,除了少数人。
What are you reading now?
你现在在读什么?
I have finished both “Henry Esmond” and “The Virginians.” I like Thackeray because he is not trashy, and because he writes principally of nice people.
我已经看完了《亨利·埃斯蒙德》和《弗吉尼亚人》。我喜欢萨克雷,因为他并不垃圾,而且因为他写的主要是好人。
My theory of literature is an author who does not indulge in trashiness—writes about people you could introduce into your own home.
我的文学理论是一位不沉迷于垃圾的作家——写的是你可以介绍到自己家里的人。
I agree with my Uncle Sydney, as I once heard him say he did not care to read a book or go to a play about people he would not care to meet at his own dinner table.
我同意我叔叔悉尼的观点,因为我曾经听他说过,他不喜欢看书或去看一场关于他不想在自己的餐桌上见到的人的戏剧。
I believe we should live by certain standards and ideals, as you know from my telling you my theory of life.
我相信我们应该按照一定的标准和理想生活,正如您从我告诉您的生活理论中了解到的那样。
Well, a letter is no place for deep discussions, so I will not go into the subject.
好吧,信里没有地方可以深入讨论,所以我就不谈这个话题了。
From several letters from my mother, and one from Aunt Fanny, I hear you are seeing a good deal of the family since I left.
从我母亲的几封信和范妮阿姨的一封信中,我听说自从我离开后,你经常和这个家庭见面。
I hope sometimes you think of the member who is absent.
我希望你有时会想起缺席的成员。
I got a silver frame for your photograph in New York, and I keep it on my desk.
我在纽约为你的照片买了一个银色相框,把它放在我的桌子上。
It is the only girl’s photograph I ever took the trouble to have framed, though, as I told you frankly, I have had any number of other girls’ photographs, yet all were only passing fancies, and oftentimes I have questioned in years past if I was capable of much friendship toward the feminine sex, which I usually found shallow until our own friendship began.
这是我不厌其烦地装框的唯一一张女孩的照片,不过,正如我坦率地告诉你的那样,我还有很多其他女孩的照片,但所有这些都只是一时的幻想,在过去的几年里,我常常质疑我是否有能力对女性产生很多友谊,在我们自己的友谊开始之前,我通常发现这种友谊很肤浅。
When I look at your photograph, I say to myself, “At last, at last here is one that will not prove shallow.”
当我看到你的照片时,我对自己说:“终于,终于有了一张不会被证明浅薄的照片。”
My faithful briar has gone out.
我忠实的荆棘已经出去了。
I will have to rise and fill it, then once more in the fragrance of My Lady Nicotine, I will sit and dream the old dreams over, and think, too, of the true friend at home awaiting my return in June for the summer vacation.
我必须站起来,填满它,然后再一次在我的尼古丁女士的香味中,我会坐下来重温旧梦,同时也会想到家里真正的朋友正在等待我六月回来过暑假。
Friend, this is from your friend, G.A.M.
朋友,这是你的朋友 G.A.M. 发来的。
George’s anticipations were not disappointed.
乔治的期望并没有落空。
When he came home in June his friend was awaiting him; at least, she was so pleased to see him again that for a few minutes after their first encounter she was a little breathless, and a great deal glowing, and quiet withal.
当他六月回到家时,他的朋友正在等他。至少,她很高兴再次见到他,以至于在他们第一次见面后的几分钟里,她有点喘不过气来,而且很容光焕发,而且很安静。
Their sentimental friendship continued, though sometimes he was irritated by her making it less sentimental than he did, and sometimes by what he called her “air of superiority.” Her air was usually, in truth, that of a fond but amused older sister; and George did not believe such an attitude was warranted by her eight months of seniority.
他们多愁善感的友谊仍在继续,尽管有时他会因为她的感情不像他那样多愁善感而恼火,有时又因为她所谓的“优越感”而恼怒。事实上,她的神情通常是一位慈爱而又有趣的姐姐。乔治认为,她八个月的资历并不能保证她有这样的态度。
Lucy and her father were living at the Amberson Hotel, while Morgan got his small machine-shops built in a western outskirt of the town; and George grumbled about the shabbiness and the old-fashioned look of the hotel, though it was “still the best in the place, of course.” He remonstrated with his grandfather, declaring that the whole Amberson Estate would be getting “run-down and out-at-heel, if things weren’t taken in hand pretty soon.” He urged the general need of rebuilding, renovating, varnishing, and lawsuits.
露西和她的父亲住在安伯森酒店,而摩根则在该镇的西郊建立了他的小型机械车间。乔治抱怨酒店的破旧和老式的外观,尽管它“当然仍然是这个地方最好的”。他向祖父提出抗议,宣称“如果不尽快采取行动,整个安伯森庄园将会变得破败不堪”。他敦促人们普遍需要重建、翻新、清漆和诉讼。
But the Major, declining to hear him out, interrupted querulously, saying that he had enough to bother him without any advice from George; and retired to his library, going so far as to lock the door audibly.
但少校拒绝听他说完,抱怨地打断了他,说没有乔治的任何建议,他就已经够烦他了。然后回到他的图书馆,甚至听到锁门的声音。
“Second childhood!” George muttered, shaking his head; and he thought sadly that the Major had not long to live.
“第二个童年!”乔治摇摇头,嘀咕道。他悲伤地想,少校的命不久矣了。
However, this surmise depressed him for only a moment or so.
不过,这个猜测只让他郁闷了一会儿。
Of course, people couldn’t be expected to live forever, and it would be a good thing to have someone in charge of the Estate who wouldn’t let it get to looking so rusty that riffraff dared to make fun of it.
当然,人不可能永远活下去,如果有一个人来管理这个庄园,不让它变得生锈,让痞子敢于取笑它,那是一件好事。
For George had lately undergone the annoyance of calling upon the Morgans, in the rather stuffy red velours and gilt parlour of their apartment at the hotel, one evening when Mr. Frederick Kinney also was a caller, and Mr. Kinney had not been tactful.
因为乔治最近经历了拜访摩根夫妇的烦恼,在他们位于酒店的公寓里相当闷热的红色丝绒和镀金客厅里,有一天晚上,弗雷德里克·金尼先生也来了,而金尼先生并不圆滑。
In fact, though he adopted a humorous tone of voice, in expressing his sympathy for people who, through the city’s poverty in hotels, were obliged to stay at the Amberson, Mr. Kinney’s intention was interpreted by the other visitor as not at all humorous, but, on the contrary, personal and offensive.
事实上,尽管金尼先生用幽默的语气表达了对那些因城市酒店匮乏而不得不住在安伯森酒店的人们的同情,但金尼先生的意图被另一位访客解读为一点也不幽默,相反,是针对个人和冒犯的。
George rose abruptly, his face the colour of wrath.
乔治猛地站起来,脸上露出愤怒的颜色。
“Good-night, Miss Morgan.
“晚安,摩根小姐。
Good-night, Mr. Morgan,” he said.
晚安,摩根先生,”他说。
“I shall take pleasure in calling at some other time when a more courteous sort of people may be present.”
“当有更有礼貌的人在场时,我会很乐意在其他时间打电话来。”
“Look here!” the hot-headed Fred burst out.
“看这里!”头脑发热的弗雷德突然爆发了。
“Don’t you try to make me out a boor, George Minafer!
“乔治·米纳弗,你别想把我说成是个粗野的人!
I wasn’t hinting anything at you; I simply forgot all about your grandfather owning this old building.
我并没有向你暗示什么;我完全忘记了你祖父拥有这座老建筑的事。
Don’t you try to put me in the light of a boor!
你别想把我视为一个乡巴佬!
I won’t—”
我不会——”
But George walked out in the very course of this vehement protest, and it was necessarily left unfinished.
但乔治在这场激烈的抗议过程中退出了,这必然是未完成的。
Mr. Kinney remained only a few moments after George’s departure; and as the door closed upon him, the distressed Lucy turned to her father.
乔治离开后,金尼先生只留下了几分钟。当门在他面前关上时,露西痛苦地转向她的父亲。
She was plaintively surprised to find him in a condition of immoderate laughter.
她惊讶地发现他笑得无节制。
“I didn’t—I didn’t think I could hold out!” he gasped, and, after choking until tears came to his eyes, felt blindly for the chair from which he had risen to wish Mr. Kinney an indistinct good-night.
“我没有——我想我坚持不了!”他喘着粗气,哽咽到泪水夺眶而出,他盲目地摸索着自己站起来的椅子,模糊地向金尼先生道晚安。
His hand found the arm of the chair; he collapsed feebly, and sat uttering incoherent sounds.
他的手找到了椅子的扶手;他无力地倒在地上,坐在那儿发出语无伦次的声音。
“Papa!”
“爸爸!”
“It brings things back so!” he managed to explain, “This very Fred Kinney’s father and young George’s father, Wilbur Minafer, used to do just such things when they were at that age—and, for that matter, so did George Amberson and I, and all the rest of us!” And, in spite of his exhaustion, he began to imitate: “Don’t you try to put me in the light of a boor!” “I shall take pleasure in calling at some time when a more courteous sort of people—” He was unable to go on.
“它让事情恢复了原来的样子!”他设法解释道:“弗雷德·金尼的父亲和年轻的乔治的父亲威尔伯·米纳弗在那个年纪就经常做这样的事情——就这一点而言,乔治·安伯森和我,以及我们所有其他人也是如此!”尽管他已经筋疲力尽,他还是开始模仿:“你别想把我看成一个乡巴佬!” “我会很高兴在某个时候拜访更有礼貌的人——”他无法继续说下去。
There is a mirth for every age, and Lucy failed to comprehend her father’s, but tolerated it a little ruefully.
每个年龄段都有不同的欢笑,露西无法理解父亲的欢笑,但又有些遗憾地忍受着。
“Papa, I think they were shocking.
“爸爸,我觉得他们太令人震惊了。
Weren’t they _awful!_”
他们不是_可怕吗!_”
“Just—just boys!” he moaned, wiping his eyes.
“只是——只是男孩们!”他呻吟着,擦着眼睛。
But Lucy could not smile at all; she was beginning to look indignant.
但露西根本笑不出来。她看上去开始愤怒了。
“I can forgive that poor Fred Kinney,” she said.
“我可以原谅那个可怜的弗雷德·金尼,”她说。
“He’s just blundering—but George—oh, George behaved outrageously!”
“他只是犯了错误——但是乔治——哦,乔治的行为太离谱了!”
“It’s a difficult age,” her father observed, his calmness somewhat restored.
“这是一个艰难的年纪,”她父亲说道,他的平静有所恢复。
“Girls don’t seem to have to pass through it quite as boys do, or their _savoir faire_ is instinctive—or something!” And he gave away to a return of his convulsion.
“女孩似乎不必像男孩那样经历它,或者她们的技巧是本能的——或者什么的!”他又抽搐了。
She came and sat upon the arm of his chair.
她走过来,坐在他椅子的扶手上。
“Papa, _why_ should George behave like that?”
“爸爸,乔治为什么要这么做?”
“He’s sensitive.”
“他很敏感。”
“Rather!
“倒是!
But why is he?
但为什么是他呢?
He does anything he likes to, without any regard for what people think.
他做自己喜欢做的事,根本不考虑别人的想法。
Then why should he mind so furiously when the least little thing reflects upon him, or on anything or anybody connected with him?”
那么,当最小的事情反映到他身上,或者反映到与他有关的任何事物或任何人身上时,他为什么要如此愤怒地介意呢?”
Eugene patted her hand.
尤金拍拍她的手。
“That’s one of the greatest puzzles of human vanity, dear; and I don’t pretend to know the answer.
“亲爱的,这是人类虚荣心最大的谜题之一;我不会假装知道答案。
In all my life, the most arrogant people that I’ve known have been the most sensitive.
在我的一生中,我认识的最傲慢的人也是最敏感的。
The people who have done the most in contempt of other people’s opinion, and who consider themselves the highest above it, have been the most furious if it went against them.
那些最蔑视他人意见并认为自己高于他人意见的人,如果别人的意见与他们相悖,他们会变得最愤怒。
Arrogant and domineering people can’t stand the least, lightest, faintest breath of criticism.
嚣张跋扈的人,经不起最轻微、最轻微、最微弱的批评。
It just kills them.”
它只会杀死他们。”
“Papa, do you think George is _terribly_ arrogant and domineering?”
“爸爸,你认为乔治是不是非常傲慢、专横?”
“Oh, he’s still only a boy,” said Eugene consolingly.
“哦,他还只是个孩子,”尤金安慰道。
“There’s plenty of fine stuff in him—can’t help but be, because he’s Isabel Amberson’s son.”
“他身上有很多优秀的品质——这是无可避免的,因为他是伊莎贝尔·安伯森的儿子。”
Lucy stroked his hair, which was still almost as dark as her own.
露西抚摸着他的头发,他的头发几乎和她的一样黑。
“You liked her pretty well once, I guess, papa.”
“我猜你曾经很喜欢她,爸爸。”
“I do still,” he said quietly.
“我仍然如此,”他平静地说。
“She’s lovely—lovely!
“她很可爱——可爱!
Papa—” she paused, then continued—“I wonder sometimes—”
爸爸——”她停顿了一下,然后继续——“我有时想——”
“What?”
“什么?”
“I wonder just how she happened to marry Mr. Minafer.”
“我想知道她是怎么碰巧嫁给米纳弗先生的。”
“Oh, Minafer’s all right,” said Eugene.
“哦,米纳弗没事,”尤金说。
“He’s a quiet sort of man, but he’s a good man and a kind man.
“他是一个安静的人,但他是一个好人,一个善良的人。
He always was, and those things count.”
他一直都是这样,这些事情都很重要。”
“But in a way—well, I’ve heard people say there wasn’t anything to him at all except business and saving money.
“但在某种程度上——嗯,我听人们说,除了生意和存钱之外,他一无所有。
Miss Fanny Minafer herself told me that everything George and his mother have of their own—that is, just to spend as they like—she says it has always come from Major Amberson.”
范妮·米纳弗小姐本人告诉我,乔治和他母亲拥有的一切都是他们自己的——也就是说,只是为了随心所欲地花钱——她说这些东西一直都来自安伯森少校。”
“Thrift, Horatio!” said Eugene lightly.
“节俭吧,霍雷肖!”尤金轻声说道。
“Thrift’s an inheritance, and a common enough one here.
“节俭是一种遗传,而且在这里很常见。
The people who settled the country _had_ to save, so making and saving were taught as virtues, and the people, to the third generation, haven’t found out that making and saving are only means to an end.
建国的人们必须储蓄,所以创造和储蓄被当作美德来教导,而人们,直到第三代,还没有发现创造和储蓄只是达到目的的手段。
Minafer doesn’t believe in money being spent.
米纳弗不相信花钱。
He believes God made it to be invested and saved.”
他相信上帝创造它是为了投资和拯救。”
“But George isn’t saving.
“但乔治并没有存钱。
He’s reckless, and even if he is arrogant and conceited and bad-tempered, he’s awfully generous.”
他很鲁莽,即使他傲慢、自负、脾气暴躁,但他却非常慷慨。”
“Oh, he’s an Amberson,” said her father.
“哦,他是安伯森家族的人,”她父亲说。
“The Ambersons aren’t saving.
“安伯森一家没有储蓄。
They’re too much the other way, most of them.”
他们中的大多数人都反其道而行之。”
“I don’t think I should have called George bad-tempered,” Lucy said thoughtfully.
“我想我不应该说乔治脾气暴躁。”露西若有所思地说。
“No. I don’t think he is.”
“不。我不认为他是。”
“Only when he’s cross about something?” Morgan suggested, with a semblance of sympathetic gravity.
“只有当他对某件事生气的时候?”摩根带着一种同情的严肃建议道。
“Yes,” she said brightly, not perceiving that his intention was humorous.
“是的,”她轻快地说,并没有意识到他的意图是幽默的。
“All the rest of the time he’s really very amiable.
“其他时候他真的非常和蔼可亲。
Of course, he’s much more a perfect _child_, the whole time, than he realizes!
当然,他自始至终都比他意识到的更加完美!
He certainly behaved awfully to-night.” She jumped up, her indignation returning.
他今晚的表现确实很糟糕。”她跳了起来,愤怒又回来了。
“He did, indeed, and it won’t do to encourage him in it.
“他确实这么做了,但鼓励他这么做是没有用的。
I think he’ll find me pretty cool—for a week or so!”
我想他会发现我很酷——持续一周左右!”
Whereupon her father suffered a renewal of his attack of uproarious laughter.
于是,她的父亲又再次大笑起来。
Chapter XI
第十一章
In the matter of coolness, George met Lucy upon her own predetermined ground; in fact, he was there first, and, at their next encounter, proved loftier and more formal than she did.
在冷静方面,乔治在露西自己预定的地方遇见了她。事实上,他是第一个到场的,而且在他们下次见面时,他比她更加崇高和正式。
Their estrangement lasted three weeks, and then disappeared without any preliminary treaty: it had worn itself out, and they forgot it.
他们的疏远持续了三个星期,然后在没有任何初步条约的情况下消失了:它已经消失了,他们忘记了它。
At times, however, George found other disturbances to the friendship.
然而,有时乔治也会发现友谊受到其他干扰。
Lucy was “too much the village belle,” he complained; and took a satiric attitude toward his competitors, referring to them as her “local swains and bumpkins,” sulking for an afternoon when she reminded him that he, too, was at least “local.” She was a belle with older people as well; Isabel and Fanny were continually taking her driving, bringing her home with them to lunch or dinner, and making a hundred little engagements with her, and the Major had taken a great fancy to her, insisting upon her presence and her father’s at the Amberson family dinner at the Mansion every Sunday evening.
他抱怨说,露西“太像村里的美女了”。对他的竞争对手采取讽刺态度,称他们为她的“当地的情郎和乡巴佬”,当她提醒他他至少也是“当地人”时,他生了一个下午的闷气。对于年长的人来说,她也是一个美女。伊莎贝尔和范妮不断地开着她的车,带她回家吃午餐或晚餐,并与她进行了一百次小约会,少校非常喜欢她,每周日晚上都坚持让她和她父亲参加安伯森家族在宅邸举行的晚宴。
She knew how to flirt with old people, he said, as she sat next him at the table on one of these Sunday occasions; and he had always liked her father, even when Eugene was a “terror” long ago.
有一次周日,当她坐在他旁边的餐桌旁时,他说,她知道如何与老人调情。他一直很喜欢她的父亲,即使尤金很久以前还是个“恐怖分子”。
“Oh, yes, he was!” the Major laughed, when she remonstrated.
“哦,是的,他是!”当她抗议时,少校笑了。
“He came up here with my son George and some others for a serenade one night, and Eugene stepped into a bass fiddle, and the poor musicians just gave up!
“一天晚上,他和我的儿子乔治以及其他一些人来到这里演奏小夜曲,尤金开始演奏低音小提琴,可怜的音乐家就放弃了!
I had a pretty half-hour getting my son George upstairs.
我花了半个小时才把儿子乔治送上楼。
I remember!
我记得!
It was the last time Eugene ever touched a drop—but he’d touched plenty before that, young lady, and he daren’t deny it!
这是尤金最后一次碰水滴——但在此之前他已经碰过很多次了,年轻的女士,他不敢否认!
Well, well; there’s another thing that’s changed: hardly anybody drinks nowadays.
好吧,好吧;还有一件事发生了变化:现在几乎没有人喝酒了。
Perhaps it’s just as well, but things used to be livelier.
也许这样也好,但事情过去更加热闹。
That serenade was just before Isabel was married—and don’t you fret, Miss Lucy: your father remembers it well enough!” The old gentleman burst into laughter, and shook his finger at Eugene across the table.
那首小夜曲是在伊莎贝尔结婚之前唱的——露西小姐,你不用担心:你父亲记得很清楚!”老先生哈哈大笑,对着桌子对面的尤金摇了摇手指。
“The fact is,” the Major went on hilariously, “I believe if Eugene hadn’t broken that bass fiddle and given himself away, Isabel would never have taken Wilbur!
“事实是,”少校滑稽地继续说道,“我相信,如果尤金没有弄坏那把低音提琴并暴露自己,伊莎贝尔永远不会带走威尔伯!
I shouldn’t be surprised if that was about all the reason that Wilbur got her!
如果这就是威尔伯得到她的全部原因,我不应该感到惊讶!
What do you think, Wilbur?”
你觉得怎么样,威尔伯?”
“I shouldn’t be surprised,” said Wilbur placidly.
“我不应该感到惊讶,”威尔伯平静地说。
“If your notion is right, I’m glad ’Gene broke the fiddle.
“如果你的想法是对的,我很高兴吉恩弄坏了小提琴。
He was giving me a hard run!”
他让我很难受!”
The Major always drank three glasses of champagne at his Sunday dinner, and he was finishing the third.
少校在周日的晚餐上总是喝三杯香槟,而他即将喝完第三杯。
“What do you say about it, Isabel?
“你对此有何看法,伊莎贝尔?
By Jove!” he cried, pounding the table.
天哪!”他拍着桌子叫道。
“She’s blushing!”
“她脸红了!”
Isabel did blush, but she laughed.
伊莎贝尔脸红了,但她笑了。
“Who wouldn’t blush!” she cried, and her sister-in-law came to her assistance.
“谁不脸红啊!”她哭了,她的嫂子过来帮助她。
“The important thing,” said Fanny jovially, “is that Wilbur did get her, and not only got her, but kept her!”
“重要的是,”范妮高兴地说,“威尔伯确实得到了她,而且不仅得到了她,而且留住了她!”
Eugene was as pink as Isabel, but he laughed without any sign of embarrassment other than his heightened colour.
尤金的脸色和伊莎贝尔一样粉红,但他笑起来除了颜色加深之外没有任何尴尬的迹象。
“There’s another important thing—that is, for me,” he said.
“还有另一件重要的事情——对我来说,”他说。
“It’s the only thing that makes me forgive that bass viol for getting in my way.”
“这是唯一能让我原谅低音提琴妨碍我的事情。”
“What is it?” the Major asked.
“那是什么?”少校问道。
“Lucy,” said Morgan gently.
“露西,”摩根温和地说。
Isabel gave him a quick glance, all warm approval, and there was a murmur of friendliness round the table.
伊莎贝尔快速地看了他一眼,满是热情的认可,桌子周围响起了友好的低语声。
George was not one of those who joined in this applause.
乔治并不是加入鼓掌的人之一。
He considered his grandfather’s nonsense indelicate, even for second childhood, and he thought that the sooner the subject was dropped the better.
他认为祖父的胡言乱语很不雅,即使是在第二个童年,他认为这个话题越早结束越好。
However, he had only a slight recurrence of the resentment which had assailed him during the winter at every sign of his mother’s interest in Morgan; though he was still ashamed of his aunt sometimes, when it seemed to him that Fanny was almost publicly throwing herself at the widower’s head.
然而,他只是轻微地再次出现了那种在冬天时每当他母亲对摩根感兴趣的迹象时就袭击他的怨恨情绪。尽管有时他仍然为他的姨妈感到羞耻,因为在他看来,范妮几乎是在公开地向鳏夫发起攻击。
Fanny and he had one or two arguments in which her fierceness again astonished and amused him.
范妮和他吵过一两次架,范妮的凶猛再次让他惊讶又好笑。
“You drop your criticisms of your relatives,” she bade him, hotly, one day, “and begin thinking a little about your own behaviour!
“你别再批评你的亲戚了,”有一天,她激烈地吩咐他,“开始思考一下你自己的行为!
You say people will ‘talk’ about my—about my merely being pleasant to an old friend!
你说人们会“谈论”我——谈论我只是对一个老朋友感到愉快!
What do I care how they talk?
我管他们怎么说话?
I guess if people are talking about anybody in this family they’re talking about the impertinent little snippet that hasn’t any respect for anything, and doesn’t even know enough to attend to his own affairs!”
我想,如果人们谈论这个家里的任何人,他们谈论的就是那个无礼的小片段,他对任何事情都没有任何尊重,甚至不知道如何处理自己的事情!”
“‘Snippet,’ Aunt Fanny!” George laughed.
“‘片段’,范妮阿姨!”乔治笑了。
“How elegant!
“多么优雅啊!
And ‘little snippet’—when I’m over five-feet-eleven?”
还有‘小片段’——当我超过五英尺十一英寸的时候?”
“I said it!” she snapped, departing.
“我说了!”她厉声说道,转身离开。
“I don’t see how Lucy can stand you!”
“我不明白露西怎么能忍受你!”
“You’d make an amiable stepmother-in-law!” he called after her.
“你会成为一个和蔼可亲的继母!”他在她身后喊道。
“I’ll be careful about proposing to Lucy!”
“向露西求婚我会小心的!”
These were but roughish spots in a summer that glided by evenly and quickly enough, for the most part, and, at the end, seemed to fly.
这些只是夏天里的崎岖不平的地方,大部分时间都均匀而快速地滑过,最后,似乎在飞翔。
On the last night before George went back to be a Junior, his mother asked him confidently if it had not been a happy summer.
在乔治回去上小学前的最后一天晚上,他的母亲自信地问他这个夏天是否过得愉快。
He hadn’t thought about it, he answered.
他没有多想,他回答道。
“Oh, I suppose so.
“哦,我想是这样。
Why?”
为什么?
“I just thought it would be nice to hear you say so,” she said, smiling.
“我只是觉得听到你这么说会很高兴,”她微笑着说。
“I mean, it’s pleasant for people of my age to know that people of your age realize that they’re happy.”
“我的意思是,对于我这个年纪的人来说,知道你这个年纪的人意识到他们很幸福是很高兴的。”
“People of your age!” he repeated.
“和你这个年纪的人啊!”他重复道。
“You know you don’t look precisely like an old woman, mother.
“你知道你看起来并不完全像一个老妇人,妈妈。
Not precisely!”
不完全是这样!”
“No,” she said.
“不,”她说。
“And I suppose I feel about as young as you do, inside, but it won’t be many years before I must begin to look old.
“我想我的内心感觉和你一样年轻,但用不了多少年,我就会开始看起来老了。
It does come!” She sighed, still smiling.
果然来了!”她叹了口气,依然微笑着。
“It’s seemed to me that, it must have been a happy summer for you—a real ‘summer of roses and wine’—without the wine, perhaps.
“在我看来,这对你来说一定是一个快乐的夏天——一个真正的‘玫瑰和葡萄酒的夏天’——也许没有酒。
‘Gather ye roses while ye may’—or was it primroses?
“趁还可以的时候,采摘玫瑰吧”——或者是报春花?
Time does really fly, or perhaps it’s more like the sky—and smoke—”
时间确实过得很快,或者也许更像是天空——还有烟雾——”
George was puzzled.
乔治很困惑。
“What do you mean: time being like the sky and smoke?”
“时间如天如烟,这是什么意思?”
“I mean the things that we have and that we think are so solid—they’re like smoke, and time is like the sky that the smoke disappears into.
“我指的是我们所拥有的、我们认为如此坚实的东西——它们就像烟雾,而时间就像烟雾消失的天空。
You know how a wreath of smoke goes up from a chimney, and seems all thick and black and busy against the sky, as if it were going to do such important things and last forever, and you see it getting thinner and thinner—and then, in such a little while, it isn’t there at all; nothing is left but the sky, and the sky keeps on being just the same forever.”
你知道一圈烟雾是如何从烟囱中升起的,在天空的映衬下显得又浓又黑,忙忙碌碌,仿佛它将要做如此重要的事情并永远持续下去,然后你看到它变得越来越稀薄——然后,在这么短的时间内,它根本不存在;它消失了。除了天空,什么都没有留下,而天空永远保持原样。”
“It strikes me you’re getting mixed up,” said George cheerfully.
“我觉得你搞混了。”乔治高兴地说。
“I don’t see much resemblance between time and the sky, or between things and smoke-wreaths; but I do see one reason you like Lucy Morgan so much.
“我看不出时间和天空、事物和烟圈之间有多少相似之处;但我确实看到了你如此喜欢露西·摩根的一个原因。
She talks that same kind of wistful, moony way sometimes—I don’t mean to say I mind it in either of you, because I rather like to listen to it, and you’ve got a very good voice, mother.
她有时会用同样的渴望、阴郁的方式说话——我并不是说我介意你们中的任何一个,因为我更喜欢听它,而且你的声音很好,妈妈。
It’s nice to listen to, no matter how much smoke and sky, and so on, you talk.
听着很舒服,不管有多少烟雾和天空等等,你都在说话。
So’s Lucy’s for that matter; and I see why you’re congenial.
露西也是如此;我明白你为何如此友善了。
She talks that way to her father, too; and he’s right there with the same kind of guff.
她对她父亲也这么说。他就在那里,同样胡言乱语。
Well, it’s all right with me!” He laughed, teasingly, and allowed her to retain his hand, which she had fondly seized.
好吧,我没问题!”他戏谑地笑了笑,并让她握住他的手,她深情地握住了他的手。
“I’ve got plenty to think about when people drool along!”
“当人们流口水时,我有很多事情要考虑!”
She pressed his hand to her cheek, and a tear made a tiny warm streak across one of his knuckles.
她把他的手按在自己的脸颊上,一滴泪水在他的指关节上留下了一条温暖的细痕。
“For heaven’s sake!” he said.
“看在老天的份上!”他说。
“What’s the matter?
“怎么了?
Isn’t everything all right?”
一切都还好吗?”
“You’re going away!”
“你要走了!”
“Well, I’m coming back, don’t you suppose?
“嗯,我会回来的,你不觉得吗?
Is that all that worries you?”
这就是你所担心的一切吗?”
She cheered up, and smiled again, but shook her head.
她振作起来,再次微笑,但摇了摇头。
“I never can bear to see you go—that’s the most of it.
“我永远无法忍受看到你离开——这就是最重要的。
I’m a little bothered about your father, too.”
我也有点担心你父亲。”
“Why?”
“为什么?”
“It seems to me he looks so badly.
“在我看来,他看起来很糟糕。
Everybody thinks so.”
大家都这么认为。”
“What nonsense!” George laughed.
“胡说八道!”乔治笑了。
“He’s been looking that way all summer.
“整个夏天他都是这样看的。
He isn’t much different from the way he’s looked all his life, that I can see.
在我看来,他与他一生的样子并没有太大不同。
What’s the matter with him?”
他怎么了?
“He never talks much about his business to me but I think he’s been worrying about some investments he made last year.
“他从来不跟我谈论他的生意,但我认为他一直在担心他去年所做的一些投资。
I think his worry has affected his health.”
我认为他的担忧影响了他的健康。”
“What investments?” George demanded.
“什么投资?”乔治问道。
“He hasn’t gone into Mr. Morgan’s automobile concern, has he?”
“他没有涉足摩根先生的汽车公司,是吗?”
“No,” Isabel smiled.
“不,”伊莎贝尔微笑道。
“The ‘automobile concern’ is all Eugene’s, and it’s so small I understand it’s taken hardly anything.
“‘汽车公司’都是尤金的,而且规模很小,我知道它几乎没有拿走任何东西。
No; your father has always prided himself on making only the most absolutely safe investments, but two or three years ago he and your Uncle George both put a great deal—pretty much everything they could get together, I think—into the stock of rolling-mills some friends of theirs owned, and I’m afraid the mills haven’t been doing well.”
不;你父亲一直以只进行最绝对安全的投资而自豪,但两三年前,他和你的乔治叔叔都投入了大量资金——我想几乎是他们能凑到的所有东西——投入到他们的一些朋友拥有的轧机库存中,而我担心这些轧机的表现并不好。”
“What of that?
“那又怎样?
Father needn’t worry.
父亲不必担心。
You and I could take care of him the rest of his life on what grandfather—”
你和我可以照顾他余生,只要祖父——”
“Of course,” she agreed.
“当然,”她同意。
“But your father’s always lived so for his business and taken such pride in his sound investments; it’s a passion with him.
“但你父亲总是为自己的事业而活,并为自己稳健的投资感到自豪;这就是他的热情。
I—”
我——”
“Pshaw!
“呸!
He needn’t worry!
他不用担心!
You tell him we’ll look after him: we’ll build him a little stone bank in the backyard, if he busts up, and he can go and put his pennies in it every morning.
你告诉他我们会照顾他:如果他破产了,我们会在后院给他建一个小石头银行,他可以每天早上把他的便士放进去。
That’ll keep him just as happy as he ever was!” He kissed her.
这会让他像以前一样快乐!”他吻了她。
“Good-night, I’m going to tell Lucy good-bye.
“晚安,我要跟露西说再见了。
Don’t sit up for me.”
别给我坐起来。”
She walked to the front gate with him, still holding his hand, and he told her again not to “sit up” for him.
她和他一起走到前门,仍然握着他的手,他再次告诉她不要为他“坐起来”。
“Yes, I will,” she laughed.
“是的,我会的,”她笑道。
“You won’t be very late.”
“你不会迟到的。”
“Well—it’s my last night.”
“嗯——这是我的最后一晚了。”
“But I know Lucy, and she knows I want to see you, too, your last night.
“但我了解露西,她知道我也想见你,在你的最后一晚。
You’ll see: she’ll send you home promptly at eleven!”
你会看到:十一点她会准时送你回家!”
But she was mistaken: Lucy sent him home promptly at ten.
但她错了:露西十点准时送他回家。
Chapter XII
第十二章
Isabel’s uneasiness about her husband’s health—sometimes reflected in her letters to George during the winter that followed—had not been alleviated when the accredited Senior returned for his next summer vacation, and she confided to him in his room, soon after his arrival, that “something” the doctor had said to her lately had made her more uneasy than ever.
伊莎贝尔对她丈夫健康状况的不安——有时会反映在随后冬天写给乔治的信中——当那位获得认可的高级医生回来度暑假时,这种不安并没有得到缓解,他到达后不久,她在他的房间里向他吐露,医生最近对她说的“一些话”让她比以往任何时候都更加不安。
“Still worrying over his rolling-mills investments?” George asked, not seriously impressed.
“还在担心他的轧机投资吗?”乔治问道,并没有留下深刻的印象。
“I’m afraid it’s past that stage from what Dr. Rainey says.
“按照雷尼博士的说法,恐怕已经过了那个阶段了。
His worries only aggravate his condition now.
他的担忧只会让他的病情更加恶化。
Dr. Rainey says we ought to get him away.”
雷尼医生说我们应该把他带走。”
“Well, let’s do it, then.”
“嗯,那我们就这么办吧。”
“He won’t go.”
“他不会去。”
“He’s a man awfully set in his ways; that’s true,” said George.
“他是一个非常固守己见的人;这是真的,”乔治说。
“I don’t think there’s anything much the matter with him, though, and he looks just the same to me.
“不过,我不认为他有什么大问题,而且在我看来他也没有什么问题。
Have you seen Lucy lately?
你最近见过露西吗?
How is she?”
她怎么样了?
“Hasn’t she written you?”
“她没有写信给你吗?”
“Oh, about once a month,” he answered carelessly.
“哦,大概一个月一次吧。”他漫不经心地回答。
“Never says much about herself.
“从不过多谈论自己。
How’s she look?”
她看起来怎么样?”
“She looks—pretty!” said Isabel.
“她看起来——漂亮!”伊莎贝尔说。
“I suppose she wrote you they’ve moved?”
“我猜她写信给你说他们已经搬家了?”
“Yes; I’ve got her address.
“是的,我有她的地址。
She said they were building.”
她说他们正在建造。”
“They did.
“他们做到了。
It’s all finished, and they’ve been in it a month.
一切都结束了,他们已经一个月了。
Lucy is so capable; she keeps house exquisitely.
露西太能干了;她把家打理得井井有条。
It’s small, but oh, such a pretty little house!”
虽然很小,但是哦,多么漂亮的小房子啊!”
“Well, that’s fortunate,” George said.
“嗯,这很幸运,”乔治说。
“One thing I’ve always felt they didn’t know a great deal about is architecture.”
“我一直觉得他们对建筑了解不多。”
“Don’t they?” asked Isabel, surprised.
“不是吗?”伊莎贝尔惊讶地问道。
“Anyhow, their house is charming.
“总之,他们的房子很迷人。
It’s way out beyond the end of Amberson Boulevard; it’s quite near that big white house with a gray-green roof somebody built out there a year or so ago.
它位于安伯森大道尽头之外。它离那座灰绿色屋顶的大白宫很近,大约一年前有人在那里建造的。
There are any number of houses going up, out that way; and the trolley-line runs within a block of them now, on the next street, and the traction people are laying tracks more than three miles beyond.
那边有很多房子正在拔地而起;现在,有轨电车线路就在他们附近的一个街区内,就在下一条街上,牵引人员正在三英里外铺设轨道。
I suppose you’ll be driving out to see Lucy to-morrow.”
我想你明天会开车去看露西。”
“I thought—” George hesitated.
“我以为——”乔治犹豫了一下。
“I thought perhaps I’d go after dinner this evening.”
“我想也许我今晚吃完晚饭就去。”
At this his mother laughed, not astonished.
听到这里,他的母亲笑了,并不感到惊讶。
“It was only my feeble joke about ‘to-morrow,’ Georgie!
“这只是我关于‘明天’的无力的玩笑,乔吉!
I was pretty sure you couldn’t wait that long.
我很确定你等不了那么久。
Did Lucy write you about the factory?”
露西给你写过关于工厂的事吗?”
“No. What factory?”
“没有。什么工厂?”
“The automobile shops.
“汽车商店。
They had rather a dubious time at first, I’m afraid, and some of Eugene’s experiments turned out badly, but this spring they’ve finished eight automobiles and sold them all, and they’ve got twelve more almost finished, and they’re sold already!
恐怕他们一开始的日子相当可疑,尤金的一些实验结果很糟糕,但今年春天他们已经完成了八辆汽车并全部卖掉了,而且他们还有十二辆即将完成,而且已经卖掉了!
Eugene’s so gay over it!”
尤金对此非常高兴!”
“What do his old sewing-machines look like?
“他的旧缝纫机是什么样子的?
Like that first one he had when they came here?”
就像他们来到这里时他拥有的第一个一样?”
“No, indeed!
“不,确实如此!
These have rubber tires blown up with air—pneumatic!
这些轮胎的橡胶轮胎是充气的——气动!
And they aren’t so high; they’re very easy to get into, and the engine’s in front—Eugene thinks that’s a great improvement.
而且它们并没有那么高;它们很容易进入,而且发动机在前面——尤金认为这是一个很大的进步。
They’re very interesting to look at; behind the driver’s seat there’s a sort of box where four people can sit, with a step and a little door in the rear, and—”
它们看起来很有趣;驾驶座后面有一个可以坐四个人的包厢,后面有一个台阶和一个小门,而且——”
“I know all about it,” said George.
“我都知道了,”乔治说。
“I’ve seen any number like that, East.
“我见过这样的数字,伊斯特。
You can see all you want of ’em, if you stand on Fifth Avenue half an hour, any afternoon.
只要任何下午你在第五大道上站半小时,你就能看到你想要的一切。
I’ve seen half-a-dozen go by almost at the same time—within a few minutes, anyhow; and of course electric hansoms are a common sight there any day.
我见过六个人几乎同时经过——至少在几分钟之内;当然,电动双轮马车每天都在那里随处可见。
I hired one, myself, the last time I was there.
上次我在那里时,我自己雇了一个。
How fast do Mr. Morgan’s machines go?”
摩根先生的机器速度有多快?
“Much too fast!
“太快了!
It’s very exhilarating—but rather frightening; and they do make a fearful uproar.
这非常令人兴奋,但也相当令人恐惧;他们确实发出了可怕的骚动。
He says, though, he thinks he sees a way to get around the noisiness in time.”
不过他说,他认为自己找到了及时解决噪音的方法。”
“I don’t mind the noise,” said George.
“我不介意噪音,”乔治说。
“Give me a horse, for mine, though, any day.
“给我一匹马吧,不管怎样,都可以。
I must get up a race with one of these things: Pendennis’ll leave it one mile behind in a two-mile run.
我必须带着这样的事情开始一场比赛:潘丹尼斯会在两英里的跑步中落后一英里。
How’s grandfather?”
爷爷怎么样了?”
“He looks well, but he complains sometimes of his heart: I suppose that’s natural at his age—and it’s an Amberson trouble.” Having mentioned this, she looked anxious instantly.
“他看起来不错,但有时他会抱怨自己的心脏:我想这在他这个年纪是很自然的——这是安伯森的麻烦。”说到这里,她顿时神色焦急起来。
“Did you ever feel any weakness there, Georgie?”
“你有没有感觉到那里有什么弱点,乔吉?”
“No!” he laughed.
“不!”他笑了。
“Are you sure, dear?”
“你确定吗,亲爱的?”
“No!” And he laughed again.
“不!”他又笑了。
“Did you?”
“是吗?”
“Oh, I think not—at least, the doctor told me he thought my heart was about all right.
“哦,我想不会——至少,医生告诉我他认为我的心脏还不错。
He said I needn’t be alarmed.”
他说我不用惊慌。”
“I should think not!
“我想应该不会吧!
Women do seem to be always talking about health: I suppose they haven’t got enough else to think of!”
女性似乎总是在谈论健康:我想她们没有足够多的事情来考虑!”
“That must be it,” she said gayly.
“一定是这样,”她高兴地说。
“We’re an idle lot!”
“我们就是一群闲人!”
George had taken off his coat.
乔治已经脱掉外套了。
“I don’t like to hint to a lady,” he said, “but I do want to dress before dinner.”
“我不喜欢向女士暗示,”他说,“但我确实想在晚餐前穿好衣服。”
“Don’t be long; I’ve got to do a lot of looking at you, dear!” She kissed him and ran away singing.
“不要太长;我得多看你一眼,亲爱的!”她吻了他,然后唱着歌跑开了。
But his Aunt Fanny was not so fond; and at the dinner-table there came a spark of liveliness into her eye when George patronizingly asked her what was the news in her own “particular line of sport.”
但范妮姨妈却不太喜欢。在餐桌上,当乔治居高临下地问她自己的“特定运动领域”有什么新闻时,她的眼中闪现出活泼的光芒。
“What do you mean, Georgie?” she asked quietly.
“你什么意思,乔吉?”她轻声问道。
“Oh I mean: What’s the news in the fast set generally?
“哦,我的意思是:快报中一般有什么新闻?
You been causing any divorces lately?”
你最近有离婚的事吗?”
“No,” said Fanny, the spark in her eye getting brighter.
“不,”范妮说,眼中的火花越来越亮。
“I haven’t been causing anything.”
“我没有造成任何事情。”
“Well, what’s the gossip?
“嗯,有什么八卦?
You usually hear pretty much everything that goes on around the nooks and crannies in this town, I hear.
我听说,你通常会听到这个镇上各个角落和缝隙中发生的一切。
What’s the last from the gossips’ corner, auntie?”
阿姨,八卦角落里最后的消息是什么?”
Fanny dropped her eyes, and the spark was concealed, but a movement of her lower lip betokened a tendency to laugh, as she replied, “There hasn’t been much gossip lately, except the report that Lucy Morgan and Fred Kinney are engaged—and that’s quite old, by this time.”
范妮垂下眼帘,火花被隐藏起来,但她的下唇一动,似乎要笑了,她回答道:“最近没什么流言蜚语,除了露西·摩根和弗莱德·金尼订婚的报道——而且这已经是很老的事了。”
Undeniably, this bit of mischief was entirely successful, for there was a clatter upon George’s plate.
不可否认,这一小恶作剧完全成功了,因为乔治的盘子发出了咔哒声。
“What—what do you think you’re talking about?” he gasped.
“什么——你认为你在说什么?”他喘着气。
Miss Fanny looked up innocently.
范妮小姐无辜地抬起头来。
“About the report of Lucy Morgan’s engagement to Fred Kinney.”
“关于露西·摩根与弗雷德·金尼订婚的报道。”
George turned dumbly to his mother, and Isabel shook her head reassuringly.
乔治呆呆地转向他的母亲,伊莎贝尔安慰地摇摇头。
“People are always starting rumours,” she said.
“人们总是散布谣言,”她说。
“I haven’t paid any attention to this one.”
“我没关注过这个。”
“But you—you’ve heard it?” he stammered.
“但是你——你听说过吗?”他结结巴巴地说。
“Oh, one hears all sorts of nonsense, dear.
“噢,人们听到的是各种各样的废话,亲爱的。
I haven’t the slightest idea that it’s true.”
我一点也不知道这是真的。”
“Then you have heard it!”
“那你也听到了!”
“I wouldn’t let it take my appetite,” his father suggested drily.
“我不会让它影响我的胃口,”他父亲冷冷地建议道。
“There are plenty of girls in the world!”
“世界上有很多女孩!”
George turned pale.
乔治脸色苍白。
“Eat your dinner, Georgie,” his aunt said sweetly.
“吃晚饭吧,乔吉,”他的姨妈甜甜地说。
“Food will do you good.
“食物会对你有好处。
I didn’t say I knew this rumour was true.
我并没有说我知道这个谣言是真的。
I only said I’d heard it.”
我只是说我听到了。”
“When?
“什么时候?
When did you hear it!”
你什么时候听到的!”
“Oh, months ago!” And Fanny found any further postponement of laughter impossible.
“哦,几个月前!”范妮发现再也不可能再推迟笑声了。
“Fanny, you’re a hard-hearted creature,” Isabel said gently.
“范妮,你是个铁石心肠的人。”伊莎贝尔温柔地说。
“You really are.
“你确实是。
Don’t pay any attention to her, George.
别理她,乔治。
Fred Kinney’s only a clerk in his uncle’s hardware place: he couldn’t marry for ages—even if anybody would accept him!”
弗雷德·金尼只是他叔叔五金店的一名职员:他很长时间都无法结婚——即使有人愿意接受他!”
George breathed tumultuously.
乔治呼吸急促。
“I don’t care anything about ‘ages’!
“我不在乎‘年龄’!
What’s that got to do with it?” he said, his thoughts appearing to be somewhat disconnected.
这有什么关系?”他说道,他的思绪似乎有些脱节。
“‘Ages,’ don’t mean anything!
“‘岁月’没有任何意义!
I only want to know—I want to know—I want—” He stopped.
我只想知道——我想知道——我想——”他停了下来。
“What do you want?” his father asked crossly.
“你想要什么?”他父亲生气地问道。
“Why don’t you say it?
“你为什么不说?
Don’t make such a fuss.”
别这么大惊小怪。”
“I’m not—not at all,” George declared, pushing his chair back from the table.
“我没有——一点也没有,”乔治一边宣称,一边把椅子从桌子上推开。
“You must finish your dinner, dear,” his mother urged.
“亲爱的,你必须吃完晚饭,”他的母亲催促道。
“Don’t—”
“别——”
“I have finished.
“我已经说完了。
I’ve eaten all I want.
我已经吃完了所有我想吃的。
I don’t want any more than I wanted.
我不想要比我想要的更多的东西。
I don’t want—I—” He rose, still incoherent.
我不想——我——”他站了起来,语无伦次。
“I prefer—I want—Please excuse me!”
“我更喜欢——我想要——请原谅!”
He left the room, and a moment later the screens outside the open front door were heard to slam.
他离开了房间,过了一会儿,就听到开着的前门外的纱窗砰地关上的声音。
“Fanny!
“范妮!
You shouldn’t—”
你不应该——”
“Isabel, don’t reproach me.
“伊莎贝尔,别责备我。
He did have plenty of dinner, and I only told the truth: everybody has been saying—”
他确实吃得很饱,而我只说了实话:每个人都在说——”
“But there isn’t any truth in it.”
“但这里面没有任何真相。”
“We don’t actually know there isn’t,” Miss Fanny insisted, giggling.
“我们实际上不知道不存在,”范妮小姐咯咯笑着坚持说。
“We’ve never asked Lucy.”
“我们从来没有问过露西。”
“I wouldn’t ask her anything so absurd!”
“我不会问她这么荒唐的问题!”
“George would,” George’s father remarked.
“乔治会的,”乔治的父亲说。
“That’s what he’s gone to do.”
“这就是他要做的事。”
Mr. Minafer was not mistaken: that was what his son had gone to do.
米纳弗先生没有弄错:这就是他儿子去做的事。
Lucy and her father were just rising from their dinner table when the stirred youth arrived at the front door of the new house.
露西和她的父亲刚从餐桌上站起来,激动的年轻人就来到了新房子的前门。
It was a cottage, however, rather than a house; and Lucy had taken a free hand with the architect, achieving results in white and green, outside, and white and blue, inside, to such effect of youth and daintiness that her father complained of “too much spring-time!” The whole place, including his own bedroom, was a young damsel’s boudoir, he said, so that nowhere could he smoke a cigar without feeling like a ruffian.
然而,那是一座小屋,而不是一座房子。露西在建筑师的帮助下放开了手脚,实现了外部白色和绿色、内部白色和蓝色的效果,达到了如此年轻和精致的效果,以至于她的父亲抱怨“春天太多了!”他说,整个地方,包括他自己的卧室,都是一位年轻姑娘的闺房,所以无论在哪里抽雪茄,他都会感觉自己像个恶棍。
However, he was smoking when George arrived, and he encouraged George to join him in the pastime, but the caller, whose air was both tense and preoccupied, declined with something like agitation.
然而,当乔治到达时,他正在抽烟,他鼓励乔治和他一起消遣,但来电者的神情既紧张又心事重重,带着某种类似激动的情绪拒绝了。
“I never smoke—that is, I’m seldom—I mean, no thanks,” he said.
“我从不吸烟——也就是说,我很少——我的意思是,不,谢谢,”他说。
“I mean not at all.
“我的意思是一点也不。
I’d rather not.”
我宁愿不。”
“Aren’t you well, George?” Eugene asked, looking at him in perplexity.
“你还好吗,乔治?”尤金疑惑地看着他问道。
“Have you been overworking at college?
“你在大学期间工作过度吗?
You do look rather pa—”
你看起来确实很糟糕——”
“I don’t work,” said George.
“我不工作,”乔治说。
“I mean I don’t work.
“我的意思是我不工作。
I think, but I don’t work.
我想,但我不工作。
I only work at the end of the term.
我只在学期末工作。
There isn’t much to do.”
没什么可做的。”
Eugene’s perplexity was little decreased, and a tinkle of the door-bell afforded him obvious relief.
尤金的困惑并没有减少,门铃的叮当声让他明显松了口气。
“It’s my foreman,” he said, looking at his watch.
“这是我的工头,”他看着手表说道。
“I’ll take him out in the yard to talk.
“我会带他到院子里去谈谈。
This is no place for a foreman.” And he departed, leaving the “living room” to Lucy and George.
这里不是工头待的地方。”然后他离开了,把“客厅”留给了露西和乔治。
It was a pretty room, white panelled and blue curtained—and no place for a foreman, as Eugene said.
这是一个漂亮的房间,白色的镶板和蓝色的窗帘——正如尤金所说,没有工头的地方。
There was a grand piano, and Lucy stood leaning back against it, looking intently at George, while her fingers, behind her, absently struck a chord or two.
那里有一架大钢琴,露西靠着它站着,专心地看着乔治,而她的手指在她身后,心不在焉地弹着一两个和弦。
And her dress was the dress for that room, being of blue and white, too; and the high colour in her cheeks was far from interfering with the general harmony of things—George saw with dismay that she was prettier than ever, and naturally he missed the reassurance he might have felt had he been able to guess that Lucy, on her part, was finding him better looking than ever.
她的衣服也是那个房间的衣服,也是蓝色和白色的。她脸颊上的红晕并没有干扰事物的整体和谐——乔治沮丧地发现她比以前更漂亮了,如果他能猜到露西觉得他比以前更漂亮了,他自然会怀念他可能会感到的安心。
For, however unusual the scope of George’s pride, vanity of beauty was not included; he did not think about his looks.
因为,无论乔治的骄傲有多不寻常,都不包括美丽的虚荣心。他没有考虑自己的外表。
“What’s wrong, George?” she asked softly.
“怎么了,乔治?”她轻声问道。
“What do you mean: ‘What’s wrong?’”
“你说‘怎么了?’是什么意思?”
“You’re awfully upset about something.
“你对某件事感到非常不安。
Didn’t you get though your examination all right?”
你考试没考好吗?”
“Certainly I did.
“我当然做到了。
What makes you think anything’s ‘wrong’ with me?”
是什么让你觉得我有什么‘问题’?”
“You do look pale, as papa said, and it seemed to me that the way you talked sounded—well, a little confused.”
“正如爸爸所说,你看起来确实很苍白,而且在我看来,你说话的方式听起来——嗯,有点困惑。”
“‘Confused’!
“'使困惑'!
I said I didn’t care to smoke.
我说我不想抽烟。
What in the world is confused about that?”
这到底有什么好困惑的?”
“Nothing.
“没有什么。
But—”
但是——”
“See here!” George stepped close to her.
“看这里!”乔治走近她。
“Are you glad to see me?”
“你很高兴见到我吗?”
“You needn’t be so fierce about it!” Lucy protested, laughing at his dramatic intensity.
“你不用这么激烈!”露西抗议,嘲笑他戏剧性的紧张。
“Of course I am!
“我当然是!
How long have I been looking forward to it?”
我等了多久了?”
“I don’t know,” he said sharply, abating nothing of his fierceness.
“我不知道,”他尖锐地说,丝毫没有减弱他的凶狠。
“How long have you?”
“你多久了?”
“Why—ever since you went away!”
“怎么——自从你走了之后!”
“Is that true?
“是这样吗?
Lucy, is that true?”
露西,这是真的吗?”
“You are funny!” she said.
“你真有趣!”她说。
“Of course it’s true.
“当然是真的。
Do tell me what’s the matter with you, George!”
告诉我你怎么了,乔治!”
“I will!” he exclaimed.
“我会!”他惊呼道。
“I was a boy when I saw you last.
“上次见到你时我还是个孩子。
I see that now, though I didn’t then.
我现在明白了,尽管当时我没有。
Well, I’m not a boy any longer.
好吧,我不再是个男孩了。
I’m a man, and a man has a right to demand a totally different treatment.”
我是一个男人,男人有权利要求完全不同的待遇。”
“Why has he?”
“为什么他有?”
“What?”
“什么?”
“I don’t seem to be able to understand you at all, George.
“我似乎根本无法理解你,乔治。
Why shouldn’t a boy be treated just as well as a man?”
为什么不能像对待男人一样对待男孩呢?”
George seemed to find himself at a loss.
乔治似乎发现自己不知所措。
“Why shouldn’t—Well, he shouldn’t, because a man has a right to certain explanations.”
“为什么不应该——嗯,他不应该,因为一个人有权得到某些解释。”
“What explanations?”
“什么解释?”
“Whether he’s been made a toy of!” George almost shouted.
“他是不是被当成玩具了!”乔治几乎喊出了声。
“That’s what I want to know!”
“这就是我想知道的!”
Lucy shook her head despairingly.
露西绝望地摇摇头。
“You are the queerest person!
“你是最奇怪的人!
You say you’re a man now, but you talk more like a boy than ever.
你说你现在是个男人了,但你说话比以前更像个男孩了。
What does make you so excited?”
什么事让你这么兴奋?”
“‘Excited!’” he stormed.
“‘兴奋!’”他怒道。
“Do you dare to stand there and call me ‘excited’?
“你敢站在那儿喊我‘激动’吗?
I tell you, I never have been more calm or calmer in my life!
我告诉你,我这辈子从来没有这么平静、这么平静过!
I don’t know that a person needs to be called ‘excited’ because he demands explanations that are his simple due!”
我不知道一个人需要被称为‘兴奋’,因为他需要简单的解释!”
“What in the world do you want me to explain?”
“你到底想让我解释什么?”
“Your conduct with Fred Kinney!” George shouted.
“你对弗雷德·金尼的行为!”乔治喊道。
Lucy uttered a sudden cry of laughter; she was delighted.
露西突然大笑起来。她很高兴。
“It’s been awful!” she said.
“太糟糕了!”她说。
“I don’t know that I ever heard of worse misbehaviour!
“我不知道我曾听说过更糟糕的不当行为!
Papa and I have been twice to dinner with his family, and I’ve been three times to church with Fred—and once to the circus!
我和爸爸曾两次与他的家人共进晚餐,我曾三次与弗雷德一起去教堂,还有一次去马戏团!
I don’t know when they’ll be here to arrest me!”
不知道什么时候他们才会来抓我!”
“Stop that!” George commanded fiercely.
“别这样!”乔治严厉地命令道。
“I want to know just one thing, and I mean to know it, too!”
“我只想知道一件事,而且我也想知道!”
“Whether I enjoyed the circus?”
“我喜欢看马戏吗?”
“I want to know if you’re engaged to him!”
“我想知道你是否已经和他订婚了!”
“No!” she cried and lifting her face close to his for the shortest instant possible, she gave him a look half merry, half defiant, but all fond.
“不!”她哭着,在尽可能短的时间内把脸凑近他的脸,她的表情一半是快乐,一半是挑衅,但充满了喜爱。
It was an adorable look.
这是一个可爱的样子。
“Lucy!” he said huskily.
“露西!”他沙哑地说。
But she turned quickly from him, and ran to the other end of the room.
但她很快转身离开他,跑到房间的另一端。
He followed awkwardly, stammering:
他尴尬地跟在后面,结结巴巴地说:
“Lucy, I want—I want to ask you.
“露西,我想——我想问你。
Will you—will you—will you be engaged to me?”
你愿意——你愿意——你愿意和我订婚吗?
She stood at a window, seeming to look out into the summer darkness, her back to him.
她站在窗前,背对着他,似乎在眺望夏日的黑暗。
“Will you, Lucy?”
“你愿意吗,露西?”
“No,” she murmured, just audibly.
“不,”她低声说道,声音很小。
“Why not?”
“为什么不呢?”
“I’m older than you.”
“我比你大。”
“Eight months!”
“八个月!”
“You’re too young.”
“你太年轻了。”
“Is that—” he said, gulping—“is that the only reason you won’t?”
“这就是——”他吞咽着口水说——“这是你不肯这么做的唯一原因吗?”
She did not answer.
她没有回答。
As she stood, persistently staring out of the window, with her back to him, she did not see how humble his attitude had become; but his voice was low, and it shook so that she could have no doubt of his emotion.
当她站着,背对着他,一直盯着窗外的时候,她并没有看到他的态度变得多么谦虚;但他的声音很低,而且带着颤抖,让她无法怀疑他的情绪。
“Lucy, please forgive me for making such a row,” he said, thus gently.
“露西,请原谅我的争吵,”他温柔地说。
“I’ve been—I’ve been terribly upset—terribly!
“我一直——我一直非常沮丧——非常沮丧!
You know how I feel about you, and always have felt about you.
你知道我对你的感觉,并且一直对你有感觉。
I’ve shown it in every single thing I’ve done since the first time I met you, and I know you know it.
自从第一次见到你以来,我所做的每一件事都体现了这一点,我知道你知道这一点。
Don’t you?”
你不是吗?
Still she did not move or speak.
她仍然没有动,也没有说话。
“Is the only reason you won’t be engaged to me you think I’m too young, Lucy?”
“你不和我订婚的唯一原因是你认为我太年轻了吗,露西?”
“It’s—it’s reason enough,” she said faintly.
“这——这就是足够的理由了,”她微弱地说。
At that he caught one of her hands, and she turned to him: there were tears in her eyes, tears which he did not understand at all.
这时他抓住了她的一只手,她转向他:她的眼里含着泪水,他根本不明白这些泪水。
“Lucy, you little dear!” he cried.
“露西,你这个小可爱!”他哭了。
“I knew you—”
“我认识你——”
“No, no!” she said, and she pushed him away, withdrawing her hand.
“不,不!”她说着,将他推开,收回了手。
“George, let’s not talk of solemn things.”
“乔治,我们不要谈论严肃的事情了。”
“‘Solemn things!’ Like what?”
“‘庄严的事情!’比如什么?”
“Like—being engaged.”
“就像——订婚了。”
But George had become altogether jubilant, and he laughed triumphantly.
但乔治却变得非常高兴,他得意地笑了。
“Good gracious, that isn’t solemn!”
“天啊,这可不庄重啊!”
“It is, too!” she said, wiping her eyes.
“也是啊!”她一边说,一边擦着眼睛。
“It’s too solemn for us.”
“这对我们来说太庄严了。”
“No, it isn’t!
“不,不是这样!
I—”
我——”
“Let’s sit down and be sensible, dear,” she said.
“亲爱的,让我们坐下来理智一点,”她说。
“You sit over there—”
“你坐那边——”
“I will if you’ll call me, ‘dear’ again.”
“如果你再叫我一声‘亲爱的’,我会的。”
“No,” she said.
“不,”她说。
“I’ll only call you that once again this summer—the night before you go away.”
“今年夏天我只会再这么叫你一次——在你离开的前一天晚上。”
“That will have to do, then,” he laughed, “so long as I know we’re engaged.”
“那么,”他笑着说,“只要我知道我们订婚了。”
“But we’re not!” she protested.
“但我们不是!”她抗议道。
“And we never will be, if you don’t promise not to speak of it again until—until I tell you to!”
“如果你不保证不再谈论它,直到——直到我告诉你,我们就永远不会谈论它!”
“I won’t promise that,” said the happy George.
“我不会答应这个,”乔治高兴地说。
“I’ll only promise not to speak of it till the next time you call me ‘dear’; and you’ve promised to call me that the night before I leave for my senior year.”
“我只保证在你下次叫我‘亲爱的’之前不再谈论这件事;你答应过在我去读高三的前一天晚上给我打电话。”
“Oh, but I didn’t!” she said earnestly, then hesitated.
“哦,但我没有!”她认真地说,然后犹豫了。
“Did I?”
“是吗?”
“Didn’t you?”
“你不是吗?”
“I don’t think I meant it,” she murmured, her wet lashes flickering above troubled eyes.
“我想我不是故意的,”她低声说道,湿润的睫毛在困扰的眼睛上方闪烁。
“I know one thing about you,” he said gayly, his triumph increasing.
“我知道你的一件事,”他高兴地说,他的胜利感越来越强。
“You never went back on anything you said, yet, and I’m not afraid of this being the first time!”
“你从来没有食言过,而且我也不怕这是第一次!”
“But we mustn’t let—” she faltered; then went on tremulously, “George, we’ve got on so well together, we won’t let this make a difference between us, will we?” And she joined in his laughter.
“但我们不能让——”她结结巴巴地说。然后颤抖着继续说道:“乔治,我们相处得很好,我们不会让这件事影响我们之间的关系,不是吗?”她也加入了他的笑声。
“It will all depend on what you tell me the night before I go away.
“这完全取决于我离开前一天晚上你告诉我的内容。
You agree we’re going to settle things then, don’t you, Lucy?”
你同意我们接下来就解决问题,不是吗,露西?”
“I don’t promise.”
“我不保证。”
“Yes, you do!
“是的,你知道!
Don’t you?”
你不是吗?
“Well—”
“嗯——”
Chapter XIII
第十三章
Tonight George began a jubilant warfare upon his Aunt Fanny, opening the campaign upon his return home at about eleven o’clock.
今晚,乔治向他的范妮姨妈发起了一场兴高采烈的战争,在他十一点左右回家时开始了这场战役。
Fanny had retired, and was presumably asleep, but George, on the way to his own room, paused before her door, and serenaded her in a full baritone:
范妮已经退休了,大概已经睡着了,但是乔治在回自己房间的路上,在她的门前停了下来,用浑厚的男中音为她唱了小夜曲:
“As I walk along the Boy de Balong With my independent air, The people all declare, ‘He must be a millionaire!’ Oh, you hear them sigh, and wish to die, And see them wink the other eye At the man that broke the bank at Monte Carlo!”
“当我以独立的姿态沿着男孩德巴龙行走时,人们都宣称,‘他一定是百万富翁!’哦,你听到他们叹息,希望死去,看到他们对那个在蒙特卡洛破产的人眨着另一只眼睛!”
Isabel came from George’s room, where she had been reading, waiting for him.
伊莎贝尔从乔治的房间里出来,她一直在那里读书,等待他。
“I’m afraid you’ll disturb your father, dear.
“我担心你会打扰你的父亲,亲爱的。
I wish you’d sing more, though—in the daytime!
不过,我希望你能多唱歌——在白天!
You have a splendid voice.”
你有一副美妙的声音。”
“Good-night, old lady!”
“晚安,老太太!”
“I thought perhaps I—Didn’t you want me to come in with you and talk a little?”
“我想也许我——你不想让我和你一起进去谈谈吗?”
“Not to-night.
“今晚不行。
You go to bed.
你去睡觉吧。
Good-night, old lady!”
老太太晚安!”
He kissed her hilariously, entered his room with a skip, closed his door noisily; and then he could be heard tossing things about, loudly humming “The Man that Broke the Bank at Monte Carlo.”
他滑稽地吻了她,提着一个桶进了自己的房间,大声地关上了门。然后可以听到他扔东西,大声哼着“蒙特卡洛打破银行的人”。
Smiling, his mother knelt outside his door to pray; then, with her “Amen,” pressed her lips to the bronze door-knob; and went silently to her own apartment.
他的母亲微笑着跪在他的门外祈祷;然后,她说了一声“阿门”,把嘴唇贴在青铜门把手上。然后默默地回到了自己的公寓。
After breakfasting in bed, George spent the next morning at his grandfather’s and did not encounter his Aunt Fanny until lunch, when she seemed to be ready for him.
乔治在床上吃完早餐后,第二天早上在祖父家度过,直到午餐才遇到范妮姨妈,当时她似乎已经准备好迎接他了。
“Thank you so much for the serenade, George!” she said.
“非常感谢你的小夜曲,乔治!”她说。
“Your poor father tells me he’d just got to sleep for the first time in two nights, but after your kind attentions he lay awake the rest of last night.”
“你可怜的父亲告诉我,他刚刚在两个晚上第一次入睡,但经过你的善意照顾,他昨晚一直睡不着。”
“Perfectly true,” Mr. Minafer said grimly.
“完全正确,”米纳弗先生严肃地说。
“Of course, I didn’t know, sir,” George hastened to assure him.
“当然,我不知道,先生,”乔治赶紧向他保证。
“I’m awfully sorry.
“我非常抱歉。
But Aunt Fanny was so gloomy and excited before I went out, last evening, I thought she needed cheering up.”
但范妮阿姨在我出去之前却是那么的郁闷和兴奋,昨晚我觉得她需要振作起来。”
“I!” Fanny jeered.
“我!”范妮嘲笑道。
“I was gloomy?
“我心情郁闷?
I was excited?
我很兴奋?
You mean about that engagement?”
你是说那次订婚吗?”
“Yes.
“是的。
Weren’t you?
你不是吗?
I thought I heard you worrying over somebody’s being engaged.
我想我听到你担心有人订婚了。
Didn’t I hear you say you’d heard Mr. Eugene Morgan was engaged to marry some pretty little seventeen-year-old girl?”
我没听见你说你听说尤金·摩根先生要娶一个十七岁的漂亮小女孩了吗?”
Fanny was stung, but she made a brave effort.
范妮被刺痛了,但她勇敢地努力了。
“Did you ask Lucy?” she said, her voice almost refusing the teasing laugh she tried to make it utter.
“你问过露西了吗?”她说,她的声音几乎拒绝了她试图发出的嘲笑声。
“Did you ask her when Fred Kinney and she—”
“你有没有问过她,弗雷德·金尼和她什么时候——”
“Yes.
是的。
That story wasn’t true.
那个故事不是真的。
But the other one—” Here he stared at Fanny, and then affected dismay.
但另一个——”他盯着范妮,然后装出沮丧的样子。
“Why, what’s the matter with your face, Aunt Fanny?
“怎么了,范妮阿姨,你的脸怎么了?
It seems agitated!”
看起来很激动!”
“Agitated!” Fanny said disdainfully, but her voice undeniably lacked steadiness.
“激动!”范妮不屑的说道,但她的声音却不可否认地不够坚定。
“Agitated!”
“激动!”
“Oh, come!” Mr. Minafer interposed.
“噢,来吧!”米纳弗先生插话道。
“Let’s have a little peace!”
“让我们安静一点吧!”
“I’m willing,” said George.
乔治说:“我愿意。”
“I don’t want to see poor Aunt Fanny all stirred up over a rumour I just this minute invented myself.
“我不想看到可怜的范妮阿姨因为我刚刚编造的谣言而激动不已。
She’s so excitable—about certain subjects—it’s hard to control her.” He turned to his mother.
她对某些话题非常兴奋,很难控制她。”他转向他的母亲。
“What’s the matter with grandfather?”
“爷爷怎么了?”
“Didn’t you see him this morning?” Isabel asked.
“今天早上你没看到他吗?”伊莎贝尔问道。
“Yes.
是的。
He was glad to see me, and all that, but he seemed pretty fidgety.
他很高兴见到我,等等,但他看起来很烦躁。
Has he been having trouble with his heart again?”
他是不是心脏又出问题了?”
“Not lately.
“最近没有。
No.”
不。”
“Well, he’s not himself.
“好吧,他不是他自己。
I tried to talk to him about the estate; it’s disgraceful—it really is—the way things are looking.
我试图和他谈论遗产;事情看起来是可耻的——确实如此。
He wouldn’t listen, and he seemed upset.
他不听,而且看上去很沮丧。
What’s he upset over?”
他在生气什么?”
Isabel looked serious; however, it was her husband who suggested gloomily, “I suppose the Major’s bothered about this Sydney and Amelia business, most likely.”
伊莎贝尔看上去很严肃。然而,倒是她丈夫郁闷地说道:“我想少校很可能对悉尼和阿米莉亚的事情感到烦恼。”
“What Sydney and Amelia business?” George asked.
“悉尼和阿米莉亚有什么事吗?”乔治问道。
“Your mother can tell you, if she wants to,” Minafer said.
“如果你妈妈愿意的话,她可以告诉你,”米纳弗说。
“It’s not my side of the family, so I keep off.”
“这不是我这边的家庭,所以我会避开。”
“It’s rather disagreeable for all of us, Georgie,” Isabel began.
“这对我们所有人来说都是相当不愉快的,乔吉,”伊莎贝尔开始说道。
“You see, your Uncle Sydney wanted a diplomatic position, and he thought brother George, being in Congress, could arrange it.
“你看,你的悉尼叔叔想要一个外交职位,他认为乔治兄弟在国会可以安排这个职位。
George did get him the offer of a South American ministry, but Sydney wanted a European ambassadorship, and he got quite indignant with poor George for thinking he’d take anything smaller—and he believes George didn’t work hard enough for him.
乔治确实给他提供了南美部委的职位,但悉尼想要担任欧洲大使,他对可怜的乔治感到非常愤怒,因为他认为乔治会做更小的事情,而且他认为乔治为他工作不够努力。
George had done his best, of course, and now he’s out of Congress, and won’t run again—so there’s Sydney’s idea of a big diplomatic position gone for good.
当然,乔治已经尽力了,现在他已经退出国会,不会再竞选了——所以悉尼关于担任重要外交职位的想法永远消失了。
Well, Sydney and your Aunt Amelia are terribly disappointed, and they say they’ve been thinking for years that this town isn’t really fit to live in—‘for a gentleman,’ Sydney says—and it is getting rather big and dirty.
好吧,西德尼和你的阿米莉亚阿姨非常失望,他们说多年来他们一直认为这个小镇不太适合居住——“对于一位绅士来说,”西德尼说——而且它变得相当大和肮脏。
So they’ve sold their house and decided to go abroad to live permanently; there’s a villa near Florence they’ve often talked of buying.
于是他们卖掉了房子,决定出国永久居住;他们经常谈论购买佛罗伦萨附近的一栋别墅。
And they want father to let them have their share of the estate now, instead of waiting for him to leave it to them in his will.”
他们希望父亲现在就让他们拥有自己的那一份遗产,而不是等他在遗嘱中把它留给他们。”
“Well, I suppose that’s fair enough,” George said.
“嗯,我想这很公平,”乔治说。
“That is, in case he intended to leave them a certain amount in his will.”
“也就是说,万一他打算在遗嘱中给他们留下一定的数额。”
“Of course that’s understood, Georgie.
“当然可以理解,乔吉。
Father explained his will to us long ago; a third to them, and a third to brother George, and a third to us.”
父亲很早就向我们解释了他的遗愿;第三个给他们,第三个给乔治兄弟,第三个给我们。”
Her son made a simple calculation in his mind.
儿子在心里做了一个简单的计算。
Uncle George was a bachelor, and probably would never marry; Sydney and Amelia were childless.
乔治叔叔是个单身汉,可能永远不会结婚。悉尼和阿米莉亚没有孩子。
The Major’s only grandchild appeared to remain the eventual heir of the entire property, no matter if the Major did turn over to Sydney a third of it now.
少校唯一的孙子似乎仍然是整个财产的最终继承人,无论少校现在是否将其中三分之一移交给悉尼。
And George had a fragmentary vision of himself, in mourning, arriving to take possession of a historic Florentine villa—he saw himself walking up a cypress-bordered path, with ancient carven stone balustrades in the distance, and servants in mourning livery greeting the new signore.
乔治有一个片段的幻象,他在哀悼中到达了一座历史悠久的佛罗伦萨别墅——他看到自己走在一条柏树环绕的小路上,远处有古老的石雕栏杆,身穿丧服的仆人在迎接新先生。
“Well, I suppose it’s grandfather’s own affair.
“嗯,我想这是祖父自己的事。
He can do it or not, just as he likes.
他可以做也可以不做,随他喜欢。
I don’t see why he’d mind much.”
我不明白他为什么会这么介意。”
“He seemed rather confused and pained about it,” Isabel said.
“他似乎对此感到困惑和痛苦,”伊莎贝尔说。
“I think they oughtn’t to urge it.
“我认为他们不应该敦促这样做。
George says that the estate won’t stand taking out the third that Sydney wants, and that Sydney and Amelia are behaving like a couple of pigs.” She laughed, continuing, “Of course I don’t know whether they are or not: I never have understood any more about business myself than a little pig would!
乔治说,庄园无法忍受悉尼想要的第三个,而悉尼和阿米莉亚的行为就像一对猪。”她笑了,继续说道:“我当然不知道是不是,我自己对商业的理解从来不比小猪多!
But I’m on George’s side, whether he’s right or wrong; I always was from the time we were children: and Sydney and Amelia are hurt with me about it, I’m afraid.
但无论他是对还是错,我都站在乔治一边;从我们还是孩子的时候起,我就一直是这样的:恐怕悉尼和阿米莉亚都因为这件事而对我感到受伤。
They’ve stopped speaking to George entirely.
他们完全不再和乔治说话了。
Poor father.
可怜的父亲。
Family rows at his time of life.”
在他年轻的时候,家庭会发生争吵。”
George became thoughtful.
乔治陷入沉思。
If Sydney and Amelia were behaving like pigs, things might not be so simple as at first they seemed to be.
如果西德尼和阿米莉亚表现得像猪一样,事情可能就不像一开始看起来那么简单了。
Uncle Sydney and Aunt Amelia might live an awful long while, he thought; and besides, people didn’t always leave their fortunes to relatives.
他想,西德尼叔叔和阿米莉亚婶婶可能会活得很长。此外,人们并不总是把财产留给亲戚。
Sydney might die first, leaving everything to his widow, and some curly-haired Italian adventurer might get round her, over there in Florence; she might be fool enough to marry again—or even adopt somebody!
西德尼可能会先死,把一切留给他的遗孀,而某个卷发的意大利冒险家可能会在佛罗伦萨那边绕过她;她可能会傻到再婚——甚至收养某人!
He became more and more thoughtful, forgetting entirely a plan he had formed for the continued teasing of his Aunt Fanny; and, an hour after lunch, he strolled over to his grandfather’s, intending to apply for further information, as a party rightfully interested.
他变得越来越深思熟虑,完全忘记了他为继续戏弄范妮姨妈而制定的计划;午饭后一小时,他漫步到祖父家,打算作为有兴趣的一方申请进一步的信息。
He did not carry out this intention, however.
然而他并没有实现这个意图。
Going into the big house by a side entrance, he was informed that the Major was upstairs in his bedroom, that his sons Sydney and George were both with him, and that a serious argument was in progress.
从侧门走进大房子,他被告知少校在楼上他的卧室里,他的儿子西德尼和乔治都和他在一起,一场严重的争吵正在进行中。
“You kin stan’ right in de middle dat big, sta’y-way,” said Old Sam, the ancient negro, who was his informant, “an’ you kin heah all you a-mind to wivout goin’ on up no fudda.
“你就站在那条大路中间,”老山姆,那个古老的黑人,也是他的线人,说道,“你一定要避免胡言乱语。
Mist’ Sydney an’ Mist’ Jawge talkin’ louduh’n I evuh heah nobody ca’y on in nish heah house!
米斯特·悉尼和米斯特·贾格大声说话,我什至没有人在尼赫房子里说话!
Quollin’, honey, big quollin’!”
咕咕咕,亲爱的,大咕咕咕!”
“All right,” said George shortly.
“好吧,”乔治简短地说。
“You go on back to your own part of the house, and don’t make any talk.
“你回到房子里你自己的地方,不要说话。
Hear me?”
听我说吗?
“Yessuh, yessuh,” Sam chuckled, as he shuffled away.
“是的,是的,”Sam一边笑着走开。
“Plenty talkin’ wivout Sam!
“没有萨姆就已经说了很多了!
Yessuh!”
是的!”
George went to the foot of the great stairway.
乔治走到大楼梯脚下。
He could hear angry voices overhead—those of his two uncles—and a plaintive murmur, as if the Major tried to keep the peace.
他能听到头顶上愤怒的声音——他的两个叔叔的声音——以及哀伤的低语声,仿佛少校试图维持和平。
Such sounds were far from encouraging to callers, and George decided not to go upstairs until this interview was over.
这样的声音远不能让来电者感到鼓舞,乔治决定在这次采访结束之前不上楼。
His decision was the result of no timidity, nor of a too sensitive delicacy.
他的决定并不是因为胆怯,也不是因为过于敏感。
What he felt was, that if he interrupted the scene in his grandfather’s room, just at this time, one of the three gentlemen engaging in it might speak to him in a peremptory manner (in the heat of the moment) and George saw no reason for exposing his dignity to such mischances.
他的感觉是,如果他在此时打断祖父房间里的场景,参与其中的三位绅士中的一位可能会以专横的方式(一时冲动)对他说话,乔治认为没有理由让自己的尊严暴露在这种不幸中。
Therefore he turned from the stairway, and going quietly into the library, picked up a magazine—but he did not open it, for his attention was instantly arrested by his Aunt Amelia’s voice, speaking in the next room.
于是他从楼梯上转身,悄悄走进图书馆,拿起一本杂志——但他没有打开,因为他的注意力立刻被隔壁房间里阿米莉亚姨妈说话的声音吸引住了。
The door was open and George heard her distinctly.
门开着,乔治清楚地听到她说话。
“Isabel does?
“伊莎贝尔是吗?
Isabel!” she exclaimed, her tone high and shrewish.
伊莎贝尔!”她大声喊道,语气高亢而尖刻。
“You needn’t tell me anything about Isabel Minafer, I guess, my dear old Frank Bronson!
“我想,你不必告诉我任何关于伊莎贝尔·米纳弗的事情,我亲爱的老弗兰克·布朗森!
I know her a little better than you do, don’t you think?”
我比你更了解她,你不觉得吗?”
George heard the voice of Mr. Bronson replying—a voice familiar to him as that of his grandfather’s attorney-in-chief and chief intimate as well.
乔治听到布朗森先生回答的声音——他熟悉这个声音,就像他祖父的首席律师和首席密友的声音一样。
He was a contemporary of the Major’s, being over seventy, and they had been through three years of the War in the same regiment.
他和少校是同龄人,七十多岁了,他们在同一个团经历了三年的战争。
Amelia addressed him now, with an effect of angry mockery, as “my dear old Frank Bronson”; but that (without the mockery) was how the Amberson family almost always spoke of him: “dear old Frank Bronson.” He was a hale, thin old man, six feet three inches tall, and without a stoop.
阿米莉亚现在用一种愤怒的嘲讽的语气称呼他为“我亲爱的老弗兰克·布朗森”。但安伯森一家几乎总是这么称呼他(没有嘲笑):“亲爱的老弗兰克·布朗森。”他是一位精神矍铄、瘦弱的老人,身高六英尺三英寸,没有驼背。
“I doubt your knowing Isabel,” he said stiffly.
“我怀疑你认识伊莎贝尔,”他生硬地说。
“You speak of her as you do because she sides with her brother George, instead of with you and Sydney.”
“你这样谈论她是因为她站在她哥哥乔治一边,而不是站在你和西德尼一边。”
“Pooh!” Aunt Amelia was evidently in a passion.
“呸!”阿米莉亚姨妈显然很热情。
“You know what’s been going on over there, well enough, Frank Bronson!”
“你知道那边发生了什么,足够了,弗兰克·布朗森!”
“I don’t even know what you’re talking about.”
“我根本不知道你在说什么。”
“Oh, you don’t?
“哦,你不知道吗?
You don’t know that Isabel takes George’s side simply because he’s Eugene Morgan’s best friend?”
你不知道伊莎贝尔站在乔治一边只是因为他是尤金·摩根最好的朋友吗?”
“It seems to me you’re talking pure nonsense,” said Bronson sharply.
“在我看来,你完全是在胡说八道,”布朗森尖锐地说。
“Not impure nonsense, I hope!”
“我希望这不是不纯粹的废话!”
Amelia became shrill.
阿米莉亚变得尖锐起来。
“I thought you were a man of the world: don’t tell me you’re blind!
“我以为你是个懂事的人,别告诉我你是瞎子!
For nearly two years Isabel’s been pretending to chaperone Fanny Minafer with Eugene, and all the time she’s been dragging that poor fool Fanny around to chaperone her and Eugene!
近两年来,伊莎贝尔一直假装陪伴范妮·米纳弗和尤金,而她一直拖着那个可怜的傻瓜范妮到处陪伴她和尤金!
Under the circumstances, she knows people will get to thinking Fanny’s a pretty slim kind of chaperone, and Isabel wants to please George because she thinks there’ll be less talk if she can keep her own brother around, seeming to approve.
在这种情况下,她知道人们会认为范妮是一个相当苗条的监护人,而伊莎贝尔想要取悦乔治,因为她认为如果她能把自己的兄弟留在身边,那么谈话就会减少,似乎很赞同。
‘Talk!’ She’d better look out!
“说话!”她最好小心点!
The whole town will be talking, the first thing she knows!
整个镇子都会议论,这是她知道的第一件事!
She—”
她——”
Amelia stopped, and stared at the doorway in a panic, for her nephew stood there.
阿米莉亚停了下来,惊慌地盯着门口,因为她的侄子就站在那里。
She kept her eyes upon his white face for a few strained moments, then, regaining her nerve, looked away and shrugged her shoulders.
她紧张地盯着他苍白的脸看了一会儿,然后恢复了镇定,移开视线,耸了耸肩。
“You weren’t intended to hear what I’ve been saying, George,” she said quietly.
“乔治,你无意听我说的话,”她轻声说道。
“But since you seem to—”
“但是既然你看起来——”
“Yes, I did.”
“是的,我做到了。”
“So!” She shrugged her shoulders again.
“所以!”她再次耸耸肩。
“After all, I don’t know but it’s just as well, in the long run.”
“毕竟,我不知道,但从长远来看,这样也好。”
He walked up to where she sat.
他走到她坐的地方。
“You—you—” he said thickly.
“你——你——”他粗声粗气地说。
“It seems—it seems to me you’re—you’re pretty common!”
“看来——在我看来你——你很普通!”
Amelia tried to give the impression of an unconcerned person laughing with complete indifference, but the sounds she produced were disjointed and uneasy.
阿米莉亚试图给人一种毫不关心的人的印象,笑起来完全漠不关心,但她发出的声音却杂乱而不安。
She fanned herself, looking out of the open window near her.
她一边扇着扇子,一边看着附近开着的窗户。
“Of course, if you want to make more trouble in the family than we’ve already got, George, with your eavesdropping, you can go and repeat—”
“当然,如果你想在家里制造比我们现在更多的麻烦,乔治,你可以去偷听,重复一遍——”
Old Bronson had risen from his chair in great distress.
老布朗森痛苦地从椅子上站起来。
“Your aunt was talking nonsense because she’s piqued over a business matter, George,” he said.
“乔治,你阿姨之所以胡言乱语,是因为她因为生意上的事情而生气,”他说。
“She doesn’t mean what she said, and neither she nor any one else gives the slightest credit to such foolishness—no one in the world!”
“她所说的并不是真心话,无论是她还是其他人,都没有对这种愚蠢行为给予丝毫的信任——世界上没有人!”
George gulped, and wet lines shone suddenly along his lower eyelids.
乔治咽了口口水,下眼睑突然闪现出湿漉漉的皱纹。
“They—they’d better not!” he said, then stalked out of the room, and out of the house.
“他们——他们最好不要!”他说,然后大步走出房间,走出房子。
He stamped fiercely across the stone slabs of the front porch, descended the steps, and halted abruptly, blinking in the strong sunshine.
他猛地踩过前廊的石板,走下台阶,突然停了下来,在强烈的阳光下眨着眼睛。
In front of his own gate, beyond the Major’s broad lawn, his mother was just getting into her victoria, where sat already his Aunt Fanny and Lucy Morgan.
在他自己的大门前,在少校宽阔的草坪之外,他的母亲刚刚进入她的维多利亚,那里已经坐着他的范妮姨妈和露西摩根。
It was a summer fashion-picture: the three ladies charmingly dressed, delicate parasols aloft; the lines of the victoria graceful as those of a violin; the trim pair of bays in glistening harness picked out with silver, and the serious black driver whom Isabel, being an Amberson, dared even in that town to put into a black livery coat, boots, white breeches, and cockaded hat.
这是一幅夏日时尚画卷:三位女士衣着迷人,高高撑着精致的阳伞;维多利亚的线条像小提琴一样优雅;一对穿着闪闪发光的马具的整齐的海湾被银饰所点缀,还有严肃的黑人司机,伊莎贝尔,作为安伯森家族的一员,甚至在那个镇上也敢给他穿上黑色制服外套,靴子,白色马裤,戴着有徽章的帽子。
They jingled smartly away, and, seeing George standing on the Major’s lawn, Lucy waved, and Isabel threw him a kiss.
它们叮叮当当地响了起来,看到乔治站在少校的草坪上,露西挥了挥手,伊莎贝尔给了他一个吻。
But George shuddered, pretending not to see them, and stooped as if searching for something lost in the grass, protracting that posture until the victoria was out of hearing.
但乔治浑身发抖,假装没有看到他们,弯下腰,好像在草丛中寻找丢失的东西,一直保持这个姿势,直到维多利亚的声音消失为止。
And ten minutes later, George Amberson, somewhat in the semblance of an angry person plunging out of the Mansion, found a pale nephew waiting to accost him.
十分钟后,乔治·安伯森就像一个愤怒的人冲出官邸,发现一个脸色苍白的侄子正等着和他搭话。
“I haven’t time to talk, Georgie.”
“我没时间说话,乔吉。”
“Yes, you have.
“是的,你有。
You’d better!”
你最好!”
“What’s the matter, then?”
“那是怎么回事?”
His namesake drew him away from the vicinity of the house.
他的同名者把他从房子附近拉开。
“I want to tell you something I just heard Aunt Amelia say, in there.”
“我想告诉你一些我刚刚听到阿米莉亚阿姨在那里说的话。”
“I don’t want to hear it,” said Amberson.
“我不想听,”安伯森说。
“I’ve been hearing entirely too much of what ‘Aunt Amelia’ says, lately.”
“最近我听太多了‘阿米莉亚阿姨’的话。”
“She says my mother’s on your side about this division of the property because you’re Eugene Morgan’s best friend.”
“她说我母亲在财产分割问题上站在你一边,因为你是尤金·摩根最好的朋友。”
“What in the name of heaven has that got to do with your mother’s being on my side?”
