So Big
SO BIG
这么大
BY EDNA FERBER
作者:艾德娜·费伯
AUTHOR OF THE GIRLS, FANNY HERSELF, ROAST BEEF MEDIUM, ETC.
《女孩们》、《范妮本人》、《烤牛肉中等》等的作者。
NEW YORK GROSSET & DUNLAP PUBLISHERS
纽约格罗塞特和邓拉普出版社
Made in the United States of America
美国制造
COPYRIGHT, 1924, BY DOUBLEDAY, PAGE & COMPANY.
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COPYRIGHT, 1923, 1924, BY THE CROWELL PUBLISHING COMPANY.
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So Big
这么大
Until he was almost ten the name stuck to him.
直到他快十岁的时候,这个名字就一直萦绕在他的心头。
He had literally to fight his way free of it.
他确实必须奋力摆脱它。
From So Big (of fond and infantile derivation) it had been condensed into Sobig.
从《So Big》(源于喜爱和婴儿的衍生)它被浓缩为《Sobig》。
And Sobig DeJong, in all its consonantal disharmony, he had remained until he was a ten-year-old schoolboy in that incredibly Dutch district southwest of Chicago known first as New Holland and later as High Prairie.
而索比格·德容(Sobig DeJong),虽然辅音不和谐,但他一直待在芝加哥西南部那个令人难以置信的荷兰地区,直到他十岁的时候才被称为“新荷兰”,后来被称为“高草原”。
At ten, by dint of fists, teeth, copper-toed boots, and temper, he earned the right to be called by his real name, Dirk DeJong.
十岁时,凭借拳头、牙齿、铜趾靴子和脾气,他赢得了以真名德克·德容 (Dirk DeJong) 称呼的权利。
Now and then, of course, the nickname bobbed up and had to be subdued in a brief and bitter skirmish.
当然,这个绰号时不时地会浮现出来,但又不得不在一场短暂而激烈的冲突中被平息。
His mother, with whom the name had originated, was the worst offender.
这个名字的起源是他的母亲,她是罪魁祸首。
When she lapsed he did not, naturally, use schoolyard tactics on her.
当她犯错时,他自然不会对她使用校园策略。
But he sulked and glowered portentously and refused to answer, though her tone, when she called him So Big, would have melted the heart of any but that natural savage, a boy of ten.
但他生闷气,凶狠地怒视着他,拒绝回答,尽管她叫他“这么大”时的语气会融化任何人的心,除了那个天生的野蛮人,一个十岁的男孩。
The nickname had sprung from the early and idiotic question invariably put to babies and answered by them, with infinite patience, through the years of their infancy.
这个昵称源自于婴儿时期总是向婴儿提出的愚蠢问题,而他们则以无限的耐心回答。
Selina DeJong, darting expertly about her kitchen, from washtub to baking board, from stove to table, or, if at work in the fields of the truck farm, straightening the numbed back for a moment’s respite from the close-set rows of carrots, turnips, spinach, or beets over which she was labouring, would wipe the sweat beads from nose and forehead with a quick duck of her head in the crook of her bent arm.
塞琳娜·德容熟练地在她的厨房里穿梭,从洗衣盆到烤盘,从炉灶到餐桌,或者,如果在卡车农场的地里干活,她会在紧挨着的一排排胡萝卜、萝卜、菠菜或甜菜上劳作,伸直麻木的背部休息片刻,她会用弯曲的手臂弯下的头快速地擦去鼻子和额头上的汗珠。
Those great fine dark eyes of hers would regard the child perched impermanently on a little heap of empty potato sacks, one of which comprised his costume.
她那双又大又漂亮的黑眼睛会注视着那个暂时栖息在一小堆空土豆袋上的孩子,其中一个是他的服装。
He was constantly detaching himself from the parent sack heap to dig and burrow in the rich warm black loam of the truck garden.
他不断地将自己从母麻袋堆中分离出来,在卡车花园肥沃温暖的黑壤土中挖掘和挖洞。
Selina DeJong had little time for the expression of affection.
塞琳娜·德容 (Selina DeJong) 几乎没有时间表达爱意。
The work was always hot at her heels.
工作总是紧随其后。
You saw a young woman in a blue calico dress, faded and earth-grimed.
你看到一个穿着蓝色印花布连衣裙的年轻女子,衣服已经褪色,沾满泥土。
Between her eyes was a driven look as of one who walks always a little ahead of herself in her haste.
她的双眼之间有一种奋发的神情,就像一个在匆忙中总是走在前面的人。
Her dark abundant hair was skewered into a utilitarian knob from which soft loops and strands were constantly escaping, to be pushed back by that same harried ducking gesture of head and bent arm.
她浓密的黑发被串成一个实用的旋钮,柔软的发圈和发丝不断地从旋钮中逸出,并被同样匆忙的头和弯曲的手臂低下的姿势推到后面。
Her hands, for such use, were usually too crusted and inground with the soil into which she was delving.
对于这种用途,她的手通常都结满了硬皮,并且与她所钻探的土壤融为一体。
You saw a child of perhaps two years, dirt-streaked, sunburned, and generally otherwise defaced by those bumps, bites, scratches, and contusions that are the common lot of the farm child of a mother harried by work.
你看到一个大约两岁的孩子,身上有污垢,晒伤了,而且通常都被撞伤、咬伤、抓伤和挫伤所玷污,这些都是母亲因工作而忙碌的农家孩子的常见遭遇。
Yet, in that moment, as the woman looked at the child there in the warm moist spring of the Illinois prairie land, or in the cluttered kitchen of the farmhouse, there quivered and vibrated between them and all about them an aura, a glow, that imparted to them and their surroundings a mystery, a beauty, a radiance.
然而,在那一刻,当女人在伊利诺斯州草原温暖潮湿的春天里,或者在农舍杂乱的厨房里看着孩子时,他们之间以及他们周围的一切都在颤动和振动,一种光环,一种光芒,赋予他们和他们的周围一种神秘、美丽和光辉。
“How big is baby?” Selina would demand, senselessly.
“宝宝多大了?”塞琳娜无意识地问道。
“How big is my man?”
“我的男人多大了?”
The child would momentarily cease to poke plump fingers into the rich black loam.
孩子会暂时停止将丰满的手指插入肥沃的黑壤土中。
He would smile a gummy though slightly weary smile and stretch wide his arms.
他会露出粘糊糊但略带疲倦的微笑,并张开双臂。
She, too, would open her tired arms wide, wide.
她也会张开疲惫的双臂。
Then they would say in a duet, his mouth a puckered pink petal, hers quivering with tenderness and a certain amusement, “_So-o-o-o_ big!” with the voice soaring on the prolonged vowel and dropping suddenly with the second word.
然后他们会二重唱,他的嘴像粉红色的花瓣一样皱起,她的嘴因温柔和某种乐趣而颤抖,“_如此-o-o-o_大!”声音在长元音时飙升,在第二个词时突然下降。
Part of the game.
游戏的一部分。
The child became so habituated to this question that sometimes, if Selina happened to glance round at him suddenly in the midst of her task, he would take his cue without the familiar question being put and would squeal his “_So-o-o-o_ big!” rather absently, in dutiful solo.
孩子已经习惯了这个问题,有时,如果塞琳娜在做任务的时候突然回头看了他一眼,他就会在没有提出熟悉问题的情况下接受暗示,并尖叫着“太-o-o-o_大了!”相当心不在焉,尽职尽责地独奏。
Then he would throw back his head and laugh a triumphant laugh, his open mouth a coral orifice.
然后他会仰起头,发出胜利的笑声,张开的嘴像珊瑚一样的孔。
She would run to him, and swoop down upon him, and bury her flushed face in the warm moist creases of his neck, and make as though to devour him.
她会跑到他身边,俯冲到他身上,把通红的脸埋进他脖子温暖湿润的皱纹里,做出要吞掉他的样子。
“So big!”
“好大啊!”
But of course he wasn’t.
但他当然不是。
He wasn’t as big as that.
他没有那么大。
In fact, he never became as big as the wide-stretched arms of her love and imagination would have had him.
事实上,他从来没有变得像她的爱和想象所张开的双臂那样伟大。
You would have thought she should have been satisfied when, in later years, he was the Dirk DeJong whose name you saw (engraved) at the top of heavy cream linen paper, so rich and thick and stiff as to have the effect of being starched and ironed by some costly American business process; whose clothes were made by Peter Peel, the English tailor; whose roadster ran on a French chassis; whose cabinet held mellow Italian vermouth and Spanish sherry; whose wants were served by a Japanese houseman; whose life, in short, was that of the successful citizen of the Republic.
你可能会认为,在后来的几年里,当他成为德克·德容(Dirk DeJong)时,你会认为她应该感到满意,你会在厚重的奶油色亚麻纸的顶部看到他的名字(刻),如此丰富、厚实、僵硬,以至于具有经过某种昂贵的美国商业流程浆洗和熨烫的效果;但他的名字却被刻在厚厚的奶油色亚麻纸上。他的衣服是由英国裁缝彼得·皮尔(Peter Peel)制作的;其敞篷跑车采用法国底盘;他的柜子里放着醇厚的意大利苦艾酒和西班牙雪利酒;一位日本家庭主妇满足了他们的需求;简而言之,他的生活是共和国成功公民的生活。
But she wasn’t.
但她不是。
Not only was she dissatisfied: she was at once remorseful and indignant, as though she, Selina DeJong, the vegetable pedler, had been partly to blame for this success of his, and partly cheated by it.
她不仅不满意,而且立刻感到悔恨和愤慨,仿佛她,菜贩塞琳娜·德容,对他的成功负有部分责任,部分受到了欺骗。
When Selina DeJong had been Selina Peake she had lived in Chicago with her father.
当塞琳娜·德容(Selina DeJong)还是塞琳娜·皮克(Selina Peake)时,她和父亲住在芝加哥。
They had lived in many other cities as well.
他们也曾在许多其他城市居住过。
In Denver during the rampant ’80s.
在 80 年代猖獗的丹佛。
In New York when Selina was twelve.
塞琳娜十二岁时在纽约。
In Milwaukee briefly.
在密尔沃基短暂停留。
There was even a San Francisco interlude which was always a little sketchy in Selina’s mind and which had ended in a departure so hurried as to bewilder even Selina who had learned to accept sudden comings and abrupt goings without question.
甚至还有一段在旧金山的插曲,在塞琳娜的脑海里总是有点粗略,最后却以匆忙的离开而告终,甚至让塞琳娜感到困惑,因为她已经学会了毫无疑问地接受突然的到来和突然的离开。
“Business,” her father always said.
“生意,”她父亲总是说。
“Little deal.” She never knew until the day of his death how literally the word deal was applicable to his business transactions.
“没什么大不了的。”直到他去世的那天,她才知道“交易”这个词在字面上是如何适用于他的商业交易的。
Simeon Peake, travelling the country with his little daughter, was a gambler by profession, temperament, and natural talents.
西蒙·皮克(Simeon Peake)带着他的小女儿周游全国,他的职业、性情和天赋都是一名赌徒。
When in luck they lived royally, stopping at the best hotels, eating strange, succulent sea-viands, going to the play, driving in hired rigs (always with two horses.
幸运的时候,他们过着皇室般的生活,住在最好的酒店,吃奇怪的多汁海鲜,去看戏,开着租来的马车(总是有两匹马。
If Simeon Peake had not enough money for a two-horse equipage he walked).
如果西蒙·皮克(Simeon Peake)没有足够的钱买两匹马,他就步行)。
When fortune hid her face they lived in boarding houses, ate boarding-house meals, wore the clothes bought when Fortune’s breath was balmy.
当财富遮住脸时,他们住在寄宿处,吃寄宿餐,穿在财富呼吸温和时买的衣服。
During all this time Selina attended schools, good, bad, private, public, with surprising regularity considering her nomadic existence.
在这段时间里,塞琳娜在好学校、坏学校、私立学校、公立学校上学,考虑到她的游牧生活,其规律性令人惊讶。
Deep-bosomed matrons, seeing this dark-eyed serious child seated alone in a hotel lobby or boarding-house parlour, would bend over her in solicitous questioning.
胸怀深沉的主妇们,看到这个黑眼睛、严肃的孩子独自坐在酒店大堂或寄宿公寓的客厅里,都会俯下身子,关切地询问她。
“Where is your mamma, little girl?”
“小姑娘,你妈妈在哪儿?”
“She is dead,” Selina would reply, politely and composedly.
“她死了,”塞琳娜会礼貌而平静地回答。
“Oh, my poor little dear!” Then, with a warm rush, “Don’t you want to come and play with my little girl?
“哦,我可怜的小宝贝!”然后,热情地说道:“你不想来和我的小女儿一起玩吗?
She loves little girls to play with.
她喜欢和小女孩一起玩。
H’m?” The “m” of the interrogation held hummingly, tenderly.
嗯?”审讯中的“m”轻柔地哼着。
“No, thank you very much.
“不,非常感谢。
I’m waiting for my father.
我在等我的父亲。
He would be disappointed not to find me here.”
如果他没有在这里找到我,他会很失望。”
These good ladies wasted their sympathy.
这些善良的女士们浪费了她们的同情心。
Selina had a beautiful time.
赛琳娜度过了一段美好的时光。
Except for three years, to recall which was to her like entering a sombre icy room on leaving a warm and glowing one, her life was free, interesting, varied.
除了三年,回想起来,这对她来说就像是离开温暖而明亮的房间,进入阴暗冰冷的房间,她的生活是自由的、有趣的、多姿多彩的。
She made decisions usually devolving upon the adult mind.
她做出的决定通常由成年人来决定。
She selected clothes.
她挑选衣服。
She ruled her father.
她统治着她的父亲。
She read absorbedly books found in boarding-house parlours, in hotels, in such public libraries as the times afforded.
她全神贯注地阅读在寄宿公寓客厅、酒店以及当时公共图书馆里找到的书籍。
She was alone for hours a day, daily.
她每天都有好几个小时独自一人。
Frequently her father, fearful of loneliness for her, brought her an armful of books and she had an orgy, dipping and swooping about among them in a sort of gourmand’s ecstasy of indecision.
她的父亲害怕她感到孤独,常常给她带来一大堆书,而她则纵情狂欢,在书本中翻来覆去,有一种美食家优柔寡断的狂喜。
In this way, at fifteen, she knew the writings of Byron, Jane Austen, Dickens, Charlotte Brontë, Felicia Hemans.
就这样,十五岁的她就知道了拜伦、简·奥斯丁、狄更斯、夏洛特·勃朗特、费利西亚·赫曼斯的作品。
Not to speak of Mrs. E.
更不用说E女士了。
D.
D .
E.
E.
N.
N。
Southworth, Bertha M.
索思沃斯,伯莎·M.
Clay, and that good fairy of the scullery, the _Fireside Companion_, in whose pages factory girls and dukes were brought together as inevitably as steak and onions.
克莱,还有厨房里的好仙女,《炉边伴侣》,在她的书页中,工厂女孩和公爵们不可避免地像牛排和洋葱一样聚集在一起。
These last were, of course, the result of Selina’s mode of living, and were loaned her by kind-hearted landladies, chambermaids, and waitresses all the way from California to New York.
当然,这些都是塞琳娜生活方式的结果,是从加利福尼亚到纽约的好心女房东、女服务员和女服务员借给她的。
Her three dark years—from nine to twelve—were spent with her two maiden aunts, the Misses Sarah and Abbie Peake, in the dim, prim Vermont Peake house from which her father, the black sheep, had run away when a boy.
她的三年黑暗岁月——从九岁到十二岁——是和她的两个未婚姑姑莎拉·皮克小姐和艾比·皮克小姐一起在佛蒙特州皮克一所昏暗、古板的房子里度过的,她的害群之马父亲小时候就从那里逃走了。
After her mother’s death Simeon Peake had sent his little daughter back east in a fit of remorse and temporary helplessness on his part and a spurt of forgiveness and churchly charity on the part of his two sisters.
母亲去世后,西蒙·皮克(Simeon Peake)出于悔恨和暂时的无助,以及他的两个姐妹的宽恕和教会慈善事业,将他的小女儿送回了东部。
The two women were incredibly drawn in the pattern of the New England spinster of fiction.
这两个女人都被小说中新英格兰老处女的模式所吸引。
Mitts, preserves, Bible, chilly best room, solemn and kittenless cat, order, little-girls-mustn’t.
手套、蜜饯、《圣经》、寒冷的最好的房间、庄严而没有小猫的猫、秩序,小女孩绝对不能。
They smelled of apples—of withered apples that have rotted at the core.
它们闻起来有苹果的味道——有苹果核腐烂的枯萎苹果的味道。
Selina had once found such an apple in a corner of a disorderly school-desk, had sniffed it, regarded its wrinkled, sapless pink cheek, and had bitten into it adventuresomely, only to spit out the mouthful in an explosive and unladylike spray.
塞琳娜曾经在杂乱的课桌角落里发现过这样一个苹果,闻了闻,看了看它那布满皱纹、毫无血色的粉红脸颊,冒险地咬了一口,结果却喷出一口爆炸性的、不淑女的喷雾。
It had been all black and mouldy at its heart.
它的中心已经发黑发霉了。
Something of this she must have conveyed, in her desperation, to her father in an uncensored letter.
在绝望中,她一定在一封未经审查的信中向她父亲传达了这一点。
Without warning he had come for her, and at sight of him she had been guilty of the only fit of hysteria that marked her life, before or after the episode.
他毫无征兆地来找她,一看到他,她就犯了她一生中唯一一次歇斯底里的罪,无论是在这件事发生之前还是之后。
So, then, from twelve to nineteen she was happy.
所以,从十二岁到十九岁,她是幸福的。
They had come to Chicago in 1885, when she was sixteen.
1885 年,他们来到芝加哥,当时她 16 岁。
There they remained.
他们留在那里。
Selina attended Miss Fister’s Select School for Young Ladies.
塞琳娜就读于菲斯特小姐的年轻女子精选学校。
When her father brought her there he had raised quite a flutter in the Fister breast—so soft-spoken was he, so gentle, so sad-appearing, so winning as to smile.
当她父亲带她去那里时,他在费斯特的胸中引起了很大的震动——他说话是如此轻声细语,如此温柔,如此悲伤,如此迷人,以至于微笑。
In the investment business, he explained.
在投资业务方面,他解释道。
Stocks and that kind of thing.
股票之类的。
A widower.
一个鳏夫。
Miss Fister said, yes, she understood.
菲斯特小姐说,是的,她明白。
Simeon Peake had had nothing of the look of the professional gambler of the day.
西蒙·皮克完全不像当时的职业赌徒。
The wide slouch hat, the flowing mustache, the glittering eye, the too-bright boots, the gay cravat, all were missing in Simeon Peake’s makeup.
宽大的软帽、飘逸的小胡子、闪闪发光的眼睛、太亮的靴子、欢快的领带,这些都在西蒙·皮克的妆容中消失了。
True, he did sport a singularly clear white diamond pin in his shirt front; and his hat he wore just a little on one side.
确实,他的衬衫前面确实佩戴了一枚异常透明的白色钻石别针;他的帽子只戴在一侧。
But then, these both were in the male mode and quite commonly seen.
但那时,这两者都是男性模式,而且很常见。
For the rest he seemed a mild and suave man, slim, a trifle diffident, speaking seldom and then with a New England drawl by which he had come honestly enough, Vermont Peake that he was.
在其他方面,他看起来是一个温和而温文尔雅的人,身材苗条,有点害羞,很少说话,然后带着新英格兰的慢吞吞的声音,他是诚实的佛蒙特州皮克人。
Chicago was his meat.
芝加哥是他的肉。
It was booming, prosperous.
那是一片繁荣、繁荣。
Jeff Hankins’s red plush and mirrored gambling house, and Mike McDonald’s, too, both on Clark Street, knew him daily.
杰夫·汉金斯 (Jeff Hankins) 的红色毛绒镜子赌场和迈克·麦当劳 (Mike McDonald) 都位于克拉克街,每天都认识他。
He played in good luck and bad, but he managed somehow to see to it that there was always the money to pay for the Fister schooling.
他的比赛时好时坏,但他设法确保总有钱支付费斯特的学费。
His was the ideal poker face—bland, emotionless, immobile.
他是一张理想的扑克脸——温和、无感情、一动不动。
When he was flush they ate at the Palmer House, dining off chicken or quail and thick rich soup and the apple pie for which the hostelry was famous.
当他脸红的时候,他们就在帕尔默之家吃饭,吃的是鸡肉或鹌鹑,还有浓汤和苹果派,这家旅馆以苹果派而闻名。
Waiters hovered solicitously about Simeon Peake, though he rarely addressed them and never looked at them.
服务员关心地在西蒙·皮克周围徘徊,尽管他很少与他们交谈,也从不看他们。
Selina was happy.
赛琳娜很高兴。
She knew only such young people—girls—as she met at Miss Fister’s school.
她只认识这样的年轻人——女孩——就像她在菲斯特小姐的学校遇到的那样。
Of men, other than her father, she knew as little as a nun—less.
除了她父亲之外,她对男人的了解就和修女一样少——更少。
For those cloistered creatures must, if only in the conning of their Bible, learn much of the moods and passions that sway the male.
对于那些与世隔绝的生物来说,即使只是在圣经的指导下,也必须了解影响男性的情绪和激情。
The Songs of Solomon alone are a glorious sex education.
仅《所罗门之歌》就是光荣的性教育。
But the Bible was not included in Selina’s haphazard reading, and the Gideonite was not then a force in the hotel world.
但《圣经》并没有被塞琳娜随意阅读,而基甸派当时也不是酒店界的一股力量。
Her chum was Julie Hempel, daughter of August Hempel, the Clark Street butcher.
她的密友是克拉克街屠夫奥古斯特·亨佩尔的女儿朱莉·亨佩尔。
You probably now own some Hempel stock, if you’re lucky; and eat Hempel bacon and Hempel hams cured in the hickory, for in Chicago the distance from butcher of 1885 to packer of 1890 was only a five-year leap.
如果幸运的话,您现在可能拥有一些亨普尔股票;吃在山核桃里腌制的亨普尔培根和亨普尔火腿,因为在芝加哥,从 1885 年的屠夫到 1890 年的包装工之间的距离只有五年的飞跃。
Being so much alone developed in her a gift for the make-believe.
如此孤独的生活让她养成了一种假装的天赋。
In a comfortable, well-dressed way she was a sort of mixture of Dick Swiveller’s Marchioness and Sarah Crewe.
从穿着舒适、衣着考究的角度来看,她是迪克·斯维勒尔饰演的侯爵夫人和莎拉·克鲁的混合体。
Even in her childhood she extracted from life the double enjoyment that comes usually only to the creative mind.
甚至在她的童年时期,她就从生活中汲取了通常只有创造性思维才能获得的双重享受。
“Now I’m doing this.
“现在我正在做这个。
Now I’m doing that,” she told herself while she was doing it.
现在我正在这样做,”她边做边告诉自己。
Looking on while she participated.
她参加时在一旁观看。
Perhaps her theatre-going had something to do with this.
也许她去剧院的经历与此有关。
At an age when most little girls were not only unheard but practically unseen, she occupied a grown-up seat at the play, her rapt face, with its dark serious eyes, glowing in a sort of luminous pallor as she sat proudly next her father.
在大多数小女孩不仅闻所未闻,而且几乎见不到的年龄,她在戏剧中占据了一个大人的座位,当她自豪地坐在父亲旁边时,她全神贯注的脸和严肃的黑色眼睛闪烁着一种明亮的苍白。
Simeon Peake had the gambler’s love of the theatre, himself possessing the dramatic quality necessary to the successful following of his profession.
西蒙·皮克有着赌徒般对戏剧的热爱,他本人也拥有成功从事其职业所必需的戏剧品质。
In this way Selina, half-hidden in the depths of an orchestra seat, wriggled in ecstatic anticipation when the curtain ascended on the grotesque rows of Haverly’s minstrels.
就这样,当幕布升起,哈弗利那一排怪诞的吟游诗人出现时,半藏在管弦乐队座位深处的塞琳娜在欣喜若狂的期待中扭动着身体。
She wept (as did Simeon) over the agonies of The Two Orphans when Kitty Blanchard and McKee Rankin came to Chicago with the Union Square Stock Company.
当基蒂·布兰查德和麦基·兰金随联合广场股票公司来到芝加哥时,她(和西蒙一样)为两个孤儿的痛苦哭泣。
She witnessed that startling innovation, a Jewish play, called Samuel of Posen.
她亲眼目睹了这一惊人的创新,一部名为《波森的塞缪尔》的犹太戏剧。
She saw Fanny Davenport in Pique.
她在皮克身上看到了范妮·达文波特。
Simeon even took her to a performance of that shocking and delightful form of new entertainment, the Extravaganza.
西蒙甚至带她去看了一场令人震惊又令人愉悦的新娱乐表演——盛会。
She thought the plump creature in tights and spangles, descending the long stairway, the most beautiful being she had ever seen.
她认为这个穿着紧身衣、闪闪发光的胖女人从长长的楼梯上走下来,是她见过的最美丽的生物。
“The thing I like about plays and books is that anything can happen.
“我喜欢戏剧和书籍的一点是,任何事情都有可能发生。
Anything!
任何事!
You never know,” Selina said, after one of these evenings.
你永远不会知道,”在其中一个晚上之后,塞琳娜说道。
“No different from life,” Simeon Peake assured her.
“和生活没有什么不同,”西蒙·皮克向她保证。
“You’ve no idea the things that happen to you if you just relax and take them as they come.”
“如果你只是放松并接受它们发生的事情,你就不会知道发生在你身上的事情。”
Curiously enough, Simeon Peake said this, not through ignorance, but deliberately and with reason.
奇怪的是,西蒙·皮克这样说并不是出于无知,而是故意且有道理的。
In his way and day he was a very modern father.
以他的方式和时代,他是一位非常现代的父亲。
“I want you to see all kinds,” he would say to her.
“我想让你看到各种各样的东西,”他会对她说。
“I want you to realize that this whole thing is just a grand adventure.
“我想让你意识到,这整件事只是一场伟大的冒险。
A fine show.
一场精彩的表演。
The trick is to play in it and look at it at the same time.”
诀窍是一边玩一边看。”
“What whole thing?”
“到底是什么事情?”
“Living.
“生活。
All mixed up.
一切都混在一起了。
The more kinds of people you see, and the more things you do, and the more things that happen to you, the richer you are.
你见的人越多,做的事越多,发生在你身上的事越多,你就越富有。
Even if they’re not pleasant things.
即使它们不是什么令人愉快的事情。
That’s living.
这就是生活。
Remember, no matter what happens, good or bad, it’s just so much”—he used the gambler’s term, unconsciously—“just so much velvet.”
请记住,无论发生什么,无论好坏,都只是这么多”——他无意识地用了赌徒的术语——“天鹅绒就是这么多。”
But Selina, somehow, understood.
但塞琳娜不知何故明白了。
“You mean that anything’s better than being Aunt Sarah and Aunt Abbie.”
“你的意思是,任何事情都比成为莎拉姨妈和艾比姨妈更好。”
“Well—yes.
“嗯——是的。
There are only two kinds of people in the world that really count.
世界上只有两种人是真正有价值的。
One kind’s wheat and the other kind’s emeralds.”
一种是小麦,另一种是祖母绿。”
“Fanny Davenport’s an emerald,” said Selina, quickly, and rather surprised to find herself saying it.
“范妮·达文波特是一颗祖母绿,”塞琳娜很快说道,她对自己这么说感到相当惊讶。
“Yes.
是的。
That’s it.”
就是这样。”
“And—and Julie Hempel’s father—he’s wheat.”
“而且——还有朱莉·亨佩尔的父亲——他是小麦。”
“By golly, Sele!” shouted Simeon Peake.
“天哪,塞勒!”西蒙·皮克喊道。
“You’re a shrewd little tyke!”
“你真是个精明的小家伙!”
It was after reading “Pride and Prejudice” that she decided to be the Jane Austen of her time.
读完《傲慢与偏见》后,她决定成为她那个时代的简·奥斯丁。
She became very mysterious and enjoyed a brief period of unpopularity at Miss Fister’s owing to her veiled allusions to her “work”; and an annoying way of smiling to herself and tapping a ruminative toe as though engaged in visions far too exquisite for the common eye.
她变得非常神秘,并且由于隐晦地暗示了她的“工作”,在菲斯特小姐那里有一段时间不受欢迎。还有一种令人厌烦的自嘲微笑,沉思般地敲着脚趾,仿佛正沉浸在对普通人来说过于精致的幻象中。
Her chum Julie Hempel, properly enough, became enraged at this and gave Selina to understand that she must make her choice between revealing her secret or being cast out of the Hempel heart.
她的好友朱莉·亨佩尔对此感到愤怒,并让塞琳娜明白,她必须在揭露自己的秘密和被逐出亨佩尔的心之间做出选择。
Selina swore her to secrecy.
塞琳娜向她发誓保守秘密。
“Very well, then.
“那么,很好。
Now I’ll tell you.
现在我告诉你。
I’m going to be a novelist.” Julie was palpably disappointed, though she said, “Selina!” as though properly impressed, but followed it up with: “Still, I don’t see why you had to be so mysterious about it.”
我要成为一名小说家。”朱莉显然很失望,尽管她说:“塞琳娜!”好像给人留下了深刻的印象,但接着说道:“不过,我不明白你为什么必须对此如此神秘。”
“You just don’t understand, Julie.
“你只是不明白,朱莉。
Writers have to study life at first hand.
作家必须亲自研究生活。
And if people know you’re studying them they don’t act natural.
如果人们知道你在研究他们,他们就会表现得不自然。
Now, that day you were telling me about the young man in your father’s shop who looked at you and said——”
现在,那天你告诉我你父亲店里的那个年轻人看着你说——”
“Selina Peake, if you dare to put that in your book I’ll never speak——”
“塞琳娜·皮克,如果你敢把这句话写进你的书里,我永远不会说话——”
“All right.
“好吧。”
I won’t.
我不会。
But that’s what I mean.
但这就是我的意思。
You see!”
你看!”
Julie Hempel and Selina Peake, both finished products of Miss Fister’s school, were of an age—nineteen.
朱莉·亨佩尔和塞琳娜·皮克都是菲斯特小姐学校的成品,当时才十九岁。
Selina, on this September day, had been spending the afternoon with Julie, and now, adjusting her hat preparatory to leaving, she clapped her hands over her ears to shut out the sounds of Julie’s importunings that she stay to supper.
九月的这个日子,塞琳娜一直在和朱莉一起度过一个下午,现在,她调整了一下帽子,准备离开,她用手捂住耳朵,以隔绝朱莉催促她留下来吃晚饭的声音。
Certainly the prospect of the usual Monday evening meal in Mrs. Tebbitt’s boarding house (the Peake luck was momentarily low) did not present sufficient excuse for Selina’s refusal.
当然,周一晚上在特比特夫人的寄宿处享用通常的晚餐(皮克的运气暂时很低)并没有为塞琳娜的拒绝提供充分的理由。
Indeed, the Hempel supper as sketched dish for dish by the urgent Julie brought little greedy groans from Selina.
事实上,亨佩尔的晚餐是由急切的朱莉一盘一盘地画出来的,引起了塞琳娜小小的贪婪的呻吟。
“It’s prairie chickens—three of them—that a farmer west of town brought Father.
“这是镇西的一个农民给父亲带来的草原鸡,三只。
Mother fixes them with stuffing, and there’s currant jell.
妈妈用馅料把它们固定起来,还有醋栗果冻。
Creamed onions and baked tomatoes.
奶油洋葱和烤西红柿。
And for dessert, apple roll.”
甜点是苹果卷。”
Selina snapped the elastic holding her high-crowned hat under her chignon of hair in the back.
塞琳娜拉断了将高冠帽子固定在脑后发髻下的松紧带。
She uttered a final and quavering groan.
她发出最后一声颤抖的呻吟。
“On Monday nights we have cold mutton and cabbage at Mrs. Tebbitt’s.
“周一晚上,我们在特比特太太家吃冷羊肉和卷心菜。
This is Monday.”
今天是星期一。”
“Well then, silly, why not stay!”
“那么,傻瓜,为什么不留下来呢!”
“Father comes home at six.
“父亲六点钟回家。
If I’m not there he’s disappointed.”
如果我不在,他就会失望。”
Julie, plump, blonde, placid, forsook her soft white blandishments and tried steel against the steel of Selina’s decision.
朱莉,丰满,金发,平静,放弃了她柔和的白色甜言蜜语,并尝试用钢铁来对抗塞琳娜的决定。
“He leaves you right after supper.
“晚饭后他就离开你了。
And you’re alone every night until twelve and after.”
每晚你都独自一人,直到十二点及之后。”
“I don’t see what that has to do with it,” Selina said, stiffly.
“我不明白这有什么关系,”塞琳娜僵硬地说。
Julie’s steel, being low-grade, melted at once and ran off her in rivulets.
朱莉的钢质低劣,立刻就熔化了,从她身上流淌成溪流。
“Of course it hasn’t, Selie dear.
“当然没有,亲爱的塞利。
Only I thought you might leave him just this once.”
只是我以为你可能会离开他这一次。”
“If I’m not there he’s disappointed.
“如果我不在,他就会失望。
And that terrible Mrs. Tebbitt makes eyes at him.
那个可怕的特比特太太向他投来了目光。
He hates it there.”
他讨厌那里。”
“Then I don’t see why you stay.
“那我就不明白你为什么留下来了。
I never could see.
我从来都看不到。
You’ve been there four months now, and I think it’s horrid and stuffy; and oilcloth on the stairs.”
你已经在那里呆了四个月了,我觉得那很可怕而且很闷。还有楼梯上的油布。”
“Father has had some temporary business setbacks.”
“父亲的生意暂时遇到了一些挫折。”
Selina’s costume testified to that.
塞琳娜的服装证明了这一点。
True, it was modish, and bustled, and basqued, and flounced; and her high-crowned, short-rimmed hat, with its trimming of feathers and flowers and ribbons had come from New York.
确实,它很时髦,很热闹,有巴斯克风格,还有荷叶边。她那顶饰有羽毛、花朵和丝带的高冠短边帽子来自纽约。
But both were of last spring’s purchasing, and this was September.
但这都是去年春天购买的,而今年是九月份。
In the course of the afternoon they had been looking over the pages of Godey’s _Ladies’ Book_ for that month.
整个下午,他们一直在翻阅戈迪那个月的《女士书》。
The disparity between Selina’s costume and the creations pictured there was much as the difference between the Tebbitt meal and that outlined by Julie.
塞琳娜的服装和照片中的作品之间的差异,就像特比特餐和朱莉概述的餐之间的差异一样。
Now Julie, fond though defeated, kissed her friend good-bye.
现在,朱莉虽然失败了,但仍然深情地向她的朋友吻别。
Selina walked quickly the short distance from the Hempel house to Tebbitt’s, on Dearborn Avenue.
塞琳娜快步从亨佩尔家步行不远,来到位于迪尔伯恩大道的特比特家。
Up in her second-floor room she took off her hat and called to her father, but he had not yet come in.
在二楼的房间里,她脱下帽子,呼唤父亲,但他还没有进来。
She was glad of that.
她对此很高兴。
She had been fearful of being late.
她一直害怕迟到。
She regarded her hat now with some distaste, decided to rip off the faded spring roses, did rip a stitch or two, only to discover that the hat material was more faded than the roses, and that the uncovered surface showed up a dark splotch like a wall-spot when a picture, long hung, is removed.
她现在有些厌恶地看着自己的帽子,决定撕掉褪色的春天玫瑰,确实撕了一两针,却发现帽子的材料比玫瑰更褪色,而且当长期悬挂的照片被取下时,未覆盖的表面呈现出黑色的斑点,就像墙上的斑点一样。
So she got a needle and prepared to tack the offending rose in its accustomed place.
于是她拿起一根针,准备把那朵有问题的玫瑰钉在原来的位置。
Perched on the arm of a chair near the window, taking quick deft stitches, she heard a sound.
她坐在靠近窗户的椅子扶手上,快速灵巧地缝着针,突然听到了声音。
She had never heard that sound before—that peculiar sound—the slow, ominous tread of men laden with a heavy inert burden; bearing with infinite care that which was well beyond hurting.
她以前从未听过那种声音——那种奇特的声音——男人背负着惰性重担的缓慢、不祥的脚步声;以无限的关怀去承受那远远超出伤害的事情。
Selina had never heard that sound before, and yet, hearing it, she recognized it by one of those pangs, centuries old, called woman’s instinct.
塞琳娜以前从未听过这种声音,然而,一听到它,她就通过一种数百年历史的痛苦认出了它,这种痛苦被称为女人的本能。
Thud—shuffle—thud—shuffle—up the narrow stairway, along the passage.
咚——拖着——咚——拖着——沿着狭窄的楼梯走上走廊。
She stood up, the needle poised in her hand.
她站了起来,手里拿着针。
The hat fell to the floor.
帽子掉到了地板上。
Her eyes were wide, fixed.
她的眼睛睁得大大的,目光坚定。
Her lips slightly parted.
她的嘴唇微微张开。
The listening look.
聆听的样子。
She knew.
她知道。
She knew even before she heard the hoarse man’s voice saying, “Lift ’er up there a little on the corner, now.
甚至在她听到那个嘶哑的男人的声音说:“现在,把她抬到拐角处一点儿的地方。”她就知道了。
Easy—e-e-easy.” And Mrs. Tebbitt’s high shrill clamour: “You can’t bring it in there!
简单——e-e-简单。”特比特夫人尖声叫嚷:“你不能把它带进去!
You hadn’t ought to bring it in here like this!”
你不应该把它就这样带到这里来!”
Selina’s suspended breath came back.
赛琳娜悬着的呼吸又恢复了。
She was panting now.
她现在气喘吁吁。
She had flung open the door.
她猛地打开了门。
A flat still burden partially covered with an overcoat carelessly flung over the face.
一个扁平的负担,部分覆盖着一件大衣,不小心地扔在脸上。
The feet, in their square-toed boots, wobbled listlessly.
穿着方头靴子的脚无精打采地摇晃着。
Selina noticed how shiny the boots were.
塞琳娜注意到这双靴子多么闪亮。
He was always very finicking about such things.
他对这类事情总是很挑剔。
Simeon Peake had been shot in Jeff Hankins’s place at five in the afternoon.
下午五点,西蒙·皮克(Simeon Peake)代替杰夫·汉金斯(Jeff Hankins)被枪杀。
The irony of it was that the bullet had not been intended for him at all.
讽刺的是,这颗子弹根本不是针对他的。
Its derelict course had been due to feminine aim.
它被遗弃的路线是由于女性的目标造成的。
Sped by one of those over-dramatic ladies who, armed with horsewhip or pistol in tardy defence of their honour, spangled Chicago’s dull ’80s with their doings, it had been meant for a well-known newspaper publisher usually mentioned (in papers other than his own) as a bon vivant.
在一位过于戏剧化的女士的催促下,她们手持马鞭或手枪,迟迟不肯捍卫自己的荣誉,她们的行为让芝加哥沉闷的 80 年代熠熠生辉。
The lady’s leaden remonstrance was to have been proof of the fact that he had been more vivacious than bon.
这位女士的严厉抗议是为了证明他比好人更活泼。
It was, perhaps, because of this that the matter was pretty well hushed up.
或许正是因为如此,这件事才被掩盖得很好。
The publisher’s paper—which was Chicago’s foremost—scarcely mentioned the incident and purposely misspelled the name.
出版商的报纸——芝加哥最重要的报纸——几乎没有提及这一事件,还故意拼错了名字。
The lady, thinking her task accomplished, had taken truer aim with her second bullet, and had saved herself the trouble of trial by human jury.
这位女士认为她的任务已经完成,她的第二颗子弹瞄准了更真实的目标,从而省去了人类陪审团审判的麻烦。
Simeon Peake left his daughter Selina a legacy of two fine clear blue-white diamonds (he had had the gambler’s love of them) and the sum of four hundred and ninety-seven dollars in cash.
西蒙·皮克 (Simeon Peake) 留给女儿塞琳娜 (Selina) 的遗产是两颗精致的蓝白色钻石(他对它们有着赌徒般的喜爱)和总计四百九十七美元的现金。
Just how he had managed to have a sum like this put by was a mystery.
他究竟是如何存下这笔钱的,还是个谜。
The envelope containing it had evidently once held a larger sum.
装着它的信封显然曾经装过一笔更大的钱。
It had been sealed, and then slit.
它被密封,然后被切开。
On the outside was written, in Simeon Peake’s fine, almost feminine hand: “For my little daughter Selina Peake in case anything should happen to me.” It bore a date seven years old.
外面用西蒙·皮克(Simeon Peake)纤细、近乎女性化的笔迹写着:“为我的小女儿塞琳娜·皮克(Selina Peake)写的,以防我发生任何事情。”上面写着七岁的日期。
What the original sum had been no one ever knew.
最初的金额是多少,没有人知道。
That any sum remained was evidence of the almost heroic self-control practised by one to whom money—ready money in any sum at all—meant only fuel to feed the flames of his gaming fever.
剩下的钱证明了一个人近乎英勇的自我控制能力,对他来说,金钱——任何数额的现金——都只是为他的游戏狂热提供燃料。
To Selina fell the choice of earning her own living or of returning to the Vermont village and becoming a withered and sapless dried apple, with black fuzz and mould at her heart, like her aunts, the Misses Sarah and Abbie Peake.
塞琳娜面临着选择:是自己谋生,还是回到佛蒙特州的村庄,成为一个枯萎无汁的干苹果,心上长满黑色的绒毛和霉菌,就像她的姨妈莎拉·皮克小姐和艾比·皮克小姐一样。
She did not hesitate.
她没有犹豫。
“But what kind of work?” Julie Hempel demanded.
“但是什么样的工作呢?”朱莉·亨佩尔问道。
“What kind of work can you do?” Women—that is, the Selina Peakes—did not work.
“你能做什么工作?”女性——也就是塞琳娜·皮克斯——没有工作。
“I—well, I can teach.”
“我——好吧,我可以教书。”
“Teach what?”
“教什么?”
“The things I learned at Miss Fister’s.”
“我在菲斯特小姐那里学到的东西。”
Julie’s expression weighed and discredited Miss Fister.
朱莉的表情沉重,让菲斯特小姐名誉扫地。
“Who to?” Which certainly justified her expression.
“给谁?”这确实证明了她的表达是合理的。
“To children.
“给孩子们。
People’s children.
人民的孩子。
Or in the public schools.”
或者在公立学校。”
“You have to do something first—go to Normal, or teach in the country, don’t you?—before you can teach in the public schools.
“你必须先做点什么——去师范学校,或者在乡下教书,不是吗?——然后才能在公立学校教书。
They’re mostly old.
他们大多已经老了。
Twenty-five or even thirty—or more!” with nineteen’s incapacity to imagine an age beyond thirty.
二十五甚至三十——或者更多!”十九岁的人无法想象三十岁以后的年龄。
That Julie was taking the offensive in this conversation, and Selina the defensive, was indicative of the girl’s numbed state.
在这次谈话中,朱莉采取进攻,而塞琳娜采取防守,这表明了女孩的麻木状态。
Selina did not then know the iron qualities her friend was displaying in being with her at all.
塞琳娜当时根本不知道她的朋友在和她在一起时所表现出的钢铁品质。
Mrs. Hempel had quite properly forbidden Julie ever to see the dead dissolute gambler’s daughter again.
亨佩尔夫人非常恰当地禁止朱莉再见到那个死去的放荡赌徒的女儿。
She had even sent a note to Miss Fister expressing her opinion of a school which would, by admitting such unselected ladies to its select circle, expose other pupils to contamination.
她甚至给菲斯特小姐寄了一张便条,表达了她对一所学校的看法,该学校如果接纳这些未经挑选的女士进入其精选圈子,就会使其他学生受到污染。
Selina rallied to Julie’s onslaught.
塞琳娜奋起反抗朱莉的攻击。
“Then I’ll just teach a country school.
“那我就去教一所乡村学校。
I’m good at arithmetic.
我擅长算术。
You know that.” Julie should have known it, having had all her Fister sums solved by Selina.
你知道这一点。”朱莉应该知道这一点,因为塞琳娜已经解决了她所有的费斯特难题。
“Country schools are just arithmetic and grammar and geography.”
“乡村学校只有算术、语法和地理。”
“You!
“你!
Teaching a country school!”
在乡村学校教书!”
She looked at Selina.
她看着赛琳娜。
She saw a misleadingly delicate face, the skull small and exquisitely formed.
她看到一张精致得让人误会的脸,头骨虽小却形状精美。
The cheek bones rather high—or perhaps they looked so because of the fact that the eyes, dark, soft, and luminous, were unusually deep-set in their sockets.
颧骨相当高——或许是因为那双乌黑、柔和、明亮的眼睛异常深陷在眼窝里。
The face, instead of narrowing to a soft curve at the chin, developed unexpected strength in the jaw line.
脸部并没有在下巴处缩小为柔和的曲线,而是在下巴线条上产生了意想不到的力量。
That line, fine, steel-strong, sharp and clear, was of the stuff of which pioneer women are made.
那线条细腻、坚韧、锋利、清晰,正是先锋女性的特质。
Julie, inexperienced in the art of reading the human physiognomy, did not decipher the meaning of it.
朱莉缺乏看相术的经验,无法解读其中的含义。
Selina’s hair was thick, long, and fine, so that she piled it easily in the loops, coils, and knots that fashion demanded.
塞琳娜的头发又密又长又细,因此她可以轻松地将头发打成时尚所需的圈、圈和结。
Her nose, slightly pinched at the nostrils, was exquisite.
她的鼻子,鼻孔微微收缩,很精致。
When she laughed it had the trick of wrinkling just a little across the narrow bridge; very engaging, and mischievous.
当她笑的时候,它有一种特技,在狭窄的桥上稍微起皱。非常迷人,而且很顽皮。
She was thought a rather plain little thing, which she wasn’t.
人们认为她是一个相当普通的小东西,但事实并非如此。
But the eyes were what you marked and remembered.
但眼睛是你标记和记住的。
People to whom she was speaking had a way of looking into them deeply.
与她交谈的人有一种深入研究他们的方式。
Selina was often embarrassed to discover that they were not hearing what she had to say.
塞琳娜经常尴尬地发现他们没有听到她所说的话。
Perhaps it was this velvety softness of the eyes that caused one to overlook the firmness of the lower face.
也许正是这种天鹅绒般柔软的眼睛,让人忽略了下脸的坚毅。
When the next ten years had done their worst to her, and Julie had suddenly come upon her stepping agilely out of a truck gardener’s wagon on Prairie Avenue, a tanned, weather-beaten, toil-worn woman, her abundant hair skewered into a knob and held by a long gray hairpin, her full calico skirt grimed with the mud of the wagon wheel, a pair of men’s old side-boots on her slim feet, a grotesquely battered old felt hat (her husband’s) on her head, her arms full of ears of sweet corn, and carrots, and radishes, and bunches of beets; a woman with bad teeth, flat breasts, a sagging pocket in her capacious skirt—even then Julie, staring, had known her by her eyes.
当接下来的十年对她造成了最坏的影响时,朱莉突然发现她敏捷地从草原大道上一辆卡车园丁的马车上走下来,她是一个晒黑了、饱经风霜、劳累不堪的女人,她丰沛的头发盘成一团,用一根长长的灰色发夹固定着,她的印花布裙子沾满了马车车轮上的泥土,她纤细的脚上穿着一双男式旧靴子,穿着破旧的毛毡。头上戴着(她丈夫的)帽子,怀里满是甜玉米穗、胡萝卜、萝卜和一串串甜菜;一个牙齿不好、胸部平坦、宽大的裙子上有一个下垂的口袋的女人——即使在那时,朱莉也能通过她的眼睛认出她。
And she had run to her in her silk suit and her fine silk shirtwaist and her hat with the plume and had cried, “Oh, Selina!
她穿着丝绸套装和精美的丝绸衬衫,戴着带有羽毛的帽子,跑向她,哭道:“哦,塞琳娜!
My dear!
亲爱的!
My dear!”—with a sob of horror and pity—“My dear.” And had taken Selina, carrots, beets, corn, and radishes, in her arms.
我亲爱的!”——带着恐惧和怜悯的抽泣——“亲爱的。”并把塞琳娜、胡萝卜、甜菜、玉米和萝卜抱在怀里。
The vegetables lay scattered all about them on the sidewalk in front of Julie Hempel Arnold’s great stone house on Prairie Avenue.
草原大道朱莉·亨佩尔·阿诺德的大石屋前的人行道上,蔬菜散落在他们周围。
But strangely enough it had been Selina who had done the comforting, patting Julie’s silken shoulder and saying, over and over, “There, there!
但奇怪的是,安慰的却是塞琳娜,她拍着朱莉光滑的肩膀,一遍又一遍地说:“好了,好了!
It’s all right, Julie.
没关系,朱莉。
It’s all right.
没关系。
Don’t cry.
别哭。
What’s there to cry for!
有什么可哭的!
Sh!
嘘!
.
。
.
。
.
。
It’s all right.”
没关系。”
Selina had thought herself lucky to get the Dutch school at High Prairie, ten miles outside Chicago.
塞琳娜认为自己很幸运,能在距芝加哥十英里的海普雷里上学荷兰语学校。
Thirty dollars a month!
一个月三十块钱!
She was to board at the house of Klaas Pool, the truck farmer.
她要寄宿在卡车农场主克拉斯·普尔的家里。
It was August Hempel who had brought it all about; or Julie, urging him.
是奥古斯特·亨佩尔促成了这一切。或者朱莉在催促他。
Now, at forty-five, August Hempel, the Clark Street butcher, knew every farmer and stockman for miles around, and hundreds besides scattered throughout Cook County and the State of Illinois.
现在,四十五岁的克拉克街屠夫奥古斯特·亨佩尔认识方圆数英里内的每一位农民和畜牧者,此外还有数百名分散在库克县和伊利诺伊州各地的农民和畜牧者。
To get the Dutch school for Selina Peake was a simple enough matter for him.
让塞琳娜·皮克进入荷兰学校对他来说是一件很简单的事情。
The High Prairie district school teacher had always, heretofore, been a man.
迄今为止,高草原区学校的老师一直是男性。
A more advantageous position presenting itself, this year’s prospective teacher had withdrawn before the school term had begun.
更有利的是,今年的准老师在开学前就退出了。
This was in September.
那是在九月份。
High Prairie school did not open until the first week in November.
High Prairie 学校直到 11 月第一周才开学。
In that region of truck farms every boy and girl over six was busy in the fields throughout the early autumn.
在那个卡车农场地区,整个初秋,每个六岁以上的男孩和女孩都在田里忙碌。
Two years of this, and Selina would be qualified for a city grade.
再过两年,Selina就获得了市级的资格。
August Hempel indicated that he could arrange that, too, when the time came.
奥古斯特·亨佩尔表示,当时机成熟时他也可以安排。
Selina thought this shrewd red-faced butcher a wonderful man, indeed.
塞琳娜觉得这个精明的红脸屠夫确实是一个了不起的人。
Which he was.
他就是这样。
At forty-seven, single-handed, he was to establish the famous Hempel Packing Company.
四十七岁时,他单枪匹马创立了著名的亨帛包装公司。
At fifty he was the power in the yards, and there were Hempel branches in Kansas City, Omaha, Denver.
五十岁的时候,他已经是造船厂的掌权者,在堪萨斯城、奥马哈和丹佛都有亨普尔分公司。
At sixty you saw the name of Hempel plastered over packing sheds, factories, and canning plants all the way from Honolulu to Portland.
六十岁时,你会看到从檀香山到波特兰的整个包装棚、工厂和罐头厂都贴满了亨普尔的名字。
You read:
您读到:
Don’t Say Ham: Say Hempel’s.
不要说火腿:说亨佩尔火腿。
Hempel products ranged incredibly from pork to pineapple; from grease to grape-juice.
汉帛产品种类繁多,从猪肉到菠萝;从油脂到葡萄汁。
An indictment meant no more to Hempel, the packer, than an injunction for speeding to you.
对于包装工亨佩尔来说,起诉书的意义并不比对你超速行驶的禁令更重要。
Something of his character may be gleaned from the fact that farmers who had known the butcher at forty still addressed this millionaire, at sixty, as Aug.
他的一些性格也许可以从以下事实中看出:四十岁就认识屠夫的农民仍然称呼这位六十岁的百万富翁为“八月”。
At sixty-five he took up golf and beat his son-in-law, Michael Arnold, at it.
六十五岁时,他开始打高尔夫球,并在这项运动上击败了他的女婿迈克尔·阿诺德。
A magnificent old pirate, sailing the perilous commercial seas of the American ’90s before commissions, investigations, and inquisitive senate insisted on applying whitewash to the black flag of trade.
一位伟大的老海盗,在 90 年代危险的商业海洋中航行,在委员会、调查和好奇的参议院面前坚持粉饰贸易的黑旗。
Selina went about her preparations in a singularly clear-headed fashion, considering her youth and inexperience.
考虑到塞琳娜的年轻和缺乏经验,她以一种异常清醒的方式进行了准备工作。
She sold one of the blue-white diamonds, and kept one.
她卖掉了一颗蓝白色钻石,并保留了一颗。
She placed her inheritance of four hundred and ninety-seven dollars, complete, in the bank.
她将她继承的四百九十七美元全部存入银行。
She bought stout sensible boots, two dresses, one a brown lady’s-cloth which she made herself, finished with white collars and cuffs, very neat (the cuffs to be protected by black sateen sleevelets, of course, while teaching); and a wine-red cashmere (mad, but she couldn’t resist it) for best.
她买了一双结实实用的靴子,两件衣服,一件是她自己做的棕色女式布料,白色的衣领和袖口,非常整洁(当然,在教学时,袖口要用黑色缎子袖子保护起来);最好是酒红色羊绒衫(很疯狂,但她无法抗拒)。
She eagerly learned what she could of this region once known as New Holland.
她热切地想了解这个曾经被称为新荷兰的地区。
Its people were all truck gardeners, and as Dutch as the Netherlands from which they or their fathers had come.
这里的人民都是卡车园丁,就像他们或他们的父亲来自的荷兰一样,都是荷兰人。
She heard stories of wooden shoes worn in the wet prairie fields; of a red-faced plodding Cornelius Van der Bilt living in placid ignorance of the existence of his distinguished New York patronymic connection; of sturdy, phlegmatic, industrious farmers in squat, many-windowed houses patterned after the north Holland houses of their European memories.
她听说过在潮湿的草原上穿木鞋的故事;科尼利厄斯·范德比尔特 (Cornelius Van der Bilt) 红着脸,步履蹒跚,生活平静,对他与纽约杰出的父系关系的存在一无所知;坚强、冷漠、勤劳的农民住在矮矮的、多窗的房子里,这些房子的样式模仿了他们欧洲记忆中的北荷兰房屋。
Many of them had come from the town of Schoorl, or near it.
他们中的许多人来自斯库尔镇或其附近。
Others from the lowlands outside Amsterdam.
其他人则来自阿姆斯特丹以外的低地。
Selina pictured it another Sleepy Hollow, a replica of the quaint settlement in Washington Irving’s delightful tale.
塞琳娜把它想象成另一个断头谷,是华盛顿·欧文令人愉快的故事中古朴的定居点的复制品。
The deserting schoolmaster had been a second Ichabod Crane, naturally; the farmer at whose house she was to live a modern Mynheer Van Tassel, pipe, chuckle, and all.
那位开小差的校长自然是第二个伊卡博德·克莱恩。她将在那个农民家里过着现代的 Mynheer Van Tassel 生活,有烟斗、咯咯笑等等。
She and Julie Hempel read the tale over together on an afternoon when Julie managed to evade the maternal edict.
一个下午,朱莉设法逃避了母亲的法令,她和朱莉·亨佩尔一起读了这个故事。
Selina, picturing mellow golden corn fields; crusty crullers, crumbling oly-koeks, toothsome wild ducks, sides of smoked beef, pumpkin pies; country dances, apple-cheeked farmer girls, felt sorry for poor Julie staying on in the dull gray commonplaceness of Chicago.
Selina,描绘着醇厚的金色玉米田;硬皮油条、脆皮油条、美味的野鸭、熏牛肉配菜、南瓜派;乡村舞会,苹果脸颊的农家女孩,为可怜的朱莉留在芝加哥的暗灰色平凡中感到难过。
The last week in October found her on the way to High Prairie, seated beside Klaas Pool in the two-horse wagon with which he brought his garden stuff to the Chicago market.
十月的最后一周,她在前往高草原的路上,坐在克拉斯·普尔旁边的两匹马拉马车里,他用这辆马车将花园里的东西运到了芝加哥市场。
She sat perched next him on the high seat like a saucy wren beside a ruminant Holstein.
她坐在他旁边的高位上,就像一只俏皮的鹪鹩坐在一头反刍荷斯坦牛旁边。
So they jolted up the long Halsted road through the late October sunset.
于是,他们在十月下旬的日落中沿着漫长的霍尔斯特德公路颠簸而行。
The prairie land just outside Chicago had not then been made a terrifying and epic thing of slag-heaps, smoke-stacks, and blast furnaces like a Pennell drawing.
那时,芝加哥郊外的大草原还没有像彭内尔的画作那样,变成了充满炉渣堆、烟囱和高炉的可怕而史诗般的景象。
To-day it stretched away and away in the last rays of the late autumn sunlight over which the lake mist was beginning to creep like chiffon covering gold.
今天,它在深秋的最后一缕阳光中延伸开来,湖面上的薄雾开始像覆盖着金色的雪纺一样蔓延开来。
Mile after mile of cabbage fields, jade-green against the earth.
一英里又一英里的卷心菜田,在大地的映衬下呈翠绿色。
Mile after mile of red cabbage, a rich plummy Burgundy veined with black.
一英里又一英里的红甘蓝,浓郁的李子酒红色,带有黑色的脉络。
Between these, heaps of corn were piled-up sunshine.
其间,成堆的玉米堆满了阳光。
Against the horizon an occasional patch of woods showed the last russet and bronze of oak and maple.
地平线上偶尔出现一小片树林,露出最后的赤褐色和青铜色的橡树和枫树。
These things Selina saw with her beauty-loving eye, and she clasped her hands in their black cotton gloves.
这些都是塞琳娜用爱美的眼睛看到的,她双手紧握着黑色的棉手套。
“Oh, Mr. Pool!” she cried.
“噢,普尔先生!”她哭了。
“Mr. Pool!
“普尔先生!
How beautiful it is here!”
这里多么美丽啊!”
Klaas Pool, driving his team of horses down the muddy Halsted road, was looking straight ahead, his eyes fastened seemingly on an invisible spot between the off-horse’s ears.
克拉斯·普尔(Klaas Pool)赶着他的马队沿着泥泞的霍尔斯特德道路行驶,他直视前方,他的眼睛似乎盯着那匹马耳朵之间的一个看不见的地方。
His was not the kind of brain that acts quickly, nor was his body’s mechanism the sort that quickly responds to that brain’s message.
他的大脑不是那种反应很快的大脑,他的身体机制也不是那种能快速响应大脑信息的大脑。
His eyes were china-blue in a round red face that was covered with a stubble of stiff golden hairs.
他的眼睛是瓷蓝色的,圆圆的红脸上长着一撮硬邦邦的金色胡茬。
His round moon of a head was set low and solidly between his great shoulders, so that as he began to turn it now, slowly, you marvelled at the process and waited fearfully to hear a creak.
他圆圆的月亮般的脑袋低矮而牢固地放在他巨大的肩膀之间,所以当他现在开始慢慢地转动它时,你会对这个过程感到惊讶,并害怕地等待听到嘎吱声。
He was turning his head toward Selina, but keeping his gaze on the spot between his horse’s ears.
他把头转向塞琳娜,但目光却始终停留在马耳之间。
Evidently the head and the eyes revolved by quite distinct processes.
显然,头部和眼睛的旋转过程截然不同。
Now he faced Selina almost directly.
现在他几乎直接面对着赛琳娜。
Then he brought his eyes around, slowly, until they focussed on her cameo-like face all alight now with her enjoyment of the scene around her; with a certain elation at this new venture into which she was entering; and with excitement such as she used to feel when the curtain rose with tantalizing deliberateness on the first act of a play which she was seeing with her father.
然后他慢慢地环顾四周,直到他们的目光集中在她浮雕般的脸上,现在她对周围的景色充满了享受。她对即将进入的这个新事业感到某种兴奋;她和父亲一起观看戏剧的第一幕,当幕布以诱人的、从容的方式升起时,她会感到兴奋。
She was well bundled up against the sharp October air in her cloak and muffler, with a shawl tucked about her knees and waist.
她穿着斗篷和围巾,在十月刺骨的空气中裹得严严实实,膝盖和腰间围着一条围巾。
The usual creamy pallor of her fine clear skin showed an unwonted pink, and her eyes were wide, dark, and bright.
她原本细腻白皙的皮肤呈现出一种不寻常的粉红色,她的眼睛又大又黑又明亮。
Beside this sparkling delicate girl’s face Klaas Pool’s heavy features seemed carved from the stuff of another clay and race.
除了这张闪闪发光的精致女孩脸之外,克拉斯·普尔厚重的五官似乎是用另一种粘土和种族的材料雕刻而成的。
His pale blue eyes showed incomprehension.
他淡蓝色的眼睛流露出不解的神情。
“Beautiful?” he echoed, in puzzled interrogation.
“美丽的?”他在困惑的审问中附和道。
“What is beautiful?”
“什么是美丽的?”
Selina’s slim arms flashed out from the swathings of cloak, shawl, and muffler and were flung wide in a gesture that embraced the landscape on which the late afternoon sun was casting a glow peculiar to that lake region, all rose and golden and mist-shimmering.
赛琳娜纤细的手臂从斗篷、披肩和围巾中闪现出来,张开,拥抱着周围的风景,午后的阳光在湖边投射出一种特有的光芒,一切都是玫瑰色、金色和薄雾闪烁的。
“This!
“这个!
The—the cabbages.”
那——卷心菜。”
A slow-dawning film of fun crept over the blue of Klaas Pool’s stare.
克拉斯·普尔蓝色的目光中慢慢浮现出一段有趣的电影。
This film spread almost imperceptibly so that it fluted his broad nostrils, met and widened his full lips, reached and agitated his massive shoulders, tickled the round belly, so that all Klaas Pool, from his eyes to his waist, was rippling and shaking with slow, solemn, heavy Dutch mirth.
这部电影几乎不知不觉地蔓延开来,冲进了他宽大的鼻孔,碰到并张开了他丰满的嘴唇,触及并搅动了他厚重的肩膀,挠痒了圆滚滚的腹部,以致整个克拉斯池,从他的眼睛到腰部,都随着缓慢、庄严、沉重的荷兰式的欢笑而荡漾和颤抖。
“Cabbages is beautiful!” his round pop eyes staring at her in a fixity of glee.
“卷心菜真漂亮!”他圆圆的眼睛一动不动地高兴地盯着她。
“Cabbages is beautiful!” His silent laughter now rose and became audible in a rich throaty chortle.
“卷心菜真漂亮!”他无声的笑声现在升起,变成了沙哑的笑声。
It was plain that laughter, with Klaas Pool, was not a thing to be lightly dismissed, once raised.
显然,克拉斯·普尔的笑声一旦被提起,就不是一件可以轻易忽视的事情。
“Cabbages——” he choked a little, and spluttered, overcome.
“卷心菜——”他有点哽咽,结结巴巴地说,克服了。
Now he began to shift his gaze back to his horses and the road, by the same process of turning his head first and then his eyes, so that to Selina the mirthful tail of his right eye and his round red cheek with the golden fuzz on it gave him an incredibly roguish brownie look.
现在他开始把目光转移回他的马和道路上,同样的过程是先转动头,然后转动眼睛,这样,在塞琳娜看来,他右眼的欢快尾巴和带有金色绒毛的圆红脸颊给了他一种令人难以置信的顽皮布朗尼外观。
Selina laughed, too, even while she protested his laughter.
塞琳娜也笑了,尽管她在抗议他的笑声。
“But they are!” she insisted.
“但他们确实是!”她坚持说。
“They _are_ beautiful.
“它们很漂亮。
Like jade and Burgundy.
就像翡翠和勃艮第。
No, like—uh—like—what’s that in—like chrysoprase and porphyry.
不,就像——呃——就像——那是什么——就像绿玉髓和斑岩。
All those fields of cabbages and the corn and the beet-tops together look like Persian patches.”
所有那些种着卷心菜、玉米和甜菜的田地看起来就像是波斯的地块。”
Which was, certainly, no way for a new school teacher to talk to a Holland truck gardener driving his team along the dirt road on his way to High Prairie.
对于一位新来的学校老师来说,这当然是不可能与一位开着他的团队沿着土路前往高草原的荷兰卡车园丁交谈的。
But then, Selina, remember, had read Byron at seventeen.
但后来,塞琳娜,请记住,十七岁就读过拜伦。
Klaas Pool knew nothing of chrysoprase and porphyry.
克拉斯·普尔对绿玉髓和斑岩一无所知。
Nor of Byron.
拜伦也没有。
Nor, for that matter, of jade and Burgundy.
就这一点而言,翡翠和勃艮第也不是。
But he did know cabbages, both green and red.
但他确实认识卷心菜,有绿色的,也有红色的。
He knew cabbage from seed to sauerkraut; he knew and grew varieties from the sturdy Flat Dutch to the early Wakefield.
他对卷心菜从种子到酸菜都了如指掌。他了解并种植了从坚固的 Flat Dutch 到早期的 Wakefield 等品种。
But that they were beautiful; that they looked like jewels; that they lay like Persian patches, had never entered his head, and rightly.
但他们很美丽;它们看起来像珠宝;它们就像波斯的斑块一样,从来没有进入他的脑海,这是正确的。
What has the head of a cabbage, or, for that matter, of a robust, soil-stained, toiling Dutch truck farmer to do with nonsense like chrysoprase, with jade, with Burgundy, with Persian patterns!
卷心菜的头,或者就此而言,一个强壮、沾满泥土、辛苦劳作的荷兰卡车农民的头,与绿玉髓、玉石、勃艮第、波斯图案等胡言乱语有什么关系!
The horses clopped down the heavy country road.
马匹踏着沉重的乡间小路。
Now and again the bulk beside Selina was agitated silently, as before.
塞琳娜身边的大块头时不时地像以前一样默默地激动起来。
And from between the golden fuzz of stubble beard she would hear, “Cabbages!
她会从金色的胡茬间听到:“卷心菜!
Cabbages is ——” But she did not feel offended.
卷心菜是——”但她并没有感到被冒犯。
She could not have been offended at anything to-day.
她今天不可能对任何事情感到生气。
For in spite of her recent tragedy, her nineteen years, her loneliness, the terrifying thought of this new home to which she was going, among strangers, she was conscious of a warm little thrill of elation, of excitement—of adventure!
因为尽管她最近遭遇了悲剧,她十九岁了,她孤独,她对即将前往的这个新家感到恐惧,在陌生人中间,她还是意识到一种温暖的、兴奋的、兴奋的、冒险的兴奋!
That was it.
就是这样。
“The whole thing’s just a grand adventure,” Simeon Peake had said.
“整件事只是一场伟大的冒险,”西蒙·皮克说道。
Selina gave a little bounce of anticipation.
Selina露出了一丝期待。
She was doing a revolutionary and daring thing; a thing that the Vermont and now, fortunately, inaccessible Peakes would have regarded with horror.
她正在做一件革命性的、大胆的事情;佛蒙特州和现在(幸运的是)难以到达的皮克山都会对此感到恐惧。
For equipment she had youth, curiosity, a steel-strong frame; one brown lady’s-cloth, one wine-red cashmere; four hundred and ninety-seven dollars; and a gay, adventuresome spirit that was never to die, though it led her into curious places and she often found, at the end, only a trackless waste from which she had to retrace her steps, painfully.
在装备方面,她有青春、好奇心、钢铁般的骨架;一件棕色女布,一件酒红色羊绒;四百九十七美元;一种永不消亡的快乐、冒险的精神,尽管它把她带到了一些奇怪的地方,但最后她常常发现,只是一片无路可走的荒原,她不得不痛苦地折返。
But always, to her, red and green cabbages were to be jade and Burgundy, chrysoprase and porphyry.
但对她来说,红色和绿色的卷心菜始终是翡翠和勃艮第、绿玉髓和斑岩。
Life has no weapons against a woman like that.
生活没有武器对付这样的女人。
So now, as they bumped and jolted along the road Selina thought herself lucky, though she was a little terrified.
所以现在,当他们在路上颠簸颠簸时,塞琳娜觉得自己很幸运,尽管她有点害怕。
She turned her gaze from the flat prairie land to the silent figure beside her.
她将目光从平坦的草原转向身旁沉默的身影。
Hers was a lively, volatile nature, and his uncommunicativeness made her vaguely uncomfortable.
她的性格活泼、反复无常,而他的沉默寡言让她隐约感到不舒服。
Yet there was nothing glum about his face.
但他的脸上却没有任何阴郁的表情。
Upon it there even lingered, in the corners of his eyes and about his mouth, faint shadows of merriment.
在他的眼角和嘴边,甚至还残留着淡淡的欢乐的阴影。
Klaas Pool was a school director.
克拉斯·普尔(Klaas Pool)是一名学校校长。
She was to live at his house.
她要住在他家里。
Perhaps she should not have said that about the cabbages.
也许她不应该对卷心菜说这样的话。
So now she drew herself up primly and tried to appear the school teacher, and succeeded in looking as severe as a white pansy.
所以现在她端起身子,试图表现出学校老师的样子,结果成功地让自己看起来像一朵白色的三色堇一样严肃。
“Ahem!” (or nearly that).
“咳咳!” (或差不多)。
“You have three children, haven’t you, Mr. Pool?
“你有三个孩子,不是吗,普尔先生?
They’ll all be my pupils?”
他们都会成为我的学生吗?”
Klaas Pool ruminated on this.
克拉斯·普尔对此进行了沉思。
He concentrated so that a slight frown marred the serenity of his brow.
他全神贯注,眉头的平静破坏了他的眉头。
In this double question of hers, an attempt to give the conversation a dignified turn, she had apparently created some difficulty for her host.
她提出这个双重问题,试图让谈话变得有尊严,但显然给主人制造了一些困难。
He was trying to shake his head two ways at the same time.
他试图同时以两种方式摇头。
This gave it a rotary motion.
这使它产生旋转运动。
Selina saw, with amazement, that he was attempting to nod negation and confirmation at once.
赛琳娜惊讶地发现,他正试图同时点头表示否定和肯定。
“You mean you haven’t—or they’re not?—or——?”
“你的意思是你没有——或者他们没有?——或者——?”
“I have got three children.
“我有三个孩子。
All will not be your pupils.” There was something final, unshakable in his delivery of this.
不会全部都是你的学生。”他的这句话中有某种最终的、不可动摇的东西。
“Dear me!
“亲爱的我!
Why not?
为什么不呢?
Which ones won’t?”
哪些不会?”
This fusillade proved fatal.
这次连射被证明是致命的。
It served permanently to check the slight trickle of conversation which had begun to issue from his lips.
它永远可以抑制他嘴唇上开始发出的轻微的谈话声。
They jogged on for perhaps a matter of three miles, in silence.
他们默默地慢跑了大约三英里。
Selina told herself then, sternly, that she must not laugh.
赛琳娜当时严厉地告诉自己,绝对不能笑。
Having told herself this, sternly, she began to laugh because she could not help it; a gay little sound that flew out like the whir of a bird’s wing on the crisp autumnal sunset air.
她严肃地告诉自己这一点,然后开始笑,因为她无法控制自己。一种欢快的小声音,像鸟儿翅膀在秋日夕阳的清新空气中发出的呼呼声一样飞出。
And suddenly this light sound was joined by a slow rumbling that swelled and bubbled a good deal in the manner of the rich glubby sounds that issue from a kettle that has been simmering for a long time.
突然,这轻柔的声音中加入了缓慢的隆隆声,隆隆声膨胀并冒出大量气泡,就像从已经煮了很长时间的水壶中发出的丰富而粘稠的声音一样。
So they laughed together, these two; the rather scared young thing who was trying to be prim, and the dull, unimaginative truck farmer because this alert, great-eyed, slim white creature perched birdlike on the wagon seat beside him had tickled his slow humour-sense.
于是他们两个一起笑了;一个相当害怕、试图表现得拘谨的年轻人,还有一个迟钝、缺乏想象力的卡车农场主,因为这个警觉的、大眼睛的、苗条的白色生物像鸟一样栖息在他旁边的马车座位上,勾起了他缓慢的幽默感。
Selina felt suddenly friendly and happy.
塞琳娜突然感到友善和快乐。
“Do tell me which ones will and which won’t.”
“请告诉我哪些会,哪些不会。”
“Geertje goes to school.
“吉尔杰去上学。
Jozina goes to school.
乔吉娜去上学。
Roelf works by the farm.”
罗尔夫在农场工作。”
“How old is Roelf?” She was being school teacherly again.
“罗尔夫多大了?”她又开始在学校当老师了。
“Roelf is twelve.”
“罗尔夫十二岁了。”
“Twelve!
“十二个!
And no longer at school!
而且已经不在学校了!
But why not!”
但为什么不呢!
“Roelf he works by the farm.”
“罗尔夫他在农场工作。”
“Doesn’t Roelf like school?”
“罗尔夫不喜欢上学吗?”
“But sure.”
“但是可以肯定。”
“Don’t you think he ought to go to school?”
“你不觉得他应该去上学吗?”
“But sure.”
“但是可以肯定。”
Having begun, she could not go back.
既然开始了,她就无法回头。
“Doesn’t your wife want Roelf to go to school any more?”
“你的妻子不想让罗尔夫再去上学吗?”
“Maartje?
“马杰?
But sure.”
但可以肯定。”
She gathered herself together; hurled herself behind the next question.
她集中精神;赶紧提出下一个问题。
“Then why _doesn’t_ he go to school, for pity’s sake!”
“那他为什么不去上学呢,天哪!”
Klaas Pool’s pale blue eyes were fixed on the spot between the horse’s ears.
克拉斯·普尔淡蓝色的眼睛盯着马耳之间的位置。
His face was serene, placid, patient.
他的脸色平静、平静、耐心。
“Roelf he works by the farm.”
“罗尔夫他在农场工作。”
Selina subsided, beaten.
塞琳娜平静下来,被殴打。
She wondered about Roelf.
她想知道罗尔夫的情况。
Would he be a furtive, slinking boy, like Smike?
他会像斯迈克一样,是一个鬼鬼祟祟、鬼鬼祟祟的男孩吗?
Geertje and Jozina.
吉尔杰和乔齐娜。
Geertje—Gertrude, of course.
Geertje——当然是格特鲁德。
Jozina?
乔吉娜?
Josephine.
约瑟芬.
Maartje?—m-m-m-m—Martha, probably.
Maartje?——嗯——嗯——玛莎,可能吧。
At any rate, it was going to be interesting.
无论如何,这会很有趣。
It was going to be wonderful!
那将会是美妙的!
Suppose she had gone to Vermont and become a dried apple!
假设她去了佛蒙特州,变成了一个干苹果!
Dusk was coming on.
黄昏即将来临。
The lake mist came drifting across the prairie and hung, a pearly haze, over the frost-nipped stubble and the leafless trees.
湖水的雾气飘过草原,像珍珠般的薄雾,笼罩在被霜冻的残茬和光秃秃的树木上。
It caught the last light in the sky, and held it, giving to fields, trees, black earth, to the man seated stolidly beside the girl, and to the face of the girl herself an opalescent glow very wonderful to see.
它捕捉到了天空中的最后一道光,并保持住了它,给田野、树木、黑色的土地,给坐在女孩旁边的男人,给女孩自己的脸带来一种非常美妙的乳白色光芒。
Selina, seeing it, opened her lips to exclaim again; and then, remembering, closed them.
赛琳娜见状,再次张嘴惊呼;然后,记起,关上它们。
She had learned her first lesson in High Prairie.
她在高草原学到了第一课。
The Klaas Pools lived in a typical High Prairie house.
克拉斯·普尔一家住在一栋典型的高草原房屋里。
They had passed a score like it in the dusk.
他们在黄昏时就通过了这样的分数。
These sturdy Holland-Americans had built here in Illinois after the pattern of the squat houses that dot the lowlands about Amsterdam, Haarlem, and Rotterdam.
这些坚固的荷兰裔美国人按照阿姆斯特丹、哈勒姆和鹿特丹周围低地的低矮房屋的模式在伊利诺伊州建造了这里。
A row of pollards stood stiffly by the roadside.
一排立柱僵硬地立在路边。
As they turned in at the yard Selina’s eye was caught by the glitter of glass.
当他们在院子里转弯时,塞琳娜的眼睛被闪闪发光的玻璃吸引住了。
The house was many-windowed, the panes the size of pocket-handkerchiefs.
房子有很多窗户,窗玻璃有手帕那么大。
Even in the dusk Selina thought she had never seen windows sparkle so.
即使在黄昏,塞琳娜也认为她从未见过窗户如此闪闪发光。
She did not then know that spotless window-panes were a mark of social standing in High Prairie.
当时她并不知道一尘不染的窗玻璃是高草原社会地位的标志。
Yard and dwelling had a geometrical neatness like that of a toy house in a set of playthings.
院子和住宅的几何形状整齐,就像一套玩具中的玩具屋。
The effect was marred by a clothes-line hung with a dado of miscellaneous wash—a pair of faded overalls, a shirt, socks, a man’s drawers carefully patched and now bellying grotesquely in the breeze like a comic tramp turned bacchanal.
这种效果被一条晾衣绳上挂着杂七杂八的水洗墙裙所破坏了——一条褪色的工装裤、一件衬衫、袜子、一个男人的抽屉,经过精心修补,现在在微风中怪诞地鼓起,就像一个滑稽的流浪汉变成了酒鬼。
Selina was to know this frieze of nether garments as a daily decoration in the farm-wife’s yard.
塞琳娜知道这种下衣饰带是农妇院子里的日常装饰。
Peering down over the high wheel she waited for Klaas Pool to assist her in alighting.
她俯视着高高的轮子,等待克拉斯·普尔协助她下车。
He seemed to have no such thought.
他似乎没有这样的想法。
Having jumped down, he was throwing empty crates and boxes out of the back of the wagon.
跳下来后,他把空板条箱和盒子从马车后面扔了出来。
So Selina, gathering her shawls and cloak about her, clambered down the side of the wheel and stood looking about her in the dim light, a very small figure in a very large world.
于是,塞琳娜裹紧围巾和斗篷,从方向盘的一侧爬下来,站在昏暗的灯光下环顾四周,在这个广阔的世界里,她只是一个很小的人物。
Klaas had opened the barn door.
克拉斯打开了谷仓的门。
Now he returned and slapped one of the horses smartly on the flank.
现在他回来了,狠狠地拍了一匹马的侧腹。
The team trotted obediently off to the barn.
小队听话地小跑着向谷仓走去。
He picked up her little hide-bound trunk.
他拿起她用兽皮包裹的小箱子。
She took her satchel.
她拿起她的书包。
The yard was quite dark now.
院子里现在已经很黑了。
As Klaas Pool opened the kitchen door the red mouth that was the open draught in the kitchen stove grinned a toothy welcome at them.
当克拉斯·普尔打开厨房门时,厨房炉灶里的那张红嘴咧着嘴笑了,露出牙齿欢迎他们。
A woman stood over the stove, a fork in her hand.
一个女人站在炉子旁边,手里拿着一把叉子。
The kitchen was clean, but disorderly, with the disorder that comes of pressure of work.
厨房很干净,但是杂乱,是工作压力带来的杂乱。
There was a not unpleasant smell of cooking.
饭菜的味道并不难闻。
Selina sniffed it hungrily.
赛琳娜饥肠辘辘地嗅了嗅。
The woman turned to face them.
女人转身面对他们。
Selina stared.
赛琳娜凝视着。
This, she thought, must be some other—an old woman—his mother perhaps.
她想,这一定是另一个人——一位老妇人——也许是他的母亲。
But: “Maartje, here is school teacher,” said Klaas Pool.
但是:“Maartje,这是学校老师,”克拉斯·普尔说。
Selina put out her hand to meet the other woman’s hand, rough, hard, calloused.
塞琳娜伸出手去迎接另一个女人的手,粗糙、坚硬、布满老茧。
Her own, touching it, was like satin against a pine board.
她自己的手摸起来,就像松木板上的缎子。
Maartje smiled, and you saw her broken discoloured teeth.
Maartje 微笑着,你看到她破损变色的牙齿。
She pushed back the sparse hair from her high forehead, fumbled a little, shyly, at the collar of her clean blue calico dress.
她把高额头上稀疏的头发拨到脑后,害羞地摸索着干净的蓝色印花布连衣裙的领子。
“Pleased to meet you,” Maartje said, primly.
“很高兴见到你,”马杰一本正经地说。
“Make you welcome.” Then, as Pool stamped out to the yard, slamming the door behind him, “Pool he could have come with you by the front way, too.
“让你很受欢迎。”然后,当普尔跺着脚走向院子,关上身后的门时,“普尔,他也可以从前面的路跟你一起来。
Lay off your things.” Selina began to remove the wrappings that swathed her—the muffler, the shawl, the cloak.
放下你的东西。”塞琳娜开始解开裹在她身上的包裹物——围巾、披肩、斗篷。
Now she stood, a slim, incongruously elegant little figure in that kitchen.
现在她站在厨房里,身材苗条,优雅得不协调。
The brown lady’s-cloth was very tight and basqued above, very flounced and bustled below.
棕色的女式布料上面很紧,很厚,下面很荷叶边,很繁琐。
“My, how you are young!” cried Maartje.
“哎呀,你还年轻啊!”玛尔杰喊道。
She moved nearer, as if impelled, and fingered the stuff of Selina’s gown.
她走近了一些,仿佛受到了推动,用手指抚摸着塞琳娜的礼服。
And as she did this Selina suddenly saw that she, too, was young.
当她这么做的时候,塞琳娜突然发现自己也很年轻。
The bad teeth, the thin hair, the careless dress, the littered kitchen, the harassed frown—above all these, standing out clearly, appeared the look of a girl.
糟糕的牙齿,稀疏的头发,不经意的衣服,乱七八糟的厨房,苦恼的皱眉——在这一切之上,最显眼的是一个女孩的样子。
“Why, I do believe she’s not more than twenty-eight!” Selina said to herself in a kind of panic.
“哎呀,我相信她不超过二十八岁!”赛琳娜有些惊慌地自言自语道。
“I do believe she’s not more than twenty-eight.”
“我确实相信她不超过二十八岁。”
She had been aware of the two pigtailed heads appearing and vanishing in the doorway of the next room.
她注意到两个辫子头在隔壁房间门口时隐时现。
Now Maartje was shooing her into this room.
现在,Maartje 正在把她赶进这个房间。
Evidently her hostess was distressed because the school teacher’s formal entrance had not been made by way of parlour instead of kitchen.
女主人显然很苦恼,因为学校老师的正式入口不是从客厅而是从厨房进来的。
She followed Maartje Pool into the front room.
她跟着马尔杰·普尔走进前屋。
Behind the stove, tittering, were two yellow-haired little girls.
炉子后面有两个黄头发的小女孩,正在窃笑。
Geertje and Jozina, of course.
当然是吉尔杰和乔齐娜。
Selina went over to them, smiling.
赛琳娜微笑着向他们走过去。
“Which is Geertje?” she asked.
“哪个是吉尔杰?”她问道。
“And which Jozina?” But at this the titters became squeals.
“那哪个乔吉娜呢?”但此时,窃笑声变成了尖叫声。
They retired behind the round black bulwark of the woodburner, overcome.
他们撤退到燃木工的圆形黑色舷墙后面,克服了困难。
There was no fire in this shining ebon structure, though the evening was sharp.
尽管夜色已深,但这座闪闪发光的黑檀木建筑里并没有生火。
Above the stove a length of pipe, glittering with polish as was the stove itself, crossed the width of the room and vanished through a queer little perforated grating in the ceiling.
炉子上方有一根管道,和炉子本身一样闪闪发光,穿过房间的宽度,消失在天花板上一个奇怪的小穿孔格栅中。
Selina’s quick glance encompassed the room.
赛琳娜快速扫视了整个房间。
In the window were a few hardy plants in pots on a green-painted wooden rack.
窗户里有几株耐寒的植物,盆栽在漆成绿色的木架上。
There were geraniums, blossomless; a cactus with its thick slabs of petals like slices of gangrenous ham set up for beauty in a parlour; a plant called Jacob’s ladder, on a spindling trellis.
那里有天竺葵,没有开花;一株仙人掌,花瓣厚厚,就像是放在客厅里用来装饰的坏疽火腿片;一种叫做雅各布梯的植物,长在纺锤形的格子上。
The bony scaffolding of the green-painted wooden stand was turned toward the room.
漆成绿色的木架上的骨头脚手架转向了房间。
The flowers blindly faced the dark square of the window.
花朵盲目地面向窗户的黑暗方形。
There was a sofa with a wrinkled calico cover; three rocking chairs; some stark crayons of incredibly hard-featured Dutch ancients on the wall.
有一张沙发,上面盖着皱巴巴的印花布。三张摇椅;墙上挂着一些用蜡笔画出的荷兰古人的硬朗形象。
It was all neat, stiff, unlovely.
一切都很整洁、僵硬、不可爱。
But Selina had known too many years of boarding-house ugliness to be offended at this.
但塞琳娜多年来已经了解了寄宿公寓的丑陋,因此不会对此感到生气。
Maartje had lighted a small glass-bowled lamp.
马尔杰点燃了一盏小玻璃灯。
The chimney of this sparkled as had the window panes.
烟囱和窗玻璃一样闪闪发光。
A steep, uncarpeted stairway, enclosed, led off the sitting room.
一条陡峭的、没有铺地毯的封闭楼梯通向起居室。
Up this Maartje Pool, talking, led the way to Selina’s bedroom.
沿着马特杰池,一路交谈着,来到了塞琳娜的卧室。
Selina was to learn that the farm woman, often inarticulate through lack of companionship, becomes a torrent of talk when opportunity presents itself.
塞琳娜了解到,由于缺乏陪伴而常常口齿不清的农妇,一旦有机会就会变得滔滔不绝。
They made quite a little procession.
他们进行了相当多的游行。
First, Mrs. Pool with the lamp; then Selina with the satchel; then, tap-tap, tap-tap, Jozina and Geertje, their heavy hob-nailed shoes creating a great clatter on the wooden stairs, though they were tip-toeing in an effort to make themselves unheard by their mother.
首先是普尔夫人拿着灯;然后是塞琳娜背着书包;然后,乔吉娜和吉尔特,踏踏踏踏,她们沉重的平头鞋在木楼梯上发出巨大的咔哒声,尽管她们踮起脚尖,努力不让母亲听到。
There evidently had been an arrangement on the subject of their invisibility.
显然,关于他们的隐身问题已经有了安排。
The procession moved to the accompaniment of Maartje’s, “Now you stay downstairs didn’t I tell you!” There was in her tone a warning; a menace.
队伍在 Maartje 的伴奏下移动,“现在你呆在楼下,我不是告诉过你了吗!”她的语气里带着警告。一个威胁。
The two pigtails would hang back a moment, only to come tap-tapping on again, their saucer eyes at once fearful and mischievous.
两条辫子会垂下来一会儿,然后又会敲打起来,它们的碟形眼睛既恐惧又顽皮。
A narrow, dim, close-smelling hallway, uncarpeted.
走廊狭窄、昏暗、气味难闻,没有铺地毯。
At the end of it a door opening into the room that was to be Selina’s.
尽头有一扇门,通向塞琳娜的房间。
As its chill struck her to the marrow three objects caught her eye.
当寒冷刺入她的骨髓时,三个物体引起了她的注意。
The bed, a huge and not unhandsome walnut mausoleum, reared its sombre height almost to the room’s top.
这张床是一座巨大的、不难看的胡桃木陵墓,它阴森的高度几乎达到了房间的顶部。
Indeed, its apex of grapes did actually seem to achieve a meeting with the whitewashed ceiling.
事实上,它的葡萄尖似乎确实与粉刷过的天花板相遇了。
The mattress of straw and corn-husks was unworthy of this edifice, but over it Mrs. Pool had mercifully placed a feather bed, stitched and quilted, so that Selina lay soft and warm through the winter.
稻草和玉米壳做的床垫与这座大厦格格不入,但普尔太太仁慈地在上面放了一张缝制和绗缝的羽毛床,这样塞琳娜就可以柔软温暖地度过整个冬天。
Along one wall stood a low chest so richly brown as to appear black.
沿着一堵墙立着一个低矮的箱子,深棕色的,看起来像是黑色的。
The front panel of this was curiously carved.
它的前面板雕刻着奇怪的图案。
Selina stooped before it and for the second time that day said: “How beautiful!” then looked quickly round at Maartje Pool as though fearful of finding her laughing as Klaas Pool had laughed.
赛琳娜在它面前弯下腰,当天第二次说道:“多美啊!”然后迅速环视玛尔杰·普尔,好像害怕发现她像克拉斯·普尔那样笑。
But Mrs. Pool’s face reflected the glow in her own.
但普尔夫人的脸上却映出了她自己的光芒。
She came over to Selina and stooped with her over the chest, holding the lamp so that its yellow flame lighted up the scrolls and tendrils of the carved surface.
她走到塞琳娜身边,弯下腰,与她一起站在胸前,拿着灯,黄色的火焰照亮了雕刻表面的卷轴和卷须。
With one discoloured forefinger she traced the bold flourishes on the panel.
她用一根变色的食指描绘了面板上大胆的花边。
“See?
“看到了吗?
How it makes out letters?”
它是如何拼出字母的?”
Selina peered closer.
赛琳娜凑近了看。
“Why, sure enough!
“怎么,果然啊!
This first one’s an S!”
第一个是S!”
Maartje was kneeling before the chest now.
马尔杰现在跪在箱子前。
“Sure an S.
“当然是S。
For Sophia.
为了索菲亚。
It is a Holland bride’s chest.
这是荷兰新娘的胸部。
And here is K.
这是K。
And here is big D.
这是大D。
It makes Sophia Kroon DeVries.
它造就了索菲亚·克鲁恩·德弗里斯。
It is anyways two hundred years.
无论如何,已经有两百年了。
My mother she gave it to me when I was married, and her mother she gave it to her when she was married, and her mother gave it to her when she was married, and her——”
我结婚时,我妈妈给了我,她结婚时,她妈妈给了她,她结婚时,她妈妈给了她,而她——”
“I should think so!” exclaimed Selina, rather meaninglessly; but stemming the torrent.
“我应该也是这样想的!”塞琳娜毫无意义地喊道。但阻止了洪流。
“What’s in it?
“里面有什么?
Anything?
有什么吗?
There ought to be bride’s clothes in it, yellow with age.”
里面应该有新娘的衣服,因为年代久远,已经泛黄了。”
“It is!” cried Maartje Pool and gave a little bounce that imperilled the lamp.
“这是!”玛尔杰·普尔叫道,轻轻弹了一下,灯就受到了威胁。
“No!” The two on their knees sat smiling at each other, wide-eyed, like schoolgirls.
“不!”跪下的两人相视一笑,睁大眼睛,就像女学生一样。
The pigtails, emboldened, had come tap-tapping nearer and were peering over the shoulders of the women before the chest.
辫子变得更加大胆,已经越来越近,越过女人的肩膀在胸前凝视着。
“Here—wait.” Maartje Pool thrust the lamp into Selina’s hand, raised the lid of the chest, dived expertly into its depths amidst a great rustling of old newspapers and emerged red-faced with a Dutch basque and voluminous skirt of silk; an age-yellow cap whose wings, stiff with embroidery, stood out grandly on either side; a pair of wooden shoes, stained terra-cotta like the sails of the Vollendam fishing boats, and carved from toe to heel in a delicate and intricate pattern.
“这里——等等。”玛尔杰·普尔把灯塞到塞琳娜手里,掀起柜子的盖子,在旧报纸发出的沙沙声中熟练地潜入柜子深处,然后红着脸走了出来,穿着一条荷兰巴斯克风格的宽大丝绸裙子。一顶陈旧的黄色帽子,两侧有硬挺的刺绣翅膀,非常引人注目。一双木鞋,带有像福伦丹渔船帆一样的赤陶色,从脚趾到脚跟都雕刻着精致而复杂的图案。
A bridal gown, a bridal cap, bridal shoes.
新娘礼服、新娘帽、新娘鞋。
“Well!” said Selina, with the feeling of a little girl in a rich attic on a rainy day.
“出色地!”塞琳娜说道,语气就像是一个雨天住在富丽堂皇的阁楼里的小女孩。
She clasped her hands.
她双手合十。
“May I dress up in it some time?”
“我可以找个时间穿上它吗?”
Maartje Pool, folding the garments hastily, looked shocked and horrified.
玛尔杰·普尔急忙叠好衣服,一脸震惊和惊恐。
“Never must anybody dress up in a bride’s dress only to get married.
“任何人都不能仅仅为了结婚而穿上新娘礼服。
It brings bad luck.” Then, as Selina stroked the stiff silken folds of the skirt with a slim and caressing forefinger: “So you get married to a High Prairie Dutchman I let you wear it.” At this absurdity they both laughed again.
它会带来厄运。”然后,当塞琳娜用纤细而爱抚的食指抚摸裙子僵硬的丝绸褶皱时:“所以你嫁给了一个高草原荷兰人,我让你穿上它。”听到这荒谬的事,他们俩又笑了起来。
Selina thought that this school-teaching venture was starting out very well.
塞琳娜认为这个学校教学事业起步很好。
She would have _such_ things to tell her father—then she remembered.
她本来有_这样_的事情要告诉她父亲——然后她想起来了。
She shivered a little as she stood up now.
她现在站起来时有点发抖。
She raised her arms to take off her hat, feeling suddenly tired, cold, strange in this house with this farm woman, and the two staring little girls, and the great red-faced man.
她举起双臂摘下帽子,突然感到疲倦、寒冷、陌生,在这个房子里,还有这个农妇、两个瞪着眼睛的小女孩,还有那个红脸大汉。
There surged over her a great wave of longing for her father—for the gay little dinners, for the theatre treats, for his humorous philosophical drawl, for the Chicago streets, and the ugly Chicago houses; for Julie; for Miss Fister’s school; for anything and any one that was accustomed, known, and therefore dear.
她心中涌起一股对父亲的渴望——渴望快乐的小晚餐,渴望剧院的款待,渴望他幽默而富有哲理的慢吞吞的语气,渴望芝加哥的街道,以及丑陋的芝加哥房屋;为了朱莉;费斯特小姐的学校;任何事物、任何人,都是习惯的、已知的,因此是珍贵的。
Even Aunt Abbie and Aunt Sarah had a not unlovely aspect, viewed from this chill farmhouse bedroom that had suddenly become her home.
即使是艾比姨妈和莎拉姨妈,从这间突然变成她家的寒冷农舍卧室里看去,也有一种不那么可爱的样子。
She had a horrible premonition that she was going to cry, began to blink very fast, turned a little blindly in the dim light and caught sight of the room’s third arresting object.
她有一种可怕的预感,她要哭了,开始快速眨眼,在昏暗的灯光下有点盲目地转动,看到了房间里第三个引人注目的物体。
A blue-black cylinder of tin sheeting, like a stove and yet unlike.
一个蓝黑色的锡皮圆柱体,像火炉,但又不同。
It was polished like the length of pipe in the sitting room below.
它被抛光得像下面客厅里的一根管子。
Indeed, it was evidently a giant flower of this stem.
确实,这显然是这根茎上的一朵巨大的花。
“What’s that?” demanded Selina, pointing.
“那是什么?”塞琳娜指着问道。
Maartje Pool, depositing the lamp on the little wash-stand preparatory to leaving, smiled pridefully.
玛尔杰·普尔把灯放在小盥洗台上准备离开,自豪地微笑着。
“Drum.”
“鼓。”
“Drum?”
“鼓?”
“For heat your room.” Selina touched it.
“为了给你的房间供暖。”赛琳娜触碰了它。
It was icy.
天气很冷。
“When there is fire,” Mrs. Pool added, hastily.
“发生火灾时,”普尔夫人急忙补充道。
In her mind’s eye Selina traced the tin tube below running along the ceiling in the peaceful and orderly path of a stove-pipe, thrusting its way through the cylindrical hole in the ceiling and here bursting suddenly into swollen and monstrous bloom like an unthinkable goitre on a black neck.
塞琳娜在脑海中描绘着下面的锡管,沿着天花板沿着火炉管的安静而有序的路径延伸,穿过天花板上的圆柱形孔,在这里突然爆发出肿胀和巨大的花朵,就像黑色脖子上不可思议的甲状腺肿一样。
Selina was to learn that its heating powers were mythical.
塞琳娜得知它的加热能力是神话般的。
Even when the stove in the sitting room was blazing away with a cheerful roar none of the glow communicated itself to the drum.
即使客厅里的炉子发出欢快的轰鸣声,也没有任何光芒传递到鼓上。
It remained as coolly indifferent to the blasts breathed upon it as a girl hotly besieged by an unwelcome lover.
它对吹来的气流保持着冷漠的态度,就像一个被不受欢迎的情人热力围攻的女孩一样。
This was to influence a number of Selina’s habits, including nocturnal reading and matutinal bathing.
这影响了塞琳娜的一些习惯,包括夜间读书和晨间洗澡。
Selina was a daily morning bather in a period which looked upon the daily bath as an eccentricity, or, at best, an affectation.