“天哪,这和你母亲站在我这边有什么关系?”
“She said—” George paused to swallow.
“她说——”乔治停下来吞咽口水。
“She said—” He faltered.
“她说——”他支吾着。
“You look sick,” said his uncle; and laughed shortly.
“你看起来病了,”他叔叔说。然后笑了一声。
“If it’s because of anything Amelia’s been saying, I don’t blame you!
“如果是因为阿米莉亚所说的话,我不会怪你!
What else did she say?”
她还说了什么?”
George swallowed again, as with nausea, but under his uncle’s encouragement he was able to be explicit.
乔治又吞了口口水,因为感到恶心,但在叔叔的鼓励下,他终于能够直言不讳了。
“She said my mother wanted you to be friendly to her about Eugene Morgan.
“她说我母亲希望你在尤金·摩根的事上对她友好一些。
She said my mother had been using Aunt Fanny as a chaperone.”
她说我母亲一直让范妮阿姨充当监护人。”
Amberson emitted a laugh of disgust.
安伯森发出厌恶的笑声。
“It’s wonderful what tommy-rot a woman in a state of spite can think of!
“一个处于怨恨状态的女人能想到什么,真是太棒了!
I suppose you don’t doubt that Amelia Amberson created this specimen of tommy-rot herself?”
我想你不会怀疑阿米莉亚·安伯森自己创造了这个汤米腐烂标本吧?”
“I know she did.”
“我知道她做到了。”
“Then what’s the matter?”
“那是怎么回事?”
“She said—” George faltered again.
“她说——”乔治再次支支吾吾。
“She said—she implied people were—were talking about it.”
“她说——她暗示人们正在谈论这件事。”
“Of all the damn nonsense!” his uncle exclaimed.
“那些该死的废话!”他叔叔惊呼道。
George looked at him haggardly.
乔治憔悴地看着他。
“You’re sure they’re not?”
“你确定他们不是?”
“Rubbish!
“垃圾!
Your mother’s on my side about this division because she knows Sydney’s a pig and always has been a pig, and so has his spiteful wife.
在这个问题上,你母亲站在我这边,因为她知道西德尼是头猪,而且一直都是头猪,他那恶毒的妻子也是如此。
I’m trying to keep them from getting the better of your mother as well as from getting the better of me, don’t you suppose?
我正在努力阻止他们战胜你母亲,也阻止他们战胜我,你不觉得吗?
Well, they’re in a rage because Sydney always could do what he liked with father unless your mother interfered, and they know I got Isabel to ask him not to do what they wanted.
好吧,他们很愤怒,因为西德尼总是可以对父亲做他喜欢做的事,除非你母亲干涉,而且他们知道我让伊莎贝尔要求他不要做他们想做的事。
They’re keeping up the fight and they’re sore—and Amelia’s a woman who always says any damn thing that comes into her head!
他们继续战斗,他们感到很痛苦——而阿米莉亚是一个总是说她脑子里想到的任何该死的话的女人!
That’s all there is to it.”
这就是全部内容了。”
“But she said,” George persisted wretchedly; “she said there was talk.
“但她说,”乔治可怜兮兮地坚持道。 “她说有谈话。
She said—”
她说——”
“Look here, young fellow!” Amberson laughed good-naturedly.
“看这里,年轻人!”安伯森善意地笑道。
“There probably is some harmless talk about the way your Aunt Fanny goes after poor Eugene, and I’ve no doubt I’ve abetted it myself.
“可能有人在谈论你的范妮姨妈如何追捕可怜的尤金,毫无疑问我自己也怂恿了这种事。
People can’t help being amused by a thing like that.
人们不禁会被这样的事情逗乐。
Fanny was always languishing at him, twenty-odd years ago, before he left here.
二十多年前,在他离开这里之前,芬妮总是对他苦苦哀求。
Well, we can’t blame the poor thing if she’s got her hopes up again, and I don’t know that I blame her, myself, for using your mother the way she does.”
好吧,如果她再次抱有希望,我们就不能责怪这个可怜的人,而且我也不知道我应该责怪她,我自己,因为她这样利用你的母亲。”
“How do you mean?”
“你是什么意思?”
Amberson put his hand on George’s shoulder.
安伯森把手放在乔治的肩膀上。
“You like to tease Fanny,” he said, “but I wouldn’t tease her about this, if I were you.
“你喜欢取笑范妮,”他说,“但如果我是你,我就不会用这个取笑她。
Fanny hasn’t got much in her life.
范妮的一生并没有得到太多。
You know, Georgie, just being an aunt isn’t really the great career it may sometimes appear to you!
你知道,乔吉,仅仅当一名阿姨并不是你有时看起来的伟大职业!
In fact, I don’t know of anything much that Fanny has got, except her feeling about Eugene.
事实上,我对范妮的了解不多,除了她对尤金的感觉。
She’s always had it—and what’s funny to us is pretty much life-and-death to her, I suspect.
她一直都有这种感觉——我怀疑,对我们来说有趣的事情对她来说几乎是生死攸关的。
Now, I’ll not deny that Eugene Morgan is attracted to your mother.
现在,我不会否认尤金·摩根被你母亲所吸引。
He is; and that’s another case of ‘always was’; but I know him, and he’s a knight, George—a crazy one, perhaps, if you’ve read ‘Don Quixote.’ And I think your mother likes him better than she likes any man outside her own family, and that he interests her more than anybody else—and ‘always has.’ And that’s all there is to it, except—”
他是;这又是“总是如此”的另一种情况;但我认识他,他是一位骑士,乔治——也许是个疯狂的骑士,如果你读过《堂吉诃德》的话。我想你母亲喜欢他胜过喜欢自己家族以外的任何男人,而且他比其他任何人都更让她感兴趣——而且‘一直如此’。这就是全部,除了——”
“Except what?” George asked quickly, as he paused.
“除了什么?”乔治停了下来,很快问道。
“Except that I suspect—” Amberson chuckled, and began over: “I’ll tell you in confidence.
“不过我怀疑——”安伯森轻笑一声,重新开始:“我会秘密地告诉你。
I think Fanny’s a fairly tricky customer, for such an innocent old girl!
我认为范妮是一个相当棘手的顾客,对于这样一个天真的老女孩来说!
There isn’t any real harm in her, but she’s a great diplomatist—lots of cards up her lace sleeves, Georgie!
她没有任何真正的伤害,但她是一位伟大的外交家——她的蕾丝袖子里藏着很多牌,乔吉!
By the way, did you ever notice how proud she is of her arms?
顺便问一下,你有没有注意到她对自己的手臂有多自豪?
Always flashing ’em at poor Eugene!” And he stopped to laugh again.
总是向可怜的尤金闪光!”他又停下来笑了。
“I don’t see anything confidential about that,” George complained.
“我没有看到任何机密,”乔治抱怨道。
“I thought—”
“我以为——”
“Wait a minute!
“等一下!
My idea is—don’t forget it’s a confidential one, but I’m devilish right about it, young Georgie!—it’s this: Fanny uses your mother for a decoy duck.
我的想法是——别忘了这是一个机密,但我对此很邪恶,年轻的乔吉!——就是这样:范妮用你的母亲作为诱饵鸭。
She does everything in the world she can to keep your mother’s friendship with Eugene going, because she thinks that’s what keeps Eugene about the place, so to speak.
她尽其所能来维持你母亲与尤金的友谊,因为她认为这就是让尤金留在这个地方的原因,可以这么说。
Fanny’s always with your mother, you see; and whenever he sees Isabel he sees Fanny.
你看,范妮总是和你妈妈在一起;每当他看到伊莎贝尔时,他就看到了范妮。
Fanny thinks he’ll get used to the idea of her being around, and some day her chance may come!
范妮认为他会习惯她在身边的想法,有一天她的机会可能会来!
You see, she’s probably afraid—perhaps she even knows, poor thing!—that she wouldn’t get to see much of Eugene if it weren’t for Isabel’s being such a friend of his.
你看,她可能害怕——也许她甚至知道,可怜的东西!——如果不是因为伊莎贝尔是他的朋友,她就不会经常见到尤金。
There!
在那里!
D’you see?”
你看到了吗?
“Well—I suppose so.” George’s brow was still dark, however.
“嗯——我想是这样。”然而,乔治的眉毛仍然是黑色的。
“If you’re sure whatever talk there is, is about Aunt Fanny.
“如果你确定无论谈论什么,都是关于范妮阿姨的。
If that’s so—”
如果真是这样的话——”
“Don’t be an ass,” his uncle advised him lightly, moving away.
“别犯傻了。”舅舅淡淡地劝告他,然后走开了。
“I’m off for a week’s fishing to forget that woman in there, and her pig of a husband.” (His gesture toward the Mansion indicated Mr. and Mrs. Sydney Amberson.) “I recommend a like course to you, if you’re silly enough to pay any attention to such rubbishings!
“我要去钓鱼一周,就是为了忘记那里的那个女人,还有她那个猪头丈夫。” (他对着豪宅的手势表明了悉尼·安伯森先生和夫人。)“我向你推荐类似的课程,如果你傻到对这些垃圾感兴趣的话!
Good-bye!”
再见!
George was partially reassured, but still troubled: a word haunted him like the recollection of a nightmare.
乔治稍微放心了一些,但仍然感到困扰:有一个词像噩梦一样困扰着他。
“Talk!”
“讲话!”
He stood looking at the houses across the street from the Mansion; and though the sunshine was bright upon them, they seemed mysteriously threatening.
他站在那里,看着公馆对面的房屋。虽然阳光照在他们身上,但他们却显得神秘而具有威胁性。
He had always despised them, except the largest of them, which was the home of his henchman, Charlie Johnson.
他一直鄙视它们,除了其中最大的一座,那是他的追随者查理·约翰逊的家。
The Johnsons had originally owned a lot three hundred feet wide, but they had sold all of it except the meager frontage before the house itself, and five houses were now crowded into the space where one used to squire it so spaciously.
约翰逊一家原本拥有一块三百英尺宽的土地,但除了房子前面那片微薄的正面外,他们已经把所有的土地都卖掉了,现在五栋房子挤在了曾经有人如此宽敞地占据的地方。
Up and down the street, the same transformation had taken place: every big, comfortable old brick house now had two or three smaller frame neighbours crowding up to it on each side, cheap-looking neighbours, most of them needing paint and not clean—and yet, though they were cheap looking, they had cost as much to build as the big brick houses, whose former ample yards they occupied.
街道上上下下,也发生了同样的转变:每一栋又大又舒适的旧砖房现在两边都挤着两三个较小的框架邻居,看起来很廉价的邻居,他们中的大多数都需要油漆而且不干净——然而,尽管它们看起来很廉价,但它们的建造成本和那些大砖房一样多,它们占据了它们以前宽敞的院子。
Only where George stood was there left a sward as of yore; the great, level, green lawn that served for both the Major’s house and his daughter’s.
只有乔治站的地方还残留着昔日的一片草丛;宽阔平坦的绿色草坪,是少校和他女儿的住所。
This serene domain—unbroken, except for the two gravelled carriage-drives—alone remained as it had been during the early glories of the Amberson Addition.
这片宁静的土地——除了两条碎石马车车道外,没有被破坏——独自保持着安伯森附加区早期辉煌时期的原样。
George stared at the ugly houses opposite, and hated them more than ever; but he shivered.
乔治盯着对面丑陋的房子,比以往任何时候都更讨厌它们。但他颤抖着。
Perhaps the riffraff living in those houses sat at the windows to watch their betters; perhaps they dared to gossip—
也许住在那些房子里的痞子们坐在窗户旁观看比他们更好的人;也许他们敢说闲话——
He uttered an exclamation, and walked rapidly toward his own front gate.
他惊呼一声,快步朝自家大门走去。
The victoria had returned with Miss Fanny alone; she jumped out briskly and the victoria waited.
维多利亚号独自带着范妮小姐回来了。她轻快地跳了出来,维多利亚号等待着。
“Where’s mother?” George asked sharply, as he met her.
“妈妈在哪儿?”乔治一见到她,就尖锐地问道。
“At Lucy’s.
“在露西家。
I only came back to get some embroidery, because we found the sun too hot for driving.
我回来只是为了做一些刺绣,因为我们发现太阳太热了,不适合开车。
I’m in a hurry.”
我很着急。”
But, going into the house with her, he detained her when she would have hastened upstairs.
但是,当她和她一起进屋时,当她本想赶紧上楼时,他却扣留了她。
“I haven’t time to talk now, Georgie; I’m going right back.
“我现在没时间说话,乔吉;我马上就回去。
I promised your mother—”
我答应过你妈妈——”
“You listen!” said George.
“你听着!”乔治说。
“What on earth—”
“到底是什么——”
He repeated what Amelia had said.
他重复了阿米莉亚说过的话。
This time, however, he spoke coldly, and without the emotion he had exhibited during the recital to his uncle: Fanny was the one who showed agitation during this interview, for she grew fiery red, and her eyes dilated.
然而这一次,他说话的语气很冷淡,完全没有向叔叔朗诵时所表现出的情绪:范妮在这次采访中显得很激动,因为她的脸涨得通红,眼睛放大了。
“What on earth do you want to bring such trash to me for?” she demanded, breathing fast.
“你带这么垃圾来找我到底做什么?”她呼吸急促地问道。
“I merely wished to know two things: whether it is your duty or mine to speak to father of what Aunt Amelia—”
“我只想知道两件事:向父亲讲述阿米莉亚姨妈的事情是你的责任还是我的责任——”
Fanny stamped her foot.
范妮跺着脚。
“You little fool!” she cried.
“你这个小傻瓜!”她哭了。
“You awful little fool!”
“你这个可怕的小傻瓜!”
“I decline—”
“我拒绝——”
“Decline, my hat!
“拒绝,我的帽子!
Your father’s a sick man, and you—”
你父亲病了,而你——”
“He doesn’t seem so to me.”
“在我看来他并不是这样。”
“Well, he does to me!
“好吧,他对我就是这样!
And you want to go troubling him with an Amberson family row!
你还想用安伯森家族的争吵来困扰他!
It’s just what that cat would love you to do!”
这正是那只猫喜欢你做的事!”
“Well, I—”
“嗯,我——”
“Tell your father if you like!
“如果你愿意,就告诉你父亲吧!
It will only make him a little sicker to think he’s got a son silly enough to listen to such craziness!”
想到他有一个傻到听这种疯狂的话的儿子,只会让他觉得更恶心!”
“Then you’re sure there isn’t any talk?” Fanny disdained a reply in words.
“那你确定没有人说话吗?”范妮在言语上不屑于回答。
She made a hissing sound of utter contempt and snapped her fingers.
她发出一声完全蔑视的嘶嘶声,然后打了个响指。
Then she asked scornfully: “What’s the other thing you wanted to know?”
然后她轻蔑地问道:“你还想知道什么?”
George’s pallor increased.
乔治的脸色更加苍白。
“Whether it mightn’t be better, under the circumstances,” he said, “if this family were not so intimate with the Morgan family—at least for a time.
“在这种情况下,”他说,“如果这个家族与摩根家族不那么亲密——至少暂时如此。
It might be better—”
或许这样会更好——”
Fanny stared at him incredulously.
范妮不可置信地看着他。
“You mean you’d quit seeing Lucy?”
“你的意思是你不再和露西见面了?”
“I hadn’t thought of that side of it, but if such a thing were necessary on account of talk about my mother, I—I—” He hesitated unhappily.
“我没有想到这一点,但如果因为谈论我母亲而需要这样做的话,我——我——”他不高兴地犹豫道。
“I suggested that if all of us—for a time—perhaps only for a time—it might be better if—”
“我建议,如果我们所有人——暂时——也许只是暂时——可能会更好——”
“See here,” she interrupted.
“看这里,”她打断道。
“We’ll settle this nonsense right now.
“我们现在就解决这个无稽之谈。
If Eugene Morgan comes to this house, for instance, to see me, your mother can’t get up and leave the place the minute he gets here, can she?
例如,如果尤金·摩根来到这所房子来看我,你母亲就不能在他一到这里就起身离开这个地方,不是吗?
What do you want her to do: insult him?
你想让她做什么:侮辱他?
Or perhaps you’d prefer she’d insult Lucy?
或者也许你更希望她侮辱露西?
That would do just as well.
这样也可以。
What is it you’re up to, anyhow?
无论如何,你在做什么?
Do you really love your Aunt Amelia so much that you want to please her?
你真的很爱你的阿米莉亚阿姨以至于想要取悦她吗?
Or do you really hate your Aunt Fanny so much that you want to—that you want to—”
或者你真的非常讨厌你的范妮阿姨,以至于你想要——你想要——”
She choked and sought for her handkerchief; suddenly she began to cry.
她哽咽着寻找手帕。突然她哭了起来。
“Oh, see here,” George said.
“哦,看这里,”乔治说。
“I don’t hate you,” Aunt Fanny.
“我不恨你,”范妮姨妈。
“That’s silly.
“这太愚蠢了。
I don’t—”
我不——”
“You do!
“你知道!
You do!
你做的!
You want to—you want to destroy the only thing—that I—that I ever—” And, unable to continue, she became inaudible in her handkerchief.
你想要——你想要摧毁唯一的东西——我——我曾经——”然后,她无法继续下去,用手帕变得听不见了。
George felt remorseful, and his own troubles were lightened: all at once it became clear to him that he had been worrying about nothing.
乔治感到懊悔,他自己的烦恼也减轻了:他突然意识到自己一直在担心什么。
He perceived that his Aunt Amelia was indeed an old cat, and that to give her scandalous meanderings another thought would be the height of folly.
他意识到他的阿米莉亚姨妈确实是一只老猫,如果再让她胡思乱想,那就太愚蠢了。
By no means unsusceptible to such pathos as that now exposed before him, he did not lack pity for Fanny, whose almost spoken confession was lamentable; and he was granted the vision to understand that his mother also pitied Fanny infinitely more than he did.
他对现在展现在他面前的悲痛绝非不敏感,他也不缺乏对范妮的怜悯,范妮几乎口头上的坦白令人悲哀。他被赋予了异象,了解到他的母亲也比他更可怜范妮。
This seemed to explain everything.
这似乎已经解释了一切。
He patted the unhappy lady awkwardly upon her shoulder.
他笨拙地拍拍那位不幸的女士的肩膀。
“There, there!” he said.
“那儿,那儿!”他说。
“I didn’t mean anything.
“我没有任何意思。
Of course the only thing to do about Aunt Amelia is to pay no attention to her.
当然,对付阿米莉亚姨妈唯一能做的就是别理她。
It’s all right, Aunt Fanny.
没关系,范妮阿姨。
Don’t cry.
别哭。
I feel a lot better now, myself.
我自己现在感觉好多了。
Come on; I’ll drive back there with you.
来吧;我会和你一起开车回去。
It’s all over, and nothing’s the matter.
一切都过去了,也没什么事了。
Can’t you cheer up?”
你就不能打起精神吗?”
Fanny cheered up; and presently the customarily hostile aunt and nephew were driving out Amberson Boulevard amiably together in the hot sunshine.
范妮高兴起来;不久,一向充满敌意的阿姨和侄子在炎热的阳光下和蔼可亲地一起驶出了安伯森大道。
Chapter XIV
第十四章
“Almost” was Lucy’s last word on the last night of George’s vacation—that vital evening which she had half consented to agree upon for “settling things” between them.
“几乎”是露西在乔治假期的最后一晚说的最后一句话——那个至关重要的夜晚,她半同意同意在他们之间“解决问题”。
“Almost engaged,” she meant.
“快订婚了,”她的意思是。
And George, discontented with the “almost,” but contented that she seemed glad to wear a sapphire locket with a tiny photograph of George Amberson Minafer inside it, found himself wonderful in a new world at the final instant of their parting.
乔治对“几乎”感到不满意,但对她似乎很高兴戴着一个蓝宝石吊坠盒,里面有一张乔治·安伯森·米纳弗的小照片感到满意,在他们分手的最后一刻,他发现自己在一个新世界里很棒。
For, after declining to let him kiss her “good-bye,” as if his desire for such a ceremony were the most preposterous absurdity in the world, she had leaned suddenly close to him and left upon his cheek the veriest feather from a fairy’s wing.
因为,在拒绝让他吻她“再见”之后,仿佛他对这样一个仪式的渴望是世界上最荒谬的,她突然靠向他,在他的脸颊上留下了仙女翅膀上最美丽的羽毛。
She wrote him a month later:
一个月后她写信给他:
No. It must keep on being almost.
不,必须继续保持这种状态。
Isn’t almost pretty pleasant?
是不是很愉快?
You know well enough that I care for you.
你很清楚我很关心你。
I did from the first minute I saw you, and I’m pretty sure you knew it—I’m afraid you did.
从我见到你的第一分钟起,我就知道了,而且我很确定你知道这一点——恐怕你也知道。
I’m afraid you always knew it.
恐怕你一直都知道。
I’m not conventional and cautious about being engaged, as you say I am, dear.
亲爱的,我并不像你所说的那样传统和谨慎地订婚。
(I always read over the “dears” in your letters a time or two, as you say you do in mine—only I read all of your letters a time or two!) But it’s such a solemn thing it scares me.
(我总是读一两遍你信中的“亲爱的”,正如你所说的那样——只是我读了一两遍你所有的信!) 但这是一件如此庄严的事情,它让我感到害怕。
It means a good deal to a lot of people besides you and me, and that scares me, too.
除了你我之外,这对很多人来说意义重大,这也让我感到害怕。
You write that I take your feeling for me “too lightly” and that I “take the whole affair too lightly.” Isn’t that odd!
你写道,我“太轻视”你对我的感情,并且“太轻视整件事”。这不是很奇怪吗!
Because to myself I seem to take it as something so much more solemn than you do.
因为对我自己来说,我似乎认为它比你更严肃。
I shouldn’t be a bit surprised to find myself an old lady, some day, still thinking of you—while you’d be away and away with somebody else perhaps, and me forgotten ages ago!
有一天,当我发现自己已经是一位老太太时,我仍然在想念你,我不应该感到惊讶——而你可能已经离开了,也许和别人在一起了,而我早已被遗忘了!
“Lucy Morgan,” you’d say, when you saw my obituary.
“露西·摩根,”当你看到我的讣告时,你会说。
“Lucy Morgan?
“露西·摩根?
Let me see: I seem to remember the name.
让我看看:我好像记住了这个名字。
Didn’t I know some Lucy Morgan or other, once upon a time?” Then you’d shake your big white head and stroke your long white beard—you’d have such a distinguished long white beard!
难道我以前不认识露西·摩根之类的人吗?”然后你就摇晃你的白大头,抚摸你的白长胡子,你的白长胡子真是太尊贵了!
and you’d say, ‘No. I don’t seem to remember any Lucy Morgan; I wonder what made me think I did?’ And poor me!
你会说:‘不。我似乎不记得露西·摩根了;我想知道是什么让我认为我做到了?’可怜的我!
I’d be deep in the ground, wondering if you’d heard about it and what you were saying!
我会深入地下,想知道你是否听说过这件事以及你在说什么!
Good-bye for to-day.
今天再见。
Don’t work too hard—dear!
别太辛苦——亲爱的!
George immediately seized pen and paper, plaintively but vigorously requesting Lucy not to imagine him with a beard, distinguished or otherwise, even in the extremities of age.
乔治立即抓起笔和纸,哀怨而有力地请求露西不要想象他留着胡子,无论是显赫的还是其他的,即使是在年事已高的时候。
Then, after inscribing his protest in the matter of this visioned beard, he concluded his missive in a tone mollified to tenderness, and proceeded to read a letter from his mother which had reached him simultaneously with Lucy’s.
然后,在写下他对这幻象胡须问题的抗议后,他以一种柔和而温柔的语气结束了他的信,然后开始读他母亲的一封信,这封信是与露西的信同时到达的。
Isabel wrote from Asheville, where she had just arrived with her husband.
伊莎贝尔从阿什维尔写信,她刚刚和丈夫抵达那里。
I think your father looks better already, darling, though we’ve been here only a few hours.
我觉得你父亲看起来已经好多了,亲爱的,尽管我们只来了几个小时。
It may be we’ve found just the place to build him up.
也许我们已经找到了培养他的地方。
The doctors said they hoped it would prove to be, and if it is, it would be worth the long struggle we had with him to get him to give up and come.
医生们说,他们希望事实证明是这样,如果是这样,我们与他进行的长期斗争是值得的,让他放弃并来。
Poor dear man, he was so blue, not about his health but about giving up the worries down at his office and forgetting them for a time—if he only will forget them!
可怜的亲爱的人,他如此忧郁,不是因为他的健康,而是因为放弃了办公室里的忧虑,暂时忘记了它们——如果他能忘记它们就好了!
It took the pressure of the family and all his best friends, to get him to come—but father and brother George and Fanny and Eugene Morgan all kept at him so constantly that he just had to give in.
家人和他所有最好的朋友都给他施加了压力,才让他来,但父亲和兄弟乔治、范妮和尤金·摩根都不断地逼着他,他不得不屈服。
I’m afraid that in my anxiety to get him to do what the doctors wanted him to, I wasn’t able to back up brother George as I should in his difficulty with Sydney and Amelia.
我担心,在我急于让他做医生希望他做的事情时,我无法在乔治兄弟与西尼和阿米莉亚之间的困难中提供我应该支持的支持。
I’m so sorry!
我很抱歉!
George is more upset than I’ve ever seen him—they’ve got what they wanted, and they’re sailing before long, I hear, to live in Florence.
乔治比我见过的任何时候都更沮丧——他们已经得到了他们想要的东西,而且据我所知,他们不久就要启航去佛罗伦萨生活了。
Father said he couldn’t stand the constant persuading—I’m afraid the word he used was “nagging.” I can’t understand people behaving like that.
父亲说他受不了不断的劝说——恐怕他用的词是“唠叨”。我无法理解人们那样的行为。
George says they may be Ambersons, but they’re vulgar!
乔治说他们可能是安伯森一家,但他们很粗俗!
I’m afraid I almost agree with him.
恐怕我几乎同意他的观点。
At least, I think they were inconsiderate.
至少,我认为他们不体贴。
But I don’t see why I’m unburdening myself of all this to you, poor darling!
但我不明白为什么我要向你倾诉这一切,可怜的宝贝!
We’ll have forgotten all about it long before you come home for the holidays, and it should mean little or nothing to you, anyway.
早在你回家过节之前,我们就会把这一切都忘记了,无论如何,这对你来说应该没有什么意义。
Forget that I’ve been so foolish!
忘了我曾经是多么的愚蠢吧!
Your father is waiting for me to take a walk with him—that’s a splendid sign, because he hasn’t felt he could walk much, at home, lately.
你父亲正在等我和他一起散步——这是一个极好的迹象,因为他最近在家里觉得自己不能走路了。
I mustn’t keep him waiting.
我不能让他久等。
Be careful to wear your mackintosh and rubbers in rainy weather, and, as soon as it begins to get colder, your ulster.
在雨天要小心穿雨衣和橡胶雨衣,一旦天气开始变冷,就要穿上外套。
Wish you could see your father now.
希望你现在能见到你的父亲。
Looks so much better!
看起来好多了!
We plan to stay six weeks if the place agrees with him.
如果他同意的话,我们计划待六周。
It does really seem to already!
看起来确实已经这样了!
He’s just called in the door to say he’s waiting.
他刚刚被叫到门口说他在等。
Don’t smoke too much, darling boy.
别抽烟太多,亲爱的孩子。
Devotedly, your mother Isabel.
虔诚的,你的母亲伊莎贝尔。
But she did not keep her husband there for the six weeks she anticipated.
但她并没有让丈夫呆在那里长达她预计的六个星期。
She did not keep him anywhere that long.
她没有把他留在任何地方那么久。
Three weeks after writing this letter, she telegraphed suddenly to George that they were leaving for home at once; and four days later, when he and a friend came whistling into his study, from lunch at the club, he found another telegram upon his desk.
写完这封信三周后,她突然发电报给乔治,说他们要立即回家。四天后,当他和一位朋友在俱乐部吃完午餐,吹着口哨走进书房时,他在桌子上发现了另一封电报。
He read it twice before he comprehended its import.
他读了两遍才明白其中的含义。
Papa left us at ten this morning, dearest.
亲爱的,爸爸今天早上十点就离开了我们。
Mother.
母亲。
The friend saw the change in his face.
朋友看到了他脸上的变化。
“Not bad news?”
“不是坏消息吗?”
George lifted utterly dumfounded eyes from the yellow paper.
乔治彻底惊呆了,他的眼睛从黄色的纸上抬起来。
“My father,” he said weakly.
“我的父亲,”他有气无力地说。
“She says—she says he’s dead.
“她说——她说他死了。
I’ve got to go home.”
我得回家了。”
His Uncle George and the Major met him at the station when he arrived—the first time the Major had ever come to meet his grandson.
当他到达时,他的叔叔乔治和少校在车站迎接他——这是少校第一次来接他的孙子。
The old gentleman sat in his closed carriage (which still needed paint) at the entrance to the station, but he got out and advanced to grasp George’s hand tremulously, when the latter appeared.
老先生坐在车站入口处封闭的车厢里(还需要油漆),但当乔治出现时,他下了车,颤抖着上前握住了乔治的手。
“Poor fellow!” he said, and patted him repeatedly upon the shoulder.
“可怜的家伙!”他说着,反复拍拍他的肩膀。
“Poor fellow!
“可怜的家伙!
Poor Georgie!”
可怜的乔吉!”
George had not yet come to a full realization of his loss: so far, his condition was merely dazed; and as the Major continued to pat him, murmuring “Poor fellow!” over and over, George was seized by an almost irresistible impulse to tell his grandfather that he was not a poodle.
乔治还没有完全意识到他的损失:到目前为止,他的状况只是茫然;少校继续拍着他,低声说:“可怜的家伙!”乔治一次又一次地被一种几乎无法抗拒的冲动所控制,想要告诉他的祖父他不是一只贵宾犬。
But he said “Thanks,” in a low voice, and got into the carriage, his two relatives following with deferential sympathy.
但他低声说了声“谢谢”,就上了马车,他的两个亲戚也恭敬同情地跟在后面。
He noticed that the Major’s tremulousness did not disappear, as they drove up the street, and that he seemed much feebler than during the summer.
当他们沿着街道行驶时,他注意到少校的颤抖并没有消失,而且他看起来比夏天时虚弱得多。
Principally, however, George was concerned with his own emotion, or rather, with his lack of emotion; and the anxious sympathy of his grandfather and his uncle made him feel hypocritical.
然而,乔治主要关心的是他自己的情感,或者更确切地说,是他缺乏情感。而祖父和叔叔的焦急同情又让他感到虚伪。
He was not grief-stricken; but he felt that he ought to be, and, with a secret shame, concealed his callousness beneath an affectation of solemnity.
他并没有悲痛欲绝;但他觉得自己应该如此,于是带着一种隐秘的羞愧,在故作庄严的外表下掩饰了自己的冷酷无情。
But when he was taken into the room where lay what was left of Wilbur Minafer, George had no longer to pretend; his grief was sufficient.
但当乔治被带进威尔伯·米纳弗遗体所在的房间时,他不再假装了;他的悲伤已经足够了。
It needed only the sight of that forever inert semblance of the quiet man who had been always so quiet a part of his son’s life—so quiet a part that George had seldom been consciously aware that his father was indeed a part of his life.
只需要看到这个安静的男人永远呆滞的外表,他总是如此安静地成为他儿子生活的一部分——如此安静,以至于乔治很少有意识地意识到他的父亲确实是他生活的一部分。
As the figure lay there, its very quietness was what was most lifelike; and suddenly it struck George hard.
那人影躺在那里,安静得最是栩栩如生。突然之间,乔治受到了沉重的打击。
And in that unexpected, racking grief of his son, Wilbur Minafer became more vividly George’s father than he had ever been in life.
威尔伯·米纳弗在儿子出人意料的痛苦悲伤中,比他一生中任何时候都更加生动地成为乔治的父亲。
When George left the room, his arm was about his black-robed mother, his shoulders were still shaken with sobs.
当乔治离开房间时,他的手臂搂着他穿黑袍的母亲,他的肩膀仍然因抽泣而颤抖。
He leaned upon his mother; she gently comforted him; and presently he recovered his composure and became self-conscious enough to wonder if he had not been making an unmanly display of himself.
他靠在他的母亲身上;她温柔地安慰他;不久,他恢复了镇静,并开始意识到自己是否表现得不够男子气概。
“I’m all right again, mother,” he said awkwardly.
“我又好了,妈妈,”他尴尬地说。
“Don’t worry about me: you’d better go lie down, or something; you look pretty pale.”
“别担心我:你最好去躺下,或者什么的;你看起来很苍白。”
Isabel did look pretty pale, but not ghastly pale, as Fanny did.
伊莎贝尔看起来确实很苍白,但不像范妮那样苍白得可怕。
Fanny’s grief was overwhelming; she stayed in her room, and George did not see her until the next day, a few minutes before the funeral, when her haggard face appalled him.
范妮悲痛欲绝。她呆在自己的房间里,直到第二天,葬礼前几分钟,乔治才见到她,当时她憔悴的脸让他感到震惊。
But by this time he was quite himself again, and during the short service in the cemetery his thoughts even wandered so far as to permit him a feeling of regret not directly connected with his father.
但此时他又恢复了平静,在墓地的短暂服务期间,他的思绪甚至走神了,以至于让他产生了一种与父亲没有直接关系的遗憾感。
Beyond the open flower-walled grave was a mound where new grass grew; and here lay his great-uncle, old John Minafer, who had died the previous autumn; and beyond this were the graves of George’s grandfather and grandmother Minafer, and of his grandfather Minafer’s second wife, and her three sons, George’s half-uncles, who had been drowned together in a canoe accident when George was a child—Fanny was the last of the family.
开着花墙的坟墓后面是一座土丘,那里长出了新草。这里躺着他的叔祖父,老约翰·米纳弗,他去年秋天去世了。除此之外,还有乔治的祖父和祖母米纳弗的坟墓,以及祖父米纳弗的第二任妻子和她的三个儿子(乔治同父异母的叔叔)的坟墓,他们在乔治小时候在一次独木舟事故中一起溺水身亡——范妮是家里的最后一个成员。
Next beyond was the Amberson family lot, where lay the Major’s wife and their sons Henry and Milton, uncles whom George dimly remembered; and beside them lay Isabel’s older sister, his Aunt Estelle, who had died, in her girlhood, long before George was born.
接下来是安伯森家族的土地,那里躺着少校的妻子和他们的儿子亨利和米尔顿,乔治依稀记得他们是叔叔。他们旁边躺着伊莎贝尔的姐姐,他的姨妈埃斯特尔,她在乔治出生之前很久就在少女时期去世了。
The Minafer monument was a granite block, with the name chiseled upon its one polished side, and the Amberson monument was a white marble shaft taller than any other in that neighbourhood.
米纳弗纪念碑是一块花岗岩,其名字刻在其抛光的一侧,而安伯森纪念碑是一个白色大理石竖井,比该地区的任何其他纪念碑都高。
But farther on there was a newer section of the cemetery, an addition which had been thrown open to occupancy only a few years before, after dexterous modern treatment by a landscape specialist.
但更远的地方有墓地的一个较新的部分,这是几年前经过景观专家巧妙的现代处理后才开放使用的。
There were some large new mausoleums here, and shafts taller than the Ambersons’, as well as a number of monuments of some sculptural pretentiousness; and altogether the new section appeared to be a more fashionable and important quarter than that older one which contained the Amberson and Minafer lots.
这里有一些大型的新陵墓,以及比安伯森家族更高的竖井,还有一些具有雕塑风格的纪念碑。总的来说,新区似乎比包含安伯森和米纳弗地块的旧区更时尚、更重要。
This was what caused George’s regret, during the moment or two when his mind strayed from his father and the reading of the service.
这就是导致乔治后悔的原因,有那么一两分钟,他的思绪偏离了他的父亲和宣读的礼拜仪式。
On the train, going back to college, ten days later, this regret (though it was as much an annoyance as a regret) recurred to his mind, and a feeling developed within him that the new quarter of the cemetery was in bad taste—not architecturally or sculpturally perhaps, but in presumption: it seemed to flaunt a kind of parvenu ignorance, as if it were actually pleased to be unaware that all the aristocratic and really important families were buried in the old section.
十天后,在回大学的火车上,这种遗憾(虽然既是遗憾又是烦恼)再次出现在他的脑海中,他内心生出一种感觉,觉得新墓地的品味很差——也许不是在建筑或雕塑上,而是在推测:它似乎在炫耀一种暴发户的无知,仿佛它实际上很高兴没有意识到所有贵族和真正重要的家庭都埋在旧墓地里。部分。
The annoyance gave way before a recollection of the sweet mournfulness of his mother’s face, as she had said good-bye to him at the station, and of how lovely she looked in her mourning.
烦恼消失了,他想起了母亲在车站向他告别时脸上甜蜜的悲伤,以及她在哀悼中的样子是多么可爱。
He thought of Lucy, whom he had seen only twice, and he could not help feeling that in these quiet interviews he had appeared to her as tinged with heroism—she had shown, rather than said, how brave she thought him in his sorrow.
他想起了只见过两次的露西,他不禁感到,在这些安静的采访中,他在她看来充满了英雄主义色彩——她表现出了,而不是说出来,她认为他在悲伤中是多么勇敢。
But what came most vividly to George’s mind, during these retrospections, was the despairing face of his Aunt Fanny.
但在这些回忆中,乔治脑海中最清晰的形象是范妮姨妈绝望的脸。
Again and again he thought of it; he could not avoid its haunting.
他一次又一次地想到这一点;他无法避免它的困扰。
And for days, after he got back to college, the stricken likeness of Fanny would appear before him unexpectedly, and without a cause that he could trace in his immediately previous thoughts.
回到大学后的几天里,范妮的惊人相似之处会出乎意料地出现在他面前,而他之前的想法却没有任何原因。
Her grief had been so silent, yet it had so amazed him.
她的悲伤如此无声无息,却让他如此惊讶。
George felt more and more compassion for this ancient antagonist of his, and he wrote to his mother about her:
乔治对他这个古老的对手越来越同情,他写信给他的母亲谈论她:
I’m afraid poor Aunt Fanny might think now father’s gone we won’t want her to live with us any longer and because I always teased her so much she might think I’d be for turning her out.
我担心可怜的范妮阿姨可能会认为现在父亲走了,我们不会再让她和我们住在一起了,而且因为我总是取笑她,她可能会认为我会把她赶出去。
I don’t know where on earth she’d go or what she could live on if we did do something like this, and of course we never would do such a thing, but I’m pretty sure she had something of the kind on her mind.
我不知道如果我们真的做了这样的事情,她到底会去哪里,也不知道她能靠什么生活,当然我们永远不会做这样的事情,但我很确定她心里有这样的想法。
She didn’t say anything, but the way she looked is what makes me think so.
她什么也没说,但她的表情让我这么想。
Honestly, to me she looked just scared sick.
老实说,对我来说,她看起来只是吓坏了。
You tell her there isn’t any danger in the world of my treating her like that.
你告诉她,我这样对待她不会有任何危险。
Tell her everything is to go on just as it always has.
告诉她一切都会像往常一样继续下去。
Tell her to cheer up!
告诉她要振作起来!
Chapter XV
第十五章
Isabel did more for Fanny than telling her to cheer up.
伊莎贝尔为范妮做的不仅仅是让她振作起来。
Everything that Fanny inherited from her father, old Aleck Minafer, had been invested in Wilbur’s business; and Wilbur’s business, after a period of illness corresponding in dates to the illness of Wilbur’s body, had died just before Wilbur did.
范妮从她父亲老阿莱克·米纳弗那里继承的一切,都投资到了威尔伯的生意上。威尔伯的生意在经历了与威尔伯身体的疾病日期相对应的一段时期后,就在威尔伯去世之前就结束了。
George Amberson and Fanny were both “wiped out to a miracle of precision,” as Amberson said.
正如安伯森所说,乔治·安伯森和范妮都“被精确地消灭了”。
They “owned not a penny and owed not a penny,” he continued, explaining his phrase.
他们“不拥有一分钱,也不欠一分钱,”他继续解释他的话。
“It’s like the moment just before drowning: you’re not under water and you’re not out of it.
“这就像溺水前的那一刻:你没有在水下,也没有脱离水。
All you know is that you’re not dead yet.”
你只知道你还没死。”
He spoke philosophically, having his “prospects” from his father to fall back upon; but Fanny had neither “prospects” nor philosophy.
他的讲话很有哲理,他的“前景”来自于他的父亲。但范妮既没有“前景”,也没有哲学。
However, a legal survey of Wilbur’s estate revealed the fact that his life insurance was left clear of the wreck; and Isabel, with the cheerful consent of her son, promptly turned this salvage over to her sister-in-law.
然而,对威尔伯遗产的法律调查显示,他的人寿保险没有受到影响;伊莎贝尔在儿子的愉快同意下,立即将这些残骸交给了她的嫂子。
Invested, it would yield something better than nine hundred dollars a year, and thus she was assured of becoming neither a pauper nor a dependent, but proved to be, as Amberson said, adding his efforts to the cheering up of Fanny, “an heiress, after all, in spite of rolling mills and the devil.” She was unable to smile, and he continued his humane gayeties.
投资后,每年的收益将超过九百美元,因此她确信自己既不会成为乞丐,也不会成为受抚养人,但事实证明,正如安伯森所说,加上他的努力让范妮高兴起来,“尽管有轧机和魔鬼,但毕竟是一位女继承人。”她笑不出来,而他则继续他那充满人性的快乐。
“See what a wonderfully desirable income nine hundred dollars is, Fanny: a bachelor, to be in your class, must have exactly forty-nine thousand one hundred a year.
“范妮,看看九百美元是多么令人向往的收入:一个单身汉,要想进入你的班级,每年必须有四万九千一百美元。
Then, you see, all you need to do, in order to have fifty thousand a year, is to be a little encouraging when some bachelor in your class begins to show by his haberdashery what he wants you to think about him!”
然后,你看,为了一年能赚到五万,你所需要做的就是当你班上的某个学士开始通过他的服饰来表明他希望你对他有什么看法时,给予一点鼓励!”
She looked at him wanly, murmured a desolate response—she had “sewing to do”—and left the room; while Amberson shook his head ruefully at his sister.
她苍白地看着他,低声说道——她“要做缝纫活”——然后离开了房间。安伯森对他的妹妹悲伤地摇了摇头。
“I’ve often thought that humor was not my forte,” he sighed.
“我常常认为幽默不是我的强项,”他叹了口气。
“Lord!
“主啊!
She doesn’t ‘cheer up’ much!”
她不太‘高兴’!”
The collegian did not return to his home for the holidays.
这位大学生假期没有回家。
Instead, Isabel joined him, and they went South for the two weeks.
相反,伊莎贝尔加入了他,他们去了南方两周。
She was proud of her stalwart, good-looking son at the hotel where they stayed, and it was meat and drink to her when she saw how people stared at him in the lobby and on the big verandas—indeed, her vanity in him was so dominant that she was unaware of their staring at her with more interest and an admiration friendlier than George evoked.
她为他们下榻的酒店里她那坚强、英俊的儿子感到自豪,当她看到人们在大堂和大阳台上盯着他看时,她感到很高兴——事实上,她对他的虚荣心如此强烈,以至于她没有意识到他们盯着她的目光比乔治所唤起的更感兴趣和更友好的钦佩。
Happy to have him to herself for this fortnight, she loved to walk with him, leaning upon his arm, to read with him, to watch the sea with him—perhaps most of all she liked to enter the big dining room with him.
她很高兴能在这两周里有他一个人,她喜欢和他一起散步,靠在他的手臂上,和他一起读书,和他一起看海——也许她最喜欢和他一起进入大餐厅。
Yet both of them felt constantly the difference between this Christmastime and other Christmas-times of theirs—in all, it was a sorrowful holiday.
但他们俩都时刻感受到这个圣诞节和以往圣诞节的不同——总而言之,这是一个悲伤的节日。
But when Isabel came East for George’s commencement, in June, she brought Lucy with her—and things began to seem different, especially when George Amberson arrived with Lucy’s father on Class Day.
但六月,当伊莎贝尔来到东部参加乔治的毕业典礼时,她带着露西一起——事情开始看起来不同了,尤其是当乔治·安伯森在班级日和露西的父亲一起到达时。
Eugene had been in New York, on business; Amberson easily persuaded him to this outing; and they made a cheerful party of it, with the new graduate of course the hero and center of it all.
尤金当时在纽约出差。安伯森轻易地说服了他这次郊游。他们举办了一场愉快的聚会,新毕业生当然是这一切的英雄和中心。
His uncle was a fellow alumnus.
他的叔叔是一位校友。
“Yonder was where I roomed when I was here,” he said, pointing out one of the university buildings to Eugene.
“那边是我在这里时住的地方,”他指着尤金的一栋大学建筑说道。
“I don’t know whether George would let my admirers place a tablet to mark the spot, or not.
“我不知道乔治是否会让我的崇拜者放置一块牌子来标记这个位置。
He owns all these buildings now, you know.”
你知道,他现在拥有所有这些建筑物。”
“Didn’t you, when you were here?
“你来的时候不是吗?
Like uncle, like nephew.”
像叔叔,像侄子。”
“Don’t tell George you think he’s like me.
“别告诉乔治你认为他像我。
Just at this time we should be careful of the young gentleman’s feelings.”
只是这个时候我们要小心一下少爷的感受。”
“Yes,” said Eugene.
“是的,”尤金说。
“If we weren’t he mightn’t let us exist at all.”
“如果我们不这样做,他可能根本不会让我们存在。”
“I’m sure I didn’t have it so badly at his age,” Amberson said reflectively, as they strolled on through the commencement crowd.
“我敢肯定,在他这个年纪,我的情况还没有那么糟糕,”当他们漫步穿过毕业典礼的人群时,安伯森若有所思地说。
“For one thing, I had brothers and sisters, and my mother didn’t just sit at my feet as George’s does; and I wasn’t an only grandchild, either.
“一方面,我有兄弟姐妹,我的母亲不像乔治那样坐在我脚边;而且我也不是独生子。
Father’s always spoiled Georgie a lot more than he did any of his own children.”
父亲对乔吉的宠爱比对自己孩子的宠爱还要多。”
Eugene laughed.
尤金笑了。
“You need only three things to explain all that’s good and bad about Georgie.”
“你只需要三件事就能解释乔吉的所有优点和缺点。”
“Three?”
“三?”
“He’s Isabel’s only child.
“他是伊莎贝尔唯一的孩子。
He’s an Amberson.
他是安伯森家族的人。
He’s a boy.”
他是个男孩。”
“Well, Mister Bones, of these three things which are the good ones and which are the bad ones?”
“那么,骨头先生,这三件事中哪些是好的,哪些是坏的?”
“All of them,” said Eugene.
“他们所有人,”尤金说。
It happened that just then they came in sight of the subject of their discourse.
恰巧就在这时,他们看到了他们谈话的主题。
George was walking under the elms with Lucy, swinging a stick and pointing out to her various objects and localities which had attained historical value during the last four years.
乔治和露西一起在榆树下散步,挥舞着一根棍子,向她指出过去四年来具有历史价值的各种物品和地点。
The two older men marked his gestures, careless and graceful; they observed his attitude, unconsciously noble, his easy proprietorship of the ground beneath his feet and round about, of the branches overhead, of the old buildings beyond, and of Lucy.
两个年长的男人注意到了他的手势,漫不经心又优雅。他们观察到他的态度,不知不觉地高贵,他对脚下和周围的土地、头顶的树枝、远处的老建筑和露西的轻松拥有。
“I don’t know,” Eugene said, smiling whimsically.
“我不知道,”尤金异想天开地微笑着说。
“I don’t know.
“我不知道。
When I spoke of his being a human being—I don’t know.
当我谈到他是一个人时——我不知道。
Perhaps it’s more like deity.”
也许这更像是神。”
“I wonder if I was like that!” Amberson groaned.
“我想知道我是不是这样的!”安伯森呻吟道。
“You don’t suppose every Amberson has had to go through it, do you?”
“你不认为每个安伯森都必须经历这个,是吗?”
“Don’t worry!
“别担心!
At least half of it is a combination of youth, good looks, and college; and even the noblest Ambersons get over their nobility and come to be people in time.
至少有一半是年轻、美貌和大学的结合;即使是最高贵的安伯森家族也超越了他们的贵族身份,及时成为了普通人。
It takes more than time, though.”
但这需要的不仅仅是时间。”
“I should say it did take more than time!” his friend agreed, shaking a rueful head.
“我应该说这确实花费了更多的时间!”他的朋友同意了,遗憾地摇着头。
Then they walked over to join the loveliest Amberson, whom neither time nor trouble seemed to have touched.
然后他们走过去和最可爱的安伯森会合,时间和麻烦似乎都没有影响到他。
She stood alone, thoughtful under the great trees, chaperoning George and Lucy at a distance; but, seeing the two friends approaching, she came to meet them.
她独自站在大树下若有所思,远远地陪伴着乔治和露西。但是,看到这两个朋友走近,她就过来迎接他们。
“It’s charming, isn’t it!” she said, moving her black-gloved hand to indicate the summery dressed crowd strolling about them, or clustering in groups, each with its own hero.
“这很迷人,不是吗!”她一边说,一边移动戴着黑手套的手,示意穿着夏日服装的人群在他们周围漫步,或成群结队,每个人都有自己的英雄。
“They seem so eager and so confident, all these boys—it’s touching.
“所有这些男孩看起来都那么渴望、那么自信——这令人感动。
But of course youth doesn’t know it’s touching.”
但年轻人当然不知道这很感人。”
Amberson coughed.
安伯森咳嗽了一声。
“No, it doesn’t seem to take itself as pathetic, precisely!
“不,准确地说,它似乎并不认为自己是可悲的!
Eugene and I were just speaking of something like that.
尤金和我刚才正在谈论类似的事情。
Do you know what I think whenever I see these smooth, triumphal young faces?
你知道每当我看到这些光滑、胜利的年轻面孔时我在想什么吗?
I always think: ‘Oh, how you’re going to catch it’!”
我总是想:‘哦,你要如何抓住它’!”
“George!”
“乔治!”
“Oh, yes,” he said.
“哦,是的,”他说。
“Life’s most ingenious: it’s got a special walloping for every mother’s son of ’em!”
“生命是最巧妙的:它为每个母亲的儿子提供了一种特殊的冲击力!”
“Maybe,” said Isabel, troubled—“maybe some of the mothers can take the walloping for them.”
“也许,”伊莎贝尔不安地说,“也许有些母亲可以替她们承受打击。”
“Not one!” her brother assured her, with emphasis.
“没有一个!”她哥哥强调地向她保证。
“Not any more than she can take on her own face the lines that are bound to come on her son’s.
“就像她无法在自己的脸上看到她儿子脸上必然出现的皱纹一样。
I suppose you know that all these young faces have got to get lines on ’em?”
我想你知道所有这些年轻的面孔上都必须有台词吗?”
“Maybe they won’t,” she said, smiling wistfully.
“也许他们不会,”她若有所思地微笑着说道。
“Maybe times will change, and nobody will have to wear lines.”
“也许时代会改变,没有人需要穿线。”
“Times have changed like that for only one person that I know,” Eugene said.
“对于我认识的人来说,时代已经发生了这样的变化,”尤金说。
And as Isabel looked inquiring, he laughed, and she saw that she was the “only one person.” His implication was justified, moreover, and she knew it.
当伊莎贝尔一脸询问的时候,他笑了,她发现她是“唯一的一个人”。而且,他的暗示是有道理的,她也知道这一点。
She blushed charmingly.
她脸红得迷人。
“Which is it puts the lines on the faces?” Amberson asked.
“脸上的皱纹是什么?”安伯森问道。
“Is it age or trouble?
“是年龄还是问题?
Of course we can’t decide that wisdom does it—we must be polite to Isabel.”
当然,我们不能断定这是智慧所为——我们必须对伊莎贝尔有礼貌。”
“I’ll tell you what puts the lines there,” Eugene said.
“我会告诉你是什么把线放在那里的,”尤金说。
“Age puts some, and trouble puts some, and work puts some, but the deepest are carved by lack of faith.
“年龄会带来一些影响,麻烦会带来一些影响,工作也会带来一些影响,但最深的却是由于缺乏信仰而造成的。
The serenest brow is the one that believes the most.”
最平静的眉头是最相信的人。”
“In what?” Isabel asked gently.
“在什么方面?”伊莎贝尔温和地问道。
“In everything!”
“凡事都有!”
She looked at him inquiringly, and he laughed as he had a moment before, when she looked at him that way.
她询问地看着他,他笑了,就像刚才她那样看着他时那样。
“Oh, yes, you do!” he said.
“哦,是的,你知道!”他说。
She continued to look at him inquiringly a moment or two longer, and there was an unconscious earnestness in her glance, something trustful as well as inquiring, as if she knew that whatever he meant it was all right.
她继续询问地看了他一两分钟,眼神里有一种不自觉的认真,既信任又询问,仿佛她知道无论他的意思是什么都可以。
Then her eyes drooped thoughtfully, and she seemed to address some inquiries to herself.
然后她的目光若有所思地垂下,似乎在向自己询问一些问题。
She looked up suddenly.
她突然抬起头来。
“Why, I believe,” she said, in a tone of surprise, “I believe I do!”
“为什么,我相信,”她惊讶地说,“我相信我相信!”
And at that both men laughed.
两个人都笑了。
“Isabel!” her brother exclaimed.
“伊莎贝尔!”她哥哥惊呼道。
“You’re a foolish person!
“你真是个愚蠢的人!
There are times when you look exactly fourteen years old!”
有时候你看起来正好十四岁!”
But this reminded her of her real affair in that part of the world.
但这让她想起了她在那个世界的真实经历。
“Good gracious!” she said.
“天哪!”她说。
“Where have the children got to?
“孩子们到哪儿去了?
We must take Lucy pretty soon, so that George can go and sit with the Class.
我们必须尽快带走露西,这样乔治就可以去和全班同学坐在一起。
We must catch up with them.”
我们必须追上他们。”
She took her brother’s arm, and the three moved on, looking about them in the crowd.
她挽着哥哥的手臂,三人继续前行,在人群中环顾四周。
“Curious,” Amberson remarked, as they did not immediately discover the young people they sought.
“很好奇,”安伯森说道,因为他们没有立即发现他们要找的年轻人。
“Even in such a concourse one would think we couldn’t fail to see the proprietor.”
“即使在这样的广场上,人们也会认为我们不可能看不到店主。”
“Several hundred proprietors today,” Eugene suggested.
“今天有几百个业主,”尤金建议道。
“No; they’re only proprietors of the university,” said George’s uncle.
“不;他们只是大学的所有者,”乔治的叔叔说。
“We’re looking for the proprietor of the universe.”
“我们正在寻找宇宙的主人。”
“There he is!” cried Isabel fondly, not minding this satire at all.
“他在那儿!”伊莎贝尔深情地喊道,根本不介意这种讽刺。
“And doesn’t he look it!”
“而且他看起来不像啊!”
Her escorts were still laughing at her when they joined the proprietor of the universe and his pretty friend, and though both Amberson and Eugene declined to explain the cause of their mirth, even upon Lucy’s urgent request, the portents of the day were amiable, and the five made a happy party—that is to say, four of them made a happy audience for the fifth, and the mood of this fifth was gracious and cheerful.
当她的随从们来到宇宙的主人和他漂亮的朋友身边时,他们还在嘲笑她,虽然安伯森和尤金都拒绝解释他们笑的原因,但即使在露西的紧急要求下,当天的预兆也是和蔼可亲的,五个人度过了一个快乐的聚会——也就是说,他们四个人成为了第五个的快乐听众,而这个第五个的心情是亲切而愉快的。
George took no conspicuous part in either the academic or the social celebrations of his class; he seemed to regard both sets of exercises with a tolerant amusement, his own “crowd” “not going in much for either of those sorts of things,” as he explained to Lucy.
乔治在班级的学术或社交庆祝活动中都没有引人注目的参与。他似乎对这两套练习都抱有一种宽容的兴趣,正如他向露西解释的那样,他自己的“人群”“不太热衷于这两类事情”。
What his crowd had gone in for remained ambiguous; some negligent testimony indicating that, except for an astonishing reliability which they all seemed to have attained in matters relating to musical comedy, they had not gone in for anything.
他的追随者到底是为了什么仍然不明确。一些疏忽的证词表明,除了他们在音乐喜剧方面似乎都取得了惊人的可靠性之外,他们并没有参与任何事情。
Certainly the question one of them put to Lucy, in response to investigations of hers, seemed to point that way: “Don’t you think,” he said, “really, don’t you think that being things is rather better than doing things?”
当然,他们中的一个人在回应露西的调查时向露西提出的问题似乎指向了这一点:“你不认为,”他说,“真的,你不认为成为事物比做事物更好吗?”
He said “rahthuh bettuh” for “rather better,” and seemed to do it deliberately, with perfect knowledge of what he was doing.
他说“rahthuh bettuh”是“更好”的意思,而且似乎是故意这样做的,完全了解自己在做什么。
Later, Lucy mocked him to George, and George refused to smile: he somewhat inclined to such pronunciations, himself.
后来,露西向乔治嘲笑他,乔治拒绝微笑:他自己也有点倾向于这样的发音。
This inclination was one of the things that he had acquired in the four years.
这种倾向是他这四年所获得的东西之一。
What else he had acquired, it might have puzzled him to state, had anybody asked him and required a direct reply within a reasonable space of time.
如果有人问他并要求在合理的时间内直接答复,他可能会感到困惑,他还获得了什么。
He had learned how to pass examinations by “cramming”; that is, in three or four days and nights he could get into his head enough of a selected fragment of some scientific or philosophical or literary or linguistic subject to reply plausibly to six questions out of ten.
他通过“临时抱佛脚”学会了如何通过考试;也就是说,在三四天四夜的时间里,他可以在头脑中充分记住一些科学、哲学、文学或语言学主题的选定片段,以合理地回答十个问题中的六个。
He could retain the information necessary for such a feat just long enough to give a successful performance; then it would evaporate utterly from his brain, and leave him undisturbed.
他可以保留完成这一壮举所需的信息足够长的时间,以进行成功的表演;然后它就会从他的大脑中完全蒸发,让他不受干扰。
George, like his “crowd,” not only preferred “being things” to “doing things,” but had contented himself with four years of “being things” as a preparation for going on “being things.” And when Lucy rather shyly pressed him for his friend’s probable definition of the “things” it seemed so superior and beautiful to be, George raised his eyebrows slightly, meaning that she should have understood without explanation; but he did explain: “Oh, family and all that—being a gentleman, I suppose.”
乔治和他的“群众”一样,不仅更喜欢“做事”而不是“做事”,而且满足于四年的“做事”,为继续“做事”做准备。当露西相当害羞地追问他的朋友对“事物”的可能定义时,乔治微微扬起了眉毛,这意味着她不需要解释就应该明白;但他的意思是,“事物”似乎是那么的优越和美丽。但他确实解释道:“哦,家庭等等——我想是作为一名绅士。”
Lucy gave the horizon a long look, but offered no comment.
露西久久地看着地平线,但没有发表任何评论。
Chapter XVI
第十六章
“Aunt Fanny doesn’t look much better,” George said to his mother, a few minutes after their arrival, on the night they got home.
“范妮阿姨看起来也没有好多少,”乔治在他们到达几分钟后,也就是他们回家的那天晚上对他的母亲说道。
He stood with a towel in her doorway, concluding some sketchy ablutions before going downstairs to a supper which Fanny was hastily preparing for them.
他拿着一条毛巾站在她门口,粗略地洗完澡,然后下楼去吃范妮匆忙准备的晚餐。
Isabel had not telegraphed; Fanny was taken by surprise when they drove up in a station cab at eleven o’clock; and George instantly demanded “a little decent food.” (Some criticisms of his had publicly disturbed the composure of the dining-car steward four hours previously.) “I never saw anybody take things so hard as she seems to,” he observed, his voice muffled by the towel.
伊莎贝尔没有打电报;十一点钟,当他们乘坐出租车到达车站时,范妮吃了一惊。乔治立即要求“一点像样的食物”。 (四小时前,他的一些批评公开地扰乱了餐车乘务员的镇静。)“我从来没有见过有人像她那样对待事情如此艰难,”他评论道,他的声音被毛巾遮住了。
“Doesn’t she get over it at all?
“她根本就没有克服吗?
I thought she’d feel better when we turned over the insurance to her—gave it to her absolutely, without any strings to it.
我想,当我们把保险交给她时,她会感觉好一些——完全交给她,没有任何条件。
She looks about a thousand years old!”
她看上去有一千多岁了!”
“She looks quite girlish, sometimes, though,” his mother said.
“不过,有时她看起来很少女,”他的母亲说。
“Has she looked that way much since father—”
“自从父亲——以来,她一直都是这个样子吗?”
“Not so much,” Isabel said thoughtfully.
“没那么多,”伊莎贝尔若有所思地说。
“But she will, as times goes on.”
“但随着时间的推移,她会的。”
“Time’ll have to hurry, then, it seems to me,” George observed, returning to his own room.
“那么,在我看来,时间必须快点了,”乔治一边说,一边回到自己的房间。
When they went down to the dining room, he pronounced acceptable the salmon salad, cold beef, cheese, and cake which Fanny made ready for them without disturbing the servants.
当他们下楼去餐厅时,他宣布接受范妮为他们准备的三文鱼沙拉、冷牛肉、奶酪和蛋糕,没有打扰仆人。
The journey had fatigued Isabel, she ate nothing, but sat to observe with tired pleasure the manifestations of her son’s appetite, meanwhile giving her sister-in-law a brief summary of the events of commencement.
旅途使伊莎贝尔疲惫不堪,她什么也没吃,只是带着疲倦的愉悦坐下来观察儿子食欲的表现,同时向她的嫂子简要总结了毕业典礼的情况。
But presently she kissed them both good-night—taking care to kiss George lightly upon the side of his head, so as not to disturb his eating—and left aunt and nephew alone together.
但不久她就吻了他们俩道晚安——小心地轻轻地吻了乔治的头一侧,以免打扰他吃饭——然后把姑妈和侄子单独留在了一起。
“It never was becoming to her to look pale,” Fanny said absently, a few moments after Isabel’s departure.
“她的脸色永远不应该显得苍白。”伊莎贝尔离开后不久,范妮心不在焉地说。
“Wha’d you say, Aunt Fanny?”
“范妮阿姨,你说什么?”
“Nothing.
“没什么。”
I suppose your mother’s been being pretty gay?
我想你妈妈一定很同性恋吧?
Going a lot?”
去很多地方吗?”
“How could she?” George asked cheerfully.
“她怎么可以?”乔治高兴地问道。
“In mourning, of course all she could do was just sit around and look on.
“在哀悼中,她所能做的当然就是袖手旁观。
That’s all Lucy could do either, for the matter of that.”
就此而言,露西能做的也只有这些了。”
“I suppose so,” his aunt assented.
“我想是的,”他姨妈同意道。
“How did Lucy get home?”
“露西怎么回家的?”
George regarded her with astonishment.
乔治惊讶地看着她。
“Why, on the train with the rest of us, of course.”
“当然是和我们其他人一起在火车上。”
“I didn’t mean that,” Fanny explained.
“我不是这个意思。”范妮解释道。
“I meant from the station.
“我是说从车站出发。
Did you drive out to their house with her before you came here?”
你来这里之前有没有和她一起开车去他们家?”
“No. She drove home with her father, of course.”
“不。当然,她和她父亲一起开车回家。”
“Oh, I see.
哦,我明白了。
So Eugene came to the station to meet you.”
所以尤金来车站接你了。”
“To meet us?” George echoed, renewing his attack upon the salmon salad.
“来见我们?”乔治附和道,再次攻击鲑鱼沙拉。
“How could he?”
“他怎么可以?”
“I don’t know what you mean,” Fanny said drearily, in the desolate voice that had become her habit.
“我不明白你的意思,”范妮沉闷地说,声音里的凄凉已经成了她的习惯。
“I haven’t seen him while your mother’s been away.”
“你妈妈不在的时候我没见过他。”
“Naturally,” said George.
“当然,”乔治说。
“He’s been East himself.”
“他本人就是东方人。”
At this Fanny’s drooping eyelids opened wide.
范妮下垂的眼睑睁大了。
“Did you see him?”
“你看到他了吗?”
“Well, naturally, since he made the trip home with us!”
“嗯,当然,既然他和我们一起回家了!”
“He did?” she said sharply.
“他做到了?”她尖锐地说。
“He’s been with you all the time?”
“他一直都在你身边吗?”
“No; only on the train and the last three days before we left.
“没有;只有在火车上和我们出发前的最后三天。
Uncle George got him to come.”
乔治叔叔让他来了。”
Fanny’s eyelids drooped again, and she sat silent until George pushed back his chair and lit a cigarette, declaring his satisfaction with what she had provided.
范妮的眼皮又垂了下来,她静静地坐着,直到乔治推开椅子,点燃一支香烟,表示他对她所提供的感到满意。
“You’re a fine housekeeper,” he said benevolently.
“你是一个很好的管家,”他仁慈地说。
“You know how to make things look dainty as well as taste the right way.
“你知道如何让东西看起来精致,味道也恰到好处。
I don’t believe you’d stay single very long if some of the bachelors and widowers around town could just once see—”
如果镇上的一些单身汉和鳏夫能看到一次的话,我不相信你会单身太久——”
She did not hear him.
她没有听到他的声音。
“It’s a little odd,” she said.
“这有点奇怪,”她说。
“What’s odd?”
“有什么奇怪的吗?”
“Your mother’s not mentioning that Mr. Morgan had been with you.”
“你妈妈没有提到摩根先生和你在一起。”
“Didn’t think of it, I suppose,” said George carelessly; and, his benevolent mood increasing, he conceived the idea that a little harmless rallying might serve to elevate his aunt’s drooping spirits.
“我想是没想到吧。”乔治漫不经心地说。他的仁慈心情日益高涨,他想到,进行一点无害的集会可能有助于提振他姨妈低落的精神。
“I’ll tell you something, in confidence,” he said solemnly.
“我会秘密地告诉你一件事,”他严肃地说。
She looked up, startled.
她抬起头,吃了一惊。
“What?”
“什么?”
“Well, it struck me that Mr. Morgan was looking pretty absent-minded, most of the time; and he certainly is dressing better than he used to.
“嗯,令我惊讶的是,摩根先生大多数时候看起来都心不在焉;而且他的穿着确实比以前更好了。
Uncle George told me he heard that the automobile factory had been doing quite well—won a race, too!
乔治叔叔告诉我,他听说汽车厂经营得很好——还赢得了一场比赛!
I shouldn’t be a bit surprised if all the young fellow had been waiting for was to know he had an assured income before he proposed.”
如果这个年轻人在求婚之前一直在等待的只是知道自己有稳定的收入,我不应该感到惊讶。”
“What ‘young fellow’?”
“什么‘年轻人’?”
“This young fellow Morgan,” laughed George; “Honestly, Aunt Fanny, I shouldn’t be a bit surprised to have him request an interview with me any day, and declare that his intentions are honourable, and ask my permission to pay his addresses to you.
“这个摩根小伙子,”乔治笑道。 “老实说,范妮阿姨,如果他有一天要求与我面谈,并声明他的意图是光荣的,并请求我允许将他的地址交给你,我不应该感到惊讶。
What had I better tell him?”
我最好告诉他什么?
Fanny burst into tears.
范妮泪流满面。
“Good heavens!” George cried.
“天哪!”乔治哭了。
“I was only teasing.
“我只是开玩笑。
I didn’t mean—”
我不是这个意思——”
“Let me alone,” she said lifelessly; and, continuing to weep, rose and began to clear away the dishes.
“别打扰我,”她毫无生气地说。然后,继续哭泣,站起来开始清理盘子。
“Please, Aunt Fanny—”
“求你了,范妮姨妈——”
“Just let me alone.”
“就让我一个人静一静吧。”
George was distressed.
乔治很苦恼。
“I didn’t mean anything, Aunt Fanny!
“我没有任何意思,范妮阿姨!
I didn’t know you’d got so sensitive as all that.”
我不知道你会这么敏感。”
“You’d better go up to bed,” she said desolately, going on with her work and her weeping.
“你最好上床睡觉了,”她悲伤地说,一边哭一边继续干活。
“Anyhow,” he insisted, “do let these things wait.
“无论如何,”他坚持说,“让这些事情等等吧。
Let the servants ’tend to the table in the morning.”
早上就让仆人去收拾餐桌吧。”
“No.”
“不。”
“But, why not?”
“但是,为什么不呢?”
“Just let me alone.”
“就让我一个人静一静吧。”
“Oh, Lord!” George groaned, going to the door.
“噢,主啊!”乔治哼了一声,向门口走去。
There he turned.
他转过身来。
“See here, Aunt Fanny, there’s not a bit of use your bothering about those dishes tonight.
“听着,范妮姨妈,你今晚为那些菜操心没有一点用处。
What’s the use of a butler and three maids if—”
一个管家和三个女仆有什么用,如果——”
“Just let me alone.”
“就让我一个人静一静吧。”
He obeyed, and could still hear a pathetic sniffing from the dining room as he went up the stairs.
他服从了,上楼梯时仍然能听到餐厅里传来可怜的吸鼻子声。
“By George!” he grunted, as he reached his own room; and his thought was that living with a person so sensitive to kindly raillery might prove lugubrious.
“乔治!”当他到达自己的房间时,他咕哝了一声。他认为,和一个对善意的嘲笑如此敏感的人生活在一起可能会很悲惨。
He whistled, long and low, then went to the window and looked through the darkness to the great silhouette of his grandfather’s house.
他吹了一声又长又低的口哨,然后走到窗前,透过黑暗望向祖父房子的巨大轮廓。
Lights were burning over there, upstairs; probably his newly arrived uncle was engaged in talk with the Major.
那边楼上灯火通明。也许他新来的叔叔正在和少校谈话。
George’s glance lowered, resting casually upon the indistinct ground, and he beheld some vague shapes, unfamiliar to him.
乔治的目光低下,漫不经心地落在模糊的地面上,他看到了一些模糊的形状,他不熟悉。
Formless heaps, they seemed; but, without much curiosity, he supposed that sewer connections or water pipes might be out of order, making necessary some excavations.
它们看起来是无形的一堆;但是,他没有太多好奇心,认为下水道连接或水管可能出现故障,需要进行一些挖掘。
He hoped the work would not take long; he hated to see that sweep of lawn made unsightly by trenches and lines of dirt, even temporarily.
他希望这项工作不会花太长时间。他讨厌看到那片草坪被沟渠和泥土弄得难看,即使是暂时的。
Not greatly disturbed, however, he pulled down the shade, yawned, and began to undress, leaving further investigation for the morning.
不过,他并没有受到太大的干扰,他拉下窗帘,打了个哈欠,开始脱衣服,把进一步的调查留到早上。
But in the morning he had forgotten all about it, and raised his shade, to let in the light, without even glancing toward the ground.
但到了早上,他把这一切都忘得一干二净,拉起窗帘,让光线透进来,甚至没有看地面。
Not until he had finished dressing did he look forth from his window, and then his glance was casual.
直到穿好衣服,他才从窗外往外看,眼神变得漫不经心。
The next instant his attitude became electric, and he gave utterance to a bellow of dismay.
下一瞬间,他的态度变得激动起来,发出一声沮丧的吼叫。
He ran from his room, plunged down the stairs, out of the front door, and, upon a nearer view of the destroyed lawn, began to release profanity upon the breezeless summer air, which remained unaffected.
他跑出自己的房间,冲下楼梯,冲出前门,在近距离观察被毁坏的草坪时,他开始在无风的夏日空气中咒骂,但空气丝毫没有受到影响。
Between his mother’s house and his grandfather’s, excavations for the cellars of five new houses were in process, each within a few feet of its neighbour.
在他母亲的房子和祖父的房子之间,正在挖掘五座新房子的地窖,每座新房子距离邻居都只有几英尺。
Foundations of brick were being laid; everywhere were piles of brick and stacked lumber, and sand heaps and mortar beds.
砖地基正在铺设;到处都是成堆的砖块、木材、沙堆和灰浆床。
It was Sunday, and so the workmen implicated in these defacings were denied what unquestionably they would have considered a treat; but as the fanatic orator continued the monologue, a gentleman in flannels emerged upward from one of the excavations, and regarded him contemplatively.
那天是星期天,因此参与这些污损工程的工人没有得到他们无疑会认为是一种享受的待遇。但当这位狂热的演说家继续独白时,一位穿着法兰绒的绅士从其中一个发掘物中出现,若有所思地看着他。
“Obtaining any relief, nephew?” he inquired with some interest.
“有什么缓解吗,侄子?”他饶有兴趣地问道。
“You must have learned quite a number of those expressions in childhood—it’s so long since I’d heard them I fancied they were obsolete.”
“你小时候一定学过很多这样的表达方式——我已经很久没有听过它们了,我觉得它们已经过时了。”
“Who wouldn’t swear?” George demanded hotly.
“谁不会发誓呢?”乔治激烈地要求道。
“In the name of God, what does grandfather mean, doing such things?”
“看在上帝的份上,爷爷做这种事是什么意思?”
“My private opinion is,” said Amberson gravely, “he desires to increase his income by building these houses to rent.”
“我个人的看法是,”安伯森严肃地说,“他希望通过建造这些房屋出租来增加收入。”
“Well, in the name of God, can’t he increase his income any other way but this?”
“好吧,看在上帝的份上,除了这个以外,他就不能通过其他方式增加收入吗?”
“In the name of God, it would appear he couldn’t.”
“以上帝的名义,看来他不能。”
“It’s beastly!
“真是畜生啊!
It’s a damn degradation!
这是一种该死的退化!
It’s a crime!”
这是犯罪!”
“I don’t know about its being a crime,” said his uncle, stepping over some planks to join him.
“我不知道这算不算犯罪,”他的叔叔一边说,一边跨过几块木板加入了他的行列。
“It might be a mistake, though.
“不过,这可能是一个错误。
Your mother said not to tell you until we got home, so as not to spoil commencement for you.
你妈妈说我们回家之前不要告诉你,以免破坏你的毕业典礼。
She rather feared you’d be upset.”
她只是担心你会不高兴。”
“Upset!
“心烦意乱!
Oh, my Lord, I should think I would be upset!
哦,天哪,我想我会很沮丧!
He’s in his second childhood.
他正处于第二个童年。
What did you let him do it for, in the name of—”
你让他这样做是为了什么,以——”
“Make it in the name of heaven this time, George; it’s Sunday.
“以天堂的名义,这次一定要成功,乔治;今天是星期天。
Well, I thought, myself, it was a mistake.”
好吧,我自己想,这是一个错误。”
“I should say so!”
“我应该这么说!”
“Yes,” said Amberson.
“是的,”安伯森说。
“I wanted him to put up an apartment building instead of these houses.”
“我希望他盖一栋公寓楼而不是这些房子。”
“An apartment building!
“一栋公寓楼!
Here?”
在这里?
“Yes; that was my idea.”
“是的,那是我的主意。”
George struck his hands together despairingly.
乔治绝望地双手合十。
“An apartment house!
“公寓楼!
Oh, my Lord!”
哦,我的主啊!”
“Don’t worry!
“别担心!
Your grandfather wouldn’t listen to me, but he’ll wish he had, some day.
你的祖父不会听我的,但他希望有一天他会听我的。
He says that people aren’t going to live in miserable little flats when they can get a whole house with some grass in front and plenty of backyard behind.
他说,当人们能够拥有一整栋房子,前面有一些草地,后面有足够的后院时,他们就不会住在破烂的小公寓里。
He sticks it out that apartment houses will never do in a town of this type, and when I pointed out to him that a dozen or so of ’em already are doing, he claimed it was just the novelty, and that they’d all be empty as soon as people got used to ’em.
他坚持认为公寓楼永远不会适合这种类型的城镇,当我向他指出大约有十几栋公寓楼已经在建时,他声称这只是新奇的东西,一旦人们习惯了,它们就会空荡荡的。
So he’s putting up these houses.”
所以他正在盖这些房子。”
“Is he getting miserly in his old age?”
“他晚年会变得吝啬吗?”
“Hardly!
“几乎没有!
Look what he gave Sydney and Amelia!”
看看他给了西德尼和阿米莉亚什么!”
“I don’t mean he’s a miser, of course,” said George.
“当然,我并不是说他是个守财奴,”乔治说。
“Heaven knows he’s liberal enough with mother and me; but why on earth didn’t he sell something or other rather than do a thing like this?”
“天知道他对母亲和我足够宽容;但他到底为什么不卖点东西或其他东西,而是做这样的事情呢?”
“As a matter of fact,” Amberson returned coolly, “I believe he has sold something or other, from time to time.”
“事实上,”安伯森冷静地回答道,“我相信他时不时地卖过一些东西。”
“Well, in heaven’s name,” George cried, “what did he do it for?”
“唉,看在上帝的份上,”乔治喊道,“他这么做是为了什么?”
“To get money,” his uncle mildly replied.
“为了钱。”叔叔温和地回答。
“That’s my deduction.”
“这就是我的推论。”
“I suppose you’re joking—or trying to!”
“我想你是在开玩笑——或者是想开玩笑!”
“That’s the best way to look at it,” Amberson said amiably.
“这是看待问题的最佳方式,”安伯森和蔼可亲地说。
“Take the whole thing as a joke—and in the meantime, if you haven’t had your breakfast—”
“把整件事当作一个玩笑——同时,如果你还没有吃早餐——”
“I haven’t!”
“我没有!”
“Then if I were you I’d go in and get some.
“那如果我是你,我就会进去买一些。
And”—he paused, becoming serious—“and if I were you I wouldn’t say anything to your grandfather about this.”
而且”——他停顿了一下,变得严肃起来——“如果我是你,我不会对你的祖父说任何关于这件事的事情。”
“I don’t think I could trust myself to speak to him about it,” said George.
“我认为我不能相信自己能和他谈论这件事,”乔治说。
“I want to treat him respectfully, because he is my grandfather, but I don’t believe I could if I talked to him about such a thing as this!”
“我想尊重他,因为他是我的祖父,但我不相信我能和他谈论这样的事情!”
And with a gesture of despair, plainly signifying that all too soon after leaving bright college years behind him he had entered into the full tragedy of life, George turned bitterly upon his heel and went into the house for his breakfast.
乔治带着绝望的表情,明显地表明,在离开美好的大学时光后,他很快就陷入了人生的悲剧。他痛苦地转过身,走进屋里吃早餐。
His uncle, with his head whimsically upon one side, gazed after him not altogether unsympathetically, then descended again into the excavation whence he had lately emerged.
他的叔叔异想天开地把头偏向一侧,并非完全没有同情心地看着他,然后又走进了他刚刚出现的坑里。
Being a philosopher he was not surprised, that afternoon, in the course of a drive he took in the old carriage with the Major, when George was encountered upon the highway, flashing along in his runabout with Lucy beside him and Pendennis doing better than three minutes.
作为一名哲学家,那天下午,在他与少校乘坐旧马车行驶的途中,当乔治在高速公路上遇到乔治时,他并不感到惊讶,乔治开着他的轻便马车,露西在他身边,潘丹尼斯做得比三分钟还好。
“He seems to have recovered,” Amberson remarked: “Looks in the highest good spirits.”
“他似乎已经康复了,”安伯森说道,“看上去精神非常好。”
“I beg your pardon.”
“请再说一遍。”
“Your grandson,” Amberson explained.
“你的孙子,”安伯森解释道。
“He was inclined to melancholy this morning, but seemed jolly enough just now when they passed us.”
“今天早上他有点忧郁,但现在当他们经过我们身边时,他看起来很高兴。”
“What was he melancholy about?
“他在忧郁什么?
Not getting remorseful about all the money he’s spent at college, was he?” The Major chuckled feebly, but with sufficient grimness.
他不会对自己在大学里花的所有钱感到后悔,不是吗?”少校微弱地笑了笑,但表情却十分严肃。
“I wonder what he thinks I’m made of,” he concluded querulously.
“我想知道他认为我是由什么组成的,”他抱怨道。
“Gold,” his son suggested, adding gently, “And he’s right about part of you, father.”
“金子,”他的儿子建议道,并温柔地补充道,“他对你的一部分的看法是正确的,父亲。”
“What part?”
“什么部分?”
“Your heart.”
“你的心。”
The Major laughed ruefully.
少校苦笑道。
“I suppose that may account for how heavy it feels, sometimes, nowadays.
“我想这也许可以解释为什么现在有时会感到如此沉重。
This town seems to be rolling right over that old heart you mentioned, George—rolling over it and burying it under!
乔治,这个小镇似乎正在碾过你提到的那颗古老的心——碾过它,把它埋在下面!
When I think of those devilish workmen digging up my lawn, yelling around my house—”
当我想到那些邪恶的工人挖我的草坪,在我的房子周围大喊大叫时——”
“Never mind, father.
“没关系,父亲。
Don’t think of it.
别想了。
When things are a nuisance it’s a good idea not to keep remembering ’em.”
当事情令人讨厌时,最好不要一直记住它们。”
“I try not to,” the old gentleman murmured.
“我尽量不这么做,”老绅士低声说道。
“I try to keep remembering that I won’t be remembering anything very long.” And, somehow convinced that this thought was a mirthful one, he laughed loudly, and slapped his knee.
“我努力记住,我不会记住任何事情很长时间。”他不知何故确信这个想法是一个令人愉快的想法,于是大声笑了起来,拍打着膝盖。
“Not so very long now, my boy!” he chuckled, continuing to echo his own amusement.
“时间不长了,我的孩子!”他咯咯地笑起来,继续重复他自己的乐趣。
“Not so very long.
“没那么长。
Not so very long!”
没那么长!”
Chapter XVII
第十七章
Young George paid his respects to his grandfather the following morning, having been occupied with various affairs and engagements on Sunday until after the Major’s bedtime; and topics concerned with building or excavations were not introduced into the conversation, which was a cheerful one until George lightly mentioned some new plans of his.
第二天早上,年轻的乔治向祖父致意,周日一直忙于各种事务和约会,直到少校就寝后。谈话中没有涉及有关建筑或挖掘的话题,谈话本来很愉快,直到乔治轻轻提到了他的一些新计划。
He was a skillful driver, as the Major knew, and he spoke of his desire to extend his proficiency in this art: in fact, he entertained the ambition to drive a four-in-hand.
正如少校所知,他是一位技术娴熟的车手,他谈到了自己想要提高自己在这门艺术上的熟练程度的愿望:事实上,他有驾驶四手操纵车的雄心。
However, as the Major said nothing, and merely sat still, looking surprised, George went on to say that he did not propose to “go in for coaching just at the start”; he thought it would be better to begin with a tandem.
然而,由于少校什么也没说,只是一动不动地坐着,一脸惊讶,乔治接着说,他并不打算“一开始就去当教练”;他认为最好从双人开始。
He was sure Pendennis could be trained to work as a leader; and all that one needed to buy at present, he said, would be “comparatively inexpensive—a new trap, and the harness, of course, and a good bay to match Pendennis.” He did not care for a special groom; one of the stablemen would do.
他确信潘丹尼斯可以接受培训,成为一名领导者。他说,目前需要购买的所有东西都“相对便宜——一个新的陷阱,当然还有安全带,还有一个与彭丹尼斯相匹配的好海湾。”他不喜欢特殊的新郎;他喜欢新郎。一位马夫就可以了。
At this point the Major decided to speak.
这时少校决定发言。
“You say one of the stablemen would do?” he inquired, his widened eyes remaining fixed upon his grandson.
“你说一名马夫会做吗?”他问道,睁大的眼睛仍然盯着他的孙子。
“That’s lucky, because one’s all there is, just at present, George.
“那很幸运,因为乔治,现在就只有一个人了。
Old fat Tom does it all.
老胖汤姆什么都能干。
Didn’t you notice, when you took Pendennis out, yesterday?”
昨天你带潘丹尼斯出去的时候,你没注意到吗?”
“Oh, that will be all right, sir.
“噢,那就没问题了,先生。
My mother can lend me her man.”
我妈妈可以把她的男人借给我。”
“Can she?” The old gentleman smiled faintly.
“她可以吗?”老先生淡淡一笑。
“I wonder—” He paused.
“我想知道——”他停顿了一下。
“What, sir?”
“什么,先生?”
“Whether you mightn’t care to go to law-school somewhere perhaps.
“也许你不想去某个地方的法学院。
I’d be glad to set aside a sum that would see you through.”
我很乐意留出一笔钱来帮助你渡过难关。”
This senile divergence from the topic in hand surprised George painfully.
这种老态龙钟的偏离手头的话题让乔治大吃一惊。
“I have no interest whatever in the law,” he said.
“我对法律没有任何兴趣,”他说。
“I don’t care for it, and the idea of being a professional man has never appealed to me.
“我不在乎,成为一名职业人士的想法从来没有吸引过我。
None of the family has ever gone in for that sort of thing, to my knowledge, and I don’t care to be the first.
据我所知,家里没有人做过这种事,我也不想成为第一个。
I was speaking of driving a tandem—”
我说的是驾驶双人车——”
“I know you were,” the Major said quietly.
“我知道你是,”少校平静地说。
George looked hurt.
乔治看上去很受伤。
“I beg your pardon.
“请您原谅。
Of course if the idea doesn’t appeal to you—” And he rose to go.
当然,如果你对这个主意不感兴趣的话——”说完他起身要走。
The Major ran a tremulous hand through his hair, sighing deeply.
少校用颤抖的手梳理着头发,深深地叹了口气。
“I—I don’t like to refuse you anything, Georgie,” he said.
“我——我不想拒绝你任何事情,乔吉,”他说。
“I don’t know that I often have refused you whatever you wanted—in reason—”
“我不知道我经常拒绝你想要的任何东西——有道理——”
“You’ve always been more than generous, sir,” George interrupted quickly.
“您一向非常慷慨,先生,”乔治很快打断道。
“And if the idea of a tandem doesn’t appeal to you, why—of course—” And he waved his hand, heroically dismissing the tandem.
“如果串联的想法对你没有吸引力,为什么——当然——”他挥了挥手,英勇地驳回了串联。
The Major’s distress became obvious.
少校的苦恼显而易见。
“Georgie, I’d like to, but—but I’ve an idea tandems are dangerous to drive, and your mother might be anxious.
“乔吉,我很愿意,但是——但是我有一个想法,串联驾驶很危险,而且你妈妈可能会焦虑。
She—”
她——”
“No, sir; I think not.
“不,先生;我想不是。
She felt it would be rather a good thing—help to keep me out in the open air.
她觉得这将是一件好事——帮助我呆在户外。
But if perhaps your finances—”
但如果你的财务状况——”
“Oh, it isn’t that so much,” the old gentleman said hurriedly.
“哦,没那么严重。”老先生急忙说道。
“I wasn’t thinking of that altogether.” He laughed uncomfortably.
“我完全没有想到这一点。”他笑得不自在。
“I guess we could still afford a new horse or two, if need be—”
“我想我们仍然买得起一两匹新马,如果需要的话——”
“I thought you said—”
“我以为你说——”
The Major waved his hand airily.
少校轻松地挥了挥手。
“Oh, a few retrenchments where things were useless; nothing gained by a raft of idle darkies in the stable—nor by a lot of extra land that might as well be put to work for us in rentals.
“哦,一些紧缩的事情毫无用处;马厩里一群无所事事的黑鬼也没有得到任何好处,也没有得到大量额外的土地,这些土地也可以用来为我们出租。
And if you want this thing so very much—”
如果你非常想要这个东西——”
“It’s not important enough to bother about, really, of course.”
“当然,这还没有重要到需要担心的程度。”
“Well, let’s wait till autumn then,” said the Major in a tone of relief.
“好吧,那就等到秋天吧。”少校松了口气说道。
“We’ll see about it in the autumn, if you’re still in the mind for it then.
“我们会在秋天看看,如果那时你还想这么做的话。
That will be a great deal better.
那会好很多。
You remind me of it, along in September—or October.
你让我想起了,九月或十月的时候。
We’ll see what can be done.” He rubbed his hands cheerfully.
我们将看看能做些什么。”他高兴地搓着手。
“We’ll see what can be done about it then, Georgie.
“我们会看看能做些什么,乔吉。
We’ll see.”
我们会看到的。”
And George, in reporting this conversation to his mother, was ruefully humorous.
乔治在向母亲报告这次谈话时,表现得非常幽默。
“In fact, the old boy cheered up so much,” he told her, “you’d have thought he’d got a real load off his mind.
“事实上,这个老男孩非常高兴,”他告诉她,“你会以为他真的卸下了负担。
He seemed to think he’d fixed me up perfectly, and that I was just as good as driving a tandem around his library right that minute!
他似乎认为他已经完美地解决了我的问题,而且那一刻我就像在他的图书馆里开着一辆双人摩托车一样好!
Of course I know he’s anything but miserly; still I can’t help thinking he must be salting a lot of money away.
我当然知道他一点也不吝啬。但我还是忍不住想他肯定存了很多钱。
I know prices are higher than they used to be, but he doesn’t spend within thousands of what he used to, and we certainly can’t be spending more than we always have spent.
我知道价格比以前要高,但他的花费不会比以前高出数千美元,我们当然也不能比以前花更多的钱。
Where does it all go to?
这一切都去哪里了?
Uncle George told me grandfather had sold some pieces of property, and it looks a little queer.
乔治叔叔告诉我祖父卖掉了一些财产,这看起来有点奇怪。
If he’s really ‘property poor,’ of course we ought to be more saving than we are, and help him out.
如果他真的“财产匮乏”,我们当然应该比现在更节约,帮助他摆脱困境。
I don’t mind giving up a tandem if it seems a little too expensive just now.
如果现在看起来有点贵的话,我不介意放弃串联。
I’m perfectly willing to live quietly till he gets his bank balance where he wants it.
我完全愿意安静地生活,直到他得到他想要的银行余额。
But I have a faint suspicion, not that he’s getting miserly—not that at all—but that old age has begun to make him timid about money.
但我有一种隐隐的怀疑,并不是他变得吝啬了——一点也不吝啬——而是年老的他开始对金钱感到胆怯。
There’s no doubt about it, he’s getting a little queer: he can’t keep his mind on a subject long.
毫无疑问,他变得有点奇怪:他无法长时间集中注意力在一个主题上。
Right in the middle of talking about one thing he’ll wander off to something else; and I shouldn’t be surprised if he turned out to be a lot better off than any of us guess.
正在谈论一件事时,他就会跑到另一件事上;如果他的境况比我们想象的要好得多,我也不会感到惊讶。
It’s entirely possible that whatever he’s sold just went into government bonds, or even his safety deposit box.
完全有可能他出售的所有东西都进入了政府债券,甚至进入了他的保险箱。
There was a friend of mine in college had an old uncle like that: made the whole family think he was poor as dirt—and then left seven millions.
我的一个大学朋友有一个这样的老叔叔:让全家人都认为他穷得一塌糊涂,然后留下了七百万。
People get terribly queer as they get old, sometimes, and grandfather certainly doesn’t act the way he used to.
人有时会随着年龄的增长而变得非常奇怪,而祖父的行为肯定不像以前那样了。
He seems to be a totally different man.
他似乎是一个完全不同的人。
For instance, he said he thought tandem driving might be dangerous—”
例如,他说他认为双人驾驶可能很危险——”
“Did he?” Isabel asked quickly.
“是吗?”伊莎贝尔连忙问道。
“Then I’m glad he doesn’t want you to have one.
“那我很高兴他不想让你拥有一个。
I didn’t dream—”
我没有做梦——”
“But it’s not.
“但事实并非如此。
There isn’t the slightest—”
没有丝毫——”
Isabel had a bright idea.
伊莎贝尔有一个好主意。
“Georgie!
“乔吉!
Instead of a tandem wouldn’t it interest you to get one of Eugene’s automobiles?”
除了串联之外,您是否会对购买尤金的一辆汽车感兴趣?”
“I don’t think so.
“我不这么认为。
They’re fast enough, of course.
当然,它们足够快。
In fact, running one of those things is getting to be quite on the cards for sport, and people go all over the country in ’em.
事实上,跑步已经成为一项运动,全国各地的人们都喜欢跑步。
But they’re dirty things, and they keep getting out of order, so that you’re always lying down on your back in the mud, and—”
但它们很脏,而且总是出故障,所以你总是仰面躺在泥里,而且——”
“Oh, no,” she interrupted eagerly.
“哦,不,”她急切地打断道。
“Haven’t you noticed?
“你没有注意到吗?
You don’t see nearly so many people doing that nowadays as you did two or three years ago, and, when you do, Eugene says it’s apt to be one of the older patterns.
现在你不会看到像两三年前那么多人这样做了,尤金说,当你这样做时,这很可能是一种较旧的模式。
The way they make them now, you can get at most of the machinery from the top.
按照他们现在的制造方式,你可以从顶部获得大部分机械。
I do think you’d be interested, dear.”
我确实认为你会感兴趣,亲爱的。”
George remained indifferent.
乔治依然无动于衷。
“Possibly—but I hardly think so.
“有可能——但我几乎不这么认为。
I know a lot of good people are really taking them up, but still—”
我知道很多好人确实在接受它们,但仍然——”
“‘But still’ what?” she said as he paused.
“‘但还是’什么?”当他停顿下来时,她说道。
“But still—well, I suppose I’m a little old-fashioned and fastidious, but I’m afraid being a sort of engine driver never will appeal to me, mother.
“但是——嗯,我想我有点守旧和挑剔,但我担心当一名发动机司机永远不会吸引我,妈妈。
It’s exciting, and I’d like that part of it, but still it doesn’t seem to me precisely the thing a gentleman ought to do.
这很令人兴奋,我也喜欢其中的一部分,但在我看来,这仍然不是一位绅士应该做的事情。
Too much overalls and monkey-wrenches and grease!”
太多的工作服、活动扳手和油脂!”
“But Eugene says people are hiring mechanics to do all that sort of thing for them.
“但尤金说,人们正在雇佣机械师来为他们做所有这些事情。
They’re beginning to have them just the way they have coachmen; and he says it’s developing into quite a profession.”
他们开始像对待车夫一样对待他们;他说这正在发展成为一种相当专业的职业。”
“I know that, mother, of course; but I’ve seen some of these mechanics, and they’re not very satisfactory.
“我当然知道,妈妈;但我见过其中一些机械装置,但它们不太令人满意。
For one thing, most of them only pretend to understand the machinery and they let people break down a hundred miles from nowhere, so that about all these fellows are good for is to hunt up a farmer and hire a horse to pull the automobile.
一方面,他们中的大多数人只是假装了解机器,他们让人们不知从何而来,在一百英里外抛锚,所以这些家伙最擅长的就是找到一个农民并雇一匹马来拉汽车。
And friends of mine at college that’ve had a good deal of experience tell me the mechanics who do understand the engines have no training at all as servants.
我在大学里有丰富经验的朋友告诉我,那些真正了解发动机的机械师根本没有接受过仆人方面的培训。
They’re awful!
他们太糟糕了!
They say anything they like, and usually speak to members of the family as ‘Say!’ No, I believe I’d rather wait for September and a tandem, mother.”
他们想说什么就说什么,通常对家庭成员说‘说!’不,我相信我宁愿等待九月和串联,妈妈。”
Nevertheless, George sometimes consented to sit in an automobile, while waiting for September, and he frequently went driving in one of Eugene’s cars with Lucy and her father.
尽管如此,乔治有时会同意在等待九月的时候坐在汽车里,他经常和露西和她的父亲一起开尤金的一辆车。
He even allowed himself to be escorted with his mother and Fanny through the growing factory, which was now, as the foreman of the paint shop informed the visitors, “turning out a car and a quarter a day.” George had seldom been more excessively bored, but his mother showed a lively interest in everything, wishing to have all the machinery explained to her.
他甚至允许自己与母亲和范妮一起参观不断发展的工厂,正如油漆车间的工头告诉参观者的那样,现在工厂“每天生产一辆车和 25 美分硬币”。乔治很少感到如此无聊,但他的母亲对一切都表现出浓厚的兴趣,希望向她解释所有的机械。
It was Lucy who did most of the explaining, while her father looked on and laughed at the mistakes she made, and Fanny remained in the background with George, exhibiting a bleakness that overmatched his boredom.
露西做了大部分的解释,而她的父亲则在一旁看着并嘲笑她所犯的错误,而范妮则和乔治一起留在幕后,表现出一种与乔治的无聊相匹配的阴郁。
From the factory Eugene took them to lunch at a new restaurant, just opened in the town, a place which surprised Isabel with its metropolitan air, and, though George made fun of it to her, in a whisper, she offered everything the tribute of pleased exclamations; and her gayety helped Eugene’s to make the little occasion almost a festive one.
从工厂出来,尤金带他们去镇上一家新开的餐馆吃午饭,这家餐馆的大都市气息让伊莎贝尔感到惊讶,尽管乔治小声地向她取笑,但她还是用高兴的惊叹声向她致敬;她的快乐帮助尤金使这个小小的场合几乎变成了节日。
George’s ennui disappeared in spite of himself, and he laughed to see his mother in such spirits.
乔治的倦怠感不由自主地消失了,看到母亲如此精神,他笑了。
“I didn’t know mineral waters could go to a person’s head,” he said.
“我不知道矿泉水会进入人的大脑,”他说。
“Or perhaps it’s this place.
“或者也许就是这个地方。
It might pay to have a new restaurant opened somewhere in town every time you get the blues.”
每次你感到忧郁时,在城里的某个地方开一家新餐馆可能是值得的。”
Fanny turned to him with a wan smile.
范妮转向他,带着苍白的微笑。
“Oh, she doesn’t ‘get the blues,’ George!” Then she added, as if fearing her remark might be thought unpleasantly significant, “I never knew a person of a more even disposition.
“哦,乔治,她没有‘忧郁’!”然后她又补充道,似乎担心她的话可能会被认为具有令人不快的意义,“我从来没有见过一个性情如此平和的人。
I wish I could be like that!” And though the tone of this afterthought was not so enthusiastic as she tried to make it, she succeeded in producing a fairly amiable effect.
我希望我也能成为这样的人!”虽然事后的语气并不像她试图表达的那么热情,但她成功地产生了相当和蔼可亲的效果。
“No,” Isabel said, reverting to George’s remark, and overlooking Fanny’s.
“不,”伊莎贝尔说,继续说乔治的话,并忽略了范妮的话。
“What makes me laugh so much at nothing is Eugene’s factory.
“让我无事可笑的是尤金的工厂。
Wouldn’t anybody be delighted to see an old friend take an idea out of the air like that—an idea that most people laughed at him for—wouldn’t any old friend of his be happy to see how he’d made his idea into such a splendid, humming thing as that factory—all shiny steel, clicking and buzzing away, and with all those workmen, such muscled looking men and yet so intelligent looking?”
难道没有人会高兴地看到一个老朋友凭空想到一个这样的想法——这个想法大多数人都嘲笑他——他的任何一个老朋友都不会高兴地看到他如何把他的想法变成了像那座工厂这样辉煌的、嗡嗡作响的东西——全是闪亮的钢铁,发出咔哒声和嗡嗡声,还有所有那些工人,看起来肌肉发达,但看起来又如此聪明?”
“Hear!
“听着!
Hear!” George applauded.
听到了!乔治鼓掌。
“We seem to have a lady orator among us.
“我们中间似乎有一位女演说家。
I hope the waiters won’t mind.”
希望服务员不要介意。”
Isabel laughed, not discouraged.
伊莎贝尔笑了,并没有灰心丧气。
“It’s beautiful to see such a thing,” she said.
“看到这样的事情真是太好了,”她说。
“It makes us all happy, dear old Eugene!”
“这让我们都很高兴,亲爱的老尤金!”
And with a brave gesture she stretched out her hand to him across the small table.
她勇敢地隔着小桌子向他伸出了手。
He took it quickly, giving her a look in which his laughter tried to remain, but vanished before a gratitude threatening to become emotional in spite of him.
他迅速接过,看了她一眼,试图保持笑意,但在一种感激之情面前消失了,尽管他很激动。
Isabel, however, turned instantly to Fanny.
然而,伊莎贝尔立即转向范妮。
“Give him your hand, Fanny,” she said gayly; and, as Fanny mechanically obeyed, “There!” Isabel cried.
“范妮,把手给他,”她高兴地说。范妮机械地服从了,“那儿!”伊莎贝尔哭了。
“If brother George were here, Eugene would have his three oldest and best friends congratulating him all at once.
“如果乔治兄弟在这里,尤金的三个最年长和最好的朋友会同时向他表示祝贺。
We know what brother George thinks about it, though.
不过,我们知道乔治兄弟对此有何看法。
It’s just beautiful, Eugene!”
真是太美了,尤金!”
Probably if her brother George had been with them at the little table, he would have made known what he thought about herself, for it must inevitably have struck him that she was in the midst of one of those “times” when she looked “exactly fourteen years old.” Lucy served as a proxy for Amberson, perhaps, when she leaned toward George and whispered: “Did you ever see anything so lovely?”
也许如果她哥哥乔治和他们一起坐在小桌子旁,他就会知道他对自己的看法,因为他一定会不可避免地感到震惊,因为她正处于那些“时代”之一,当时她看起来“正好十四岁”。露西也许是安伯森的代理人,她靠向乔治低声说道:“你见过这么可爱的东西吗?”
“As what?” George inquired, not because he misunderstood, but because he wished to prolong the pleasant neighbourliness of whispering.
“作为什么?”乔治问道,不是因为他误解了,而是因为他希望延长这种窃窃私语的愉快邻里关系。
“As your mother!
“作为你的母亲!
Think of her doing that!
想想她就是这么做的!
She’s a darling!
她是一个亲爱的!
And papa”—here she imperfectly repressed a tendency to laugh—“papa looks as if he were either going to explode or utter loud sobs!”
还有爸爸”——在这里,她完美地抑制住了想笑的冲动——“爸爸看起来要么要爆炸,要么要大声抽泣!”
Eugene commanded his features, however, and they resumed their customary apprehensiveness.
然而,尤金控制住了他的表情,他们又恢复了惯常的忧虑。
“I used to write verse,” he said—“if you remember—”
“我以前写诗,”他说——“如果你还记得的话——”
“Yes,” Isabel interrupted gently.
“是的,”伊莎贝尔轻轻地打断道。
“I remember.”
“我记得。”
“I don’t recall that I’ve written any for twenty years or so,” he continued.
“我不记得自己已经有二十年左右没有写过任何东西了,”他继续说道。
“But I’m almost thinking I could do it again, to thank you for making a factory visit into such a kind celebration.”
“但我几乎在想我可以再做一次,以感谢你们在如此盛大的庆祝活动中参观工厂。”
“Gracious!” Lucy whispered, giggling.
“亲切!”露西咯咯笑着低声说道。
“Aren’t they sentimental”
“他们不是很感性吗”
“People that age always are,” George returned.
“人总是会老的,”乔治回答道。
“They get sentimental over anything at all.
“他们对任何事情都会变得多愁善感。
Factories or restaurants, it doesn’t matter what!”
工厂还是餐馆,都没关系!”
And both of them were seized with fits of laughter which they managed to cover under the general movement of departure, as Isabel had risen to go.
当伊莎贝尔起身离开时,他们俩都爆发出阵阵笑声,他们设法用离开的动作掩盖了笑声。
Outside, upon the crowded street, George helped Lucy into his runabout, and drove off, waving triumphantly, and laughing at Eugene who was struggling with the engine of his car, in the tonneau of which Isabel and Fanny had established themselves.
外面,在拥挤的街道上,乔治扶着露西上了他的轻便马车,然后开走了,得意地挥手,嘲笑尤金正在与他的汽车引擎作斗争,伊莎贝尔和范妮已经在车的后座里站稳了脚跟。
“Looks like a hand-organ man grinding away for pennies,” said George, as the runabout turned the corner and into National Avenue.
“看起来就像一个手风琴人为了钱而苦苦挣扎,”乔治说,当时小汽车拐过街角,进入了国家大道。
“I’ll still take a horse, any day.”
“我仍然会牵一匹马,任何一天。”
He was not so cocksure, half an hour later, on an open road, when a siren whistle wailed behind him, and before the sound had died away, Eugene’s car, coming from behind with what seemed fairly like one long leap, went by the runabout and dwindled almost instantaneously in perspective, with a lace handkerchief in a black-gloved hand fluttering sweet derision as it was swept onward into minuteness—a mere white speck—and then out of sight.
半小时后,在一条开阔的道路上,当他身后响起警笛声时,他不再那么自信了,在声音消失之前,尤金的车从后面冲了过来,似乎是一次长距离的跳跃,从那辆小快艇旁边驶过,视野几乎瞬间缩小,戴着黑手套的手上拿着一条蕾丝手帕,在它被扫进微小的地方时,甜蜜地嘲笑着——只是一个白色的斑点——然后从外面驶出。视线。
George was undoubtedly impressed.
乔治无疑给他留下了深刻的印象。
“Your Father does know how to drive some,” the dashing exhibition forced him to admit.
“你的父亲确实知道如何驾驶一些,”这潇洒的表现迫使他承认。
“Of course Pendennis isn’t as young as he was, and I don’t care to push him too hard.
“当然,潘丹尼斯不像以前那么年轻了,我不想逼他太紧。
I wouldn’t mind handling one of those machines on the road like that, myself, if that was all there was to it—no cranking to do, or fooling with the engine.
我不介意在路上像这样操纵其中一台机器,我自己,如果这就是全部——不需要转动曲轴,或者愚弄发动机。
Well, I enjoyed part of that lunch quite a lot, Lucy.”
好吧,露西,我很享受那顿午餐。”
“The salad?”
“沙拉?”
“No. Your whispering to me.”
“不。你对我低声说话。”
“Blarney!”
“巧言令色!”
George made no response, but checked Pendennis to a walk.
乔治没有回应,但让潘丹尼斯散步。
Whereupon Lucy protested quickly: “Oh, don’t!”
露西赶紧抗议:“哦,不要!”
“Why?
“为什么?
Do you want him to trot his legs off?”
你想让他迈开双腿吗?”
“No, but—”
“不,但是——”
“‘No, but’—what?”
“‘不,但是’——什么?”
She spoke with apparent gravity: “I know when you make him walk it’s so you can give all your attention to—to proposing to me again!”
她语气明显严肃:“我知道,当你让他走路时,你就可以集中所有注意力——再次向我求婚!”
And as she turned a face of exaggerated color to him, “By the Lord, but you’re a little witch!” George cried.
当她把一张夸张的脸转向他时,“上帝啊,但你是个小女巫!”乔治哭了。
“George, do let Pendennis trot again!”
“乔治,让潘丹尼斯再次小跑吧!”
“I won’t!”
“我不会!”
She clucked to the horse.
她对着马咯咯地笑。
“Get up, Pendennis!
“站起来,潘丹尼斯!
Trot!
小跑!
Go on!
继续!
Commence!”
开始吧!
Pendennis paid no attention; she meant nothing to him, and George laughed at her fondly.
潘丹尼斯没有理睬。她对他来说毫无意义,乔治深情地嘲笑她。
“You are the prettiest thing in this world, Lucy!” he exclaimed.
“露西,你是这个世界上最美丽的东西!”他惊呼道。
“When I see you in winter, in furs, with your cheeks red, I think you’re prettiest then, but when I see you in summer, in a straw hat and a shirtwaist and a duck skirt and white gloves and those little silver buckled slippers, and your rose-coloured parasol, and your cheeks not red but with a kind of pinky glow about them, then I see I must have been wrong about the winter!
“当我在冬天看到你,穿着皮毛,脸颊红润时,我觉得你是最漂亮的,但当我在夏天看到你,戴着草帽,穿着衬衫,鸭舌裙,戴着白手套,穿着那双带扣的小银拖鞋,撑着玫瑰色的遮阳伞,脸颊不红,但泛着一种粉红色的光泽时,我就发现我对冬天的看法一定是错误的!
When are you going to drop the ‘almost’ and say we’re really engaged?”
你什么时候才能放弃‘几乎’而说我们真的订婚了?”
“Oh, not for years!
“噢,好几年了!
So there’s the answer, and let’s trot again.”
答案就在于此,让我们再次小跑吧。”
But George was persistent; moreover, he had become serious during the last minute or two.
但乔治很坚持。而且,他在最后一两分钟变得严肃起来。
“I want to know,” he said.
“我想知道,”他说。
“I really mean it.”
“我是认真的。”
“Let’s don’t be serious, George,” she begged him hopefully.
“我们别认真了,乔治,”她满怀希望地恳求他。
“Let’s talk of something pleasant.”
“咱们聊点愉快的事情吧。”
He was a little offended.
他有点生气。
“Then it isn’t pleasant for you to know that I want to marry you?”
“那你知道我想娶你是不是很高兴?”
At this she became as serious as he could have asked; she looked down, and her lip quivered like that of a child about to cry.
听到这里,她变得像他所要求的那样严肃起来。她低下头,嘴唇颤抖着,就像一个要哭的孩子。
Suddenly she put her hand upon one of his for just an instant, and then withdrew it.
突然,她把手放在他的一只手上,片刻,然后又缩了回来。
“Lucy!” he said huskily.
“露西!”他沙哑地说。
“Dear, what’s the matter?
“亲爱的,怎么了?
You look as if you were going to cry.
你看起来好像快要哭了。
You always do that,” he went on plaintively, “whenever I can get you to talk about marrying me.”
你总是这么做,”他哀伤地继续说道,“只要我能让你谈论嫁给我。”
“I know it,” she murmured.
“我知道,”她低声说道。
“Well, why do you?”
“嗯,你为什么这么做?”
Her eyelids flickered, and then she looked up at him with a sad gravity, tears seeming just at the poise.
她的眼皮颤抖着,然后她抬起头,悲伤而严肃地看着他,眼里似乎正流着泪水。
“One reason’s because I have a feeling that it’s never going to be.”
“其中一个原因是我有一种感觉,这永远不会发生。”
“Why?”
“为什么?”
“It’s just a feeling.”
“这只是一种感觉。”
“You haven’t any reason or—”
“你没有任何理由或者——”
“It’s just a feeling.”
“这只是一种感觉。”
“Well, if that’s all,” George said, reassured, and laughing confidently, “I guess I won’t be very much troubled!” But at once he became serious again, adopting the tone of argument.
“好吧,如果仅此而已,”乔治放心地说道,并自信地笑道,“我想我不会太烦恼了!”但他立刻又严肃起来,采取了争论的语气。
“Lucy, how is anything ever going to get a chance to come of it, so long as you keep sticking to ‘almost’?
“露西,只要你一直坚持‘几乎’,任何事情怎么会有机会实现呢?
Doesn’t it strike you as unreasonable to have a ‘feeling’ that we’ll never be married, when what principally stands between us is the fact that you won’t be really engaged to me?
当我们之间的主要障碍是你不会真正与我订婚时,你是否会觉得我们永远不会结婚的“感觉”是不合理的?
That does seem pretty absurd!
这看起来确实很荒谬!
Don’t you care enough about me to marry me?”
你还不够关心我,才娶我吗?”
She looked down again, pathetically troubled.
她再次低下头,一脸可怜兮兮的困扰。
“Yes.”
“是的。”
“Won’t you always care that much about me?”
“你不会一直这么关心我吧?”
“I’m—yes—I’m afraid so, George.
“我——是的——恐怕是这样,乔治。
I never do change much about anything.”
我从来不会对任何事情做太多改变。”
“Well, then, why in the world won’t you drop the ‘almost’?”
“那么,为什么你不放弃‘几乎’呢?”
Her distress increased.
她的痛苦增加了。
“Everything is—everything—”
“一切都是——一切——”
“What about ‘everything’?”
“那‘一切’呢?”
“Everything is so—so unsettled.”
“一切都那么——那么不稳定。”
And at that he uttered an exclamation of impatience.
说到这里,他发出了一声不耐烦的感叹。
“If you aren’t the queerest girl!
“如果你不是最奇怪的女孩的话!
What is ‘unsettled’?”
什么叫‘未定’?”
“Well, for one thing,” she said, able to smile at his vehemence, “you haven’t settled on anything to do.
“好吧,一方面,”她说,对他的热情感到微笑,“你还没有决定做什么。
At least, if you have you’ve never spoken of it.”
至少,如果你有的话,你从来没有谈过。”
As she spoke, she gave him the quickest possible side glance of hopeful scrutiny; then looked away, not happily.
当她说话时,她以最快的速度侧视了他,充满希望地审视着他。然后移开视线,不高兴。
Surprise and displeasure were intentionally visible upon the countenance of her companion; and he permitted a significant period of silence to elapse before making any response.
同伴的脸上故意流露出惊讶和不悦。在做出任何回应之前,他允许一段长时间的沉默。
“Lucy,” he said, finally, with cold dignity, “I should like to ask you a few questions.”
“露西,”他最后冷冷地说道,“我想问你几个问题。”
“Yes?”
“是的?”
“The first is: Haven’t you perfectly well understood that I don’t mean to go into business or adopt a profession?”
“第一个问题是:你难道没有完全明白我无意经商或从事某种职业吗?”
“I wasn’t quite sure,” she said gently.
“我不太确定,”她温和地说。
“I really didn’t know—quite.”
“我真的不知道——完全不知道。”
“Then of course it’s time I did tell you.
“那当然是我告诉你的时候了。
I never have been able to see any occasion for a man’s going into trade, or being a lawyer, or any of those things if his position and family were such that he didn’t need to.
如果一个人的地位和家庭是他不需要的,我从来没有见过他有机会从事贸易,或者成为一名律师,或者做任何这些事情。
You know, yourself, there are a lot of people in the East—in the South, too, for that matter—that don’t think we’ve got any particular family or position or culture in this part of the country.
你自己也知道,东部有很多人,南方也有很多人,他们认为我们在这个国家的这个地区没有任何特殊的家庭、地位或文化。
I’ve met plenty of that kind of provincial snobs myself, and they’re pretty galling.
我自己就遇到过很多这种地方势利小人,他们非常令人讨厌。
There were one or two men in my crowd at college, their families had lived on their income for three generations, and they never dreamed there was anybody in their class out here.
我大学时的人群中有一两个男人,他们的家庭已经三代人靠他们的收入生活,他们从来没有梦想过他们班上有人在这里。
I had to show them a thing or two, right at the start, and I guess they won’t forget it!
我必须在一开始就向他们展示一两件事,我想他们不会忘记!
Well, I think it’s time all their sort found out that three generations can mean just as much out here as anywhere else.
好吧,我认为现在是他们所有人都发现三代人在这里和其他地方一样意义重大的时候了。
That’s the way I feel about it, and let me tell you I feel it pretty deeply!”
这就是我的感受,让我告诉你我的感受非常深刻!”
“But what are you going to do, George?” she cried.
“但是你要做什么,乔治?”她哭了。
George’s earnestness surpassed hers; he had become flushed and his breathing was emotional.
乔治的认真程度超过了她。他脸色通红,呼吸也变得激动起来。
As he confessed, with simple genuineness, he did feel what he was saying “pretty deeply”; and in truth his state approached the tremulous.
正如他坦白承认的那样,他确实“非常深刻”地感受到了自己所说的话;事实上,他的状态已经接近颤抖了。
“I expect to live an honourable life,” he said.
“我希望过上有尊严的生活,”他说。
“I expect to contribute my share to charities, and to take part in—in movements.”
“我希望为慈善事业做出自己的贡献,并参与运动。”
“What kind?”
“什么样的?”
“Whatever appeals to me,” he said.
“无论什么对我有吸引力,”他说。
Lucy looked at him with grieved wonder.
露西悲伤地看着他。
“But you really don’t mean to have any regular business or profession at all?”
“但你真的不想有任何固定的生意或职业吗?”
“I certainly do not!” George returned promptly and emphatically.
“我当然不!”乔治迅速而果断地回来了。
“I was afraid so,” she said in a low voice.
“我很害怕,”她低声说道。
George continued to breathe deeply throughout another protracted interval of silence.
在又一段长时间的沉默中,乔治继续深呼吸。
Then he said, “I should like to revert to the questions I was asking you, if you don’t mind.”
然后他说:“如果你不介意的话,我想回到我问你的问题。”
“No, George.
“不,乔治。
I think we’d better—”
我想我们最好——”
“Your father is a business man—”
“你父亲是个商人——”
“He’s a mechanical genius,” Lucy interrupted quickly.
“他是个机械天才。”露西很快打断道。
“Of course he’s both.
“当然,他两者都是。
And he was a lawyer once—he’s done all sorts of things.”
他曾经是一名律师——他做过各种各样的事情。”
“Very well.
“很好。”
I merely wished to ask if it’s his influence that makes you think I ought to ‘do’ something?”
我只是想问一下,是不是因为他的影响,你才觉得我应该‘做’点什么?”
Lucy frowned slightly.
露西微微皱眉。
“Why, I suppose almost everything I think or say must be owing to his influence in one way or another.
“哎呀,我想几乎我所想或所说的一切都一定是受到了他的某种影响。
We haven’t had anybody but each other for so many years, and we always think about alike, so of course—”
这么多年我们除了彼此没有任何人,而且我们的想法总是相似的,所以当然——”
“I see!” And George’s brow darkened with resentment.
“我明白了!”乔治的眉头因怨恨而变深了。
“So that’s it, is it?
“原来如此,是吗?
It’s your father’s idea that I ought to go into business and that you oughtn’t to be engaged to me until I do.”
你父亲的想法是我应该经商,而在我经商之前你不应该与我订婚。”
Lucy gave a start, her denial was so quick.
露西吃了一惊,她的否认太快了。
“No!
“不!
I’ve never once spoken to him about it.
我从来没有和他谈过这件事。
Never!”
从来没有!
George looked at her keenly, and he jumped to a conclusion not far from the truth.
乔治敏锐地看着她,他很快就得出了与事实相差不远的结论。
“But you know without talking to him that it’s the way he does feel about it?
“但你不用和他说话就知道他确实有这种感觉吗?
I see.”
我明白了。”
She nodded gravely.
她郑重地点点头。
“Yes.”
“是的。”
George’s brow grew darker still.
乔治的眉毛变得更黑了。
“Do you think I’d be much of a man,” he said, slowly, “if I let any other man dictate to me my own way of life?”
“你认为,如果我让其他男人决定我自己的生活方式,”他慢慢地说,“我会像一个男人吗?”
“George!
“乔治!
Who’s ‘dictating’ your—”
谁在‘支配’你的——”
“It seems to me it amounts to that!” he returned.
“在我看来,就是这个意思!”他回来了。
“Oh, no!
“哦,不!
I only know how papa thinks about things.
我只知道爸爸是怎么想的。
He’s never, never spoken unkindly, or ‘dictatingly’ of you.” She lifted her hand in protest, and her face was so touching in its distress that for the moment George forgot his anger.
他从来没有对你说过不友善的话,或者‘命令’你。”她举起手表示抗议,她的脸因痛苦而显得如此动人,以至于乔治暂时忘记了他的愤怒。
He seized that small, troubled hand.
他抓住那只饱受困扰的小手。
“Lucy,” he said huskily.
“露西,”他沙哑地说。
“Don’t you know that I love you?”
“你不知道我爱你吗?”
“Yes—I do.”
“是的,我愿意。”
“Don’t you love me?”
“你不爱我吗?”
“Yes—I do.”
“是的,我愿意。”
“Then what does it matter what your father thinks about my doing something or not doing anything?
“那你父亲对我做或不做有什么看法呢?
He has his way, and I have mine.
他有他的办法,我也有我的办法。
I don’t believe in the whole world scrubbing dishes and selling potatoes and trying law cases.
我不相信整个世界都会洗碗、卖土豆和审理法律案件。
Why, look at your father’s best friend, my Uncle George Amberson—he’s never done anything in his life, and—”
为什么,看看你父亲最好的朋友,我的乔治·安伯森叔叔——他一生中从未做过任何事,而且——”
“Oh, yes, he has,” she interrupted.
“哦,是的,他有,”她打断道。
“He was in politics.”
“他从事政界。”
“Well, I’m glad he’s out,” George said.
“好吧,我很高兴他出去了,”乔治说。
“Politics is a dirty business for a gentleman, and Uncle George would tell you that himself.
“对于绅士来说,政治是一件肮脏的事情,乔治叔叔会亲自告诉你这一点。
Lucy, let’s not talk any more about it.
露西,我们不要再谈论这个了。
Let me tell mother when I get home that we’re engaged.
当我回到家时,让我告诉妈妈我们订婚了。
Won’t you, dear?”
亲爱的,你不会吗?”
She shook her head.
她摇摇头。
“Is it because—”
“是不是因为——”
For a fleeting instant she touched to her cheek the hand that held hers.
刹那间,她触碰了握着她的手的脸颊。
“No,” she said, and gave him a sudden little look of renewed gayety.
“不,”她说,突然又露出了愉快的表情。
“Let’s let it stay ‘almost’.”
“就让它保持‘差不多’吧。”
“Because your father—”
“因为你的父亲——”
“Oh, because it’s better!”
“哦,因为这样更好!”
George’s voice shook.
乔治的声音颤抖着。
“Isn’t it your father?”
“这不是你父亲吗?”
“It’s his ideals I’m thinking of—yes.”
“我想到的是他的理想——是的。”
George dropped her hand abruptly and anger narrowed his eyes.
乔治突然松开了她的手,愤怒地眯起了眼睛。
“I know what you mean,” he said.
“我知道你的意思,”他说。
“I dare say I don’t care for your father’s ideals any more than he does for mine!”
“我敢说我不关心你父亲的理想,就像他不关心我的理想一样!”
He tightened the reins, Pendennis quickening eagerly to the trot; and when George jumped out of the runabout before Lucy’s gate, and assisted her to descend, the silence in which they parted was the same that had begun when Pendennis began to trot.
他拉紧缰绳,潘丹尼斯急切地加快小跑。当乔治在露西大门前跳下轻便马车并协助她降落时,他们分开时的沉默与潘丹尼斯开始小跑时一样。
Chapter XVIII
第十八章
That evening, after dinner, George sat with his mother and his Aunt Fanny upon the veranda.
那天晚上,晚饭后,乔治和他的母亲以及范妮姨妈坐在阳台上。
In former summers, when they sat outdoors in the evening, they had customarily used an open terrace at the side of the house, looking toward the Major’s, but that more private retreat now afforded too blank and abrupt a view of the nearest of the new houses; so, without consultation, they had abandoned it for the Romanesque stone structure in front, an oppressive place.
以前的夏天,当他们晚上坐在户外时,他们通常会使用房子一侧的一个开放式露台,面向少校的方向,但现在,这个更加私密的隐居处让他们无法看到最近的新房子,显得过于空白和突兀。因此,在没有协商的情况下,他们放弃了它,取而代之的是前面的罗马式石头结构,一个令人压抑的地方。
Its oppression seemed congenial to George; he sat upon the copestone of the stone parapet, his back against a stone pilaster; his attitude not comfortable, but rigid, and his silence not comfortable, either, but heavy.
乔治似乎很喜欢这种压迫感。他坐在石栏杆的顶石上,背靠着石壁柱。他的态度不舒服,但是僵硬;他的沉默也不舒服,但是沉重。
However, to the eyes of his mother and his aunt, who occupied wicker chairs at a little distance, he was almost indistinguishable except for the stiff white shield of his evening frontage.
然而,在远处坐在藤椅上的母亲和姨妈眼里,除了傍晚正面那块僵硬的白色盾牌外,他几乎无法辨认。
“It’s so nice of you always to dress in the evening, Georgie,” his mother said, her glance resting upon this surface.
“乔吉,你晚上总是穿衣服真是太好了,”他的母亲说,她的目光停留在这个表面上。
“Your Uncle George always used to, and so did father, for years; but they both stopped quite a long time ago.
“你的乔治叔叔过去常常这样做,父亲也是如此,多年来;但他们都很久以前就停止了。
Unless there’s some special occasion, it seems to me we don’t see it done any more, except on the stage and in the magazines.”
除非有什么特殊场合,在我看来,除了在舞台上和杂志上,我们似乎不再看到它了。”
He made no response, and Isabel, after waiting a little while, as if she expected one, appeared to acquiesce in his mood for silence, and turned her head to gaze thoughtfully out at the street.
他没有做出任何回应,伊莎贝尔等了一会儿,似乎在等待他的回应,似乎默认了他沉默的心情,转过头若有所思地凝视着外面的街道。
There, in the highway, the evening life of the Midland city had begun.
在那里,在高速公路上,米德兰城的夜生活开始了。
A rising moon was bright upon the tops of the shade trees, where their branches met overhead, arching across the street, but only filtered splashings of moonlight reached the block pavement below; and through this darkness flashed the firefly lights of silent bicycles gliding by in pairs and trios—or sometimes a dozen at a time might come, and not so silent, striking their little bells; the riders’ voices calling and laughing; while now and then a pair of invisible experts would pass, playing mandolin and guitar as if handle-bars were of no account in the world—their music would come swiftly, and then too swiftly die away.
初升的月亮明亮地照在遮荫的树顶上,树枝在头顶交汇,拱形穿过街道,但只有经过过滤的月光洒落在下面的街区人行道上;穿过这片黑暗,闪烁着萤火虫般寂静的自行车的灯光,成双成对或三人一组地滑过——有时一次可能有十几辆,但不那么安静,敲着小铃。骑手们的叫声和笑声;时不时会有一对看不见的专家走过,弹奏着曼陀林和吉他,仿佛车把在这个世界上无关紧要——他们的音乐来得很快,然后又很快消失。
Surreys rumbled lightly by, with the plod-plod of honest old horses, and frequently there was the glitter of whizzing spokes from a runabout or a sporting buggy, and the sharp, decisive hoof-beats of a trotter.
萨里郡的马儿轻轻地隆隆驶过,伴随着诚实的老马的沉重脚步声,时不时还传来轻便马车或运动越野车发出的嗖嗖的辐条的闪光,以及小跑者尖锐、果断的蹄声。
Then, like a cowboy shooting up a peaceful camp, a frantic devil would hurtle out of the distance, bellowing, exhaust racketing like a machine gun gone amuck—and at these horrid sounds the surreys and buggies would hug the curbstone, and the bicycles scatter to cover, cursing; while children rushed from the sidewalks to drag pet dogs from the street.
然后,就像一个牛仔向宁静的营地开枪一样,一个疯狂的魔鬼会从远处冲出,咆哮着,排气管发出轰鸣声,就像一把发疯的机关枪——听到这些可怕的声音,四轮马车和四轮马车会拥抱路边石,自行车四散开来掩护,咒骂着;而孩子们则从人行道上冲出来,把宠物狗从街上拖走。
The thing would roar by, leaving a long wake of turbulence; then the indignant street would quiet down for a few minutes—till another came.
那东西会呼啸而过,留下长长的尾迹。然后,愤怒的街道会安静几分钟——直到另一个人到来。
“There are a great many more than there used to be,” Miss Fanny observed, in her lifeless voice, as the lull fell after one of these visitations.
“比以前多了很多,”范妮小姐用毫无生气的声音说道,在一次拜访之后,平静下来了。
“Eugene is right about that; there seem to be at least three or four times as many as there were last summer, and you never hear the ragamuffins shouting ‘Get a horse!’ nowadays; but I think he may be mistaken about their going on increasing after this.
“尤金的说法是对的;看起来至少是去年夏天的三到四倍,而且现在你再也不会听到那些衣衫褴褛的人喊‘找一匹马了!’但我认为他可能错误地认为在此之后他们的数量还会继续增加。
I don’t believe we’ll see so many next summer as we do now.”
我不相信明年夏天我们会看到像现在这样多的人。”
“Why?” asked Isabel.
“为什么?”伊莎贝尔问道。
“Because I’ve begun to agree with George about their being more a fad than anything else, and I think it must be the height of the fad just now.
“因为我开始同意乔治的观点,认为它们比其他任何东西都更时尚,而且我认为现在一定是时尚的顶峰。
You know how roller-skating came in—everybody in the world seemed to be crowding to the rinks—and now only a few children use rollers for getting to school.
你知道轮滑运动是如何出现的——世界上每个人似乎都涌向溜冰场——而现在只有少数孩子使用轮滑鞋去学校。
Besides, people won’t permit the automobiles to be used.
此外,人们不会允许使用汽车。
Really, I think they’ll make laws against them.
真的,我认为他们会制定法律来反对他们。
You see how they spoil the bicycling and the driving; people just seem to hate them!
你会看到他们是如何破坏骑自行车和开车的;人们似乎只是讨厌他们!
They’ll never stand it—never in the world!
他们永远无法忍受——在世界上永远无法忍受!
Of course I’d be sorry to see such a thing happen to Eugene, but I shouldn’t be really surprised to see a law passed forbidding the sale of automobiles, just the way there is with concealed weapons.”
当然,我很遗憾看到这样的事情发生在尤金身上,但如果看到一项禁止销售汽车的法律获得通过,就像隐藏武器一样,我不应该感到惊讶。”
“Fanny!” exclaimed her sister-in-law.
“舳!”她的嫂子惊呼道。
“You’re not in earnest?”
“你不是认真的吗?”
“I am, though!”
“不过我是!”
Isabel’s sweet-toned laugh came out of the dusk where she sat.
伊莎贝尔甜美的笑声从她坐着的黄昏中传出。
“Then you didn’t mean it when you told Eugene you’d enjoyed the drive this afternoon?”
“那你告诉尤金你今天下午开车很开心时并不是真心的?”
“I didn’t say it so very enthusiastically, did I?”
“我没说得那么热情吧?”
“Perhaps not, but he certainly thought he’d pleased you.”
“也许不是,但他确实认为他会让你高兴。”
“I don’t think I gave him any right to think he’d pleased me” Fanny said slowly.
“我不认为我有权利让他认为他会让我高兴,”范妮慢慢地说。
“Why not?
“为什么不呢?
Why shouldn’t you, Fanny?”
你为什么不应该这么做呢,范妮?”
Fanny did not reply at once, and when she did, her voice was almost inaudible, but much more reproachful than plaintive.
范妮没有立刻回答,而当她回答的时候,她的声音几乎听不见,但更多的是责备而不是哀怨。
“I hardly think I’d want any one to get the notion he’d pleased me just now.
“我不认为我希望任何人知道他刚才让我很高兴。
It hardly seems time, yet—to me.”
对我来说,现在似乎还不是时候。”
Isabel made no response, and for a time the only sound upon the dark veranda was the creaking of the wicker rocking-chair in which Fanny sat—a creaking which seemed to denote content and placidity on the part of the chair’s occupant, though at this juncture a series of human shrieks could have been little more eloquent of emotional disturbance.
伊莎贝尔没有做出任何反应,黑暗的阳台上一时间唯一的声音是范妮坐的柳条摇椅的吱吱声——这种吱吱声似乎表明椅子上的人感到满足和平静,尽管在这个时候,一系列人类的尖叫声可能更能说明情绪的困扰。
However, the creaking gave its hearer one great advantage: it could be ignored.
然而,吱吱声给听者带来了一个巨大的优势:它可以被忽略。
“Have you given up smoking, George?” Isabel asked presently.
“乔治,你戒烟了吗?”伊莎贝尔立刻问道。
“No.”
“不。”
“I hoped perhaps you had, because you’ve not smoked since dinner.
“我希望你可能抽过烟,因为你从晚饭后就没有抽烟了。
We shan’t mind if you care to.”
如果你愿意的话我们不会介意的。”
“No, thanks.”
“不,谢谢。”
There was silence again, except for the creaking of the rocking-chair; then a low, clear whistle, singularly musical, was heard softly rendering an old air from “Fra Diavolo.” The creaking stopped.
周围又一片寂静,除了摇椅的吱吱声。然后,传来一声低沉而清晰的口哨声,具有独特的音乐性,轻柔地演绎着“Fra Diavolo”的古老曲调。吱吱声停止了。
“Is that you, George?” Fanny asked abruptly.
“是你吗,乔治?”范妮突然问道。
“Is that me what?”
“那是我吗?”
“Whistling ‘On Yonder Rock Reclining’?”
“吹口哨‘在那边的岩石斜倚上’?”
“It’s I,” said Isabel.
“是我,”伊莎贝尔说。
“Oh,” Fanny said dryly.
“哦,”范妮干巴巴地说。
“Does it disturb you?”
“打扰你了吗?”
“Not at all.
” “一点也不。
I had an idea George was depressed about something, and merely wondered if he could be making such a cheerful sound.” And Fanny resumed her creaking.
我有一种感觉,乔治因为某件事而感到沮丧,只是想知道他是否能发出如此愉快的声音。”范妮又开始吱吱作响。
“Is she right, George?” his mother asked quickly, leaning forward in her chair to peer at him through the dusk.
“她说得对吗,乔治?”他的母亲迅速问道,她在椅子上倾身向前,透过暮色凝视着他。
“You didn’t eat a very hearty dinner, but I thought it was probably because of the warm weather.
“你的晚餐没吃得很丰盛,但我想可能是因为天气暖和的缘故。
Are you troubled about anything?”
你有什么烦恼吗?”
“No!” he said angrily.
“不!”他愤怒地说。
“That’s good.
“那就好。
I thought we had such a nice day, didn’t you?”
我想我们今天过得很愉快,不是吗?”
“I suppose so,” he muttered, and, satisfied, she leaned back in her chair; but “Fra Diavolo” was not revived.
“我想是的,”他低声说道,她满意地靠在椅子上。但《Fra Diavolo》并没有复活。
After a time she rose, went to the steps, and stood for several minutes looking across the street.
过了一会儿,她站起来,走到台阶上,站了几分钟,望着街对面。
Then her laughter was faintly heard.
然后隐隐约约听到她的笑声。
“Are you laughing about something?” Fanny inquired.
“你在笑什么吗?”范妮问道。
“Pardon?” Isabel did not turn, but continued her observation of what had interested her upon the opposite side of the street.
“赦免?”伊莎贝尔没有转身,而是继续观察街对面她感兴趣的事物。
“I asked: Were you laughing at something?”
“我问:你在笑什么吗?”
“Yes, I was!” And she laughed again.
“是的,我是!”她又笑了。
“It’s that funny, fat old Mrs. Johnson.
“就是那个有趣又胖的老约翰逊夫人。
She has a habit of sitting at her bedroom window with a pair of opera-glasses.”
她习惯戴着一副望远镜坐在卧室的窗前。”
“Really!”
“真的吗!”
“Really.
“真的。”
You can see the window through the place that was left when we had the dead walnut tree cut down.
透过我们砍倒那棵枯死的核桃树时留下的地方,你可以看到窗户。
She looks up and down the street, but mostly at father’s and over here.
她环顾街道,但主要是看父亲家和这里。
Sometimes she forgets to put out the light in her room, and there she is, spying away for all the world to see!”
有时她忘记关掉房间里的灯,而她却在那里监视着全世界!”
However, Fanny made no effort to observe this spectacle, but continued her creaking.
然而范妮并没有去观察这一幕,而是继续吱吱作响。
“I’ve always thought her a very good woman,” she said primly.
“我一直认为她是一个非常好的女人,”她一本正经地说。
“So she is,” Isabel agreed.
“确实如此,”伊莎贝尔同意道。
“She’s a good, friendly old thing, a little too intimate in her manner, sometimes, and if her poor old opera-glasses afford her the quiet happiness of knowing what sort of young man our new cook is walking out with, I’m the last to begrudge it to her!
“她是一个善良、友好的老东西,有时她的举止有点太亲密了,如果她那副可怜的旧歌剧眼镜能让她安静地幸福地知道我们的新厨师正在和一个什么样的年轻人一起出去,我是最不会嫉妒她的!
Don’t you want to come and look at her, George?”
乔治,你不想过来看看她吗?”
“What?
“什么?
I beg your pardon.
请原谅。
I hadn’t noticed what you were talking about.”
我没注意到你在说什么。”
“It’s nothing,” she laughed.
“没什么,”她笑道。
“Only a funny old lady—and she’s gone now.
“只是一位有趣的老太太——但她现在已经走了。
I’m going, too—at least, I’m going indoors to read.
我也要去——至少,我要去室内读书。
It’s cooler in the house, but the heat’s really not bad anywhere, since nightfall.
屋子里比较凉爽,但从入夜以来,任何地方的热度都还不错。
Summer’s dying.
夏天快要死了。
How quickly it goes, once it begins to die.”
一旦开始死亡,它就过得多么快啊。”
When she had gone into the house, Fanny stopped rocking, and, leaning forward, drew her black gauze wrap about her shoulders and shivered.
进屋后,范妮停止了摇晃,身体前倾,把黑纱布裹在肩上,浑身发抖。
“Isn’t it queer,” she said drearily, “how your mother can use such words?”
“这不是很奇怪吗?”她闷闷不乐地说,“你妈妈怎么能用这样的话?”
“What words are you talking about?” George asked.
“你在说什么词?”乔治问道。
“Words like ‘die’ and ‘dying.’ I don’t see how she can bear to use them so soon after your poor father—” She shivered again.
“像‘死’和‘快要死’这样的词。我不明白她怎么能忍受在你可怜的父亲之后这么快就使用这些词——”她再次颤抖起来。
“It’s almost a year,” George said absently, and he added: “It seems to me you’re using them yourself.”
“快一年了,”乔治心不在焉地说,他补充道:“在我看来,你自己也在用它们。”
“I?
“我?
Never!”
从来没有!
“Yes, you did.”
“是的,你做到了。”
“When?”
“什么时候?”
“Just this minute.”
“就这一分钟。”
“Oh!” said Fanny.
“哦!”范妮说。
“You mean when I repeated what she said?
“你是说我重复了她说的话?
That’s hardly the same thing, George.”
这根本不是一回事,乔治。”
He was not enough interested to argue the point.
他没有足够的兴趣去争论这一点。
“I don’t think you’ll convince anybody that mother’s unfeeling,” he said indifferently.
“我认为你无法让任何人相信母亲是无情的,”他冷漠地说。
“I’m not trying to convince anybody.
“我并不是想说服任何人。
I mean merely that in my opinion—well, perhaps it may be just as wise for me to keep my opinions to myself.”
我的意思只是说,在我看来——好吧,也许对我来说,保留自己的观点也同样明智。”
She paused expectantly, but her possible anticipation that George would urge her to discard wisdom and reveal her opinion was not fulfilled.
她满怀期待地停了下来,但她可能期望乔治会敦促她放弃智慧并说出自己的观点,但这一预期并没有实现。
His back was toward her, and he occupied himself with opinions of his own about other matters.
他背对着她,对其他事情有自己的看法。
Fanny may have felt some disappointment as she rose to withdraw.
范妮起身退出时可能感到有些失望。
However, at the last moment she halted with her hand upon the latch of the screen door.
然而,在最后一刻,她的手停在了纱门的门闩上。
“There’s one thing I hope,” she said.
“我希望有一件事,”她说。
“I hope at least she won’t leave off her full mourning on the very anniversary of Wilbur’s death!”
“我希望至少她不会在威尔伯去世周年纪念日停止充分的哀悼!”
The light door clanged behind her, and the sound annoyed her nephew.
光门在她身后叮当作响,这声音惹恼了她的侄子。
He had no idea why she thus used inoffensive wood and wire to dramatize her departure from the veranda, the impression remaining with him being that she was critical of his mother upon some point of funeral millinery.
他不知道为什么她会用无害的木头和铁丝来戏剧化她离开阳台的场面,他留下的印象是她在葬礼女帽的某些方面批评了他的母亲。
Throughout the desultory conversation he had been profoundly concerned with his own disturbing affairs, and now was preoccupied with a dialogue taking place (in his mind) between himself and Miss Lucy Morgan.
在整个断断续续的谈话中,他一直深深地关心着自己令人不安的事情,现在全神贯注于他自己和露西·摩根小姐之间(在他的脑海里)正在进行的对话。
As he beheld the vision, Lucy had just thrown herself at his feet.
当他看到这个景象时,露西刚刚扑倒在他的脚下。
“George, you must forgive me!” she cried.
“乔治,你一定要原谅我!”她哭了。
“Papa was utterly wrong!
“爸爸完全错了!
I have told him so, and the truth is that I have come to rather dislike him as you do, and as you always have, in your heart of hearts.
我已经告诉过他了,事实是,我已经像你一样,从内心深处一直不喜欢他了。
George, I understand you: thy people shall be my people and thy gods my gods.
乔治,我理解你:你的人民就是我的人民,你的神就是我的神。
George, won’t you take me back?”
乔治,你不送我回去吗?”
“Lucy, are you sure you understand me?” And in the darkness George’s bodily lips moved in unison with those which uttered the words in his imaginary rendering of this scene.
“露西,你确定你听懂我的话了吗?”在黑暗中,乔治的嘴唇与他在想象中描绘的这一场景中说出的那些话一致地移动。
An eavesdropper, concealed behind the column, could have heard the whispered word “sure,” the emphasis put upon it in the vision was so poignant.
隐藏在柱子后面的窃听者可以听到低声说的“当然”这个词,视觉中对它的强调是如此令人心酸。
“You say you understand me, but are you sure?”
“你说你懂我,但你确定吗?”
Weeping, her head bowed almost to her waist, the ethereal Lucy made reply: “Oh, so sure!
飘逸的露西哭泣着,头几乎低到了腰部,回答道:“哦,那当然了!
I will never listen to father’s opinions again.
我再也不会听父亲的意见了。
I do not even care if I never see him again!”
即使再也见不到他,我也不在乎!”
“Then I pardon you,” he said gently.
“那我就原谅你了。”他温柔地说。
This softened mood lasted for several moments—until he realized that it had been brought about by processes strikingly lacking in substance.
这种柔和的情绪持续了好一会儿——直到他意识到这是由明显缺乏实质内容的过程带来的。
Abruptly he swung his feet down from the copestone to the floor of the veranda.
突然,他把脚从墓碑上甩到了阳台的地板上。
“Pardon nothing!” No meek Lucy had thrown herself in remorse at his feet; and now he pictured her as she probably really was at this moment: sitting on the white steps of her own front porch in the moonlight, with red-headed Fred Kinney and silly Charlie Johnson and four or five others—all of them laughing, most likely, and some idiot playing the guitar!
“什么都不能原谅!”温顺的露西并没有悔恨地拜倒在他的脚下。现在他想象着她此时此刻的真实样子:在月光下,坐在自家前廊的白色台阶上,红发的弗莱德·金尼、愚蠢的查理·约翰逊和其他四五个人——他们都很可能都在笑,还有一个弹吉他的白痴!
George spoke aloud: “Riffraff!”
乔治大声说道:“痞子!”
And because of an impish but all too natural reaction of the mind, he could see Lucy with much greater distinctness in this vision than in his former pleasing one.
由于内心有一种顽皮但又太自然的反应,他在这一景象中看到的露西比他以前令人愉悦的景象要清晰得多。
For a moment she was miraculously real before him, every line and colour of her.
有那么一刻,她在他面前奇迹般地真实,她的每一条线条、每一个颜色。
He saw the moonlight shimmering in the chiffon of her skirts brightest on her crossed knee and the tip of her slipper; saw the blue curve of the characteristic shadow behind her, as she leaned back against the white step; saw the watery twinkling of sequins in the gauze wrap over her white shoulders as she moved, and the faint, symmetrical lights in her black hair—and not one alluring, exasperating twentieth-of-an-inch of her laughing profile was spared him as she seemed to turn to the infernal Kinney—
他看到月光在她雪纺裙子上闪烁,在她交叉的膝盖和拖鞋尖上最亮;当她靠在白色的台阶上时,看到了她身后特有的蓝色曲线影子。当她移动时,看到她白色肩膀上的纱布上闪烁着水汪汪的亮片,还有她黑发上微弱的、对称的光芒——当她似乎转向地狱般的金尼时,她微笑的侧脸中没有一个诱人的、令人恼火的二十分之一英寸能幸免——
“Riffraff!” And George began furiously to pace the stone floor.
“痞子!”乔治开始在石头地板上疯狂地踱步。
“Riffraff!” By this hard term—a favourite with him since childhood’s scornful hour—he meant to indicate, not Lucy, but the young gentlemen who, in his vision, surrounded her.
“痞子!”用这个严厉的术语——这是他从孩提时代起就最喜欢的一个词——他的意思不是指露西,而是指在他的视野中包围着她的年轻绅士们。
“Riffraff!” he said again, aloud, and again:
“痞子!”他一遍又一遍地大声说道:
“Riffraff!”
“痞子!”
At that moment, as it happened, Lucy was playing chess with her father; and her heart, though not remorseful, was as heavy as George could have wished.
恰巧此时,露西正在和她的父亲下棋。她的心情虽然并不悔恨,却如乔治所希望的那样沉重。
But she did not let Eugene see that she was troubled, and he was pleased when he won three games of her.
但她并没有让尤金看出她的困扰,当他赢了她三局比赛时他很高兴。
Usually she beat him.
通常她都会打他。
Chapter XIX
第十九章
George went driving the next afternoon alone, and, encountering Lucy and her father on the road, in one of Morgan’s cars, lifted his hat, but nowise relaxed his formal countenance as they passed.
第二天下午,乔治独自开车去,在路上,在摩根的一辆汽车里遇到了露西和她的父亲,他举起了帽子,但当他们经过时,他的正式表情丝毫没有放松。
Eugene waved a cordial hand quickly returned to the steering-wheel; but Lucy only nodded gravely and smiled no more than George did.
尤金亲切地挥了挥手,很快又回到了方向盘上;但露西只是严肃地点点头,笑得和乔治一样。
Nor did she accompany Eugene to the Major’s for dinner, the following Sunday evening, though both were bidden to attend that feast, which was already reduced in numbers and gayety by the absence of George Amberson.
接下来的周日晚上,她也没有陪尤金去少校吃晚饭,尽管两人都被邀请参加那场宴会,由于乔治·安伯森的缺席,宴会的人数和欢乐程度都已经减少了。
Eugene explained to his host that Lucy had gone away to visit a school-friend.
尤金向主人解释说露西去拜访一位同学。
The information, delivered in the library, just before old Sam’s appearance to announce dinner, set Miss Minafer in quite a flutter.
就在老萨姆出现宣布晚餐之前,在图书馆传达的信息让米纳弗小姐非常不安。
“Why, George!” she said, turning to her nephew.
“为什么,乔治!”她转向她的侄子说道。
“How does it happen you didn’t tell us?” And with both hands opening, as if to express her innocence of some conspiracy, she exclaimed to the others, “He’s never said one word to us about Lucy’s planning to go away!”
“你怎么没告诉我们呢?”她张开双手,仿佛在表达自己的清白,对其他人喊道:“他从来没有对我们说过露西打算离开的事!”
“Probably afraid to,” the Major suggested.
“可能是害怕,”少校建议道。
“Didn’t know but he might break down and cry if he tried to speak of it!” He clapped his grandson on the shoulder, inquiring jocularly, “That it, Georgie?”
“不知道,但如果他试图说出这件事,他可能会崩溃并哭泣!”他拍拍孙子的肩膀,开玩笑地问道:“是这样吗,乔吉?”
Georgie made no reply, but he was red enough to justify the Major’s developing a chuckle into laughter; though Miss Fanny, observing her nephew keenly, got an impression that this fiery blush was in truth more fiery than tender.
乔吉没有回答,但他的脸已经红得足以证明少校将咯咯笑变成大笑是合理的。不过,范妮小姐敏锐地观察着她的侄子,她的印象是,这火红的脸实际上比温柔更火热。
She caught a glint in his eye less like confusion than resentment, and saw a dilation of his nostrils which might have indicated not so much a sweet agitation as an inaudible snort.
她看到他眼中闪过一丝疑惑,而不是困惑,还看到他鼻孔扩张,这与其说是一种甜蜜的激动,不如说是一种听不见的鼻息。
Fanny had never been lacking in curiosity, and, since her brother’s death, this quality was more than ever alert.
范妮从来不缺乏好奇心,自从她哥哥去世后,这种品质比以往任何时候都更加警觉。
The fact that George had spent all the evenings of the past week at home had not been lost upon her, nor had she failed to ascertain, by diplomatic inquiries, that since the day of the visit to Eugene’s shops George had gone driving alone.
她并没有忘记乔治过去一周的所有晚上都呆在家里这一事实,而且她也通过外交调查确定,自从参观尤金的商店那天起,乔治就独自开车出去了。
At the dinner-table she continued to observe him, sidelong; and toward the conclusion of the meal she was not startled by an episode which brought discomfort to the others.
餐桌上,她继续斜眼观察他。就餐结束时,她并没有因为发生了让其他人感到不舒服的事件而感到惊讶。
After the arrival of coffee the Major was rallying Eugene upon some rival automobile shops lately built in a suburb, and already promising to flourish.
咖啡到来后,少校将尤金召集到一些最近在郊区建成的竞争对手汽车商店上,这些汽车商店已经有望蓬勃发展。
“I suppose they’ll either drive you out of the business,” said the old gentleman, “or else the two of you’ll drive all the rest of us off the streets.”
“我想他们要么会把你赶出这个行业,”老先生说,“要么你们两个会把我们其他人赶出街道。”
“If we do, we’ll even things up by making the streets five or ten times as long as they are now,” Eugene returned.
“如果我们这样做,我们就能把街道的长度延长到现在的五到十倍,”尤金回答道。
“How do you propose to do that?”
“你打算怎么做?”
“It isn’t the distance from the center of a town that counts,” said Eugene; “it’s the time it takes to get there.
尤金说:“重要的不是距市中心的距离。” “这是到达那里所需的时间。
This town’s already spreading; bicycles and trolleys have been doing their share, but the automobile is going to carry city streets clear out to the county line.”
这个城镇已经在扩张;自行车和电车一直在发挥自己的作用,但汽车将把城市街道带到县城边界。”
The Major was skeptical.
少校对此表示怀疑。
“Dream on, fair son!” he said.
“做梦吧,美丽的儿子!”他说。
“It’s lucky for us that you’re only dreaming; because if people go to moving that far, real estate values in the old residence part of town are going to be stretched pretty thin.”
“对我们来说幸运的是,你只是在做梦;因为如果人们搬到那么远的地方,城镇老住宅区的房地产价值将会变得非常薄弱。”
“I’m afraid so,” Eugene assented.
“恐怕是的,”尤金同意道。
“Unless you keep things so bright and clean that the old section will stay more attractive than the new ones.”
“除非你保持一切明亮和干净,旧的部分将比新的更有吸引力。”
“Not very likely!
“不太可能!
How are things going to be kept ‘bright and clean’ with soft coal, and our kind of city government?”
烟煤和我们这样的市政府如何让事情保持‘光明和清洁’?”
“They aren’t,” Eugene replied quickly.
“他们不是,”尤金很快回答道。
“There’s no hope of it, and already the boarding-house is marching up National Avenue.
“没有希望了,寄宿处已经沿着国家大道前进了。
There are two in the next block below here, and there are a dozen in the half-mile below that.
下面的下一个街区有两个,下面半英里处有十几个。
My relatives, the Sharons, have sold their house and are building in the country—at least, they call it ‘the country.’ It will be city in two or three years.”
我的亲戚沙龙夫妇已经卖掉了他们的房子,正在乡下建造房屋——至少,他们称之为‘乡村’。两三年后它将成为城市。”
“Good gracious!” the Major exclaimed, affecting dismay.
“天哪!”少校惊呼道,装出一副沮丧的样子。
“So your little shops are going to ruin all your old friends, Eugene!”
“所以你的小商店会毁了你所有的老朋友,尤金!”
“Unless my old friends take warning in time, or abolish smoke and get a new kind of city government.
“除非我的老朋友及时发出警告,或者废除吸烟并建立一个新的城市政府。
I should say the best chance is to take warning.”
我应该说最好的机会是接受警告。”
“Well, well!” the Major laughed.
“好啦好啦!”少校笑了。
“You have enough faith in miracles, Eugene—granting that trolleys and bicycles and automobiles are miracles.
“你对奇迹有足够的信心,尤金——承认手推车、自行车和汽车都是奇迹。
So you think they’re to change the face of the land, do you?”
所以你认为他们会改变这片土地的面貌,是吗?”
“They’re already doing it, Major; and it can’t be stopped.
“他们已经这么做了,少校;而且无法阻止。
Automobiles—”
汽车——”
At this point he was interrupted.
这时他被打断了。
George was the interrupter.
乔治是打断者。
He had said nothing since entering the dining room, but now he spoke in a loud and peremptory voice, using the tone of one in authority who checks idle prattle and settles a matter forever.
自从进了餐厅之后,他就没有再说过一句话,但现在却声音洪亮,霸道,一副大权在握的语气,制止闲言碎语,一劳永逸。
“Automobiles are a useless nuisance,” he said.
“汽车是无用的麻烦,”他说。
There fell a moment’s silence.
一阵沉默。
Isabel gazed incredulously at George, colour slowly heightening upon her cheeks and temples, while Fanny watched him with a quick eagerness, her eyes alert and bright.
伊莎贝尔难以置信地看着乔治,她的脸颊和太阳穴上的颜色慢慢变深,而范妮则急切地看着他,她的眼睛警惕而明亮。
But Eugene seemed merely quizzical, as if not taking this brusquerie to himself.
但尤金似乎只是有些疑惑,似乎并没有把这种粗俗的行为当成自己的事情。
The Major was seriously disturbed.
少校感到非常不安。
“What did you say, George?” he asked, though George had spoken but too distinctly.
“你说什么,乔治?”他问道,尽管乔治已经说得那么清楚了。
“I said all automobiles were a nuisance,” George answered, repeating not only the words but the tone in which he had uttered them.
“我说过所有的汽车都很麻烦,”乔治回答道,不仅重复了这句话,还重复了他说话的语气。
And he added, “They’ll never amount to anything but a nuisance.
他补充道:“它们只会带来麻烦。
They had no business to be invented.”
他们没有什么可发明的。”
The Major frowned.
少校皱起了眉头。
“Of course you forget that Mr. Morgan makes them, and also did his share in inventing them.
“你当然忘记了它们是摩根先生制造的,并且在发明它们的过程中也做出了自己的贡献。
If you weren’t so thoughtless he might think you rather offensive.”
如果你不这么不考虑周全,他可能会认为你很无礼。”
“That would be too bad,” said George coolly.
“那就太糟糕了,”乔治冷静地说。
“I don’t think I could survive it.”
“我不认为我能活下来。”
Again there was a silence, while the Major stared at his grandson, aghast.
又是一阵沉默,少校惊愕地看着他的孙子。
But Eugene began to laugh cheerfully.
但尤金开始开心地笑起来。
“I’m not sure he’s wrong about automobiles,” he said.
“我不确定他对汽车的看法是错的,”他说。
“With all their speed forward they may be a step backward in civilization—that is, in spiritual civilization.
“尽管他们前进的速度如此之快,但他们可能在文明方面——即精神文明方面——倒退了一步。
It may be that they will not add to the beauty of the world, nor to the life of men’s souls.
也许它们不会增添世界的美丽,也不会增添人类灵魂的生命。
I am not sure.
我不确定。
But automobiles have come, and they bring a greater change in our life than most of us suspect.
但汽车已经到来,它们给我们的生活带来的变化比我们大多数人想象的还要大。
They are here, and almost all outward things are going to be different because of what they bring.
他们在这里,几乎所有外在的事物都会因为他们带来的东西而不同。
They are going to alter war, and they are going to alter peace.
他们将改变战争,他们将改变和平。
I think men’s minds are going to be changed in subtle ways because of automobiles; just how, though, I could hardly guess.
我认为人们的思想将会因为汽车而发生微妙的改变。不过,我很难猜测到底是怎么做到的。
But you can’t have the immense outward changes that they will cause without some inward ones, and it may be that George is right, and that the spiritual alteration will be bad for us.
但是,如果没有一些内在的改变,你就不可能拥有它们所带来的巨大的外在变化,乔治可能是对的,而精神上的改变对我们来说是有害的。
Perhaps, ten or twenty years from now, if we can see the inward change in men by that time, I shouldn’t be able to defend the gasoline engine, but would have to agree with him that automobiles ‘had no business to be invented.’” He laughed good-naturedly, and looking at his watch, apologized for having an engagement which made his departure necessary when he would so much prefer to linger.
也许,十年或二十年后,如果我们能看到那时人们内心的变化,我就无法为汽油机辩护,但不得不同意他的观点,即汽车“没有必要发明”。”他善意地笑了,看着手表,为有约而道歉,这使得他在非常愿意逗留时不得不离开。
Then he shook hands with the Major, and bade Isabel, George, and Fanny a cheerful good-night—a collective farewell cordially addressed to all three of them together—and left them at the table.
然后他与少校握手,向伊莎贝尔、乔治和范妮愉快地道了晚安——向他们三人亲切地集体道别——然后把他们留在了餐桌旁。
Isabel turned wondering, hurt eyes upon her son.
伊莎贝尔转过身来,疑惑地、受伤地看着她的儿子。
“George, dear!” she said.
“乔治,亲爱的!”她说。
“What did you mean?”
“你什么意思?”
“Just what I said,” he returned, lighting one of the Major’s cigars, and his manner was imperturbable enough to warrant the definition (sometimes merited by imperturbability) of stubbornness.
“正是我所说的,”他回答道,点燃了少校的一支雪茄,他的态度冷静得足以证明顽固的定义(有时是因为冷静)。
Isabel’s hand, pale and slender, upon the tablecloth, touched one of the fine silver candlesticks aimlessly: the fingers were seen to tremble.
伊莎贝尔苍白而纤细的手放在桌布上,漫无目的地碰触着一根精致的银烛台:手指在颤抖。
“Oh, he was hurt!” she murmured.
“哦,他受伤了!”她低声说道。
“I don’t see why he should be,” George said.
“我不明白他为什么会这样,”乔治说。
“I didn’t say anything about him.
“我没有说任何关于他的事。
He didn’t seem to me to be hurt—seemed perfectly cheerful.
在我看来,他并没有受伤——看起来非常高兴。
What made you think he was hurt?”
是什么让你认为他受伤了?”
“I know him!” was all of her reply, half whispered.
“我认识他!”她的回答全部是半耳语的。
The Major stared hard at George from under his white eyebrows.
少校从白眉毛下狠狠地盯着乔治。
“You didn’t mean ‘him,’ you say, George?
“你说的不是‘他’,乔治?
I suppose if we had a clergyman as a guest here you’d expect him not to be offended, and to understand that your remarks were neither personal nor untactful, if you said the church was a nuisance and ought never to have been invented.
我想,如果我们有一位牧师作为客人来到这里,你会希望他不会被冒犯,并且理解你的言论既不是针对个人的,也不是不得体的,如果你说教堂是一个令人讨厌的东西,根本不应该被发明。
By Jove, but you’re a puzzle!”
天啊,但你真是个谜!”
“In what way, may I ask, sir?”
“请问先生,以什么方式?”
“We seem to have a new kind of young people these days,” the old gentleman returned, shaking his head.
“现在我们好像出现了一种新的年轻人。”老先生摇着头回答道。
“It’s a new style of courting a pretty girl, certainly, for a young fellow to go deliberately out of his way to try and make an enemy of her father by attacking his business!
“当然,这是一种追求漂亮女孩的新方式,一个年轻人故意不顾一切地攻击她父亲的生意,试图与她父亲为敌!
By Jove!
天哪!
That’s a new way to win a woman!”
这是赢得女人的新方法!”
George flushed angrily and seemed about to offer a retort, but held his breath for a moment; and then held his peace.
乔治气得满脸通红,似乎想反驳,但屏住了呼吸。然后他保持沉默。
It was Isabel who responded to the Major.
对少校做出回应的是伊莎贝尔。
“Oh, no!” she said.
“哦,不!”她说。
“Eugene would never be anybody’s enemy—he couldn’t!—and last of all Georgie’s.
“尤金永远不会成为任何人的敌人——他不能!——最后也是乔吉的敌人。
I’m afraid he was hurt, but I don’t fear his not having understood that George spoke without thinking of what he was saying—I mean, with-out realizing its bearing on Eugene.”
我担心他受伤了,但我不担心他不明白乔治说话时没有考虑他在说什么——我的意思是,没有意识到这对尤金的影响。”
Again George seemed upon the point of speech, and again controlled the impulse.
乔治再次抓住了讲话的重点,并再次控制住了冲动。
He thrust his hands in his pockets, leaned back in his chair, and smoked, staring inflexibly at the ceiling.
他双手插进口袋,靠在椅子上,一边抽烟,一边僵硬地盯着天花板。
“Well, well,” said his grandfather, rising.
“好吧,好吧,”祖父站起身来说道。
“It wasn’t a very successful little dinner!”
“这不是一顿非常成功的小晚餐!”
Thereupon he offered his arm to his daughter, who took it fondly, and they left the room, Isabel assuring him that all his little dinners were pleasant, and that this one was no exception.
于是,他向女儿伸出手臂,女儿深情地握住了它,然后他们离开了房间,伊莎贝尔向他保证,他所有的小晚餐都很愉快,这顿也不例外。
George did not move, and Fanny, following the other two, came round the table, and paused close beside his chair; but George remained posed in his great imperturbability, cigar between teeth, eyes upon ceiling, and paid no attention to her.
乔治没有动,范妮跟着另外两个人绕过桌子,在他的椅子旁边停了下来。但乔治依然一副镇定自若的样子,牙齿叼着雪茄,眼睛盯着天花板,没有理睬她。
Fanny waited until the sound of Isabel’s and the Major’s voices became inaudible in the hall.
范妮一直等到大厅里伊莎贝尔和少校的声音变得听不见。
Then she said quickly, and in a low voice so eager that it was unsteady:
然后她很快说道,声音低沉,急切得有些不稳定:
“George, you’ve struck just the treatment to adopt: you’re doing the right thing!”
“乔治,你已经采取了正确的治疗方法:你做的是正确的事!”
She hurried out, scurrying after the others with a faint rustling of her black skirts, leaving George mystified but incurious.
她匆匆跑了出去,黑色裙子发出微弱的沙沙声,跟在其他人后面,让乔治感到困惑,但并不好奇。
He did not understand why she should bestow her approbation upon him in the matter, and cared so little whether she did or not that he spared himself even the trouble of being puzzled about it.
他不明白她为什么在这件事上认可他,也不在乎她是否认可他,所以他甚至不用为此感到困惑。
In truth, however, he was neither so comfortable nor so imperturbable as he appeared.
然而事实上,他并不像看上去那么自在,也不像表面上那么平静。
He felt some gratification: he had done a little to put the man in his place—that man whose influence upon his daughter was precisely the same thing as a contemptuous criticism of George Amberson Minafer, and of George Amberson Minafer’s “ideals of life.” Lucy’s going away without a word was intended, he supposed, as a bit of punishment.
他感到有些欣慰:他已经做了一点点让这个人处于他的位置——这个人对他女儿的影响与对乔治·安伯森·米纳弗和乔治·安伯森·米纳弗的“生活理想”的轻蔑批评完全相同。露西一言不发地走开,他想,这是一种惩罚。
Well, he wasn’t the sort of man that people were allowed to punish: he could demonstrate that to them—since they started it!
好吧,他不是那种可以让人们惩罚的人:他可以向他们展示这一点——从他们开始的时候开始!
It appeared to him as almost a kind of insolence, this abrupt departure—not even telephoning!
在他看来,这种突然的离开几乎是一种无礼——甚至没有打电话!
Probably she wondered how he would take it; she even might have supposed he would show some betraying chagrin when he heard of it.
也许她想知道他会如何接受。她甚至可能认为,当他听到这件事时,他会表现出一些背叛的懊恼。
He had no idea that this was just what he had shown; and he was satisfied with his evening’s performance.
他不知道这正是他所展示的;他对自己当晚的表现很满意。
Nevertheless, he was not comfortable in his mind; though he could not have explained his inward perturbations, for he was convinced, without any confirmation from his Aunt Fanny, that he had done “just the right thing.”
然而,他心里却不太舒服。尽管他无法解释自己内心的不安,因为他确信自己做了“正确的事”,而没有得到范妮姨妈的任何证实。
Chapter XX
第二十章
Isabel came to George’s door that night, and when she had kissed him good-night she remained in the open doorway with her hand upon his shoulder and her eyes thoughtfully lowered, so that her wish to say something more than good-night was evident.
那天晚上,伊莎贝尔来到乔治家门口,吻了他道晚安后,她仍然站在敞开的门口,手搭在乔治的肩膀上,若有所思地垂下眼睛,显然她除了道晚安之外,还想说些什么。
Not less obvious was her perplexity about the manner of saying it; and George, divining her thought, amiably made an opening for her.
同样明显的是,她对说话方式感到困惑。乔治看出了她的想法,友善地为她开了口。
“Well, old lady,” he said indulgently, “you needn’t look so worried.
“好吧,老太太,”他宽容地说,“你不必表现得这么担心。
I won’t be tactless with Morgan again.
我不会再对摩根无礼了。
After this I’ll just keep out of his way.”
以后我就不再妨碍他了。”
Isabel looked up, searching his face with the fond puzzlement which her eyes sometimes showed when they rested upon him; then she glanced down the hall toward Fanny’s room, and, after another moment of hesitation, came quickly in, and closed the door.
伊莎贝尔抬起头,用一种喜爱的困惑审视着他的脸,当她的眼睛停留在他身上时,有时会流露出这种困惑。然后她扫视过厅,朝范妮的房间看去,又犹豫了一下,快步走了进去,关上了门。
“Dear,” she said, “I wish you’d tell me something: Why don’t you like Eugene?”
“亲爱的,”她说,“我希望你能告诉我一件事:你为什么不喜欢尤金?”
“Oh, I like him well enough,” George returned, with a short laugh, as he sat down and began to unlace his shoes.
“哦,我很喜欢他,”乔治一边短笑一边回答,然后坐下来开始解鞋带。
“I like him well enough—in his place.”
“我非常喜欢他——在他的位置上。”
“No, dear,” she said hurriedly.
“不,亲爱的,”她急忙说。
“I’ve had a feeling from the very first that you didn’t really like him—that you really never liked him.
“我从一开始就有一种感觉,你并不是真的喜欢他——你真的从来不喜欢他。
Sometimes you’ve seemed to be friendly with him, and you’d laugh with him over something in a jolly, companionable way, and I’d think I was wrong, and that you really did like him, after all; but to-night I’m sure my other feeling was the right one: you don’t like him.
有时你似乎对他很友好,你会以一种愉快、友好的方式和他一起大笑,我会认为我错了,毕竟你真的喜欢他;但今晚我确信我的另一种感觉是正确的:你不喜欢他。
I can’t understand it, dear; I don’t see what can be the matter.”
我无法理解,亲爱的;我不明白会发生什么问题。”
“Nothing’s the matter.”
“没什么事。”
This easy declaration naturally failed to carry great weight, and Isabel went on, in her troubled voice, “It seems so queer, especially when you feel as you do about his daughter.”
这个简单的声明自然没有太大的分量,伊莎贝尔用她不安的声音继续说道:“这看起来很奇怪,尤其是当你对他的女儿有同样的感觉时。”
At this, George stopped unlacing his shoes abruptly, and sat up.
说到这里,乔治突然停止解鞋带,坐了起来。
“How do I feel about his daughter?” he demanded.
“我对他女儿的感觉如何?”他问道。
“Well, it’s seemed—as if—as if—” Isabel began timidly.
“嗯,看起来——好像——好像——”伊莎贝尔胆怯地开口说道。
“It did seem—At least, you haven’t looked at any other girl, ever since they came here and—and certainly you’ve seemed very much interested in her.
“看来——至少,自从她们来到这里之后,你就没有再看过任何其他女孩了——当然,你似乎对她非常感兴趣。
Certainly you’ve been very great friends?”
你们肯定是非常好的朋友吧?”
“Well, what of that?”
“嗯,那又怎么样?”
“It’s only that I’m like your grandfather: I can’t see how you could be so much interested in a girl and—and not feel very pleasantly toward her father.”
“只是我就像你的祖父:我不明白你怎么会对一个女孩如此感兴趣,而且——却对她的父亲感觉不太愉快。”
“Well, I’ll tell you something,” George said slowly; and a frown of concentration could be seen upon his brow, as from a profound effort at self-examination.
“好吧,我告诉你一件事,”乔治慢慢地说。他的眉头皱起,似乎在深刻地自我审视。
“I haven’t ever thought much on that particular point, but I admit there may be a little something in what you say.
“我对这一点没有多想,但我承认你说的可能有些道理。
The truth is, I don’t believe I’ve ever thought of the two together, exactly—at least, not until lately.
事实是,我不相信我曾经将两者考虑在一起,确切地说,至少直到最近才想到。
I’ve always thought of Lucy just as Lucy, and of Morgan just as Morgan.
我一直认为露西就是露西,而摩根就是摩根。
I’ve always thought of her as a person herself, not as anybody’s daughter.
我一直把她当作一个人,而不是任何人的女儿。
I don’t see what’s very extraordinary about that.
我不明白这有什么特别之处。
You’ve probably got plenty of friends, for instance, that don’t care much about your son—”
例如,你可能有很多朋友不太关心你的儿子——”
“No, indeed!” she protested quickly.
“不,确实如此!”她连忙抗议。
“And if I knew anybody who felt like that, I wouldn’t—”
“如果我认识有这种感觉的人,我就不会——”
“Never mind,” he interrupted.
“没关系,”他打断道。
“I’ll try to explain a little more.
“我会尝试多解释一点。
If I have a friend, I don’t see that it’s incumbent upon me to like that friend’s relatives.
如果我有一个朋友,我不认为我有义务去喜欢那个朋友的亲戚。
If I didn’t like them, and pretended to, I’d be a hypocrite.
如果我不喜欢他们,却又假装喜欢,那我就是个伪君子。
If that friend likes me and wants to stay my friend he’ll have to stand my not liking his relatives, or else he can quit.
如果那个朋友喜欢我并且想继续做我的朋友,他就必须忍受我不喜欢他的亲戚,否则他就可以退出。
I decline to be a hypocrite about it; that’s all.
我不想在这件事上做个伪君子;就这样。
Now, suppose I have certain ideas or ideals which I have chosen for the regulation of my own conduct in life.
现在,假设我有某些想法或理想,我选择这些想法或理想来规范自己的生活行为。
Suppose some friend of mine has a relative with ideals directly the opposite of mine, and my friend believes more in the relative’s ideals than in mine: Do you think I ought to give up my own just to please a person who’s taken up ideals that I really despise?”
假设我的某个朋友有一个与我的理想截然相反的亲戚,而我的朋友更相信这位亲戚的理想而不是我的理想:你认为我应该为了取悦一个我真正鄙视的理想的人而放弃自己的理想吗?
“No, dear; of course people can’t give up their ideals; but I don’t see what this has to do with dear little Lucy and—”
“不亲爱的;人当然不能放弃自己的理想;但我不明白这和亲爱的小露西有什么关系,而且——”
“I didn’t say it had anything to do with them,” he interrupted.
“我没有说这与他们有任何关系,”他打断道。
“I was merely putting a case to show how a person would be justified in being a friend of one member of a family, and feeling anything but friendly toward another.
“我只是举一个例子来说明一个人如何有理由成为一个家庭成员的朋友,而对另一个家庭成员却感到不友善。
I don’t say, though, that I feel unfriendly to Mr. Morgan.
不过,我并不是说我对摩根先生不友好。
I don’t say that I feel friendly to him, and I don’t say that I feel unfriendly; but if you really think that I was rude to him to-night—”
我不说我对他友善,也不说我对他不友善;但如果你真的认为今晚我对他无礼——”
“Just thoughtless, dear.
“只是没考虑清楚,亲爱的。
You didn’t see that what you said to-night—”
你没看到你今晚说的话——”
“Well, I’ll not say anything of that sort again where he can hear it.
“好吧,我不会再在他能听到的地方说这种话了。
There, isn’t that enough?”
有了,这还不够吗?”
This question, delivered with large indulgence, met with no response; for Isabel, still searching his face with her troubled and perplexed gaze, seemed not to have heard it.
这个问题是带着极大的宽容提出来的,但没有得到任何回应。因为伊莎贝尔仍然用她不安而困惑的目光打量着他的脸,似乎没有听到。
On that account, George repeated it, and rising, went to her and patted her reassuringly upon the shoulder.
因此,乔治重复了一遍,然后站起来,走到她身边,安慰地拍拍她的肩膀。
“There, old lady, you needn’t fear my tactlessness will worry you again.
“好了,老太太,你不用担心我的不圆滑又让你担心了。
I can’t quite promise to like people I don’t care about one way or another, but you can be sure I’ll be careful, after this, not to let them see it.
我不能完全保证喜欢那些我不关心的人,但你可以肯定,在此之后我会小心翼翼,不让他们看到。
It’s all right, and you’d better toddle along to bed, because I want to undress.”
没关系,你最好摇摇晃晃地上床睡觉,因为我要脱衣服。”
“But, George,” she said earnestly, “you would like him, if you’d just let yourself.
“但是,乔治,”她真诚地说,“如果你愿意的话,你会喜欢他的。
You say you don’t dislike him.
你说你不讨厌他。
Why don’t you like him?
你为什么不喜欢他?
I can’t understand at all.
我完全无法理解。
What is it that you don’t—”
到底是什么你不——”
“There, there!” he said.
“那儿,那儿!”他说。
“It’s all right, and you toddle along.”
“没关系,你就慢慢走吧。”
“But, George, dear—”
“但是,乔治,亲爱的——”
“Now, now!
“现在,现在!
I really do want to get into bed.
我真的很想上床睡觉。
Good-night, old lady.”
晚安,老太太。”
“Good-night, dear.
“晚安,亲爱的。
But—”
但是——”
“Let’s not talk of it any more,” he said.
“我们别再谈这个了,”他说。
“It’s all right, and nothing in the world to worry about.
“没关系,世界上没有什么可担心的。
So good-night, old lady.
那么晚安,老太太。
I’ll be polite enough to him, never fear—if we happen to be thrown together.
我会对他很有礼貌,永远不要害怕——如果我们碰巧在一起的话。
So good-night!”
那么晚安!”
“But, George, dear—”
“但是,乔治,亲爱的——”
“I’m going to bed, old lady; so good-night.”
“我要去睡觉了,老太太;那么晚安。”
Thus the interview closed perforce.
采访就这样结束了。
She kissed him again before going slowly to her own room, her perplexity evidently not dispersed; but the subject was not renewed between them the next day or subsequently.
她又吻了他一下,才缓缓走向自己的房间,心中的困惑显然还没有散去。但第二天或之后他们就没有再讨论这个话题。
Nor did Fanny make any allusion to the cryptic approbation she had bestowed upon her nephew after the Major’s “not very successful little dinner”; though she annoyed George by looking at him oftener and longer than he cared to be looked at by an aunt.
范妮也没有提及少校“不太成功的小晚宴”后她对侄子表示的神秘认可。尽管她让乔治很恼火,因为她看他的次数和时间都超过了他愿意被姨妈看的时间。
He could not glance her way, it seemed, without finding her red-rimmed eyes fixed upon him eagerly, with an alert and hopeful calculation in them which he declared would send a nervous man into fits.
他似乎每次朝她这边看一眼,都会发现她那双红眼圈热切地注视着他,眼神中充满了警觉和充满希望的盘算,他声称这会让一个紧张的男人陷入困境。
For thus, one day, he broke out, in protest:
因此,有一天,他突然爆发抗议:
“It would!” he repeated vehemently.
“会的!”他激烈地重复道。
“Given time it would—straight into fits!
“只要有时间,它就会——直接发作!
What do you find the matter with me?
你觉得我有什么问题吗?