塞琳娜每天早上洗澡,在那个时期,人们认为每天洗澡是一种怪癖,或者充其量是一种做作。
It would be charming to be able to record that she continued the practice in the Pool household; but a morning bath in the arctic atmosphere of an Illinois prairie farmhouse would not have been eccentric merely, but mad, even if there had been an available kettle of hot water at 6.30 A.
如果能够记录下她在普尔家继续这种做法,那将是一件很有趣的事。但是,即使有一壶 6.30 A 的热水,在伊利诺伊州草原农舍的北极气氛中早上洗澡也不仅是古怪的,而且是疯狂的。
M., which there emphatically was not.
M.,这显然不是。
Selina was grateful for an occasional steaming basin of water at night and a hurried piecemeal bath by the mythical heat of the drum.
塞琳娜很感激晚上偶尔能喝上一盆热气腾腾的水,并在鼓的神话般的高温下匆忙地洗澡。
“Maartje!” roared a voice from belowstairs.
“玛尔杰!”楼下传来一声咆哮。
The voice of the hungry male.
饥饿男子的声音。
There was wafted up, too, a faint smell of scorching.
还飘来一股淡淡的烧焦的味道。
Then came sounds of a bumping and thumping along the narrow stairway.
然后狭窄的楼梯上传来了碰撞声和重击声。
“Og heden!” cried Maartje, in a panic, her hands high in air.
“哎呀赫登!”玛尔杰惊慌失措地喊道,双手高举在空中。
She was off, sweeping the two pigtails with her in her flight.
她飞走了,一边扫着两条辫子。
There were sounds of scuffling on the stairway, and Maartje’s voice calling something that sounded like hookendunk to Selina.
楼梯上传来扭打的声音,马杰的声音对塞琳娜喊着一些听起来像胡肯德克的东西。
But she decided that that couldn’t be.
但她认为那不可能。
The bumping now sounded along the passage outside her room.
现在,她房间外的过道上响起了撞击声。
Selina turned from her satchel to behold a gnome in the doorway.
塞琳娜从书包里转身,看到门口有一个侏儒。
Below, she saw a pair of bow-legs; above, her own little hide-bound trunk; between, a broad face, a grizzled beard, a lack-lustre eye in a weather-beaten countenance.
下面,她看到了一双罗圈腿;上面是她自己用兽皮包裹的小箱子;中间是一张宽阔的脸,灰白的胡须,饱经风霜的脸上有一只毫无光泽的眼睛。
“Jakob Hoogendunk,” the gnome announced, briefly, peering up at her from beneath the trunk balanced on his back.
“雅各布·霍根邓克,”侏儒简单地宣布道,同时从背上平衡的箱子下面抬头看着她。
Selina laughed delightedly.
赛琳娜高兴地笑了。
“Not really!
“不是真的!
Do come in.
请进来。
This is a good place, don’t you think?
这是个好地方,你不觉得吗?
Along the wall?
沿着墙?
Mr.—Mr. Hoogendunk?”
先生——先生。霍根邓克?”
Jakob Hoogendunk grunted and plodded across the room, the trunk lurching perilously above his bow-legged stride.
雅各布·霍根邓克咕哝着,沉重地穿过房间,箱子在他罗圈腿的大步之上危险地摇晃着。
He set it down with a final thump, wiped his nose with the back of his hand—sign of a task completed—and surveyed the trunk largely, as if he had made it.
他最后重重地把它放下,用手背擦了擦鼻子——任务完成的标志——然后仔细地审视了箱子,就好像他已经成功了一样。
“Thank you, Mr. Hoogendunk,” said Selina, and put out her hand.
“谢谢你,霍根邓克先生,”塞琳娜伸出手说道。
“I’m Selina Peake.
“我是塞琳娜·皮克。
How”—she couldn’t resist it—“how did you leave Rip?”
“你怎么”——她无法抗拒——“你怎么离开瑞普的?”
It was characteristic of her that in this grizzled hired man, twisted with rheumatism, reeking of mould and manure, she should see a direct descendant of those gnarled and bearded bowlers so mysteriously encountered by Rip Van Winkle on that fatal day in the Kaatskills.
她的特点是,在这个头发花白、因风湿病而扭曲、散发着霉菌和粪便臭味的雇工身上,她应该看到瑞普·范·温克尔在卡特基尔的那致命的一天神秘地遇到的那些粗糙、留着胡须的投球手的直系后裔。
The name, too, appealed to her in its comic ugliness.
这个名字也因其滑稽的丑陋而吸引了她。
So she laughed a soft little laugh; held out her hand.
于是她轻声笑起来;伸出了她的手。
The man was not offended.
那人并没有被冒犯。
He knew that people laughed when they were introduced.
他知道人们在被介绍时都会笑。
So he laughed, too, in a mixture of embarrassment and attempted ease, looking down at the small hand extended to him.
所以他也笑了,既尴尬又试图放松,低头看着向他伸出的小手。
He blinked at it curiously.
他好奇地眨着眼睛。
He wiped his two hands down his thighs, hard; then shook his great grizzled head.
他用两只手沿着大腿用力擦拭。然后摇了摇头。
“My hand is all muck.
“我的手全是泥。
I ain’t washed up yet,” and lurched off, leaving Selina looking rather helplessly down at her own extended hand.
我还没洗完呢,”然后摇摇晃晃地走了,留下塞琳娜无助地低头看着自己伸出的手。
His clatter on the wooden stairway sounded like cavalry on a frozen road.
他在木楼梯上发出的嘎嘎声听起来就像是结冰的道路上的骑兵。
Left alone in her room Selina unlocked her trunk and took from it two photographs—one of a mild-looking man with his hat a little on one side, the other of a woman who might have been a twenty-five-year-old Selina, minus the courageous jaw-line.
塞琳娜独自一人留在房间里,打开行李箱,从里面拿出两张照片——一张是一个看上去温和的男人,帽子稍微偏向一侧,另一张是一个女人,可能是二十五岁的塞琳娜,但没有勇敢的下巴线条。
Looking about for a fitting place on which to stand these leather-framed treasures she considered the top of the chill drum, humorously, then actually placed them there, for lack of better refuge, from which vantage point they regarded her with politely interested eyes.
她寻找一个合适的地方来放置这些皮革框架的宝藏,她幽默地认为是寒冷的鼓的顶部,然后实际上把它们放在那里,因为缺乏更好的避难所,从这个有利的位置,他们用礼貌而感兴趣的眼睛看着她。
Perhaps Jakob Hoogendunk would put up a shelf for her.
也许雅各布·霍根邓克会为她搭一个架子。
That would serve for her little stock of books and for the pictures as well.
这可以用来存放她的少量书籍和图片。
She was enjoying that little flush of exhilaration that comes to a woman, unpacking.
她很享受女人打开行李时那种小小的兴奋。
There was about her trunk, even though closed but this very day, the element of surprise that gilds familiar objects when disclosed for the first time in unfamiliar surroundings.
她的行李箱虽然关着,但就在今天,当她在陌生的环境中第一次发现熟悉的物品时,她的箱子里充满了惊喜的元素。
She took out her neat pile of warm woollen underwear, her stout shoes.
她拿出整齐的一堆温暖的羊毛内衣和厚底的鞋子。
She shook out the crushed folds of the wine-coloured cashmere.
她抖掉酒色羊绒衫上的皱褶。
Now, if ever, she should have regretted its purchase.
现在,如果有的话,她应该会后悔购买它。
But she didn’t.
但她没有。
No one, she reflected, as she spread it rosily on the bed, possessing a wine-coloured cashmere could be altogether downcast.
当她将玫瑰色的羊绒铺在床上时,她想,拥有一件酒色羊绒衫的人不会是完全沮丧的。
The wine cashmere on the bed, the photographs on the drum, her clothes hanging comfortably on wall-hooks with a calico curtain on a cord protecting them, her stock of books on the closed trunk.
床上放着酒红色羊绒,鼓上放着照片,她的衣服舒适地挂在墙上的挂钩上,用绳子上的印花布窗帘保护着它们,她的书放在封闭的行李箱里。
Already the room wore the aspect of familiarity.
房间里已经有了熟悉的感觉。
From belowstairs came the hiss of frying.
楼下传来油炸的嘶嘶声。
Selina washed in the chill water of the basin, took down her hair and coiled it again before the swimmy little mirror over the wash-stand.
塞琳娜在盆里的冷水里洗了澡,把头发脱下来,在盥洗台上那面会游泳的小镜子前重新盘起来。
She adjusted the stitched white bands of the severe collar and patted the cuffs of the brown lady’s-cloth.
她调整了一下严肃衣领上缝制的白色带子,拍了拍棕色女装的袖口。
The tight basque was fastened with buttons from throat to waist.
紧身巴斯克服装从喉咙到腰部都用纽扣固定。
Her fine long head rose above this trying base with such grace and dignity as to render the stiff garment beautiful.
她美丽的长头从这个令人难受的底座上抬起来,优雅而高贵,使硬挺的衣服显得美丽。
The skirt billowed and puffed out behind, and was drawn in folds across the front.
裙子在后面翻滚膨胀,前面被拉成褶皱。
It was a day of appalling bunchiness and equally appalling tightness in dress; of panniers, galloons, plastrons, reveres, bustles, and all manner of lumpy bedevilment.
这一天,人们的衣着都极其拥挤,同样令人震惊。驮包、大帆船、胸甲、尊座、裙撑和各种凹凸不平的东西。
That Selina could appear in this disfiguring garment a creature still graceful, slim, and pliant was a sheer triumph of spirit over matter.
塞琳娜穿着这件毁容的衣服,看起来仍然优雅、苗条、柔顺,这绝对是精神战胜物质的胜利。
She blew out the light now and descended the steep wooden stairway to the unlighted parlour.
她现在关了灯,走下陡峭的木楼梯,来到没有灯光的客厅。
The door between parlour and kitchen was closed.
客厅和厨房之间的门关着。
Selina sniffed sensitively.
赛琳娜敏感地吸了吸鼻子。
There was pork for supper.
晚饭有猪肉。
She was to learn that there always was pork for supper.
她得知晚饭总是有猪肉。
As the winter wore on she developed a horror of this porcine fare, remembering to have read somewhere that one’s diet was in time reflected in one’s face; that gross eating made one gross looking.
随着冬天的过去,她对这种猪食产生了恐惧,记得在哪里读过,一个人的饮食会及时反映在一个人的脸上;那种恶心的饮食让人看起来很恶心。
She would examine her features fearfully in the swimmy mirror—the lovely little white nose—was it coarsening?
她会在游泳镜中恐惧地检查自己的容貌——那可爱的小白鼻子——是不是变粗了?
The deep-set dark eyes—were they squinting?
那双深陷的黑眼睛——是眯着的吗?
The firm sweet lips—were they broadening?
坚挺甜美的嘴唇——它们张开了吗?
But the reflection in the glass reassured her.
但玻璃上的倒影让她放心了。
She hesitated a moment there in the darkness.
她在黑暗中犹豫了一会儿。
Then she opened the kitchen door.
然后她打开厨房的门。
There swam out at her a haze of smoke, from which emerged round blue eyes, guttural talk, the smell of frying grease, of stable, of loam, and of woollen wash freshly brought in from the line.
一团烟雾向她飘来,从烟雾中浮现出圆圆的蓝眼睛、喉咙里的说话声、煎炸油脂的气味、马厩的气味、粘土的气味和刚从生产线运来的羊毛洗涤的气味。
With an inrush of cold air that sent the blue haze into swirls the outer kitchen door opened.
随着一阵冷空气的涌入,蓝色的薄雾卷成漩涡,厨房外门打开了。
A boy, his arm piled high with stove-wood, entered; a dark, handsome sullen boy who stared at Selina over the armload of wood.
一个男孩进来了,他的手臂上堆满了柴火。一个皮肤黝黑、英俊、阴沉的男孩,隔着木头盯着塞琳娜。
Selina stared back at him.
赛琳娜回头看着他。
There sprang to life between the boy of twelve and the woman of nineteen an electric current of feeling.
十二岁的男孩和十九岁的女人之间突然产生了一股感情的电流。
“Roelf,” thought Selina; and even took a step toward him, inexplicably drawn.
“罗尔夫,”塞琳娜想。甚至向他迈出了一步,莫名其妙地被吸引了。
“Hurry then with that wood there!” fretted Maartje at the stove.
“那快点把木头搬过来吧!”玛尔杰在炉子旁焦急地说道。
The boy flung the armful into the box, brushed his sleeve and coat-front mechanically, still looking at Selina.
男孩把怀里的东西扔进盒子里,机械地拂了拂袖子和衣襟,仍然看着赛琳娜。
A slave to the insatiable maw of the wood-box.
木箱贪得无厌的胃的奴隶。
Klaas Pool, already at table, thumped with his knife.
克拉斯·普尔已经坐到了餐桌旁,用刀重重地敲击着。
“Sit down!
“坐下吧!
Sit down, teacher.” Selina hesitated, looked at Maartje.
老师请坐。”塞琳娜犹豫了一下,看着马尔杰。
Maartje was holding a frying pan aloft in one hand while with the other she thrust and poked a fresh stick of wood into the open-lidded stove.
玛尔杰一手高举着煎锅,另一只手将一根新鲜的木头塞进开着盖子的炉子里。
The two pigtails seated themselves at the table, set with its red-checked cloth and bone-handled cutlery.
两条辫子坐在桌子旁,桌子上放着红格子桌布和骨柄餐具。
Jakob Hoogendunk, who had been splashing, snorting, and puffing porpoise-fashion in a corner over a hand-basin whose cubic contents were out of all proportion to the sounds extracted therefrom, now seated himself.
雅各布·霍根邓克一直坐在角落里的一个洗手池上,用海豚式的方式喷水、喷鼻息、喷水,洗手池的立方体内容物与从中提取的声音完全不成比例,现在他自己坐下了。
Roelf flung his cap on a wall-hook and sat down.
罗尔夫把帽子扔到墙上的挂钩上,然后坐了下来。
Only Selina and Maartje remained standing.
只有塞琳娜和马尔杰还站着。
“Sit down!
“坐下吧!
Sit down!” Klaas Pool said again, jovially.
坐下吧!”克拉斯·普尔又高兴地说道。
“Well, how is cabbages?” He chuckled and winked.
“那么,卷心菜怎么样?”他咯咯地笑着,眨了眨眼睛。
Jakob Hoogendunk snorted.
雅各布·霍根邓克哼了一声。
A duet of titters from the pigtails.
辫子发出的二重唱。
Maartje at the stove smiled; but a trifle grimly, one might have thought, watching her.
炉边的马尔杰微笑着;但看着她的人可能会觉得有点冷酷。
Evidently Klaas had not hugged his joke in secret.
显然,克拉斯并没有暗中接受他的玩笑。
Only the boy Roelf remained unsmiling.
只有男孩罗尔夫没有笑。
Even Selina, feeling the red mounting her cheeks, smiled a little, nervously, and sat down with some suddenness.
就连赛琳娜,也感觉到脸颊泛红,紧张地笑了笑,突然坐了下来。
Maartje Pool now thumped down on the table a great bowl of potatoes fried in grease; a platter of ham.
马尔杰·普尔把一大碗用油煎的土豆重重地放在桌子上。一盘火腿
There was bread cut in chunks.
有切成块的面包。
The coffee was rye, roasted in the oven, ground, and taken without sugar or cream.
咖啡是黑麦咖啡,在烤箱中烘烤,研磨,不加糖或奶油。
Of this food there was plenty.
这些食物有很多。
It made Mrs. Tebbitt’s Monday night meal seem ambrosial.
这让特比特夫人周一晚上的晚餐显得很美味。
Selina’s visions of chickens, oly-koeks, wild ducks, crusty crullers, and pumpkin pies vanished, never to return.
塞琳娜对鸡肉、油煎鸭、野鸭、硬皮油条和南瓜派的幻想消失了,再也没有回来。
She had been very hungry, but now, as she talked, nodded, smiled, she cut her food into infinitesimal bites, did not chew them so very well, and despised herself for being dainty.
她本来很饿,但现在,当她说话、点头、微笑时,她把食物切成小口,不好好咀嚼,并鄙视自己的美味。
A slight, distinctive little figure there in the yellow lamplight, eating this coarse fare bravely, turning her soft dark glance on the woman who was making countless trips from stove to table, from table to stove; on the sullen handsome boy with his purplish chapped hands and his sombre eyes; on the two round-eyed, red-cheeked little girls; on the great red-faced full-lipped man eating his supper noisily and with relish; on Jakob Hoogendunk, grazing greedily.
黄色灯光下,有一个瘦小而独特的小身影,勇敢地吃着这顿粗粮,用她那柔和的深色目光扫视着那个无数次从炉灶到桌子、从桌子到炉灶的女人;落在那个闷闷不乐的英俊男孩身上,他的手发紫,干裂,眼睛阴沉;两个圆眼睛、红脸颊的小女孩;那个红脸双唇的大汉,津津有味地吃着晚饭;雅各布·霍根邓克 (Jakob Hoogendunk) 贪婪地吃着草。
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“Well,” she thought, “it’s going to be different enough, that’s certain.
“嗯,”她想,“肯定会有所不同。
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This is a vegetable farm, and they don’t eat vegetables.
这是菜场,他们不吃蔬菜。
I wonder why.
我想知道为什么。
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What a pity that she lets herself look like that, just because she’s a farm woman.
可惜,仅仅因为她是一个农妇,她就让自己变成这样。
Her hair screwed into that knob, her skin rough and neglected.
她的头发拧在那个旋钮上,她的皮肤粗糙且被忽视。
That hideous dress.
那件丑陋的衣服。
Shapeless.
无形。
She’s not bad looking, either.
她长得也不难看。
A red spot on either cheek, now; and her eyes so blue.
现在两边脸颊上都有一个红点;她的眼睛那么蓝。
A little like those women in the Dutch pictures Father took me to see in—where?—where?—New York, years ago?—yes.
有点像父亲带我去看的荷兰照片中的那些女人——哪里?——哪里?——几年前的纽约?——是的。
A woman in a kitchen, a dark sort of room with pots of brass on a shelf; a high mullioned window.
一个女人在厨房里,这是一个黑暗的房间,架子上放着黄铜罐;高高的竖框窗
But that woman’s face was placid.
但那女子脸色却很平静。
This one’s strained.
这个很紧张。
Why need she look like that, frowsy, harried, old!
为什么她要看起来那样,邋遢、疲惫、苍老!
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The boy is, somehow, foreign looking—Italian.
不知怎的,这个男孩看上去有点像外国人——意大利人。
Queer.
奇怪。
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They talk a good deal like some German neighbours we had in Milwaukee.
他们像我们在密尔沃基的一些德国邻居一样谈论很多。
They twist sentences.
他们扭曲句子。
Literal translations from the Dutch, I suppose.” .
我想是荷兰语的直译。” 。
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Jakob Hoogendunk was talking.
雅各布·霍根邓克正在讲话。
Supper over, the men sat relaxed, pipe in mouth.
晚饭结束后,男人们轻松地坐着,嘴里叼着烟斗。
Maartje was clearing the supper things, with Geertje and Jozina making a great pretense at helping.
马尔杰正在收拾晚饭的东西,吉尔杰和乔齐娜假装在帮忙。
If they giggled like that in school, Selina thought, she would, in time, go mad, and knock their pigtailed heads together.
塞琳娜想,如果他们在学校里那样咯咯地笑,她迟早会发疯,把他们的辫子头撞到一起。
“You got to have rich bottom land,” Hoogendunk was saying, “else you get little tough stringy stuff.
“你必须有肥沃的低地,”胡根邓克说,“否则你会得到一些坚硬的、粘稠的东西。
I seen it in market Friday, laying.
我星期五在市场上看到它,正在产蛋。
Stick to vegetables that is vegetables and not new-fangled stuff.
坚持吃蔬菜,而不是新奇的东西。
Celery!
芹菜!
What is celery!
芹菜是什么!
It ain’t rightly a vegetable, and it ain’t a yerb.
它不完全是一种蔬菜,也不是一种yerb。
Look how Voorhees he used as much as one hundred fifty pounds nitrate of sody, let alone regular fertilizer, and what comes from it?
看看沃里斯如何使用了多达一百五十磅的硝酸盐大豆,更不用说普通肥料了,这会产生什么?
Little stringy stuff.
小细丝状的东西。
You got to have rich bottom land.”
你必须有肥沃的洼地。”
Selina was interested.
赛琳娜很感兴趣。
She had always thought that vegetables grew.
她一直以为蔬菜会生长。
You put them in the ground—seeds or something—and pretty soon things came popping up—potatoes, cabbages, onions, carrots, beets.
你把它们埋在地里——种子什么的——很快就会长出来——土豆、卷心菜、洋葱、胡萝卜、甜菜。
But what was this thing called nitrate of soda?
但是这个叫做硝酸苏打的东西是什么?
It must have had something to do with the creamed cabbage at Mrs. Tebbitt’s.
这肯定和特比特太太家的奶油卷心菜有关。
And she had never known it.
而她却从来不知道。
And what was regular fertilizer?
什么是普通肥料?
She leaned forward.
她向前倾身。
“What’s a regular fertilizer?”
“什么是普通肥料?”
Klaas Pool and Jakob Hoogendunk looked at her.
克拉斯·普尔和雅各布·霍根邓克看着她。
She looked at them, her fine intelligent eyes alight with interest.
她看着他们,她那双聪明的眼睛充满了兴趣。
Pool then tipped back his chair, lifted a stove-lid, spat into the embers, replaced the lid and rolled his eyes in the direction of Jakob Hoogendunk.
普尔然后把椅子向后倾斜,掀起炉盖,向余烬吐口水,盖上盖子,然后朝雅各布·霍根邓克的方向翻了个白眼。
Hoogendunk rolled his slow gaze in the direction of Klaas Pool.
霍根邓克缓慢地将视线投向克拉斯·普尔的方向。
Then both turned to look at this audacious female who thus interrupted men’s conversation.
然后两人都转头看向这个大胆的女子,她打断了男人的谈话。
Pool took his pipe from his mouth, blew a thin spiral, wiped his mouth with the back of his hand.
普尔从嘴里取下烟斗,吹了一根细细的螺旋,用手背擦了擦嘴。
“Regular fertilizer is—regular fertilizer.”
“普通肥料就是——普通肥料。”
Jakob Hoogendunk nodded his solemn confirmation of this.
雅各布·霍根邓克郑重地点点头,确认了这一点。
“What’s in it?” persisted Selina.
“里面有什么?”塞琳娜坚持道。
Pool waved a huge red hand as though to waft away this troublesome insect.
普尔挥舞着一只红色的大手,仿佛要把这只麻烦的虫子吹走。
He looked at Maartje.
他看着马尔杰。
But Maartje was slamming about her work.
但 Maartje 对她的工作进行了猛烈抨击。
Geertje and Jozina were absorbed in some game of their own behind the stove.
吉尔杰和乔齐娜在炉子后面全神贯注地玩着自己的游戏。
Roelf, at the table, sat reading, one slim hand, chapped and gritty with rough work, outspread on the cloth.
罗尔夫坐在桌边看书,一只纤细的手摊开在桌布上,手上因粗糙的工作而干裂、布满沙砾。
Selina noticed, without knowing she noticed, that the fingers were long, slim, and the broken nails thin and fine.
塞琳娜不知不觉地注意到,手指又长又细,断掉的指甲又薄又细。
“But what’s in it?” she said again.
“但是里面有什么?”她又说道。
Suddenly life in the kitchen hung suspended.
厨房里的生活突然暂停了。
The two men frowned.
两个人皱起了眉头。
Maartje half turned from her dishpan.
玛蒂从洗碗盘上半转过身。
The two little girls peered out from behind the stove.
两个小女孩从炉子后面向外张望。
Roelf looked up from his book.
罗尔夫从书本上抬起头来。
Even the collie, lying in front of the stove half asleep, suddenly ran his tongue out, winked one eye.
就连趴在炉子前半睡半醒的牧羊犬,也突然伸出舌头,眨着一只眼睛。
But Selina, all sociability, awaited her answer.
但塞琳娜却很善于交际,等待着她的答复。
She could not know that in High Prairie women did not brazenly intrude thus on men’s weighty conversation.
她不可能知道,在高草原,女人不会如此厚颜无耻地介入男人的重要谈话。
The men looked at her, unanswering.
男人们看着她,没有回答。
She began to feel a little uncomfortable.
她开始感觉有点不舒服。
The boy Roelf rose and went to the cupboard in the kitchen corner.
男孩罗尔夫站起身来,走到厨房角落的橱柜前。
He took down a large green-bound book, and placed it in Selina’s hand.
他取下一本绿色封面的大书,放在赛琳娜的手里。
The book smelled terribly.
这本书的味道很难闻。
Its covers were greasy with handling.
它的盖子因搬运而变得油腻。
On the page margins a brown stain showed the imprint of fingers.
页边距上有一处棕色污迹,上面有手指的印记。
Roelf pointed at a page.
罗尔夫指着一页。
Selina followed the line with her eye.
赛琳娜的目光顺着那条线看去。
Good Basic Fertilizer for Market-Garden Crops.
适合市场花园作物的良好基肥。
Then, below:
然后,如下:
Nitrate of soda.
硝酸盐苏打水。
Ammonium sulfate.
硫酸铵。
Dried blood.
血干了。
Selina shut the book and handed it back to Roelf, gingerly.
塞琳娜合上书,小心翼翼地递还给罗尔夫。
Dried blood!
血干了!
She stared at the two men.
她盯着两个男人。
“What does it mean by dried blood?”
“血干了是什么意思?”
Klaas answered stubbornly, “Dried blood is dried blood.
克拉斯固执地回答:“干血就是干血。
You put in the field dried blood and it makes grow.
你把干血放在田里,它就会生长。
Cabbages, onions, squash.” At sight of her horrified face he grinned.
卷心菜、洋葱、南瓜。”看到她惊恐的脸,他笑了。
“Well, cabbages is anyway beautiful, huh?” He rolled a facetious eye around at Jakob.
“嗯,卷心菜还是很漂亮,对吧?”他滑稽地向雅各布翻了个白眼。
Evidently this joke was going to last him the winter.
显然这个笑话会让他持续整个冬天。
Selina stood up.
赛琳娜站了起来。
She wasn’t annoyed; but she wanted, suddenly, to be alone in her room—in the room that but an hour before had been a strange and terrifying chamber with its towering bed, its chill drum, its ghostly bride’s chest.
她并没有生气;她并没有生气。但她突然想独自待在自己的房间里——一个小时前,这个房间还是一个奇怪而可怕的房间,里面有高耸的床、冰冷的鼓声、幽灵般的新娘胸部。
Now it had become a refuge, snug, safe, infinitely desirable.
现在它已经成为一个避难所,舒适、安全、无限令人向往。
She turned to Mrs. Pool.
她转向普尔夫人。
“I—I think I’ll go up to my room.
“我——我想我该回我的房间去了。
I’m very tired.
我很累。
The ride, I suppose.
我想,这趟旅程。
I’m not used .
我不习惯。
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.” Her voice trailed off.
”。她的声音渐渐减弱。
“Sure,” said Maartje, briskly.
“当然,”马杰轻快地说。
She had finished the supper dishes and was busy with a huge bowl, flour, a baking board.
她已经吃完了晚饭,正忙着准备一个大碗、面粉和烤板。
“Sure go up.
“当然上去。
I got my bread to set yet and what all.”
我的面包还没凝固呢。”
“If I could have some hot water——”
“如果我能喝点热水就好了——”
“Roelf!
“罗尔夫!
Stop once that reading and show school teacher where is hot water.
停止阅读并告诉学校老师哪里有热水。
Geertje!
格特耶!
Jozina!
乔吉娜!
Never in my world did I see such.” She cuffed a convenient pigtail by way of emphasis.
在我的世界里我从未见过这样的事情。”她扎了一条方便的辫子以示强调。
A wail arose.
一声哀号响起。
“Never mind.
“没关系。”
It doesn’t matter.
没关系。
Don’t bother.” Selina was in a sort of panic now.
别麻烦了。”塞琳娜现在有些恐慌。
She wanted to be out of the room.
她想离开房间。
But the boy Roelf, with quiet swiftness, had taken a battered tin pail from its hook on the wall, had lifted an iron slab at the back of the kitchen stove.
但男孩罗尔夫却悄悄地迅速地从墙上的挂钩上取下了一个破烂的锡桶,拿起了厨房炉子后面的一块铁板。
A mist of steam arose.
一股蒸汽雾气升起。
He dipped the pail into the tiny reservoir thus revealed.
他把桶浸入露出的小水库中。
Then, as Selina made as though to take it, he walked past her.
然后,当塞琳娜准备接过它时,他从她身边走过。
She heard him ascending the wooden stairway.
她听到他走上木楼梯的声音。
She wanted to be after him.
她想追随他。
But first she must know the name of the book over which he had been poring.
但首先她必须知道他正在研读的那本书的名字。
But between her and the book outspread on the table were Pool, Hoogendunk, dog, pigtails, Maartje.
但在她和桌上摊开的书之间,有普尔、霍根邓克、狗、辫子、马杰。
She pointed with a determined forefinger.
她用坚定的食指指着。
“What’s that book Roelf was reading?”
“罗尔夫正在读的那本书是什么?”
Maartje thumped a great ball of dough on the baking board.
玛尔杰在烤盘上重击了一大团面团。
Her arms were white with flour.
她的手臂沾满了面粉。
She kneaded and pummelled expertly.
她熟练地揉捏和捶打。
“Woorden boek.”
“木书。”
Well.
出色地。
That meant nothing.
那没什么意义。
Woorden boek.
木书。
Woorden b—— Dimly the meaning of the Dutch words began to come to her.
伍登·b——她开始隐隐约约地明白了荷兰语单词的含义。
But it couldn’t be.
但事实并非如此。
She brushed past the men in the tipped-back chairs, stepped over the collie, reached across the table.
她从坐在向后倾斜的椅子上的男人们身边擦身而过,跨过柯利牧羊犬,把手伸过桌子。
Woorden—word.
伍登——字。
Boek—book.
书——书。
Word book.
单词书。
“He’s reading the dictionary!” Selina said, aloud.
“他在看字典呢!”赛琳娜大声说道。
“He’s reading the dictionary!” She had the horrible feeling that she was going to laugh and cry at once; hysteria.
“他在看字典呢!”她有一种可怕的感觉,觉得自己又要笑又要哭。歇斯底里。
Mrs. Pool glanced around.
普尔夫人环顾四周。
“School teacher he gave it to Roelf time he quit last year for spring planting.
“罗尔夫去年辞职去春耕时,学校老师把它交给了他。
A word book.
一本单词书。
In it is more as a hundred thousand words, all different.”
其中十万字之多,皆异。”
Selina flung a good-night over her shoulder and made for the stairway.
塞琳娜在肩上道了声晚安,然后朝楼梯走去。
He should have all her books.
他应该拥有她所有的书。
She would send to Chicago for books.
她会派人去芝加哥买书。
She would spend her thirty dollars a month buying books for him.
她每个月会花三十美元给他买书。
He had been reading the dictionary!
他一直在看字典!
Roelf had placed the pail of hot water on the little wash-stand, and had lighted the glass lamp.
罗尔夫把那桶热水放在小盥洗台上,并点亮了玻璃灯。
He was intent on replacing the glass chimney within the four prongs that held it firm.
他打算将玻璃烟囱更换到固定玻璃烟囱的四个尖头内。
Downstairs, in the crowded kitchen, he had seemed quite the man.
在楼下拥挤的厨房里,他看起来就是个十足的男人。
Now, in the yellow lamplight, his profile sharply outlined, she saw that he was just a small boy with tousled hair.
如今,黄色的灯光下,他的轮廓轮廓分明,她看到的只是一个头发凌乱的小男孩。
About his cheeks, his mouth, his chin one could even see the last faint traces of soft infantile roundness.
在他的脸颊、嘴巴、下巴周围,人们甚至可以看到最后一丝婴儿般柔和的圆润痕迹。
His trousers, absurdly cut down from a man’s pair by inexpert hands, hung grotesquely about his slim shanks.
他的裤子是由不熟练的人从男人的裤子上剪下来的,怪诞地挂在他细长的小腿上。
“He’s just a little boy,” thought Selina, with a quick pang.
“他只是个小男孩,”塞琳娜心想,心里一阵剧痛。
He was about to pass her now, without glancing at her, his head down.
他现在就要从她身边经过,没有看她一眼,低着头。
She put out her hand; touched his shoulder.
她伸出手;摸了摸他的肩膀。
He looked up at her, his face startlingly alive, his eyes blazing.
他抬头看着她,他的脸充满了活力,眼睛里闪烁着光芒。
It came to Selina that until now she had not heard him speak.
赛琳娜发现,到现在为止,她还没有听到他说话。
Her hand pressed the thin stuff of his coat sleeve.
她的手按着他衣袖上薄薄的东西。
“Cabbages—fields of cabbages—what you said—they _are_ beautiful,” he stammered.
“卷心菜——卷心菜地——你说的——它们很漂亮,”他结结巴巴地说。
He was terribly in earnest.
他非常认真。
Before she could reply he was out of the room, clattering down the stairs.
她还没来得及回答,他就走出了房间,啪嗒啪嗒地下了楼梯。
Selina stood, blinking a little.
塞琳娜站了起来,眨了眨眼睛。
The glow that warmed her now endured while she splashed about in the inadequate basin; took down the dark soft masses of her hair; put on the voluminous long-sleeved, high-necked nightgown.
当她在不够大的水池里溅水时,温暖她的光芒现在一直持续着。取下她那一团又黑又软的头发;穿上宽松的长袖高领睡衣。
Just before she blew out the lamp her last glimpse was of the black drum stationed like a patient eunuch in the corner; and she could smile at that; even giggle a little, what with weariness, excitement, and a general feeling of being awake in a dream.
就在她吹灭灯之前,她最后一眼看到了那面黑色的鼓,它像一位耐心的太监一样站在角落里。她对此可以微笑;甚至咯咯地笑一下,带着疲倦、兴奋和一种在梦中醒来的感觉。
But once in the vast bed she lay there utterly lost in the waves of terror and loneliness that envelop one at night in a strange house amongst strange people.
但一旦躺在那张大床上,她就完全迷失在恐惧和孤独的浪潮中,这种恐惧和孤独在夜间笼罩在陌生的房子里,周围是陌生的人。
She lay there, tensed and tight, her toes curled with nervousness, her spine hunched with it, her leg muscles taut.
她躺在那里,浑身紧绷,脚趾因紧张而卷曲,脊椎也随之弓起,腿部肌肉紧绷。
She peeked over the edge of the covers looking a good deal like a frightened brownie, if one could have seen her; her eyes very wide, the pupils turned well toward the corners with the look of listening and distrust.
如果有人能看到她的话,她从被子的边缘往外看,看起来就像一只受惊的布朗尼蛋糕。她的眼睛睁得大大的,瞳孔向眼角方向转动,带着倾听和不信任的神情。
The sharp November air cut in from the fields that were fertilized with dried blood.
十一月的凛冽空气从沾有干血的田野中吹来。
She shivered, and wrinkled up her lovely little nose and seemed to sniff this loathsome taint in the air.
她颤抖着,皱起可爱的小鼻子,似乎在嗅空气中这种令人厌恶的污物。
She listened to the noises that came from belowstairs; voices gruff, unaccustomed; shrill, high.
她听着楼下传来的声音;声音粗哑,不习惯;尖锐,高。
These ceased and gave place to others less accustomed to her city-bred ears; a dog’s bark and an answering one; a far-off train whistle; the dull thud of hoofs stamping on the barn floor; the wind in the bare tree branches outside the window.
这些声音停止了,让位给了其他不太习惯她在城市长大的耳朵的人。狗的叫声和回应声;远处传来火车汽笛声;马蹄踩在谷仓地板上发出沉闷的撞击声;风吹过窗外光秃秃的树枝。
Her watch—a gift from Simeon Peake on her eighteenth birthday—with the gold case all beautifully engraved with a likeness of a gate, and a church, and a waterfall and a bird, linked together with spirals and flourishes of the most graceful description, was ticking away companionably under her pillow.
她的手表——西蒙·皮克在她十八岁生日时送给她的礼物——金质表壳上精美地刻着一扇门、一座教堂、一座瀑布和一只鸟的图案,以最优雅的螺旋和花饰连接在一起,在她的枕头下滴答作响。
She felt for it, took it out and held it in her palm, under her cheek, for comfort.
她摸索着,把它拿出来,放在掌心里,放在脸颊下面,寻求安慰。
She knew she would not sleep that night.
她知道那天晚上她睡不着。
She knew she would not sleep——
她知道她不会睡觉——
She awoke to a clear, cold November dawn; children’s voices; the neighing of horses; a great sizzling and hissing, and scent of frying bacon; a clucking and squawking in the barnyard.
她在十一月的黎明中醒来,天气晴朗而寒冷。孩子们的声音;马匹的嘶鸣;一阵巨大的滋滋声和嘶嘶声,还有煎培根的香味;谷仓里传来咯咯声和嘎嘎声。
It was six o’clock.
当时是六点钟。
Selina’s first day as a school teacher.
塞琳娜作为学校老师的第一天。
In a little more than two hours she would be facing a whole roomful of round-eyed Geertjes and Jozinas and Roelfs.
两个多小时后,她将面对满屋子的圆眼睛的吉尔特杰斯、乔兹纳斯和罗尔夫斯。
The bedroom was cruelly cold.
卧室里冷得可怕。
As she threw the bed-clothes heroically aside Selina decided that it took an appalling amount of courage—this life that Simeon Peake had called a great adventure.
当塞琳娜英勇地把床单扔到一边时,她决定这需要巨大的勇气——西蒙·皮克将这种生活称为一次伟大的冒险。
Every morning throughout November it was the same.
整个十一月的每个早晨都是一样的。
At six o’clock: “Miss Peake!
六点钟:“皮克小姐!
_Oh_, Miss Peake!”
_哦_,皮克小姐!”
“I’m up!” Selina would call in what she meant to be a gay voice, through chattering teeth.
“我起来了!”塞琳娜会通过牙齿打颤,发出她本意的同性恋声音。
“You better come down and dress where is warm here by the stove.”
“你最好下来,在炉子旁边暖和的地方穿衣服。”
Peering down the perforations in the floor-hole through which the parlour chimney swelled so proudly into the drum, Selina could vaguely descry Mrs. Pool stationed just below, her gaze upturned.
塞琳娜从地板上的孔眼往下看,客厅的烟囱傲然地伸进了鼓里,塞琳娜可以隐约看到站在下面的普尔太太,她的目光向上。
That first morning, on hearing this invitation, Selina had been rocked between horror and mirth.
第一天早上,听到这个邀请,塞琳娜的心情在惊恐与欢笑之间摇摆不定。
“I’m not cold, really.
“我不冷,真的。
I’m almost dressed.
我差不多穿好了。
I’ll be down directly.”
我就直接下来。”
Maartje Pool must have sensed some of the shock in the girl’s voice; or, perhaps, even some of the laughter.
玛尔杰·普尔一定感觉到了女孩声音中的一些震惊;或者,也许,甚至是一些笑声。
“Pool and Jakob are long out already cutting.
“普尔和雅各布早就已经退出了。
Here back of the stove you can dress warm.”
在炉子后面,你可以穿得暖和。”
Shivering and tempted though she was, Selina had set her will against it.
尽管瑟琳娜浑身颤抖,受到诱惑,但她还是坚决反对。
A little hardening of the muscles around her jaw so that they stood out whitely beneath the fine-grained skin.
她下巴周围的肌肉稍微变硬,在细纹皮肤下显得白皙。
“I won’t go down,” she said to herself, shaking with the cold.
“我不会下去。”她冷得浑身发抖,自言自语道。
“I won’t come down to dressing behind the kitchen stove like a—like a peasant in one of those dreadful Russian novels.
“我不会像那些可怕的俄罗斯小说中的农民一样在厨房炉子后面穿得像一个农民。
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That sounds stuck up and horrid.
这听起来既固执又可怕。
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The Pools are good and kind and decent.
泳池很好、很友善、很体面。
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But I _won’t_ come down to huddling behind the stove with a bundle of underwear in my arms.
但我不会缩在炉子后面,怀里抱着一包内衣。
Oh, _dear_, this corset’s like a casing of ice.”
哦,亲爱的,这件紧身胸衣就像一层冰壳。”
Geertje and Jozina had no such maidenly scruples.
吉尔杰和乔齐娜没有这种少女般的顾虑。
Each morning they gathered their small woollen garments in a bundle and scudded briskly to the kitchen for warmth, though their bedroom just off the parlour had by no means the degree of refrigeration possessed by Selina’s clammy chamber.
每天早上,他们都会把小羊毛衣服收成一捆,然后轻快地跑到厨房取暖,尽管他们的卧室就在客厅附近,但其制冷程度却远不及塞琳娜潮湿的房间。
Not only that, the Misses Pool slept snugly in the woollen nether garments that invested them by day and so had only mounds of woollen petticoats, woollen stockings, and mysterious grimy straps, bands, and fastenings with which to struggle.
不仅如此,泳池小姐们睡在白天穿的羊毛下衣里,所以只有成堆的羊毛衬裙、羊毛长袜和神秘而肮脏的带子、带子和扣件来挣扎。
Their intimate flannels had a cactus quality that made the early martyrs’ hair shirts seem, in comparison, but a fleece-lined cloud.
他们贴身的法兰绒具有仙人掌的质感,相比之下,早期烈士的毛衬衫看起来不过是羊毛衬里的云彩。
Dressing behind the kitchen stove was a natural and universal custom in High Prairie.
在高草原,在厨房炉灶后面穿衣服是一种自然而普遍的习俗。
By the middle of December as Selina stuck her nose cautiously out of the covers into the midnight blackness of early morning you might have observed, if it had been at all light, that the tip of that elegant and erstwhile alabaster feature had been encarmined during the night by a mischievous brush wielded by that same wight who had been busy painting fronds and lacy ferns and gorgeous blossoms of silver all over the bedroom window.
到了十二月中旬,当塞琳娜小心翼翼地将鼻子从被子里探出,进入清晨午夜的黑暗中时,你可能会发现,如果光线充足的话,那优雅而昔日的雪花石膏特征的尖端在夜间被同一只鬼魂挥舞着的顽皮的画笔染红了,那个鬼魂正忙着在卧室的窗户上画叶子、花边蕨类植物和华丽的银色花朵。
Slowly, inch by inch, that bedroom window crept down, down.
卧室的窗户慢慢地、一寸一寸地缓缓落下。
Then, too, the Pools objected to the icy blasts which swept the open stairway and penetrated their hermetically sealed bedrooms below.
然后,普尔夫妇也反对冰冷的冲击波席卷敞开的楼梯,并渗透到他们下面密封的卧室。
Often the water in the pitcher on her washstand was frozen when Selina awoke.
当塞琳娜醒来时,盥洗台上水罐里的水经常结冰。
Her garments, laid out the night before so that their donning next morning might occupy a minimum of time, were mortuary to the touch.
她的衣服在前一天晚上就已经摆好了,以便第二天早上穿上它们可以占用最少的时间,摸起来就像太平间一样。
Worst of all were the steel-stiffened, unwieldy, and ridiculous stays that encased the female form of that day.
最糟糕的是那些包裹着当时女性身体的钢制、笨重且可笑的支柱。
As Selina’s numbed fingers struggled with the fastenings of this iciest of garments her ribs shrank from its arctic embrace.
当塞琳娜麻木的手指挣扎着系上这件最冰冷的衣服时,她的肋骨因北极的拥抱而收缩。
“But I won’t dress behind the kitchen stove!” declared Selina, glaring meanwhile at that hollow pretense, the drum.
“但我不会在厨房炉子后面穿衣服!”塞琳娜宣称,同时瞪着那个空洞的假装,鼓。
She even stuck her tongue out at it (only nineteen, remember!).
她甚至还伸出舌头(记住,只有十九岁!)。
For that matter, it may as well be known that she brought home a piece of chalk from school and sketched a demon face on the drum’s bulging front, giving it a personal and horrid aspect that afforded her much satisfaction.
就这一点而言,众所周知,她从学校带了一支粉笔回家,在鼓鼓起的正面画了一张恶魔的脸,赋予它个人和可怕的一面,这让她非常满意。
When she thought back, years later, on that period of her High Prairie experience, stoves seemed to figure with absurd prominence in her memory.
多年后,当她回想起那段在高草原的经历时,炉子似乎在她的记忆中占据了极其突出的位置。
That might well be.
很可能是这样。
A stove changed the whole course of her life.
一个炉子改变了她的整个人生轨迹。
From the first, the schoolhouse stove was her bête noir.
从一开始,校舍的炉子就是她最讨厌的东西。
Out of the welter of that first year it stood, huge and menacing, a black tyrant.
在第一年的混乱中,它站了起来,巨大而险恶,是一个黑色暴君。
The High Prairie schoolhouse in which Selina taught was a little more than a mile up the road beyond the Pool farm.
塞琳娜任教的高草原校舍位于泳池农场对面一英里多一点的地方。
She came to know that road in all its moods—ice-locked, drifted with snow, wallowing in mud.
她逐渐熟悉了这条路的各种情况——冰封的、飘着雪的、在泥泞中打滚的。
School began at half-past eight.
八点半上课。
After her first week Selina had the mathematics of her early morning reduced to the least common denominator.
第一周后,塞琳娜把早上的数学知识简化到了最小公分母。
Up at six.
六点起床。
A plunge into the frigid garments; breakfast of bread, cheese, sometimes bacon, always rye coffee without cream or sugar.
一头扎进冰冷的衣服里;早餐有面包、奶酪,有时还有培根,总是黑麦咖啡,不加奶油或糖。
On with the cloak, muffler, hood, mittens, galoshes.
穿上斗篷、围巾、兜帽、手套、套鞋。
The lunch box in bad weather.
恶劣天气时的午餐盒。
Up the road to the schoolhouse, battling the prairie wind that whipped the tears into the eyes, ploughing the drifts, slipping on the hard ruts and icy ridges in dry weather.
沿着通往校舍的路,与吹动眼泪的草原风作斗争,犁过雪堆,在干燥的天气里在坚硬的车辙和冰冷的山脊上滑倒。
Excellent at nineteen.
十九岁就很优秀了
As she flew down the road in sun or rain, in wind or snow, her mind’s eye was fixed on the stove.
当她在阳光下、雨中、风中或雪中飞翔时,她的注意力都集中在炉子上。
The schoolhouse reached, her numbed fingers wrestled with the rusty lock.
校舍到了,她麻木的手指与生锈的锁搏斗着。
The door opened, there smote her the schoolroom smell—a mingling of dead ashes, kerosene, unwashed bodies, dust, mice, chalk, stove-wood, lunch crumbs, mould, slate that has been washed with saliva.
门打开了,教室的味道扑面而来——死灰、煤油、没洗过的尸体、灰尘、老鼠、粉笔、炉柴、午餐屑、霉菌、用唾液洗过的石板混合在一起。
Into this Selina rushed, untying her muffler as she entered.
塞琳娜冲了进去,走进去时解开了围巾。
In the little vestibule there was a box piled with chunks of stove-wood and another heaped with dried corn-cobs.
小前厅里有一个盒子,里面堆满了大块柴火,另一个盒子里堆满了干玉米棒子。
Alongside this a can of kerosene.
除此之外还有一罐煤油。
The cobs served as kindling.
玉米棒子充当引火物。
A dozen or more of these you soaked with kerosene and stuffed into the maw of the rusty iron pot-bellied stove.
将一打或更多这样的东西用煤油浸泡,然后塞进生锈的铁锅炉子的肚子里。
A match.
一场比赛。
Up flared the corn-cobs.
玉米棒子向上张开。
Now was the moment for a small stick of wood; another to keep it company.
现在是时候使用一根小木棍了;另一个陪伴它。
Shut the door.
关上门。
Draughts.
草稿。
Dampers.
阻尼器。
Smoke.
抽烟。
Suspense.
悬念。
A blaze, then a crackle.
一阵火焰,然后是噼啪声。
The wood has caught.
木头已经卡住了。
In with a chunk now.
现在有一大块。
A wait.
等一下。
Another chunk.
另一块。
Slam the door.
关上门。
The schoolhouse fire is started for the day.
校舍火灾当天起火。
As the room thawed gradually Selina removed layers of outer garments.
随着房间逐渐解冻,塞琳娜脱掉了几层外衣。
By the time the children arrived the room was livable.
当孩子们到达时,房间已经适合居住了。
Naturally, those who sat near this monster baked; those near the windows froze.
当然,坐在这个怪物附近的人都会被烤焦;靠近窗户的人都冻僵了。
Sometimes Selina felt she must go mad beholding the writhings and contortions of a roomful of wriggling bodies scratching at backs, legs, and sides as the stove grew hotter and flesh rebelled against the harsh contact with the prickling undergarments of an over-cautious day.
有时,当火炉变得越来越热,肉体开始反抗与过于谨慎的一天中刺痛的内衣的剧烈接触时,塞琳娜觉得她一定要疯了,看到一屋子蠕动的身体在背部、腿部和侧面抓挠。
Selina had seen herself, dignified, yet gentle, instructing a roomful of Dutch cherubs in the simpler elements of learning.
塞琳娜看到自己,端庄而温柔,指导一屋子的荷兰小天使学习更简单的知识。
But it is difficult to be dignified and gracious when you are suffering from chilblains.
但当你患有冻疮时,就很难保持尊严和仁慈。
Selina fell victim to this sordid discomfort, as did every child in the room.
塞琳娜成了这种肮脏不适的受害者,房间里的每个孩子也是如此。
She sat at the battered pine desk or moved about, a little ice-wool shawl around her shoulders when the wind was wrong and the stove balky.
当风向不对、炉子不稳时,她要么坐在破旧的松木桌子旁,要么走来走去,肩上围着一条冰羊毛小披肩。
Her white little face seemed whiter in contrast with the black folds of this sombre garment.
她雪白的小脸在这件暗色衣服的黑色褶皱的衬托下显得更白。
Her slim hands were rough and chapped.
她纤细的双手粗糙且干裂。
The oldest child in the room was thirteen, the youngest four and a half.
房间里最大的孩子十三岁,最小的四岁半。
From eight-thirty until four Selina ruled this grubby domain; a hot-and-cold roomful of sneezing, coughing, wriggling, shuffling, dozing children, toe scuffling on agonized heel, and heel scrunching on agonized toe, in a frenzy of itching.
从八点半到四点,塞琳娜统治着这片肮脏的领地。房间里忽冷忽热,挤满了打喷嚏、咳嗽、蠕动、拖着脚、打瞌睡的孩子,脚趾在痛苦的脚后跟上扭动,脚后跟在痛苦的脚趾上磨蹭,极度瘙痒。
“Aggie Vander Sijde, parse this sentence: The ground is wet because it has rained.”
“Aggie Vander Sijde,解析一下这句话:地面湿漉漉的,因为下雨了。”
Miss Vander Sijde, eleven, arises with a switching of skirts and a tossing of pigtail.
十一岁的范德·西德小姐起身,换了裙子,甩了甩辫子。
“‘Ground’ the subject; ‘is wet’ the predicate; ‘because’ .
“‘接地’主语;‘湿’谓语;‘因为’。
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Selina is listening with school-teacherly expression indicative of encouragement and approval.
塞琳娜用学校老师的表情倾听,流露出鼓励和认可。
“Jan Snip, parse this sentence: The flower will wither if it is picked.”
“Jan Snip,解析一下这句话:花若被摘,就会枯萎。”
Brown lady’s cloth; ice-wool shawl; chalk in hand.
棕色女士布料;冰羊毛披肩;手中的粉笔。
Just a phase; a brief chapter in the adventure.
只是一个阶段;冒险中的一个简短的章节。
Something to remember and look back on with a mingling of amusement and wonder.
一些值得记住和回顾的事情,其中夹杂着乐趣和惊奇。
Things were going to happen.
事情即将发生。
Such things, with life and life and life stretching ahead of her!
这样的事情,她的生命、生命、生命都在前方展开!
In five years—two—even one, perhaps, who knows but that she might be lying on lacy pillows on just such a bleak winter morning, a satin coverlet over her, the morning light shaded by soft rose-coloured hangings.
五年后——两年——甚至一年,也许,谁知道,在这样一个凄凉的冬日早晨,她可能会躺在花边枕头上,身上盖着缎子被子,晨光被柔和的玫瑰色窗帘遮住。
(Early influence of the _Fireside Companion_.)
(《炉边伴侣》的早期影响。)
“What time is it, Celeste?”
“现在几点了,塞莱斯特?”
“It is now eleven o’clock, madame.”
“现在已经十一点了,女士。”
“Is that all!”
“就这些了!”
“Would madame like that I prepare her bath now, or later?”
“夫人希望我现在给她准备洗澡水,还是稍后?”
“Later, Celeste.
“稍后,塞莱斯特。
My chocolate now.
现在是我的巧克力了
My letters.”
我的信。”
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and if is the conjunction modifying .
if 是修饰 的连词。
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Early in the winter Selina had had the unfortunate idea of opening the ice-locked windows at intervals and giving the children five minutes of exercise while the fresh cold air cleared brains and room at once.
初冬时节,塞琳娜突发奇想,每隔一段时间就打开冰封的窗户,让孩子们锻炼五分钟,让新鲜的冷空气立刻净化大脑和房间。
Arms waved wildly, heads wobbled, short legs worked vigorously.
手臂疯狂地挥舞,头部摇晃,短腿有力地工作。
At the end of the week twenty High Prairie parents sent protests by note or word of mouth.
本周末,二十位高草原家长通过纸条或口头表达了抗议。
Jan and Cornelius, Katrina and Aggie went to school to learn reading and writing and numbers, not to stand with open windows in the winter.
简和科尼利厄斯、卡特里娜和阿吉上学是为了学习阅读、写作和数字,而不是在冬天站在开着的窗户里。
On the Pool farm the winter work had set in.
泳池农场的冬季工作已经开始。
Klaas drove into Chicago with winter vegetables only once a week now.
克拉斯现在每周只开车一次带着冬季蔬菜前往芝加哥。
He and Jakob and Roelf were storing potatoes and cabbages underground; repairing fences; preparing frames for the early spring planting; sorting seedlings.
他和雅各布以及罗尔夫正在地下储存土豆和卷心菜;修理栅栏;准备早春种植的框架;排序幼苗。
It had been Roelf who had taught Selina to build the schoolhouse fire.
教塞琳娜生校舍火的是罗尔夫。
He had gone with her on that first morning, had started the fire, filled the water pail, initiated her in the rites of corn-cobs, kerosene, and dampers.
第一天早上他就和她一起去了,生了火,装满了水桶,给她做了玉米棒子、煤油和阻尼器的仪式。
A shy, dark, silent boy.
一个害羞、黑暗、沉默的男孩。
She set out deliberately to woo him to friendship.
她故意开始与他建立友谊。
“Roelf, I have a book called ‘Ivanhoe.’ Would you like to read it?”
“罗尔夫,我有一本叫做《艾芬豪》的书。你想读一下吗?”
“Well, I don’t get much time.”
“嗯,我的时间不多了。”
“You wouldn’t have to hurry.
“你不必着急。
Right there in the house.
就在房子里。
And there’s another called ‘The Three Musketeers’.”
还有一个叫‘三剑客’。”
He was trying not to look pleased; to appear stolid and Dutch, like the people from whom he had sprung.
他试图表现出不高兴的样子。显得冷漠而荷兰人,就像他的后代一样。
Some Dutch sailor ancestor, Selina thought, or fisherman, must have touched at an Italian port or Spanish and brought back a wife whose eyes and skin and feeling for beauty had skipped layer on layer of placid Netherlanders to crop out now in this wistful sensitive boy.
塞琳娜想,某个荷兰水手的祖先,或者渔夫,一定曾在意大利或西班牙的港口碰过,带回了一位妻子,她的眼睛、皮肤和对美的感觉已经跳过了一层又一层平静的荷兰人,现在在这个渴望敏感的男孩身上显现出来。
Selina had spoken to Jakob Hoogendunk about a shelf for her books and her photographs.
塞琳娜曾与雅各布·霍根邓克谈论过一个放她的书和照片的架子。
He had put up a rough bit of board, very crude and ugly, but it had served.
他搭了一块粗糙的木板,非常简陋而且丑陋,但已经有用了。
She had come home one snowy afternoon to find this shelf gone and in its place a smooth and polished one, with brackets intricately carved.
一个下雪的下午,她回到家,发现这个架子不见了,取而代之的是一个光滑、锃亮的架子,上面刻着复杂的支架。
Roelf had cut, planed, polished, and carved it in many hours of work in the cold little shed off the kitchen.
罗尔夫在厨房旁寒冷的小棚子里花了好几个小时对它进行切割、刨平、抛光和雕刻。
He had there a workshop of sorts, fitted with such tools and implements as he could devise.
他在那里有一个类似作坊的地方,配备了他能设计出的各种工具和器具。
He did man’s work on the farm, yet often at night Selina could faintly hear the rasp of his handsaw after she had gone to bed.
他在农场里干着男人的活,但塞琳娜常常在晚上上床睡觉后隐约听到他手锯的刺耳声。
He had built a doll’s house for Geertje and Jozina that was the black envy of every pigtail in High Prairie.
他为吉尔杰和乔吉娜建造了一座玩偶之家,这让高草原上的每个辫子都羡慕不已。
This sort of thing was looked upon by Klaas Pool as foolishness.
这种事情在克拉斯·普尔看来是愚蠢的。
Roelf’s real work in the shed was the making and mending of coldframes and hotbeds for the early spring plants.
罗尔夫在棚屋里的真正工作是为早春植物制作和修补冷架和温床。
Whenever possible Roelf neglected this dull work for some fancy of his own.
只要有可能,罗尔夫就会为了自己的一些幻想而忽略这项枯燥的工作。
To this Klaas Pool objected as being “dumb.” For that matter, High Prairie considered Pool’s boy “dumb like.” He said such things.
克拉斯·普尔对此表示反对,称其“愚蠢”。就此而言,高草原认为普尔的男孩“像个傻瓜”。他说了这样的话。
When the new Dutch Reformed Church was completed after gigantic effort—red brick, and the first brick church in High Prairie—bright yellow painted pews—a red and yellow glass window, most handsome—the Reverend Vaarwerk brought from New Haarlem to preach the first sermon—Pool’s Roelf was heard to hint darkly to a group of High Prairie boys that some night he was going to burn the church down.
当新的荷兰归正会教堂经过巨大的努力——红砖和高草原的第一座砖砌教堂——明亮的黄色油漆长凳——红黄相间的玻璃窗,最漂亮——从新哈勒姆带来的瓦尔维克牧师进行第一次布道而竣工时,人们听到普尔的罗尔夫向一群高草原男孩阴暗地暗示,有一天晚上他要烧毁这座教堂。
It was ugly.
太丑了。
It hurt you to look at it, just.
只是看着它,你就会感到受伤。
Certainly, the boy was different.
当然,这个男孩不一样。
Selina, none too knowledgeous herself, still recognized that here was something rare, something precious to be fostered, shielded, encouraged.
塞琳娜自己也不太了解,但她仍然认识到这是一种罕见的、值得培养、保护和鼓励的珍贵东西。
“Roelf, stop that foolishness, get your ma once some wood.
“罗尔夫,别再犯傻了,给你妈妈找点木头来。
Carving on that box again instead finishing them coldframes.
再次在那个盒子上雕刻,而不是在冷框上完成它们。
Some day, by golly, I show you.
天哪,有一天我会告诉你。
I break every stick .
我折断每一根棍子。
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dumb as a Groningen .
像格罗宁根人一样愚蠢。
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Roelf did not sulk.
罗尔夫没有生闷气。
He seemed not to mind, particularly, but he came back to the carved box as soon as chance presented itself.
他似乎并不特别介意,但一有机会他就回到了雕花盒子前。
Maartje and Klaas Pool were not cruel people, nor unkind.
马尔杰和克拉斯·普尔并不是残忍的人,也不是不友善的人。
They were a little bewildered by this odd creature that they, inexplicably enough, had produced.
他们对这个他们莫名其妙地创造出来的奇怪生物感到有点困惑。
It was not a family given to demonstration of affection.
这不是一个注重表达爱意的家庭。
Life was too grim for the flowering of this softer side.
生活对于温柔的一面来说太过严峻。
Then, too, they had sprung from a phlegmatic and unemotional people.
而且,他们也出身于一个冷漠、缺乏感情的民族。
Klaas toiled like a slave in the fields and barn; Maartje’s day was a treadmill of cooking, scrubbing, washing, mending from the moment she arose (four in the summer, five in the winter) until she dropped with a groan in her bed often long after the others were asleep.
克拉斯像奴隶一样在田野和谷仓里劳作。玛尔杰的一天就像是在跑步机上做饭、擦洗、洗衣、缝补,从她起床的那一刻起(夏天四次,冬天五次),直到她在床上呻吟着倒在床上,通常在其他人都睡了很久之后。
Selina had never seen her kiss Geertje or Jozina.
塞琳娜从未见过她亲吻吉尔杰或乔齐娜。
But once she had been a little startled to see Maartje, on one of her countless trips between stove and table, run her hand through the boy’s shock of black hair, down the side of his face to his chin which she tipped up with an indescribably tender gesture as she looked down into his eyes.
但有一次,她有点惊讶地看到玛尔杰,在她无数次往返于炉子和桌子之间的一次中,她的手穿过男孩乱七八糟的黑发,顺着他的脸侧一直到下巴,她低头看着他的眼睛,用一种难以形容的温柔姿势抬起下巴。
It was a movement fleeting, vague, yet infinitely compassionate.
这是一种转瞬即逝、模糊但又无限慈悲的运动。
Sometimes she even remonstrated when Klaas berated Roelf.
有时,当克拉斯斥责罗尔夫时,她甚至会提出抗议。
“Leave the boy be, then, Klaas.
“那就别管这孩子了,克拉斯。
Leave him be, once.”
就一次吧,别管他了。”
“She loves him best,” Selina thought.
“她最爱他,”塞琳娜想。
“She’d even try to understand him if she had time.”
“如果有时间,她甚至会尝试去理解他。”
He was reading her books with such hunger as to cause her to wonder if her stock would last him the winter.
他如饥似渴地读着她的书,让她怀疑她的书能否够他过冬。
Sometimes, after supper, when he was hammering and sawing away in the little shed Selina would snatch Maartje’s old shawl off the hook, and swathed in this against draughty chinks, she would read aloud to him while he carved, or talk to him above the noise of his tools.
有时,晚饭后,当他在小棚子里敲打锯木时,塞琳娜会从钩子上抓起马杰的旧围巾,用它包住防风的缝隙,她会在他雕刻时大声朗读给他听,或者在他工具的噪音中与他交谈。
Selina was a gay and volatile person.
塞琳娜(Selina)是一个同性恋且反复无常的人。
She loved to make this boy laugh.
她喜欢逗这个男孩笑。
His dark face would flash into almost dazzling animation.
他黝黑的脸会闪现出几乎令人眼花缭乱的动画。
Sometimes Maartje, hearing their young laughter, would come to the shed door and stand there a moment, hugging her arms in her rolled apron and smiling at them, uncomprehending but companionable.
有时,玛尔杰听到他们年轻的笑声,会来到棚子门口,站在那里一会儿,用卷起的围裙拥抱双臂,对他们微笑,虽然不理解,但很友好。
“You make fun, h’m?”
“你开玩笑吧,嗯?”
“Come in, Mrs. Pool.
“请进,普尔夫人。
Sit down on my box and make fun, too.
也请坐在我的盒子上开玩笑吧。
Here, you may have half the shawl.”
给你,你可能有一半的披肩。”
“Og Heden!
“奥格赫登!
I got no time to sit down.” She was off.
我没时间坐下来。”她下班了。
Roelf slid his plane slowly, more slowly, over the surface of a satin-smooth oak board.
罗尔夫把他的飞机慢慢地、更慢地滑过光滑的橡木板的表面。
He stopped, twined a curl of shaving about his finger.
他停下来,把一卷剃须毛缠绕在手指上。
“When I am a man, and earning, I am going to buy my mother a silk dress like I saw in a store in Chicago and she should put it on every day, not only for Sunday; and sit in a chair and make little fine stitches like Widow Paarlenberg.”
“当我是一个男人,有了收入,我会给我母亲买一件丝绸连衣裙,就像我在芝加哥一家商店看到的那样,她应该每天都穿上它,而不仅仅是周日;然后坐在椅子上,像寡妇帕伦伯格那样做一些精致的针线。”
“What else are you going to do when you grow up?” She waited, certain that he would say something delightful.
“你长大后还想做什么?”她等待着,确信他会说一些令人愉快的话。
“Drive the team to town alone to market.”
“独自驾驶团队进城去市场。”
“Oh, Roelf!”
“哦,罗尔夫!”
“Sure.
“当然。”
Already I have gone five times—twice with Jakob and three times with Pop.
我已经去过五次了——两次是和雅各布一起去的,三次是和波普一起去的。
Pretty soon, when I am seventeen or eighteen, I can go alone.
很快,当我十七岁或十八岁的时候,我就可以一个人去。
At five in the afternoon you start and at nine you are in the Haymarket.
下午五点出发,九点到达干草市场。
There all night you sleep on the wagon.
整个晚上你都睡在马车上。
There are gas lights.
有煤气灯。
The men play dice and cards.
男人们玩骰子和纸牌。
At four in the morning you are ready when they come, the commission men and the pedlers and the grocery men.
凌晨四点,当佣金人员、小贩和杂货店人员来时,你就已经准备好了。
Oh, it’s fine, I tell you!”
哦,没关系,我告诉你!”
“Roelf!” She was bitterly disappointed.
“罗尔夫!”她非常失望。
“Here.
” “这里。
Look.” He rummaged around in a dusty box in a corner and, suddenly shy again, laid before her a torn sheet of coarse brown paper on which he had sketched crudely, effectively, a mêlée of great-haunched horses; wagons piled high with garden truck; men in overalls and corduroys; flaring gas torches.
你看。”他在角落里一个布满灰尘的盒子里翻找,突然又害羞了,把一张撕破的粗糙牛皮纸放在她面前,他在上面粗略而有效地画了一群大马的混战;货车堆满了花园卡车;穿着工装裤和灯芯绒的男士;燃烧的气体火炬。
He had drawn it with a stub of pencil exactly as it looked to him.
他用一小截铅笔把它画出来,与他所看到的一模一样。
The result was as startling as that achieved by the present-day disciple of the impressionistic school.
其结果与当今印象派弟子所取得的成果一样令人震惊。
Selina was enchanted.
赛琳娜被迷住了。
Many of her evenings during November were spent thus.
十一月的许多夜晚都是这样度过的。
The family life was lived in a kitchen blue with pipe smoke, heavy with the smell of cooking.
一家人的生活是在蓝色的厨房里度过的,厨房里冒着烟气,饭菜的味道很浓。
Sometimes—though rarely—a fire was lighted in the parlour stove.
有时——尽管很少——客厅的炉子里会生火。
Often she had school papers to correct—grubby sheaves of arithmetic, grammar, or spelling lessons.
她经常要批改学校的试卷——一堆脏兮兮的算术、语法或拼写课。
Often she longed to read; wanted to sew.
她常常渴望读书。想要缝纫。
Her bedroom was too cold.
她的卧室太冷了。
The men sat in the kitchen or tramped in and out.
男人们要么坐在厨房里,要么大摇大摆地进进出出。
Geertje and Jozina scuffled and played.
吉尔杰和乔吉娜扭打在一起玩耍。
Maartje scuttled about like a harried animal, heavy-footed but incredibly swift.
马特杰像一只受困的动物一样急速奔跑,脚步沉重,但速度却快得令人难以置信。
The floor was always gritty with the sandy loam tracked in by the men’s heavy boots.
地板上总是布满砂砾,沙壤土被男人们沉重的靴子踩过。
Once, early in December, Selina went into town.
有一次,十二月初,塞琳娜进城。
The trip was born of sudden revolt against her surroundings and a great wave of nostalgia for the dirt and clamour and crowds of Chicago.
这次旅行源于她对周围环境的突然反抗以及对芝加哥的肮脏、喧嚣和人群的怀旧浪潮。
Early Saturday morning Klaas drove her to the railway station five miles distant.
星期六一早,克拉斯开车送她到五英里外的火车站。
She was to stay until Sunday.
她要待到周日。
A letter had been written Julie Hempel ten days before, but there had been no answer.
十天前朱莉·亨佩尔写了一封信,但没有得到答复。
Once in town she went straight to the Hempel house.
一到城里,她就直奔亨佩尔家。
Mrs. Hempel, thin-lipped, met her in the hall and said that Julie was out of town.
嘴唇薄的亨佩尔太太在大厅里遇见了她,并说朱莉出城了。
She was visiting her friend Miss Arnold, in Kansas City.
她正在堪萨斯城拜访她的朋友阿诺德小姐。
Selina was not asked to stay to dinner.
赛琳娜没有被要求留下来吃晚饭。
She was not asked to sit down.
没有人请她坐下。
When she left the house her great fine eyes seemed larger and more deep-set than ever, and her jaw-line was set hard against the invasion of tears.
当她离开家时,她那双漂亮的大眼睛似乎比以往任何时候都更大、更深邃,她的下巴轮廓坚挺,抵御着泪水的侵袭。
Suddenly she hated this Chicago that wanted none of her; that brushed past her, bumping her elbow and offering no apology; that clanged, and shrieked, and whistled, and roared in her ears now grown accustomed to the prairie silence.
突然间,她讨厌这个不需要她的芝加哥。那辆车从她身边擦身而过,撞到了她的肘部,没有表示任何歉意。她的耳朵里叮叮当当、尖叫、吹口哨、咆哮,现在她已经习惯了草原的寂静。
“I don’t care,” she said, which meant she did.
“我不在乎,”她说,这意味着她在乎。
“I don’t care.
“我不在乎。”
Just you wait.
就你等着吧。
Some day I’m going to be—oh, terribly important.
有一天我会——哦,非常重要。
And people will say, ‘Do you know that wonderful Selina Peake?
人们会说,‘你认识那个出色的塞琳娜·皮克吗?
Well, they say she used to be a country school teacher and slept in an ice-cold room and ate pork three times a .
嗯,据说她曾经是一名乡村学校的老师,睡在冰冷的房间里,一天吃三顿猪肉。
.
。
.’ There!
” 在那里!
I know what I’m going to do.
我知道我要做什么。
I’m going to have luncheon and I’ll order the most delicious things.
我要去吃午饭,我会点最美味的东西。
I think I’ll go to the Palmer House where Father and I .
我想我会去我和父亲住的帕尔默故居。
.
。
.
。
no, I couldn’t stand that.
不,我受不了。
I’ll go to the Auditorium Hotel restaurant and have ice cream; and chicken broth in a silver cup; and cream puffs, and all kinds of vegetables and little lamb chops in paper panties.
我去礼堂酒店餐厅吃冰淇淋;和银杯里的鸡汤;还有奶油泡芙,还有各种蔬菜和纸内裤里的小羊排。
And orange pekoe tea.”
还有橙子白毫茶。”
She actually did order all these things and had a group of amazed waiters hovering about her table waiting to see her devour this meal, much as a similar group had stared at David Copperfield when he was innocent of having bolted the huge dinner ordered in the inn on his way to London.
事实上,她确实点了所有这些东西,一群惊讶的服务员在她的桌子周围盘旋,等着看她狼吞虎咽地吃掉这顿饭,就像大卫·科波菲尔在去伦敦的路上无辜地把在旅馆里点的丰盛晚餐一扫而空时,一群类似的人盯着他看。
She ate the ice cream and drank the orange pekoe (mainly because she loved the sound of its name; it made her think of chrysanthemums and cherry blossoms, spices, fans, and slant-eyed maidens).
她吃了冰淇淋,喝了橙子白毫(主要是因为她喜欢这个名字的发音;这让她想起菊花和樱花、香料、扇子和斜眼少女)。
She devoured a crisp salad with the avidity of a canary pecking at a lettuce leaf.
她狼吞虎咽地吃着清脆的沙拉,就像金丝雀啄生菜叶一样贪婪。
She flirted with the lamb chops.
她对着羊排调情。
She remembered the size of her father’s generous tips and left a sum on the table that temporarily dulled the edge of the waiter’s hatred of women diners.
她记得父亲慷慨的小费数额,并在桌上留下了一笔钱,暂时平息了服务员对女性食客的仇恨。
But the luncheon could not be said to have been a success.
但午宴并不能说是成功的。
She thought of dinner, and her spirit quailed.
想到晚餐,她的心就颤抖起来。
She spent the time between one and three buying portable presents for the entire Pool household—including bananas for Geertje and Jozina, for whom that farinaceous fruit had the fascination always held for the farm child.
她花了一到三点的时间为整个普尔一家购买便携式礼物,包括给吉尔杰和乔齐娜买香蕉,对他们来说,这种粉状水果总是对农场孩子着迷。
She caught a train at four thirty-five and actually trudged the five miles from the station to the farm, arriving half frozen, weary, with aching arms and nipped toes, to a great welcome of the squeals, grunts, barks, and gutturals that formed the expression of the Pool household.
她在四点三十五分赶上了火车,实际上从车站长途跋涉了五英里来到了农场,抵达时浑身冻僵,疲惫不堪,手臂酸痛,脚趾被咬破,尖叫声、咕噜声、吠叫声和喉音构成了普尔一家人的表情,热烈欢迎她。
She was astonished to find how happy she was to return to the kitchen stove, to the smell of frying pork, to her own room with the walnut bed and the book shelf.
她惊讶地发现,回到厨房的炉灶,回到炸猪肉的香味,回到自己的房间,有胡桃木床和书架,她是多么高兴。
Even the grim drum had taken on the dear and comforting aspect of the accustomed.
就连阴沉的鼓声也呈现出惯有的亲切而令人安慰的一面。
High Prairie swains failed to find Selina alluring.
高草原上的情人们没有发现塞琳娜的魅力。
She was too small, too pale and fragile for their robust taste.
她太小、太苍白、太脆弱,不适合他们强烈的品味。
Naturally, her coming had been an event in this isolated community.
当然,她的到来在这个与世隔绝的社区里是一件大事。
She would have been surprised to know with what eagerness and curiosity High Prairie gathered crumbs of news about her; her appearance, her manner, her dress.
如果她知道高草原是多么热切和好奇地收集有关她的消息,她一定会感到惊讶。她的外表,她的举止,她的衣着。
Was she stuck up?
她被困住了吗?
Was she new fangled?
她是新人吗?
She failed to notice the agitation of the parlour curtains behind the glittering windows of the farmhouses she passed on her way to school.
她没有注意到她在上学途中经过的农舍闪闪发光的窗户后面客厅窗帘的骚动。
With no visible means of communication news of her leaped from farm to farm as flame leaps the gaps in a forest fire.
由于没有可见的通讯手段,她的消息从一个农场传到另一个农场,就像火焰在森林大火的缝隙中跳跃一样。
She would have been aghast to learn that High Prairie, inexplicably enough, knew all about her from the colour of the ribbon that threaded her neat little white corset covers to the number of books on her shelf.
如果她得知高草原竟然从她整齐的小白色紧身胸衣封面上的丝带颜色到书架上的书籍数量,都了解她的一切,那她一定会大吃一惊。
She thought cabbage fields beautiful; she read books to that dumb-acting Roelf Pool; she was making over a dress for Maartje after the pattern of the stylish brown lady’s-cloth she wore (foolishly) to school.
她觉得白菜地很美丽;她给那个装傻的罗尔夫·普尔读书;她正在根据她(愚蠢地)穿去学校的时尚棕色女装的图案,为 Maartje 改制一件衣服。
Now and then she encountered a team on the road.
她在路上时不时地遇到一队人。
She would call a good-day.
她会说美好的一天。
Sometimes the driver answered, tardily, as though surprised.
有时司机回答得很慢,好像很惊讶。
Sometimes he only stared.
有时他只是凝视着。
She almost never saw the High Prairie farm women, busy in their kitchens.
她几乎从未见过在厨房忙碌的高草原农场妇女。
On her fifth Sunday in the district she accompanied the Pools to the morning service at the Dutch Reformed Church.
在该地区的第五个星期日,她陪同普尔夫妇参加了荷兰归正会教堂的早间礼拜。
Maartje seldom had the time for such frivolity.
玛尔杰很少有时间做这种无聊的事情。
But on this morning Klaas hitched up the big farm wagon with the double seat and took the family complete—Maartje, Selina, Roelf, and the pigtails.
但今天早上,克拉斯挂上了一辆带双人座的农用大马车,带着全家人——马特耶、塞琳娜、罗尔夫和辫子。
Maartje, out of her kitchen calico and dressed in her best black, with a funereal bonnet made sadder by a sparse and drooping feather whose listless fronds emerged surprisingly from a faded red cotton rose, wore a new strange aspect to Selina’s eyes, as did Klaas in his clumsy sabbaticals.
玛杰从厨房里的印花布中走出来,穿着她最好的黑色衣服,戴着一顶葬礼帽,头上稀疏下垂的羽毛使她显得更加悲伤,羽毛无精打采的叶子令人惊讶地从褪色的红色棉玫瑰中露出来,在塞琳娜的眼中呈现出一种新的奇怪的面貌,就像克拉斯在他笨拙的休假时一样。
Roelf had rebelled against going, had been cuffed for it, and had sat very still all through the service, gazing at the red and yellow glass church window.
罗尔夫拒绝前往,因此被戴上手铐,在整个仪式中他一动不动地坐着,凝视着教堂红黄相间的玻璃窗。
Later he confided to Selina that the sunlight filtering through the crude yellow panes had imparted a bilious look to the unfortunates seated within its range, affording him much secret satisfaction.
后来他向塞琳娜吐露,透过粗糙的黄色窗玻璃的阳光给坐在其范围内的不幸者带来了一种阴郁的表情,这给了他很多秘密的满足感。
Selina’s appearance had made quite a stir, of which she was entirely unaware.
Selina的出现引起了不小的轰动,而她却浑然不觉。
As the congregation entered by twos and threes she thought they resembled startlingly a woodcut in an old illustrated book she once had seen.
当三三两两的会众进来时,她觉得他们惊人地像她曾经看过的一本旧插图书中的木刻。
The men’s Sunday trousers and coats had a square stiff angularity, as though chopped out of a block.
男式周日长裤和外套呈方形,棱角分明,仿佛是从一块块上切下来的。
The women, in shawls and bonnets of rusty black, were incredibly cut in the same pattern.
这些女人披着生锈的黑色围巾,戴着帽子,有着令人难以置信的相同图案。
The unmarried girls, though, were plump, red-cheeked, and not uncomely, with high round cheek-bones on which sat a spot of brick-red which imparted no glow to the face.
未婚姑娘则身材丰满,脸颊红润,并不难看,颧骨又高又圆,上面有一点砖红色,一点也不给脸上添光彩。
Their foreheads were prominent and meaningless.
他们的额头突出,毫无意义。
In the midst of this drab assemblage there entered late and rustlingly a tall, slow-moving woman in a city-bought cloak and a bonnet quite unlike the vintage millinery of High Prairie.
在这群单调的人群中间,一位高个子、动作缓慢的女人迟到了,沙沙作响地进来了,她穿着城里买的斗篷,戴着帽子,与高草原的老式女帽截然不同。
As she came down the aisle Selina thought she was like a full-sailed frigate.
当塞琳娜走下过道时,她觉得自己就像一艘全帆护卫舰。
An ample woman, with a fine fair skin and a ripe red mouth; a high firm bosom and great thighs that moved rhythmically, slowly.
身材魁梧的女人,皮肤白皙细腻,嘴巴红润熟透;高而坚挺的胸部和粗壮的大腿,有节奏地、缓慢地移动。
She had thick, insolent eyelids.
她的眼皮又厚又傲慢。
Her hands, as she turned the leaves of her hymn book, were smooth and white.
当她翻动赞美诗集时,她的手光滑白皙。
As she entered there was a little rustle throughout the congregation; a craning of necks.
当她进来时,会众里响起一阵沙沙声。伸长脖子
Though she was bustled and flounced and panniered, you thought, curiously enough, of those lolling white-fleshed and unconventional ladies whom the sixteenth century painters were always portraying as having their toe nails cut with nothing on.
尽管她忙忙碌碌、衣着荷叶边、衣冠楚楚,但奇怪的是,你会想到那些懒洋洋、白肉、非传统的女士,十六世纪的画家总是把她们描绘成剪了脚趾甲,什么也没穿。
“Who’s that?” whispered Selina to Maartje.
“那是谁?”塞琳娜对马尔杰低声说道。
“Widow Paarlenberg.
“帕伦伯格寡妇。
She is rich like anything.”
她就像任何东西一样富有。”
“Yes?” Selina was fascinated.
“是的?”赛琳娜被迷住了。
“Look once how she makes eyes at him.”
“看看她是怎么看他的。”
“At him?
“针对他?
Who?
谁?
Who?”
谁?
“Pervus DeJong.
“佩尔乌斯·德容。
By Gerrit Pon he is sitting with the blue shirt and sad looking so.”
作者:Gerrit Pon,他穿着蓝色衬衫坐在那儿,看上去很悲伤。”
Selina craned, peered.
塞琳娜伸长脖子,凝视着。
“The—oh—he’s very good looking, isn’t he?”
“那个——哦——他很帅,不是吗?”
“Sure.
“当然。”
Widow Paarlenberg is stuck on him.
帕伦伯格寡妇被困在他身边。
See how she—Sh-sh-sh!—Reverend Dekker looks at us.
看看她——嘘嘘嘘!——德克尔牧师如何看着我们。
I tell you after.”
以后再告诉你。”
Selina decided she’d come to church oftener.
塞琳娜决定更频繁地去教堂。
The service went on, dull, heavy.
仪式继续进行,沉闷而沉重。
It was in English and Dutch.
它是英语和荷兰语的。
She heard scarcely a word of it.
她几乎没有听到这件事。
The Widow Paarlenberg and this Pervus DeJong occupied her thoughts.
帕伦伯格寡妇和佩尔乌斯·德容占据了她的思绪。
She decided, without malice, that the widow resembled one of the sleekest of the pink porkers rooting in Klaas Pool’s barnyard, waiting to be cut into Christmas meat.
她毫无恶意地认为,这位寡妇就像克拉斯普尔谷仓里最光滑的粉红色猪肉之一,等待着被切成圣诞肉。
The Widow Paarlenberg turned and smiled.
帕伦伯格寡妇转身微笑。
Her eyes were slippery (Selina’s term).
她的眼睛很滑(Selina 的说法)。
Her mouth became loose and wide with one corner sliding down a trifle into something very like a leer.
她的嘴变得松弛而张开,一个角向下滑落,形成一种非常像斜视的表情。
With one surge the Dutch Reformed congregation leaned forward to see how Pervus DeJong would respond to this public mark of favour.
荷兰归正会会众一时间热议起来,想看看佩尔乌斯·德容将如何回应这一公开的支持。
His gaze was stern, unsmiling.
他的目光严厉,没有一丝笑意。
His eyes were fixed on that extremely dull gentleman, the Reverend Dekker.
他的目光注视着那位极其迟钝的绅士德克尔牧师。
“He’s annoyed,” thought Selina, and was pleased at the thought.
“他很生气,”塞琳娜想,同时又为这个想法感到高兴。
“Well, I may not be a widow, but I’m sure that’s not the way.” And then: “Now I wonder what it’s like when _he_ smiles.”
“好吧,我可能不是寡妇,但我确信不是那样的。”然后:“现在我想知道她微笑时是什么样子。”
According to fiction as Selina had found it in the _Fireside Companion_ and elsewhere, he should have turned at this moment, irresistibly drawn by the magnetism of her gaze, and smiled a rare sweet smile that lighted up his stern young face.
根据塞琳娜在《炉边伴侣》和其他地方找到的小说,他此时应该转过身来,不可抗拒地被她目光的磁性所吸引,微笑着罕见地甜蜜微笑,照亮了他严肃的年轻脸庞。
But he did not.
但他没有。
He yawned suddenly and capaciously.
他突然大大地打了个哈欠。
The Reformed Dutch congregation leaned back feeling cheated.
改革宗荷兰会众感觉自己被欺骗了,向后靠去。
Handsome, certainly, Selina reflected.
确实很帅,塞琳娜想道。
But then, probably Klaas Pool, too, had been handsome a few years ago.
不过,也许克拉斯·普尔几年前也很帅。
The service ended, there was much talk of the weather, seedlings, stock, the approaching holiday season.
仪式结束后,人们谈论了很多关于天气、秧苗、库存、即将到来的假期的话题。
Maartje, her Sunday dinner heavy on her mind, was elbowing her way up the aisle.
玛尔杰(Maartje)正忙着周日的晚餐,正用肘部挤过过道。
Here and there she introduced Selina briefly to a woman friend.
她时不时地向一位女性朋友简短地介绍塞琳娜。
“Mrs. Vander Sijde, meet school teacher.”
“Vander Sijde 女士,见见学校老师。”
“Aggie’s mother?” Selina would begin, primly, only to be swept along by Maartje on her way to the door.
“阿吉的妈妈?”塞琳娜会一本正经地开始,但在走向门口的路上却被马特杰拉着走。
“Mrs. Von Mijnen, meet school teacher.
“Von Mijnen 女士,见见学校老师。
Is Mrs. Von Mijnen.” They regarded her with a grim gaze.
是冯·迈宁夫人。”他们用冷酷的目光看着她。
Selina would smile and nod rather nervously, feeling young, frivolous, and somehow guilty.
塞琳娜会微笑并相当紧张地点头,感觉自己年轻、轻浮,甚至有些内疚。
When, with Maartje, she reached the church porch Pervus DeJong was unhitching the dejected horse that was harnessed to his battered and lopsided cart.
当她和马尔杰一起到达教堂门廊时,佩尔乌斯·德容正在解开那匹垂头丧气的马,那匹马拴在他那辆破旧、不平衡的马车上。
The animal stood with four feet bunched together in a drooping and pathetic attitude and seemed inevitably meant for mating with this decrepit vehicle.
这只动物四只脚并拢站着,一副低垂而可怜的样子,似乎不可避免地要与这辆破旧的车辆交配。
DeJong untied the reins quickly, and was about to step into the sagging conveyance when the Widow Paarlenberg sailed down the church steps with admirable speed for one so amply proportioned.
德容迅速解开缰绳,正要踏上那辆下垂的马车,这时帕尔伦伯格寡妇沿着教堂的台阶飞驰而下,对于身材匀称的人来说,速度令人钦佩。
She made straight for him, skirts billowing, flounces flying, plumes waving.
她径直走向他,裙子翻滚,荷叶边飘扬,羽毛飘扬。
Maartje clutched Selina’s arm.
Maartje 抓住了 Selina 的手臂。
“Look how she makes!
“看看她做的怎么样!
She asks him to eat Sunday dinner I bet you!
她请他吃周日晚餐我敢打赌!
See once how he makes with his head no.”
看看他如何用他的头做事。”
Selina—and the whole congregation unashamedly watching—could indeed see how he made with his head no. His whole body seemed set in negation—the fine head, the broad patient shoulders, the muscular powerful legs in their ill-fitting Sunday blacks.
塞琳娜——以及毫无羞耻地观看的全体会众——确实可以看到他是如何用他的头做的。他的整个身体似乎都处于否定状态——精致的头部、宽阔耐心的肩膀、穿着不合身的周日黑色衣服的肌肉有力的双腿。
He shook his head, gathered up the reins, and drove away, leaving the Widow Paarlenberg to carry off with such bravado as she could muster this public flouting in full sight of the Dutch Reformed congregation of High Prairie.
他摇了摇头,收起缰绳,开车走了,留下帕伦伯格寡妇在高草原荷兰归正会众目睽睽之下鼓起勇气,肆无忌惮地扬长而去。
It must be said that she actually achieved this feat with a rather magnificent composure.
不得不说,她确实以相当惊人的冷静完成了这一壮举。
Her round pink face, as she turned away, was placid; her great cowlike eyes mild.
当她转过身去时,她粉红色的圆脸显得很平静。她那双母牛般的大眼睛很温和。
Selina abandoned the pink porker simile for that of a great Persian cat, full-fed and treacherous, its claws all sheathed in velvet.
塞琳娜放弃了粉红猪肉的比喻,取而代之的是一只巨大的波斯猫,它吃饱了,而且很奸诈,它的爪子都包裹着天鹅绒。
The widow stepped agilely into her own neat phaeton with its sleek horse and was off down the hard snowless road, her head high.
寡妇敏捷地跨进她自己整洁的四轮马车,驾着一匹光滑的马,昂着头沿着坚硬的无雪道路行驶。
“Well!” exclaimed Selina, feeling as though she had witnessed the first act of an exciting play.
“出色地!”赛琳娜感叹道,感觉自己仿佛亲眼目睹了一场激动人心的戏剧的第一幕。
And breathed deeply.
并深呼吸。
So, too, did the watching congregation, so that the widow could be said to have driven off in quite a gust.
围观的众人也是如此,所以寡妇可以说是疾风而去。
As they jogged home in the Pool farm wagon Maartje told her tale with a good deal of savour.
当他们乘坐泳池农场的马车慢跑回家时,玛尔杰饶有趣味地讲述了她的故事。
Pervus DeJong had been left a widower two years before.
两年前,佩尔乌斯·德容 (Pervus DeJong) 成为鳏夫。
Within a month of that time Leendert Paarlenberg had died, leaving to his widow the richest and most profitable farm in the whole community.
不到一个月,莱德特·帕伦伯格就去世了,给他的遗孀留下了整个社区最富有、最赚钱的农场。
Pervus DeJong, on the contrary, through inheritance from his father, old Johannes, possessed a scant twenty-five acres of the worst lowland—practically the only lowland—in all High Prairie.
相反,佩尔乌斯·德容(Pervus DeJong)从他父亲老约翰尼斯那里继承了遗产,拥有不到二十五英亩的高地草原上最差的低地——实际上是唯一的低地。
The acreage was notoriously barren.
这片土地是出了名的贫瘠。
In spring, the critical time for seedlings and early vegetable crops, sixteen of the twenty-five were likely to be under water.
春天是幼苗和早期蔬菜作物生长的关键时期,二十五粒作物中有十六粒可能会被水淹没。
Pervus DeJong patiently planted, sowed, gathered crops, hauled them to market; seemed still never to get on in this thrifty Dutch community where getting on was so common a trait as to be no longer thought a virtue.
佩尔乌斯·德容(Pervus DeJong)耐心地种植、播种、收割庄稼,然后把它们运到市场上。在这个节俭的荷兰社会里,似乎永远都过不去,在那里,过得去是一种普遍的特征,以至于不再被认为是一种美德。
Luck and nature seemed to work against him.
运气和自然似乎对他不利。
His seedlings proved unfertile; his stock was always ailing; his cabbages were worm-infested; snout-beetle bored his rhubarb.
结果证明他的幼苗不能生育。他的股票总是表现不佳;他的卷心菜长满了虫子;鼻甲虫让他的大黄感到厌烦了。
When he planted largely of spinach, hoping for a wet spring, the season was dry.
当他种植大量菠菜,希望春天湿润时,季节却很干燥。
Did he turn the following year to sweet potatoes, all auguries pointing to a dry spring and summer, the summer proved the wettest in a decade.
第二年他是否转向种植红薯,所有的预兆都指向干燥的春季和夏季,事实证明夏季是十年来最潮湿的。
Insects and fungi seemed drawn to his fields as by a malevolent force.
昆虫和真菌似乎被邪恶的力量吸引到了他的田地里。
Had he been small, puny, and insignificant his bad luck would have called forth contemptuous pity.
如果他身材矮小、微不足道、无足轻重,他的厄运就会招致轻蔑的怜悯。
But there was about him the lovableness and splendour of the stricken giant.
但他身上却充满了受灾巨人的可爱和光辉。
To complete his discomfort, his household was inadequately ministered by an elderly and rheumatic female connection whose pies and bread were the scandal of the neighbouring housewives.
更让他感到不舒服的是,一位患有风湿病的年老女性亲戚对他的家庭照顾得不够充分,她的馅饼和面包是邻居家庭主妇们的丑闻。
It was on this Pervus DeJong, then, that the Widow Paarlenberg of the rich acres, the comfortable farmhouse, the gold neck chain, the silk gowns, the soft white hands and the cooking talents, had set her affections.
帕伦伯格寡妇拥有丰富的土地、舒适的农舍、金颈链、丝绸长袍、柔软白皙的双手和烹饪天赋,正是在这个佩尔乌斯·德容身上倾心的。
She wooed him openly, notoriously, and with a Dutch vehemence that would have swept another man off his feet.
她公开地、臭名昭著地向他求爱,其荷兰式的热情足以让另一个男人为之倾倒。
It was known that she sent him a weekly baking of cakes, pies, and bread.
据了解,她每周都会给他送去烘焙的蛋糕、馅饼和面包。
She urged upon him choice seeds from her thriving fields; seedlings from her hotbeds; plants, all of which he steadfastly refused.
她催促他从她繁茂的田地里挑选种子。来自她的温床的幼苗;植物,所有这些他都坚决拒绝。
She tricked, cajoled, or nagged him into eating her ample meals.
她欺骗、哄骗或唠叨他,让他吃她丰盛的饭菜。
She even asked his advice—that subtlest form of flattery.
她甚至征求他的建议——这是最微妙的奉承形式。
She asked him about sub-soiling, humus, rotation—she whose rich land yielded, under her shrewd management, more profitably to the single acre than to any ten of Pervus’s.
她向他询问有关深土、腐殖质、轮作的问题——在她精明的管理下,她肥沃的土地所带来的收益比佩尔乌斯的任何十英亩土地都更有利可图。
One Jan Bras managed her farm admirably under her supervision.
简·布拉斯 (Jan Bras) 在她的监督下出色地管理了自己的农场。
DeJong’s was a simple mind.
德容的头脑很简单。
In the beginning, when she said to him, in her deep, caressing voice, “Mr. DeJong, could I ask you a little advice about something?
一开始,当她用低沉、充满爱抚的声音对他说:“德容先生,我可以向你请教一些事情吗?
I’m a woman alone since I haven’t got Leendert any more, and strangers what do they care how they run the land!
我是一个孤独的女人,因为我已经不再拥有伦德特了,而陌生人又关心他们如何管理这片土地!
It’s about my radishes, lettuce, spinach, and turnips.
这是关于我的萝卜、生菜、菠菜和萝卜的。
Last year, instead of tender, they were stringy and full of fibre on account that Jan Bras.
去年,由于简·布拉斯(Jan Bras)的缘故,它们不再柔软,而是粘稠且富含纤维。
He’s for slow growing.
他赞成缓慢成长。
Those vegetables you’ve got to grow quick.
那些蔬菜必须长得快。
Bras says my fertilizer is the fault, but I know different.
布拉斯说我的肥料有问题,但我知道情况并非如此。
What you think?”
你觉得怎么样?
Jan Bras, getting wind of this, told it abroad with grim humour.
简·布拉斯(Jan Bras)得知此事后,以冷酷的幽默向国外讲述了此事。
Masculine High Prairie, meeting Pervus DeJong on the road, greeted him with: “Well, DeJong, you been giving the Widow Paarlenberg any good advice here lately about growing?”
充满阳刚之气的高草原在路上遇到了佩尔乌斯·德容,他向他打招呼:“嗯,德容,你最近在这里给帕伦伯格寡妇关于成长方面有什么好的建议吗?”
It had been a particularly bad season for his fields.
对于他的田地来说,这是一个特别糟糕的季节。
As High Prairie poked a sly thumb into his ribs thus he realized that he had been duped by the wily widow.
当高草原狡猾地将拇指戳进他的肋骨时,他意识到自己被狡猾的寡妇欺骗了。
A slow Dutch wrath rose in him against her; a male resentment at being manipulated by a woman.
他心里慢慢地升起了一股荷兰人的愤怒,对她产生了厌恶。男性对被女性操纵的怨恨。
When next she approached him, cajolery in her voice, seeking guidance about tillage, drainage, or crops, he said, bluntly: “Better you ask Harm Tien his advice.” Harm Tien was the district idiot, a poor witless creature of thirty with the mind of a child.
当她再次走近他时,声音中带着哄骗,寻求有关耕作、排水或农作物的指导,他直言不讳地说:“你最好问问田先生的建议。”哈姆·田是当地的一个白痴,一个可怜的、愚蠢的三十岁的人,头脑还像个孩子。
Knowing well that the entire community was urging him toward this profitable match with the plump, rich, red-lipped widow, Pervus set his will like a stubborn steer and would have none of her.
佩尔乌斯深知整个社区都在敦促他与这位丰满、富有、红唇的寡妇进行这场有利可图的婚姻,他像一头顽固的小公牛一样坚定了自己的意志,不想要她。
He was uncomfortable in his untidy house; he was lonely, he was unhappy.
他在凌乱的房子里感到不舒服。他很孤独,他不快乐。
But he would have none of her.
但他不会拥有她。
Vanity, pride, resentment were all mixed up in it.
虚荣、骄傲、怨恨都混杂在其中。
The very first time that Pervus DeJong met Selina he had a chance to protect her.
佩尔乌斯·德容第一次见到塞琳娜时,他就有机会保护她。
With such a start, the end was inevitable.
既然有了这样的开始,结局也就不可避免了。
Then, too, Selina had on the wine-coloured cashmere and was trying hard to keep the tears back in full view of the whole of High Prairie.
然后,塞琳娜也穿着酒红色的羊绒衫,在整个高草原的众目睽睽之下,努力忍住眼泪。
Urged by Maartje (and rather fancying the idea) Selina had attended the great meeting and dance at Adam Ooms’s hall above the general store near the High Prairie station.
在马尔杰(并且相当喜欢这个想法)的敦促下,塞琳娜参加了在高草原车站附近杂货店上方的亚当·乌姆斯大厅举行的盛大聚会和舞会。
Farmer families for miles around were there.