Is my tie always slipping up behind?
我的领带总是滑到后面吗?
Can’t you look at something else?
你就不能看点别的吗?
My Lord!
我的主啊!
We’d better buy a cat for you to stare at, Aunt Fanny!
我们最好买一只猫给你看,范妮阿姨!
A cat could stand it, maybe.
也许猫能忍受。
What in the name of goodness do you expect to see?”
看在上帝的份上,你希望看到什么?”
But Fanny laughed good-naturedly, and was not offended.
但范妮善意地笑了笑,并没有生气。
“It’s more as if I expected you to see something, isn’t it?” she said quietly, still laughing.
“更像是我期待你看到什么,不是吗?”她轻声说道,仍然笑着。
“Now, what do you mean by that?”
“现在,你这是什么意思?”
“Never mind!”
“没关系!”
“All right, I don’t.
“好吧,我不。
But for heaven’s sake stare at somebody else awhile.
但看在上帝的份上,盯着别人看一会儿吧。
Try it on the house-maid!”
给女佣试试吧!”
“Well, well,” Fanny said indulgently, and then chose to be more obscure in her meaning than ever, for she adopted a tone of deep sympathy for her final remark, as she left him: “I don’t wonder you’re nervous these days, poor boy!”
“好吧,好吧,”范妮宽容地说,然后选择比以往更加隐晦地表达自己的意思,因为她在离开他时对最后一句话采取了深表同情的语气:“我不奇怪你这些天很紧张,可怜的孩子!”
And George indignantly supposed that she referred to the ordeal of Lucy’s continued absence.
乔治愤怒地认为她指的是露西持续缺席的痛苦。
During this period he successfully avoided contact with Lucy’s father, though Eugene came frequently to the house, and spent several evenings with Isabel and Fanny; and sometimes persuaded them and the Major to go for an afternoon’s motoring.
在此期间,他成功地避免了与露西父亲的接触,尽管尤金经常来家里,并与伊莎贝尔和范妮一起度过了几个晚上。有时还说服他们和少校去兜一下午的车。
He did not, however, come again to the Major’s Sunday evening dinner, even when George Amberson returned.
然而,即使乔治·安伯森回来后,他也没有再次参加少校的周日晚宴。
Sunday evening was the time, he explained, for going over the week’s work with his factory managers.
他解释说,周日晚上是与工厂经理一起回顾一周工作的时间。
When Lucy came home the autumn was far enough advanced to smell of burning leaves, and for the annual editorials, in the papers, on the purple haze, the golden branches, the ruddy fruit, and the pleasure of long tramps in the brown forest.
当露西回家时,秋天已经足够远了,可以闻到烧焦的树叶的味道,报纸上的年度社论,紫色的薄雾,金色的树枝,红润的果实,以及在棕色森林中长途跋涉的乐趣。
George had not heard of her arrival, and he met her, on the afternoon following that event, at the Sharons’, where he had gone in the secret hope that he might hear something about her.
乔治没有听说过她的到来,事件发生后的第二天下午,他在沙龙家遇见了她,他去那里暗暗希望能听到一些关于她的消息。
Janie Sharon had just begun to tell him that she heard Lucy was expected home soon, after having “a perfectly gorgeous time”—information which George received with no responsive enthusiasm—when Lucy came demurely in, a proper little autumn figure in green and brown.
珍妮·莎伦刚刚开始告诉他,她听说露西在度过了“一段完美的美好时光”后很快就要回家了——乔治收到的消息并没有热情地回应——露西端庄地进来了,一个穿着绿色和棕色衣服的秋天的小人物。
Her cheeks were flushed, and her dark eyes were bright indeed; evidences, as George supposed, of the excitement incidental to the perfectly gorgeous time just concluded; though Janie and Mary Sharon both thought they were the effect of Lucy’s having seen George’s runabout in front of the house as she came in.
她的脸颊通红,黑眼睛确实明亮。正如乔治所认为的,这证明了刚刚结束的完美美好时光所带来的兴奋;尽管珍妮和玛丽莎伦都认为这是露西进来时看到乔治的小马车停在房子前面的结果。
George took on colour, himself, as, he rose and nodded indifferently; and the hot suffusion to which he became subject extended its area to include his neck and ears.
乔治的脸色也红了,他站起身来,漠不关心地点点头。他身上的热气蔓延到了他的脖子和耳朵。
Nothing could have made him much more indignant than his consciousness of these symptoms of the icy indifference which it was his purpose not only to show but to feel.
没有什么比他意识到这些冰冷冷漠的症状更让他愤怒的了,他的目的不仅是要表现出来,而且是要感受到。
She kissed her cousins, gave George her hand, said “How d’you do,” and took a chair beside Janie with a composure which augmented George’s indignation.
她亲吻了她的表兄弟姐妹,向乔治伸出了手,说“你好吗”,然后在珍妮旁边坐下来,镇定自若,这加剧了乔治的愤怒。
“How d’you do,” he said.
“你好吗?”他说。
“I trust that ah—I trust—I do trust—”
“我相信啊——我相信——我确实相信——”
He stopped, for it seemed to him that the word “trust” sounded idiotic.
他停了下来,因为在他看来,“信任”这个词听起来很愚蠢。
Then, to cover his awkwardness, he coughed, and even to his own rosy ears his cough was ostentatiously a false one.
然后,为了掩饰自己的尴尬,他咳嗽了一声,甚至在他红润的耳朵里,他的咳嗽也明显是假的。
Whereupon, seeking to be plausible, he coughed again, and instantly hated himself: the sound he made was an atrocity.
于是,为了显得可信,他又咳嗽了一声,立刻就恨自己:他发出的声音是一种暴行。
Meanwhile, Lucy sat silent, and the two Sharon girls leaned forward, staring at him with strained eyes, their lips tightly compressed; and both were but too easily diagnosed as subject to an agitation which threatened their self-control.
与此同时,露西静静地坐着,两个莎朗女孩倾身向前,用紧张的眼睛盯着他,嘴唇紧闭;两人都太容易被诊断为容易激动,威胁到他们的自控力。
He began again.
他又开始了。
“I er—I hope you have had a—a pleasant time.
“我呃——我希望你度过了一段——愉快的时光。
I er—I hope you are well.
我呃——我希望你一切都好。
I hope you are extremely—I hope extremely—extremely—” And again he stopped in the midst of his floundering, not knowing how to progress beyond “extremely,” and unable to understand why the infernal word kept getting into his mouth.
我希望你非常——我希望非常——非常——”他又在挣扎中停了下来,不知道如何超越“极端”,更不明白为什么这个地狱般的词总是从他嘴里冒出来。
“I beg your pardon?” Lucy said.
“请原谅?”露西说。
George was never more furious; he felt that he was “making a spectacle of himself”; and no young gentleman in the world was more loath than George Amberson Minafer to look a figure of fun.
乔治从未如此愤怒过。他觉得自己“出丑了”;世界上没有哪个年轻绅士比乔治·安伯森·米纳弗更不愿意让自己看起来像一个有趣的人物。
And while he stood there, undeniably such a figure, with Janie and Mary Sharon threatening to burst at any moment, if laughter were longer denied them, Lucy sat looking at him with her eyebrows delicately lifted in casual, polite inquiry.
当他站在那儿时,无可否认地是这样一个人物,珍妮和玛丽·莎伦威胁着,如果再不笑的话,他们随时都会爆发,而露西则坐在那儿看着他,眉毛轻轻地扬起,露出随意而礼貌的询问。
Her own complete composure was what most galled him.
最令他恼火的是她的镇定自若。
“Nothing of the slightest importance!” he managed to say.
“没有丝毫重要的事情!”他设法说道。
“I was just leaving.
“我刚要离开。
Good afternoon!” And with long strides he reached the door and hastened through the hall; but before he closed the front door he heard from Janie and Mary Sharon the outburst of wild, irrepressible emotion which his performance had inspired.
下午好!”他大步走到门口,急忙穿过大厅。但在他关上前门之前,他听到珍妮和玛丽莎伦的声音爆发了,他的表演激发了狂野的、难以抑制的情感。
He drove home in a tumultuous mood, and almost ran down two ladies who were engaged in absorbing conversation at a crossing.
他心情烦躁地开车回家,在路口差点撞倒了正在聊天的两位女士。
They were his Aunt Fanny and the stout Mrs. Johnson; a jerk of the reins at the last instant saved them by a few inches; but their conversation was so interesting that they were unaware of their danger, and did not notice the runabout, nor how close it came to them.
她们是他的范妮姨妈和身材魁梧的约翰逊夫人。最后一刻,缰绳一拉,他们被救了几英寸。但他们的谈话是如此有趣,以至于他们没有意识到自己的危险,也没有注意到小快艇,也没有注意到它离他们有多近。
George was so furious with himself and with the girl whose unexpected coming into a room could make him look such a fool, that it might have soothed him a little if he had actually run over the two absorbed ladies without injuring them beyond repair.
乔治对自己和那个女孩如此愤怒,她的突然闯入房间会让他看起来像个傻瓜,如果他真的碾压了这两位全神贯注的女士,而不给她们造成无法挽回的伤害,这可能会让他感到一点安慰。
At least, he said to himself that he wished he had; it might have taken his mind off of himself for a few minutes.
至少,他对自己说他希望如此。这可能会让他分心几分钟。
For, in truth, to be ridiculous (and know it) was one of several things that George was unable to endure.
因为事实上,荒唐可笑(并且知道这一点)是乔治无法忍受的几件事之一。
He was savage.
他很野蛮。
He drove into the Major’s stable too fast, the sagacious Pendennis saving himself from going through a partition by a swerve which splintered a shaft of the runabout and almost threw the driver to the floor.
他把车开进少校的马厩,速度太快了,聪明的潘丹尼斯在一个急转弯中避免了自己穿过隔板,这把小快艇的轴弄碎了,差点把司机摔倒在地。
George swore, and then swore again at the fat old darkey, Tom, for giggling at his swearing.
乔治咒骂了一声,然后又咒骂那个胖老黑汤姆,因为他对他的咒骂咯咯地笑。
“Hoopee!” said old Tom.
“戴胜!”老汤姆说。
“Mus’ been some white lady use Mist’ Jawge mighty bad!
“一定是某个白人女士对迷雾爪的使用非常糟糕!
White lady say, ‘No, suh, I ain’ go’n out ridin’ ’ith Mist’ Jawge no mo’!’ Mist’ Jawge drive in.
白人女士说,“不,先生,我不会骑‘迷雾’贾格出去’!”迷雾贾格开车进来。
‘Dam de dam worl’!
“世界之坝”!
Dam de dam hoss!
达姆德达姆霍斯!
Dam de dam nigga’!
该死的黑鬼!
Dam de dam dam!’ Hoopee!”
Dam de dam dam!’Hoopee!”
“That’ll do!” George said sternly.
“这样就可以了!”乔治严肃地说。
“Yessuh!”
“是啊!”
George strode from the stable, crossed the Major’s back yard, then passed behind the new houses, on his way home.
乔治大步走出马厩,穿过少校的后院,穿过新房子后面,踏上回家的路。
These structures were now approaching completion, but still in a state of rawness hideous to George—though, for that matter, they were never to be anything except hideous to him.
这些建筑现在已接近完工,但对乔治来说仍然处于一种丑陋的原始状态——尽管就这一点而言,它们对他来说除了丑陋之外什么都不是。
Behind them, stray planks, bricks, refuse of plaster and lath, shingles, straw, empty barrels, strips of twisted tin and broken tiles were strewn everywhere over the dried and pitted gray mud where once the suave lawn had lain like a green lake around those stately islands, the two Amberson houses.
在他们身后,干涸、坑坑洼洼的灰色泥土上到处散落着零散的木板、砖块、石膏和板条的废料、木瓦、稻草、空桶、扭曲的锡条和破碎的瓷砖,那里曾经是温文尔雅的草坪,像一个绿色的湖,环绕着那些庄严的岛屿,即两座安伯森别墅。
And George’s state of mind was not improved by his present view of this repulsive area, nor by his sensations when he kicked an uptilted shingle only to discover that what uptilted it was a brickbat on the other side of it.
乔治目前对这个令人厌恶的区域的看法并没有改善他的精神状态,也没有因为他踢了一块倾斜的木瓦却发现倾斜的木瓦另一边有一块砖块时的感觉而有所改善。
After that, the whole world seemed to be one solid conspiracy of malevolence.
自此之后,整个世界仿佛就变成了一场恶毒的阴谋。
In this temper he emerged from behind the house nearest to his own, and, glancing toward the street, saw his mother standing with Eugene Morgan upon the cement path that led to the front gate.
怀着这种心情,他从离自己家最近的房子后面走出来,朝街道看了一眼,看到他的母亲和尤金·摩根站在通往前门的水泥路上。
She was bareheaded, and Eugene held his hat and stick in his hand; evidently he had been calling upon her, and she had come from the house with him, continuing their conversation and delaying their parting.
她没戴帽子,尤金手里拿着帽子和手杖。显然他一直在拜访她,而她也跟着他从家里出来,继续他们的谈话,推迟了他们的离别。
They had paused in their slow walk from the front door to the gate, yet still stood side by side, their shoulders almost touching, as though neither Isabel nor Eugene quite realized that their feet had ceased to bear them forward; and they were not looking at each other, but at some indefinite point before them, as people do who consider together thoughtfully and in harmony.
他们在从前门到大门的缓慢步行过程中停了下来,但仍然并排站着,肩膀几乎碰在一起,好像伊莎贝尔和尤金都没有完全意识到他们的脚已经不再支撑着他们前进。他们并不是互相看着对方,而是看着眼前的某个不确定的时刻,就像人们一起深思熟虑、和谐相处时所做的那样。
The conversation was evidently serious; his head was bent, and Isabel’s lifted left hand rested against her cheek; but all the significances of their thoughtful attitude denoted companionableness and a shared understanding.
谈话的气氛显然很严肃。他低着头,伊莎贝尔抬起左手,放在她的脸颊上。但他们深思熟虑的态度的所有意义都表明了友善和共同的理解。
Yet, a stranger, passing, would not have thought them married: somewhere about Eugene, not quite to be located, there was a romantic gravity; and Isabel, tall and graceful, with high colour and absorbed eyes, was visibly no wife walking down to the gate with her husband.
然而,一个路过的陌生人不会认为他们结婚了:在尤金附近某个不太明显的地方,有一种浪漫的庄严;伊莎贝尔身材高大,举止优雅,肤色高雅,眼神专注,显然不像是和丈夫一起走向大门的妻子。
George stared at them.
乔治盯着他们。
A hot dislike struck him at the sight of Eugene; and a vague revulsion, like a strange, unpleasant taste in his mouth, came over him as he looked at his mother: her manner was eloquent of so much thought about her companion and of such reliance upon him.
一看到尤金,他就感到一阵强烈的厌恶。当他看着母亲时,一种隐隐约约的反感,就像嘴里有一种奇怪的、不愉快的味道一样,涌上了他的心头:她的举止流露出对她同伴的如此多的思念和对他的如此依赖。
And the picture the two thus made was a vivid one indeed, to George, whose angry eyes, for some reason, fixed themselves most intently upon Isabel’s lifted hand, upon the white ruffle at her wrist, bordering the graceful black sleeve, and upon the little indentations in her cheek where the tips of her fingers rested.
对于乔治来说,这两个人所构成的画面确实是一幅生动的画面,乔治愤怒的目光不知为何全神贯注地落在伊莎贝尔举起的手上,落在她手腕上与优雅的黑色袖子接壤的白色褶边上,落在她脸颊上指尖所搁置的小凹痕上。
She should not have worn white at her wrist, or at the throat either, George felt; and then, strangely, his resentment concentrated upon those tiny indentations at the tips of her fingers—actual changes, however slight and fleeting, in his mother’s face, made because of Mr. Eugene Morgan.
乔治觉得,她不应该在手腕处或喉咙处穿白色的衣服。然后,奇怪的是,他的怨恨集中在她指尖上的那些小凹痕上——他母亲脸上的实际变化,无论多么微小和短暂,都是因为尤金·摩根先生而造成的。
For the moment, it seemed to George that Morgan might have claimed the ownership of a face that changed for him.
目前,乔治觉得摩根可能声称拥有一张为他而改变的面孔。
It was as if he owned Isabel.
就好像他拥有伊莎贝尔一样。
The two began to walk on toward the gate, where they stopped again, turning to face each other, and Isabel’s glance, passing Eugene, fell upon George.
两人开始朝大门走去,又停了下来,转身面对面,伊莎贝尔的目光越过尤金,落在乔治身上。
Instantly she smiled and waved her hand to him; while Eugene turned and nodded; but George, standing as in some rigid trance, and staring straight at them, gave these signals of greeting no sign of recognition whatever.
她立刻微笑着向他挥了挥手。尤金转身点点头。但乔治站在那儿,神情恍惚,直视着他们,对这些问候信号没有任何认可的迹象。
Upon this, Isabel called to him, waving her hand again.
说到这里,伊莎贝尔向他喊道,再次挥手。
“Georgie!” she called, laughing.
“乔吉!”她笑着喊道。
“Wake up, dear!
“醒来吧,亲爱的!
Georgie, hello!”
乔吉,你好!”
George turned away as if he had neither seen nor heard, and stalked into the house by the side door.
乔治转过身去,仿佛没看见也没听见,大步从侧门走进屋子。
Chapter XXI
第二十一章
He went to his room, threw off his coat, waistcoat, collar, and tie, letting them lie where they chanced to fall, and then, having violently enveloped himself in a black velvet dressing-gown, continued this action by lying down with a vehemence that brought a wheeze of protest from his bed.
他回到自己的房间,脱掉外衣、背心、领子和领带,把它们放在可能掉落的地方,然后猛烈地用黑色天鹅绒晨衣裹住自己,继续这个动作,猛烈地躺下,引起床上发出抗议的喘息声。
His repose was only a momentary semblance, however, for it lasted no longer than the time it took him to groan “Riffraff!” between his teeth.
然而,他的平静只是短暂的假象,因为这种平静只持续了他一声“痞子!”的呻吟。他的牙齿之间。
Then he sat up, swung his feet to the floor, rose, and began to pace up and down the large room.
然后他坐了起来,把脚放在地板上,站起来,开始在大房间里来回踱步。
He had just been consciously rude to his mother for the first time in his life; for, with all his riding down of populace and riffraff, he had never before been either deliberately or impulsively disregardful of her.
这是他有生以来第一次有意识地对母亲无礼。因为,尽管他骑的是平民和痞子,但他以前从来没有故意或冲动地忽视过她。
When he had hurt her it had been accidental; and his remorse for such an accident was always adequate compensation—and more—to Isabel.
当他伤害她时,那是偶然的;他对这样的事故的悔恨总是对伊莎贝尔来说是足够的补偿——甚至更多。
But now he had done a rough thing to her; and he did not repent; rather he was the more irritated with her.
但现在他对她做了一件粗暴的事;他并不悔改;相反,他对她更恼火。
And when he heard her presently go by his door with a light step, singing cheerfully to herself as she went to her room, he perceived that she had mistaken his intention altogether, or, indeed, had failed to perceive that he had any intention at all.
当他听到她迈着轻快的步伐走过他的门,一边欢快地自言自语地走向自己的房间时,他意识到她完全误解了他的意图,或者说,根本没有意识到他有任何意图。
Evidently she had concluded that he refused to speak to her and Morgan out of sheer absent-mindedness, supposing him so immersed in some preoccupation that he had not seen them or heard her calling to him.
显然,她断定他拒绝与她和摩根说话完全是出于心不在焉,以为他全神贯注,没有看到他们,也没有听到她呼唤他。
Therefore there was nothing of which to repent, even if he had been so minded; and probably Eugene himself was unaware that any disapproval had recently been expressed.
因此,即使他有这样的想法,也没有什么可悔改的。也许尤金本人并没有意识到最近有人表达了任何反对意见。
George snorted.
乔治哼了一声。
What sort of a dreamy loon did they take him to be?
他们认为他是一个什么样的白痴?
There came a delicate, eager tapping at his door, not done with a knuckle but with the tip of a fingernail, which was instantly clarified to George’s mind’s eye as plainly as if he saw it: the long and polished white-mooned pink shield on the end of his Aunt Fanny’s right forefinger.
一阵微妙而急切的敲门声传来,敲门声不是用指关节,而是用指甲尖,乔治的脑海中立即清晰地看到了这一点,就像他亲眼所见一样:他范妮姨妈的右手食指末端有一个长长的、抛光的白月形粉红色盾牌。
But George was in no mood for human communications, and even when things went well he had little pleasure in Fanny’s society.
但乔治没有心情与人交流,即使事情进展顺利,他对范妮的交往也没有什么兴趣。
Therefore it is not surprising that at the sound of her tapping, instead of bidding her enter, he immediately crossed the room with the intention of locking the door to keep her out.
所以毫不奇怪,听到她的敲门声,他没有请她进去,而是立即穿过房间,打算锁上门,不让她进去。
Fanny was too eager, and, opening the door before he reached it, came quickly in, and closed it behind her.
范妮太急了,在他到达之前打开了门,很快就进来了,在她身后关上了门。
She was in a street dress and a black hat, with a black umbrella in her black-gloved hand—for Fanny’s heavy mourning, at least, was nowhere tempered with a glimpse of white, though the anniversary of Wilbur’s death had passed.
她穿着便服,戴着黑色帽子,戴着黑色手套的手里拿着一把黑色雨伞——至少,范妮的沉重哀悼中没有一丝白色的光芒来缓和,尽管威尔伯的忌日已经过去了。
An infinitesimal perspiration gleamed upon her pale skin; she breathed fast, as if she had run up the stairs; and excitement was sharp in her widened eyes.
她苍白的皮肤上闪着微细的汗珠。她呼吸急促,就像是跑上楼梯一样。她睁大的眼睛里充满了兴奋。
Her look was that of a person who had just seen something extraordinary or heard thrilling news.
她的表情就像是刚刚看到了不寻常的事情或者听到了惊天动地的消息。
“Now, what on earth do you want?” her chilling nephew demanded.
“现在,你到底想要什么?”她冷酷的侄子问道。
“George,” she said hurriedly, “I saw what you did when you wouldn’t speak to them.
“乔治,”她急忙说道,“我看到了你不跟他们说话时所做的事情。
I was sitting with Mrs. Johnson at her front window, across the street, and I saw it all.”
我和约翰逊夫人坐在街对面的前窗前,我看到了这一切。”
“Well, what of it?”
“嗯,那又怎么样?”
“You did right!” Fanny said with a vehemence not the less spirited because she suppressed her voice almost to a whisper.
“你做对了!”范妮语气激烈,但因为她把声音压得几乎是耳语,所以精神不减。
“You did exactly right!
“你做得完全正确!
You’re behaving splendidly about the whole thing, and I want to tell you I know your father would thank you if he could see what you’re doing.”
你在整件事上表现得非常出色,我想告诉你,我知道你父亲如果能看到你在做什么,他会感谢你的。”
“My Lord!” George broke out at her.
“主啊!”乔治对她大发雷霆。
“You make me dizzy!
“你让我头晕!
For heaven’s sake quit the mysterious detective business—at least do quit it around me!
看在老天爷的份上,别再从事神秘的侦探工作了——至少别在我身边了!
Go and try it on somebody else, if you like; but I don’t want to hear it!”
如果你愿意的话,可以去别人身上试试;但我不想听!”
She began to tremble, regarding him with a fixed gaze.
她开始颤抖,目光定定地看着他。
“You don’t care to hear then,” she said huskily, “that I approve of what you’re doing?”
“那你就不想听,”她沙哑地说,“我赞成你做的事?”
“Certainly not!
“当然不是!
Since I haven’t the faintest idea what you think I’m ‘doing,’ naturally I don’t care whether you approve of it or not.
既然我根本不知道你认为我在‘做什么’,我自然不在乎你是否赞成。
All I’d like, if you please, is to be alone.
如果你愿意的话,我只想一个人呆着。
I’m not giving a tea here, this afternoon, if you’ll permit me to mention it!”
今天下午我不会在这里喝茶,如果你允许我提一下的话!”
Fanny’s gaze wavered; she began to blink; then suddenly she sank into a chair and wept silently, but with a terrible desolation.
范妮的目光动摇了。她开始眨眼;然后突然她瘫倒在椅子上,无声地哭泣,但带着一种可怕的悲伤。
“Oh, for the Lord’s sake!” he moaned.
“噢,看在上帝的份上!”他呻吟道。
“What in the world is wrong with you?”
“你到底是怎么了?”
“You’re always picking on me,” she quavered wretchedly, her voice indistinct with the wetness that bubbled into it from her tears.
“你总是欺负我。”她可怜兮兮地颤抖着,泪水浸湿了她的声音,声音变得模糊不清。
“You do—you always pick on me!
“你就是——你总是欺负我!
You’ve always done it—always—ever since you were a little boy!
从你还是个小男孩的时候起,你就一直这么做——一直这么做!
Whenever anything goes wrong with you, you take it out on me!
每当你出了什么问题,你就拿我出气!
You do!
你做!
You always—”
你总是——”
George flung to heaven a gesture of despair; it seemed to him the last straw that Fanny should have chosen this particular time to come and sob in his room over his mistreatment of her!
乔治向天做出了绝望的手势。在他看来,范妮应该选择这个特定的时间来他的房间里为他对她的虐待而哭泣,这似乎是最后一根稻草!
“Oh, my Lord!” he whispered; then, with a great effort, addressed her in a reasonable tone: “Look here, Aunt Fanny; I don’t see what you’re making all this fuss about.
“噢,我的主啊!”他低声说道;然后,费了九牛二虎之力,用通情达理的语气对她说道:“听着,范妮姨妈;我不明白你在大惊小怪做什么。
Of course I know I’ve teased you sometimes, but—”
我当然知道我有时会取笑你,但是——”
“‘Teased’ me?” she wailed.
“‘逗弄’我?”她嚎啕大哭。
“‘Teased’ me!
“‘捉弄’我了!
Oh, it does seem too hard, sometimes—this mean old life of mine does seem too hard!
哦,有时候,这确实太难了——我这卑鄙的旧生活确实太难了!
I don’t think I can stand it!
我觉得我受不了了!
Honestly, I don’t think I can!
老实说,我认为我做不到!
I came in here just to show you I sympathized with you—just to say something pleasant to you, and you treat me as if I were—oh, no, you wouldn’t treat a servant the way you treat me!
我来这里只是为了向你表明我对你的同情——只是为了对你说一些愉快的话,而你对待我就好像我是——哦,不,你不会像对待我一样对待仆人!
You wouldn’t treat anybody in the world like this except old Fanny!
除了老范妮之外,你不会这样对待世界上任何人!
‘Old Fanny’ you say.
你说‘老范妮’。
‘It’s nobody but old Fanny, so I’ll kick her—nobody will resent it.
“除了老范妮之外没有人,所以我会踢她——没有人会怨恨它。
I’ll kick her all I want to!’ You do!
我想怎么踢她就怎么踢她!’你就是这么做的!
That’s how you think of me—I know it!
这就是你对我的看法——我知道!
And you’re right: I haven’t got anything in the world, since my brother died—nobody—nothing—nothing!”
你是对的:自从我哥哥死后,我在这个世界上一无所有——没有人——什么都没有——什么也没有!”
“Oh my Lord!” George groaned.
“天哪!”乔治呻吟道。
Fanny spread out her small, soaked handkerchief, and shook it in the air to dry it a little, crying as damply and as wretchedly during this operation as before—a sight which gave George a curious shock to add to his other agitations, it seemed so strange.
范妮摊开湿透的小手帕,在空气中摇晃了一下,让它稍微干燥,在这次手术中,她哭得像以前一样湿漉漉的、可怜兮兮的——这一景象让乔治感到一种奇怪的震惊,再加上他其他的焦躁不安,看起来很奇怪。
“I ought not to have come,” she went on, “because I might have known it would only give you an excuse to pick on me again!
“我不应该来,”她继续说道,“因为我可能知道这只会给你一个再次欺负我的借口!
I’m sorry enough I came, I can tell you!
我很抱歉我来了,我可以告诉你!
I didn’t mean to speak of it again to you, at all; and I wouldn’t have, but I saw how you treated them, and I guess I got excited about it, and couldn’t help following the impulse—but I’ll know better next time, I can tell you!
我根本不想再对你提起这件事。我不会的,但我看到你是如何对待他们的,我想我对此感到兴奋,并且情不自禁地跟随冲动——但下次我会更清楚,我可以告诉你!
I’ll keep my mouth shut as I meant to, and as I would have, if I hadn’t got excited and if I hadn’t felt sorry for you.
如果我没有感到兴奋,如果我没有为你感到难过,我会按照我的意思闭嘴,而且我也会闭嘴。
But what does it matter to anybody if I’m sorry for them?
但如果我为他们感到难过,那又有什么关系呢?
I’m only old Fanny!”
我只是老范妮!”
“Oh, good gracious!
“哦,天哪!
How can it matter to me who’s sorry for me when I don’t know what they’re sorry about!”
当我不知道他们为什么感到抱歉时,谁为我感到难过对我来说又有什么关系呢!”
“You’re so proud,” she quavered, “and so hard!
“你太骄傲了,”她颤抖着,“而且太努力了!
I tell you I didn’t mean to speak of it to you, and I never, never in the world would have told you about it, nor have made the faintest reference to it, if I hadn’t seen that somebody else had told you, or you’d found out for yourself some way.
我告诉你,我本来不想对你说起这件事,如果我没有看到别人告诉过你,或者你自己以某种方式发现了这一点,我绝对不会告诉你这件事,也不会做出最微弱的提及。
I—”
我——”
In despair of her intelligence, and in some doubt of his own, George struck the palms of his hands together.
乔治对她的智力感到绝望,同时也对自己的智力产生了怀疑,于是他双手合十。
“Somebody else had told me what?
“别人告诉我了什么?
I’d found what out for myself?”
我自己发现了什么?”
“How people are talking about your mother.”
“人们是如何谈论你母亲的。”
Except for the incidental teariness of her voice, her tone was casual, as though she mentioned a subject previously discussed and understood; for Fanny had no doubt that George had only pretended to be mystified because, in his pride, he would not in words admit that he knew what he knew.
除了声音中偶尔带点泪水,她的语气很随意,仿佛提到了一个之前讨论过、理解过的话题;因为范妮毫不怀疑乔治假装感到困惑只是因为他骄傲,不会在言语上承认他知道他所知道的事情。
“What did you say?” he asked incredulously.
“你说什么?”他难以置信地问道。
“Of course I understood what you were doing,” Fanny went on, drying her handkerchief again.
“我当然明白你在做什么,”范妮继续说道,再次擦干她的手帕。
“It puzzled other people when you began to be rude to Eugene, because they couldn’t see how you could treat him as you did when you were so interested in Lucy.
“当你开始对尤金无礼时,其他人感到很困惑,因为他们不明白你怎么能像你对露西那么感兴趣时那样对待他。
But I remembered how you came to me, that other time when there was so much talk about Isabel; and I knew you’d give Lucy up in a minute, if it came to a question of your mother’s reputation, because you said then that—”
但我记得你是如何来找我的,那一次,当人们谈论伊莎贝尔的时候;我知道如果涉及到你母亲的名誉问题,你很快就会放弃露西,因为你当时说——”
“Look here,” George interrupted in a shaking voice.
“看这里,”乔治用颤抖的声音打断道。
“Look here, I’d like—” He stopped, unable to go on, his agitation was so great.
“听着,我想——”他停了下来,无法继续说下去,他的激动太强烈了。
His chest heaved as from hard running, and his complexion, pallid at first, had become mottled; fiery splotches appearing at his temples and cheeks.
他的胸口因为剧烈的奔跑而起伏,原本苍白的脸色变得斑驳;他的太阳穴和脸颊上出现了火红的斑点。
“What do you mean by telling me—telling me there’s talk about—about—” He gulped, and began again: “What do you mean by using such words as ‘reputation’?
“你告诉我——告诉我有关于——关于——”他吞了口气,然后又开始说:“你用‘声誉’这样的词是什么意思?
What do you mean, speaking of a ‘question’ of my—my mother’s reputation?”
你说我——我母亲的名誉‘问题’是什么意思?”
Fanny looked up at him woefully over the handkerchief which she now applied to her reddened nose.
范妮抬起手帕,悲伤地看着他,现在她把手帕敷在发红的鼻子上。
“God knows I’m sorry for you, George,” she murmured.
“上帝知道我为你感到难过,乔治,”她低声说道。
“I wanted to say so, but it’s only old Fanny, so whatever she says—even when it’s sympathy—pick on her for it!
“我想说这么说,但那只是老范妮,所以无论她说什么——即使是同情——也都怪她吧!
Hammer her!” She sobbed.
锤她!”她抽泣着。
“Hammer her!
“锤她!
It’s only poor old lonely Fanny!”
这只是可怜的、孤独的老范妮!”
“You look here!” George said harshly.
“你看这里!”乔治严厉地说。
“When I spoke to my Uncle George after that rotten thing I heard Aunt Amelia say about my mother, he said if there was any gossip it was about you!
“在那件糟糕的事情发生后,当我和乔治叔叔交谈时,我听到阿米莉亚阿姨谈论我的母亲,他说如果有任何八卦,那就是关于你的!
He said people might be laughing about the way you ran after Morgan, but that was all.”
他说人们可能会嘲笑你追赶摩根的方式,但仅此而已。”
Fanny lifted her hands, clenched them, and struck them upon her knees.
范妮举起双手,握紧,然后按在膝盖上。
“Yes; it’s always Fanny!” she sobbed.
“是的;永远是范妮!”她抽泣着。
“Ridiculous old Fanny—always, always!”
“可笑的老范妮——永远,永远!”
“You listen!” George said.
“你听着!”乔治说。
“After I’d talked to Uncle George I saw you; and you said I had a mean little mind for thinking there might be truth in what Aunt Amelia said about people talking.
“在我和乔治叔叔谈话之后,我看到了你;你说我心胸狭隘,认为阿米莉亚姨妈所说的人们谈话的内容可能是真实的。
You denied it.
你否认了。
And that wasn’t the only time; you’d attacked me before then, because I intimated that Morgan might be coming here too often.
这并不是唯一一次。在那之前你就攻击过我,因为我暗示摩根可能会经常来这里。
You made me believe that mother let him come entirely on your account, and now you say—”
你让我相信妈妈让他来完全是为了你,而现在你却说——”
“I think he did,” Fanny interrupted desolately.
“我想他做到了。”范妮凄凉地打断道。
“I think he did come as much to see me as anything—for a while it looked like it.
“我想他确实是来看我的——有一段时间看起来确实是这样。
Anyhow, he liked to dance with me.
无论如何,他喜欢和我跳舞。
He danced with me as much as he danced with her, and he acted as if he came on my account at least as much as he did on hers.
他和我跳舞就像他和她跳舞一样,他表现得好像他是为了我的缘故至少和他为了她的缘故一样。
He did act a good deal that way—and if Wilbur hadn’t died—”
他确实经常这样做——如果威尔伯没有死的话——”
“You told me there wasn’t any talk.”
“你告诉我没有任何谈话。”
“I didn’t think there was much, then,” Fanny protested.
“那么,我认为没有什么,”范妮抗议道。
“I didn’t know how much there was.”
“我不知道有多少。”
“What!”
“什么!”
“People don’t come and tell such things to a person’s family, you know.
“你知道,人们不会来告诉一个人的家人这样的事情。
You don’t suppose anybody was going to say to George Amberson that his sister was getting herself talked about, do you?
你认为不会有人对乔治·安伯森说他的妹妹正在被人谈论,是吗?
Or that they were going to say much to me?”
或者说他们会对我说很多话?”
“You told me,” said George, fiercely, “that mother never saw him except when she was chaperoning you.”
“你告诉过我,”乔治激烈地说,“除了陪伴你的时候,母亲从来没有见过他。”
“They weren’t much alone together, then,” Fanny returned.
“那么,他们在一起并不孤单,”范妮回答道。
“Hardly ever, before Wilbur died.
“在威尔伯去世之前,几乎没有。
But you don’t suppose that stops people from talking, do you?
但你不认为这会阻止人们说话,是吗?
Your father never went anywhere, and people saw Eugene with her everywhere she went—and though I was with them people just thought”—she choked—“they just thought I didn’t count!
你父亲从来没有去过任何地方,无论她走到哪里,人们都看到尤金和她在一起——虽然我和他们在一起,但人们只是认为”——她哽咽了——“他们只是认为我不算数!
‘Only old Fanny Minafer,’ I suppose they’d say!
“只有老范妮·米纳弗,”我想他们会说!
Besides, everybody knew that he’d been engaged to her—”
而且,每个人都知道他已经和她订婚了——”
“What’s that?” George cried.
“那是什么?”乔治哭了。
“Everybody knows it.
“每个人都知道。
Don’t you remember your grandfather speaking of it at the Sunday dinner one night?”
你不记得有一天晚上你的祖父在周日晚宴上谈到过这件事吗?”
“He didn’t say they were engaged or—”
“他没有说他们订婚了或者——”
“Well, they were!
“嗯,他们是!
Everybody knows it; and she broke it off on account of that serenade when Eugene didn’t know what he was doing.
大家都知道;当尤金不知道自己在做什么时,她因为那首小夜曲而中断了谈话。
He drank when he was a young man, and she wouldn’t stand it, but everybody in this town knows that Isabel has never really cared for any other man in her life!
他年轻时就喝酒,她无法忍受,但这个镇上的每个人都知道伊莎贝尔一生中从未真正关心过任何其他男人!
Poor Wilbur!
可怜的威尔伯!
He was the only soul alive that didn’t know it!”
他是唯一一个不知道这一点的活着的灵魂!”
Nightmare had descended upon the unfortunate George; he leaned back against the foot-board of his bed, gazing wildly at his aunt.
噩梦降临到了不幸的乔治身上。他靠在床尾板上,疯狂地看着他的姨妈。
“I believe I’m going crazy,” he said.
“我相信我快要疯了,”他说。
“You mean when you told me there wasn’t any talk, you told me a falsehood?”
“你的意思是,当你告诉我没有任何谈话时,你告诉我的是谎言?”
“No!” Fanny gasped.
“不!”范妮喘着气。
“You did!”
“你做到了!”
“I tell you I didn’t know how much talk there was, and it wouldn’t have amounted to much if Wilbur had lived.” And Fanny completed this with a fatal admission: “I didn’t want you to interfere.”
“我告诉你,我不知道有多少谈话,即使威尔伯还活着,也不会有多少谈话。”范妮以致命的承认结束了这一切:“我不想让你干涉。”
George overlooked the admission; his mind was not now occupied with analysis.
乔治忽略了这一承认。他的心思现在没有被分析占据。
“What do you mean,” he asked, “when you say that if father had lived, the talk wouldn’t have amounted to anything?”
“你说如果父亲还活着,那么谈话就没有任何意义,”他问道,“这是什么意思?”
“Things might have been—they might have been different.”
“事情本来可以——它们本来可以不同。”
“You mean Morgan might have married you?”
“你是说摩根可能娶了你?”
Fanny gulped.
范妮咽了口口水。
“No. Because I don’t know that I’d have accepted him.” She had ceased to weep, and now she sat up stiffly.
“不。”因为我不知道我会接受他。”她已经停止哭泣,僵硬地坐了起来。
“I certainly didn’t care enough about him to marry him; I wouldn’t have let myself care that much until he showed that he wished to marry me.
“我当然没有足够关心他而嫁给他;在他表示愿意娶我之前,我不会让自己那么在意。
I’m not that sort of person!” The poor lady paid her vanity this piteous little tribute.
我不是那样的人!”这位可怜的女士为了满足自己的虚荣心,做出了这可怜的小小贡品。
“What I mean is, if Wilbur hadn’t died, people wouldn’t have had it proved before their very eyes that what they’d been talking about was true!”
“我的意思是,如果威尔伯没有死,人们就不会亲眼证明他们所说的是真的!”
“You say—you say that people believe—” George shuddered, then forced himself to continue, in a sick voice: “They believe my mother is—is in love with that man?”
“你说——你说人们相信——”乔治颤抖着,然后强迫自己用一种病态的声音继续说下去:“他们相信我的母亲——爱着那个男人?”
“Of course!”
“当然!”
“And because he comes here—and they see her with him driving—and all that—they think they were right when they said she was in—in love with him before—before my father died?”
“因为他来到这里——他们看到她和他一起开车——以及所有这一切——他们认为他们说她在——在我父亲去世之前——爱过他——是对的?”
She looked at him gravely with her eyes now dry between their reddened lids.
她严肃地看着他,泛红的眼睑之间的眼睛现在已经干涸了。
“Why, George,” she said, gently, “don’t you know that’s what they say?
“为什么,乔治,”她温柔地说,“你不知道他们就是这么说的吗?
You must know that everybody in town thinks they’re going to be married very soon.”
你一定知道镇上的每个人都认为他们很快就要结婚了。”
George uttered an incoherent cry; and sections of him appeared to writhe.
乔治语无伦次地喊叫了一声。他身体的某些部分似乎在扭动。
He was upon the verge of actual nausea.
他正处于真正恶心的边缘。
“You know it!” Fanny cried, getting up.
“你知道的!”范妮哭着站了起来。
“You don’t think I’d have spoken of it to you unless I was sure you knew it?” Her voice was wholly genuine, as it had been throughout the wretched interview: Fanny’s sincerity was unquestionable.
“你认为除非我确定你知道这件事,否则我不会和你谈论这件事吗?”她的声音完全是真诚的,就像在整个悲惨的采访中一样:范妮的真诚是不容置疑的。
“George, I wouldn’t have told you, if you didn’t know.
“乔治,如果你不知道的话,我就不会告诉你。
What other reason could you have for treating Eugene as you did, or for refusing to speak to them like that a while ago in the yard?
你还有什么理由像你那样对待尤金,或者拒绝像刚才在院子里那样跟他们说话呢?
Somebody must have told you?”
一定是有人告诉你的吧?”
“Who told you?” he said.
“谁告诉你的?”他说。
“What?”
“什么?”
“Who told you there was talk?
“谁告诉你有谈话的?
Where is this talk?
这话好在哪里?
Where does it come from?
它从哪里来?
Who does it?”
谁做的?
“Why, I suppose pretty much everybody,” she said.
“为什么,我想几乎每个人都这样,”她说。
“I know it must be pretty general.”
“我知道这一定很一般。”
“Who said so?”
“谁这么说的?”
“What?”
“什么?”
George stepped close to her.
乔治走近她。
“You say people don’t speak to a person of gossip about that person’s family.
“你说人们不会跟一个八卦的人谈论那个人的家庭。
Well, how did you hear it, then?
那么,你是怎么听到的呢?
How did you get hold of it?
你是怎么抓住它的?
Answer me!”
回答我!”
Fanny looked thoughtful.
范妮看上去若有所思。
“Well, of course nobody not one’s most intimate friends would speak to them about such things, and then only in the kindest, most considerate way.”
“嗯,当然,除了最亲密的朋友之外,没有人会跟他们谈论这些事情,而且只能以最友善、最体贴的方式。”
“Who’s spoken of it to you in any way at all?” George demanded.
“谁跟你说过这件事?”乔治问道。
“Why—” Fanny hesitated.
“为什么——”范妮犹豫了。
“You answer me!”
“你回答我!”
“I hardly think it would be fair to give names.”
“我认为说出名字不太公平。”
“Look here,” said George.
“看这里,”乔治说。
“One of your most intimate friends is that mother of Charlie Johnson’s, for instance.
“例如,你最亲密的朋友之一就是查理·约翰逊的母亲。
Has she ever mentioned this to you?
她有向你提起过这件事吗?
You say everybody is talking.
你说大家都在说话。
Is she one?”
她是一个人吗?”
“Oh, she may have intimated—”
“噢,她可能已经暗示——”
“I’m asking you: Has she ever spoken of it to you?”
“我问你:她跟你提过这件事吗?”
“She’s a very kind, discreet woman, George; but she may have intimated—”
“乔治,她是一位非常善良、谨慎的女人;但她可能暗示过——”
George had a sudden intuition, as there flickered into his mind the picture of a street-crossing and two absorbed ladies almost run down by a fast horse.
乔治突然有了直觉,脑海中闪现出这样的画面:一个十字路口,两个全神贯注的女士差点被一匹快马撞倒。
“You and she have been talking about it to-day!” he cried.
“你和她今天一直在谈论这件事!”他哭了。
“You were talking about it with her not two hours ago.
“不到两个小时前你还在和她谈论这件事。
Do you deny it?”
你否认吗?”
“I—”
“我——”
“Do you deny it?”
“你否认吗?”
“No!”
“不!”
“All right,” said George.
“好吧,”乔治说。
“That’s enough!”
“够了!”
She caught at his arm as he turned away.
当他转身离开时,她抓住了他的手臂。
“What are you going to do, George?”
“你要做什么,乔治?”
“I’ll not talk about it, now,” he said heavily.
“我现在不谈这个,”他沉重地说。
“I think you’ve done a good deal for one day, Aunt Fanny!”
“我认为你这一天做得很好,范妮阿姨!”
And Fanny, seeing the passion in his face, began to be alarmed.
范妮看到他脸上的热情,开始惊慌起来。
She tried to retain possession of the black velvet sleeve which her fingers had clutched, and he suffered her to do so, but used this leverage to urge her to the door.
她试图保住手指紧握的黑色天鹅绒袖子,他允许她这样做,但利用这一杠杆将她推向门口。
“George, you know I’m sorry for you, whether you care or not,” she whimpered.
“乔治,你知道我为你感到难过,不管你是否在乎,”她呜咽道。
“I never in the world would have spoken of it, if I hadn’t thought you knew all about it.
“如果我不认为你知道这一切,我绝对不会谈论这件事。
I wouldn’t have—”
我不会——”
But he had opened the door with his free hand.
但他用空着的那只手打开了门。
“Never mind!” he said, and she was obliged to pass out into the hall, the door closing quickly behind her.
“没关系!”他说,她不得不走进大厅,门在她身后迅速关上。
Chapter XXII
第二十二章
George took off his dressing-gown and put on a collar and a tie, his fingers shaking so that the tie was not his usual success; then he picked up his coat and waistcoat, and left the room while still in process of donning them, fastening the buttons, as he ran down the front stairs to the door.
乔治脱下晨衣,穿上衣领,打上领带,他的手指颤抖着,领带不再是他一贯的成功。然后他拿起外套和背心,一边穿一边扣好纽扣,离开了房间,跑下前楼梯向门口走去。
It was not until he reached the middle of the street that he realized that he had forgotten his hat; and he paused for an irresolute moment, during which his eye wandered, for no reason, to the Fountain of Neptune.
直到走到街中央,他才发现自己忘记带帽子了。他犹豫不决地停了下来,其间他的目光无缘无故地转向了海王星喷泉。
This castiron replica of too elaborate sculpture stood at the next corner, where the Major had placed it when the Addition was laid out so long ago.
这个过于精致的雕塑的铸铁复制品位于下一个角落,很久以前在布置增建部分时少校就将它放置在那里。
The street corners had been shaped to conform with the great octagonal basin, which was no great inconvenience for horse-drawn vehicles, but a nuisance to speeding automobiles; and, even as George looked, one of the latter, coming too fast, saved itself only by a dangerous skid as it rounded the fountain.
街角的形状与八角形的大盆地相呼应,这对于马车来说并没有多大的不便,但对于飞驰的汽车来说却是一种滋扰。就在乔治看来,其中一辆来得太快了,在绕过喷泉时发生了危险的打滑,才幸免于难。
This skid was to George’s liking, though he would have been more pleased to see the car go over, for he was wishing grief and destruction, just then, upon all the automobiles in the world.
这种打滑符合乔治的喜好,尽管他会更高兴看到汽车翻倒,因为就在那时,他希望世界上所有的汽车都遭受悲伤和毁灭。
His eyes rested a second or two longer upon the Fountain of Neptune, not an enlivening sight even in the shielding haze of autumn twilight.
他的眼睛在海王星喷泉上停留了一两秒,即使在秋日暮色的薄雾笼罩下,这景象也显得不那么生机勃勃。
For more than a year no water had run in the fountain: the connections had been broken, and the Major was evasive about restorations, even when reminded by his grandson that a dry fountain is as gay as a dry fish.
喷泉里已经有一年多没有水了:连接已经断开,少校对修复也闪烁其词,即使他的孙子提醒说,干涸的喷泉就像干鱼一样快乐。
Soot streaks and a thousand pits gave Neptune the distinction, at least, of leprosy, which the mermaids associated with him had been consistent in catching; and his trident had been so deeply affected as to drop its prongs.
烟灰条纹和上千个凹坑让海王星至少具有麻风病的特征,而与他相关的美人鱼一直都患有麻风病。他的三叉戟受到了如此严重的影响,以致于它的尖头掉落了。
Altogether, this heavy work of heavy art, smoked dry, hugely scabbed, cracked, and crumbling, was a dismal sight to the distracted eye of George Amberson Minafer, and its present condition of craziness may have added a mite to his own.
总而言之,这件厚重的艺术作品,被烟熏干了,布满了痂,开裂了,摇摇欲坠,在乔治·安伯森·米纳弗心烦意乱的眼睛里,这是一幅令人沮丧的景象,而它目前的疯狂状况可能给他自己增添了一点小麻烦。
His own was sufficient, with no additions, however, as he stood looking at the Johnsons’ house and those houses on both sides of it—that row of riffraff dwellings he had thought so damnable, the day when he stood in his grandfather’s yard, staring at them, after hearing what his Aunt Amelia said of the “talk” about his mother.
然而,当他站着看着约翰逊家和两边的房子时,他自己的就足够了,没有任何补充——那天,在听完阿米莉亚姨妈关于他母亲的“谈论”之后,他站在祖父的院子里,盯着它们,他认为那排痞子住宅是如此可恶。
He decided that he needed no hat for the sort of call he intended to make, and went forward hurriedly.
他决定不需要戴帽子来打他想要打的电话,于是快步向前走去。
Mrs. Johnson was at home, the Irish girl who came to the door informed him, and he was left to await the lady, in a room like an elegant well—the Johnsons’ “reception room”: floor space, nothing to mention; walls, blue calcimined; ceiling, twelve feet from the floor; inside shutters and gray lace curtains; five gilt chairs, a brocaded sofa, soiled, and an inlaid walnut table, supporting two tall alabaster vases; a palm, with two leaves, dying in a corner.
门口的爱尔兰女孩告诉他,约翰逊夫人在家,他被留在一个像一口优雅的井一样的房间里等待这位女士——约翰逊夫妇的“接待室”:占地面积,没什么可说的;墙壁,蓝色煅烧;天花板,距离地板十二英尺;里面的百叶窗和灰色蕾丝窗帘;五张镀金椅子,一张脏兮兮的锦缎沙发,一张镶嵌胡桃木的桌子,桌子上放着两个高大的雪花石膏花瓶;一只棕榈树,有两片叶子,死在角落里。
Mrs. Johnson came in, breathing noticeably; and her round head, smoothly but economically decorated with the hair of an honest woman, seemed to be lingering far in the background of the Alpine bosom which took precedence of the rest of her everywhere; but when she was all in the room, it was to be seen that her breathing was the result of hospitable haste to greet the visitor, and her hand, not so dry as Neptune’s Fountain, suggested that she had paused for only the briefest ablutions.
约翰逊夫人进来了,呼吸很明显。她圆圆的脑袋,光滑但经济地装饰着一个诚实女人的头发,似乎远远地徘徊在阿尔卑斯山的怀抱的背景中,无论在哪里,她的身体都优先于她的其他部分。但当她都在房间里时,可以看出她的呼吸是热情好客匆忙迎接来访者的结果,而她的手不像海王星喷泉那么干燥,表明她只是停下来进行了最简短的沐浴。
George accepted this cold, damp lump mechanically.
乔治机械地接受了这个又冷又湿的肿块。
“Mr. Amberson—I mean Mr. Minafer!” she exclaimed.
“先生。”安伯森——我是说米纳弗先生!”她惊呼道。
“I’m really delighted: I understood you asked for me.
“我真的很高兴:我明白你找我。
Mr. Johnson’s out of the city, but Charlie’s downtown and I’m looking for him at any minute, now, and he’ll be so pleased that you—”
约翰逊先生不在城里,但查理在市中心,我现在随时都在找他,他会很高兴你——”
“I didn’t want to see Charlie,” George said.
“我不想见到查理,”乔治说。
“I want—”
“我想要——”
“Do sit down,” the hospitable lady urged him, seating herself upon the sofa.
“请坐。”热情好客的女士坐在沙发上催促他。
“Do sit down.”
“请坐下。”
“No, I thank you.
“不,我谢谢你。
I wish—”
我希望——”
“Surely you’re not going to run away again, when you’ve just come.
“你既然来了,肯定不会再逃了。
Do sit down, Mr. Minafer.
请坐下,米纳弗先生。
I hope you’re all well at your house and at the dear old Major’s, too.
我希望你们在家里一切都好,在亲爱的老少校家里也一切都好。
He’s looking—”
他正在寻找——”
“Mrs. Johnson” George said, in a strained loud voice which arrested her attention immediately, so that she was abruptly silent, leaving her surprised mouth open.
“夫人。” “约翰逊”乔治用一种紧张的大声说道,这立即引起了她的注意,因此她突然沉默了,惊讶地张大了嘴巴。
She had already been concealing some astonishment at this unexampled visit, however, and the condition of George’s ordinarily smooth hair (for he had overlooked more than his hat) had not alleviated her perplexity.
然而,她已经掩饰了对这次史无前例的访问的一些惊讶,而乔治一向光滑的头发(因为他忽视的不仅仅是他的帽子)并没有减轻她的困惑。
“Mrs. Johnson,” he said, “I have come to ask you a few questions which I would like you to answer, if you please.”
“夫人。”约翰逊先生,”他说,“我来问你几个问题,如果你愿意的话,我希望你能够回答。”
She became grave at once.
她立刻变得严肃起来。
“Certainly, Mr. Minafer.
“当然可以,米纳弗先生。
Anything I can—”
我能做的一切——”
He interrupted sternly, yet his voice shook in spite of its sternness.
他严厉地打断道,声音虽然严厉,但还是有些颤抖。
“You were talking with my Aunt Fanny about my mother this afternoon.”
“今天下午你和我的范妮姨妈谈论了我的母亲。”
At this Mrs. Johnson uttered an involuntary gasp, but she recovered herself.
听到这里,约翰逊夫人不自觉地倒吸了一口凉气,但她很快又恢复了平静。
“Then I’m sure our conversation was a very pleasant one, if we were talking of your mother, because—”
“那么,如果我们谈论的是你母亲,我确信我们的谈话会非常愉快,因为——”
Again he interrupted.
他再次打断。
“My aunt has told me what the conversation virtually was, and I don’t mean to waste any time, Mrs. Johnson.
“我姨妈已经告诉我谈话的内容,我不想浪费任何时间,约翰逊夫人。
You were talking about a—” George’s shoulders suddenly heaved uncontrollably; but he went fiercely on: “You were discussing a scandal that involved my mother’s name.”
你在谈论一个——”乔治的肩膀突然无法控制地起伏;但他继续激烈地说道:“你在讨论一个涉及我母亲名字的丑闻。”
“Mr. Minafer!”
“先生。米纳弗!”
“Isn’t that the truth?”
“这不是事实吗?”
“I don’t feel called upon to answer, Mr. Minafer,” she said with visible agitation.
“我不觉得有必要回答,米纳弗先生,”她显然很激动地说。
“I do not consider that you have any right—”
“我不认为你有任何权利——”
“My aunt told me you repeated this scandal to her.”
“我姨妈告诉我,你向她重复了这件丑闻。”
“I don’t think your aunt can have said that,” Mrs. Johnson returned sharply.
“我认为你姨妈不可能这么说,”约翰逊夫人尖锐地回答道。
“I did not repeat a scandal of any kind to your aunt and I think you are mistaken in saying she told you I did.
“我没有向你阿姨重复任何类型的丑闻,我认为你说她告诉你我重复了,这是错误的。
We may have discussed some matters that have been a topic of comment about town—”
我们可能讨论过一些成为小镇评论话题的事情——”
“Yes!” George cried.
“是啊!”乔治哭了。
“I think you may have!
“我想你可能有!
That’s what I’m here about, and what I intend to—”
这就是我来这里的目的,也是我打算——”
“Don’t tell me what you intend, please,” Mrs. Johnson interrupted crisply.
“请不要告诉我你的意图,”约翰逊夫人干脆地打断道。
“And I should prefer that you would not make your voice quite so loud in this house, which I happen to own.
“而且我希望你不要在这所房子里大声说话,因为这所房子恰好是我的。
Your aunt may have told you—though I think it would have been very unwise in her if she did, and not very considerate of me—she may have told you that we discussed some such topic as I have mentioned, and possibly that would have been true.
你的姨妈可能告诉过你——尽管我认为如果她这样做的话,那是非常不明智的,而且也不太体贴我——她可能告诉过你,我们讨论了我提到的一些这样的话题,而且可能那是真的。
If I talked it over with her, you may be sure I spoke in the most charitable spirit, and without sharing in other people’s disposition to put an evil interpretation on what may be nothing more than unfortunate appearances and—”
如果我和她谈过这件事,你可以肯定我是以最仁慈的精神说话的,而不是像其他人那样对可能只不过是不幸的外表做出邪恶的解释,而且——”
“My God!” said George.
“天哪!”乔治说。
“I can’t stand this!”
“我受不了这个!”
“You have the option of dropping the subject,” Mrs. Johnson suggested tartly, and she added: “Or of leaving the house.”
“你可以选择放弃这个话题,”约翰逊夫人尖刻地建议道,然后她补充道:“或者离开家。”
“I’ll do that soon enough, but first I mean to know—”
“我很快就会这么做,但首先我想知道——”
“I am perfectly willing to tell you anything you wish if you will remember to ask it quietly.
“如果你记得安静地问,我完全愿意告诉你任何你想要的事情。
I’ll also take the liberty of reminding you that I had a perfect right to discuss the subject with your aunt.
我还要冒昧地提醒您,我完全有权与您的阿姨讨论这个话题。
Other people may be less considerate in not confining their discussion of it, as I have, to charitable views expressed only to a member of the family.
其他人可能不太体贴,不会像我一样将讨论仅限于仅向家庭成员表达的慈善观点。
Other people—”
其他人——”
“Other people!” the unhappy George repeated viciously.
“其他人!”不高兴的乔治恶狠狠地重复道。
“That’s what I want to know about—these other people!”
“这就是我想了解的——其他人!”
“I beg your pardon.”
“请再说一遍。”
“I want to ask you about them.
“我想问你关于他们的事。
You say you know of other people who talk about this.”
你说你认识其他人谈论这个问题。”
“I presume they do.”
“我想他们会的。”
“How many?”
“多少?”
“What?”
“什么?”
“I want to know how many other people talk about it?”
“我想知道还有多少人谈论这个?”
“Dear, dear!” she protested.
“亲爱的,亲爱的!”她抗议道。
“How should I know that?”
“我怎么知道呢?”
“Haven’t you heard anybody mention it?”
“你没听人提过吗?”
“I presume so.”
“我想是这样。”
“Well, how many have you heard?”
“嗯,你听过多少?”
Mrs. Johnson was becoming more annoyed than apprehensive, and she showed it.
约翰逊夫人变得更加恼怒而不是忧虑,她表现出了这一点。
“Really, this isn’t a court-room,” she said.
“真的,这不是法庭,”她说。
“And I’m not a defendant in a libel-suit, either!”
“而且我也不是诽谤诉讼中的被告!”
The unfortunate young man lost what remained of his balance.
这个不幸的年轻人失去了仅存的平衡。
“You may be!” he cried.
“你可能是!”他哭了。
“I intend to know just who’s dared to say these things, if I have to force my way into every house in town, and I’m going to make them take every word of it back!
“我要知道到底是谁敢说这些话,如果我必须强行闯入镇上的每一户人家,我就要让他们收回所说的每一句话!
I mean to know the name of every slanderer that’s spoken of this matter to you and of every tattler you’ve passed it on to yourself.
我想知道每一个向你谈论这件事的诽谤者的名字,以及每一个你向自己传递此事的流言蜚语者的名字。
I mean to know—”
我的意思是知道——”
“You’ll know something pretty quick!” she said, rising with difficulty; and her voice was thick with the sense of insult.
“你很快就会知道一些事情!”她说着,艰难地站了起来。她的声音充满了侮辱的气息。
“You’ll know that you’re out in the street.
“你会知道你在街上。
Please to leave my house!”
请你离开我的家!”
George stiffened sharply.
乔治突然僵住了。
Then he bowed, and strode out of the door.
然后他鞠了一躬,大步出了门。
Three minutes later, disheveled and perspiring, but cold all over, he burst into his Uncle George’s room at the Major’s without knocking.
三分钟后,他衣冠不整,大汗淋漓,但浑身冰冷,没有敲门就冲进了少校乔治叔叔的房间。
Amberson was dressing.
安伯森正在穿衣服。
“Good gracious, Georgie!” he exclaimed.
“天哪,乔吉!”他惊呼道。
“What’s up?”
“怎么了?”
“I’ve just come from Mrs. Johnson’s—across the street,” George panted.
“我刚从街对面的约翰逊夫人那里回来,”乔治喘着气说。
“You have your own tastes!” was Amberson’s comment.
“你有你自己的品味!”这是安伯森的评论。
“But curious as they are, you ought to do something better with your hair, and button your waistcoat to the right buttons—even for Mrs. Johnson!
“但是,尽管他们很好奇,你还是应该好好处理一下你的头发,把你的背心扣到正确的扣子上——即使是约翰逊夫人!”
What were you doing over there?”
你在那儿做什么?”
“She told me to leave the house,” George said desperately.
“她让我离开家,”乔治绝望地说。
“I went there because Aunt Fanny told me the whole town was talking about my mother and that man Morgan—that they say my mother is going to marry him and that proves she was too fond of him before my father died—she said this Mrs. Johnson was one that talked about it, and I went to her to ask who were the others.”
“我去那里是因为范妮姨妈告诉我,整个镇子都在谈论我的母亲和那个男人摩根——他们说我母亲要嫁给他,这证明她在我父亲去世之前太爱他了——她说约翰逊夫人就是谈论这件事的人,我去找她问其他人是谁。”
Amberson’s jaw fell in dismay.
安伯森惊愕地下巴掉了下来。
“Don’t tell me you did that!” he said, in a low voice; and then, seeing that it was true, “Oh, now you have done it!”
“别告诉我是你干的!”他低声说道;然后,看到这是真的,“哦,现在你做到了!”
Chapter XXIII
第二十三章
“I’ve ‘done it’?” George cried.
“我已经‘做到’了?”乔治哭了。
“What do you mean: I’ve done it?
“你的意思是:我已经做到了?
And what have I done?”
而我又做了什么?”
Amberson had collapsed into an easy chair beside his dressing-table, the white evening tie he had been about to put on dangling from his hand, which had fallen limply on the arm of the chair.
安伯森瘫倒在梳妆台旁的一张安乐椅上,他正要系上的白色晚礼服领带垂在手上,而手却软软地落在了椅子的扶手上。
The tie dropped to the floor before he replied; and the hand that had held it was lifted to stroke his graying hair reflectively.
在他回答之前,领带掉到了地板上。握着它的手抬起来,若有所思地抚摸着他灰白的头发。
“By Jove!” he muttered.
“天啊!”他嘀咕道。
“That is too bad!”
“那就太糟糕了!”
George folded his arms bitterly.
乔治痛苦地抱起双臂。
“Will you kindly answer my question?
“你能回答我的问题吗?
What have I done that wasn’t honourable and right?
我做了什么不光荣、不正确的事情?
Do you think these riffraff can go about bandying my mother’s name—”
你认为这些痞子能胡乱冒用我母亲的名字吗——”
“They can now,” said Amberson.
“他们现在可以了,”安伯森说。
“I don’t know if they could before, but they certainly can now!”
“我不知道以前能不能,但现在肯定可以!”
“What do you mean by that?”
“你这是什么意思?”
His uncle sighed profoundly, picked up his tie and, preoccupied with despondency, twisted the strip of white lawn till it became unwearable.
舅舅深深地叹了口气,拿起领带,满心沮丧地把那条白色草坪拧得不能再穿了。
Meanwhile, he tried to enlighten his nephew.
与此同时,他试图开导他的侄子。
“Gossip is never fatal, Georgie,” he said, “until it is denied.
“乔吉,流言永远不会致命,”他说,“除非它被否认。
Gossip goes on about every human being alive and about all the dead that are alive enough to be remembered, and yet almost never does any harm until some defender makes a controversy.
关于每个活着的人以及所有活着足以被记住的死者的八卦一直在进行,但几乎不会造成任何伤害,直到某些捍卫者提出争议。
Gossip’s a nasty thing, but it’s sickly, and if people of good intentions will let it entirely alone, it will die, ninety-nine times out of a hundred.”
流言蜚语是一件令人讨厌的事情,但它是病态的,如果好心的人完全听之任之,它就会死掉,百分之九十九。”
“See here,” George said: “I didn’t come to listen to any generalizing dose of philosophy!
“看这里,”乔治说:“我不是来听任何概括性的哲学的!
I ask you—”
我问你——”
“You asked me what you’ve done, and I’m telling you.” Amberson gave him a melancholy smile, continuing: “Suffer me to do it in my own way.
“你问我你做了什么,我就告诉你。”安伯森给了他一个忧郁的微笑,继续道:“请允许我以我自己的方式去做。
Fanny says there’s been talk about your mother, and that Mrs. Johnson does some of it.
范妮说有人谈论你的母亲,约翰逊夫人也做了一些事情。
I don’t know, because naturally nobody would come to me with such stuff or mention it before me; but it’s presumably true—I suppose it is.
我不知道,因为自然没有人会带着这样的东西来找我,或者在我面前提到它。但这大概是真的——我想是的。
I’ve seen Fanny with Mrs. Johnson quite a lot; and that old lady is a notorious gossip, and that’s why she ordered you out of her house when you pinned her down that she’d been gossiping.
我经常看到范妮和约翰逊夫人在一起。那个老太太是出了名的八卦,这就是为什么当你确定她一直在八卦时,她命令你离开她的房子。
I have a suspicion Mrs. Johnson has been quite a comfort to Fanny in their long talks; but she’ll probably quit speaking to her over this, because Fanny told you.
我怀疑约翰逊夫人在他们的长时间谈话中给范妮带来了很大的安慰。但她可能会不再和她谈论这件事,因为范妮告诉过你了。
I suppose it’s true that the ‘whole town,’ a lot of others, that is, do share in the gossip.
我认为“整个城镇”,即许多其他人,确实都在分享八卦。
In this town, naturally, anything about any Amberson has always been a stone dropped into the centre of a pond, and a lie would send the ripples as far as a truth would.
当然,在这座小镇上,任何关于安伯森的事情都像一块石头扔进了池塘中央,谎言和真相一样会激起涟漪。
I’ve been on a steamer when the story went all over the boat, the second day out, that the prettiest girl on board didn’t have any ears; and you can take it as a rule that when a woman’s past thirty-five the prettier her hair is, the more certain you are to meet somebody with reliable information that it’s a wig.
我曾在一艘轮船上,第二天,船上最漂亮的女孩没有耳朵的故事就传遍了船上;你可以认为,当一个女人过了三十五岁,她的头发越漂亮,你就越能确定你遇到的人有可靠的信息证明那是假发。
You can be sure that for many years there’s been more gossip in this place about the Ambersons than about any other family.
可以肯定的是,多年来,这里关于安伯森家族的八卦比任何其他家族都多。
I dare say it isn’t so much so now as it used to be, because the town got too big long ago, but it’s the truth that the more prominent you are the more gossip there is about you, and the more people would like to pull you down.
我敢说现在没有以前那么严重了,因为这个城镇很久以前就太大了,但事实是,你越显赫,关于你的流言蜚语就越多,就越有人想拉低你。
Well, they can’t do it as long as you refuse to know what gossip there is about you.
好吧,只要你拒绝知道关于你的八卦,他们就做不到。
But the minute you notice it, it’s got you!
但当你注意到它的那一刻,它就抓住了你!
I’m not speaking of certain kinds of slander that sometimes people have got to take to the courts; I’m talking of the wretched buzzing the Mrs. Johnsons do—the thing you seem to have such a horror of—people ‘talking’—the kind of thing that has assailed your mother.
我并不是在谈论某些有时人们必须诉诸法庭的诽谤;而是在谈论某些诽谤。我说的是约翰逊夫人发出的令人厌恶的嗡嗡声——你似乎非常害怕这种事情——人们‘说话’——这种事情袭击了你的母亲。
People who have repeated a slander either get ashamed or forget it, if they’re let alone.
重复诽谤的人如果不去管的话,要么会感到羞耻,要么就会忘记。
Challenge them, and in self-defense they believe everything they’ve said: they’d rather believe you a sinner than believe themselves liars, naturally.
挑战他们,出于自卫,他们相信自己所说的一切:他们自然宁愿相信你是罪人,也不愿相信自己是骗子。
Submit to gossip and you kill it; fight it and you make it strong.
屈服于流言蜚语,你就会杀死它;与它战斗,你就会使它变得坚强。
People will forget almost any slander except one that’s been fought.”
人们几乎会忘记任何诽谤,除了那些已经发生过的诽谤。”
“Is that all?” George asked.
“就这些了吗?”乔治问道。
“I suppose so,” his uncle murmured sadly.
“我想是的,”他叔叔悲伤地低声说道。
“Well, then, may I ask what you’d have done, in my place?”
“那么,我可以问一下,如果你处在我的位置,你会怎么做?”
“I’m not sure, Georgie.
“我不确定,乔吉。
When I was your age I was like you in many ways, especially in not being very cool-headed, so I can’t say.
当我在你这个年纪的时候,我在很多方面和你很像,特别是头脑不太冷静,所以我不能说。
Youth can’t be trusted for much, except asserting itself and fighting and making love.”
年轻人除了坚持自己的主张、战斗和做爱之外,没有太多值得信任的地方。”
“Indeed!” George snorted.
“的确!”乔治哼了一声。
“May I ask what you think I ought to have done?”
“请问你认为我应该做什么?”
“Nothing.”
“没有什么。”
“‘Nothing?’” George echoed, mocking bitterly “I suppose you think I mean to let my mother’s good name—”
“‘没什么?’”乔治重复道,苦涩地嘲笑道,“我想你认为我是想让我母亲的好名声——”
“Your mother’s good name!” Amberson cut him off impatiently.
“你妈妈的名字很好听!”安伯森不耐烦地打断了他的话。
“Nobody has a good name in a bad mouth.
“没有人是靠着坏嘴获得好名声的。
Nobody has a good name in a silly mouth, either.
也没有人能在愚蠢的嘴里说出好名字。
Well, your mother’s name was in some silly mouths, and all you’ve done was to go and have a scene with the worst old woman gossip in the town—a scene that’s going to make her into a partisan against your mother, whereas she was a mere prattler before.
好吧,你母亲的名字出现在一些愚蠢的嘴里,而你所做的只是去和镇上最糟糕的老妇人进行一场八卦——这个场景会让她成为反对你母亲的人,而她以前只是一个喋喋不休的人。
Don’t you suppose she’ll be all over town with this to-morrow?
你不认为她明天会带着这个满城跑吗?
To-morrow?
明天?
Why, she’ll have her telephone going to-night as long as any of her friends are up!
哎呀,今晚只要她的朋友们都起来了,她就会开着电话!
People that never heard anything about this are going to hear it all now, with embellishments.
那些从未听说过这件事的人现在将会听到这一切,而且还带有修饰。
And she’ll see to it that everybody who’s hinted anything about poor Isabel will know that you’re on the warpath; and that will put them on the defensive and make them vicious.
她会确保每个暗示可怜的伊莎贝尔的人都会知道你正处于战争状态;这将使他们处于防御状态并变得恶毒。
The story will grow as it spreads and—”
这个故事会随着传播而发展——”
George unfolded his arms to strike his right fist into his left palm.
乔治张开双臂,将右拳打向左手掌。
“But do you suppose I’m going to tolerate such things?” he shouted.
“但是你认为我会容忍这样的事情吗?”他喊道。
“What do you suppose I’ll be doing?”
“你猜我会做什么?”
“Nothing helpful.”
“没有什么帮助。”
“Oh, you think so, do you?”
“噢,你也这么认为,是吗?”
“You can do absolutely nothing,” said Amberson.
“你绝对无能为力,”安伯森说。
“Nothing of any use.
“没有任何用处。
The more you do the more harm you’ll do.”
你做得越多,造成的伤害就越大。”
“You’ll see!
“你会看到的!
I’m going to stop this thing if I have to force my way into every house on National Avenue and Amberson Boulevard!”
如果我必须强行闯入国家大道和安伯森大道上的每一栋房子,我就会阻止这件事!”
His uncle laughed rather sourly, but made no other comment.
叔叔笑得有些酸涩,但没有发表任何其他意见。
“Well, what do you propose to do?” George demanded.
“那么,你打算做什么?”乔治问道。
“Do you propose to sit there—”
“你打算坐在那里吗——”
“Yes.”
“是的。”
“—and let this riffraff bandy my mother’s good name back and forth among them?
“——还让这个痞子在他们中间到处乱说我母亲的好名声?
Is that what you propose to do?”
这就是你打算做的事吗?”
“It’s all I can do,” Amberson returned.
“这就是我所能做的,”安伯森回答道。
“It’s all any of us can do now: just sit still and hope that the thing may die down in time, in spite of your stirring up that awful old woman.”
“我们现在能做的就是:静静地坐着,希望这件事能及时平息,尽管你激怒了那个可怕的老太婆。”
George drew a long breath, then advanced and stood close before his uncle.
乔治长长地吸了一口气,然后走上前,站在他叔叔面前。
“Didn’t you understand me when I told you that people are saying my mother means to marry this man?”
“当我告诉你人们说我母亲打算嫁给这个男人时,你难道没明白我的意思吗?”
“Yes, I understood you.”
“是的,我理解你。”
“You say that my going over there has made matters worse,” George went on.
“你说我去那里让事情变得更糟,”乔治继续说道。
“How about it if such a—such an unspeakable marriage did take place?
“如果真的发生了这样、这样难以启齿的婚姻又如何?
Do you think that would make people believe they’d been wrong in saying—you know what they say.”
你认为这会让人们相信他们说的话是错误的——你知道他们说什么。”
“No,” said Amberson deliberately; “I don’t believe it would.
“不,”安伯森故意说道。 “我不相信会这样。
There’d be more badness in the bad mouths and more silliness in the silly mouths, I dare say.
我敢说,坏人的嘴里会有更多的坏话,愚蠢的嘴里会有更多的愚蠢。
But it wouldn’t hurt Isabel and Eugene, if they never heard of it; and if they did hear of it, then they could take their choice between placating gossip or living for their own happiness.
但如果伊莎贝尔和尤金从未听说过,这也不会伤害他们。如果他们确实听说了,那么他们就可以选择是平息流言还是为自己的幸福而活。
If they have decided to marry—”
如果他们决定结婚——”
George almost staggered.
乔治几乎踉踉跄跄。
“Good God!” he gasped.
“天啊!”他喘着气。
“You speak of it calmly!”
“你冷静地说吧!”
Amberson looked up at him inquiringly.
安伯森抬头询问地看着他。
“Why shouldn’t they marry if they want to?” he asked.
“如果他们想结婚,为什么不应该结婚呢?”他问道。
“It’s their own affair.”
“这是他们自己的事。”
“Why shouldn’t they?” George echoed.
“为什么他们不应该呢?”乔治附和道。
“Why shouldn’t they?”
“为什么不应该呢?”
“Yes.
是的。
Why shouldn’t they?
为什么他们不应该呢?
I don’t see anything precisely monstrous about two people getting married when they’re both free and care about each other.
当两个人都自由且互相关心时,我并不认为他们结婚有什么可怕的。
What’s the matter with their marrying?”
他们结婚有什么问题吗?”
“It would be monstrous!” George shouted.
“这将是可怕的!”乔治喊道。
“Monstrous even if this horrible thing hadn’t happened, but now in the face of this—oh, that you can sit there and even speak of it!
“即使这件可怕的事情没有发生,也是很可怕的,但现在面对这个——哦,你能坐在那里甚至谈论它!
Your own sister!
你自己的妹妹!
O God!
上帝啊!
Oh—” He became incoherent, swinging away from Amberson and making for the door, wildly gesturing.
哦——”他变得语无伦次,从安伯森身边转开,朝门口走去,疯狂地比划着。
“For heaven’s sake, don’t be so theatrical!” said his uncle, and then, seeing that George was leaving the room: “Come back here.
“看在老天爷的份上,别这么戏剧化了!”他叔叔说,然后看到乔治离开房间:“回到这里来。
You mustn’t speak to your mother of this!”
这事你不许告诉你妈妈!”
“Don’t ’tend to,” George said indistinctly; and he plunged out into the big dimly lit hall.
“别想,”乔治含糊地说。他冲进了灯光昏暗的大厅。
He passed his grandfather’s room on the way to the stairs; and the Major was visible within, his white head brightly illumined by a lamp, as he bent low over a ledger upon his roll-top desk.
他在上楼梯的路上经过了祖父的房间。少校在里面清晰可见,他的白头被一盏灯照亮,他弯下腰查看卷顶办公桌上的账本。
He did not look up, and his grandson strode by the door, not really conscious of the old figure stooping at its tremulous work with long additions and subtractions that refused to balance as they used to.
他没有抬头,他的孙子大步走过门口,并没有真正意识到那个老人弯着腰,进行着长长的加减法,无法像以前那样保持平衡。
George went home and got a hat and overcoat without seeing either his mother or Fanny.
乔治回家拿了帽子和大衣,没有看到他的母亲或范妮。
Then he left word that he would be out for dinner, and hurried away from the house.
然后他留下话要出去吃晚饭,然后就匆匆离开了家。
He walked the dark streets of Amberson Addition for an hour, then went downtown and got coffee at a restaurant.
他在安伯森附加区的黑暗街道上走了一个小时,然后去市中心的一家餐馆喝了咖啡。
After that he walked through the lighted parts of the town until ten o’clock, when he turned north and came back to the purlieus of the Addition.
之后,他穿过镇上灯火通明的地方,一直走到十点钟,然后转向北边,回到了附加区的广场。
He strode through the length and breadth of it again, his hat pulled down over his forehead, his overcoat collar turned up behind.
他再次大步穿过它的长度和宽度,帽子拉低到额头上,大衣领子翻到后面。
He walked fiercely, though his feet ached, but by and by he turned homeward, and, when he reached the Major’s, went in and sat upon the steps of the huge stone veranda in front—an obscure figure in that lonely and repellent place.
尽管双脚酸痛,他仍奋力前行,但很快他就转身回家,到了少校家,他走进去,坐在前面巨大的石头阳台的台阶上——在那个孤独而令人厌恶的地方,他是一个不起眼的人物。
All lights were out at the Major’s, and finally, after twelve, he saw his mother’s window darken at home.
少校的所有灯都灭了,最后,十二点过后,他看到母亲家里的窗户变暗了。
He waited half an hour longer, then crossed the front yards of the new houses and let himself noiselessly in the front door.
他又等了半个小时,然后穿过新房子的前院,悄无声息地走进前门。
The light in the hall had been left burning, and another in his own room, as he discovered when he got there.
当他到达那里时,他发现大厅里的灯还亮着,他自己的房间里还有一盏灯。
He locked the door quickly and without noise, but his fingers were still upon the key when there was a quick footfall in the hall outside.
他很快地锁上了门,没有发出任何声音,但当外面走廊里传来快速的脚步声时,他的手指还放在钥匙上。
“Georgie, dear?”
“乔吉,亲爱的?”
He went to the other end of the room before replying.
在回答之前,他走到了房间的另一端。
“Yes?”
“是的?”
“I’d been wondering where you were, dear.”
“我一直想知道你在哪里,亲爱的。”
“Had you?”
“你有吗?”
There was a pause; then she said timidly: “Wherever it was, I hope you had a pleasant evening.”
一阵停顿。然后她胆怯地说:“无论在哪里,我希望你度过了一个愉快的夜晚。”
After a silence, “Thank you,” he said, without expression.
沉默片刻后,他面无表情地说:“谢谢。”
Another silence followed before she spoke again.
在她再次开口之前,又是一阵沉默。
“You wouldn’t care to be kissed good-night, I suppose?” And with a little flurry of placative laughter, she added: “At your age, of course!”
“我想你不会介意别人吻你道晚安吧?”她带着一阵安抚的笑声补充道:“当然是在你这个年纪了!”
“I’m going to bed, now,” he said.
“我现在要睡觉了,”他说。
“Goodnight.”
“晚安。”
Another silence seemed blanker than those which had preceded it, and finally her voice came—it was blank, too.
又是一阵沉默,似乎比之前更加空白,最后她的声音传来了——同样是空白。
“Good-night.”
“晚安。”
After he was in bed his thoughts became more tumultuous than ever; while among all the inchoate and fragmentary sketches of this dreadful day, now rising before him, the clearest was of his uncle collapsed in a big chair with a white tie dangling from his hand; and one conviction, following upon that picture, became definite in George’s mind: that his Uncle George Amberson was a hopeless dreamer from whom no help need be expected, an amiable imbecile lacking in normal impulses, and wholly useless in a struggle which required honour to be defended by a man of action.
上床后,他的思绪变得比以前更加混乱。现在,在他面前浮现出这可怕的一天的所有早期和零碎的素描,其中最清晰的是他的叔叔倒在一张大椅子上,手上挂着一条白色领带。看到这张照片后,乔治心中有了一个明确的信念:他的叔叔乔治·安伯森是一个绝望的梦想家,不需要指望他提供任何帮助,是一个缺乏正常冲动的和蔼可亲的白痴,在需要行动者捍卫荣誉的斗争中完全无用。
Then would return a vision of Mrs. Johnson’s furious round head, set behind her great bosom like the sun far sunk on the horizon of a mountain plateau—and her crackling, asthmatic voice...
然后会出现约翰逊夫人愤怒的圆头,像太阳落在高原地平线上一样落在她巨大的胸部后面,还有她嘶哑、气喘的声音……
“Without sharing in other people’s disposition to put an evil interpretation on what may be nothing more than unfortunate appearances.”...
“不与其他人一样对可能只不过是不幸的外表做出邪恶的解释。”......
“Other people may be less considerate in not confining their discussion of it, as I have, to charitable views.”...
“其他人可能不太体贴,不会像我一样将讨论仅限于慈善观点。”...
“you’ll know something pretty quick!
“你很快就会知道一些事情!
You’ll know you’re out in the street.”...
你就会知道你在街上。”...
And then George would get up again—and again—and pace the floor in his bare feet.
然后乔治会一次又一次地站起来,光着脚在地板上踱步。
That was what the tormented young man was doing when daylight came gauntly in at his window—pacing the floor, rubbing his head in his hands, and muttering:
当日光从窗外憔悴地照进来时,这个饱受折磨的年轻人正在做这件事——在地板上踱来踱去,双手揉着头,嘟哝道:
“It can’t be true: this can’t be happening to me!”
“这不可能是真的:这不可能发生在我身上!”
Chapter XXIV
第二十四章
Breakfast was brought to him in his room, as usual; but he did not make his normal healthy raid upon the dainty tray: the food remained untouched, and he sustained himself upon coffee—four cups of it, which left nothing of value inside the glistening little percolator.
像往常一样,早餐送到了他的房间里。但他并没有像往常一样健康地吃掉精致的托盘:食物没有动过,他只喝了四杯咖啡,在闪闪发光的小渗滤器里没有留下任何有价值的东西。
During this process he heard his mother being summoned to the telephone in the hall, not far from his door, and then her voice responding: “Yes?
就在这个过程中,他听到母亲被叫到了离他家门不远的大厅里的电话旁,然后她的声音接了过来:“是吗?
Oh, it’s you!
哦,是你!
Indeed I should!...
确实应该!...
Of course...
当然...
Then I’ll expect you about three...
然后我会等你大约三...
Yes.
是的。
Good-bye till then.” A few minutes later he heard her speaking to someone beneath his window and, looking out, saw her directing the removal of plants from a small garden bed to the Major’s conservatory for the winter.
到那时再见。”几分钟后,他听到她和窗下的一个人说话,向外望去,看到她正在指挥把小花园床上的植物移到少校的温室过冬。
There was an air of briskness about her; as she turned away to go into the house, she laughed gaily with the Major’s gardener over something he said, and this unconcerned cheerfulness of her was terrible to her son.
她身上有一种轻快的气息。当她转身走进屋子时,她和少校的园丁因他所说的话而高兴地大笑,而她这种漫不经心的快乐对她的儿子来说是可怕的。
He went to his desk, and, searching the jumbled contents of a drawer, brought forth a large, unframed photograph of his father, upon which he gazed long and piteously, till at last hot tears stood in his eyes.
他走到办公桌前,在抽屉里乱七八糟的东西中翻找,拿出一张他父亲的未装框的大照片,他可怜兮兮地久久地凝视着这张照片,直到最后,热泪盈眶。
It was strange how the inconsequent face of Wilbur seemed to increase in high significance during this belated interview between father and son; and how it seemed to take on a reproachful nobility—and yet, under the circumstances, nothing could have been more natural than that George, having paid but the slightest attention to his father in life, should begin to deify him, now that he was dead.
奇怪的是,在这场迟来的父子会面中,威尔伯那张不相干的脸似乎变得更加重要。然而,在这种情况下,乔治在生前只对他的父亲稍加关注,现在他死了,他就开始神化他,这是再自然不过的事了。
“Poor, poor father!” the son whispered brokenly.
“可怜的父亲,可怜的父亲!”儿子断断续续地低声说道。
“Poor man, I’m glad you didn’t know!”
“可怜的人,我很高兴你不知道!”
He wrapped the picture in a sheet of newspaper, put it under his arm, and, leaving the house hurriedly and stealthily, went downtown to the shop of a silversmith, where he spent sixty dollars on a resplendently festooned silver frame for the picture.
他用一张报纸把这幅画包起来,夹在腋下,然后匆忙地、偷偷地离开家,来到市中心的一家银匠店,在那里他花了六十美元为这幅画买了一个装饰华丽的银框。
Having lunched upon more coffee, he returned to the house at two o’clock, carrying the framed photograph with him, and placed it upon the centre-table in the library, the room most used by Isabel and Fanny and himself.
午餐后又喝了咖啡,两点钟他带着那张镶在相框里的照片回到家里,把它放在图书馆中央的桌子上,这是伊莎贝尔、范妮和他自己最常使用的房间。
Then he went to a front window of the long “reception room,” and sat looking out through the lace curtains.
然后他走到长长的“接待室”的前窗前,坐下来透过蕾丝窗帘向外眺望。
The house was quiet, though once or twice he heard his mother and Fanny moving about upstairs, and a ripple of song in the voice of Isabel—a fragment from the romantic ballad of Lord Bateman.
房子里很安静,尽管有一两次他听到他的母亲和范妮在楼上走动,伊莎贝尔的声音里传来一阵歌声——贝特曼勋爵浪漫歌谣的片段。
“Lord Bateman was a noble lord, A noble lord of high degree; And he sailed West and he sailed East, Far countries for to see....”
“贝特曼勋爵是一位高贵的勋爵,一位高度高贵的勋爵;他向西航行,向东航行,去遥远的国家看看……”
The words became indistinct; the air was hummed absently; the humming shifted to a whistle, then drifted out of hearing, and the place was still again.
言语变得含糊不清;空气中心不在焉地嗡嗡作响。嗡嗡声变成了口哨声,然后消失在听不见的地方,周围又恢复了寂静。
George looked often at his watch, but his vigil did not last an hour.
乔治经常看手表,但他的守夜并没有持续一个小时。
At ten minutes of three, peering through the curtain, he saw an automobile stop in front of the house and Eugene Morgan jump lightly down from it.