方圆数英里内都有农民家庭。
The new church organ—that time-hallowed pretext for sociability—was the excuse for this gathering.
新的教堂风琴——这个古老的社交借口——是这次聚会的借口。
There was a small admission charge.
有一小笔入场费。
Adam Ooms had given them the hall.
亚当·乌姆斯把大厅给了他们。
The three musicians were playing without fee.
三位音乐家免费演奏。
The women were to bring supper packed in boxes or baskets, these to be raffled off to the highest bidder whose privilege it then was to sup with the fair whose basket he had bought.
妇女们将把晚餐装在盒子或篮子里,然后抽奖给出价最高的人,然后他的特权就是与他买下篮子的集市一起共进晚餐。
Hot coffee could be had at so much the cup.
一杯热咖啡就可以喝了。
All the proceeds were to be devoted to the organ.
所有收益都将捐献给该风琴。
It was understood, of course, that there was to be no lively bidding against husbands.
当然,大家都知道,不能对丈夫进行激烈的竞价。
Each farm woman knew her own basket as she knew the countenance of her children, and each farmer, as that basket came up at auction, named a cautious sum which automatically made him the basket’s possessor.
每个农场妇女都知道自己的篮子,就像她知道孩子们的面容一样,而每个农民,当那个篮子在拍卖会上出现时,都会谨慎地指定一个金额,这自动使他成为篮子的所有者。
The larger freedom had not come to High Prairie in 1890.
1890 年,海普雷里还没有获得更大的自由。
The baskets and boxes of the unwed women were to be the fought-for prizes.
未婚女子的篮子和盒子就是争夺的奖品。
Maartje had packed her own basket at noon and had driven off at four with Klaas and the children.
中午,玛尔杰收拾好自己的篮子,四点钟带着克拉斯和孩子们开车离开。
She was to serve on one of those bustling committees whose duties ranged from coffee making to dish washing.
她将在那些忙碌的委员会之一任职,其职责范围从煮咖啡到洗碗。
Klaas and Roelf were to be pressed into service.
克拉斯和罗尔夫将被迫服役。
The pigtails would slide up and down the waxed floor of Ooms’s hall with other shrieking pigtails of the neighbourhood until the crowd began to arrive for the auction and supper.
这些辫子会和附近其他尖叫的辫子一起在奥姆斯大厅的打蜡地板上上下滑动,直到人群开始到来参加拍卖和晚餐。
Jakob Hoogendunk would convey Selina to the festivities when his chores were done.
当雅各布·霍根邓克(Jakob Hoogendunk)完成家务后,他会带塞琳娜(Selina)参加庆祝活动。
Selina’s lunch basket was to be a separate and distinct affair, offered at auction with those of the Katrinas and Linas and Sophias of High Prairie.
塞琳娜的午餐篮将成为一个单独且独特的物品,与卡特里娜飓风和高草原的利纳斯和索菲亚斯的午餐篮一起拍卖。
Not a little apprehensive, she was to pack this basket herself.
她一点也不担心,她要自己收拾这个篮子。
Maartje, departing, had left copious but disjointed instructions.
离开时,马杰留下了大量但杂乱无章的指示。
“Ham .
“火腿。”
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them big cookies in the crock .
罐子里有大饼干。
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pickles .
泡菜。
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watch how you don’t spill .
注意如何不溢出。
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plum preserves .
李子蜜饯。
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”。
Maartje’s own basket was of gigantic proportions and staggering content.
马尔杰自己的篮子体积庞大,内容惊人。
Her sandwiches were cubic blocks; her pickles clubs of cucumber; her pies vast plateaus.
她的三明治是立方体的;她的泡菜黄瓜棒;她的馅饼广阔的高原。
The basket provided for Selina, while not quite so large, still was of appalling size as Selina contemplated it.
给赛琳娜提供的篮子虽然不是那么大,但在赛琳娜看来,也已经是大得吓人了。
She decided, suddenly, that she would have none of it.
她突然决定,她不会接受这些。
In her trunk she had a cardboard box such as shoes come in.
她的行李箱里有一个纸板箱,比如鞋子。
Certainly this should hold enough lunch for two, she thought.
当然,这足够两个人吃午餐了,她想。
She and Julie Hempel had used such boxes for picnic lunches on their Saturday holidays.
她和朱莉·亨佩尔在周六假期时用这样的盒子来野餐。
She was a little nervous about the whole thing; rather dreaded the prospect of eating her supper with a High Prairie swain unknown to her.
她对整件事感到有点紧张。她相当害怕与一个她不认识的高草原情人一起吃晚饭。
Suppose no one should bid for her box!
假设没有人应该竞标她的盒子!
She resolved to fill it after her own pattern, disregarding Maartje’s heavy provender.
她决定按照自己的模式来填充它,不顾玛尔杰的厚重的饲料。
She had the kitchen to herself.
厨房是她一个人的。
Jakob was in the fields or out-houses.
雅各布在田野里或户外屋里。
The house was deliciously quiet.
房子里安静得出奇。
Selina rummaged for the shoe box, lined it with a sheet of tissue paper, rolled up her sleeves, got out mixing bowl, flour, pans.
赛琳娜翻找鞋盒,垫上一张纸巾,卷起袖子,拿出搅拌碗、面粉、平底锅。
Cup cakes were her ambition.
杯子蛋糕是她的梦想。
She baked six of them.
她烤了六个。
They came out a beautiful brown but somewhat leaden.
它们呈美丽的棕色,但有点铅灰色。
Still, anything was better than a wedge of soggy pie, she told herself.
尽管如此,任何东西都比一块湿透的馅饼好,她告诉自己。
She boiled eggs very hard, halved them, devilled their yolks, filled the whites neatly with this mixture and clapped the halves together again, skewering them with a toothpick.
她把鸡蛋煮得很硬,把它们切成两半,把蛋黄去掉,用这种混合物整齐地填满蛋白,然后把两半再次拍在一起,用牙签把它们串起来。
Then she rolled each egg separately in tissue paper twisted at the ends.
然后,她将每个鸡蛋分别用两端扭曲的薄纸卷起来。
Daintiness, she had decided, should be the keynote of her supper box.
她决定,精致应该是她晚餐盒的基调。
She cut bread paper-thin and made jelly sandwiches, scorning the ubiquitous pork.
她把面包切成纸一样薄,做了果冻三明治,对随处可见的猪肉不屑一顾。
Bananas, she knew, belonged in a lunch box, but these were unobtainable.
她知道,香蕉应该放在午餐盒里,但这些是买不到的。
She substituted two juicy pippins, polished until their cheeks glittered.
她换了两个多汁的皮皮饼,擦得光滑,直到它们的脸颊闪闪发光。
The food neatly packed she wrapped the box in paper and tied it with a gay red ribbon yielded by her trunk.
食物装得整整齐齐,她用纸把盒子包起来,并用行李箱里的一条鲜艳的红丝带系起来。
At the last moment she whipped into the yard, twisted a brush of evergreen from the tree at the side of the house, and tucked this into the knot of ribbon atop the box.
在最后一刻,她猛地冲进院子,从房子旁边的树上拧了一枝常青树,把它塞进盒子顶上的丝带结里。
She stepped back and thought the effect enchanting.
她退后一步,觉得这种效果很迷人。
She was waiting in her red cashmere and her cloak and hood when Hoogendunk called for her.
当胡根邓克叫她时,她穿着红色羊绒衫、斗篷和兜帽正在等待。
They were late arrivals, for outside Ooms’s hall were hitched all manner of vehicles.
他们迟到了,因为乌姆斯大厅外面停满了各种各样的车辆。
There had been a heavy snowfall two days before.
两天前下了一场大雪。
This had brought out bob-sleds, cutters, sleighs.
这就催生了雪橇、雪橇、雪橇。
The horse sheds were not large enough to shelter all.
马棚不够大,无法容纳所有人。
Late comers had to hitch where they could.
迟到者必须尽可能搭便车。
There was a great jangling of bells as the horses stamped in the snow.
马匹在雪地里跺脚,发出一阵叮当作响的铃声。
Selina, balancing her box carefully, opened the door that led to the wooden stairway.
塞琳娜小心翼翼地平衡着自己的箱子,打开了通往木楼梯的门。
The hall was on the second floor.
大厅在二楼。
The clamour that struck her ears had the effect of a physical blow.
耳边传来的喧闹声就像是身体上的打击。
She hesitated a moment, and if there had been any means of returning to the Pool farm, short of walking five miles in the snow, she would have taken it.
她犹豫了一会儿,如果有什么办法可以返回泳池农场,只要不用在雪地里步行五英里,她就会选择它。
Up the stairs and into the din.
走上楼梯,进入喧嚣之中。
Evidently the auctioning of supper baskets was even now in progress.
显然,晚餐篮子的拍卖现在正在进行中。
The roar of voices had broken out after the sale of a basket and now was subsiding under the ear-splitting cracks of the auctioneer’s hammer.
拍卖篮子售出后,喧闹声此起彼伏,现在在拍卖师的锤子震耳欲聋的敲击声中逐渐平息。
Through the crowded doorway Selina could catch a glimpse of him as he stood on a chair, the baskets piled before him.
透过拥挤的门口,塞琳娜可以看到他站在椅子上,篮子堆在他面前。
He used a barrel elevated on a box as his pulpit.
他用一个放在盒子上的桶作为他的讲坛。
The auctioneer was Adam Ooms who himself had once been the High Prairie school teacher.
拍卖师是亚当·乌姆斯(Adam Ooms),他本人曾经是高草原学校的老师。
A fox-faced little man, bald, falsetto, the village clown with a solid foundation of shrewdness under his clowning and a tart layer of malice over it.
一个狐狸脸的小个子男人,光头,假声,村里的小丑,他的小丑外表下有着坚实的精明基础,而其外表下却有一层尖酸刻薄的恶意。
High and shrill came his voice.
他的声音高亢而尖锐。
“What am I bid!
“我出价什么!
What am I bid!
我出价什么!
Thirty cents!
三十美分!
Thirty-five!
三十五!
Shame on you, gentlemen.
先生们,你们真丢脸。
What am I bid!
我出价什么!
Who’ll make it forty!”
谁能做到四十呢!”
Selina felt a little thrill of excitement.
赛琳娜感到一丝兴奋。
She looked about for a place on which to lay her wraps.
她四处寻找可以裹上裹布的地方。
Every table, chair, hook, and rack in the hallway was piled with clothing.
走廊里的每张桌子、椅子、挂钩、架子上都堆满了衣服。
She espied a box that appeared empty, rolled her cloak, muffler, and hood into a neat bundle and, about to cast it into the box, saw, upturned to her from its depths, the round pink faces of the sleeping Kuyper twins, aged six months.
她看到一个空盒子,她把斗篷、围巾和兜帽卷成整齐的一捆,正准备把它扔进盒子里,看到从盒子深处朝她仰起的是睡着的凯珀双胞胎的粉红色圆脸,六个月大。
From the big hall now came a great shouting, clapping of hands, stamping, cat-calls.
现在,大厅里传来一阵大喊大叫、拍手声、跺脚声、猫叫声。
Another basket had been disposed of.
另一个篮子已被处理掉。
Oh, dear!
哦亲爱的!
In desperation Selina placed her bundle on the floor in a corner, smoothed down the red cashmere, snatched up her lunch box and made for the doorway with the childish eagerness of one out of the crowd to be in it.
绝望中,塞琳娜把包袱放在角落里的地板上,抚平红色羊绒,抓起午餐盒,带着人群中孩子气的渴望走进门口。
She wondered where Maartje and Klaas Pool were in this close-packed roomful; and Roelf.
她想知道在这个拥挤的房间里,马尔杰和克拉斯·普尔在哪里;和罗尔夫。
In the doorway she found that broad black-coated backs shut off sight and ingress.
在门口,她发现宽阔的黑色涂层后背挡住了视线和入口。
She had written her name neatly on her lunch box.
她在饭盒上工整地写下了自己的名字。
Now she was at a loss to find a way to reach Adam Ooms.
现在她不知如何找到联系亚当·乌姆斯的方法。
She eyed the great-shouldered expanse just ahead of her.
她注视着前方那片宽阔的肩膀。
In desperation she decided to dig into it with a corner of her box.
无奈之下,她决定用盒子的一角往里挖。
She dug, viciously.
她恶狠狠地挖着。
The back winced.
背脊抽搐了。
Its owner turned.
它的主人转身。
“Here!
“这里!
What——!”
什么——!”
Selina looked up into the wrathful face of Pervus DeJong.
塞琳娜抬头看着佩尔乌斯·德容愤怒的脸。
Pervus DeJong looked down into the startled eyes of Selina Peake.
佩尔乌斯·德容低头看着塞琳娜·皮克惊讶的眼睛。
Large enough eyes at any time; enormous now in her fright at what she had done.
任何时候眼睛都足够大;现在她对自己所做的事情感到非常恐惧。
“I’m sorry!
“对不起!
I’m—sorry.
我——抱歉。
I thought if I could—there’s no way of getting my lunch box up there—such a crowd——”
我想如果我可以的话——没有办法把我的午餐盒拿到那里——这么多人——”
A slim, appealing, lovely little figure in the wine-red cashmere, amidst all those buxom bosoms, and overheated bodies, and flushed faces.
一个身着酒红色羊绒的苗条、迷人、可爱的小身影,在那些丰满的胸部、过热的身体和通红的脸庞之中。
His gaze left her reluctantly, settled on the lunch box, became, if possible, more bewildered.
他的目光不情愿地离开她,落在饭盒上,如果可能的话,变得更加困惑。
“That?
“那个?
Lunch box?”
饭盒?”
“Yes.
是的。
For the raffle.
为了抽奖。
I’m the school teacher.
我是学校老师。
Selina Peake.”
塞琳娜·皮克。”
He nodded.
他点点头。
“I saw you in church Sunday.”
“周日我在教堂见到你了。”
“You did!
“你做到了!
I didn’t think you.
我没想到你。
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.
。
Did you?”
你是吗?
“Wait here.
“在这里等一下。
I’ll come back.
我会回来的。
Wait here.”
在这里等一下。”
He took the shoe box.
他接过鞋盒。
She waited.
她等待着。
He ploughed his way through the crowd like a Juggernaut, reached Adam Ooms’s platform and placed the box inconspicuously next a colossal hamper that was one of a dozen grouped awaiting Adam’s attention.
他像主宰者一样穿过人群,到达亚当·乌姆斯的讲台上,把盒子放在一个巨大的篮子旁边,不显眼,这是等待亚当注意的十几个篮子之一。
When he had made his way back to Selina he again said, “Wait,” and plunged down the wooden stairway.
当他回到塞琳娜身边时,他再次说了句“等等”,然后就冲下了木楼梯。
Selina waited.
赛琳娜等待着。
She had ceased to feel distressed at her inability to find the Pools in the crowd, a-tiptoe though she was.
尽管她踮着脚尖,却无法在人群中找到普尔斯,她不再为此感到苦恼。
When presently he came back he had in his hand an empty wooden soap-box.
不久他回来了,手里拿着一个空的木制肥皂盒。
This he up-ended in the doorway just behind the crowd stationed there.
他把这个东西倒在门口,就在人群后面。
Selina mounted it; found her head a little above the level of his.
塞琳娜安装了它;发现她的头略高于他的头。
She could survey the room from end to end.
她可以从头到尾审视整个房间。
There were the Pools.
还有泳池。
She waved to Maartje; smiled at Roelf.
她向马尔杰挥手致意。对罗尔夫微笑。
He made as though to come toward her; did come part way, and was restrained by Maartje catching at his coat tail.
他假装要朝她走来。确实走到了一半,但被马杰抓住了他的外套尾巴。
Selina wished she could think of something to say.
塞琳娜希望她能想出一些话来说。
She looked down at Pervus DeJong.
她低头看着佩尔乌斯·德容。
The back of his neck was pink, as though with effort.
他的后颈呈粉红色,似乎是经过了努力。
She thought, instinctively, “My goodness, he’s trying to think of something to say, too.” That, somehow, put her at her ease.
她本能地想:“天哪,他也在想说什么。”不知何故,这让她感到轻松。
She would wait until he spoke.
她会等到他说话。
His neck was now a deep red.
他的脖子现在变成了深红色。
The crowd surged back at some disturbance around Adam Ooms’s elevation.
亚当·奥姆斯的高度周围出现了一些骚动,人群涌了回来。
Selina teetered perilously on her box, put out a hand blindly, felt his great hard hand on her arm, steadying her.
塞琳娜在盒子上摇摇欲坠,盲目地伸出一只手,感觉到他那只坚硬的大手放在她的手臂上,稳住了她。
“Quite a crowd, ain’t it?” The effort had reached its apex.
“人很多,不是吗?”努力已经达到了顶峰。
The red of his neck began to recede.
脖子上的红色开始退去。
“Oh, quite!”
“噢,确实如此!”
“They ain’t all High Prairie.
“他们并不都是高草原。
Some of ’em’s from Low Prairie way.
其中一些来自低草原路。
New Haarlem, even.”
甚至是新哈勒姆。”
“Really!”
“真的吗!”
A pause.
停顿一下。
Another effort.
另一项努力。
“How goes it school teaching?”
“学校教学怎么样?”
“Oh—it goes pretty well.”
“哦——进展顺利。”
“You are little to be school teacher, anyway, ain’t you?”
“无论如何,你还不足以当学校老师,不是吗?”
“Little!” She drew herself up from her vantage point of the soap-box.
“小的!”她从肥皂盒的有利位置站起身来。
“I’m bigger than you are.”
“我比你大。”
They laughed at that as at an exquisite piece of repartee.
他们嘲笑这就像嘲笑一场精彩的妙语连珠。
Adam Oom’s gavel (a wooden potato masher) crashed for silence.
亚当·乌姆(Adam Oom)的木槌(木制土豆捣碎器)发出一声巨响,让大家安静下来。
“Ladies!” [Crash!] “And gents!” [Crash!] “Gents!
“女士们!” [崩溃!]“还有先生们!” [崩溃!] “先生们!
Look what basket we’ve got here!”
看看我们这里有什么篮子!”
Look indeed.
看确实。
A great hamper, grown so plethoric that it could no longer wear its cover.
一个大礼篮,已经变得太多,以至于无法再戴上盖子了。
Its contents bellied into a mound smoothly covered with a fine white cloth whose glistening surface proclaimed it damask.
它的内容物被堆成一个小堆,光滑地覆盖着一块细白布,其闪闪发光的表面表明它是锦缎。
A Himalaya among hampers.
礼篮中的喜马拉雅山。
You knew that under that snowy crust lay gold that was fowl done crisply, succulently; emeralds in the form of gherkins; rubies that melted into strawberry preserves; cakes frosted like diamonds; to say nothing of such semi-precious jewels as potato salad; cheeses; sour cream to be spread on rye bread and butter; coffee cakes; crullers.
你知道,在那雪白的外壳下,是金子,那是烤得酥脆、多汁的鸡肉;小黄瓜形状的祖母绿;融化成草莓蜜饯的红宝石;像钻石一样磨砂的蛋糕;更不用说像土豆沙拉这样的半宝石了;奶酪;涂在黑麦面包和黄油上的酸奶油;咖啡蛋糕;油条。
Crash!
碰撞!
“The Widow Paarlenberg’s basket, ladies—_and_ gents!
“帕伦伯格寡妇的篮子,女士们——先生们!
The Widow Paarlenberg!
帕伦伯格寡妇!
I don’t know what’s in it.
我不知道里面有什么。
You don’t know what’s in it.
你不知道里面有什么。
We don’t have to know what’s in it.
我们不必知道里面有什么。
Who has eaten Widow Paarlenberg’s chicken once don’t have to know.
谁吃过寡妇帕伦伯格的鸡,谁就不必知道。
Who has eaten Widow Paarlenberg’s cake once don’t have to know.
不必知道谁吃过帕伦伯格寡妇的蛋糕。
What am I bid on Widow Paarlenberg’s basket!
我对帕伦伯格寡妇的篮子出价多少!
What am I bid!
我出价什么!
WhatmIbidwhatmIbidwhatmIbid!” [Crash!]
什么同上,同上,同上!” [崩溃!]
The widow herself, very handsome in black silk, her gold neck chain rising and falling richly with the little flurry that now agitated her broad bosom, was seated in a chair against the wall not five feet from the auctioneer’s stand.
寡妇本人坐在离拍卖台不到五英尺的靠墙椅子上,身着黑色丝绸,非常英俊,金颈链随着她宽阔的胸膛的轻微波动而上下起伏。
She bridled now, blushed, cast down her eyes, cast up her eyes, succeeded in looking as unconscious as a complaisant Turkish slave girl on the block.
她现在勒住了,脸红了,低下眼睛,抬起眼睛,成功地看起来像街区里一个温顺的土耳其女奴一样昏迷不醒。
Adam Ooms’s glance swept the hall.
亚当·奥姆斯的目光扫过整个大厅。
He leaned forward, his fox-like face fixed in a smile.
他身体前倾,狐狸般的脸上挂着微笑。
From the widow herself, seated so prominently at his right, his gaze marked the young blades of the village; the old bucks; youths and widowers and bachelors.
坐在他右边显眼的寡妇身上,他的目光注视着村里年轻的刀锋。老家伙;年轻人、鳏夫和单身汉。
Here was the prize of the evening.
这是当晚的奖品。
Around, in a semi-circle, went his keen glance until it reached the tall figure towering in the doorway—reached it, and rested there.
他敏锐的目光绕着半圆转了一圈,直到到达门口那高耸的身影——到达了,然后停在那里。
His gimlet eyes seemed to bore their way into Pervus DeJong’s steady stare.
他那双锐利的眼睛似乎钻进了佩尔乌斯·德容坚定的目光中。
He raised his right arm aloft, brandishing the potato masher.
他高举右臂,挥舞着土豆捣碎器。
The whole room fixed its gaze on the blond head in the doorway.
整个房间的目光都集中在门口的金发脑袋上。
“Speak up!
“说吧!
Young men of High Prairie!
高草原的年轻人!
Heh, you, Pervus DeJong!
呵呵,你,佩尔乌斯·德容!
WhatmIbidwhatmIbidwhatmIbid!”
什么同上,同上,同上!”
“Fifty cents!” The bid came from Gerrit Pon at the other end of the hall.
“五十美分!”投标来自大厅另一端的格里特·庞(Gerrit Pon)。
A dashing offer, as a start, in this district where one dollar often represented the profits on a whole load of market truck brought to the city.
作为一个开始,在这个地区,一美元常常代表运往城市的一整车市场卡车的利润,这是一个大胆的提议。
Crash!
碰撞!
went the potato masher.
土豆捣碎器走了。
“Fifty cents I’m bid.
“我出价五十美分。
Who’ll make it seventy-five?
谁能达到七十五?
Who’ll make it seventy-five?”
谁能达到七十五?”
“Sixty!” Johannes Ambuul, a widower, his age more than the sum of his bid.
“六十!”约翰内斯·阿姆布尔(Johannes Ambuul)是一位鳏夫,他的年龄超过了他的出价总和。
“Seventy!” Gerrit Pon.
“七十!”格里特·庞.
Adam Ooms whispered it—hissed it.
亚当·奥姆斯低声说道——嘶嘶地说。
“S-s-s-seventy.
“七十。”
Ladies and gents, I wouldn’t repeat out loud sucha figger.
女士们先生们,我不会大声重复这样的想法。
I would be ashamed.
我会感到羞愧。
Look at this basket, gents, and then you can say .
先生们,看看这个篮子,然后你就可以说。
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。
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。
s-s-seventy!”
七十!”
“Seventy-five!” the cautious Ambuul.
“七十五!”谨慎的安布尔。
Scarlet, flooding her face, belied the widow’s outward air of composure.
寡妇脸上泛着猩红,掩盖了她外表的镇静。
Pervus DeJong, standing beside Selina, viewed the proceedings with an air of detachment.
站在塞琳娜旁边的佩尔乌斯·德容以一种超然的态度看待整个过程。
High Prairie was looking at him expectantly, openly.
高草原满怀期待地、公开地看着他。
The widow bit her red lip, tossed her head.
寡妇咬着红唇,摇摇头。
Pervus DeJong returned the auctioneer’s meaning smirk with the mild gaze of a disinterested outsider.
佩尔乌斯·德容以一个公正的局外人的温和目光回应了拍卖师意味深长的傻笑。
High Prairie, Low Prairie, and New Haarlem sat tense, like an audience at a play.
高草原、低草原和新哈勒姆都紧张地坐着,就像戏剧中的观众一样。
Here, indeed, was drama being enacted in a community whose thrills were all too rare.
确实,这里正在上演戏剧,而这个社区的刺激实在是太罕见了。
“Gents!” Adam Ooms’s voice took on a tearful note—the tone of one who is more hurt than angry.
“先生们!”亚当·奥姆斯的声音带着泪水——这种语气更多的是受伤而不是愤怒。
“Gents!” Slowly, with infinite reverence, he lifted one corner of the damask cloth that concealed the hamper’s contents—lifted it and peered within as at a treasure.
“先生们!”带着无限的崇敬,他慢慢地掀起包裹着礼篮内容的锦缎布的一角——举起它,凝视着里面,就像在看一件宝藏。
At what he saw there he started back dramatically, at once rapturous, despairing, amazed.
看到那里的景象,他戏剧性地向后退了一步,既欣喜若狂,又绝望又惊讶。
He rolled his eyes.
他翻了个白眼。
He smacked his lips.
他咂嘴。
He rubbed his stomach.
他揉了揉肚子。
The sort of dumb show that, since the days of the Greek drama, has been used to denote gastronomic delight.
自希腊戏剧时代以来,这种愚蠢的表演就被用来表示美食的乐趣。
“Eighty!” was wrenched suddenly from Goris Von Vuuren, the nineteen-year-old fat and gluttonous son of a prosperous New Haarlem farmer.
“八十!”戈里斯·冯·弗伦 (Goris Von Vuuren) 突然被从戈里斯·冯·弗伦 (Goris Von Vuuren) 手中夺走,戈里斯·冯·弗伦 (Goris Von Vuuren) 是一位十九岁的肥胖贪吃的新哈勒姆农民的儿子。
Adam Ooms rubbed brisk palms together.
亚当·奥姆斯轻快地搓着手掌。
“Now then!
“那么现在!
A dollar!
一美元!
A dollar!
一美元!
It’s an insult to this basket to make it less than a dollar.” He lifted the cover again, sniffed, appeared overcome.
如果这个篮子的价格低于一美元,那是对它的侮辱。”他再次掀开被子,吸了吸鼻子,看上去有些不知所措。
“Gents, if it wasn’t for Mrs. Ooms sitting there I’d make it a dollar myself and a bargain.
“先生们,如果不是奥姆斯太太坐在那里,我自己就能赚到一美元,而且很划算。
A dollar!
一美元!
Am I bid a dollar!” He leaned far forward over his improvised pulpit.
我出价一美元吗!”他在临时搭建的讲坛上向前倾身。
“Did I hear you say a dollar, Pervus DeJong?” DeJong stared, immovable, unabashed.
“我听到你说一美元了吗,佩尔乌斯·德容?”德容凝视着,一动不动,毫不掩饰。
His very indifference was contagious.
他的冷漠很有感染力。
The widow’s bountiful basket seemed to shrink before one’s eyes.
寡妇那丰盛的篮子似乎在眼前缩小了。
“Eighty-eighty-eighty-eighty—gents!
“八十八八八——先生们!
I’m going to tell you something.
我要告诉你一件事。
I’m going to whisper a secret.” His lean face was veined with craftiness.
我要悄悄说出一个秘密。”他瘦削的脸上布满狡猾的血管。
“Gents.
“先生们。
Listen.
听着。
It isn’t chicken in this beautiful basket.
这个漂亮的篮子里的不是鸡肉。
It isn’t chicken.
这不是鸡肉。
It’s”—a dramatic pause—“it’s _roast duck!_” He swayed back, mopped his brow with his red handkerchief, held one hand high in the air.
这是”——一个戏剧性的停顿——“这是_烤鸭!_”他向后摇晃,用红色手帕擦着额头,一只手高举在空中。
His last card.
他的最后一张牌。
“Eighty-five!” groaned the fat Goris Von Vuuren.
“八十五!”胖子戈里斯·冯·乌伦呻吟道。
“Eighty-five!
“八十五!
Eighty-five!
八十五!
Eightyfiveeightyfiveeightyfive eighty-five!
八十五八五八十五八十五!
Gents!
先生们!
Gen-tle-men!
先生们!
Eighty-five once!
八十五一次!
Eighty-five—twice!” [Crash!] “Gone to Goris Von Vuuren for eighty-five.”
八十五——两次!” [崩溃!]“去Goris Von Vuuren 买八十五块钱。”
A sigh went up from the assemblage; a sigh that was the wind before the storm.
人群中发出一声叹息。叹息是暴风雨前的风。
There followed a tornado of talk.
接下来是一场龙卷风般的谈话。
It crackled and thundered.
它噼啪作响,雷鸣般。
The rich Widow Paarlenberg would have to eat her supper with Von Vuuren’s boy, the great thick Goris.
富有的寡妇帕伦伯格必须和冯·乌伦的儿子、大胖子戈里斯一起吃晚饭。
And there in the doorway, talking to teacher as if they had known each other for years, was Pervus DeJong with his money in his pocket.
佩尔乌斯·德容(Pervus DeJong)站在门口,和老师说话,就像他们已经认识多年一样,他的口袋里揣着钱。
It was as good as a play.
这就像一场戏一样精彩。
Adam Ooms was angry.
亚当·乌姆斯很生气。
His lean, fox-like face became pinched with spite.
他瘦削的、狐狸般的脸因怨恨而变得紧绷。
He prided himself on his antics as auctioneer; and his chef d’œuvre had brought a meagre eighty-five cents, besides doubtless winning him the enmity of that profitable store customer, the Widow Paarlenberg.
他为自己作为拍卖师的滑稽行为感到自豪。他的厨师只带来了微薄的八十五美分,而且无疑还赢得了那位利润丰厚的商店顾客帕伦伯格寡妇的敌意。
Goris Von Vuuren came forward to claim his prize amidst shouting, clapping, laughter.
Goris Von Vuuren 在欢呼声、鼓掌声和笑声中上台领奖。
The great hamper was handed down to him; an ample, rich-looking burden, its handle folded comfortably over its round stomach, its white cover so glistening with starch and ironing that it gave back the light from the big lamp above the auctioneer’s stand.
大礼篮被递给了他。它是一件宽大、看上去富丽堂皇的负担,它的把手舒适地折叠在圆圆的肚子上,它的白色盖子因淀粉和熨烫而闪闪发光,反射着拍卖师台上方大灯的光线。
As Goris Von Vuuren lifted it his great shoulders actually sagged.
当戈里斯·冯·乌伦(Goris Von Vuuren)举起它时,他巨大的肩膀实际上下垂了。
Its contents promised satiety even to such a feeder as he.
即使像他这样的喂食者,它的内容也保证了饱腹感。
A grin, half sheepish, half triumphant, creased his plump pink face.
他粉红的胖脸上露出了一丝笑容,半是羞涩,半是得意。
Adam Ooms scuffled about among the many baskets at his feet.
亚当·奥姆斯在脚边的许多篮子里扭打着。
His nostrils looked pinched and his skinny hands shook a little as he searched for one small object.
当他寻找一个小物体时,他的鼻孔看起来很紧,瘦骨嶙峋的双手微微颤抖。
When he stood upright once more he was smiling.
当他再次站直时,他脸上带着微笑。
His little eyes gleamed.
他的小眼睛闪闪发亮。
His wooden sceptre pounded for silence.
他的木权杖敲击着,要求安静。
High in one hand, balanced daintily on his finger tips, he held Selina’s little white shoe box, with its red ribbon binding it, and the plume of evergreen stuck in the ribbon.
他高高举起一只手,指尖优雅地保持着塞琳娜的白色小鞋盒,上面系着红色丝带,丝带上粘着常绿的羽毛。
Affecting great solicitude he brought it down then to read the name written on it; held it aloft again, smirking.
他装出一副非常关心的样子,把它拿下来,读了上面写的名字。再次高举它,微笑着。
He said nothing.
他什么也没说。
Grinning, he held it high.
他微笑着,高举着它。
He turned his body at the waist from side to side, so that all might see.
他把腰部的身体左右转动,让所有人都可以看到。
The eyes of those before him still held a mental picture of the huge hamper, food-packed, that had just been handed down.
眼前的人的脑海里还浮现着刚刚递过来的装满食物的大礼篮。
The contrast was too absurd, too cruel.
这种对比太荒谬、太残酷。
A ripple of laughter swept the room; rose; swelled to a roar.
一阵笑声席卷整个房间。玫瑰;膨胀为咆哮。
Adam Ooms drew his mouth down solemnly.
亚当·奥姆斯严肃地闭上了嘴。
His little finger elegantly crooked, he pendulumed the box to right and left.
他的小指优雅地弯曲着,左右晃动着盒子。
He swerved his beady eyes from side to side.
他把圆圆的眼睛从一边转向另一边。
He waited with a nice sense of the dramatic until the laughter had reached its height, then held up a hand for silence.
他带着一种戏剧性的感觉等待着,直到笑声达到高潮,然后举起一只手示意安静。
A great scraping “Ahem!” as he cleared his throat threatened to send the crowd off again.
一声精彩的刮擦“咳咳!”他清了清嗓子,威胁要再次送走人群。
“Ladies—_and_ gents!
“女士们——先生们!
Here’s a dainty little tidbit.
这是一个精致的小花絮。
Here’s something not only for the inner man, but a feast for the eye.
这不仅是内心的享受,也是一场视觉盛宴。
Well, boys, if the last lot was too much for you this lot ought to be just about right.
好吧,孩子们,如果最后一批对你来说太多了,那么这一批应该正好合适。
If the food ain’t quite enough for you, you can tie the ribbon in the lady’s hair and put the posy in your buttonhole and there you are.
如果食物对你来说还不够,你可以把丝带系在女士的头发上,然后把花束放在你的扣眼里,就这样了。
_There_ you are!
_那儿_你来了!
What’s more, the lady herself goes with it.
更何况,这位女士本人也同意。
You don’t get a country girl with this here box, gents.
先生们,你不会找到一个乡村女孩拿着这个盒子。
A city girl, you can tell by looking at it, just.
都市女孩,一看就知道,就是。
And who is she?
她是谁?
Who did up this dainty little box just big enough for two?” He inspected it again, solemnly, and added, as an after-thought, “If you ain’t feeling specially hungry.
谁设计了这个只够两个人吃的精致小盒子?”他又严肃地检查了一遍,想了想又补充道:“如果你不觉得特别饿的话。
Who?——” He looked about, apishly.
谁?——”他狡猾地环顾四周。
Selina’s cheeks matched her gown.
塞琳娜的脸颊与她的礼服很相配。
Her eyes were wide and dark with the effort she was making to force back the hot haze threatening them.
她的眼睛又大又黑,努力驱赶威胁着它们的热雾。
Why had she mounted this wretched soap-box!
她为什么要装这个破肥皂盒!
Why had she come to this hideous party!
她为什么要来参加这个可怕的聚会!
Why had she come to High Prairie!
她为什么要来高草原!
Why!
为什么!
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“Miss Selina Peake, that’s who.
“塞琳娜·皮克小姐,就是她。
Miss Se-li-na Peake!”
塞莉娜·皮克小姐!”
A hundred balloon faces pulled by a single cord turned toward her as she stood there on the box for all to see.
当她站在盒子上让所有人都看到时,用一根绳子拉着一百个气球脸转向她。
They swam toward her.
他们游向她。
She put up a hand to push them back.
她伸出一只手,将他们推开。
“What’m I bid!
“我出价什么!
What’m I bid!
我出价什么!
What’m I bid for this here lovely little toothful, gents!
先生们,我要出价买这个可爱的小牙齿!
Start her up!”
启动她吧!”
“Five cents!” piped up old Johannes Ambuul, with a snicker.
“五分钱!”老约翰内斯·阿姆布尔窃笑道。
The tittering crowd broke into a guffaw.
窃笑的人群爆发出一阵狂笑。
Selina was conscious of a little sick feeling at the pit of her stomach.
赛琳娜感觉自己的胃底有点不舒服。
Through the haze she saw the widow’s face, no longer sulky, but smiling now.
透过薄雾,她看到寡妇的脸不再闷闷不乐,而是微笑着。
She saw Roelf’s dear dark head.
她看到了罗尔夫亲爱的黑脑袋。
His face was set, like a man’s.
他的脸很严肃,就像一个男人的脸。
He was coming toward her, or trying to, but the crowd wedged him in, small as he was among those great bodies.
他正朝她走来,或者说正试图朝她走来,但人群把他挤了进去,尽管他在那些巨大的身体之中,但他却很小。
She lost sight of him.
她看不见他了。
How hot it was!
天气多热啊!
how hot .
多热啊。
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.
。
An arm at her waist.
一只手臂搭在她的腰上。
Some one had mounted the little box and stood teetering there beside her, pressed against her slightly, reassuringly.
有人登上了小盒子,摇摇晃晃地站在她身边,轻轻地压着她,让她放心。
Pervus DeJong.
佩尔乌斯·德容。
Her head was on a level with his great shoulder now.
她的头现在与他的肩膀处于同一水平线上。
They stood together in the doorway, on the soap-box, for all High Prairie to see.
他们一起站在门口的肥皂盒上,让高草原的所有人都看到。
“Five cents I’m bid for this lovely little mouthful put up by the school teacher’s own fair hands.
“我出价五美分,买下这口可爱的小口食物,是学校老师亲手亲手制作的。
Five cents!
五分钱!
Five——”
五——”
“One dollar!” Pervus DeJong.
“一美元!”佩尔乌斯·德容。
The balloon faces were suddenly punctured with holes.
气球表面突然被刺破了几个洞。
High Prairie’s jaw dropped with astonishment.
高草原惊得下巴都掉下来了。
Its mouth stood open.
它的嘴张开着。
There was nothing plain about Selina now.
塞琳娜现在没有任何明显的地方。
Her dark head was held high, and his fair one beside it made a vivid foil.
她的黑头高高地昂着,旁边他白皙的头形成了生动的衬托。
The purchase of the wine-coloured cashmere was at last justified.
购买酒红色羊绒终于是合理的了。
“And ten!” cackled old Johannes Ambuul, his rheumy eyes on Selina.
“还有十个!”老约翰内斯·安布尔咯咯地笑道,他那双湿淋淋的眼睛看着塞琳娜。
Art and human spitefulness struggled visibly for mastery in Adam Ooms’s face—and art won.
在亚当·乌姆斯的脸上,艺术和人类的恶意明显地在争夺主宰权——而艺术赢了。
The auctioneer triumphed over the man.
拍卖师战胜了那个人。
The term “crowd psychology” was unknown to him, but he was artist enough to sense that some curious magic process, working through this roomful of people, had transformed the little white box, from a thing despised and ridiculed, into an object of beauty, of value, of infinite desirability.
“群体心理”这个词对他来说并不陌生,但他是一位足够艺术家,能够感觉到某种奇怪的魔法过程,在这屋子里的人中起作用,已经将这个小白盒子从一个被鄙视和嘲笑的东西变成了一个美丽的、有价值的、无限渴望的物体。
He now eyed it in a catalepsy of admiration.
现在他以一种钦佩的目光注视着它。
“One-ten I’m bid for this box all tied with a ribbon to match the gown of the girl who brought it.
“我出价一十分,买下这个盒子,上面系着丝带,与带来它的女孩的礼服相匹配。
Gents, you get the ribbon, the lunch, _and_ the girl.
先生们,你们得到丝带、午餐和女孩。
And only one-ten bid for all that.
而且只有十分之一的人出价。
Gents!
先生们!
Gents!
先生们!
Remember, it ain’t only a lunch—it’s a picture.
请记住,这不仅仅是一顿午餐,而且是一张照片。
It pleases the eye.
令人赏心悦目。
Do I hear one——”
我有没有听到——”
“Five bits!” Barend DeRoo, of Low Prairie, in the lists.
“五位!”来自 Low Prairie 的 Barend DeRoo 也在名单中。
A strapping young Dutchman, the Brom Bones of the district.
一位身材魁梧的年轻荷兰人,是该地区的“布罗姆骨头”。
Aaltje Huff, in a fit of pique at his indifference, had married to spite him.
阿尔杰·哈夫对他的冷漠感到愤怒,于是结了婚来报复他。
Cornelia Vinke, belle of New Haarlem, was said to be languishing for love of him.
据说,新哈勒姆的美女科妮莉亚·文克(Cornelia Vinke)正因对他的爱而苦苦挣扎。
He drove to the Haymarket with his load of produce and played cards all night on the wagon under the gas torches while the street girls of the neighbourhood assailed him in vain.
他带着一车农产品开车到干草市场,在煤气灯下在马车上打了一整夜的牌,而附近的街头女孩却徒劳地攻击他。
Six feet three, his red face shone now like a harvest moon above the crowd.
身高六英尺三英寸,他的红脸现在在人群上方闪闪发光,就像一轮丰收的月亮。
A merry, mischievous eye that laughed at Pervus DeJong and his dollar bid.
一只快乐而顽皮的眼睛嘲笑着佩尔乌斯·德容和他的美元出价。
“Dollar and a half!” A high clear voice—a boy’s voice.
“一美元半!”一个高亢清晰的声音——一个男孩的声音。
Roelf.
罗尔夫.
“Oh, no!” said Selina aloud.
“哦,不!”赛琳娜大声说道。
But she was unheard in the gabble.
但她的喋喋不休却无人听见。
Roelf had once confided to her that he had saved three dollars and fifty cents in the last three years.
罗尔夫曾经向她吐露,过去三年里他节省了三美元五十美分。
Five dollars would purchase a set of tools that his mind had been fixed on for months past.
五美元就可以购买一套他过去几个月一直在思考的工具。
Selina saw Klaas Pool’s look of astonishment changing to anger.
赛琳娜看到克拉斯池的神情由惊讶转为愤怒。
Saw Maartje Pool’s quick hand on his arm, restraining him.
看到马尔杰·普尔敏捷的手放在他的手臂上,制止了他。
“Two dollars!” Pervus DeJong.
“两块钱!”佩尔乌斯·德容。
“Twotwotwotwotwotwo!” Adam Ooms in a frenzy of salesmanship.
“二二二二二!”亚当·奥姆斯(Adam Ooms)热衷于推销。
“And ten.” Johannes Ambuul’s cautious bid.
“还有十个。”约翰内斯·阿姆布尔(Johannes Ambuul)的谨慎出价。
“Two and a quarter.” Barend DeRoo.
“两点一刻。”巴伦德·德鲁.
“Two-fifty!” Pervus DeJong.
“两点五十分!”佩尔乌斯·德容。
“Three dollars!” The high voice of the boy.
“三块钱!”男孩的声音很高。
It cracked a little on the last syllable, and the crowd laughed.
最后一个音节有点噼啪作响,人群哈哈大笑。
“Three-three-three-three-threethreethree.
“三三三三三三三。
Three once——”
三一次——”
“And a half.” Pervus DeJong.
“还有一半。”佩尔乌斯·德容。
“Three sixty.”
“三点六十。”
“Four!” DeRoo.
“四个!”德罗。
“And ten.”
“还有十个。”
The boy’s voice was heard no more.
男孩的声音再也听不到了。
“I wish they’d stop,” whispered Selina.
“我希望他们停下来。”塞琳娜低声说道。
“Five!” Pervus DeJong.
“五!”佩尔乌斯·德容。
“Six!” DeRoo, his face very red.
“六!”德罗的脸很红。
“And ten.”
“还有十个。”
“Seven!”
“七!”
“It’s only jelly sandwiches,” said Selina to DeJong, in a panic.
“这只是果冻三明治,”塞琳娜惊慌地对德容说。
“Eight!” Johannes Ambuul, gone mad.
“八!”约翰内斯·安布尔,疯了。
“Nine!” DeRoo.
“九!”德罗。
“Nine!
“九个!
Nine I’m bid!
九 我中标了!
Nine-nine-nine!
九九九!
Who’ll make it——”
谁能做到——”
“Let him have it.
“让他拥有吧。
The cup cakes fell a little.
纸杯蛋糕掉了一点。
Don’t——”
别——”
“Ten!” said Pervus DeJong.
“十个!”佩尔乌斯·德容说道。
Barend DeRoo shrugged his great shoulders.
巴伦德·德鲁耸耸他的肩膀。
“Ten-ten-ten.
“十、十、十。
Do I hear eleven?
我听到十一点了吗?
Do I hear ten-fifty!
我听到十点五十分了吗!
Ten-ten-ten tententententententen!
十十十帐篷腾腾腾腾!
Gents!
先生们!
Ten once.
一次十个。
Ten twice!
十两次!
Gone!—for ten dollars to Pervus DeJong.
走了!——给 Pervus DeJong 十美元。
And a bargain.” Adam Ooms mopped his bald head and his cheeks and the damp spot under his chin.
而且很便宜。”亚当·奥姆斯擦了擦他的光头、脸颊和下巴下面的湿点。
Ten dollars.
十美元。
Adam Ooms knew, as did all the countryside, this was not the sum of ten dollars merely.
亚当·奥姆斯(Adam Ooms)知道,就像所有乡村人一样,这不仅仅是十美元的总和。
No basket of food, though it contained nightingales’ tongues, the golden apple of Atalanta, wines of rare vintage, could have been adequate recompense for these ten dollars.
尽管里面有夜莺的舌头、亚特兰大的金苹果、珍稀年份的葡萄酒,但没有一篮子食物足以补偿这十块钱。
They represented sweat and blood; toil and hardship; hours under the burning prairie sun at mid-day; work doggedly carried on through the drenching showers of spring; nights of restless sleep snatched an hour at a time under the sky in the Chicago market place; miles of weary travel down the rude corduroy road between High Prairie and Chicago, now up to the hubs in mud, now blinded by dust and blowing sand.
他们代表着汗水和鲜血;辛劳和艰辛;正午草原烈日下的几个小时;工作在春雨中顽强地进行着;在芝加哥市场的天空下,失眠的夜晚有时会被夺走一个小时;沿着高草原和芝加哥之间简陋的灯芯绒道路行驶了数英里,疲惫不堪,现在到达了泥泞的枢纽,现在又被灰尘和风沙遮蔽了视线。
A sale at Christie’s, with a miniature going for a million, could not have met with a deeper hush, a more dramatic babble following the hush.
佳士得拍卖会上,一幅微型画售价一百万,引起了最深沉的静默,静默后的喧嚣声也最为戏剧化。
They ate their lunch together in one corner of Adam Ooms’s hall.
他们在亚当·奥姆斯大厅的一角一起吃午餐。
Selina opened the box and took out the devilled eggs, and the cup cakes that had fallen a little, and the apples, and the sandwiches sliced very, very thin.
塞琳娜打开盒子,拿出了芥末蛋,还有掉了一点的纸杯蛋糕,还有苹果,还有切成薄片的三明治。
The coldly appraising eye of all High Prairie, Low Prairie, and New Haarlem watched this sparse provender emerge from the ribbon-tied shoe box.
高草原、低草原和新哈勒姆的所有人都用冷漠的目光注视着这些稀疏的谷物从系着丝带的鞋盒里出来。
She offered him a sandwich.
她给了他一个三明治。
It looked infinitesimal in his great paw.
在他的大爪子里,它看起来微不足道。
Suddenly all Selina’s agony of embarrassment was swept away, and she was laughing, not wildly or hysterically, but joyously and girlishly.
突然,塞琳娜所有的尴尬痛苦都一扫而空,她笑起来,不是狂野或歇斯底里,而是快乐而少女。
She sank her little white teeth into one of the absurd sandwiches and looked at him, expecting to find him laughing, too.
她把洁白的小牙齿咬进了一个可笑的三明治里,看着他,希望看到他也在笑。
But he wasn’t laughing.
但他没有笑。
He looked very earnest, and his blue eyes were fixed hard on the bit of bread in his hand, and his face was very red and clean-shaven.
他看上去很认真,蓝色的眼睛死死地盯着手里的那块面包,脸涨得通红,胡子刮得干干净净。
He bit into the sandwich and chewed it solemnly.
他咬了一口三明治,郑重地咀嚼着。
And Selina thought: “Why, the dear thing!
塞琳娜想:“哎呀,亲爱的!
The great big dear thing!
伟大的伟大的亲爱的事情!
And he might have been eating breast of duck .
他可能正在吃鸭胸肉。
.
。
.
。
Ten dollars!” Aloud she said, “What made you do it?”
十块钱!”她大声说道:“是什么让你这么做的?”
“I don’t know.
“我不知道。
I don’t know.” Then, “You looked so little.
我不知道。”然后,“你看上去好小啊。
And they were making fun.
他们正在开玩笑。
Laughing.” He looked very earnest, and his blue eyes were fixed hard on the sandwich, and his face was very red.
笑了。”他看上去很认真,蓝色的眼睛死死地盯着三明治,脸涨得通红。
“That’s a very foolish reason for throwing away ten dollars,” Selina said, severely.
“这就是扔掉十块钱的非常愚蠢的理由。”赛琳娜严肃地说。
He seemed not to hear her; bit ruminantly into one of the cup cakes.
他似乎没有听见她说话。反刍地咬了其中一个纸杯蛋糕。
Suddenly: “I can’t hardly write at all, only to sign my name and like that.”
突然:“我根本不会写字,只能签上自己的名字之类的。”
“Read?”
“读?”
“Only to spell out the words.
“只是为了拼出单词。
Anyways I don’t get time for reading.
反正我没有时间读书。
But figuring I wish I knew.
但我想我希望我知道。
’Rithmetic.
’有算术。
I can figger some, but those fellows in Haymarket they are too sharp for me.
我可以猜出一些,但是干草市场的那些家伙对我来说太敏锐了。
They do numbers in their head—like that, so quick.”
他们在脑子里计算数字——就这样,速度这么快。”
Selina leaned toward him.
赛琳娜向他倾身。
“I’ll teach you.
“我来教你。
I’ll teach you.”
我来教你。”
“How do you mean, teach me?”
“你的意思是,教我?”
“Evenings.”
“晚上。”
He looked down at his great calloused palms, then up at her.
他低头看着自己布满老茧的大手掌,然后又抬头看着她。
“What would you take for pay?”
“你愿意拿什么作为报酬?”
“Pay!
“付钱!
I don’t want any pay.” She was genuinely shocked.
我不想要任何报酬。”她真的很震惊。
His face lighted up with a sudden thought.
他的脸因突然的想法而变得明亮。
“Tell you what.
“告诉你什么。
My place is just this side the school, next to Bouts’s place.
我的住处就在学校这边,靠近布茨的住处。
I could start for you the fire, mornings, in the school.
早上,我可以为你在学校生火。
And thaw the pump and bring in a pail of water.
解冻泵并放入一桶水。
This month, and January and February and part of March, even, now I don’t go to market on account it’s winter, I could start you the fire.
这个月,还有一月、二月和三月的一部分,甚至,现在我不去市场了,因为现在是冬天,我可以给你生火。
Till spring.
直到春天。
And I could come maybe three times a week, evenings, to Pool’s place, for lessons.” He looked so helpless, so humble, so huge; and the more pathetic for his hugeness.
我可能每周会来三次,晚上,去普尔那里上课。”他看起来是那么无助,那么卑微,那么伟大;更可悲的是他的巨大。
She felt a little rush of warmth toward him that was at once impersonal and maternal.
她感到一丝温暖涌向他,既不带个人色彩,又充满母性。
She thought again, “Why, the dear thing!
她又想了想:“哎呀,亲爱的!
The great helpless big thing!
伟大无助的大事!
How serious he is!
他是多么认真啊!
And funny.” He was indeed both serious and funny, with the ridiculous cup cake in his great hand, his eyes wide and ruminant, his face ruddier than ever, his forehead knotted with earnestness.
而且很有趣。”他确实是既严肃又有趣,他的大手上拿着那可笑的纸杯蛋糕,眼睛睁得大大的,沉思着,脸色比以前更红润,额头认真地打结。
She laughed, suddenly, a gay little laugh, and he, after a puzzled pause, joined her companionably.
她突然大笑起来,欢快的小笑,他困惑地停顿了一下后,友好地加入了她。
“Three evenings a week,” repeated Selina, then, from the depths of her ignorance.
“一周三个晚上。”赛琳娜从无知的深处重复道。
“Why, I’d love to.
“为什么,我很愿意。
I’d—love to.”
我很愿意。”
The evenings turned out to be Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays.
结果晚上是周二、周四和周六。
Supper was over by six-thirty in the Pool household.
泳池家的晚饭于六点三十分结束。
Pervus was there by seven, very clean as to shirt, his hair brushed till it shone; shy, and given to dropping his hat and bumping against chairs, and looking solemn.
佩尔乌斯七点钟就到了,他的衬衫非常干净,头发梳理得闪闪发亮。他很害羞,经常脱下帽子,撞到椅子上,看上去很严肃。
Selina was torn between pity and mirth.
塞琳娜在怜悯和欢笑之间左右为难。
If only he had blustered.
如果他当时咆哮就好了。
A blustering big man puts the world on the defensive.
一个气势汹汹的大个子让全世界都处于防守状态。
A gentle giant disarms it.
一个温柔的巨人解除了它的武装。
Selina got out her McBride’s Grammar and Duffy’s Arithmetic, and together they started to parse verbs, paper walls, dig cisterns, and extract square roots.
塞琳娜拿出了麦克布莱德的语法和达菲的算术,他们一起开始解析动词、纸墙、挖水箱和提取平方根。
They found study impossible at the oilcloth-covered kitchen table, with the Pool household eddying about it.
他们发现在铺着油布的餐桌上学习是不可能的,泳池一家人都在忙着学习。
Jakob built a fire in the parlour stove and there they sat, teacher and pupil, their feet resting cosily on the gleaming nickel railing that encircled the wood burner.
雅各布在客厅的炉子里生了火,他们坐在那儿,老师和学生,他们的脚舒适地搁在围绕木火炉的闪闪发光的镍栏杆上。
On the evening of the first lesson Roelf had glowered throughout supper and had disappeared into the work-shed, whence issued a great sound of hammering, sawing, and general clatter.
第一节课的那天晚上,罗尔夫整个晚饭都怒视着他,然后消失在工作棚里,那里发出了巨大的锤击声、锯齿声和一般的咔嗒声。
He and Selina had got into the way of spending much time together, in or out of doors.
他和塞琳娜已经习惯了花很多时间在一起,无论是在室内还是室外。
They skated on Vander Sijde’s pond; together with the shrieking pigtails they coasted on the little slope that led down from Kuyper’s woods to the main road, using sleds that had been put together by Roelf.
他们在范德西德的池塘上滑冰;他们带着尖叫的辫子,在从凯珀树林通向大路的小斜坡上滑行,使用的是罗尔夫组装的雪橇。
On bad days they read or studied.
心情不好的时候,他们会读书或学习。
Not Sundays merely, but many week-day evenings were spent thus.
不仅仅是周日,很多工作日的晚上都是这样度过的。
Selina was determined that Roelf should break away from the uncouth speech of the countryside; that he should at least share with her the somewhat sketchy knowledge gained at Miss Fister’s select school.
塞琳娜决心让罗尔夫摆脱乡村粗俗的言语;他至少应该与她分享在菲斯特小姐所选择的学校获得的一些粗略的知识。
She, the woman of almost twenty, never talked down to this boy of twelve.
她,这个快二十岁的女人,从不居高临下地对这个十二岁的男孩说话。
The boy worshipped her inarticulately.
男孩含糊地崇拜她。
She had early discovered that he had a feeling for beauty—beauty of line, texture, colour, and grouping—that was rare in one of his years.
她很早就发现他对美有一种感觉——线条之美、纹理之美、色彩之美和组合之美——这在他那个年纪是很少见的。
The feel of a satin ribbon in his fingers; the orange and rose of a sunset; the folds of the wine-red cashmere dress; the cadence of a spoken line, brought a look to his face that startled her.
手指上有缎带的感觉;夕阳的橙色和玫瑰色;酒红色羊绒连衣裙的褶皱;说话的节奏使他脸上的表情让她吃了一惊。
She had a battered volume of Tennyson.
她有一本破旧的丁尼生著作。
When first she read him the line beginning, “Elaine the fair, Elaine the lovable, Elaine, the lily maid of Astolat——” he had uttered a little exclamation.
当她第一次给他读到开头的那句台词时,“美丽的伊莱恩,可爱的伊莱恩,阿斯托拉特的百合女仆伊莱恩——”他发出了一声小小的感叹。
She, glancing up from her book, had found his eyes wide, bright, and luminous in his lean dark face.
她从书本上抬起头来,发现他的眼睛睁得大大的,明亮的,在他瘦削的黑脸上闪闪发亮。
“What is it, Roelf?”
“什么事,罗尔夫?”
He had flushed.
他脸红了。
“I didn’t say nothing—anything.
“我什么也没说——什么也没说。
Start over again how it goes, ‘Elaine——’”
重新开始吧,‘伊莱恩——’”
She had begun again the fragrant lines, “Elaine the fair, Elaine the lovable .
她又开始吟诵那句芬芳的诗句:“美丽的伊莱恩,可爱的伊莱恩……”
.
。
.”
”。
Since the gathering at Ooms’s hall he had been moody and sullen; had refused to answer when she spoke to him of his bid for her basket.
自从在乌姆斯大厅聚会以来,他一直情绪低落、闷闷不乐。当她向他谈到他对她的篮子的竞价时,她拒绝回答。
Urged, he would only say, “Oh, it was just fun to make old Ooms mad.”
在催促下,他只会说:“哦,让老奥姆斯生气真是太有趣了。”
Now, with the advent of Pervus DeJong, Roelf presented that most touching and miserable of spectacles, a small boy jealous and helpless in his jealousy.
现在,随着佩尔乌斯·德容的出现,罗尔夫呈现出最感人、最悲惨的景象,一个小男孩的嫉妒和嫉妒中的无助。
Selina had asked him to join the tri-weekly evening lessons; had, indeed, insisted that he be a pupil in the class round the parlour stove.
塞琳娜邀请他参加每三周一次的晚间课程。事实上,他坚持让他成为班上客厅火炉旁的学生。
Maartje had said, on the night of Pervus DeJong’s first visit, “Roelf, you sit, too, and learn.
在佩尔乌斯·德容第一次来访的那天晚上,马尔杰曾说过:“罗尔夫,你也坐下来学习。
Is good for you to learn out of books the way teacher says.” Klaas Pool, too, had approved the plan, since it would cost nothing and, furthermore, would in no way interfere with Roelf’s farm work.
按照老师说的方式从书本上学习对你有好处。”克拉斯·普尔也批准了这个计划,因为它不需要任何成本,而且绝不会干扰罗尔夫的农场工作。
“Sure; learn,” he said, with a large gesture.
“当然;学习,”他做出一个大手势说道。
Roelf would not.
罗尔夫不会。
He behaved very badly; slammed doors, whistled, scuffled on the kitchen floor, made many mysterious trips through the parlour up the stairs that led off that room, ascending with a clatter; incited Geertje and Jozina to quarrels and tears; had the household in a hubbub; stumbled over Dunder, the dog, so that that anguished animal’s yelps were added to the din.
他的行为非常恶劣;砰地一声关上门,吹着口哨,在厨房地板上扭打着,在客厅里进行了许多神秘的旅行,登上通向那个房间的楼梯,嘎嘎作响地上升;煽动Geertje和Jozina争吵和流泪;家里闹得沸沸扬扬;绊倒了狗邓德,那只动物痛苦的叫声加入了喧闹之中。
Selina was frantic.
赛琳娜心急如焚。
Lessons were impossible amidst this uproar.
在这场骚动中,上课是不可能的。
“It has never been like this before,” she assured Pervus, almost tearfully.
“以前从来没有这样过,”她几乎泪流满面地向佩尔乌斯保证。
“I don’t know what’s the matter.
“我不知道发生了什么事。
It’s awful.”
太糟糕了。”
Pervus had looked up from his slate.
佩尔乌斯从石板上抬起头来。
His eyes were calm, his lips smiling.
他的眼神很平静,嘴角带着笑意。
“Is all right.
“没事了。
In my house is too still, evenings.
晚上,我家太安静了。
Next time it goes better.
下次会更好。
You see.”
你看。”
Next time it did go better.
下次确实会进展得更好。
Roelf disappeared into his work-shed after supper; did not emerge until after DeJong’s departure.
晚饭后,罗尔夫消失在他的工作棚里。直到德容离开后才出现。
There was something about the sight of this great creature bent laboriously over a slate, the pencil held clumsily in his huge fingers, that moved Selina strangely.
这个伟大的生物在一块石板上费力地弯腰,巨大的手指笨拙地握着铅笔,这种景象让塞琳娜感到奇怪的感动。
Pity wracked her.
怜悯使她心碎。
If she had known to what emotion this pity was akin she might have taken away the slate and given him a tablet, and the whole course of her life would have been different.
如果她知道这种怜悯与什么情感相似,她可能会拿走石板并给他一块石板,她的整个人生轨迹就会有所不同。
“Poor lad,” she thought.
“可怜的小伙子,”她想。
“Poor lad.” Chided herself for being amused at his childlike earnestness.
“可怜的小伙子。”责备自己被他孩子般的认真逗乐了。
He did not make an apt pupil, though painstaking.
尽管他很努力,但他并没有成为一个聪明的学生。
Usually the top draught of the stove was open, and the glow of the fire imparted to his face and head a certain roseate glory.
通常,炉子的顶部通风口是敞开的,火光给他的脸和头带来某种玫瑰色的光彩。
He was very grave.
他的表情非常严肃。
His brow wore a troubled frown.
他的眉头苦恼地皱起。
Selina would go over a problem or a sentence again and again, patiently, patiently.
Selina会耐心地、耐心地一遍又一遍地思考一个问题或一句话。
Then, suddenly, like a hand passed over his face, his smile would come, transforming it.
然后,突然间,就像一只手抚过他的脸,他的笑容随之而来,改变了它。
He had white strong teeth, too small, and perhaps not so white as they seemed because of his russet blondeur.
他的牙齿又白又坚固,但太小了,也许因为他有一头黄褐色的金发,所以牙齿并不像看上去那么白。
He would smile like a child, and Selina should have been warned by the warm rush of joy that his smile gave her.
他会像个孩子一样微笑,塞琳娜应该被他的微笑给她带来的温暖的喜悦所警告。
She would smile, too.
她也会微笑。
He was as pleased as though he had made a fresh and wonderful discovery.
他很高兴,仿佛有了一个新鲜而奇妙的发现。
“It’s easy,” he would say, “when you know it once.” Like a boy.
“这很容易,”他会说,“只要你知道一次。”像个男孩。
He usually went home by eight-thirty or nine.
他通常八点三十分或九点回家。
Often the Pools went to bed before he left.
普尔斯夫妇常常在他离开前就去睡觉了。
After he had gone Selina was wakeful.
他走后,塞琳娜醒了。
She would heat water and wash; brush her hair vigorously; feeling at once buoyant and depressed.
她会烧水、洗衣服;用力梳理头发;感觉既轻松又沮丧。
Sometimes they fell to talking.
有时他们会说话。
His wife had died in the second year of their marriage, when the child was born.
他的妻子在他们结婚第二年孩子出生时就去世了。
The child, too, had died.
孩子也死了。
A girl.
一个女孩。
He was unlucky, like that.
他就这么不幸。
It was the same with the farm.
农场也是如此。
“Spring, half of the land is under water.
“春天,一半的土地都在水里。
My piece, just.
我的作品,只是。
Bouts’s place, next to me, is high and rich.
布茨的住处就在我旁边,又高又富有。
Bouts, he don’t even need deep ploughing.
回合,他甚至不需要深耕。
His land is quick land.
他的土地是快速土地。
It warms up in the spring early.
春天天气变暖得早。
After rain it works easy.
雨后,工作起来很容易。
He puts in fertilizer, any kind, and his plants jump, like.
他放入任何种类的肥料,他的植物就会跳起来。
My place is bad for garden truck.
我的地方不适合花园卡车。
Wet.
湿。
All the time, wet; or in summer baked before I can loosen it again.
一直湿漉漉的;或者在夏天烘烤之前我可以再次松开它。
Muckland.”
马克兰。”
Selina thought a moment.
赛琳娜想了一会儿。
She had heard much talk between Klaas and Jakob, winter evenings.
冬天的夜晚,她听过克拉斯和雅各布之间的很多谈话。
“Can’t you do something to it—fix it—so that the water will run off?
“你就不能对它做点什么——修复它——让水流掉吗?
Raise it, or dig a ditch or something?”
把它举起来,或者挖一条沟什么的?”
“We-e-ell, maybe.
“我们——嗯,也许吧。
Maybe you could.
也许你可以。
But it costs money, draining.”
但这要花钱,而且很耗电。”
“It costs money not to, doesn’t it?”
“不这么做是要花钱的,不是吗?”
He considered this, ruminatively.
他沉思地思考着这一点。
“Guess it does.
“猜猜是这样。
But you don’t have to have ready cash to let the land lay.
但你不必准备好现金来出租土地。
To drain it you do.”
要把它排干,你就这么做。”
Selina shook her head impatiently.
赛琳娜不耐烦地摇摇头。
“That’s a very foolish, short-sighted way to reason.”
“这是一种非常愚蠢、短视的推理方式。”
He looked helpless as only the strong and powerful can look.
他看上去很无助,只有强者才会有这样的表情。
Selina’s heart melted in pity.
赛琳娜的心被怜悯融化了。
He would look down at the great calloused hands; up at her.
他会低头看着那双布满老茧的大手;抬头看着她。
One of the charms of Pervus DeJong lay in the things that his eyes said and his tongue did not.
佩尔乌斯·德容的魅力之一在于他的眼睛说的和他的舌头没有说的事情。
Women always imagined he was about to say what he looked, but he never did.
女人总是想象他会说出他的样子,但他从来没有这样做过。
It made otherwise dull conversation with him most exciting.
这使得与他原本枯燥的谈话变得异常有趣。
His was in no way a shrewd mind.
他的头脑一点也不精明。
His respect for Selina was almost reverence.
他对赛琳娜的尊重近乎崇敬。
But he had this advantage: he had married a woman, had lived with her for two years.
但他有一个优势:他已经娶了一个女人,并且和她一起生活了两年。
She had borne him a child.
她为他生了一个孩子。
Selina was a girl in experience.
Selina是一个经验丰富的女孩。
She was a woman capable of a great deal of passion, but she did not know that.
她是一个充满激情的女人,但她自己并不知道。
Passion was a thing no woman possessed, much less talked about.
激情是任何女人都没有的东西,更不用说谈论了。
It simply did not exist, except in men, and then was something to be ashamed of, like a violent temper, or a weak stomach.
它根本不存在,除了男人之外,而且是值得羞耻的事情,就像暴躁的脾气或胃虚弱一样。
By the first of March he could speak a slow, careful, and fairly grammatical English.
到了三月一号,他已经可以说一口缓慢、仔细且相当合乎语法的英语了。
He could master simple sums.
他可以掌握简单的算术。
By the middle of March the lessons would cease.
到三月中旬,课程就会停止。
There was too much work to do about the farm—night work as well as day.
农场里有太多的工作要做——白天和晚上都有。
She found herself trying not to think about the time when the lessons should cease.
她发现自己努力不去想什么时候该结束课程。
She refused to look ahead to April.
她拒绝展望四月。
One night, late in February, Selina was conscious that she was trying to control something.
二月底的一个晚上,塞琳娜意识到她正在试图控制某些事情。
She was trying to keep her eyes away from something.
她试图让自己的目光从某样东西上移开。
She realized that she was trying not to look at his hands.
她意识到自己正在努力不去看他的手。
She wanted, crazily, to touch them.
她疯狂地想要触碰它们。
She wanted to feel them about her throat.
她想感受它们在她喉咙里的感觉。
She wanted to put her lips on his hands—brush the backs of them, slowly, moistly, with her mouth, lingeringly.
她想把嘴唇放在他的手上——用嘴慢慢地、湿润地拂过他的手背,挥之不去。
She was terribly frightened.
她非常害怕。
She thought to herself: “I am going crazy.
她心里想:“我快疯了。
I am losing my mind.
我快失去理智了。
There is something the matter with me.
我有事。
I wonder how I look.
我想知道我看起来怎么样。
I must look queer.”
我看起来一定很奇怪。”
She said something to make him look up at her.
她说了些什么,让他抬头看她。
His glance was mild, undismayed.
他的眼神很温和,没有惊慌。
So this hideous thing did not show in her face.
所以这种狰狞的东西并没有表现在她的脸上。
She kept her eyes resolutely on the book.
她的目光坚定地盯着书本。
At half-past eight she closed her book suddenly.
八点半,她突然合上了书。
“I’m tired.
“我累了。
I think it’s the spring coming on.” She smiled a little wavering smile.
我想,春天即将来临。”她微笑着,笑容有些摇摆。
He rose and stretched himself, his great arms high above his head.
他站起来,伸了个懒腰,巨大的手臂高举过头顶。
Selina shivered.
赛琳娜浑身发抖。
“Two more weeks,” he said, “is the last lesson.
“还有两周,”他说,“就是最后一课了。
Well, do you think I have done pretty good—well?”
嗯,你认为我做得很好吗——嗯?”
“Very well,” Selina replied, evenly.
“很好。”赛琳娜平静地回答。
She felt very tired.
她感觉很累。
The first week in March he was ill, and did not come.
三月的第一周他生病了,没有来。
A rheumatic affliction to which he was subject.
他患有风湿病。
His father, old Johannes DeJong, had had it before him.
他的父亲老约翰内斯·德容(Johannes DeJong)在他之前就已经经历过这种情况。
Working in the wet fields did it, they said.
他们说,在潮湿的田野里工作就做到了这一点。
It was the curse of the truck farmer.
这是卡车农场主的诅咒。
Selina’s evenings were free to devote to Roelf, who glowed again.
塞琳娜的夜晚可以自由地奉献给罗尔夫,他再次焕发了光芒。
She sewed, too; read; helped Mrs. Pool with the housework in a gust of sympathy and found strange relief therein; made over an old dress; studied; wrote all her letters (few enough), even one to the dried-apple aunts in Vermont.
她也做缝纫工作。读;他怀着同情之心帮助普尔太太做家务,并从中得到了一种奇怪的解脱。旧衣服改造;研究过;她写了所有的信(足够少),甚至包括一封写给佛蒙特州干苹果阿姨的信。
She no longer wrote to Julie Hempel.
她不再给朱莉·亨佩尔写信。
She had heard that Julie was to be married to a Kansas man named Arnold.
她听说朱莉将嫁给堪萨斯州的一个名叫阿诺德的男人。
Julie herself had not written.
朱莉本人没有写信。
The first week in March passed.
三月的第一周过去了。
He did not come.
他没有来。
Nor did he come the following Tuesday or Thursday.
接下来的星期二或星期四他也没有来。
After a terrific battle with herself Selina, after school on Thursday, walked past his house, busily, as though bent on an errand.
周四放学后,塞琳娜与自己进行了一场激烈的斗争,她忙碌地走过他家,仿佛一心要办事。
Despised herself for doing it, could not help herself, found a horrible and tortuous satisfaction in not looking at the house as she passed it.
她鄙视自己这样做,无法控制自己,当她经过房子时不看房子,她发现一种可怕而曲折的满足感。
She was bewildered, frightened.
她很困惑,很害怕。
All that week she had a curious feeling—or succession of feelings.
那一周她都有一种奇怪的感觉——或者说是一连串的感觉。
There was the sensation of suffocation followed by that of emptiness—of being hollow—boneless—bloodless.
一种窒息的感觉,随之而来的是空虚——空虚——没有骨头——没有血。
Then, at times, there was a feeling of physical pain; at others a sense of being disembowelled.
然后,有时会感到身体疼痛;其他人则有一种被掏空的感觉。
She was restless, listless, by turns.
她时而焦躁不安,时而无精打采。
Period of furious activity followed by days of inertia.
一段激烈的活动之后是几天的惰性。
It was the spring, Maartje said.
马杰说,那是春天。
Selina hoped she wasn’t going to be ill.
塞琳娜希望她不会生病。
She had never felt like that before.
她以前从未有过这样的感觉。
She wanted to cry.
她想哭。
She was irritable to the point of waspishness with the children in the schoolroom.
她对教室里的孩子们很烦躁,甚至变得很尖刻。
On Saturday—the fourteenth of March—he walked in at seven.
星期六——三月十四日——他七点钟走进来。
Klaas, Maartje, and Roelf had driven off to a gathering at Low Prairie, leaving Selina with the pigtails and old Jakob.
克拉斯、马尔杰和罗尔夫开车去低草原参加聚会,留下扎着辫子的塞琳娜和老雅各布。
She had promised to make taffy for them, and was in the midst of it when his knock sounded at the kitchen door.
她答应给他们做太妃糖,正当她准备的时候,他敲响了厨房的门。
All the blood in her body rushed to her head; pounded there hotly.
全身的血液都涌到了头上;热气腾腾地敲打着那里。
He entered.
他进来了。
There slipped down over her a complete armour of calmness, of self-possession; of glib how do you do Mr. DeJong and how are you feeling and won’t you sit down and there’s no fire in the parlour we’ll have to sit here.
她全身披上了一层冷静、沉着的铠甲。油嘴滑舌,你好吗,德容先生,你感觉怎么样,你不坐下来吗?客厅里没有火,我们只能坐在这里。
He took part in the taffy pulling.
他参加了太妃糖拉力赛。
Selina wondered if Geertje and Jozina would ever have done squealing.
塞琳娜想知道吉尔杰和乔齐娜是否会尖叫。
It was half-past eight before she bundled them off to bed with a plate of clipped taffy lozenges between them.
八点半了,她把他们抱到床上,中间夹着一盘切好的太妃糖糖片。
She heard them scuffling and scrimmaging about in the rare freedom of their parents’ absence.
她听到他们在父母不在的难得的自由中扭打、扭打。
“Now, children!” she called.
“现在,孩子们!”她打电话来。
“You know what you promised your mother and father.”
“你知道你向父母承诺过什么。”
She heard Geertje’s tones mimicking her mincingly, “You know what you promised your mother and father.” Then a cascade of smothered giggles.
她听到吉尔杰的语气装腔作势地模仿着她,“你知道你向你的父母承诺了什么。”然后是一连串令人窒息的咯咯笑声。
Pervus had been to town, evidently, for he now took from his coat pocket a bag containing half a dozen bananas—that delicacy of delicacies to the farm palate.
佩尔乌斯显然已经进城了,因为他现在从外套口袋里拿出一个袋子,里面装着六根香蕉——这是农场味觉中的美味佳肴。
She half peeled two and brought them in to the pigtails.
她把两片剥了一半,扎进辫子里。
They ate them thickly rapturous, and dropped off to sleep immediately, surfeited.
他们吃得津津有味,很快就睡着了,吃得饱饱的。
Pervus DeJong and Selina sat at the kitchen table, their books spread out before them on the oilcloth.
佩尔乌斯·德容和塞琳娜坐在厨房的桌子旁,书本铺在他们面前的油布上。
The sweet heavy scent of the fruit filled the room.
房间里充满了浓郁的水果香。
Selina brought the parlour lamp into the kitchen, the better to see.
塞琳娜把客厅的灯搬进了厨房,这样看得更清楚。
It was a nickel-bellied lamp with a yellow glass shade that cast a mellow golden glow.
那是一盏镍灯肚,黄色玻璃灯罩,散发出柔和的金色光芒。
“You didn’t go to the meeting,” primly.
“你没有去参加会议。”一本正经地说道。
“Mr. and Mrs. Pool went.”
“普尔先生和夫人去了。”
“No. No, I didn’t go.”
“不,不,我没去。”
“Why not?”
“为什么不呢?”
She saw him swallow.
她看见他吞咽下去。
“I got through too late.
“我来得太晚了。
I went to town, and I got through too late.
我进城了,但来得太晚了。
We’re fixing to sow tomato seeds in the hotbeds to-morrow.”
我们决定明天在温床上播种番茄种子。”
Selina opened McBride’s Grammar.
塞琳娜打开了《麦克布莱德语法》。
“Ahem!” a school-teacherly cough.
“咳咳!”学校老师的咳嗽声
“Now, then, we’ll parse this sentence: Blucher arrived on the field of Waterloo just as Wellington was receiving the last onslaught of Napoleon.
现在,我们来解析这句话:布吕歇尔抵达滑铁卢战场时,惠灵顿正在接受拿破仑的最后一次进攻。
‘Just’ may be treated as a modifier of the dependent clause.
“Just”可以被视为从属子句的修饰语。
That is: ‘Just’ means: at the time _at which_.
也就是说:“刚刚”的意思是:在时间_at which_。
Well.
好吧。
_Just_ here modified _at the time_.
_当时_刚刚_在这里修改过。
And Wellington is the .
惠灵顿是。
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”。
This for half an hour.
这样就持续了半个小时。
Selina kept her eyes resolutely on the book.
塞琳娜的目光坚定地盯着书本。
His voice went on with the dry business of parsing and its deep resonance struck a response from her as a harp responds when a hand is swept over its strings.
他的声音继续着干巴巴的解析工作,其深沉的共鸣引起了她的回应,就像手扫过琴弦时竖琴的回应一样。
Upstairs she could hear old Jakob clumping about in his preparations for bed.
在楼上,她听见老雅各布正在准备睡觉。
Then there was only stillness overhead.
然后头顶上只剩下一片寂静。
Selina kept her eyes resolutely on the book.
塞琳娜的目光坚定地盯着书本。
Yet she saw, as though her eyes rested on them, his large, strong hands.
然而,她的目光仿佛停留在他们身上,看到了他那双大而有力的手。
On the backs of them was a fine golden down that deepened at his wrists.
他们的背上有一层细密的金色绒毛,一直延伸到手腕处。
Heavier and darker at the wrists.
手腕处更重、更黑。
She found herself praying a little for strength—for strength against this horror and wickedness.
她发现自己在祈祷有力量——对抗这种恐怖和邪恶的力量。
This sin, this abomination that held her.
这种罪孽、这种憎恶束缚着她。
A terrible, stark, and pitiful prayer, couched in the idiom of the Bible.
这是一个可怕的、赤裸裸的、可怜的祈祷,用圣经的成语表达出来。
“Oh, God, keep my eyes and my thoughts away from him.
“哦,上帝,让我的眼睛和思想远离他。
Away from his hands.
远离他的手。
Let me keep my eyes and my thoughts away from the golden hairs on his wrists.
让我的目光和思绪远离他手腕上的金色毛发。
Let me not think of his wrists.
让我不要去想他的手腕。
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The owner of the southwest ¼ sells a strip 20 rods wide along the south side of his farm.
西南 1/4 农场的主人出售农场南侧 20 杆宽的地带。
How much does he receive at $150 per acre?”
每英亩 150 美元,他能赚多少钱?”
He triumphed in this transaction, began the struggle with the square root of 576.
他在这次交易中取得了胜利,开始了与576平方根的斗争。
Square roots agonized him.
平方根让他很痛苦。
She washed the slate clean with her little sponge.
她用小海绵把石板擦干净了。
He was leaning close in his effort to comprehend the fiendish little figures that marched so tractably under Selina’s masterly pencil.
他正在努力地靠近,试图理解塞琳娜精湛的铅笔下那些恶魔般的小人物。
She took it up, glibly.
她轻松地接了起来。
“The remainder must contain twice the product of the tens by the units plus the square of the units.” He blinked.
“余数必须是十乘以单位的乘积加上单位的平方的两倍。”他眨了眨眼睛。
Utterly bewildered.
彻底迷惑了。
“_And_,” went on Selina, blithely, “twice the tens, times the units, plus the square of the units, is the same as the sum of twice the tens, and the units, times the units.
“_而且_,”赛琳娜愉快地继续说道,“十的两倍乘以个位,加上个位的平方,等于十的两倍加上个位再乘以个位的和。
_Therefore_”—with a flourish—“add 4 units to the 40 and multiply the result by 4.
_因此_”——夸张地说——“40 加上 4 个单位,然后将结果乘以 4。
_Therefore_”—in final triumph—“the square root of 576 is 24.”
_因此_”——最终胜利——“576 的平方根是 24。”
She was breathing rather fast.
她的呼吸有些急促。
The fire in the kitchen stove snapped and cracked.
厨房炉子里的火突然噼啪作响。
“Now, then, suppose you do that for me.
“现在,假设你为我做这件事。
We’ll wipe it out.
我们会把它消灭掉。
There!
在那里!
What must the remainder contain?”
剩下的必须包含什么?”
He took it up, slowly, haltingly.
他缓慢而犹豫地拿起它。
The house was terribly still except for the man’s voice.
屋子里静得可怕,只有男人的声音。
“The remainder .
“剩下的。
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twice .
两次。
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product .
产品。
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tens .
几十。
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units .
单位。
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.” A something in his voice—a note—a timbre.
”。他的声音里有某种东西——一个音符——一种音色。
She felt herself swaying queerly, as though the whole house were gently rocking.
她感觉自己在奇怪地摇晃,仿佛整个房子都在轻轻摇晃。
Little delicious agonizing shivers chased each other, hot and cold, up her arms, down her legs, over her spine.
一阵阵令人愉悦的、痛苦的颤抖互相追逐,忽热忽冷,顺着她的手臂,顺着她的腿,越过她的脊椎。
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“plus the square of the units is the same as the sum twice the tens .
“加上单位的平方等于十的两倍之和。
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twice .
两次。
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the tens .
几十个。
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the tens .
几十个。
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.” His voice stopped.
”。他的声音戛然而止。
Selina’s eyes leaped from the book to his hands, uncontrollably.
赛琳娜的目光不受控制地从书上跳到了他的手上。
Something about them startled her.
他们身上的某些东西让她吃了一惊。
They were clenched into fists.
他们握紧了拳头。
Her eyes now leaped from those clenched fists to the face of the man beside her.
她的目光从紧握的拳头跳到了身边男人的脸上。
Her head came up, and back.
她的头抬起来,又转回来。
Her wide startled eyes met his.
她惊讶地睁大眼睛与他对视。
His were a blaze of blinding blue in his tanned face.
他晒黑的脸上闪着耀眼的蓝色光芒。
Some corner of her mind that was still working clearly noted this.
她大脑中仍在运转的某个角落清楚地注意到了这一点。
Then his hands unclenched.
然后他的手松开了。
The blue blaze scorched her, enveloped her.
蓝色的火焰灼烧着她,将她笼罩。
Her cheek knew the harsh cool feel of a man’s cheek.
她的脸颊熟悉男人脸颊那种冰凉的感觉。
She sensed the potent, terrifying, pungent odour of close contact—a mixture of tobacco smoke, his hair, freshly laundered linen, an indefinable body smell.
她感觉到近距离接触时散发出的强烈、可怕、刺鼻的气味——烟草烟雾、他的头发、刚洗过的亚麻布的混合物,还有一种难以形容的体味。
It was a mingling that disgusted and attracted her.
这是一种让她厌恶又吸引她的混合体。
She was at once repelled and drawn.
她立刻感到排斥又被吸引。
Then she felt his lips on hers and her own, incredibly, responding eagerly, wholly to that pressure.
然后她感觉到他的嘴唇贴在她和她自己的嘴唇上,令人难以置信,她热切地、完全地回应了这种压力。
They were married the following May, just two months later.
第二年五月,也就是两个月后,他们就结婚了。
The High Prairie school year practically ended with the appearance of the first tender shoots of green that meant onions, radishes, and spinach above the rich sandy loam.
高草原学年实际上随着第一批嫩芽的出现而结束,这意味着洋葱、萝卜和菠菜在肥沃的沙壤土上生长。
Selina’s classes broke, dwindled, shrank to almost nothing.
塞琳娜的课程中断、减少、缩减到几乎为零。
The school became a kindergarten of five-year-old babies who wriggled and shifted and scratched in the warm spring air that came from the teeming prairie through the open windows.
学校变成了五岁婴儿的幼儿园,他们在温暖的春天空气中扭动、移动、抓挠,这些空气从开着的窗户从茂密的草原吹来。
The schoolhouse stove stood rusty-red and cold.
校舍的炉子呈锈红色,冰冷。
The drum in Selina’s bedroom was a black genie deprived of his power now to taunt her.
塞琳娜卧室里的鼓是一个黑色的精灵,现在被剥夺了力量来嘲笑她。
Selina was at once bewildered and calm; rebellious and content.
塞琳娜既困惑又平静。叛逆又满足。
Over-laying these emotions was something like grim amusement.
覆盖在这些情绪之上的是一种可怕的娱乐。
Beneath them, something like fright.
在他们的下面,有一种类似恐惧的东西。
High Prairie, in May, was green and gold and rose and blue.
五月的高草原是绿色、金色、玫瑰色和蓝色。
The spring flowers painted the fields and the roadside with splashes of yellow, of pink, of mauve, and purple.
春天的花朵把田野和路边染成了黄色、粉色、淡紫色和紫色。
Violets, buttercups, mandrakes, marsh-marigolds, hepatica.
紫罗兰、毛茛、曼德拉草、沼泽万寿菊、肝花。
The air was soft and cool from the lake.
湖边的空气柔和而凉爽。
Selina had never known spring in the country before.
塞琳娜以前从未见过乡村的春天。
It made her ache with an actual physical ache.
这让她感到身体疼痛。
She moved with a strange air of fatality.
她的动作带着一种奇怪的致命气息。
It was as if she were being drawn inexorably, against her will, her judgment, her plans, into something sweet and terrible.
就好像她被无情地、违背她的意愿、她的判断、她的计划,卷入某种甜蜜而可怕的事情中。
When with Pervus she was elated, gay, voluble.
和佩尔乌斯在一起时,她兴高采烈、快乐、健谈。
He talked little; looked at her dumbly, worshippingly.
他很少说话;呆呆地、崇拜地看着她。
When he brought her a withered bunch of trilliums, the tears came to her eyes.
当他给她带来一束枯萎的延龄草时,她的眼泪夺眶而出。
He had walked to Updike’s woods to get them because he had heard her say she loved them, and there were none nearer.
他步行到厄普代克的树林去拿它们,因为他听到她说她爱它们,而附近没有人。
They were limp and listless from the heat, and from being held in his hand.
由于炎热和被他握在手中,它们变得软弱无精打采。
He looked up at her from where he stood on the kitchen steps, she in the doorway.
他站在厨房的台阶上抬头看着她,而她就在门口。
She took them, laid her hand on his head.
她接过它们,把手放在他的头上。
It was as when some great gentle dog brings in a limp and bedraggled prize dug from the yard and, laying it at one’s feet, looks up at one with soft asking eyes.
这就好像一只温柔的大狗带来了从院子里挖出来的一只跛行、脏兮兮的战利品,把它放在一个人的脚边,抬头用温柔的询问的眼睛看着一个人。
There were days when the feeling of unreality possessed her.
有时候,她有一种不真实的感觉。
She, a truck farmer’s wife, living in High Prairie the rest of her days!
她,一个卡车农场主的妻子,余生都住在高草原!
Why, no!
为什么,不!
No!
不!
Was this the great adventure that her father had always spoken of?
这就是她父亲口中常说的伟大冒险吗?
She, who was going to be a happy wayfarer down the path of life—any one of a dozen things.
她,将成为人生道路上的一个快乐的旅行者——任何一打事情。
This High Prairie winter was to have been only an episode.
这个高草原的冬天本来只是一个插曲。
Not her life!
不是她的命!
She looked at Maartje.
她看着玛杰。
Oh, but she’d never be like that.
哦,但她永远不会那样。
That was stupid, unnecessary.
那是愚蠢的,没有必要的。
Pink and blue dresses in the house, for her.
家里有粉色和蓝色的衣服,是为她准备的。
Frills on the window curtains.
窗帘上有褶边。
Flowers in bowls.
碗里的花。
Some of the pangs and terrors with which most prospective brides are assailed she confided to Mrs. Pool while that active lady was slamming about the kitchen.
当那位活跃的女士在厨房里忙忙碌碌时,她向普尔太太吐露了大多数准新娘所遭受的一些痛苦和恐惧。
“Did you ever feel scared and—and sort of—scared when you thought about marry, Mrs. Pool?”
“当你想到结婚的时候,你有没有感到害怕,或者有点害怕,普尔太太?”
Maartje Pool’s hands were in a great batch of bread dough which she pummelled and slapped and kneaded vigorously.
玛尔杰·普尔的双手握着一大堆面包面团,她用力敲打、拍打、揉捏。
She shook out a handful of flour on the baking board while she held the dough mass in the other hand, then plumped it down and again began to knead, both hands doubled into fists.
她在烤盘上抖出一把面粉,另一只手拿着面团,然后把它攥在下面,再次开始揉面,双手握成拳头。
She laughed a short little laugh.
她短促地笑了一声。
“I ran away.”
“我逃跑了。”
“You did!
“你做到了!
You mean you really ran—but why?
你的意思是你真的跑了——但为什么呢?
Didn’t you lo—like Klaas?”
你难道不喜欢克拉斯吗?
Maartje Pool kneaded briskly, the colour high in her cheeks, what with the vigorous pummelling and rolling, and something else that made her look strangely young for the moment—girlish, almost.
玛尔杰·普尔轻快地揉捏着,脸颊涨红,加上剧烈的敲击和滚动,以及其他一些东西,让她此刻看起来异常年轻——几乎像个少女。
“Sure I liked him, I liked him.”
“我当然喜欢他,我喜欢他。”
“But you ran away?”
“但是你逃跑了?”
“Not far.
不远。
I came back.
我回来了。
Nobody ever knew I ran, even.
甚至没有人知道我跑了。
But I ran.
但我跑了。
I knew.”
我知道。”
“Why did you come back?”
“你怎么回来了?”
Maartje elucidated her philosophy without being in the least aware that it could be called by any such high-sounding name.
玛尔杰阐明了她的哲学,却丝毫没有意识到它可以用任何如此冠冕堂皇的名字来称呼。
“You can’t run away far enough.
“你逃得不够远。
Except you stop living you can’t run away from life.”
除非你停止生活,否则你无法逃避生活。”
The girlish look had fled.
少女般的神情消失了。
She was world-old.
她已经是世界老将了。
Her strong arms ceased their pounding and thumping for a moment.
她有力的手臂暂时停止了敲击和重击。
On the steps just outside Klaas and Jakob were scanning the weekly reports preparatory to going into the city late that afternoon.
克拉斯和雅各布在外面的台阶上浏览每周报告,准备当天下午晚些时候进城。
Selina had the difficult task of winning Roelf to her all over again.
塞琳娜面临着重新赢得罗尔夫的艰巨任务。
He was like a trusting little animal, who, wounded by the hand he has trusted, is shy of it.
他就像一头信任别人的小动物,被自己信任的手伤害了,却变得害羞了。
She used blandishments on this boy of thirteen such as she had never vouchsafed the man she was going to marry.
她对这个十三岁的男孩用甜言蜜语,比如她从未向她将要结婚的男人提供过保证。
He had asked her, bluntly, one day: “Why are you going to marry with him?” He never spoke the name.
有一天,他直言不讳地问她:“你为什么要嫁给他?”他从来没有说出这个名字。
She thought deeply.
她深深地想道。
What to say?
说什么?
The answer ready on her tongue would have little meaning for this boy.
她嘴上的答案对于这个男孩来说没有什么意义。
There came to her a line from Lancelot and Elaine.
她听到兰斯洛特和伊莱恩的一句话。
She answered, “To serve him, and to follow him through the world.” She thought that rather fine-sounding until Roelf promptly rejected it.
她回答说:“为他服务,跟随他走遍世界。”她认为这听起来不错,直到罗尔夫立即拒绝了。
“That’s no reason.
“这不是理由。
An answer out of a book.
书上的答案。
Anyway, to follow him through the world is dumb.
无论如何,跟随他走遍世界都是愚蠢的。
He stays right here in High Prairie all his life.”
他一生都待在高草原。”
“How do you know!” Selina retorted, almost angrily.
“你怎么知道!”赛琳娜几乎是愤怒地反驳道。
Startled, too.
也吓了一跳。
“I know.
“我知道。
He stays.”
他留下来了。”
Still, he could not withstand her long.
尽管如此,他还是无法忍受她太久。
Together they dug and planted flower beds in Pervus’s dingy front yard.
他们一起在佩尔乌斯肮脏的前院挖并种植了花坛。
It was too late for tulips now.
现在对于郁金香来说已经太晚了。
Pervus had brought her some seeds from town.
佩尔乌斯从城里给她带来了一些种子。
They ranged all the way from poppies to asters; from purple iris to morning glories.
它们的种类繁多,从罂粟花到紫菀花。从紫色鸢尾花到牵牛花。
The last named were to form the back-porch vine, of course, because they grew quickly.
当然,最后命名的是形成后门廊的藤蔓,因为它们生长得很快。
Selina, city-bred, was ignorant of varieties, but insisted she wanted an old-fashioned garden—marigolds, pinks, mignonette, phlox.
塞琳娜在城市长大,对品种一无所知,但坚持说她想要一个老式花园——金盏花、粉红花、木犀草、福禄考。
She and Roelf dug, spaded, planted.
她和罗尔夫挖土、铲土、种植。
The DeJong place was markedly ugly even in that community of squat houses.
即使在那个低矮房屋社区里,德容的地方也明显丑陋。
It lacked the air of sparkling cleanliness that saved the other places from sordidness.
它缺乏那种让其他地方免于肮脏的闪闪发光的清洁空气。
The house, even then, was thirty years old—a gray, weather-beaten frame box with a mansard roof and a flat face staring out at the dense willows by the roadside.
即使在那时,这所房子已经有三十年的历史了——一座灰色的、饱经风霜的框架盒子,有斜折屋顶,平坦的脸凝视着路边茂密的柳树。
It needed paint; the fences sagged; the window curtains were awry.
它需要油漆;栅栏下垂了;窗帘歪了。
The parlour was damp, funereal.
客厅潮湿、阴森。
The old woman who tended the house for Pervus slopped about all day with a pail and a wet gray rag.
为佩尔乌斯照料房子的老妇人整天提着水桶和湿漉漉的灰色抹布到处走动。
There was always a crazy campanile of dirty dishes stacked on the table, and the last meal seemed never to catch up with the next.
桌子上总是堆满脏盘子,上一顿饭似乎永远赶不上下一顿饭。
About the whole house there was a starkness, a bareness that proclaimed no woman who loved it dwelt therein.
整个房子一片荒凉、空旷,表明里面没有住过任何一个爱它的女人。
Selina told herself (and Pervus) that she would change all that.
塞琳娜告诉自己(和珀乌斯)她会改变这一切。
She saw herself going about with a brush and a can of white paint, leaving beauty in her wake, where ugliness had been.
她看到自己拿着一把画笔和一罐白色颜料走来走去,在她身后留下了曾经丑陋的美丽。
Her trousseau was of the scantiest.
她的嫁妆是最简陋的。
Pervus’s household was already equipped with such linens as they would need.
佩尔乌斯的家里已经配备了他们需要的床单。
The question of a wedding gown troubled her until Maartje suggested that she be married in the old Dutch wedding dress that lay in the bride’s chest in Selina’s bedroom.
婚纱的问题一直困扰着她,直到 Maartje 建议她穿着塞琳娜卧室新娘胸前的古老荷兰婚纱结婚。
“A real Dutch bride,” Maartje said.
“一位真正的荷兰新娘,”马尔杰说。
“Your man will think that is fine.” Pervus was delighted.
“你的男人会认为这样很好。”佩尔乌斯很高兴。
Selina basked in his love like a kitten in the sun.
Selina就像阳光下的小猫一样沐浴在他的爱中。
She was, after all, a very lonely little bride with only two photographs on the shelf in her bedroom to give her courage and counsel.
毕竟,她是一个非常孤独的小新娘,卧室的架子上只有两张照片可以给她勇气和建议。
The old Dutch wedding gown was many inches too large for her.
旧的荷兰婚纱对她来说太大了很多英寸。
The skirt-band overlapped her slim waist; her slender little bosom did not fill out the generous width of the bodice; but the effect of the whole was amazingly quaint as well as pathetic.
裙带搭在她纤细的腰上,她纤细的小胸部并没有填满宽大的紧身胸衣。但整体的效果却是令人惊讶的古怪而又可悲。
The wings of the stiffly embroidered coif framed the white face from which the eyes looked out, large and dark.
绣得硬邦邦的头巾的翅膀勾勒出那张白色的脸,从脸上露出一双又大又黑的眼睛。
She had even tried to wear the hand-carved shoes, but had to give that up.
她甚至尝试过穿上手工雕刻的鞋子,但不得不放弃。
In them her feet were as lost as minnows in a rowboat.
她的脚在其中就像划艇里的小鱼一样迷失了方向。
She had much difficulty with the queer old buttons and fastenings.
她对那些奇怪的旧纽扣和紧固件感到很困难。
It was as though the dead and gone Sophia Kroon were trying, with futile ghostly fingers, to prevent this young thing from meeting the fate that was to be hers.
就好像死去的索菲亚·克鲁恩正在用徒劳的幽灵般的手指试图阻止这个年轻人遭遇她的命运。
They were married at the Pools’.
他们在普尔斯结婚。
Klaas and Maartje had insisted on furnishing the wedding supper—ham, chickens, sausages, cakes, pickles, beer.
克拉斯和马尔杰坚持准备婚礼晚餐——火腿、鸡肉、香肠、蛋糕、泡菜和啤酒。
The Reverend Dekker married them and all through the ceremony Selina chided herself because she could not keep her mind on his words in the fascination of watching his short stubby beard as it waggled with every motion of his jaw.