三点十分,他透过窗帘看到一辆汽车停在房子前面,尤金·摩根轻轻地从车上跳了下来。
The car was of a new pattern, low and long, with an ample seat in the tonneau, facing forward; and a professional driver sat at the wheel, a strange figure in leather, goggled out of all personality and seemingly part of the mechanism.
这辆车是一种新式样,又矮又长,后车厢里有一个宽敞的座位,面朝前方。方向盘上坐着一名职业司机,他是一个穿着皮革的奇怪人物,戴着护目镜,失去了所有个性,似乎是机械装置的一部分。
Eugene himself, as he came up the cement path to the house, was a figure of the new era which was in time to be so disastrous to stiff hats and skirted coats; and his appearance afforded a debonair contrast to that of the queer-looking duck capering at the Amberson Ball in an old dress coat, and chugging up National Avenue through the snow in his nightmare of a sewing-machine.
尤金本人,当他走上通往房子的水泥路时,他就是新时代的人物,而这个时代对于硬帽子和裙子外套来说是灾难性的。他的外表与那只穿着旧礼服在安伯森舞会上蹦蹦跳跳、穿着噩梦般的缝纫机在雪地里嘎吱嘎吱地走在国家大道上的怪鸭子形成了鲜明的对比。
Eugene, this afternoon, was richly in the new outdoor mode: motoring coat was soft gray fur; his cap and gloves were of gray suede; and though Lucy’s hand may have shown itself in the selection of these garnitures, he wore them easily, even with becoming hint of jauntiness.
今天下午,尤金完全沉浸在新的户外模式中:驾驶外套是柔软的灰色毛皮;他的帽子和手套是灰色麂皮材质的。尽管露西在选择这些装饰品时可能表现出了自己的巧手,但他很轻松地佩戴它们,甚至还带着一丝兴致。
Some change might be seen in his face, too, for a successful man is seldom to be mistaken, especially if his temper be genial.
他的脸上也可能会出现一些变化,因为一个成功的人很少会犯错,特别是如果他的脾气和蔼可亲的话。
Eugene had begun to look like a millionaire.
尤金开始看起来像个百万富翁。
But above everything else, what was most evident about him, as he came up the path, was confidence in the happiness promised by his errand; the anticipation in his eyes could have been read by a stranger.
但最重要的是,当他走上这条路时,他身上最明显的是对他的使命所承诺的幸福的信心;他眼中的期待即使是陌生人也能看出。
His look at the door of Isabel’s house was the look of a man who is quite certain that the next moment will reveal something ineffably charming, inexpressibly dear.
他看着伊莎贝尔家门口的眼神,就像一个男人确信下一刻就会展现出某种难以言表的迷人、难以言喻的珍贵的东西。
When the bell rang, George waited at the entrance of the “reception room” until a housemaid came through the hall on her way to answer the summons.
当铃声响起时,乔治在“接待室”的入口处等待,直到一名女佣穿过大厅来应召。
“You needn’t mind, Mary,” he told her.
“你不必介意,玛丽,”他告诉她。
“I’ll see who it is and what they want.
“我会看看是谁以及他们想要什么。
Probably it’s only a pedlar.”
也许只是一个小贩。”
“Thank you, sir, Mister George,” said Mary; and returned to the rear of the house.
“谢谢你,先生,乔治先生,”玛丽说。然后回到了房子的后面。
George went slowly to the front door, and halted, regarding the misty silhouette of the caller upon the ornamental frosted glass.
乔治慢慢地走到前门,停了下来,看着装饰性磨砂玻璃上来电者的模糊轮廓。
After a minute of waiting, this silhouette changed outline so that an arm could be distinguished—an arm outstretched toward the bell, as if the gentleman outside doubted whether or not it had sounded, and were minded to try again.
等了一分钟后,这个人影轮廓发生了变化,可以辨认出一只手臂——一只手臂伸向钟声,仿佛门外的绅士怀疑钟声是否敲响,打算再试一次。
But before the gesture was completed George abruptly threw open the door, and stepped squarely upon the middle of the threshold.
但这个动作还没完成,乔治突然推开了门,径直踩到了门槛中间。
A slight change shadowed the face of Eugene; his look of happy anticipation gave way to something formal and polite.
尤金的脸色出现了轻微的变化。他的脸上露出了愉快的期待,取而代之的是正式而礼貌的表情。
“How do you do, George,” he said.
“你好,乔治,”他说。
“Mrs. Minafer expects to go driving with me, I believe—if you’ll be so kind as to send her word that I’m here.”
“我相信米纳弗夫人希望和我一起开车——如果你能好心地转告她我在这里的话。”
George made not the slightest movement.
乔治没有做出丝毫动作。
“No,” he said.
“不,”他说。
Eugene was incredulous, even when his second glance revealed how hot of eye was the haggard young man before him.
尤金感到难以置信,尽管他第二眼才发现眼前这个憔悴的年轻人有多么目光灼热。
“I beg your pardon.
“请您原谅。
I said—”
我说——”
“I heard you,” said George.
“我听到了,”乔治说。
“You said you had an engagement with my mother, and I told you, No!”
“你说你和我母亲有婚约,我告诉你,不!”
Eugene gave him a steady look, and then he asked quietly: “What is the—the difficulty?”
尤金坚定地看了他一眼,然后轻声问道:“有什么——困难?”
George kept his own voice quiet enough, but that did not mitigate the vibrant fury of it.
乔治把自己的声音保持得足够安静,但这并没有减轻他充满活力的愤怒。
“My mother will have no interest in knowing that you came for her to-day,” he said.
“我妈妈不会有兴趣知道你今天是来找她的,”他说。
“Or any other day!”
“或者任何其他日子!”
Eugene continued to look at him with a scrutiny in which began to gleam a profound anger, none the less powerful because it was so quiet.
尤金继续审视地看着他,眼神里开始闪烁着深深的愤怒,尽管如此,他的力量却因为如此安静而减弱。
“I am afraid I do not understand you.”
“我恐怕不明白你的意思。”
“I doubt if I could make it much plainer,” George said, raising his voice slightly, “but I’ll try.
“我怀疑我能否说得更清楚,”乔治稍微提高了声音说,“但我会尽力的。
You’re not wanted in this house, Mr. Morgan, now or at any other time.
摩根先生,现在或任何时候,这所房子里都不欢迎你。
Perhaps you’ll understand—this!”
也许你会明白——这个!”
And with the last word he closed the door in Eugene’s face.
说完最后一句话,他当着尤金的面关上了门。
Then, not moving away, he stood just inside door, and noted that the misty silhouette remained upon the frosted glass for several moments, as if the forbidden gentleman debated in his mind what course to pursue.
然后,他没有走开,站在门内,注意到雾蒙蒙的轮廓在磨砂玻璃上停留了好一会儿,仿佛那位被禁止的绅士在心里争论着该采取什么行动。
“Let him ring again!” George thought grimly.
“让他再按一次!”乔治严肃地想。
“Or try the side door—or the kitchen!”
“或者试试侧门——或者厨房!”
But Eugene made no further attempt; the silhouette disappeared; footsteps could be heard withdrawing across the floor of the veranda; and George, returning to the window in the “reception room,” was rewarded by the sight of an automobile manufacturer in baffled retreat, with all his wooing furs and fineries mocking him.
但尤金没有再做进一步的尝试。身影消失了;可以听到脚步声从阳台的地板上消失。乔治回到“接待室”的窗前,看到一家汽车制造商不知所措地撤退了,他所有的皮草和华丽的服饰都在嘲笑他。
Eugene got into his car slowly, not looking back at the house which had just taught him such a lesson; and it was easily visible—even from a window seventy feet distant—that he was not the same light suitor who had jumped so gallantly from the car only a few minutes earlier.
尤金慢慢地钻进车里,没有回头看那栋刚刚给他上了一课的房子。即使从七十英尺外的窗户也能轻易看出,他不再是几分钟前英勇地从车上跳下来的那个轻追求者了。
Observing the heaviness of his movements as he climbed into the tonneau, George indulged in a sickish throat rumble which bore a distant cousinship to mirth.
乔治观察到他爬进酒桶时动作的沉重,沉迷于喉咙里令人作呕的隆隆声,这带着远房亲戚的欢笑。
The car was quicker than its owner; it shot away as soon as he had sunk into his seat; and George, having watched its impetuous disappearance from his field of vision, ceased to haunt the window.
这辆车比车主更快;他一坐到座位上,它就飞走了。乔治看着它从他的视野中迅速消失,不再在窗户上徘徊。
He went to the library, and, seating himself beside the table whereon he had placed the photograph of his father, picked up a book, and pretended to be engaged in reading it.
他走进图书馆,在放着父亲照片的桌子旁坐下,拿起一本书,假装正在读书。
Presently Isabel’s buoyant step was heard descending the stairs, and her low, sweet whistling, renewing the air of “Lord Bateman.” She came into the library, still whistling thoughtfully, a fur coat over her arm, ready to put on, and two veils round her small black hat, her right hand engaged in buttoning the glove upon her left; and, as the large room contained too many pieces of heavy furniture, and the inside shutters excluded most of the light of day, she did not at once perceive George’s presence.
不久,就听见伊莎贝尔轻快的脚步走下楼梯,还有她低沉甜美的口哨声,让“贝特曼勋爵”的气氛焕然一新。她走进图书馆,若有所思地仍然吹着口哨,手臂上披着一件毛皮大衣,准备穿上,黑色小帽子上戴着两层面纱,右手忙着扣左手上的手套;而且,由于大房间里有太多笨重的家具,而且里面的百叶窗挡住了大部分白天的光线,所以她没有立即察觉到乔治的存在。
Instead, she went to the bay window at the end of the room, which afforded a view of the street, and glanced out expectantly; then bent her attention upon her glove; after that, looked out toward the street again, ceased to whistle, and turned toward the interior of the room.
相反,她走到房间尽头的凸窗前,从那里可以看到街道,满怀期待地向外张望。然后她把注意力集中在她的手套上。说完,又看向外面的街道,不再吹口哨,转身看向室内。
“Why, Georgie!”
“为什么,乔吉!”
She came, leaned over from behind him, and there was a faint, exquisite odour as from distant apple blossoms as she kissed his cheek.
她从他身后探身过来,亲吻他的脸颊时,散发着淡淡的、精致的香气,就像远处苹果花的香气。
“Dear, I waited lunch almost an hour for you, but you didn’t come!
“亲爱的,我等了你快一个小时的午饭了,你却没有来!
Did you lunch out somewhere?”
你在什么地方吃午饭了吗?”
“Yes.” He did not look up from the book.
“是的。”他没有从书本上抬起头来。
“Did you have plenty to eat?”
“你吃的够吗?”
“Yes.”
“是的。”
“Are you sure?
“你确定吗?
Wouldn’t you like to have Maggie get you something now in the dining room?
你不想让玛吉现在去餐厅给你拿点东西吗?
Or they could bring it to you here, if you think it would be cozier.
或者他们可以把它带到这里给你,如果你认为这样会更舒服的话。
Shan’t I—”
我是不是——”
A tinkling bell was audible, and she moved to the doorway into the hall.
一阵铃声响起,她走到大厅门口。
“I’m going out driving, dear.
“我要开车出去,亲爱的。
I—” She interrupted herself to address the housemaid, who was passing through the hall: “I think it’s Mr. Morgan, Mary.
我——”她打断自己,对穿过大厅的女仆说道:“我想是摩根先生,玛丽。
Tell him I’ll be there at once.”
告诉他我马上就到。”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“是的,女士。”
Mary returned.
玛丽回来了。
“’Twas a pedlar, ma’am.”
“她是个小贩,女士。”
“Another one?” Isabel said, surprised.
“再来一个?”伊莎贝尔惊讶地说。
“I thought you said it was a pedlar when the bell rang a little while ago.”
“刚才铃声响起时,我还以为你说是小贩呢。”
“Mister George said it was, ma’am; he went to the door,” Mary informed her, disappearing.
“乔治先生说是的,女士;他走到了门口,”玛丽告诉她,然后就消失了。
“There seem to be a great many of them,” Isabel mused.
“他们的数量似乎很多,”伊莎贝尔沉思道。
“What did yours want to sell, George?”
“乔治,你想卖什么?”
“He didn’t say.”
“他没说。”
“You must have cut him off short!” she laughed; and then, still standing in the doorway, she noticed the big silver frame upon the table beside him.
“你一定是打断了他!”她笑了;然后,她仍然站在门口,注意到他旁边桌子上的银色大相框。
“Gracious, Georgie!” she exclaimed.
“天哪,乔吉!”她惊呼道。
“You have been investing!” and as she came across the room for a closer view, “Is it—is it Lucy?” she asked half timidly, half archly.
“你一直在投资!”当她穿过房间仔细观察时,“是——是露西吗?”她一半胆怯,一半狡猾地问道。
But the next instant she saw whose likeness was thus set forth in elegiac splendour—and she was silent, except for a long, just-audible “Oh!”
但下一瞬间,她看到了他的肖像就这样以哀悼的辉煌展现出来——她沉默了,除了一声长长的、勉强能听见的“哦!”
He neither looked up nor moved.
他既没有抬头,也没有动。
“That was nice of you, Georgie,” she said, in a low voice presently.
“你真好,乔吉,”她低声说道。
“I ought to have had it framed, myself, when I gave it to you.”
“当我把它送给你的时候,我应该亲自把它装裱起来。”
He said nothing, and, standing beside him, she put her hand gently upon his shoulder, then as gently withdrew it, and went out of the room.
他什么也没说,她站在他身边,轻轻地将手放在他的肩膀上,然后又轻轻地收回,走出了房间。
But she did not go upstairs; he heard the faint rustle of her dress in the hall, and then the sound of her footsteps in the “reception room.” After a time, silence succeeded even these slight tokens of her presence; whereupon George rose and went warily into the hall, taking care to make no noise, and he obtained an oblique view of her through the open double doors of the “reception room.” She was sitting in the chair which he had occupied so long; and she was looking out of the window expectantly—a little troubled.
但她没有上楼;她没有上楼。他听到大厅里有她衣服微弱的沙沙声,然后是“接待室”里她的脚步声。过了一会儿,就连她在场的这些轻微的迹象也变得一片寂静。于是乔治起身,小心翼翼地走进大厅,小心翼翼地不发出任何声音,透过“接待室”开着的双门,他斜眼看到了她。她坐在他坐了很久的椅子上。她满怀期待地望着窗外——有点不安。
He went back to the library, waited an interminable half hour, then returned noiselessly to the same position in the hall, where he could see her.
他回到图书馆,等了半个小时,然后悄无声息地回到大厅里他能看到她的同一个位置。
She was still sitting patiently by the window.
她依然耐心地坐在窗边。
Waiting for that man, was she?
她在等那个男人吗?
Well, it might be quite a long wait!
嗯,可能要等很久了!
And the grim George silently ascended the stairs to his own room, and began to pace his suffering floor.
冷酷的乔治默默地走上楼梯,回到自己的房间,开始在痛苦的地板上踱步。
Chapter XXV
第二十五章
He left his door open, however, and when he heard the front door-bell ring, by and by, he went half way down the stairs and stood to listen.
然而,他把门开着,当他听到前门铃响时,他慢慢地走下楼梯,站着听。
He was not much afraid that Morgan would return, but he wished to make sure.
他不太担心摩根会回来,但他想确定一下。
Mary appeared in the hall below him, but, after a glance toward the front of the house, turned back, and withdrew.
玛丽出现在他下面的大厅里,但看了一眼房子的前面后,又转身退出了。
Evidently Isabel had gone to the door.
显然伊莎贝尔已经走到门口了。
Then a murmur was heard, and George Amberson’s voice, quick and serious: “I want to talk to you, Isabel”...
然后传来一声低语,乔治·安伯森的声音快速而严肃:“我想和你谈谈,伊莎贝尔”……
and another murmur; then Isabel and her brother passed the foot of the broad, dark stairway, but did not look up, and remained unconscious of the watchful presence above them.
又是一声低语;然后伊莎贝尔和她的兄弟走过宽阔、黑暗的楼梯脚下,但没有抬头,也没有注意到他们上方有人在警惕。
Isabel still carried her cloak upon her arm, but Amberson had taken her hand, and retained it; and as he led her silently into the library there was something about her attitude, and the pose of her slightly bent head, that was both startled and meek.
伊莎贝尔的手臂上仍然挽着斗篷,但安伯森却握住了她的手。当他默默地领着她走进图书馆时,她的态度和微微低着头的姿势显得既惊讶又温顺。
Thus they quickly disappeared from George’s sight, hand in hand; and Amberson at once closed the massive double doors of the library.
就这样,他们手拉着手,很快就消失在乔治的视线里。安伯森立即关上了图书馆巨大的双门。
For a time all that George could hear was the indistinct sound of his uncle’s voice: what he was saying could not be surmised, though the troubled brotherliness of his tone was evident.
有一段时间,乔治只能听到叔叔模糊的声音:尽管他的语气中流露出不安的兄弟情谊,但我们无法猜测他在说什么。
He seemed to be explaining something at considerable length, and there were moments when he paused, and George guessed that his mother was speaking, but her voice must have been very low, for it was entirely inaudible to him.
他似乎在相当长地解释着什么,有时他会停顿下来,乔治猜测是他母亲在说话,但她的声音一定很低,因为他完全听不见。
Suddenly he did hear her.
突然他确实听到了她的声音。
Through the heavy doors her outcry came, clear and loud:
透过厚重的门,她大声喊叫:
“Oh, no!”
“哦,不!”
It was a cry of protest, as if something her brother told her must be untrue, or, if it were true, the fact he stated must be undone; and it was a sound of sheer pain.
这是一种抗议的叫声,仿佛她哥哥告诉她的事情一定是不真实的,或者,如果这是真的,他所说的事实就必须被撤销;那是一种纯粹痛苦的声音。
Another sound of pain, close to George, followed it; this was a vehement sniffling which broke out just above him, and, looking up, he saw Fanny Minafer on the landing, leaning over the banisters and applying her handkerchief to her eyes and nose.
紧接着,乔治身边又传来一阵痛苦的声音。他的头顶上突然传来一阵剧烈的抽鼻子声,他抬头一看,看到范妮·米纳弗站在楼梯平台上,靠在栏杆上,用手帕捂住眼睛和鼻子。
“I can guess what that was about,” she whispered huskily.
“我能猜到那是什么,”她沙哑地低声说。
“He’s just told her what you did to Eugene!”
“他刚刚告诉她你对尤金做了什么!”
George gave her a dark look over his shoulder.
乔治回头阴沉地看了她一眼。
“You go on back to your room!” he said; and he began to descend the stairs; but Fanny, guessing his purpose, rushed down and caught his arm, detaining him.
“你回房间去吧!”他说;他开始走下楼梯。但范妮猜到了他的目的,冲下去抓住了他的胳膊,把他扣住了。
“You’re not going in there?”, she whispered huskily.
“你不进去吗?”她沙哑地低声说道。
“You don’t—”
“你不——”
“Let go of me!”
“放开我!”
But she clung to him savagely.
但她却野蛮地粘着他。
“No, you don’t, Georgie Minafer!
“不,你不知道,乔吉·米纳弗!
You’ll keep away from there!
你会远离那里!
You will!”
你会的!
“You let go of—”
“你放开——”
“I won’t!
“我不会!
You come back here!
你回来吧!
You’ll come upstairs and let them alone; that’s what you’ll do!” And with such passionate determination did she clutch and tug, never losing a grip of him somewhere, though George tried as much as he could, without hurting her, to wrench away—with such utter forgetfulness of her maiden dignity did she assault him, that she forced him, stumbling upward, to the landing.
你会上楼去,别打扰他们;这就是你要做的!”她怀着如此强烈的决心,紧紧抓住他,用力拉扯,从未在某个地方松开他,尽管乔治在不伤害她的情况下尽了最大努力,在不伤害她的情况下扭开——她完全忘记了她少女的尊严,攻击了他,迫使他跌跌撞撞地向上,到了楼梯平台。
“Of all the ridiculous—” he began furiously; but she spared one hand from its grasp of his sleeve and clapped it over his mouth.
“所有可笑的事情——”他愤怒地说道。但她松开了一只手,捂住了他的袖子,捂住了他的嘴。
“Hush up!” Never for an instant in this grotesque struggle did Fanny raise her voice above a husky whisper.
“安静点!”在这场怪诞的斗争中,范妮的声音从未提高过沙哑的低语声。
“Hush up!
“安静点!
It’s indecent—like squabbling outside the door of an operating-room!
这是不雅的——就像在手术室门外争吵一样!
Go on to the top of the stairs—go on!”
到楼梯顶上去——继续!”
And when George had most unwillingly obeyed, she planted herself in his way, on the top step.
当乔治最不情愿地服从时,她站在最上面的台阶上挡住了他的路。
“There!” she said.
“那里!”她说。
“The idea of your going in there now!
“你现在就想进去!
I never heard of such a thing!” And with the sudden departure of the nervous vigour she had shown so amazingly, she began to cry again.
我从来没有听说过这样的事!”随着她表现得如此惊人的紧张活力突然消失,她又开始哭泣。
“I was an awful fool!
“我真是个大傻瓜!
I thought you knew what was going on or I never, never would have done it.
我以为你知道发生了什么,否则我永远不会这么做。
Do you suppose I dreamed you’d go making everything into such a tragedy?
你以为我梦见你会把一切变成这样的悲剧吗?
Do you?”
你是吗?
“I don’t care what you dreamed,” George muttered.
“我不在乎你做了什么梦,”乔治嘀咕道。
But Fanny went on, always taking care to keep her voice from getting too loud, in spite of her most grievous agitation.
但范妮继续说下去,尽管她非常激动,但她总是小心翼翼地不让自己的声音太大声。
“Do you dream I thought you’d go making such a fool of yourself at Mrs. Johnson’s?
“你梦见我以为你会去约翰逊夫人家出丑吗?
Oh, I saw her this morning!
哦,今天早上我看见她了!
She wouldn’t talk to me, but I met George Amberson on my way back, and he told me what you’d done over there!
她不会跟我说话,但我在回来的路上遇到了乔治·安伯森,他告诉我你在那里做了什么!
And do you dream I thought you’d do what you’ve done here this afternoon to Eugene?
你是否梦想我认为你会对尤金做你今天下午在这里所做的事情?
Oh, I knew that, too!
哦,我也知道!
I was looking out of the front bedroom window, and I saw him drive up, and then go away again, and I knew you’d been to the door.
我从前卧室的窗户往外看,看到他开车过来,然后又离开了,我知道你已经到门口了。
Of course he went to George Amberson about it, and that’s why George is here.
当然,他去找乔治·安伯森谈这件事,这就是乔治来这里的原因。
He’s got to tell Isabel the whole thing now, and you wanted to go in there interfering—God knows what!
他现在必须告诉伊莎贝尔整件事,而你却想进去干涉——天知道是什么!
You stay here and let her brother tell her; he’s got some consideration for her!”
你留在这里,让她哥哥告诉她;他对她还是有一定考虑的!”
“I suppose you think I haven’t!” George said, challenging her, and at that Fanny laughed witheringly.
“我猜你认为我没有!”乔治挑衅地说道,范妮听后苦笑起来。
“You!
“你!
Considerate of anybody!”
为谁着想!”
“I’m considerate of her good name!” he said hotly.
“我顾念她的好名声!”他热情地说。
“It seems to me that’s about the first thing to be considerate of, in being considerate of a person!
“在我看来,这是首先要考虑的事情,考虑一个人!
And look here: it strikes me you’re taking a pretty different tack from what you did yesterday afternoon!”
看这里:我觉得你采取的策略与昨天下午的做法完全不同!”
Fanny wrung her hands.
范妮绞着双手。
“I did a terrible thing!” she lamented.
“我做了一件可怕的事!”她感叹道。
“Now that it’s done and too late I know what it was!
“现在事情已经完成了,但为时已晚,我知道那是什么了!
I didn’t have sense enough just to let things go on.
我没有足够的理智让事情继续下去。
I didn’t have any business to interfere, and I didn’t mean to interfere—I only wanted to talk, and let out a little!
我没有什么事要干涉,也没有要干涉的意思,我只是想说话,发泄一下!
I did think you already knew everything I told you.
我确实认为你已经知道我告诉你的一切。
I did!
我做到了!
And I’d rather have cut my hand off than stir you up to doing what you have done!
我宁愿砍掉我的手,也不愿煽动你做你所做的事!
I was just suffering so that I wanted to let out a little—I didn’t mean any real harm.
我只是感到痛苦,所以想发泄一下——我并没有任何真正的伤害的意思。
But now I see what’s happened—oh, I was a fool!
但现在我明白发生了什么——哦,我是个傻瓜!
I hadn’t any business interfering.
我没有任何事干涉。
Eugene never would have looked at me, anyhow, and, oh, why couldn’t I have seen that before!
无论如何,尤金永远不会看着我,而且,哦,为什么我以前看不到这一点!
He never came here a single time in his life except on her account, never!
除了为了她,他这辈子从来没有来过这里一次,从来没有!
and I might have let them alone, because he wouldn’t have looked at me even if he’d never seen Isabel.
我可能不会打扰他们,因为即使他从未见过伊莎贝尔,他也不会看我。
And they haven’t done any harm: she made Wilbur happy, and she was a true wife to him as long as he lived.
他们并没有造成任何伤害:她让威尔伯快乐,只要他活着,她就是他真正的妻子。
It wasn’t a crime for her to care for Eugene all the time; she certainly never told him she did—and she gave me every chance in the world!
对她来说,一直照顾尤金并不是犯罪;她只是在照顾尤金。她当然从未告诉过他她这样做了——而且她给了我世界上每一个机会!
She left us alone together every time she could—even since Wilbur died—but what was the use?
她一有机会就让我们单独呆在一起——即使是威尔伯死后——但那有什么用呢?
And here I go, not doing myself a bit of good by it, and just”—Fanny wrung her hands again—“just ruining them!”
我就这样走了,并没有给自己带来任何好处,只是”——范妮再次绞紧双手——“只是毁了它们!”
“I suppose you mean I’m doing that,” George said bitterly.
“我想你的意思是我正在这么做,”乔治苦涩地说。
“Yes, I do!” she sobbed, and drooped upon the stairway railing, exhausted.
“是的,我愿意!”她抽泣着,瘫倒在楼梯栏杆上,疲惫不堪。
“On the contrary, I mean to save my mother from a calamity.”
“相反,我的意思是要救我的母亲脱离灾难。”
Fanny looked at him wanly, in a tired despair; then she stepped by him and went slowly to her own door, where she paused and beckoned to him.
范妮苍白地望着他,神色疲惫而绝望。然后她从他身边走过,慢慢地走到自己的门口,停下来向他招手。
“What do you want?”
“你想要什么?”
“Just come here a minute.”
“过来一下吧。”
“What for?” he asked impatiently.
“做什么的?”他不耐烦地问道。
“I just wanted to say something to you.”
“我只是想对你说句话。”
“Well, for heaven’s sake, say it!
“好吧,看在上帝的份上,说吧!
There’s nobody to hear.” Nevertheless, after a moment, as she beckoned him again, he went to her, profoundly annoyed.
没人能听见。”然而,过了一会儿,当她再次向他招手时,他走向她,非常恼火。
“Well, what is it?”
“嗯,那是什么?”
“George,” she said in a low voice, “I think you ought to be told something.
“乔治,”她低声说道,“我认为应该告诉你一些事情。
If I were you, I’d let my mother alone.”
如果我是你,我就会放过我妈妈。”
“Oh, my Lord!” he groaned.
“噢,我的主啊!”他呻吟道。
“I’m doing these things for her, not against her!”
“我做这些事是为了她,不是为了她!”
A mildness had come upon Fanny, and she had controlled her weeping.
范妮的心情变得温和起来,她控制住了自己的哭泣。
She shook her head gently.
她轻轻地摇了摇头。
“No, I’d let her alone if I were you.
“不,如果我是你,我就会放过她。
I don’t think she’s very well, George.”
我觉得她不太好,乔治。”
“She!
“她!
I never saw a healthier person in my life.”
我一生中从未见过一个更健康的人。”
“No. She doesn’t let anybody know, but she goes to the doctor regularly.”
“不。她没有让任何人知道,但她会定期去看医生。”
“Women are always going to doctors regularly.”
“女性总是定期去看医生。”
“No. He told her to.”
“不。他告诉她的。”
George was not impressed.
乔治没有留下深刻的印象。
“It’s nothing at all; she spoke of it to me years ago—some kind of family failing.
“这根本没什么;她几年前就跟我说过——某种家庭失败。
She said grandfather had it, too; and look at him!
她说祖父也有这个病。看看他!
Hasn’t proved very serious with him!
事实证明对他来说并不是很认真!
You act as if I’d done something wrong in sending that man about his business, and as if I were going to persecute my mother, instead of protecting her.
你表现得好像我派那个人去做他的事是做错了什么,好像我要迫害我的母亲,而不是保护她。
By Jove, it’s sickening!
天哪,这太恶心了!
You told me how all the riffraff in town were busy with her name, and then the minute I lift my hand to protect her, you begin to attack me and—”
你告诉我镇上所有的痞子都在忙着她的名字,然后我一举手保护她,你就开始攻击我,然后——”
“Sh!” Fanny checked him, laying her hand on his arm.
“嘘!”范妮检查了他,把手放在他的手臂上。
“Your uncle is going.”
“你舅舅要走了。”
The library doors were heard opening, and a moment later there came the sound of the front door closing.
图书馆的门打开了,过了一会儿,前门关上的声音传来。
George moved toward the head of the stairs, then stood listening; but the house was silent.
乔治朝楼梯口走去,然后站在那里听着。但房子里一片寂静。
Fanny made a slight noise with her lips to attract his attention, and, when he glanced toward her, shook her head at him urgently.
范妮嘴唇发出轻微的声音,以引起他的注意,当他看向她时,她急忙对他摇了摇头。
“Let her alone,” she whispered.
“别打扰她,”她低声说道。
“She’s down there by herself.
“她一个人在下面。
Don’t go down.
别下去。
Let her alone.”
让她一个人呆着吧。”
She moved a few steps toward him and halted, her face pallid and awestruck, and then both stood listening for anything that might break the silence downstairs.
她朝他走了几步,然后停了下来,脸色苍白,充满敬畏,然后两人站在那里,听着楼下是否有任何打破沉默的声音。
No sound came to them; that poignant silence was continued throughout long, long minutes, while the two listeners stood there under its mysterious spell; and in its plaintive eloquence—speaking, as it did, of the figure alone in the big, dark library, where dead Wilbur’s new silver frame gleamed in the dimness—there was something that checked even George.
他们没有听到任何声音。这种令人心酸的沉默持续了很长很长的时间,而两个听众站在那儿,被它神秘的魔力所吸引。在它哀伤的口才中——事实上,是在讲述那个在又大又黑的图书馆里独自一人的身影,死去的威尔伯的新银色镜框在昏暗的光线中闪闪发光——有一些东西甚至让乔治感到惊讶。
Above the aunt and nephew, as they kept this strange vigil, there was a triple window of stained glass, to illumine the landing and upper reaches of the stairway.
当姨妈和侄子保持着这种奇怪的守夜状态时,他们上方有一扇三重彩色玻璃窗,照亮了楼梯平台和上游。
Figures in blue and amber garments posed gracefully in panels, conceived by some craftsman of the Eighties to represent Love and Purity and Beauty, and these figures, leaded to unalterable attitudes, were little more motionless than the two human beings upon whom fell the mottled faint light of the window.
身穿蓝色和琥珀色服装的人物在面板上优雅地摆出姿势,由八十年代的一些工匠构思,代表爱、纯洁和美丽,这些人物导致了不可改变的态度,与窗户上斑驳的微光照射到的两个人一样一动不动。
The colours were growing dull; evening was coming on.
颜色变得暗淡了。夜幕降临了。
Fanny Minafer broke the long silence with a sound from her throat, a stilled gasp; and with that great companion of hers, her handkerchief, retired softly to the loneliness of her own chamber.
范妮·米纳弗从喉咙里发出一声喘息声,打破了长久的沉默。她的手帕和她那位伟大的伴侣一起,轻轻地退回到她自己孤独的房间里。
After she had gone George looked about him bleakly, then on tiptoe crossed the hall and went into his own room, which was filled with twilight.
她走后,乔治凄凉地环顾四周,然后踮起脚尖穿过走廊,走进自己的房间,房间里充满了暮色。
Still tiptoeing, though he could not have said why, he went across the room and sat down heavily in a chair facing the window.
他仍然踮起脚尖,尽管他说不出原因,但还是穿过房间,重重地坐在一张面向窗户的椅子上。
Outside there was nothing but the darkening air and the wall of the nearest of the new houses.
外面什么也没有,只有昏暗的空气和最近的新房子的墙壁。
He had not slept at all, the night before, and he had eaten nothing since the preceding day at lunch, but he felt neither drowsiness nor hunger.
前一天晚上他根本没睡,自前一天午餐以来他就没有吃过任何东西,但他既没有感到困倦,也没有感到饥饿。
His set determination filled him, kept him but too wide awake, and his gaze at the grayness beyond the window was wide-eyed and bitter.
他坚定的决心充满了他,让他太清醒了,他的目光睁大而痛苦地看着窗外的灰色。
Darkness had closed in when there was a step in the room behind him.
当他身后的房间里有脚步声时,黑暗已经降临。
Then someone knelt beside the chair, two arms went round him with infinite compassion, a gentle head rested against his shoulder, and there came the faint scent as of apple-blossoms far away.
然后有人跪在椅子旁边,两只手臂无限慈悲地搂住他,温柔的头靠在他的肩膀上,远处传来淡淡的苹果花香。
“You mustn’t be troubled, darling,” his mother whispered.
“亲爱的,你别担心,”他的母亲低声说道。
Chapter XXVI
第二十六章
George choked.
乔治哽咽了。
For an instant he was on the point of breaking down, but he commanded himself, bravely dismissing the self-pity roused by her compassion.
有那么一瞬间,他几乎要崩溃了,但他控制住了自己,勇敢地消除了她的同情心所引起的自怜。
“How can I help but be?” he said.
“我怎能不这样呢?”他说。
“No, no.” She soothed him.
“不,不。”她安慰他。
“You mustn’t.
“你不可以。
You mustn’t be troubled, no matter what happens.”
不管发生什么,你都不能感到困扰。”
“That’s easy enough to say!” he protested; and he moved as if to rise.
“这说起来容易啊!”他抗议;他动了动,好像要站起来。
“Just let’s stay like this a little while, dear.
“就让我们这样待一会儿吧,亲爱的。
Just a minute or two.
只需一两分钟。
I want to tell you: brother George has been here, and he told me everything about—about how unhappy you’d been—and how you went so gallantly to that old woman with the operaglasses.” Isabel gave a sad little laugh.
我想告诉你:乔治兄弟来过这里,他告诉了我一切——关于你有多不开心——以及你如何如此英勇地走向那个戴着手术眼镜的老妇人。”伊莎贝尔悲伤地笑了一声。
“What a terrible old woman she is!
“她是一个多么可怕的老太婆啊!
What a really terrible thing a vulgar old woman can be!”
一个庸俗的老太婆真是太可怕了!”
“Mother, I—” And again he moved to rise.
“妈妈,我——”他再次站起来。
“Must you?
“必须吗?
It seemed to me such a comfortable way to talk.
在我看来,这是一种很舒服的谈话方式。
Well—” She yielded; he rose, helped her to her feet, and pressed the light into being.
好吧——”她屈服了;他站起来,扶她站起来,然后将光压了下去。
As the room took life from the sudden lines of fire within the bulbs Isabel made a deprecatory gesture, and, with a faint laugh of apologetic protest, turned quickly away from George.
当房间因灯泡内突然起火而失去生机时,伊莎贝尔做出了一个蔑视的手势,并带着歉意抗议的微弱笑声,迅速转身离开乔治。
What she meant was: “You mustn’t see my face until I’ve made it nicer for you.” Then she turned again to him, her eyes downcast, but no sign of tears in them, and she contrived to show him that there was the semblance of a smile upon her lips.
她的意思是:“在我让你变得更好之前,你不能看到我的脸。”然后她又转向他,眼睛低垂,但没有泪水,她努力向他展示她的嘴唇上挂着微笑。
She still wore her hat, and in her unsteady fingers she held a white envelope, somewhat crumpled.
她仍然戴着帽子,颤抖的手指握着一个有点皱巴巴的白色信封。
“Now, mother—”
“现在,妈妈——”
“Wait, dearest,” she said; and though he stood stone cold, she lifted her arms, put them round him again, and pressed her cheek lightly to his.
“等等,亲爱的,”她说。尽管他站得冰冷,她还是举起双臂,再次搂住他,轻轻地将脸颊贴在他的脸颊上。
“Oh, you do look so troubled, poor dear!
“哦,可怜的亲爱的,你看上去确实很烦恼!
One thing you couldn’t doubt, beloved boy: you know I could never care for anything in the world as I care for you—never, never!”
有一点你不能怀疑,亲爱的孩子:你知道我永远不会像关心你一样关心世界上的任何事情——永远,永远!”
“Now, mother—”
“现在,妈妈——”
She released him, and stepped back.
她松开他,退了一步。
“Just a moment more, dearest.
“再等一下,亲爱的。
I want you to read this first.
我想让你先读一下这个。
We can get at things better.” She pressed into his hand the envelope she had brought with her, and as he opened it, and began to read the long enclosure, she walked slowly to the other end of the room; then stood there, with her back to him, and her head drooping a little, until he had finished.
我们可以把事情做得更好。”她把随身携带的信封塞到他手里,当他打开信封并开始阅读长长的信封时,她慢慢地走到房间的另一端。然后站在那里,背对着他,头微微低垂,直到他说完。
The sheets of paper were covered with Eugene’s handwriting.
纸上写满了尤金的笔迹。
George Amberson will bring you this, dear Isabel.
乔治·安伯森会给你带来这个,亲爱的伊莎贝尔。
He is waiting while I write.
我写信的时候他正在等我。
He and I have talked things over, and before he gives this to you he will tell you what has happened.
他和我已经讨论过了,在他把这个交给你之前,他会告诉你发生了什么事。
Of course I’m rather confused, and haven’t had time to think matters out very definitely, and yet I believe I should have been better prepared for what took place to-day—I ought to have known it was coming, because I have understood for quite a long time that young George was getting to dislike me more and more.
当然,我很困惑,没有时间把事情想得很明确,但我相信我应该对今天发生的事情有更好的准备——我应该知道它即将到来,因为我很长一段时间以来都明白,年轻的乔治越来越不喜欢我。
Somehow, I’ve never been able to get his friendship; he’s always had a latent distrust of me—or something like distrust—and perhaps that’s made me sometimes a little awkward and diffident with him.
不知何故,我始终无法获得他的友谊;他总是对我有一种潜在的不信任——或者类似的不信任——也许这让我有时对他感到有点尴尬和缺乏自信。
I think it may be he felt from the first that I cared a great deal about you, and he naturally resented it.
我想他可能从一开始就觉得我很关心你,他自然会对此感到不满。
I think perhaps he felt this even during all the time when I was so careful—at least I thought I was—not to show, even to you, how immensely I did care.
我想也许他也感觉到了这一点,甚至在我一直如此小心的时候——至少我认为我是这样——不表现出,甚至对你来说,我是多么在乎。
And he may have feared that you were thinking too much about me—even when you weren’t and only liked me as an old friend.
他可能担心你对我想得太多——即使你没有,只是把我当作老朋友来喜欢。
It’s perfectly comprehensible to me, also, that at his age one gets excited about gossip.
我也完全可以理解,在他这个年纪,人们会对八卦感到兴奋。
Dear Isabel, what I’m trying to get at, in my confused way, is that you and I don’t care about this nonsensical gossip, ourselves, at all.
亲爱的伊莎贝尔,我想以我困惑的方式表达的是,你和我根本不关心这种无意义的八卦,我们自己,根本不关心。
Yesterday I thought the time had come when I could ask you to marry me, and you were dear enough to tell me “sometime it might come to that.” Well, you and I, left to ourselves, and knowing what we have been and what we are, we’d pay as much attention to “talk” as we would to any other kind of old cats’ mewing!
昨天我以为我可以向你求婚的时候到了,而你很亲爱地告诉我“也许有一天会这样。”好吧,你和我,留给我们自己,知道我们曾经是什么,我们是什么,我们会像对待任何其他类型的老猫的喵喵声一样关注“谈话”!
We’d not be very apt to let such things keep us from the plenty of life we have left to us for making up to ourselves for old unhappinesses and mistakes.
我们不会很容易让这些事情阻止我们度过我们剩下的丰富生活,以弥补过去的不幸和错误。
But now we’re faced with—not the slander and not our own fear of it, because we haven’t any, but someone else’s fear of it—your son’s.
但现在我们面临的不是诽谤,也不是我们自己对诽谤的恐惧,因为我们没有诽谤,而是别人对你儿子的恐惧。
And, oh, dearest woman in the world, I know what your son is to you, and it frightens me!
而且,哦,世界上最亲爱的女人,我知道你的儿子对你来说意味着什么,这让我感到害怕!
Let me explain a little: I don’t think he’ll change—at twenty-one or twenty-two so many things appear solid and permanent and terrible which forty sees are nothing but disappearing miasma.
让我解释一下:我不认为他会改变——在二十一岁或二十二岁的时候,很多事情看起来都是坚实的、永久的和可怕的,而四十岁的时候,他们看到的只是消失的瘴气。
Forty can’t tell twenty about this; that’s the pity of it!
四十人无法告诉二十人这件事;这就是遗憾!
Twenty can find out only by getting to be forty.
二十岁只有到了四十岁才能明白。
And so we come to this, dear: Will you live your own life your way, or George’s way?
所以,亲爱的,我们来讨论一下:你会按照自己的方式生活,还是按照乔治的方式生活?
I’m going a little further, because it would be fatal not to be wholly frank now.
我要说得更远一点,因为现在不完全坦白将是致命的。
George will act toward you only as your long worship of him, your sacrifices—all the unseen little ones every day since he was born—will make him act.
乔治只会对你采取行动,因为你对他的长期崇拜,你的牺牲——自从他出生以来每天所有看不见的小东西——都会让他采取行动。
Dear, it breaks my heart for you, but what you have to oppose now is the history of your own selfless and perfect motherhood.
亲爱的,这让我为你心碎,但你现在要反对的是你自己无私、完美的母性的历史。
I remember saying once that what you worshipped in your son was the angel you saw in him—and I still believe that is true of every mother.
我记得我曾经说过,你在儿子身上所崇拜的就是你在他身上看到的天使——我仍然相信这对每个母亲都是如此。
But in a mother’s worship she may not see that the Will in her son should not always be offered incense along with the angel.
但在母亲的崇拜中,她可能看不到儿子的意志不应该总是与天使一起上香。
I grow sick with fear for you—for both you and me—when I think how the Will against us two has grown strong through the love you have given the angel—and how long your own sweet Will has served that other.
当我想到针对我们两个的意志如何通过你给予天使的爱而变得强大,以及你自己甜蜜的意志为对方服务了多久时,我为你感到恐惧,为你和我。
Are you strong enough, Isabel?
伊莎贝尔,你够坚强吗?
Can you make the fight?
你能打架吗?
I promise you that if you will take heart for it, you will find so quickly that it has all amounted to nothing.
我向你保证,如果你愿意为此鼓起勇气,你很快就会发现这一切都毫无意义。
You shall have happiness, and, in a little while, only happiness.
你将拥有幸福,而且不久之后,就只有幸福了。
You need only to write me a line—I can’t come to your house—and tell me where you will meet me.
你只需要给我写一封信——我不能去你家——并告诉我你会在哪里见到我。
We will come back in a month, and the angel in your son will bring him to you; I promise it.
一个月后我们就会回来,你儿子身上的天使会把他带到你身边;我保证。
What is good in him will grow so fine, once you have beaten the turbulent Will—but it must be beaten!
一旦你打败了狂暴的意志,他身上的善良就会变得如此美好——但它必须被打败!
Your brother, that good friend, is waiting with such patience; I should not keep him longer—and I am saying too much for wisdom, I fear.
你的兄弟,那个好朋友,正在如此耐心地等待;我不应该再把他留得更久——我担心我说得太多了,缺乏智慧。
But, oh, my dear, won’t you be strong—such a little short strength it would need!
但是,哦,亲爱的,你难道不坚强吗——它只需要这么一点点力量!
Don’t strike my life down twice, dear—this time I’ve not deserved it.
不要两次毁掉我的生活,亲爱的——这一次我不值得。
Eugene.
尤金.
Concluding this missive, George tossed it abruptly from him so that one sheet fell upon his bed and the others upon the floor; and at the faint noise of their falling Isabel came, and, kneeling, began to gather them up.
写完这封信后,乔治突然把它扔掉,一张床单掉到了床上,其他的掉到了地板上。听到他们倒下的微弱声音,伊莎贝尔走了过来,跪下来开始把他们抱起来。
“Did you read it, dear?”
“亲爱的,你读过了吗?”
George’s face was pale no longer, but pink with fury.
乔治的脸不再苍白,而是因愤怒而变成粉红色。
“Yes, I did.”
“是的,我做到了。”
“All of it?” she asked gently, as she rose.
“全部?”她站起身来,轻轻地问道。
“Certainly!”
“当然!”
She did not look at him, but kept her eyes downcast upon the letter in her hands, tremulously rearranging the sheets in order as she spoke—and though she smiled, her smile was as tremulous as her hands.
她没有看他,只是低垂着眼睛看着手中的信,一边说话,一边颤抖着整理着信纸——虽然她在微笑,但她的笑容和她的手一样颤抖。
Nervousness and an irresistible timidity possessed her.
她感到紧张和无法抗拒的胆怯。
“I—I wanted to say, George,” she faltered.
“我——我想说,乔治,”她结结巴巴地说。
“I felt that if—if some day it should happen—I mean, if you came to feel differently about it, and Eugene and I—that is if we found that it seemed the most sensible thing to do—I was afraid you might think it would be a little queer about—Lucy, I mean if—if she were your step-sister.
“我觉得如果——如果有一天这件事发生——我的意思是,如果你对这件事有不同的感觉,而尤金和我——也就是说,如果我们发现这似乎是最明智的做法——我担心你可能会觉得这有点奇怪——露西,我的意思是如果——如果她是你的继姐妹。
Of course, she’d not be even legally related to you, and if you—if you cared for her—”
当然,她和你没有法律上的关系,如果你——如果你关心她——”
Thus far she got stumblingly with what she wanted to say, while George watched her with a gaze that grew harder and hotter; but here he cut her off.
到目前为止,她结结巴巴地说出了自己想说的话,而乔治看着她的目光变得更加严厉和炽热。但说到这里他打断了她的话。
“I have already given up all idea of Lucy,” he said.
“我已经放弃了对露西的所有想法,”他说。
“Naturally, I couldn’t have treated her father as I deliberately did treat him—I could hardly have done that and expected his daughter ever to speak to me again.”
“当然,我不可能像我故意对待他那样对待她的父亲——我不可能那样做,还指望他的女儿能再次和我说话。”
Isabel gave a quick cry of compassion, but he allowed her no opportunity to speak.
伊莎贝尔同情地快速喊了一声,但他不给她说话的机会。
“You needn’t think I’m making any particular sacrifice,” he said sharply, “though I would, quickly enough, if I thought it necessary in a matter of honour like this.
“你不必认为我正在做出任何特别的牺牲,”他尖锐地说,“尽管如果我认为在像这样的荣誉问题上有必要的话,我会很快做出牺牲。
I was interested in her, and I could even say I did care for her; but she proved pretty satisfactorily that she cared little enough about me!
我对她感兴趣,甚至可以说我很关心她;但她很满意地证明了她对我的关心不够!
She went away right in the midst of a—of a difference of opinion we were having; she didn’t even let me know she was going, and never wrote a line to me, and then came back telling everybody she’d had ‘a perfectly gorgeous time!’ That’s quite enough for me.
她在我们意见分歧的时候离开了;她甚至没有让我知道她要去,也从来没有给我写过一句话,然后回来告诉每个人她度过了“一段非常美好的时光!”这对我来说已经足够了。
I’m not precisely the sort to arrange for that kind of thing to be done to me more than once!
我可不是那种会多次安排这种事发生在我身上的人!
The truth is, we’re not congenial and we’d found that much out, at least, before she left.
事实是,我们的意向并不融洽,而且至少在她离开之前我们已经发现了很多事情。
We should never have been happy; she was ‘superior’ all the time, and critical of me—not very pleasant, that!
我们本不应该幸福;她一直“高人一等”,还对我挑剔——这不太令人愉快!
I was disappointed in her, and I might as well say it.
我对她很失望,我不妨说出来。
I don’t think she has the very deepest nature in the world, and—”
我不认为她有世界上最深沉的本性,而且——”
But Isabel put her hand timidly on his arm.
但伊莎贝尔胆怯地将手放在他的手臂上。
“Georgie, dear, this is only a quarrel: all young people have them before they get adjusted, and you mustn’t let—”
“乔吉,亲爱的,这只是一场争吵:所有的年轻人在适应之前都会有这些,你不能让——”
“If you please!” he said emphatically, moving back from her.
“如果你愿意的话!”他一边强调,一边从她身边退开。
“This isn’t that kind.
“这不是那种事。
It’s all over, and I don’t care to speak of it again.
一切都过去了,我也懒得再提了。
It’s settled.
已经解决了。
Don’t you understand?”
你不明白吗?
“But, dear—”
“但是,亲爱的——”
“No. I want to talk to you about this letter of her father’s.”
“不。我想和你谈谈她父亲的这封信。”
“Yes, dear, that’s why—”
“是的,亲爱的,这就是为什么——”
“It’s simply the most offensive piece of writing that I’ve ever held in my hands!”
“这简直是我手里写过的最令人反感的文章!”
She stepped back from him, startled.
她震惊地从他身边退开。
“But, dear, I thought—”
“但是,亲爱的,我想——”
“I can’t understand your even showing me such a thing!” he cried.
“我无法理解你竟然给我看这样的东西!”他哭了。
“How did you happen to bring it to me?”
“你怎么把它带给我的?”
“Your uncle thought I’d better.
“你叔叔认为我最好。
He thought it was the simplest thing to do, and he said that he’d suggested it to Eugene, and Eugene had agreed.
他认为这是最简单的事情,他说他已经向尤金建议了,尤金同意了。
They thought—”
他们认为——”
“Yes!” George said bitterly.
“是啊!”乔治苦涩地说。
“I should like to hear what they thought!”
“我想听听他们的想法!”
“They thought it would be the most straightforward thing.”
“他们认为这是最直接的事情。”
George drew a long breath.
乔治长长地吸了一口气。
“Well, what do you think, mother?”
“嗯,妈妈,你觉得怎么样?”
“I thought it would be the simplest and most straightforward thing; I thought they were right.”
“我认为这是最简单、最直接的事情;我认为他们是对的。”
“Very well!
“很好!
We’ll agree it was simple and straightforward.
我们会同意它简单明了。
Now, what do you think of that letter itself?”
现在,你觉得那封信本身怎么样?”
She hesitated, looking away.
她犹豫了一下,移开了视线。
“I—of course I don’t agree with him in the way he speaks of you, dear—except about the angel!
“我——当然我不同意他谈论你的方式,亲爱的——除了天使!
I don’t agree with some of the things he implies.
我不同意他暗示的一些事情。
You’ve always been unselfish—nobody knows that better than your mother.
你一直都是无私的——没有人比你母亲更了解这一点。
When Fanny was left with nothing, you were so quick and generous to give up what really should have come to you, and—”
当范妮一无所有时,你如此迅速而慷慨地放弃了真正应该属于你的东西,而且——”
“And yet,” George broke in, “you see what he implies about me.
“然而,”乔治插话道,“你明白他对我的暗示了。
Don’t you think, really, that this was a pretty insulting letter for that man to be asking you to hand your son?”
难道你真的不认为,对于那个要求你交出你儿子的人来说,这是一封相当侮辱人的信吗?”
“Oh, no!” she cried.
“哦,不!”她哭了。
“You can see how fair he means to be, and he didn’t ask for me to give it to you.
“你可以看到他的意思是多么公平,他并没有要求我把它给你。
It was brother George who—”
是乔治兄弟——”
“Never mind that, now!
“别管这个了,现在!
You say he tries to be fair, and yet do you suppose it ever occurs to him that I’m doing my simple duty?
你说他试图做到公平,但你认为他会想到我正在履行我的简单职责吗?
That I’m doing what my father would do if he were alive?
我正在做我父亲如果还活着的话会做的事情吗?
That I’m doing what my father would ask me to do if he could speak from his grave out yonder?
我正在做我父亲要求我做的事情,如果他能在那边的坟墓里说话的话?
Do you suppose it ever occurs to that man for one minute that I’m protecting my mother?” George raised his voice, advancing upon the helpless lady fiercely; and she could only bend her head before him.
你认为那个男人有没有想过我在保护我的母亲?”乔治提高了声音,猛烈地向这位无助的女士逼近。她只能在他面前低下头。
“He talks about my ‘Will’—how it must be beaten down; yes, and he asks my mother to do that little thing to please him!
“他谈论我的‘意志’——它必须如何被击败;是的,他要求我母亲做那件小事来取悦他!
What for?
有何用?
Why does he want me ‘beaten’ by my mother?
他为什么要让我被妈妈‘殴打’?
Because I’m trying to protect her name!
因为我要保护她的名誉!
He’s got my mother’s name bandied up and down the streets of this town till I can’t step in those streets without wondering what every soul I meet is thinking of me and of my family, and now he wants you to marry him so that every gossip in town will say ‘There!
他让我母亲的名字在这个小镇的街道上到处传播,直到我一踏进那些街道,就会想知道我遇到的每个人都在想我和我的家人,现在他想让你嫁给他,这样镇上的每个流言蜚语都会说‘好了!
What did I tell you?
我告诉你什么了?
I guess that proves it’s true!’ You can’t get away from it; that’s exactly what they’d say, and this man pretends he cares for you, and yet asks you to marry him and give them the right to say it.
我想这证明这是真的!’你无法摆脱它;你无法摆脱它。这正是他们所说的,而这个男人假装他关心你,却向你求婚,并给他们说这句话的权利。
He says he and you don’t care what they say, but I know better!
他说他和你不在乎他们说什么,但我更清楚!
He may not care—probably he’s that kind—but you do.
他可能不在乎——也许他就是那样的人——但你在乎。
There never was an Amberson yet that would let the Amberson name go trailing in the dust like that!
还从来没有一个安伯森能让安伯森的名字像这样消失在尘埃中!
It’s the proudest name in this town and it’s going to stay the proudest; and I tell you that’s the deepest thing in my nature—not that I’d expect Eugene Morgan to understand—the very deepest thing in my nature is to protect that name, and to fight for it to the last breath when danger threatens it, as it does now—through my mother!” He turned from her, striding up and down and tossing his arms about, in a tumult of gesture.
这是这个小镇最值得骄傲的名字,而且将永远是最值得骄傲的名字。我告诉你,这是我本性中最深刻的事情——我并不指望尤金·摩根能够理解——我本性中最深刻的事情就是保护这个名字,并在危险威胁它时为它奋斗到最后一口气,就像现在一样——通过我的母亲!”他转过身去,大步走来,挥舞着双臂,做出了一种混乱的姿势。
“I can’t believe it of you, that you’d think of such a sacrilege!
“我简直不敢相信你竟然会想到如此亵渎的事情!
That’s what it would be—sacrilege!
事情就是这样——亵渎!
When he talks about your unselfishness toward me, he’s right—you have been unselfish and you have been a perfect mother.
当他谈到你对我的无私时,他是对的——你一直是无私的,你是一个完美的母亲。
But what about him?
但他呢?
Is it unselfish of him to want you to throw away your good name just to please him?
为了取悦他而让你丢掉自己的好名声,他是不是很无私?
That’s all he asks of you—and to quit being my mother!
这就是他对你的全部要求——不要再当我的母亲了!
Do you think I can believe you really care for him?
你觉得我能相信你真的关心他吗?
I don’t!
我不!
You are my mother and you’re an Amberson—and I believe you’re too proud!
你是我的母亲,你是安伯森家族的一员——我相信你太骄傲了!
You’re too proud to care for a man who could write such a letter as that!” He stopped, faced her, and spoke with more self-control: “Well, what are you going to do about it, mother?”
你太骄傲了,不会去关心一个能写出这样一封信的人!”他停下来,面对她,更加自制地说道:“那么,妈妈,你打算怎么办?”
George was right about his mother’s being proud.
乔治关于他母亲感到自豪的说法是正确的。
And even when she laughed with a negro gardener, or even those few times in her life when people saw her weep, Isabel had a proud look—something that was independent and graceful and strong.
即使当她和一个黑人园丁一起大笑时,甚至在她一生中为数不多的几次人们看到她哭泣时,伊莎贝尔的表情仍然是骄傲的——一种独立、优雅和坚强的感觉。
But she did not have it now: she leaned against the wall, beside his dressing-table, and seemed beset with humility and with weakness.
但她现在没有了:她靠在他的梳妆台旁边的墙上,似乎被谦卑和软弱所困扰。
Her head drooped.
她的头垂了下来。
“What answer are you going to make to such a letter?” George demanded, like a judge on the bench.
“对于这样一封信,你打算怎样回答?”乔治像法官一样问道。
“I—I don’t quite know, dear,” she murmured.
“我——我不太知道,亲爱的,”她低声说道。
“You don’t?” he cried.
“你不这么认为吗?”他哭了。
“You—”
“你——”
“Wait,” she begged him.
“等等,”她恳求他。
“I’m so—confused.”
“我很——困惑。”
“I want to know what you’re going to write him.
“我想知道你要给他写什么。
Do you think if you did what he wants you to I could bear to stay another day in this town, mother?
你认为如果你按照他的要求去做,我可以忍受在这个镇上多待一天吗,妈妈?
Do you think I could ever bear even to see you again if you married him?
你觉得如果你嫁给了他,我还能忍心再见到你吗?
I’d want to, but you surely know I just—couldn’t!”
我很想这么做,但你肯定知道我就是——做不到!”
She made a futile gesture, and seemed to breathe with difficulty.
她做了个徒劳的手势,呼吸似乎有些困难。
“I—I wasn’t—quite sure,” she faltered, “about—about it’s being wise for us to be married—even before knowing how you feel about it.
“我——我不是——非常确定,”她结结巴巴地说,“关于——关于我们结婚是否明智——甚至在不知道你对此有何感受之前。
I wasn’t even sure it was quite fair to—to Eugene.
我什至不确定这对尤金是否公平。
I have—I seem to have that family trouble—like father’s—that I spoke to you about once.” She managed a deprecatory little dry laugh.
我有——我似乎有家庭问题——就像父亲的问题——我曾经跟你说过一次。”她勉强挤出一声轻蔑的干笑。
“Not that it amounts to much, but I wasn’t at all sure that it would be fair to him.
“虽然这并不算多,但我根本不确定这对他是否公平。
Marrying doesn’t mean so much, after all—not at my age.
毕竟,结婚并没有多大意义——在我这个年纪。
It’s enough to know that—that people think of you—and to see them.
知道人们想念你并看到他们就足够了。
I thought we were all—oh, pretty happy the way things were, and I don’t think it would mean giving up a great deal for him or me, either, if we just went on as we have been.
我以为我们都——哦,事情就这样很幸福,而且我不认为这意味着要为他或我放弃很多,如果我们继续像以前那样。
I—I see him almost every day, and—”
我——我几乎每天都见到他,而且——”
“Mother!” George’s voice was loud and stern.
“妈妈!”乔治的声音响亮而严厉。
“Do you think you could go on seeing him after this!”
“你觉得以后还能再见到他吗!”
She had been talking helplessly enough before; her tone was little more broken now.
她之前已经说得够无助的了;她的语气现在有点破碎了。
“Not—not even—see him?”
“没有——甚至没有——看到他?”
“How could you?” George cried.
“你怎么可以?”乔治哭了。
“Mother, it seems to me that if he ever set foot in this house again—oh!
“妈妈,在我看来,如果他再次踏进这所房子——哦!
I can’t speak of it!
我无话可说!
Could you see him, knowing what talk it makes every time he turns into this street, and knowing what that means to me?
你能看到他,知道他每次拐进这条街都会引起什么议论,也知道这对我意味着什么吗?
Oh, I don’t understand all this—I don’t!
哦,我不明白这一切——我不明白!
If you’d told me, a year ago, that such things were going to happen, I’d have thought you were insane—and now I believe I am!”
如果一年前你告诉我会发生这样的事情,我会认为你疯了——现在我相信我是疯了!”
Then, after a preliminary gesture of despair, as though he meant harm to the ceiling, he flung himself heavily, face downward, upon the bed.
然后,在做了一个绝望的手势之后,仿佛他打算伤害天花板一样,他脸朝下重重地摔在床上。
His anguish was none the less real for its vehemence; and the stricken lady came to him instantly and bent over him, once more enfolding him in her arms.
尽管如此,他的痛苦却十分真实。那位受伤的女士立即来到他身边,弯下腰,再次把他搂在怀里。
She said nothing, but suddenly her tears fell upon his head; she saw them, and seemed to be startled.
她什么也没说,但突然她的泪水落在了他的头上。她看到了他们,似乎吃了一惊。
“Oh, this won’t do!” she said.
“哎哟,这样不行啊!”她说。
“I’ve never let you see me cry before, except when your father died.
“我从来没有让你看到我哭过,除了你父亲去世的时候。
I mustn’t!”
我不可以!”
And she ran from the room.
然后她就跑出了房间。
...A little while after she had gone, George rose and began solemnly to dress for dinner.
……她走后不久,乔治站了起来,开始庄严地穿好衣服去准备晚餐。
At one stage of these conscientious proceedings he put on, temporarily, his long black velvet dressing-gown, and, happening to catch sight in his pier glass of the picturesque and medieval figure thus presented, he paused to regard it; and something profoundly theatrical in his nature came to the surface.
在这些认真的程序的一个阶段,他暂时穿上了他的长长的黑色天鹅绒晨衣,并且,碰巧在穿衣镜中看到了如此呈现的风景如画的中世纪人物,他停下来凝视着它;他本性中某种深刻的戏剧性的东西浮现了出来。
His lips moved; he whispered, half-aloud, some famous fragments:
他的嘴唇动了动;他半大声地低声说了一些著名的片段:
“’Tis not alone my inky cloak, good mother, Nor customary suits of solemn black...”
“好妈妈,这不仅是我的墨色斗篷,也不是传统的庄严黑色套装……”
For, in truth, the mirrored princely image, with hair dishevelled on the white brow, and the long tragic fall of black velvet from the shoulders, had brought about (in his thought at least) some comparisons of his own times, so out of joint, with those of that other gentle prince and heir whose widowed mother was minded to marry again.
因为,事实上,镜中的王子形象,白额上头发蓬乱,黑色天鹅绒从肩膀上长长地悲惨地垂下来,(至少在他看来)引起了他自己时代的一些比较,与另一位温柔的王子和继承人的时代相比,他的寡母打算再婚。
“But I have that within which passeth show; These but the trappings and the suits of Woe.”
“但我有内在的东西;这些不过是祸患的服饰和服装。”
Not less like Hamlet did he feel and look as he sat gauntly at the dinner table with Fanny to partake of a meal throughout which neither spoke.
当他憔悴地和范妮一起坐在餐桌旁吃饭时,他的感觉和表情一点也不亚于哈姆雷特,两人都没有说话。
Isabel had sent word “not to wait” for her, an injunction it was as well they obeyed, for she did not come at all.
伊莎贝尔已经传话“不要等”她,他们也只好服从这个命令,因为她根本没有来。
But with the renewal of sustenance furnished to his system, some relaxation must have occurred within the high-strung George.
但随着身体系统的食物更新,紧张的乔治内心一定有所放松。
Dinner was not quite finished when, without warning, sleep hit him hard.
晚餐还没吃完,他就毫无预兆地睡意袭来。
His burning eyes could no longer restrain the lids above them; his head sagged beyond control; and he got to his feet, and went lurching upstairs, yawning with exhaustion.
他灼热的双眼再也无法抑制住上面的眼睑;他的头无法控制地垂下。他站起来,摇摇晃晃地上楼,疲惫地打着哈欠。
From the door of his room, which he closed mechanically, with his eyes shut, he went blindly to his bed, fell upon it soddenly, and slept—with his face full upturned to the light.
他闭着眼睛,机械地关上了房门,然后盲目地走到床边,浑身湿透地倒在床上,睡着了——他的脸朝上,迎着光。
It was after midnight when he woke, and the room was dark.
等他醒来的时候已经是半夜了,房间里一片漆黑。
He had not dreamed, but he woke with the sense that somebody or something had been with him while he slept—somebody or something infinitely compassionate; somebody or something infinitely protective, that would let him come to no harm and to no grief.
他没有做梦,但他醒来时感觉到,在他睡觉时,有人或某物一直在他身边——某人或某物无限慈悲;某人或某事无限地保护他,这不会让他受到伤害或悲伤。
He got up, and pressed the light on.
他起身,按开了灯。
Pinned to the cover of his dressing-table was a square envelope, with the words, “For you, dear,” written in pencil upon it.
他的梳妆台封面上别着一个方形信封,上面用铅笔写着“给你,亲爱的”。
But the message inside was in ink, a little smudged here and there.
但里面的信息是用墨水写的,到处都有一点污迹。
I have been out to the mail-box, darling, with a letter I’ve written to Eugene, and he’ll have it in the morning.
亲爱的,我已经带着一封写给尤金的信去了邮箱,他早上就会收到。
It would be unfair not to let him know at once, and my decision could not change if I waited.
不立即让他知道是不公平的,而且如果我等待,我的决定也不会改变。
It would always be the same.
一切都会一样。
I think it is a little better for me to write to you, like this, instead of waiting till you wake up and then telling you, because I’m foolish and might cry again, and I took a vow once, long ago, that you should never see me cry.
我想我还是这样写信给你好一点,而不是等到你醒来才告诉你,因为我很愚蠢,可能会再次哭泣,而且我很久以前就发誓,你永远不会看到我哭泣。
Not that I’ll feel like crying when we talk things over tomorrow.
并不是说当我们明天讨论事情时我会想哭。
I’ll be “all right and fine” (as you say so often) by that time—don’t fear.
到那时我会“一切都好”(就像你经常说的那样)——别害怕。
I think what makes me most ready to cry now is the thought of the terrible suffering in your poor face, and the unhappy knowledge that it is I, your mother, who put it there.
我想,现在最让我想哭的是一想到你可怜的脸上所承受的可怕的痛苦,以及我不高兴地知道是我,你的母亲,把它放在那里的。
It shall never come again!
它永远不会再来了!
I love you better than anything and everything else on earth.
我爱你胜过世上的一切。
God gave you to me—and oh!
上帝把你赐给了我——哦!
how thankful I have been every day of my life for that sacred gift—and nothing can ever come between me and God’s gift.
我一生中的每一天都多么感激这份神圣的礼物——没有什么可以阻挡我和上帝的礼物。
I cannot hurt you, and I cannot let you stay hurt as you have been—not another instant after you wake up, my darling boy!
我不能伤害你,我不能让你像以前那样受伤——不能在你醒来后的另一瞬间,我亲爱的孩子!
It is beyond my power.
这超出了我的能力范围。
And Eugene was right—I know you couldn’t change about this.
尤金是对的——我知道你无法改变这一点。
Your suffering shows how deep-seated the feeling is within you.
你的痛苦表明了你内心的这种感觉是多么根深蒂固。
So I’ve written him just about what I think you would like me to—though I told him I would always be fond of him and always his best friend, and I hoped his dearest friend.
所以我给他写的信只是我认为你希望我写的——尽管我告诉他我会永远喜欢他,永远是他最好的朋友,我希望他是最亲爱的朋友。
He’ll understand about not seeing him.
他会理解见不到他的。
He’ll understand that, though I didn’t say it in so many words.
他会理解的,尽管我没有说那么多。
You mustn’t trouble about that—he’ll understand.
你不必为此烦恼——他会理解的。
Good-night, my darling, my beloved, my beloved!
晚安,我的亲爱的,我的爱人,我的爱人!
You mustn’t be troubled.
你一定不要烦恼。
I think I shouldn’t mind anything very much so long as I have you “all to myself”—as people say—to make up for your long years away from me at college.
我想我不应该太介意任何事情,只要我能把你“完全属于我自己”——正如人们所说的——来弥补你在大学里远离我的岁月。
We’ll talk of what’s best to do in the morning, shan’t we?
我们会讨论早上最好做什么,不是吗?
And for all this pain you’ll forgive your loving and devoted mother.
对于所有这些痛苦,你会原谅你慈爱而忠诚的母亲。
Isabel.
伊莎贝尔.
Chapter XXVII
第二十七章
Having finished some errands downtown, the next afternoon, George Amberson Minafer was walking up National Avenue on his homeward way when he saw in the distance, coming toward him, upon the same side of the street, the figure of a young lady—a figure just under the middle height, comely indeed, and to be mistaken for none other in the world—even at two hundred yards.
第二天下午,乔治·安伯森·米纳弗在市中心办完一些事后,正沿着国家大道走在回家的路上,这时他看到远处,在街道的同一侧,有一个年轻女士的身影向他走来——这个身材在中等身高以下,确实很漂亮,即使在两百码之外,也不会被误认为是其他人。
To his sharp discomfiture his heart immediately forced upon him the consciousness of its acceleration; a sudden warmth about his neck made him aware that he had turned red, and then, departing, left him pale.
令他感到极度沮丧的是,他的心跳立即迫使他意识到自己的心跳加快了。脖子上突然传来一阵暖意,让他意识到自己脸色变红,然后离开,脸色变得苍白。
For a panicky moment he thought of facing about in actual flight; he had little doubt that Lucy would meet him with no token of recognition, and all at once this probability struck him as unendurable.
有那么一刻,他惊慌失措地想到要在真正的飞行中转身。他毫不怀疑露西会在没有打招呼的情况下见到他,这种可能性突然让他感到难以忍受。
And if she did not speak, was it the proper part of chivalry to lift his hat and take the cut bareheaded?
如果她不说话,那么举起帽子,光着头接受割伤,这就是骑士精神的正确表现吗?
Or should the finer gentleman acquiesce in the lady’s desire for no further acquaintance, and pass her with stony mien and eyes constrained forward?
或者这位更优秀的绅士应该默许这位女士不想再认识的愿望,以冷漠的表情和目光注视着前方,从她身边走过?
George was a young man badly flustered.
乔治是个心慌意乱的年轻人。
But the girl approaching him was unaware of his trepidation, being perhaps somewhat preoccupied with her own.
但走近他的女孩并没有意识到他的恐惧,也许她正专注于自己的恐惧。
She saw only that he was pale, and that his eyes were darkly circled.
她只看到他脸色苍白,眼圈黑黑的。
But here he was advantaged with her, for the finest touch to his good looks was given by this toning down; neither pallor nor dark circles detracting from them, but rather adding to them a melancholy favour of distinction.
但在这里,他和她在一起是有利的,因为这种柔和的色调给他的英俊外表带来了最好的修饰。苍白和黑眼圈都没有减损它们,反而给它们增添了一种忧郁的区别。
George had retained his mourning, a tribute completed down to the final details of black gloves and a polished ebony cane (which he would have been pained to name otherwise than as a “walking-stick”) and in the aura of this sombre elegance his straight figure and drawn face were not without a tristful and appealing dignity.
乔治保留了他的哀悼,对黑色手套和一根抛光的乌木手杖(如果不是把它称为“手杖”,他会很痛苦地称呼它)的最后细节都完成了致敬,在这种阴沉优雅的氛围中,他笔直的身材和憔悴的脸庞不乏忧愁和吸引人的尊严。
In everything outward he was cause enough for a girl’s cheek to flush, her heart to beat faster, and her eyes to warm with the soft light that came into Lucy’s now, whether she would or no. If his spirit had been what his looks proclaimed it, she would have rejoiced to let the light glow forth which now shone in spite of her.
在外在的一切事情上,他足以让一个女孩的脸颊泛红,心跳加快,眼睛因现在进入露西眼中的柔和光线而变得温暖,无论她是否愿意。如果他的精神真像他的外表所表明的那样,她会很高兴让现在不管她如何都在闪耀的光芒散发出来。
For a long time, thinking of that spirit of his, and what she felt it should be, she had a persistent sense: “It must be there!” but she had determined to believe this folly no longer.
很长一段时间,想到他的那种精神,以及她觉得应该是什么,她就有一种执着的感觉:“一定是有的!”但她决定不再相信这种愚蠢的行为。
Nevertheless, when she met him at the Sharons’, she had been far less calm than she seemed.
然而,当她在沙龙遇见他时,她远没有看上去那么平静。
People speaking casually of Lucy were apt to define her as “a little beauty,” a definition short of the mark.
人们随意谈论露西时,很容易将她定义为“小美人”,但这个定义并不准确。
She was “a little beauty,” but an independent, masterful, sell-reliant little American, of whom her father’s earlier gipsyings and her own sturdiness had made a woman ever since she was fifteen.
她是“一个小美人”,但却是一个独立、精明、依赖销售的小美国人,她父亲早期的吉卜赛身份和她自己的坚强从她十五岁起就成为了一个女人。
But though she was the mistress of her own ways and no slave to any lamp save that of her own conscience, she had a weakness: she had fallen in love with George Amberson Minafer at first sight, and no matter how she disciplined herself, she had never been able to climb out.
尽管她以自己的方式行事,除了自己的良心之外,不做任何灯的奴隶,但她有一个弱点:她对乔治·安伯森·米纳弗一见钟情,无论她如何自律,她始终无法摆脱。
The thing had happened to her; that was all.
这件事就发生在她身上;仅此而已。
George had looked just the way she had always wanted someone to look—the riskiest of all the moonshine ambushes wherein tricky romance snares credulous young love.
乔治看起来正是她一直希望某人看起来的样子——这是所有私酒伏击中最危险的,其中棘手的浪漫陷阱轻信的年轻爱情。
But what was fatal to Lucy was that this thing having happened to her, she could not change it.
但对露西来说致命的是,这件事发生在她身上,她无法改变。
No matter what she discovered in George’s nature she was unable to take away what she had given him; and though she could think differently about him, she could not feel differently about him, for she was one of those too faithful victims of glamour.
无论她在乔治的本性中发现什么,她都无法夺走她给予他的东西;她无法夺走乔治的本性。尽管她对他的看法可能不同,但她对他的感觉却没有不同,因为她是那些过于忠实的魅力受害者之一。
When she managed to keep the picture of George away from her mind’s eye, she did well enough; but when she let him become visible, she could not choose but love what she disdained.
当她设法将乔治的形象从脑海中移开时,她就做得足够好了。但当她让他变得可见时,她别无选择,只能爱她所鄙视的东西。
She was a little angel who had fallen in love with high-handed Lucifer; quite an experience, and not apt to be soon succeeded by any falling in love with a tamer party—and the unhappy truth was that George did make better men seem tame.
她是一个小天使,爱上了霸道的路西法;这是一次相当不错的经历,而且爱上一个更驯服的一方的人不会很快成功——而不幸的事实是,乔治确实让更好的男人显得驯服。
But though she was a victim, she was a heroic one, anything but helpless.
尽管她是受害者,但她是一位英雄,绝非无助。
As they drew nearer, George tried to prepare himself to meet her with some remnants of aplomb.
当他们越来越近时,乔治试图带着一些泰然自若的心情准备迎接她。
He decided that he would keep on looking straight ahead, and lift his hand toward his hat at the very last moment when it would be possible for her to see him out of the corner of her eye: then when she thought it over later, she would not be sure whether he had saluted her or merely rubbed his forehead.
他决定继续直视前方,在最后一刻,当她有机会用眼角的余光看到他的时候,把手伸向帽子:那么当她后来想起来时,她就不确定他是向她行了礼,还是只是揉了揉额头。
And there was the added benefit that any third person who might chance to look from a window, or from a passing carriage, would not think that he was receiving a snub, because he did not intend to lift his hat, but, timing the gesture properly, would in fact actually rub his forehead.
还有一个额外的好处是,任何第三个人如果有机会从窗户或路过的马车上看一眼,都不会认为他受到了冷落,因为他并没有打算举起帽子,但是,如果时机恰当,实际上会摩擦他的前额。
These were the hasty plans which occupied his thoughts until he was within about fifty feet of her—when he ceased to have either plans or thoughts.
这些仓促的计划占据了他的心思,直到他距离她大约五十英尺的时候——那时他不再有计划或想法。
He had kept his eyes from looking full at her until then, and as he saw her, thus close at hand, and coming nearer, a regret that was dumfounding took possession of him.
在那之前他一直没有用眼睛正视她,当他看到她就在眼前,越来越近时,一种令人目瞪口呆的遗憾占据了他的心。
For the first time he had the sense of having lost something of overwhelming importance.
他第一次有一种失去了某种极其重要的东西的感觉。
Lucy did not keep to the right, but came straight to meet him, smiling, and with her hand offered to him.
露西没有靠右边,而是径直迎面而来,微笑着向他伸出了手。
“Why—you—” he stammered, as he took it.
“为什么——你——”他接过电话时结结巴巴地说。
“Haven’t you—” What he meant to say was, “Haven’t you heard?”
“你不是——”他想说的是,“你没有听到吗?”
“Haven’t I what?” she asked; and he saw that Eugene had not yet told her.
“我没有什么吗?”她问道;他发现尤金还没有告诉她。
“Nothing!” he gasped.
“没有什么!”他喘着气。
“May I—may I turn and walk with you a little way?”
“我可以——我可以转身和你一起走一段路吗?”
“Yes, indeed!” she said cordially.
“是的,确实如此!”她亲切地说。
He would not have altered what had been done: he was satisfied with all that—satisfied that it was right, and that his own course was right.
他不会改变已经做过的事:他对这一切感到满意——满意这是正确的,他自己的做法是正确的。
But he began to perceive a striking inaccuracy in some remarks he had made to his mother.
但他开始意识到他对母亲说的一些话明显不准确。
Now when he had put matters in such shape that even by the relinquishment of his “ideals of life” he could not have Lucy, knew that he could never have her, and knew that when Eugene told her the history of yesterday he could not have a glance or word even friendly from her—now when he must in good truth “give up all idea of Lucy,” he was amazed that he could have used such words as “no particular sacrifice,” and believed them when he said them!
现在,当他把事情摆到这样的境地,即使放弃他的“生活理想”,他也无法拥有露西,知道他永远无法拥有她,并且知道当尤金告诉她昨天的历史时,他无法看到她,甚至看不到她友好的话语——现在,当他必须真正“放弃对露西的所有想法”时,他很惊讶自己可以使用“没有特别牺牲”这样的词,并且在他说这些话时相信它们!
She had looked never in his life so bewitchingly pretty as she did today; and as he walked beside her he was sure that she was the most exquisite thing in the world.
在他的一生中,她从来没有像今天这样美丽得如此迷人。当他走在她身边时,他确信她是世界上最精致的东西。
“Lucy,” he said huskily, “I want to tell you something.
“露西,”他沙哑地说,“我想告诉你一件事。
Something that matters.”
一些重要的事情。”
“I hope it’s a lively something then,” she said; and laughed.
“我希望那会是一件很热闹的事情,”她说。并笑了。
“Papa’s been so glum to-day he’s scarcely spoken to me.
“爸爸今天很闷闷不乐,几乎没跟我说话。
Your Uncle George Amberson came to see him an hour ago and they shut themselves up in the library, and your uncle looked as glum as papa.
你叔叔乔治·安伯森一小时前来看他,他们把自己关在图书馆里,你叔叔看起来像爸爸一样闷闷不乐。
I’d be glad if you’ll tell me a funny story, George.”
如果你能告诉我一个有趣的故事,我会很高兴,乔治。”
“Well, it may seem one to you,” he said bitterly.
“好吧,对你来说可能是这样,”他苦涩地说。
“Just to begin with: when you went away you didn’t let me know; not even a word—not a line—”
“首先:当你离开时,你没有让我知道;甚至没有一个字——没有一句话——”
Her manner persisted in being inconsequent.
她的态度始终显得不合时宜。
“Why, no,” she said.
“为什么,不,”她说。
“I just trotted off for some visits.”
“我只是小跑去拜访了一些。”
“Well, at least you might have—”
“好吧,至少你可能——”
“Why, no,” she said again briskly.
“为什么,不,”她又轻快地说。
“Don’t you remember, George?
“你不记得了吗,乔治?
We’d had a grand quarrel, and didn’t speak to each other all the way home from a long, long drive!
我们大吵了一架,开车回家一路上都没说话!
So, as we couldn’t play together like good children, of course it was plain that we oughtn’t to play at all.”
所以,既然我们不能像好孩子一样一起玩,那么显然我们根本不应该玩。”
“Play!” he cried.
“玩!”他哭了。
“Yes.
是的。
What I mean is that we’d come to the point where it was time to quit playing—well, what we were playing.”
我的意思是,我们已经到了该停止玩游戏的时候了——好吧,我们正在玩的游戏。”
“At being lovers, you mean, don’t you?”
“你的意思是成为恋人,不是吗?”
“Something like that,” she said lightly.
“类似这样的事,”她轻声说道。
“For us two, playing at being lovers was just the same as playing at cross-purposes.
“对我们两个来说,扮演恋人就跟扮演矛盾的角色一样。
I had all the purposes, and that gave you all the crossness: things weren’t getting along at all.
我有所有的目的,这让你很生气:事情根本进展不顺利。
It was absurd!”
这太荒谬了!”
“Well, have it your own way,” he said.
“好吧,按你自己的方式来吧,”他说。
“It needn’t have been absurd.”
“这不一定是荒谬的。”
“No, it couldn’t help but be!” she informed him cheerfully.
“不,这也是没办法的事!”她高兴地告诉他。
“The way I am and the way you are, it couldn’t ever be anything else.
“我现在的样子和你现在的样子,不可能是别的什么。
So what was the use?”
那么有什么用呢?”
“I don’t know,” he sighed, and his sigh was abysmal.
“我不知道,”他叹了口气,而且他的叹息很糟糕。
“But what I wanted to tell you is this: when you went away, you didn’t let me know and didn’t care how or when I heard it, but I’m not like that with you.
“但我想告诉你的是:当你离开时,你没有让我知道,也不在乎我是如何或何时听到的,但我对你不是这样的。
This time, I’m going away.
这一次,我要走了。
That’s what I wanted to tell you.
这就是我想告诉你的。
I’m going away tomorrow night—indefinitely.”
明天晚上我就要离开——无限期地离开。”
She nodded sunnily.
她阳光灿烂地点点头。
“That’s nice for you.
“这对你来说很好。
I hope you’ll have ever so jolly a time, George.”
我希望你能度过一段愉快的时光,乔治。”
“I don’t expect to have a particularly jolly time.”
“我不希望度过一段特别愉快的时光。”
“Well, then,” she laughed, “if I were you I don’t think I’d go.”
“好吧,”她笑道,“如果我是你,我想我就不会去。”
It seemed impossible to impress this distracting creature, to make her serious.
似乎不可能给这个令人分心的生物留下深刻的印象,让她变得严肃起来。
“Lucy,” he said desperately, “this is our last walk together.”
“露西,”他绝望地说,“这是我们最后一次一起散步。”
“Evidently!” she said.
“显然!”她说。
“If you’re going away tomorrow night.”
“如果你明天晚上要走的话。”
“Lucy—this may be the last time I’ll see you—ever—ever in my life.”
“露西——这可能是我一生中——永远——永远最后一次见到你。”
At that she looked at him quickly, across her shoulder, but she smiled as brightly as before, and with the same cordial inconsequence: “Oh, I can hardly think that!” she said.
说到这里,她迅速地越过肩膀看了看他,但她的笑容还是像以前一样灿烂,并且带着同样亲切的随意:“哦,我很难想象这一点!”她说。
“And of course I’d be awfully sorry to think it.
“当然,想到这一点我会感到非常遗憾。
You’re not moving away, are you, to live?”
你搬走不是为了活下去吗?”
“No.”
“不。”
“And even if you were, of course you’d be coming back to visit your relatives every now and then.”
“即使你是,当然你也会时不时地回来看望你的亲戚。”
“I don’t know when I’m coming back.
“我不知道什么时候回来。
Mother and I are starting to-morrow night for a trip around the world.”
明天晚上我和妈妈就要开始环球旅行。”
At this she did look thoughtful.
看到这里,她确实显得若有所思。
“Your mother is going with you?”
“你妈妈跟你一起去吗?”
“Good heavens!” he groaned.
“天哪!”他呻吟道。
“Lucy, doesn’t it make any difference to you that I am going?”
“露西,我去对你来说没有什么影响吗?”
At this her cordial smile instantly appeared again.
说到这里,她立刻又露出了亲切的笑容。
“Yes, of course,” she said.
“是的,当然,”她说。
“I’m sure I’ll miss you ever so much.
“我确信我会非常想念你。
Are you to be gone long?”
你要走很久吗?”
He stared at her wanly.
他目光苍白地看着她。
“I told you indefinitely,” he said.
“我告诉过你无限期的,”他说。
“We’ve made no plans—at all—for coming back.”
“我们根本没有制定回来的计划。”
“That does sound like a long trip!” she exclaimed admiringly.
“听起来确实是一次长途旅行!”她赞叹道。
“Do you plan to be travelling all the time, or will you stay in some one place the greater part of it?
“你打算一直旅行,还是会大部分时间呆在某个地方?
I think it would be lovely to—”
我想——”
“Lucy!”
“露西!”
He halted; and she stopped with him.
他停了下来;她和他一起停了下来。
They had come to a corner at the edge of the “business section” of the city, and people were everywhere about them, brushing against them, sometimes, in passing.
他们来到了城市“商业区”边缘的一个角落,周围到处都是人,有时从他们身上擦肩而过。
“I can’t stand this,” George said, in a low voice.
“我受不了了,”乔治低声说道。
“I’m just about ready to go in this drug-store here, and ask the clerk for something to keep me from dying in my tracks!
“我正准备去这家药店,向店员要一些东西,以免我死在路上!
It’s quite a shock, you see, Lucy!”
你看,露西,这真是太令人震惊了!”
“What is?”
“什么是?”
“To find out certainly, at last, how deeply you’ve cared for me!
“终于知道你对我的关心有多深了!
To see how much difference this makes to you!
看看这对你有多大的影响!
By Jove, I have mattered to you!”
天哪,我对你很重要!”
Her cordial smile was tempered now with good-nature.
她亲切的微笑现在变得和蔼可亲。
“George!” She laughed indulgently.
“乔治!”她放肆地笑了。
“Surely you don’t want me to do pathos on a downtown corner!”
“你肯定不希望我在市中心的角落里表现出悲情!”
“You wouldn’t ‘do pathos’ anywhere!”
“你不会在任何地方‘表现出悲伤’!”
“Well—don’t you think pathos is generally rather fooling?”
“嗯——你不觉得悲伤通常很愚蠢吗?”
“I can’t stand this any longer,” he said.
“我再也受不了了,”他说。
“I can’t!
“我不能!
Good-bye, Lucy!” He took her hand.
再见,露西!”他握住她的手。
“It’s good-bye—I think it’s good-bye for good, Lucy!”
“再见了——我想这是永远的再见了,露西!”
“Good-bye!
“再见!
I do hope you’ll have the most splendid trip.” She gave his hand a cordial little grip, then released it lightly.
我衷心希望您能度过一次最愉快的旅行。”她亲切地握住他的手,然后轻轻松开。
“Give my love to your mother.
“将我的爱转达给你的母亲。
Good-bye!”
再见!
He turned heavily away, and a moment later glanced back over his shoulder.
他重重地转过身去,过了一会儿又回头看了一眼。
She had not gone on, but stood watching him, that same casual, cordial smile on her face to the very last; and now, as he looked back, she emphasized her friendly unconcern by waving her small hand to him cheerily, though perhaps with the slightest hint of preoccupation, as if she had begun to think of the errand that brought her downtown.
她没有继续说下去,只是站在那里看着他,脸上始终挂着那随意而亲切的微笑。现在,当他回头看时,她高兴地向他挥动小手,强调她友好的漠不关心,尽管也许有一丝心事重重的迹象,仿佛她已经开始思考带到市中心的差事。
In his mind, George had already explained her to his own poignant dissatisfaction—some blond pup, probably, whom she had met during that “perfectly gorgeous time!” And he strode savagely onward, not looking back again.
在他的心里,乔治已经向她解释了他自己的强烈不满——可能是她在那个“完美美好的时光”遇到的一只金发小狗。他大步向前,头也不回。
But Lucy remained where she was until he was out of sight.
但露西仍留在原地,直到他消失在视线之外。
Then she went slowly into the drugstore which had struck George as a possible source of stimulant for himself.
然后她慢慢地走进药店,乔治觉得这家药店可能是他自己兴奋剂的来源。
“Please let me have a few drops of aromatic spirits of ammonia in a glass of water,” she said, with the utmost composure.
“请让我在一杯水中滴几滴芳香氨酒,”她极其镇静地说。
“Yes, ma’am!” said the impressionable clerk, who had been looking at her through the display window as she stood on the corner.
“是的,女士!”那位易受影响的店员说,当她站在街角时,他一直透过橱窗看着她。
But a moment later, as he turned from the shelves of glass jars against the wall, with the potion she had asked for in his hand, he uttered an exclamation: “For goshes’ sake, Miss!” And, describing this adventure to his fellow-boarders, that evening, “Sagged pretty near to the counter, she was,” he said.
但过了一会儿,当他从靠墙的玻璃瓶架上转过身来,手里拿着她要的药剂时,他惊呼道:“老天啊,小姐!”那天晚上,当他向其他寄宿生描述这次冒险时,“她在柜台附近下垂了,”他说。
“’F I hadn’t been a bright, quick, ready-for-anything young fella she’d ‘a’ flummixed plum!
“如果我不是一个聪明、敏捷、随时准备应对任何事情的年轻人,她就是‘一个’笨手笨脚的李子!
I was watchin’ her out the window—talkin’ to some young s’iety fella, and she was all right then.
我当时正看着窗外的她,正在和社会上的某个年轻小伙子说话,当时她还不错。
She was all right when she come in the store, too.
当她来到商店时,她也没事。
Yes, sir; the prettiest girl that ever walked in our place and took one good look at me.
是的,先生;她是有史以来最漂亮的女孩,取代了我们的位置,仔细地看了我一眼。
I reckon it must be the truth what some you town wags say about my face!”
我想你们镇上的一些爱开玩笑的人对我的脸所说的话一定是真的!”
Chapter XXVIII
第二十八章
At that hour the heroine of the susceptible clerk’s romance was engaged in brightening the rosy little coal fire under the white mantelpiece in her pretty white-and-blue boudoir.
那个时候,易受影响的店员的浪漫故事中的女主人公正在她美丽的蓝白相间的闺房里点燃白色壁炉架下的玫瑰色小煤火。
Four photographs all framed in decorous plain silver went to the anthracite’s fierce destruction—frames and all—and three packets of letters and notes in a charming Florentine treasure-box of painted wood; nor was the box, any more than the silver frames, spared this rousing finish.
四张镶在高雅素银相框的照片——相框和所有东西都被无烟煤色的猛烈毁坏——还有三包信件和便条,装在一个迷人的佛罗伦萨彩绘木宝盒里。盒子和银色的框架一样,都没有幸免于这种令人兴奋的装饰。
Thrown heartily upon live coal, the fine wood sparkled forth in stars, then burst into an alarming blaze which scorched the white mantelpiece, but Lucy stood and looked on without moving.
优质的木头被热情地扔在生煤上,闪闪发光,然后爆发出令人震惊的火焰,烧焦了白色的壁炉架,但露西站在那里,一动不动地看着。
It was not Eugene who told her what had happened at Isabel’s door.
伊莎贝尔家门口发生的事情并不是尤金告诉她的。
When she got home, she found Fanny Minafer waiting for her—a secret excursion of Fanny’s for the purpose, presumably, of “letting out” again; because that was what she did.
当她回到家时,她发现范妮·米纳弗正在等她——范妮的一次秘密旅行,大概是为了再次“放出去”;因为她就是这么做的。
She told Lucy everything (except her own lamentable part in the production of the recent miseries) and concluded with a tribute to George: “The worst of it is, he thinks he’s been such a hero, and Isabel does, too, and that makes him more than twice as awful.
她告诉了露西一切(除了她自己在最近的苦难中扮演的可悲角色),最后向乔治致敬:“最糟糕的是,他认为自己是一位英雄,伊莎贝尔也是如此,这让他变得更加可怕。
It’s been the same all his life: everything he did was noble and perfect.
他一生都是这样:他所做的一切都是高贵而完美的。
He had a domineering nature to begin with, and she let it go on, and fostered it till it absolutely ruled her.
他本来就有一种霸道的本性,而她就顺其自然,不断培养,直到完全统治了她。
I never saw a plainer case of a person’s fault making them pay for having it!
我从来没有见过比这更明显的例子,一个人的过错让他们付出代价!
She goes about, overseeing the packing and praising George and pretending to be perfectly cheerful about what he’s making her do and about the dreadful things he’s done.
她四处走动,监督包装,赞扬乔治,并假装对他让她做的事情和他所做的可怕的事情感到非常高兴。
She pretends he did such a fine thing—so manly and protective—going to Mrs. Johnson.
她假装他去约翰逊夫人那里做了一件非常好的事情——如此有男子气概和保护欲。
And so heroic—doing what his ‘principles’ made him—even though he knew what it would cost him with you!
如此英勇——做他的“原则”让他做的事——尽管他知道和你在一起会让他付出什么代价!
And all the while it’s almost killing her—what he said to your father!
而这一切几乎要了她的命——他对你父亲说的话!
She’s always been lofty enough, so to speak, and had the greatest idea of the Ambersons being superior to the rest of the world, and all that, but rudeness, or anything like a ‘scene,’ or any bad manners—they always just made her sick!
可以这么说,她一直都足够崇高,并且最伟大的想法是安伯森一家优于世界其他地方,所有这些,但粗鲁,或任何类似“场面”的东西,或任何不礼貌的行为——它们总是让她感到恶心!
But she could never see what George’s manners were—oh, it’s been a terrible adulation!...
但她永远看不出乔治的举止是什么——哦,这是一种可怕的奉承!……
It’s going to be a task for me, living in that big house, all alone: you must come and see me—I mean after they’ve gone, of course.
这对我来说是一项任务,独自住在那所大房子里:你必须来看我——当然,我指的是他们走了之后。
I’ll go crazy if I don’t see something of people.
如果我看不到别人的东西,我就会发疯。
I’m sure you’ll come as often as you can.
我相信您会尽可能经常来。
I know you too well to think you’ll be sensitive about coming there, or being reminded of George.
我太了解你了,我认为你不会对来这里或想起乔治感到敏感。
Thank heaven you’re too well-balanced,” Miss Fanny concluded, with a profound fervour, “you’re too well-balanced to let anything affect you deeply about that—that monkey!”
感谢上帝,你太平衡了,”范妮小姐带着深深的热情总结道,“你太平衡了,不会让任何事情对你产生深刻的影响——那只猴子!”
The four photographs and the painted Florentine box went to their cremation within the same hour that Miss Fanny spoke; and a little later Lucy called her father in, as he passed her door, and pointed to the blackened area on the underside of the mantelpiece, and to the burnt heap upon the coal, where some metallic shapes still retained outline.
在范妮小姐讲话的同一小时内,四张照片和彩绘的佛罗伦萨盒子就被火化了。过了一会儿,当父亲经过她家门口时,露西把他叫了进来,指着壁炉架下面发黑的地方,还有煤堆上烧焦的地方,那里还保留着一些金属形状的轮廓。
She flung her arms about his neck in passionate sympathy, telling him that she knew what had happened to him; and presently he began to comfort her and managed an embarrassed laugh.
她热情地同情地用双臂搂住他的脖子,告诉他她知道他发生了什么事。不久,他开始安慰她,并尴尬地笑了笑。
“Well, well—” he said.
“好吧,好吧——”他说。
“I was too old for such foolishness to be getting into my head, anyhow.”
“无论如何,我已经太老了,不可能再让这种愚蠢的事情进入我的脑海了。”
“No, no!” she sobbed.
“不,不!”她抽泣着。
“And if you knew how I despise myself for—for ever having thought one instant about—oh, Miss Fanny called him the right name: that monkey!
“如果你知道我是多么鄙视自己——因为曾经有那么一刻想过——哦,范妮小姐给他起了正确的名字:那只猴子!
He is!”
他是!
“There, I think I agree with you,” Eugene said grimly, and in his eyes there was a steady light of anger that was to last.
“好吧,我想我同意你的观点,”尤金冷酷地说,他的眼中闪烁着持续不断的愤怒之光。
“Yes, I think I agree with you about that!”
“是的,我想我同意你的观点!”
“There’s only one thing to do with such a person,” she said vehemently.
“对于这样的人,只有一件事可以做。”她激烈地说。
“That’s to put him out of our thoughts forever—forever!”
“那就是让我们永远——永远地把他从我们的脑海中抹去!”
And yet, the next day, at six o’clock, which was the hour, Fanny had told her, when George and his mother were to leave upon their long journey, Lucy touched that scorched place on her mantel with her hand just as the little clock above it struck.
然而,第二天,六点钟,也就是范妮告诉她的时间,当乔治和他的母亲要启程踏上漫长的旅程时,露西用手触摸了壁炉架上烧焦的地方,上面的小钟敲响了。
Then, after this odd, unconscious gesture, she went to a window and stood between the curtains, looking out into the cold November dusk; and in spite of every reasoning and reasonable power within her, a pain of loneliness struck through her heart.
然后,在这个奇怪的、无意识的动作之后,她走到窗前,站在窗帘之间,眺望着十一月寒冷的黄昏。尽管她内心有各种推理和合理的力量,但孤独的痛苦还是袭上了她的心。
The dim street below her window, the dark houses across the way, the vague air itself—all looked empty, and cold and (most of all) uninteresting.
窗下昏暗的街道、对面漆黑的房屋、模糊的空气——一切看起来都空荡荡的、冰冷的、(最重要的是)无趣的。
Something more sombre than November dusk took the colour from them and gave them that air of desertion.
比十一月的黄昏更阴沉的东西夺去了他们的色彩,给他们带来了一种被遗弃的气氛。
The light of her fire, flickering up behind her, showed suddenly a flying group of tiny snowflakes nearing the window-pane; and for an instant she felt the sensation of being dragged through a snowdrift under a broken cutter, with a boy’s arms about her—an arrogant, handsome, too-conquering boy, who nevertheless did his best to get hurt himself, keeping her from any possible harm.
她的火光在她身后闪烁,突然间,窗玻璃附近飞舞着一团小雪花。有那么一瞬间,她有一种被一把破损的刀具拖过雪堆的感觉,一个男孩的手臂搂住了她——一个傲慢、英俊、太有征服欲的男孩,但他还是尽力让自己受伤,让她免受任何可能的伤害。
She shook the picture out of her eyes indignantly, then came and sat before her fire, and looked long and long at the blackened mantelpiece.
她愤怒地把那幅画从眼前甩掉,然后走到炉火前坐下,久久地看着那黑色的壁炉架。
She did not have the mantelpiece repainted—and, since she did not, might as well have kept his photographs.
她没有重新粉刷壁炉架——而且,既然她没有重新粉刷,不妨保留他的照片。
One forgets what made the scar upon his hand but not what made the scar upon his wall.
人们忘记了他手上的伤疤是什么,却忘记了他墙上的伤疤是什么。
She played no marche funebre upon her piano, even though Chopin’s romantic lamentation was then at the top of nine-tenths of the music-racks in the country, American youth having recently discovered the distinguished congeniality between itself and this deathless bit of deathly gloom.
尽管肖邦的浪漫哀歌当时在全国十分之九的乐谱中名列前茅,但她并没有在钢琴上演奏《哀伤进行曲》,美国年轻人最近发现了自己与这种不死的阴郁之间的非凡契合。
She did not even play “Robin Adair”; she played “Bedelia” and all the new cake-walks, for she was her father’s housekeeper, and rightly looked upon the office as being the same as that of his heart-keeper.
她甚至没有扮演“罗宾·阿代尔”;她扮演“Bedelia”和所有新的蛋糕步道,因为她是她父亲的管家,并且正确地将办公室视为他的心脏守护者的办公室。
Therefore it was her affair to keep both house and heart in what state of cheerfulness might be contrived.
因此,让家庭和心灵保持在一种愉快的状态是她的责任。
She made him “go out” more than ever; made him take her to all the gayeties of that winter, declining to go herself unless he took her, and, though Eugene danced no more, and quoted Shakespeare to prove all lightfoot caperings beneath the dignity of his age, she broke his resolution for him at the New Year’s Eve “Assembly” and half coaxed, half dragged him forth upon the floor, and made him dance the New Year in with her.
她让他比以往任何时候都更“出去”。让他带她去参加那年冬天所有的欢乐活动,除非他带她,否则她自己不会去,而且,虽然尤金不再跳舞,并引用莎士比亚的话来证明所有轻快的跳跃行为有损他这个年龄的尊严,但她在除夕“集会”上打破了他对他的决心,半哄半拉地把他推到地板上,让他和她一起跳新年舞。
New faces appeared at the dances of the winter; new faces had been appearing everywhere, for that matter, and familiar ones were disappearing, merged in the increasing crowd, or gone forever and missed a little and not long; for the town was growing and changing as it never had grown and changed before.
新面孔出现在冬天的舞会上;就这一点而言,新面孔到处出现,而熟悉的面孔正在消失,融入到越来越多的人群中,或者永远消失,错过一点点,但时间不长。因为这个城镇正在不断发展和变化,这是以前从未有过的发展和变化。
It was heaving up in the middle incredibly; it was spreading incredibly; and as it heaved and spread, it befouled itself and darkened its sky.
它在中间令人难以置信地隆起;它的传播速度令人难以置信;当它起伏和蔓延时,它弄脏了自己,使天空变得黑暗。
Its boundary was mere shapelessness on the run; a raw, new house would appear on a country road; four or five others would presently be built at intervals between it and the outskirts of the town; the country road would turn into an asphalt street with a brick-faced drugstore and a frame grocery at a corner; then bungalows and six-room cottages would swiftly speckle the open green spaces—and a farm had become a suburb which would immediately shoot out other suburbs into the country, on one side, and, on the other, join itself solidly to the city.
它的边界在奔跑中只是无形的。乡间小路上会出现一栋原始的新房子;目前还将在它和城镇郊区之间每隔一定距离建造四五个。乡间小路会变成柏油马路,拐角处有一家砖砌的药店和一家框架杂货店;然后,平房和六居室的小屋会迅速散布在开阔的绿地上——一个农场变成了一个郊区,它的一侧会立即将其他郊区延伸到乡村,而另一方面,又会与城市紧密相连。
You drove between pleasant fields and woodland groves one spring day; and in the autumn, passing over the same ground, you were warned off the tracks by an interurban trolley-car’s gonging, and beheld, beyond cement sidewalks just dry, new house-owners busy “moving in.” Gasoline and electricity were performing the miracles Eugene had predicted.
一个春日,你驾车行驶在宜人的田野和树林之间;秋天,当你经过同一片土地时,一辆城际有轨电车的轰鸣声警告你离开轨道,你会发现,在刚刚干涸的水泥人行道之外,新房主正忙着“搬进来”。汽油和电力正在创造尤金所预测的奇迹。
But the great change was in the citizenry itself.
但巨大的变化发生在公民本身。
What was left of the patriotic old-stock generation that had fought the Civil War, and subsequently controlled politics, had become venerable and was little heeded.
参加过内战并随后控制政治的爱国老一代人所留下的人,已经变得受人尊敬,却很少受到关注。
The descendants of the pioneers and early settlers were merging into the new crowd, becoming part of it, little to be distinguished from it.
拓荒者和早期定居者的后裔正在融入新人群,成为其中的一部分,与他们几乎没有什么区别。
What happened to Boston and to Broadway happened in degree to the Midland city; the old stock became less and less typical, and of the grown people who called the place home, less than a third had been born in it.
波士顿和百老汇发生的事情在一定程度上也发生在米德兰市。老族群变得越来越不典型,在把这个地方称为家的成年人中,只有不到三分之一是在这里出生的。
There was a German quarter; there was a Jewish quarter; there was a negro quarter—square miles of it—called “Bucktown”; there were many Irish neighbourhoods; and there were large settlements of Italians, and of Hungarians, and of Rumanians, and of Serbians and other Balkan peoples.
那里有一个德国区;有一个犹太区;有一个黑人聚居区——方圆几英里——叫做“巴克敦”;有很多爱尔兰人的街区;这里有意大利人、匈牙利人、罗马尼亚人、塞尔维亚人和其他巴尔干民族的大片定居点。
But not the emigrants, themselves, were the almost dominant type on the streets downtown.
但市中心街道上几乎占主导地位的人并不是移民本身。
That type was the emigrant’s prosperous offspring: descendant of the emigrations of the Seventies and Eighties and Nineties, those great folk-journeyings in search not so directly of freedom and democracy as of more money for the same labour.
这类人就是移民的富裕后代:七十年代、八十年代和九十年代移民的后裔,那些伟大的民间旅行并不是直接寻求自由和民主,而是为了以同样的劳动获得更多的钱。
A new Midlander—in fact, a new American—was beginning dimly to emerge.
一个新的中部地区人——事实上,一个新的美国人——正开始隐约出现。
A new spirit of citizenship had already sharply defined itself.
一种新的公民精神已经明确地定义了自己。
It was idealistic, and its ideals were expressed in the new kind of young men in business downtown.
它是理想主义的,它的理想在市中心商业区的新型年轻人身上得到了体现。
They were optimists—optimists to the point of belligerence—their motto being “Boost!
他们是乐观主义者——乐观到了好战的地步——他们的座右铭是“推动!
Don’t Knock!” And they were hustlers, believing in hustling and in honesty because both paid.
别敲门!”他们是骗子,相信骗局和诚实,因为两者都付出了代价。
They loved their city and worked for it with a plutonic energy which was always ardently vocal.
他们热爱自己的城市,并以一种永远热情洋溢的冥王能量为之奋斗。
They were viciously governed, but they sometimes went so far to struggle for better government on account of the helpful effect of good government on the price of real estate and “betterment” generally; the politicians could not go too far with them, and knew it.
他们受到恶毒的统治,但有时他们会为了更好的政府而奋斗,因为良好的政府对房地产价格和总体“改善”有帮助作用;政客们也知道这一点,不能与他们走得太远。
The idealists planned and strove and shouted that their city should become a better, better, and better city—and what they meant, when they used the word “better,” was “more prosperous,” and the core of their idealism was this: “The more prosperous my beloved city, the more prosperous beloved I!” They had one supreme theory: that the perfect beauty and happiness of cities and of human life was to be brought about by more factories; they had a mania for factories; there was nothing they would not do to cajole a factory away from another city; and they were never more piteously embittered than when another city cajoled one away from them.
理想主义者计划、奋斗、高呼,他们的城市应该成为更好、更好、更好的城市——他们用“更好”这个词的意思是“更繁荣”,他们理想主义的核心是:“我心爱的城市越繁荣,我心爱的人就越繁荣!”他们有一个至高无上的理论:城市和人类生活的完美美丽和幸福是由更多的工厂带来的;他们对工厂有一种狂热;他们会不遗余力地把工厂从另一个城市迁走。当另一座城市将一个人从他们身边哄走时,他们感到无比痛苦。
What they meant by Prosperity was credit at the bank; but in exchange for this credit they got nothing that was not dirty, and, therefore, to a sane mind, valueless; since whatever was cleaned was dirty again before the cleaning was half done.
他们所说的繁荣是指银行的信贷;但作为这种信用的交换,他们得到的都是肮脏的东西,因此,对于理智的人来说,这些东西都是毫无价值的。因为在清洁完成一半之前,清洁过的东西又脏了。
For, as the town grew, it grew dirty with an incredible completeness.
因为,随着城镇的发展,它变得异常肮脏。
The idealists put up magnificent business buildings and boasted of them, but the buildings were begrimed before they were finished.
理想主义者建造了宏伟的商业建筑并吹嘘它们,但建筑在建成之前就被污染了。
They boasted of their libraries, of their monuments and statues; and poured soot on them.
他们夸耀自己的图书馆、纪念碑和雕像;并将烟灰倒在他们身上。
They boasted of their schools, but the schools were dirty, like the children within them.
他们吹嘘自己的学校,但学校很脏,就像里面的孩子一样。
This was not the fault of the children or their mothers.
这不是孩子们或他们母亲的错。
It was the fault of the idealists, who said: “The more dirt, the more prosperity.” They drew patriotic, optimistic breaths of the flying powdered filth of the streets, and took the foul and heavy smoke with gusto into the profundities of their lungs.
这是理想主义者的错,他们说:“越肮脏,越繁荣。”他们从街道上飞扬的粉末状污物中吸出爱国而乐观的气息,兴致勃勃地将恶臭浓烟吸入肺部深处。
“Boost!
“加油!
Don’t knock!” they said.
别敲门!”他们说。
And every year or so they boomed a great Clean-up Week, when everybody was supposed to get rid of the tin cans in his backyard.
大约每年,他们都会举办一次盛大的清理周,每个人都应该扔掉后院的锡罐。
They were happiest when the tearing down and building up were most riotous, and when new factory districts were thundering into life.
当拆建最热闹的时候,当新厂区轰轰烈烈地生机勃勃的时候,他们是最幸福的。
In truth, the city came to be like the body of a great dirty man, skinned, to show his busy works, yet wearing a few barbaric ornaments; and such a figure carved, coloured, and discoloured, and set up in the market-place, would have done well enough as the god of the new people.
事实上,这座城市就像一个肮脏的大人的身体,被剥皮,以展示他忙碌的工作,却戴着一些野蛮的装饰品;这样的雕像被雕刻、着色、变色,并放置在市场上,作为新民族的神就足够了。
Such a god they had indeed made in their own image, as all peoples make the god they truly serve; though of course certain of the idealists went to church on Sunday, and there knelt to Another, considered to be impractical in business.
他们确实按照自己的形象创造了这样一个神,正如所有民族都创造了他们真正侍奉的神一样。当然,某些理想主义者周日去教堂,在那里向另一个人跪下,这在商业上被认为是不切实际的。
But while the Growing went on, this god of their market-place was their true god, their familiar and spirit-control.
但随着成长的继续,这个市场之神才是他们真正的神,他们的使魔和精神控制者。
They did not know that they were his helplessly obedient slaves, nor could they ever hope to realize their serfdom (as the first step toward becoming free men) until they should make the strange and hard discovery that matter should serve man’s spirit.
他们不知道自己是他无助地服从的奴隶,也不可能希望实现自己的农奴制(作为成为自由人的第一步),直到他们做出奇怪而艰难的发现,即物质应该为人的精神服务。
“Prosperity” meant good credit at the bank, black lungs, and housewives’ Purgatory.
“繁荣”意味着银行的良好信用、黑肺、家庭主妇的炼狱。
The women fought the dirt all they could; but if they let the air into their houses they let in the dirt.
女人们竭尽全力与泥土作斗争。但如果他们让空气进入他们的房子,就会让泥土进来。
It shortened their lives, and kept them from the happiness of ever seeing anything white.
它缩短了他们的寿命,让他们无法享受看到白色物体的幸福。
And thus, as the city grew, the time came when Lucy, after a hard struggle, had to give up her blue-and-white curtains and her white walls.
于是,随着城市的发展,露西经过一番艰苦的挣扎,不得不放弃她的蓝白窗帘和白色墙壁。
Indoors, she put everything into dull gray and brown, and outside had the little house painted the dark green nearest to black.
室内,她把一切都变成了暗灰色和棕色,而外面的小房子则漆成最接近黑色的深绿色。
Then she knew, of course, that everything was as dirty as ever, but was a little less distressed because it no longer looked so dirty as it was.
然后她当然知道一切都和以前一样脏了,但不那么苦恼了,因为它看起来不再像以前那么脏了。
These were bad times for Amberson Addition.
对于 Amberson Addition 来说,现在是一段糟糕的时期。
This quarter, already old, lay within a mile of the centre of the town, but business moved in other directions; and the Addition’s share of Prosperity was only the smoke and dirt, with the bank credit left out.
这个街区已经很旧了,距离镇中心不到一英里,但生意却转向了其他方向。而附加的繁荣只是烟雾和泥土,银行信贷被排除在外。
The owners of the original big houses sold them, or rented them to boarding-house keepers, and the tenants of the multitude of small houses moved “farther out” (where the smoke was thinner) or into apartment houses, which were built by dozens now.
原来的大房子的主人把它们卖掉,或者把它们租给寄宿房的老板,而众多小房子的住户则搬到“更远的地方”(那里烟雾更稀薄),或者搬进了公寓楼,现在这些公寓楼已经有几十栋了。
Cheaper tenants took their places, and the rents were lower and lower, and the houses shabbier and shabbier—for all these shabby houses, burning soft coal, did their best to help in the destruction of their own value.
更便宜的房客取代了他们,租金越来越低,房子也越来越破旧——因为所有这些破旧的房子,烧着软煤,都在尽力帮助摧毁它们自己的价值。
They helped to make the quarter so dingy and the air so foul to breathe that no one would live there who had money enough to get “farther out” where there were glimpses of ungrayed sky and breaths of cleaner winds.
它们使这个地区变得如此肮脏,空气如此污浊,以至于没有人愿意住在那里,只要有足够的钱去“更远的地方”,在那里可以瞥见没有灰色的天空和呼吸更干净的风。
And with the coming of the new speed, “farther out” was now as close to business as the Addition had been in the days of its prosperity.
随着新速度的到来,“更远的地方”现在就像加法在其繁荣时期一样接近商业。
Distances had ceased to matter.
距离已经不再重要。
The five new houses, built so closely where had been the fine lawn of the Amberson Mansion, did not look new.
五栋新房子建在安伯森宅邸的美丽草坪附近,看起来并不新。
When they were a year old they looked as old as they would ever look; and two of them were vacant, having never been rented, for the Major’s mistake about apartment houses had been a disastrous one.
当他们一岁的时候,他们看起来就和以前一样老了。其中两间一直空着,从未出租过,因为少校关于公寓的错误是一场灾难性的错误。
“He guessed wrong,” George Amberson said.
“他猜错了,”乔治·安伯森说。
“He guessed wrong at just the wrong time!
“他在错误的时间猜错了!
Housekeeping in a house is harder than in an apartment; and where the smoke and dirt are as thick as they are in the Addition, women can’t stand it.
房子里的家务管理比公寓里的家务更难;烟尘和污垢像加法楼一样浓重,妇女们无法忍受。
People were crazy for apartments—too bad he couldn’t have seen it in time.
人们对公寓非常着迷——可惜他没能及时看到。
Poor man!
可怜的人!
he digs away at his ledgers by his old gas drop-light lamp almost every night—he still refuses to let the Mansion be torn up for wiring, you know.
他几乎每天晚上都会用那台旧煤气吊灯翻阅账簿——你知道,他仍然拒绝让宅邸因布线而被拆毁。
But he had one painful satisfaction this spring: he got his taxes lowered!”
但今年春天他得到了一个痛苦的满足:他的税收降低了!”
Amberson laughed ruefully, and Fanny Minafer asked how the Major could have managed such an economy.
安伯森悲伤地笑了,范妮·米纳弗问少校如何管理这样的经济。
They were sitting upon the veranda at Isabel’s one evening during the third summer of the absence of their nephew and his mother; and the conversation had turned toward Amberson finances.
在他们的侄子和他的母亲不在的第三个夏天的一个晚上,他们坐在伊莎贝尔家的阳台上。谈话转向了安伯森的财务状况。
“I said it was a ‘painful satisfaction,’ Fanny,” he explained.
“我说这是一种‘痛苦的满足’,范妮,”他解释道。
“The property has gone down in value, and they assessed it lower than they did fifteen years ago.”
“该房产的价值已经下降,他们对它的评估比十五年前要低。”
“But farther out—”
“但是更远的地方——”
“Oh, yes, ‘farther out!’ Prices are magnificent ‘farther out,’ and farther in, too!
“哦,是的,‘更远的地方!’‘更远的地方’和更远的地方,价格都非常高!
We just happen to be the wrong spot, that’s all.
我们只是碰巧走错了地方,仅此而已。
Not that I don’t think something could be done if father would let me have a hand; but he won’t.
并不是说我不认为如果父亲愿意帮我做事,我就能做点什么。但他不会。
He can’t, I suppose I ought to say.
他不能,我想我应该说。
He’s ‘always done his own figuring,’ he says; and it’s his lifelong habit to keep his affairs: and even his books, to himself, and just hand us out the money.
他说,他“总是自己计算”。他一生的习惯就是把他的事务,甚至他的书,都留给自己,然后把钱交给我们。
Heaven knows he’s done enough of that!”
天知道他已经做够了!”
He sighed; and both were silent, looking out at the long flares of the constantly passing automobile headlights, shifting in vast geometric demonstrations against the darkness.
他叹了口气;两人都默不作声,望着窗外不断驶过的汽车前灯发出的长长的光芒,在黑暗中以巨大的几何图形变换着。
Now and then a bicycle wound its nervous way among these portents, or, at long intervals, a surrey or buggy plodded forlornly by.
不时有一辆自行车在这些预兆中蜿蜒前行,或者每隔很长一段时间,一辆四轮马车或马车凄凉地缓慢驶过。
“There seem to be so many ways of making money nowadays,” Fanny said thoughtfully.
“现在赚钱的方法好像有很多。”范妮若有所思地说。
“Every day I hear of a new fortune some person has got hold of, one way or another—nearly always it’s somebody you never heard of.
“每天我都会听说有人以某种方式获得了一笔新财富——几乎总是你从未听说过的人。
It doesn’t seem all to be in just making motor cars; I hear there’s a great deal in manufacturing these things that motor cars use—new inventions particularly.
看起来这不仅仅在于制造汽车;还在于制造汽车。我听说汽车使用的这些东西的制造有很多,尤其是新发明。
I met dear old Frank Bronson the other day, and he told me—”
有一天我遇到了亲爱的老弗兰克·布朗森,他告诉我——”
“Oh, yes, even dear old Frank’s got the fever,” Amberson laughed.
“哦,是的,就连亲爱的老弗兰克也发烧了,”安伯森笑道。
“He’s as wild as any of them.
“他和他们一样狂野。
He told me about this invention he’s gone into, too.
他告诉我他也参与了这项发明。
‘Millions in it!’ Some new electric headlight better than anything yet—‘every car in America can’t help but have ’em,’ and all that.
“里面有数百万人!”某种新型电动车头灯比任何东西都要好——“美国的每辆汽车都情不自禁地配备了‘它们’,诸如此类。”
He’s putting half he’s laid by into it, and the fact is, he almost talked me into getting father to ‘finance me’ enough for me to go into it.
他投入了一半的资金,事实上,他几乎说服我让父亲“资助我”足够我参与其中。
Poor father!
可怜的父亲!
he’s financed me before!
他以前资助过我!
I suppose he would again if I had the heart to ask him; and this seems to be a good thing, though probably old Frank is a little too sanguine.
我想,如果我有心问他的话,他会再次这样做的。这似乎是一件好事,尽管老弗兰克可能有点过于乐观了。
At any rate, I’ve been thinking it over.”
无论如何,我已经考虑过了。”
“So have I,” Fanny admitted.
“我也是,”范妮承认。
“He seemed to be certain it would pay twenty-five per cent.
“他似乎确信它会支付百分之二十五。
the first year, and enormously more after that; and I’m only getting four on my little principal.
第一年,以及之后的更多;而我的小本金只得到了四个。
People are making such enormous fortunes out of everything to do with motor cars, it does seem as if—” She paused.
人们从与汽车有关的一切事情中赚取了如此巨大的财富,看起来确实好像——”她停顿了一下。
“Well, I told him I’d think it over seriously.”
“好吧,我告诉他我会认真考虑一下。”
“We may turn out to be partners and millionaires then,” Amberson laughed.
“那时我们可能会成为合伙人和百万富翁,”安伯森笑着说。
“I thought I’d ask Eugene’s advice.”
“我想我应该征求尤金的建议。”
“I wish you would,” said Fanny.
“我希望你愿意,”范妮说。
“He probably knows exactly how much profit there would be in this.”
“他很可能清楚这会带来多少利润。”
Eugene’s advice was to “go slow”: he thought electric lights for automobiles were “coming—someday but probably not until certain difficulties could be overcome.” Altogether, he was discouraging, but by this time his two friends “had the fever” as thoroughly as old Frank Bronson himself had it; for they had been with Bronson to see the light working beautifully in a machine shop.
尤金的建议是“慢慢来”:他认为汽车电灯“有一天会到来,但可能要等到克服某些困难后才会出现”。总而言之,他很沮丧,但此时他的两个朋友“发烧”了,就像老弗兰克·布朗森本人一样。因为他们和布朗森一起参观了机械车间里的灯光效果。
They were already enthusiastic, and after asking Eugene’s opinion they argued with him, telling him how they had seen with their own eyes that the difficulties he mentioned had been overcome.
他们本来就很热情,询问了尤金的意见后就和他争论,告诉他他们是如何亲眼看到他提到的困难已经被克服了。
“Perfectly!” Fanny cried.
“完美!”范妮哭了。
“And if it worked in the shop it’s bound to work any place else, isn’t it?”
“如果它在商店里有效,那么在其他地方也一定有效,不是吗?”
He would not agree that it was “bound to”—yet, being pressed, was driven to admit that “it might,” and, retiring from what was developing into an oratorical contest, repeated a warning about not “putting too much into it.”
他不同意这是“必然的”——然而,迫于压力,他被迫承认“可能”,并且从一场演说比赛中退出,重复警告不要“投入太多”。
George Amberson also laid stress on this caution later, though the Major had “financed him” again, and he was “going in.” “You must be careful to leave yourself a ‘margin of safety,’ Fanny,” he said.
乔治·安伯森后来也强调了这一谨慎,尽管少校再次“资助了他”,他也“进去了”。 “你必须小心,给自己留出‘安全边际’,范妮,”他说。
“I’m confident that is a pretty conservative investment of its kind, and all the chances are with us, but you must be careful to leave yourself enough to fall back on, in case anything should go wrong.”
“我相信这是一项相当保守的投资,所有的机会都在我们身上,但你必须小心,给自己留下足够的依靠,以防出现任何问题。”
Fanny deceived him.
范妮欺骗了他。
In the impossible event of “anything going wrong” she would have enough left to “live on,” she declared, and laughed excitedly, for she was having the best time that had come to her since Wilbur’s death.
她宣称,万一“出了什么问题”,她还有足够的钱“活下去”,并兴奋地大笑,因为她正在享受自威尔伯去世以来最美好的时光。
Like so many women for whom money has always been provided without their understanding how, she was prepared to be a thorough and irresponsible plunger.
就像许多妇女一样,她们总是在不明白如何获得金钱的情况下获得金钱,她准备成为一个彻底的、不负责任的投机者。
Amberson, in his wearier way, shared her excitement, and in the winter, when the exploiting company had been formed, and he brought Fanny her importantly engraved shares of stock, he reverted to his prediction of possibilities, made when they first spoke of the new light.
安伯森以他疲惫的方式分享了她的兴奋,到了冬天,当剥削公司成立时,他给范妮带来了她重要的刻印股票,他又回到了他们第一次谈到新光时对可能性的预测。
“We seem to be partners, all right,” he laughed.
“我们似乎是合作伙伴,好吧,”他笑着说。
“Now let’s go ahead and be millionaires before Isabel and young George come home.”
“现在让我们继续前进,在伊莎贝尔和小乔治回家之前成为百万富翁。”
“When they come home!” she echoed sorrowfully—and it was a phrase which found an evasive echo in Isabel’s letters.
“当他们回家的时候!”她悲伤地重复道——这句话在伊莎贝尔的信中隐晦地出现了。
In these letters Isabel was always planning pleasant things that she and Fanny and the Major and George and “brother George” would do—when she and her son came home.
在这些信中,伊莎贝尔总是计划着当她和她的儿子回家时,她和范妮、少校、乔治和“乔治兄弟”要做的令人愉快的事情。
“They’ll find things pretty changed, I’m afraid,” Fanny said.
“恐怕他们会发现事情发生了很大的变化,”范妮说。
“If they ever do come home!”
“如果他们真的回家了!”
Amberson went over, the next summer, and joined his sister and nephew in Paris, where they were living.
第二年夏天,安伯森去了巴黎,与他的妹妹和侄子住在一起。
“Isabel does want to come home,” he told Fanny gravely, on the day of his return, in October.
“伊莎贝尔确实想回家,”十月份他回来的那天,他严肃地告诉范妮。
“She’s wanted to for a long while—and she ought to come while she can stand the journey—” And he amplified this statement, leaving Fanny looking startled and solemn when Lucy came by to drive him out to dinner at the new house Eugene had just completed.
“她早就想来了——她应该在能忍受这段路程的时候来——”他放大了这句话,当露西过来送他去尤金刚刚完工的新房子吃晚饭时,范妮显得既震惊又严肃。
This was no white-and-blue cottage, but a great Georgian picture in brick, five miles north of Amberson Addition, with four acres of its own hedged land between it and its next neighbour; and Amberson laughed wistfully as they turned in between the stone and brick gate pillars, and rolled up the crushed stone driveway.
这不是蓝白相间的小屋,而是一幅伟大的乔治亚风格的砖画,位于安伯森附加区以北五英里处,在它和它的下一个邻居之间有四英亩的自己的树篱土地;当他们在石头和砖砌的门柱之间转弯,滚上碎石车道时,安伯森满怀渴望地笑了。
“I wonder, Lucy, if history’s going on forever repeating itself,” he said.
“我想知道,露西,历史是否会永远重演,”他说。
“I wonder if this town’s going on building up things and rolling over them, as poor father once said it was rolling over his poor old heart.
“我想知道这个小镇是否正在不断建造并碾压它们,就像可怜的父亲曾经说过的那样,它正在碾压他可怜的老心。
It looks like it: here’s the Amberson Mansion again, only it’s Georgian instead of nondescript Romanesque; but it’s just the same Amberson Mansion that my father built long before you were born.
看起来是这样的:这里又是安伯森大厦,只不过它是乔治亚风格,而不是不起眼的罗马式;但这正是我父亲在你出生之前很久建造的安伯森大厦。
The only difference is that it’s your father who’s built this one now.
唯一的区别是,现在是你父亲建造了这个。
It’s all the same, in the long run.”
从长远来看,都是一样的。”
Lucy did not quite understand, but she laughed as a friend should, and, taking his arm, showed him through vast rooms where ivory-panelled walls and trim window hangings were reflected dimly in dark, rugless floors, and the sparse furniture showed that Lucy had been “collecting” with a long purse.
露西不太明白,但她像朋友一样笑了,拉着他的手臂,带他穿过宽敞的房间,象牙镶板的墙壁和整齐的窗饰在黑暗、没有地毯的地板上隐约地倒映着,稀疏的家具表明露西一直在用一个长钱包“收集”。
“By Jove!” he said.
“天啊!”他说。
“You have been going it!
“你一直在做!
Fanny tells me you had a great ‘house-warming’ dance, and you keep right on being the belle of the ball, not any softer-hearted than you used to be.
范妮告诉我,你举办了一场很棒的“乔迁”舞会,而且你仍然是舞会上的美女,并不比以前心软。
Fred Kinney’s father says you’ve refused Fred so often that he got engaged to Janie Sharon just to prove that someone would have him in spite of his hair.
弗雷德·金尼的父亲说你经常拒绝弗雷德,以至于他与珍妮·莎伦订婚只是为了证明有人会想要他,尽管他的头发。
Well, the material world do move, and you’ve got the new kind of house it moves into nowadays—if it has the new price!
好吧,物质世界确实在变化,现在你已经拥有了它搬进的新型房子——如果它有新的价格的话!
And even the grand old expanses of plate glass we used to be so proud of at the other Amberson Mansion—they’ve gone, too, with the crowded heavy gold and red stuff.
甚至连我们曾经在另一座安伯森大厦中引以为傲的宏伟旧平板玻璃也随着拥挤的厚重的金色和红色的东西而消失了。
Curious!
好奇!
We’ve still got the plate glass windows, though all we can see out of ’em is the smoke and the old Johnson house, which is a counter-jumper’s boardinghouse now, while you’ve got a view, and you cut it all up into little panes.
我们仍然保留着平板玻璃窗,尽管我们从窗外只能看到烟雾和老约翰逊的房子,它现在是柜台跳票员的寄宿处,而你可以看到风景,然后把它全部切成小玻璃。
Well, you’re pretty refreshingly out of the smoke up here.”
嗯,脱离了这里的烟雾,你真是神清气爽。”
“Yes, for a while,” Lucy laughed.
“是的,有一段时间,”露西笑道。
“Until it comes and we have to move out farther.”
“在它到来之前,我们必须搬得更远。”
“No, you’ll stay here,” he assured her.
“不,你会留在这里,”他向她保证。
“It will be somebody else who’ll move out farther.”
“会有其他人搬到更远的地方。”
He continued to talk of the house after Eugene arrived, and gave them no account of his journey until they had retired from the dinner table to Eugene’s library, a gray and shadowy room, where their coffee was brought.
尤金到达后,他继续谈论这所房子,并没有向他们讲述他的旅程,直到他们从餐桌上退到尤金的图书馆,这是一个灰色阴暗的房间,他们的咖啡就在那里。
Then, equipped with a cigar, which seemed to occupy his attention, Amberson spoke in a casual tone of his sister and her son.
然后,安伯森拿着一支雪茄,似乎吸引了他的注意力,用轻松的语气谈到了他的妹妹和她的儿子。
“I found Isabel as well as usual,” he said, “only I’m afraid ‘as usual’ isn’t particularly well.
“我发现伊莎贝尔和平常一样,”他说,“只是恐怕‘像往常一样’不太好。
Sydney and Amelia had been up to Paris in the spring, but she hadn’t seen them.
悉尼和阿米莉亚春天去了巴黎,但她没有见过他们。
Somebody told her they were there, it seems.
似乎有人告诉她他们在那里。
They’d left Florence and were living in Rome; Amelia’s become a Catholic and is said to give great sums to charity and to go about with the gentry in consequence, but Sydney’s ailing and lives in a wheel-chair most of the time.
他们离开了佛罗伦萨,住在罗马。阿米莉亚成为了一名天主教徒,据说她为慈善事业捐了大笔钱,因此与上流社会交往,但西德尼身体不好,大部分时间都坐在轮椅上。
It struck me Isabel ought to be doing the same thing.”
我突然想到伊莎贝尔也应该做同样的事情。”
He paused, bestowing minute care upon the removal of the little band from his cigar; and as he seemed to have concluded his narrative, Eugene spoke out of the shadow beyond a heavily shaded lamp: “What do you mean by that?” he asked quietly.
他停了下来,小心翼翼地将小带子从雪茄上取下来。当他似乎结束了他的叙述时,尤金从一盏浓重的灯罩后面的阴影中说道:“你这是什么意思?”他轻声问道。
“Oh, she’s cheerful enough,” said Amberson, still not looking at either his young hostess or her father.
“哦,她很高兴,”安伯森说道,仍然没有看他年轻的女主人或她的父亲。
“At least,” he added, “she manages to seem so.
“至少,”他补充道,“她看上去确实如此。
I’m afraid she hasn’t been really well for several years.
恐怕她已经好几年了。
She isn’t stout you know—she hasn’t changed in looks much—and she seems rather alarmingly short of breath for a slender person.
你知道,她并不胖——她的外表没有太大变化——而且对于一个苗条的人来说,她似乎呼吸急促得惊人。
Father’s been that way for years, of course; but never nearly so much as Isabel is now.
当然,父亲多年来一直都是这样。但从来没有像伊莎贝尔现在这样。
Of course she makes nothing of it, but it seemed rather serious to me when I noticed she had to stop and rest twice to get up the one short flight of stairs in their two-floor apartment.
当然,她对此毫不在意,但当我注意到她必须停下来休息两次才能爬上他们两层公寓的一小段楼梯时,我觉得事情相当严重。
I told her I thought she ought to make George let her come home.”
我告诉她我认为她应该让乔治让她回家。”
“Let her?” Eugene repeated, in a low voice.
“让她吗?”尤金低声重复道。
“Does she want to?”
“她愿意吗?”
“She doesn’t urge it.
“她并不催促。
George seems to like the life there—in his grand, gloomy, and peculiar way; and of course she’ll never change about being proud of him and all that—he’s quite a swell.
乔治似乎很喜欢那里的生活——以他那种宏伟、阴郁、奇特的方式。当然,她永远不会改变为他感到骄傲的想法——他真是个大人物。
But in spite of anything she said, rather than because, I know she does indeed want to come.
但不管她说什么,我知道她确实想来,而不是因为。
She’d like to be with father, of course; and I think she’s—well, she intimated one day that she feared it might even happen that she wouldn’t get to see him again.
她当然想和父亲在一起。我认为她——好吧,有一天她暗示说,她甚至担心自己可能再也见不到他了。
At the time I thought she referred to his age and feebleness, but on the boat, coming home, I remembered the little look of wistfulness, yet of resignation, with which she said it, and it struck me all at once that I’d been mistaken: I saw she was really thinking of her own state of health.”
当时我以为她指的是他的年老和虚弱,但在回家的船上,我记得她说这句话时的那种渴望而又无奈的表情,我突然意识到我错了:我看到她真的在考虑自己的健康状况。
“I see,” Eugene said, his voice even lower than it had been before.
“我明白了,”尤金说道,他的声音比之前更低了。
“And you say he won’t ‘let’ her come home?”
“你说他不会‘让’她回家?”
Amberson laughed, but still continued to be interested in his cigar.
安伯森笑了,但仍然对他的雪茄感兴趣。
“Oh, I don’t think he uses force!
“哦,我不认为他使用了武力!
He’s very gentle with her.
他对她非常温柔。
I doubt if the subject is mentioned between them, and yet—and yet, knowing my interesting nephew as you do, wouldn’t you think that was about the way to put it?”
我怀疑他们之间是否提到过这个话题,然而——然而,像你一样了解我有趣的侄子,你难道不认为应该这样表达吗?”
“Knowing him as I do—yes,” said Eugene slowly.
“像我一样了解他——是的,”尤金慢慢地说。
“Yes, I should think that was about the way to put it.”
“是的,我认为这就是表达方式。”
A murmur out of the shadows beyond him—a faint sound, musical and feminine, yet expressive of a notable intensity—seemed to indicate that Lucy was of the same opinion.
从他身后的阴影中传来一阵低语——一种微弱的声音,音乐般的、女性化的,但却表现出明显的强度——似乎表明露西也有同样的看法。
Chapter XXIX
第二十九章
“Let her” was correct; but the time came—and it came in the spring of the next year when it was no longer a question of George’s letting his mother come home.
“让她”是正确的;但时间到了——第二年春天,乔治让他母亲回家就不再是问题了。
He had to bring her, and to bring her quickly if she was to see her father again; and Amberson had been right: her danger of never seeing him again lay not in the Major’s feebleness of heart but in her own.
他必须带她来,而且要快点带她来,如果她想再见到她的父亲的话。安伯森是对的:她再也见不到他的危险不在于少校的脆弱,而在于她自己。
As it was, George telegraphed his uncle to have a wheeled chair at the station, for the journey had been disastrous, and to this hybrid vehicle, placed close to the platform, her son carried her in his arms when she arrived.
事实上,乔治发电报给他的叔叔在车站准备了一辆轮椅,因为这次旅程是灾难性的,当她到达时,她的儿子将她抱在靠近站台的这辆混合动力汽车上。
She was unable to speak, but patted her brother’s and Fanny’s hands and looked “very sweet,” Fanny found the desperate courage to tell her.
她无法说话,但拍着哥哥和范妮的手,看起来“非常甜蜜”,范妮鼓起勇气告诉她。
She was lifted from the chair into a carriage, and seemed a little stronger as they drove home; for once she took her hand from George’s, and waved it feebly toward the carriage window.
她被从椅子上抬上马车,开车回家时,她显得精神了一些。她这一次从乔治的手上拿开,无力地向马车窗挥动。
“Changed,” she whispered.
“变了。”她低声说道。
“So changed.”
“就这么变了。”
“You mean the town,” Amberson said.
“你指的是城镇,”安伯森说。
“You mean the old place is changed, don’t you, dear?”
“你的意思是老地方变了,是吗,亲爱的?”
She smiled and moved her lips: “Yes.”
她微笑着动了动嘴唇:“是的。”
“It’ll change to a happier place, old dear,” he said, “now that you’re back in it, and going to get well again.”
“它会变成一个更快乐的地方,亲爱的,”他说,“现在你又回到了那里,并且会再次康复。”
But she only looked at him wistfully, her eyes a little frightened.
但她只是若有所思地看着他,眼神里有些惊恐。
When the carriage stopped, her son carried her into the house, and up the stairs to her own room, where a nurse was waiting; and he came out a moment later, as the doctor went in.
当马车停下来时,她的儿子把她抱进屋,上楼到她自己的房间,那里有一名护士正在等候。过了一会儿,当医生进来时,他就出来了。
At the end of the hall a stricken group was clustered: Amberson, and Fanny, and the Major.
大厅的尽头聚集了一群受灾的人:安伯森、范妮和少校。
George, deathly pale and speechless, took his grandfather’s hand, but the old gentleman did not seem to notice his action.
乔治脸色惨白,一言不发,握住了祖父的手,但老先生似乎没有注意到他的动作。
“When are they going to let me see my daughter?” he asked querulously.
“他们什么时候让我见见我的女儿?”他抱怨地问道。
“They told me to keep out of the way while they carried her in, because it might upset her.
“他们告诉我在他们抬她进去的时候不要挡道,因为这可能会让她不高兴。
I wish they’d let me go in and speak to my daughter.
我希望他们能让我进去和我女儿说话。
I think she wants to see me.”
我想她想见我。”
He was right—presently the doctor came out and beckoned to him; and the Major shuffled forward, leaning on a shaking cane; his figure, after all its years of proud soldierliness, had grown stooping at last, and his untrimmed white hair straggled over the back of his collar.
他是对的——不久医生就出来了,向他招手。少校拄着一根摇晃的手杖,拖着脚步向前走。他的身材,经过多年骄傲的军人风范,终于变得弯腰驼背,未经修剪的白发散落在衣领后面。
He looked old—old and divested of the world—as he crept toward his daughter’s room.
当他蹑手蹑脚地走向女儿的房间时,他看起来很老——老了,与世隔绝。
Her voice was stronger, for the waiting group heard a low cry of tenderness and welcome as the old man reached the open doorway.
她的声音更大了,因为当老人到达敞开的门口时,等待的人们听到了一声温柔而欢迎的低声叫喊。
Then the door was closed.
然后门就关上了。
Fanny touched her nephew’s arm.
范妮碰了碰她侄子的手臂。
“George, you must need something to eat—I know she’d want you to.
“乔治,你一定需要吃点东西——我知道她会希望你这么做。
I’ve had things ready: I knew she’d want me to.
我已经准备好了一切:我知道她会希望我这么做。
You’d better go down to the dining room: there’s plenty on the table, waiting for you.
你最好去餐厅:桌子上有很多东西等着你。
She’d want you to eat something.”
她想让你吃点东西。”
He turned a ghastly face to her, it was so panic-stricken.
他转过脸来看着她,那张脸是那么的惊慌。
“I don’t want anything to eat!” he said savagely.
“我什么都不想吃!”他粗暴地说。
And he began to pace the floor, taking care not to go near Isabel’s door, and that his footsteps were muffled by the long, thick hall rug.
他开始在地板上踱步,小心翼翼地不要靠近伊莎贝尔的门,他的脚步被又长又厚的大厅地毯遮住了。
After a while he went to where Amberson, with folded arms and bowed head, had seated himself near the front window.
过了一会儿,他来到了安伯森抱着双臂、低着头坐在靠近前窗的地方。
“Uncle George,” he said hoarsely.
“乔治叔叔,”他嘶哑地说。
“I didn’t—”
“我没有——”
“Well?”
“怎么样?”
“Oh, my God, I didn’t think this thing the matter with her could ever be serious!
“天哪,我没想到她的事情会这么严重!
I—” He gasped.
我——”他喘着气。
“When that doctor I had meet us at the boat—” He could not go on.
“当我在船上遇见那位医生时——”他无法继续说下去。
Amberson only nodded his head, and did not otherwise change his attitude.
安伯森只是点了点头,并没有其他态度的改变。
Isabel lived through the night.
伊莎贝尔度过了这一夜。
At eleven o’clock Fanny came timidly to George in his room.
十一点钟,范妮胆怯地来到乔治的房间。
“Eugene is here,” she whispered.
“尤金在这里,”她低声说道。
“He’s downstairs.
“他在楼下。
He wants—” She gulped.
他想要——”她咽了口口水。
“He wants to know if he can’t see her.
“他想知道他是否看不到她。
I didn’t know what to say.
我不知道该说什么。
I said I’d see.
我说我会看看。
I didn’t know—the doctor said—”
我不知道——医生说——”
“The doctor said we ‘must keep her peaceful,’” George said sharply.
“医生说我们‘必须让她保持平静’,”乔治尖锐地说。
“Do you think that man’s coming would be very soothing?
“你觉得那个男人的到来会很让人安心吗?
My God!
天啊!
if it hadn’t been for him this mightn’t have happened: we could have gone on living here quietly, and—why, it would be like taking a stranger into her room!
如果没有他,这件事可能不会发生:我们可以继续安静地住在这里,而且——为什么,这就像带一个陌生人进入她的房间一样!
She hasn’t even spoken of him more than twice in all the time we’ve been away.
在我们离开的这段时间里,她甚至没有提起过他超过两次。
Doesn’t he know how sick she is?
难道他不知道她病得有多严重吗?
You tell him the doctor said she had to be quiet and peaceful.
你告诉他医生说她必须保持安静和平静。
That’s what he did say, isn’t it?”
他确实是这么说的,不是吗?”
Fanny acquiesced tearfully.
范妮含泪默许。
“I’ll tell him.
“我会告诉他的。
I’ll tell him the doctor said she was to be kept very quiet.
我会告诉他医生说她要保持安静。
I—I didn’t know—” And she pottered out.
我——我不知道——”然后她结结巴巴地说了出来。
An hour later the nurse appeared in George’s doorway; she came noiselessly, and his back was toward her; but he jumped as if he had been shot, and his jaw fell, he so feared what she was going to say.
一小时后,护士出现在乔治的门口。她悄无声息地走过来,他背对着她。但他像中弹一样跳了起来,下巴都掉下来了,他非常害怕她会说什么。
“She wants to see you.”
“她想见你。”
The terrified mouth shut with a click; and he nodded and followed her; but she remained outside his mother’s room while he went in.
惊恐的嘴巴“咔哒”一声闭上了;他点点头,跟着她走了。但当他进去时,她仍留在他母亲的房间外面。
Isabel’s eyes were closed, and she did not open them or move her head, but she smiled and edged her hand toward him as he sat on a stool beside the bed.
伊莎贝尔闭着眼睛,没有睁开眼睛,也没有移动头,但当他坐在床边的凳子上时,她微笑着把手伸向他。
He took that slender, cold hand, and put it to his cheek.
他握住那只纤细冰冷的手,放在了自己的脸颊上。
“Darling, did you—get something to eat?” She could only whisper, slowly and with difficulty.
“亲爱的,你——吃东西了吗?”她只能低声细语,缓慢而艰难。
It was as if Isabel herself were far away, and only able to signal what she wanted to say.
就好像伊莎贝尔本人在很远的地方,只能发出她想说的话。
“Yes, mother.”
“是的,妈妈。”
“All you—needed?”
“你——需要的一切?”
“Yes, mother.”
“是的,妈妈。”
She did not speak again for a time; then, “Are you sure you didn’t—didn’t catch cold coming home?”
她一时间没有再说话。然后,“你确定你回家没有——没有着凉吗?”
“I’m all right, mother.”
“我没事,妈妈。”
“That’s good.
“那就好。
It’s sweet—it’s sweet—”
真甜——真甜——”
“What is, mother darling?”
“什么是,亲爱的妈妈?”
“To feel—my hand on your cheek.
“感觉——我的手放在你的脸颊上。
I—I can feel it.”
我——我能感觉到。”
But this frightened him horribly—that she seemed so glad she could feel it, like a child proud of some miraculous seeming thing accomplished.
但这让他感到非常害怕——她似乎很高兴自己能感觉到这一点,就像一个孩子为某种看似神奇的事情的完成而感到自豪。
It frightened him so that he could not speak, and he feared that she would know how he trembled; but she was unaware, and again was silent.
他吓得说不出话来,他担心她会知道他有多么颤抖。但她浑然不觉,又沉默了。
Finally she spoke again:
最后她又开口了:
“I wonder if—if Eugene and Lucy know that we’ve come—home.”
“我想知道尤金和露西是否知道我们已经回家了。”
“I’m sure they do.”
“我确信他们会的。”
“Has he—asked about me?”
“他有——问起过我吗?”
“Yes, he was here.”
“是的,他来过。”
“Has he—gone?”
“他——走了吗?”
“Yes, mother.”
“是的,妈妈。”
She sighed faintly.
她轻轻叹了口气。
“I’d like—”
“我想要——”
“What, mother?”
“什么,妈妈?”
“I’d like to have—seen him.” It was just audible, this little regretful murmur.
“我想——见见他。”只能听见,这小小的遗憾的低语。
Several minutes passed before there was another.
几分钟过去了,又传来了一声。
“Just—just once,” she whispered, and then was still.
“就——就一次,”她低声说道,然后就一动不动了。
She seemed to have fallen asleep, and George moved to go, but a faint pressure upon his fingers detained him, and he remained, with her hand still pressed against his cheek.
她似乎已经睡着了,乔治准备走开,但手指上微弱的压力阻止了他,他留下来,她的手仍然按在他的脸颊上。
After a while he made sure she was asleep, and moved again, to let the nurse come in, and this time there was no pressure of the fingers to keep him.
过了一会儿,他确定她睡着了,然后再次移动,让护士进来,这一次手指不再有压力来留住他。
She was not asleep, but thinking that if he went he might get some rest, and be better prepared for what she knew was coming, she commanded those longing fingers of hers—and let him go.
她没有睡着,但想到如果他走了,他可能会休息一下,并为她所知道的即将到来的事情做好更好的准备,她命令她那渴望的手指——让他走。
He found the doctor standing with the nurse in the hall; and, telling them that his mother was drowsing now, George went back to his own room, where he was startled to find his grandfather lying on the bed, and his uncle leaning against the wall.
他发现医生和护士站在大厅里。乔治告诉他们他的母亲现在正在打瞌睡,然后他回到自己的房间,惊讶地发现祖父躺在床上,叔叔靠在墙上。
They had gone home two hours before, and he did not know they had returned.
他们两个小时前就回家了,他不知道他们回来了。
“The doctor thought we’d better come over,” Amberson said, then was silent, and George, shaking violently, sat down on the edge of the bed.
“医生认为我们最好过来,”安伯森说,然后沉默了,乔治剧烈地颤抖着,坐在床边。
His shaking continued, and from time to time he wiped heavy sweat from his forehead.
他的颤抖仍在继续,不时地擦去额头上的大汗。
The hours passed, and sometimes the old man upon the bed would snore a little, stop suddenly, and move as if to rise, but George Amberson would set a hand upon his shoulder, and murmur a reassuring word or two.
几个小时过去了,有时床上的老人会打鼾,突然停止,然后移动,好像要站起来,但乔治·安伯森会把手搭在他的肩膀上,低声说一两句安慰的话。
Now and then, either uncle or nephew would tiptoe into the hall and look toward Isabel’s room, then come tiptoeing back, the other watching him haggardly.
时不时地,叔叔或侄子会蹑手蹑脚地走进大厅,朝伊莎贝尔的房间看去,然后蹑手蹑脚地回来,另一个则憔悴地看着他。
Once George gasped defiantly: “That doctor in New York said she might get better!
有一次,乔治气喘吁吁地说:“纽约的那个医生说她可能会好起来!
Don’t you know he did?
你不知道他这么做了吗?
Don’t you know he said she might?”
你不知道他说她可能会吗?”
Amberson made no answer.
安伯森没有回答。
Dawn had been murking through the smoky windows, growing stronger for half an hour, when both men started violently at a sound in the hall; and the Major sat up on the bed, unchecked.
黎明已经透过烟雾缭绕的窗户变得阴暗,半个小时以来变得越来越强,这时大厅里的一声响动让两个人都惊呆了。少校在床上坐了起来,不受约束。
It was the voice of the nurse speaking to Fanny Minafer, and the next moment, Fanny appeared in the doorway, making contorted efforts to speak.
那是护士对范妮·米纳弗说话的声音,下一刻,范妮出现在门口,扭曲着说话的语气。
Amberson said weakly: “Does she want us—to come in?”
安伯森虚弱地说道:“她想要我们——进来吗?”
But Fanny found her voice, and uttered a long, loud cry.
但范妮找到了自己的声音,并发出一声长长的、响亮的哭声。
She threw her arms about George, and sobbed in an agony of loss and compassion:
她张开双臂拥抱乔治,在失落和同情的痛苦中哭泣:
“She loved you!” she wailed.
“她爱你!”她嚎啕大哭。
“She loved you!
“她爱你!
She loved you!
她爱你!
Oh, how she did love you!”
哦,她多么爱你啊!”
Isabel had just left them.
伊莎贝尔刚刚离开他们。
Chapter XXX
第三十章
Major Amberson remained dry-eyed through the time that followed: he knew that this separation from his daughter would be short, that the separation which had preceded it was the long one.
在接下来的时间里,安伯森少校一直泪眼汪汪:他知道与女儿的分离将是短暂的,而之前的分离却是漫长的。
He worked at his ledgers no more under his old gas drop-light, but would sit all evening staring into the fire, in his bedroom, and not speaking unless someone asked him a question.
他不再在旧的煤气吊灯下处理账簿,而是整晚坐在卧室里盯着炉火,除非有人问他问题,否则他不会说话。
He seemed almost unaware of what went on around him, and those who were with him thought him dazed by Isabel’s death, guessing that he was lost in reminiscences and vague dreams.
他似乎几乎不知道周围发生了什么,和他在一起的人认为他因伊莎贝尔的死而感到茫然,猜测他迷失在回忆和模糊的梦中。
“Probably his mind is full of pictures of his youth, or the Civil War, and the days when he and mother were young married people and all of us children were jolly little things—and the city was a small town with one cobbled street and the others just dirt roads with board sidewalks.” This was George Amberson’s conjecture, and the others agreed; but they were mistaken.
“也许他的脑海里充满了他年轻时的画面,或者内战的画面,以及他和母亲年轻时结婚的日子,我们所有的孩子都是快乐的小东西——这座城市是一个小镇,只有一条鹅卵石街道,其他只是带有木板人行道的土路。”这是乔治·安伯森的猜想,其他人也都同意。但他们错了。
The Major was engaged in the profoundest thinking of his life.
少校正在进行他一生中最深刻的思考。
No business plans which had ever absorbed him could compare in momentousness with the plans that absorbed him now, for he had to plan how to enter the unknown country where he was not even sure of being recognized as an Amberson—not sure of anything, except that Isabel would help him if she could.
过去吸引他的商业计划都无法与现在吸引他的计划相比,因为他必须计划如何进入这个未知的国家,在那里他甚至不确定是否会被认为是安伯森——什么都不确定,除了伊莎贝尔如果可以的话会帮助他。
His absorption produced the outward effect of reverie, but of course it was not.
他的专注产生了遐想的外在效果,但当然不是。
The Major was occupied with the first really important matter that had taken his attention since he came home invalided, after the Gettysburg campaign, and went into business; and he realized that everything which had worried him or delighted him during this lifetime between then and to-day—all his buying and building and trading and banking—that it all was trifling and waste beside what concerned him now.
自从葛底斯堡战役结束后,少校带着伤病回家,开始做生意,他正忙着处理第一件真正重要的事情,这件事引起了他的注意。他意识到,从那时到今天,他这一生中所有让他担心或高兴的事情——他所有的购买、建筑、交易和银行业务——与他现在关心的事情相比,这一切都是微不足道的和浪费的。
He seldom went out of his room, and often left untouched the meals they brought to him there; and this neglect caused them to shake their heads mournfully, again mistaking for dazedness the profound concentration of his mind.
他很少走出自己的房间,而且经常不碰他们给他带来的饭菜。这种疏忽使他们悲哀地摇摇头,再次误认为他精神高度集中的茫然。
Meanwhile, the life of the little bereft group still forlornly centering upon him began to pick up again, as life will, and to emerge from its own period of dazedness.
与此同时,以他为中心的这个失去亲人的小团体的生活开始再次好起来,就像生活将要发生的那样,并从自己的茫然时期中走出来。
It was not Isabel’s father but her son who was really dazed.
真正茫然的不是伊莎贝尔的父亲,而是她的儿子。
A month after her death he walked abruptly into Fanny’s room, one night, and found her at her desk, eagerly adding columns of figures with which she had covered several sheets of paper.
她去世一个月后的一天晚上,他突然走进范妮的房间,发现她坐在办公桌前,正在急切地添加她在几张纸上写下的一列数字。
This mathematical computation was concerned with her future income to be produced by the electric headlight, now just placed on the general market; but Fanny was ashamed to be discovered doing anything except mourning, and hastily pushed the sheets aside, even as she looked over her shoulder to greet her hollow-eyed visitor.
这项数学计算与她未来通过电动车头灯产生的收入有关,该车头灯现在刚刚投放到一般市场;但范妮因为被发现除了哀悼之外还在做任何事而感到羞愧,她匆忙把床单推到一边,同时她回头迎接这位目光深陷的访客。
“George!
“乔治!
You startled me.”
你吓到我了。”
“I beg your pardon for not knocking,” he said huskily.
“请原谅我没有敲门。”他沙哑地说。
“I didn’t think.”
“我没想到。”
She turned in her chair and looked at him solicitously.
她在椅子上转过身来,关切地看着他。
“Sit down, George, won’t you?”
“坐下吧,乔治,好吗?”
“No. I just wanted—”
“不。我只是想——”
“I could hear you walking up and down in your room,” said Fanny.
“我能听到你在房间里走来走去,”范妮说。
“You were doing it ever since dinner, and it seems to me you’re at it almost every evening.
“你从晚饭后就开始这么做了,而且在我看来,你几乎每天晚上都在这么做。
I don’t believe it’s good for you—and I know it would worry your mother terribly if she—” Fanny hesitated.
我不认为这对你有好处——而且我知道如果你妈妈——”范妮犹豫了。
“See here,” George said, breathing fast, “I want to tell you once more that what I did was right.
“看这里,”乔治呼吸急促地说,“我想再次告诉你,我所做的是正确的。
How could I have done anything else but what I did do?”
除了我所做的事之外,我还能做什么呢?”
“About what, George?”
“关于什么,乔治?”
“About everything!” he exclaimed; and he became vehement.
“关于一切!”他惊呼道;他变得很激烈。
“I did the right thing, I tell you!
“我告诉你,我做的是对的!
In heaven’s name, I’d like to know what else there was for anybody in my position to do!
看在上帝的份上,我想知道像我这样的人还能做什么!
It would have been a dreadful thing for me to just let matters go on and not interfere—it would have been terrible!
如果我只是让事情继续下去而不干预,那将是一件可怕的事情——那将是一件可怕的事情!
What else on earth was there for me to do?
我到底还能做什么呢?
I had to stop that talk, didn’t I?
我必须停止那个谈话,不是吗?
Could a son do less than I did?
儿子能做的比我少吗?
Didn’t it cost me something to do it?
难道我没有付出什么代价吗?
Lucy and I’d had a quarrel, but that would have come round in time—and it meant the end forever when I turned her father back from our door.
露西和我发生了争吵,但这一切都会及时解决——当我把她父亲从我们家门口赶走时,这意味着永远的结束。
I knew what it meant, yet I went ahead and did it because I knew it had to be done if the talk was to be stopped.
我知道这意味着什么,但我还是继续这么做了,因为我知道如果要停止谈话就必须这样做。
I took mother away for the same reason.
我也因为同样的原因把妈妈带走了。
I knew that would help to stop it.
我知道这将有助于阻止它。
And she was happy over there—she was perfectly happy.
她在那里很高兴——她非常高兴。
I tell you, I think she had a happy life, and that’s my only consolation.
我告诉你,我认为她生活得很幸福,这是我唯一的安慰。
She didn’t live to be old; she was still beautiful and young looking, and I feel she’d rather have gone before she got old.
她没有活到老;她没有活到老。她看起来仍然美丽年轻,我觉得她宁愿在变老之前离开。
She’d had a good husband, and all the comfort and luxury that anybody could have—and how could it be called anything but a happy life?
她有一个好丈夫,以及任何人都可以拥有的所有舒适和奢侈——这怎么能称为幸福的生活呢?
She was always cheerful, and when I think of her I can always see her laughing—I can always hear that pretty laugh of hers.
她总是很开朗,每当我想起她,我总能看到她在笑——我总能听到她那美妙的笑声。
When I can keep my mind off of the trip home, and that last night, I always think of her gay and laughing.
当我能把注意力从回家的路上转移开的时候,以及昨晚的那一晚,我总是会想起她的快乐和欢笑。
So how on earth could she have had anything but a happy life?
那么,她的生活到底怎么可能不幸福呢?
People that aren’t happy don’t look cheerful all the time, do they?
不快乐的人不会一直看起来都很快乐,不是吗?
They look unhappy if they are unhappy; that’s how they look!
如果他们不高兴,他们看起来也不高兴;这就是他们的样子!
See here”—he faced her challengingly—“do you deny that I did the right thing?”
看这里”——他挑战地面对她——“你否认我做了正确的事吗?”
“Oh, I don’t pretend to judge,” Fanny said soothingly, for his voice and gesture both partook of wildness.
“哦,我不会假装做出判断,”范妮安慰地说,因为他的声音和手势都带有狂野的气息。
“I know you think you did, George.”
“我知道你认为你做到了,乔治。”
“Think I did!” he echoed violently.
“我想我做到了!”他剧烈地重复着。
“My God in heaven!” And he began to walk up and down the floor.
“天上的上帝啊!”他开始在地板上走来走去。
“What else was there to do?
“还有什么可做的吗?
What choice did I have?
我有什么选择?
Was there any other way of stopping the talk?” He stopped, close in front of her, gesticulating, his voice harsh and loud: “Don’t you hear me?
还有其他办法可以阻止谈话吗?”他停了下来,靠近她面前,打着手势,声音刺耳而响亮:“你没听到我说话吗?
I’m asking you: Was there any other way on earth of protecting her from the talk?”
我问你:到底有没有其他方法可以保护她免受谈话的影响?”
Miss Fanny looked away.
范妮小姐移开视线。
“It died down before long, I think,” she said nervously.
“我想,不久之后就平息了,”她紧张地说。
“That shows I was right, doesn’t it?” he cried.
“这说明我是对的,不是吗?”他哭了。
“If I hadn’t acted as I did, that slanderous old Johnson woman would have kept on with her slanders—she’d still be—”
“如果我没有这样做,那个诽谤性的约翰逊老妇人就会继续诽谤——她仍然会——”
“No,” Fanny interrupted.
“不,”范妮打断道。
“She’s dead.
“她死了。
She dropped dead with apoplexy one day about six weeks after you left.
你离开大约六周后的一天,她因中风去世了。
I didn’t mention it in my letters because I didn’t want—I thought—”
我在信中没有提到这件事,因为我不想——我想——”
“Well, the other people would have kept on, then.
“好吧,那么其他人就会继续下去。
They’d have—”
他们会有——”
“I don’t know,” said Fanny, still averting her troubled eyes.
“我不知道,”范妮说道,仍然避开她那双困惑的眼睛。
“Things are so changed here, George.
“这里的情况发生了很大的变化,乔治。
The other people you speak of—one hardly knows what’s become of them.
你谈到的其他人——几乎不知道他们怎么样了。
Of course not a great many were doing the talking, and they—well, some of them are dead, and some might as well be—you never see them any more—and the rest, whoever they were, are probably so mixed in with the crowds of new people that seem never even to have heard of us—and I’m sure we certainly never heard of them—and people seem to forget things so soon—they seem to forget anything.
当然,说话的人并不多,他们——嗯,他们中的一些人已经死了,有些人可能已经死了——你再也见不到他们了——而其余的人,无论他们是谁,可能都混在一群新来的人中,他们似乎从未听说过我们——我确信我们当然从未听说过他们——人们似乎很快就忘记了事情——他们似乎忘记了任何事情。
You can’t imagine how things have changed here!”
你无法想象这里发生了怎样的变化!”
George gulped painfully before he could speak.
乔治还没来得及说话,就痛苦地咽了口口水。
“You—you mean to sit there and tell me that if I’d just let things go on—Oh!” He swung away, walking the floor again.
“你——你的意思是坐在那里告诉我,如果我让事情继续下去——哦!”他转身离开,再次在地板上行走。
“I tell you I did the only right thing!
“我告诉你,我做了唯一正确的事!
If you don’t think so, why in the name of heaven can’t you say what else I should have done?
如果你不这么认为,为什么你不能说我还应该做什么呢?
It’s easy enough to criticize, but the person who criticizes a man ought at least to tell him what else he should have done!
批评很容易,但批评一个人的人至少应该告诉他他还应该做什么!
You think I was wrong!”
你以为我错了!”
“I’m not saying so,” she said.
“我不是这么说的,”她说。
“You did at the time!” he cried.
“你当时就这么做了!”他哭了。
“You said enough then, I think!
“我想你说得够多了!
Well, what have you to say now, if you’re so sure I was wrong?”
好吧,如果你确定我错了,你现在有什么话要说?”
“Nothing, George.”
“没什么,乔治。”
“It’s only because you’re afraid to!” he said, and he went on with a sudden bitter divination: “You’re reproaching yourself with what you had to do with all that; and you’re trying to make up for it by doing and saying what you think mother would want you to, and you think I couldn’t stand it if I got to thinking I might have done differently.
“那只是因为你害怕!” “你在责备自己,因为你必须做这一切;你试图通过做你认为母亲希望你做的事情和说的话来弥补它,而你认为如果我想到我可能会做不同的事情,我就无法忍受。
Oh, I know!
哦,我知道!
That’s exactly what’s in your mind: you do think I was wrong!
这正是你的想法:你确实认为我错了!
So does Uncle George.
乔治叔叔也是如此。
I challenged him about it the other day, and he answered just as you’re answering—evaded, and tried to be gentler.
前几天我就这个问题向他提出了质疑,他的回答和你的回答一样——回避,并试图表现得更温和。
I don’t care to be handled with gloves!
我不喜欢戴手套!
I tell you I was right, and I don’t need any coddling by people that think I wasn’t!
我告诉你我是对的,我不需要那些认为我不对的人的溺爱!
And I suppose you believe I was wrong not to let Morgan see her that last night when he came here, and she—she was dying.
我想你认为昨晚摩根来到这里时我没有让他见到她是错误的,而她——她快要死了。
If you do, why in the name of God did you come and ask me?
如果你知道的话,你为什么要来问我?
You could have taken him in!
你本来可以收留他的!
She did want to see him.
她确实想见他。
She—”
她——”
Miss Fanny looked startled.
范妮小姐看起来很吃惊。
“You think—”
“你认为——”
“She told me so!” And the tortured young man choked.
“她是这么告诉我的!”那个饱受折磨的年轻人哽咽了。
“She said—‘just once.’ She said ‘I’d like to have seen him—just once!’ She meant—to tell him good-bye!
“她说——‘就一次。’她说‘我想见他——就一次!’她的意思是——向他道别!
That’s what she meant!
她就是这个意思!
And you put this on me, too; you put this responsibility on me!
你也把这个放在我身上;你把这个责任推给我!
But I tell you, and I told Uncle George, that the responsibility isn’t all mine!
但我告诉你,我也告诉过乔治叔叔,责任不全是我的!
If you were so sure I was wrong all the time—when I took her away, and when I turned Morgan out—if you were so sure, what did you let me do it for?
如果你这么确定我一直都是错的——当我带走她时,当我把摩根赶出去时——如果你这么确定,你让我这么做是为了什么?
You and Uncle George were grown people, both of you, weren’t you?
你和乔治叔叔都是成年人了,不是吗?
You were older than I, and if you were so sure you were wiser than I, why did you just stand around with your hands hanging down, and let me go ahead?
你比我年长,如果你这么确定你比我聪明,为什么你只是垂着双手站在那里,让我先走?
You could have stopped it if it was wrong, couldn’t you?”
如果它是错的,你本可以阻止它,不是吗?”
Fanny shook her head.
范妮摇摇头。
“No, George,” she said slowly.
“不,乔治,”她慢慢地说。
“Nobody could have stopped you.
“没有人能阻止你。
You were too strong, and—”
你太强大了,而且——”
“And what?” he demanded loudly.
“那又怎样?”他大声要求。
“And she loved you—too well.”
“她爱你——太爱你了。”
George stared at her hard, then his lower lip began to move convulsively, and he set his teeth upon it but could not check its frantic twitching.
乔治紧紧地盯着她,然后他的下唇开始抽搐,他用牙齿咬住它,但无法阻止它疯狂的抽动。
He ran out of the room.
他跑出了房间。
She sat still, listening.
她静静地坐着,听着。
He had plunged into his mother’s room, but no sound came to Fanny’s ears after the sharp closing of the door; and presently she rose and stepped out into the hall—but could hear nothing.
他一头扎进了母亲的房间,但房门猛地关上,范妮的耳朵里却再也没有任何声音了。不久她站起来,走进大厅——但什么也听不到。
The heavy black walnut door of Isabel’s room, as Fanny’s troubled eyes remained fixed upon it, seemed to become darker and vaguer; the polished wood took the distant ceiling light, at the end of the hall, in dim reflections which became mysterious; and to Fanny’s disturbed mind the single sharp point of light on the bronze door-knob was like a continuous sharp cry in the stillness of night.
伊莎贝尔房间那扇厚重的黑胡桃木门,范妮不安的目光一直盯着它,似乎变得更暗、更模糊了。抛光的木头在大厅尽头的远处天花板上发出昏暗的反射,变得神秘起来。对于范妮心烦意乱的心灵来说,青铜门把手上唯一的锐利光点就像寂静的夜晚中连续不断的尖锐叫声。
What interview was sealed away from human eye and ear within the lonely darkness on the other side of that door—in that darkness where Isabel’s own special chairs were, and her own special books, and the two great walnut wardrobes filled with her dresses and wraps?
在那扇门的另一边的孤独黑暗中,什么样的采访被封闭在人类的眼睛和耳朵之外——在那个黑暗中,伊莎贝尔有自己的特殊椅子,她自己的特殊书籍,以及两个装满了她的衣服和围巾的胡桃木大衣柜?
What tragic argument might be there vainly striving to confute the gentle dead?
试图反驳温柔的死者会徒劳地出现什么悲惨的论点?
“In God’s name, what else could I have done?” For his mother’s immutable silence was surely answering him as Isabel in life would never have answered him, and he was beginning to understand how eloquent the dead can be.
“看在上帝的份上,我还能做什么呢?”因为他母亲一成不变的沉默肯定是在回答他,而生前的伊莎贝尔永远不会回答他,他开始明白死者的口才有多么好。
They cannot stop their eloquence, no matter how they have loved the living: they cannot choose.
他们无法停止自己的口才,无论他们如何爱生者:他们无法选择。
And so, no matter in what agony George should cry out, “What else could I have done?” and to the end of his life no matter how often he made that wild appeal, Isabel was doomed to answer him with the wistful, faint murmur:
因此,无论乔治多么痛苦,都应该大声喊道:“我还能做什么呢?”直到他生命的最后一刻,无论他多么频繁地发出这种疯狂的请求,伊莎贝尔都注定要以渴望的、微弱的低语来回答他:
“I’d like to have—seen him.
“我很想——见见他。
Just—just once.”
就——就一次。”
A cheerful darkey went by the house, loudly and tunelessly whistling some broken thoughts upon women, fried food and gin; then a group of high school boys, returning homeward after important initiations, were heard skylarking along the sidewalk, rattling sticks on the fences, squawking hoarsely, and even attempting to sing in the shocking new voices of uncompleted adolescence.
一个快乐的黑人走过房子,大声而不调调地吹着口哨,吹着一些关于女人、油炸食品和杜松子酒的破碎的想法;然后,一群高中男生在完成重要的入会仪式后回家时,听到他们在人行道上嬉戏,把栅栏上的棍子敲得嘎嘎作响,嘶哑地叫喊,甚至试图用未完成的青春期令人震惊的新声音唱歌。
For no reason, and just as a poultry yard falls into causeless agitation, they stopped in front of the house, and for half an hour produced the effect of a noisy multitude in full riot.
无缘无故地,就像一个养鸡场无缘无故地骚动起来一样,他们在屋前停了下来,半个小时内造成了人群喧闹、骚乱的效果。
To the woman standing upstairs in the hall, this was almost unbearable; and she felt that she would have to go down and call to them to stop; but she was too timid, and after a time went back to her room, and sat at her desk again.
对于站在大厅楼上的女人来说,这几乎是难以忍受的。她觉得自己必须下去叫他们停下来。但她太胆怯了,过了一会儿就回到了自己的房间,又坐到了办公桌前。
She left the door open, and frequently glanced out into the hall, but gradually became once more absorbed in the figures which represented her prospective income from her great plunge in electric lights for automobiles.
她把门开着,时常向大厅里望去,但渐渐地,她又开始全神贯注于那些数字,这些数字代表着她在汽车电灯方面的巨大投入所带来的预期收入。
She did not hear George return to his own room.
她没有听到乔治回到自己的房间。
A superstitious person might have thought it unfortunate that her partner in this speculative industry (as in Wilbur’s disastrous rolling-mills) was that charming but too haphazardous man of the world, George Amberson.
一个迷信的人可能会认为她在这个投机行业(如威尔伯灾难性的轧机)的合作伙伴是那个迷人但过于随意的世界男人乔治·安伯森,这是不幸的。
He was one of those optimists who believe that if you put money into a great many enterprises one of them is sure to turn out a fortune, and therefore, in order to find the lucky one, it is only necessary to go into a large enough number of them.
他是那些乐观主义者之一,他相信,如果你把钱投入到很多企业中,其中一家肯定会带来一笔财富,因此,为了找到幸运的企业,只需要投入足够多的企业即可。
Altogether gallant in spirit, and beautifully game under catastrophe, he had gone into a great many, and the unanimity of their “bad luck,” as he called it, gave him one claim to be a distinguished person, if he had no other.
总的来说,他精神上英勇,在灾难中表现得非常出色,他曾接触过很多人,而他们的一致“厄运”,正如他所说,使他有一个自称是一个杰出的人,如果他没有其他的话。
In business he was ill fated with a consistency which made him, in that alone, a remarkable man; and he declared, with some earnestness, that there was no accounting for it except by the fact that there had been so much good luck in his family before he was born that something had to balance it.
在商业上,他命运多舛,但他的坚持使他成为了一个非凡的人。他郑重地宣称,除了他出生之前他的家庭有如此多的好运这一事实之外,没有任何解释可以解释这一点,因此必须有某种东西来平衡它。
“You ought to have thought of my record and stayed out,” he told Fanny, one day the next spring, when the affairs of the headlight company had begun to look discouraging.
“你应该考虑一下我的记录,不要参与进来,”第二年春天的一天,当车头灯公司的情况开始令人沮丧时,他告诉范妮。
“I feel the old familiar sinking that’s attended all my previous efforts to prove myself a business genius.
“我之前为证明自己是一个商业天才而付出的所有努力中,都感受到了那种熟悉的沉沦感。
I think it must be something like the feeling an aeronaut has when his balloon bursts, and, looking down, he sees below him the old home farm where he used to live—I mean the feeling he’d have just before he flattened out in that same old clay barnyard.
我想这一定就像一个宇航员的气球爆炸时的感觉,向下看,他看到下面是他曾经居住过的老家庭农场——我的意思是他在那个旧粘土谷仓里倒塌之前的感觉。
Things do look bleak, and I’m only glad you didn’t go into this confounded thing to the extent I did.”
事情看起来确实很黯淡,我很高兴你没有像我那样陷入这种混乱的事情。”
Miss Fanny grew pink.
范妮小姐脸色变得粉红。
“But it must go right!” she protested.
“但一定要顺利!”她抗议道。
“We saw with our own eyes how perfectly it worked in the shop.
“我们亲眼看到它在店里运作得多么完美。
The light was so bright no one could face it, and so there can’t be any reason for it not to work.
光线如此明亮,没有人能够面对它,所以没有任何理由让它不起作用。
It simply—”
简直就是——”
“Oh, you’re right about that,” Amberson said.
“哦,你说得对,”安伯森说。
“It certainly was a perfect thing—in the shop!
“这确实是一件完美的事情——在商店里!
The only thing we didn’t know was how fast an automobile had to go to keep the light going.
我们唯一不知道的是汽车必须开多快才能保持灯亮。
It appears that this was a matter of some importance.”
看来这是一件很重要的事情了。”
“Well, how fast does one have to—”
“好吧,一个人必须多快——”
“To keep the light from going entirely out,” he informed her with elaborate deliberation, “it is computed by those enthusiasts who have bought our product—and subsequently returned it to us and got their money back—they compute that a motor car must maintain a speed of twenty-five miles an hour, or else there won’t be any light at all.
“为了防止灯完全熄灭,”他深思熟虑地告诉她,“这是由那些购买了我们产品并随后将其退还给我们并拿回钱的爱好者计算出来的,他们计算出汽车必须保持每小时二十五英里的速度,否则根本不会有任何灯。
To make the illumination bright enough to be noticed by an approaching automobile, they state the speed must be more than thirty miles an hour.
为了使照明足够明亮以被驶近的汽车注意到,他们规定速度必须超过每小时三十英里。
At thirty-five, objects in the path of the light begin to become visible; at forty they are revealed distinctly; and at fifty and above we have a real headlight.
三十五岁时,光路中的物体开始变得可见;四十岁时,它们显露出来;五十岁以上我们就有了真正的车头灯。
Unfortunately many people don’t care to drive that fast at all times after dusk, especially in the traffic, or where policemen are likely to become objectionable.”
不幸的是,许多人不愿意在黄昏后一直开那么快,尤其是在交通堵塞或警察可能会感到反感的地方。”
“But think of that test on the road when we—”
“但是想想路上的测试,当我们——”
“That test was lovely,” he admitted.
“那个测试很可爱,”他承认。
“The inventor made us happy with his oratory, and you and Frank Bronson and I went whirling through the night at a speed that thrilled us.
“发明家的演讲让我们很高兴,你、弗兰克·布朗森和我以令我们兴奋的速度在夜间旋转。
It was an intoxicating sensation: we were intoxicated by the lights, the lights and the music.
那是一种令人陶醉的感觉:我们陶醉在灯光、灯光和音乐之中。
We must never forget that drive, with the cool wind kissing our cheeks and the road lit up for miles ahead.
我们永远不能忘记那次开车,凉爽的风亲吻着我们的脸颊,前方几英里的道路都亮了起来。
We must never forget it and we never shall.
我们永远不能忘记它,而且永远也不会忘记。
It cost—”
代价是——”
“But something’s got to be done.”