德克牧师与他们结婚了,在整个仪式上,塞琳娜都在责备自己,因为她无法集中注意力在他的话上,因为她着迷地看着他短而粗的胡子随着他下巴的每一个动作而摇摆。
Pervus looked stiff, solemn, and uncomfortable in his wedding blacks—not at all the handsome giant of the everyday corduroys and blue shirt.
佩尔乌斯穿着他的黑色婚礼服,显得僵硬、庄重、不自在——完全不像日常灯芯绒和蓝色衬衫那样英俊的巨人。
In the midst of the ceremony Selina had her moment of panic when she actually saw herself running shrieking from this company, this man, this house, down the road, on, on toward—toward what?
在仪式进行到一半的时候,塞琳娜感到一阵惊慌,她真的看到自己尖叫着从这家公司、这个男人、这栋房子里跑出来,沿着路,一直、一直跑向——跑向什么?
The feeling was so strong that she was surprised to find herself still standing there in the Dutch wedding gown answering “I do” in the proper place.
这种感觉如此强烈,以至于她惊讶地发现自己仍然穿着荷兰婚纱站在原地,在正确的地方回答“我愿意”。
The wedding gifts were few.
结婚礼物很少。
The Pools had given them a “hanging lamp,” coveted of the farmer’s wife; a hideous atrocity in yellow, with pink roses on its shade and prisms dangling and tinkling all around the edge.
普尔夫妇给了他们一盏“吊灯”,这是农夫妻子梦寐以求的。黄色的可怕暴行,其灯罩上有粉红色的玫瑰,棱镜在边缘晃来晃去,叮当作响。
It was intended to hang suspended from the parlour ceiling, and worked up and down on a sort of pulley chain.
它原本打算悬挂在客厅的天花板上,并在一种滑轮链上上下移动。
From the Widow Paarlenberg came a water set in red frosted glass shading to pink—a fat pitcher and six tumblers.
帕伦伯格寡妇送来了一套红色磨砂玻璃装的水,颜色逐渐变成粉红色——一个大水罐和六个玻璃杯。
Roelf’s gift, the result of many weeks’ labour in the work-shed, was a bride’s chest copied from the fine old piece that had saved Selina’s room from sheer ugliness.
罗尔夫的礼物是在工作棚里工作了数周的成果,是一个新娘的胸部,它是从那件精美的旧作品中复制而来的,这件作品使塞琳娜的房间免于丑陋。
He had stained the wood, polished it.
他给木头染色,擦亮。
Had carved the front of it with her initials—very like those that stood out so boldly on the old chest upstairs—S.
在它的正面刻上了她名字的首字母——非常像楼上旧柜子上那些醒目的名字——S。
P.
P。
D.
D .
And the year—1890.
年份——1890年。
The whole was a fine piece of craftsmanship for a boy of thirteen—would not have discredited a man of any age.
对于一个十三岁的男孩来说,这一切都是一件精美的工艺品——不会让任何年龄的男人名誉扫地。
It was the one beautiful gift among Selina’s clumsy crude wedding things.
这是塞琳娜笨拙简陋的婚礼用品中唯一一份美丽的礼物。
She had thanked him with tears in her eyes.
她含着泪水向他道谢。
“Roelf, you’ll come to see me often, won’t you?
“罗尔夫,你会经常来看我的,不是吗?
Often!” Then, as he had hesitated, “I’ll need you so.
经常!”然后,正如他犹豫的那样,“我非常需要你。
You’re all I’ve got.” A strange thing for a bride to say.
你就是我的全部了。”对于新娘来说,这句话很奇怪。
“I’ll come,” the boy had said, trying to make his voice casual, his tone careless.
“我会来的。”男孩说道,试图让自己的声音变得随意,语气漫不经心。
“Sure, I’ll come oncet in a while.”
“当然,我过段时间就来一次。”
“Once, Roelf.
“曾经,罗尔夫。
_Once_ in a while.”
_一次_偶尔。”
He repeated it after her, dutifully.
他尽职尽责地跟在她后面重复了一遍。
After the wedding they went straight to DeJong’s house.
婚礼结束后,他们直奔德容家。
In May the vegetable farmer cannot neglect his garden even for a day.
五月,菜农一天也不能忽视他的花园。
The house had been made ready for them.
房子已经为他们准备好了。
The sway of the old housekeeper was over.
老管家的势力结束了。
Her kitchen bedroom was empty.
她的厨房卧室空无一人。
Throughout the supper Selina had had thoughts which were so foolish and detached as almost to alarm her.
整个晚餐期间,塞琳娜一直在想一些愚蠢而超然的想法,几乎让她惊慌失措。
“Now I am married.
“现在我结婚了。
I am Mrs. Pervus DeJong.
我是佩尔乌斯·德容夫人。
That’s a pretty name.
这是一个漂亮的名字。
It would look quite distinguished on a calling card, very spidery and fine:
它在名片上看起来非常显眼,非常蜘蛛网状且精美:
┌───────────────────────────────────┐ │ │ │ │ │ MRS. PERVUS DEJONG │ │ │ │ _At Home Fridays_ │ │ │ └───────────────────────────────────┘
┌──────────────────────────────────┐ │ │ │ │ │ 先生。 PERVUS DEJONG │ │ │ │ _星期五在家_ │ │ │ └─────────────────────────────────┘
She recalled this later, grimly, when she was Mrs. Pervus DeJong, at home not only Fridays, but Saturdays, Sundays, Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays, and Thursdays.
后来她冷酷地回忆起这件事,当时她还是佩尔乌斯·德容夫人,不仅周五在家,周六、周日、周一、周二、周三和周四也在家。
They drove down the road to DeJong’s place.
他们沿着路开车去德容的住处。
Selina thought, “Now I am driving home with my husband.
Selina 心想:“现在我和丈夫开车回家了。
I feel his shoulder against mine.
我感觉到他的肩膀抵着我的。
I wish he would talk.
我希望他能说话。
I wish he would say something.
我希望他能说点什么。
Still, I’m not frightened.”
尽管如此,我并不害怕。”
Pervus’s market wagon was standing in the yard, shafts down.
佩尔乌斯的货车停在院子里,车轴朝下。
He should have gone to market to-day; would certainly have to go to-morrow, starting early in the afternoon so as to get a good stand in the Haymarket.
他今天应该去市场的;明天肯定得从下午早些时候出发,以便在干草市场占个好位置。
By the light of his lantern the wagon seemed to Selina to be a symbol.
在他的灯笼的照耀下,马车对塞琳娜来说似乎是一个象征。
She had often seen it before, but now that it was to be a part of her life—this the DeJong market wagon and she Mrs. DeJong—she saw clearly what a crazy, disreputable, and poverty-proclaiming old vehicle it was, in contrast with the neat strong wagon in Klaas Pool’s yard, smart with green paint and red lettering that announced, “Klaas Pool, Garden Produce.” With the two sleek farm horses the turnout looked as prosperous and comfortable as Klaas himself.
她以前经常看到它,但现在它已经成为她生活的一部分——这辆德容市场马车和她的德容夫人——她清楚地看到这是一辆多么疯狂、声名狼藉、宣告贫困的旧车,与克拉斯普尔院子里那辆整洁坚固的马车形成鲜明对比,马车上涂着绿色油漆,上面写着“克拉斯普尔,花园农产品”的红色字样。带着两匹光滑的农场马,出席者看起来就像克拉斯本人一样繁荣和舒适。
Pervus swung her down from the seat of the buggy, his hand about her waist, and held her so for a moment, close.
佩尔乌斯把她从马车的座位上摇了下来,他的手搂着她的腰,紧紧地抱住了她一会儿。
Selina said, “You must have that wagon painted, Pervus.
塞琳娜说:“你必须把那辆马车涂漆了,珀乌斯。
And the seat-springs fixed and the sideboard mended.”
座椅弹簧固定了,餐具柜也修好了。”
He stared.
他凝视着。
“Wagon!”
“马车!”
“Yes.
“是的。
It looks a sight.”
看起来很壮观。”
The house was tidy enough, but none too clean.
房子很整洁,但不太干净。
Old Mrs. Voorhees had not been minded to keep house too scrupulously for a man who would be unlikely to know whether or not it was clean.
对于一个不太可能知道房子是否干净的人来说,沃里斯老太太并不介意把房子打扫得太仔细。
Pervus lighted the lamps.
佩尔乌斯点亮了灯。
There was a fire in the kitchen stove.
厨房的炉子里生着火。
It made the house seem stuffy on this mild May night.
在这个温和的五月夜晚,这让房子显得闷热。
Selina thought that her own little bedroom at the Pools’, no longer hers, must be deliciously cool and still with the breeze fanning fresh from the west.
塞琳娜想,她在普尔斯家的小卧室,不再是她的了,一定非常凉爽,而且还有从西边吹来的新鲜微风。
Pervus was putting the horse into the barn.
佩尔乌斯正在把马放进马厩。
The bedroom was off the sitting room.
卧室位于客厅旁边。
The window was shut.
窗户关着。
This last year had taught Selina to prepare the night before for next morning’s rising, so as to lose the least possible time.
去年的这一年,让Selina学会了在前一天晚上为第二天早上的起床做好准备,这样才能尽可能少地浪费时间。
She did this now, unconsciously.
她现在无意识地这样做了。
She took off her white muslin underwear with its frills and embroidery—the three stiff petticoats, and the stiffly starched corset-cover, and the high-bosomed corset and put them into the bureau drawer that she herself had cleaned and papered neatly the week before.
她脱下带有褶边和刺绣的白色平纹细布内衣——三件僵硬的衬裙,硬挺的紧身胸衣罩,还有高胸紧身胸衣,把它们放进衣柜抽屉里,一周前她自己已经把它清理干净并用纸整齐地贴好。
She brushed her hair, laid out to-morrow’s garments, put on her high-necked, long-sleeved nightgown and got into this strange bed.
她梳了梳头发,铺好明天的衣服,换上高领长袖睡衣,钻进了这张陌生的床。
She heard Pervus DeJong shut the kitchen door; the latch clicked, the lock turned.
她听到佩尔乌斯·德容关上了厨房的门;闩锁发出喀哒声,锁转动了。
Heavy quick footsteps across the bare kitchen floor.
沉重而快速的脚步声穿过光秃秃的厨房地板。
This man was coming into her room .
这个男人正走进她的房间。
.
。
.
。
“You can’t run far enough,” Maartje Pool had said.
“你跑得还不够远,”马尔杰·普尔说道。
“Except you stop living you can’t run away from life.”
“除非你停止生活,否则你无法逃避生活。”
Next morning it was dark when he awakened her at four.
第二天早上四点钟,他叫醒了她,天已经黑了。
She started up with a little cry and sat up, straining her ears, her eyes.
她轻轻地哭了一声,坐了起来,竖起耳朵和眼睛。
“Is that you, Father?” She was little Selina Peake again, and Simeon Peake had come in, gay, debonair, from a night’s gaming.
“是你吗,父亲?”她又变成了小塞琳娜·皮克,而西蒙·皮克刚从一晚的游戏中回来,心情愉快、温文尔雅。
Pervus DeJong was already padding about the room in stocking feet.
佩尔乌斯·德容已经穿着袜子在房间里走来走去。
“What—what time is it?
“什么——现在几点了?
What’s the matter, Father?
怎么了,神父?
Why are you up?
你怎么起来了?
Haven’t you gone to bed .
你还没去睡觉吗。
.
。
.” Then she remembered.
”。然后她想起来了。
Pervus DeJong laughed and came toward her.
佩尔乌斯·德容笑着朝她走来。
“Get up, little lazy bones.
“起来吧,小懒骨头。
It’s after four.
四点以后了。
All yesterday’s work I’ve got to do, and all to-day’s.
昨天的所有工作我都要做,今天的也都是我要做的。
Breakfast, little Lina, breakfast.
早餐,小丽娜,早餐。
You are a farmer’s wife now.”
你现在是农民的妻子了。”
VIII
八
By October High Prairie Housewives told each other that Mrs. Pervus DeJong was “expecting.” Dirk DeJong was born in the bedroom off the sitting room on the fifteenth day of March, of a bewildered, somewhat resentful, but deeply interested mother; and a proud, foolish, and vainglorious father whose air of achievement, considering the really slight part he had played in the long, tedious, and racking business, was disproportionate.
到了十月,高草原家庭主妇们互相告诉对方,佩尔乌斯·德容夫人正在“怀孕”。三月十五日,德克·德容出生在客厅旁边的卧室里,他的母亲感到困惑,有些怨恨,但又对此很感兴趣。一个骄傲、愚蠢、虚荣的父亲,考虑到他在漫长、乏味、痛苦的工作中所扮演的微不足道的角色,他所取得的成就是不相称的。
The name Dirk had sounded to Selina like something tall, straight, and slim.
德克这个名字对塞琳娜来说听起来像是又高又直又苗条。
Pervus had chosen it.
佩尔乌斯选择了它。
It had been his grandfather’s name.
这是他祖父的名字。
Sometimes, during those months, Selina would look back on her first winter in High Prairie—that winter of the icy bedroom, the chill black drum, the schoolhouse fire, the chilblains, the Pool pork—and it seemed a lovely dream; a time of ease, of freedom, of careless happiness.
有时,在这几个月里,塞琳娜会回顾她在高草原的第一个冬天——那个冬天,冰冷的卧室、寒冷的黑鼓、校舍的火灾、冻疮、泳池猪肉——这似乎是一个可爱的梦;一段安逸、自由、无忧无虑的幸福时光。
That icy room had been her room; that mile of road traversed on bitter winter mornings a mere jaunt; the schoolhouse stove a toy, fractious but fascinating.
那个冰冷的房间曾经是她的房间;在寒冷的冬日早晨走过的那一英里路只是一次短途旅行;校舍里的炉子就像一个玩具,脾气暴躁,但很迷人。
Pervus DeJong loved his pretty young wife, and she him.
佩尔乌斯·德容爱他年轻漂亮的妻子,她也爱他。
But young love thrives on colour, warmth, beauty.
但年轻的爱情却因色彩、温暖和美丽而蓬勃发展。
It becomes prosaic and inarticulate when forced to begin its day at four in the morning by reaching blindly, dazedly, for limp and obscure garments dangling from bedpost or chair, and to end that day at nine, numb and sodden with weariness, after seventeen hours of physical labour.
当被迫在凌晨四点开始新的一天,盲目地、茫然地伸手去拿挂在床柱或椅子上的松软、晦涩的衣服,并在经过十七个小时的体力劳动后,在九点结束这一天时,它变得平淡无奇、含糊不清。
It was a wet summer.
那是一个潮湿的夏天。
Pervus’s choice tomato plants, so carefully set out in the hope of a dry season, became draggled gray spectres in a waste of mire.
佩尔乌斯精心挑选的番茄植株是为了希望能度过一个旱季,结果却变成了拖在废泥沼泽中的灰色幽灵。
Of fruit the field bore one tomato the size of a marble.
田里结出了一颗大理石大小的西红柿。
For the rest, the crops were moderately successful on the DeJong place.
其余方面,德容地区的农作物收成还算顺利。
But the work necessary to make this so was heartbreaking.
但要做到这一点所需的工作却令人心碎。
Pervus and his hired helper, Jan Steen, used the hand sower and hand cultivator.
佩尔乌斯和他雇来的助手扬·斯蒂恩使用了手动播种机和手动耕耘机。
It seemed to Selina that they were slaves to these buds, shoots, and roots that clamoured with a hundred thousand voices, “Let me out!
在塞琳娜看来,它们似乎是这些芽、芽、根的奴隶,它们用十万个声音叫嚣:“放我出去!
Let me out!” She had known, during her winter at the Pools’, that Klaas, Roelf, and old Jakob worked early and late, but her months there had encompassed what is really the truck farmer’s leisure period.
放我出去吧!”在普尔斯的冬天里,她知道克拉斯、罗尔夫和老雅各布工作早起晚归,但她在那里的几个月实际上是卡车农场主的闲暇时间。
She had arrived in November.
她十一月抵达。
She had married in May.
她五月份结婚了。
From May until October it was necessary to tend the fields with a concentration amounting to fury.
从五月到十月,必须集中精力耕种田地。
Selina had never dreamed that human beings toiled like that for sustenance.
塞琳娜做梦也没想到,人类竟然为了生存而如此辛苦劳作。
Toil was a thing she had never encountered until coming to High Prairie.
辛苦是她来到高草原之前从未遇到过的事情。
Now she saw her husband wrenching a living out of the earth by sheer muscle, sweat, and pain.
现在,她看到她的丈夫靠着肌肉、汗水和痛苦,从地球上艰难地谋生。
During June, July, August, and September the good black prairie soil for miles around was teeming, a hotbed of plenty.
六月、七月、八月和九月期间,方圆几英里的优质黑色草原土壤肥沃,是富饶的温床。
There was born in Selina at this time a feeling for the land that she was never to lose.
此时的Selina心里生出了一种对这片土地的感情,她永远都不会失去这片土地。
Perhaps the child within her had something to do with this.
也许这与她体内的孩子有关。
She was aware of a feeling of kinship with the earth; an illusion of splendour, of fulfilment.
她感觉到一种与大地的亲近感;一种辉煌、成就的幻象。
Sometimes, in a moment’s respite from her work about the house, she would stand in the kitchen doorway, her flushed face turned toward the fields.
有时,她干完家务,稍事休息,就会站在厨房门口,红着脸转向田野。
Wave on wave of green, wave on wave, until the waves melted into each other and became a verdant sea.
一波又一波绿色,一波又一波,直到波浪相互融合,变成一片翠绿的海洋。
As cabbages had been cabbages, and no more, to Klaas Pool, so, to Pervus, these carrots, beets, onions, turnips, and radishes were just so much produce, to be planted, tended, gathered, marketed.
对于克拉斯·普尔来说,卷心菜就是卷心菜,不再是卷心菜了,所以,对于佩尔乌斯来说,这些胡萝卜、甜菜、洋葱、萝卜和小萝卜都只是那么多的农产品,需要种植、照料、采集和销售。
But to Selina, during that summer, they became a vital part in the vast mechanism of a living world.
但对塞琳娜来说,那个夏天,他们成为了生命世界的庞大机制中至关重要的一部分。
Pervus, earth, sun, rain, all elemental forces that laboured to produce the food for millions of humans.
Pervus、大地、阳光、雨水,所有的自然力量都在为数以百万计的人类生产食物。
The sordid, grubby little acreage became a kingdom; the phlegmatic Dutch-American truck farmers of the region were high priests consecrated to the service of the divinity, Earth.
这片肮脏肮脏的小土地变成了一个王国。该地区冷漠的荷兰裔美国卡车农民是供奉大地神的大祭司。
She thought of Chicago’s children.
她想到了芝加哥的孩子们。
If they had red cheeks, clear eyes, nimble brains it was because Pervus brought them the food that made them so.
如果说他们有红润的脸颊、清澈的眼睛、敏捷的大脑,那是因为佩尔乌斯给他们带来了食物,才使他们如此。
It was before the day when glib talk of irons, vitamines, arsenic entered into all discussion pertaining to food.
就在那一天之前,关于铁、维生素、砷的油嘴滑舌的谈论进入了所有与食物有关的讨论。
Yet Selina sensed something of the meaning behind these toiling, patient figures, all unconscious of meaning, bent double in the fields for miles throughout High Prairie.
然而,塞琳娜感觉到了这些辛苦、耐心的人物背后的某种意义,他们全然没有意识到自己的意义,在高草原上绵延数英里的田野里弯着腰。
Something of this she tried to convey to Pervus.
她试图将这一点传达给佩尔乌斯。
He only stared, his blue eyes wide and unresponsive.
他只是盯着看,蓝色的眼睛睁得大大的,毫无反应。
“Farm work grand!
“农活真好!
Farm work is slave work.
农场工作是奴隶工作。
Yesterday, from the load of carrots in town I didn’t make enough to bring you the goods for the child so when it comes you should have clothes for it.
昨天,我在城里买了一堆胡萝卜,没有赚到足够的钱给你带孩子的东西,所以当孩子来的时候,你应该给孩子准备衣服。
It’s better I feed them to the livestock.”
我最好把它们喂给牲畜。”
Pervus drove into the Chicago market every other day.
佩尔乌斯每隔一天开车进入芝加哥市场。
During July and August he sometimes did not have his clothes off for a week.
七月和八月期间,他有时一周都没有脱衣服。
Together he and Jan Steen would load the wagon with the day’s garnering.
他和扬·斯蒂恩一起把当天的收获装到马车上。
At four he would start on the tedious trip into town.
四点钟他就开始了进城的乏味之旅。
The historic old Haymarket on west Randolph Street had become the stand for market gardeners for miles around Chicago.
伦道夫西街历史悠久的老干草市场已成为芝加哥周边数英里内的市场园丁的摊位。
Here they stationed their wagons in preparation for the next day’s selling.
他们把马车停在这里,准备第二天的销售。
The wagons stood, close packed, in triple rows, down both sides of the curb and in the middle of the street.
马车密密麻麻地排成三排,停在路边两侧和街道中央。
The early comer got the advantageous stand.
先到者获得了有利的位置。
There was no regular allotment of space.
没有定期分配空间。
Pervus tried to reach the Haymarket by nine at night.
佩尔乌斯试图在晚上九点之前到达干草市场。
Often bad roads made a detour necessary and he was late.
路况不好,常常需要绕道而行,结果他就迟到了。
That usually meant bad business next day.
这通常意味着第二天的生意会很糟糕。
The men, for the most part, slept on their wagons, curled up on the wagon-seat or stretched out on the sacks.
大多数人都睡在马车上,蜷缩在马车座位上,或者伸直躺在麻袋上。
Their horses were stabled and fed in near-by sheds, with more actual comfort than the men themselves.
他们的马匹被安置在附近的马厩里,并在附近的马棚里喂食,比男人们自己更舒适。
One could get a room for twenty-five cents in one of the ramshackle rooming houses that faced the street.
花二十五美分就可以在临街的一间摇摇欲坠的出租屋里租到一间房间。
But the rooms were small, stuffy, none too clean; the beds little more comfortable than the wagons.
但房间又小又闷,而且不太干净。床比马车舒服一点。
Besides, twenty-five cents!
而且,二十五美分!
You got twenty-five cents for half a barrel of tomatoes.
半桶西红柿卖二十五美分。
You got twenty-five cents for a sack of potatoes.
一袋土豆卖二十五美分。
Onions brought seventy-five cents a sack.
洋葱卖七十五美分一袋。
Cabbages went a hundred heads for two dollars, and they were five-pound heads.
两块钱卖一百颗卷心菜,五磅重。
If you drove home with ten dollars in your pocket it represented a profit of exactly zero.
如果你口袋里装着十美元开车回家,那么利润恰好为零。
The sum must go above that.
总和必须高于这个数字。
No; one did not pay out twenty-five cents for the mere privilege of sleeping in a bed.
不;人们不会仅仅为了睡在一张床上而支付二十五美分。
One June day, a month or more after their marriage, Selina drove into Chicago with Pervus, an incongruous little figure in her bride’s finery perched on the seat of the vegetable wagon piled high with early garden stuff.
六月的一天,也就是他们结婚一个月多后,塞琳娜和佩尔乌斯一起开车去芝加哥。佩尔乌斯穿着新娘的华丽服饰,坐在运菜车的座位上,上面堆满了早期的花园植物,这个身材与佩尔乌斯不相称。
They had started before four that afternoon, and reached the city at nine, though the roads were still heavy from the late May rains.
那天下午四点前他们就出发了,九点就到达了城里,尽管由于五月下旬的降雨,道路仍然崎岖不平。
It was, in a way, their wedding trip, for Selina had not been away from the farm since her marriage.
从某种程度上来说,这是他们的婚礼之旅,因为塞琳娜自从结婚以来就没有离开过农场。
The sun was bright and hot.
太阳又亮又热。
Selina held an umbrella to shield herself from the heat and looked about her with enjoyment and interest.
Selina打着伞避暑,饶有兴趣地打量着四周。
She chattered, turned her head this way and that, exclaimed, questioned.
她喋喋不休,把头转来转去,大喊大叫,提出疑问。
Sometimes she wished that Pervus would respond more quickly to her mood.
有时她希望佩尔乌斯能更快地回应她的情绪。
A gay, volatile creature, she frisked about him like a friendly bright-eyed terrier about a stolid, ponderous St. Bernard.
她是一个快乐、情绪不稳定的生物,她在他身边跳来跳去,就像一只友好的、眼睛明亮的小猎犬在一只冷漠、笨重的圣伯纳德身上跳来跳去。
As they jogged along now she revealed magnificent plans that had been forming in her imagination during the past four weeks.
当他们慢跑时,她透露了过去四个星期以来她在想象中形成的宏伟计划。
It had not taken her four weeks—or days—to discover that this great broad-shouldered man she had married was a kindly creature, tender and good, but lacking any vestige of initiative, of spirit.
没过四个星期,或者几天,她就发现这个她嫁给的宽肩膀的伟大男人是一个善良的人,温柔而善良,但缺乏任何主动性和精神的痕迹。
She marvelled, sometimes, at the memory of his boldness in bidding for her lunch box that evening of the raffle.
有时,她会惊叹于他在抽奖当晚为她的午餐盒竞价的大胆行为。
It seemed incredible now, though he frequently referred to it, wagging his head doggishly and grinning the broadly complacent grin of the conquering male.
现在看来,这似乎令人难以置信,尽管他经常提到这一点,小狗般地摇着头,咧着征服者般的自满笑容。
But he was, after all, a dull fellow, and there was in Selina a dash of fire, of wholesome wickedness, of adventure, that he never quite understood.
但他毕竟是个迟钝的家伙,塞琳娜身上有一丝火焰、善良的邪恶和冒险精神,但他从来没有完全理解。
For her flashes of flame he had a mingled feeling of uneasiness and pride.
对于她闪烁的火焰,他有一种混合着不安和骄傲的感觉。
In the manner of all young brides, Selina started bravely out to make her husband over.
像所有年轻新娘一样,塞琳娜勇敢地开始改变她的丈夫。
He was handsome, strong, gentle; slow, conservative, morose.
他英俊、坚强、温柔;缓慢、保守、忧郁。
She would make him keen, daring, successful, buoyant.
她会让他变得敏锐、大胆、成功、活泼。
Now, bumping down the Halsted road, she sketched some of her plans in large dashing strokes.
现在,她沿着霍尔斯特德路颠簸行驶,用大胆的笔画勾画出了自己的一些计划。
“Pervus, we must paint the house in October, before the frost sets in, and after the summer work is over.
“佩尔乌斯,我们必须在十月份霜冻来临之前、夏季工作结束之后粉刷房子。
White would be nice, with green trimmings.
白色搭配绿色装饰就很好了。
Though perhaps white isn’t practical.
虽然白色也许不太实用。
Or maybe green with darker green trimmings.
或者也许是绿色,带有深绿色的装饰。
A lovely background for the hollyhocks.” (Those that she and Roelf had planted showed no signs of coming up.) “Then that west sixteen.
蜀葵的美丽背景。” (她和罗尔夫种下的那些没有任何长出来的迹象。)“然后是西十六。
We’ll drain it.”
我们会把它排干的。”
“Yeh, drain,” Pervus muttered.
“是啊,排水。”佩尔乌斯嘀咕道。
“It’s clay land.
“这是粘土地。
Drain and you have got yet clay.
沥干后你就得到了粘土。
Hard clay soil.”
坚硬的粘土。”
Selina had the answer to that.
赛琳娜已经给出了答案。
“I know it.
“我知道。
You’ve got to use tile drainage.
你必须使用瓷砖排水。
And—wait a minute—humus.
还有——等一下——腐殖质。
I know what humus is.
我知道腐殖质是什么。
It’s decayed vegetables.
这是腐烂的蔬菜。
There’s always a pile by the side of the barn; and you’ve been using it on the quick land.
谷仓旁边总是有一堆东西;而且你一直在快速土地上使用它。
All the west sixteen isn’t clay.
整个西部十六都不是粘土。
Part of it’s muckland.
其中一部分是泥土。
All it needs is draining and manure.
它所需要的只是排水和肥料。
With potash, too, and phosphoric acid.”
还有钾肥和磷酸。”
Pervus laughed a great hearty laugh that Selina found surprisingly infuriating.
佩尔乌斯大笑起来,赛琳娜发现这笑声出人意料地令人恼怒。
He put one great brown hand patronizingly on her flushed cheek; pinched it gently.
他把一只棕色的大手居高临下地放在她泛红的脸颊上。轻轻地捏了一下。
“Don’t!” said Selina, and jerked her head away.
“不!”塞琳娜说着,猛地扭过头去。
It was the first time she had ever resented a caress from him.
这是她第一次对他的爱抚产生怨恨。
Pervus laughed again.
佩尔乌斯又笑了。
“Well, well, well!
“好啦好啦!
School teacher is a farmer now, huh?
学校老师现在是农民吧?
I bet even Widow Paarlenberg don’t know as much as my little farmer about”—he exploded again—“about this, now, potash and—what kind of acid?
我敢打赌,就连帕伦伯格寡妇也不如我的小农夫了解得那么多”——他再次爆发了——“关于这个,现在,钾肥和——什么样的酸?
Tell me, little Lina, from where did you learn all this about truck farming?”
告诉我,小莉娜,你是从哪里学到这些关于卡车种植的知识的?”
“Out of a book,” Selina said, almost snappishly.
“从书上看出来的,”塞琳娜几乎是不耐烦地说道。
“I sent to Chicago for it.”
“我派人去芝加哥取了。”
“A book!
“一本书!
A book!” He slapped his knee.
一本书!”他拍了拍膝盖。
“A vegetable farmer out of a book.”
“书中的菜农。”
“Why not!
“为什么不呢!
The man who wrote it knows more about vegetable farming than anybody in all High Prairie.
写这本书的人比整个高草原的任何人都更了解蔬菜种植。
He knows about new ways.
他知道新方法。
You’re running the farm just the way your father ran it.”
你正在按照你父亲经营农场的方式经营农场。”
“What was good enough for my father is good enough for me.”
“对我父亲来说足够好的事情对我来说也足够了。”
“It isn’t!” cried Selina, “It isn’t!
“才不是呢!”赛琳娜叫道:“不是的!
The book says clay loam is all right for cabbages, peas, and beans.
书上说粘壤土适合种植卷心菜、豌豆和豆类。
It tells you how.
它告诉你如何做。
It tells you how!” She was like a frantic little fly darting and pricking him on to accelerate the stolid sluggishness of his slow plodding gait.
它告诉你怎么做!”她就像一只疯狂的小苍蝇,扑向他,刺他,加速他缓慢而迟缓的步态。
Having begun, she plunged on.
开始之后,她就一头扎进去。
“We ought to have two horses to haul the wagon to market.
“我们应该有两匹马来把马车拖到市场。
It would save you hours of time that you could spend on the place.
这会节省你在这个地方花费的时间。
Two horses, and a new wagon, green and red, like Klaas Pool’s.”
两匹马,还有一辆新马车,绿色和红色的,就像克拉斯·普尔的车一样。”
Pervus stared straight ahead down the road between his horse’s ears much as Klaas Pool had done so maddeningly on Selina’s first ride on the Halsted road.
佩尔乌斯直视着马耳间的道路,就像塞琳娜第一次在霍尔斯特德路上骑马时克拉斯·普尔所做的那样令人抓狂。
“Fine talk.
“说得好。
Fine talk.”
说得好。”
“It isn’t talk.
“这不是谈话。
It’s plans.
这是计划。
You’ve got to plan.”
你必须做好计划。”
“Fine talk.
“说得好。
Fine talk.”
说得好。”
“Oh!” Selina beat her knee with an impotent fist.
“哦!”塞琳娜用无力的拳头捶着膝盖。
It was the nearest they had ever come to quarrelling.
这是他们最近一次发生争吵。
It would seem that Pervus had the best of the argument, for when two years had passed the west sixteen was still a boggy clay mass, and unprolific; and the old house stared out shabby and paintless, at the dense willows by the roadside.
看来佩尔乌斯是最有说服力的人,因为两年过去了,西十六仍然是一片沼泽粘土,生产力不高。老房子望着路边茂密的柳树,破旧而没有油漆。
They slept that night in one of the twenty-five-cent rooming houses.
那天晚上,他们睡在一套二十五美分的出租屋里。
Rather, Pervus slept.
相反,佩尔乌斯睡着了。
The woman lay awake, listening to the city noises that had become strange in her ears; staring out into the purple-black oblong that was the open window, until that oblong became gray.
女人睁着眼睛躺在床上,听着城市里的喧闹声,这些声音在她耳中变得陌生起来。凝视着窗外紫黑色的长方形,那是打开的窗户,直到那个长方形变成灰色。
She wept a little, perhaps.
也许她哭了一点。
But in the morning Pervus might have noted (if he had been a man given to noting) that the fine jaw-line was set as determinedly as ever with an angle that spelled inevitably paint, drainage, humus, potash, phosphoric acid, and a horse team.
但到了早上,佩尔乌斯可能会注意到(如果他是一个善于注意到的人的话),精致的下巴线条一如既往地坚定地形成了一个角度,不可避免地意味着油漆、排水、腐殖质、钾肥、磷酸和马队。
She rose before four with Pervus, glad to be out of the stuffy little room with its spotted and scaly green wall paper, its rickety bed and chair.
她和佩尔乌斯一起在四点前起身,很高兴能离开这个闷热的小房间,房间里的绿色墙纸有斑点和鳞片,床和椅子都摇摇晃晃的。
They had a cup of coffee and a slice of bread in the eating house on the first floor.
他们在一楼的餐厅里喝了一杯咖啡,吃了一片面包。
Selina waited while he tended the horse.
当他照顾马时,塞琳娜等待着。
The night-watchman had been paid another twenty-five cents for watching the wagonload through the night as it stood in a row with the hundreds of others in the Haymarket.
守夜人又得到了二十五美分,因为他整晚都在监视这辆马车,因为它与干草市场上的数百辆马车排成一排。
It was scarcely dawn when the trading began.
天刚亮,交易就开始了。
Selina, watching it from the wagon seat, thought that this was a ridiculously haphazard and perilous method of distributing the food for whose fruition Pervus had toiled with aching back and tired arms.
塞琳娜在马车座位上看着这一切,她认为这是一种可笑的随意和危险的分配食物的方法,而佩尔乌斯为了这些食物的成果而辛苦劳作,背部酸痛,手臂疲惫。
But she said nothing.
但她什么也没说。
She kept, perforce, to the house that first year, and the second.
第一年和第二年她都被迫留在这所房子里。
Pervus declared that his woman should never work in the fields as did many of the High Prairie wives and daughters.
佩尔乌斯宣称他的女人永远不应该像许多高草原的妻子和女儿那样在田里干活。
Of ready cash there was almost none.
现金几乎没有。
Pervus was hard put to it to pay Jan Steen his monthly wage during May, June, July, and August, when he was employed on the DeJong place, though Steen got but a pittance, being known as a poor hand, and “dumb.” Selina learned much that first year, and the second, but she said little.
佩尔乌斯很难向简·斯蒂恩支付五月、六月、七月和八月期间的月工资,当时他在德容工厂工作,尽管斯蒂恩只得到微薄的工资,被认为是穷人和“笨蛋”。塞琳娜在第一年和第二年学到了很多东西,但她说的很少。
She kept the house in order—rough work, and endless—and she managed, miraculously, to keep herself looking fresh and neat.
她把家里打理得井井有条——辛苦劳作,没完没了——而且她奇迹般地让自己看起来清新整洁。
She understood now Maartje Pool’s drab garments, harassed face, heavily swift feet, never at rest.
她现在明白了玛杰·普尔的单调乏味的衣服、疲惫不堪的脸、脚步沉重、从不休息的样子。
The idea of flowers in bowls was abandoned by July.
到了七月,碗里花的想法就被放弃了。
Had it not been for Roelf’s faithful tending, the flower beds themselves, planted with such hopes, would have perished for lack of care.
如果没有罗尔夫的忠实照料,那些满怀希望的花坛本身就会因缺乏照料而枯死。
Roelf came often to the house.
罗尔夫经常来家里。
He found there a tranquillity and peace never known in the Pool place, with its hubbub and clatter.
他发现这里有一种在喧闹喧哗的泳池区所没有的宁静与安宁。
In order to make her house attractive Selina had actually rifled her precious little bank hoard—the four hundred and ninety-seven dollars left her by her father.
为了让她的房子更有吸引力,塞琳娜实际上掏空了她宝贵的小银行积蓄——她父亲留给她的四百九十七美元。
She still had one of the clear white diamonds.
她还拥有一颗清澈的白钻石。
She kept it sewed in the hem of an old flannel petticoat.
她把它缝在一件旧法兰绒衬裙的下摆上。
Once she had shown it to Pervus.
有一次她把它拿给佩尔乌斯看。
“If I sell this maybe we could get enough money to drain and tile.”
“如果我卖掉这个,也许我们可以获得足够的钱来排水和铺瓷砖。”
Pervus took the stone, weighed it in his great palm, blinked as he always did when discussing a subject of which he was ignorant.
佩尔乌斯接过石头,用大手掌掂量着,眨着眼睛,就像他在讨论一个他不知道的话题时总是做的那样。
“How much could you get for it?
“你能卖多少钱?
Fifty dollars, maybe.
五十美元,也许吧。
Five hundred is what I would need.”
我需要五百块。”
“I’ve got that.
“我知道了。
I’ve got it in the bank!”
我已经存在银行里了!”
“Well, maybe next spring.
“嗯,也许明年春天。
Right now I got my hands full, and more.”
现在我忙得不可开交,还有更多。”
To Selina that seemed a short-sighted argument.
对塞琳娜来说,这似乎是一种短视的论点。
But she was too newly married to stand her ground; too much in love; too ignorant still of farm conditions.
但她刚结婚不久,无法坚持自己的立场。太爱了;对农场条件还是太无知了。
The can of white paint and the brush actually did materialize.
白色颜料罐和画笔确实实体化了。
For weeks it was dangerous to sit, lean, or tread upon any paintable thing in the DeJong farmhouse without eliciting a cry of warning from Selina.
几个星期以来,在德容农舍里坐下、靠在或踩在任何可涂漆的东西上而不引起塞琳娜的警告都是危险的。
She would actually have tried her hand at the outside of the house with a quart can and three-inch brush if Pervus hadn’t intervened.
如果佩尔乌斯没有介入,她实际上会用一夸脱罐和三英寸刷子在房子外面尝试一下。
She hemmed dimity curtains, made slip-covers for the hideous parlour sofa and the ugliest of the chairs.
她给暗淡的窗帘镶边,为丑陋的客厅沙发和最丑陋的椅子制作沙发套。
Subscribed for a magazine called _House and Garden_.
订阅了一本名为《房屋与花园》的杂志。
Together she and Roelf used to pore over this fascinating periodical.
她和罗尔夫经常一起仔细研究这本引人入胜的期刊。
Terraces, lily-pools, leaded casements, cretonne, fireplaces, yew trees, pergolas, fountains—they absorbed them all, exclaimed, admired, actually criticized.
露台、百合花池、含铅窗扇、印花布、壁炉、紫杉树、凉棚、喷泉——他们吸收了所有这些,惊叹着,钦佩着,实际上也批评着。
Selina was torn between an English cottage with timbered porch, bay window, stone flagging, and an Italian villa with a broad terrace on which she would stand in trailing white with a Russian wolf-hound.
塞琳娜左右为难,一边是一栋带木门廊、凸窗、石板的英国小屋,一边是一栋带宽阔露台的意大利别墅,她会穿着白色拖尾服与一只俄罗斯猎狼犬站在露台上。
If High Prairie had ever overheard one of these conversations between the farm woman who would always be a girl and the farm boy who had never been quite a child, it would have raised palms high in an “Og heden!” of horror.
如果高草原无意中听到了永远是女孩的农场妇女和从未成为孩子的农场男孩之间的对话,它会举起手掌高举“Og heden!”的恐怖。
But High Prairie never heard, and wouldn’t have understood if it had.
但高草原从未听说过,即使听到也不会理解。
She did another strange thing: She placed the fine hand-carved oak chest Roelf had given her in a position so that her child should see it as soon as he opened his eyes in the morning.
她做了另一件奇怪的事:她把罗尔夫给她的手工雕刻的精美橡木箱子放在一个位置,以便她的孩子早上一睁开眼睛就能看到它。
It was the most beautiful thing she possessed.
这是她拥有的最美丽的东西。
She had, too, an incomplete set of old Dutch luster ware.
她还有一套不完整的旧荷兰光泽器皿。
It had belonged to Pervus’s mother, and to her mother before her.
它曾经属于佩尔乌斯的母亲,也属于她的前母亲。
On Sunday nights Selina used this set for supper, though Pervus protested.
周日晚上,塞琳娜用这套餐具吃晚饭,但佩尔乌斯提出了抗议。
And she always insisted that Dirk drink his milk out of one of the lovely jewel-like cups.
她总是坚持让德克用一个可爱的宝石般的杯子喝牛奶。
Pervus thought this a piece of madness.
佩尔乌斯认为这是一件疯狂的事情。
Selina was up daily at four.
塞琳娜每天四点起床。
Dressing was a swift and mechanical covering of the body.
敷料是对身体的快速而机械的覆盖。
Breakfast must be ready for Pervus and Jan when they came in from the barn.
当佩尔乌斯和简从谷仓进来时,早餐必须准备好。
The house to clean, the chickens to tend, sewing, washing, ironing, cooking.
打扫房子,照顾鸡,缝纫,洗涤,熨烫,做饭。
She contrived ways of minimizing her steps, of lightening her labour.
她想出了一些方法来尽量减少脚步,减轻劳力。
And she saw clearly how the little farm was mismanaged through lack of foresight, imagination, and—she faced it squarely—through stupidity.
她清楚地看到,这个小农场是如何因缺乏远见、缺乏想象力而管理不善的,而且——她直面它——因愚蠢而管理不善。
She was fond of this great, kindly, blundering, stubborn boy who was her husband.
她喜欢这个伟大的、善良的、笨拙的、固执的男孩,他就是她的丈夫。
But she saw him with amazing clearness through the mists of her love.
但她透过爱情的迷雾,以惊人的清晰看到了他。
There was something prophetic about the way she began to absorb knowledge of the farm work, of vegetable culture, of marketing.
她开始吸收农活、蔬菜文化和营销知识的方式具有某种预言性。
Listening, seeing, she learned about soil, planting, weather, selling.
听、看,她了解了土壤、种植、天气、销售。
The daily talk of the house and fields was of nothing else.
每天谈论的都是房子和田地,除此之外别无其他。
About this little twenty-five-acre garden patch there was nothing of the majesty of the Iowa, Illinois, and Kansas grain farms, with their endless billows of wheat and corn, rye, alfalfa, and barley rolling away to the horizon.
在这片二十五英亩的小花园里,完全没有爱荷华州、伊利诺伊州和堪萨斯州谷物农场的雄伟,那里的小麦、玉米、黑麦、苜蓿和大麦绵延不绝,一直延伸到地平线。
Everything was done in diminutive here.
一切都在这里完成。
An acre of this.
这一亩地。
Two acres of that.
那是两英亩。
A score of chickens.
二十只鸡。
One cow.
一头牛。
One horse.
一匹马。
Two pigs.
两只猪。
Here was all the drudgery of farm life with none of its bounteousness, fine sweep, or splendour.
这里充满了农家生活的苦差事,没有农家生活的慷慨、整洁或辉煌。
Selina sensed that every inch of soil should have been made to yield to the utmost.
赛琳娜觉得,每一寸土壤都应该最大限度地发挥作用。
Yet there lay the west sixteen, useless during most of the year; reliable never.
然而,西边的十六个在一年中的大部分时间里都毫无用处。永远可靠。
And there was no money to drain it or enrich it; no ready cash for the purchase of profitable neighbouring acreage.
而且没有钱来耗尽它或丰富它;没有现成现金来购买有利可图的邻近土地。
She did not know the term intensive farming, but this was what she meant.
她不知道精耕细作这个词,但她就是这个意思。
Artificial protection against the treacherous climate of the Great Lakes region was pitifully lacking in Pervus’s plans.
佩尔乌斯的计划中可怜地缺乏针对五大湖地区恶劣气候的人工保护。
Now it would be hot with the humid, withering, sticky heat of the district.
现在,这个地区的天气会变得很热,潮湿、闷热、粘稠。
The ground was teeming, smoking, and the green things seemed actually to be pushing their way out of the earth so that one could almost see them growing, as in some absurd optical illusion.
地面上充满了烟雾,绿色的东西似乎真的从土里挤出来了,人们几乎可以看到它们在生长,就像某种荒谬的视错觉一样。
Then, without warning, would come the icy Lake Michigan wind, nipping the tender shoots with fiendish fingers.
然后,毫无预兆地,冰冷的密歇根湖风就会吹来,用凶恶的手指咬断嫩芽。
There should have been hotbeds and coldframes, forcing-hills, hand-boxes.
应该有温床和冷床、强制山、手动箱。
There were almost none.
几乎没有。
These things Selina saw, but not quite clearly.
这些东西Selina都看到了,但又不太清楚。
She went about her housework, now dreamily, now happily.
她忙着做家务,一会儿做梦,一会儿高兴。
Her physical condition swayed her mood.
她的身体状况影响了她的情绪。
Sometimes, in the early autumn, when the days became cooler, she would go to where Pervus and Jan were working in the fields in the late afternoon gathering the produce for that night’s trip to market.
有时,在初秋,天气变凉时,她会在下午晚些时候去佩尔乌斯和简在田里干活的地方,收集当晚去市场所需的农产品。
She would stand there, a bit of sewing in her hand, perhaps, the wind ruffling her hair, whipping her skirts, her face no longer pale, tilted a little toward the good sun like a lovely tawny flower.
她会站在那里,手里可能拿着一点针线活,风吹乱了她的头发,拍打着她的裙子,她的脸不再苍白,像一朵可爱的黄褐色花朵一样向阳光倾斜一点。
Sometimes she sat perched on a pile of empty sacks, or on an up-ended crate, her sewing in her hand.
有时她坐在一堆空麻袋上,或者一个倒置的板条箱上,手里拿着针线活。
She was happiest at such times—most content—except for the pang she felt at sight of the great dark splotch on the blue of Pervus’s work-shirt where the sweat stained it.
在这种时候,她是最快乐的——最满足的——除了当她看到佩尔乌斯蓝色工作衫上被汗水弄脏的大黑点时感到的痛苦。
She had come out so one autumn afternoon.
秋天的一个下午,她出来了。
She was feeling particularly gay, buoyant.
她感觉特别快乐、轻松。
In one of his rare hours of leisure Roelf Pool had come to help her with her peony roots which Pervus had brought her from Chicago for fall planting.
在他难得的闲暇时间里,罗尔夫·普尔来帮她种植牡丹根,这是佩尔乌斯从芝加哥带给她用于秋季种植的。
Roelf had dug the trench, deep and wide, mulched it with cow-manure, banked it.
罗尔夫挖了又深又宽的沟渠,用牛粪覆盖它,并筑堤。
They were to form a double row up the path to the front of the house, and in her mind’s eye Selina already saw them blooming when spring should come, shaggy balls of luscious pink.
它们沿着通往房子前面的小路排成双排,在塞琳娜的脑海里,春天到来时,它们已经盛开,长满了蓬松的粉红色球。
Now Roelf was lending a hand to Pervus and Jan as they bent over the late beets and radishes.
现在,罗尔夫正在向佩尔乌斯和简弯腰处理晚熟的甜菜和萝卜时伸出援助之手。
It was a day all gold and blue and scarlet; warm for the season with a ripe mellow warmth like yellow chartreuse.
这是一个金色、蓝色和猩红色的一天;带有黄色黄绿色般成熟醇厚的温暖,适合这个季节。
There were stretches of seal-black loam where the vegetables had been uprooted.
蔬菜已被连根拔起,那里有大片海豹般的黑色壤土。
Bunches of them, string-tied, lay ready for gathering into baskets.
一捆捆的,用绳子绑着,准备装进篮子里。
Selina’s eye was gladdened by the clear coral of radishes flung against the rich black loam.
塞琳娜的眼睛因在肥沃的黑壤土上撒下的萝卜的清澈珊瑚而感到高兴。
“A jewel, Pervus!” she cried.
“一颗宝石,佩尔乌斯!”她哭了。
“A jewel in an Ethiop’s ear!”
“埃塞俄比亚人耳朵里的宝石!”
“What?” said Pervus, looking up, amiable but uncomprehending.
“什么?”佩尔乌斯抬起头,和蔼可亲,但不解地说道。
But the boy smiled.
但男孩微笑着。
Selina had left him that book for his own when she went away.
塞琳娜离开时把那本书留给了他。
Suddenly Selina stooped and picked up one of the scarlet and green clusters tied with its bit of string.
突然,塞琳娜弯下腰,捡起了用绳子绑着的一串猩红色和绿色的花。
Laughing, she whipped out a hairpin and fastened the bunch in her hair just behind her ear.
她笑着抽出一根发夹,将一束发夹别在耳后的头发上。
An absurd thing to do, and childish.
这是一件荒唐又幼稚的事情。
It should have looked as absurd as it was, but it didn’t.
它本来应该看起来很荒谬,但事实并非如此。
Instead it was like a great crimson flower there.
相反,它就像一朵巨大的深红色花朵。
Her cheeks were flushed with the hot sun.
她的脸颊被炎热的阳光晒得通红。
Her fine dark hair was wind-blown and a little loosened, her dress open at the throat.
她细密的黑发被风吹得有些松散,裙子的领口敞开着。
Her figure was fuller, her breast had a richer curve, for the child was four months on the way.
她的身材更加丰满,胸部的曲线也更加丰满,因为孩子已经四个月了。
She was laughing.
她在笑。
At a little exclamation from Roelf, Pervus looked up, as did Jan.
听到罗尔夫的一声惊呼,佩尔乌斯抬起头来,简也抬起头来。
Selina took a slow rhythmic step, and another, her arms upraised, a provocative lovely bacchic little figure there in the fields under the hot blue sky.
塞琳娜缓慢而有节奏地迈出一步,又迈出了一步,她高举双臂,在炎热的蓝天下的田野里,一个挑衅的、可爱的、放荡的小身影。
Jan Steen wiped the sweat from his brown face, a glow in his eyes.
简·斯蒂恩擦了擦棕色脸上的汗水,眼睛里闪烁着光芒。
“You are like the calendar!” cried Roelf, “on the wall in the parlour.” A cheap but vivid and not unlovely picture of a girl with cherries in her hair.
“你就像日历!”罗尔夫喊道,“在客厅的墙上。”一幅廉价但生动且不失可爱的照片,画的是一个头发上插着樱桃的女孩。
It hung in the Pool farmhouse.
它挂在泳池农舍里。
Pervus DeJong showed one of his rare storms of passion.
佩尔乌斯·德容展现了他罕见的激情风暴之一。
Selina had not seen that blaze of blue in his eyes since the night, months ago, in the Pools’ kitchen.
自从几个月前在普尔家厨房的那个晚上之后,塞琳娜就再也没有在他眼中看到过那蓝色的光芒。
But that blaze had been a hot and burning blue, like the sky of to-day.
但那火焰是炽热而燃烧的蓝色,就像今天的天空一样。
This was a bitter blue, a chill and freezing thing, like the steel-blue of ice in the sun.
这是一种苦涩的蓝色,一种冰冷的感觉,就像阳光下的钢蓝色冰块。
“Take them things out of your hair now!
“现在把你头发上的东西拿掉!
Take shame to yourself!” He strode over to her and snatched the things from her hair and threw them down and ground them into the soft earth with his heavy heel.
给自己丢脸吧!”他大步走向她,从她头发上抓起那些东西,扔到地上,用沉重的脚跟将它们踩在松软的土地上。
A long coil of her fine dark hair came rippling over her shoulder as he did so.
当他这么做的时候,她一头长长的黑发在她的肩上荡漾。
She stood looking at him, her eyes wide, dark, enormous in her face now suddenly white.
她站在那里看着他,眼睛睁得大大的,黑黑的,巨大的脸突然变得苍白。
His wrath was born of the narrow insular mind that fears gossip.
他的愤怒源于害怕流言蜚语的狭隘狭隘思想。
He knew that the hired man would tell through the length and width of High Prairie how Pervus DeJong’s wife pinned red radishes in her hair and danced in the fields like a loose woman.
他知道,雇工会透过高草原的长度和宽度讲述佩尔乌斯·德容的妻子如何将红萝卜别在头发上,并像一个放荡的女人一样在田野里跳舞。
Selina had turned, fled to the house.
赛琳娜转身,逃进了屋里。
It was their first serious quarrel.
这是他们第一次严重争吵。
For days she was hurt, ashamed, moody.
连续几天她都感到受伤、羞愧、喜怒无常。
They made it up, of course.
当然,他们弥补了。
Pervus was contrite, abject almost.
佩尔乌斯很懊悔,几乎是卑微的。
But something that belonged to her girlhood had left her that day.
但那天属于她少女时代的一些东西离开了她。
During that winter she was often hideously lonely.
那个冬天,她常常感到极其孤独。
She never got over her hunger for companionship.
她从未克服过对陪伴的渴望。
Here she was, a gregarious and fun-loving creature, buried in a snow-bound Illinois prairie farmhouse with a husband who looked upon conversation as a convenience, not a pastime.
她是一个合群、热爱玩乐的生物,和她的丈夫一起埋葬在白雪皑皑的伊利诺伊州草原农舍里,她的丈夫认为谈话是一种方便,而不是消遣。
She learned much that winter about the utter sordidness of farm life.
那年冬天,她对农场生活的肮脏程度有了很多了解。
She rarely saw the Pools; she rarely saw any one outside her own little household.
她很少见到泳池。她很少见到自己的小家庭之外的任何人。
The front room—the parlour—was usually bitterly cold but sometimes she used to slip in there, a shawl over her shoulders, and sit at the frosty window to watch for a wagon to go by, or a chance pedestrian up the road.
前面的房间——客厅——通常冷得刺骨,但有时她会溜进去,肩上披着一条围巾,坐在结霜的窗户前,观察一辆马车经过,或者路上偶然有行人。
She did not pity herself, nor regret her step.
她并不怜悯自己,也不后悔自己的脚步。
She felt, physically, pretty well for a child-bearing woman; and Pervus was tender, kindly, sympathetic, if not always understanding.
对于一个正在生孩子的女人来说,她的身体感觉相当好。佩尔乌斯虽然并不总是善解人意,但却温柔、仁慈、富有同情心。
She struggled gallantly to keep up the small decencies of existence.
她勇敢地努力维持生存的小礼仪。
She loved the glow in Pervus’s eyes when she appeared with a bright ribbon, a fresh collar, though he said nothing and perhaps she only fancied that he noticed.
她喜欢佩尔乌斯带着明亮的丝带和新鲜的衣领出现时眼中闪烁的光芒,尽管他什么也没说,也许她只是以为他注意到了。
Once or twice she had walked the mile and a half of slippery road to the Pools’, and had sat in Maartje’s warm bright bustling kitchen for comfort.
有一两次,她走了一英里半湿滑的路来到普尔斯家,坐在马尔杰温暖明亮、熙熙攘攘的厨房里寻求安慰。
It seemed to her incredible that a little more than a year ago she had first stepped into this kitchen in her modish brown lady’s-cloth dress, muffled in wraps, cold but elated, interested, ready for adventure, surprise, discomfort—anything.
一年多前,她第一次踏入这个厨房,穿着时髦的棕色女式布连衣裙,裹着裹身布,寒冷但兴高采烈,充满兴趣,准备好迎接冒险、惊喜、不适——任何事情,这让她感到难以置信。
And now here she was in that same kitchen, amazingly, unbelievably Mrs. Pervus DeJong, truck farmer’s wife, with a child soon to be born.
而现在,令人惊奇的是,令人难以置信的是,她竟然在同一个厨房里,她是卡车农场主的妻子佩尔乌斯·德容夫人,她的孩子即将出生。
And where was adventure now?
现在冒险在哪里呢?
And where was life?
生命在哪里?
And where the love of chance bred in her by her father?
她的父亲在哪里培养了她对机遇的热爱?
The two years following Dirk’s birth were always somewhat vague in Selina’s mind, like a dream in which horror and happiness are inextricably blended.
德克出生后的两年,在赛琳娜的脑海里总是有些模糊,就像一场恐怖与幸福交织在一起的梦。
The boy was a plump hardy infant who employed himself cheerfully in whatever spot Selina happened to deposit him.
这个男孩是一个胖乎乎的顽强婴儿,无论塞琳娜把他放在哪里,他都会愉快地工作。
He had his father’s blond exterior, his mother’s brunette vivacity.
他继承了父亲的金发外表和母亲的黑发活力。
At two he was a child of average intelligence, sturdy physique, and marked good humour.
两岁时,他是一个智力中等、体格健壮、幽默感十足的孩子。
He almost never cried.
他几乎从不哭。
He was just twelve months old when Selina’s second child—a girl—was born dead.
当塞琳娜的第二个孩子(一个女孩)出生时,他才十二个月大。
Twice during those two years Pervus fell victim to his so-called rheumatic attacks following the early spring planting when he was often forced to stand in water up to his ankles.
在那两年里,早春播种后,佩尔乌斯两次遭受所谓的风湿病袭击,当时他经常被迫站在齐脚踝的水中。
He suffered intensely and during his illness was as tractable as a goaded bull.
他承受着巨大的痛苦,在生病期间就像一头被刺的公牛一样容易驯服。
Selina understood why half of High Prairie was bent and twisted with rheumatism—why the little Dutch Reformed church on Sunday mornings resembled a shrine to which sick and crippled pilgrims creep.
塞琳娜明白为什么高草原的一半因风湿病而弯曲扭曲——为什么周日早上的荷兰归正会小教堂就像一座神殿,生病和残废的朝圣者爬到那里去。
High Prairie was kind to the harried household.
高草原对这个忙碌的家庭很友善。
The farm women sent Dutch dainties.
农场妇女们送来了荷兰美食。
The men lent a hand in the fields, though they were hard put to it to tend their own crops at this season.
男人们在田里帮忙,尽管在这个季节他们很难照顾自己的庄稼。
The Widow Paarlenberg’s neat smart rig was frequently to be seen waiting under the willows in the DeJong yard.
人们经常可以看到帕伦伯格寡妇整洁的智能装备在德容院子的柳树下等待。
The Paarlenberg, still widow, still Paarlenberg, brought soups and chickens and cakes which never stuck in Selina’s throat because she refused to touch them.
帕伦伯格,仍然是寡妇,仍然是帕伦伯格,带来了汤、鸡肉和蛋糕,这些东西从来没有卡在塞琳娜的喉咙里,因为她拒绝碰它们。
The Widow Paarlenberg was what is known as good-hearted.
帕伦伯格寡妇是众所周知的心地善良的人。
She was happiest when some one else was in trouble.
当别人有困难的时候,她是最幸福的。
Hearing of an illness, a catastrophe, “Og heden!” she would cry, and rush off to the scene with sustaining soup.
听到疾病、灾难,“Og heden!”她会哭,然后带着维持汤冲到现场。
She was the sort of lady bountiful who likes to see her beneficiaries benefit before her very eyes.
她是那种慷慨的女士,喜欢看到她的受益人在她眼前受益。
If she brought them soup at ten in the morning she wanted to see that soup consumed.
如果她早上十点给他们送汤,她希望看到汤被喝掉。
“Eat it all,” she would urge.
“全部吃掉,”她会敦促道。
“Take it now, while it is hot.
“趁热,赶紧拿走吧。
See, you are looking better already.
看,你看起来已经好多了。
Just another spoonful.”
再一勺就够了。”
In the DeJongs’ plight she found a grisly satisfaction, cloaked by commiseration.
在德容夫妇的困境中,她感到一种可怕的满足感,但又充满同情心。
Selina, white and weak following her tragic second confinement, still found strength to refuse the widow’s sustaining potions.
塞琳娜在经历了第二次悲惨的监禁后,脸色苍白,身体虚弱,但她仍然有力量拒绝寡妇的维持药水。
The widow, her silks making a gentle susurrus in the bare little bedroom, regarded Selina with eyes in which pity and triumph made horrid conflict.
寡妇的丝绸在空荡荡的小卧室里发出温柔的沙沙声,她用怜悯和胜利的眼神注视着塞琳娜,眼神里充满了怜悯和胜利,形成了可怕的冲突。
Selina’s eyes, enormous now in her white face, were twin pools of Peake pride.
塞琳娜的眼睛现在在她苍白的脸上显得很大,是皮克自豪的双池。
“It’s most kind of you, Mrs. Paarlenberg, but I don’t like soup.”
“帕伦伯格夫人,您真是太好了,但我不喜欢喝汤。”
“A whole chicken boiled in it.”
“里面煮了一整只鸡。”
“Especially chicken soup.
“尤其是鸡汤。
Neither does Pervus.
佩尔乌斯也没有。
But I’m sure Mrs. Voorhees will enjoy it.” This being Pervus’s old housekeeper pressed now into temporary emergency service.
但我相信沃里斯夫人会喜欢的。”这是佩尔乌斯的老管家,现在被迫接受临时紧急服务。
It was easy to see why the DeJong house still was unpainted two years after Selina’s rosy plans began to form; why the fences still sagged, the wagon creaked, the single horse hauled the produce to market.
很容易理解为什么在塞琳娜的美好计划开始形成两年后,德容的房子仍然没有粉刷。为什么栅栏仍然下垂,马车吱吱作响,一匹马把农产品拖到市场上。
Selina had been married almost three years when there came to her a letter from Julie Hempel, now married.
当塞琳娜收到一封来自现已结婚的朱莉·亨佩尔的来信时,她已经结婚快三年了。
The letter had been sent to the Klaas Pool farm and Jozina had brought it to her.
这封信已寄往克拉斯普尔农场,由乔齐娜带给她。
Though she had not seen it since her days at Miss Fister’s school, Selina recognized with a little hastening heart-beat the spidery handwriting with the shading and curleycues.
尽管自从在菲斯特小姐的学校上学以来,塞琳娜就再也没有见过它,但塞琳娜认出了带有阴影和花体提示的蜘蛛网字迹,心跳有点加快。
Seated on her kitchen steps in her calico dress she read it.
她穿着印花布连衣裙坐在厨房的台阶上读着这封信。
DARLING SELINA:—
亲爱的塞琳娜:——
I thought it was so queer that you didn’t answer my letter and now I know you must have thought it queer that I did not answer yours.
我觉得你没有回我的信真是太奇怪了,现在我知道你一定也觉得我没有回你的信很奇怪。
I found your letter to me, written long ago, when I was going over Mother’s things last week.
我发现了你很久以前写给我的信,当时我上周正在检查母亲的东西。
It was the letter you must have written when I was in Kansas City.
这肯定是我在堪萨斯城时你写的信。
Mother had never given it to me.
妈妈从来没有给过我。
I am not reproaching her.
我并不是责备她。
You see, I had written you from Kansas City, but had sent my letter to Mamma to mail because I never could remember that funny address of yours in the country.
你看,我是从堪萨斯城给你写信的,但我把信寄给妈妈是为了邮寄,因为我永远记不起你在乡下那个有趣的地址。
Mamma died three weeks ago.
妈妈三周前去世了。
Last week I was going over her things—a trying task, you may imagine—and there were your two letters addressed to me.
上周我正在检查她的事情——你可以想象这是一项艰巨的任务——还有你写给我的两封信。
She had never destroyed them.
她从未摧毁过它们。
Poor Mamma .
可怜的妈妈。
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Well, dear Selina, I suppose you don’t even know that I am married.
好吧,亲爱的塞琳娜,我想你甚至不知道我已经结婚了。
I married Michael Arnold of Kansas City.
我嫁给了堪萨斯城的迈克尔·阿诺德。
The Arnolds were in the packing business there, you know.
你知道,阿诺德一家在那里从事包装生意。
Michael has gone into business with Pa here in Chicago and I suppose you have heard of Pa’s success.
迈克尔和爸爸在芝加哥开始做生意,我想你也听说过爸爸的成功。
Just all of a sudden he began to make a great deal of money after he left the butcher business and went into the yards—the stockyards, you know.
突然之间,他离开屠宰场并进入畜场——你知道的牲畜饲养场后,开始赚大钱。
Poor Mamma was so happy these last few years, and had everything that was beautiful.
可怜的妈妈这几年很幸福,拥有一切美好的东西。
I have two children.
我有两个孩子。
Eugene and Pauline.
尤金和波琳。
I am getting to be quite a society person.
我逐渐成为一个社会人。
You would laugh to see me.
你看到我一定会笑。
I am on the Ladies’ Entertainment Committee of the World’s Fair.
我是世界博览会女士娱乐委员会的成员。
We are supposed to entertain all the visiting big bugs—that is the lady bugs.
我们应该招待所有来访的大虫子——那就是瓢虫。
There!
那里!
How is that for a joke?
怎么会是个笑话呢?
I suppose you know about the Infanta Eulalie.
我想你知道尤拉莉公主。
Of Spain, you know.
西班牙,你知道的。
And what she did about the Potter Palmer ball.
以及她对波特·帕尔默舞会做了什么。
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Selina, holding the letter in her work-stained hand, looked up and across the fields and away to where the prairie met the sky and closed in on her; her world.
塞琳娜手里拿着那封被工作弄脏的信,抬起头,越过田野,望向草原与天空交汇的地方,将她逼近。她的世界。
The Infanta Eulalie of Spain.
西班牙的尤拉莉公主。
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She went back to the letter.
她又回到了那封信上。
Well, she came to Chicago for the Fair and Mrs. Potter Palmer was to give a huge reception and ball for her.
好吧,她来芝加哥参加博览会,波特·帕尔默夫人将为她举办盛大的招待会和舞会。
Mrs. P.
P 女士
is head of the whole committee, you know, and I must say she looks queenly with her white hair so beautifully dressed and her diamond dog-collar and her black velvet and all.
你知道,她是整个委员会的负责人,我必须说,她的白发打扮得很漂亮,戴着钻石狗项圈,穿着黑色天鹅绒,看起来很有女王气质。
Well, at the very last minute the Infanta refused to attend the ball because she had just heard that Mrs. P.
好吧,在最后一刻,公主拒绝参加舞会,因为她刚刚听说 P 夫人。
was an innkeeper’s wife.
是一位旅店老板的妻子。
Imagine!
想象!
The Palmer House, of course.
当然是帕尔默之家。
Selina, holding the letter in her hand, imagined.
塞琳娜手里拿着信,想象着。
It was in the third year of Selina’s marriage that she first went into the fields to work.
Selina结婚第三年,第一次下地干活。
Pervus had protested miserably, though the vegetables were spoiling in the ground.
尽管蔬菜在地里腐烂了,佩尔乌斯仍痛苦地抗议。
“Let them rot,” he said.
“让它们腐烂吧,”他说。
“Better the stuff rots in the ground.
“最好这些东西在地里腐烂。
DeJong women folks they never worked in the fields.
德容女人们从来没有在田里干过活。
Not even in Holland.
即使在荷兰也没有。
Not my mother or my grandmother.
不是我的母亲或我的祖母。
It isn’t for women.”
这不适合女性。”
Selina had regained health and vigour after two years of wretchedness.
经历了两年的悲惨生活后,塞琳娜已经恢复了健康和活力。
She felt steel-strong and even hopeful again, sure sign of physical well-being.
她感觉自己像钢铁一样坚强,甚至再次充满希望,这是身体健康的明确标志。
Long before now she had realized that this time must inevitably come.
很久以前,她就意识到这一次是不可避免的。
So she answered briskly, “Nonsense, Pervus.
于是她轻快地回答道:“胡说,佩尔乌斯。
Working in the field’s no harder than washing or ironing or scrubbing or standing over a hot stove in August.
在田间工作并不比八月份的洗衣、熨烫、擦洗或站在热炉边困难。
Women’s work!
女人的工作!
Housework’s the hardest work in the world.
家务是世界上最辛苦的工作。
That’s why men won’t do it.”
这就是为什么男人不会这么做。”
She would often take the boy Dirk with her into the fields, placing him on a heap of empty sacks in the shade.
她经常带着男孩德克到田里去,把他放在阴凉处的一堆空麻袋上。
He invariably crawled off this lowly throne to dig and burrow in the warm black dirt.
他总是从这个卑微的王座上爬下来,在温暖的黑色泥土中挖掘和挖掘。
He even made as though to help his mother, pulling at the rooted things with futile fingers, and sitting back with a bump when a shallow root did unexpectedly yield to his tugging.
他甚至假装要帮助他的母亲,徒劳地用手指拉着那些有根的东西,当一根浅根出乎意料地屈服于他的拉力时,他一屁股坐到了后面。
“Look!
“看!
He’s a farmer already,” Pervus would say.
他已经是一名农民了,”佩尔乌斯会说。
But within Selina something would cry, “No!
但塞琳娜内心深处却有些声音在呼喊:“不!
No!”
不!”
During May, June, and July Pervus worked not only from morning until night, but by moonlight as well, and Selina worked with him.
在五月、六月和七月期间,佩尔乌斯不仅从早到晚工作,而且还在月光下工作,塞琳娜和他一起工作。
Often their sleep was a matter of three hours only, or four.
他们的睡眠时间通常只有三个或四个小时。
So two years went—three years—four.
两年过去了——三年——四年。
In the fourth year of Selina’s marriage she suffered the loss of her one woman friend in all High Prairie.
塞琳娜结婚第四年,她在整个高草原失去了一位女性朋友。
Maartje Pool died in childbirth, as was so often the case in this region where a Gampish midwife acted as obstetrician.
马尔杰·普尔 (Maartje Pool) 死于难产,在这个由甘皮什助产士担任产科医生的地区,这种情况经常发生。
The child, too, had not lived.
孩子也没有活下来。
Death had not been kind to Maartje Pool.
死亡对马尔杰·普尔来说并不友善。
It had brought neither peace nor youth to her face, as it so often does.
它既没有给她的脸上带来平静,也没有给她带来青春,就像往常一样。
Selina, looking down at the strangely still figure that had been so active, so bustling, realized that for the first time in the years she had known her she was seeing Maartje Pool at rest.
塞琳娜低头看着这个异常安静的身影,她一直如此活跃,如此忙碌,意识到这是她认识她这么多年以来第一次看到玛尔杰·普尔在休息。
It seemed incredible that she could lie there, the infant in her arms, while the house was filled with people and there were chairs to be handed, space to be cleared, food to be cooked and served.
令人难以置信的是,她可以躺在那里,怀里抱着婴儿,而房子里挤满了人,有椅子可供递,有空间有待清理,有食物有待烹饪和上菜。
Sitting there with the other High Prairie women Selina had a hideous feeling that Maartje would suddenly rise up and take things in charge; rub and scratch with capable fingers the spatters of dried mud on Klaas Pool’s black trousers (he had been in the yard to see to the horses); quiet the loud wailing of Geertje and Jozina; pass her gnarled hand over Roelf’s wide-staring tearless eyes; wipe the film of dust from the parlour table that had never known a speck during her régime.
塞琳娜和其他高草原女性坐在那儿,有一种可怕的感觉,玛尔杰会突然崛起并掌控一切;用灵巧的手指擦擦克拉斯·普尔黑色裤子上飞溅的干泥(他当时在院子里看管马匹);让吉尔杰和乔吉娜的大声哭声安静下来;将她粗糙的手放在罗尔夫睁大的无泪的眼睛上;擦去客厅桌子上的一层灰尘,在她的统治下,这张桌子从来没有沾过一点灰尘。
“You can’t run far enough,” Maartje had said.
“你跑得还不够远,”马尔杰说道。
“Except you stop living you can’t run away from life.”
“除非你停止生活,否则你无法逃避生活。”
Well, she had run far enough this time.
还好,这次她已经跑够远了。
Roelf was sixteen now, Geertje twelve, Jozina eleven.
罗尔夫现在十六岁,吉尔杰十二岁,乔齐娜十一岁。
What would this household do now, Selina wondered, without the woman who had been so faithful a slave to it?
塞琳娜想知道,如果没有那个曾经如此忠实的奴隶,这个家庭现在会做什么?
Who would keep the pigtails—no longer giggling—in clean ginghams and decent square-toed shoes?
谁会留着辫子——不再咯咯地笑——穿着干净的格子布和像样的方头鞋?
Who, when Klaas broke out in rumbling Dutch wrath against what he termed Roelf’s “dumb” ways, would say, “Og, Pool, leave the boy alone once.
当克拉斯对他所说的罗尔夫的“愚蠢”行为爆发出荷兰式的愤怒时,他会说:“哎呀,普尔,别再打扰这孩子了。
He does nothing.” Who would keep Klaas himself in order; cook his meals, wash his clothes, iron his shirts, take pride in the great ruddy childlike giant?
他什么也没做。”谁来维护克拉斯的秩序?做饭、洗衣服、熨衬衫,为这个面色红润、童心未泯的伟大巨人感到自豪吗?
Klaas answered these questions just nine months later by marrying the Widow Paarlenberg.
仅仅九个月后,克拉斯就与寡妇帕伦伯格结婚,回答了这些问题。
High Prairie was rocked with surprise.
高草原震惊不已。
For months this marriage was the talk of the district.
几个月来,这桩婚姻一直是该地区的热门话题。
They had gone to Niagara Falls on a wedding trip; Pool’s place was going to have this improvement and that; no, they were going to move to the Widow Paarlenberg’s large farmhouse (they would always call her that); no, Pool was putting in a bathroom with a bathtub and running water; no, they were going to buy the Stikker place between Pool’s and Paarlenberg’s and make one farm of it, the largest in all High Prairie, Low Prairie, or New Haarlem.
他们去尼亚加拉大瀑布参加婚礼;普尔的地方将会有这样那样的改进;不,他们要搬到帕伦伯格寡妇的大农舍(他们总是这样称呼她);不,泳池要建一间带浴缸和自来水的浴室;不,他们打算买下普尔和帕伦贝格之间的斯蒂克地区,并用它建造一个农场,这是高草原、低草原或新哈勒姆地区最大的农场。
Well, no fool like an old fool.
好吧,没有像老傻瓜那样的傻瓜。
So insatiable was High Prairie’s curiosity that every scrap of fresh news was swallowed at a gulp.
高草原的好奇心是如此难以满足,以至于每一条新鲜消息都被吞了下去。
When the word went round of Roelf’s flight from the farm, no one knew where, it served only as sauce to the great dish of gossip.
当罗尔夫逃离农场的消息传开时,没有人知道在哪里,这只是八卦大菜的佐料。
Selina had known.
赛琳娜已经知道了。
Pervus was away at the market when Roelf had knocked at the farmhouse door one night at eight, had turned the knob and entered, as usual.
一天晚上八点,当罗尔夫敲响农舍的门,像往常一样转动门把手走进去时,佩尔乌斯正在市场里。
But there was nothing of the usual about his appearance.
但他的外表却没有任何异常。
He wore his best suit—his first suit of store clothes, bought at the time of his mother’s funeral.
他穿着他最好的一套衣服——他的第一套商店衣服,是在他母亲的葬礼上买的。
It never had fitted him; now was grotesquely small for him.
它从来都不适合他。现在对他来说太小了。
He had shot up amazingly in the last eight or nine months.
在过去的八九个月里,他的进步惊人。
Yet there was nothing of the ridiculous about him as he stood before her now, tall, lean, dark.
然而,当他现在站在她面前时,他却没有任何可笑的地方,他又高又瘦,皮肤黝黑。
He put down his cheap yellow suitcase.
他放下廉价的黄色手提箱。
“Well, Roelf.”
“好吧,罗尔夫。”
“I am going away.
“我要走了。
I couldn’t stay.”
我不能留下来。”
She nodded.
她点点头。
“Where?”
“在哪里?”
“Away.
走开。
Chicago maybe.” He was terribly moved, so he made his tone casual.
也许是芝加哥。”他很感动,所以语气很随意。
“They came home last night.
“他们昨晚回家了。
I have got some books that belong to you.” He made as though to open the suitcase.
我有一些属于你的书。”他好像要打开手提箱。
“No, no!
“不,不!
Keep them.”
保留它们。”
“Good-bye.”
“再见。”
“Good-bye, Roelf.” She took the boy’s dark head in her two hands and, standing on tiptoe, kissed him.
“再见,罗尔夫。”她用两只手捧住男孩深色的头,踮起脚尖吻了他。
He turned to go.
他转身要走。
“Wait a minute.
“等一下。
Wait a minute.” She had a few dollars—in quarters, dimes, half dollars—perhaps ten dollars in all—hidden away in a canister on the shelf.
等一下。”她在架子上的一个罐子里藏了几美元——25美分、10美分、半美元——总共可能有10美元。
She reached for it.
她伸手去拿。
But when she came back with the box in her hand he was gone.
但当她手里拿着盒子回来时,他却不见了。
Dirk was eight; Little Sobig DeJong, in a suit made of bean-sacking sewed together by his mother.
德克八岁;小索比格·德容穿着母亲用豆袋缝制的西装。
A brown blond boy with mosquito bites on his legs and his legs never still.
一个棕色的金发男孩,腿上被蚊子咬了,而且他的腿从来没有静止过。
Nothing of the dreamer about this lad.
这个小伙子一点也不像梦想家。
The one-room schoolhouse of Selina’s day had been replaced by a two-story brick structure, very fine, of which High Prairie was vastly proud.
塞琳娜时代的单间校舍已被一栋两层砖结构建筑所取代,非常精美,高草原对此感到非常自豪。
The rusty iron stove had been dethroned by a central heater.
生锈的铁炉已经被中央加热器取代了。
Dirk went to school from October until June.
德克从十月到六月上学。
Pervus protested that this was foolish.
佩尔乌斯抗议说这是愚蠢的。
The boy could be of great help in the fields from the beginning of April to the first of November, but Selina fought savagely for his schooling, and won.
从四月初到十一月一日,这个男孩可能会在田里帮忙,但塞琳娜为他的学业进行了野蛮的斗争,并取得了胜利。
“Reading and writing and figgering is what a farmer is got to know,” Pervus argued.
“阅读、写作和算术是农民必须掌握的知识,”佩尔乌斯说。
“The rest is all foolishness.
“其余的都是愚蠢的。
Constantinople is the capital of Turkey he studies last night and uses good oil in the lamp.
君士坦丁堡是他昨晚研究的土耳其首都,灯里用的是好油。
What good does it do a truck farmer when he knows Constantinople is the capital of Turkey?
当卡车司机知道君士坦丁堡是土耳其首都时,他有什么好处呢?
That don’t help him raise turnips.”
这对他种植萝卜没有帮助。”
“Sobig isn’t a truck farmer.”
“索比格不是卡车司机。”
“Well, he will be pretty soon.
“嗯,他很快就会来。
Time I was fifteen I was running our place.”
当我十五岁的时候,我正在经营我们的家。”
Verbally Selina did not combat this.
塞琳娜在口头上并没有对此进行反对。
But within her every force was gathering to fight it when the time should come.
但她内心的每一股力量都在聚集,以便在时机成熟时与之抗争。
Her Sobig a truck farmer, a slave to the soil, bent by it, beaten by it, blasted by it, so that he, in time, like the other men of High Prairie, would take on the very look of the rocks and earth among which they toiled!
她的索比格是一个卡车农场主,是土地的奴隶,被土地压弯,被它殴打,被它炸毁,这样,到了时候,他就会像高草原上的其他人一样,呈现出他们在其中劳作的岩石和泥土的样子!
Dirk, at eight, was a none too handsome child, considering his father and mother—or his father and mother as they had been.
德克八岁了,考虑到他的父母——或者说他的父母本来就是这样的,他是一个不太英俊的孩子。
He had, though, a “different” look.
不过,他的外表却“不同”。
His eyelashes were too long for a boy.
对于一个男孩来说,他的睫毛太长了。
Wasted, Selina said as she touched them with a fond forefinger, when a girl would have been so glad of them.
塞琳娜一边用喜爱的食指触摸着它们,一边说道,“浪费了”,而女孩们一定会为它们感到高兴的。
He had developed, too, a slightly aquiline nose, probably a long-jump inheritance from some Cromwellian rapscallion of the English Peakes of a past century.
他还长出了一个略带鹰钩鼻的鼻子,这可能是上个世纪英国山峰克伦威尔式恶棍的跳远遗传。
It was not until he was seventeen or eighteen that he was to metamorphose suddenly into a graceful and aristocratic youngster with an indefinable look about him of distinction and actual elegance.
直到十七、十八岁时,他才突然变身为一个风度翩翩的贵族少年,浑身散发着说不出的尊贵与优雅。
It was when Dirk was thirty that Peter Peel the English tailor (of Michigan Avenue north) said he was the only man in Chicago who could wear English clothes without having them look like Halsted Street.
德克三十岁时,英国裁缝彼得·皮尔(密歇根大道以北)说,他是芝加哥唯一一个可以穿英国衣服而又不让它们看起来像霍尔斯特德街的人。
Dirk probably appeared a little startled at that, as well he might, west Halsted Street having loomed up so large in his background.
德克可能对此感到有点惊讶,他也可能感到惊讶,西霍尔斯特德街在他的背景中显得如此突出。
Selina was a farm woman now, nearing thirty.
塞琳娜现在是一名农妇,年近三十。
The work rode her as it had ridden Maartje Pool.
工作对她的影响就像对马杰·普尔的影响一样。
In the DeJong yard there was always a dado of washing, identical with the one that had greeted Selina’s eye when first she drove into the Pool yard years before.
德容的院子里总有一个正在洗的墙裙,与多年前塞琳娜第一次开车进入游泳池院子时映入眼帘的墙裙一模一样。
Faded overalls, a shirt, socks, a boy’s drawers grotesquely patched and mended, towels of rough sacking.
褪色的工装裤、一件衬衫、袜子、一个男孩的抽屉,抽屉被奇怪地修补和修补过,还有粗糙的麻袋毛巾。
She, too, rose at four, snatched up shapeless garments, invested herself with them, seized her great coil of fine cloudy hair, twisted it into a utilitarian knob and skewered it with a hairpin from which the varnish had long departed, leaving it a dull gray; thrust her slim feet into shapeless shoes, dabbed her face with cold water, hurried to the kitchen stove.
她也四点起床,抓起不成形的衣服,穿上它们,抓住她那一卷细密的头发,把它扭成一个实用的旋钮,用一个早已脱光的发夹把它串起来,让它变成暗灰色;把她纤细的脚塞进不成形的鞋子里,用凉水擦了擦脸,匆匆走向厨房的炉灶。
The work was always at her heels, its breath hot on her neck.
工作总是紧随其后,它的呼吸灼热地吹在她的脖子上。
Baskets of mending piled up, threatened to overwhelm her.
一筐筐的补品堆积如山,威胁着她。
Overalls, woollen shirts, drawers, socks.
工作服、羊毛衬衫、抽屉、袜子。
Socks!
袜子!
They lay coiled and twisted in an old market basket.
它们盘绕着,扭曲地躺在一个旧的市场篮子里。
Sometimes as she sat late at night mending them, in and out, in and out, with quick fierce stabs of the needle in her work-scarred hand, they seemed to writhe and squirm and wriggle horribly, like snakes.
有时,当她在深夜坐着修补它们时,进进出出,针在她那满是工作伤痕的手上快速猛烈地刺进,它们似乎像蛇一样可怕地扭动、蠕动和蠕动。
One of her bad dreams was that in which she saw herself overwhelmed, drowned, swallowed up by a huge welter and boiling of undarned, unmended nightshirts, drawers, socks, aprons, overalls.
她的一个噩梦是,她看到自己不知所措,淹死了,被一大堆未缝补的、未修补的睡衣、抽屉、袜子、围裙和工作服所吞没。
Seeing her thus one would have thought that the Selina Peake of the wine-red cashmere, the fun-loving disposition, the high-spirited courage, had departed forever.
看到她这样,人们会以为那个酒红色羊绒衫的Selina Peake,那个爱玩的性格,那个昂扬的勇气,已经永远消失了。
But these things still persisted.
但这些事情仍然持续存在。
For that matter, even the wine-red cashmere clung to existence.
就此而言,即使是酒红色的羊绒也依然存在。
So hopelessly old-fashioned now as to be almost picturesque, it hung in Selina’s closet like a rosy memory.
现在它已经过时得无可救药,几乎如诗如画,它像美好的回忆一样挂在塞琳娜的衣柜里。
Sometimes when she came upon it in an orgy of cleaning she would pass her rough hands over its soft folds and by that magic process Mrs. Pervus DeJong vanished in a pouf and in her place was the girl Selina Peake perched a-tiptoe on a soap-box in Adam Ooms’s hall while all High Prairie, open-mouthed, looked on as the impecunious Pervus DeJong threw ten hard-earned dollars at her feet.
有时,当她在一场狂欢的清洁中遇到它时,她会用粗糙的手抚摸它柔软的褶皱,通过这个神奇的过程,佩尔乌斯·德容夫人在一个圆凳上消失了,取而代之的是女孩塞琳娜·皮克,她踮着脚尖坐在亚当·乌姆斯大厅的肥皂盒上,而整个高草原都张大了嘴,看着身无分文的佩尔乌斯·德容把十块来之不易的美元扔到她的脚下。
In thrifty moments she had often thought of cutting the wine-red cashmere into rag-rug strips; of dyeing it a sedate brown or black and remodelling it for a much-needed best dress; of fashioning it into shirts for Dirk.
节俭的时候,她常常想到把酒红色的羊绒剪成碎布地毯的条子。将其染成稳重的棕色或黑色,然后将其改造为急需的最佳礼服;将其制作成德克的衬衫。
But she never did.
但她从来没有这样做过。
It would be gratifying to be able to record that in these eight or nine years Selina had been able to work wonders on the DeJong farm; that the house glittered, the crops thrived richly, the barn housed sleek cattle.
如果能记录下Selina在这八九年里在德容农场创造了奇迹,那将是令人欣慰的;房子闪闪发光,庄稼茂盛,谷仓里养着光滑的牛。
But it could not be truthfully said.
但又不能如实说出来。
True, she had achieved some changes, but at the cost of terrific effort.
确实,她取得了一些改变,但她付出了巨大的努力。
A less indomitable woman would have sunk into apathy years before.
一个不那么不屈不挠的女人几年前就会陷入冷漠。
The house had a coat of paint—lead-gray, because it was cheapest.
房子刷了一层铅灰色的油漆,因为它最便宜。
There were two horses—the second a broken-down old mare, blind in one eye, that they had picked up for five dollars after it had been turned out to pasture for future sale as horse-carcass.
有两匹马——第二匹是一匹身体虚弱的老母马,一只眼睛失明了,是他们花五美元买来的,当时它被扔到牧场,将来作为马的尸体出售。
Piet Pon, the mare’s owner who drove a milk route, had hoped to get three dollars for the animal, dead.
皮特·庞(Piet Pon)是这匹母马的主人,他负责运奶路线,他原本希望能从这匹死马身上赚到三美元。
A month of rest and pasturage restored the mare to usefulness.
一个月的休息和放牧使母马恢复了功能。
Selina had made the bargain, and Pervus had scolded her roundly for it.
塞琳娜做了这笔交易,佩尔乌斯为此狠狠地斥责了她。
Now he drove the mare to market, saw that she pulled more sturdily than the other horse, but had never retracted.
现在他赶着那匹母马到了市场,见她比那匹马拉得更猛,却始终没有缩回。
It was no quality of meanness in him.
他身上并没有卑鄙的品质。
Pervus merely was like that.
佩尔乌斯就是这样。
But the west sixteen!
但西十六!
That had been Selina’s most heroic achievement.
这是塞琳娜最英雄的成就。
Her plan, spoken of to Pervus in the first month of her marriage, had taken years to mature; even now was but a partial triumph.
她的计划是在她结婚的第一个月就向佩尔乌斯谈到的,但这个计划花了数年时间才成熟。即使现在也只是部分胜利。
She had even descended to nagging.
她甚至变得喋喋不休。
“Why don’t we put in asparagus?”
“为什么我们不放芦笋呢?”
“Asparagus!” considered something of a luxury, and rarely included in the High Prairie truck farmer’s products.
“芦笋!”被认为是一种奢侈品,很少出现在高草原卡车农民的产品中。
“And wait three years for a crop!”
“还要等三年才能有收获!”
“Yes, but then we’d have it.
“是的,但是我们就会拥有它。
And a plantation’s good for ten years, once it’s started.”
种植园一旦开始使用,有效期为十年。”
“Plantation!
“种植园!
What is that?
那是什么?
An asparagus plantation?
芦笋种植园?
Asparagus I’ve always heard of in beds.”
我一直在床上听说过芦笋。”
“That’s the old idea.
“那是老想法了。
I’ve been reading up on it.
我一直在阅读它。
The new way is to plant asparagus in rows, the way you would rhubarb or corn.
新方法是按行种植芦笋,就像种植大黄或玉米一样。
Plant six feet apart, and four acres anyway.”
种植间隔六英尺,至少有四英亩。”
He was not even sufficiently interested to be amused.
他甚至没有足够的兴趣去取笑。
“Yeh, four acres where?
“是啊,四英亩在哪里?
In the clay land, maybe.” He did laugh then, if the short bitter sound he made could be construed as indicating mirth.
也许是在粘土土地上。”他当时确实笑了,如果他发出的短促而苦涩的声音可以被理解为表示欢笑的话。
“Out of a book.”
“从书里出来的。”
“In the clay land,” Selina urged, crisply.
“在粘土地里。”塞琳娜干脆地催促道。
“And out of a book.
“而且出自一本书。
Every farmer in High Prairie raises cabbage, turnips, carrots, beets, beans, onions, and they’re better quality than ours.
High Prairie 的每个农民都种植卷心菜、萝卜、胡萝卜、甜菜、豆类、洋葱,而且它们的质量比我们的好。
That west sixteen isn’t bringing you anything, so what difference does it make if I am wrong!
那个西十六并没有给你带来什么,就算我错了又有什么关系呢!
Let me put my own money into it, I’ve thought it all out, Pervus.
让我自己出钱吧,我已经想好了,Pervus。
Please.
请。
We’ll under-drain the clay soil.
我们将对粘土进行排水。
Just five or six acres, to start.
一开始只有五六英亩。
We’ll manure it heavily—as much as we can afford—and then for two years we’ll plant potatoes there.
我们将尽可能多地施肥——然后我们将在那里种植土豆两年。
We’ll put in our asparagus plants the third spring—one-year-old seedlings.
我们将在第三个春天种植芦笋植物——一岁的幼苗。
I’ll promise to keep it weeded—Dirk and I.
我保证把它除掉——德克和我。
He’ll be a big boy by that time.”
到时候他就已经是个大男孩了。”
“How much manure?”
“多少粪肥?”
“Oh, twenty to forty tons to the acre——”
“哦,一英亩二十到四十吨——”
He shook his head in slow Dutch opposition.
他在荷兰人缓慢的反对中摇了摇头。
“—but if you’ll let me use humus I won’t need that much.
“——但如果你让我使用腐殖质,我就不需要那么多了。
Let me try it, Pervus.
让我试试吧,佩尔乌斯。
Let me try.”
让我试试。”
In the end she had her way, partly because Pervus was too occupied with his own endless work to oppose her; and partly because he was, in his undemonstrative way, still in love with his vivacious, nimble-witted, high-spirited wife, though to her frantic goadings and proddings he was as phlegmatically oblivious as an elephant to a pin prick.
最终她如愿以偿,部分原因是佩尔乌斯忙于自己无休止的工作,无暇反对她。部分原因是,他以不露声色的方式仍然爱着他活泼、机智、精神抖擞的妻子,尽管对于她疯狂的刺激和催促,他就像大象对针刺一样冷漠无视。
Year in, year out, he maintained his slow-plodding gait, content to do as his father had done before him; content to let the rest of High Prairie pass him on the road.
年复一年,他保持着缓慢而沉重的步态,满足于像他父亲之前所做的那样。满足于让高草原的其他人在路上超过他。
He rarely showed temper.
他很少发脾气。
Selina often wished he would.
塞琳娜常常希望他能这么做。
Sometimes, in a sort of hysteria of hopelessness, she would rush at him, ruffle up his thick coarse hair, now beginning to be threaded with gray; shake his great impassive shoulders.
有时,她会怀着一种绝望的歇斯底里的情绪,冲向他,弄乱他浓密而粗糙的头发,现在头发已经开始灰白了。摇晃他那冷漠的大肩膀。
“Pervus!
“佩尔乌斯!
Pervus!
珀乌斯!
if you’d only get mad—real mad!
如果你只是生气的话——真的生气!
Fly into a rage.
勃然大怒。
Break things!
打破东西!
Beat me!
打败我!
Sell the farm!
卖掉农场!
Run away!” She didn’t mean it, of course.
快逃!”当然,她不是故意的。
It was the vital and constructive force in her resenting his apathy, his acceptance of things as they were.
这是她憎恨他的冷漠和接受事物本来面目的重要而建设性的力量。
“What is that for dumb talk?” He would regard her solemnly through a haze of smoke, his pipe making a maddening putt-putt of sleepy content.
“那是什么废话?”他会透过烟雾,严肃地看着她,他的烟斗发出令人发狂的噗噗噗噗声,令人昏昏欲睡。
Though she worked as hard as any woman in High Prairie, had as little, dressed as badly, he still regarded her as a luxury; an exquisite toy which, in a moment of madness, he had taken for himself.
尽管她和高草原的任何女人一样努力工作,一样少,穿得一样破烂,但他仍然把她视为奢侈品;一个精美的玩具,他在疯狂的时刻把它据为己有。
“Little Lina”—tolerantly, fondly.
“小莉娜”——宽容、慈爱。
You would have thought that he spoiled her, pampered her.
你会以为他宠她、宠她。
Perhaps he even thought he did.
也许他甚至认为他做到了。
When she spoke of modern farming, of books on vegetable gardening, he came very near to angry impatience, though his amusement at the idea saved him from it.
当她谈到现代农业、蔬菜园艺书籍时,他几乎变得不耐烦,尽管他对这个想法的兴趣使他免于愤怒。
College agricultural courses he designated as foolishness.
他认为大学农业课程是愚蠢的。
Of Linnæus he had never heard.
他从未听说过林奈。
Burbank was, for him, non-existent, and he thought head-lettuce a silly fad.
对他来说,伯班克根本不存在,他认为生菜是一种愚蠢的时尚。
Selina sometimes talked of raising this last named green as a salad, with marketing value.
塞琳娜有时谈到将这种最后命名的绿色蔬菜种植为沙拉,具有营销价值。
Everyone knew that regular lettuce was leaf lettuce which you ate with vinegar and a sprinkling of sugar, or with hot bacon and fat sopping its wilted leaves.
每个人都知道普通生菜是叶用生菜,您可以将其与醋和少许糖一起吃,或者与热培根和油脂浸湿其枯萎的叶子一起吃。
He said, too, she spoiled the boy.
他也说,她把这个男孩宠坏了。
Back of this may have been a lurking jealousy.
这背后可能隐藏着嫉妒。
“Always the boy; always the boy,” he would mutter when Selina planned for the child; shielded him; took his part (sometimes unjustly).
当塞琳娜为孩子计划时,他会嘀咕:“永远是男孩;永远是男孩。”保护他;参与了他的部分(有时是不公正的)。
“You will make a softy of him with your always babying.” So from time to time he undertook to harden Dirk.
“你总是像个婴儿一样,会让他变得心软。”所以他时不时地对德克进行强化。
The result was generally disastrous.
结果通常是灾难性的。
In one case the process terminated in what was perilously near to tragedy.
在一个案例中,这一过程以接近悲剧的危险结束。
It was during the midsummer school vacation.
那是在仲夏学校假期期间。
Dirk was eight.
德克八岁。
The woody slopes about High Prairie and the sand hills beyond were covered with the rich blue of huckleberries.
高草原周围的木质山坡和远处的沙山上覆盖着浓郁的蓝色越橘。
They were dead ripe.
他们已经熟透了。
One shower would spoil them.
一场淋浴就会把它们毁掉。
Geertje and Jozina Pool were going huckleberrying and had consented to take Dirk—a concession, for he was only eight and considered, at their advanced age, a tagger.
吉尔杰和乔吉娜·普尔当时正在去越橘,并同意带上德克——这是一个让步,因为他只有八岁,而且在他们年事已高的情况下,被认为是一个恶作剧者。
But the last of the tomatoes on the DeJong place were also ripe and ready for picking.
但德容庄园的最后一批西红柿也已经成熟,可以采摘了。
They hung, firm, juicy scarlet globes, prime for the Chicago market.
它们悬挂着,坚实、多汁的猩红色球体,是芝加哥市场的黄金产品。
Pervus meant to haul them to town that day.
佩尔乌斯打算那天把他们拖到城里。
And this was work in which the boy could help.
这是男孩可以帮忙的工作。
To Dirk’s, “Can I go berrying?
对德克来说,“我可以去摘浆果吗?
The huckleberries are ripe.
越橘成熟了。
Geert and Jozina are going,” his father shook a negative head.
吉尔特和乔齐娜要走了。”他的父亲消极地摇摇头。
“Yes, well tomatoes are ripe, too, and that comes before huckleberries.
“是的,西红柿也成熟了,而且比越橘早熟。
There’s the whole patch to clean up this afternoon by four.”
今天下午四点钟之前,整个场地都要清理干净。”
Selina looked up, glanced at Pervus’s face, at the boy’s, said nothing.
赛琳娜抬起头,看了一眼佩尔乌斯的脸,又看了一眼男孩的脸,没有说话。
The look said, “He’s a child.
那眼神仿佛在说:“他还是个孩子。”
Let him go, Pervus.”
放了他吧,佩尔乌斯。”
Dirk flushed with disappointment.
德克失望地满脸通红。
They were at breakfast.