“但必须做点什么。”
“It has, indeed!
“确实有!
My something would seem to be leaving my watch at my uncle’s.
我的东西似乎落在我叔叔那里了。
Luckily, you—”
幸运的是,你——”
The pink of Fanny’s cheeks became deeper.
范妮脸颊的粉红色更深了。
“But isn’t that man going to do anything to remedy it?
“可是那个男人就不会想办法补救吗?
can’t he try to—”
他难道不能尝试——”
“He can try,” said Amberson.
“他可以尝试,”安伯森说。
“He is trying, in fact.
“事实上,他正在努力。
I’ve sat in the shop watching him try for several beautiful afternoons, while outside the windows all Nature was fragrant with spring and smoke.
我曾在几个美丽的下午坐在店里看着他尝试,窗外的大自然充满了春天和烟雾的芬芳。
He hums ragtime to himself as he tries, and I think his mind is wandering to something else less tedious—to some new invention in which he’d take more interest.”
他边尝试边哼着拉格泰姆音乐,我认为他的思绪正飘向其他不那么乏味的事情——一些他会更感兴趣的新发明。”
“But you mustn’t let him,” she cried.
“但你不能让他这么做,”她哭道。
“You must make him keep on trying!”
“你必须让他继续努力!”
“Oh, yes.
“哦,是的。
He understands that’s what I sit there for.
他明白这就是我坐在那里的目的。
I’ll keep sitting!”
我还是坐着吧!”
However, in spite of the time he spent sitting in the shop, worrying the inventor of the fractious light, Amberson found opportunity to worry himself about another matter of business.
然而,尽管安伯森花了很多时间坐在店里,担心烦躁的灯光的发明者,但安伯森还是找到了机会担心另一件事。
This was the settlement of Isabel’s estate.
这是伊莎贝尔的遗产的解决方案。
“It’s curious about the deed to her house,” he said to his nephew.
“她的房子的契约很好奇,”他对侄子说。
“You’re absolutely sure it wasn’t among her papers?”
“你绝对确定这不在她的文件里吗?”
“Mother didn’t have any papers,” George told him.
“妈妈没有任何证件,”乔治告诉他。
“None at all.
“一点也没有。
All she ever had to do with business was to deposit the cheques grandfather gave her and then write her own cheques against them.”
她所要做的就是将祖父给她的支票存入银行,然后用这些支票自己开出支票。”
“The deed to the house was never recorded,” Amberson said thoughtfully.
“房子的契约从未被记录下来,”安伯森若有所思地说。
“I’ve been over to the courthouse to see.
“我已经去法院看看了。
I asked father if he never gave her one, and he didn’t seem able to understand me at first.
我问父亲是否从未给过她,一开始他似乎无法理解我的意思。
Then he finally said he thought he must have given her a deed long ago; but he wasn’t sure.
最后他说他想他一定是很久以前就给了她一份契约;但他不确定。
I rather think he never did.
我宁愿认为他从来没有这样做过。
I think it would be just as well to get him to execute one now in your favour.
我认为最好现在就让他执行一项对你有利的判决。
I’ll speak to him about it.”
我会和他谈谈这件事。”
George sighed.
乔治叹了口气。
“I don’t think I’d bother him about it: the house is mine, and you and I understand that it is.
“我认为我不会为此打扰他:房子是我的,你和我都明白这一点。
That’s enough for me, and there isn’t likely to be much trouble between you and me when we come to settling poor grandfather’s estate.
这对我来说已经足够了,当我们处理可怜的祖父的遗产时,你我之间不会有太多麻烦。
I’ve just been with him, and I think it would only confuse him for you to speak to him about it again.
我刚刚和他在一起,我认为你再跟他谈论这件事只会让他感到困惑。
I notice he seems distressed if anybody tries to get his attention—he’s a long way off, somewhere, and he likes to stay that way.
我注意到,如果有人试图引起他的注意,他就会显得很沮丧——他在很远的地方,在某个地方,而他喜欢保持这种状态。
I think—I think mother wouldn’t want us to bother him about it; I’m sure she’d tell us to let him alone.
我想——我想妈妈不想让我们为这件事打扰他;我确信她会告诉我们别打扰他。
He looks so white and queer.”
他看起来又白又奇怪。”
Amberson shook his head.
安伯森摇摇头。
“Not much whiter and queerer than you do, young fellow!
“不比你白多少、古怪多少,年轻人!
You’d better begin to get some air and exercise and quit hanging about in the house all day.
你最好开始呼吸新鲜空气,锻炼身体,不要整天在家里闲逛。
I won’t bother him any more than I can help; but I’ll have the deed made out ready for his signature.”
我不会再打扰他,除非我能帮上忙。但我会准备好契约供他签字。”
“I wouldn’t bother him at all.
“我根本不会打扰他。
I don’t see—”
我没看到——”
“You might see,” said his uncle uneasily.
“你可能会看到,”他叔叔不安地说。
“The estate is just about as involved and mixed-up as an estate can well get, to the best of my knowledge; and I haven’t helped it any by what he let me have for this infernal headlight scheme which has finally gone trolloping forever to where the woodbine twineth.
“据我所知,这个庄园几乎是一个庄园所能得到的最复杂和混乱的地方;而我对他让我进行的这个地狱般的车头灯计划没有任何帮助,这个计划最终永远地拖到了苦藤缠绕的地方。
Leaves me flat, and poor old Frank Bronson just half flat, and Fanny—well, thank heaven!
让我变得平坦,而可怜的老弗兰克·布朗森则半平坦,而范妮——好吧,谢天谢地!
I kept her from going in so deep that it would leave her flat.
我不让她陷得太深,以免她摔倒。
It’s rough on her as it is, I suspect.
我怀疑这对她来说很残酷。
You ought to have that deed.”
你应该有那份契约。”
“No. Don’t bother him.”
“不,别打扰他。”
“I’ll bother him as little as possible.
“我会尽量少打扰他。
I’ll wait till some day when he seems to brighten up a little.”
我会等到有一天他看起来精神起来一点的时候。”
But Amberson waited too long.
但安伯森等得太久了。
The Major had already taken eleven months since his daughter’s death to think important things out.
自从他女儿死后,少校已经花了十一个月的时间来思考重要的事情。
He had got as far with them as he could, and there was nothing to detain him longer in the world.
他已经尽可能地和他们在一起了,世界上没有什么可以让他耽搁得更久了。
One evening his grandson sat with him—the Major seemed to like best to have young George with him, so far as they were able to guess his preferences—and the old gentleman made a queer gesture: he slapped his knee as if he had made a sudden discovery, or else remembered that he had forgotten something.
一天晚上,他的孙子和他坐在一起——少校似乎最喜欢让年轻的乔治和他在一起,因为他们能够猜出他的喜好——老绅士做了一个奇怪的手势:他拍着膝盖,好像他突然有了一个发现,或者想起他忘记了什么。
George looked at him with an air of inquiry, but said nothing.
乔治用询问的眼神看着他,但什么也没说。
He had grown to be almost as silent as his grandfather.
他几乎和他的祖父一样沉默寡言。
However, the Major spoke without being questioned.
然而,少校在没有受到质疑的情况下发表了讲话。
“It must be in the sun,” he said.
“一定是在阳光下,”他说。
“There wasn’t anything here but the sun in the first place, and the earth came out of the sun, and we came out of the earth.
“这里一开始除了太阳什么都没有,地球是从太阳里出来的,我们也是从地球里出来的。
So, whatever we are, we must have been in the sun.
所以,无论我们是什么,我们一定都在阳光下。
We go back to the earth we came out of, so the earth will go back to the sun that it came out of.
我们回到我们所来自的地球,所以地球也会回到它所来自的太阳。
And time means nothing—nothing at all—so in a little while we’ll all be back in the sun together.
时间毫无意义——毫无意义——所以过一会儿我们就会一起回到阳光下。
I wish—”
我希望——”
He moved his hand uncertainly as if reaching for something, and George jumped up.
他不确定地动了动手,好像伸手去拿什么东西,乔治跳了起来。
“Did you want anything, grandfather?”
“爷爷,您想要什么吗?”
“What?”
“什么?”
“Would you like a glass of water?”
“你想喝杯水吗?”
“No—no. No; I don’t want anything.” The reaching hand dropped back upon the arm of his chair, and he relapsed into silence; but a few minutes later he finished the sentence he had begun:
“不——不。不;我什么都不想要。”伸出的手又落在了椅子的扶手上,他又陷入了沉默。但几分钟后他就把刚开始的那句话说完了:
“I wish—somebody could tell me!”
“我希望——有人能告诉我!”
The next day he had a slight cold, but he seemed annoyed when his son suggested calling the doctor, and Amberson let him have his own way so far, in fact, that after he had got up and dressed, the following morning, he was all alone when he went away to find out what he hadn’t been able to think out—all those things he had wished “somebody” would tell him.
第二天,他有点感冒,但当他儿子建议打电话给医生时,他似乎很生气,事实上,到目前为止,安伯森让他随心所欲,以至于第二天早上,当他起床穿好衣服后,当他离开去寻找他无法想通的事情时,他独自一人——所有这些他希望“有人”能告诉他的事情。
Old Sam, shuffling in with the breakfast tray, found the Major in his accustomed easy-chair by the fireplace—and yet even the old darkey could see instantly that the Major was not there.
老山姆端着早餐托盘拖着脚步进来,发现少校坐在壁炉旁他惯用的安乐椅上——然而,即使是老黑鬼也能立即看出少校不在那里。
Chapter XXXI
第三十一章
When the great Amberson Estate went into court for settlement, “there wasn’t any,” George Amberson said—that is, when the settlement was concluded there was no estate.
乔治·安伯森说,当伟大的安伯森庄园进入法庭寻求和解时,“没有任何遗产”——也就是说,当和解结束时,没有任何遗产。
“I guessed it,” Amberson went on.
“我猜到了,”安伯森继续说道。
“As an expert on prosperity, my career is disreputable, but as a prophet of calamity I deserve a testimonial banquet.” He reproached himself bitterly for not having long ago discovered that his father had never given Isabel a deed to her house.
“作为繁荣专家,我的职业声名狼藉,但作为灾难预言家,我值得一场见证宴会。”他痛苦地责备自己,因为他不久前没有发现父亲从未给过伊莎贝尔一份房子的契约。
“And those pigs, Sydney and Amelia!” he added, for this was another thing he was bitter about.
“还有那些猪,悉尼和阿米莉亚!”他补充道,因为这是另一件让他感到痛苦的事情。
“They won’t do anything.
“他们什么也不会做。
I’m sorry I gave them the opportunity of making a polished refusal.
很抱歉我给了他们完美拒绝的机会。
Amelia’s letter was about half in Italian; she couldn’t remember enough ways of saying no in English.
阿米莉亚的信大约有一半是意大利语;她记不起足够多的用英语说“不”的方式。
One has to live quite a long while to realize there are people like that!
人要活很久,才会发现有这样的人!
The estate was badly crippled, even before they took out their ‘third,’ and the ‘third’ they took was the only good part of the rotten apple.
甚至在他们拿出“第三个”之前,庄园就已经严重受损,而他们拿走的“第三个”是烂苹果中唯一好的部分。
Well, I didn’t ask them for restitution on my own account, and at least it will save you some trouble, young George.
好吧,我并没有为了我自己的利益要求他们赔偿,至少这会给你省去一些麻烦,年轻的乔治。
Never waste any time writing to them; you mustn’t count on them.”
永远不要浪费时间给他们写信;你不能指望他们。”
“I don’t,” George said quietly.
“我不知道,”乔治平静地说。
“I don’t count on anything.”
“我不指望任何事情。”
“Oh, we’ll not feel that things are quite desperate,” Amberson laughed, but not with great cheerfulness.
“哦,我们不会觉得事情很绝望。”安伯森笑道,但笑得并不开心。
“We’ll survive, Georgie—you will, especially.
“我们会活下去,乔吉——尤其是你。
For my part I’m a little too old and too accustomed to fall back on somebody else for supplies to start a big fight with life: I’ll be content with just surviving, and I can do it on an eighteen-hundred-dollar-a-year consulship.
就我而言,我有点太老了,太习惯于依靠别人来提供物资来与生活展开一场激烈的斗争:我会满足于生存,而且我可以通过每年一千八百美元的执政官身份来做到这一点。
An ex-congressman can always be pretty sure of getting some such job, and I hear from Washington the matter’s about settled.
前国会议员总是可以非常确定地得到这样的工作,而且我从华盛顿那里听说此事已经解决了。
I’ll live pleasantly enough with a pitcher of ice under a palm tree, and black folks to wait on me—that part of it will be like home—and I’ll manage to send you fifty dollars every now and then, after I once get settled.
我会过着愉快的生活,在棕榈树下有一罐冰,黑人会伺候我——那部分就像家一样——一旦安顿下来,我会时不时地寄给你五十美元。
So much for me!
对我来说就这么多了!
But you—of course you’ve had a poor training for making your own way, but you’re only a boy after all, and the stuff of the old stock is in you.
但你——当然,你没有受过很差的训练,无法走自己的路,但你毕竟只是个男孩,你身上有旧货的东西。
It’ll come out and do something.
它会出来做一些事情。
I’ll never forgive myself about that deed: it would have given you something substantial to start with.
我永远不会原谅自己的行为:它会给你一些实质性的开始。
Still, you have a little tiny bit, and you’ll have a little tiny salary, too; and of course your Aunt Fanny’s here, and she’s got something you can fall back on if you get too pinched, until I can begin to send you a dribble now and then.”
尽管如此,你还是有一点点,你也会有一点点薪水;当然,你的范妮姨妈在这里,如果你太紧张的话,她有一些可以依靠的东西,直到我可以开始时不时地给你运球。”
George’s “little tiny bit” was six hundred dollars which had come to him from the sale of his mother’s furniture; and the “little tiny salary” was eight dollars a week which old Frank Bronson was to pay him for services as a clerk and student-at-law.
乔治的“一点点”是六百美元,是他卖掉母亲的家具所得的。老弗兰克·布朗森每周的“微薄工资”是八美元,是他作为职员和法律实习生的报酬。
Old Frank would have offered more to the Major’s grandson, but since the death of that best of clients and his own experience with automobile headlights, he was not certain of being able to pay more and at the same time settle his own small bills for board and lodging.
老弗兰克本可以为少校的孙子提供更多,但自从那位最好的客户去世后,加上他自己在汽车前灯方面的经验,他不确定是否能够支付更多费用,同时支付自己的小额食宿费用。
George had accepted haughtily, and thereby removed a burden from his uncle’s mind.
乔治傲慢地接受了,从而卸下了叔叔心中的负担。
Amberson himself, however, had not even a “tiny bit”; though he got his consular appointment; and to take him to his post he found it necessary to borrow two hundred of his nephew’s six hundred dollars.
然而,安伯森本人却连“一丁点”都没有。尽管他得到了领事任命;为了把他接任,他发现有必要从他侄子的六百美元中借两百美元。
“It makes me sick, George,” he said.
“这让我感到恶心,乔治,”他说。
“But I’d better get there and get that salary started.
“但我最好到达那里并开始领取薪水。
Of course Eugene would do anything in the world, and the fact is he wanted to, but I felt that—ah—under the circumstances—”
当然,尤金愿意做世界上任何事,事实上他也想这么做,但我觉得——啊——在这种情况下——”
“Never!” George exclaimed, growing red.
“从来没有!”乔治惊呼道,脸涨得通红。
“I can’t imagine one of the family—” He paused, not finding it necessary to explain that “the family” shouldn’t turn a man from the door and then accept favours from him.
“我无法想象家里的一个人——”他停顿了一下,觉得没有必要解释“家人”不应该把一个人拒之门外,然后接受他的恩惠。
“I wish you’d take more.”
“我希望你能多拿点。”
Amberson declined.
安伯森拒绝了。
“One thing I’ll say for you, young George; you haven’t a stingy bone in your body.
“我要替你说一件事,年轻的乔治;你身上没有一根小气的骨头。
That’s the Amberson stock in you—and I like it!”
这就是你身上的安伯森特质——我喜欢它!”
He added something to this praise of his nephew on the day he left for Washington.
在他的侄子动身前往华盛顿的那天,他又对他的表扬作了一些补充。
He was not to return, but to set forth from the capital on the long journey to his post.
他不打算返回,而是从首都出发,踏上前往岗位的长途旅行。
George went with him to the station, and their farewell was lengthened by the train’s being several minutes late.
乔治陪他去了车站,由于火车晚点了几分钟,他们的告别时间延长了。
“I may not see you again, Georgie,” Amberson said; and his voice was a little husky as he set a kind hand on the young man’s shoulder.
“我可能再也见不到你了,乔吉,”安伯森说。他的声音有些沙哑,他友善地把手搭在年轻人的肩膀上。
“It’s quite probable that from this time on we’ll only know each other by letter—until you’re notified as my next of kin that there’s an old valise to be forwarded to you, and perhaps some dusty curios from the consulate mantelpiece.
“很有可能,从现在开始,我们只能通过书信来认识——直到你作为我的近亲收到通知,有一个旧提箱要转给你,也许还有领事馆壁炉架上的一些布满灰尘的古玩。
Well, it’s an odd way for us to be saying good-bye: one wouldn’t have thought it, even a few years ago, but here we are, two gentlemen of elegant appearance in a state of bustitude.
嗯,这对我们来说是一种奇怪的告别方式:即使是在几年前,人们也不会想到,但我们在这里,两位外表优雅、身材魁梧的绅士。
We can’t ever tell what will happen at all, can we?
我们根本无法预测会发生什么,不是吗?
Once I stood where we’re standing now, to say good-bye to a pretty girl—only it was in the old station before this was built, and we called it the ‘depot.’ She’d been visiting your mother, before Isabel was married, and I was wild about her, and she admitted she didn’t mind that.
有一次我站在我们现在站的地方,向一个漂亮的女孩道别——只不过那是在车站建成之前的旧车站,我们称之为“车站”。在伊莎贝尔结婚之前,她一直在探望你的母亲,我对她很着迷,她承认她并不介意这一点。
In fact, we decided we couldn’t live without each other, and we were to be married.
事实上,我们决定没有彼此就无法生活,所以我们要结婚。
But she had to go abroad first with her father, and when we came to say good-bye we knew we wouldn’t see each other again for almost a year.
但她必须先和父亲一起出国,当我们道别时,我们知道我们将近一年不会再见面了。
I thought I couldn’t live through it—and she stood here crying.
我以为我无法忍受这一切——而她站在这里哭泣。
Well, I don’t even know where she lives now, or if she is living—and I only happen to think of her sometimes when I’m here at the station waiting for a train.
好吧,我什至不知道她现在住在哪里,也不知道她是否还活着——我只是有时在车站等火车时才会想起她。
If she ever thinks of me she probably imagines I’m still dancing in the ballroom at the Amberson Mansion, and she probably thinks of the Mansion as still beautiful—still the finest house in town.
如果她想起我,她可能会想象我还在安伯森大厦的舞厅里跳舞,而且她可能认为这座大厦仍然很漂亮——仍然是镇上最好的房子。
Life and money both behave like loose quicksilver in a nest of cracks.
生命和金钱都像裂缝中的松散水银。
And when they’re gone we can’t tell where—or what the devil we did with ’em!
当他们消失后,我们不知道他们去了哪里,也不知道我们对他们做了什么!
But I believe I’ll say now—while there isn’t much time left for either of us to get embarrassed about it—I believe I’ll say that I’ve always been fond of you, Georgie, but I can’t say that I always liked you.
但我相信我现在会说——虽然我们俩都没有多少时间为此感到尴尬——我相信我会说我一直喜欢你,乔吉,但我不能说我一直喜欢你。
Sometimes I’ve felt you were distinctly not an acquired taste.
有时我觉得你显然不是后天养成的品味。
Until lately, one had to be fond of you just naturally—this isn’t very ‘tactful,’ of course—for if he didn’t, well, he wouldn’t!
直到最近,一个人必须自然而然地喜欢你——当然,这不太“圆滑”——因为如果他不喜欢你,那么,他就不会喜欢你!
We all spoiled you terribly when you were a little boy and let you grow up en prince—and I must say you took to it!
当你还是个小男孩的时候,我们都把你宠坏了,让你像王子一样长大——我必须说你接受了!
But you’ve received a pretty heavy jolt, and I had enough of your disposition, myself, at your age, to understand a little of what cocksure youth has to go through inside when it finds that it can make terrible mistakes.
但你已经受到了相当大的震动,我自己在你这个年纪,已经受够了你的性格,能够理解一些自信的年轻人在发现自己可能犯下可怕的错误时必须经历的内心感受。
Poor old fellow!
可怜的老家伙!
You get both kinds of jolts together, spiritual and material—and you’ve taken them pretty quietly and—well, with my train coming into the shed, you’ll forgive me for saying that there have been times when I thought you ought to be hanged—but I’ve always been fond of you, and now I like you!
你会同时受到精神和物质上的两种震动——而且你相当平静地接受了它们——好吧,随着我的火车驶进棚屋,你会原谅我说有几次我认为你应该被绞死——但我一直喜欢你,现在我喜欢你!
And just for a last word: there may be somebody else in this town who’s always felt about you like that—fond of you, I mean, no matter how much it seemed you ought to be hanged.
最后说一句:这个镇上可能还有其他人一直对你有那样的感觉——我的意思是,喜欢你,无论你看起来多么应该被绞死。
You might try—Hello, I must run.
你可以尝试——你好,我必须跑步。
I’ll send back the money as fast as they pay me—so, good-bye and God bless you, Georgie!”
他们一付钱给我,我就会把钱还给你——所以,再见,上帝保佑你,乔吉!”
He passed through the gates, waved his hat cheerily from the other side of the iron screen, and was lost from sight in the hurrying crowd.
他穿过大门,在铁栅栏的另一边兴高采烈地挥舞着帽子,消失在匆忙的人群中。
And as he disappeared, an unexpected poignant loneliness fell upon his nephew so heavily and so suddenly that he had no energy to recoil from the shock.
当他消失时,一种意想不到的强烈孤独感突然沉重地降临到他的侄子身上,让他没有力气从震惊中退缩。
It seemed to him that the last fragment of his familiar world had disappeared, leaving him all alone forever.
在他看来,他所熟悉的世界的最后一块碎片已经消失了,只剩下他永远孤独一人。
He walked homeward slowly through what appeared to be the strange streets of a strange city; and, as a matter of fact, the city was strange to him.
他慢慢地走回家,穿过看似陌生城市的陌生街道。事实上,这座城市对他来说很陌生。
He had seen little of it during his years in college, and then had followed the long absence and his tragic return.
他在大学期间很少见到这种情况,然后就经历了长时间的缺席和他的悲惨回归。
Since that he had been “scarcely outdoors at all,” as Fanny complained, warning him that his health would suffer, and he had been downtown only in a closed carriage.
正如范妮抱怨的那样,自那以后他“几乎很少出门”,并警告他他的健康会受到影响,而且他只乘坐封闭的马车去市中心。
He had not realized the great change.
他还没有意识到这个巨大的变化。
The streets were thunderous; a vast energy heaved under the universal coating of dinginess.
街道上雷声大作。在普遍的肮脏外衣下涌动着巨大的能量。
George walked through the begrimed crowds of hurrying strangers and saw no face that he remembered.
乔治穿过匆匆忙忙的陌生人的脏兮兮的人群,没有看到他记忆中的面孔。
Great numbers of the faces were even of a kind he did not remember ever to have seen; they were partly like the old type that his boyhood knew, and partly like types he knew abroad.
许多面孔甚至是他不记得曾经见过的面孔。他们部分像他童年时认识的旧类型,部分像他在国外认识的类型。
He saw German eyes with American wrinkles at their corners; he saw Irish eyes and Neapolitan eyes, Roman eyes, Tuscan eyes, eyes of Lombardy, of Savoy, Hungarian eyes, Balkan eyes, Scandinavian eyes—all with a queer American look in them.
他看到德国人的眼睛,眼角有美国人的皱纹;他看到了爱尔兰人的眼睛、那不勒斯人的眼睛、罗马人的眼睛、托斯卡纳人的眼睛、伦巴第人的眼睛、萨沃伊人的眼睛、匈牙利人的眼睛、巴尔干人的眼睛、斯堪的纳维亚人的眼睛——所有这些都带着一种奇怪的美国目光。
He saw Jews who had been German Jews, Jews who had been Russian Jews, Jews who had been Polish Jews but were no longer German or Russian or Polish Jews.
他看到犹太人曾经是德国犹太人,犹太人曾经是俄罗斯犹太人,犹太人曾经是波兰犹太人,但不再是德国犹太人、俄罗斯犹太人或波兰犹太人。
All the people were soiled by the smoke-mist through which they hurried, under the heavy sky that hung close upon the new skyscrapers; and nearly all seemed harried by something impending, though here and there a woman with bundles would be laughing to a companion about some adventure of the department stores, or perhaps an escape from the charging traffic of the streets—and not infrequently a girl, or a free-and-easy young matron, found time to throw an encouraging look to George.
浓重的天空笼罩着新建的摩天大楼,所有的人都被匆匆穿过的烟气弄脏了。几乎所有的人似乎都被即将发生的事情所困扰,尽管时不时会有一个拎着包裹的女人对着同伴大笑,谈论百货商店的一些冒险,或者可能是为了逃离街道上的拥挤交通——而且经常有一个女孩,或者一个自由自在的年轻主妇,抽出时间向乔治投去鼓励的眼神。
He took no note of these, and, leaving the crowded sidewalks, turned north into National Avenue, and presently reached the quieter but no less begrimed region of smaller shops and old-fashioned houses.
他没有注意到这些,离开了拥挤的人行道,向北拐入国家大道,不久就到达了一片安静但同样肮脏的地区,那里有小商店和老式房屋。
Those latter had been the homes of his boyhood playmates; old friends of his grandfather had lived here;—in this alley he had fought with two boys at the same time, and whipped them; in that front yard he had been successfully teased into temporary insanity by a Sunday-school class of pinky little girls.
后者是他儿时玩伴的家。他祖父的老朋友曾住在这里;——在这条巷子里,他同时和两个男孩打架,并鞭打了他们;在前院,他被主日学校班级的一群小女孩成功地逗弄成暂时的精神错乱。
On that sagging porch a laughing woman had fed him and other boys with doughnuts and gingerbread; yonder he saw the staggered relics of the iron picket fence he had made his white pony jump, on a dare, and in the shabby, stone-faced house behind the fence he had gone to children’s parties, and, when he was a little older he had danced there often, and fallen in love with Mary Sharon, and kissed her, apparently by force, under the stairs in the hall.
在那条下垂的门廊上,一个笑着的女人给他和其他男孩喂甜甜圈和姜饼。那边,他看到了交错的铁栅栏残骸,他曾让他的白色小马跳了起来,在栅栏后面那座破旧、石面的房子里,他参加了孩子们的聚会,当他稍大一些时,他经常在那里跳舞,爱上了玛丽·莎伦,并在大厅的楼梯下亲吻了她,显然是用武力。
The double front doors, of meaninglessly carved walnut, once so glossily varnished, had been painted smoke gray, but the smoke grime showed repulsively, even on the smoke gray; and over the doors a smoked sign proclaimed the place to be a “Stag Hotel.”
双前门是毫无意义地雕刻的胡桃木,曾经如此光亮的清漆,现在被漆成烟灰色,但烟尘污垢令人厌恶,即使在烟灰色上也是如此。门上挂着一个熏黑的牌子,上面写着这个地方是“雄鹿酒店”。
Other houses had become boarding-houses too genteel for signs, but many were franker, some offering “board by the day, week or meal,” and some, more laconic, contenting themselves with the label: “Rooms.” One, having torn out part of an old stone-trimmed bay window for purposes of commercial display, showed forth two suspended petticoats and a pair of oyster-coloured flannel trousers to prove the claims of its black-and-gilt sign: “French Cleaning and Dye House.” Its next neighbour also sported a remodelled front and permitted no doubt that its mission in life was to attend cosily upon death: “J.
其他房屋已经成为寄宿处,过于文雅,没有任何标志,但许多房屋更加坦率,有些提供“按天、按周或膳食”的住宿,还有一些更简洁,满足于这样的标签:“房间”。其中一个出于商业展示的目的,撕下了一扇旧石饰凸窗的一部分,展示了两条悬挂的衬裙和一条牡蛎色的法兰绒裤子,以证明其黑金标志的声称:“法国清洁和染色屋”。它的下一个邻居也拥有经过改造的正面,并且毫无疑问地承认它生前的使命是在死亡时舒适地陪伴:“J.
M.
M。
Rolsener.
罗尔斯纳。
Caskets.
棺材。
The Funeral Home.” And beyond that, a plain old honest four-square gray-painted brick house was flamboyantly decorated with a great gilt scroll on the railing of the old-fashioned veranda: “Mutual Benev’t Order Cavaliers and Dames of Purity.” This was the old Minafer house.
殡仪馆。”除此之外,一栋朴素、诚实的四方形灰漆砖房装饰华丽,老式阳台的栏杆上挂着一幅巨大的镀金卷轴:“骑士和纯洁的女士互惠互利。”这是米纳弗的老房子。
George passed it without perceptibly wincing; in fact, he held his head up, and except for his gravity of countenance and the prison pallor he had acquired by too constantly remaining indoors, there was little to warn an acquaintance that he was not precisely the same George Amberson Minafer known aforetime.
乔治通过了它,没有明显皱起眉头。事实上,他抬起头,除了他的表情严肃,以及他因长期待在室内而变得苍白的监狱外,没有什么可以警告熟人他不再是以前认识的乔治·安伯森·米纳弗。
He was still so magnificent, indeed, that there came to his ears a waft of comment from a passing automobile.
确实,他仍然那么伟大,以至于他的耳边传来一辆驶过的汽车传来的评论声。
This was a fearsome red car, glittering in brass, with half-a-dozen young people in it whose motorism had reached an extreme manifestation in dress.
这是一辆可怕的红色汽车,黄铜闪闪发光,车里有六个年轻人,他们的驾驶欲望在衣着上已经达到了极致。
The ladies of this party were favourably affected at sight of the pedestrian upon the sidewalk, and, as the machine was moving slowly, and close to the curb, they had time to observe him in detail, which they did with a frankness not pleasing to the object of their attentions.
这群女士们一看到人行道上的行人,就受到了良好的影响,而且,随着机器缓慢移动,靠近路边,她们有时间仔细观察他,但她们的坦率却令她们关注的对象不高兴。
“One sees so many nice-looking people one doesn’t know nowadays,” said the youngest of the young ladies.
“现在人们看到了很多不认识的好看的人,”最小的一位年轻女士说道。
“This old town of ours is really getting enormous.
“我们这个老城区真的变得越来越大了。
I shouldn’t mind knowing who he is.”
我不应该介意知道他是谁。”
“I don’t know,” the youth beside her said, loudly enough to be heard at a considerable distance.
“我不知道。”她身边的年轻人说道,声音很大,在很远的地方都能听到。
“I don’t know who he is, but from his looks I know who he thinks he is: he thinks he’s the Grand Duke Cuthbert!” There was a burst of tittering as the car gathered speed and rolled away, with the girl continuing to look back until her scandalized companions forced her to turn by pulling her hood over her face.
“我不知道他是谁,但从他的外表我知道他认为自己是谁:他认为自己是库斯伯特大公!”当汽车加速并开走时,传来一阵窃笑声,女孩继续回头看,直到她感到震惊的同伴把兜帽拉到脸上,迫使她转过身来。
She made an impression upon George, so deep a one, in fact, that he unconsciously put his emotion into a muttered word:
她给乔治留下了深刻的印象,事实上,他不自觉地将自己的情感融入了一句咕哝的话语中:
Riffraff!
痞子!
This was the last “walk home” he was ever to take by the route he was now following: up National Avenue to Amberson Addition and the two big old houses at the foot of Amberson Boulevard; for tonight would be the last night that he and Fanny were to spend in the house which the Major had forgotten to deed to Isabel.
这是他最后一次“步行回家”,沿着他现在所走的路线:沿着国家大道到达安伯森大道和安伯森大道脚下的两座大老房子;因为今晚将是他和范妮在少校忘记将其转让给伊莎贝尔的房子里度过的最后一晚。
To-morrow they were to “move out,” and George was to begin his work in Bronson’s office.
明天他们要“搬出去”,乔治将开始在布朗森的办公室工作。
He had not come to this collapse without a fierce struggle—but the struggle was inward, and the rolling world was not agitated by it, and rolled calmly on.
他的崩溃并非没有经历过激烈的挣扎——但这种挣扎是内心的,滚动的世界并没有因此而激动,而是平静地滚动着。
For of all the “ideals of life” which the world, in its rolling, inconsiderately flattens out to nothingness, the least likely to retain a profile is that ideal which depends upon inheriting money.
因为在世界的滚动中,所有“生活理想”都被不经考虑地压扁为虚无,而最不可能保留轮廓的是依赖于继承金钱的理想。
George Amberson, in spite of his record of failures in business, had spoken shrewdly when he realized at last that money, like life, was “like quicksilver in a nest of cracks.” And his nephew had the awakening experience of seeing the great Amberson Estate vanishing into such a nest—in a twinkling, it seemed, now that it was indeed so utterly vanished.
乔治·安伯森尽管有过生意失败的记录,但当他最终意识到金钱和生命一样“就像裂缝中的水银”时,他的讲话很精明。他的侄子有一种觉醒的经历,看到伟大的安伯森庄园消失在这样一个巢穴中——似乎眨眼间,现在它确实彻底消失了。
His uncle had suggested that he might write to college friends; perhaps they could help him to something better than the prospect offered by Bronson’s office; but George flushed and shook his head, without explaining.
他的叔叔建议他可以写信给大学里的朋友。也许他们可以帮助他做一些比布朗森办公室提供的前景更好的事情;但乔治脸红了,摇摇头,没有解释。
In that small and quietly superior “crowd” of his he had too emphatically supported the ideal of being rather than doing.
在他那一小群安静而优越的“人群”中,他过于强烈地支持存在而不是行动的理想。
He could not appeal to one of its members now to help him to a job.
他现在无法呼吁其中一名成员帮助他找到一份工作。
Besides, they were not precisely the warmest-hearted crew in the world, and he had long ago dropped the last affectation of a correspondence with any of them.
此外,他们并不是世界上最热心的船员,他早已放弃了与他们中任何一个人通信时最后的矫揉造作。
He was as aloof from any survival of intimacy with his boyhood friends in the city, and, in truth, had lost track of most of them.
他对城里儿时朋友们的任何亲密关系都漠不关心,事实上,他已经失去了他们中的大多数人的踪迹。
“The Friends of the Ace,” once bound by oath to succour one another in peril or poverty, were long ago dispersed; one or two had died; one or two had gone to live elsewhere; the others were disappeared into the smoky bigness of the heavy city.
“王牌之友”曾经发誓要在危险或贫困中互相救助,但他们早已解散了。一两个人死了;一两个人去了别处居住;其他人都消失在这座沉重城市的烟雾缭绕之中。
Of the brethren, there remained within his present cognizance only his old enemy, the red-haired Kinney, now married to Janie Sharon, and Charlie Johnson, who, out of deference to his mother’s memory, had passed the Amberson Mansion one day, when George stood upon the front steps, and, looking in fiercely, had looked away with continued fierceness—his only token of recognition.
在这些兄弟中,他目前所认识的只有他的老敌人,红发的金尼,现在已经嫁给了珍妮·莎伦,还有查理·约翰逊,出于对母亲记忆的尊重,有一天,查理·约翰逊经过安伯森宅邸,当时乔治站在门前的台阶上,猛烈地朝里看去,然后又继续猛烈地移开视线——这是他承认的唯一标志。
On this last homeward walk of his, when George reached the entrance to Amberson Addition—that is, when he came to where the entrance had formerly been—he gave a little start, and halted for a moment to stare.
在他最后一次回家的路上,当乔治到达安伯森附加区的入口时——也就是说,当他来到原来入口所在的地方时——他微微一惊,停下来凝视了一会儿。
This was the first time he had noticed that the stone pillars, marking the entrance, had been removed.
这是他第一次发现入口处的石柱被拆除了。
Then he realized that for a long time he had been conscious of a queerness about this corner without being aware of what made the difference.
然后他意识到,很长一段时间以来,他一直意识到这个角落的奇怪之处,却没有意识到是什么造成了这种差异。
National Avenue met Amberson Boulevard here at an obtuse angle, and the removal of the pillars made the Boulevard seem a cross-street of no overpowering importance—certainly it did not seem to be a boulevard!
民族大道与安伯森大道在这里以钝角交汇,而柱子的拆除使大道看起来像是一条没有压倒性重要性的十字路口——当然,它看起来不像是一条林荫大道!
At the next corner Neptune’s Fountain remained, and one could still determine with accuracy what its designer’s intentions had been.
在下一个拐角处,海王星喷泉依然存在,人们仍然可以准确地确定其设计者的意图。
It stood in sore need of just one last kindness; and if the thing had possessed any friends they would have done that doleful shovelling after dark.
它迫切需要最后一丝善意;如果这东西有任何朋友的话,他们就会在天黑后做那种令人悲伤的铲雪的事。
George did not let his eyes linger upon the relic; nor did he look steadfastly at the Amberson Mansion.
乔治没有让他的目光在这件遗物上停留。他也没有坚定地看着安伯森宅邸。
Massive as the old house was, it managed to look gaunt: its windows stared with the skull emptiness of all windows in empty houses that are to be lived in no more.
尽管老房子很大,但它却显得憔悴:它的窗户凝视着,就像那些不再有人居住的空房子里的所有窗户一样,空空如也。
Of course the rowdy boys of the neighbourhood had been at work: many of these haggard windows were broken; the front door stood ajar, forced open; and idiot salacity, in white chalk, was smeared everywhere upon the pillars and stonework of the verandas.
当然,附近吵闹的男孩们一直在工作:许多破旧的窗户都被打破了;前门半开着,强行打开。阳台的柱子和石雕上到处都是白痴用白色粉笔写下的猥亵言论。
George walked by the Mansion hurriedly, and came home to his mother’s house for the last time.
乔治匆匆走过宅邸,最后一次回到母亲家。
Emptiness was there, too, and the closing of the door resounded through bare rooms; for downstairs there was no furniture in the house except a kitchen table in the dining room, which Fanny had kept “for dinner,” she said, though as she was to cook and serve that meal herself George had his doubts about her name for it.
那里也空荡荡的,关门声在空荡荡的房间里回响。因为楼下的房子里没有任何家具,除了餐厅里的一张厨房桌子,范妮把它保留为“晚餐”,她说,尽管她要亲自做饭和上菜,乔治对她的名字产生了怀疑。
Upstairs, she had retained her own furniture, and George had been living in his mother’s room, having sent everything from his own to the auction.
楼上,她保留了自己的家具,乔治一直住在他母亲的房间里,把自己的所有东西都送到了拍卖会上。
Isabel’s room was still as it had been, but the furniture would be moved with Fanny’s to new quarters in the morning.
伊莎贝尔的房间还是原来的样子,但家具会在早上和范妮的一起搬到新的住处。
Fanny had made plans for her nephew as well as herself; she had found a three-room “kitchenette apartment” in an apartment house where several old friends of hers had established themselves—elderly widows of citizens once “prominent” and other retired gentry.
范妮为她的侄子和她自己制定了计划。她在一栋公寓楼里找到了一套三居室的“小厨房公寓”,她的几个老朋友都住在那里——她们都是曾经“显赫”的公民的年老寡妇和其他退休绅士。
People used their own “kitchenettes” for breakfast and lunch, but there was a table-d’hote arrangement for dinner on the ground floor; and after dinner bridge was played all evening, an attraction powerful with Fanny.
人们用自己的“小厨房”吃早餐和午餐,但一楼有晚餐套餐。晚餐后,桥牌打了一整晚,这对范妮来说具有很强的吸引力。
She had “made all the arrangements,” she reported, and nervously appealed for approval, asking if she hadn’t shown herself “pretty practical” in such matters.
她报告说,她已经“做好了所有安排”,并紧张地请求批准,询问她是否在这些事情上没有表现出“相当实际”。
George acquiesced absent-mindedly, not thinking of what she said and not realizing to what it committed him.
乔治心不在焉地默许了,没有考虑她说的话,也没有意识到这对他意味着什么。
He began to realize it now, as he wandered about the dismantled house; he was far from sure that he was willing to go and live in a “three-room apartment” with Fanny and eat breakfast and lunch with her (prepared by herself in the “kitchenette”) and dinner at the table d’hote in “such a pretty Colonial dining room” (so Fanny described it) at a little round table they would have all to themselves in the midst of a dozen little round tables which other relics of disrupted families would have all to themselves.
当他在拆毁的房子周围徘徊时,他现在开始意识到这一点;他不确定自己是否愿意去和范妮一起住在“三居室公寓”里,和她一起吃早餐和午餐(自己在“小厨房”里准备),然后在“如此漂亮的殖民风格餐厅”(范妮如此描述)的餐桌上吃晚餐,坐在一张小圆桌旁,他们将在十几张小圆桌中间独处,而其他破碎家庭的遗迹也会独处。
For the first time, now that the change was imminent, George began to develop before his mind’s eye pictures of what he was in for; and they appalled him.
既然改变迫在眉睫,乔治第一次开始在脑海中描绘出他将要面临的事情;他们让他感到震惊。
He decided that such a life verged upon the sheerly unbearable, and that after all there were some things left that he just couldn’t stand.
他认为这样的生活近乎难以忍受,毕竟还有一些事情是他无法忍受的。
So he made up his mind to speak to his aunt about it at “dinner,” and tell her that he preferred to ask Bronson to let him put a sofa-bed, a trunk, and a folding rubber bathtub behind a screen in the dark rear room of the office.
于是,他决定在“晚餐”时和姨妈谈谈这件事,并告诉她,他更愿意请布朗森让他在办公室黑暗的后室的屏风后面放一张沙发床、一个行李箱和一个折叠橡胶浴缸。
George felt that this would be infinitely more tolerable; and he could eat at restaurants, especially as about all he ever wanted nowadays was coffee.
乔治觉得这样会好得多。他可以在餐馆吃饭,尤其是现在他想要的只是咖啡。
But at “dinner” he decided to put off telling Fanny of his plan until later: she was so nervous, and so distressed about the failure of her efforts with sweetbreads and macaroni; and she was so eager in her talk of how comfortable they would be “by this time to-morrow night.” She fluttered on, her nervousness increasing, saying how “nice” it would be for him, when he came from work in the evenings, to be among “nice people—people who know who we are,” and to have a pleasant game of bridge with “people who are really old friends of the family?”
但在“晚餐”时,他决定推迟告诉范妮他的计划,直到晚些时候:她非常紧张,对自己在牛杂碎和通心粉方面的努力失败感到非常痛苦;她非常紧张。她在谈论“到明天晚上的这个时候”时他们会多么舒服。她继续说下去,她的紧张感越来越强烈,她说,当他晚上下班时,能和“好人——知道我们是谁的人”在一起,并与“真正是家里的老朋友”打一场愉快的桥牌比赛,这对他来说是多么“好”啊?
When they stopped probing among the scorched fragments she had set forth, George lingered downstairs, waiting for a better opportunity to introduce his own subject, but when he heard dismaying sounds from the kitchen he gave up.
当他们停止在她提出的烧焦的碎片中进行探索时,乔治在楼下徘徊,等待更好的机会介绍他自己的主题,但当他听到厨房里传来令人沮丧的声音时,他放弃了。
There was a crash, then a shower of crashes; falling tin clamoured to be heard above the shattering of porcelain; and over all rose Fanny’s wail of lamentation for the treasures saved from the sale, but now lost forever to the “kitchenette.” Fanny was nervous indeed; so nervous that she could not trust her hands.
发生了一次车祸,然后是一阵阵车祸;锡落下的声音盖过了瓷器破碎的声音;最重要的是范妮对那些从拍卖中拯救出来的宝藏的哀号,但现在却永远消失在“厨房”里了。范妮确实很紧张。她紧张得不敢相信自己的双手。
For a moment George thought she might have been injured, but, before he reached the kitchen, he heard her sweeping at the fragments, and turned back.
有那么一刻,乔治以为她可能受伤了,但是,在他到达厨房之前,他听到她在扫碎片,然后又转了回来。
He put off speaking to Fanny until morning.
他推迟到早上才和范妮说话。
Things more insistent than his vague plans for a sofa-bed in Bronson’s office had possession of his mind as he went upstairs, moving his hand slowly along the smooth walnut railing of the balustrade.
当他上楼时,比在布朗森办公室里放一张沙发床的模糊计划更重要的事情占据了他的脑海,他的手沿着栏杆光滑的胡桃木栏杆慢慢移动。
Half way to the landing he stopped, turned, and stood looking down at the heavy doors masking the black emptiness that had been the library.
走到楼梯平台的一半时,他停下来,转身,站在那里,低头看着厚重的门,遮住了曾经是图书馆的黑色空虚。
Here he had stood on what he now knew was the worst day of his life; here he had stood when his mother passed through that doorway, hand-in-hand with her brother, to learn what her son had done.
他现在知道这是他一生中最糟糕的一天。当他的母亲与她的兄弟手拉着手走过那扇门时,他就站在这里,了解她儿子做了什么。
He went on more heavily, more slowly; and, more heavily and slowly still, entered Isabel’s room and shut the door.
他继续走得更重、更慢。然后,更加沉重、缓慢地走进伊莎贝尔的房间,关上门。
He did not come forth again, and bade Fanny good-night through the closed door when she stopped outside it later.
他没有再出来,当范妮停在门外时,他通过关着的门向她道晚安。
“I’ve put all the lights out, George,” she said.
“我已经把所有的灯都关掉了,乔治,”她说。
“Everything’s all right.”
“一切都好。”
“Very well,” he called.
“很好,”他喊道。
“Good-night.”
“晚安。”
She did not go.
她没有去。
“I’m sure we’re going to enjoy the new little home, George,” she said timidly.
“我确信我们会喜欢这个新的小家,乔治,”她胆怯地说。
“I’ll try hard to make things nice for you, and the people really are lovely.
“我会努力让你过得更好,这里的人真的很可爱。
You mustn’t feel as if things are altogether gloomy, George.
乔治,你一定不要觉得事情完全灰暗。
I know everything’s going to turn out all right.
我知道一切都会好起来的。
You’re young and strong and you have a good mind and I’m sure—” she hesitated—“I’m sure your mother’s watching over you, Georgie.
你年轻力壮,头脑聪明,我确信——”她犹豫着——“我确信你妈妈正在看着你,乔吉。
Good-night, dear.”
晚安,亲爱的。”
“Good-night, Aunt Fanny.”
“晚安,范妮阿姨。”
His voice had a strangled sound in spite of him; but she seemed not to notice it, and he heard her go to her own room and lock herself in with bolt and key against burglars.
尽管他是这样,但他的声音却带着一种窒息的声音。但她似乎没有注意到,他听到她走进自己的房间,用门闩和钥匙把自己锁在房间里,以防窃贼。
She had said the one thing she should not have said just then: “I’m sure your mother’s watching over you, Georgie.” She had meant to be kind, but it destroyed his last chance for sleep that night.
她当时说了一件不该说的话:“我确信你妈妈正在看着你,乔吉。”她本是好意的,却毁了他那天晚上最后一个睡觉的机会。
He would have slept little if she had not said it, but since she had said it, he could not sleep at all.
如果她不说的话,他会睡不着觉,但既然她说了,他就根本睡不着了。
For he knew that it was true—if it could be true—and that his mother, if she still lived in spirit, would be weeping on the other side of the wall of silence, weeping and seeking for some gate to let her through so that she could come and “watch over him.”
因为他知道这是真的——如果可能是真的的话——而他的母亲,如果她的精神仍然活着,她会在沉默之墙的另一边哭泣,哭泣并寻找能让她通过的大门,以便她可以过来“看守他”。
He felt that if there were such gates they were surely barred: they were like those awful library doors downstairs, which had shut her in to begin the suffering to which he had consigned her.
他觉得,如果有这样的门,它们肯定是被锁住的:它们就像楼下那些可怕的图书馆门,将她关在里面,开始他让她承受的痛苦。
The room was still Isabel’s.
房间仍然是伊莎贝尔的。
Nothing had been changed: even the photographs of George, of the Major, and of “brother George” still stood on her dressing-table, and in a drawer of her desk was an old picture of Eugene and Lucy, taken together, which George had found, but had slowly closed away again from sight, not touching it.
一切都没有改变:甚至乔治、少校和“乔治兄弟”的照片仍然放在她的梳妆台上,而在她书桌的抽屉里,有一张尤金和露西在一起的旧照片,乔治找到了这张照片,但又慢慢地从视线中消失了,没有碰它。
To-morrow everything would be gone; and he had heard there was not long to wait before the house itself would be demolished.
明天一切都会消失;他听说过不了多久房子就会被拆除。
The very space which tonight was still Isabel’s room would be cut into new shapes by new walls and floors and ceilings; yet the room would always live, for it could not die out of George’s memory.
今晚仍然是伊莎贝尔的房间的空间将被新的墙壁、地板和天花板切割成新的形状。然而这个房间永远存在,因为它不会从乔治的记忆中消失。
It would live as long as he did, and it would always be murmurous with a tragic, wistful whispering.
它会和他一样长寿,并且永远会低语着悲惨的、渴望的低语。
And if space itself can be haunted, as memory is haunted, then some time, when the space that was Isabel’s room came to be made into the small bedrooms and “kitchenettes” already designed as its destiny, that space might well be haunted and the new occupants come to feel that some seemingly causeless depression hung about it—a wraith of the passion that filled it throughout the last night that George Minafer spent there.
如果空间本身会闹鬼,就像记忆会闹鬼一样,那么有一天,当伊莎贝尔的房间被改造成小卧室和“小厨房”时,这个空间很可能会闹鬼,新的居住者会感到某种看似无缘无故的抑郁笼罩着它——乔治·米纳弗在那里度过的最后一晚充满了激情的幽灵。
Whatever remnants of the old high-handed arrogance were still within him, he did penance for his deepest sin that night—and it may be that to this day some impressionable, overworked woman in a “kitchenette,” after turning out the light will seem to see a young man kneeling in the darkness, shaking convulsively, and, with arms outstretched through the wall, clutching at the covers of a shadowy bed.
不管他内心还残留着多少旧有的专横傲慢,那天晚上,他为自己最深的罪孽做了忏悔——直到今天,“小厨房”里一些易受影响、劳累过度的女人,在关掉灯后,似乎会看到一个年轻人跪在黑暗中,痉挛地颤抖,双臂伸向墙外,抓着阴暗的床被子。
It may seem to her that she hears the faint cry, over and over:
在她看来,她似乎一遍又一遍地听到微弱的哭声:
“Mother, forgive me!
“妈妈,原谅我吧!
God, forgive me!”
老天爷,原谅我吧!”
Chapter XXXII
第三十二章
At least, it may be claimed for George that his last night in the house where he had been born was not occupied with his own disheartening future, but with sorrow for what sacrifices his pride and youth had demanded of others.
至少,可以说,乔治在他出生的房子里的最后一晚并不是为自己令人沮丧的未来所占据,而是为他人牺牲他的骄傲和青春而感到悲伤。
And early in the morning he came downstairs and tried to help Fanny make coffee on the kitchen range.
一大早,他就下楼去帮范妮在厨房的炉灶上煮咖啡。
“There was something I wanted to say to you last night, Aunt Fanny,” he said, as she finally discovered that an amber fluid, more like tea than coffee, was as near ready to be taken into the human system as it would ever be.
“昨晚我想对你说一些话,范妮姨妈,”他说,因为她终于发现一种琥珀色的液体,更像茶而不是咖啡,几乎已经准备好进入人体系统了。
“I think I’d better do it now.”
“我想我最好现在就做。”
She set the coffee-pot back upon the stove with a little crash, and, looking at him in a desperate anxiety, began to twist her dainty apron between her fingers without any consciousness of what she was doing.
她轻轻地把咖啡壶放回炉子上,绝望地焦急地看着他,开始用手指扭动精致的围裙,完全没有意识到自己在做什么。
“Why—why—” she stammered; but she knew what he was going to say, and that was why she had been more and more nervous.
“为什么——为什么——”她结结巴巴地说。但她知道他要说什么,所以她才越来越紧张。
“Hadn’t—perhaps—perhaps we’d better get the—the things moved to the little new home first, George.
“乔治,也许——也许我们最好先把东西搬到新的小房子里。
Let’s—”
让我们——”
He interrupted quietly, though at her phrase, “the little new home,” his pungent impulse was to utter one loud shout and run.
他轻声打断了她的话,尽管听到她说“小新家”,他的强烈冲动就是大声叫喊并跑开。
“It was about this new place that I wanted to speak.
“我想谈谈这个新地方。
I’ve been thinking it over, and I’ve decided.
我想了想,也做出了决定。
I want you to take all the things from mother’s room and use them and keep them for me, and I’m sure the little apartment will be just what you like; and with the extra bedroom probably you could find some woman friend to come and live there, and share the expense with you.
我希望你能把母亲房间里的所有东西都拿出来用并为我保管,我相信这个小公寓一定会是你喜欢的;有了额外的卧室,你可能可以找一些女性朋友来住在那里,并与你分担费用。
But I’ve decided on another arrangement for myself, and so I’m not going with you.
但我已经为自己做了另外的安排,所以我不会和你一起去。
I don’t suppose you’ll mind much, and I don’t see why you should mind—particularly, that is.
我想你不会太介意,而且我也不明白你为什么要介意——尤其是这样。
I’m not very lively company these days, or any days, for that matter.
就这一点而言,这些天或任何时候我都不是一个很活跃的伙伴。
I can’t imagine you, or any one else, being much attached to me, so—”
我无法想象你,或者其他任何人,会对我如此依恋,所以——”
He stopped in amazement: no chair had been left in the kitchen, but Fanny gave a despairing glance around her, in search of one, then sank abruptly, and sat flat upon the floor.
他惊讶地停了下来:厨房里已经没有椅子了,但范妮绝望地环顾四周,寻找一把椅子,然后突然沉下去,平坐在地板上。
“You’re going to leave me in the lurch!” she gasped.
“你会让我陷入困境!”她喘着气。
“What on earth—” George sprang to her.
“到底是什么——”乔治跳向她。
“Get up, Aunt Fanny!”
“起来吧,范妮阿姨!”
“I can’t.
“我不能。”
I’m too weak.
我太弱了。
Let me alone, George!” And as he released the wrist he had seized to help her, she repeated the dismal prophecy which for days she had been matching against her hopes: “You’re going to leave me—in the lurch!”
别打扰我,乔治!”当他松开用来帮助她的手腕时,她重复了几天来她一直在与她的希望相匹配的悲惨预言:“你会离开我——陷入困境!”
“Why no, Aunt Fanny!” he protested.
“为什么不呢,范妮阿姨!”他抗议道。
“At first I’d have been something of a burden on you.
“一开始我会成为你的负担。
I’m to get eight dollars a week; about thirty-two a month.
我每周能拿到八美元;一个月大约三十二。
The rent’s thirty-six dollars a month, and the table-d’hote dinner runs up to over twenty-two dollars apiece, so with my half of the rent—eighteen dollars—I’d have less than nothing left out of my salary to pay my share of the groceries for all the breakfasts and luncheons.
房租是每月三十六美元,每顿套餐的价格高达二十二美元以上,所以用我一半的房租——十八美元——我的工资里几乎没有剩下什么来支付所有早餐和午餐的杂货费了。
You see you’d not only be doing all the housework and cooking, but you’d be paying more of the expenses than I would.”
你看,你不仅要做所有的家务和做饭,而且你支付的费用比我还多。”
She stared at him with such a forlorn blankness as he had never seen.
她用一种他从未见过的绝望、茫然的眼神看着他。
“I’d be paying—” she said feebly.
“我会付钱——”她有气无力地说。
“I’d be paying—”
“我会付钱——”
“Certainly you would.
“你当然会的。
You’d be using more of your money than—”
你花掉的钱会比——”
“My money!” Fanny’s chin drooped upon her thin chest, and she laughed miserably.
“我的钱!”范妮的下巴耷拉在瘦弱的胸脯上,笑得凄惨。
“I’ve got twenty-eight dollars.
“我有二十八块钱。
That’s all.”
仅此而已。”
“You mean until the interest is due again?”
“你是说直到利息再次到期为止?”
“I mean that’s all,” Fanny said.
“我的意思是仅此而已,”范妮说。
“I mean that’s all there is.
“我的意思是,这就是全部了。
There won’t be any more interest because there isn’t any principal.”
不会再有利息了,因为没有本金了。”
“Why, you told—”
“为什么,你告诉过——”
She shook her head.
她摇摇头。
“No, I haven’t told you anything.”
“不,我什么都没告诉你。”
“Then it was Uncle George.
“然后是乔治叔叔。
He told me you had enough to fall back on.
他告诉我你已经有足够的依靠了。
That’s just what he said: ‘to fall back on.’ He said you’d lost more than you should, in the headlight company, but he’d insisted that you should hold out enough to live on, and you’d very wisely followed his advice.”
这就是他所说的:‘依靠。’他说,在车头灯公司,你失去的比你应该失去的要多,但他坚持认为你应该坚持足够的生活,而你非常明智地听从了他的建议。”
“I know,” she said weakly.
“我知道,”她虚弱地说。
“I told him so.
“我是这样告诉他的。
He didn’t know, or else he’d forgotten, how much Wilbur’s insurance amounted to, and I—oh, it seemed such a sure way to make a real fortune out of a little—and I thought I could do something for you, George, if you ever came to need it—and it all looked so bright I just thought I’d put it all in.
他不知道,或者说他已经忘记了,威尔伯的保险金额是多少,而我——哦,这似乎是一个可以从中赚到真正的财富的可靠方法——我想我可以为你做点什么,乔治,如果你需要的话——这一切看起来如此光明,我只是想我会把它全部投入进去。
I did—every cent except my last interest payment—and it’s gone.”
我已经这么做了——除了最后一次利息之外的每一分钱——但它都消失了。”
“Good Lord!” George began to pace up and down on the worn planks of the bare floor.
“天哪!”乔治开始在光秃秃的地板上破旧的木板上来回踱步。
“Why on earth did you wait till now to tell such a thing as this?”
“你到底为什么等到现在才说这种事?”
“I couldn’t tell till I had to,” she said piteously.
“除非迫不得已,我才知道。”她可怜兮兮地说。
“I couldn’t till George Amberson went away.
“我不能,直到乔治·安伯森离开。
He couldn’t do anything to help, anyhow, and I just didn’t want him to talk to me about it—he’s been at me so much about not putting more in than I could afford to lose, and said he considered he had my—my word I wasn’t putting more than that in it.
无论如何,他无能为力,我只是不想让他跟我谈论这件事——他一直对我说不要投入超过我能承受的损失的东西,并说他认为他有我的——我保证我不会投入更多。
So I thought: What was the use?
于是我想:这有什么用呢?
What was the use of going over it all with him and having him reproach me, and probably reproach himself?
和他一起回顾这一切并让他责备我,甚至可能责备他自己,有什么用呢?
It wouldn’t do any good—not any good on earth.” She got out her lace handkerchief and began to cry.
这不会有任何好处——对地球来说没有任何好处。”她拿出蕾丝手帕,开始哭泣。
“Nothing does any good, I guess, in this old world.
“我想,在这个旧世界里,没有什么是有任何好处的。
Oh, how tired of this old world I am!
哦,我对这个旧世界是多么厌倦啊!
I didn’t know what to do.
我不知道该怎么办。
I just tried to go ahead and be as practical as I could, and arrange some way for us to live.
我只是尽力继续前进,尽可能务实,为我们安排一些生活方式。
Oh, I knew you didn’t want me, George!
哦,我知道你不想要我,乔治!
You always teased me and berated me whenever you had a chance from the time you were a little boy—you did so!
从小到大,你一有机会就嘲笑我、斥责我——你就是这么做的!
Later, you’ve tried to be kinder to me, but you don’t want me around—oh, I can see that much!
后来,你试图对我好一点,但你不想让我在身边——哦,我看得出来!
You don’t suppose I want to thrust myself on you, do you?
你该不会以为我想把自己强加给你吧?
It isn’t very pleasant to be thrusting yourself on a person you know doesn’t want you—but I knew you oughtn’t to be left all alone in the world; it isn’t good.
把自己强加在一个你明知不需要你的人身上并不是一件令人愉快的事情,但我知道你不应该独自一人留在世界上;这不好。
I knew your mother’d want me to watch over you and try to have something like a home for you—I know she’d want me to do what I tried to do!” Fanny’s tears were bitter now, and her voice, hoarse and wet, was tragically sincere.
我知道你妈妈希望我照顾你,并尝试为你建立一个家——我知道她希望我做我想做的事!”范妮的眼泪现在很苦涩,她的声音沙哑而潮湿,却显得悲惨地真诚。
“I tried—I tried to be practical—to look after your interests—to make things as nice for you as I could—I walked my heels down looking for a place for us to live—I walked and walked over this town—I didn’t ride one block on a street-car—I wouldn’t use five cents no matter how tired I—Oh!” She sobbed uncontrollably.
“我努力——我努力务实——照顾你的利益——尽我所能地让你过得更好——我拼尽全力寻找我们可以居住的地方——我走啊走啊走遍这个小镇——我没有坐有轨电车一个街区——无论我多么累,我都不会花五分钱——哦!”她无法控制地抽泣起来。
“Oh!
“哦!
and now—you don’t want—you want—you want to leave me in the lurch!
而现在——你不想——你想要——你想让我陷入困境!
You—”
你——”
George stopped walking.
乔治停下脚步。
“In God’s name, Aunt Fanny,” he said, “quit spreading out your handkerchief and drying it and then getting it all wet again!
“看在上帝的份上,范妮姨妈,”他说,“别再摊开你的手帕,把它擦干,然后又把它弄湿了!
I mean stop crying!
我的意思是别哭了!
Do!
做!
And for heaven’s sake, get up.
看在上帝的份上,站起来吧。
Don’t sit there with your back against the boiler and—”
不要背靠着锅炉坐在那里——”
“It’s not hot,” Fanny sniffled.
“不热,”范妮吸了吸鼻子。
“It’s cold; the plumbers disconnected it.
“天气很冷;水管工把它断开了。
I wouldn’t mind if they hadn’t.
如果他们没有的话我不会介意。
I wouldn’t mind if it burned me, George.”
如果它烧伤我,我不介意,乔治。”
“Oh, my Lord!” He went to her, and lifted her.
“噢,我的主啊!”他走到她身边,把她抱了起来。
“For God’s sake, get up!
“看在上帝的份上,起来吧!
Come, let’s take the coffee into the other room, and see what’s to be done.”
来吧,我们把咖啡端到另一个房间去,看看要做什么。”
He got her to her feet; she leaned upon him, already somewhat comforted, and, with his arm about her, he conducted her to the dining room and seated her in one of the two kitchen chairs which had been placed at the rough table.
他让她站起来;她靠在他身上,已经有些安慰了,他用胳膊搂着她,把她领到餐厅,让她坐在粗糙桌子旁的两张厨房椅子中的一张上。
“There!” he said, “get over it!” Then he brought the coffee-pot, some lumps of sugar in a tin pan, and, finding that all the coffee-cups were broken, set water glasses upon the table, and poured some of the pale coffee into them.
“那里!”他说:“克服吧!”然后他拿来咖啡壶,在锡锅里放了一些糖块,发现所有的咖啡杯都碎了,就把水杯放在桌子上,倒了一些淡咖啡进去。
By this time Fanny’s spirits had revived appreciably: she looked up with a plaintive eagerness.
这时,范妮的精神明显好转了:她抬起头来,脸上带着哀伤的渴望。
“I had bought all my fall clothes, George,” she said; “and I paid every bill I owed.
“乔治,我已经买了所有秋天的衣服,”她说。 “我还清了所欠的每一笔账单。
I don’t owe a cent for clothes, George.”
我不欠衣服一分钱,乔治。”
“That’s good,” he said wanly, and he had a moment of physical dizziness that decided him to sit down quickly.
“那就好,”他有气无力地说,一阵头晕让他决定赶紧坐下。
For an instant it seemed to him that he was not Fanny’s nephew, but married to her.
有那么一瞬间,他觉得自己不是范妮的侄子,而是她的妻子。
He passed his pale hand over his paler forehead.
他用苍白的手抚上苍白的额头。
“Well, let’s see where we stand,” he said feebly.
“好吧,让我们看看我们的立场,”他有气无力地说。
“Let’s see if we can afford this place you’ve selected.”
“让我们看看我们是否能负担得起你选择的这个地方。”
Fanny continued to brighten.
范妮继续容光焕发。
“I’m sure it’s the most practical plan we could possibly have worked out, George—and it is a comfort to be among nice people.
“我确信这是我们能制定出的最实际的计划,乔治——和好人在一起是一种安慰。
I think we’ll both enjoy it, because the truth is we’ve been keeping too much to ourselves for a long while.
我想我们都会喜欢它,因为事实是我们已经有很长一段时间对自己隐瞒了太多事情。
It isn’t good for people.”
这对人们没有好处。”
“I was thinking about the money, Aunt Fanny.
“我正在考虑钱的事,范妮阿姨。
You see—”
你看——”
“I’m sure we can manage it,” she interrupted quickly.
“我相信我们能做到,”她很快打断道。
“There really isn’t a cheaper place in town that we could actually live in and be—” Here she interrupted herself.
“城里真的没有比这更便宜的地方可以让我们真正居住并成为——”说到这里,她打断了自己的话。
“Oh!
“哦!
There’s one great economy I forgot to tell you, and it’s especially an economy for you, because you’re always too generous about such things: they don’t allow any tipping.
我忘了告诉你,有一种很棒的经济,而且特别适合你,因为你在这些事情上总是过于慷慨:他们不允许给小费。
They have signs that prohibit it.”
他们有禁止这样做的标志。”
“That’s good,” he said grimly.
“那就好,”他阴沉地说。
“But the rent is thirty-six dollars a month; the dinner is twenty-two and a half for each of us, and we’ve got to have some provision for other food.
“但是房租是三十六美元一个月;我们每人的晚餐是二十二块半,而且我们还得准备一些其他食物的准备。
We won’t need any clothes for a year, perhaps—”
我们一年内都不需要任何衣服,也许——”
“Oh, longer!” she exclaimed.
“哦,再长一点!”她惊呼道。
“So you see—”
“所以你看——”
“I see that forty-five and thirty-six make eighty-one,” he said.
“我看四十五加三十六等于八十一,”他说。
“At the lowest, we need a hundred dollars a month—and I’m going to make thirty-two.”
“最低限度,我们每个月需要一百美元——而我要做三十二美元。”
“I thought of that, George,” she said confidently, “and I’m sure it will be all right.
“我想到了这一点,乔治,”她自信地说,“我相信一切都会好起来的。
You’ll be earning a great deal more than that very soon.”
很快你的收入就会比这个多得多。”
“I don’t see any prospect of it—not till I’m admitted to the bar, and that will be two years at the earliest.”
“我看不到任何前景——直到我获得律师资格,最快也要两年。”
Fanny’s confidence was not shaken.
范妮的信心并没有动摇。
“I know you’ll be getting on faster than—”
“我知道你会进步得比——”
“Faster?” George echoed gravely.
“更快一点?”乔治严肃地附和道。
“We’ve got to have more than that to start with.”
“我们必须有更多的开始。”
“Well, there’s the six hundred dollars from the sale.
“嗯,这是拍卖所得的六百美元。
Six hundred and twelve dollars it was.”
一共六百一十二美元。”
“It isn’t six hundred and twelve now,” said George.
“现在还不到六百一十二点,”乔治说。
“It’s about one hundred and sixty.”
“大约有一百六十。”
Fanny showed a momentary dismay.
范妮露出一瞬间的沮丧。
“Why, how—”
“为什么,怎么——”
“I lent Uncle George two hundred; I gave fifty apiece to old Sam and those two other old darkies that worked for grandfather so long, and ten to each of the servants here—”
“我借给乔治叔叔两百块;我给了老山姆和另外两个为祖父工作了这么久的老黑人,每人五十块,还有这里的每个仆人十块——”
“And you gave me thirty-six,” she said thoughtfully, “for the first month’s rent, in advance.”
“你给了我三十六块,”她若有所思地说,“预付第一个月的房租。”
“Did I?
“是吗?
I’d forgotten.
我忘了。
Well, with about a hundred and sixty in bank and our expenses a hundred a month, it doesn’t seem as if this new place—”
好吧,银行存款大约有一百六十,我们每个月的开支是一百,看来这个新地方并不——”
“Still,” she interrupted, “we have paid the first month’s rent in advance, and it does seem to be the most practical—”
“不过,”她打断道,“我们已经预付了第一个月的房租,这似乎是最实际的——”
George rose.
乔治站了起来。
“See here, Aunt Fanny,” he said decisively.
“看这里,范妮姨妈,”他果断地说。
“You stay here and look after the moving.
“你留在这里,照顾搬家事宜。
Old Frank doesn’t expect me until afternoon, this first day, but I’ll go and see him now.”
老弗兰克要到下午才等我,这是第一天,但我现在就去见他。”
It was early, and old Frank, just established at his big, flat-topped desk, was surprised when his prospective assistant and pupil walked in.
时间还早,老弗兰克刚刚在他的大平顶办公桌前坐下,当他未来的助手和学生走进来时,他感到很惊讶。
He was pleased, as well as surprised, however, and rose, offering a cordial old hand.
然而,他很高兴,也很惊讶,然后站起来,热情地伸出了一只老手。
“The real flare!” he said.
“真正的耀斑!”他说。
“The real flare for the law.
“法律的真正亮点。
That’s right!
没错!
Couldn’t wait till afternoon to begin!
等不及下午才开始!
I’m delighted that you—”
我很高兴你——”
“I wanted to say—” George began, but his patron cut him off.
“我想说——”乔治开口说道,但他的赞助人打断了他。
“Wait just a minute, my boy.
“等一下,我的孩子。
I’ve prepared a little speech of welcome, and even though you’re five hours ahead of time, I mean to deliver it.
我已经准备了一些欢迎致辞,尽管你提前了五个小时,我还是打算发表它。
First of all, your grandfather was my old war-comrade and my best client; for years I prospered through my connection with his business, and his grandson is welcome in my office and to my best efforts in his behalf.
首先,你的祖父是我的老战友,也是我最好的客户;多年来,我通过与他的生意的联系而蓬勃发展,他的孙子在我的办公室受到欢迎,并尽我最大的努力为他服务。
But I want to confess, Georgie, that during your earlier youth I may have had some slight feeling of—well, prejudice, not altogether in your favour; but whatever slight feeling it was, it began to vanish on that afternoon, a good while ago, when you stood up to your Aunt Amelia Amberson as you did in the Major’s library, and talked to her as a man and a gentleman should.
但我想承认,乔吉,在你年轻时,我可能有过一些轻微的感觉——好吧,偏见,并不完全对你有利;但无论是什么轻微的感觉,在不久前的那个下午,当你像在少校的图书馆里那样站起来面对你的阿米莉亚·安伯森姨妈,并以一个男人和绅士应有的方式与她交谈时,它就开始消失了。
I saw then what good stuff was in you—and I always wanted to mention it.
那时我就看到了你身上的优点——我一直想提起它。
If my prejudice hadn’t altogether vanished after that, the last vestiges disappeared during these trying times that have come upon you this past year, when I have been a witness to the depth of feeling you’ve shown and your quiet consideration for your grandfather and for everyone else around you.
如果说在那之后我的偏见还没有完全消失的话,那么在过去一年里你所经历的艰难时刻中,最后的痕迹也消失了,当时我亲眼目睹了你所表现出的深厚感情以及你对你的祖父和周围其他人的默默关心。
I just want to add that I think you’ll find an honest pleasure now in industry and frugality that wouldn’t have come to you in a more frivolous career.
我只是想补充一点,我认为你现在会在勤奋和节俭中找到一种真诚的快乐,而这种快乐在你从事更轻浮的职业时是不会有的。
The law is a jealous mistress and a stern mistress, but a—”
法律是一位嫉妒的女主人,也是一位严厉的女主人,但是——”
George had stood before him in great and increasing embarrassment; and he was unable to allow the address to proceed to its conclusion.
乔治站在他面前,感到越来越尴尬。他无法让演讲结束。
“I can’t do it!” he burst out.
“我做不到!”他爆发了。
“I can’t take her for my mistress.”
“我不能把她当我的情人。”
“What?”
“什么?”
“I’ve come to tell you, I’ve got to find something that’s quicker.
“我来是想告诉你,我必须找到更快的办法。
I can’t—”
我不能——”
Old Frank got a little red.
老弗兰克的脸有点红了。
“Let’s sit down,” he said.
“我们坐下吧,”他说。
“What’s the trouble?”
“有什么麻烦吗?”
George told him.
乔治告诉他。
The old gentleman listened sympathetically, only murmuring: “Well, well!” from time to time, and nodding acquiescence.
老先生同情地听着,只是嘀咕道:“好吧,好吧!”时不时的点头默许。
“You see she’s set her mind on this apartment,” George explained.
“你看她已经决定买这套公寓了,”乔治解释道。
“She’s got some old cronies there, and I guess she’s been looking forward to the games of bridge and the kind of harmless gossip that goes on in such places.
“她在那里有一些老朋友,我猜她一直期待着桥牌游戏以及在这些地方发生的那种无害的八卦。
Really, it’s a life she’d like better than anything else—better than that she’s lived at home, I really believe.
真的,这是她最想要的生活——比她在家的生活更好,我真的相信。
It struck me she’s just about got to have it, and after all she could hardly have anything less.”
我突然想到她马上就要得到它了,毕竟她几乎不能再少了。”
“This comes pretty heavily upon me, you know,” said old Frank.
“你知道,这对我来说影响很大,”老弗兰克说。
“I got her into that headlight company, and she fooled me about her resources as much as she did your Uncle George.
“我让她进入了那家车灯公司,她在资源方面欺骗了我,就像她欺骗了你的乔治叔叔一样。
I was never your father’s adviser, if you remember, and when the insurance was turned over to her some other lawyer arranged it—probably your father’s.
如果你还记得的话,我从来都不是你父亲的顾问,当保险转交给她时,是其他律师安排的——可能是你父亲的。
But it comes pretty heavily on me, and I feel a certain responsibility.”
但这对我来说意义重大,我感到有一定的责任。”
“Not at all.
” “一点也不。
I’m taking the responsibility.” And George smiled with one corner of his mouth.
我正在承担责任。”乔治嘴角一笑。
“She’s not your aunt, you know, sir.”
“你知道,她不是你的阿姨,先生。”
“Well, I’m unable to see, even if she’s yours, that a young man is morally called upon to give up a career at the law to provide his aunt with a favourable opportunity to play bridge whist!”
“好吧,即使她是你的,我也看不出一个年轻人在道德上会被要求放弃律师职业,为他的姨妈提供一个打桥牌惠斯特的有利机会!”
“No,” George agreed.
“不,”乔治同意。
“But I haven’t begun my ‘career at the law’ so it can’t be said I’m making any considerable sacrifice.
“但我还没有开始我的‘法律职业生涯’,所以不能说我做出了任何相当大的牺牲。
I’ll tell you how it is, sir.” He flushed, and, looking out of the streaked and smoky window beside which he was sitting, spoke with difficulty.
我会告诉你事情是怎样的,先生。”他涨红了脸,从他坐在旁边的那扇布满条纹、烟雾缭绕的窗户里向外望去,艰难地说道。
“I feel as if—as if perhaps I had one or two pretty important things in my life to make up for.
“我感觉好像——好像我生命中还有一两件非常重要的事情需要弥补。
Well, I can’t.
好吧,我不能。
I can’t make them up to—to whom I would.
我无法弥补他们——我愿意弥补的人。
It’s struck me that, as I couldn’t, I might be a little decent to somebody else, perhaps—if I could manage it!
我突然意识到,虽然我做不到,但也许我可能对其他人有点体面——如果我能做到的话!
I never have been particularly decent to poor old Aunt Fanny.”
我对可怜的范妮阿姨从来都不是特别体面。”
“Oh, I don’t know: I shouldn’t say that.
“哦,我不知道:我不应该这么说。
A little youthful teasing—I doubt if she’s minded so much.
有点年轻的戏弄——我怀疑她是否介意那么多。
She felt your father’s death terrifically, of course, but it seems to me she’s had a fairly comfortable life—up to now—if she was disposed to take it that way.”
当然,她对你父亲的死感到非常难过,但在我看来,到目前为止,如果她愿意这样的话,她的生活似乎相当舒适。”
“But ‘up to now’ is the important thing,” George said.
“但‘到目前为止’才是重要的,”乔治说。
“Now is now—and you see I can’t wait two years to be admitted to the bar and begin to practice.
“现在就是现在——你看,我迫不及待地想两年后获得律师资格并开始执业。
I’ve got to start in at something else that pays from the start, and that’s what I’ve come to you about.
我必须从一开始就付出代价的其他事情开始,这就是我来找你的目的。
I have an idea, you see.”
我有一个主意,你看。”
“Well, I’m glad of that!” said old Frank, smiling.
“嗯,我很高兴!”老弗兰克微笑着说道。
“I can’t think of anything just at this minute that pays from the start.”
“我现在想不出有什么事情是从一开始就值得的。”
“I only know of one thing, myself.”
“我只知道一件事,我自己。”
“What is it?”
“那是什么?”
George flushed again, but managed to laugh at his own embarrassment.
乔治又脸红了,但还是为自己的尴尬笑了起来。
“I suppose I’m about as ignorant of business as anybody in the world,” he said.
“我想我和世界上任何人一样对商业一无所知,”他说。
“But I’ve heard they pay very high wages to people in dangerous trades; I’ve always heard they did, and I’m sure it must be true.
“但我听说他们向从事危险行业的人支付非常高的工资;我一直听说他们这样做,我确信这一定是真的。
I mean people that handle touchy chemicals or high explosives—men in dynamite factories, or who take things of that sort about the country in wagons, and shoot oil wells.
我指的是那些处理敏感化学品或烈性炸药的人——炸药工厂的人,或者用马车在全国各地运送此类物品的人,以及射击油井的人。
I thought I’d see if you couldn’t tell me something more about it, or else introduce me to someone who could, and then I thought I’d see if I couldn’t get something of the kind to do as soon as possible.
我想我会看看你是否不能告诉我更多关于这件事的信息,或者把我介绍给可以的人,然后我想我会看看我是否能尽快找到类似的事情。
My nerves are good; I’m muscular, and I’ve got a steady hand; it seemed to me that this was about the only line of work in the world that I’m fitted for.
我的神经很好;我肌肉发达,手也稳;在我看来,这似乎是世界上唯一适合我的工作。
I wanted to get started to-day if I could.”
如果可以的话,我想从今天开始。”
Old Frank gave him a long stare.
老弗兰克长久地凝视着他。
At first this scrutiny was sharply incredulous; then it was grave; finally it developed into a threat of overwhelming laughter; a forked vein in his forehead became more visible and his eyes seemed about to protrude.
起初,这种审查令人难以置信。然后就很严重了;最后演变成压倒性的笑声威胁。他额头上的一条分叉的静脉变得更加明显,他的眼睛似乎要突出来。
But he controlled his impulse; and, rising, took up his hat and overcoat.
但他控制住了自己的冲动;然后站起来,拿起帽子和大衣。
“All right,” he said.
“好吧,”他说。
“If you’ll promise not to get blown up, I’ll go with you to see if we can find the job.” Then, meaning what he said, but amazed that he did mean it, he added: “You certainly are the most practical young man I ever met!”
“如果你保证不被炸毁,我就和你一起去看看能不能找到工作。”然后,他的意思是他说的,但令人惊讶的是他确实是这个意思,他补充道:“你确实是我见过的最务实的年轻人!”
Chapter XXXIII
第三十三章
They found the job.
他们找到了工作。
It needed an apprenticeship of only six weeks, during which period George was to receive fifteen dollars a week; after that he would get twenty-eight.
它只需要六周的学徒期,在此期间乔治每周可以收到十五美元;在那之后他将得到二十八岁。
This settled the apartment question, and Fanny was presently established in a greater contentment than she had known for a long time.
公寓问题解决了,范妮现在感到比她长期以来所知道的更加满足。
Early every morning she made something she called (and believed to be) coffee for George, and he was gallant enough not to undeceive her.
每天一大早,她都会为乔治煮一些她称之为(并相信是)咖啡的东西,而他也很殷勤,不会欺骗她。
She lunched alone in her “kitchenette,” for George’s place of employment was ten miles out of town on an interurban trolley-line, and he seldom returned before seven.
她独自在她的“小厨房”吃午饭,因为乔治的工作地点距离城镇十英里,乘坐城际电车线路,他很少在七点之前回来。
Fanny found partners for bridge by two o’clock almost every afternoon, and she played until about six.
范妮几乎每天下午两点钟就找到桥牌搭档,一直打到六点左右。
Then she got George’s “dinner clothes” out for him—he maintained this habit—and she changed her own dress.
然后她给乔治拿出了“晚宴服”——他保持着这个习惯——然后她换了自己的衣服。
When he arrived he usually denied that he was tired, though he sometimes looked tired, particularly during the first few months; and he explained to her frequently—looking bored enough with her insistence—that his work was “fairly light, and fairly congenial, too.” Fanny had the foggiest idea of what it was, though she noticed that it roughened his hands and stained them.
当他到达时,他通常否认自己很累,尽管有时他看起来很累,特别是在最初的几个月里。他经常向她解释——看起来对她的坚持感到厌倦——他的工作“相当轻松,也相当令人愉快”。范妮对那是什么一无所知,尽管她注意到它使他的手变得粗糙并弄脏了它们。
“Something in those new chemical works,” she explained to casual inquirers.
“那些新的化学工厂里有一些东西,”她向随意询问的人解释道。
It was not more definite in her own mind.
她自己心里并没有更明确的想法。
Respect for George undoubtedly increased within her, however, and she told him she’d always had a feeling he might “turn out to be a mechanical genius, or something.” George assented with a nod, as the easiest course open to him.
然而,毫无疑问,她内心对乔治的尊重有所增加,她告诉他,她一直有一种感觉,他可能“会成为一名机械天才,或者其他什么”。乔治点点头表示同意,这是对他来说最简单的做法。
He did not take a hand at bridge after dinner: his provisions for Fanny’s happiness refused to extend that far, and at the table d’hote he was a rather discouraging boarder.
晚饭后他没有在桥牌上帮忙:他为范妮的幸福提供的食物拒绝延伸到那么远,而在餐桌上他是一个相当令人沮丧的寄宿生。
He was considered “affected” and absurdly “up-stage” by the one or two young men, and the three or four young women, who enlivened the elderly retreat; and was possibly less popular there than he had been elsewhere during his life, though he was now nothing worse than a coldly polite young man who kept to himself.
一两个年轻男子和三四个年轻女子认为他“受影响”,而且荒唐地“落后于舞台”,他们使老年人静修活动活跃起来。在那里,他可能不如他生前在其他地方那么受欢迎,尽管他现在并不比一个冷漠、有礼貌、独来独往的年轻人更糟糕。
After dinner he would escort his aunt from the table in some state (not wholly unaccompanied by a leerish wink or two from the wags of the place) and he would leave her at the door of the communal parlours and card rooms, with a formality in his bow of farewell which afforded an amusing contrast to Fanny’s always voluble protests.
晚饭后,他会在某个州护送他的姨妈离开餐桌(不完全没有来自这个地方的小丑的一两眼斜视),然后他会把她留在公共客厅和棋牌室的门口,告别时鞠躬的仪式与范妮总是大声抗议形成了有趣的对比。
(She never failed to urge loudly that he really must come and play, just this once, and not go hiding from everybody in his room every evening like this!) At least some of the other inhabitants found the contrast amusing, for sometimes, as he departed stiffly toward the elevator, leaving her still entreating in the doorway (though with one eye already on her table, to see that it was not seized) a titter would follow him which he was no doubt meant to hear.
(她总是大声催促他一定要来玩,就这一次,不要像这样每天晚上都躲在房间里躲避每个人!) 至少其他一些住户觉得这种对比很有趣,因为有时,当他僵硬地走向电梯时,留下她仍在门口恳求(尽管一只眼睛已经盯着她的桌子,看看它没有被抓住),他会发出一阵窃笑,这无疑是他应该听到的。
He did not care whether they laughed or not.
他不在乎他们是否笑。
And once, as he passed the one or two young men of the place entertaining the three or four young women, who were elbowing and jerking on a settee in the lobby, he heard a voice inquiring quickly, as he passed:
有一次,当他经过一两个正在招待三四个年轻女子的年轻男子时,他们在大厅的长椅上用肘部和猛拉的方式,他听到一个声音在他经过时快速询问:
“What makes people tired?”
“什么让人累?”
“Work?”
“工作?”
“No.”
“不。”
“Well, what’s the answer?”
“嗯,答案是什么?”
Then, with an intentional outbreak of mirth, the answer was given by two loudly whispering voices together:
然后,在有意的笑声中,两个大声低语的声音一起给出了答案:
“A stuck-up boarder!”
“一个自以为是的寄宿生!”
George didn’t care.
乔治不在乎。
On Sunday mornings Fanny went to church and George took long walks.
周日早上,范妮去教堂,乔治则散步很长时间。
He explored the new city, and found it hideous, especially in the early spring, before the leaves of the shade trees were out.
他探索了这座新城市,发现它很丑陋,尤其是在早春,遮荫树的叶子还没长出来的时候。
Then the town was fagged with the long winter and blacked with the heavier smoke that had been held close to the earth by the smoke-fog it bred.
随后,这座小镇因漫长的冬季而变得疲惫不堪,并被浓烟熏黑,这些浓烟是由它产生的烟雾附着在地面上的。
Every-thing was damply streaked with the soot: the walls of the houses, inside and out, the gray curtains at the windows, the windows themselves, the dirty cement and unswept asphalt underfoot, the very sky overhead.
一切都沾满了潮湿的烟灰:房子的墙壁,里里外外,窗户上的灰色窗帘,窗户本身,脚下脏兮兮的水泥和未打扫的沥青,头顶上的天空。
Throughout this murky season he continued his explorations, never seeing a face he knew—for, on Sunday, those whom he remembered, or who might remember him, were not apt to be found within the limits of the town, but were congenially occupied with the new outdoor life which had come to be the mode since his boyhood.
在这个阴暗的季节里,他继续他的探索,从未见过一张他认识的面孔——因为,在周日,那些他记得的人,或者可能记得他的人,不太可能在城镇范围内被发现,而是热衷于新的户外生活,这种生活从他童年起就已成为一种时尚。
He and Fanny were pretty thoroughly buried away within the bigness of the city.
他和范妮彻底被埋没在这座大城市里了。
One of his Sunday walks, that spring, he made into a sour pilgrimage.
那年春天,他的一次周日散步变成了一次酸涩的朝圣。
It was a misty morning of belated snow slush, and suited him to a perfection of miserableness, as he stood before the great dripping department store which now occupied the big plot of ground where once had stood both the Amberson Hotel and the Amberson Opera House.
那是一个雾蒙蒙的早晨,迟来的雪泥,让他感到一种完美的悲惨,因为他站在滴着水的大百货商店前,这家百货商店现在占据了曾经矗立着安伯森酒店和安伯森歌剧院的一大片土地。
From there he drifted to the old “Amberson Block,” but this was fallen into a back-water; business had stagnated here.
从那里他漂流到了旧的“安伯森街区”,但这里陷入了死水。这里的生意停滞不前。
The old structure had not been replaced, but a cavernous entryway for trucks had been torn in its front, and upon the cornice, where the old separate metal letters had spelt “Amberson Block,” there was a long billboard sign: “Doogan Storage.”