他们正在吃早餐。
It was barely daybreak.
天刚刚亮。
He looked down at his plate, his lip quivered, his long lashes lay heavy on his cheeks.
他低头看着自己的盘子,嘴唇颤抖着,长长的睫毛沉重地落在脸颊上。
Pervus got up, wiped his mouth with the back of his hand.
佩尔乌斯站起来,用手背擦了擦嘴。
There was a hard day ahead of him.
他面前还有艰难的一天。
“Time I was your age, Sobig, I would think it was an easy day when all I had to do was pick a tomato patch clean.”
“当我像你这个年纪的时候,索比格,我会认为这是轻松的一天,我所要做的就是把一块番茄地捡干净。”
Dirk looked up then, quickly.
德克迅速抬起头。
“If I get it all picked can I go?”
“如果我都选好了我可以走了吗?”
“It’s a day’s job.”
“这是一天的工作。”
“But if I do pick the patch—if I get through early enough—can I go?”
“但是如果我真的选择了补丁——如果我足够早地通过——我可以走吗?”
In his mind’s eye Pervus saw the tomato patch, more scarlet than green, so thick hung the fruit upon the bushes.
珀乌斯在他的脑海中看到了那片番茄地,番茄地里的猩红色比绿色更浓,果实厚厚地挂在灌木丛上。
He smiled.
他笑了。
“Yes.
是的。
You pick them tomatoes and you can go.
你摘了西红柿就可以走了。
But no throwing into the baskets and getting ’em all softed up.”
但不要把球扔进篮子里,让它们都变软。”
Secretly Selina resolved to help him, but she knew that this could not be until afternoon.
Selina暗下决心要帮他,但她知道这不可能等到下午。
The berry patches were fully three miles from the DeJong farm.
浆果园距离德容农场整整三英里。
Dirk would have to finish by three o’clock, at the latest, to get there.
德克最迟必须在三点前完成才能到达那里。
Selina had her morning full with the housework.
塞琳娜一上午都忙着做家务。
He was in the patch before six; fell to work, feverishly.
六点前他就到了。狂热地开始工作。
He picked, heaped the fruit into hillocks.
他采摘果子,把果子堆成小山。
The scarlet patches glowed, blood-red, in the sun.
猩红的斑块在阳光下泛着血红色的光芒。
The child worked like a machine, with an economy of gesture calculated to the fraction of an inch.
这个孩子像一台机器一样工作,手势的节约精确到了英寸的几分之一。
He picked, stooped, heaped the mounds in the sultry heat of the August morning.
他在八月早晨闷热的天气里捡起、弯下腰、堆起土堆。
The sweat stood out on his forehead, darkened his blond hair, slid down his cheeks that were pink, then red, then tinged with a purplish tone beneath the summer tan.
汗水从他的额头上冒出来,使他的金发变黑,从他的脸颊上滑落,脸颊呈粉红色,然后是红色,然后在夏日的晒黑下染上了紫色的色调。
When dinner time came he gulped a dozen alarming mouthfuls and was out again in the broiling noonday glare.
晚饭时间到了,他狼吞虎咽地喝了十几口,然后又在正午灼热的阳光下出去了。
Selina left her dinner dishes unwashed on the table to help him, but Pervus intervened.
塞琳娜把未洗的晚餐碗放在桌子上来帮助他,但佩尔乌斯介入了。
“The boy’s got to do it alone,” he insisted.
“这个男孩必须独自完成这件事,”他坚持说。
“He’ll never do it, Pervus.
“他永远不会这么做,佩尔乌斯。
He’s only eight.”
他才八岁。”
“Time I was eight——”
“那时我八岁——”
He actually had cleared the patch by three.
他实际上已经以三分优势清除了该区域。
He went to the well and took a huge draught of water; drank two great dippersful, lipping it down thirstily, like a colt.
他走到井边,喝了一大口水。他喝了两大勺,像一匹小马驹一样口渴地喝下去。
It was cool and delicious beyond belief.
这是令人难以置信的凉爽和美味。
Then he sloshed a third and a fourth dipperful over his hot head and neck, took an empty lard pail for berries and was off down the dusty road and across the fields, running fleetly in spite of the quivering heat waves that seemed to dance between fiery heaven and parched earth.
然后,他在滚烫的头和脖子上泼了第三第四勺,拿起一个空猪油桶装浆果,沿着尘土飞扬的道路,穿过田野,尽管热浪似乎在炽热的天空和干燥的大地之间舞动,他还是飞快地跑着。
Selina stood in the kitchen doorway a moment, watching him.
塞琳娜在厨房门口站了一会儿,看着他。
He looked very small and determined.
他看起来很小,但意志坚定。
He found Geertje and Jozina, surfeited with fruit, berry stained and bramble torn, lolling languidly in Kuyper’s woods.
他发现吉尔杰和乔吉娜吃得太多了,浆果沾满了浆果,荆棘也被撕破了,他们懒洋洋地懒洋洋地躺在凯珀的树林里。
He began to pick the plump blue balls but he ate them listlessly, though thriftily, because that was what he had come for and his father was Dutch.
他开始摘那些饱满的蓝色球,但他吃得无精打采,尽管很节俭,因为这就是他来这里的目的,而他的父亲是荷兰人。
When Geertje and Jozina prepared to leave not an hour after he had come he was ready to go, yet curiously loath to move.
他来后不到一小时,当吉尔杰和乔齐娜准备离开时,他已经做好了离开的准备,但奇怪的是不愿意移动。
His lard pail was half filled.
他的猪油桶已经装了一半。
He trotted home laboriously through the late afternoon, feeling giddy and sick, with horrid pains in his head.
下午晚些时候,他费力地小跑回家,感到头晕、恶心,头部剧烈疼痛。
That night he tossed in delirium, begged not to be made lie down, came perilously near to death.
那天晚上,他陷入了精神错乱,恳求不要让他躺下,险些死去。
Selina’s heart was an engine pumping terror, hate, agony through her veins.
塞琳娜的心就像一台发动机,在她的血管中泵送着恐惧、仇恨和痛苦。
Hate for her husband who had done this to the boy.
恨她的丈夫对这个男孩做了这样的事。
“You did it!
“你做到了!
You did it!
你做到了!
He’s a baby and you made him work like a man.
他还是个婴儿,你却让他像个男人一样工作。
If anything happens to him!
万一他出了什么事!
If anything happens to him!——”
万一他出了什么事!——”
“Well, I didn’t think the kid would go for to do it.
“好吧,我没想到这孩子会这么做。
I didn’t ask him to pick and then go berrying.
我没有让他采摘然后去摘浆果。
He said could he and I said yes.
他说可以吗,我说可以。
If I had said no it would have been wrong, too, maybe.”
如果我说不,也许也是错误的。”
“You’re all alike.
“你们都是一样的。
Look at Roelf Pool!
看看罗尔夫池!
They tried to make a farmer of him, too.
他们也试图让他成为一名农民。
And ruined him.”
还毁了他。”
“What’s the matter with farming?
“农业怎么了?
What’s the matter with a farmer?
农民怎么了?
You said farm work was grand work, once.”
你曾经说过,农活是一项伟大的工作。”
“Oh, I did.
“哦,我做到了。
It is.
是的。
It could be.
可能是。
It—— Oh, what’s the use of talking like that now!
它——唉,现在说这些有什么用啊!
Look at him!
看看他!
Don’t, Sobig!
别这样,索比格!
Don’t, baby.
别这样,宝贝。
How hot his head is!
他的头多么烫啊!
Listen!
听着!
Is that Jan with the doctor?
那是Jan 和医生吗?
No. No, it isn’t.
不,不,不是。
Mustard plasters.
芥末膏药。
Are you sure that’s the right thing?”
你确定那是正确的吗?”
It was before the day of the omnipresent farmhouse telephone and the farmhouse Ford.
那是在无所不在的农舍电话和农舍福特出现之前。
Jan’s trip to High Prairie village for the doctor and back to the farm meant a delay of hours.
简前往高草原村看医生并返回农场意味着耽误了几个小时。
But within two days the boy was again about, rather pale, but otherwise seeming none the worse for his experience.
但两天之内,男孩又恢复了神采,脸色有些苍白,但除此之外,看起来并没有因为他的经历而变得更糟。
That was Pervus.
那是佩尔乌斯。
Thrifty, like his kind, but unlike them in shrewdness.
节俭,就像他的同类一样,但与他们不同的是精明。
Penny wise, pound foolish; a characteristic that brought him his death.
小事明智,大事愚蠢;这一特征导致了他的死亡。
September, usually a succession of golden days and hazy opalescent evenings on the Illinois prairie land, was disastrously cold and rainy that year.
九月,伊利诺伊州的草原上通常有连续的金色白天和朦胧的乳白色夜晚,但那一年却异常寒冷和多雨。
Pervus’s great frame was racked by rheumatism.
佩尔乌斯的魁梧身躯饱受风湿病的折磨。
He was forty now, and over, still of magnificent physique, so that to see him suffering gave Selina the pangs of pity that one has at sight of the very strong or the very weak in pain.
他现在已经四十岁了,体格依然健壮,所以看到他受苦,塞琳娜就会产生一种怜悯之心,就像看到强者或弱者遭受痛苦一样。
He drove the weary miles to market three times a week, for September was the last big month of the truck farmer’s season.
他每周要驱车前往市场三次,因为九月是卡车农季的最后一个重要月份。
After that only the hardier plants survived the frosts—the cabbages, beets, turnips, carrots, pumpkins, squash.
此后,只有更耐寒的植物才能在霜冻中幸存下来——卷心菜、甜菜、萝卜、胡萝卜、南瓜、西葫芦。
The roads in places were morasses of mud into which the wheels were likely to sink to the hubs.
有些地方的道路是泥沼,车轮很可能会陷进轮毂里。
Once stuck you had often to wait for a friendly passing team to haul you out.
一旦被困住,你常常不得不等待友好的传球队伍把你拉出来。
Pervus would start early, detour for miles in order to avoid the worst places.
佩尔乌斯会很早就出发,绕道数英里,以避免最糟糕的地方。
Jan was too stupid, too old, too inexpert to be trusted with the Haymarket trading.
简太蠢、太老、太缺乏经验,不值得信任干草市场的交易。
Selina would watch Pervus drive off down the road in the creaking old market wagon, the green stuff protected by canvas, but Pervus wet before ever he climbed into the seat.
塞琳娜会看着佩尔乌斯开着嘎吱作响的旧市场马车沿着道路行驶,绿色的东西被帆布保护着,但佩尔乌斯在爬上座位之前就湿透了。
There never seemed to be enough waterproof canvas for both.
似乎从来没有足够的防水帆布供两者使用。
“Pervus, take it off those sacks and put it over your shoulders.”
“Pervus,把它从麻袋上取下来,扛在肩上。”
“That’s them white globe onions.
“那是白洋葱。
The last of ’em.
他们中的最后一个。
I can get a fancy price for them but not if they’re all wetted down.”
我可以为它们开个好价钱,但如果它们都湿透了,那就不行了。”
“Don’t sleep on the wagon to-night, Pervus.
“今晚别睡在马车上,佩尔乌斯。
Sleep in.
睡吧。
Be sure.
请确定。
It saves in the end.
它最终保存了。
You know the last time you were laid up for a week.”
你知道你上次卧床一周是什么时候。”
“It’ll clear.
“一切都会清楚的。
Breaking now over there in the west.”
西边现在正在破裂。”
The clouds did break late in the afternoon; the false sun came out hot and bright.
下午晚些时候,云层终于散去。假太阳出来了,又热又亮。
Pervus slept out in the Haymarket, for the night was close and humid.
佩尔乌斯睡在干草市场,因为夜晚又近又潮湿。
At midnight the lake wind sprang up, cold and treacherous, and with it came the rain again.
半夜,湖风刮起,寒冷而诡谲,随之而来的又是雨。
Pervus was drenched by morning, chilled, thoroughly miserable.
佩尔乌斯早上浑身湿透,浑身冰冷,非常痛苦。
A hot cup of coffee at four and another at ten when the rush of trading was over stimulated him but little.
四点钟喝一杯热咖啡,十点钟喝一杯热咖啡,交易高峰结束后,对他来说没什么刺激。
When he reached home it was mid-afternoon.
当他回到家时,已经是下午三点左右了。
Beneath the bronze wrought by the wind and sun of many years the gray-white of sickness shone dully, like silver under enamel.
在长年风吹日晒的青铜之下,病态的灰白色闪烁着暗淡的光芒,就像珐琅下的银子。
Selina put him to bed against his half-hearted protests.
赛琳娜不顾他半心半意的抗议,让他上床睡觉。
Banked him with hot water jars, a hot iron wrapped in flannel at his feet.
给他放了热水罐,脚边放着一个用法兰绒包裹的热熨斗。
But later came fever instead of the expected relief of perspiration.
但后来却出现了发烧,而不是预期的出汗缓解。
Ill though he was he looked more ruddy and hale than most men in health; but suddenly Selina, startled, saw black lines like gashes etched under his eyes, about his mouth, in his cheeks.
尽管他生病了,但他看上去比大多数健康的人更加红润、精神抖擞。但突然,塞琳娜吃了一惊,看到他的眼睛下面、嘴周围、脸颊上都刻着像伤口一样的黑线。
In a day when pneumonia was known as lung fever and in a locality that advised closed windows and hot air as a remedy, Pervus’s battle was lost before the doctor’s hooded buggy was seen standing in the yard for long hours through the night.
在肺炎被称为肺热的一天,在一个建议关闭窗户和热空气作为治疗方法的地方,佩尔乌斯的战斗失败了,直到人们看到医生的带兜帽的马车整夜站在院子里很长时间。
Toward morning the doctor had Jan Steen stable the horse.
早上,医生让简·斯蒂恩稳定这匹马。
It was a sultry night, with flashes of heat lightning in the west.
那是一个闷热的夜晚,西边有热闪电。
“I should think if you opened the windows,” Selina said to the old High Prairie doctor over and over, emboldened by terror, “it would help him to breathe.
“我想,如果你打开窗户,”塞琳娜一遍又一遍地对高草原的老医生说,恐惧使他胆子大了,“这会帮助他呼吸。
He—he’s breathing so—he’s breathing so——” She could not bring herself to say so terribly.
他——他的呼吸如此——他的呼吸如此——”她无法让自己如此可怕地说。
The sound of the words wrung her as did the sound of his terrible breathing.
这句话的声音和他可怕的呼吸声一样让她感到痛苦。
Perhaps the most poignant and touching feature of the days that followed was not the sight of this stricken giant, lying majestic and aloof in his unwonted black; nor of the boy Dirk, mystified but elated, too, with the unaccustomed stir and excitement; nor of the shabby little farm that seemed to shrink and dwindle into further insignificance beneath the sudden publicity turned upon it.
也许在接下来的日子里,最令人心酸和感人的特征不是这个饱受打击的巨人的景象,他穿着不寻常的黑色,威严而冷漠地躺在那里;也不是男孩德克,他感到困惑,但也很高兴,因为不寻常的骚动和兴奋;也没有想到那个破旧的小农场,在突然的公众关注下,它似乎变得越来越小,变得更加无足轻重。
No; it was the sight of Selina, widowed, but having no time for decent tears.
不;那是塞琳娜的景象,她守寡了,却没有时间流下像样的眼泪。
The farm was there; it must be tended.
农场就在那里;必须照顾它。
Illness, death, sorrow—the garden must be tended, the vegetables pulled, hauled to market, sold.
疾病、死亡、悲伤——花园必须被照料,蔬菜必须被拔出、拖到市场上、出售。
Upon the garden depended the boy’s future, and hers.
男孩的未来和她的未来都取决于花园。
For the first few days following the funeral one or another of the neighbouring farmers drove the DeJong team to market, aided the blundering Jan in the fields.
葬礼结束后的头几天,附近的农民之一或另一个人开车送德容团队去市场,在田里帮助笨手笨脚的简。
But each had his hands full with his own farm work.
但每个人都忙着自己的农活。
On the fifth day Jan Steen had to take the garden truck to Chicago, though not without many misgivings on Selina’s part, all of which were realized when he returned late next day with half the load still on his wagon and a sum of money representing exactly zero in profits.
第五天,简·斯蒂恩不得不把花园卡车开到芝加哥,尽管塞琳娜也有很多疑虑,但当他第二天晚些时候回来时,所有这些都变成了现实,一半的货物还在他的马车上,一笔钱代表着利润为零。
The wilted left-over vegetables were dumped behind the barn to be used later as fertilizer.
枯萎的剩余蔬菜被倒在谷仓后面,以供以后用作肥料。
“I didn’t do so good this time,” Jan explained, “on account I didn’t get no right place in the market.”
“这次我做得不太好,”简解释道,“因为我在市场上没有找到合适的位置。”
“You started early enough.”
“你开始得够早了。”
“Well, they kind of crowded me out, like.
“嗯,他们有点把我排挤出去了。
They see I was a new hand and time I got the animals stabled and come back they had the wagon crowded out, like.”
他们看到我是个新手,当我把动物关进马厩时,他们回来时就把马车挤了出来,就像这样。”
Selina was standing in the kitchen doorway, Jan in the yard with the team.
塞琳娜站在厨房门口,简和团队一起站在院子里。
She turned her face toward the fields.
她把脸转向田野。
An observant person (Jan Steen was not one of these) would have noted the singularly determined and clear-cut jaw-line of this drably calicoed farm woman.
细心的人(简·斯蒂恩不是其中之一)会注意到这位穿着单调印花布的农妇有着异常坚定和清晰的下巴线条。
“I’ll go myself Monday.”
“周一我自己去。”
Jan stared.
简凝视着。
“Go?
“走?
Go where, Monday?”
星期一去哪儿?
“To market.”
“到市场去。”
At this seeming pleasantry Jan Steen smiled uncertainly, shrugged his shoulders, and was off to the barn.
听到这看似客气的说法,简·斯蒂恩不确定地笑了笑,耸耸肩,然后朝谷仓走去。
She was always saying things that didn’t make sense.
她总是说一些没有道理的话。
His horror and unbelief were shared by the rest of High Prairie when on Monday Selina literally took the reins in her own slim work-scarred hands.
周一,当塞琳娜用她那双因工作而伤痕累累的纤细双手真正掌控了一切时,高草原的其他人也和他一样感到恐惧和难以置信。
“To market!” argued Jan as excitedly as his phlegmatic nature would permit.
“去市场!”简在他冷漠的本性允许的范围内,兴奋地争辩道。
“A woman she don’t go to market.
“一个女人,她不去市场。
A woman——”
一个女人——”
“This woman does.” Selina had risen at three in the morning.
“这个女人就是这样。”瑟琳娜凌晨三点就起床了。
Not only that, she had got Jan up, grumbling.
不仅如此,她还一边抱怨一边把简扶了起来。
Dirk had joined them in the fields at five.
德克五点钟到田野里加入了他们。
Together the three of them had pulled and bunched a wagon load.
他们三人一起拉动并堆放了一车货物。
“Size them,” Selina ordered, as they started to bunch radishes, beets, turnips, carrots.
“量一下它们的大小,”塞琳娜命令道,同时他们开始把萝卜、甜菜、芜菁、胡萝卜捆在一起。
“And don’t leave them loose like that.
“不要让他们就这样自由自在。
Tie them tight at the heads, like this.
把它们绑在头上,像这样。
Twice around with the string, and through.
用绳子绕两圈,然后穿过。
Make bouquets of them, not bunches.
用它们制作花束,而不是束。
And we’re going to scrub them.”
我们将擦洗它们。”
High Prairie washed its vegetables desultorily; sometimes not at all.
高草原杂乱地洗着蔬菜;有时根本不。
Higgledy piggledy, large and small, they were bunched and sold as vegetables, not objets d’art.
它们杂乱无章,大大小小的,被堆成一团作为蔬菜而不是艺术品出售。
Generally there was a tan crust of good earth coating them which the housewife could scrub off at her own kitchen sink.
一般来说,它们上面覆盖着一层棕褐色的优质泥土,家庭主妇可以在自己的厨房水槽里擦掉。
What else had housewives to do!
家庭主妇还要做什么!
Selina, scrubbing the carrots vigorously under the pump, thought they emerged from their unaccustomed bath looking like clustered spears of pure gold.
塞琳娜在水泵下用力擦洗胡萝卜,她觉得它们从不习惯的沐浴中出来后看起来就像簇簇的纯金长矛。
She knew better, though, than to say this in Jan’s hearing.
不过,她知道最好不要在简的听证会上说这些。
Jan, by now, was sullen with bewilderment.
简此时已经因困惑而闷闷不乐。
He refused to believe that she actually intended to carry out her plan.
他拒绝相信她真的打算执行她的计划。
A woman—a High Prairie farmer’s wife—driving to market like a man!
一个女人——高草原农民的妻子——像男人一样开车去市场!
Alone at night in the market place—or at best in one of the cheap rooming houses!
晚上独自在市场上——或者最多在一间廉价的出租屋里!
By Sunday somehow, mysteriously, the news had filtered through the district.
到了周日,这个消息神秘地传遍了整个地区。
High Prairie attended the Dutch Reformed church with a question hot on its tongue and Selina did not attend the morning services.
High Prairie 带着一个热门问题参加了荷兰归正会教堂,而 Selina 则没有参加早上的礼拜。
A fine state of things, and she a widow of a week!
情况真好,她已经守寡一周了!
High Prairie called at the DeJong farm on Sunday afternoon and was told that the widow was over in the wet west sixteen, poking about with the boy Dirk at her heels.
周日下午,高草原打电话到德容农场,被告知寡妇在潮湿的西部十六区,男孩德克紧随其后。
The Reverend Dekker appeared late Sunday afternoon on his way to evening service.
德克牧师周日下午晚些时候出现在去参加晚间礼拜的路上。
A dour dominie, the Reverend Dekker, and one whose talents were anachronistic.
德克尔牧师是一位阴郁的统治者,他的才能与时代不符。
He would have been invaluable in the days when New York was New Amsterdam.
在纽约还是新阿姆斯特丹的时代,他的价值是无价的。
But the second and third generations of High Prairie Dutch were beginning to chafe under his old-world régime.
但第二代和第三代高草原荷兰人开始对他的旧世界政权感到恼火。
A hard blue eye, had the Reverend Dekker, and a fanatic one.
德克尔牧师有一双冷酷的蓝眼睛,而且是一只狂热的眼睛。
“What is this talk I hear, Mrs. DeJong, that you are going to the Haymarket with the garden stuff, a woman alone?”
“我听到的这是什么说法,德容夫人,你一个女人独自带着花园里的东西去干草市场?”
“Dirk goes with me.”
“德克跟我一起去。”
“You don’t know what you are doing, Mrs. DeJong.
“你不知道自己在做什么,德容夫人。
The Haymarket is no place for a decent woman.
干草市场不适合正派女人。
As for the boy!
至于男孩!
There is card-playing, drinking—all manner of wickedness—daughters of Jezebel on the street, going among the wagons.”
耶洗别的女儿们在街上打牌、喝酒——各种邪恶的事,在马车里走来走去。”
“Really!” said Selina.
“真的吗!”塞琳娜说。
It sounded thrilling, after twelve years on the farm.
在农场待了十二年后,这听起来令人兴奋。
“You must not go.”
“你不许走。”
“The vegetables are rotting in the ground.
“蔬菜在地里腐烂了。
And Dirk and I must live.”
而德克和我必须活下去。”
“Remember the two sparrows.
“记住那两只麻雀。
‘One of them shall not fall on the ground without’—Matthew X-29.”
‘其中一个若没有,必不倒在地上’——马太福音 X-29。”
“I don’t see,” replied Selina, simply, “what good that does the sparrow, once it’s fallen.”
“我不明白,”塞琳娜简单地回答道,“麻雀一旦掉下来,有什么好处呢。”
By Monday afternoon the parlour curtains of every High Prairie farmhouse that faced the Halsted road were agitated as though by a brisk wind between the hours of three and five, when the market wagons were to be seen moving toward Chicago.
到了周一下午,每间面向霍尔斯特德路的高草原农舍的客厅窗帘都像被一阵强风吹动一样,在凌晨三点到五点之间,市场货车正驶向芝加哥。
Klaas Pool at dinner that noon had spoken of Selina’s contemplated trip with a mingling of pity and disapproval.
中午,克拉斯·普尔在晚餐时谈到塞琳娜计划中的旅行时,语气中夹杂着怜悯和不满。
“It ain’t decent a woman should drive to market.”
“女人开车去市场是不体面的。”
Mrs. Klaas Pool (they still spoke of her as the Widow Paarlenberg) smiled her slippery crooked smile.
克拉斯·普尔夫人(他们仍然称她为帕伦伯格寡妇)露出狡猾而扭曲的笑容。
“What could you expect!
“你还能指望什么!
Look how she’s always acted.”
看看她平时的表现。”
Klaas did not follow this.
克拉斯没有遵循这一点。
He was busy with his own train of thought.
他正忙着自己的思绪。
“It don’t seem hardly possible.
“这似乎不太可能。
Time she come here school teacher I drove her out and she was like a little robin or what, set up on the seat.
当她来这里的时候,学校老师我把她赶了出去,她就像一只小知更鸟什么的,坐在座位上。
She says, I remember like yesterday, cabbages was beautiful.
她说,我记得就像昨天一样,卷心菜很漂亮。
I bet she learned different by this time.”
我敢打赌,她这次学到了不同的东西。”
But she hadn’t.
但她没有。
So little had Selina learned in these past eleven years that now, having loaded the wagon in the yard she surveyed it with more sparkle in her eye than High Prairie would have approved in a widow of little more than a week.
塞琳娜在过去的十一年里学到的东西太少了,现在,当她把马车装到院子里时,她用眼睛审视它,比高普雷里在一个多星期的寡妇身上所看到的还要闪闪发光。
They had picked and bunched only the best of the late crop—the firmest reddest radishes, the roundest juiciest beets; the carrots that tapered a good seven inches from base to tip; kraut cabbages of the drumhead variety that were flawless green balls; firm juicy spears of cucumber; cauliflower (of her own planting; Pervus had opposed it) that looked like a bride’s bouquet.
他们只采摘并捆扎了晚熟作物中最好的——最坚硬、最红的萝卜、最圆、最多汁的甜菜;从根部到尖端逐渐变细的胡萝卜足有七英寸;鼓头品种的泡菜卷心菜是完美无瑕的绿色球;坚实多汁的黄瓜芽;花椰菜(她自己种植的;佩尔乌斯反对)看起来像新娘的花束。
Selina stepped back now and regarded this riot of crimson and green, of white and gold and purple.
塞琳娜现在退后一步,看着这片深红色、绿色、白色、金色和紫色的混乱。
“Aren’t they beautiful!
“她们不是很漂亮吗!
Dirk, aren’t they beautiful!”
德克,它们不是很漂亮吗!”
Dirk, capering in his excitement at the prospect of the trip before him, shook his head impatiently.
德克对即将到来的旅程感到兴奋不已,他不耐烦地摇摇头。
“What?
“什么?
I don’t see anything beautiful.
我没有看到任何美丽的东西。
What’s beautiful?”
有什么好看的?”
Selina flung out her arms.
赛琳娜伸出双臂。
“The—the whole wagon load.
“整个——整车的负载。
The cabbages.”
卷心菜。”
“I don’t know what you mean,” said Dirk.
“我不明白你的意思,”德克说。
“Let’s go, Mother.
“我们走吧,妈妈。
Aren’t we going now?
我们现在不去吗?
You said as soon as the load was on.”
你说的是一旦负载开启。”
“Oh, Sobig, you’re just exactly like your——” She stopped.
“哦,索比格,你就像你的——”她停了下来。
“Like my what?”
“就像我的什么?”
“We’ll go now, son.
“我们现在就走,儿子。
There’s cold meat for your supper, Jan, and potatoes all sliced for frying and half an apple pie left from noon.
简,你的晚餐有冷肉,土豆都切片煎了,还有中午剩下的半个苹果派。
Wash your dishes—don’t leave them cluttering around the kitchen.
洗碗——不要让它们在厨房里乱七八糟。
You ought to get in the rest of the squash and pumpkins by evening.
你应该在晚上之前把剩下的南瓜和南瓜吃完。
Maybe I can sell the lot instead of taking them in by the load.
也许我可以卖掉这批货,而不是按负载购买。
I’ll see a commission man.
我会见一位佣金人员。
Take less, if I have to.”
如果有必要的话,少拿一点。”
She had dressed the boy in his home-made suit cut down from one of his father’s.
她给男孩穿上了从他父亲的一件衣服上剪下来的自制西装。
He wore a wide-brimmed straw hat which he hated.
他戴着一顶他讨厌的宽边草帽。
Selina had made him an overcoat of stout bean-sacking and this she tucked under the wagon seat, together with an old black fascinator, for though the September afternoon was white-hot she knew that the evenings were likely to be chilly, once the sun, a great crimson Chinese balloon, had burned itself out in a blaze of flame across the prairie horizon.
塞琳娜给他做了一件厚实的豆袋大衣,她把它和一个旧的黑色头饰一起塞在马车座位下面,因为虽然九月的下午天气炎热,但她知道,一旦太阳,一个巨大的深红色中国气球,在草原地平线上的火焰中燃烧殆尽,晚上就会很冷。
Selina herself, in a full-skirted black-stuff dress, mounted the wagon agilely, took up the reins, looked down at the boy seated beside her, clucked to the horses.
赛琳娜身着黑布裙摆,敏捷地登上马车,拉起缰绳,低头看着坐在自己身边的男孩,对着马儿咯咯地叫了一声。
Jan Steen gave vent to a final outraged bellow.
简·斯蒂恩发出了最后一声愤怒的吼叫。
“Never in my life did I hear of such a thing!”
“我这辈子从来没有听说过这样的事!”
Selina turned the horses’ heads toward the city.
塞琳娜把马头转向城市。
“You’d be surprised, Jan, to know of all the things you’re going to hear of some day that you’ve never heard of before.” Still, when twenty years had passed and the Ford, the phonograph, the radio, and the rural mail delivery had dumped the world at Jan’s plodding feet he liked to tell of that momentous day when Selina DeJong had driven off to market like a man with a wagon load of hand-scrubbed garden truck and the boy Dirk perched beside her on the seat.
“简,你会惊讶地发现有一天你会听到以前从未听说过的所有事情。”尽管如此,当二十年过去了,福特、留声机、收音机和农村邮件投递已经把世界倾倒在简沉重的脚下时,他喜欢讲述那个重要的一天,当时塞琳娜·德容像一个男人带着一车手擦洗的花园卡车开车去市场,男孩德克坐在她旁边的座位上。
If, then, you had been travelling the Halsted road, you would have seen a decrepit wagon, vegetable-laden, driven by a too-thin woman, sallow, bright-eyed, in a shapeless black dress, a battered black felt hat that looked like a man’s old “fedora” and probably was.
那么,如果你在霍尔斯特德路上行驶,你会看到一辆破旧的马车,装满了蔬菜,车上坐着一个太瘦的女人,面色蜡黄,眼睛明亮,穿着一件不成形的黑色连衣裙,戴着一顶破旧的黑色毡帽,看起来像男人的旧“软呢帽”,很可能就是这样。
Her hair was unbecomingly strained away from the face with its high cheek bones, so that unless you were really observant you failed to notice the exquisite little nose or the really fine eyes so unnaturally large now in the anxious face.
她的头发不合时宜地从高颧骨的脸上拉开,因此,除非你真的很细心,否则你不会注意到那张精致的小鼻子或那双非常漂亮的眼睛,现在在焦虑的脸上显得不自然地大。
On the seat beside her you would have seen a farm boy of nine or thereabouts—a brown freckle-faced lad in a comically home-made suit of clothes and a straw hat with a broken and flopping brim which he was forever jerking off only to have it set firmly on again by the woman who seemed to fear the effects of the hot afternoon sun on his close-cropped head.
在她旁边的座位上,你会看到一个九岁左右的农家男孩——一个脸上长着雀斑的棕色小伙子,穿着一套可笑的自制衣服,戴着一顶草帽,草帽的帽檐破损、下垂,他总是把草帽脱下来,结果又被那个女人紧紧地戴上,她似乎害怕午后炎热的阳光照射在他短发的头上。
But in the brief intervals when the hat was off you must have noted how the boy’s eyes were shining.
但在摘下帽子的短暂间隙里,你一定注意到了男孩的眼睛是如何闪闪发光的。
At their feet was the dog Pom, a mongrel whose tail bore no relation to his head, whose ill-assorted legs appeared wholly at variance with his sturdy barrel of a body.
他们脚下是一只杂种狗Pom,它的尾巴与头毫无关系,它的腿不协调,与他粗壮的桶状身体完全不相称。
He dozed now, for it had been his duty to watch the wagon load at night, while Pervus slept.
他现在打瞌睡了,因为他的职责是在晚上佩尔乌斯睡觉时看管马车的装载情况。
A shabby enough little outfit, but magnificent, too.
一套破旧的小衣服,但也很华丽。
Here was Selina DeJong driving up the Halsted road toward the city instead of sitting, black-robed, in the farm parlour while High Prairie came to condole.
塞琳娜·德容 (Selina DeJong) 沿着霍尔斯特德路 (Halsted Road) 驾车前往市区,而不是穿着黑袍坐在农场客厅里,而高草原 (High Prairie) 前来吊唁。
In Selina, as they jogged along the hot dusty way, there welled up a feeling very like elation.
在塞琳娜,当他们沿着炎热、尘土飞扬的小道慢跑时,一种很像是欣喜的感觉油然而生。
Conscious of this, the New England strain in her took her to task.
意识到这一点,她体内的新英格兰血统让她承担起责任。
“Selina Peake, aren’t you ashamed of yourself!
“塞琳娜·皮克,你不为自己感到羞耻吗!
You’re a wicked woman!
你真是个恶毒的女人!
Feeling almost gay when you ought to be sad.
当你应该悲伤时却感觉几乎是同性恋。
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Poor Pervus .
可怜的佩尔乌斯。
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the farm .
农场。
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Dirk .
德克.
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and you can feel almost gay!
你会感觉自己几乎是同性恋!
You ought to be ashamed of yourself!”
你应该为自己感到羞耻!”
But she wasn’t, and knew it.
但她不是,而且她知道这一点。
For even as she thought this the little wave of elation came flooding over her again.
就在她这么想的时候,一阵小小的欣喜再次涌上心头。
More than ten years ago she had driven with Klaas Pool up that same road for the first time, and in spite of the recent tragedy of her father’s death, her youth, her loneliness, the terrifying thought of the new home to which she was going, a stranger among strangers, she had been conscious of a warm little thrill of elation, of excitement—of adventure!
十多年前,她第一次和克拉斯·普尔一起开车走在同一条路上,尽管最近发生了父亲去世的悲剧,她年轻,她孤独,她对即将前往的新家感到恐惧,成为陌生人中的陌生人,但她一直意识到一种温暖的小兴奋,兴奋,兴奋——冒险!
That was it.
就是这样。
“The whole thing’s just a grand adventure,” her father, Simeon Peake, had said.
“整件事只是一场伟大的冒险,”她的父亲西蒙·皮克(Simeon Peake)说道。
And now the sensations of that day were repeating themselves.
现在,那天的感觉正在重演。
Now, as then, she was doing what was considered a revolutionary and daring thing; a thing that High Prairie regarded with horror.
现在,和当时一样,她所做的事情被认为是革命性的、大胆的事情。高草原对此感到恐惧。
And now, as then, she took stock.
现在,和当时一样,她进行了盘点。
Youth was gone, but she had health, courage; a boy of nine; twenty-five acres of wornout farm land; dwelling and out-houses in a bad state of repair; and a gay adventuresome spirit that was never to die, though it led her into curious places and she often found, at the end, only a trackless waste from which she had to retrace her steps painfully.
青春已逝,但她还有健康、勇气;一个九岁的男孩;二十五英亩破旧农田;住宅和外屋维修状况不佳;一种永不消亡的快乐的冒险精神,尽管它把她带入了奇怪的地方,但最后她常常发现,只是一片无路可走的荒原,她不得不痛苦地折返。
But always, to her, red and green cabbages were to be jade and burgundy, chrysoprase and porphyry.
但对她来说,红色和绿色的卷心菜始终是翡翠色和酒红色、绿玉髓和斑岩色。
Life has no weapons against a woman like that.
生活没有武器对付这样的女人。
And the wine-red cashmere.
还有酒红色的羊绒。
She laughed aloud.
她放声大笑。
“What are you laughing at, Mom?”
“妈妈你笑什么?”
That sobered her.
这让她清醒了。
“Oh, nothing, Sobig.
“噢,没什么,索比格。
I didn’t know I was laughing.
我不知道我在笑。
I was just thinking about a red dress I had when I first came to High Prairie a girl.
我只是在想我第一次来到高草原时穿的一件红色连衣裙。
I’ve got it yet.”
我已经拿到了。”
“What’s that to laugh at?” He was following a yellow-hammer with his eyes.
“有什么好笑的?”他的目光追随着一把黄色的锤子。
“Nothing.
“没什么。”
Mother said it was nothing.”
妈妈说没什么。”
“Wisht I’d brought my sling-shot.” The yellow-hammer was perched on the fence by the roadside not ten feet away.
“要是我带了弹弓就好了。”黄锤栖息在路边不到十英尺的栅栏上。
“Sobig, you promised me you wouldn’t throw at any more birds, ever.”
“索比格,你答应过我,你不会再向任何鸟扔东西了,永远。”
“Oh, I wouldn’t hit it.
“哦,我不会打的。
I would just like to aim at it.”
我只是想以此为目标。”
Down the hot dusty country road.
沿着炎热、尘土飞扬的乡间小路。
She was serious enough now.
她现在已经够认真的了。
The cost of the funeral to be paid.
丧葬费需支付。
The doctor’s bills.
医生的账单。
Jan’s wage.
简的工资。
All the expenses, large and small, of the poor little farm holding.
贫穷的小农场的所有大大小小的开支。
Nothing to laugh at, certainly.
当然,没什么可笑的。
The boy was wiser than she.
这个男孩比她聪明。
“There’s Mrs. Pool on her porch, Mom.
“妈妈,普尔太太在她的门廊上。
Rocking.”
摇摆。”
There, indeed, was the erstwhile Widow Paarlenberg on her porch, rocking.
确实,昔日的寡妇帕伦伯格在她的门廊上摇晃着。
A pleasant place to be in mid-afternoon of a hot September day.
在九月炎热的午后,这是一个令人愉快的地方。
She stared at the creaking farm wagon, vegetable laden; at the boy perched on the high seat; at the sallow shabby woman who was charioteer for the whole crazy outfit.
她盯着那辆嘎吱作响的农用马车,上面装满了蔬菜。看着坐在高座上的男孩;那个面色蜡黄、衣衫褴褛的女人,她是整个疯狂服装的御手。
Mrs. Klaas Pool’s pink face creased in a smile.
克拉斯·普尔夫人粉红的脸上露出了微笑。
She sat forward in her chair and ceased to rock.
她向前坐在椅子上,不再摇晃。
“Where you going this hot day, Mis’ DeJong?”
“这么热的天你要去哪儿,德容小姐?”
Selina sat up very straight.
赛琳娜坐得笔直。
“To Bagdad, Mrs. Pool.”
“去巴格达,普尔夫人。”
“To—Where’s that?
“到——那是哪里?
What for?”
干什么?
“To sell my jewels, Mrs. Pool.
“为了卖掉我的珠宝,普尔夫人。
And to see Aladdin, and Harun-al-Rashid and Ali Baba.
并去看阿拉丁、哈伦拉希德和阿里巴巴。
And the Forty Thieves.”
还有四十大盗。”
Mrs. Pool had left her rocker and had come down the steps.
普尔太太离开了摇椅,走下台阶。
The wagon creaked on past her gate.
马车嘎吱嘎吱地驶过她家的大门。
She took a step or two down the path, and called after them.
她沿着小路走了一两步,在他们身后喊道。
“I never heard of it.
“我从来没有听说过。
Bag—How do you get there?”
包——你怎么去那里?”
Over her shoulder Selina called out from the wagon seat.
塞琳娜在马车座位上喊道。
“You just go until you come to a closed door.
“你就一直走,直到你来到一扇关着的门前。
And you say ‘Open Sesame!’ and there you are.”
你说‘芝麻开门!’然后你就到了。”
Bewilderment shadowed Mrs. Pool’s placid face.
普尔夫人平静的脸上笼罩着困惑。
As the wagon lurched on down the road it was Selina who was smiling and Mrs. Pool who was serious.
当马车在路上摇摇晃晃地行驶时,赛琳娜在微笑,而普尔太太则一脸严肃。
The boy, round eyed, was looking up at his mother.
男孩睁着圆圆的眼睛,抬头看着他的母亲。
“That’s out of _Arabian Nights_, what you said.
“你说的那是《一千零一夜》里的。
Why did you say that?” Suddenly excitement tinged his voice.
你为什么这么说?突然,他的声音里充满了兴奋。
“That’s out of the book.
“那是书上没有的。
Isn’t it?
不是吗?
Isn’t it!
不是吗!
We’re not really——”
我们其实并不是——”
She was a little contrite, but not very.
她有些悔恨,但也不是很悔恨。
“Well, not really, perhaps.
“嗯,也许不是真的。
But ’most any place is Bagdad if you don’t know what will happen in it.
但“如果你不知道那里会发生什么,那么大多数地方都是巴格达。”
And this is an adventure, isn’t it, that we’re going on?
我们正在进行的这就是一场冒险,不是吗?
How can you tell!
你怎么知道!
All kind of things can happen.
各种各样的事情都有可能发生。
All kinds of people.
各种各样的人。
People in disguise in the Haymarket.
干草市场上乔装打扮的人们。
Caliphs, and princes, and slaves, and thieves, and good fairies, and witches.”
哈里发、王子、奴隶、小偷、善良的仙女和女巫。”
“In the Haymarket!
“在干草市场!
That Pop went to all the time!
那个爸爸一直都去!
That is just dumb talk.”
这简直就是废话。”
Within Selina something cried out, “Don’t say that, Sobig!
塞琳娜内心深处有声音喊道:“别这么说,索比格!
Don’t say that!”
别这么说!”
On down the road.
就在路上。
Here a head at a front room window.
前面房间的窗户上有一个头。
There a woman’s calicoed figure standing in the doorway.
门口站着一个穿着印花布的女人的身影。
Mrs. Vander Sijde on the porch, fanning her flushed face with her apron; Cornelia Snip in the yard pretending to tie up the drooping stalks of the golden-glow and eyeing the approaching team with the avid gossip’s gaze.
范德西德夫人站在门廊上,用围裙扇着通红的脸。科妮莉亚·斯尼普在院子里假装把下垂的金色光芒绑起来,用热切的八卦目光注视着接近的队伍。
To these Selina waved, bowed, called.
塞琳娜向这些人挥手、鞠躬、呼唤。
“How d’you do, Mrs. Vander Sijde!”
“你好,范德西德夫人!”
A prim reply to this salutation.
对这个问候的一本正经的答复。
Disapproval writ large on the farm-wife’s flushed face.
农场主妇涨红的脸上流露出强烈的不满。
“Hello, Cornelia!”
“你好,科妮莉亚!”
A pretended start, notable for its bad acting.
一个假装的开始,以糟糕的表演而闻名。
“Oh, is it you, Mrs. DeJong!
“哦,是你吗,德容夫人!
Sun’s in my eyes.
太阳在我眼里。
I couldn’t think it was you like that.”
我想不到你是这样的人。”
Women’s eyes, hostile, cold, peering.
女人的眼神,充满敌意、冰冷、凝视。
Five o’clock.
五点钟。
Six.
六。
The boy climbed over the wheel, filled a tin pail with water at a farmhouse well.
男孩爬上车轮,在农舍的井边给一个锡桶装满了水。
They ate and drank as they rode along, for there was no time to lose.
他们一边骑马一边吃喝,因为没有时间可以浪费了。
Bread and meat and pickles and pie.
面包、肉、泡菜和馅饼。
There were vegetables in the wagon, ripe for eating.
马车里有蔬菜,成熟了可以吃。
There were other varieties that Selina might have cooked at home in preparation for this meal—German celery root boiled tender and soaked in vinegar; red beets, pickled; onions; coleslaw; beans.
为了准备这顿饭,Selina 可能还会在家里煮其他品种的菜——德国芹菜根煮软,泡在醋里;红甜菜,腌制的;洋葱;凉拌卷心菜;豆子。
They would have regarded these with an apathetic eye all too familiar with the sight of them.
他们会用冷漠的眼光来看待这些,因为他们对这些景象太熟悉了。
Selina knew now why the Pools’ table, in her school-teacher days, had been so lacking in the green stuff she had craved.
塞琳娜现在知道为什么在她当老师的时候,普尔斯的桌子上这么缺乏她渴望的绿色食品。
The thought of cooking the spinach which she had planted, weeded, spaded, tended, picked, washed, bunched, filled her with a nausea of distaste such as she might have experienced at the contemplation of cannibalism.
一想到要煮她种下的菠菜,除草、铲土、照料、采摘、清洗、捆扎,她就充满了恶心和厌恶,就像她在思考同类相食时可能会经历的那样。
The boy had started out bravely enough in the heat of the day, sitting up very straight beside his mother, calling to the horses, shrieking and waving his arms at chickens that flew squawking across the road.
在炎热的天气里,男孩勇敢地出发了,在他母亲身边坐得笔直,呼唤着马匹,尖叫着,向那些嘎嘎叫着飞过马路的鸡挥舞着手臂。
Now he began to droop.
现在他开始萎靡不振。
Evening was coming on.
夜幕降临了。
A cool blanket of air from the lake on the east enveloped them with the suddenness characteristic of the region, and the mist began to drift across the prairie, softening the autumn stubble, cooling the dusty road, misting the parched willows by the roadside, hazing the shabby squat farmhouses.
东边的湖面吹来一阵清凉的空气,带着当地特有的突然气息笼罩着他们,薄雾开始飘过草原,软化了秋茬,冷却了尘土飞扬的道路,给路边干枯的柳树蒙上一层薄雾,笼罩了破旧的农舍。
She brushed away the crumbs, packed the remaining bread and meat thriftily into the basket and covered it with a napkin against the boy’s future hunger should he waken in the night.
她扫掉面包屑,把剩下的面包和肉节俭地装进篮子里,并用餐巾盖上,以防男孩夜里醒来时挨饿。
“Sleepy, Sobig?”
“睡了吗,索比格?”
“No. Should say not.” His lids were heavy.
“不。应该说不是。”他的眼皮很重。
His face and body, relaxed, took on the soft baby contours that come with weariness.
他的脸和身体都很放松,呈现出婴儿般柔软的轮廓,带着疲倦。
The sun was low.
太阳很低。
Sunset gloried the west in a final flare of orange and crimson.
夕阳在最后的橙色和深红色中照亮了西方。
Dusk.
黄昏。
The boy drooped against her heavy, sagging.
男孩颓然地靠在她身上,沉重而下垂。
She wrapped the old black fascinator about him.
她把旧的黑色头巾裹在他身上。
He opened his eyes, tugged at the wrapping about his shoulders.
他睁开眼睛,拉扯肩膀上的裹布。
“Don’t want the old thing .
“旧东西不要了。”
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fas’nator .
fas'nator。
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like a girl .
像个女孩。
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.” drooped again with a sigh and found the soft curve where her side just cushioned his head.
”。叹了口气,再次低下头,发现她的侧面刚好垫住了他的头,那是柔软的曲线。
In the twilight the dust gleamed white on weeds, and brush, and grass.
暮色中,杂草、灌木丛和草地上的灰尘闪闪发亮。
The far-off mellow sonance of a cowbell.
远处传来牛铃柔和的声音。
Horses’ hoofs clopping up behind them, a wagon passing in a cloud of dust, a curious backward glance, or a greeting exchanged.
马蹄在他们身后发出嘎嘎声,一辆马车在尘土中驶过,他们好奇地回头看一眼,或者互相打招呼。
One of the Ooms boys, or Jakob Boomsma.
Ooms 男孩之一,或称雅各布·布姆斯玛 (Jakob Boomsma)。
“You’re never going to market, Mis’ DeJong!” staring with china-blue eyes at her load.
“你永远不会去市场,Mis' DeJong!”用瓷蓝色的眼睛盯着她的货物。
“Yes, I am, Mr. Boomsma.”
“是的,我是,布姆斯玛先生。”
“That ain’t work for a woman, Mis’ DeJong.
“这对女人来说不行,米斯·德容。
You better stay home and let the men folks go.”
你最好呆在家里,让男人们走。”
Selina’s men folks looked up at her—one with the asking eyes of a child, one with the trusting eyes of a dog.
塞琳娜的男人们抬头看着她——一个用孩子般询问的眼神,一个用狗般信任的眼神。
“My men folks are going,” answered Selina.
“我的人要走了。”塞琳娜回答道。
But then, they had always thought her a little queer, so it didn’t matter much.
不过,他们一直觉得她有点奇怪,所以这也没什么大不了的。
She urged the horses on, refusing to confess to herself her dread of the destination which they were approaching.
她催促马匹继续前进,但拒绝向自己承认她对他们即将到达的目的地的恐惧。
Lights now, in the houses along the way, and those houses closer together.
现在,沿路的房子里都亮起了灯,而且那些房子靠得更近了。
She wrapped the reins around the whip, and holding the sleeping boy with one hand reached beneath the seat with the other for the coat of sacking.
她把缰绳缠在鞭子上,一只手伸到座位下面,握住熟睡的男孩,另一只手拿麻袋。
This she placed around him snugly, folded an empty sack for a pillow, and lifting the boy in her arms laid him gently on the lumpy bed formed by the bags of potatoes piled up just behind the seat in the back of the wagon.
她把它紧紧地放在他身上,折叠一个空袋子当枕头,然后将男孩抱在怀里,轻轻地把他放在马车后座后面堆放的土豆袋形成的凹凸不平的床上。
So the boy slept.
于是男孩就睡了。
Night had come on.
夜幕降临了。
The figure of the woman drooped a little now as the old wagon creaked on toward Chicago.
当那辆旧马车嘎吱嘎吱地驶向芝加哥时,女人的身形稍微低垂了一些。
A very small figure in the black dress and a shawl over her shoulders.
身材非常娇小,身穿黑色连衣裙,肩上披着披肩。
She had taken off her old black felt hat.
她已经摘下了那顶旧的黑色毡帽。
The breeze ruffled her hair that was fine and soft, and it made a little halo about the white face that gleamed almost luminously in the darkness as she turned it up toward the sky.
微风吹乱了她细软的头发,当她仰起脸朝天空时,她那张在黑暗中几乎闪闪发光的白脸上泛起了一点光晕。
“I’ll sleep out with Sobig in the wagon.
“我会和索比格一起睡在马车里。
It won’t hurt either of us.
这不会伤害我们任何一个人。
It will be warm in town, there in the Haymarket.
镇上的干草市场会很暖和。
Twenty-five cents—maybe fifty for the two of us, in the rooming house.
二十五美分——在出租屋里,我们两个人可能需要五十美分。
Fifty cents just to sleep.
睡觉就花五十美分。
It takes hours of work in the fields to make fifty cents.”
需要在田里工作几个小时才能赚到五十美分。”
She was sleepy now.
她现在困了。
The night air was deliciously soft and soothing.
夜晚的空气非常柔和,令人心旷神怡。
In her nostrils was the smell of the fields, of grass dew-wet, of damp dust, of cattle; the pungent prick of goldenrod, and occasionally a scented wave that meant wild phlox in a near-by ditch.
她的鼻孔里充满了田野的气味、湿漉漉的青草的气味、潮湿的灰尘的气味、牛的气味;黄花刺鼻的刺鼻气味,偶尔还有一股香味,意味着附近沟渠里有野生福禄考。
She sniffed all this gratefully, her mind and body curiously alert to sounds, scents, forms even, in the darkness.
她感激地嗅着这一切,她的身心对黑暗中的声音、气味、形状都好奇地保持警惕。
She had suffered much in the past week; had eaten and slept but little.
过去一周她经历了很多痛苦;吃的和睡的都很少。
Had known terror, bewilderment, agony, shock.
经历过恐惧、困惑、痛苦、震惊。
Now she was relaxed, receptive, a little light-headed perhaps, what with under-feeding and tears and over-work.
现在她很放松,乐于接受,也许有点头晕,这是由于喂食不足、流泪和过度劳累造成的。
The racking process had cleared brain and bowels; had washed her spiritually clean; had quickened her perceptions abnormally.
货架过程已经清理了大脑和肠道;洗净了她的心灵;她的感知异常的加快。
Now she was like a delicate and sensitive electric instrument keyed to receive and register; vibrating to every ether wave.
现在她就像一台精致而灵敏的电子仪器,负责接收和记录;振动到每一个以太波。
She drove along in the dark, a dowdy farm woman in shapeless garments; just a bundle on the rickety seat of a decrepit truck wagon.
她在黑暗中开车前行,就像一个穿着破烂衣服的邋遢农妇。只是一辆破旧货车摇摇晃晃的座位上的一个包裹。
The boy slept on his hard lumpy bed like the little vegetable that he was.
男孩睡在坚硬、凹凸不平的床上,就像个小植物一样。
The farm lights went out.
农场的灯灭了。
The houses were blurs in the black.
房屋在黑色中变得模糊。
The lights of the city came nearer.
城市的灯光越来越近。
She was thinking clearly, if disconnectedly, without bitterness, without reproach.
她的思考很清晰,虽然有些断断续续,但没有痛苦,也没有责备。
“My father was wrong.
“我父亲错了。
He said that life was a great adventure—a fine show.
他说生命是一场伟大的冒险——一场精彩的表演。
He said the more things that happen to you the richer you are, even if they’re not pleasant things.
他说,发生在你身上的事情越多,你就越富有,即使它们不是令人愉快的事情。
That’s living, he said.
这就是生活,他说。
No matter what happens to you, good or bad, it’s just so much—what was that word he used?—so much—oh, yes—‘velvet.’ Just so much velvet.
无论发生在你身上的事情,无论好坏,都太多了——他用的那个词是什么?——太多了——哦,是的——“天鹅绒”。就是那么多天鹅绒。
Well, it isn’t true.
嗯,这不是真的。
He had brains, and charm, and knowledge and he died in a gambling house, shot while looking on at some one else who was to have been killed.
他有头脑、有魅力、有知识,但他死在一家赌场里,在看着其他本应被杀的人时被枪杀。
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Now we’re on the cobblestones.
现在我们在鹅卵石上。
Will Dirk wake up?
德克会醒来吗?
My little So Big.
我的小小好大啊
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No, he’s asleep.
不,他睡着了。
Asleep on a pile of potato sacks because his mother thought that life was a grand adventure—a fine show—and that you took it as it came.
他睡在一堆土豆袋上,因为他的母亲认为生活是一场伟大的冒险——一场精彩的表演——而你只能接受它的到来。
A lie!
谎言!
I’ve taken it as it came and made the best of it.
我接受它,并充分利用它。
That isn’t the way.
事实并非如此。
You take the best, and make the most of it .
你采取最好的,并充分利用它。
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Thirty-fifth Street, that was.
就是三十五街。
Another hour and a half to reach the Haymarket.
又一个半小时到达干草市场。
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I’m not afraid.
我不害怕。
After all, you just sell your vegetables for what you can get.
毕竟,你只是以能得到的价格出售蔬菜。
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Well, it’s going to be different with him.
好吧,对他来说情况会有所不同。
I mustn’t call him Sobig any more.
我不能再叫他索比格了。
He doesn’t like it.
他不喜欢这样。
Dirk.
德克。
That’s a fine name.
这是一个很好的名字。
Dirk DeJong.
德克·德容.
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No drifting along for him.
不为他随波逐流。
I’ll see that he starts with a plan, and follows it.
我会看到他从一个计划开始,然后遵循它。
He’ll have every chance.
他将有一切机会。
Every chance.
每一个机会。
Too late for me, now, but he’ll be different.
现在对我来说太晚了,但他会有所不同。
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Twenty-second Street .
二十二街。
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Twelfth .
第十二个。
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Look at all the people!
看看所有的人!
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I’m enjoying this.
我很享受这个。
No use denying it.
否认是没有用的。
I’m enjoying this.
我很享受这个。
Just as I enjoyed driving along with Klaas Pool that evening, years and years ago.
就像很多年前的那个晚上,我很喜欢和克拉斯·普尔一起开车一样。
Scared, but enjoying it.
虽然害怕,但是很享受。
Perhaps I oughtn’t to be—but that’s hypocritical and sneaking.
也许我不应该这样做——但那是虚伪和偷偷摸摸的。
Why not, if I really do enjoy it!
为什么不呢,如果我真的喜欢的话!
I’ll wake him.
我会叫醒他。
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Dirk!
德克!
Dirk, we’re almost there.
德克,我们快到了。
Look at all the people, and the lights.
看看所有的人,还有灯光。
We’re almost there.”
我们快到了。”
The boy awoke, raised himself from his bed of sacking, looked about, blinked, sank back again and curled into a ball.
男孩醒了,从麻布床上站起来,环顾四周,眨了眨眼,又倒了下去,蜷缩成一团。
“Don’t want to see the lights .
“不想看到灯光。
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people .
人们。
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He was asleep again.
他又睡着了。
Selina guided the horses skilfully through the downtown streets.
塞琳娜熟练地引导着马匹穿过市中心的街道。
She looked about with wide ambient eyes.
她睁大眼睛环顾四周。
Other wagons passed her.
其他马车从她身边经过。
There was a line of them ahead of her.
她前面已经排起了长队。
The men looked at her curiously.
男人们好奇地看着她。
They called to one another, and jerked a thumb in her direction, but she paid no heed.
他们互相呼喊,并向她的方向伸出拇指,但她没有理睬。
She decided, though, to have the boy on the seat beside her.
不过,她决定让男孩坐在她旁边的座位上。
They were within two blocks of the Haymarket, on Randolph Street.
他们位于伦道夫街,距干草市场不到两个街区。
“Dirk!
“德克!
Come, now.
来吧,现在。
Come up here with mother.” Grumbling, he climbed to the seat, yawned, smacked his lips, rubbed his knuckles into his eyes.
和妈妈一起到这里来吧。”他咕哝着爬到座位上,打了个哈欠,咂着嘴唇,用指关节揉着眼睛。
“What are we here for?”
“我们来这里是为了什么?”
“So we can sell the garden truck and earn money.”
“这样我们就可以卖掉花园卡车来赚钱。”
“What for?”
“做什么的?”
“To send you to school to learn things.”
“送你去学校学习东西。”
“That’s funny.
“这很有趣。
I go to school already.”
我已经去学校了。”
“A different school.
“不同的学校。
A big school.”
很大的学校。”
He was fully awake now, and looking about him interestedly.
他现在完全清醒了,饶有兴趣地环顾四周。
They turned into the Haymarket.
他们拐进了干草市场。
It was a tangle of horses, carts, men.
这是一群马、车、人和人。
The wagons were streaming in from the German truck farms that lay to the north of Chicago as well as from the Dutch farms that lay to the southwest, whence Selina came.
马车从芝加哥北部的德国卡车农场和西南部的荷兰农场源源不断地涌来,塞琳娜就是从那里来的。
Fruits and vegetables—tons of it—acres of it—piled in the wagons that blocked the historic square.
水果和蔬菜——成吨——几英亩——堆放在货车里,堵塞了这个历史悠久的广场。
An unarmed army bringing food to feed a great city.
一支手无寸铁的军队为一座大城市带来食物。
Through this little section, and South Water Street that lay to the east, passed all the verdant growing things that fed Chicago’s millions.
穿过这个小区域,以及东边的南水街,经过了所有养活芝加哥数百万人的青翠植物。
Something of this came to Selina as she manœuvred her way through the throng.
当塞琳娜在人群中穿行时,她突然意识到了这一点。
She felt a little thrill of significance, of achievement.
她感到一丝意义和成就的兴奋。
She knew the spot she wanted for her own.
她知道自己想要的位置。
Since that first trip to Chicago with Pervus in the early days of her marriage she had made the journey into town perhaps not more than a dozen times, but she had seen, and heard, and remembered.
自从结婚初期第一次和佩尔乌斯一起去芝加哥以来,她进城的次数也许不超过十几次,但她见过、听到过、记得过。
A place near the corner of Des Plaines, not at the curb, but rather in the double line of wagons that extended down the middle of the road.
靠近德斯普兰斯拐角处的一个地方,不是在路边,而是在沿着道路中间延伸的双排货车中。
Here the purchasing pedlers and grocers had easy access to the wagons.
在这里,采购商贩和杂货商可以轻松使用货车。
Here Selina could display her wares to the best advantage.
在这里,Selina 可以最大程度地展示她的商品。
It was just across the way from Chris Spanknoebel’s restaurant, rooming house, and saloon.
它就在克里斯·斯潘克诺贝尔的餐厅、出租屋和酒吧的对面。
Chris knew her; had known Pervus for years and his father before him; would be kind to her and the boy in case of need.
克里斯认识她;她认识她。认识佩尔乌斯多年,更早认识他的父亲;如果有需要的话,他会善待她和男孩。
Dirk was wide awake now; eager, excited.
德克现在完全清醒了。渴望,兴奋。
The lights, the men, the horses, the sound of talk, and laughter, and clinking glasses from the eating houses along the street were bewilderingly strange to his country-bred eyes and ears.
街边餐馆里的灯光、人群、马匹、说话声、笑声以及叮叮当当的酒杯声,对于他土生土长的眼睛和耳朵来说都是一种令人困惑的陌生。
He called to the horses; stood up in the wagon; but clung closer to her as they found themselves in the thick of the mêlée.
他呼叫马匹。在马车上站起来;但当他们发现自己正处于激烈的混战中时,他们更加贴近了她。
On the street corners where the lights were brightest there were stands at which men sold chocolate, cigars, collar buttons, suspenders, shoe strings, patent contrivances.
在灯光最亮的街角,有一些摊位,男人们在上面出售巧克力、雪茄、领扣、背带、鞋带和专利产品。
It was like a fair.
这就像一个博览会。
Farther down the men’s faces loomed mysteriously out of the half light.
更远的地方,男人的脸在半明半暗的光线中神秘地显现出来。
Stolid, sunburned faces now looked dark, terrifying, the whites of the eyes very white, the mustaches very black, their shoulders enormous.
被晒伤的冷漠面孔现在显得阴暗、可怕,眼白非常白,胡须非常黑,肩膀巨大。
Here was a crap game beneath the street light.
这是路灯下的一场双骰游戏。
There stood two girls laughing and chatting with a policeman.
站着两个女孩和警察有说有笑。
“Here’s a good place, Mother.
“这是个好地方,妈妈。
Here!
在这里!
There’s a dog on that wagon like Pom.”
那辆马车上有一只像 Pom 一样的狗。”
Pom, hearing his name, stood up, looked into the boy’s face, quivered, wagged a nervous tail, barked sharply.
波姆听到他的名字,站了起来,看着男孩的脸,浑身颤抖,紧张地摇着尾巴,尖声叫道。
The Haymarket night life was an old story to Pom, but it never failed to stimulate him.
干草市场的夜生活对 Pom 来说是个老生常谈的事了,但它却始终刺激着他。
Often he had guarded the wagon when Pervus was absent for a short time.
当佩尔乌斯短暂缺席时,他经常看守马车。
He would stand on the seat ready to growl at any one who so much as fingered a radish in Pervus’s absence.
他会站在座位上,准备对任何在佩尔乌斯不在的情况下用手摸萝卜的人咆哮。
“Down, Pom!
“下来,波姆!
Quiet, Pom!” She did not want to attract attention to herself and the boy.
安静点,波姆!”她不想引起自己和男孩的注意。
It was still early.
时间还早。
She had made excellent time.
她度过了一段美好的时光。
Pervus had often slept in snatches as he drove into town and the horses had lagged, but Selina had urged them on to-night.
佩尔乌斯开车进城时经常睡得断断续续,马匹落后了,但塞琳娜今晚催促他们继续前进。
They had gained a good half hour over the usual time.
他们比平常多了半个小时。
Halfway down the block Selina espied the place she wanted.
在街区的半路上,塞琳娜看到了她想要的地方。
From the opposite direction came a truck farmer’s cart obviously making for the same stand.
一辆卡车农夫的推车从相反的方向驶来,显然是驶向同一个摊位。
For the first time that night Selina drew the whip out of its socket and clipped sharply her surprised nags.
那天晚上,塞琳娜第一次从鞭子里抽出鞭子,狠狠地抽打着她惊讶的马匹。
With a start and a shuffle they broke into an awkward lope.
他们猛地一惊,拖着脚步,开始笨拙地大跑。
Ten seconds too late the German farmer perceived her intention, whipped up his own tired team, arrived at the spot just as Selina, blocking the way, prepared to back into the vacant space.
晚了十秒,德国农民意识到了她的意图,召集了自己疲惫的队伍,到达了现场,而塞琳娜挡住了去路,准备退回空位。
“Heh, get out of there you——” he roared; then, for the first time, perceived in the dim light of the street that his rival was a woman.
“嘿,滚出去,你——”他咆哮道。然后,他第一次在昏暗的街道灯光下察觉到他的对手是一个女人。
He faltered, stared open-mouthed, tried other tactics.
他犹豫不决,目瞪口呆,尝试了其他策略。
“You can’t go in there, missus.”
“你不能进去,夫人。”
“Oh, yes, I can.” She backed her team dexterously.
“哦,是的,我可以。”她巧妙地支持她的团队。
“Yes, we can!” shouted Dirk in an attitude of fierce belligerence.
“是的,我们可以!”德克以一种激烈好战的态度喊道。
From the wagons on either side heads were lifted.
两边的马车上都抬起了头。
“Where’s your man?” demanded the defeated driver, glaring.
“你的男人在哪儿?”被击败的司机怒目而视地问道。
“Here,” replied Selina; put her hand on Dirk’s head.
“在这里,”塞琳娜回答道。把她的手放在德克的头上。
The other, preparing to drive on, received this with incredulity.
另一个正准备继续前行,却难以置信地收到了这个消息。
He assumed the existence of a husband in the neighbourhood—at Chris Spanknoebel’s probably, or talking prices with a friend at another wagon when he should be here attending to his own.
他假设附近有一个丈夫——可能是在克里斯·斯潘克诺贝尔那里,或者当他应该在这里照顾自己的时候,他在另一辆马车上与朋友谈论价格。
In the absence of this, her natural protector, he relieved his disgruntled feelings as he gathered up the reins.
在没有这个她天然保护者的情况下,他收起缰绳,缓解了心中的不满情绪。
“Woman ain’t got no business here in Haymarket, anyway.
“无论如何,女人在干草市场没有生意可做。
Better you’re home night time in your kitchen where you belong.”
最好晚上回到属于你的厨房里。”
This admonition, so glibly mouthed by so many people in the past few days, now was uttered once too often.
这句警告,在过去的几天里被很多人津津乐道地挂在嘴边,现在却被说得太多了。
Selina’s nerves snapped.
塞琳娜的神经绷断了。
A surprised German truck farmer found himself being harangued from the driver’s seat of a vegetable wagon by an irate and fluent woman in a mashed black hat.
一位德国卡车农民惊讶地发现自己在一辆蔬菜车的驾驶座上遭到一位戴着黑帽子、愤怒而流利的女人的长篇大论。
“Don’t talk to me like that, you great stupid!
“别这样跟我说话,你这个大笨蛋!
What good does it do a woman to stay home in her kitchen if she’s going to starve there, and her boy with her!
如果一个女人要饿死在厨房里,而她的儿子也跟着她,那她待在厨房里又有什么好处呢!
Staying home in my kitchen won’t earn me any money.
呆在家里的厨房不会给我赚到任何钱。
I’m here to sell the vegetables I helped raise and I’m going to do it.
我来这里是为了卖掉我帮忙种的蔬菜,我就这么做。
Get out of my way, you.
别挡我的路,你。
Go along about your business or I’ll report you to Mike, the street policeman.”
继续干你的事吧,不然我就向街头警察迈克举报你。”
Now she clambered over the wagon wheel to unhitch the tired horses.
现在她爬上车轮,解开疲惫的马匹。
It is impossible to tell what interpretation the dumfounded north-sider put upon her movements.
无法判断这位目瞪口呆的北方人对她的举动有何解释。
Certainly he had nothing to fear from this small gaunt creature with the blazing eyes.
当然,对于这个眼神炽热、骨瘦如柴的小生物,他没有什么好害怕的。
Nevertheless as he gathered up his reins terror was writ large on his rubicund face.
然而,当他收起缰绳时,他红润的脸上显露出了恐惧。
“_Teufel!_ What a woman!” Was off in a clatter of wheels and hoofs on the cobblestones.
“_Teufel!_真是个女人!”在车轮和马蹄踩在鹅卵石上的嘎嘎声中出发了。
Selina unharnessed swiftly.
赛琳娜迅速解开安全带。
“You stay here, Dirk, with Pom.
“你留在这里,德克,和波姆在一起。
Mother’ll be back in a minute.” She marched down the street driving the horses to the barns where, for twenty-five cents, the animals were to be housed in more comfort than their owner.
妈妈一会儿就回来。”她沿着街道大步走着,把马赶到谷仓,在那里,花二十五美分,这些动物将被安置在比它们的主人更舒适的地方。
She returned to find Dirk deep in conversation with two young women in red shirtwaists, plaid skirts that swept the ground, and sailor hats tipped at a saucy angle over pyramidal pompadours.
她回来时发现德克正在和两名穿着红色衬衫、格子裙拖地的年轻女子深入交谈,水手帽以俏皮的角度倾斜在金字塔形的蓬巴杜头上。
“I can’t make any sense out of it, can you, Elsie?
“我无法理解它,你能理解吗,埃尔西?
Sounds like Dirt to me, but nobody’s going to name a kid that, are they?
对我来说听起来像是污垢,但没有人会给一个孩子起这样的名字,不是吗?
Stands to reason.”
说得有道理。”
“Oh, come on.
“哦,来吧。
Your name’ll be mud first thing you know.
你首先知道的就是你的名字。
Here it’s after nine already and not a——” she turned and saw Selina’s white face.
现在已经九点多了,还不到——”她转过身,看到了塞琳娜苍白的脸。
“There’s my mother,” said Dirk, triumphantly, pointing.
“那是我妈妈,”德克指着胜利者说道。
The three women looked at each other.
三个女人面面相觑。
Two saw the pathetic hat and the dowdy clothes, and knew.
两个人看到那可怜的帽子和破烂的衣服,就知道了。
One saw the red shirtwaists and the loose red lips, and knew.
人们看到红色衬衫腰和宽松的红唇就知道了。
“We was just talking to the kid,” said the girl who had been puzzled by Dirk’s name.
“我们只是在和那个孩子说话,”那个对德克的名字感到困惑的女孩说道。
Her tone was defensive.
她的语气是防御性的。
“Just asking him his name, and like that.”
“只是问他的名字,诸如此类。”
“His name is Dirk,” said Selina, mildly.
“他的名字叫德克,”塞琳娜温和地说。
“It’s a Dutch name—Holland, you know.
“这是一个荷兰名字——Holland,你知道。
We’re from out High Prairie way, south.
我们来自南边的高草原路。
Dirk DeJong.
德克·德容.
I’m Mrs. DeJong.”
我是德容夫人。”
“Yeh?” said the other girl.
“嗯?”另一个女孩说道。
“I’m Elsie.
“我是艾尔西。
Elsie from Chelsea, that’s me.
来自切尔西的埃尔西,就是我。
Come on, Mabel.
来吧,梅布尔。
Stand gabbin’ all night.” She was blonde and shrill.
站着胡言乱语一整晚。”她金发碧眼,声音尖刻。
The other was older, dark-haired.
另一个年纪更大,黑发。
There was about her a paradoxical wholesomeness.
她身上有一种矛盾的健康。
Mabel, the older one, looked at Selina sharply.
年长的梅布尔目光锐利地看着赛琳娜。
From the next wagon came loud snores issuing from beneath the seat.
下一辆马车的座位下面传来响亮的鼾声。
From down the line where a lantern swung from the tailboard of a cart came the rattle of dice.
沿着队伍,一辆手推车尾板摇晃着的灯笼传来骰子的嘎嘎声。
“What you doing down here, anyway?”
“你到底在这儿做什么?”
“I’m here to sell my stuff to-morrow morning.
“明天早上我来这里是为了卖我的东西。
Vegetables.
蔬菜。
From the farm.”
来自农场。”
Mabel looked around.
梅布尔环顾四周。
Hers was not a quick mind.
她的头脑并不敏捷。
“Where’s your man?”
“你的男人在哪儿?”
“My husband died a week ago.” Selina was making up their bed for the night.
“我丈夫一周前去世了。”塞琳娜正在整理今晚的床铺。
From beneath the seat she took a sack of hay, tight-packed, shook out its contents, spread them evenly on the floor of the wagon, at the front, first having unhinged the seat and clapped it against the wagon side as a headboard.
她从座位下面拿出一袋干草,捆得很紧,抖出里面的东西,把它们均匀地铺在马车前面的地板上,首先解开了座位的铰链,把它拍在马车侧面作为床头板。
Over the hay she spread empty sacking.
她在干草上铺上空麻袋。
She shook out her shawl, which would serve as cover.
她抖了抖披肩,当作遮盖物。
The girl Mabel beheld these preparations.
女孩梅布尔看到了这些准备工作。
Her dull eyes showed a gleam of interest which deepened to horror.
她呆滞的眼睛里闪现出兴趣的光芒,而兴趣的光芒加深为恐惧。
“Say, you ain’t never going to sleep out here, are you?
“喂,你永远不会睡在这里,是吗?
You and the kid.
你和孩子。
Like that!”
就这样!”
“Yes.”
“是的。”
“Well, for——” She stared, turned to go, came back.
“嗯,为了——”她凝视着,转身要走,又回来了。
From her belt that dipped so stylishly in the front hung an arsenal of jangling metal articles—purse, pencil, mirror, comb—a chatelaine, they called it.
她那时尚地垂在前面的腰带上挂着一堆叮当作响的金属物品——钱包、铅笔、镜子、梳子——他们称之为腰带。
She opened the purse now and took from it a silver dollar.
她现在打开钱包,从里面取出一枚银元。
This she tendered Selina, almost roughly.
她几乎粗鲁地向塞琳娜提出了这一点。
“Here.
” “这里。
Get the kid a decent roost for the night.
给孩子找个像样的地方过夜。
You and the kid, see.”
你和那孩子,看吧。”
Selina stared at the shining round dollar; at Mabel’s face.
塞琳娜盯着那枚闪闪发光的圆形美元;在梅布尔的脸上。
The quick sting of tears came to her eyes.
她的眼里突然涌出泪水。
She shook her head, smiled.
她摇摇头,微笑着。
“We don’t mind sleeping out here.
“我们不介意睡在这里。
Thank you just the same—Mabel.”
还是谢谢你——梅布尔。”
The girl put her dollar plumply back into her purse.
女孩把美元放回钱包里。
“Well, takes all kinds, I always say.
“嗯,各种情况都有,我总是这么说。
I thought I had a bum deal but, say, alongside of what you got I ain’t got it so worse.
我以为我的交易很糟糕,但是,比方说,除了你得到的东西之外,我的情况并没有那么糟糕。
Place to sleep in, anyways, even if it is—well, good-night.
无论如何,睡觉的地方,即使是——好吧,晚安。
Listen to that Elsie, hollering for me.
听那个埃尔西在为我呼喊。
I’m comin’!
我来了!
Shut up!”
闭嘴!”
You heard the two on their way up the street, arm in arm, laughing.
你听见两人手挽手走在街上,笑着。
“Come Dirk.”
“德克来吧。”
“Are we going to sleep here!” He was delighted.
“我们要睡在这里吗!”他很高兴。
“Right here, all snug in the hay, like campers.”
“就在这里,大家都舒适地躺在干草上,就像露营者一样。”
The boy lay down, wriggling, laughing.
男孩躺了下来,扭动着,笑着。
“Like gypsies.
“就像吉普赛人一样。
Ain’t it, Mom?”
不是吗,妈妈?”
“‘Isn’t it,’ Dirk—not ‘ain’t it’.” The school teacher.
“‘不是吗?’德克——而不是‘不是’。”学校老师。
She lay down beside him.
她躺在他身边。
The boy seemed terribly wide awake.
男孩看上去非常清醒。
“I liked the Mabel one best, didn’t you?
“我最喜欢梅布尔那一款,不是吗?
She was the nicest, h’m?”
她是最好的,嗯?”
“Oh, much the nicest,” said Selina, and put one arm around him and drew him to her, close.
“哦,太好了,”塞琳娜说,用一只手臂搂住他,把他拉到她身边,很近。
And suddenly he was asleep, deeply.
突然他睡着了,睡得很沉。
The street became quieter.
街道变得更加安静了。
The talking and laughter ceased.
谈话和笑声停止了。
The lights were dim at Chris Spanknoebel’s.
克里斯·斯潘克诺贝尔家的灯光昏暗。
Now and then the clatter of wheels and horses’ hoofs proclaimed a late comer seeking a place, but the sound was not near by, for this block and those to east and west were filled by now.
时不时地传来车轮和马蹄的嘎嘎声,预示着迟到的人正在寻找地方,但声音并不在附近,因为这个街区以及东边和西边的街区现在已经挤满了人。
These men had been up at four that morning, must be up before four the next.
那天早上这些人四点钟就起床了,第二天肯定四点钟之前就起床了。
The night was cool, but not cold.
夜晚很凉,但并不冷。
Overhead you saw the wide strip of sky between the brick buildings on either side of the street.
头顶上,你可以看到街道两边砖砌建筑之间宽阔的天空。
Two men came along singing.
两个男人唱着歌走过来。
“Shut up!” growled a voice from a wagon along the curb.
“住口!”路边一辆马车里传来咆哮的声音。
The singers subsided.
歌手们安静下来。
It must be ten o’clock and after, Selina thought.
塞琳娜想,现在一定是十点钟了。
She had with her Pervus’s nickel watch, but it was too dark to see its face, and she did not want to risk a match.
她带着佩尔乌斯的镍表,但天太黑看不清它的脸,她不想冒险去比赛。
Measured footsteps that passed and repassed at regular intervals.
测量定期经过和重新经过的脚步声。
The night policeman.
夜间警察。
She lay looking up at the sky.
她躺着,抬头看着天空。
There were no tears in her eyes.
她的眼里没有泪水。
She was past tears.
她已经泪流满面了。
She thought, “Here I am, Selina Peake, sleeping in a wagon, in the straw, like a bitch with my puppy snuggled beside me.
她想:“我在这里,塞琳娜·皮克,睡在马车里的稻草里,就像一个母狗,我的小狗依偎在我身边。
I was going to be like Jo in Louisa Alcott’s book.
我会像路易莎·奥尔科特书中的乔一样。
On my feet are boots and on my body a dyed dress.
我脚上穿着靴子,身上穿着染色的衣服。
How terribly long it is going to be until morning .
距离早上还有多长的时间啊。
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.
。
I must try to sleep.
我必须试着睡觉。
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。
.
。
.
。
I must try to sleep .
我必须试着睡觉。
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.”
”。
She did sleep, miraculously.
她奇迹般地睡着了。
The September stars twinkled brightly down on them.
九月的星星在他们身上闪烁着明亮的光芒。
As she lay there, the child in her arms, asleep, peace came to the haggard face, relaxed the tired limbs.
她躺在那里,怀里的孩子睡着了,那张憔悴的脸上出现了平静,疲惫的四肢也放松了。
Much like another woman who had lain in the straw with her child in her arms almost two thousand years before.
就像大约两千多年前另一个女人抱着孩子躺在稻草上一样。
It would be enchanting to be able to record that Selina, next day, had phenomenal success, disposing of her carefully bunched wares to great advantage, driving smartly off up Halsted Street toward High Prairie with a goodly profit jingling in her scuffed leather purse.
第二天,塞琳娜取得了惊人的成功,她以极大的优势处理掉了她精心堆放的货物,巧妙地沿着霍尔斯特德街驶向海普雷里,她磨损的皮包里叮当响着一笔可观的利润,如果能够记录下来,那将是令人着迷的。
The truth is that she had a day so devastating, so catastrophic, as would have discouraged most men and certainly any woman less desperate and determined.
事实是,她度过了如此毁灭性的一天,如此灾难性的一天,会让大多数男人感到沮丧,当然还有任何不那么绝望和坚定的女人。
She had awakened, not to daylight, but to the three o’clock blackness.
她醒来的不是白天,而是三点钟的黑暗。
The street was already astir.
街上已经热闹起来了。
Selina brushed her skirt to rid it of the clinging hay, tidied herself as best she could.
塞琳娜刷了刷裙子,除去粘在上面的干草,并尽可能地整理自己。
Leaving Dirk still asleep, she called Pom from beneath the wagon to act as sentinel at the dashboard, and crossed the street to Chris Spanknoebel’s.
她留下还在睡觉的德克,从马车下面叫来波姆,让他在仪表盘上充当哨兵,然后穿过街道来到克里斯·斯潘克诺贝尔家。
She knew Chris, and he her.
她认识克里斯,克里斯也认识她。
He would let her wash at the faucet at the rear of the eating house.
他会让她在餐馆后面的水龙头处洗澡。
She would buy hot coffee for herself and Dirk to warm and revivify them.
她会给自己和德克买热咖啡来温暖和恢复活力。
They would eat the sandwiches left from the night before.
他们会吃前一天晚上剩下的三明治。
Chris himself, a pot-paunched Austrian, blond, benevolent, was standing behind his bar, wiping the slab with a large moist cloth.
克里斯本人是一位大腹便便的奥地利人,金发碧眼,和蔼可亲,他正站在吧台后面,用一块湿布擦拭吧台。
With the other hand he swept the surface with a rubber-tipped board about the size of a shingle.
他用另一只手用木瓦大小的橡胶板擦拭表面。
This contrivance gathered up such beads of moisture as might be left by the cloth.
这个发明可以收集布料可能留下的水珠。
Two sweeps of it rendered the counter dry and shining.
扫了两下,柜台就变得干燥、闪亮。
Later Chris allowed Dirk to wield this rubber-tipped contrivance—a most satisfactory thing to do, leaving one with a feeling of perfect achievement.
后来克里斯允许德克使用这个橡胶头的装置——这是一件最令人满意的事情,让人有一种完美的成就感。
Spanknoebel seemed never to sleep, yet his colour was ruddy, his blue eyes clear.
斯潘克诺贝尔似乎从不睡觉,但他的脸色红润,蓝眼睛清澈。
The last truckster coming in at night for a beer or a cup of coffee and a sandwich was greeted by Chris, white-aproned, pink-cheeked, wide awake, swabbing the bar’s shining surface with the thirsty cloth, swishing it with the sly rubber-tipped board.
最后一位卡车司机晚上进来喝一杯啤酒或一杯咖啡和一个三明治,克里斯迎接了他,他系着白围裙,脸颊粉红,完全清醒,用干渴的布擦拭吧台闪亮的表面,用狡猾的橡胶头木板擦拭它。
“Well, how goes it all the while?” said Chris.
“嗯,最近怎么样?”克里斯说。
The earliest morning trader found Chris in a fresh white apron crackling with starch and ironing.
最早的早晨交易员发现克里斯穿着一条干净的白色围裙,围裙上沾满了淀粉和熨烫物。
He would swab the bar with a gesture of welcome, of greeting.
他会用擦拭棒的方式表示欢迎和问候。
“Well, how goes it all the while?”
“嗯,最近怎么样?”
As Selina entered the long room now there was something heartening, reassuring about Chris’s clean white apron, his ruddy colour, the very sweep of his shirt-sleeved arm as it encompassed the bar-slab.
当塞琳娜走进长长的房间时,克里斯干净的白色围裙、他红润的肤色、他穿着衬衫的手臂环抱吧台的动作,都让人感到振奋和安心。
From the kitchen at the rear came the sounds of sizzling and frying, and the gracious scent of coffee and of frying pork and potatoes.
后面的厨房里传来滋滋声和煎炸声,还有咖啡和煎猪肉和土豆的馨香。
Already the market men were seated at the tables eating huge and hurried breakfasts: hunks of ham; eggs in pairs; potatoes cut in great cubes; cups of steaming coffee and chunks of bread that they plastered liberally with butter.
市场上的人已经坐在桌边,吃着丰盛而匆忙的早餐:大块火腿;鸡蛋成对;土豆切成大块;一杯热气腾腾的咖啡和大块的面包,上面涂满了黄油。
Selina approached Chris.
塞琳娜走近克里斯。
His round face loomed out through the smoke like the sun in a fog.
他的圆脸在烟雾中若隐若现,就像雾中的太阳。
“Well, how goes it all the while?” Then he recognized her.
“嗯,最近怎么样?”然后他认出了她。
“_Um Gottes!_—why, it’s Mis’ DeJong!” He wiped his great hand on a convenient towel, extended it in sympathy to the widow.
“_嗯,天哪!_——为什么,是米斯的德容!”他用一条方便的毛巾擦了擦自己的大手,向寡妇表示同情。
“I heerd,” he said, “I heerd.” His inarticulateness made his words doubly effective.
“我听到了,”他说,“我听到了。”他的不善言辞使他的话加倍有效。
“I’ve come in with the load, Mr. Spanknoebel.
“我是带着重担来的,斯潘克诺贝尔先生。
The boy and I.
男孩和我。
He’s still asleep in the wagon.
他还在马车上睡觉。
May I bring him over here to clean him up a little before breakfast?”
我可以在早餐前带他过来帮他清理一下吗?”
“Sure!
“当然!
Sure!” A sudden suspicion struck him.
当然!”他突然产生了怀疑。
“You ain’t slept in the wagon, Mis’ DeJong!
“你没有睡在马车上,德容小姐!
_Um Gottes!_——”
_嗯天啊!_——”
“Yes.
是的。
It wasn’t bad.
这还不错。
The boy slept the night through.
男孩睡了一夜。
I slept, too, quite a little.”
我也睡了,睡了一会儿。”
“Why you didn’t come here!
“你怎么没来啊!
Why——” At the look in Selina’s face he knew then.
为什么——”看到赛琳娜的表情他就知道了。
“For nothing you and the boy could sleep here.”
“你和那男孩无论如何都可以睡在这里。”
“I knew that!
“我就知道!
That’s why.”
这就是原因。”
“Don’t talk dumb, Mrs. DeJong.
“别说傻话了,德容夫人。
Half the time the rooms is vacant.
有一半的时间房间是空的。
You and the boy chust as well—twenty cents, then, and pay me when you got it.
你和那个男孩也一起付了——二十美分,然后,拿到钱后付给我。
But any way you don’t come in reg’lar with the load, do you?
但无论如何,你都不会与负载保持一致,是吗?
That ain’t for womans.”
那不适合女人。”
“There’s no one to do it for me, except Jan.
“除了简之外,没有人可以帮我做这件事。
And he’s worse than nobody.
而且他比任何人都糟糕。
Just through September and October.
刚刚过了九月和十月。
After that, maybe——” Her voice trailed off.
在那之后,也许——”她的声音渐渐减弱。
It is hard to be hopeful at three in the morning, before breakfast.
凌晨三点,早餐前,很难抱有希望。
She went to the little wash room at the rear, felt better immediately she had washed vigorously, combed her hair.
她走到后面的小盥洗室,用力洗了澡,梳了梳头发,感觉好多了。
She returned to the wagon to find a panic-stricken Dirk sure of nothing but that he had been deserted by his mother.
她回到马车上,发现德克惊慌失措,只知道自己被母亲遗弃了。
Fifteen minutes later the two were seated at a table on which was spread what Chris Spanknoebel considered an adequate breakfast.
十五分钟后,两人坐在一张桌子旁,桌上摆着克里斯·斯潘克诺贝尔认为足够的早餐。
A heartening enough beginning for the day, and a deceptive.
这一天的开始足够令人振奋,但也具有欺骗性。
The Haymarket buyers did not want to purchase its vegetables from Selina DeJong.
Haymarket 的买家不想从 Selina DeJong 那里购买蔬菜。
It wasn’t used to buying of women, but to selling to them.
它不习惯购买女性,而是习惯向她们出售。
Pedlers and small grocers swarmed in at four—Greeks, Italians, Jews.
小贩和小杂货店四点钟就蜂拥而至——希腊人、意大利人、犹太人。
They bought shrewdly, craftily, often dishonestly.
他们的购买方式精明、狡猾,而且常常不诚实。
They sold their wares to the housewives.
他们把商品卖给家庭主妇。
Their tricks were many.
他们的伎俩很多。
They would change a box of tomatoes while your back was turned; filch a head of cauliflower.
他们会在你转身的时候换一盒西红柿;窃取花椰菜头。
There was little system or organization.
几乎没有系统或组织。
Take Luigi.
以路易吉为例。
Luigi peddled on the north side.
路易吉在北边叫卖。
He called his wares through the alleys and side streets of Chicago, adding his raucous voice to the din of an inchoate city.
他在芝加哥的小巷和小街上叫着他的商品,将他沙哑的声音加入到这座不成熟城市的喧嚣中。
A swarthy face had Luigi, a swift brilliant smile, a crafty eye.
路易吉有一张黝黑的脸、灿烂的笑容和狡猾的眼睛。
The Haymarket called him Loogy.
干草市场称他为“Loogy”。
When prices did not please Luigi he pretended not to understand.
当路易吉对价格不感兴趣时,他假装不明白。
Then the Haymarket would yell, undeceived, “Heh, Loogy, what de mattah!
然后干草市场就会大喊,不受欺骗,“嘿,卢吉,什么德马塔!
Spika da Engleesh!” They knew him.
斯皮卡·达·恩格莱什!”他们认识他。
Selina had taken the covers off her vegetables.
塞琳娜已经把蔬菜上的盖子取下来了。
They were revealed crisp, fresh, colourful.
它们显得清脆、新鲜、色彩缤纷。
But Selina knew they must be sold now, quickly.
但塞琳娜知道他们现在必须卖掉,而且要尽快。
When the leaves began to wilt, when the edges of the cauliflower heads curled ever so slightly, turned brown and limp, their value decreased by half, even though the heads themselves remained white and firm.
当叶子开始枯萎时,当花椰菜头的边缘稍微卷曲、变成棕色且松软时,它们的价值就会下降一半,尽管花头本身仍然是白色和坚固的。
Down the street came the buyers—little black-eyed swarthy men; plump, shirt-sleeved, greasy men; shrewd, tobacco-chewing men in overalls.
沿着街道来到了买家——黑眼睛、黝黑的小个子男人;丰满、衬衫、油腻的男人;穿着工装裤、精明、嚼着烟草的男人。
Stolid red Dutch faces, sunburned.
荷兰人冷漠的红脸,被晒伤了。
Lean dark foreign faces.
瘦黑的外国面孔。
Shouting, clatter, turmoil.
叫喊声、碰撞声、混乱声。
“Heh!
“呵呵!
Get your horse outta here!
把你的马赶出去!
What the hell!”
搞什么鬼!
“How much for the whole barrel?”
“一桶多少钱?”
“Got any beans?
“有豆子吗?
No, don’t want no cauliflower.
不,不想吃花椰菜。
Beans!”
豆子!”
“Tough!”
“艰难的!”
“Well, keep ’em.
“好吧,保留它们。
I don’t want ’em.”
我不想要他们。”
“Quarter for the sack.”
“解雇的四分之一。”
“G’wan, them ain’t five-pound heads.
“G’wan,它们的头不是五磅重的。
Bet they don’t come four pounds to the head.”
我敢打赌,他们的头不会受到四磅的重击。”
“Who says they don’t!”
“谁说没有!”
“Gimme five bushels them.”
“给我五蒲式耳。”
Food for Chicago’s millions.
为芝加哥数百万人提供食物。
In and out of the wagons.
进出车厢。
Under horses’ hoofs.
马蹄下。
Bare-footed children, baskets on their arms, snatching bits of fallen vegetables from the cobbles.
赤脚的孩子们,胳膊上挎着篮子,从鹅卵石路上捡起掉落的蔬菜碎片。
Gutter Annie, a shawl pinned across her pendulous breasts, scavengering a potato there, an onion fallen to the street, scraps of fruit and green stuff in the ditch.
阴沟安妮,一条围巾别在她下垂的乳房上,在那里捡拾土豆、落在街上的洋葱、沟里的水果和绿色植物的碎片。
Big Kate buying carrots, parsley, turnips, beets, all slightly wilted and cheap, which she would tie into bunches with her bit of string and sell to the real grocers for soup greens.
大凯特买胡萝卜、欧芹、萝卜、甜菜,这些东西都稍微枯萎了,而且很便宜,她会用她的绳子把它们绑成一串,然后卖给真正的杂货店买汤菜。
The day broke warm.
天渐渐暖和了。
The sun rose red.
太阳升起红色。
It would be a humid September day such as frequently came in the autumn to this lake region.
这将是一个潮湿的九月天,就像这个湖区秋天经常出现的那样。
Garden stuff would have to move quickly this morning.
今天早上花园里的东西必须快速移动。
Afternoon would find it worthless.
下午会发现毫无价值。
Selina stationed herself by her wagon.
塞琳娜站在她的马车旁。
She saw the familiar faces of a half dozen or more High Prairie neighbours.
她看到了六个或更多高草原邻居的熟悉面孔。
These called to her, or came over briefly to her wagon, eyeing her wares with a calculating glance.
这些人呼唤着她,或者短暂地走到她的马车旁,用算计的目光打量着她的货物。
“How you making out, Mis’ DeJong?
“德容小姐,你们亲热怎么样?
Well, you got a good load there.
嗯,你那里有很多负载。
Move it along quick this morning.
今天早上快点移动它。
It’s going to be hot I betcha.” Their tone was kindly, but disapproving, too.
我敢打赌,天气会很热。”他们的语气很友善,但也很不赞成。
Their look said, “No place for a woman.
他们的表情仿佛在说:“没有女人的容身之地。
No place for a woman.”
没有女人的容身之地。”
The pedlers looked at her bunched bouquets, glanced at her, passed her by.
小贩们看着她那一束束花,看了她一眼,又从她身边走过。
It was not unkindness that prompted them, but a certain shyness, a fear of the unaccustomed.
促使他们这样做的并不是不友善,而是某种害羞,对不习惯的事物的恐惧。
They saw her pale fine face with its great sombre eyes; the slight figure in the decent black dress; the slim brown hands clasped so anxiously together.
他们看到了她苍白美丽的脸庞和一双阴郁的大眼睛。身着得体黑裙的纤细身材;纤细的棕色双手焦急地握在一起。
Her wares were tempting but they passed her by with the instinct that the ignorant have against that which is unusual.
她的商品很诱人,但它们带着无知者对不寻常事物的本能而与她擦肩而过。
By nine o’clock trading began to fall off.
到了九点,交易开始下滑。
In a panic Selina realized that the sales she had made amounted to little more than two dollars.
塞琳娜惊慌失措地意识到,她的销售额只有两美元多一点。
If she stayed there until noon she might double that, but no more.
如果她在那里待到中午,她可能会加倍,但不会更多。
In desperation she harnessed the horses, threaded her way out of the swarming street, and made for South Water Street farther east.
无奈之下,她套上马匹,穿过拥挤的街道,向更东边的南水街走去。
Here were the commission houses.
这里是佣金所。
The district was jammed with laden carts and wagons exactly as the Haymarket had been, but trading was done on a different scale.
该地区挤满了满载的手推车和马车,就像干草市场一样,但交易规模不同。
She knew that Pervus had sometimes left his entire load with an established dealer here, to be sold on commission.
她知道佩尔乌斯有时会将他的全部货物留给这里的老牌经销商,以佣金方式出售。
She remembered the name—Talcott—though she did not know the exact location.
她记得这个名字——塔尔科特——尽管她不知道确切的位置。
“Where we going now, Mom?” The boy had been almost incredibly patient and good.
“妈妈,我们现在去哪儿?”这个男孩几乎令人难以置信的耐心和善良。
He had accepted his bewildering new surroundings with the adaptability of childhood.
他以童年的适应能力接受了令人眼花缭乱的新环境。
He had revelled richly in Chris Spanknoebel’s generous breakfast.
他非常享受克里斯·斯潘克诺贝尔丰盛的早餐。
He had thought the four dusty artificial palms that graced Chris’s back room luxuriantly tropical.
他原以为克里斯后屋里的四棵布满灰尘的人造棕榈树充满了茂盛的热带风情。
He had been fascinated by the kitchen with its long glowing range, its great tables for slicing, paring, cutting.
他对厨房很着迷,厨房里有长长的发光范围,还有用来切片、削皮、切割的大桌子。
He liked the ruddy cheer of it, the bustle, the mouth-watering smells.
他喜欢这里红润的欢呼声、热闹的气氛和令人垂涎欲滴的气味。
At the wagon he had stood sturdily next his mother, had busied himself vastly assisting her in her few pitiful sales; had plucked wilted leaves, brought forward the freshest and crispest vegetables.
在马车上,他坚定地站在母亲旁边,忙着帮助她完成那点可怜的生意。摘下了枯萎的叶子,带来了最新鲜、最脆的蔬菜。
But now she saw that he was drooping a little as were her wares, with the heat and the absence from accustomed soil.
但现在她看到他像她的衣服一样有点下垂,因为天气炎热,又没有熟悉的土壤。
“Where we going now, Mom?”
“妈妈,我们现在去哪儿?”
“To another street, Sobig——”
“去另一条街,索比格——”
“Dirk!”
“德克!”
“—Dirk, where there’s a man who’ll buy all our stuff at once—maybe.
“——德克,那里有一个人会立刻买下我们所有的东西——也许吧。
Won’t that be fine!
这样不好吗!
Then we’ll go home.
然后我们就回家了。
You help mother find his name over the store.
你帮助妈妈在商店里找到他的名字。
Talcott—T-a-l-c-o-double t.”
塔尔科特——T-a-l-c-o-双t。”
South Water Street was changing with the city’s growth.
南水街随着城市的发展而发生着变化。
Yankee names they used to be—Flint—Keen—Rusk—Lane.
洋基队的名字曾经是——弗林特——基恩——腊斯克——莱恩。
Now you saw Cuneo—Meleges—Garibaldi—Campagna.
现在你看到了库尼奥——梅莱日——加里波第——坎帕尼亚。
There it was: William Talcott.
就是这样:威廉·塔尔科特。
Fruits and Vegetables.
水果和蔬菜。
William Talcott, standing in the cool doorway of his great deep shed-like store, was the antithesis of the feverish crowded street which he so calmly surveyed.
威廉·塔尔科特站在他那间又大又深的棚屋式商店的凉爽门口,与他如此冷静地审视的那条狂热拥挤的街道形成了鲜明的对比。
He had dealt for forty years in provender.
他从事粗粮生意已经有四十年了。
His was the unruffled demeanour of a man who knows the world must have what he has to sell.
他的举止泰然自若,知道世界上一定有他可以推销的东西。
Every week-day morning at six his dim shaded cavern of a store was packed with sacks, crates, boxes, barrels from which peeped ruffles and sprigs of green; flashes of scarlet, plum-colour, orange.
每个工作日的早上六点,他昏暗的商店洞穴里堆满了麻袋、板条箱、盒子、桶,从里面露出褶边和绿色的小枝;猩红色、紫红色、橙色的闪烁。
He bought the best only; sold at high prices.
他只买最好的;高价出售。
He had known Pervus, and Pervus’s father before him, and had adjudged them honest, admirable men.
他在他之前就认识佩尔乌斯和佩尔乌斯的父亲,并评价他们是诚实的、令人钦佩的人。
But of their garden truck he had small opinion.
但他对他们的花园卡车没什么意见。
The Great Lakes boats brought him choice Michigan peaches and grapes; refrigerator cars brought him the products of California’s soil in a day when out-of-season food was a rare luxury.
五大湖区的船只为他带来了精选的密歇根桃子和葡萄;冷藏车为他带来了加州土壤的产品,当时反季节食品还是一种罕见的奢侈品。
He wore neat pepper-and-salt pants and vest; shirt sleeves a startling white in that blue-shirted overalled world; a massive gold watch chain spanning his middle; square-toed boots; a straw fedora set well back; a pretty good cigar, unlighted, in his mouth.
他穿着整洁的胡椒盐裤子和背心;在那个蓝衬衫工装裤的世界里,衬衫袖子是惊人的白色;一条巨大的金表链横跨他的中间;方头靴;一顶草编软呢帽,放在靠后的位置;他嘴里叼着一支相当不错的雪茄,没有点燃。
Shrewd blue eyes he had; sparse hair much the colour of his suit.
他有一双精明的蓝眼睛;稀疏的头发和他西装的颜色很相配。
Like a lean laconic god he stood in his doorway niche while toilers offered for his inspection the fruits of the earth.
他像一位瘦削简洁的神一样站在门口的壁龛里,而劳动者则向他献上大地的果实供他检查。
“Nope.
“不。”
Can’t use that lot, Jake.
不能用那么多,杰克。
Runty.
矮胖的。
H’m.
嗯。
Wa-a-al, guess you’d better take them farther up the street, Tunis.
瓦-阿尔,我想你最好带他们到街上更远的地方,突尼斯。
Edges look kind of brown.
边缘看起来有点棕色。
Wilty.”
威尔蒂。”
Stewards from the best Chicago hotels of that day—the Sherman House, the Auditorium, the Palmer House, the Wellington, the Stratford—came to Will Talcott for their daily supplies.
当天芝加哥最好的酒店——谢尔曼酒店、礼堂酒店、帕尔默酒店、惠灵顿酒店、斯特拉特福德酒店——的服务员都来到威尔·塔尔科特那里获取日常用品。
The grocers who catered to the well-to-do north-side families and those in the neighbourhood of fashionable Prairie Avenue on the south bought of him.
为北部富裕家庭和南部时尚草原大道附近的人们提供服务的杂货商都从他那里购买东西。
Now, in his doorway, he eyed the spare little figure that appeared before him all in rusty black, with its strained anxious face, its great deep-sunk eyes.
现在,在他的门口,他看到了出现在他面前的瘦小的身影,全身都是铁锈色的黑色,脸上紧张而焦虑,一双深陷的大眼睛。
“DeJong, eh?
“德容,嗯?
Sorry to hear about your loss, ma’am.
女士,很遗憾听到您的损失。
Pervus was a fine lad.
佩尔乌斯是个好小伙子。
No great shakes at truck farming, though.
不过,卡车种植业并没有发生什么大的动摇。
His widow, h’m?
他的遗孀,嗯?
Hm.” Here, he saw, was no dull-witted farm woman; no stolid Dutch woman truckster.
嗯。”他发现,这里并不是一个愚钝的农妇;而是一个愚蠢的农妇。没有冷漠的荷兰女卡车司机。
He went out to her wagon, tweaked the boy’s brown cheek.
他走到她的马车旁,捏捏男孩棕色的脸颊。
“Wa-al now, Mis’ DeJong, you got a right smart lot of garden stuff here and it looks pretty good.
“现在,Mis’ DeJong,你这里有很多漂亮的花园东西,看起来相当不错。
Yessir, pretty good.
是的,先生,非常好。
But you’re too late.
但你已经太晚了。
Ten, pret’ near.”
十,很接近了。”
“Oh, no!” cried Selina.
“哦,不!”塞琳娜喊道。
“Oh, no!
“哦,不!
Not too late!” And at the agony in her voice he looked at her sharply.
还不算太晚!”听到她声音中的痛苦,他目光锐利地看着她。
“Tell you what, mebbe I can move half of ’em along for you.
“告诉你吧,也许我可以帮你搬一半。
But stuff don’t keep this weather.
但事情并不能维持这种天气。
Turns wilty and my trade won’t touch it .
变得枯萎,我的交易不会触及它。
.
。
.
。
First trip in?”
第一次来?”
She wiped her face that was damp and yet cold to the touch.
她擦了擦湿漉漉的脸,摸起来却冰凉。
“First—trip in.” Suddenly she was finding it absurdly hard to breathe.
“首先——进来。”突然,她发现呼吸异常困难。
He called from the sidewalk to the men within: “George!
他在人行道上向里面的人喊道:“乔治!
Ben!
本!
Hustle this stuff in.
把这东西塞进去。
Half of it.
一半。
The best.
最好的。
Send you check to-morrow, Mis’ DeJong.
明天给你寄支票,米斯·德容。
Picked a bad day, didn’t you, for your first day?”
第一天你选了一个糟糕的日子,不是吗?”
“Hot, you mean?”
“你是说热?”
“Wa-al, hot, yes.
“瓦-阿尔,热,是的。
But I mean a holiday like this pedlers mostly ain’t buying.”
但我的意思是,像这样的假期,小贩大多不会买东西。”
“Holiday?”
“假期?”
“You knew it was a Jew holiday, didn’t you?
“你知道这是犹太人的节日,不是吗?
Didn’t!—Wa-al, my sakes!
没有!——哇,老天啊!
Worst day in the year.
一年中最糟糕的一天。
Jew pedlers all at church to-day and all the others not pedlers bought in Saturday for two days.
犹太小贩今天都在教堂,所有其他非小贩都在周六购买了两天。
Chicken men down the street got empty coops and will have till to-morrow.
街上养鸡人的鸡舍空了,只能留到明天。
Yessir.
是的,先生。
Biggest chicken eaters, Jews are, in the world .
犹太人是世界上最大的吃鸡者。
.
。
.
。
Hm .
嗯。
.
。
.
。
Better just drive along home and just dump the rest that stuff, my good woman.”
最好还是开车回家,然后把剩下的东西扔掉,我的好女人。”
One hand on the seat she prepared to climb up again—did step to the hub.
她一只手放在座位上,准备再次爬上去——确实走到了中心。
You saw her shabby, absurd side-boots that were so much too big for the slim little feet.
你看到她那双破旧、荒谬的侧靴,对于她纤细的小脚来说太大了。
“If you’re just buying my stuff because you’re sorry for me——” The Peake pride.
“如果你买我的东西只是因为你对不起我——”皮克的骄傲。
“Don’t do business that way.
“不要这样做生意。
Can’t afford to, ma’am.
女士,买不起。
My da’ter she’s studying to be a singer.
我的女儿正在学习成为一名歌手。
In Italy now, Car’line is, and costs like all get-out.
现在在意大利,Car’line 就是这样,而且费用和所有的出行一样。
Takes all the money I can scrape together, just about.”
差不多拿走了我能凑到的所有钱。”
There was a little colour in Selina’s face now.
赛琳娜的脸上现出了一点血色。
“Italy!
“意大利!
Oh, Mr. Talcott!” You’d have thought she had seen it, from her face.
哦,塔尔科特先生!”你可能会以为她从她的脸上看到了这一点。
She began to thank him, gravely.
她开始郑重地感谢他。
“Now, that’s all right, Mis’ DeJong.
“现在,没关系,米斯·德容。
I notice your stuff’s bunched kind of extry, and all of a size.
我注意到你的东西都是一堆堆的,而且尺寸都很大。
Fixin’ to do that way right along?”
决定就这样做吗?”
“Yes.
“是的。
I thought—they looked prettier that way—of course vegetables aren’t supposed to look pretty, I expect——” she stammered, stopped.
我想——那样它们看起来更漂亮——蔬菜当然不应该看起来漂亮,我想——”她结结巴巴地说,停了下来。
“You fix ’em pretty like that and bring ’em in to me first thing, or send ’em.
“你就这样把它们修好,然后第一时间把它们带给我,或者寄给我。
My trade, they like their stuff kind of special.
我的行业,他们喜欢他们的东西有点特别。
Yessir.”
是的,先生。”
As she gathered up the reins he stood again in his doorway, cool, remote, his unlighted cigar in his mouth, while hand-trucks rattled past him, barrels and boxes thumped to the sidewalk in front of him, wheels and hoofs and shouts made a great clamour all about him.
当她收起缰绳时,他又站在门口,冷静而遥远,嘴里叼着未点燃的雪茄,手推车嘎嘎作响地从他身边驶过,木桶和箱子轰隆隆地落在他面前的人行道上,车轮、马蹄声和叫喊声在他周围发出巨大的喧嚣。
“We going home now?” demanded Dirk.
“我们现在回家吗?”德克问道。
“We going home now?
“我们现在回家吗?
I’m hungry.”
我饿了。”
“Yes, lamb.” Two dollars in her pocket.
“是的,小羊。”她口袋里有两块钱。
All yesterday’s grim toil, and all to-day’s, and months of labour behind those two days.
昨天所有的艰苦劳作,以及今天所有的辛苦劳作,以及这两天背后几个月的劳动。
Two dollars in the pocket of her black calico petticoat.
她黑色印花布衬裙的口袋里有两美元。
“We’ll get something to eat when we drive out a ways.
“当我们开车出去一段路时,我们会得到一些吃的。
Some milk and bread and cheese.”
一些牛奶、面包和奶酪。”
The sun was very hot.
太阳很热。
She took the boy’s hat off, passed her tender work-calloused hand over the damp hair that clung to his forehead.
她摘下男孩的帽子,用她因工作而长满老茧的温柔的手抚摸他额头上湿漉漉的头发。
“It’s been fun, hasn’t it?” she said.
“这很有趣,不是吗?”她说。
“Like an adventure.
“就像一场冒险。
Look at all the kind people we’ve met.
看看我们遇到的所有善良的人。
Mr. Spanknoebel, and Mr. Talcott——”
斯潘克诺贝尔先生和塔尔科特先生——”
“And Mabel.”
“还有梅布尔。”
Startled, “And Mabel.”
吃了一惊,“还有梅布尔。”
She wanted suddenly to kiss him, knew he would hate it with all the boy and all the Holland Dutch in him, and did not.
她突然想吻他,知道他会讨厌这个男孩和他身上所有的荷兰人,但她没有。
She made up her mind to drive east and then south.
她决定先向东行驶,然后向南行驶。
Pervus had sometimes achieved a late sale to outlying grocers.
佩尔乌斯有时会较晚向偏远的杂货店销售。
Jan’s face if she came home with half the load still on the wagon!
如果简回家时马车上还剩下一半的货物,那她会是什么样子!
And what of the unpaid bills?
那么未付的账单怎么办?
She had, perhaps, thirty dollars, all told.
总共她大概有三十美元。
She owed four hundred.
她欠了四百。
More than that.
不仅如此。
There were seedlings that Pervus had bought in April to be paid for at the end of the growing season, in the fall.
佩尔乌斯在四月份购买了一些幼苗,并在秋季生长季节结束时支付费用。
And now fall was here.
现在秋天来了。
Fear shook her.
恐惧震撼了她。
She told herself she was tired, nervous.
她告诉自己,她很累,很紧张。
That terrible week.
那可怕的一周。
And now this.
现在这个。
The heat.
热量。
Soon they’d be home, she and Dirk.
她和德克很快就会回家。
How cool and quiet the house would seem.
房子看起来多么凉爽和安静啊。
The squares of the kitchen tablecloth.
厨房桌布的方块。
Her own neat bedroom with the black walnut bed and dresser.
她自己整洁的卧室配有黑胡桃木床和梳妆台。
The sofa in the parlour with the ruffled calico cover.
客厅里的沙发配有褶边印花布套。
The old chair on the porch with the cane seat sagging where warp and woof had become loosened with much use and stuck out in ragged tufts.
门廊上的那把旧椅子,藤椅下垂,经纱和纬纱因使用过多而变得松动,并伸出一簇簇参差不齐的东西。
It seemed years since she had seen all this.
她仿佛已经有很多年没有见过这一切了。
The comfort of it, the peace of it.
它的舒适,它的平静。
Safe, desirable, suddenly dear.
安全、令人向往、突然亲爱的。
No work for a woman, this.
女人没有工作,这个。
Well, perhaps they were right.
好吧,也许他们是对的。
Down Wabash Avenue, with the L trains thundering overhead and her horses, frightened and uneasy with the unaccustomed roar and clangour of traffic, stepping high and swerving stiffly, grotesque and angular in their movements.
沿着瓦巴什大道,L 列火车在头顶上轰鸣而过,她的马匹因交通不寻常的轰鸣声和铿锵声而感到害怕和不安,它们高高地迈着步子,僵硬地转向,动作怪诞而棱角分明。
A dowdy farm woman and a sunburned boy in a rickety vegetable wagon absurdly out of place in this canyon of cobblestones, shops, street-cars, drays, carriages, bicycles, pedestrians.
一个邋遢的农妇和一个晒伤的男孩开着一辆摇摇晃晃的蔬菜车,在这片由鹅卵石、商店、有轨电车、马车、马车、自行车和行人组成的峡谷中显得格格不入。
It was terribly hot.
天气非常热。
The boy’s eyes popped with excitement and bewilderment.
男孩的眼睛里充满了兴奋和困惑。
“Pretty soon,” Selina said.
“很快,”塞琳娜说。
The muscles showed white beneath the skin of her jaw.
她下巴皮肤下的肌肉呈白色。
“Pretty soon.
“很快了。
Prairie Avenue.
草原大道。
Great big houses, and lawns, all quiet.” She even managed a smile.
很大的房子,还有草坪,都很安静。”她甚至挤出了一个微笑。
“I like it better home.”
“我更喜欢家。”
Prairie Avenue at last, turning in at Sixteenth Street.
草原大道终于在第十六街拐进。
It was like calm after a storm.
就像暴风雨过后的平静。
Selina felt battered, spent.
塞琳娜感到心力交瘁、疲惫不堪。
There were groceries near Eighteenth, and at the other cross-streets—Twenty-second, Twenty-sixth, Thirty-first, Thirty-fifth.
第十八街附近以及其他十字路口——二十二号、二十六号、三十一号、三十五号都有杂货店。
They were passing the great stone houses of Prairie Avenue of the ’90s.
他们正经过草原大道上九十年代的巨大石屋。
Turrets and towers, cornices and cupolas, humpbacked conservatories, porte-cochères, bow windows—here lived Chicago’s rich that had made their riches in pork and wheat and dry goods; the selling of necessities to a city that clamoured for them.
炮塔和塔楼、飞檐和圆顶、驼背温室、门廊、弓形窗——这里住着靠猪肉、小麦和干货发家致富的芝加哥富人;向急需必需品的城市出售必需品。
“Just like me,” Selina thought, humorously.
“就像我一样。”塞琳娜幽默地想。
Then another thought came to her.
然后她又想到了另一个想法。
Her vegetables, canvas covered, were fresher than those in the near-by markets.
她的蔬菜用帆布覆盖,比附近市场上的蔬菜更新鲜。
Why not try to sell some of them here, in these big houses?
为什么不试着在这些大房子里卖一些东西呢?
In an hour she might earn a few dollars this way at retail prices slightly less than those asked by the grocers of the neighbourhood.
一个小时内,她可能会以比附近杂货店要价略低的零售价以这种方式赚到几美元。
She stopped her wagon in the middle of the block on Twenty-fourth Street.
她把马车停在第二十四街的街区中央。
Agilely she stepped down the wheel, gave the reins to Dirk.
她敏捷地走下方向盘,把缰绳交给了德克。
The horses were no more minded to run than the wooden steeds on a carrousel.
马匹不像旋转木马上的木马那样愿意奔跑。
She filled a large market basket with the finest and freshest of her stock and with this on her arm looked up a moment at the house in front of which she had stopped.
她在一个大购物篮里装满了最好、最新鲜的货,胳膊上挎着这个,抬头看了一眼她停在前面的房子。
It was a four-story brownstone, with a hideous high stoop.
那是一栋四层的褐砂石建筑,有一个可怕的高高的门廊。
Beneath the steps were a little vestibule and a door that was the tradesmen’s entrance.
台阶下面有一个小门厅和一扇门,那是商人的入口。
The kitchen entrance, she knew, was by way of the alley at the back, but this she would not take.
她知道厨房入口是从后面的小巷进去的,但她不肯走。
Across the sidewalk, down a little flight of stone steps, into the vestibule under the porch.
穿过人行道,走下一小段石阶,来到门廊下的前厅。
She looked at the bell—a brass knob.
她看着门铃——一个黄铜旋钮。
You pulled it out, shoved it in, and there sounded a jangling down the dim hallway beyond.
你把它拔出来,又塞进去,远处昏暗的走廊里传来叮当作响的声音。
Simple enough.
够简单的。
Her hand was on the bell.
她的手放在门铃上。
“Pull it!” said the desperate Selina.
“拉它!”绝望的赛琳娜说道。
“I can’t!
“我不能!
I can’t!” cried all the prim dim Vermont Peakes, in chorus.
我不能!所有古板昏暗的佛蒙特州山峰齐声喊道。
“All right.
“好吧。”
Starve to death and let them take the farm and Dirk, then.”
饿死吧,然后让他们夺走农场和德克。”
At that she pulled the knob hard.
这时她用力拉动旋钮。
Jangle went the bell in the hall.
大厅里的铃声响起。
Again.
再次。
Again.
再次。
Footsteps up the hall.
脚步声上楼。
The door opened to disclose a large woman, high cheek-boned, in a work apron; a cook, apparently.
门打开,露出一个身材魁梧的女人,高颧骨,穿着工作围裙。显然是一名厨师。
“Good morning,” said Selina.
“早上好,”塞琳娜说。
“Would you like some fresh country vegetables?”
“你想要一些新鲜的乡村蔬菜吗?”
“No.” She half shut the door, opening it again to ask, “Got any fresh eggs or butter?” At Selina’s negative she closed the door, bolted it.
“不。”她半关上门,又打开问道:“有新鲜的鸡蛋或黄油吗?”塞琳娜拒绝后,她关上了门,上了门闩。
Selina, standing there, basket on arm, could hear her heavy tread down the passageway toward the kitchen.
塞琳娜站在那里,胳膊上挎着篮子,她能听到她沉重的脚步声沿着通道朝厨房走去。
Well, that was all right.
嗯,没关系。
Nothing so terrible about that, Selina told herself.
塞琳娜告诉自己,这没什么可怕的。
Simply hadn’t wanted any vegetables.
只是不想吃任何蔬菜。
The next house.
下一个房子。
The next house, and the next, and the next.
下一个房子,下一个,再下一个。
Up one side of the street, and down the other.
沿着街道的一侧,沿着街道的另一侧。
Four times she refilled her basket.
她四次把篮子装满。
At one house she sold a quarter’s worth.
她在一所房子里卖掉了四分之一的价值。
Fifteen at another.
又是十五点。
Twenty cents here.
这里二十美分。
Almost fifty there.
那里快五十了。
“Good morning,” she always said at the door in her clear, distinct way.
“早上好,”她总是在门口用她清晰明确的方式说。
They stared, usually.
他们通常都盯着看。
But they were curious, too, and did not often shut the door in her face.
但他们也很好奇,并不经常当着她的面关上门。
“Do you know of a good place?” one kitchen maid said.
“你知道有什么好地方吗?”一位厨房女佣说道。
“This place ain’t so good.
“这个地方不太好。
She only pays me three dollars.
她只付给我三美元。
You can get four now.
现在你可以得到四个了。
Maybe you know a lady wants a good girl.”
也许你知道一位女士想要一个好女孩。”
“No,” Selina answered.
“不,”赛琳娜回答。
“No.”
“不。”
At another house the cook had offered her a cup of coffee, noting the white face, the look of weariness.
在另一所房子里,厨师给她倒了一杯咖啡,注意到她苍白的脸和疲倦的表情。
Selina refused it, politely.
赛琳娜礼貌地拒绝了。
Twenty-first Street—Twenty-fifth—Twenty-eighth.
第二十一街——第二十五街——第二十八街。
She had over four dollars in her purse.
她的钱包里有四美元多。
Dirk was weary now and hungry to the point of tears.
德克现在又累又饿,几乎要流泪了。
“The last house,” Selina promised him, “the very last one.
“最后一栋房子,”塞琳娜向他保证,“最后一栋。
After this one we’ll go home.” She filled her basket again.
这一场过后我们就回家了。”她又把篮子装满了。
“We’ll have something to eat on the way, and maybe you’ll go to sleep with the canvas over you, high, fastened to the seat like a tent.
“我们会在路上吃点东西,也许你会睡觉时把帆布盖在身上,高高的,像帐篷一样固定在座位上。
And we’ll be home in a jiffy.”
我们很快就会回家。”
The last house was a new gray stone one, already beginning to turn dingy from the smoke of the Illinois Central suburban trains that puffed along the lake front a block to the east.
最后一座房子是一栋新的灰色石头房子,伊利诺伊州中部郊区火车沿着东边一个街区的湖边呼啸而过,烟雾已经开始变得肮脏。
The house had large bow windows, plump and shining.
房子有大大的弓形窗户,丰满而闪闪发光。
There was a lawn, with statues, and a conservatory in the rear.
那里有一片草坪,有雕像,后面还有一个温室。
Real lace curtains at the downstairs windows with plush hangings behind them.
楼下的窗户上有真正的蕾丝窗帘,后面有毛绒窗帘。
A high iron grille ran all about the property giving it an air of aloofness, of security.
高高的铁栅栏遍布整栋建筑,给人一种冷漠、安全的感觉。
Selina glanced at this wrought-iron fence.
赛琳娜看了一眼这道铁艺栅栏。
And it seemed to bar her out.
这似乎把她拒之门外。
There was something forbidding about it—menacing.
这有一种令人生畏的感觉——充满威胁。
She was tired, that was it.
她累了,仅此而已。
The last house.
最后的房子。
She had almost five dollars, earned in the last hour.
她在最后一个小时里赚到了将近五美元。
“Just five minutes,” she said to Dirk, trying to make her tone bright, her voice gay.
“只要五分钟,”她对德克说,试图让自己的语气变得明亮、欢快。
Her arms full of vegetables which she was about to place in the basket at her feet she heard at her elbow:
她怀里装满了蔬菜,正要把蔬菜放进脚边的篮子里,却听到肘部传来:
“Now, then, where’s your license?”
“那么,你的驾照呢?”
She turned.
她转过身来。
A policeman at her side.
她身边有一名警察。
She stared up at him.
她抬头看着他。
How enormously tall, she thought; and how red his face.
她想,多么高啊!他的脸多么红啊。
“License?”
“许可证?”
“Yeh, you heard me.
“是啊,你听到我说的话了。
License.
执照。
Where’s your pedler’s license?
你的小贩执照在哪里?
You got one, I s’pose.”
我猜你有一个。”
“Why, no. No.” She stared at him, still.
“为什么,不。不。”她仍然盯着他。
His face grew redder.
他的脸更红了。
Selina was a little worried about him.
赛琳娜有些担心他。
She thought, stupidly, that if it grew any redder——
她愚蠢地想,如果它再变红一点——
“Well, say, where d’ye think you are, peddlin’ without a license!
“好吧,说吧,你以为你在哪里,无证兜售!
A good mind to run you in.
一个好主意,让你进来。
Get along out of here, you and the kid.
你和那孩子,离开这里吧。
Leave me ketch you around here again!”
让我再带你到这里来吧!”
“What’s the trouble, Officer?” said a woman’s voice.
“有什么事吗,警官?”一个女人的声音说道。
A smart open carriage of the type known as a victoria, with two chestnut horses whose harness shone with metal.
一辆聪明的敞篷马车,属于维多利亚型,车上有两匹栗色的马,马具闪闪发光。
Spanking, was the word that came to Selina’s mind, which was acting perversely certainly; crazily.
打屁股,是赛琳娜脑海中浮现出来的词,这肯定是在做坏事;疯狂地。
A spanking team.
一个打屁股的团队。
The spankers disdainfully faced Selina’s comic bony nags which were grazing the close-cropped grass that grew in the neat little lawn-squares between curb and sidewalk.
打屁股的人轻蔑地面对塞琳娜滑稽的瘦骨嶙峋的马,它们正在吃草,这些草生长在路边和人行道之间整洁的小草坪广场上。
“What’s the trouble, Reilly?”
“有什么麻烦吗,赖利?”
The woman stepped out of the victoria.
女人从维多利亚号里走了出来。
She wore a black silk Eton suit, very modish, and a black hat with a plume.
她穿着一套黑色丝质伊顿公学套装,非常时髦,戴着一顶带有羽毛的黑色帽子。
“Woman peddling without a license, Mrs. Arnold.
“阿诺德夫人,无证兜售的女人。
You got to watch ’em like a hawk.
你必须像鹰一样观察他们。
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.
。
Get along wid you, then.” He put a hand on Selina’s shoulder and gave her a gentle push.
那就和你好好相处吧。”他把手搭在赛琳娜的肩膀上,轻轻推了推她。
There shook Selina from head to foot such a passion, such a storm of outraged sensibilities, as to cause street, victoria, silk-clad woman, horses, and policeman to swim and shiver in a haze before her eyes.
如此强烈的激情,如此强烈的情感风暴,让塞琳娜从头到脚摇晃起来,街道、维多利亚、丝绸女人、马匹和警察都在她的眼前在雾霭中游泳、颤抖。
The rage of a fastidious woman who had had an alien male hand put upon her.
一个挑剔的女人被一只陌生男性的手放在她身上后的愤怒。
Her face was white.
她的脸色惨白。
Her eyes glowed black, enormous.
她的眼睛闪闪发亮,巨大。
She seemed tall, majestic even.
她看起来很高大,甚至威严。
“Take your hand off me!” Her speech was clipped, vibrant.
“把手从我身上拿开!”她的演讲简洁、充满活力。
“How dare you touch me!
“你居然敢碰我!
How dare you!
你怎么敢!
Take your hand!——” The blazing eyes in the white mask.
握住你的手!——”白色面具中的双眸闪烁着炽热的光芒。
He took his hand from her shoulder.
他把手从她的肩膀上拿开。
The red surged into her face.
红色涌上了她的脸。
A tanned weather-beaten toil-worn woman, her abundant hair skewered into a knob and held by a long gray-black hairpin, her full skirt grimed with the mud of the wagon wheel, a pair of old side-boots on her slim feet, a grotesquely battered old felt hat (her husband’s) on her head, her arms full of ears of sweet corn, and carrots, and radishes and bunches of beets; a woman with bad teeth, flat breasts—even then Julie had known her by her eyes.
一个晒得黝黑、饱经风霜、疲惫不堪的女人,丰沛的头发盘成一团,用一根灰黑色的长发夹固定着,裙子沾满了车轮的泥土,纤细的脚上穿着一双旧靴子,头上戴着一顶破旧的毡帽(她丈夫的),怀里满是甜玉米穗、胡萝卜、萝卜和一串串甜菜;一个牙齿不好、胸部平坦的女人——即使在那时朱莉也通过她的眼睛认识了她。
And she had stared and then run to her in her silk dress and her plumed hat, crying, “Oh, Selina!
她盯着她看,然后跑向她,穿着丝绸连衣裙,戴着羽毛帽子,哭着说:“哦,塞琳娜!
My dear!
亲爱的!
My dear!” with a sob of horror and pity.
亲爱的!”带着恐惧和怜悯的抽泣。
“My dear!” And had taken Selina, carrots, beets, corn, and radishes in her arms.
“亲爱的!”并把塞琳娜、胡萝卜、甜菜、玉米和萝卜抱在怀里。
The vegetables lay scattered all about them on the sidewalk in front of Julie Hempel Arnold’s great stone house on Prairie Avenue.
草原大道朱莉·亨佩尔·阿诺德的大石屋前的人行道上,蔬菜散落在他们周围。
But strangely enough it had been Selina who had done the comforting, patting Julie’s plump silken shoulder and saying, over and over, soothingly, as to a child, “There, there!
但奇怪的是,安慰的却是塞琳娜,她拍着朱莉丰满的丝绸肩膀,一遍又一遍地安慰着,就像对一个孩子一样:“好了,好了!
It’s all right, Julie.
没关系,朱莉。
It’s all right.
没关系。
Don’t cry.
别哭。
What’s there to cry for!
有什么可哭的!
Sh-sh!
嘘嘘!
It’s all right.”
没关系。”
Julie lifted her head in its modish black plumed hat, wiped her eyes, blew her nose.
戴着时髦的黑色羽毛帽子的朱莉抬起头,擦了擦眼睛,擤了擤鼻子。
“Get along with you, do,” she said to Reilly, the policeman, using his very words to Selina.
“和你相处吧,”她对警察赖利说,这句话正是他对塞琳娜说的。
“I’m going to report you to Mr. Arnold, see if I don’t.
“我要向阿诺德先生举报你,看看我不举报。
And you know what that means.”
你知道这意味着什么。”
“Well, now, Mrs. Arnold, ma’am, I was only doing my duty.
“好吧,现在,阿诺德夫人,女士,我只是在履行我的职责。
How cud I know the lady was a friend of yours.
我怎么知道这位女士是你的朋友。
Sure, I——” He surveyed Selina, cart, jaded horses, wilted vegetables.
当然,我——”他审视着赛琳娜、马车、疲倦的马匹、枯萎的蔬菜。
“Well, how _cud_ I, now, Mrs. Arnold, ma’am!”
“嗯,我现在多么_可爱_,阿诺德太太,女士!”
“And why not!” demanded Julie with superb unreasonableness.
“为什么不呢!”朱莉无理地要求道。
“Why not, I’d like to know.
“为什么不呢,我很想知道。
Do get along with you.”
一定要和你相处。”
He got along, a defeated officer of the law, and a bitter.
他相处得很好,一个败官的法律,一个苦涩的。
And now it was Julie who surveyed Selina, cart, Dirk, jaded horses, wilted left-over vegetables.
现在是朱莉审视塞琳娜、马车、德克、疲倦的马匹、枯萎的剩余蔬菜。
“Selina, whatever in the world!
“赛琳娜,不管怎样!
What are you doing with——” She caught sight of Selina’s absurd boots then and she began to cry again.
你在做什么——”这时她看到了Selina那双荒唐的靴子,她又哭了起来。
At that Selina’s overwrought nerves snapped and she began to laugh, hysterically.
塞琳娜过度紧张的神经突然崩溃,她开始歇斯底里地大笑。
It frightened Julie, that laughter.
那笑声吓坏了朱莉。
“Selina, don’t!
“赛琳娜,不要!
Come in the house with me.
跟我一起进屋吧。
What are you laughing at!
你笑什么啊!
Selina!”
赛琳娜!”
With shaking finger Selina was pointing at the vegetables that lay tumbled at her feet.
塞琳娜用颤抖的手指指着脚边翻滚的蔬菜。
“Do you see that cabbage, Julie?
“朱莉,你看到那棵卷心菜了吗?
Do you remember how I used to despise Mrs. Tebbitt’s because she used to have boiled cabbage on Monday nights?”
你还记得我曾经多么鄙视特比特夫人的餐厅吗,因为她周一晚上总是吃煮卷心菜?
“That’s nothing to laugh at, is it?
“这没什么可笑的,不是吗?
Stop laughing this minute, Selina Peake!”
这一刻别笑了,塞琳娜·皮克!”
“I’ll stop.
“我会停下来。
I’ve stopped now.
我现在已经停了。
I was just laughing at my ignorance.
我只是嘲笑自己的无知。
Sweat and blood and health and youth go into every cabbage.
汗水和鲜血、健康和青春融入到每一棵白菜里。
Did you know that, Julie?
你知道吗,朱莉?
One doesn’t despise them as food, knowing that.
知道这一点,人们就不会鄙视它们作为食物。
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Come, climb down, Dirk.
来吧,爬下来,德克。
Here’s a lady mother used to know—oh, years and years ago, when she was a girl.
这是一位母亲曾经认识的女士——哦,很多年前,当她还是个小女孩的时候。
Thousands of years ago.”
几千年前。”
The best thing for Dirk.
对德克来说最好的事情。
The best thing for Dirk.
对德克来说最好的事情。
It was the phrase that repeated itself over and over in Selina’s speech during the days that followed.
在接下来的几天里,这句话在Selina的演讲中一遍又一遍地重复着。
Julie Arnold was all for taking him into her gray stone house, dressing him like Lord Fauntleroy and sending him to the north-side private school attended by Eugene, her boy, and Pauline, her girl.
朱莉·阿诺德非常赞成把他带进她的灰色石屋,把他打扮得像方特勒罗伊勋爵一样,并把他送到北边的私立学校,她的儿子尤金和女儿波琳就读。
In this period of bewilderment and fatigue Julie had attempted to take charge of Selina much as she had done a dozen years before at the time of Simeon Peake’s dramatic death.
在这段困惑和疲劳的时期,朱莉试图接管塞琳娜,就像十几年前西蒙·皮克戏剧性去世时所做的那样。
And now, as then, she pressed into service her wonder-working father and bounden slave, August Hempel.
现在,就像那时一样,她强迫她的创造奇迹的父亲和义务奴隶奥古斯特·亨佩尔服务。
Her husband she dismissed with affectionate disregard.
她满怀深情地忽视了她的丈夫。
“Michael’s all right,” she had said on that day of their first meeting, “if you tell him what’s to be done.
“迈克尔没问题,”他们第一次见面的那天,她说道,“只要你告诉他要做什么。
He’ll always do it.
他永远都会这么做。
But Pa’s the one that thinks of things.
但爸爸是一个会思考问题的人。
He’s like a general, and Michael’s the captain.
他就像一位将军,而迈克尔则是队长。
Well, now, Pa’ll be out to-morrow and I’ll probably come with him.
好吧,现在爸爸明天就会出去,我可能会和他一起去。
I’ve got a committee meeting, but I can easily——”
我有一个委员会会议,但我可以轻松地——”
“You said—did you say your father would be out to-morrow!
“你说——你是说你父亲明天就会出去吗!
Out where?”
出去哪里?
“To your place.
“去你那儿。
Farm.”
农场。”
“But why should he?
“但他为什么要这么做呢?
It’s a little twenty-five-acre truck farm, and half of it under water a good deal of the time.”
这是一个占地二十五英亩的小型卡车农场,其中一半大部分时间都在水下。”
“Pa’ll find a use for it, never fear.
“爸爸会找到它的用途的,别害怕。
He won’t say much, but he’ll think of things.
他不会说太多,但他会思考一些事情。
And then everything will be all right.”
然后一切都会好起来的。”
“It’s miles.
“有英里。
Miles.
迈尔斯。
Way out in High Prairie.”
在高草原的出路。”
“Well, if you could make it with those horses, Selina, I guess we can with Pa’s two grays that hold a record for a mile in three minutes or three miles in a minute, I forget which.
“好吧,如果你能用那些马做到这一点,塞琳娜,我想我们可以用爸爸的两匹灰马来做到这一点,它们保持着三分钟一英里或一分钟三英里的记录,我忘记了。
Or in the auto, though Pa hates it.
或者在汽车里,尽管爸爸讨厌它。
Michael is the only one in the family who likes it.”
迈克尔是家里唯一喜欢它的人。”
A species of ugly pride now possessed Selina.
塞琳娜现在充满了一种丑陋的骄傲。
“I don’t need help.
“我不需要帮助。
Really I don’t, Julie dear.
我真的不知道,亲爱的朱莉。
It’s never been like to-day.
从来没有像今天这样。
Never before.
以前从未有过。
We were getting on very well, Pervus and I.
佩尔乌斯和我,我们相处得很好。
Then after Pervus’s death so suddenly like that I was frightened.
佩尔乌斯突然去世后,我感到害怕。
Terribly frightened.
非常害怕。
About Dirk.
关于德克。
I wanted him to have everything.
我想让他拥有一切。
Beautiful things.
美丽的东西。
I wanted his life to be beautiful.
我希望他的生活是美好的。
Life can be so ugly, Julie.
生活可以如此丑陋,朱莉。
You don’t know.
你不知道。
You don’t know.”
你不知道。”
“Well, now, that’s why I say.
“好吧,现在,这就是我说的原因。
We’ll be out to-morrow, Pa and I.
爸爸和我,我们明天就出去。
Dirk’s going to have everything beautiful.
德克将会拥有一切美好的事物。
We’ll see to that.”
我们会注意这一点。”
It was then that Selina had said, “But that’s just it.
就在那时,Selina说道:“但仅此而已。
I want to do it myself, for him.
我想自己做,为他做。
I can.
我可以。
I want to give him all these things myself.”
我想亲自把这些东西都给他。”
“But that’s selfish.”
“但这很自私。”
“I don’t mean to be.
“我不是故意的。
I just want to do the best thing for Dirk.”
我只想为德克做最好的事情。”
It was shortly after noon that High Prairie, hearing the unaccustomed chug of a motor, rushed to its windows or porches to behold Selina DeJong in her mashed black felt hat and Dirk waving his battered straw wildly, riding up the Halsted road toward the DeJong farm in a bright red automobile that had shattered the nerves of every farmer’s team it had met on the way.
中午过后不久,高草原听到了不寻常的马达声,冲到窗户或门廊,看到塞琳娜·德容戴着她那顶破烂的黑色毡帽,德克疯狂地挥舞着破烂的稻草,开着一辆鲜红色的汽车沿着霍尔斯特德路朝德容农场驶去,这让沿途遇到的每一个农民队伍的神经都崩溃了。
Of the DeJong team and the DeJong dog Pom, and the DeJong vegetable wagon there was absolutely no sign.
德容队和德容狗Pom,还有德容运菜车,完全没有任何迹象。
High Prairie was rendered unfit for work throughout the next twenty-four hours.
高草原在接下来的二十四小时内不适合工作。
The idea had been Julie’s, and Selina had submitted rather than acquiesced, for by now she was too tired to combat anything or any one.
这个想法是朱莉提出的,塞琳娜没有默许,而是屈服了,因为现在她已经太累了,无力对抗任何人或事。
If Julie had proposed her entering High Prairie on the back of an elephant with a mahout perched between his ears Selina would have agreed—rather, would have been unable to object.
如果朱莉提议她骑在大象背上进入高草原,大象的两耳之间栖息着一个象夫,塞琳娜一定会同意——更确切地说,无法反对。
“It’ll get you home in no time,” Julie had said, energetically.
“它很快就能带你回家,”朱莉精力充沛地说。
“You look like a ghost and the boy’s half asleep.
“你看起来像个鬼魂,而那男孩正处于半睡半醒的状态。
I’ll telephone Pa and he’ll have one of the men from the barns drive your team out so it’ll be there by six.
我会给爸爸打电话,他会让谷仓里的一个人把你的团队赶出去,这样他们就能在六点前到达。
Just you leave it all to me.
只是你把一切都交给我了。
Haven’t you ever ridden in one!
你还没骑过吗!
Why, there’s nothing to be scared of.
嗯,没什么好害怕的。
I like the horses best, myself.
我自己最喜欢马。
I’m like Pa.
我就像爸爸一样。
He says if you use horses you get there.”
他说,如果你使用马,你就能到达那里。”
Dirk had accepted the new conveyance with the adaptability of childhood, had even predicted, grandly, “I’m going to have one when I grow up that’ll go faster ’n this, even.”
德克凭借童年时期的适应能力接受了这种新交通工具,甚至曾豪言壮语地预言:“我长大后将会有一辆比这更快的交通工具。”
“Oh, you wouldn’t want to go faster than this, Dirk,” Selina had protested breathlessly as they chugged along at the alarming rate of almost fifteen miles an hour.
“哦,你不会想要比这更快的,德克,”当他们以几乎每小时十五英里的惊人速度行驶时,塞琳娜气喘吁吁地抗议道。
Jan Snip had been rendered speechless.
简·斯尼普已经说不出话来了。
Until the actual arrival of the team and wagon at six he counted them as mysteriously lost and DeJong’s widow clearly gone mad.
直到六点球队和马车真正到达之前,他认为他们神秘失踪了,德容的遗孀显然疯了。
August Hempel’s arrival next day with Julie seated beside him in the light spider-phaeton drawn by two slim wild-eyed quivering grays made little tumult in Jan’s stunned mind by now incapable of absorbing any fresh surprises.
第二天,奥古斯特·亨佩尔到来,朱莉坐在他旁边的轻型蜘蛛马车上,这辆蜘蛛马车是由两只细长的、眼睛狂野、颤抖着的灰色车拉的,这在简震惊的头脑中没有引起什么骚动,现在已经无法接受任何新的惊喜了。
In the twelve years’ transition from butcher to packer Aug Hempel had taken on a certain authority and distinction.
在从屠夫到包装工的十二年转变中,奥格·亨佩尔获得了一定的权威和荣誉。
Now, at fifty-five, his hair was gray, relieving the too-ruddy colour of his face.
如今,他已经五十五岁了,头发已经花白,缓解了他脸色过于红润的感觉。
He talked almost without an accent; used the idiomatic American speech he heard about the yards, where the Hempel packing plant was situated.
他说话几乎没有口音。他用了他听到的关于亨佩尔包装厂所在的堆场的美国惯用语。
Only his d’s were likely to sound like t’s.
只有他的 d 可能听起来像 t。
The letter j had a slightly ch sound.
字母 j 略带 ch 音。
In the last few years he had grown very deaf in one ear, so that when you spoke to him he looked at you intently.
在过去的几年里,他的一只耳朵已经聋了,所以当你和他说话时,他会聚精会神地看着你。
This had given him a reputation for keenness and great character insight, when it was merely the protective trick of a man who does not want to confess that he is hard of hearing.
这使他以敏锐和伟大的性格洞察力而闻名,而这只是一个不想承认自己听力不好的人的保护伎俩。
He wore square-toed shoes with soft tips and square-cut gray clothes and a large gray hat with a chronically inadequate sweat-band.
他穿着方头软头鞋、方形剪裁的灰色衣服,戴着一顶灰色大帽子,帽子上的防汗带长期不够用。
The square-cut boots were expensive, and the square-cut gray clothes and the large gray hat, but in them he always gave the effect of being dressed in the discarded garments of a much larger man.
方形剪裁的靴子很昂贵,方形剪裁的灰色衣服和大灰色帽子,但穿着它们总是给人一种穿着一个大得多的男人丢弃的衣服的效果。
Selina’s domain he surveyed with a keen and comprehensive eye.
他以敏锐而全面的眼光审视了赛琳娜的领地。
“You want to sell?”
“你想卖?”
“No.”
“不。”
“That’s good.” (It was nearly goot as he said it.) “Few years from now this land will be worth money.” He had spent a bare fifteen minutes taking shrewd valuation of the property from fields to barn, from barn to house.
“那挺好的。” (他说得几乎是愚蠢的。)“几年后,这块土地就会值钱了。”他只花了十五分钟的时间,对从田地到谷仓、从谷仓到房屋的财产进行了精明的估价。
“Well, what _do_ you want to do, heh, Selina?”
“那么,你想做什么,嘿,塞琳娜?”
They were seated in the cool and unexpectedly pleasing little parlour, with its old Dutch lustre set gleaming softly in the cabinet, its three rows of books, its air of comfort and usage.
他们坐在凉爽、出乎意料地令人愉悦的小客厅里,柜子里闪烁着古老的荷兰光泽,三排书,舒适而实用的气氛。
Dirk was in the yard with one of the Van Ruys boys, surveying the grays proprietorially.
德克和范鲁伊斯家的一个男孩在院子里,仔细地观察着灰人。
Jan was rooting in the fields.
简在田里扎根。
Selina clasped her hands tightly in her lap—those hands that, from much grubbing in the soil, had taken on something of the look of the gnarled things they tended.
塞琳娜双手紧紧地握在腿上——这些手,由于在土壤中不断地挖掘,已经呈现出他们所照料的粗糙生物的样子。
The nails were short, discoloured, broken.
指甲短、变色、折断。
The palms rough, calloused.
手掌粗糙,布满老茧。
The whole story of the last twelve years of Selina’s life was written in her two hands.
Selina生命最后十二年的全部故事,都写在她的两只手中。
“I want to stay here, and work the farm, and make it pay.
“我想留在这里,在农场干活,挣钱。
I can.
我可以。
By next spring my asparagus is going to begin to bring in money.
到明年春天,我的芦笋将开始赚钱。
I’m not going to grow just the common garden stuff any more—not much, anyway.
我不会再只种植常见的花园植物了——无论如何,不会种植太多。
I’m going to specialize in the fine things—the kind the South Water Street commission men want.
我将专注于美好的事情——南水街委员会的人想要的那种。
I want to drain the low land.
我想排干低地的水。
Tile it.
平铺它。
That land hasn’t been used for years.
那块土地已经很多年没有被使用了。
It ought to be rich growing land by now, if once it’s properly drained.
如果排水得当的话,现在应该是肥沃的土地了。
And I want Dirk to go to school.
我想让德克去上学。
Good schools.
好学校。
I never want my son to go to the Haymarket.
我从来不想让我儿子去干草市场。
Never.
从来没有。
Never.”
从来没有。
Julie stirred with a little rustle and click of silk and beads.
朱莉搅拌着,丝绸和珠子发出轻微的沙沙声和咔哒声。
Her gentle amiability was vaguely alarmed by the iron quality of determination in the other’s tone.
她的温柔和蔼可亲,隐约被对方语气中钢铁般的决心所惊动。
“Yes, but what about you, Selina?”
“是的,但是你呢,赛琳娜?”
“Me?”
“我?”
“Yes, of course.
“是的,当然。
You talk as though you didn’t count.
你说话就好像你没有数数一样。
Your life.
你的生活。
Things to make you happy.”
能让你开心的事情。”
“My life doesn’t count, except as something for Dirk to use.
“我的生命不算数,除非是供德克使用的东西。
I’m done with anything else.
我已经完成了其他事情。
Oh, I don’t mean that I’m discouraged, or disappointed in life, or anything like that.
哦,我并不是说我灰心丧气,或者对生活感到失望,或者类似的事情。
I mean I started out with the wrong idea.
我的意思是我一开始就有错误的想法。
I know better now.
我现在更了解了。
I’m here to keep Dirk from making the mistakes I made.”
我来这里是为了防止德克犯我犯过的错误。”
Here Aug Hempel, lounging largely in his chair and eyeing Selina intently, turned his gaze absently through the window to where the grays, a living equine statue, stood before the house.
奥格·亨佩尔懒洋洋地坐在椅子上,专注地看着塞琳娜,心不在焉地将目光透过窗户转向屋前矗立着的灰马雕像,一座活生生的马雕像。
His tone was one of meditation, not of argument.
他的语气是一种沉思,而不是争论。
“It don’t work out that way, seems.
“看来事情并非如此。
About mistakes it’s funny.
关于错误,这很有趣。
You got to make your own; and not only that, if you try to keep people from making theirs they get mad.” He whistled softly through his teeth following this utterance and tapped the chair seat with his finger nails.
你必须自己做;不仅如此,如果你试图阻止人们制作他们的东西,他们会生气。”说完,他从牙缝里轻轻吹了一声口哨,用指甲轻轻敲击着椅座。
“It’s beauty!” Selina said then, almost passionately.
“这就是美!”塞琳娜几乎是热情地说道。
Aug Hempel and Julie plainly could make nothing of this remark so she went on, eager, explanatory.
奥格·亨佩尔和朱莉显然无法理解这句话,所以她继续急切地解释着。
“I used to think that if you wanted beauty—if you wanted it hard enough and hopefully enough—it came to you.
“我曾经认为,如果你想要美丽——如果你想要它足够努力并且足够希望——它就会来找你。
You just waited, and lived your life as best you could, knowing that beauty might be just around the corner.
你只是等待,尽你所能地过你的生活,知道美丽可能就在眼前。
You just waited, and then it came.”
你只是等待,然后它就来了。”
“Beauty!” exclaimed Julie, weakly.
“美丽!”朱莉虚弱地喊道。
She stared at Selina in the evident belief that this work-worn haggard woman was bemoaning her lack of personal pulchritude.
她盯着塞琳娜,显然相信这个因工作而疲惫不堪、憔悴的女人正在哀叹自己缺乏个人美感。
“Yes.
是的。
All the worth-while things in life.
生命中所有有价值的事情。
All mixed up.
一切都混在一起了。
Rooms in candle-light.
烛光下的房间。
Leisure.
休闲。
Colour.
颜色。
Travel.
旅行。
Books.
书籍。
Music.
音乐。
Pictures.
图片。
People—all kinds of people.
人——各种各样的人。
Work that you love.
你热爱的工作。
And growth—growth and watching people grow.
还有成长——成长并看着人们成长。
Feeling very strongly about things and then developing that feeling to—to make something fine come of it.” The word self-expression was not in cant use then, and Selina hadn’t it to offer them.
对事物有非常强烈的感觉,然后将这种感觉发展到——从中得到美好的结果。”那时,自我表达这个词还没有被使用,而塞琳娜也没有这个词可以提供给他们。
They would not have known what she meant if she had.
如果她知道的话,他们就不会知道她的意思。
She threw out her hands now in a futile gesture.
她现在徒劳地伸出双手。
“That’s what I mean by beauty.
“这就是我所说的美丽。
I want Dirk to have it.”
我希望德克拥有它。”
Julie blinked and nodded with the wise amiable look of comprehension assumed by one who has understood no single word of what has been said.
朱莉眨了眨眼睛,点点头,脸上露出一种明智而和蔼可亲的理解表情,就像一个完全听不懂所说内容的人一样。
August Hempel cleared his throat.
奥古斯特·亨佩尔清了清喉咙。
“I guess I know what you’re driving at Selina, maybe.
“我想我也许知道你在塞琳娜开什么车。
About Julie I felt just like that.
关于朱莉,我也有这样的感觉。
She should have everything fine.
她应该一切都好。
I wanted her to have everything.
我想让她拥有一切。
And she did, too.
她也这么做了。
Cried for the moon she had it.”
为她拥有的月亮而哭泣。”
“I never did have it Pa, any such thing!”
“我从来没有拥有过,爸爸,任何这样的事情!”
“Never cried for it, I know of.”
“据我所知,从来没有为此哭泣过。”
“For pity’s sake!” pleaded Julie, the literal, “let’s stop talking and do something.
“看在怜悯的份上!”朱莉恳求道,“我们别再说话了,做点什么吧。
My goodness, anybody with a little money can have books and candles and travel around and look at pictures, if that’s all.
我的天啊,只要有一点钱,任何人都可以拥有书籍和蜡烛,到处旅行,看画,如果仅此而已。
So let’s _do_ something.
所以让我们_做_一些事情吧。
Pa, you’ve probably got it all fixed in your mind long ago.
爸,你可能早就把这一切都记在心里了。
It’s time we heard it.
我们是时候听到它了。
Here Selina was one of the most popular girls in Miss Fister’s school, and lots of people thought the prettiest.
塞琳娜是菲斯特小姐学校里最受欢迎的女孩之一,很多人都认为她是最漂亮的。
And now just look at her!”
现在就看看她吧!”
A flicker of the old flame leaped up in Selina.
赛琳娜身上,旧情的光芒跃起。
“Flatterer!” she murmured.
“马屁精!”她低声说道。
Aug Hempel stood up.
奥格·亨佩尔站了起来。
“If you think giving your whole life to making the boy happy is going to make him happy you ain’t so smart as I took you for.
“如果你认为付出你的一生来让这个男孩快乐就会让他快乐,那么你就没有我想象的那么聪明。
You go trying to live somebody else’s life for them.”
你要努力为他们过别人的生活。”
“I’m not going to live his life for him.
“我不会为他而活。
I want to show him how to live it so that he’ll get full value out of it.”
我想向他展示如何生活,这样他就能从中获得全部价值。”
“Keeping him out of the Haymarket if the Haymarket’s the natural place for him to be won’t do that.
“如果干草市场是他自然的去处,那么将他排除在干草市场之外是行不通的。
How can you tell!
你怎么知道!
Monkeying with what’s to be.
与未来的事情胡闹。
I’m out at the yards every day, in and out of the cattle pens, talking to the drovers and herders, mixing in with the buyers.
我每天都在院子里,进出牛栏,与牛人和牧民交谈,与买家混在一起。
I can tell the weight of a hog and what he’s worth just by a look at him, and a steer, too.
我只要看一眼就能知道一头猪的重量和它的价值,还有一头小牛。
My son-in-law Michael Arnold sits up in the office all day in our plant, dictating letters.
我的女婿迈克尔·阿诺德整天坐在我们工厂的办公室里听写信件。
His clothes they never stink of the pens like mine do.
他的衣服不像我的衣服那样有猪圈的臭味。
.
。
.
。
.
。
Now I ain’t saying anything against him, Julie.
现在我并不是说任何反对他的话,朱莉。
But I bet my grandson Eugene”—he repeated it, stressing the name so that you sensed his dislike of it—“Eugene, if he comes into the business at all when he grows up, won’t go within smelling distance of the yards.
但我敢打赌,我的孙子尤金”——他重复了一遍,强调了这个名字,这样你就能感觉到他不喜欢它——“尤金,如果他长大后真的进入这个行业,他不会走近院子的。
His office I bet will be in a new office building on, say Madison Street, with a view of the lake.
我打赌他的办公室将位于麦迪逊街的一座新办公楼内,可以看到湖景。
Life!
生命!
You’ll be hoggin’ it all yourself and not know it.”
你会自己霸占这一切而不自知。”
“Don’t pay any attention to him,” Julie interposed.
“别理他,”朱莉插话道。
“He goes on like that.
“他就这样继续下去。
Old yards!”
老院子了!”
August Hempel bit off the end of a cigar, was about to spit out the speck explosively, thought better of it and tucked it in his vest pocket.
奥古斯特·亨佩尔咬掉了一支雪茄的烟头,正想把雪茄烟头猛地吐出来,想了想,还是把它塞进了背心口袋里。
“I wouldn’t change places with Mike, not——”
“我不会和迈克交换位置,不会——”
“Please don’t call him Mike, Pa.”
“爸爸,请不要叫他迈克。”
“Michael, then.
“那么,迈克尔。
Not for ten million.
不为一千万。
And I need ten million right now.”
而我现在需要一千万。”
“And I suppose,” retorted Selina, spiritedly, “that when your son-in-law Michael Arnold is your age he’ll be telling Eugene how he roughed it in an office over at the yards in the old days.
“我想,”塞琳娜精神抖擞地反驳道,“当你的女婿迈克尔·阿诺德到了你这个年纪时,他会告诉尤金他过去是如何在院子里的一间办公室里度过难关的。
These will be the old days.”
这些都将是过去的日子了。”
August Hempel laughed good humouredly.
奥古斯特·亨佩尔幽默地笑了。
“That can be, Selina.
“可以的,赛琳娜。
That can be.” He chewed his cigar and settled to the business at hand.
可以这样。”他嚼着雪茄,开始处理手头的事情。
“You want to drain and tile.
“你想要排水和铺瓷砖。
Plant high-grade stuff.
种植高档的东西。
You got to have a man on the place that knows what’s what, not this Rip Van Winkle we saw in the cabbage field.
你必须有一个知道什么是什么的人,而不是我们在卷心菜地里看到的瑞普·范·温克尔。
New horses.
新马。
A wagon.” His eyes narrowed speculatively.
一辆马车。”他的眼睛若有所思地眯起。
Shrewd wrinkles radiated from their corners.
精明的皱纹从他们的眼角放射出来。
“I betcha we’ll see the day when you truck farmers will run into town with your stuff in big automobile wagons that will get you there in under an hour.
“我敢打赌,我们会看到有一天,你们这些卡车农民会带着你们的东西用大型汽车货车跑进城,一小时内就能把你们送到那里。
It’s bound to come.
它一定会来的。
The horse is doomed, that’s chust what.” Then, abruptly, “I will get you the horses, a bargain, at the yards.” He took out a long flat check book.
马注定要失败,就是这样。”然后,突然说道:“我会在院子里以便宜的价格给你买马。”他拿出一本又长又平的支票簿。
He began writing in it with a pen that he took from his pocket—some sort of marvellous pen that seemed already filled with ink and that you unscrewed at the top and then screwed at the bottom.
他开始用从口袋里拿出的一支笔在上面写字——某种奇妙的笔,看起来已经充满了墨水,你可以拧开顶部的螺丝,然后拧紧底部的螺丝。
He squinted through his cigar smoke, the check book propped on his knee.
他眯着眼睛看着雪茄,支票簿搁在膝盖上。
He tore off the check with a clean rip.
他把支票撕得干干净净。
“For a starter,” he said.
“首先,”他说。
He held it out to Selina.
他把它递给塞琳娜。
“There now!” exclaimed Julie, in triumphant satisfaction.
“现在就到了!”朱莉带着胜利的满足感叫道。
That was more like it.
更像是这样。
Doing something.
做某事。
But Selina did not take the check.
但Selina并没有接受支票。
She sat very still in her chair, her hands folded.
她一动不动地坐在椅子上,双手交叉。
“That isn’t the regular way,” she said.
“这不是常规方式,”她说。
August Hempel was screwing the top on his fountain pen again.
奥古斯特·亨佩尔又拧紧了钢笔的笔尖。
“Regular way?
“常规方式?
for what?”
为了什么?
“I’m borrowing this money, not taking it.
“这笔钱是我借的,不是拿走的。
Oh, yes, I am!
哦,是的,我是!
I couldn’t get along without it.
没有它我就无法相处。
I realize that now, after yesterday.
继昨天之后,我现在意识到了这一点。
Yesterday!
昨天!
But in five years—seven—I’ll pay it back.” Then, at a half-uttered protest from Julie, “That’s the only way I’ll take it.
但五年后——七年——我会还清的。”然后,在朱莉含糊其辞的抗议下,“这是我唯一能接受的办法。
It’s for Dirk.
这是为了德克。
But I’m going to earn it—and pay it back.
但我会赢得它并偿还它。
I want a——” she was being enormously businesslike, and unconsciously enjoying it——“a—an I.
我想要一个——”她非常务实,并且不自觉地享受着它——“一个——一个我。
O.
奥。
U.
U。
A promise to pay you back just as—as soon as I can.
承诺会尽快偿还给您。
That’s business, isn’t it?
这就是生意,不是吗?
And I’ll sign it.”
我会签的。”
“Sure,” said Aug Hempel, and unscrewed his fountain pen again.
“当然,”奥格·亨佩尔说,又拧开了钢笔。
“Sure that’s business.” Very serious, he scribbled again, busily, on a piece of paper.
“当然,这是生意。”他非常认真地在一张纸上又忙碌地写着。
A year later, when Selina had learned many things, among them that simple and compound interest on money loaned are not mere problems devised to fill Duffy’s Arithmetic in her school-teaching days, she went to August Hempel between laughter and tears.
一年后,当塞琳娜学到了很多东西,其中包括贷款的单利和复利不仅仅是她在学校教书时为了填写达菲算术而设计的问题时,她笑着和泪水来到了奥古斯特·亨佩尔。
“You didn’t say one word about interest, that day.
“那天你没有说任何关于利息的事。
Not a word.
一言不发。
What a little fool you must have thought me.”
你一定认为我是个小傻瓜。”
“Between friends,” protested August Hempel.
“朋友之间,”奥古斯特·亨佩尔抗议道。
But—“No,” Selina insisted.
但是——“不,”赛琳娜坚持道。
“Interest.”
“兴趣。”
“I guess I better start me a bank pretty soon if you keep on so businesslike.”
“我想如果你继续如此务实的话,我最好尽快开一家银行。”
Ten years later he was actually the controlling power in the Yards & Rangers’ Bank.
十年后,他实际上成为了 Yards & Rangers 银行的控股者。
And Selina had that original I.
而Selina则拥有最初的我。
O.
奥。
U.
U。
with its “Paid In Full.
及其“全额付款”。
Aug Hempel,” carefully tucked away in the carved oak chest together with other keepsakes that she foolishly treasured—ridiculous scraps that no one but she would have understood or valued—a small school slate such as little children use (the one on which she had taught Pervus to figure and parse); a dried bunch of trilliums; a bustled and panniered wine-red cashmere dress, absurdly old-fashioned; a letter telling about the Infanta Eulalie of Spain, and signed Julie Hempel Arnold; a pair of men’s old side-boots with mud caked on them; a crude sketch, almost obliterated now, done on a torn scrap of brown paper and showing the Haymarket with the wagons vegetable-laden and the men gathered beneath the street-flares, and the patient farm horses—Roelf’s childish sketch.
奥格·亨佩尔”,和她愚蠢地珍藏的其他纪念品一起小心翼翼地藏在雕花橡木箱里——除了她之外,没有人会理解或珍惜这些可笑的碎片——一块小孩子用的小石板(她教佩尔乌斯在上面计算和解析的石板);一束干燥的延龄草;一件带有裙撑的酒红色羊绒连衣裙,老式得可笑。一封讲述西班牙公主尤拉莉的信,署名朱莉·亨佩尔·阿诺德;一双男式旧靴子,上面沾满了泥;这是一幅粗略的草图,现在几乎被抹掉了,画在一张撕破的牛皮纸上,画的是干草市场,货车上装满了蔬菜,人们聚集在街道的火光下,还有耐心的农场马——罗尔夫幼稚的草图。
Among this rubbish she rummaged periodically in the years that followed.
在接下来的几年里,她定期在这些垃圾中翻找。
Indeed, twenty years later Dirk, coming upon her smoothing out the wrinkled yellow creases of the I.
事实上,二十年后,德克走到她面前,抚平了我身上皱巴巴的黄色折痕。
O.
奥。
U.
U。
or shaking the camphor-laden folds of the wine-red cashmere, would say, “At it again!
或者摇晃酒红色羊绒上充满樟脑的褶皱,会说:“再来一次!
What a sentimental generation yours was, Mother.
母亲,您那一代人是多么多愁善感啊。
Pressed flowers!
压花!
They went out with the attic, didn’t they?
他们带着阁楼出去了,不是吗?
If the house caught fire you’d probably run for the junk in that chest.
如果房子着火了,你可能会跑去寻找箱子里的垃圾。
It isn’t worth two cents, the lot of it.”
它不值两分钱,很多。”
“Perhaps not,” Selina said, slowly.
“也许不是,”塞琳娜慢慢地说。
“Still, there’d be some money value, I suppose, in an early original signed sketch by Rodin.”
“不过,我想,在罗丹早期签名的原始草图中,还是有一定的金钱价值的。”
“Rodin!
“罗丹!
You haven’t got a——”
你没有——”
“No, but here’s one by Pool—Roelf Pool—signed.
“没有,但这是普尔——罗尔夫·普尔——签名的。
At a sale in New York last week one of his sketches—not a finished thing at all—just a rough drawing that he’d made of some figures in a group that went into the Doughboy statue—brought one thous——”
上周在纽约举行的一场拍卖会上,他的一幅草图——根本不是成品——只是一幅粗略的画,是他根据一组人物制作的,这些人物进入了面团雕像——带来了一千个——”
“Oh, well, that—yes.
“哦,好吧,那个——是的。
But the rest of the stuff you’ve got there—funny how people will treasure old stuff like that.
但剩下的东西你都在那里——有趣的是人们会珍惜这样的旧东西。
Useless stuff.
无用的东西。
It isn’t even beautiful.”
它甚至不美丽。”
“Beautiful!” said Selina, and shut the lid of the old chest.
“美丽的!”塞琳娜说着,关上了旧箱子的盖子。
“Why, Dirk—Dirk!
“为什么,德克——德克!
You don’t even know what beauty is.
你根本不知道什么是美。
You never will know.”
你永远不会知道。”
XIII
十三
If those vague characteristics called (variously) magnetism, manner, grace, distinction, attractiveness, fascination, go to make up that nebulous quality known as charm; and if the possessor of that quality is accounted fortunate in his equipment for that which the class-day orators style the battle of life, then Dirk DeJong was a lucky lad and life lay promisingly before him.
如果那些模糊的特征被称为(各种)磁性、举止、优雅、区别、吸引力、魅力,那么去弥补被称为魅力的模糊品质;如果拥有这种品质的人被认为是幸运的,因为他的装备被课堂演讲者称为生命之战,那么德克·德容就是一个幸运的小伙子,生活充满希望地展现在他面前。
Undoubtedly he had it; and undoubtedly it did.
毫无疑问,他有这个能力;毫无疑问,确实如此。
People said that things “came easy” for Dirk.
人们说,对于德克来说,事情“来得很容易”。
He said so himself, not boastfully, but rather shyly.
他自己这么说,不是自夸,而是害羞。
He was not one to talk a great deal.
他不是一个爱说太多话的人。
Perhaps that was one of his most charming qualities.
也许这是他最迷人的品质之一。
He listened so well.
他听得很好。
And he was so quietly effortless.
而他却是那么的平静、毫不费力。
He listened while other people talked, his fine head inclined just a little to one side and bent toward you.
当其他人说话时,他听着,他那漂亮的头稍微向一侧倾斜,向你弯下腰。
Intent on what you were saying, and evidently impressed by it.
专注于你所说的话,并且显然对它印象深刻。
You felt him immensely intelligent, appreciative.
你感觉他非常聪明,非常懂得欣赏。
It was a gift more valuable than any other social talent he might have possessed.
这是一种比他可能拥有的任何其他社交才能更有价值的天赋。
He himself did not know how precious an attribute this was to prove in a later day when to be allowed to finish a sentence was an experience all too rare.
他自己也不知道,在以后的日子里,当被允许说完一句话是一种非常罕见的经历时,这种品质是多么珍贵。
Older men especially said he was a smart young feller and would make his mark.
年长的男人尤其说他是一个聪明的年轻人,会留下自己的印记。
This, surprisingly enough, after a conversation to which he had contributed not a word other than “Yes,” or “No,” or, “Perhaps you’re right, sir,” in the proper places.
令人惊讶的是,在一次谈话中,除了在适当的地方说“是”、“不是”或“也许你是对的,先生”之外,他只说了一句话。
Selina thought constantly of Dirk’s future.
塞琳娜不断地思考着德克的未来。
A thousand other thoughts might be racing through her mind during the day—plans for the farm, for the house—but always, over and above and through all these, like the steady beat of a drum penetrating sharper and more urgent sounds—was the thought of Dirk.
白天,她的脑海里可能会闪过上千种其他的想法——农场的计划、房子的计划——但除了所有这些之外,总是有德克的想法,就像鼓声的稳定节奏穿透更尖锐、更紧迫的声音。
He did well enough at high school.
他在高中时表现就足够好了。
Not a brilliant student, nor even a very good one.
不是一个优秀的学生,甚至不是一个非常好的学生。
But good enough.
但已经足够好了。
Average.
平均的。
And well liked.
并深受喜爱。
It was during those careless years of Dirk’s boyhood between nine and fifteen that Selina changed the DeJong acres from a worn-out and down-at-heel truck farm whose scant products brought a second-rate price in a second-rate market to a prosperous and blooming vegetable garden whose output was sought a year in advance by the South Water Street commission merchants.
正是在德克九岁到十五岁那段无忧无虑的童年岁月里,塞琳娜将德容的土地从一个破旧不堪、产品匮乏、在二流市场上只能卖二流价格的破旧卡车农场,变成了一个繁荣昌盛的菜园,南水街的佣金商人提前一年就开始抢购它的产出。
DeJong asparagus with firm white thick stalk bases tapering to a rich green streaked with lavender at the tips.
德容芦笋,茎基部白色,粗壮,逐渐变细,呈浓绿色,顶端带有薰衣草色条纹。
DeJong hothouse tomatoes in February, plump, scarlet, juicy.
德容温室二月的西红柿,饱满,猩红色,多汁。
You paid for a pound a sum Pervus had been glad to get for a bushel.
佩尔乌斯很乐意花一蒲式耳买到一英镑。
These six or seven years of relentless labour had been no showy success with Selina posing grandly as the New Woman in Business.
这六七年的不懈努力并没有取得什么显着的成功,塞琳娜(Selina)自诩为商界新女性。
No, it had been a painful, grubbing, heart-breaking process as is any project that depends on the actual soil for its realization.
不,这是一个痛苦、费劲、令人心碎的过程,就像任何依赖实际土壤来实现的项目一样。
She drove herself pitilessly.
她无情地驱使着自己。
She literally tore a living out of the earth with her two bare hands.
她用两只空手从地球上夺取了生计。
Yet there was nothing pitiable about this small energetic woman of thirty-five or forty with her fine soft dark eyes, her clean-cut jaw-line, her shabby decent clothes that were so likely to be spattered with the mud of the road or fields, her exquisite nose with the funny little wrinkle across the bridge when she laughed.
然而,这个三十五岁或四十岁的小个子精力旺盛的女人,有着一双美丽而柔和的黑眼睛,她轮廓分明的下颌线,她那破旧得体的衣服很可能沾满了马路或田野的泥土,她那精致的鼻子,笑起来时桥上有滑稽的小皱纹,却没有什么可怜之处。
Rather, there was something splendid about her; something rich, prophetic.
相反,她身上有一种美妙的东西。丰富的、有预言性的东西。
It was the splendour and richness that achievement imparts.
这是成就所带来的辉煌和丰富。
It is doubtful that she ever could have succeeded without the money borrowed from August Hempel; without his shrewd counsel.
如果没有从奥古斯特·亨佩尔那里借来的钱,她能否取得成功值得怀疑。没有他精明的建议。
She told him this, sometimes.
有时她也会这样告诉他。
He denied it.
他否认了。
“Easier, yes.
“更容易,是的。
But you would have found a way, Selina.
但你一定会找到办法的,塞琳娜。
Some way.
某种方式。
Julie, no. But you, yes.
朱莉,不。但你,是的。
You are like that.
你就是这样的。
Me, too.
我也是。
Say, plenty fellers that was butchers with me twenty years ago over on North Clark Street are butchers yet, cutting off a steak or a chop.
比如说,二十年前和我一起在北克拉克街上做屠夫的很多人现在仍然是屠夫,正在切牛排或排骨。
‘Good morning, Mrs. Kruger.
“早上好,克鲁格夫人。
What’ll it be to-day?’”
今天会怎样?’”
The Hempel Packing Company was a vast monster now stretching great arms into Europe, into South America.
亨普尔包装公司是一个巨大的庞然大物,现在正向欧洲、南美洲伸出巨大的臂膀。
In some of the yellow journals that had cropped up in the last few years you even saw old Aug himself portrayed in cartoons as an octopus with cold slimy eyes and a hundred writhing reaching tentacles.
在过去几年出现的一些黄色期刊中,你甚至可以看到老奥格本人在漫画中被描绘成一只章鱼,长着冰冷粘糊糊的眼睛和一百只扭动的触手。
These bothered Aug a little, though he pretended to laugh at them.
这些让奥格有点烦恼,尽管他假装嘲笑它们。
“What do they want to go to work and make me out like that for?
“他们为什么要上班让我变成这样?
I sell good meat for all I can get for it.
我尽我所能卖好肉。
That’s business, ain’t it?”
这就是生意,不是吗?”
Dirk had his tasks on the farm.
德克在农场有他的任务。
Selina saw to that.
塞琳娜做到了这一点。
But they were not heavy.
但它们并不重。
He left for school at eight in the morning, driving, for the distance was too great for walking.
早上八点,他开车去学校,因为步行距离太远了。
Often it was dark on his return in the late afternoon.
傍晚时分,他回来时,天常常已经黑了。
Between these hours Selina had accomplished the work of two men.
在这几个小时里,塞琳娜完成了两个男人的工作。
She had two field-helpers on the place now during the busy season and a woman in the house, the wife of Adam Bras, one of the labourers.
现在正值农忙季节,她在这个地方雇了两名田野帮手,家里还有一名妇女,她是工人之一亚当·布拉斯的妻子。
Jan Snip, too, still worked about the place in the barn, the sheds, tending the coldframes and hothouses, doing odd jobs of carpentering.
简·斯尼普也仍然在谷仓、棚屋里工作,照料冷架和温室,做一些木工零活。
He distrusted Selina’s new-fangled methods, glowered at any modern piece of machinery, predicted dire things when Selina bought the twenty acres that comprised the old Bouts place adjoining the DeJong farm.
他不相信塞琳娜的新奇方法,对任何现代机械都怒目而视,当塞琳娜购买了毗邻德容农场的旧布茨庄园的二十英亩土地时,他预言了可怕的事情。
“You bit off more as you can chaw,” he told her.
“当你能咀嚼时,你会咬得更多,”他告诉她。
“You choke yet.
“你还噎住了。
You see.”
你看。”
By the time Dirk returned from school the rough work of the day was over.
当德克从学校回来时,一天的辛苦工作已经结束了。
His food was always hot, appetizing, plentiful.
他的食物总是热腾腾的、开胃的、丰盛的。
The house was neat, comfortable.
房子很整洁,很舒服。
Selina had installed a bathroom—one of the two bathrooms in High Prairie.
塞琳娜安装了一间浴室——高草原的两间浴室之一。
The neighbourhood was still rocking with the shock of this when it was informed by Jan that Selina and Dirk ate with candles lighted on the supper table.
当简得知塞琳娜和德克在餐桌上点着蜡烛吃饭时,邻居们仍然震惊不已。
High Prairie slapped its thigh and howled with mirth.
高草原拍着大腿,放声大笑。
“Cabbages is beautiful,” said old Klaas Pool when he heard this.
“卷心菜真漂亮。”老克拉斯·普尔听到这句话后说道。
“Cabbages is beautiful I betcha.”
“我敢打赌,卷心菜很漂亮。”
Selina, during the years of the boy’s adolescence, had never urged him to a decision about his future.
在男孩的青春期里,塞琳娜从未敦促他对自己的未来做出决定。
That, she decided, would come.
她决定,那一天一定会到来。
As the farm prospered and the pressure of necessity lifted she tried, in various ingenious ways, to extract from him some unconscious sign of definite preference for this calling, that profession.
随着农场的繁荣和生存压力的减轻,她试图以各种巧妙的方式从他身上汲取某种无意识的迹象,表明他对这个职业、那个职业有明确的偏好。
As in her leanest days she had bought an occasional book at the cost of much-needed shoes for herself so now she bought many of them with money that another woman would have used for luxury or adornments.
就像在她最穷的日子里,她偶尔会用自己急需的鞋子买一本书一样,现在她用其他女人会用来购买奢侈品或装饰品的钱买了很多鞋子。
Years of personal privation had not killed her love of fine soft silken things, mellow colouring, exquisite workmanship.
多年的个人贫困并没有扼杀她对精致柔软的丝绸物品、柔和的色彩和精美的做工的热爱。
But they had made it impossible for her to covet these things for herself.
但它们却让她无法为自己觊觎这些东西。
She loved to see them, to feel them.
她喜欢看到它们,感受它们。
Could not wear them.
不能穿它们。
Years later, when she could well afford a French hat in one of the Michigan Avenue millinery shops, she would look at the silk and satin trifles blooming in the windows like gay brilliant flowers in a conservatory—and would buy an untrimmed “shape” for $2.95 in Field’s basement.
多年后,当她在密歇根大道的一家女帽店买得起一顶法式帽子时,她会看着橱窗里盛开的丝绸和缎子小玩意,就像温室里鲜艳的花朵一样,然后会在菲尔德的地下室花 2.95 美元买一顶未修剪的“形状”。
The habit of a lifetime is strong.
一生的习惯是坚强的。
Just once she made herself buy one of these costly silk-and-feather extravagances, going about the purchase deliberately and coldly as a man gets drunk once for the experience.
就只有一次,她强迫自己买了一件昂贵的丝绸和羽毛的奢侈品,故意而冷酷地购买,就像一个男人为了体验而喝醉一次一样。
The hat had cost twenty-two dollars.
这顶帽子花了二十二美元。
She never had worn it.
她从来没有穿过它。
Until Dirk was sixteen she had been content to let him develop as naturally as possible, and to absorb impressions unconsciously from the traps she so guilefully left about him.
在德克十六岁之前,她一直满足于让他尽可能自然地发展,并无意识地从她如此狡猾地给他留下的陷阱中吸收印象。
Books on the lives of great men—lives of Lincoln, of Washington, Gladstone, Disraeli, Voltaire.
关于伟人生平的书籍——林肯、华盛顿、格莱斯顿、迪斯雷利、伏尔泰的生平。
History.
历史。
Books on painting, charmingly illustrated.
绘画书籍,插图精美。
Books on architecture; law; medicine, even.
有关建筑的书籍;法律;医学,甚至。
She subscribed to two of the best engineering magazines.
她订阅了两本最好的工程杂志。
There was a shed which he was free to use as a workshop, fitted up with all sorts of tools.
那里有一个棚屋,他可以随意用作工作室,配备了各种工具。
He did not use it much, after the first few weeks.
在最初的几周之后,他并没有经常使用它。
He was pleasantly and mildly interested in all these things; held by none of them.
他对所有这些事情都怀有愉快而温和的兴趣。他们中没有人持有。
Selina had thought of Roelf when they were fitting up the workshop.
当他们装修工作室时,塞琳娜想到了罗尔夫。
The Pools had heard from Roelf just once since his flight from the farm.
自从罗尔夫逃离农场以来,普尔一家只收到过一次他的消息。
A letter had come from France.
一封来自法国的信。
In it was a sum of money for Geertje and Jozina—a small sum to take the trouble to send all the way from an outlandish country, the well-to-do Pool household thought.
里面是给吉尔杰和乔吉娜的一笔钱——这个富裕的普尔家庭认为,这笔钱不辞劳苦从一个陌生的国家千里迢迢地寄过来。
Geertje was married now to Vander Sijde’s son Gerrit and living on a farm out Low Prairie way.
Geertje 现在嫁给了 Vander Sijde 的儿子 Gerrit,住在 Low Prairie 路外的一个农场里。
Jozina had a crazy idea that she wanted to go into the city as a nurse.
乔吉娜有一个疯狂的想法,她想进城当一名护士。
Roelf’s small gift of money made little difference in their day.
罗尔夫的小小礼物在他们那个时代并没有带来什么影响。
They never knew the struggle that the impecunious young Paris art student had had to save it sou by sou.
他们从来不知道这位身无分文的年轻巴黎艺术系学生为了拯救它而付出的努力。
Selina had never heard from him.
塞琳娜从未收到过他的消息。
But one day years later she had come running to Dirk with an illustrated magazine in her hand.
但几年后的一天,她手里拿着一本插图杂志跑到德克身边。
“Look!” she had cried, and pointed to a picture.
“看!”她哭了,指着一张照片。
He had rarely seen her so excited, so stirred.
他很少见她如此激动,如此激动。
The illustration showed a photographic reproduction of a piece of sculpture—a woman’s figure.
插图展示了一件雕塑作品的照片复制品——一个女人的形象。
It was called The Seine.
它被称为塞纳河。
A figure sinuous, snake-like, graceful, revolting, beautiful, terrible.
一个蜿蜒的、蛇般的、优雅的、令人厌恶的、美丽的、可怕的人物。
The face alluring, insatiable, generous, treacherous, all at once.
这张脸诱人、贪得无厌、慷慨、奸诈,集于一身。
It was the Seine that fed the fertile valley land; the Seine that claimed a thousand bloated lifeless floating Things; the red-eyed hag of 1793; the dimpling coquette of 1650.
塞纳河滋养了肥沃的山谷土地。塞纳河吞没了一千个浮肿、无生命的漂浮物; 1793年的红眼女巫; 1650年的酒窝风骚。
Beneath the illustration a line or two—Roelf Pool .
插图下方有一两行——Roelf Pool。
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Salon .
沙龙。
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American .
美国人 。
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future .
未来 。
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“It’s Roelf!” Selina had cried.
“是罗尔夫!”赛琳娜哭了。
“Roelf.
“罗尔夫。
Little Roelf Pool!” Tears in her eyes.
小罗尔夫泳池!”她眼里含着泪水。
Dirk had been politely interested.
德克礼貌地表示感兴趣。
But then he had never known him, really.
但事实上,他从未认识过他。
He had heard his mother speak of him, but——
他听母亲提起过他,但是——
Selina showed the picture to the Pools, driving over there one evening to surprise them with it.
一天晚上,塞琳娜把这张照片拿给普尔夫妇看,并开车过去给他们一个惊喜。
Mrs. Klaas Pool had been horrified at the picture of a nude woman’s figure; had cried “Og heden!” in disgust, and had seemed to think that Selina had brought it over in a spirit of spite.
克拉斯·普尔夫人对裸体女人的照片感到震惊。喊道“Og heden!”厌恶地,似乎认为赛琳娜是怀着怨恨的心情把它带过来的。
Was she going to show it to the rest of High Prairie!
她要把它展示给高草原的其他人吗?
Selina understood High Prairie folk better now, though not altogether, even after almost twenty years of living amongst them.
塞琳娜现在对高草原居民有了更好的了解,尽管不是完全了解,即使是在他们中间生活了近二十年之后。
A cold people, yet kindly.
人性冷漠,却又善良。
Suspicious, yet generous.
多疑,但又慷慨。
Distrustful of all change, yet progressing by sheer force of thrift and unceasing labour.
不相信一切改变,却靠节俭和不断劳动的纯粹力量取得进步。
Unimaginative for generations, only to produce—a Roelf Pool.
几代人缺乏想象力,只为了生产——罗尔夫泳池。
She tried now to explain the meaning of the figure Roelf had moulded so masterfully.
她现在试图解释罗尔夫如此巧妙地塑造的人物的含义。
“You see, it’s supposed to represent the Seine.
“你看,它应该代表塞纳河。
The River Seine that flows through Paris into the countryside beyond.
塞纳河流经巴黎,流入郊外。
The whole history of Paris—of France—is bound up in the Seine; intertwined with it.
巴黎——法国——的全部历史都与塞纳河紧密相连。与它交织在一起。
Terrible things, and magnificent things.
可怕的事情,和伟大的事情。
It flows just beneath the Louvre.
它就在卢浮宫下方流动。
You can see it from the Bastille.
你可以从巴士底狱看到它。
On its largest island stands Notre Dame.
最大的岛屿上矗立着巴黎圣母院。
The Seine has seen such things, Mrs. Pool!——”
塞纳河见过这样的事,普尔夫人!——”
“What _dom_ talk!” interrupted the late widow.
“说什么啊!”已故寡妇打断道。
“A river can’t see.
“河流看不见。
Anybody knows that.”
任何人都知道这一点。”
At seventeen Dirk and Selina talked of the year to come.
十七岁时,德克和塞琳娜谈论了即将到来的一年。
He was going to a university.
他要去一所大学。
But to what university?
但去哪所大学呢?
And what did he want to study?
他想学什么?
We-e-ll, hard to say.
我们-e-ll,很难说。
Kind of a general course, wasn’t there?
有点一般的课程,不是吗?
Some languages—little French or something—and political economy, and some literature and maybe history.
有些语言——一点法语之类的——还有政治经济学,还有一些文学,也许还有历史。
“Oh,” Selina had said.
“哦,”塞琳娜说道。
“Yes.
是的。
General.
一般。
Of course, if a person wanted to be an architect, why, I suppose Cornell would be the place.
当然,如果一个人想成为一名建筑师,我想康奈尔大学就是那个地方。
Or Harvard for law.
或者哈佛大学的法律专业。
Or Boston Tech for engineering, or——”
或者波士顿理工学院的工程专业,或者——”
Oh, yeh, if a fellow wanted any of those things.
哦,是的,如果有人想要这些东西的话。
Good idea, though, to take a kind of general course until you found out exactly what you wanted to do.
不过,在你确切地知道自己想做什么之前,学习一些通用课程是个好主意。
Languages and literature and that kind of thing.
语言和文学之类的。
Selina was rather delighted than otherwise.
Selina倒是很高兴。
That, she knew, was the way they did it in England.
她知道,英国人就是这样做的。
You sent your son to a university not to cram some technical course into him, or to railroad him through a book-knowledge of some profession.
你送儿子去大学不是为了给他灌输一些技术课程,也不是为了让他掌握某个专业的书本知识。
You sent him so that he might develop in an atmosphere of books, of learning; spending relaxed hours in the companionship of men who taught for the love of teaching; whose informal talks before a study fire were more richly valuable than whole courses of classroom lectures.
您派他来,是为了让他在读书、学习的氛围中成长;与那些出于对教学的热爱而教学的人们一起度过轻松的时光;他们在学习之火前的非正式谈话比整个课堂讲座更有价值。
She had read of these things in English novels.
她在英文小说中读到过这些东西。
Oxford.
牛津。
Cambridge.
剑桥。
Dons.
唐斯。
Ivy.
常春藤。
Punting.
撑船。
Prints.
印刷。
Mullioned windows.
竖框窗户。
Books.
图书。
Discussion.
讨论。
Literary clubs.
文学俱乐部。
This was England.
这是英格兰。
An older civilization, of course.
当然是更古老的文明。
But there must be something of that in American universities.
但美国大学里一定有这样的事情。
And if that was what Dirk wanted she was glad.
如果这就是德克想要的,她很高兴。
Glad!
高兴的!
A reaching after true beauty.
追求真正的美丽。
You heard such wonderful things about Midwest University, in Chicago.
您听说过有关芝加哥中西大学的精彩故事。
On the south side.
在南边。
It was new, yes.
这是新的,是的。
But those Gothic buildings gave an effect, somehow, of age and permanence (the smoke and cinders from the Illinois Central suburban trains were largely responsible for that, as well as the soft coal from a thousand neighbouring chimneys).
但这些哥特式建筑在某种程度上产生了年代感和持久性的影响(伊利诺伊州中部郊区火车的烟雾和煤渣以及附近一千个烟囱的烟煤是造成这一现象的主要原因)。
And there actually was ivy.
实际上有常春藤。
Undeniable ivy, and mullioned windows.
不可否认的常春藤和竖框窗户。
Dirk had suggested it, not she.
这是德克建议的,而不是她。
The entrance requirements were quite mild.
入学要求相当宽松。
Harvard?
哈佛?
Yale?
耶鲁?
Oh, those fellows all had wads of money.
哦,那些家伙都有一大笔钱。
Eugene Arnold had his own car at New Haven.
尤金·阿诺德在纽黑文拥有自己的汽车。
In that case, they decided, Midwest University, in Chicago, on the south side near the lake, would do splendidly.
在这种情况下,他们认为位于芝加哥南侧靠近湖边的中西大学会表现出色。
For a general course, sort of.
对于一般课程来说,有点。
The world lay ahead of Dirk.
世界就在德克的前面。
It was like the childhood game of counting buttons.
这就像儿时数纽扣的游戏。
Rich man, poor man, beggar-man, thief, Doctor, lawyer, merchant, chief.
富人、穷人、乞丐、小偷、医生、律师、商人、酋长。
Together they counted Dirk’s mental buttons but it never came out twice the same.
他们一起数了德克的心理按钮,但结果从来没有两次相同。
It depended on the suit you happened to be wearing, of course.
当然,这取决于您碰巧穿的西装。
Eugene Arnold was going to take law at Yale.
尤金·阿诺德原本打算在耶鲁大学攻读法律。
He said it would be necessary if he was going into the business.
他说,如果他要进入这个行业,这是必要的。
He didn’t put it just that way, when talking to Dirk.
在与德克交谈时,他并没有这么说。
He said the damned old hog business.
他说的是该死的老生猪生意。
Pauline (she insisted that they call her Paula now) was at a girls’ school up the Hudson—one of those schools that never advertise even in the front of the thirty-five-cent magazines.
宝琳(她坚持要求大家现在叫她宝拉)就读于哈德逊河畔的一所女子学校——这是一所甚至在三十五美分的杂志封面上也从不做广告的学校。
So, at eighteen, it had been Midwest University for Dirk.
因此,十八岁的德克就读于中西大学。
It was a much more economical plan than would have resulted from the choice of an eastern college.
这是一个比选择东部大学更经济的计划。
High Prairie heard that Dirk DeJong was going away to college.
高草原听说德克·德容要去上大学了。
A neighbour’s son said, “Going to Wisconsin?
邻居的儿子说:“去威斯康星州?
Agricultural course there?”
那里有农业课程吗?
“My gosh, no!” Dirk had answered.
“天哪,不!”德克回答了。
He told this to Selina, laughing.
他笑着把这件事告诉了塞琳娜。
But she had not laughed.
但她没有笑。
“I’d like to take that course myself, if you must know.
“如果你一定要知道的话,我想自己选修这门课程。
They say it’s wonderful.” She looked at him, suddenly.
他们说这太棒了。”她突然看着他。
“Dirk, you wouldn’t like to take it, would you?
“德克,你不想接受它,是吗?
To go to Madison, I mean.
我的意思是去麦迪逊。
Is that what you’d like?”
这就是你想要的吗?”
He stared.
他凝视着。
“Me!
“我!
No!
不!
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Unless you want me to, Mother.
除非你想让我这么做,妈妈。
Then I would, gladly.
那么我会很乐意。
I hate your working like this, on the farm, while I go off to school.
我讨厌你这样在农场干活,而我却去上学。
It makes me feel kind of rotten, having my mother working for me.
让我妈妈为我工作让我感觉有点糟糕。
The other fellows——”
其他人——”
“I’m doing the work I’m interested in, for the person I love best in the world.
“我正在做我感兴趣的工作,为了世界上我最爱的人。
I’d be lost—unhappy—without the farm.
如果没有农场,我就会迷失——不快乐。
If the city creeps up on me here, as they predict it will, I don’t know what I shall do.”
如果这座城市像他们预测的那样悄悄逼近我,我不知道我该怎么办。”
But Dirk had a prediction of his own to make.
但德克有自己的预测。
“Chicago’ll never grow this way, with all those steel mills and hunkies to the south of us.
“芝加哥永远不会以这种方式发展,因为我们南部有那么多钢铁厂和帅哥。
The north side is going to be the place to live.
北边将是居住的地方。
It is already.”
已经是了。”
“The place for whom?”
“这个地方适合谁?”
“For the people with money.”
“对于有钱的人来说。”
She smiled then so that you saw the funny little wrinkle across her nose.
然后她笑了,你可以看到她鼻子上那条有趣的小皱纹。
“Well, then the south section of Chicago is going to be all right for us yet a while.”
“好吧,那么芝加哥南部对我们来说暂时还可以。”
“Just you wait till I’m successful.
“你就等着我成功吧。
Then there’ll be no more working for you.”
到时候就没有人再为你工作了。”
“What do you mean by ‘successful’, Sobig?” She had not called him that in years.
“索比格,‘成功’是什么意思?”她已经很多年没有这么叫过他了。
But now the old nickname came to her tongue perhaps because they were speaking of his future, his success.
但现在她嘴里想起了这个旧绰号,也许是因为他们正在谈论他的未来,他的成功。
“What do you mean by ‘successful’, Sobig?”
“索比格,‘成功’是什么意思?”
“Rich.
“有钱。
Lots of money.”
很多钱。”
“Oh, no, Dirk!
“哦,不,德克!
No!
不!
That’s not success.
那不是成功。
Roelf—the thing Roelf does—that’s success.”
罗尔夫——罗尔夫所做的事情——这就是成功。”
“Oh, well, if you have money enough you can buy the things he makes, and have ’em.
“哦,好吧,如果你有足够的钱,你可以买他做的东西,然后拥有它们。
That’s almost as good, isn’t it?”
这几乎一样好,不是吗?”
Midwest University had sprung up almost literally overnight on the property that had been the site of the Midway Plaisance during the World’s Fair in Chicago in ’93.
中西大学几乎在一夜之间在原为 93 年芝加哥世界博览会期间中途游乐园的场地上拔地而起。
One man’s millions had been the magic wand that, waved over a bare stretch of prairie land, had produced a seat of learning.
一个人的数百万美元就像一根魔杖,在一片光秃秃的草原上挥舞,就产生了一座学府。
The university guide book spoke of him reverently as the Founder, capitalizing the word as one does the Deity.
大学指南手册尊崇地称他为创始人,并将这个词大写,就像人们称呼神一样。
The student body spoke of him with somewhat less veneration.
学生们谈论他时,并没有那么崇敬。
They called him Coal-Oil Johnny.
他们称他为煤油约翰尼。
He had already given thirty millions to the university and still the insatiable maw of this institute of learning yawned for more.
他已经向大学捐献了三千万,而这所学府的贪得无厌的胃口仍然要求更多。
When oil went up a fraction of a cent they said, “Guess Coal-Oil Johnny’s fixing to feed us another million.”
当油价上涨零点几分时,他们说:“猜猜约翰尼的煤油定价可以为我们再提供一百万美元。”
Dirk commenced his studies at Midwest University in the autumn of 1909.
1909 年秋,德克开始在中西大学学习。
His first year was none too agreeable, as is usually the case in first years.
他的第一年不太顺利,就像第一年通常的情况一样。
He got on well, though.
不过他相处得很好。
A large proportion of the men students were taking law, which accounts for the great number of real-estate salesmen and insurance agents now doing business in and about Chicago.
很大一部分男学生正在学习法律,这就是现在在芝加哥及其周边地区开展业务的大量房地产推销员和保险代理人的原因。
Before the end of the first semester he was popular.
在第一学期结束之前,他很受欢迎。
He was a natural-born floor committeeman and badges bloomed in his buttonhole.
他是天生的议员,徽章在他的纽扣孔里绽放。
Merely by donning a ready-made dress suit he could give it a made-to-order air.
只要穿上一套现成的正装,他就能给人一种定做的感觉。
He had great natural charm of manner.
他的举止极具天然魅力。
The men liked him, and the girls, too.
男人们喜欢他,女孩们也喜欢他。
He learned to say, “Got Pol Econ at ten,” which meant that he took Political Economy at that hour; and “I’d like to cut Psyk,” meant that he was not up on his approaching lesson in Applied Psychology.
他学会了说“十点钟学习政治经济学”,这意味着他在那个时间学习政治经济学; “我想裁掉 Psyk”,意思是他还没赶上即将到来的应用心理学课程。
He rarely “cut” a class.
他很少“逃课”。
He would have felt that this was unfair and disloyal to his mother.
他会觉得这对他的母亲不公平且不忠诚。
Some of his fellow students joked about this faithfulness to his classes.
他的一些同学开玩笑说他对课堂的忠诚。
“Person would think you were an Unclassified,” they said.
“人们会认为你是一名非机密人员,”他们说。
The Unclassifieds were made up, for the most part, of earnest and rather middle-aged students whose education was a delayed blooming.
未分类者大部分由认真的中年学生组成,他们所受的教育是晚熟的。
They usually were not enrolled for a full course, or were taking double work feverishly.
他们通常没有参加完整的课程,或者热衷于双重工作。
The Classifieds, on the other hand, were the regularly enrolled students, pretty well of an age (between seventeen and twenty-three) who took their education with a sprinkling of sugar.
另一方面,分类广告是定期注册的学生,他们的年龄相当大(十七岁到二十三岁之间),他们接受的教育带有一点糖分。
Of the Unclassified students the University catalogue said:
对于未分类的学生,大学目录说:
Persons at least twenty-one years of age, not seeking a degree, may be admitted through the office of the University Examiner to the courses of instruction offered in the University, as unclassified students.
年满二十一岁、不寻求学位的人可以通过大学考官办公室作为非保密学生被录取参加大学提供的教学课程。
They shall present evidence of successful experience as a teacher or _other valuable educative experience in practical life_.
他们应提供作为教师的成功经验或_实际生活中其他宝贵的教育经验_的证据。
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They are ineligible for public appearance.
他们没有资格公开露面。
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You saw them the Cinderellas and the Smikes of this temple of learning.
你看到她们是这座学术殿堂里的灰姑娘和斯麦克。
The Classifieds and the Unclassifieds rarely mixed.
分类和非分类很少混在一起。
Not age alone, but purpose separated them.
将他们分开的不仅仅是年龄,还有目的。
The Classifieds, boys and girls, were, for the most part, slim young lads with caps and pipes and sweaters, their talk of football, baseball, girls; slim young girls in sheer shirtwaists with pink ribbons run through the corset covers showing beneath, pleated skirts that switched delightfully as they strolled across the campus arm in arm, their talk of football games, fudge, clothes, boys.