旧建筑尚未被更换,但其前部的一个巨大的卡车入口已被撕裂,在檐口上,旧的独立金属字母拼写为“Amberson Block”,有一个长长的广告牌标志:“Doogan Storage”。
To spare himself nothing, he went out National Avenue and saw the piles of slush-covered wreckage where the Mansion and his mother’s house had been, and where the Major’s ill-fated five “new” houses had stood; for these were down, too, to make room for the great tenement already shaped in unending lines of foundation.
为了不惜一切代价,他走出了国家大道,看到了豪宅和他母亲的房子所在的地方,以及少校不幸的五座“新”房子所在的地方,看到了一堆堆被泥浆覆盖的残骸;因为这些也都被拆除了,以便为已经在无尽的地基中形成的巨大公寓腾出空间。
But the Fountain of Neptune was gone at last—and George was glad that it was!
但海王星喷泉最终消失了——乔治很高兴它消失了!
He turned away from the devastated site, thinking bitterly that the only Amberson mark still left upon the town was the name of the boulevard—Amberson Boulevard.
他转身离开了满目疮痍的地方,痛苦地想,小镇上唯一留下的安伯森印记就是那条林荫大道的名字——安伯森大道。
But he had reckoned without the city council of the new order, and by an unpleasant coincidence, while the thought was still in his mind, his eye fell upon a metal oblong sign upon the lamppost at the corner.
但他没有考虑到新秩序的市议会,并且由于一个令人不快的巧合,当他的脑海中仍然有这个想法时,他的目光落在了街角灯柱上的一个金属长方形标志上。
There were two of these little signs upon the lamp-post, at an obtuse angle to each other, one to give passers-by the name of National Avenue, the other to acquaint them with Amberson Boulevard.
灯柱上有两个这样的小标志,彼此成钝角,一个是为了让路过的人知道国家大道的名字,另一个是为了让他们熟悉安伯森大道。
But the one upon which should have been stenciled “Amberson Boulevard” exhibited the words “Tenth Street.”
但本应印有“安伯森大道”的那条却印着“第十街”的字样。
George stared at it hard.
乔治紧紧地盯着它。
Then he walked quickly along the boulevard to the next corner and looked at the little sign there.
然后他沿着林荫大道快步走到下一个拐角处,看着那里的小标志。
“Tenth Street.”
“第十街。”
It had begun to rain, but George stood unheeding, staring at the little sign.
天开始下雨了,但乔治站在那儿充耳不闻,盯着那个小标牌。
“Damn them!” he said finally, and, turning up his coat-collar, plodded back through the soggy streets toward “home.”
“该死的他们!”他最后说道,然后卷起衣领,缓慢地穿过湿漉漉的街道,朝“家”走去。
The utilitarian impudence of the city authorities put a thought into his mind.
市政府的功利无耻让他产生了一个想法。
A week earlier he had happened to stroll into the large parlour of the apartment house, finding it empty, and on the center table he noticed a large, red-bound, gilt-edged book, newly printed, bearing the title: “A Civic History,” and beneath the title, the rubric, “Biographies of the 500 Most Prominent Citizens and Families in the History of the City.” He had glanced at it absently, merely noticing the title and sub-title, and wandered out of the room, thinking of other things and feeling no curiosity about the book.
一周前,他偶然走进公寓的大客厅,发现里面空无一人,他注意到中间的桌子上有一本新印刷的大红装订金边书,书名是“公民历史”,标题下面的标题是“城市历史上 500 个最杰出的公民和家庭的传记”。他心不在焉地看了一眼,只注意到了书名和副标题,然后就走出了房间,想着别的事情,对这本书没有任何好奇心。
But he had thought of it several times since with a faint, vague uneasiness; and now when he entered the lobby he walked directly into the parlour where he had seen the book.
但从那以后,他曾多次想起这件事,心里隐约感到不安。现在,当他进入大厅时,他直接走进了他看过那本书的客厅。
The room was empty, as it always was on Sunday mornings, and the flamboyant volume was still upon the table—evidently a fixture as a sort of local Almanach de Gotha, or Burke, for the enlightenment of tenants and boarders.
房间里空空荡荡,就像周日早上一样,而那本华丽的书仍然放在桌子上——显然是当地的一种固定的哥达年鉴,或伯克,以启发租户和寄宿生。
He opened it, finding a few painful steel engravings of placid, chin-bearded faces, some of which he remembered dimly; but much more numerous, and also more unfamiliar to him, were the pictures of neat, aggressive men, with clipped short hair and clipped short moustaches—almost all of them strangers to him.
他打开它,发现了一些令人痛苦的钢雕,上面画着平静的、下巴上长着胡须的脸,其中一些他依稀记得。但数量更多、对他来说也更陌生的,是整洁、咄咄逼人的男人的照片,他们留着短发和短胡子——几乎所有这些人对他来说都是陌生人。
He delayed not long with these, but turned to the index where the names of the five hundred Most Prominent Citizens and Families in the History of the City were arranged in alphabetical order, and ran his finger down the column of A’s:
他没耽搁多久,就翻到了索引,上面按字母顺序排列了这座城市历史上最杰出的五百位公民和家族的名字,然后用手指划过“A”一栏:
Abbett Adams Abbott Adams Abrams Adler Akers Andrews Albertsmeyer Appenbasch Alexander Archer Allen Arszman Ambrose Ashcraft Ambuhl Austin Anderson Avey
阿贝特·亚当斯 阿伯特·亚当斯·艾布拉姆斯 阿德勒·埃克斯·安德鲁斯 艾伯特迈尔 阿彭巴斯 亚历山大·阿切尔 艾伦·阿尔斯曼 安布罗斯·阿什克拉夫特 安布尔 奥斯汀·安德森·艾维
George’s eyes remained for some time fixed on the thin space between the names “Allen” and “Ambrose.” Then he closed the book quietly, and went up to his own room, agreeing with the elevator boy, on the way, that it was getting to be a mighty nasty wet and windy day outside.
乔治的眼睛在“艾伦”和“安布罗斯”这两个名字之间的细微间隙上停留了一段时间。然后他静静地合上书,上楼回到自己的房间,途中与电梯服务员一致认为,外面将是一个令人讨厌的潮湿多风的日子。
The elevator boy noticed nothing unusual about him and neither did Fanny, when she came in from church with her hat ruined, an hour later.
电梯服务员没有注意到他有什么异常,一小时后范妮从教堂回来时帽子已经毁了,她也没有注意到。
And yet something had happened—a thing which, years ago, had been the eagerest hope of many, many good citizens of the town.
然而,发生了一些事情——多年前,这件事一直是镇上许多好公民最热切的希望。
They had thought of it, longed for it, hoping acutely that they might live to see the day when it would come to pass.
他们想到过它,渴望过它,迫切希望自己能活着看到它实现的那一天。
And now it had happened at last: Georgie Minafer had got his come-upance.
现在,事情终于发生了:乔吉·米纳弗受到了应有的惩罚。
He had got it three times filled and running over.
他已经把它装满了三遍,然后就跑过去了。
The city had rolled over his heart, burying it under, as it rolled over the Major’s and buried it under.
这座城市滚过他的心,把它埋在下面,就像它滚过少校的心,把它埋在下面一样。
The city had rolled over the Ambersons and buried them under to the last vestige; and it mattered little that George guessed easily enough that most of the five hundred Most Prominent had paid something substantial “to defray the cost of steel engraving, etc.”—the Five Hundred had heaved the final shovelful of soot upon that heap of obscurity wherein the Ambersons were lost forever from sight and history.
这座城市碾压了安伯森一家,将他们埋没了。乔治很容易猜到,五百名最杰出的人中的大多数人都支付了一笔大笔费用,“以支付钢版画等的费用”,这并不重要——五百名人物已经把最后一铲烟灰扔到了那堆默默无闻的地方,安伯森家族从此从视线和历史中永远消失了。
“Quicksilver in a nest of cracks!”
“裂缝中的水银!”
Georgie Minafer had got his come-upance, but the people who had so longed for it were not there to see it, and they never knew it.
乔吉·米纳弗得到了应有的报应,但那些如此渴望它的人们却没有看到它,而且他们永远不知道这一点。
Those who were still living had forgotten all about it and all about him.
那些还活着的人已经忘记了这一切,也忘记了他。
Chapter XXXIV
第三十四章
There was one border section of the city which George never explored in his Sunday morning excursions.
乔治在周日早上的游览中从未探索过这座城市的一个边境地区。
This was far out to the north where lay the new Elysian Fields of the millionaires, though he once went as far in that direction as the white house which Lucy had so admired long ago—her “Beautiful House.” George looked at it briefly and turned back, rumbling with an interior laugh of some grimness.
这里位于遥远的北方,那里是百万富翁的新乐土,尽管他曾经朝那个方向走得最远,到达了露西很久以前非常欣赏的白宫——她的“美丽的房子”。乔治简单地看了一眼,然后转过身来,内心发出一阵冷酷的笑声。
The house was white no longer; nothing could be white which the town had reached, and the town reached far beyond the beautiful white house now.
房子不再是白色的;小镇所到达的一切不可能是白色的,而小镇现在已经远远超出了美丽的白宫。
The owners had given up and painted it a despairing chocolate, suitable to the freight-yard life it was called upon to endure.
业主们已经放弃了,并把它涂成了绝望的巧克力色,以适应它所要忍受的货场生活。
George did not again risk going even so far as that, in the direction of the millionaires, although their settlement began at least two miles farther out.
乔治再也没有冒险朝百万富翁的方向走那么远,尽管他们的定居点至少距离两英里远。
His thought of Lucy and her father was more a sensation than a thought, and may be compared to that of a convicted cashier beset by recollections of the bank he had pillaged—there are some thoughts to which one closes the mind.
他对露西和她父亲的想法与其说是一种想法,不如说是一种感觉,这可以比作一个被定罪的出纳员,被他掠夺的银行的回忆所困扰——有些想法是人们无法接受的。
George had seen Eugene only once since their calamitous encounter.
自从他们灾难性的相遇之后,乔治只见过尤金一次。
They had passed on opposite sides of the street, downtown; each had been aware of the other, and each had been aware that the other was aware of him, and yet each kept his eyes straight forward, and neither had shown a perceptible alteration of countenance.
他们经过了市中心街道的两侧。每个人都意识到了对方,也都意识到了对方也意识到了自己,但两人的目光都直视前方,脸上的表情都没有明显的变化。
It seemed to George that he felt emanating from the outwardly imperturbable person of his mother’s old friend a hate that was like a hot wind.
乔治觉得,他似乎从他母亲的老朋友那个外表冷静的人身上感受到了一股像热风一样的仇恨。
At his mother’s funeral and at the Major’s he had been conscious that Eugene was there: though he had afterward no recollection of seeing him, and, while certain of his presence, was uncertain how he knew of it.
在他母亲的葬礼和少校的葬礼上,他一直意识到尤金在那里:尽管后来他不记得见过他,而且虽然确信他在场,但不确定他是如何知道的。
Fanny had not told him, for she understood George well enough not to speak to him of Eugene or Lucy.
范妮没有告诉他,因为她很了解乔治,不会跟他谈论尤金或露西。
Nowadays Fanny almost never saw either of them and seldom thought of them—so sly is the way of time with life.
如今,范妮几乎从未见过他们,也很少想到他们——时间的生活方式是如此狡猾。
She was passing middle age, when old intensities and longings grow thin and flatten out, as Fanny herself was thinning and flattening out; and she was settling down contentedly to her apartment house intimacies.
她已经过了中年,旧日的热情和渴望变得稀薄、平淡,正如范妮本人也日渐消瘦、平淡。她心满意足地安顿在公寓里的亲密关系中。
She was precisely suited by the table-d’hote life, with its bridge, its variable alliances and shifting feuds, and the long whisperings of elderly ladies at corridor corners—those eager but suppressed conversations, all sibilance, of which the elevator boy declared he heard the words “she said” a million times and the word “she,” five million.
她非常适合套餐生活,那里有桥接、多变的联盟和不断变化的宿怨,以及走廊拐角处老妇人的长长的窃窃私语——那些热切但压抑的谈话,所有的嘶嘶声,电梯男孩声称他听到“她”这个词一百万次,“她”这个词,五百万次。
The apartment house suited Fanny and swallowed her.
公寓房子很适合范妮,并吞噬了她。
The city was so big, now, that people disappeared into it unnoticed, and the disappearance of Fanny and her nephew was not exceptional.
现在这座城市太大了,人们在不知不觉中消失在其中,范妮和她侄子的失踪也不例外。
People no longer knew their neighbours as a matter of course; one lived for years next door to strangers—that sharpest of all the changes since the old days—and a friend would lose sight of a friend for a year, and not know it.
人们不再理所当然地认识他们的邻居;一个人在陌生人的隔壁住了很多年——这是自过去以来所有变化中最剧烈的——而一个朋友可能会在一年之内看不到另一个朋友,而自己却浑然不觉。
One May day George thought he had a glimpse of Lucy.
五月的一天,乔治以为他瞥见了露西。
He was not certain, but he was sufficiently disturbed, in spite of his uncertainty.
他不确定,但尽管他不确定,但他还是很不安。
A promotion in his work now frequently took him out of town for a week, or longer, and it was upon his return from one of these absences that he had the strange experience.
现在,由于工作晋升,他经常需要出城一周或更长时间,正是在他从一次缺勤回来后,他有了这种奇怪的经历。
He had walked home from the station, and as he turned the corner which brought him in sight of the apartment house entrance, though two blocks distant from it, he saw a charming little figure come out, get into a shiny landaulet automobile, and drive away.
他从车站步行回家,当他转过街角,看到公寓门口时,虽然距离公寓楼入口有两个街区远,但他看到一个迷人的小身影走出来,钻进一辆闪亮的四轮汽车,开走了。
Even at that distance no one could have any doubt that the little figure was charming; and the height, the quickness and decision of motion, even the swift gesture of a white glove toward the chauffeur—all were characteristic of Lucy.
即使隔着那么远的距离,也没有人会怀疑这个小身影的魅力。身高、动作的敏捷性和果断,甚至戴上白手套对司机的迅速手势——这一切都是露西的特征。
George was instantly subjected to a shock of indefinable nature, yet definitely a shock: he did not know what he felt—but he knew that he felt.
乔治立刻受到了一种难以形容的震惊,但绝对是一次震惊:他不知道自己感受到了什么——但他知道自己感受到了。
Heat surged over him: probably he would not have come face to face with her if the restoration of all the ancient Amberson magnificence could have been his reward.
热气涌上他的心头:如果能恢复所有古老的安伯森的辉煌作为他的奖励的话,他可能就不会与她面对面了。
He went on slowly, his knees shaky.
他慢慢地走着,双膝发抖。
But he found Fanny not at home; she had been out all afternoon; and there was no record of any caller—and he began to wonder, then to doubt if the small lady he had seen in the distance was Lucy.
但他发现范妮不在家;她整个下午都在外面;没有任何来电者的记录——他开始怀疑,然后怀疑他在远处看到的那位娇小的女士是不是露西。
It might as well have been, he said to himself—since any one who looked like her could give him “a jolt like that!”
他对自己说,也还好——因为任何一个长得像她的人都能给他带来“那样的震撼!”
Lucy had not left a card.
露西没有留下卡片。
She never left one when she called on Fanny; though she did not give her reasons a quite definite form in her own mind.
当她拜访范妮时,她从来没有离开过。尽管她并没有在自己的头脑中以相当明确的形式给出她的理由。
She came seldom; this was but the third time that year, and, when she did come, George was not mentioned either by her hostess or by herself—an oddity contrived between the two ladies without either of them realizing how odd it was.
她很少来;这只是那一年的第三次,当她来的时候,无论是女主人还是她自己都没有提到乔治——这是两位女士之间设计的奇怪现象,她们都没有意识到这有多么奇怪。
For, naturally, while Fanny was with Lucy, Fanny thought of George, and what time Lucy had George’s aunt before her eyes she could not well avoid the thought of him.
因为,很自然,当范妮和露西在一起时,范妮就会想起乔治,每当露西看到乔治的姨妈时,她就无法避免想起他。
Consequently, both looked absent-minded as they talked, and each often gave a wrong answer which the other consistently failed to notice.
因此,两人说话时都显得心不在焉,而且常常给出错误的答案,而对方始终没有注意到。
At other times Lucy’s thoughts of George were anything but continuous, and weeks went by when he was not consciously in her mind at all.
其他时候,露西对乔治的思念根本就不是连续的,几周过去了,她根本没有意识到他的存在。
Her life was a busy one: she had the big house “to keep up”; she had a garden to keep up, too, a large and beautiful garden; she represented her father as a director for half a dozen public charity organizations, and did private charity work of her own, being a proxy mother of several large families; and she had “danced down,” as she said, groups from eight or nine classes of new graduates returned from the universities, without marrying any of them, but she still danced—and still did not marry.
她的生活很忙碌:她有一座大房子“需要维持”;她的生活很忙碌。她还有一个花园需要维护,一个又大又漂亮的花园。她代表父亲担任六家公共慈善组织的董事,并自己从事私人慈善工作,担任几个大家庭的代理母亲;正如她所说,她“跳舞下来”,八九个班级的应届毕业生从大学回来,但没有与他们中的任何一个结婚,但她仍然跳舞——而且仍然没有结婚。
Her father, observing this circumstance happily, yet with some hypocritical concern, spoke of it to her one day as they stood in her garden.
她的父亲高兴地观察着这一情况,但带着一些虚伪的担忧,有一天,当他们站在她的花园里时,向她谈到了这件事。
“I suppose I’d want to shoot him,” he said, with attempted lightness.
“我想我想开枪射杀他。”他语气轻松地说。
“But I mustn’t be an old pig.
“但我不能是一头老猪。
I’d build you a beautiful house close by—just over yonder.”
我会在附近给你建一座漂亮的房子——就在那边。”
“No, no!
“不,不!
That would be like—” she began impulsively; then checked herself.
那就像——”她冲动地开口说道;然后检查了自己。
George Amberson’s comparison of the Georgian house to the Amberson Mansion had come into her mind, and she thought that another new house, built close by for her, would be like the house the Major built for Isabel.
乔治·安伯森将乔治亚风格的房子与安伯森大厦进行了比较,她想到了附近为她建造的另一座新房子,就像少校为伊莎贝尔建造的房子一样。
“Like what?”
“比如什么?”
“Nothing.” She looked serious, and when he reverted to his idea of “some day” grudgingly surrendering her up to a suitor, she invented a legend.
“没有什么。”她看起来很严肃,当他回到“有一天”不情愿地将她交给追求者的想法时,她发明了一个传奇。
“Did you ever hear the Indian name for that little grove of beech trees on the other side of the house?” she asked him.
“你听说过房子另一边那片小山毛榉树林的印第安名字吗?”她问他。
“No—and you never did either!” he laughed.
“不——而且你也从来没有这样做过!”他笑了。
“Don’t be so sure!
“别这么肯定!
I read a great deal more than I used to—getting ready for my bookish days when I’ll have to do something solid in the evenings and won’t be asked to dance any more, even by the very youngest boys who think it’s a sporting event to dance with the oldest of the ‘older girls’.
我比以前读了更多的书——为我的书呆子日子做好准备,那时我必须在晚上做一些扎实的事情,并且不会再被要求跳舞,即使是最小的男孩,他们认为与最年长的“大女孩”跳舞是一项体育赛事。
The name of the grove was ‘Loma-Nashah’ and it means ‘They-Couldn’t-Help-It’.”
这片小树林的名字是‘Loma-Nashah’,意思是‘他们无能为力’。”
“Doesn’t sound like it.”
“听起来不像。”
“Indian names don’t.
“印度名字则不然。
There was a bad Indian chief lived in the grove before the white settlers came.
在白人定居者到来之前,树林里住着一位坏印第安酋长。
He was the worst Indian that ever lived, and his name was—it was ‘Vendonah.’ That means ‘Rides-Down-Everything’.”
他是有史以来最糟糕的印第安人,他的名字是——‘Vendonah’。意思是‘骑倒一切’。”
“What?”
“什么?”
“His name was Vendonah, the same thing as Rides-Down-Everything.”
“他的名字叫 Vendonah,与 Rides-Down-Everything 是同一个名字。”
“I see,” said Eugene thoughtfully.
“我明白了,”尤金若有所思地说。
He gave her a quick look and then fixed his eyes upon the end of the garden path.
他快速地看了她一眼,然后将目光定格在花园小路的尽头。
“Go on.”
“继续。”
“Vendonah was an unspeakable case,” Lucy continued.
“文多纳是一个难以形容的案例,”露西继续说道。
“He was so proud that he wore iron shoes and he walked over people’s faces with them.
“他非常自豪,穿着铁鞋,踩在人们的脸上。
He was always killing people that way, and so at last the tribe decided that it wasn’t a good enough excuse for him that he was young and inexperienced—he’d have to go.
他总是这样杀人,所以最后部落决定,他年轻又缺乏经验,这对他来说并不是一个足够好的借口——他必须离开。
They took him down to the river, and put him in a canoe, and pushed him out from shore; and then they ran along the bank and wouldn’t let him land, until at last the current carried the canoe out into the middle, and then on down to the ocean, and he never got back.
他们把他带到河边,把他放进独木舟里,然后把他从岸边推出来。然后他们沿着岸边跑,不让他登陆,直到最后水流把独木舟冲到了中间,然后一直流到大海,他再也没有回来。
They didn’t want him back, of course, and if he’d been able to manage it, they’d have put him in another canoe and shoved him out into the river again.
当然,他们不想让他回来,如果他能成功,他们会把他放在另一艘独木舟上,然后再次把他推到河里。
But still, they didn’t elect another chief in his place.
但他们仍然没有选出另一位酋长来代替他。
Other tribes thought that was curious, and wondered about it a lot, but finally they came to the conclusion that the beech grove people were afraid a new chief might turn out to be a bad Indian, too, and wear iron shoes like Vendonah.
其他部落觉得这很奇怪,也很想知道,但最终他们得出的结论是,山毛榉林的人们担心新的酋长可能也会成为一个坏印第安人,并且像文多纳一样穿着铁鞋。
But they were wrong, because the real reason was that the tribe had led such an exciting life under Vendonah that they couldn’t settle down to anything tamer.
但他们错了,因为真正的原因是这个部落在文多纳统治下过着令人兴奋的生活,以至于他们无法安定下来做任何更驯服的事情。
He was awful, but he always kept things happening—terrible things, of course.
他很糟糕,但他总是让事情发生——当然,是可怕的事情。
They hated him, but they weren’t able to discover any other warrior that they wanted to make chief in his place.
他们恨他,但他们找不到任何其他战士可以取代他的位置。
I suppose it was a little like drinking a glass of too strong wine and then trying to take the taste out of your mouth with barley water.
我想这有点像喝了一杯太烈的酒,然后试图用大麦水去除嘴里的味道。
They couldn’t help feeling that way.”
他们情不自禁地有这样的感觉。”
“I see,” said Eugene.
“我明白了,”尤金说。
“So that’s why they named the place ‘They-Couldn’t-Help-It’!”
“这就是为什么他们把这个地方命名为‘他们情不自禁’!”
“It must have been.”
“一定是这样。”
“And so you’re going to stay here in your garden,” he said musingly.
“所以你要留在你的花园里,”他若有所思地说。
“You think it’s better to keep on walking these sunshiny gravel paths between your flower-beds, and growing to look like a pensive garden lady in a Victorian engraving.”
“你认为最好继续在花坛之间的这些阳光明媚的砾石小路上行走,并让自己看起来像维多利亚时代雕刻中沉思的花园女士。”
“I suppose I’m like the tribe that lived here, papa.
“我想我就像住在这里的部落一样,爸爸。
I had too much unpleasant excitement.
我有太多不愉快的兴奋。
It was unpleasant—but it was excitement.
这很不愉快,但很兴奋。
I don’t want any more; in fact, I don’t want anything but you.”
我不再想要了;事实上,我什么都不想要,除了你。”
“You don’t?” He looked at her keenly, and she laughed and shook her head; but he seemed perplexed, rather doubtful.
“你不这么认为吗?”他敏锐地看着她,她笑着摇了摇头。但他似乎很困惑,甚至有些怀疑。
“What was the name of the grove?” he asked.
“那片树林叫什么名字?”他问道。
“The Indian name, I mean.”
“我是说,印度名字。”
“Mola-Haha.”
“莫拉-哈哈。”
“No, it wasn’t; that wasn’t the name you said.”
“不,不是的;那不是你说的名字。”
“I’ve forgotten.”
“我忘了。”
“I see you have,” he said, his look of perplexity remaining.
“我看你是这样的,”他说道,脸上仍然带着困惑。
“Perhaps you remember the chief’s name better.”
“也许你更记得酋长的名字。”
She shook her head again.
她又摇了摇头。
“I don’t!”
“我不!”
At this he laughed, but not very heartily, and walked slowly to the house, leaving her bending over a rose-bush, and a shade more pensive than the most pensive garden lady in any Victorian engraving.
听到这,他笑了,但笑得不是很开心,然后慢慢地朝房子走去,留下她俯身在一丛玫瑰丛上,比任何维多利亚时代雕刻中最沉思的花园女士都要沉思。
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Next day, it happened that this same “Vendonah” or “Rides-Down-Everything” became the subject of a chance conversation between Eugene and his old friend Kinney, father of the fire-topped Fred.
第二天,碰巧这个“Vendonah”或“Rides-Down-Everything”成为尤金和他的老朋友金尼(火顶弗雷德的父亲)一次偶然谈话的主题。
The two gentlemen found themselves smoking in neighbouring leather chairs beside a broad window at the club, after lunch.
午饭后,两位先生发现自己在俱乐部大窗户旁相邻的皮椅上抽烟。
Mr. Kinney had remarked that he expected to get his family established at the seashore by the Fourth of July, and, following a train of thought, he paused and chuckled.
金尼先生曾说过,他希望在七月四日之前让家人在海边安家,经过一番思考后,他停了下来,咯咯笑起来。
“Fourth of July reminds me,” he said.
“七月四日让我想起了,”他说。
“Have you heard what that Georgie Minafer is doing?”
“你听说过乔吉·米纳弗在做什么吗?”
“No, I haven’t,” said Eugene, and his friend failed to notice the crispness of the utterance.
“不,我没有,”尤金说,他的朋友没有注意到这句话的干脆。
“Well, sir,” Kinney chuckled again, “it beats the devil!
“好吧,先生,”金尼又咯咯笑起来,“它打败了魔鬼!
My boy Fred told me about it yesterday.
我的儿子弗雷德昨天告诉了我这件事。
He’s a friend of this young Henry Akers, son of F.
他是年轻的亨利·埃克斯 (Henry Akers) 的朋友,亨利·埃克斯是 F.
P.
P。
Akers of the Akers Chemical Company.
阿克斯化学公司的阿克斯。
It seems this young Akers asked Fred if he knew a fellow named Minafer, because he knew Fred had always lived here, and young Akers had heard some way that Minafer used to be an old family name here, and was sort of curious about it.
看来这个年轻的埃克斯问弗雷德是否认识一个叫米纳弗的人,因为他知道弗雷德一直住在这里,而年轻的埃克斯不知怎么听说米纳弗曾经是这里的一个古老的姓氏,对此感到有点好奇。
Well, sir, you remember this young Georgie sort of disappeared, after his grandfather’s death, and nobody seemed to know much what had become of him—though I did hear, once or twice, that he was still around somewhere.
好吧,先生,你记得这个年轻的乔吉在他祖父去世后就消失了,似乎没有人知道他的下落——尽管我确实听说过,有一两次,他仍然在某个地方。
Well, sir, he’s working for the Akers Chemical Company, out at their plant on the Thomasvile Road.”
嗯,先生,他在埃克斯化学公司工作,就在他们位于托马斯维尔路的工厂里。”
He paused, seeming to reserve something to be delivered only upon inquiry, and Eugene offered him the expected question, but only after a cold glance through the nose-glasses he had lately found it necessary to adopt.
他停了下来,似乎保留了一些只在询问时才提出的问题,尤金向他提出了预期的问题,但只有在透过鼻镜冷漠地看了一眼之后,他最近才发现有必要采用。
“What does he do?”
“他是做什么的?”
Kinney laughed and slapped the arm of his chair.
金尼大笑起来,拍了拍椅子的扶手。
“He’s a nitroglycerin expert!”
“他是硝酸甘油专家!”
He was gratified to see that Eugene was surprised, if not, indeed, a little startled.
他很高兴看到尤金感到惊讶,如果不是的话,确实有点吃惊。
“He’s what?”
“他是什么?”
“He’s an expert on nitroglycerin.
“他是硝酸甘油方面的专家。
Doesn’t that beat the devil!
这不就是打败了恶魔吗!
Yes, sir!
是的,先生!
Young Akers told Fred that this George Minafer had worked like a houn’-dog ever since he got started out at the works.
年轻的埃克斯告诉弗雷德,这个乔治·米纳弗自从开始工作以来,一直像猎犬一样工作。
They have a special plant for nitroglycerin, way off from the main plant, o’ course—in the woods somewhere—and George Minafer’s been working there, and lately they put him in charge of it.
他们有一个专门生产硝化甘油的工厂,当然,离主工厂很远——在树林里的某个地方——乔治·米纳弗一直在那里工作,最近他们让他负责这个工厂。
He oversees shooting oil-wells, too, and shoots ’em himself, sometimes.
他也负责监督油井的射击,有时甚至亲自射击。
They aren’t allowed to carry it on the railroads, you know—have to team it.
他们不被允许在铁路上携带它,你知道的——必须将它编组。
Young Akers says George rides around over the bumpy roads, sitting on as much as three hundred quarts of nitroglycerin!
年轻的埃克斯说,乔治骑着马在崎岖不平的道路上转来转去,身上装满了三百夸脱的硝化甘油!
My Lord!
我的主啊!
Talk about romantic tumbles!
谈论浪漫的跌倒!
If he gets blown sky-high some day he won’t have a bigger drop, when he comes down, than he’s already had!
如果有一天他被吹到天上,当他落下来时,他的落差不会比现在更大!
Don’t it beat the devil!
不就打败了恶魔吗!
Young Akers said he’s got all the nerve there is in the world.
年轻的阿克斯说他拥有世界上最大的勇气。
Well, he always did have plenty of that—from the time he used to ride around here on his white pony and fight all the Irish boys in Can-Town, with his long curls all handy to be pulled out.
嗯,他确实总是有很多这样的东西——从那时起,他骑着他的白色小马,在坎镇与所有爱尔兰男孩战斗,他的长卷发很容易被拉出来。
Akers says he gets a fair salary, and I should think he ought to!
阿克斯说他得到了公平的薪水,我认为他应该得到!
Seems to me I’ve heard the average life in that sort of work is somewhere around four years, and agents don’t write any insurance at all for nitroglycerin experts.
在我看来,我听说这类工作的平均寿命约为四年,而且代理商根本不为硝酸甘油专家购买任何保险。
Hardly!”
很难!
“No,” said Eugene.
“不,”尤金说。
“I suppose not.”
“我想不会。”
Kinney rose to go.
金尼起身要走。
“Well, it’s a pretty funny thing—pretty odd, I mean—and I suppose it would be pass-around-the-hat for old Fanny Minafer if he blew up.
“嗯,这是一件很有趣的事情——我的意思是很奇怪——而且我想如果老范妮·米纳弗爆炸了,那他的帽子就会被传给别人。
Fred told me that they’re living in some apartment house, and said Georgie supports her.
弗雷德告诉我,他们住在一些公寓里,并说乔吉支持她。
He was going to study law, but couldn’t earn enough that way to take care of Fanny, so he gave it up.
他原本打算学习法律,但赚不到足够的钱来照顾范妮,所以他放弃了。
Fred’s wife told him all this.
弗雷德的妻子告诉了他这一切。
Says Fanny doesn’t do anything but play bridge these days.
说范妮这些天除了打桥牌什么也不做。
Got to playing too high for awhile and lost more than she wanted to tell Georgie about, and borrowed a little from old Frank Bronson.
有一段时间玩得太高了,输掉的东西比她想告诉乔吉的还要多,于是她从老弗兰克·布朗森那里借了一点。
Paid him back, though.
不过还是给他还钱了。
Don’t know how Fred’s wife heard it.
不知道弗雷德的妻子是怎么听到的。
Women do hear the darndest things!”
女人确实听到了最可怕的事情!”
“They do,” Eugene agreed.
“他们确实这么做了,”尤金同意道。
“I thought you’d probably heard about it—thought most likely Fred’s wife might have said something to your daughter, especially as they’re cousins.”
“我想你可能听说过这件事——我想弗雷德的妻子很可能对你女儿说了些什么,尤其是因为他们是表兄弟。”
“I think not.”
“我想不会。”
“Well, I’m off to the store,” said Mr. Kinney briskly; yet he lingered.
“好吧,我去商店了,”金尼先生轻快地说。但他却犹豫不决。
“I suppose we’ll all have to club in and keep old Fanny out of the poorhouse if he does blow up.
“我想,如果老范妮真的爆发了,我们都必须团结起来,不让他进入济贫院。
From all I hear it’s usually only a question of time.
据我所知,这通常只是时间问题。
They say she hasn’t got anything else to depend on.”
他们说她没有其他可以依靠的了。”
“I suppose not.”
“我想不会。”
“Well—I wondered—” Kinney hesitated.
“嗯——我想知道——”金尼犹豫了一下。
“I was wondering why you hadn’t thought of finding something around your works for him.
“我想知道你为什么没有想到在你的作品中为他找到一些东西。
They say he’s an all-fired worker and he certainly does seem to have hid some decent stuff in him under all his damfoolishness.
他们说他是一个被解雇的工人,而且他的愚蠢之下似乎确实隐藏了一些像样的东西。
And you used to be such a tremendous friend of the family—I thought perhaps you—of course I know he’s a queer lot—I know—”
你曾经是这个家庭的好朋友——我想也许是你——当然我知道他是个奇怪的人——我知道——”
“Yes, I think he is,” said Eugene.
“是的,我认为他是,”尤金说。
“No. I haven’t anything to offer him.”
“不。”我没有什么可以提供给他的。”
“I suppose not,” Kinney returned thoughtfully, as he went out.
“我想不会,”金尼出去时若有所思地回答道。
“I don’t know that I would myself.
“我不知道我自己会这么做。
Well, we’ll probably see his name in the papers some day if he stays with that job!”
好吧,如果他继续做那份工作,有一天我们可能会在报纸上看到他的名字!”
However, the nitroglycerin expert of whom they spoke did not get into the papers as a consequence of being blown up, although his daily life was certainly a continuous exposure to that risk.
然而,他们所说的硝化甘油专家并没有因为被炸而登上报纸,尽管他的日常生活确实持续暴露在这种风险之中。
Destiny has a constant passion for the incongruous, and it was George’s lot to manipulate wholesale quantities of terrific and volatile explosives in safety, and to be laid low by an accident so commonplace and inconsequent that it was a comedy.
命运总是对不协调的事物充满热情,而乔治的命运就是在安全的情况下操纵大量可怕且易挥发的爆炸物,并因一场如此平常和无关紧要的事故而被埋没,以至于这是一部喜剧。
Fate had reserved for him the final insult of riding him down under the wheels of one of those juggernauts at which he had once shouted “Git a hoss!” Nevertheless, Fate’s ironic choice for Georgie’s undoing was not a big and swift and momentous car, such as Eugene manufactured; it was a specimen of the hustling little type that was flooding the country, the cheapest, commonest, hardiest little car ever made.
命运为他保留了最后的侮辱,让他骑在那些曾经大喊“滚蛋!”的巨兽的车轮下。然而,具有讽刺意味的是,命运为乔吉的毁灭选择的并不是尤金制造的那种又大又快又重要的汽车;而是一辆巨大的汽车。它是风靡全国的小型汽车的典范,是有史以来最便宜、最普通、最坚固的小型汽车。
The accident took place upon a Sunday morning, on a downtown crossing, with the streets almost empty, and no reason in the world for such a thing to happen.
事故发生在周日早上,地点是市中心的一个十字路口,街道上几乎空无一人,根本没有理由发生这样的事情。
He had gone out for his Sunday morning walk, and he was thinking of an automobile at the very moment when the little car struck him; he was thinking of a shiny landaulet and a charming figure stepping into it, and of the quick gesture of a white glove toward the chauffeur, motioning him to go on.
周日早上他出去散步,正当他想到一辆汽车的时候,那辆小汽车撞到了他;他脑海中浮现出一辆闪闪发亮的四轮马车和一个迷人的身影踏入其中,以及戴上白手套对司机做出的快速手势,示意他继续前进。
George heard a shout but did not look up, for he could not imagine anybody’s shouting at him, and he was too engrossed in the question “Was it Lucy?” He could not decide, and his lack of decision in this matter probably superinduced a lack of decision in another, more pressingly vital.
乔治听到有人喊叫,但没有抬头,因为他无法想象有人对他喊叫,而且他全神贯注于“是露西吗?”这个问题。他无法做出决定,而他在这件事上缺乏决定可能会导致他在另一件更紧迫的事情上缺乏决定。
At the second and louder shout he did look up; and the car was almost on him; but he could not make up his mind if the charming little figure he had seen was Lucy’s and he could not make up his mind whether to go backward or forward: these questions became entangled in his mind.
当第二声更大的喊叫声响起时,他确实抬起头来。汽车几乎就到了他身上。但他拿不定主意,他看到的那个迷人的小身影是不是露西的,他拿不定主意是向后走还是向前走:这些问题在他的脑海里纠缠着。
Then, still not being able to decide which of two ways to go, he tried to go both—and the little car ran him down.
然后,他仍然无法决定走哪条路,于是尝试两条路都走——结果那辆小车把他撞倒了。
It was not moving very rapidly, but it went all the way over George.
它移动的速度不是很快,但它一直越过乔治。
He was conscious of gigantic violence; of roaring and jolting and concussion; of choking clouds of dust, shot with lightning, about his head; he heard snapping sounds as loud as shots from a small pistol, and was stabbed by excruciating pains in his legs.
他意识到巨大的暴力;咆哮、颠簸和震荡;令人窒息的尘埃云,闪电般地射向他的头顶;他听到像小手枪开枪一样响亮的啪啪声,双腿剧痛如刀割。
Then he became aware that the machine was being lifted off of him.
然后他意识到机器正在从他身上升起。
People were gathering in a circle round him, gabbling.
人们围成一圈,叽叽喳喳地围着他。
His forehead was bedewed with the sweat of anguish, and he tried to wipe off this dampness, but failed.
他的额头上布满了痛苦的汗水,他试图擦掉这些湿气,但没有成功。
He could not get his arm that far.
他的手臂无法伸那么远。
“Nev’ mind,” a policeman said; and George could see above his eyes the skirts of the blue coat, covered with dust and sunshine.
“没关系,”一名警察说。乔治可以在他的眼睛上方看到蓝色外套的裙子,上面沾满了灰尘和阳光。
“Amb’lance be here in a minute.
“救护车马上就到。
Nev’ mind tryin’ to move any.
不介意尝试移动任何东西。
You want ’em to send for some special doctor?”
你想让他们派一位专门的医生来吗?”
“No.” George’s lips formed the word.
“不。”乔治的嘴唇说出了这个词。
“Or to take you to some private hospital?”
“或者带你去私立医院?”
“Tell them to take me,” he said faintly, “to the City Hospital.”
“让他们带我去,”他微弱地说,“去市医院。”
“A’ right.”
“对啊。”
A smallish young man in a duster fidgeted among the crowd, explaining and protesting, and a strident voiced girl, his companion, supported his argument, declaring to everyone her willingness to offer testimony in any court of law that every blessed word he said was the God’s truth.
一个裹着抹布的小个子年轻人在人群中坐立不安,一边解释一边抗议,他的同伴,一个声音刺耳的女孩支持他的论点,向所有人宣称她愿意在任何法庭上作证,证明他所说的每一句祝福的话都是上帝的真理。
“It’s the fella that hit you,” the policeman said, looking down on George.
“是那个家伙打了你。”警察低头看着乔治说道。
“I guess he’s right; you must of been thinkin’ about somep’m’ or other.
“我想他是对的;你肯定在想一些人或其他人。
It’s wunnerful the damage them little machines can do—you’d never think it—but I guess they ain’t much case ag’in this fella that was drivin’ it.”
这些小机器能造成的损害是令人高兴的——你永远不会想到这一点——但我想,在驾驶它的家伙身上,它们并没有多大作用。”
“You bet your life they ain’t no case on me!” the young man in the duster agreed, with great bitterness.
“你用你的性命打赌,他们不会对我下手!”裹着掸子的年轻人满脸痛苦地同意了。
He came and stood at George’s feet, addressing him heatedly: “I’m sorry fer you all right, and I don’t say I ain’t.
他走过来,站在乔治脚边,热情地对他说:“我很抱歉你,但我并不是说我没有。
I hold nothin’ against you, but it wasn’t any more my fault than the statehouse!
我并不反对你,但这不是我的错,也不是州议会的错!
You run into me, much as I run into you, and if you get well you ain’t goin’ to get not one single cent out o’ me!
你遇到了我,就像我遇到了你一样,如果你康复了,你就不会从我身上得到一分钱!
This lady here was settin’ with me and we both yelled at you.
这位女士和我坐在一起,我们都对你大喊大叫。
Wasn’t goin’ a step over eight mile an hour!
每小时的速度还没有超过八英里!
I’m perfectly willing to say I’m sorry for you though, and so’s the lady with me.
不过,我非常愿意对你说声对不起,和我在一起的那位女士也是如此。
We’re both willing to say that much, but that’s all, understand!”
我们都愿意说这么多,但仅此而已,明白吧!”
George’s drawn eyelids twitched; his misted glance rested fleetingly upon the two protesting motorists, and the old imperious spirit within him flickered up in a single word.
乔治的眼睑抽动着。他那雾蒙蒙的目光飞快地落在了两个抗议的司机身上,他内心那股古老的专横精神在一句话中闪现出来。
Lying on his back in the middle of the street, where he was regarded by an increasing public as an unpleasant curiosity, he spoke this word clearly from a mouth filled with dust, and from lips smeared with blood.
他仰面躺在街道中央,被越来越多的人视为令人不快的好奇心,他从布满灰尘的嘴里,从沾满血迹的嘴唇里,清晰地说出了这句话。
It was a word which interested the policeman.
这句话引起了警察的兴趣。
When the ambulance clanged away, he turned to a fellow patrolman who had joined him.
当救护车叮当作响地开走时,他转向和他一起的一名巡警同伴。
“Funny what he says to the little cuss that done the damage.
“他对那个造成伤害的小脏话说的话很有趣。
That’s all he did call him—nothin’ else at all—and the cuss had broke both his legs fer him and God-knows-what-all!”
他就是这么称呼他的——没有别的——而咒骂已经打断了他的双腿,天知道发生了什么!”
“I wasn’t here then.
“当时我不在这儿。
What was it?”
那是什么?
“Riffraff!”
“痞子!”
Chapter XXXV
第三十五章
Eugene’s feeling about George had not been altered by his talk with Kinney in the club window, though he was somewhat disturbed.
尤金对乔治的感觉并没有因为他在俱乐部橱窗里与金尼的谈话而改变,尽管他有些不安。
He was not disturbed by Kinney’s hint that Fanny Minafer might be left on the hands of her friends through her nephew’s present dealings with nitroglycerin, but he was surprised that Kinney had “led up” with intentional tact to the suggestion that a position might be made for George in the Morgan factory.
金尼暗示范妮·米纳弗可能会因她侄子目前与硝化甘油的交易而落入她朋友的手中,对此他并没有感到不安,但令他惊讶的是金尼故意机智地“引导”了可能在摩根工厂为乔治设立一个职位的建议。
Eugene did not care to have any suggestions about Georgie Minafer made to him.
尤金不喜欢别人向他提出任何有关乔吉·米纳弗的建议。
Kinney had represented Georgie as a new Georgie—at least in spots—a Georgie who was proving that decent stuff had been hid in him; in fact, a Georgie who was doing rather a handsome thing in taking a risky job for the sake of his aunt, poor old silly Fanny Minafer!
金尼将乔吉描绘成一个新的乔吉——至少在某些地方——一个正在证明他身上隐藏着体面品质的乔吉;事实上,乔吉为了他的阿姨,可怜的老傻范妮·米纳弗,接受了一项危险的工作,这是一件相当英俊的事情!
Eugene didn’t care what risks Georgie took, or how much decent stuff he had in him: nothing that Georgie would ever do in this world or the next could change Eugene Morgan’s feeling toward him.
尤金不在乎乔吉冒了什么风险,也不在乎他身上有多少像样的东西:乔吉在这个世界或下一个世界所做的任何事情都无法改变尤金·摩根对他的感觉。
If Eugene could possibly have brought himself to offer Georgie a position in the automobile business, he knew full well the proud devil wouldn’t have taken it from him; though Georgie’s proud reason would not have been the one attributed to him by Eugene.
如果尤金能够让自己在汽车行业为乔吉提供一个职位,他完全知道这个骄傲的魔鬼不会从他手中夺走这个职位;尽管乔吉骄傲的理由并不是尤金所认为的。
George would never reach the point where he could accept anything material from Eugene and preserve the self-respect he had begun to regain.
乔治永远不会达到接受尤金提供的任何物质并保持他已经开始恢复的自尊的地步。
But if Eugene had wished, he could easily have taken George out of the nitroglycerin branch of the chemical works.
但如果尤金愿意,他可以轻松地将乔治带出化工厂的硝化甘油分部。
Always interested in apparent impossibilities of invention, Eugene had encouraged many experiments in such gropings as those for the discovery of substitutes for gasoline and rubber; and, though his mood had withheld the information from Kinney, he had recently bought from the elder Akers a substantial quantity of stock on the condition that the chemical company should establish an experimental laboratory.
尤金总是对看似不可能的发明感兴趣,他鼓励进行许多此类探索实验,例如发现汽油和橡胶的替代品;尽管他心情不好,没有向金尼透露这些信息,但他最近还是从老埃克斯那里买了一大笔股票,条件是化学公司要建立一个实验实验室。
He intended to buy more; Akers was anxious to please him; and a word from Eugene would have placed George almost anywhere in the chemical works.
他打算购买更多;埃克斯急于取悦他。尤金只要一句话,乔治就几乎可以进入化工厂的任何地方。
George need never have known it, for Eugene’s purchases of stock were always quiet ones: the transaction remained, so far, between him and Akers, and could be kept between them.
乔治永远不需要知道这一点,因为尤金购买股票总是悄悄的:到目前为止,这笔交易仍然在他和埃克斯之间进行,并且可以在他们之间进行。
The possibility just edged itself into Eugene’s mind; that is, he let it become part of his perceptions long enough for it to prove to him that it was actually a possibility.
这种可能性刚刚浮现在尤金的脑海中。也就是说,他让它成为他感知的一部分足够长的时间,以向他证明这实际上是一种可能性。
Then he half started with disgust that he should be even idly considering such a thing over his last cigar for the night, in his library.
然后他有点厌恶地开始了,他竟然在图书馆里抽着最后一支雪茄时,竟然闲着无事地考虑这样的事情。
“No!” And he threw the cigar into the empty fireplace and went to bed.
“不!”他把雪茄扔进空壁炉里,然后上床睡觉了。
His bitterness for himself might have worn away, but never his bitterness for Isabel.
他对自己的怨恨可能已经消失,但他对伊莎贝尔的怨恨却永远不会消失。
He took that thought to bed with him—and it was true that nothing George could do would ever change this bitterness of Eugene.
他把这个想法牢牢地记在心里——确实,无论乔治做什么都无法改变尤金的这种痛苦。
Only George’s mother could have changed it.
只有乔治的母亲才能改变它。
And as Eugene fell asleep that night, thinking thus bitterly of Georgie, Georgie in the hospital was thinking of Eugene.
那天晚上,当尤金入睡时,他痛苦地想着乔吉,而医院里的乔吉也在想着尤金。
He had come “out of ether” with no great nausea, and had fallen into a reverie, though now and then a white sailboat staggered foolishly into the small ward where he lay.
他“脱离了以太”,并没有感到剧烈的恶心,而是陷入了沉思,尽管时不时有一艘白色帆船愚蠢地摇摇晃晃地驶进他躺着的小病房。
After a time he discovered that this happened only when he tried to open his eyes and look about him; so he kept his eyes shut, and his thoughts were clearer.
过了一段时间,他发现只有当他试图睁开眼睛环顾四周时才会发生这种情况;所以他闭着眼睛,思绪更加清晰。
He thought of Eugene Morgan and of the Major; they seemed to be the same person for awhile, but he managed to disentangle them and even to understand why he had confused them.
他想到了尤金·摩根和少校。有一段时间他们似乎是同一个人,但他设法理清了他们的关系,甚至明白了为什么他把他们混淆了。
Long ago his grandfather had been the most striking figure of success in the town: “As rich as Major Amberson!” they used to say.
很久以前,他的祖父是镇上最引人注目的成功人物:“和安伯森少校一样富有!”他们过去常说。
Now it was Eugene.
现在轮到尤金了。
“If I had Eugene Morgan’s money,” he would hear the workmen day-dreaming at the chemical works; or, “If Eugene Morgan had hold of this place you’d see things hum!” And the boarders at the table d’hôte spoke of “the Morgan Place” as an eighteenth-century Frenchman spoke of Versailles.
“如果我有尤金·摩根的钱,”他会听到化工厂里的工人们做白日梦;或者,“如果尤金·摩根控制了这个地方,你就会看到一切都热闹起来!”餐桌上的寄宿生谈论“摩根广场”就像十八世纪法国人谈论凡尔赛宫一样。
Like his uncle, George had perceived that the “Morgan Place” was the new Amberson Mansion.
和他叔叔一样,乔治也认为“摩根广场”就是新的安伯森大厦。
His reverie went back to the palatial days of the Mansion, in his boyhood, when he would gallop his pony up the driveway and order the darkey stable-men about, while they whooped and obeyed, and his grandfather, observing from a window, would laugh and call out to him, “That’s right, Georgie.
他的遐想回到了童年时在宅邸的富丽堂皇的日子,当时他会骑着小马在车道上驰骋,命令那些黑皮肤的马夫,而他们则欢呼着服从,而他的祖父从窗户里观察,会笑着对他喊道:“是的,乔吉。
Make those lazy rascals jump!” He remembered his gay young uncles, and how the town was eager concerning everything about them, and about himself.
让那些懒惰的流氓跳起来!”他记得他快乐的年轻叔叔们,以及镇上的人多么热切地关心他们和他自己的一切。
What a clean, pretty town it had been!
那是一个多么干净、美丽的小镇啊!
And in his reverie he saw like a pageant before him the magnificence of the Ambersons—its passing, and the passing of the Ambersons themselves.
在他的沉思中,他像一场盛大的盛会一样看到了安伯森家族的辉煌——它的逝去,以及安伯森家族本身的逝去。
They had been slowly engulfed without knowing how to prevent it, and almost without knowing what was happening to them.
他们慢慢地被吞没,不知道如何阻止,几乎不知道发生了什么。
The family lot, in the shabby older quarter, out at the cemetery, held most of them now; and the name was swept altogether from the new city.
现在,他们中的大多数人都住在墓地附近破旧的老城区里的家族土地上。这个名字就从新城市中彻底消失了。
But the new great people who had taken their places—the Morgans and Akerses and Sheridans—they would go, too.
但取代他们位置的新伟人——摩根家族、阿克斯家族和谢里登家族——他们也会离开。
George saw that.
乔治看到了这一点。
They would pass, as the Ambersons had passed, and though some of them might do better than the Major and leave the letters that spelled a name on a hospital or a street, it would be only a word and it would not stay forever.
他们会过去,就像安伯森一家过去一样,尽管他们中的一些人可能会比少校做得更好,在医院或街道上留下拼出名字的字母,但这只是一个词,不会永远留下来。
Nothing stays or holds or keeps where there is growth, he somehow perceived vaguely but truly.
没有什么可以在有增长的地方停留、保持或保持,他不知何故模糊但真实地感觉到。
Great Caesar dead and turned to clay stopped no hole to keep the wind away.
伟大的凯撒死了,变成了泥土,没有一个洞可以挡风。
Dead Caesar was nothing but a tiresome bit of print in a book that schoolboys study for awhile and then forget.
《死去的凯撒》只不过是书中的一小段令人厌烦的文字,学生们学了一段时间就忘记了。
The Ambersons had passed, and the new people would pass, and the new people that came after them, and then the next new ones, and the next—and the next—
安伯森一家已经过去了,新的人也会过去,他们之后的新人也会过去,然后是下一个新人,然后是下一个——还有下一个——
He had begun to murmur, and the man on duty as night nurse for the ward came and bent over him.
他开始低声说话,病房值班的夜间护士走过来,对他弯下腰。
“Did you want something?”
“你想要什么东西吗?”
“There’s nothing in this family business,” George told him confidentially.
“这个家族企业什么都没有,”乔治秘密地告诉他。
“Even George Washington is only something in a book.”
“即使是乔治·华盛顿也只是书中的内容。”
Eugene read a report of the accident in the next morning’s paper.
尤金在第二天早上的报纸上读到了有关这起事故的报道。
He was on the train, having just left for New York, on business, and with less leisure would probably have overlooked the obscure item:
他当时在火车上,刚去纽约出差,没有那么闲暇,很可能会忽略这个不起眼的东西:
LEGS BROKEN
腿断了
G.
G。
A.
A.
Minafer, an employee of the Akers Chemical Co., was run down by an automobile yesterday at the corner of Tennessee and Main and had both legs broken.
米纳弗是阿克斯化学公司的一名员工,昨天在田纳西州和美因州的交界处被一辆汽车撞倒,双腿骨折。
Minafer was to blame for the accident according to patrolman F.
据巡警 F 称,米纳弗对这起事故负有责任。
A.
A.
Kax, who witnessed the affair.
卡克斯目睹了这件事。
The automobile was a small one driven by Herbert Cottleman of 9173 Noble Avenue who stated that he was making less than 4 miles an hour.
这辆汽车是一辆小型汽车,由诺贝尔大道 9173 号的赫伯特·科特曼 (Herbert Cottleman) 驾驶,他表示自己的时速不到 4 英里。
Minafer is said to belong to a family formerly of considerable prominence in the city.
据说米纳弗出身于一个曾经在这座城市颇有声望的家庭。
He was taken to the City Hospital where physicians stated later that he was suffering from internal injuries besides the fracture of his legs but might recover.
他被送往市医院,医生后来表示,除了腿部骨折外,他还遭受内伤,但可能会康复。
Eugene read the item twice, then tossed the paper upon the opposite seat of his compartment, and sat looking out of the window.
尤金把这篇文章读了两遍,然后把报纸扔到了车厢对面的座位上,然后坐在那里看着窗外。
His feeling toward Georgie was changed not a jot by his human pity for Georgie’s human pain and injury.
他对乔吉的感情并没有因为他对乔吉的痛苦和伤害的人性怜悯而改变。
He thought of Georgie’s tall and graceful figure, and he shivered, but his bitterness was untouched.
他想起乔吉那高挑曼妙的身材,他不禁打了个寒颤,但心中的苦涩却丝毫不受影响。
He had never blamed Isabel for the weakness which had cost them the few years of happiness they might have had together; he had put the blame all on the son, and it stayed there.
他从来没有责怪伊莎贝尔的软弱,正是伊莎贝尔的软弱让他们失去了原本可以在一起度过的几年幸福。他把所有的责任都归咎于儿子,而这一切就这样一直存在着。
He began to think poignantly of Isabel: he had seldom been able to “see” her more clearly than as he sat looking out of his compartment window, after reading the account of this accident.
他开始心酸地想起伊莎贝尔:在读完这起事故的报道后,他坐在车厢窗外向外面看去,是他很少能更清楚地“看到”她的。
She might have been just on the other side of the glass, looking in at him—and then he thought of her as the pale figure of a woman, seen yet unseen, flying through the air, beside the train, over the fields of springtime green and through the woods that were just sprouting out their little leaves.
她可能就在玻璃的另一边,看着他——然后他想到她是一个苍白的女人的身影,看得见又看不见,在空中飞翔,在火车旁边,飞过春天绿色的田野,飞过刚刚长出小叶子的树林。
He closed his eyes and saw her as she had been long ago.
他闭上眼睛,看到的她就像很久以前的样子。
He saw the brown-eyed, brown-haired, proud, gentle, laughing girl he had known when first he came to town, a boy just out of the State College.
他看到了那个他第一次进城时就认识的棕色眼睛、棕色头发、骄傲、温柔、爱笑的女孩,一个刚从州立大学毕业的男孩。
He remembered—as he had remembered ten thousand times before—the look she gave him when her brother George introduced him to her at a picnic; it was “like hazel starlight” he had written her, in a poem, afterward.
他记得——就像他以前记得一万次一样——当她的哥哥乔治在一次野餐中把他介绍给她时,她向他投来的眼神;后来他在一首诗中给她写的“就像淡褐色的星光”。
He remembered his first call at the Amberson Mansion, and what a great personage she seemed, at home in that magnificence; and yet so gay and friendly.
他记得他第一次到安伯森宅邸拜访,她在那种富丽堂皇的家里显得多么伟大。但又如此快乐和友好。
He remembered the first time he had danced with her—and the old waltz song began to beat in his ears and in his heart.
他记得第一次和她跳舞的情景——那首古老的华尔兹歌曲开始在他的耳边和心里跳动。
They laughed and sang it together as they danced to it:
他们边跳舞边笑、唱:
“Oh, love for a year, a week, a day, But alas for the love that lasts always—”
“哦,爱了一年、一周、一天,但可惜的是,爱永远持续——”
Most plainly of all he could see her dancing; and he became articulate in the mourning whisper: “So graceful—oh, so graceful—”
最重要的是,他能清楚地看到她在跳舞。他用哀悼的低语变得清晰起来:“如此优雅——哦,如此优雅——”
All the way to New York it seemed to him that Isabel was near him, and he wrote of her to Lucy from his hotel the next night:
在去纽约的路上,他觉得伊莎贝尔就在他身边,第二天晚上,他从酒店写信给露西提到她:
I saw an account of the accident to George Minafer.
我看到乔治·米纳弗对这次事故的描述。
I’m sorry, though the paper states that it was plainly his own fault.
我很抱歉,尽管报纸上说这显然是他自己的错。
I suppose it may have been as a result of my attention falling upon the item that I thought of his mother a great deal on the way here.
我想可能是因为我的注意力集中在这件物品上,所以我在来这里的路上非常想念他的母亲。
It seemed to me that I had never seen her more distinctly or so constantly, but, as you know, thinking of his mother is not very apt to make me admire him!
在我看来,我从未如此清晰地或如此频繁地见过她,但是,正如你所知,想到他的母亲并不容易让我钦佩他!
Of course, however, he has my best wishes for his recovery.
当然,我衷心祝愿他康复。
He posted the letter, and by the morning’s mail he received one from Lucy written a few hours after his departure from home.
他寄出了这封信,到早上的邮件时,他收到了露西在他离开家几个小时后写的一封信。
She enclosed the item he had read on the train.
她附上了他在火车上读过的文章。
I thought you might not see it.
我以为你可能看不到它。
I have seen Miss Fanny and she has got him put into a room by himself.
我见过范妮小姐,她把他单独安排到了一个房间里。
Oh, poor Rides-Down-Everything I have been thinking so constantly of his mother and it seemed to me that I have never seen her more distinctly.
哦,可怜的一切都倒塌了,我一直在想他的母亲,在我看来,我从未如此清晰地看过她。
How lovely she was—and how she loved him!
她是多么可爱——她多么爱他!
If Lucy had not written this letter Eugene might not have done the odd thing he did that day.
如果露西没有写这封信,尤金可能就不会做出他那天所做的奇怪的事情。
Nothing could have been more natural than that both he and Lucy should have thought intently of Isabel after reading the account of George’s accident, but the fact that Lucy’s letter had crossed his own made Eugene begin to wonder if a phenomenon of telepathy might not be in question, rather than a chance coincidence.
没有什么比他和露西在读完乔治事故的描述后应该全神贯注地想起伊莎贝尔更自然的事情了,但露西的信与他自己的信交叉的事实让尤金开始怀疑是否存在心灵感应现象,而不是偶然的巧合。
The reference to Isabel in the two letters was almost identical: he and Lucy, it appeared, had been thinking of Isabel at the same time—both said “constantly” thinking of her—and neither had ever “seen her more distinctly.” He remembered these phrases in his own letter accurately.
两封信中对伊莎贝尔的提及几乎是相同的:他和露西似乎同时想到了伊莎贝尔——两人都说“一直”想着她——而且两人都没有“更清楚地看到过她”。他准确地记得自己信中的这些短语。
Reflection upon the circumstance stirred a queer spot in Eugene’s brain—he had one.
对这一情况的反思在尤金的大脑中激起了一个奇怪的点——他有一个。
He was an adventurer; if he had lived in the sixteenth century he would have sailed the unknown new seas, but having been born in the latter part of the nineteenth, when geography was a fairly well-settled matter, he had become an explorer in mechanics.
他是一位冒险家;如果他生活在十六世纪,他就会在未知的新海洋中航行,但他出生在十九世纪后期,当时地理已经相当成熟,他却成为了力学领域的探索者。
But the fact that he was a “hard-headed business man” as well as an adventurer did not keep him from having a queer spot in his brain, because hard-headed business men are as susceptible to such spots as adventurers are.
但他既是一个“头脑冷静的商人”,又是一个冒险家,这一事实并没有阻止他的大脑中出现一个奇怪的地方,因为头脑冷静的商人和冒险家一样容易受到这种地方的影响。
Some of them are secretly troubled when they do not see the new moon over the lucky shoulder; some of them have strange, secret incredulities—they do not believe in geology, for instance; and some of them think they have had supernatural experiences.
有的人看不到幸运的新月,心里暗自烦恼;有的人则暗自烦恼。他们中的一些人有奇怪的、秘密的怀疑——例如,他们不相信地质学;其中一些人认为自己有过超自然的经历。
“Of course there was nothing in it—still it was queer!” they say.
“当然里面什么也没有——但还是很奇怪!”他们说。
Two weeks after Isabel’s death, Eugene had come to New York on urgent business and found that the delayed arrival of a steamer gave him a day with nothing to do.
伊莎贝尔去世两周后,尤金因紧急事务来到纽约,发现一艘轮船迟到了,让他有一天无所事事。
His room at the hotel had become intolerable; outdoors was intolerable; everything was intolerable.
他在旅馆的房间已经变得难以忍受。户外活动令人难以忍受;一切都令人无法忍受。
It seemed to him that he must see Isabel once more, hear her voice once more; that he must find some way to her, or lose his mind.
他觉得自己必须再次见到伊莎贝尔,再次听到她的声音。他必须想办法找到她,否则他就会失去理智。
Under this pressure he had gone, with complete scepticism, to a “trance-medium” of whom he had heard wild accounts from the wife of a business acquaintance.
在这种压力下,他带着完全的怀疑,进入了一种“催眠媒介”,他从一位商业熟人的妻子那里听到了关于这种媒介的疯狂描述。
He thought despairingly that at least such an excursion would be “trying to do something!” He remembered the woman’s name; found it in the telephone book, and made an appointment.
他绝望地想,这样的一次旅行至少算是“尝试做点什么吧!”他记住了那个女人的名字;在电话簿里找到了,并预约了。
The experience had been grotesque, and he came away with an encouraging message from his father, who had failed to identify himself satisfactorily, but declared that everything was “on a higher plane” in his present state of being, and that all life was “continuous and progressive.” Mrs. Horner spoke of herself as a “psychic”; but otherwise she seemed oddly unpretentious and matter-of-fact; and Eugene had no doubt at all of her sincerity.
这次经历很怪诞,他从父亲那里得到了一条令人鼓舞的信息,父亲未能令人满意地表明自己的身份,但宣称在他目前的存在状态下,一切都“处于更高的水平”,所有的生命都是“连续和进步的”。霍纳夫人称自己为“通灵者”。但除此之外,她却显得异常朴实、务实。尤金毫不怀疑她的诚意。
He was sure that she was not an intentional fraud, and though he departed in a state of annoyance with himself, he came to the conclusion that if any credulity were played upon by Mrs. Horner’s exhibitions, it was her own.
他确信她不是故意的骗子,尽管他离开时对自己很恼火,但他得出的结论是,如果霍纳夫人的表现有任何轻信,那也是她自己的。
Nevertheless, his queer spot having been stimulated to action by the coincidence of the letters, he went to Mrs. Horner’s after his directors’ meeting today.
尽管如此,他的怪癖被这封信的巧合激发了,今天董事会议结束后,他去了霍纳夫人家。
He used the telephone booth in the directors’ room to make the appointment; and he laughed feebly at himself, and wondered what the group of men in that mahogany apartment would think if they knew what he was doing.
他使用董事室的电话亭进行了预约。他自嘲地无力地笑了笑,心想如果那间桃花心木公寓里的那群人知道他在做什么,他们会怎么想。
Mrs. Horner had changed her address, but he found the new one, and somebody purporting to be a niece of hers talked to him and made an appointment for a “sitting” at five o’clock.
霍纳夫人改变了地址,但他找到了新地址,一个自称是她侄女的人与他交谈并预约了五点钟的“坐诊”。
He was prompt, and the niece, a dull-faced fat girl with a magazine under her arm, admitted him to Mrs. Horner’s apartment, which smelt of camphor; and showed him into a room with gray painted walls, no rug on the floor and no furniture except a table (with nothing on it) and two chairs: one a leather easy-chair and the other a stiff little brute with a wooden seat.
他动作很快,侄女,一个面色呆板的胖女孩,腋下夹着一本杂志,让他进入霍纳夫人的公寓,那里有樟脑味。带他走进一间墙壁漆成灰色的房间,地板上没有地毯,除了一张桌子(上面什么也没有)和两把椅子之外,没有其他任何家具:一把是皮革安乐椅,另一把是一把木座的僵硬小畜生。
There was one window with the shade pulled down to the sill, but the sun was bright outside, and the room had light enough.
有一扇窗户,窗帘拉到了窗台上,但外面阳光灿烂,房间里光线充足。
Mrs. Horner appeared in the doorway, a wan and unenterprising looking woman in brown, with thin hair artificially waved—but not recently—and parted in the middle over a bluish forehead.
霍纳太太出现在门口,她是一位面色苍白、毫无进取心的女人,穿着棕色衣服,稀疏的头发被人为地卷曲起来——但不是最近的——从中间分开,覆盖着蓝色的前额。
Her eyes were small and seemed weak, but she recognized the visitor.
她的眼睛很小,看起来很弱,但她认出了来人。
“Oh, you been here before,” she said, in a thin voice, not unmusical.
“哦,你以前来过这里。”她声音细细,充满音乐感。
“I recollect you.
“我记住你了。
Quite a time ago, wa’n’t it?”
很久以前的事了,不是吗?”
“Yes, quite a long time.”
“是的,相当长一段时间了。”
“I recollect because I recollect you was disappointed.
“我记得是因为我记得你很失望。
Anyway, you was kind of cross.” She laughed faintly.
无论如何,你有点生气。”她淡淡一笑。
“I’m sorry if I seemed so,” Eugene said.
“如果我看起来是这样,我很抱歉,”尤金说。
“Do you happen to have found out my name?”
“你查到我的名字了吗?”
She looked surprised and a little reproachful.
她看起来很惊讶,还有点责备。
“Why, no. I never try to find out people’s name.
“为什么,不。我从不试图找出别人的名字。
Why should I?
我为什么要这么做?
I don’t claim anything for the power; I only know I have it—and some ways it ain’t always such a blessing, neither, I can tell you!”
我不要求任何权力;我只知道我拥有它——但从某些方面来说,它并不总是那么幸运,我可以告诉你!”
Eugene did not press an investigation of her meaning, but said vaguely, “I suppose not.
尤金没有追究她的意思,只是含糊地说:“我想不是。
Shall we—”
我们要不要——”
“All right,” she assented, dropping into the leather chair, with her back to the shaded window.
“好吧,”她同意道,坐进皮椅里,背对着遮荫的窗户。
“You better set down, too, I reckon.
“我想你最好也坐下来。
I hope you’ll get something this time so you won’t feel cross, but I dunno.
我希望你这次能得到一些东西,这样你就不会感到生气,但我不知道。
I can’t never tell what they’ll do.
我永远无法预测他们会做什么。
Well—”
嗯——”
She sighed, closed her eyes, and was silent, while Eugene, seated in the stiff chair across the table from her, watched her profile, thought himself an idiot, and called himself that and other names.
她叹了口气,闭上眼睛,一言不发,而尤金坐在她对面的硬椅子上,看着她的侧脸,认为自己是个白痴,并这样称呼自己和其他名字。
And as the silence continued, and the impassive woman in the easy-chair remained impassive, he began to wonder what had led him to be such a fool.
随着沉默的继续,安乐椅上那个面无表情的女人仍然面无表情,他开始想知道是什么让他变得如此愚蠢。
It became clear to him that the similarity of his letter and Lucy’s needed no explanation involving telepathy, and was not even an extraordinary coincidence.
他清楚地意识到,他的信和露西的信的相似之处不需要涉及心灵感应的解释,甚至不是一个非凡的巧合。
What, then, had brought him back to this absurd place and caused him to be watching this absurd woman taking a nap in a chair?
那么,是什么让他回到了这个荒唐的地方,让他看着这个荒唐的女人在椅子上打盹呢?
In brief: What the devil did he mean by it?
简而言之:他到底是什么意思?
He had not the slightest interest in Mrs. Horner’s naps—or in her teeth, which were being slightly revealed by the unconscious parting of her lips, as her breathing became heavier.
他对霍纳夫人的小睡或者她的牙齿没有丝毫兴趣,随着她的呼吸变得越来越粗重,她的嘴唇无意识地张开,露出了牙齿。
If the vagaries of his own mind had brought him into such a grotesquerie as this, into what did the vagaries of other men’s minds take them?
如果他自己的思想变幻无常使他陷入这样的怪诞,那么其他人的思想变幻莫测又会把他们带入什么境地呢?
Confident that he was ordinarily saner than most people, he perceived that since he was capable of doing a thing like this, other men did even more idiotic things, in secret.
他确信自己平时比大多数人都头脑清醒,但他发现,既然他有能力做这样的事情,其他人就会在暗地里做出更愚蠢的事情。
And he had a fleeting vision of sober-looking bankers and manufacturers and lawyers, well-dressed church-going men, sound citizens—and all as queer as the deuce inside!
他的脑海里浮现出一闪而过的景象:神情清醒的银行家、制造商和律师、穿着考究的去教堂的男人、健全的公民——所有这些都像里面的平庸一样奇怪!
How long was he going to sit here presiding over this unknown woman’s slumbers?
他还要坐在这里看着这个陌生女人沉睡多久?
It struck him that to make the picture complete he ought to be shooing flies away from her with a palm-leaf fan.
他忽然想到,为了让这幅画变得完整,他应该用一把棕榈叶扇把苍蝇从她身上赶走。
Mrs. Horner’s parted lips closed again abruptly, and became compressed; her shoulders moved a little, then jerked repeatedly; her small chest heaved; she gasped, and the compressed lips relaxed to a slight contortion, then began to move, whispering and bringing forth indistinguishable mutterings.
霍纳夫人张开的嘴唇突然又闭上,变得紧闭。她的肩膀微微动了一下,然后不断地猛烈地抽动。她的小胸脯起伏着;她喘着气,紧闭的嘴唇放松到轻微扭曲,然后开始移动,低声说话,发出难以辨认的咕哝声。
Suddenly she spoke in a loud, husky voice:
突然,她用沙哑的声音说道:
“Lopa is here!”
“洛巴来了!”
“Yes,” Eugene said dryly.
“是的,”尤金干巴巴地说。
“That’s what you said last time.
“上次你也是这么说的。
I remember ‘Lopa.’ She’s your ‘control’ I think you said.”
我记得‘洛帕’。我想你说过她是你的‘控制者’。”
“I’m Lopa,” said the husky voice.
“我是洛帕,”沙哑的声音说道。
“I’m Lopa herself.”
“我就是洛帕本人。”
“You mean I’m to suppose you’re not Mrs. Horner now?”
“你的意思是我现在认为你不是霍纳夫人了?”
“Never was Mrs. Horner!” the voice declared, speaking undeniably from Mrs. Horner’s lips—but with such conviction that Eugene, in spite of everything, began to feel himself in the presence of a third party, who was none the less an individual, even though she might be another edition of the apparently somnambulistic Mrs. Horner.
“霍纳夫人从来都不是!”不可否认的是,这个声音是从霍纳夫人的嘴里说出来的——但尤金怀着如此坚定的信念,不管怎样,他开始感觉到自己面前有一个第三方,尽管她可能是明显梦游的霍纳夫人的另一个版本,但她仍然是一个个体。
“Never was Mrs. Horner or anybody but just Lopa.
“从来没有霍纳夫人或任何人,只有洛帕。
Guide.”
指导。”
“You mean you’re Mrs. Horner’s guide?” he asked.
“你是说你是霍纳夫人的向导?”他问道。
“Your guide now,” said the voice with emphasis, to which was incongruously added a low laugh.
“现在你的向导了,”那个声音强调地说,其中不协调地还夹杂着低沉的笑声。
“You came here once before.
“你以前来过这里一次。
Lopa remembers.”
洛帕记得。”
“Yes—so did Mrs. Horner.”
“是的——霍纳夫人也是。”
Lopa overlooked his implication, and continued, quickly: “You build.
洛帕没有理会他的暗示,很快继续说道:“你建造。
Build things that go.
打造可以运行的东西。
You came here once and old gentleman on this side, he spoke to you.
你来过这里一次,这边的老先生,他对你说话。
Same old gentleman here now.
现在这里还是同样的老先生。
He tell Lopa he’s your grandfather—no, he says ‘father.’ He’s your father.”
他告诉洛帕他是你的祖父——不,他说‘父亲’。他是你的父亲。”
“What’s his appearance?”
“他的样子怎么样?”
“How?”
“如何?”
“What does he look like?”
“他长什么样?”
“Very fine!
“很好!
White beard, but not long beard.
白胡子,但不是长胡子。
He says someone else wants to speak to you.
他说有人想和你说话。
See here.
请参阅此处。
Lady.
女士。
Not his wife, though.
但不是他的妻子。
No. Very fine lady!
不,非常好的女士!
Fine lady, fine lady!”
好女人,好女人!”
“Is it my sister?” Eugene asked.
“是我姐姐吗?”尤金问道。
“Sister?
“姐姐?
No. She is shaking her head.
不,她在摇头。
She has pretty brown hair.
她有一头漂亮的棕色头发。
She is fond of you.
她喜欢你。
She is someone who knows you very well but she is not your sister.
她是一个很了解你的人,但她不是你的妹妹。
She is very anxious to say something to you—very anxious.
她很急着要跟你说点什么——非常着急。
Very fond of you; very anxious to talk to you.
非常喜欢你;非常渴望与你交谈。
Very glad you came here—oh, very, glad!”
很高兴你来到这里——哦,非常、高兴!”
“What is her name?”
“她叫什么名字?”
“Name,” the voice repeated, and seemed to ruminate.
“名字,”那个声音重复着,似乎在沉思。
“Name hard to get—always very hard for Lopa.
“名字很难取——对洛帕来说总是很难。
Name.
名字。
She wants to tell me her name to tell you.
她想告诉我她的名字来告诉你。
She wants you to understand names are hard to make.
她希望你明白起名字是很难的。
She says you must think of something that makes a sound.” Here the voice seemed to put a question to an invisible presence and to receive an answer.
她说你必须想出一些能发出声音的东西。”在这里,这个声音似乎向一个看不见的存在提出了一个问题,并得到了答案。
“A little sound or a big sound?
“小声音还是大声音?
She says it might be a little sound or a big sound.
她说这可能是一个小声音或一个大声音。
She says a ring—oh, Lopa knows!
她说按响——哦,洛帕知道!
She means a bell!
她的意思是铃铛!
That’s it, a bell.”
就是这样,铃铛。”
Eugene looked grave.
尤金表情严肃。
“Does she mean her name is Belle?”
“她是说她的名字叫贝儿吗?”
“Not quite.
“不完全是。
Her name is longer.”
她的名字更长。”
“Perhaps,” he suggested, “she means that she was a belle.”
“也许,”他建议道,“她的意思是她是个美女。”
“No. She says she thinks you know what she means.
“不。她说她认为你明白她的意思。
She says you must think of a colour.
她说你必须想出一种颜色。
What colour?” Again Lopa addressed the unknown, but this time seemed to wait for an answer.
什么颜色?”洛帕再次谈到了未知的问题,但这一次似乎是在等待答案。
“Perhaps she means the colour of her eyes,” said Eugene.
“也许她指的是她眼睛的颜色,”尤金说。
“No. She says her colour is light—it’s a light colour and you can see through it.”
“不。她说她的颜色是浅色——浅色,你可以透过它看到。”
“Amber?” he said, and was startled, for Mrs. Horner, with her eyes still closed, clapped her hands, and the voice cried out in delight:
“琥珀色?”他说着,吃了一惊,因为霍纳夫人仍然闭着眼睛,拍着双手,声音高兴地喊道:
“Yes!
“是啊!
She says you know who she is from amber.
她说你从琥珀中就知道她是谁。
Amber!
琥珀!
Amber!
琥珀!
That’s it!
就是这样!
She says you understand what her name is from a bell and from amber.
她说你从钟声和琥珀中知道她的名字是什么。
She is laughing and waving a lace handkerchief at me because she is pleased.
她笑着向我挥舞着蕾丝手帕,因为她很高兴。
She says I have made you know who it is.”
她说我已经让你知道那人是谁了。”
This was the strangest moment of Eugene’s life, because, while it lasted, he believed that Isabel Amberson, who was dead, had found means to speak to him.
这是尤金一生中最奇怪的时刻,因为在这段时间里,他相信死去的伊莎贝尔·安伯森已经找到了与他交谈的方式。
Though within ten minutes he doubted it, he believed it then.
尽管不到十分钟他就怀疑了,但当时他就相信了。
His elbows pressed hard upon the table, and, his head between his hands, he leaned forward, staring at the commonplace figure in the easy-chair.
他的手肘用力压在桌子上,双手抱头,身体前倾,凝视着安乐椅上那个平凡的身影。
“What does she wish to say to me?”
“她想对我说什么?”
“She is happy because you know her.
“她很高兴,因为你认识她。
No—she is troubled.
不——她很烦恼。
Oh—a great trouble!
哦——大麻烦了!
Something she wants to tell you.
她想告诉你一些事情。
She wants so much to tell you.
她有很多话想告诉你。
She wants Lopa to tell you.
她想让洛帕告诉你。
This is a great trouble.
这是一个很大的麻烦。
She says—oh, yes, she wants you to be—to be kind!
她说——哦,是的,她希望你——善良!
That’s what she says.
她就是这么说的。
That’s it.
就是这样。
To be kind.”
要友善。”
“Does she—”
“她是不是——”
“She wants you to be kind,” said the voice.
“她希望你友善,”那个声音说道。
“She nods when I tell you this.
“当我告诉你这件事时,她点点头。
Yes; it must be right.
是的;这一定是对的。
She is a very fine lady.
她是一位非常优秀的女士。
Very pretty.
非常漂亮。
She is so anxious for you to understand.
她非常渴望你能理解。
She hopes and hopes you will.
她希望并希望你会这么做。
Someone else wants to speak to you.
有人想和你说话。
This is a man.
这是一个男人。
He says—”
他说——”
“I don’t want to speak to any one else,” said Eugene quickly.
“我不想和任何人说话,”尤金很快说道。
“I want—”
“我想要——”
“This man who has come says that he is a friend of yours.
“这个来的人说他是你的朋友。
He says—”
他说——”
Eugene struck the table with his fist.
尤金用拳头敲击桌子。
“I don’t want to speak to any one else, I tell you!” he cried passionately.
“我不想和任何人说话,我告诉你!”他激动地喊道。
“If she is there I—” He caught his breath sharply, checked himself, and sat in amazement.
“如果她在那儿,我——”他急促地喘了口气,控制住自己,惊讶地坐着。
Could his mind so easily accept so stupendous a thing as true?
他的头脑能轻易接受如此惊人的事情吗?
Evidently it could!
显然可以!
Mrs. Horner spoke languidly in her own voice: “Did you get anything satisfactory?” she asked.
霍纳夫人用她自己的声音懒洋洋地说:“你得到什么满意的东西了吗?”她问道。
“I certainly hope it wasn’t like that other time when you was cross because they couldn’t get anything for you.”
“我当然希望你不会像上次那样生气,因为他们无法为你得到任何东西。”
“No, no,” he said hastily.
“不,不,”他连忙说道。
“This was different It was very interesting.”
“这是不同的,非常有趣。”
He paid her, went to his hotel, and thence to his train for home.
他付了钱,去了酒店,然后乘火车回家。
Never did he so seem to move through a world of dream-stuff: for he knew that he was not more credulous than other men, and, if he could believe what he had believed, though he had believed it for no longer than a moment or two, what hold had he or any other human being on reality?
他似乎从来没有像现在这样经历过一个梦幻般的世界:因为他知道自己并不比其他人更容易轻信,而且,如果他能够相信自己所相信的事情,尽管他相信的时间不超过一两分钟,那么他或任何其他人对现实有什么把握呢?
His credulity vanished (or so he thought) with his recollection that it was he, and not the alleged “Lopa,” who had suggested the word “amber.” Going over the mortifying, plain facts of his experience, he found that Mrs. Horner, or the subdivision of Mrs. Horner known as “Lopa,” had told him to think of a bell and of a colour, and that being furnished with these scientific data, he had leaped to the conclusion that he spoke with Isabel Amberson!
当他回忆起是他而不是所谓的“洛帕”提出“琥珀”这个词时,他的轻信消失了(至少他是这么认为的)。回顾他经历中那些令人羞愧的、简单的事实,他发现霍纳夫人,或者霍纳夫人的下属“洛帕”,告诉他要想象一个铃铛和一种颜色,有了这些科学数据,他就得出了这样的结论:他和伊莎贝尔·安伯森谈过!
For a moment he had believed that Isabel was there, believed that she was close to him, entreating him—entreating him “to be kind.” But with this recollection a strange agitation came upon him.
有那么一刻,他相信伊莎贝尔就在那里,相信她就在他身边,恳求他——恳求他“仁慈一些”。但想到这一点,他突然感到一种奇怪的不安。
After all, had she not spoken to him?
毕竟,她没有跟他说过话吗?
If his own unknown consciousness had told the “psychic’s” unknown consciousness how to make the picture of the pretty brown-haired, brown-eyed lady, hadn’t the picture been a true one?
如果他自己的未知意识告诉了“通灵者”的未知意识如何制作出那个棕发棕眼的漂亮女士的照片,那这张照片不就是真实的吗?
And hadn’t the true Isabel—oh, indeed her very soul!—called to him out of his own true memory of her?
真正的伊莎贝尔——哦,确实是她的灵魂!——难道不是从他对她的真实记忆中呼唤他出来的吗?
And as the train roared through the darkened evening he looked out beyond his window, and saw her as he had seen her on his journey, a few days ago—an ethereal figure flying beside the train, but now it seemed to him that she kept her face toward his window with an infinite wistfulness.
当火车呼啸着穿过漆黑的夜晚时,他向窗外望去,看到了她,就像几天前他在旅途中看到的那样——一个空灵的身影在火车旁边飞翔,但现在他觉得她把脸朝着他的窗户,带着无限的渴望。
“To be kind!” If it had been Isabel, was that what she would have said?
“要善良!”如果是伊莎贝尔,她会这么说吗?
If she were anywhere, and could come to him through the invisible wall, what would be the first thing she would say to him?
如果她在任何地方,并且可以穿过无形的墙壁来到他身边,她会对他说的第一句话是什么?
Ah, well enough, and perhaps bitterly enough, he knew the answer to that question!
啊,好吧,也许也够痛苦的是,他知道这个问题的答案!
“To be kind”—to Georgie!
“友善”——对乔吉!
A red-cap at the station, when he arrived, leaped for his bag, abandoning another which the Pullman porter had handed him.
当他到达时,车站里的一个红帽子跳起来拿他的包,丢掉了普尔曼搬运工递给他的另一个包。
“Yessuh, Mist’ Morgan.
“是的,摩根先生。
Yessuh.
是的。
You’ car waitin’ front the station fer you, Mist’ Morgan, suh!”
你的车在车站前面等着你,摩根先生,先生!”
And people in the crowd about the gates turned to stare, as he passed through, whispering, “That’s Morgan.”
当他走过时,大门周围的人群转过头来盯着他,低声说:“那是摩根。”
Outside, the neat chauffeur stood at the door of the touring-car like a soldier in whip-cord.
外面,整洁的司机站在旅行车的门口,就像一个戴着鞭子的士兵。
“I’ll not go home now, Harry,” said Eugene, when he had got in.
“我现在不回家了,哈利。”尤金进门后说道。
“Drive to the City Hospital.”
“开车去市医院。”
“Yes, sir,” the man returned.
“是的,先生。”那人回答道。
“Miss Lucy’s there.
“露西小姐在那儿。
She said she expected you’d come there before you went home.”
她说她希望你在回家之前能到那里。”
“She did?”
“她做到了?”
“Yes, sir.”
“是的,先生。”
Eugene stared.
尤金凝视着。
“I suppose Mr. Minafer must be pretty bad,” he said.
“我想米纳弗先生一定很糟糕,”他说。
“Yes, sir.
“是的,先生。
I understand he’s liable to get well, though, sir.” He moved his lever into high speed, and the car went through the heavy traffic like some fast, faithful beast that knew its way about, and knew its master’s need of haste.
不过,我知道他很可能会康复,先生。”他将操纵杆调到高速,汽车在繁忙的交通中穿行,就像一头快速、忠诚的野兽,它知道自己的路,也知道主人需要加快速度。
Eugene did not speak again until they reached the hospital.
直到他们到达医院,尤金才再次说话。
Fanny met him in the upper corridor, and took him to an open door.
范妮在楼上走廊遇见了他,把他带到一扇开着的门前。
He stopped on the threshold, startled; for, from the waxen face on the pillow, almost it seemed the eyes of Isabel herself were looking at him: never before had the resemblance between mother and son been so strong—and Eugene knew that now he had once seen it thus startlingly, he need divest himself of no bitterness “to be kind” to Georgie.
他在门口停下来,吃了一惊。因为,从枕头上那张蜡质的脸来看,伊莎贝尔本人的眼睛几乎都在看着他:母子之间的相似之处从来没有如此强烈过——尤金知道,现在他曾经如此惊讶地看到过这一点,他不需要放弃自己的痛苦,“善待”乔吉。
George was startled, too.
乔治也吓了一跳。
He lifted a white hand in a queer gesture, half forbidding, half imploring, and then let his arm fall back upon the coverlet.
他以一种奇怪的姿势举起一只苍白的手,半是禁止,半是恳求,然后把手臂放回被单上。
“You must have thought my mother wanted you to come,” he said, “so that I could ask you to—to forgive me.”
“你一定以为我母亲希望你来,”他说,“这样我就可以请求你——原谅我。”
But Lucy, who sat beside him, lifted ineffable eyes from him to her father, and shook her head.
但坐在他旁边的露西却用难以言喻的目光从他身上移开,转向她的父亲,然后摇了摇头。
“No, just to take his hand—gently!”
“不,只是握住他的手——轻轻地!”
She was radiant.
她容光焕发。
But for Eugene another radiance filled the room.
但对尤金来说,房间里充满了另一种光芒。
He knew that he had been true at last to his true love, and that through him she had brought her boy under shelter again.
他知道他终于忠于自己的真爱,并且通过他,她再次将她的儿子带到了庇护所。
Her eyes would look wistful no more.
她的眼神不再显得渴望。
The End
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