分类广告,无论男孩还是女孩,大部分都是身材苗条的小伙子,戴着帽子,穿着烟斗,穿着毛衣,谈论足球、棒球、女孩;苗条的年轻女孩穿着带有粉红色丝带的透明衬衫,穿过紧身胸衣,露出下面的百褶裙,当她们手挽着手漫步穿过校园时,百褶裙愉快地变换着,谈论着足球比赛、软糖、衣服、男孩。
They cut classes whenever possible.
只要有可能,他们就会逃课。
The Student Body.
学生团体。
Midwest turned them out by the hundreds—almost by the link, one might say, as Aug Hempel’s sausage factory turned out its fine plump sausages, each one exactly like the one behind and the one ahead of it.
中西部地区生产了数百个香肠——人们可能会说,几乎是通过链接来生产的,因为奥格·亨佩尔的香肠工厂生产出精美而肥美的香肠,每一根都与前面的和后面的一模一样。
So many hundreds graduated in this year’s class.
今年的班级有数百人毕业。
So many more hundreds to be graduated in next year’s class.
明年的班级还有数百人毕业。
Occasionally an unruly sausage burst its skin and was discarded.
有时,一根不守规矩的香肠会破裂其外皮并被丢弃。
They attended a university because their parents—thrifty shop-keepers, manufacturers, merchants, or professional men and their good wives—wanted their children to have an education.
他们上大学是因为他们的父母——节俭的店主、制造商、商人或职业人士和他们的贤妻——希望他们的孩子接受教育。
Were ambitious for them.
对他们来说是雄心勃勃的。
“I couldn’t have it myself, and always regretted it.
“我自己无法拥有它,并且一直感到遗憾。
Now I want my boy (or girl) to have a good education that’ll fit ’em for the battle of life.
现在,我希望我的男孩(或女孩)能够接受良好的教育,以适应人生的战斗。
This is an age of specialization, let me tell you.”
我告诉你,这是一个专业化的时代。”
Football, fudge, I-said-to-Jim, I-said-to-Bessie.
足球、软糖、我对吉姆说、我对贝西说。
The Unclassifieds would no more have deliberately cut a class than they would have thrown their sparse weekly budget-allowance into the gutter.
未分类组织不会故意缺课,就像他们不会把每周微薄的预算津贴扔进阴沟里一样。
If it had been physically possible they would have attended two classes at once, listened to two lectures, prepared two papers simultaneously.
如果身体条件允许的话,他们会同时上两堂课,听两场讲座,同时准备两篇论文。
Drab and earnest women between thirty and forty-eight, their hair not an ornament, but something to be pinned up quickly out of the way, their clothes a covering, their shoes not even smartly “sensible,” but just shoes, scuffed, patched, utilitarian.
三十岁到四十八岁之间,单调而认真的女人,她们的头发不是装饰品,而是需要迅速别起来的东西,她们的衣服是遮盖物,她们的鞋子甚至不是巧妙的“实用”,而只是鞋子,磨损的,打补丁的,实用的。
The men were serious, shabby, often spectacled; dandruff on their coat collars; their lined, anxious faces in curious contrast to the fresh, boyish, care-free countenances of the Classifieds.
男人们表情严肃,衣衫褴褛,常常戴着眼镜。衣领上有头皮屑;他们布满皱纹、焦虑的面孔与分类广告中清新、孩子气、无忧无虑的面孔形成了奇怪的对比。
They said, carefully, almost sonorously, “Political Economy.
他们小心翼翼、几乎铿锵有力地说道:“政治经济学。
Applied Psychology.” Most of them had worked ten years, fifteen years for this deferred schooling.
应用心理学”。他们中的大多数人为了这个延期学业工作了十年、十五年。
This one had had to support a mother; that one a family of younger brothers and sisters.
这个人必须养活一位母亲;那是一个有弟弟妹妹的家庭。
This plump woman of thirty-nine, with the jolly kindly face, had had a paralyzed father.
这个三十九岁的胖女人,有着一张快乐而慈祥的脸,她有一个瘫痪的父亲。
Another had known merely poverty, grinding, sordid poverty, with fifteen years of painful penny savings to bring true this gloriously realized dream of a university education.
另一个人只知道贫穷、折磨、肮脏的贫穷,用十五年痛苦的积蓄来实现这个光荣的大学教育梦想。
Here was one studying to be a trained Social Service Worker.
这是一个正在学习成为一名训练有素的社会服务工作者的人。
She had done everything from housework as a servant girl to clerking in a 5- and 10-cent store.
从当女仆做家务到在五美分和十美分商店当店员,她什么都干过。
She had studied evenings; saved pennies, nickels, dimes, quarters.
她晚上自习;节省了几分钱、五分钱、一毛钱、五毛五分钱。
_Other valuable educative experience in practical life._ They had had it, God knows.
_实际生活中其他有价值的教育经验。_他们已经拥有了,上帝知道。
They regarded the university at first with the love-blind eyes of a bridegroom who looks with the passionate tenderness of possession upon his mistress for whom he has worked and waited through the years of his youth.
他们起初用新郎那双盲目的爱情眼睛来看待大学,新郎带着占有的热情温柔地看着他在年轻时为之工作和等待的情妇。
The university was to bring back that vanished youth—and something more.
大学是为了找回逝去的青春——以及更多的东西。
Wisdom.
智慧。
Knowledge.
知识。
Power.
力量。
Understanding.
理解。
They would have died for it—they almost had, what with privation, self-denial, work.
他们会为此而死——他们几乎已经死了,因为贫困、自我否定和工作。
They came with love clasped close in their two hands, an offertory.
他们的两只手紧握着爱,一份奉献。
“Take me!” they cried.
“带我去!”他们哭了。
“I come with all I have.
“我带着我所有的一切来了。
Devotion, hope, desire to learn, a promise to be a credit to you.
奉献、希望、学习的渴望、为你增光的承诺。
I have had experience, bitter-sweet experience.
我有过经历,苦乐参半。
I have known the battle.
我已经知道这场战斗了。
See, here are my scars.
看,这是我的伤疤。
I can bring to your classrooms much that is valuable.
我可以给你们的课堂带来很多有价值的东西。
I ask only for bread—the bread of knowledge.”
我只要求面包——知识的面包。”
And the University gave them a stone.
大学给了他们一块石头。
“Get on to the hat!” said the Classifieds, humorously, crossing the campus.
“戴上帽子!”穿过校园时,分类广告幽默地说。
“A fright!”
“吓一跳!”
The professors found them a shade too eager, perhaps; too inquiring; demanding too much.
也许教授们发现他们有点太急切了。过于好奇;要求太多。
They stayed after class and asked innumerable questions.
他们下课后留下来,问了无数问题。
They bristled with interrogation.
他们充满了审问。
They were prone to hold forth in the classroom, “Well, I have found it to be the case in my experience that——”
他们很容易在课堂上大声嚷嚷:“嗯,根据我的经验,我发现情况是——”
But the professor preferred to do the lecturing himself.
但教授更喜欢亲自讲课。
If there was to be any experience related it should come from the teacher’s platform, not the student’s chair.
如果有任何相关的经验,那应该来自老师的平台,而不是学生的椅子。
Besides, this sort of thing interfered with the routine; kept you from covering ground fast enough.
况且,这种事也打乱了常规。让你无法足够快地覆盖地面。
The period bell rang, and there you were, halfway through the day’s prescribed lesson.
下课铃响了,当天的规定课程已经上完一半了。
In his first year Dirk made the almost fatal mistake of being rather friendly with one of these Unclassifieds—a female Unclassified.
在他的第一年,德克犯了一个几乎致命的错误,他对这些非机密人员中的一个——一位女性非机密人员相当友好。
She was in his Pol Econ class and sat next to him.
她在上他的《政治经济》课,坐在他旁边。
A large, good-humoured, plump girl, about thirty-eight, with a shiny skin which she never powdered and thick hair that exuded a disagreeable odour of oil.
一个身材高大、性格开朗、身材丰满的女孩,大约三十八岁,皮肤光亮,从来不搽粉,头发浓密,散发着难闻的油味。
She was sympathetic and jolly, but her clothes were a fright, the Classifieds would have told you, and no matter how cold the day there was always a half-moon of stain showing under her armpits.
她富有同情心,性格开朗,但她的衣服很吓人,分类广告会告诉你的,无论天气多冷,她的腋窝下总是露出半月形的污渍。
She had a really fine mind, quick, eager, balanced, almost judicial.
她的头脑非常好,敏捷,热切,平衡,几乎是公正的。
She knew just which references were valuable, which useless.
她知道哪些参考资料是有价值的,哪些是无用的。
Just how to go about getting information for next day’s class; for the weekly paper to be prepared.
如何获取第二天课程的信息;准备周报。
Her name was Schwengauer—Mattie Schwengauer.
她的名字叫施文高——玛蒂·施文高。
Terrible!
糟糕的!
“Here,” she would say good-naturedly, to Dirk.
“在这里,”她会善意地对德克说。
“You don’t need to read all those.
“你不需要阅读所有这些。
My, no!
天啊,不!
I’ll tell you.
我告诉你。
You’ll get exactly what you want by reading pages 256 to 273 in Blaine’s; 549 to 567 in Jaeckel; and the first eleven—no, twelve—pages of Trowbridge’s report.
阅读 Blaine’s 的第 256 至 273 页,你将得到你想要的内容;雅克尔 549 至 567;以及特罗布里奇报告的前十一页——不,十二页。
That’ll give you practically everything you need.”
这几乎可以满足你所需的一切。”
Dirk was grateful.
德克很感激。
Her notes were always copious, perfect.
她的笔记总是丰富、完美。
She never hesitated to let him copy them.
她毫不犹豫地让他抄袭。
They got in the way of walking out of the classroom together, across the campus.
他们一起走出教室,穿过校园,妨碍了他们。
She told him something of herself.
她告诉了他一些关于她自己的事情。
“Your people farmers!” Surprised, she looked at his well-cut clothes, his slim, strong, unmarked hands, his smart shoes and cap.
“你们的人民是农民!”她惊讶地看着他剪裁考究的衣服,他那双修长、有力、没有痕迹的手,还有他漂亮的鞋子和帽子。
“Why, so are mine.
“为什么,我的也是。
Iowa.” She pronounced it Ioway.
爱荷华州。”她发音为爱荷华州。
“I lived on the farm all my life till I was twenty-seven.
“我一生都住在农场里,直到二十七岁。
I always wanted to go away to school, but we never had the money and I couldn’t come to town to earn because I was the oldest, and Ma was sickly after Emma—that’s the youngest—there are nine of us—was born.
我一直想出去上学,但我们从来没有钱,我也无法进城赚钱,因为我是最大的,而艾玛(我们九个人中最小的)出生后,妈妈就体弱多病了。
Ma was anxious I should go and Pa was willing, but it couldn’t be.
妈妈急于让我去,爸爸也愿意,但那是不可能的。
No fault of theirs.
没有他们的错。
One year the summer would be so hot, with no rain hardly from spring till fall, and the corn would just dry up on the stalks, like paper.
有一年夏天很热,从春到秋几乎没有下雨,玉米就干枯在秆上,像纸一样。
The next year it would be so wet the seed would rot in the ground.
明年天气会很湿,种子会在地里腐烂。
Ma died when I was twenty-six.
我二十六岁时,妈妈去世了。
The kids were all pretty well grown up by that time.
那时孩子们都已经长大了。
Pa married again in a year and I went to Des Moines to work.
一年后爸爸又结婚了,我去得梅因工作。
I stayed there six years but I didn’t save much on account of my brother.
我在那里待了六年,但因为我哥哥的缘故,我并没有存下多少钱。
He was kind of wild.
他有点狂野。
He had come to Des Moines, too, after Pa married.
爸爸结婚后,他也来到了得梅因。
He and Aggie—that’s the second wife—didn’t get along.
他和第二任妻子阿吉相处得不好。
I came to Chicago about five years ago.
大约五年前我来到芝加哥。
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。
I’ve done all kinds of work, I guess, except digging in a coal mine.
我想我做过各种各样的工作,除了在煤矿里挖掘。
I’d have done that if I’d had to.”
如果必须的话我会那么做的。”
She told him all this ingenuously, simply.
她天真地、简单地告诉了他这一切。
Dirk felt drawn toward her, sorry for her.
德克感到被她吸引,为她感到难过。
His was a nature quick to sympathy.
他生性容易产生同情心。
Something she said now stirred him while it bewildered him a little, too.
她现在说的一些话让他激动不已,同时也让他有些困惑。
“You can’t have any idea what it means to me to be here .
“你根本不知道来到这里对我意味着什么。
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。
All those years!
这么多年!
I used to dream about it.
我曾经梦想过它。
Even now it seems to me it can’t be true.
即使现在在我看来这也不是真的。
I’m conscious of my surroundings all the time and yet I can’t believe them.
我一直意识到周围的环境,但我不敢相信它们。
You know, like when you are asleep and dream about something beautiful, and then wake up and find it’s actually true.
你知道,就像当你睡着时梦见一些美丽的东西,然后醒来发现它实际上是真的。
I get a thrill out of just being here.
来到这里我就感到很兴奋。
‘I’m crossing the campus,’ I say to myself.
“我正在穿过校园,”我对自己说。
‘I’m a student—a girl student—in Midwest University and now I’m crossing the campus of my university to go to a class.’”
“我是中西部大学的一名学生——一名女学生,现在我正穿过大学校园去上课。”
Her face was very greasy and earnest and fine.
她的脸很油腻,很认真,很精致。
“Well, that’s great,” Dirk replied, weakly.
“嗯,那太好了,”德克虚弱地回答道。
“That’s cer’nly great.”
“那真是太棒了。”
He told his mother about her.
他向他母亲讲述了她的事。
Usually he went home on Friday nights to stay until Monday morning.
通常他周五晚上回家,一直呆到周一早上。
His first Monday-morning class was not until ten.
他周一上午的第一堂课直到十点才开始。
Selina was deeply interested and stirred.
Selina兴趣浓厚,激动不已。
“Do you think she’d spend some Saturday and Sunday here with us on the farm?
“你认为她会在周六和周日和我们一起在农场度过吗?
She could come with you on Friday and go back Sunday night if she wanted to.
如果她愿意的话,她可以周五和你一起去,周日晚上再回去。
Or stay until Monday morning and go back with you.
或者留到周一早上再跟你回去。
There’s the spare room, all quiet and cool.
还有备用房间,安静又凉爽。
She could do as she liked.
她可以随心所欲。
I’d give her cream and all the fresh fruit and vegetables she wanted.
我会给她奶油以及她想要的所有新鲜水果和蔬菜。
And Meena would bake one of her fresh cocoanut cakes.
米娜会烤一份新鲜的椰子蛋糕。
I’d have Adam bring a fresh cocoanut from South Water Street.”
我会让亚当从南水街带来新鲜的椰子。”
Mattie came one Friday night.
一个星期五晚上,玛蒂来了。
It was the end of October, and Indian summer, the most beautiful time of the year on the Illinois prairie.
那是十月底,正值小阳春,伊利诺伊州大草原一年中最美的时节。
A mellow golden light seemed to suffuse everything.
柔和的金色光芒似乎弥漫在一切之中。
It was as if the very air were liquid gold, and tonic.
就好像空气都是液体黄金,是补品。
The squash and pumpkins next the good brown earth gave back the glow, and the frost-turned leaves of the maples in the sun.
旁边的南瓜和南瓜在优质的棕色土地上散发出光芒,枫树的叶子在阳光下被霜冻覆盖。
About the countryside for miles was the look of bounteousness, of plenty, of prophecy fulfilled as when a beautiful and fertile woman having borne her children and found them good, now sits serene-eyed, gracious, ample bosomed, satisfied.
方圆几英里的乡村,到处都是慷慨、富足和预言的实现,就像一个美丽多产的女人生下了孩子,发现孩子们很好,现在坐在那里,目光平静,亲切,胸部丰满,心满意足。
Into the face of Mattie Schwengauer there came a certain glory.
马蒂·施文高尔的脸上浮现出某种光彩。
When she and Selina clasped hands Selina stared at her rather curiously, as though startled.
当她和Selina握着手的时候,Selina颇为好奇地看着她,仿佛受到了惊吓。
Afterward she said to Dirk, aside, “But I thought you said she was ugly!”
后来她对一旁的德克说:“但我以为你说她很丑!”
“Well, she is, or—well, isn’t she?”
“嗯,她是,或者——嗯,不是吗?”
“Look at her!”
“看看她!”
Mattie Schwengauer was talking to Meena Bras, the houseworker.
马蒂·施文高 (Mattie Schwengauer) 正在与家政服务员米娜·布拉斯 (Meena Bras) 交谈。
She was standing with her hands on her ample hips, her fine head thrown back, her eyes alight, her lips smiling so that you saw her strong square teeth.
她站着,双手放在丰满的臀部,漂亮的头向后仰,眼睛闪闪发亮,嘴唇微笑着,你可以看到她坚固的方牙。
A new cream separator was the subject of their conversation.
他们谈话的主题是一种新的奶油分离器。
Something had amused Mattie.
有件事让玛蒂觉得好笑。
She laughed.
她笑了。
It was the laugh of a young girl, care-free, relaxed, at ease.
那是少女的笑声,无忧无虑、轻松、自在。
For two days Mattie did as she pleased, which meant she helped pull vegetables in the garden, milk the cows, saddle the horses; rode them without a saddle in the pasture.
两天来,玛蒂随心所欲地做事,这意味着她帮忙在花园里拔菜、挤奶、给马配鞍。在牧场上骑着它们,没有鞍子。
She tramped the road.
她踩着马路。
She scuffled through the leaves in the woods, wore a scarlet maple leaf in her hair, slept like one gloriously dead from ten until six; ate prodigiously of cream, fruits, vegetables, eggs, sausage, cake.
她在树林里的树叶间拖曳着脚步,头发上别着一片猩红色的枫叶,从十点到六点睡得像一个光荣的死者;吃了大量的奶油、水果、蔬菜、鸡蛋、香肠、蛋糕。
“It got so I hated to do all those things on the farm,” she said, laughing a little shamefacedly.
“所以我讨厌在农场做所有这些事情,”她有点羞愧地笑道。
“I guess it was because I had to.
“我想这是因为我不得不这样做。
But now it comes back to me and I enjoy it because it’s natural to me, I suppose.
但现在它又回到了我的身边,我很享受它,因为我想这对我来说很自然。
Anyway, I’m having a grand time, Mrs. DeJong.
不管怎样,我玩得很开心,德容夫人。
The grandest time I ever had in my life.” Her face was radiant and almost beautiful.
这是我一生中最伟大的时光。”她的脸容光焕发,近乎美丽。
“If you want me to believe that,” said Selina, “you’ll come again.”
“如果你想让我相信这一点,”赛琳娜说,“你就再来吧。”
But Mattie Schwengauer never did come again.
但玛蒂·施文高尔再也没有来过。
Early the next week one of the university students approached Dirk.
下周早些时候,一名大学生找到了德克。
He was a Junior, very influential in his class, and a member of the fraternity to which Dirk was practically pledged.
他是一名三年级学生,在班级中非常有影响力,并且是德克实际上承诺加入的兄弟会的成员。
A decidedly desirable frat.
一个绝对令人向往的兄弟会。
“Say, look here, DeJong, I want to talk to you a minute.
“说吧,德容,我想和你谈谈。
Uh, you’ve got to cut out that girl—Swinegour or whatever her name is—or it’s all off with the fellows in the frat.”
呃,你必须把那个女孩除掉——Swinegour或者不管她叫什么名字——否则兄弟会的人就都完了。”
“What d’you mean!
“你什么意思!
Cut out!
剪掉!
What’s the matter with her!”
她到底是怎么回事啊!”
“Matter!
“有事!
She’s Unclassified, isn’t she!
她是未分类的,不是吗!
And do you know what the story is?
你知道这个故事是什么吗?
She told it herself as an economy hint to a girl who was working her way through.
她自己告诉自己,这是对一个正在努力克服困难的女孩的经济暗示。
She bathes with her union suit and white stockings on to save laundry soap.
她洗澡时穿着工会套装和白袜,以节省洗衣皂。
Scrubs ’em on her!
把它们擦在她身上!
’S the God’s truth.”
这是上帝的真理。”
Into Dirk’s mind there flashed a picture of this large girl in her tight knitted union suit and her white stockings sitting in a tub half full of water and scrubbing them and herself simultaneously.
德克的脑海中闪现出这样一幅画面:这个大个子女孩穿着紧身针织连体服,穿着白色长袜,坐在盛满半水的浴缸里,同时擦洗她们和她自己。
A comic picture, and a revolting one.
一幅漫画的画面,也是一幅令人反感的画面。
Pathetic, too, but he would not admit that.
也很可悲,但他不承认这一点。
“Imagine!” the frat brother-to-be was saying.
“想象!”兄弟会的准兄弟说道。
“Well, we can’t have a fellow who goes around with a girl like that.
“好吧,我们不能有一个家伙和这样的女孩在一起。
You got to cut her out, see!
你必须把她除掉,瞧!
Completely.
完全。
The fellahs won’t stand for it.”
伙计们不会容忍的。”
Dirk had a mental picture of himself striking a noble attitude and saying, “Won’t stand for it, huh!
德克脑海中浮现出一幅自己摆出高尚态度的画面,他说:“我不会容忍的,哈!
She’s worth more than the whole caboodle of you put together.
她比你们所有人加起来还值钱。
And you can all go to hell!”
你们都可以下地狱了!”
Instead he said, vaguely, “Oh.
相反,他含糊地说:“哦。
Well.
好吧。
Uh——”
呃——”
Dirk changed his seat in the classroom, avoided Mattie’s eye, shot out of the door the minute class was over.
德克在教室里换了座位,避开了玛蒂的目光,下课后就冲出了门。
One day he saw her coming toward him on the campus and he sensed that she intended to stop and speak to him—chide him laughingly, perhaps.
有一天,他在校园里看到她朝他走来,他感觉到她打算停下来和他说话——也许是笑着责骂他。
He quickened his pace, swerved a little to one side, and as he passed lifted his cap and nodded, keeping his eyes straight ahead.
他加快了脚步,稍微转向一侧,经过时,他抬起帽子,点点头,眼睛直视前方。
Out of the tail of his eye he could see her standing a moment irresolutely in the path.
他从眼尾看到她在小路上犹豫不决地站了一会儿。
He got into the fraternity.
他加入了兄弟会。
The fellahs liked him from the first.
伙计们从一开始就喜欢他。
Selina said once or twice, “Why don’t you bring that nice Mattie home with you again some time soon?
Selina 说过一两次:“你为什么不尽快把那个漂亮的 Mattie 带回家呢?
Such a nice girl—woman, rather.
真是个好女孩——确切地说是女人。
But she seemed so young and care-free while she was here, didn’t she?
但她在这里的时候看起来是那么年轻、无忧无虑,不是吗?
A fine mind, too, that girl.
这姑娘的心思也不错。
She’ll make something of herself.
她会做出一些自己的事情。
You’ll see.
你会看到的。
Bring her next week, h’m?”
下周带她来,嗯?”
Dirk shuffled, coughed, looked away.
德克拖着脚步,咳嗽一声,移开视线。
“Oh, I dunno.
“哦,我不知道。
Haven’t seen her lately.
最近没见过她。
Guess she’s busy with another crowd, or something.”
我猜她正忙着和另一群人打交道,或者别的什么。”
He tried not to think of what he had done, for he was honestly ashamed.
他努力不去想自己做了什么,因为他真的感到羞愧。
Terribly ashamed.
真是羞愧极了。
So he said to himself, “Oh, what of it!” and hid his shame.
于是他对自己说:“哦,那又怎样呢!”并隐藏了他的羞耻。
A month later Selina again said, “I wish you’d invite Mattie for Thanksgiving dinner.
一个月后,Selina 再次说道:“我希望你能邀请 Mattie 吃感恩节晚餐。
Unless she’s going home, which I doubt.
除非她回家,我对此表示怀疑。
We’ll have turkey and pumpkin pie and all the rest of it.
我们要吃火鸡和南瓜派以及其他所有的东西。
She’ll love it.”
她会喜欢的。”
“Mattie?” He had actually forgotten her name.
“玛蒂?”他其实已经忘记了她的名字。
“Yes, of course.
“是的,当然。
Isn’t that right?
是不是这样?
Mattie Schwengauer?”
马蒂·施文高?”
“Oh, her.
“噢,她。
Uh—well—I haven’t been seeing her lately.”
呃——好吧——我最近没见到她。”
“Oh, Dirk, you haven’t quarrelled with that nice girl!”
“哦,德克,你没有和那个好女孩吵架!”
He decided to have it out.
他决定把它说出来。
“Listen, Mother.
“听着,妈妈。
There are a lot of different crowds at the U, see?
U 有很多不同的人群,看到了吗?
And Mattie doesn’t belong to any of ’em.
玛蒂不属于他们中的任何一个。
You wouldn’t understand, but it’s like this.
你不会明白,但就是这样。
She—she’s smart and jolly and everything but she just doesn’t belong.
她——她聪明、快乐,什么都有,但她就是不属于这里。
Being friends with a girl like that doesn’t get you anywhere.
和这样的女孩做朋友不会给你带来任何好处。
Besides, she isn’t a girl.
更何况,她也不是个女孩。
She’s a middle-aged woman, when you come to think of it.”
仔细想想,她已经是个中年妇女了。”
“Doesn’t get you anywhere!” Selina’s tone was cool and even.
“你哪儿也去不了!” Selina的语气冷静而平稳。
Then, as the boy’s gaze did not meet hers: “Why, Dirk DeJong, Mattie Schwengauer is one of my reasons for sending you to a university.
然后,当男孩的目光没有与她对视时:“为什么,德克·德容,马蒂·施文高尔是我送你去大学的原因之一。
She’s what I call part of a university education.
她就是我所说的大学教育的一部分。
Just talking to her is learning something valuable.
只要和她交谈就能学到一些有价值的东西。
I don’t mean that you wouldn’t naturally prefer pretty young girls of your own age to go around with, and all.
我并不是说你自然而然地不喜欢与你同龄的年轻漂亮女孩交往等等。
It would be queer if you didn’t.
如果你不这样做那就太奇怪了。
But this Mattie—why, she’s life.
但是这个玛蒂——为什么,她就是生命。
Do you remember that story of when she washed dishes in the kosher restaurant over on Twelfth Street and the proprietor used to rent out dishes and cutlery for Irish and Italian neighbourhood weddings where they had pork and goodness knows what all, and then use them next day in the restaurant again for the kosher customers?”
你还记得那个故事吗?当她在第十二街的犹太餐厅洗盘子时,老板过去常常为爱尔兰和意大利邻里的婚礼出租盘子和餐具,他们在那里吃猪肉和天知道是什么,然后第二天在餐厅再次为犹太顾客使用它们?”
Yes, Dirk remembered.
是的,德克记得。
Selina wrote Mattie, inviting her to the farm for Thanksgiving, and Mattie answered gratefully, declining.
塞琳娜写信给玛蒂,邀请她去农场过感恩节,玛蒂感激地回信,但拒绝了。
“I shall always remember you,” she wrote in that letter, “with love.”
她在信中写道:“我将永远怀着爱记住你。”
Throughout Dirk’s Freshman year there were, for him, no heartening, informal, mellow talks before the wood-fire in the book-lined study of some professor whose wisdom was such a mixture of classic lore and modernism as to be an inspiration to his listeners.
对德克来说,在大一的整个一年里,在一位教授的书房里,在柴火前,没有任何令人振奋的、非正式的、温和的谈话,而这位教授的智慧是古典传说和现代主义的混合体,足以激励他的听众。
Midwest professors delivered their lectures in the classroom as they had been delivering them in the past ten or twenty years and as they would deliver them until death or a trustees’ meeting should remove them.
中西部的教授们在课堂上讲课,就像他们在过去十年或二十年里一直讲课一样,直到死亡或董事会会议将其取消为止。
The younger professors and instructors in natty gray suits and bright-coloured ties made a point of being unpedantic in the classroom and rather overdid it.
年轻的教授和讲师穿着整洁的灰色西装,打着鲜艳的领带,在课堂上表现得不迂腐,甚至有些过头了。
They posed as being one of the fellows; would dashingly use a bit of slang to create a laugh from the boys and an adoring titter from the girls.
他们假装是这些人中的一员;他会大胆地使用一些俚语来引起男孩们的笑声和女孩们的可爱的窃笑声。
Dirk somehow preferred the pedants to these.
不知何故,德克更喜欢学究们,而不是这些。
When these had to give an informal talk to the men before some university event they would start by saying, “Now listen, fellahs——” At the dances they were not above “rushing” the pretty co-eds.
当这些人在一些大学活动之前必须与男士们进行非正式谈话时,他们会首先说:“现在听着,伙计们——”在舞会上,他们并不在意“冲向”漂亮的男女生。
Two of Dirk’s classes were conducted by women professors.
德克的两门课程是由女教授授课的。
They were well on toward middle age, or past it; desiccated women.
他们已经步入中年,或者已经过了中年。干燥的女人。
Only their eyes were alive.
只有他们的眼睛还活着。
Their clothes were of some indefinite dark stuff, brown or drab-gray; their hair lifeless; their hands long, bony, unvital.
他们的衣服是某种不明确的深色材料制成的,棕色或土灰色。他们的头发毫无生气;他们的手又长又瘦,毫无生气。
They had seen classes and classes and classes.
他们看过课程、课程、课程。
A roomful of fresh young faces that appeared briefly only to be replaced by another roomful of fresh young faces like round white pencil marks manipulated momentarily on a slate, only to be sponged off to give way to other round white marks.
一屋子新鲜的年轻面孔出现了一会儿,很快就被另一屋子新鲜的年轻面孔所取代,就像在石板上短暂操作的圆形白色铅笔标记,只是被海绵擦掉,让位于其他圆形白色标记。
Of the two women one—the elder—was occasionally likely to flare into sudden life; a flame in the ashes of a burned-out grate.
这两个女人中,其中一位——年长的——偶尔会突然变得活跃起来;而另一位则可能会突然变得活跃起来。烧毁的炉排灰烬中的火焰。
She had humour and a certain caustic wit, qualities that had managed miraculously to survive even the deadly and numbing effects of thirty years in the classroom.
她有幽默感和某种刻薄的机智,这些品质奇迹般地在课堂上三十年的致命和麻木的影响中幸存下来。
A fine mind, and iconoclastic, hampered by the restrictions of a conventional community and the soul of a congenital spinster.
头脑聪明,反传统,受到传统社会的限制和先天老处女的灵魂的阻碍。
Under the guidance of these Dirk chafed and grew restless.
在这些人的引导下,德克变得焦躁不安。
Miss Euphemia Hollingswood had a way of emphasizing every third or fifth syllable, bringing her voice down hard on it, thus:
尤菲米娅·霍林斯伍德小姐有办法强调每第三个或第五个音节,并把声音压得很低,因此:
“In the _con_sideration of _all_ the facts in the _case_ presented be_fore_ us we must _first_ review the _his_tory and at_tempt_ to analyze the _out_standing——”
“考虑到摆在我们面前的案件中的所有事实,我们必须首先回顾历史,并尝试分析突出的问题——”
He found himself waiting for that emphasis and shrinking from it as from a sledge-hammer blow.
他发现自己在等待这种强调,却像躲避大锤的打击一样畏缩不前。
It hurt his head.
他的头很痛。
Miss Lodge droned.
洛奇小姐嗡嗡地叫着。
She approached a word with a maddening uh-uh-uh-uh.
她接近一个词时,发出令人发狂的“嗯嗯嗯嗯”的声音。
In the uh-uh-uh face of the uh-uh-uh-uh geometrical situation of the uh-uh-uh uh——
In the uh-uh-uh face of the uh-uh-uh-uh geometrical situation of the uh-uh-uh uh——
He shifted restlessly in his chair, found his hands clenched into fists, and took refuge in watching the shadow cast by an oak branch outside the window on a patch of sunlight against the blackboard behind her.
他不安地在椅子上动来动去,发现自己的双手紧握成拳,躲在窗外,看着窗外橡树枝在阳光下投在她身后黑板上的影子。
During the early spring Dirk and Selina talked things over again, seated before their own fireplace in the High Prairie farmhouse.
早春期间,德克和塞琳娜坐在高草原农舍自家的壁炉前再次讨论了事情。
Selina had had that fireplace built five years before and her love of it amounted to fire-worship.
塞琳娜五年前就建了那个壁炉,她对它的热爱相当于对火的崇拜。
She had it lighted always on winter evenings and in the spring when the nights were sharp.
她总是在冬天的晚上和春天夜色深的时候点燃它。
In Dirk’s absence she would sit before it at night long after the rest of the weary household had gone to bed.
晚上德克不在的时候,在疲惫的家人都上床睡觉很久之后,她才会坐在它面前。
Old Pom, the mongrel, lay stretched at her feet enjoying such luxury in old age as he had never dreamed of in his bastard youth.
老波姆,那个杂种,躺在她脚边,享受着晚年的奢华,这是他在私生子年轻时从未梦想过的。
High Prairie, driving by from some rare social gathering or making a late trip to market as they sometimes were forced to do, saw the rosy flicker of Mrs. DeJong’s fire dancing on the wall and warmed themselves by it even while they resented it.
海普雷里在一次罕见的社交聚会后开车经过,或者像有时被迫那样去很晚的市场,看到德容夫人的火在墙上舞动着玫瑰色的火焰,尽管他们很怨恨,但还是用它取暖了。
“A good heater in there and yet anyway she’s got to have a fire going in a grate.
“那里有一个很好的加热器,但无论如何,她必须在炉排里生火。
Always she does something funny like that.
她总是做这样有趣的事情。
I should think she’d be lonesome sitting there like that with her dog only.”
我想她只和她的狗一起坐在那里会很孤独。”
They never knew how many guests Selina entertained there before her fire those winter evenings—old friends and new.
他们永远不知道那些冬天的夜晚,塞琳娜在炉火前招待了多少客人——老朋友和新朋友。
Sobig was there, the plump earth-grimed baby who rolled and tumbled in the fields while his young mother wiped the sweat from her face to look at him with fond eyes.
索比格就在那里,那个浑身沾满泥土的胖乎乎的婴儿在田野里打滚翻滚,而他年轻的母亲擦着脸上的汗水,用慈爱的眼神看着他。
Dirk DeJong of ten years hence was there.
十年后的德克·德容也在那里。
Simeon Peake, dapper, soft-spoken, ironic, in his shiny boots and his hat always a little on one side.
西蒙·皮克 (Simeon Peake),衣冠楚楚,说话轻声细语,颇具讽刺意味,穿着闪亮的靴子,帽子总是偏向一侧。
Pervus DeJong, a blue-shirted giant with strong tender hands and little fine golden hairs on the backs of them.
佩尔乌斯·德容(Pervus DeJong),一个身穿蓝色衬衫的巨人,拥有有力而柔软的双手,手背上长着细小的金色毛发。
Fanny Davenport, the actress-idol of her girlhood came back to her, smiling, bowing; and the gorgeous spangled creatures in the tights and bodices of the old Extravaganzas.
范妮·达文波特,她少女时代的偶像,又回到了她身边,微笑着,鞠躬。还有穿着旧式盛会的紧身衣和紧身胸衣的华丽闪亮生物。
In strange contrast to these was the patient, tireless figure of Maartje Pool standing in the doorway of Roelf’s little shed, her arms tucked in her apron for warmth.
与这些形成奇怪对比的是,玛尔杰·普尔 (Maartje Pool) 耐心、不知疲倦地站在罗尔夫小棚子的门口,她的手臂塞在围裙里取暖。
“You make fun, huh?” she said, wistfully, “you and Roelf.
“你开玩笑吧?”她若有所思地说:“你和罗尔夫。
You make fun.” And Roelf, the dark vivid boy, misunderstood.
你开玩笑。”而罗尔夫,这个肤色黝黑、生动的男孩却误解了。
Roelf, the genius.
罗尔夫,天才。
He was always one of the company.
他始终是公司的一员。
Oh, Selina DeJong never was lonely on these winter evenings before her fire.
哦,塞琳娜·德容 (Selina DeJong) 在这些冬天的夜晚,生火前从来不感到孤独。
She and Dirk sat there one fine sharp evening in early April.
四月初的一个晴朗的夜晚,她和德克坐在那儿。
It was Saturday.
那是星期六。
Of late Dirk had not always come to the farm for the week-end.
最近德克并不总是来农场度周末。
Eugene and Paula Arnold had been home for the Easter holidays.
尤金·阿诺德和保拉·阿诺德一直在家过复活节假期。
Julie Arnold had invited Dirk to the gay parties at the Prairie Avenue house.
朱莉·阿诺德邀请德克参加草原大道房子的同性恋派对。
He had even spent two entire week-ends there.
他甚至在那里度过了整个周末。
After the brocaded luxury of the Prairie Avenue house his farm bedroom seemed almost startlingly stark and bare.
经历了草原大道那座锦缎般的奢华之后,他农场的卧室显得几乎令人吃惊的荒凉和空旷。
Selina frankly enjoyed Dirk’s somewhat fragmentary accounts of these visits; extracted from them as much vicarious pleasure as he had had in the reality—more, probably.
塞琳娜坦率地喜欢德克对这些访问的一些零碎的描述。他从他们那里获得的替代快乐与他在现实中获得的快乐一样多——可能更多。
“Now tell me what you had to eat,” she would say, sociably, like a child.
“现在告诉我你必须吃什么,”她会像孩子一样友善地说道。
“What did you have for dinner, for example?
“比如说,你晚餐吃什么?
Was it grand?
盛大吗?
Julie tells me they have a butler now.
朱莉告诉我他们现在有一个管家了。
Well!
好吧!
I can’t wait till I hear Aug Hempel on the subject.”
我迫不及待地想听到奥格·亨佩尔谈论这个话题。”
He would tell her of the grandeurs of the Arnold ménage.
他会告诉她阿诺德家族的辉煌。
She would interrupt and exclaim: “Mayonnaise!
她会打断并惊呼:“蛋黄酱!
On fruit!
靠水果!
Oh, I don’t believe I’d like _that_.
哦,我不相信我会喜欢那个。
You did!
你做到了!
Well, I’ll have it for you next week when you come home.
好吧,下周你回家时我会给你。
I’ll get the recipe from Julie.”
我会从朱莉那里得到食谱。”
He didn’t think he’d be home next week.
他认为下周他不会回家。
One of the fellows he’d met at the Arnolds’ had invited him to their place out north, on the lake.
他在阿诺德家遇到的一位朋友邀请他去他们位于北方湖边的住处。
He had a boat.
他有一条船。
“That’ll be lovely!” Selina exclaimed, after an almost unnoticeable moment of silence—silence with panic in it.
“那会很可爱的!”塞琳娜在一阵几乎难以察觉的沉默之后惊呼道——沉默中夹杂着惊慌。
“I’ll try not to fuss and be worried like an old hen every minute of the time I think you’re on the water.
“当我认为你在水面上时,我会尽量不要像一只老母鸡一样大惊小怪和担心。
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Now do go on, Sobig.
现在继续吧,索比格。
First fruit with mayonnaise, h’m?
第一个水果加蛋黄酱,嗯?
What kind of soup?”
什么样的汤?”
He was not a naturally talkative person.
他并不是一个天生健谈的人。
There was nothing surly about his silence.
他的沉默中并没有什么阴郁的地方。
It was a taciturn streak inherited from his Dutch ancestry.
这是他遗传自荷兰血统的沉默寡言的性格。
This time, though, he was more voluble than usual.
不过这一次,他比平时更加健谈。
“Paula .
“保拉。
.
。
.” came again and again into his conversation.
”。一次又一次地出现在他的谈话中。
“Paula .
“保拉。
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。
Paula .
保拉.
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.” and again “.
”。再次“。
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。
.
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Paula.” He did not seem conscious of the repetition, but Selina’s quick ear caught it.
宝拉。”他似乎没有意识到自己重复了这句话,但赛琳娜敏捷的耳朵却听出了这一点。
“I haven’t seen her,” Selina said, “since she went away to school the first year.
“自从她第一年去上学以来,我就没有见过她了,”塞琳娜说。
She must be—let’s see—she’s a year older than you are.
她一定——让我们看看——她比你大一岁。
She’s nineteen going on twenty.
她十九岁了,马上就二十岁了。
Last time I saw her I thought she was a dark scrawny little thing.
上次我见到她时,我以为她是一个皮肤黝黑、骨瘦如柴的小东西。
Too bad she didn’t inherit Julie’s lovely gold colouring and good looks, instead of Eugene, who doesn’t need ’em.”
可惜她没有继承朱莉可爱的金色肤色和漂亮的外表,而是继承了不需要这些的尤金。”
“She isn’t!” said Dirk, hotly.
“她不是!”德克激动地说。
“She’s dark and slim and sort of—uh—sensuous”—Selina started visibly, and raised her hand quickly to her mouth to hide a smile—“like Cleopatra.
“她又黑又苗条,还有点——呃——性感”——塞琳娜显然吃了一惊,然后迅速举起手捂住嘴角,掩饰微笑——“就像克利奥帕特拉一样。
Her eyes are big and kind of slanting—not squinty I don’t mean, but slanting up a little at the corners.
她的眼睛很大,有点倾斜——我不是说斜视,而是眼角稍微向上倾斜。
Cut out, kind of, so that they look bigger than most people’s.”
稍微剪一下,这样它们看起来就比大多数人的大了。”
“My eyes used to be considered rather fine,” said Selina, mischievously; but he did not hear.
“以前我的眼睛还算不错的。”赛琳娜调皮地说。但他没有听到。
“She makes all the other girls look sort of blowzy.” He was silent a moment.
“她让所有其他女孩看起来都有点狂妄。”他沉默了一会儿。
Selina was silent, too, and it was not a happy silence.
赛琳娜也沉默了,这不是一种愉快的沉默。
Dirk spoke again, suddenly, as though continuing aloud a train of thought, “—all but her hands.”
德克突然又开口了,仿佛在继续大声思考,“——除了她的手。”
Selina made her voice sound natural, not sharply inquisitive.
塞琳娜的声音听起来很自然,没有尖锐的好奇心。
“What’s the matter with her hands, Dirk?”
“她的手怎么了,德克?”
He pondered a moment, his brows knitted.
他沉思片刻,眉头紧锁。
At last, slowly, “Well, I don’t know.
最后,慢慢地说:“好吧,我不知道。
They’re brown, and awfully thin and sort of—grabby.
它们是棕色的,非常薄,而且有点抢手。
I mean it makes me nervous to watch them.
我的意思是,看着他们让我感到紧张。
And when the rest of her is cool they’re hot when you touch them.”
当她的其他部分很冷时,当你触摸它们时,它们就会变得很热。”
He looked at his mother’s hands that were busy with some sewing.
他看着母亲那双忙着做针线活的手。
The stuff on which she was working was a bit of satin ribbon; part of a hood intended to grace the head of Geertje Pool Vander Sijde’s second baby.
她正在做的东西是一小段缎带;兜帽的一部分,旨在为 Geertje Pool Vander Sijde 的第二个孩子的头部增光添彩。
She had difficulty in keeping her rough fingers from catching on the soft surface of the satin.
她很难不让粗糙的手指碰到柔软的绸缎表面。
Manual work, water, sun, and wind had tanned those hands, hardened them, enlarged the knuckles, spread them, roughened them.
体力劳动、水、阳光和风使那双手晒黑、变硬、指关节变大、变宽、变粗糙。
Yet how sure they were, and strong, and cool and reliable—and tender.
然而他们是多么自信、坚强、冷静、可靠——而且温柔。
Suddenly, looking at them, Dirk said, “Now your hands.
突然,德克看着他们说:“现在你们的手。
I love your hands, Mother.”
我爱你的手,妈妈。”
She put down her work hastily, yet quietly, so that the sudden rush of happy grateful tears in her eyes should not sully the pink satin ribbon.
她匆忙而安静地放下手中的工作,以免眼中突然涌出的幸福感激的泪水玷污了粉红色的缎带。
She was flushed, like a girl.
她满脸通红,像个小姑娘。
“Do you, Sobig?” she said.
“你是吗,索比格?”她说。
After a moment she took up her sewing again.
过了一会儿,她又开始做针线活。
Her face looked young, eager, fresh, like the face of the girl who had found cabbages so beautiful that night when she bounced along the rutty Halsted road with Klaas Pool, many years ago.
她的脸看起来年轻、热切、新鲜,就像许多年前那个晚上,当她和克拉斯·普尔一起沿着崎岖的霍尔斯特德路蹦蹦跳跳时,发现卷心菜是如此美丽的女孩的脸。
It came into her face, that look, when she was happy, exhilarated, excited.
当她高兴、兴奋、激动时,她的表情就出现在她的脸上。
That was why those who loved her and brought that look into her face thought her beautiful, while those who did not love her never saw the look and consequently considered her a plain woman.
所以,那些爱她的人,看到她那张脸的时候,都觉得她很漂亮,而那些不爱她的人,却从来没有见过她的样子,所以认为她是一个平庸的女人。
There was another silence between the two.
两人之间又是一阵沉默。
Then: “Mother, what would you think of my going East next fall, to take a course in architecture?”
然后:“妈妈,你觉得我明年秋天去东部学习建筑课程怎么样?”
“Would you like that, Dirk?”
“你愿意吗,德克?”
“Yes, I think so—yes.”
“是的,我想是的——是的。”
“Then I’d like it better than anything in the world.
“那我比世界上任何东西都更喜欢它。
I—it makes me happy just to think of it.”
我——光是想到这一点就让我感到高兴。”
“It would—cost an awful lot.”
“这会——花费很多。”
“I’ll manage.
“我会处理的。
I’ll manage.
我会处理的。
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What made you decide on architecture?”
是什么让你决定选择建筑?”
“I don’t know, exactly.
“我不知道,确切地说。
The new buildings at the university—Gothic, you know—are such a contrast to the old.
大学的新建筑——哥特式,你知道——与旧建筑形成鲜明对比。
Then Paula and I were talking the other day.
那天我和宝拉正在聊天。
She hates their house on Prairie—terrible old lumpy gray stone pile, with the black of the I.
她讨厌他们在草原上的房子——可怕的、古老的、凹凸不平的灰色石头堆,带有I号的黑色。
C.
C.
trains all over it.
火车到处都是。
She wants her father to build north—an Italian villa or French château.
她希望她的父亲在北方建造一栋意大利别墅或法国城堡。
Something of that sort.
类似的东西。
So many of her friends are moving to the north shore, away from these hideous south-side and north-side Chicago houses with their stoops, and their bay windows, and their terrible turrets.
她的许多朋友都搬到了北岸,远离芝加哥南侧和北侧那些丑陋的房屋,这些房屋有弯腰、凸窗和可怕的塔楼。
Ugh!”
呃!
“Well, now, do you know,” Selina remonstrated mildly, “I like ’em.
“好吧,你知道吗,”塞琳娜温和地抗议道,“我喜欢他们。
I suppose I’m wrong, but to me they seem sort of natural and solid and unpretentious, like the clothes that old August Hempel wears, so squarecut and baggy.
我想我错了,但对我来说,它们看起来有点自然、扎实、朴实无华,就像老奥古斯特·亨佩尔穿的衣服,那么方形、宽松。
Those houses look dignified to me, and fitting.
那些房子在我看来很庄严、很合适。
They may be ugly—probably are—but anyway they’re not ridiculous.
它们可能很丑——可能确实很丑——但无论如何它们并不可笑。
They have a certain rugged grandeur.
他们有一种粗犷的气势。
They’re Chicago.
他们是芝加哥。
Those French and Italian gimcracky things they—they’re incongruous.
那些法国和意大利的花哨的东西——它们是不协调的。
It’s as if Abraham Lincoln were to appear suddenly in pink satin knee breeches and buckled shoes, and lace ruffles at his wrists.”
就好像亚伯拉罕·林肯穿着粉红色缎面及膝马裤和带扣的鞋子突然出现,手腕上有蕾丝褶边。”
Dirk could laugh at that picture.
德克可能会嘲笑那张照片。
But he protested, too.
但他也提出抗议。
“But there’s no native architecture, so what’s to be done!
“但是没有原生架构,所以该怎么办!
You wouldn’t call those smoke-blackened old stone and brick piles with their iron fences and their conservatories and cupolas and gingerbread exactly native, would you?”
你不会把那些被烟熏黑的旧石堆和砖堆,还有铁栅栏、温室、圆顶和姜饼完全是本地的,对吗?”
“No,” Selina admitted, “but those Italian villas and French châteaux in north Chicago suburbs are a good deal like a lace evening gown in the Arizona desert.
“不,”塞琳娜承认,“但是芝加哥北部郊区的那些意大利别墅和法国城堡很像亚利桑那州沙漠中的蕾丝晚礼服。
It wouldn’t keep you cool in the daytime, and it wouldn’t be warm enough at night.
白天它不会让你保持凉爽,晚上也不会足够温暖。
I suppose a native architecture is evolved from building for the local climate and the needs of the community, keeping beauty in mind as you go.
我认为本土建筑是从针对当地气候和社区需求的建筑演变而来的,在建造过程中始终牢记美丽。
We don’t need turrets and towers any more than we need draw-bridges and moats.
我们不需要炮塔和塔楼,就像我们不需要吊桥和护城河一样。
It’s all right to keep them, I suppose, where they grew up, in a country where the feudal system meant that any day your next-door neighbour might take it into his head to call his gang around him and sneak up to steal your wife and tapestries and gold drinking cups.”
我想,把他们留在他们长大的地方,在一个封建制度意味着你的隔壁邻居有一天可能会想起来叫他的帮派在他身边,偷偷偷偷偷走你的妻子、挂毯和金酒杯的国家,这是可以的。”
Dirk was interested and amused.
德克很感兴趣,也觉得好笑。
Talks with his mother were likely to affect him thus.
与他母亲的谈话很可能会影响到他。
“What’s your idea of a real Chicago house, Mother?”
“妈妈,你认为真正的芝加哥房子是什么样的?”
Selina answered quickly, as if she had thought often about it; as if she would have liked just such a dwelling on the site of the old DeJong farmhouse in which they now were seated so comfortably.
赛琳娜回答得很快,仿佛她已经思考过很多次一样。就好像她希望在德容老农舍的旧址上有这样的住所,他们现在就坐在里面,坐得很舒服。
“Well, it would need big porches for the hot days and nights so’s to catch the prevailing southwest winds from the prairies in the summer—a porch that would be swung clear around to the east, too—or a terrace or another porch east so that if the precious old lake breeze should come up just when you think you’re dying of the heat, as it sometimes does, you could catch that, too.
“嗯,在炎热的白天和夜晚,它需要大门廊,以便在夏天捕捉来自草原的盛行西南风——一个门廊也可以向东摆动——或者一个露台或另一个东门廊,这样,如果当你认为你快要热死的时候,珍贵的古老湖风吹来,就像有时那样,你也可以捕捉到它。
It ought to be built—the house, I mean—rather squarish and tight and solid against our cold winters and north-easters.
它应该被建造——我的意思是房子——相当方形、紧凑和坚固,以抵御我们寒冷的冬天和东北部的气候。
Then sleeping porches, of course.
当然还有睡觉的门廊。
There’s a grand American institution for you!
有一所宏伟的美国机构适合您!
England may have its afternoon tea on the terrace, and Spain may have its patio, and France its courtyard, and Italy its pergola, vine-covered; but America’s got the sleeping porch—the screened-in open-air sleeping porch, and I shouldn’t wonder if the man who first thought of that would get precedence, on Judgment Day, over the men who invented the aeroplane, the talking machine, and the telephone.
英国可能在露台上喝下午茶,西班牙可能有露台,法国可能有庭院,意大利可能有藤蔓覆盖的凉棚;但美国有睡眠门廊——有屏蔽的露天睡眠门廊,我不应该怀疑第一个想到这一点的人是否会在审判日优先于发明飞机、通话器和电话的人。
After all, he had nothing in mind but the health of the human race.” After which grand period Selina grinned at Dirk, and Dirk grinned at Selina and the two giggled together there by the fireplace, companionably.
毕竟,他只想着人类的健康。”之后,塞琳娜对德克微笑,德克对塞琳娜微笑,两人在壁炉旁友好地咯咯笑。
“Mother, you’re simply wonderful!—only your native Chicago dwelling seems to be mostly porch.”
“妈妈,你真是太棒了!——只有你家乡的芝加哥住宅似乎大部分都是门廊。”
Selina waved such carping criticism away with a careless hand.
塞琳娜漫不经心地挥手打消了这种挑剔的批评。
“Oh, well, any house that has enough porches, and two or three bathrooms and at least eight closets can be lived in comfortably, no matter what else it has or hasn’t got.”
“哦,好吧,任何有足够门廊、两到三个浴室和至少八个壁橱的房子都可以舒适地居住,无论它有或没有什么。”
Next day they were more serious.
第二天他们更加严重了。
The eastern college and the architectural career seemed to be settled things.
东部学院和建筑事业似乎已经尘埃落定。
Selina was content, happy.
赛琳娜很满足,很幸福。
Dirk was troubled about the expense.
德克对这笔费用感到困扰。
He spoke of it at breakfast next morning (Dirk’s breakfast; his mother had had hers hours before and now as he drank his coffee, was sitting with him a moment and glancing at the paper that had come in the rural mail delivery).
第二天早餐时他谈到了这件事(德克的早餐;他的母亲在几个小时前吃过她的早餐,现在当他喝咖啡时,她和他坐了一会儿,瞥了一眼乡村邮递中送来的报纸)。
She had been out in the fields overseeing the transplanting of young tomato seedlings from hotbed to field.
她一直在田里监督番茄幼苗从温床到田间的移植。
She wore an old gray sweater buttoned up tight, for the air was still sharp.
她穿着一件旧的灰色毛衣,扣子扣得很紧,因为空气仍然很刺鼻。
On her head was a battered black felt soft hat (an old one of Dirk’s) much like the one she had worn to the Haymarket that day ten years ago.
她头上戴着一顶破旧的黑色毛毡软帽(德克的旧帽子),很像十年前那天她去干草市场时戴的那顶。
Selina’s cheeks were faintly pink from her walk across the fields in the brisk morning air.
塞琳娜在清晨的空气中穿过田野,脸颊泛着淡淡的粉红色。
She sniffed.
她吸了吸鼻子。
“That coffee smells wonderful.
“那杯咖啡闻起来很香。
I think I’ll just——” She poured herself a half cup with the air of virtue worn by one who really longs for a whole cup and doesn’t take it.
我想我就——”她给自己倒了半杯,一脸想喝整杯却又不喝的德行。
“I’ve been thinking,” he began, “the expense——”
“我一直在想,”他开始说道,“费用——”
“Pigs,” said Selina, serenely.
“猪,”塞琳娜平静地说。
“Pigs!” He looked around, bewildered; stared at his mother.
“猪!”他环顾四周,感到困惑;盯着他的母亲。
“Pigs’ll do it,” Selina explained, calmly.
“猪会做到的,”塞琳娜平静地解释道。
“I’ve been wanting to put them in for three or four years.
“三四年来我一直想把它们放进去。
It’s August Hempel’s idea.
这是奥古斯特·亨佩尔的主意。
Hogs, I should have said.”
猪,我应该说的。”
Again, as before, he echoed, “Hogs!” rather faintly.
和之前一样,他再次重复道:“猪!”相当微弱。
“High-bred hogs.
“良种猪。
They’re worth their weight in silver this minute, and will be for years to come.
他们此刻的价值与白银的重量相当,而且在未来的几年里也将如此。
I won’t go in for them extensively.
我不会深入研究它们。
Just enough to make an architect out of Mr. Dirk DeJong.” Then, at the expression in his face: “Don’t look so pained, son.
足以让德克·德容先生成为一名建筑师。”然后,看到他脸上的表情:“别显得那么痛苦,孩子。
There’s nothing revolting about a hog—not my kind, brought up in a pen as sanitary as a tiled bathroom and fed on corn.
猪没有什么令人反感的——不是我这种猪,在像瓷砖浴室一样卫生的猪栏里长大,吃玉米。
He’s a handsome, impressive-looking animal, the hog, when he isn’t treated like one.”
当他没有受到像猪一样的对待时,他就是一头英俊、令人印象深刻的动物,猪。”
He looked dejected.
他看上去很沮丧。
“I’d rather not go to school on—hogs.”
“我宁愿不去学校——猪。”
She took off the felt hat and tossed it over to the old couch by the window; smoothed her hair back with the flat of her palm.
她摘下毡帽,扔到窗边的旧沙发上。用手掌将头发向后抚平。
You saw that the soft dark hair was liberally sprinkled with gray now, but the eyes were bright and clear as ever.
你看到那柔软的黑发现在已经满是花白,但眼睛却一如既往地明亮而清澈。
“You know, Sobig, this is what they call a paying farm—as vegetable farms go.
“你知道,索比格,这就是他们所谓的付费农场——就像蔬菜农场一样。
We’re out of debt, the land’s in good shape, the crop promises well if we don’t have another rainy cold spring like last year’s.
我们还清了债务,土地状况良好,如果我们没有像去年那样又一个多雨的寒冷春天,收成就会很好。
But no truck garden is going to make its owner rich these days, with labour so high and the market what it is, and the expense of hauling and all.
但如今,没有哪个卡车花园能让它的主人致富,因为劳动力如此之高,市场又如此,还有运输费用等等。
Any truck farmer who comes out even thinks he’s come out ahead.”
任何站出来的卡车农民都认为自己已经领先了。”
“I know it.” Rather miserably.
“我知道这。”比较惨。
“Well.
” “好吧。
I’m not complaining, son.
我没有抱怨,儿子。
I’m just telling you.
我只是告诉你。
I’m having a grand time.
我玩得很开心。
When I see the asparagus plantation actually yielding, that I planted ten years ago, I’m as happy as if I’d stumbled on a gold mine.
当我看到十年前种下的芦笋种植园实际收获时,我就像偶然发现了一座金矿一样高兴。
I think, sometimes, of the way your father objected to my planting the first one.
有时我会想起你父亲反对我种植第一棵树的方式。
April, like this, in the country, with everything coming up green and new in the rich black loam—I can’t tell you.
四月,就像这样,在乡下,一切都在肥沃的黑壤土上绽放出绿色和新意——我无法告诉你。
And when I know that it goes to market as food—the best kind of food, that keeps people’s bodies clean and clear and flexible and strong!
当我知道它作为食物进入市场时——最好的食物,可以使人们的身体保持干净、清晰、灵活和强壮!
I like to think of babies’ mothers saying: ‘Now eat your spinach, every scrap, or you can’t have any dessert!
我喜欢想象婴儿的母亲会说:‘现在吃掉你的菠菜,所有的残渣,否则你就不能吃任何甜点了!
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Carrots make your eyes bright.
胡萝卜使你的眼睛明亮。
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Finish your potato.
吃完你的土豆。
Potatoes make you strong!’”
土豆让你变得强壮!’”
Selina laughed, flushed a little.
赛琳娜笑了,脸有些红。
“Yes, but how about hogs?
“是的,但是猪呢?
Do you feel that way about hogs?”
你对猪也有这样的感觉吗?”
“Certainly!” said Selina, briskly.
“当然!”塞琳娜轻快地说。
She pushed toward him a little blue-and-white platter that lay on the white cloth near her elbow.
她把一个蓝白相间的小盘子推向他,盘子放在她肘部附近的白布上。
“Have a bit more bacon, Dirk.
“多吃一点培根,德克。
One of these nice curly slivers that are so crisp.”
这些漂亮的卷曲条子之一,非常脆。”
“I’ve finished my breakfast, Mother.” He rose.
“我已经吃完早餐了,妈妈。”他站了起来。
The following autumn saw him a student of architecture at Cornell.
第二年秋天,他成为康奈尔大学建筑系的学生。
He worked hard, studied even during his vacations.
他工作努力,即使在假期也学习。
He would come home to the heat and humidity of the Illinois summers and spend hours each day in his own room that he had fitted up with a long work table and a drawing board.
他会回到家,感受伊利诺伊州夏季的炎热和潮湿,每天在自己的房间里呆上几个小时,房间里配备了一张长工作桌和一张画板。
His T-square was at hand; two triangles—a 45 and a 60; his compass; a pair of dividers.
他的丁字尺就在眼前;两个三角形——45 和 60;他的指南针;一对分隔器。
Selina sometimes stood behind him watching him as he carefully worked on the tracing paper.
塞琳娜有时会站在他身后看着他仔细地在描图纸上工作。
His contempt for the local architecture was now complete.
他对当地建筑的蔑视现在已经彻底了。
Especially did he hold forth on the subject of the apartment-houses that were mushrooming on every street in Chicago from Hyde Park on the south to Evanston on the north.
他特别谈到了芝加哥每条街道上从南边的海德公园到北边的埃文斯顿的公寓楼的主题。
Chicago was very elegant in speaking of these; never called them “flats”; always apartments.
芝加哥在谈论这些时非常优雅。从来没有称它们为“公寓”;总是公寓。
In front of each of these (there were usually six to a building), was stuck a little glass-enclosed cubicle known as a sun-parlour.
在每个房间的前面(一栋大楼通常有六个房间),都插着一个玻璃封闭的小隔间,称为阳光客厅。
In these (sometimes you heard them spoken of, grandly, as solariums) Chicago dwellers took refuge from the leaden skies, the heavy lake atmosphere, the gray mist and fog and smoke that so frequently swathed the city in gloom.
在这些(有时你会听到它们被夸大地称为日光浴室)中,芝加哥居民躲避阴沉的天空、沉重的湖气、灰色的薄雾、浓雾和烟雾,这些经常使这座城市笼罩在阴暗之中。
They were done in yellow or rose cretonnes.
它们是用黄色或玫瑰色的印花布制成的。
Silk lamp shades glowed therein, and flower-laden boxes.
丝绸灯罩和装满鲜花的盒子在里面闪闪发光。
In these frank little boxes Chicago read its paper, sewed, played bridge, even ate its breakfast.
在这些坦率的小盒子里,芝加哥阅读报纸、缝补衣服、打桥牌,甚至吃早餐。
It never pulled down the shades.
它从来没有拉下窗帘。
“Terrible!” Dirk fumed.
“太糟糕了!”德克勃然大怒。
“Not only are they hideous in themselves, stuck on the front of those houses like three pairs of spectacles; but the lack of decent privacy!
“它们不仅本身很丑陋,像三副眼镜一样粘在那些房子的前面;而且它们本身也很丑陋。”但缺乏像样的隐私!
They do everything but bathe in ’em.
他们什么都做,就是不洗澡。
Have they never heard the advice given people who live in glass houses!”
难道他们从来没有听过给住在玻璃房子里的人的建议吗!”
By his junior year he was talking in a large way about the Beaux Arts.
到了大三的时候,他就开始大肆谈论美术学院。
But Selina did not laugh at this.
但Selina并没有笑。
“Perhaps,” she thought.
“也许吧,”她想。
“Who can tell!
“谁能说得清呢!
After a year or two in an office here, why not another year of study in Paris if he needs it.”
在这里工作一两年后,如果他需要的话,为什么不在巴黎再学习一年呢?”
Though it was her busiest time on the farm Selina went to Ithaca for his graduation in 1913.
1913 年,尽管那是她在农场最忙碌的时期,塞琳娜还是前往伊萨卡参加了他的毕业典礼。
He was twenty-two and, she was calmly sure, the best-looking man in his class.
他二十二岁,她平静地确信,他是班上最漂亮的男人。
Undeniably he was a figure to please the eye; tall, well-built, as his father had been, and blond, too, like his father, except for his eyes.
不可否认,他是一个赏心悦目的人物。身材高大,体格健壮,就像他父亲一样,金发碧眼,除了眼睛之外,也像他父亲一样。
These were brown—not so dark as Selina’s, but with some of the soft liquid quality of her glance.
它们是棕色的——不像塞琳娜的那么黑,但她的目光带有一些柔和的液体质感。
They strengthened his face, somehow; gave him an ardent look of which he was not conscious.
不知何故,它们增强了他的面容;他不自觉地露出了热切的表情。
Women, feeling the ardour of that dark glance turned upon them, were likely to credit him with feelings toward themselves of which he was quite innocent.
女人们感受到那双阴暗的目光投向她们时的热情,很可能会相信他对自己有感情,而他对此是很无辜的。
They did not know that the glance and its effect were mere matters of pigmentation and eye-conformation.
他们不知道目光及其效果仅仅是色素沉着和眼睛形态的问题。
Then, too, the gaze of a man who talks little is always more effective than that of one who is loquacious.
而且,少言寡语的人的目光总是比多嘴的人的目光更有效。
Selina, in her black silk dress, and her plain black hat, and her sensible shoes was rather a quaint little figure amongst all those vivacious, bevoiled, and beribboned mammas.
塞琳娜穿着黑色丝质连衣裙,戴着朴素的黑色帽子,脚上穿着实用的鞋子,在所有那些活泼、忧郁、戴着丝带的妈妈们中,是一个相当古怪的小人物。
But a distinctive little figure, too.
但也是一个独特的小人物。
Dirk need not be ashamed of her.
德克不必为她感到羞耻。
She eyed the rather paunchy, prosperous, middle-aged fathers and thought, with a pang, how much handsomer Pervus would have been than any of these, if only he could have lived to see this day.
她看着大腹便便、事业有成的中年父亲,心中痛苦地想,如果佩尔乌斯能活着看到这一天,他一定比这些人英俊得多。
Then, involuntarily, she wondered if this day would ever have occurred, had Pervus lived.
然后,她不由自主地想,如果佩尔乌斯还活着的话,这一天是否会发生。
Chided herself for thinking thus.
责怪自己有这样的想法。
When he returned to Chicago, Dirk went into the office of Hollis & Sprague, Architects.
回到芝加哥后,德克走进了 Hollis & Sprague, Architects 的办公室。
He thought himself lucky to work with this firm, for it was doing much to guide Chicago’s taste in architecture away from the box car.
他认为自己很幸运能与这家公司合作,因为它在引导芝加哥的建筑品味远离棚车方面做出了很大贡献。
Already Michigan Boulevard’s skyline soared somewhat above the grimly horizontal.
密歇根大道的天际线已经高出可怕的水平线了。
But his work there was little more than that of draughtsman, and his weekly stipend could hardly be dignified by the term of salary.
但他在那里的工作只不过是绘图员,而他每周的津贴也很难以工资标准来衡量。
But he had large ideas about architecture and he found expression for his suppressed feelings on his week-ends spent with Selina at the farm.
但他对建筑有很大的想法,并且在与塞琳娜在农场度过的周末时,他找到了表达自己压抑的情感的方式。
“Baroque” was the word with which he dismissed the new Beachside Hotel, north.
他用“巴洛克”这个词来形容北部新建的海滨酒店。
He said the new Lincoln Park band-stand looked like an igloo.
他说新的林肯公园演奏台看起来像一座冰屋。
He said that the city council ought to order the Potter Palmer mansion destroyed as a blot on the landscape, and waxed profane on the subject of the east face of the Public Library Building, down town.
他说,市议会应该下令摧毁波特·帕尔默宅邸,因为它是景观中的一个污点,并对市中心公共图书馆大楼东面的话题进行了亵渎。
“Never mind,” Selina assured him, happily.
“没关系,”塞琳娜高兴地向他保证。
“It was all thrown up so hastily.
“这一切都是这么仓促地提出来的。
Remember that just yesterday, or the day before, Chicago was an Indian fort, with tepees where towers are now, and mud wallows in place of asphalt.
请记住,就在昨天,或者说前天,芝加哥还是一座印第安堡垒,现在的塔楼变成了圆锥形帐篷,沥青取代了泥浆。
Beauty needs time to perfect it.
美丽需要时间来完善。
Perhaps we’ve been waiting all these years for just such youngsters as you.
也许这些年来我们一直在等待像你这样的年轻人。
And maybe some day I’ll be driving down Michigan Boulevard with a distinguished visitor—Roelf Pool, perhaps.
也许有一天,我会和一位尊贵的访客——也许是罗尔夫·普尔(Roelf Pool)一起沿着密歇根大道行驶。
Why not?
为什么不呢?
Let’s say Roelf Pool, the famous sculptor.
比如说著名雕塑家罗尔夫·普尔(Roelf Pool)。
And he’ll say, ‘Who designed that building—the one that is so strong and yet so light?
他会说,‘是谁设计了这座建筑——这座建筑如此坚固,但又如此轻盈?
So gay and graceful, and yet so reticent!’ And I’ll say, ‘Oh, that!
如此快乐、优雅,但又如此沉默寡言!’我会说,‘哦,那个!
That’s one of the earlier efforts of my son, Dirk DeJong.’”
这是我儿子德克·德容早期的努力之一。”
But Dirk pulled at his pipe moodily; shook his head.
但德克情绪低落地拉着烟斗。摇摇头。
“Oh, you don’t know, Mother.
“哦,你不知道,妈妈。
It’s so damned slow.
实在是太慢了。
First thing you know I’ll be thirty.
首先你知道我就三十岁了。
And what am I!
而我又是什么!
An office boy—or little more than that—at Hollis’s.”
霍利斯店里的一名勤杂工——或者仅此而已。”
During his university years Dirk had seen much of the Arnolds, Eugene and Paula, but it sometimes seemed to Selina that he avoided these meetings—these parties and week-ends.
在大学期间,德克经常见到阿诺德夫妇、尤金和宝拉,但塞琳娜有时觉得他回避这些聚会、聚会和周末。
She was content that this should be so, for she guessed that the matter of money held him back.
她对此很满意,因为她猜想是钱的问题阻碍了他。
She thought it was well that he should realize the difference now.
她认为他现在应该意识到其中的差异了,这很好。
Eugene had his own car—one of five in the Arnold garage.
尤金有自己的车——阿诺德车库里的五辆车之一。
Paula, too, had hers.
宝拉也有她的。
She had been one of the first Chicago girls to drive a gas car; had breezed about Chicago’s boulevards in one when she had been little more than a child in short skirts.
她是芝加哥第一批驾驶汽油车的女孩之一。当她还是个穿着短裙的孩子时,就曾穿着一件衣服在芝加哥的林荫大道上轻快地走着。
At the wheel she was dexterous, dare-devil, incredibly relaxed.
她驾驶起来灵巧、大胆,而且极其放松。
Her fascination for Dirk was strong.
她对德克的迷恋非常强烈。
Selina knew that, too.
赛琳娜也知道这一点。
In the last year or two he had talked very little of Paula and that, Selina knew, meant that he was hard hit.
在过去的一两年里,他很少谈论宝拉,塞琳娜知道,这意味着他受到了沉重的打击。
Sometimes Paula and Eugene drove out to the farm, making the distance from their new north-shore house to the DeJong place far south in some breath-taking number of minutes.
有时,保拉和尤金开车去农场,从他们北岸的新房子到南边的德容家,只需几分钟的时间,时间令人惊叹。
Eugene would appear in rakish cap, loose London coat, knickers, queer brogans with an English look about them, a carefully careless looseness about the hang and fit of his jacket.
尤金出现时会戴着时髦的帽子,穿着宽松的伦敦外套、短裤、英国风格的古怪布罗根裤,夹克的挂式和合身程度小心翼翼地宽松。
Paula did not affect sports clothes for herself.
宝拉并不影响自己穿运动服。
She was not the type, she said.
她说,她不是那种人。
Slim, dark, vivacious, she wore slinky clothes—crêpes, chiffons.
她身材苗条,皮肤黝黑,活泼,穿着紧身衣服——薄纱、雪纺。
Her feet were slim in sheer silk stockings and slippers with buckles.
她的双脚穿着透明丝袜和带扣拖鞋,显得修长。
Her eyes were languorous, lovely.
她的眼神慵懒,可爱。
She worshipped luxury and said so.
她崇尚奢华,并这么说。
“I’ll have to marry money,” she declared.
“我必须嫁给金钱,”她宣称。
“Now that they’ve finished calling poor Grandpa a beef-baron and taken I don’t know how many millions away from him, we’re practically on the streets.”
“既然他们已经不再称可怜的爷爷为牛肉大亨,并从他身边夺走了我不知道多少百万的钱,我们几乎就流落街头了。”
“You look it!” from Dirk; and there was bitterness beneath his light tone.
“你看看吧!”来自德克;他轻快的语气里藏着苦涩。
“Well, it’s true.
“嗯,确实如此。
All this silly muckraking in the past ten years or more.
过去十年或更长时间里发生的所有这些愚蠢的丑闻。
Poor Father!
可怜的父亲!
Of course Grand-dad was pur-ty rough, let me tell you.
当然,让我告诉你,爷爷是非常粗暴的。
I read some of the accounts of that last indictment—the 1910 one—and I must say I gathered that dear old Aug made Jesse James look like a philanthropist.
我读了最后一份起诉书(1910 年的起诉书)的一些记录,我必须说,我推测亲爱的老奥格让杰西·詹姆斯看起来像一位慈善家。
I should think, at his age, he’d be a little scared.
我想,在他这个年纪,他会有点害怕。
After all, when you’re over seventy you’re likely to have some doubts and fears about punishment in the next world.
毕竟,当你七十多岁的时候,你可能会对来世的惩罚产生一些怀疑和恐惧。
But not a grand old pirate like Grandfather.
但不是像祖父那样的老海盗。
He’ll sack and burn and plunder until he goes down with the ship.
他会洗劫、焚烧、掠夺,直到与船一起沉没。
And it looks to me as if the old boat had a pretty strong list to starboard right now.
在我看来,这艘旧船现在右舷似乎有一个相当大的倾斜。
Father says himself that unless a war breaks, or something, which isn’t at all likely, the packing industry is going to spring a leak.”
父亲自己说,除非爆发战争,或者发生其他根本不可能发生的事情,否则包装行业就会出现泄漏。”
“Elaborate figure of speech,” murmured Eugene.
“精心设计的修辞手法,”尤金低声说道。
The four of them—Paula, Dirk, Eugene, and Selina—, were sitting on the wide screened porch that Selina had had built at the southwest corner of the house.
他们四个人——宝拉、德克、尤金和塞琳娜——坐在塞琳娜在房子西南角建造的宽屏门廊上。
Paula was, of course, in the couch-swing.
宝拉当然坐在沙发秋千上。
Occasionally she touched one slim languid foot to the floor and gave indolent impetus to the couch.
偶尔,她用一只纤细无力的脚触碰地板,懒洋洋地在沙发上推一推。
“It is, rather, isn’t it?
“倒是这样,不是吗?
Might as well finish it, then.
那就完结吧。
Darling Aug’s been the grand old captain right through the vi’age.
亲爱的奥格自始至终都是一位伟大的老船长。
Dad’s never been more than a pretty bum second mate.
爸爸从来就只是一个漂亮的流浪汉二副。
And as for you, Gene my love, cabin boy would be, y’understand me, big.” Eugene had gone into the business a year before.
至于你,吉恩,我的爱人,机舱服务员,你明白我的意思,会是个大人物。”尤金一年前就进入了这个行业。
“What can you expect,” retorted Eugene, “of a lad that hates salt pork?
“你能指望一个讨厌咸猪肉的小伙子,”尤金反驳道。
And every other kind of pig meat?” He despised the yards and all that went with it.
还有其他种类的猪肉吗?”他鄙视院子和与之相关的一切。
Selina now got up and walked to the end of the porch.
赛琳娜这才起身,走到了门廊的尽头。
She looked out across the fields, shading her eyes with her hand.
她用手遮住眼睛,眺望田野。
“There’s Adam coming in with the last load for the day.
“亚当带着当天的最后一批货物进来了。
He’ll be driving into town now.
他现在要开车进城了。
Cornelius started an hour ago.” The DeJong farm sent two great loads to the city now.
科尼利厄斯一小时前就开始了。”德容农场现在向城市运送了两批货物。
Selina was contemplating the purchase of one of the large automobile trucks that would do away with the plodding horses and save hours of time on the trip.
塞琳娜正在考虑购买一辆大型汽车卡车,这样可以省去沉重的马匹,并节省数小时的旅途时间。
She went down the steps now on her way to oversee the loading of Adam Bras’s wagon.
她现在正走下台阶,去监督亚当·布拉斯的马车装货。
At the bottom of the steps she turned.
到了台阶底下,她转过身来。
“Why can’t you two stay to supper?
“你们两个为什么不能留下来吃晚饭呢?
You can quarrel comfortably right through the meal and drive home in the cool of the evening.”
你们可以在用餐期间轻松地吵架,然后在凉爽的夜晚开车回家。”
“I’ll stay,” said Paula, “thanks.
“我会留下来,”宝拉说,“谢谢。
If you’ll have all kinds of vegetables, cooked and uncooked.
如果你有各种蔬菜,煮熟的和生的。
The cooked ones smothered in cream and oozing butter.
煮熟的东西沾满了奶油和渗出的黄油。
And let me go out into the fields and pick ’em myself like Maud Muller or Marie Antoinette or any of those make-believe rustic gals.”
让我到田里去采摘,就像莫德·穆勒、玛丽·安托瓦内特或任何那些假装的乡村女孩一样。”
In her French-heeled slippers and her filmy silk stockings she went out into the rich black furrows of the fields, Dirk carrying the basket.
她穿着法式高跟拖鞋和薄薄的丝袜,走进田野里浓密的黑色犁沟,德克提着篮子。
“Asparagus,” she ordered first.
“芦笋,”她第一个点道。
Then, “But where is it?
然后,“但是它在哪里?
Is _that_ it!”
是那个吗!」
“You dig for it, idiot,” said Dirk, stooping, and taking from his basket the queerly curved sharp knife or spud used for cutting the asparagus shoots.
“你挖它,白痴,”德克弯下腰,从篮子里拿出一把用来切芦笋芽的奇怪弯曲的锋利刀或马铃薯。
“Cut the shoots three or four inches below the surface.”
“将芽切到表面以下三到四英寸。”
“Oh, let me do it!” She was down on her silken knees in the dirt, ruined a goodly patch of the fine tender shoots, gave it up and sat watching Dirk’s expert manipulation of the knife.
“哦,让我来吧!”她柔软的膝盖跪在泥土里,毁掉了一大片嫩芽,放弃了,坐在那儿看着德克熟练地操作刀子。
“Let’s have radishes, and corn, and tomatoes and lettuce and peas and artichokes and——”
“我们吃萝卜、玉米、西红柿、生菜、豌豆、朝鲜蓟,还有——”
“Artichokes grow in California, not Illinois.” He was more than usually uncommunicative, and noticeably moody.
“朝鲜蓟生长在加利福尼亚州,而不是伊利诺伊州。”他比平常更加沉默寡言,而且明显喜怒无常。
Paula remarked it.
宝拉这样说道。
“Why the Othello brow?”
“为什么是奥赛罗眉毛?”
“You didn’t mean that rot, did you?
“你不是说那种烂事吧?
about marrying a rich man.”
嫁给一个有钱人的事。”
“Of course I meant it.
“我当然是这个意思。
What other sort of man do you think I ought to marry?” He looked at her, silently.
你认为我还应该嫁给什么样的男人?”他看着她,沉默不语。
She smiled.
她笑了。
“Yes, wouldn’t I make an ideal bride for a farmer!”
“是啊,我不就是一个理想的农民新娘吗!”
“I’m not a farmer.”
“我不是农民。”
“Well, architect then.
“那么,建筑师。
Your job as draughtsman at Hollis & Sprague’s must pay you all of twenty-five a week.”
你在霍利斯和斯普拉格公司担任绘图员的工作必须每周支付你二十五美元。”
“Thirty-five,” said Dirk, grimly.
“三十五。”德克冷酷地说。
“What’s that got to do with it!”
“这有什么关系!”
“Not a thing, darling.” She stuck out one foot.
“没什么,亲爱的。”她伸出一只脚。
“These slippers cost thirty.”
“这双拖鞋花了三十块。”
“I won’t be getting thirty-five a week all my life.
“我这辈子都不会每周拿到三十五块钱。
You’ve got brains enough to know that.
你有足够的大脑知道这一点。
Eugene wouldn’t be getting that much if he weren’t the son of his father.”
如果尤金不是他父亲的儿子,他就不会得到那么多。”
“The grandson of his grandfather,” Paula corrected him.
“他祖父的孙子,”宝拉纠正道。
“And I’m not so sure he wouldn’t.
“而且我不太确定他不会。
Gene’s a born mechanic if they’d just let him work at it.
如果他们让吉恩从事这项工作的话,他就是一个天生的机械师。
He’s crazy about engines and all that junk.
他对引擎和所有那些垃圾很着迷。
But no—‘Millionaire Packer’s Son Learns Business from Bottom Rung of Ladder.’ Picture of Gene in workman’s overalls and cap in the Sunday papers.
但事实并非如此——“百万富翁帕克的儿子从阶梯的底层学习做生意。”周日报纸上刊登了吉恩穿着工人工作服、戴着帽子的照片。
He drives to the office on Michigan at ten and leaves at four and he doesn’t know a steer from a cow when he sees it.”
他十点开车去密歇根州的办公室,四点离开,当他看到一头牛时,他分不清是牛还是牛。”
“I don’t care a damn about Gene.
“我一点也不关心吉恩。
I’m talking about you.
我正在谈论你。
You were joking, weren’t you?”
你是在开玩笑吧?”
“I wasn’t.
“我不是。”
I’d hate being poor, or even just moderately rich.
我讨厌贫穷,甚至只是中等富裕。
I’m used to money—loads of it.
我已经习惯了金钱——大量的金钱。
I’m twenty-four.
我二十四岁了。
And I’m looking around.”
我正在环顾四周。”
He kicked an innocent beet-top with his boot.
他用靴子踢了一棵无辜的甜菜根。
“You like me better than any man you know.”
“你比你认识的任何男人都更喜欢我。”
“Of course I do.
“我当然知道。
Just my luck.”
只是我的运气而已。”
“Well, then!”
“那么,好吧!”
“Well, then, let’s take these weggibles in and have ’em cooked in cream, as ordered.”
“那么,我们就按照吩咐,把这些小东西放进去,用奶油煮一下。”
She made a pretense of lifting the heavy basket.
她假装举起了沉重的篮子。
Dirk snatched it roughly out of her hand so that she gave a little cry and looked ruefully down at the red mark on her palm.
德克粗鲁地将它从她手中夺走,让她小声哭泣,悲伤地低头看着她手掌上的红色印记。
He caught her by the shoulder—even shook her a little.
他抓住她的肩膀——甚至轻轻摇晃了她。
“Look here, Paula.
“看这里,宝拉。
Do you mean to tell me you’d marry a man simply because he happened to have a lot of money!”
你的意思是告诉我,你会嫁给一个男人,只是因为他碰巧有很多钱!”
“Perhaps not simply because he had a lot of money.
“也许不仅仅是因为他有很多钱。
But it certainly would be a factor, among other things.
但这肯定是一个因素。
Certainly he would be preferable to a man who knocked me about the fields as if I were a bag of potatoes.”
当然,他比一个把我像一袋土豆一样在田野里摔倒的人更好。”
“Oh, forgive me.
“哦,原谅我。
But—listen, Paula—you know I’m—gosh!—— And there I am stuck in an architect’s office and it’ll be years before I——”
但是——听着,宝拉——你知道我是——天哪!——我被困在建筑师的办公室里,而且要过很多年我才能——”
“Yes, but it’ll probably be years before I meet the millions I require, too.
“是的,但我也可能需要数年时间才能满足我所需要的数百万美元。
So why bother?
那为什么还要麻烦呢?
And even if I do, you and I can be just as good friends.”
即使我这样做了,你和我也可以成为好朋友。”
“Oh, shut up.
“哦,闭嘴。
Don’t pull that ingénue stuff on me, please.
请不要把那些天真无邪的东西拉到我身上。
Remember I’ve known you since you were ten years old.”
记住,我从你十岁起就认识你了。”
“And you know just how black my heart is, don’t you, what?
“你也知道我的心有多黑,不是吗?
You want, really, some nice hearty lass who can tell asparagus from peas when she sees ’em, and who’ll offer to race you from here to the kitchen.”
你真的需要一个善良、热情的姑娘,她一看到芦笋就可以区分出豌豆和芦笋,并且愿意带你从这里跑到厨房。”
“God forbid!”
“上帝禁止!”
Six months later Paula Arnold was married to Theodore A.
六个月后,保拉·阿诺德 (Paula Arnold) 与西奥多·A·阿诺德 (Theodore A.
Storm, a man of fifty, a friend of her father’s, head of so many companies, stockholder in so many banks, director of so many corporations that even old Aug Hempel seemed a recluse from business in comparison.
斯托姆,一个五十岁的男人,她父亲的朋友,这么多公司的负责人,这么多银行的股东,这么多公司的董事,相比之下,即使是老奥格·亨佩尔也显得与商业隔绝。
She never called him Teddy.
她从来没有叫过他泰迪。
No one ever did.
从来没有人这样做过。
Theodore Storm was a large man—not exactly stout, perhaps, but flabby.
西奥多·斯托姆是个大块头——也许并不粗壮,但很松弛。
His inches saved him from grossness.
他的英寸使他免于粗俗。
He had a large white serious face, fine thick dark hair, graying at the temples, and he dressed very well except for a leaning toward rather effeminate ties.
他有一张严肃的大脸,一头细密浓密的黑发,两鬓已灰白,除了一条颇为女性化的领带外,他的穿着非常得体。
He built for Paula a town house on the Lake Shore drive in the region known as the Gold Coast.
他在黄金海岸地区的湖岸大道上为宝拉建造了一栋联排别墅。
The house looked like a restrained public library.
这房子看起来就像一个内敛的公共图书馆。
There was a country place beyond Lake Forest far out on the north shore, sloping down to the lake and surrounded by acres and acres of fine woodland, expertly parked.
森林湖的北岸远处有一片乡村,斜坡一直延伸到湖边,周围是大片大片的优质林地,经过精心停放。
There were drives, ravines, brooks, bridges, hothouses, stables, a race-track, gardens, dairies, fountains, bosky paths, keeper’s cottage (twice the size of Selina’s farmhouse).
这里有车道、峡谷、小溪、桥梁、温室、马厩、赛马场、花园、奶牛场、喷泉、树林小径、看守小屋(塞琳娜农舍大小的两倍)。
Within three years Paula had two children, a boy and a girl.
三年之内,保拉生了两个孩子,一男一女。
“There!
” “那里!
That’s done,” she said.
就这样完成了,”她说。
Her marriage was a great mistake and she knew it.
她的婚姻是一个巨大的错误,她也知道这一点。
For the war, coming in 1914, a few months after her wedding, sent the Hempel-Arnold interests sky-rocketing.
1914 年,也就是她结婚几个月后,战争爆发了,亨佩尔-阿诺德的兴趣直线上升。
Millions of pounds of American beef and pork were shipped to Europe.
数百万磅美国牛肉和猪肉被运往欧洲。
In two years the Hempel fortune was greater than it ever had been.
两年内,亨普尔的财富比以往任何时候都多。
Paula was up to her eyes in relief work for Bleeding Belgium.
保拉忙于为“流血的比利时”进行救援工作。
All the Gold Coast was.
整个黄金海岸都是。
The Beautiful Mrs. Theodore A.
美丽的西奥多·A.
Storm in her Gift Shop Conducted for the Relief of Bleeding Belgium.
风暴在她的礼品店里为比利时流血的救济组织进行了活动。
Dirk had not seen her in months.
德克已经好几个月没见到她了。
She telephoned him unexpectedly one Friday afternoon in his office at Hollis & Sprague’s.
一个周五下午,她在霍利斯与斯普拉格律师事务所的办公室里出人意料地给他打了电话。
“Come out and spend Saturday and Sunday with us, won’t you?
“出来和我们一起度过周六和周日,好吗?
We’re running away to the country this afternoon.
今天下午我们要逃往乡下。
I’m so sick of Bleeding Belgium, you can’t imagine.
我厌倦了流血的比利时,你无法想象。
I’m sending the children out this morning.
今天早上我要送孩子们出去。
I can’t get away so early.
我不能这么早就离开。
I’ll call for you in the roadster this afternoon at four and drive you out myself.”
今天下午四点我会开跑车来叫你,然后亲自开车送你出去。”
“I am going to spend the week-end with Mother.
“我要和妈妈一起过周末。
She’s expecting me.”
她正在等我。”
“Bring her along.”
“带她一起来。”
“She wouldn’t come.
“她不会来。
You know she doesn’t enjoy all that velvet-footed servitor stuff.”
你知道她不喜欢那些天鹅绒脚仆人的东西。”
“Oh, but we live quite simply out there, really.
“哦,但是我们在那里生活得很简单,真的。
Just sort of rough it.
只是有点粗糙。
Do come, Dirk.
来吧,德克。
I’ve got some plans to talk over with you .
我有一些计划要和你谈谈。
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How’s the job?”
工作怎么样?”
“Oh, good enough.
“哦,够了。
There’s very little building going on, you know.”
你知道,几乎没有什么建筑在建。”
“Will you come?”
“你会来吗?”
“I don’t think I——”
“我不认为我——”
“I’ll call for you at four.
“我四点钟来叫你。
I’ll be at the curb.
我会在路边。
Don’t keep me waiting, will you?
别让我等了,好吗?
The cops fuss so if you park in the Loop after four.”
如果你四点之后把车停在环路,警察就会大惊小怪。”
“Run along!” said Selina, when he called her on the farm telephone.
“快跑!”当他用农场电话给塞琳娜打电话时,她说道。
“It’ll do you good.
“这对你有好处。
You’ve been as grumpy as a gander for weeks.
几个星期以来,你一直像公鹅一样脾气暴躁。
How about shirts?
衬衫怎么样?
And you left one pair of flannel tennis pants out here last fall—clean ones.
去年秋天你把一条法兰绒网球裤留在这里——干净的。
Won’t you need .
你不需要吗?
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In town he lived in a large front room and alcove on the third floor of a handsome old-fashioned three-story-and-basement house in Deming Place.
在城里,他住在戴明广场一栋漂亮的老式三层地下室房子三楼的一个大前厅和凹室里。
He used the front room as a living room, the alcove as a bedroom.
他把前室当客厅,壁龛当卧室。
He and Selina had furnished it together, discarding all of the room’s original belongings except the bed, a table, and one fat comfortable faded old armchair whose brocade surface hinted a past grandeur.
他和塞琳娜一起布置了房间,扔掉了房间里所有原来的物品,除了床、一张桌子和一张宽大舒适的褪色旧扶手椅,其锦缎表面暗示着过去的辉煌。
When he had got his books ranged in open shelves along one wall, soft-shaded lamps on table and desk, the place looked more than livable; lived in.
当他把书放在靠墙的开放式书架上,桌子和写字台上都放着柔和的灯罩时,这个地方看起来非常适合居住。住过。
During the process of furnishing Selina got into the way of coming into town for a day or two to prowl the auction rooms and the second-hand stores.
在布置家具的过程中,Selina 进城待了一两天,在拍卖行和二手店里闲逛。
She had a genius for this sort of thing; hated the spick-and-span varnish and veneer of the new furniture to be got in the regular way.
她在这方面有天赋。讨厌以常规方式获得的新家具的整洁清漆和饰面。
“Any piece of furniture, I don’t care how beautiful it is, has got to be lived with, and kicked about, and rubbed down, and mistreated by servants, and repolished, and knocked around and dusted and sat on or slept in or eaten off of before it develops its real character,” Selina said.
“任何一件家具,我不管它有多漂亮,都必须经过使用、被仆人踢打、摩擦、虐待、重新抛光、敲打、掸灰、坐过、睡过或吃过,才能发挥其真正的特色,”塞琳娜说。
“A good deal like human beings.
“很像人类。
I’d rather have my old maple table, mellow with age and rubbing, that Pervus’s father put together himself by hand seventy years ago, than all the mahogany library slabs on Wabash Avenue.”
我宁愿拥有那张经过岁月打磨而变得柔和的旧枫木桌子,那是佩尔乌斯的父亲七十年前亲手组装的,也不愿拥有瓦巴什大道上所有的桃花心木图书馆板。”
She enjoyed these rare trips into town; made a holiday of them.
她很享受这些难得的进城旅行。为他们度过了一个假期。
Dirk would take her to the theatre and she would sit entranced.
德克会带她去剧院,她会坐在那里出神。
Her feeling for this form of entertainment was as fresh and eager as it had been in the days of the Daly Stock Company when she, a little girl, had been seated in the parquet with her father, Simeon Peake.
她对这种娱乐形式的感觉就像戴利股票公司时代一样新鲜而热切,当时她还是个小女孩,和她的父亲西蒙·皮克坐在镶木地板上。
Strangely enough, considering the lack of what the world calls romance and adventure in her life, she did not like the motion pictures.
奇怪的是,考虑到她的生活中缺乏世人所谓的浪漫和冒险,她不喜欢电影。
“All the difference in the world,” she would say, “between the movies and the thrill I get out of a play at the theatre.
她会说:“电影和我在剧院看戏时所获得的兴奋感是天壤之别。
My, yes!
天哪,是的!
Like fooling with paper dolls when you could be playing with a real live baby.”
就像你可以和一个活生生的婴儿玩耍一样,却在玩纸娃娃。”
She developed a mania for nosing into strange corners of the huge sprawling city; seemed to discover a fresh wonder on each visit.
她对这座庞大城市的陌生角落产生了一种狂热。每次访问似乎都会发现新的奇迹。
In a short time she was more familiar with Chicago than was Dirk—for that matter, than old Aug Hempel who had lived in it for over half a century but who never had gone far afield in his pendulum path between the yards and his house, his house and the yards.
很快,她就比德克更熟悉芝加哥了——就此而言,比老奥格·亨佩尔更熟悉,他在芝加哥生活了半个多世纪,但从未在院子和他的房子之间、他的房子和院子之间的钟摆路径上走得太远。
The things that excited her about Chicago did not seem to interest Dirk at all.
德克似乎对芝加哥那些让她兴奋的事情一点也不感兴趣。
Sometimes she took a vacant room for a day or two in Dirk’s boarding house.
有时她会在德克的寄宿处找个空房间住上一两天。
“What do you think!” she would say to him, breathlessly, when he returned from the office in the evening.
“你觉得怎么样!”晚上他从办公室回来时,她会气喘吁吁地对他说。
“I’ve been way over on the northwest side.
“我已经在西北边了。
It’s another world.
这是另一个世界。
It’s—it’s Poland.
这是——这是波兰。
Cathedrals and shops and men sitting in restaurants all day long reading papers and drinking coffee and playing dominoes or something like it.
大教堂、商店和男人整天坐在餐馆里看报纸、喝咖啡、玩多米诺骨牌或类似的东西。
And what do you think I found out!
你认为我发现了什么!
Chicago’s got the second largest Polish population of any city in the world.
芝加哥是世界上波兰人口第二多的城市。
In the _world_!”
在世界上_!”
“Yeh?” Dirk would reply, absently.
“嗯?”德克心不在焉地回答。
There was nothing absent-minded about his tone this afternoon as he talked to his mother on the telephone.
今天下午他和母亲通电话时,语气中没有一丝心不在焉的感觉。
“Sure you don’t mind?
“你确定不介意吗?
Then I’ll be out next Saturday.
然后我下周六就出去。
Or I may run out in the middle of the week to stay over night .
或者我可能会在一周中用完去过夜。
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Are you all right?”
你还好吗?
“I’m fine.
“我很好。
Be sure and remember all about Paula’s new house so’s you can tell me about it.
请务必记住有关宝拉新房子的所有信息,以便您可以告诉我。
Julie says it’s like the kind you read of in the novels.
朱莉说这就像你在小说中读到的那种。
She says old Aug saw it just once and now won’t go near it even to visit his grandchildren.”
她说老奥格只见过它一次,现在连去看望孙子都不敢走近了。”
The day was marvellously mild for March in Chicago.
三月份的芝加哥天气非常温和。
Spring, usually so coy in this region, had flung herself at them head first.
春天在这个地区通常是那么腼腆,现在却向他们扑了过来。
As the massive revolving door of Dirk’s office building fanned him into the street he saw Paula in her long low sporting roadster at the curb.
当德克办公楼巨大的旋转门把他扇到街上时,他看到宝拉开着她那辆又长又低的运动跑车停在路边。
She was dressed in black.
她穿着黑色衣服。
All feminine fashionable and middle-class Chicago was dressed in black.
所有芝加哥女性时尚人士和中产阶级都穿着黑色衣服。
All feminine fashionable and middle-class America was dressed in black.
所有美国时尚女性和中产阶级都穿着黑色衣服。
Two years of war had robbed Paris of its husbands, brothers, sons.
两年的战争夺走了巴黎的丈夫、兄弟和儿子。
All Paris walked in black.
整个巴黎都穿着黑色。
America, untouched, gayly borrowed the smart habiliments of mourning and now Michigan Boulevard and Fifth Avenue walked demurely in the gloom of crêpe and chiffon; black hats, black gloves, black slippers.
未受影响的美国,欢快地借用了哀悼的巧妙装束,现在密歇根大道和第五大道端庄地行走在绉纱和雪纺的阴暗之中;黑帽子,黑手套,黑拖鞋。
Only black was “good” this year.
今年只有黑色是“好”的。
Paula did not wear black well.
宝拉不擅长穿黑色衣服。
She was a shade too sallow for these sombre swathings even though relieved by a pearl strand of exquisite colour, flawlessly matched; and a new sly face-powder.
与这些暗淡的衣服相比,她的肤色显得太黄了,尽管有一串颜色精美、完美搭配的珍珠链缓解了她的情绪;还有一种新的狡猾的脸粉。
Paula smiled up at him, patted the leather seat beside her with one hand that was absurdly thick-fingered in its fur-lined glove.
宝拉抬头对他微笑,用戴着毛皮手套的手指粗得荒唐的一只手拍了拍身旁的皮革座椅。
“It’s cold driving.
“开车很冷。
Button up tight.
扣子扣紧。
Where’ll we stop for your bag?
我们在哪里停下来取您的行李?
Are you still in Deming Place?”
你还在戴明家吗?”
He was still in Deming Place.
他还在戴明家。
He climbed into the seat beside her—a feat for the young and nimble.
他爬到她旁边的座位上——这对于年轻而敏捷的人来说是一项壮举。
Theodore Storm never tried to double his bulk into the jack-knife position necessary to riding in his wife’s roadster.
西奥多·斯托姆(Theodore Storm)从未尝试过将自己的体重加倍到乘坐妻子的敞篷跑车所需的折刀姿势。
The car was built for speed, not comfort.
这辆车是为了速度而不是舒适而制造的。
One sat flat with the length of one’s legs stretched out.
一个人平坐,双腿伸直。
Paula’s feet, pedalling brake and clutch so expertly, were inadequately clothed in sheer black silk stockings and slim buckled patent-leather slippers.
宝拉的双脚熟练地踩着刹车和离合器,但她穿着透明的黑色丝袜和细长的带扣漆皮拖鞋。
“You’re not dressed warmly enough,” her husband would have said.
“你穿得不够暖和,”她丈夫会说。
“Those shoes are idiotic for driving.” And he would have been right.
“那双鞋不适合开车。”他是对的。
Dirk said nothing.
德克什么也没说。
Her manipulation of the wheel was witchcraft.
她对方向盘的操纵是巫术。
The roadster slid in and out of traffic like a fluid thing, an enamel stream, silent as a swift current in a river.
这辆敞篷跑车在车流中穿行,就像一种流动的东西,一条珐琅质的溪流,安静得像河流中湍急的水流。
“Can’t let her out here,” said Paula.
“不能让她出去,”宝拉说。
“Wait till we get past Lincoln Park.
“等我们过了林肯公园。
Do you suppose they’ll ever really get rid of this terrible Rush Street bridge?” When his house was reached, “I’m coming up,” she said.
你认为他们真的会拆除这座可怕的拉什街大桥吗?”当到达他家时,“我马上就到了,”她说。
“I suppose you haven’t any tea?”
“我想你没有茶吧?”
“Gosh, no!
“天哪,不!
What do you think I am!
你以为我是什么啊!
A young man in an English novel!”
英国小说里的年轻人!”
“Now, don’t be provincial and Chicago-ish, Dirk.” They climbed the three flights of stairs.
“现在,不要表现得像芝加哥人那样狭隘,德克。”他们爬了三层楼梯。
She looked about.
她环顾四周。
Her glance was not disapproving.
她的眼神并没有不赞成的意思。
“This isn’t so bad.
“这还不错。
Who did it?
谁干的?
She did!
她做到了!
Very nice.
很不错。
But of course you ought to have your own smart little apartment, with a Jap to do you up.
当然,你应该拥有自己的漂亮小公寓,并有一个日本人来打扮你。
To do that for you, for example.”
例如,为你做这件事。”
“Yes,” grimly.
“是的,”冷酷地说。
He was packing his bag—not throwing clothes into it, but folding them deftly, neatly, as the son of a wise mother packs.
他正在收拾行李——不是把衣服扔进去,而是巧妙、整齐地叠好,就像明智母亲的儿子收拾行李一样。
“My salary’d just about keep him in white linen house-coats.”
“我的薪水只够他穿白色亚麻家居服了。”
She was walking about the living room, picking up a book, putting it down, fingering an ash tray, gazing out of the window, examining a photograph, smoking a cigarette from the box on his table.
她在客厅里走来走去,拿起一本书,又放下,手指拨弄着烟灰缸,凝视着窗外,审视着一张照片,抽着桌上烟盒里的香烟。
Restless, nervously alive, catlike.
焦躁不安,紧张地活着,像猫一样。
“I’m going to send you some things for your room, Dirk.”
“我会给你寄一些房间里的东西,德克。”
“For God’s sake don’t!”
“看在上帝的份上,别这样!”
“Why not?”
“为什么不呢?”
“Two kinds of women in the world.
“世界上有两种女人。
I learned that at college.
我在大学学到了这一点。
Those who send men things for their rooms and those that don’t.”
那些为男士房间送东西的人和那些不送东西的人。”
“You’re very rude.”
“你太粗鲁了。”
“You asked me.
“你问我了。
There!
那里!
I’m all set.” He snapped the lock of his bag.
我已经准备好了。”他折断了包的锁。
“I’m sorry I can’t give you anything.
“很抱歉我不能给你任何东西。
I haven’t a thing.
我什么都没有。
Not even a glass of wine and a—what is it they say in books?—oh, yeh—a biscuit.”
甚至没有一杯酒和一块——书上怎么说的?——哦,是的——一块饼干。”
In the roadster again they slid smoothly out along the drive, along Sheridan Road, swung sharply around the cemetery curve into Evanston, past the smug middle-class suburban neatness of Wilmette and Winnetka.
他们再次开上敞篷跑车,沿着车道平稳地驶出,沿着谢里登路,急速绕过墓地弯道进入埃文斯顿,经过威尔梅特和温内特卡自以为是的中产阶级郊区整洁。
She negotiated expertly the nerve-racking curves of the Hubbard Woods hills, then maintained a fierce and steady speed for the remainder of the drive.
她熟练地通过了哈伯德伍兹山上令人心碎的弯道,然后在剩下的路程中保持了强劲而稳定的速度。
“We call the place Stormwood,” Paula told him.
“我们称这个地方为风暴伍德,”宝拉告诉他。
“And nobody outside the dear family knows how fitting that is.
“除了亲爱的家人之外,没有人知道这是多么合适。
Don’t scowl.
不要皱眉。
I’m not going to tell you my marital woes.
我不会告诉你我的婚姻困境。
And don’t you say I asked for it.
你不是说是我自找的吗?
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How’s the job?”
工作怎么样?”
“Rotten.”
“烂。”
“You don’t like it?
“你不喜欢吗?
The work?”
工作?”
“I like it well enough, only—well, you see we leave the university architectural course thinking we’re all going to be Stanford Whites or Cass Gilberts, tossing off a Woolworth building and making ourselves famous overnight.
“我非常喜欢它,只是——好吧,你看,我们离开大学建筑课程时,以为我们都会成为斯坦福白人或卡斯吉尔伯特,扔掉一座伍尔沃斯大楼,让自己一夜成名。
I’ve spent all yesterday and to-day planning how to work in space for toilets on every floor of the new office building, six stories high and shaped like a drygoods box, that’s going up on the corner of Milwaukee Avenue and Ashland, west.”
我昨天和今天都在计划如何在新办公楼每一层的厕所空间中工作,该办公楼有六层高,形状像一个干货箱,位于密尔沃基大道和阿什兰西边的拐角处。”
“And ten years from now?”
“那么十年后呢?”
“Ten years from now maybe they’ll let me do the plans for the drygoods box all alone.”
“十年后,也许他们会让我独自完成干货箱的计划。”
“Why don’t you drop it?”
“你为什么不把它扔掉?”
He was startled.
他吓了一跳。
“Drop it!
“放下它!
How do you mean?”
你是什么意思?”
“Chuck it.
” 夹住它。
Do something that will bring you quick results.
做一些能给你带来快速结果的事情。
This isn’t an age of waiting.
这不是一个等待的时代。
Suppose, twenty years from now, you do plan a grand Gothic office building to grace this new and glorified Michigan Boulevard they’re always shouting about!
假设,二十年后,您确实计划建造一座宏伟的哥特式办公楼,以美化这条他们一直在呼喊的新的、光彩夺目的密歇根大道!
You’ll be a middle-aged man living in a middle-class house in a middle-class suburb with a middle-class wife.”
你将成为一个中年男人,住在中产阶级郊区的中产阶级房子里,有中产阶级妻子。”
“Maybe”—slightly nettled.
“也许”——有点恼怒。
“And maybe I’ll be the Sir Christopher Wren of Chicago.”
“也许我会成为芝加哥的克里斯托弗·雷恩爵士。”
“Who’s he?”
“他是谁?”
“Good G——, how often have you been in London?”
“好啊——,你来伦敦多久了?”
“Three times.”
“三次。”
“Next time you find yourself there you might cast your eye over a very nice little structure called St. Paul’s Cathedral.
“下次当你发现自己在那里时,你可能会把目光投向一个非常漂亮的小建筑,叫做圣保罗大教堂。
I’ve never seen it but it has been very well spoken of.”
我从未见过它,但人们对此议论纷纷。”
They turned in at the gates of Stormwood.
他们在暴林森林的大门拐进。
Though the trees and bushes were gaunt and bare the grass already showed stretches of vivid green.
尽管树木和灌木丛都已枯萎、光秃秃的,但草地却已呈现出一片片鲜艳的绿色。
In the fading light one caught glimpses through the shrubbery of the lake beyond.
在渐渐暗淡的光线中,人们透过远处湖边的灌木丛瞥见了一眼。
It was a dazzling sapphire blue in the sunset.
那是夕阳下耀眼的宝蓝色。
A final turn of the drive.
驱动器的最后一个转弯。
An avenue of trees.
一条林荫道。
A house, massive, pillared, porticoed.
一座房子,巨大,有柱子,有门廊。
The door opened as they drew up at the entrance.
当他们停在入口处时,门开了。
A maid in cap and apron stood in the doorway.
门口站着一个戴帽子、系围裙的女仆。
A man appeared at the side of the car, coming seemingly from nowhere, greeted Paula civilly and drove the car off.
一名男子不知从哪里冒出来,礼貌地向宝拉打招呼,然后把车开走了。
The glow of an open fire in the hall welcomed them.
大厅里篝火的光芒迎接着他们。
“He’ll bring up your bag,” said Paula.
“他会把你的包拿来,”宝拉说。
“How’re the babies, Anna?
“安娜,孩子们怎么样?
Has Mr. Storm got here?”
暴风先生到了吗?
“He telephoned, Mrs. Storm.
“他打电话来了,斯托姆太太。
He says he won’t be out till late—maybe ten or after.
他说他要到很晚才会出去——也许十点或更晚。
Anyway, you’re not to wait dinner.”
无论如何,你不能等晚饭。”
Paula, from being the limp, expert, fearless driver of the high-powered roadster was now suddenly very much the mistress of the house, quietly observant, giving an order with a lift of the eyebrow or a nod of the head.
宝拉从一个软弱、熟练、无所畏惧的高性能敞篷跑车司机,现在突然变成了这个房子的女主人,安静地观察着,通过扬眉或点头下达命令。
Would Dirk like to go to his room at once?
德克想立刻去他的房间吗?
Perhaps he’d like to look at the babies before they went to sleep for the night, though the nurse would probably throw him out.
也许他想在孩子们晚上睡觉前看看他们,尽管护士可能会把他赶出去。
One of those stern British females.
一位严肃的英国女性。
Dinner at seven-thirty.
七点三十分吃晚饭。
He needn’t dress.
他不需要穿衣服。
Just as he liked.
正如他所喜欢的那样。
Everything was very informal here.
这里的一切都非常非正式。
They roughed it.
他们把事情搞得很艰难。
(Dirk had counted thirteen servants by noon next day and hadn’t been near the kitchen, laundry, or dairy.)
(到第二天中午,德克数到了十三个仆人,并且没有靠近厨房、洗衣房或乳品店。)
His room, when he reached it, he thought pretty awful.
当他到达他的房间时,他觉得非常糟糕。
A great square chamber with narrow leaded windows, deep-set, on either side.
一个巨大的方形房间,两边都有狭窄的铅制窗户,深陷其中。
From one he could get a glimpse of the lake, but only a glimpse.
从其中他可以瞥见湖面,但只是一瞥。
Evidently the family bedrooms were the lake rooms.
显然,家庭卧室是湖边的房间。
In the DeJong code and class the guest had the best but evidently among these moneyed ones the family had the best and the guest was made comfortable, but was not pampered.
在德容的规则和等级中,客人拥有最好的,但显然在这些有钱人中,家庭拥有最好的,客人感到舒适,但没有被宠坏。
It was a new angle for Dirk.
这对德克来说是一个新的角度。
He thought it startling but rather sensible.
他觉得这很令人吃惊,但却又很合理。
His bag had been brought up, unpacked, and stowed away in a closet before he reached his room.
在他到达自己的房间之前,他的包已经被拿上来,拆开并存放在壁橱里。
“Have to tell that to Selina,” he thought, grinning.
“必须把这件事告诉塞琳娜,”他笑着想。
He looked about the room, critically.
他批判地环顾房间。
It was done in a style that he vaguely defined as French.
它的风格被他模糊地定义为法国风格。
It gave him the feeling that he had stumbled accidentally into the chamber of a Récamier and couldn’t get out.
这让他有一种不小心掉进了雷卡米尔的房间里,却出不来的感觉。
Rose brocade with gold net and cream lace and rosebuds.
玫瑰锦缎搭配金网、奶油色蕾丝和玫瑰花蕾。
“Swell place for a man,” he thought, and kicked a footstool—a _fauteuil_ he supposed it was called, and was secretly glad that he could pronounce it faultlessly.
“对男人来说,这是一个好地方,”他想,踢了踢脚凳——他猜这叫“fauteuil”,暗自庆幸自己能准确地发音。
Long mirrors, silken hanging, cream walls.
长镜子,丝绸悬挂,奶油色墙壁。
The bed was lace hung.
床上挂着蕾丝。
The coverlet was rose satin, feather-light.
床单是玫瑰色缎子的,轻如羽毛。
He explored his bathroom.
他探索了他的浴室。
It actually was a room, much larger than his alcove bedroom on Deming Place—as large as his own bedroom at home on the farm.
这实际上是一个房间,比他在戴明宫的凹室卧室大得多——和他在农场家里的卧室一样大。
The bath was done dazzlingly in blue and white.
浴室的颜色是蓝色和白色,令人眼花缭乱。
The tub was enormous and as solid as if the house had been built around it.
浴缸很大而且很坚固,就像房子是围绕它建造的一样。
There were towels and towels and towels in blue and white, ranging in size all the way from tiny embroidered wisps to fuzzy all-enveloping bath towels as big as a carpet.
毛巾、毛巾、毛巾都是蓝色和白色的,尺寸各异,从细小的绣花到地毯大的毛茸茸的全包浴巾。
He was much impressed.
他印象深刻。
He decided to bathe and change into dinner clothes and was glad of this when he found Paula in black chiffon before the fire in the great beamed room she had called the library.
他决定洗澡,换上晚礼服,当他在她称之为图书馆的横梁大房间里的火炉前发现穿着黑色雪纺的宝拉时,他感到很高兴。
Dirk thought she looked very beautiful in that diaphanous stuff, with the pearls.
德克觉得她穿着那些带着珍珠的透明衣服看起来非常漂亮。
Her heart-shaped face, with its large eyes that slanted a little at the corners; her long slim throat; her dark hair piled high and away from her little ears.
心形的脸,大大的眼睛,眼角微微倾斜;她细长的喉咙;她的黑发高高地堆起,遮住了她的小耳朵。
He decided not to mention it.
他决定不提这件事。
“You look extremely dangerous,” said Paula.
“你看起来非常危险,”宝拉说。
“I am,” replied Dirk, “but it’s hunger that brings this look of the beast to my usually mild Dutch features.
“是的,”德克回答道,“但正是饥饿才让我一向温和的荷兰人的面容看起来像野兽。
Also, why do you call this the library?” Empty shelves gaped from the wall on all sides.
还有,为什么叫这里为图书馆?”空荡荡的书架从四面八方的墙上张开。
The room was meant to hold hundreds of volumes.
这个房间本来可以容纳数百本书。
Perhaps fifty or sixty in all now leaned limply against each other or lay supine.
现在大概有五十或六十人软弱地靠在一起或仰卧着。
Paula laughed.
宝拉笑了。
“They do look sort of sparse, don’t they?
“它们看起来确实有点稀疏,不是吗?
Theodore bought this place, you know, as is.
西奥多按原样买下了这个地方。
We’ve books enough in town, of course.
当然,我们城里的书已经够多了。
But I don’t read much out here.
但我在这里读得不多。
And Theodore!—I don’t believe he ever in his life read anything but detective stories and the newspapers.”
还有西奥多!——我不相信他一生中除了侦探小说和报纸之外读过任何东西。”
Dirk told himself that Paula had known her husband would not be home until ten and had deliberately planned a tête-à-tête meal.
德克告诉自己,宝拉知道她的丈夫要到十点才会回家,所以特意安排了一顿面对面的晚餐。
He would not, therefore, confess himself a little nettled when Paula said, “I’ve asked the Emerys in for dinner; and we’ll have a game of bridge afterward.
因此,当宝拉说:“我已经请埃默里夫妇来吃晚饭了;我已经邀请了埃默里夫妇来吃晚饭,所以他不会承认自己有点恼火。”之后我们会打桥牌。
Phil Emery, you know, the Third.
菲尔·埃默里,你知道,第三个。
He used to have it on his visiting card, like royalty.”
他曾经把它写在名片上,就像皇室成员一样。”
The Emerys were drygoods; had been drygoods for sixty years; were accounted Chicago aristocracy; preferred England; rode to hounds in pink coats along Chicago’s prim and startled suburban prairies.
金刚砂是干货;六十年来一直是干货;被视为芝加哥贵族;首选英格兰;沿着芝加哥严肃而又令人震惊的郊区大草原,骑着穿着粉红色外套的猎犬。
They had a vast estate on the lake near Stormwood.
他们在斯托姆伍德附近的湖边拥有一处巨大的庄园。
They arrived a trifle late.
他们来得有点晚了。
Dirk had seen pictures of old Phillip Emery (“Phillip the First,” he thought, with an inward grin) and decided, looking at the rather anæmic third edition, that the stock was running a little thin.
德克看过老菲利普·埃默里(“菲利普一世”,他心中一笑)的照片,并在看到相当贫乏的第三版后断定,股票运行有点薄弱。
Mrs. Emery was blonde, statuesque, and unmagnetic.
埃默里夫人金发碧眼,身材魁梧,但毫无魅力。
In contrast Paula seemed to glow like a sombre jewel.
相比之下,保拉似乎像一颗暗淡的宝石一样闪闪发光。
The dinner was delicious but surprisingly simple; little more than Selina would have given him, Dirk thought, had he come home to the farm this week-end.
晚餐很美味,但出奇的简单。德克想,如果他这个周末回到农场,塞琳娜会给他的也不会多多少。
The talk was desultory and rather dull.
谈话断断续续,相当乏味。
And this chap had millions, Dirk said to himself.
这个家伙有数百万美元,德克对自己说。
Millions.
数百万。
No scratching in an architect’s office for this lad.
对于这个小伙子来说,建筑师的办公室里不能有任何刮痕。
Mrs. Emery was interested in the correct pronunciation of Chicago street names.
埃默里夫人对芝加哥街道名称的正确发音很感兴趣。
“It’s terrible,” she said.
“太可怕了,”她说。
“I think there ought to be a Movement for the proper pronunciation.
“我认为应该有一场正确发音运动。
The people ought to be taught; and the children in the schools.
人民应当受教;以及学校里的孩子们。
They call Goethe Street ‘Gerty’; and pronounce all the s’s in Des Plaines.
他们称歌德街为“格蒂”;并发出德斯普兰斯语中所有 s 的发音。
Even Illinois they call ‘Illi_noise_.’” She was very much in earnest.
甚至伊利诺伊州也被称为“Illi_noise_”。”她非常认真。
Her breast rose and fell.
她的乳房起伏不定。
She ate her salad rapidly.
她很快地吃完了沙拉。
Dirk thought that large blondes oughn’t to get excited.
德克认为大个子金发女郎不应该感到兴奋。
It made their faces red.
这让他们的脸都红了。
At bridge after dinner Phillip the Third proved to be sufficiently the son of his father to win from Dirk more money than he could conveniently afford to lose.
晚饭后在桥牌上,菲利普三世证明自己是他父亲的儿子,他从德克那里赢得的钱比他轻易输掉的钱还要多。
Though Mrs. Phil had much to do with this, as Dirk’s partner.
尽管作为德克的搭档,菲尔夫人与这件事有很大关系。
Paula played with Emery, a bold shrewd game.
保拉和埃默里一起打球,这是一场大胆精明的比赛。
Theodore Storm came in at ten and stood watching them.
西奥多·斯托姆十点钟进来,站在那儿看着他们。
When the guests had left the three sat before the fire.
客人离开后,三人坐在火炉前。
“Something to drink?” Storm asked Dirk.
“喝点什么吗?”暴风雨问德克。
Dirk refused but Storm mixed a stiff highball for himself, and then another.
德克拒绝了,但斯托姆为自己调了一杯浓烈的高杯威士忌,然后又调了一杯。
The whiskey brought no flush to his large white impassive face.
威士忌让他那张苍白、冷漠的大脸上没有出现红晕。
He talked almost not at all.
他几乎不说话。
Dirk, naturally silent, was loquacious by comparison.
德克生性沉默寡言,相比之下却很健谈。
But while there was nothing heavy, unvital about Dirk’s silence this man’s was oppressive, irritating.
尽管德克的沉默并没有什么沉重、无意义的地方,但这个人的沉默却令人压抑、恼人。
His paunch, his large white hands, his great white face gave the effect of bleached bloodless bulk.
他的大腹便便,白皙的大手,白皙的大脸,给人一种苍白无血色的感觉。
“I don’t see how she stands him,” Dirk thought.
“我不明白她怎么忍受他,”德克想。
Husband and wife seemed to be on terms of polite friendliness.
夫妻俩看上去彬彬有礼,友好相处。
Storm excused himself and took himself off with a word about being tired, and seeing them in the morning.
暴风雨说了声抱歉就走了,说了句累了,明天早上再来看他们。
After he had gone: “He likes you,” said Paula.
他走后:“他喜欢你,”宝拉说。
“Important,” said Dirk, “if true.”
“很重要,”德克说,“如果这是真的。”
“But it is important.
“但这很重要。
He can help you a lot.”
他可以帮助你很多。”
“Help me how?
“帮我怎么样?
I don’t want——”
我不想——”
“But I do.
“但我愿意。
I want you to be successful.
我希望你成功。
I want you to be.
我希望你成为。
You can be.
你可以。
You’ve got it written all over you.
你已经把它写在你身上了。
In the way you stand, and talk, and don’t talk.
以你站立、说话和不说话的方式。
In the way you look at people.
以你看待人的方式。
In something in the way you carry yourself.
以你自己的方式行事。
It’s what they call force, I suppose.
我想这就是他们所说的力量。
Anyway, you’ve got it.”
无论如何,你已经得到了。”
“Has your husband got it?”
“你老公收到了吗?”
“Theodore!
“西奥多!
No!
不!
That is——”
那就是——”
“There you are.
“你来了。
I’ve got the force, but he’s got the money.”
我有力量,但他有钱。”
“You can have both.” She was leaning forward.
“你可以两者兼得。”她身体前倾。
Her eyes were bright, enormous.
她的眼睛明亮而巨大。
Her hands—those thin dark hot hands—were twisted in her lap.
她的手——那双又细又黑、滚烫的手——扭在腿上。
He looked at her quietly.
他静静地看着她。
Suddenly there were tears in her eyes.
突然,她的眼里涌出了泪水。
“Don’t look at me that way, Dirk.” She huddled back in her chair, limp.
“别那样看着我,德克。”她蜷缩在椅子里,浑身无力。
She looked a little haggard and older, somehow.
不知怎的,她看上去有些憔悴,也有些苍老。
“My marriage is a mess, of course.
“当然,我的婚姻一团糟。
You can see that.”
你可以看到这一点。”
“You knew it would be, didn’t you?”
“你就知道会这样,不是吗?”
“No. Yes.
“不。是的。
Oh, I don’t know.
哦,我不知道。
Anyway, what’s the difference, now?
无论如何,现在有什么区别?
I’m not trying to be what they call an Influence in your life.
我并不是想成为他们所谓的影响你生活的人。
I’m just fond of you—you know that—and I want you to be great and successful.
我只是喜欢你——你知道的——我希望你变得伟大和成功。
It’s maternal, I suppose.”
我想,这是母性的。”
“I should think two babies would satisfy that urge.”
“我认为两个孩子就能满足这种渴望。”
“Oh, I can’t get excited about two pink healthy lumps of babies.
“哦,我对两个粉红色的健康婴儿肿块感到不兴奋。
I love them and all that, but all they need is to have a bottle stuffed into their mouths at proper intervals and to be bathed, and dressed and aired and slept.
我爱他们等等,但他们所需要的只是每隔一段时间将瓶子塞进嘴里,然后洗澡、穿衣、通风和睡觉。
It’s a mechanical routine and about as exciting as a treadmill.
这是一种机械的例行公事,就像跑步机一样令人兴奋。
I can’t go round being maternal and beating my breast over two nice firm lumps of flesh.”
我不能绕着母亲的角色,用两块坚硬的肉块捶打自己的乳房。”
“Just what do you want me to do, Paula?”
“你到底想让我做什么,宝拉?”
She was eager again, vitally concerned in him.
她又热切地关心他了。
“It’s all so ridiculous.
“这一切都太荒谬了。
All these men whose incomes are thirty—forty—sixty—a hundred thousand a year usually haven’t any qualities, really, that the five-thousand-a-year man hasn’t.
所有这些年收入三、四十、六十、十万的人通常都没有任何年收入五千人所没有的品质。
The doctor who sent Theodore a bill for four thousand dollars when each of my babies was born didn’t do a thing that a country doctor with a Ford wouldn’t do.
当我的每个孩子出生时,那位给西奥多寄去四千美元账单的医生并没有做一个开着福特车的乡村医生不会做的事情。
But he knew he could get it and he asked it.
但他知道他能得到它,所以他提出了要求。
Somebody has to get the fifty-thousand-dollar salaries—some advertising man, or bond salesman or—why, look at Phil Emery!
必须有人拿到五万美元的薪水——某个广告人,或者债券推销员,或者——为什么,看看菲尔·埃默里!
He probably couldn’t sell a yard of pink ribbon to a schoolgirl if he had to.
如果有必要的话,他可能无法把一码粉红丝带卖给一个女学生。
Look at Theodore!
看看西奥多!
He just sits and blinks and says nothing.
他只是坐着,眨着眼睛,什么也没说。
But when the time comes he doubles up his fat white fist and mumbles, ‘Ten million,’ or ‘Fifteen million,’ and that settles it.”
但到了那个时候,他会握紧他那又胖又白的拳头,咕哝着‘一千万’或‘一千五百万’,这就解决了。”
Dirk laughed to hide his own little mounting sensation of excitement.
德克大笑,以掩饰自己日益高涨的兴奋感。
“It isn’t quite as simple as that, I imagine.
“我想事情并不那么简单。
There’s more to it than meets the eye.”
它的内涵远比表面所看到的要多。”
“There isn’t!
“没有啊!
I tell you I know the whole crowd of them.
我告诉你我认识他们所有人。
I’ve been brought up with this moneyed pack all my life, haven’t I?
我这辈子都是在这个有钱人的陪伴下长大的,不是吗?
Pork packers and wheat grabbers and pedlers of gas and electric light and dry goods.
猪肉包装商、小麦收割商以及燃气、电力、照明和干货商贩。
Grandfather’s the only one of the crowd that I respect.
祖父是人群中唯一我尊敬的人。
He has stayed the same.
他一直保持原状。
They can’t fool him.
他们骗不了他。
He knows he just happened to go into wholesale beef and pork when wholesale beef and pork was a new game in Chicago.
他知道,当批发牛肉和猪肉在芝加哥还是一个新游戏时,他只是碰巧进入了批发牛肉和猪肉行业。
Now look at him!”
现在看看他!”
“Still, you will admit there’s something in knowing when,” he argued.
“不过,你会承认知道什么时候是有道理的,”他争辩道。
Paula stood up.
宝拉站了起来。
“If you don’t know I’ll tell you.
“如果你不知道我就告诉你。
Now is when.
现在正是时候。
I’ve got Grandfather and Dad and Theodore to work with.
我有祖父、爸爸和西奥多一起工作。
You can go on being an architect if you want to.
如果你愿意,你可以继续当一名建筑师。
It’s a fine enough profession.
这是一个足够好的职业。
But unless you’re a genius where’ll it get you!
但除非你是天才,否则它会带给你什么!
Go in with them, and Dirk, in five years——”
跟他们一起去,还有德克,五年后——”
“What!” They were both standing, facing each other, she tense, eager; he relaxed but stimulated.
“什么!”他们面对面站着,她紧张又急切。他放松但又兴奋。
“Try it and see what, will you?
“尝试一下,看看会怎样?
Will you, Dirk?”
你愿意吗,德克?”
“I don’t know, Paula.
“我不知道,宝拉。
I should say my mother wouldn’t think much of it.”
我应该说我妈妈不会多想的。”
“What does she know!
“她懂什么!
Oh, I don’t mean that she isn’t a fine, wonderful person.
哦,我并不是说她不是一个优秀的人。
She is.
她是。
I love her.
我爱她。
But success!
但成功了!
She thinks success is another acre of asparagus or cabbage; or a new stove in the kitchen now that they’ve brought gas out as far as High Prairie.”
她认为成功就是另一英亩芦笋或卷心菜;或者厨房里的一个新炉子,因为他们已经把天然气带到了高草原。”
He had a feeling that she possessed him; that her hot eager hands held him though they stood apart and eyed each other almost hostilely.
他有一种感觉,她占有了他;她热切的双手握住了他,尽管他们分开站着,几乎充满敌意地互相看着对方。
As he undressed that night in his rose and satin room he thought, “Now what’s her game?
那天晚上,当他在玫瑰色和绸缎的房间里脱衣服时,他想:“现在她在玩什么把戏?
What’s she up to?
她在做什么?
Be careful, Dirk, old boy.” On coming into the room he had gone immediately to the long mirror and had looked at himself carefully, searchingly, not knowing that Paula, in her room, had done the same.
小心一点,德克,老男孩。”一进房间,他就立即走到长镜子前,仔细地审视着自己,却不知道宝拉在她的房间里也做了同样的事。
He ran a hand over his close-shaved chin, looked at the fit of his dinner coat.
他用手捂住剃光的下巴,看看晚礼服是否合身。
He wished he had had it made at Peter Peel’s, the English tailor on Michigan Boulevard.
他希望这件衣服是在密歇根大道上的英国裁缝彼得·皮尔裁缝店做的。
But Peel was so damned expensive.
但皮尔实在是太贵了。
Perhaps next time .
也许下次吧。
.
。
.
。
As he lay in the soft bed with the satin coverlet over him he thought, “Now what’s her lit-tle game!”
当他躺在柔软的床上,身上盖着缎子被子时,他想:“现在她在玩什么小把戏呢!”
He awoke at eight, enormously hungry.
他八点钟就醒了,肚子非常饿。
He wondered, uneasily, just how he was going to get his breakfast.
他不安地想知道他要怎么吃早餐。
She had said his breakfast would be brought him in his room.
她说过他的早餐会送到他的房间里。
He stretched luxuriously, sprang up, turned on his bath water, bathed.
他舒舒服服地伸了个懒腰,跳了起来,打开洗澡水,洗澡。
When he emerged in dressing gown and slippers his breakfast tray had been brought him mysteriously and its contents lay appetizingly on a little portable table.
当他穿着晨衣和拖鞋出现时,他的早餐托盘被神秘地送来了,里面的东西令人垂涎欲滴地放在一张小便携式桌子上。
There were flocks of small covered dishes and a charming individual coffee service.
有成群的带盖小盘子和迷人的个人咖啡服务。
The morning papers, folded and virgin, lay next this.
旁边放着折叠好的晨报。
A little note from Paula: “Would you like to take a walk at about half-past nine?
保拉的一条小纸条:“你想在九点半左右去散步吗?
Stroll down to the stables.
漫步到马厩。
I want to show you my new horse.”
我想向你展示我的新马。”
The distance from the house to the stables was actually quite a brisk little walk in itself.
从房子到马厩的距离实际上是一个相当短的步行距离。
Paula, in riding clothes, was waiting for him.
穿着骑马服的宝拉正在等他。
She looked boyish and young standing beside the sturdy bulk of Pat, the head stableman.
她站在马厩长帕特身旁,看上去既孩子气又年轻。
She wore tan whipcord breeches, a coat of darker stuff, a little round felt hat whose brim curved away from her face.
她穿着棕褐色的绳索马裤,一件深色材料的外套,戴着一顶小圆毡帽,帽檐弯曲远离她的脸。
She greeted him.
她向他打招呼。
“I’ve been out two hours.
“我已经出去两个小时了。
Had my ride.”
搭了我的车。”
“I hate people who tell you, first thing in the morning, that they’ve been out two hours.”
“我讨厌那些早上第一件事就告诉你他们已经出去两个小时了。”
“If that’s the kind of mood you’re in we won’t show him the horse, will we, Pat?”
“如果你就是这种心情,我们就不会让他看马了,好吗,帕特?”
Pat thought they would.
帕特认为他们会的。
Pat showed him the new saddle mare as a mother exhibits her latest offspring, tenderly, proudly.
帕特向他展示了这匹新的鞍马,就像一位母亲温柔而自豪地展示她最新的后代一样。
“Look at her back,” said Pat.
“看看她的背影,”帕特说。
“That’s the way you tell a horse, sir.
“这就是你对马说话的方式,先生。
By the length of this here line.
根据这条线的长度。
Lookut it!
快看!
There’s a picture for you, now!”
现在有一张照片给你!”
Paula looked up at Dirk.
宝拉抬头看着德克。
“You ride, don’t you?”
“你骑车,不是吗?”
“I used to ride the old nags, bareback, on the farm.”
“我曾经在农场里骑着老马,没有鞍。”
“You’ll have to learn.
“你必须学习。
We’ll teach him, won’t we, Pat?”
我们会教他的,不是吗,帕特?”
Pat surveyed Dirk’s lean, flexible figure.
帕特打量着德克瘦削而灵活的身材。
“Easy.”
“简单。”
“Oh, say!” protested Dirk.
“噢,说吧!”德克抗议道。
“Then I’ll have some one to ride with me.
“那我就找个人陪我一起骑吧。
Theodore never rides.
西奥多从不骑马。
He never takes any sort of exercise.
他从不进行任何形式的锻炼。
Sits in that great fat car of his.”
坐在他那辆又肥又大的汽车里。”
They went into the coach house, a great airy whitewashed place with glittering harness and spurs and bridles like jewels in glass cases.
他们走进马车房,这是一个通风良好、粉刷成白色的地方,里面有闪闪发光的马具、马刺和缰绳,就像玻璃柜里的珠宝一样。
There were ribbons, too, red and yellow and blue in a rack on the wall; and trophy cups.
墙上的架子上还挂着红、黄、蓝的丝带。和奖杯。
The coach house gave Dirk a little hopeless feeling.
马车房给德克带来了一点绝望的感觉。
He had never before seen anything like it.
他以前从未见过这样的东西。
In the first place, there were no motors in it.
首先,里面没有电机。
He had forgotten that people rode in anything but motors.
他忘记了除了汽车之外,人们还乘坐其他任何交通工具。
A horse on Chicago’s boulevards raised a laugh.
芝加哥大道上的一匹马发出笑声。
The sight of a shining brougham with two sleek chestnuts driving down Michigan Avenue would have set that street to staring and sniggering as a Roman chariot drawn by zebras might have done.
如果看到一辆挂着两个光滑栗子的闪亮四轮马车沿着密歇根大街行驶,那条街就会像斑马拉着的罗马战车一样引起人们的注视和窃笑。
Yet here was such a brougham, glittering, spotless.
然而这里却有一辆这样的马车,闪闪发光,一尘不染。
Here was a smart cream surrey with a cream-coloured top hung with fringe.
这是一件漂亮的奶油色萨里衫,奶油色的上衣挂着流苏。
There were two-wheeled carts high and slim and chic.
两轮马车又高又细又别致。
A victoria.
维多利亚.
Two pony carts.
两辆小马车。
One would have thought, seeing this room, that the motor vehicle had never been invented.
看到这个房间,人们可能会认为机动车辆从未被发明过。
And towering over all, dwarfing the rest, out-glittering them, stood a tally-ho, a sheer piece of wanton insolence.
矗立着一座高耸入云的塔利豪,让其他人都相形见绌,闪闪发光,纯粹是一种肆意的傲慢。
It was in perfect order.
秩序井然。
Its cushions were immaculate.
它的坐垫完美无缺。
Its sides shone.
它的侧面闪闪发光。
Its steps glistened.
它的脚步闪闪发光。
Dirk, looking up at it, laughed outright.
德克抬头看着它,哈哈大笑。
It seemed too splendid, too absurd.
这似乎太精彩,太荒唐了。
With a sudden boyish impulse he swung himself up the three steps that led to the box and perched himself on the fawn cushioned seat.
带着一种突然的孩子气的冲动,他跳上通往包厢的三级台阶,坐在浅褐色软垫的座位上。
He looked very handsome there.
他在那里看起来非常英俊。
“A coach and four—isn’t that what they call it?
“一个教练和四个人——他们不是这么叫的吗?
Got any Roman juggernauts?”
有罗马主宰吗?”
“Do you want to drive it?” asked Paula.
“你想开车吗?”宝拉问道。
“This afternoon?
“今天下午?
Do you think you can?
你觉得你可以吗?
Four horses, you know.” She laughed up at him, her dark face upturned to his.
四匹马,你知道的。”她抬起头对着他笑,黝黑的脸仰向他。
Dirk looked down at her.
德克低头看着她。
“No.” He climbed down.
“不。”他爬了下来。
“I suppose that at about the time they drove this hereabouts my father was taking the farm plugs into the Haymarket.”
“我想大约在他们开车到这里的时候,我父亲正在把农用插头带到干草市场。”
Something had annoyed him, she saw.
她发现有什么事情惹恼了他。
Would he wait while she changed to walking things?
他会等她变成会走路的人吗?
Or perhaps he’d rather drive in the roadster.
或者也许他更愿意开敞篷跑车。
They walked up to the house together.
他们一起朝房子走去。
He wished that she would not consult his wishes so anxiously.
他希望她不要那么着急地征求他的意愿。
It made him sulky, impatient.
这让他闷闷不乐,不耐烦。
She put a hand on his arm.
她把手放在他的手臂上。
“Dirk, are you annoyed at me for what I said last night?”
“德克,你是因为我昨晚说的话而生我的气吗?”
“No.”
“不。”
“What did you think when you went to your room last night?
“昨晚你回房间的时候想什么?
Tell me.
告诉我。
What did you think?”
你觉得怎么样?
“I thought: ‘She’s bored with her husband and she’s trying to vamp me.
“我想:‘她厌倦了她的丈夫,她想欺骗我。
I’ll have to be careful.’”
我必须要小心。’”
Paula laughed delightedly.
宝拉高兴地笑了。
“That’s nice and frank .
“这很好,也很坦率。
.
。
.
。
What else?”
还有什么?
“I thought my coat didn’t fit very well and I wished I could afford to have Peel make my next one.”
“我觉得我的外套不太合身,我希望我能负担得起让 Peel 为我做下一件外套。”
“You can,” said Paula.
“你可以,”宝拉说。
As it turned out, Dirk was spared the necessity of worrying about the fit of his next dinner coat for the following year and a half.
事实证明,德克在接下来的一年半里不必担心下一件晚礼服是否合身。
His coat, during that period, was a neat olive drab as was that of some millions of young men of his age, or thereabouts.
在那个时期,他的外套是整洁的橄榄褐色,就像数百万与他同龄或相近的年轻人一样。
He wore it very well, and with the calm assurance of one who knows that his shoulders are broad, his waist slim, his stomach flat, his flanks lean, and his legs straight.
他穿得很好,带着一种平静的自信,知道他的肩膀宽,腰细,腹部平坦,侧腹倾斜,双腿笔直。
Most of that time he spent at Fort Sheridan, first as an officer in training, then as an officer training others to be officers.
大部分时间他都在谢里登堡度过,首先作为一名军官接受训练,然后作为一名军官培训其他人成为军官。
He was excellent at this job.
他在这项工作上表现出色。
Influence put him there and kept him there even after he began to chafe at the restraint.
影响力把他放在那里,甚至在他开始对这种束缚感到恼火之后,仍然让他留在那里。
Fort Sheridan is a few miles outside Chicago, north.
谢里登堡位于芝加哥以北几英里处。
No smart North Shore dinner was considered complete without at least a major, a colonel, two captains, and a sprinkling of first lieutenants.
没有至少一名少校、一名上校、两名上尉和少量中尉,任何一场漂亮的北岸晚宴都算不上完整。
Their boots shone so delightfully while dancing.
他们的靴子在跳舞时闪闪发光。
In the last six months of it (though he did not, of course, know that it was to be the last six months) Dirk tried desperately to get to France.
在最后六个月(尽管他当然不知道那是最后六个月)德克拼命地试图去法国。
He was suddenly sick of the neat job at home; of the dinners; of the smug routine; of the olive-drab motor car that whisked him wherever he wanted to go (he had a captaincy); of making them “snap into it”; of Paula; of his mother, even.
他突然厌倦了家里整齐的工作。晚餐;沾沾自喜的日常;橄榄褐色的汽车载着他去任何他想去的地方(他有一个队长);让他们“融入其中”;宝拉;甚至是他的母亲。
Two months before the war’s close he succeeded in getting over; but Paris was his headquarters.
战争结束前两个月,他成功地摆脱了困境。但巴黎是他的总部。
Between Dirk and his mother the first rift had appeared.
德克和他的母亲之间出现了第一个裂痕。
“If I were a man,” Selina said, “I’d make up my mind straight about this war and then I’d do one of two things.
“如果我是一个男人,”塞琳娜说,“我会对这场战争下定决心,然后我会做两件事之一。
I’d go into it the way Jan Snip goes at forking the manure pile—a dirty job that’s got to be cleaned up; or I’d refuse to do it altogether if I didn’t believe in it as a job for me.
我会像简·斯尼普(Jan Snip)分叉粪堆一样来讨论这个问题——这是一项肮脏的工作,必须清理干净;或者,如果我不相信它是我的一份工作,我会完全拒绝这样做。
I’d fight, or I’d be a conscientious objector.
我会战斗,否则我会成为一个依良心拒服兵役的人。
There’s nothing in between for any one who isn’t old or crippled, or sick.”
对于任何一个不年老、不残废、不生病的人来说,没有什么是介于两者之间的。”
Paula was aghast when she heard this.
宝拉听到这话后大吃一惊。
So was Julie whose wailings had been loud when Eugene had gone into the air service.
尤金参军后,朱莉的哭声一直很大。
He was in France now, thoroughly happy.
他现在在法国,非常高兴。
“Do you mean,” demanded Paula, “that you actually want Dirk to go over there and be wounded or killed!”
“你的意思是,”宝拉问道,“你真的希望德克去那里受伤或被杀!”
“No. If Dirk were killed my life would stop.
“不。如果德克被杀,我的生命就会停止。
I’d go on living, I suppose, but my life would have stopped.”
我想我会继续活下去,但我的生命将会停止。”
They all were doing some share in the work to be done.
他们都在分担待完成的工作。
Selina had thought about her own place in this war welter.
塞琳娜思考过自己在这场战争中的位置。
She had wanted to do canteen work in France but had decided against this as being selfish.
她本来想在法国做食堂工作,但因为自私而决定不这样做。
“The thing for me to do,” she said, “is to go on raising vegetables and hogs as fast as I can.” She supplied countless households with free food while their men were gone.
“我要做的事情,”她说,“就是尽可能快地继续种植蔬菜和生猪。”当无数家庭的男人不在时,她为他们提供了免费食物。
She herself worked like a man, taking the place of the able-bodied helper who had been employed on her farm.
她自己像男人一样工作,取代了在她的农场雇用的身体健全的帮手。
Paula was lovely in her Red Cross uniform.
宝拉穿着红十字会制服很可爱。
She persuaded Dirk to go into the Liberty Bond selling drive and he was unexpectedly effective in his quiet, serious way; most convincing and undeniably thrilling to look at in uniform.
她说服德克参与自由债券的销售活动,而他以安静、严肃的方式取得了意想不到的效果。穿着制服时最令人信服且不可否认的是令人兴奋。
Paula’s little air of possession had grown until now it enveloped him.
宝拉的那股占有欲越来越强,直到现在笼罩着他。
She wasn’t playing now; was deeply and terribly in love with him.
她现在不玩了;深深地、可怕地爱着他。
When, in 1918, Dirk took off his uniform he went into the bond department of the Great Lakes Trust Company in which Theodore Storm had a large interest.
1918 年,德克脱下制服,进入了西奥多·斯托姆 (Theodore Storm) 拥有大量权益的五大湖信托公司的债券部门。
He said that the war had disillusioned him.
他说战争使他的幻想破灭了。
It was a word you often heard uttered as a reason or an excuse for abandoning the normal.
这是你经常听到的一个词,作为放弃正常的理由或借口。
“Disillusioned.”
“幻灭了。”
“What did you think war was going to do?” said Selina.
“你认为战争会带来什么后果?”塞琳娜说。
“Purify!
“净化!
It never has yet.”
还从来没有。”
It was understood, by Selina at least, that Dirk’s abandoning of his profession was a temporary thing.
至少塞琳娜明白,德克放弃自己的职业只是暂时的。
Quick as she usually was to arrive at conclusions, she did not realize until too late that this son of hers had definitely deserted building for bonds; that the only structures he would rear were her own castles in Spain.
尽管她通常很快就能得出结论,但直到为时已晚,她才意识到她的这个儿子肯定已经为了债券而放弃了建筑;他唯一会建造的建筑就是她自己在西班牙的城堡。
His first two months as a bond salesman netted him more than a year’s salary at his old post at Hollis & Sprague’s.
他担任债券推销员的前两个月,赚到的钱比他在 Hollis & Sprague’s 的旧职位上一年多的工资还要多。
When he told this to Selina, in triumph, she said, “Yes, but there isn’t much fun in it, is there?
当他把这件事告诉赛琳娜时,赛琳娜得意地说道:“是的,但是这没什么乐趣,不是吗?
This selling things on paper?
这是纸上谈兵卖东西吗?
Now architecture, that must be thrilling.
现在的建筑,一定是令人兴奋的。
Next to writing a play and seeing it acted by real people—seeing it actually come alive before your eyes—architecture must be the next most fun.
除了写剧本并观看真人表演(亲眼目睹它在你眼前栩栩如生)之外,建筑一定是第二个最有趣的了。
Putting a building down on paper—little marks here, straight lines there, figures, calculations, blueprints, measurements—and then, suddenly one day, the actual building itself.
把一栋建筑写在纸上——这里有小标记,那里有直线、数字、计算、蓝图、测量——然后,突然有一天,真正的建筑本身。
Steel and stone and brick, with engines throbbing inside it like a heart, and people flowing in and out.
钢铁、石头和砖块,发动机像心脏一样在里面跳动,人们进进出出。
Part of a city.
城市的一部分。
A piece of actual beauty conceived by you!
由您构思的真正美丽!
Oh, Dirk!” To see her face then must have given him a pang, it was so alive, so eager.
噢,德克!”看到她的脸一定让他感到一阵痛苦,它是那么生动,那么渴望。
He found excuses for himself.
他给自己找了借口。
“Selling bonds that make that building possible isn’t so dull, either.”
“出售债券以实现这一建设也不是那么乏味。”
But she waved that aside almost contemptuously.
但她几乎轻蔑地把这件事摆在一边。
“What nonsense, Dirk.
“胡说八道,德克。
It’s like selling seats at the box office of a theatre for the play inside.”
这就像在剧院售票处出售里面的戏剧座位一样。”
Dirk had made many new friends in the last year and a half.
在过去的一年半里,德克结识了很多新朋友。
More than that, he had acquired a new manner; an air of quiet authority, of assurance.
不仅如此,他还学会了一种新的态度。一种安静、权威、自信的气息。
The profession of architecture was put definitely behind him.
建筑专业绝对被抛在了身后。
There had been no building in all the months of the war; probably would be none in years.
战争的几个月里没有任何建筑物。可能几年后就没有了。
Materials were prohibitive, labour exorbitant.
材料令人望而却步,劳动力成本高昂。
He did not say to Selina that he had put the other work from him.
他并没有对Selina说他已经把其他的工作交给了他。
But after six months in his new position he knew that he would never go back.
但在担任新职务六个月后,他知道自己永远不会回去了。
From the start he was a success.
从一开始他就很成功。
Within one year he was so successful that you could hardly distinguish him from a hundred other successful young Chicago business and professional men whose clothes were made at Peel’s; who kept their collars miraculously clean in the soot-laden atmosphere of the Loop; whose shoes were bench-made; who lunched at the Noon Club on the roof of the First National Bank where Chicago’s millionaires ate corned-beef hash whenever that plebeian dish appeared on the bill of fare.
一年之内,他就取得了如此成功,以至于你几乎无法将他与其他一百位成功的年轻芝加哥商人和专业人士区分开来,他们的衣服都是在皮尔店制作的。他们在环路充满烟灰的气氛中奇迹般地保持衣领干净;他们的鞋子是手工制作的;他在第一国家银行屋顶的中午俱乐部吃午餐,每当这道平民菜出现在菜单上时,芝加哥的百万富翁就会吃咸牛肉杂烩。
He had had a little thrill out of his first meal at this club whose membership was made up of the “big men” of the city’s financial circle.
这家俱乐部的会员都是本市金融圈的“大人物”,第一顿饭让他有些小激动。
Now he could even feel a little flicker of contempt for them.
现在他甚至能感觉到一丝对他们的蔑视。
He had known old Aug Hempel, of course, for years, as well as Michael Arnold, and, later, Phillip Emery, Theodore Storm, and others.
当然,他认识老奥格·亨佩尔很多年了,还有迈克尔·阿诺德,后来又认识菲利普·埃默里、西奥多·斯托姆等人。
But he had expected these men to be different.
但他原以为这些人会有所不同。
Paula had said, “Theodore, why don’t you take Dirk up to the Noon Club some day?
宝拉说:“西奥多,你为什么不有一天带德克去中午俱乐部呢?
There are a lot of big men he ought to meet.”
他应该会见很多大人物。”
Dirk went in some trepidation.
德克有些惶恐地走了进去。
The great grilled elevator, as large as a room, whisked them up to the roof of the fortress of gold.
巨大的铁栅电梯,有一个房间那么大,将他们迅速带到了黄金堡垒的屋顶。
The club lounge furnished his first disappointment.
俱乐部休息室让他第一次失望。
It looked like a Pullman smoker.
它看起来像一个普尔曼吸烟者。
The chairs were upholstered in black leather or red plush.
椅子采用黑色皮革或红色毛绒软垫。
The woodwork was shiny red imitation mahogany.
木制品是闪亮的红色仿桃花心木。
The carpet was green.
地毯是绿色的。
There were bright shining brass cuspidors in the hall near the cigar counter.
大厅里靠近雪茄柜台的地方有闪闪发光的黄铜痰盂。
The food was well cooked.
食物煮得很好。
Man’s food.
男人的食物。
Nine out of every ten of these men possessed millions.
这些人每十人中有九人拥有数百万美元。
Whenever corned beef and cabbage appeared on the luncheon menu nine out of ten took it.
每当午餐菜单上出现咸牛肉和卷心菜时,十有八九都会吃。
These were not at all the American Big Business Man of the comic papers and of fiction—that yellow, nervous, dyspeptic creature who lunches off milk and pie.
这些人根本不是漫画报纸和小说中的美国大商人——那个黄皮肤、紧张、消化不良、午饭吃牛奶和馅饼的生物。
They were divided into two definite types.
他们被分为两种明确的类型。
The older men of between fifty and sixty were great high-coloured fellows of full habit.
五十岁到六十岁之间的年长者都是肤色高大、习惯十足的人。
Many of them had had a physician’s warning of high blood pressure, hardening arteries, overworked heart, rebellious kidneys.
他们中的许多人都曾收到过医生关于高血压、动脉硬化、心脏过度劳累、肾脏功能障碍的警告。
So now they waxed cautious, taking time over their substantial lunches, smoking and talking.
所以现在他们变得谨慎起来,花时间吃丰盛的午餐,抽烟和聊天。
Their faces were impassive, their eyes shrewd, hard.
他们面无表情,眼神精明而冷酷。
Their talk was colloquial and frequently illiterate.
他们的谈话很口语,而且常常是文盲。
They often said “was” for “were.” “Was you going to see Baldwin about that South American stuff or is he going to ship it through without?” Most of them had known little of play in their youth and now they played ponderously and a little sadly and yet eagerly as does one to whom the gift of leisure had come too late.
他们经常用“是”来代替“是”。 “你会去见鲍德温讨论南美的事情吗?还是他会直接把这些事情带过去?”他们中的大多数人在年轻时对玩耍知之甚少,现在他们玩得沉重,有点悲伤,但又热切地玩耍,就像那些来得太晚的人一样。
On Saturday afternoon you saw them in imported heather green golf stockings and Scotch tweed suits making for the links or the lake.
周六下午,你会看到他们穿着进口的石南绿色高尔夫球袜和苏格兰花呢套装前往林克斯球场或湖边。
They ruined their palates and livers with strong cigars, thinking cigarette smoking undignified and pipes common.
他们用浓烈的雪茄毁了他们的味觉和肝脏,认为吸烟有失尊严,而烟斗很常见。
“Have a cigar!” was their greeting, their password, their open sesame.
“来支雪茄吧!”是他们的问候、他们的密码、他们的芝麻开门。
“Have a cigar.” Only a few were so rich, so assured as to smoke cheap light panatellas.
“抽根雪茄吧。”只有少数人如此富有,如此自信,以至于可以抽廉价的淡味帕纳特拉烟。
Old Aug Hempel was one of these.
老奥格·亨佩尔就是其中之一。
Dirk noticed that when he made one of his rare visits to the Noon Club his entrance was met with a little stir, a deference.
德克注意到,当他罕见地造访中午俱乐部时,他的到来引起了一点骚动和尊重。
He was nearing seventy-five now; was still straight, strong, zestful of life; a magnificent old buccaneer among the pettier crew.
他现在已年近七十五岁了。依然笔直、坚强、充满活力;一个在小船员中的伟大的老海盗。
His had been the direct and brutal method—swish!
他的方法就是直接而残酷——唷!
swash!
挥动!
and his enemies walked the plank.
他的敌人也走上了木板。
The younger men eyed him with a certain amusement and respect.
年轻人用一种有趣和尊敬的眼神看着他。
These younger men whose ages ranged from twenty-eight to forty-five were disciples of the new system in business.
这些年轻人的年龄从二十八岁到四十五岁不等,是新商业体系的追随者。
They were graduates of universities.
他们是大学毕业生。
They had known luxury all their lives.
他们一生都知道奢侈。
They were the second or third generation.
他们是第二代或第三代。
They used the word “psychology.” They practised restraint.
他们使用了“心理学”这个词。他们实行克制。
They knew the power of suggestion.
他们知道建议的力量。
Where old Aug Hempel had flown the black flag they resorted to the periscope.
老奥格·亨佩尔在悬挂黑旗的地方,他们求助于潜望镜。
Dirk learned that these men did not talk business during meal time except when they had met definitely for that purpose.
德克了解到,这些人在吃饭的时候不会谈生意,除非他们确实是为了这个目的而见面的。
They wasted a good deal of time, Dirk thought, and often, when they were supposed to be “in conference” or when their secretaries said primly that they were very busy and not to be disturbed until three, they were dozing off for a comfortable half hour in their private offices.
德克想,他们浪费了很多时间,而且常常,当他们应该“开会”时,或者当他们的秘书一本正经地说他们很忙,三点前不要被打扰时,他们却在私人办公室里舒适地打瞌睡半个小时。
They were the sons or grandsons of those bearded, rugged, and rather terrible old boys who, in 1835 or 1840, had come out of County Limerick or County Kilkenny or out of Scotland or the Rhineland to mold this new country in their strong hairy hands; those hands whose work had made possible the symphony orchestras, the yacht clubs, the golf clubs through which their descendants now found amusement and relaxation.
他们是那些留着胡须、粗犷、相当可怕的老男孩的儿子或孙子,这些老男孩在 1835 年或 1840 年从利默里克郡或基尔肯尼郡或苏格兰或莱茵兰走出来,用他们强壮的毛茸茸的双手塑造了这个新国家;这些人的工作使交响乐团、游艇俱乐部和高尔夫球俱乐部成为可能,而他们的后代现在通过这些俱乐部找到了娱乐和放松。
Dirk listened to the talk of the Noon Club.
德克听着中午俱乐部的谈话。
“I made it in eighty-six.
“我八十六岁就成功了。
That isn’t so bad for the Tippecanoe course.”
这对于蒂珀卡努球场来说还算不错。”
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boxes are going pretty well but the Metropolitan grabs up all the big ones and the house wants names.
盒子进展顺利,但大都会抓住了所有大的盒子,房子想要名字。
Garden doesn’t draw the way she used to, even in Chicago.
即使在芝加哥,花园也不再像以前那样画画了。
It’s the popular subscription that counts.”
重要的是受欢迎的订阅。”
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grabbed the Century out of New York at two-forty-five and got back here in time to try out my new horse in the park.
两点四十五分,我从纽约乘了世纪号车,及时回到这里,在公园里试骑我的新马。
She’s a little nervous for city riding but we’re opening the house at Lake Forest next week——”
她对城市骑行有点紧张,但我们下周就要在森林湖开放房子了——”
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pretty good show but they don’t send the original companies here, that’s the trouble .
很好的节目,但他们不派原来的公司来这里,这就是麻烦。
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in London.
在伦敦。
It’s a neat shade of green, isn’t it?
这是一种整洁的绿色,不是吗?
You can’t get ties like this over here, I don’t know why.
你在这里不可能有这样的领带,我不知道为什么。
Got a dozen last time I was over.
上次我结束的时候有十几个。
Yeh, Plumbridge in Bond Street.”
是的,邦德街的普拉姆布里奇。”
Well, Dirk could talk like that easily enough.
嗯,德克可以轻松地说出这样的话。
He listened quietly, nodded, smiled, agreed or disagreed.
他静静地听着,点头,微笑,同意或不同意。
He looked about him carefully, appraisingly.
他仔细地环顾四周,做出评价。
Waist lines well kept in; carefully tailored clothes; shrewd wrinkles of experience radiating in fine sprays in the skin around the corners of their eyes.
腰线保持得很好;精心剪裁的衣服;经验丰富的精明皱纹在眼角周围的皮肤上以细小的喷雾形式散发出来。
The president of an advertising firm lunching with a banker; a bond salesman talking to a rare book collector; a packer seated at a small table with Horatio Craft, the sculptor.
一家广告公司的总裁与一位银行家共进午餐;债券推销员与善本收藏家交谈;包装工人和雕塑家霍雷肖·克拉夫特坐在一张小桌子旁。
Two years and Dirk, too, had learned to “grab the Century” in order to save an hour or so of time between Chicago and New York.
两年后,德克也学会了“抓住世纪”,以便在芝加哥和纽约之间节省一个小时左右的时间。
Peel said it was a pleasure to fit a coat to his broad, flat tapering back, and trousers to his strong sturdy legs.
皮尔说,很高兴能为他宽阔平坦的后背穿上外套,为他强壮有力的双腿穿上裤子。
His colour, inherited from his red-cheeked Dutch ancestors brought up in the fresh sea-laden air of the Holland flats, was fine and clear.
他的肤色继承了他红脸颊的荷兰祖先的血统,在荷兰平原充满海洋气息的新鲜空气中长大,肤色细腻而清晰。
Sometimes Selina, in pure sensuous delight, passed her gnarled, work-worn hand over his shoulders and down his fine, strong, straight back.
有时,塞琳娜带着纯粹的感官愉悦,将她因工作而粗糙的手放在他的肩膀上,滑过他优美、强壮、笔直的背部。
He had been abroad twice.
他曾两次出国。
He learned to call it “running over to Europe for a few days.” It had all come about in a scant two years, as is the theatrical way in which life speeds in America.
他学会了称之为“跑到欧洲几天”。这一切都是在不到两年的时间内发生的,就像美国生活节奏加快的戏剧方式一样。
Selina was a little bewildered now at this new Dirk whose life was so full without her.
塞琳娜现在对这个新德克有点困惑,没有她,他的生活如此充实。
Sometimes she did not see him for two weeks, or three.
有时她两周甚至三周都见不到他。
He sent her gifts which she smoothed and touched delightedly and put away; fine soft silken things, hand-made—which she could not wear.
他送了她礼物,她高兴地抚平、抚摸,然后收了起来。精致柔软的丝绸制品,手工制作——她不能穿。
The habit of years was too strong upon her.
多年来的习惯对她来说太强烈了。
Though she had always been a woman of dainty habits and fastidious tastes the grind of her early married life had left its indelible mark.
尽管她一直是一个习惯讲究、品味挑剔的女人,但早年婚姻生活的磨难却留下了不可磨灭的印记。
Now, as she dressed, you might have seen that her petticoat was likely to be black sateen and her plain, durable corset cover neatly patched where it had worn under the arms.
现在,当她穿衣服时,你可能会看到她的衬裙很可能是黑色缎子的,她朴素、耐用的紧身胸衣套在腋下的地方整齐地打着补丁。
She employed none of the artifices of a youth-mad day.
她没有使用任何年轻人疯狂时代的诡计。
Sun and wind and rain and the cold and heat of the open prairie had wreaked their vengeance on her flouting of them.
阳光、风雨、草原的严寒和炎热,都对她的蔑视进行了报复。
Her skin was tanned, weather-beaten; her hair rough and dry.
她的皮肤晒黑了,饱经风霜。她的头发又粗又干。
Her eyes, in that frame, startled you by their unexpectedness, they were so calm, so serene, yet so alive.
在那张照片中,她的眼睛出人意料地让你吃惊,它们是那么平静,那么安详,却又那么充满活力。
They were the beautiful eyes of a wise young girl in the face of a middle-aged woman.
那是中年妇女脸上睿智少女的美丽双眸。
Life was still so fresh to her.
生活对她来说还是那么新鲜。
She had almost poignantly few personal belongings.
她的个人物品几乎少得可怜。
Her bureau drawers were like a nun’s; her brush and comb, a scant stock of plain white underwear.
她的衣柜抽屉就像修女的抽屉一样。她的刷子和梳子,以及少量的纯白色内衣。
On the bathroom shelf her toothbrush, some vaseline, a box of talcum powder.
浴室的架子上有她的牙刷、一些凡士林、一盒滑石粉。
None of those aids to artifice with which the elderly woman deludes herself into thinking that she is hoodwinking the world.
这位老妇人用这些诡计欺骗自己,让自己认为她在欺骗世界,但这些都没有任何帮助。
She wore well-made walking oxfords now, with sensible heels—the kind known as Field’s special; plain shirtwaists and neat dark suits, or a blue cloth dress.
她现在穿着做工精良的步行牛津鞋,配上合适的高跟鞋——就是那种被称为“菲尔德特制鞋”的鞋。朴素的衬衫腰和整洁的深色西装,或者蓝色布连衣裙。
A middle-aged woman approaching elderliness; a woman who walked and carried herself well; who looked at you with a glance that was direct but never hard.
一位即将步入老年的中年妇女;一个走路和举止都很好的女人;他用一种直接但不生硬的眼神看着你。
That was all.
仅此而已。
Yet there was about her something arresting, something compelling.
然而她身上有一种引人注目、令人信服的东西。
You felt it.
你感觉到了。
“I don’t see how you do it!” Julie Arnold complained one day as Selina was paying her one of her rare visits in town.
“我不明白你是怎么做到的!”有一天,朱莉·阿诺德向塞琳娜抱怨道,这是她难得来镇上的一次拜访。
“Your eyes are as bright as a baby’s and mine look like dead oysters.” They were up in Julie’s dressing room in the new house on the north side—the new house that was now the old house.
“你的眼睛像婴儿的眼睛一样明亮,而我的眼睛看起来像死牡蛎。”他们在北侧新房子朱莉的更衣室里——新房子现在是老房子。
Julie’s dressing table was a bewildering thing.
朱莉的梳妆台令人眼花缭乱。
Selina DeJong, in her neat black suit and her plain black hat, sat regarding it and Julie seated before it, with a grim and lively interest.
塞琳娜·德容 (Selina DeJong) 穿着整洁的黑色西装,戴着朴素的黑色帽子,坐在那儿注视着它,朱莉则坐在它前面,带着一种严肃而活泼的兴趣。
“It looks,” Selina said, “like Mandel’s toilette section, or a hospital operating room just before a major operation.” There were great glass jars that contained meal, white and gold.
“它看起来,”塞琳娜说,“就像曼德尔的盥洗室,或者是一场大手术前的医院手术室。”有一些巨大的玻璃罐,里面装着白色和金色的面粉。
There were rows and rows of cream pots holding massage cream, vanishing cream, cleansing cream.
一排排的膏罐里装着按摩膏、雪花膏、洁面膏。
There were little china bowls of scarlet and white and yellowish pastes.
有一些小瓷碗,里面有猩红色、白色和淡黄色的糊状物。
A perforated container spouted a wisp of cotton.
一个有孔的容器喷出了一缕棉花。
You saw toilet waters, perfumes, atomizers, French soaps, unguents, tubes.
你看到了花露水、香水、雾化器、法国肥皂、软膏、管子。
It wasn’t a dressing table merely, but a laboratory.
这不仅仅是一个梳妆台,而是一个实验室。
“This!” exclaimed Julie.
“这!”朱莉惊呼道。
“You ought to see Paula’s.
“你应该看看保拉的。
Compared to her toilette ceremony mine is just a splash at the kitchen sink.” She rubbed cold cream now around her eyes with her two forefingers, using a practised upward stroke.
与她的梳妆仪式相比,我的只是厨房水槽里的水花。”她现在用两个食指在眼睛周围擦冷霜,熟练地向上抚摸。
“It looks fascinating,” Selina exclaimed.
“看起来很迷人,”塞琳娜惊叹道。
“Some day I’m going to try it.
“有一天我会尝试一下。
There are so many things I’m going to try some day.
有一天我会尝试很多事情。
So many things I’ve never done that I’m going to do for the fun of it.
很多事情我从未做过,但我会为了乐趣而去做。
Think of it, Julie!
想想吧,朱莉!
I’ve never had a manicure!
我从来没有做过美甲!
Some day I’m going to have one.
有一天我也会拥有一个。
I’ll tell the girl to paint my nails a beautiful bright vermilion.
我会告诉女孩把我的指甲涂成美丽明亮的朱红色。
And I’ll tip her twenty-five cents.
我会给她二十五美分小费。
They’re so pretty with their bobbed hair and their queer bright eyes.
她们有着短发和古怪明亮的眼睛,非常漂亮。
I s’pose you’ll think I’m crazy if I tell you they make me feel young.”
如果我告诉你它们让我感觉年轻,我想你会认为我疯了。”
Julie was massaging.
朱莉正在按摩。
Her eyes had an absent look.
她的眼神显得心不在焉。
Suddenly: “Listen, Selina.
突然:“听着,塞琳娜。
Dirk and Paula are together too much.
德克和宝拉在一起的次数太多了。
People are talking.”
人们在说话。”
“Talking?” The smile faded from Selina’s face.
“说?”赛琳娜脸上的笑容消失了。
“Goodness knows I’m not strait-laced.
“天知道我并不拘谨。
You can’t be in this day and age.
你不可能生活在这个时代。
If I had ever thought I’d live to see the time when—— Well, since the war of course anything’s all right, seems.
如果我曾经想过我能活着看到这样的时刻——嗯,自从战争之后,当然一切都好起来了。
But Paula has no sense.
但保拉毫无理智。
Everybody knows she’s insane about Dirk.
每个人都知道她对德克很着迷。
That’s all right for Dirk, but how about Paula!
这对德克来说没问题,但宝拉呢!
She won’t go anywhere unless he’s invited.
除非他受到邀请,否则她不会去任何地方。
Of course Dirk is awfully popular.
当然,德克非常受欢迎。
Goodness knows there are few enough young men like him in Chicago—handsome and successful and polished and all.
天知道在芝加哥像他这样的年轻人太少了——英俊、成功、优雅等等。
Most of them dash off East just as soon as they can get their fathers to establish an Eastern branch or something.
他们中的大多数人只要能让他们的父亲建立东部分支机构或其他什么东西,就立即冲向东部。
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They’re together all the time, everywhere.
他们随时随地都在一起。
I asked her if she was going to divorce Storm and she said no, she hadn’t enough money of her own and Dirk wasn’t earning enough.
我问她是否打算与斯托姆离婚,她说不,她自己没有足够的钱,而德克的收入也不够。
His salary’s thousands, but she’s used to millions.
他的工资几千,她却习惯了几百万。
Well!”
嗯!
“They were boy and girl together,” Selina interrupted, feebly.
“他们是男孩和女孩,”塞琳娜有气无力地打断道。
“They’re not any more.
“他们不再是了。
Don’t be silly, Selina.
别傻了,塞琳娜。
You’re not as young as that.”
你没那么年轻了。”
No, she was not as young as that.
不,她没有那么年轻。
When Dirk next paid one of his rare visits to the farm she called him into her bedroom—the cool, dim shabby bedroom with the old black walnut bed in which she had lain as Pervus DeJong’s bride more than thirty years ago.
当德克下次罕见地造访农场时,她把他叫进了自己的卧室——那间凉爽、昏暗的破旧卧室,里面有一张旧黑胡桃木床,三十多年前,她作为佩尔乌斯·德容的新娘就躺在上面。
She had on a little knitted jacket over her severe white nightgown.
她在严肃的白色睡衣外面套了一件小针织夹克。
Her abundant hair was neatly braided in two long plaits.
她丰沛的头发整齐地编成两条长辫子。
She looked somehow girlish there in the dim light, her great soft eyes gazing up at him.
昏暗的灯光下,她看起来有点像少女,她那双温柔的大眼睛凝视着他。
“Dirk, sit down here at the side of my bed the way you used to.”
“德克,像以前一样坐在我的床边。”
“I’m dead tired, Mother.
“我累坏了,妈妈。
Twenty-seven holes of golf before I came out.”
在我出来之前打了二十七洞高尔夫球。”
“I know.
“我知道。
You ache all over—a nice kind of ache.
你浑身疼痛——一种很好的疼痛。
I used to feel like that when I’d worked in the fields all day, pulling vegetables, or planting.” He was silent.
当我整天在地里干活、拔菜或播种时,我就有这种感觉。”他沉默了。
She caught his hand.
她抓住了他的手。
“You didn’t like that.
“你不喜欢那样。
My saying that.
我这么说。
I’m sorry.
对不起。
I didn’t say it to make you feel bad, dear.”
我这么说并不是为了让你感到难过,亲爱的。”
“I know you didn’t, Mother.”
“我知道你没有,妈妈。”
“Dirk, do you know what that woman who writes the society news in the Sunday _Tribune_ called you to-day?”
“德克,你知道那个在《星期日论坛报》上写社会新闻的女人今天叫你什么吗?”
“No. What?
“不。什么?
I never read it.”
我从来没有读过。”
“She said you were one of the _jeunesse dorée_.”
“她说你是_jeunesse dorée_之一。”
Dirk grinned.
德克咧嘴一笑。
“Gosh!”
“天哪!”
“I remember enough of my French at Miss Fister’s school to know that that means gilded youth.”
“我记得在菲斯特小姐学校学过的法语,知道这意味着镀金的青春。”
“Me!
“我!
That’s good!
那就好!
I’m not even spangled.”
我什至都没有闪闪发光。”
“Dirk!” her voice was low, vibrant.
“短剑!”她的声音低沉,充满活力。
“Dirk, I don’t want you to be a gilded youth, I don’t care how thick the gilding.
“德克,我不想让你成为镀金青年,我不在乎镀金有多厚。
Dirk, that isn’t what I worked in the sun and cold for.
德克,这不是我在阳光下和寒冷中工作的目的。
I’m not reproaching you; I didn’t mind the work.
我不是在责备你;我不介意工作。
Forgive me for even mentioning it.
请原谅我提到它。
But, Dirk, I don’t want my son to be known as one of the _jeunesse dorée_.
但是,德克,我不希望我的儿子被称为_jeunesse dorée_之一。
No!
不!
Not my son!”
不是我儿子!”
“Now, listen, Mother.
“现在,听着,妈妈。
That’s foolish.
那是愚蠢的。
If you’re going to talk like that.
如果你要这样说话。
Like a mother in a melodrama whose son’s gone wrong.
就像一部情节剧中的母亲,她的儿子出了问题。
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I work like a dog.
我像狗一样工作。
You know that.
你知道的。
You get the wrong angle on things, stuck out here on this little farm.
在这个小农场里,你对事物的角度是错误的。
Why don’t you come into town and take a little place and sell the farm?”
你为什么不进城占个小地方,把农场卖掉呢?”
“Live with you, you mean?” Pure mischievousness.
“你是说,和你住在一起?”纯粹是恶作剧。
“Oh, no. You wouldn’t like that,” hastily.
“哦,不。你不会喜欢这样的。”急忙说道。
“Besides, I’d never be there.
“此外,我永远不会在那里。
At the office all day, and out somewhere in the evening.”
整天在办公室,晚上就出去。”
“When do you do your reading, Dirk?”
“你什么时候读书,德克?”
“Why—uh——”
“为什么——呃——”
She sat up in bed, looking down at the thin end of her braid as she twined it round and round her finger.
她从床上坐起来,低头看着辫子那细细的一端,一边把辫子绕着手指一圈又一圈地缠绕着。
“Dirk, what is this you sell in that mahogany office of yours?
“德克,你在你那间桃花心木办公室里卖的是什么?
I never did get the hang of it.”
我一直没有掌握其中的窍门。”
“Bonds, Mother.
“债券,妈妈。
You know that perfectly well.”
你非常清楚这一点。”
“Bonds.” She considered this a moment.
“债券。”她认为这是一个时刻。
“Are they hard to sell?
“它们很难卖吗?
Who buys them?”
谁买它们?
“That depends.
“这要看情况。
Everybody buys them—that is .
每个人都买它们——也就是说。
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“I don’t.
“我不知道。
I suppose because whenever I had any money it went back into the farm for implements, or repairs, or seed, or stock, or improvements.
我想是因为每当我有钱的时候,它都会回到农场用于农具、修理、种子、库存或改进。
That’s always the way with a farmer—even on a little truck farm like this.” She pondered again a moment.
农民总是这样——即使是在像这样的小卡车农场。”她又沉思了一会儿。
He fidgeted, yawned.
他坐立不安,打了个哈欠。
“Dirk DeJong—Bond Salesman.”
“德克·德容——债券推销员。”
“The way you say it, Mother, it sounds like a low criminal pursuit.”
“妈妈,按照你的说法,这听起来像是一种低级犯罪追捕。”
“Dirk, do you know sometimes I actually think that if you had stayed here on the farm——”
“德克,你知道吗,有时我真的想,如果你留在农场——”
“Good God, Mother!
“天哪,妈妈!
What for!”
做什么的!”
“Oh, I don’t know.
“哦,我不知道。
Time to dream.
是时候做梦了。
Time to—no, I suppose that isn’t true any more.
是时候——不,我想这不再是真的了。
I suppose the day is past when the genius came from the farm.
我想天才从农场出来的日子已经过去了。
Machinery has cut into his dreams.
机械切入了他的梦想。
He used to sit for hours on the wagon seat, the reins slack in his hands, while the horses plodded into town.
当马匹缓慢地进城时,他常常在马车座位上坐上几个小时,手中的缰绳松弛。
Now he whizzes by in a jitney.
现在他坐着一辆吉尼车呼啸而过。
Patent binders, ploughs, reapers—he’s a mechanic.
专利装订机、犁、收割机——他是一名机械师。
He hasn’t time to dream.
他没有时间做梦。
I guess if Lincoln had lived to-day he’d have split his rails to the tune of a humming, snarling patent wood cutter, and in the evening he’d have whirled into town to get his books at the public library, and he’d have read them under the glare of the electric light bulb instead of lying flat in front of the flickering wood fire.
我想,如果林肯生活在今天,他会用一把嗡嗡作响、咆哮的专利伐木机的曲调劈开铁轨,晚上他会冲进城去公共图书馆取书,他会在电灯泡的强光下阅读,而不是平躺在闪烁的柴火前。
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Well.
出色地。
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She lay back, looked up at him.
她向后躺着,抬头看着他。
“Dirk, why don’t you marry?”
“德克,你为什么不结婚?”
“Why—there’s no one I want to marry.”
“为什么——我没有想结婚的人。”
“No one who’s free, you mean?”
“你是说没有人有空?”
He stood up.
他站了起来。
“I mean no one.” He stooped and kissed her lightly.
“我的意思是没有人。”他弯下腰,轻轻吻了她。
Her arms went round him close.
她的双臂紧紧地搂住他。
Her hand with the thick gold wedding band on it pressed his head to her hard.
她戴着厚厚的金色结婚戒指的手用力把他的头按在她身上。
“Sobig!” He was a baby again.
“索比格!”他又变回婴儿了。
“You haven’t called me that in years.” He was laughing.
“你已经很多年没有这么叫我了。”他在笑。
She reverted to the old game they had played when he was a child.
她又回到了他小时候玩过的老游戏。
“How big is my son!
“我儿子多大了!
How big?” She was smiling, but her eyes were sombre.
有多大?她虽然在微笑,但眼神却是阴沉的。
“So big!” answered Dirk, and measured a very tiny space between thumb and forefinger.
“好大啊!”德克回答道,并测量了拇指和食指之间非常小的距离。
“So big.”
“这么大。”
She faced him, sitting up very straight in bed, the little wool shawl hunched about her shoulders.
她面对着他,在床上坐得笔直,小羊毛披肩披在肩上。
“Dirk, are you ever going back to architecture?
“德克,你还会回到建筑界吗?
The war is history.
战争已成为历史。
It’s now or never with you.
要么现在就在你身边,要么永远不会和你在一起。
Pretty soon it will be too late.
很快就太晚了。
Are you ever going back to architecture?
你还会回到建筑领域吗?
To your profession?”
适合你的职业吗?”
A clean amputation.
干净的截肢。
“No, Mother.”
“不,妈妈。”
She gave an actual gasp, as though icy water had been thrown full in her face.
她倒吸一口冷气,就像被泼了一大盆冰水一样。
She looked suddenly old, tired.
她看上去突然苍老、疲惫。
Her shoulders sagged.
她的肩膀下垂了。
He stood in the doorway, braced for her reproaches.
他站在门口,准备迎接她的责备。
But when she spoke it was to reproach herself.
但她说话的时候却是在责备自己。
“Then I’m a failure.”
“那我就是个失败者。”
“Oh, what nonsense, Mother.
“哦,真是胡说八道,妈妈。
I’m happy.
我很高兴。
You can’t live somebody else’s life.
你不能过别人的生活。
You used to tell me, when I was a kid I remember, that life wasn’t just an adventure, to be taken as it came, with the hope that something glorious was always hidden just around the corner.
我记得,当我还是个孩子的时候,你曾经告诉我,生活不仅仅是一场冒险,要随遇而安,希望某些光荣的东西总是隐藏在拐角处。
You said you had lived that way and it hadn’t worked.
你说你就这样生活过,但没有成功。
You said——”
你说——”
She interrupted him with a little cry.
她用一声小哭打断了他的话。
“I know I did.
“我知道我做到了。
I know I did.” Suddenly she raised a warning finger.
我知道我做到了。”突然,她竖起手指警告。
Her eyes were luminous, prophetic.
她的眼睛明亮,有预言性。
“Dirk, you can’t desert her like that!”
“德克,你不能就这样抛弃她!”
“Desert who?” He was startled.
“沙漠谁?”他吓了一跳。
“Beauty!
“美女!
Self-expression.
自我表达。
Whatever you want to call it.
不管你想怎么称呼它。
You wait!
你等着!
She’ll turn on you some day.
总有一天她会背叛你。
Some day you’ll want her, and she won’t be there.”
有一天你会想要她,但她不会在那里。”
Inwardly he had been resentful of this bedside conversation with his mother.
他内心对与母亲的这次床边谈话感到不满。
She made little of him, he thought, while outsiders appreciated his success.
他想,她并没有轻视他,而外人却赞赏他的成功。
He had said, “So big,” measuring a tiny space between thumb and forefinger in answer to her half-playful question, but he had not honestly meant it.
他回答她半开玩笑的问题时说:“这么大”,测量了拇指和食指之间的微小间隙,但他并不是真心实意的。
He thought her ridiculously old-fashioned now in her viewpoint, and certainly unreasonable.
他认为现在以她的观点来看,她实在是太守旧了,而且肯定不合理。
But he would not quarrel with her.
但他不会和她吵架。
“You wait, too, Mother,” he said now, smiling.
“你也等着吧,妈妈,”他微笑着说道。
“Some day your wayward son will be a real success.
“有一天,你任性的儿子会取得真正的成功。
Wait till the millions roll in.
等到数以百万计的人涌入。
Then we’ll see.”
那我们就看看吧。”
She lay down, turned her back deliberately upon him, pulled the covers up about her.
她躺下,故意背对着他,拉起被子盖住自己。
“Shall I turn out your light, Mother, and open the windows?”
“妈妈,我要关掉你的灯,然后打开窗户吗?”
“Meena’ll do it.
“米娜会做的。
She always does.
她总是这样。
Just call her.
打电话给她就行了。
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Good-night.”
晚安。”
He knew that he had come to be a rather big man in his world.
他知道,在他的世界里,他已经是一个相当大的人了。
Influence had helped.
影响力有所帮助。
He knew that, too.
他也知道这一点。
But he shut his mind to much of Paula’s manœuvring and wire pulling—refused to acknowledge that her lean, dark, eager fingers had manipulated the mechanism that ordered his career.
但他对宝拉的大部分举动和拉线不闻不问——拒绝承认她那瘦削、黝黑、热切的手指操纵着他职业生涯的机制。
Paula herself was wise enough to know that to hold him she must not let him feel indebted to her.
宝拉自己很聪明,知道要抱住他,就不能让他觉得亏欠她。
She knew that the debtor hates his creditor.
她知道债务人讨厌债主。
She lay awake at night planning for him, scheming for his advancement, then suggested these schemes to him so deftly as to make him think he himself had devised them.
她晚上睡不着觉,为他计划着,谋划着他的晋升,然后巧妙地向他提出这些计划,让他认为这些计划是他自己设计的。
She had even realized of late that their growing intimacy might handicap him if openly commented on.
她最近甚至意识到,如果公开评论他们日益增长的亲密关系可能会妨碍他。
But now she must see him daily, or speak to him.
但现在她必须每天见到他,或者和他说话。
In the huge house on Lake Shore Drive her own rooms—sitting room, bedroom, dressing room, bath—were as detached as though she occupied a separate apartment.
在湖岸大道上的那栋大房子里,她自己的房间——客厅、卧室、更衣室、浴室——独立得就像她占据了一套单独的公寓一样。
Her telephone was a private wire leading only to her own bedroom.
她的电话是一条私人电话线,只通向她自己的卧室。
She called him the first thing in the morning; the last thing at night.
她早上第一件事就是给他打电话。晚上的最后一件事。
Her voice, when she spoke to him, was an organ transformed; low, vibrant, with a timbre in its tone that would have made it unrecognizable to an outsider.
当她对他说话时,她的声音就像是一个变了样的器官。低沉、充满活力,其音色外人无法辨认。
Her words were commonplace enough, but pregnant and meaningful for her.
她的话很平常,但对她来说却意味深长、意义重大。
“What did you do to-day?
“你今天做了什么?
Did you have a good day?
你今天过得愉快吗?
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Why didn’t you call me?
你为什么不打电话给我?
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Did you follow up that suggestion you made about Kennedy?
你有没有跟进你对肯尼迪提出的建议?
I think it’s a wonderful idea, don’t you?
我认为这是一个很棒的主意,你觉得呢?
You’re a wonderful man, Dirk; did you know that?
你是一个很棒的人,德克;你知道吗?
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I miss you.
我想你。
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Do you?
你?
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When?
什么时候?
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Why not lunch?
为什么不吃午饭呢?
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Oh, not if you have a business appointment .
哦,如果你有商务约会就不用了。
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How about five o’clock?
五点钟怎么样?
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No, not there .
不,不在那里。
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Oh, I don’t know.
哦,我不知道。
It’s so public .
太公开了。
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Yes .
是的 。
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Good-bye.
再见。
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Good-night.
晚安。
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Good-night.
晚安。
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They began to meet rather furtively, in out-of-the-way places.
他们开始在偏僻的地方偷偷地见面。
They would lunch in department store restaurants where none of their friends ever came.
他们会在百货公司的餐厅里吃午饭,那里的朋友从来不来。
They spent off afternoon hours in the dim, close atmosphere of the motion picture palaces, sitting in the back row, seeing nothing of the film, talking in eager whispers that failed to annoy the scattered devotees in the middle of the house.
他们在电影宫殿昏暗、封闭的气氛中度过了下午的时光,坐在后排,什么也没看到电影,热切地低声交谈,但没有惹恼房子中央分散的影迷。
When they drove it was on obscure streets of the south side, as secure there from observation as though they had been in Africa, for to the north sider the south side of Chicago is the hinterland of civilization.
当他们开车时,它行驶在南侧的昏暗街道上,那里像在非洲一样安全,不受观察,因为对北侧来说,芝加哥南侧是文明的腹地。
Paula had grown very beautiful, her world thought.
宝拉已经变得非常美丽了,她的世界认为。
There was about her the aura, the glow, the roseate exhalation that surrounds the woman in love.
她身上充满了恋爱中的女人的光环、光芒和玫瑰色的气息。
Frequently she irritated Dirk.
她经常激怒德克。
At such times he grew quieter than ever; more reserved.
在这种时候,他变得比以往任何时候都更加安静。比较矜持。
As he involuntarily withdrew she advanced.
当他不由自主地退开时,她又向前走去。
Sometimes he thought he hated her—her hot eager hands, her glowing asking eyes, her thin red mouth, her sallow heart-shaped exquisite face, her perfumed clothing, her air of ownership.
有时他觉得自己恨她——她热切渴望的双手,她那双发光的询问的眼睛,她红色的薄嘴唇,她那黄黄的心形精致的脸,她散发着香水味的衣服,她的主人翁气质。
That was it!
就是这样!
Her possessiveness.
她的占有欲。
She clutched him so with her every look and gesture, even when she did not touch him.
她的每一个表情和动作都紧紧地抓住了他,即使她没有碰他。
There was about her something avid, sultry.
她身上有一种狂热、性感的气息。
It was like the hot wind that sometimes blew over the prairie—blowing, blowing, but never refreshing.
就像草原上时而吹过的热风一样,吹啊吹,却从来不清爽。
It made you feel dry, arid, irritated, parched.
它让你感到干燥、干旱、烦躁、口渴。
Sometimes Dirk wondered what Theodore Storm thought and knew behind that impassive flabby white mask of his.
有时德克想知道西奥多·斯托姆在他那张冷漠、松弛的白色面具背后到底在想什么、知道什么。
Dirk met plenty of other girls.
德克遇到了很多其他女孩。
Paula was clever enough to see to that.
宝拉很聪明,能够做到这一点。
She asked them to share her box at the opera.
她要求他们在歌剧院共用她的包厢。
She had them at her dinners.
她在晚餐时吃了它们。
She affected great indifference to their effect on him.
她对他们对他的影响表现得漠不关心。
She suffered when he talked to one of them.
当他与其中一位谈话时,她感到很痛苦。
“Dirk, why don’t you take out that nice Farnham girl?”
“德克,你为什么不干掉那个漂亮的法纳姆女孩呢?”
“Is she nice?”
“她很好吗?”
“Well, isn’t she!
“嗯,不是吗!
You were talking to her long enough at the Kirks’ dance.
你在柯克斯舞会上和她聊得够久了。
What were you talking about?”
你们在说什么?
“Books.”
“图书。”
“Oh.
“哦。
Books.
图书。
She’s awfully nice and intelligent, isn’t she?
她非常友善和聪明,不是吗?
A lovely girl.” She was suddenly happy.
一个可爱的女孩。”她突然高兴起来。
Books.
书籍。
The Farnham girl was a nice girl.
法纳姆女孩是一个好女孩。
She was the kind of girl one should fall in love with and doesn’t.
她是那种应该让人爱上却又不让人爱上的女孩。
The Farnham girl was one of many well-bred Chicago girls of her day and class.
法纳姆女孩是她那个时代和那个阶级的众多有教养的芝加哥女孩之一。
Fine, honest, clear-headed, frank, capable, good-looking in an indefinite and unarresting sort of way.
优秀、诚实、头脑清醒、坦率、有能力、英俊,有一种不确定的、不引人注目的方式。
Hair-coloured hair, good teeth, good enough eyes, clear skin, sensible medium hands and feet; skated well, danced well, talked well.
发色的头发,良好的牙齿,足够好的眼睛,干净的皮肤,明智的中等手脚;滑得好,跳得好,说话也好。
Read the books you had read.
读你读过的书。
A companionable girl.
一个友善的女孩。
Loads of money but never spoke of it.
钱很多,但从来没提过。
Travelled.
旅行过。
Her hand met yours firmly—and it was just a hand.
她的手紧紧地握住了你的手——而那只是一只手。
At the contact no current darted through you, sending its shaft with a little zing to your heart.
接触时,没有电流流过你的身体,它的轴带有一点活力,直达你的心脏。
But when Paula showed you a book her arm, as she stood next you, would somehow fit into the curve of yours and you were conscious of the feel of her soft slim side against you.
但是,当宝拉向你展示一本书时,当她站在你旁边时,她的手臂会以某种方式贴合你的曲线,你会意识到她柔软纤细的一侧靠在你身上的感觉。
He knew many girls.
他认识很多女孩。
There was a distinct type known as the North Shore Girl.
有一种独特的类型被称为北岸女孩。
Slim, tall, exquisite; a little fine nose, a high, sweet, slightly nasal voice, earrings, a cigarette, luncheon at Huyler’s.
苗条、高挑、精致;一个小鼻子,高亢、甜美、略带鼻音的声音,耳环,一支香烟,在惠勒家吃午饭。
All these girls looked amazingly alike, Dirk thought; talked very much alike.
所有这些女孩看起来都惊人地相似,德克想。说话非常相似。
They all spoke French with a pretty good accent; danced intricate symbolic dances; read the new books; had the same patter.
他们都讲法语,口音很重。跳复杂的象征性舞蹈;读新书;有同样的说法。
They prefaced, interlarded, concluded their remarks to each other with, “My deah!” It expressed, for them, surprise, sympathy, amusement, ridicule, horror, resignation.
他们开场白,互相交谈,最后以“我的天哪!”结束他们的谈话。对他们来说,它表达了惊讶、同情、娱乐、嘲笑、恐惧、无奈。
“My _deah_!
“我的天啊!
You should have seen her!
你应该见过她!
My _dee-ah_!”—horror.
我的_dee-ah_!”——恐怖。
Their slang was almost identical with that used by the girls working in his office.
他们的俚语与在他办公室工作的女孩所使用的几乎相同。
“She’s a good kid,” they said, speaking in admiration of another girl.
“她是个好孩子,”他们对另一个女孩表示钦佩。
They made a fetish of frankness.
他们迷恋坦率。
In a day when everyone talked in screaming headlines they knew it was necessary to red-ink their remarks in order to get them noticed at all.
在今天,当每个人都在尖叫的头条新闻中发表言论时,他们知道有必要对自己的言论进行修改,以便引起人们的注意。
The word rot was replaced by garbage and garbage gave way to the ultimate swill.
“腐烂”这个词被“垃圾”所取代,“垃圾”被“最终的泔水”所取代。
One no longer said “How shocking!” but, “How perfectly obscene!” The words, spoken in their sweet clear voices, fell nonchalantly from their pretty lips.
人们不再说“多么令人震惊!”但是,“多么淫秽啊!”这句话是从她们美丽的嘴唇里漫不经心地用甜美而清晰的声音说出来的。
All very fearless and uninhibited and free.
一切都非常无畏、不羁、自由。
That, they told you, was the main thing.
他们告诉你,那是最重要的。
Sometimes Dirk wished they wouldn’t work so hard at their play.
有时德克希望他们在比赛中不要那么努力。
They were forever getting up pageants and plays and large festivals for charity; Venetian fêtes, Oriental bazaars, charity balls.
他们总是为了慈善事业而举办盛大的庆典、戏剧和大型节日。威尼斯节日、东方集市、慈善舞会。
In the programme performance of these many of them sang better, acted better, danced better than most professional performers, but the whole thing always lacked the flavour, somehow, of professional performance.
在节目表演中,他们很多人比大多数专业表演者唱得好、演得好、跳得好,但总感觉缺乏专业表演的味道。
On these affairs they lavished thousands in costumes and decorations, receiving in return other thousands which they soberly turned over to the Cause.
在这些事务中,他们在服装和装饰品上挥霍了数千美元,作为回报,他们清醒地将其上交给了圣道。
They found nothing ludicrous in this.
他们觉得这没有什么可笑的。
Spasmodically they went into business or semi-professional ventures, defying the conventions.
他们断断续续地进入商业或半专业企业,无视惯例。
Paula did this, too.
宝拉也这么做了。
She or one of her friends were forever opening blouse shops; starting Gifte Shoppes; burgeoning into tea rooms decorated in crude green and vermilion and orange and black; announcing their affiliation with an advertising agency.
她或她的一位朋友一直在开女衫店;开设礼品店;迅速发展成以粗绿、朱红、橙色和黑色装饰的茶室;宣布他们与一家广告公司的隶属关系。
These adventures blossomed, withered, died.
这些冒险经历开花、枯萎、死亡。
They were the result of post-war restlessness.
它们是战后不安的结果。
Many of these girls had worked indefatigably during the 1917-1918 period; had driven service cars, managed ambulances, nursed, scrubbed, conducted canteens.
其中许多女孩在 1917 年至 1918 年期间不知疲倦地工作;驾驶服务车、管理救护车、护理、擦洗、管理食堂。
They missed the excitement, the satisfaction of achievement.
他们怀念成就的兴奋和满足感。
They found Dirk fair game, resented Paula’s proprietorship.
他们发现德克是公平的游戏,对保拉的所有权感到不满。
Susans and Janes and Kates and Bettys and Sallys—plain old-fashioned names for modern, erotic misses—they talked to Dirk, danced with him, rode with him, flirted with him.
苏珊、简、凯特、贝蒂和莎莉——这些都是现代情色小姐的简单老式名字——她们和德克说话,和他一起跳舞,和他一起骑马,和他调情。
His very unattainableness gave him piquancy.
他的高不可攀使他感到兴奋。
That Paula Storm had him fast.
保拉·斯托姆(Paula Storm)让他速度很快。
He didn’t care a hoot about girls.
他一点也不关心女孩子。
“Oh, Mr. DeJong,” they said, “your name’s Dirk, isn’t it?
“哦,德容先生,”他们说,“你叫德克,不是吗?
What a slick name!
多么圆滑的名字啊!
What does it mean?”
这是什么意思?”
“Nothing, I suppose.
“没什么,我想。
It’s a Dutch name.
这是一个荷兰名字。
My people—my father’s people—were Dutch, you know.”
你知道,我的人民——我父亲的人民——是荷兰人。”
“A dirk’s a sort of sword, isn’t it, or poniard?
“短刀是剑的一种,不是吗?还是匕首?
Anyway, it sounds very keen and cruel and fatal—Dirk.”
不管怎样,这听起来非常敏锐、残酷和致命——德克。”
He would flush a little (one of his assets) and smile, and look at them, and say nothing.
他会脸红一点(他的优点之一),微笑着看着他们,什么也不说。
He found that to be all that was necessary.
他发现这就是所需要的一切。
He got on enormously.
他进展顺利。
XVII
十七
Between these girls and the girls that worked in his office there existed a similarity that struck and amused Dirk.
这些女孩和在他办公室工作的女孩之间存在着一种相似之处,这让德克感到震惊和好笑。
He said, “Take a letter, Miss Roach,” to a slim young creature as exquisite as the girl with whom he had danced the day before; or ridden or played tennis or bridge.
他对一位身材苗条的年轻姑娘说:“罗奇小姐,请给我写一封信。”她的身材和前一天和他一起跳舞的那个女孩一样精致。或骑马或打网球或桥牌。
Their very clothes were faultless imitations.
他们的衣服都是完美的仿制品。
They even used the same perfume.
他们甚至用了同样的香水。
He wondered, idly, how they did it.
他漫不经心地想知道他们是怎么做到的。
They were eighteen, nineteen, twenty, and their faces and bodies and desires and natural equipment made their presence in a business office a paradox, an absurdity.
他们十八岁、十九岁、二十岁,他们的面孔、身体、欲望和天生的装备使他们在商务办公室的存在成为一种悖论,一种荒谬。
Yet they were capable, too, in a mechanical sort of way.
然而,他们也有能力,只是以一种机械的方式。
Theirs were mechanical jobs.
他们的工作是机械工作。
They answered telephones, pressed levers, clicked buttons, tapped typewriters, jotted down names.
他们接听电话、按下操纵杆、点击按钮、敲击打字机、记下名字。
They were lovely creatures with the minds of fourteen-year-old children.
他们是可爱的生物,有着十四岁孩子的心智。
Their hair was shining, perfectly undulated, as fine and glossy and tenderly curling as a young child’s.
她们的头发闪闪发亮,完美地呈波浪形,像小孩子的头发一样细腻、有光泽、温柔地卷曲。
Their breasts were flat, their figures singularly sexless like that of a very young boy.
她们的胸部平坦,她们的身材毫无性别特征,就像一个非常年幼的男孩。
They were wise with the wisdom of the serpent.
他们有蛇的智慧。
They wore wonderful little sweaters and flat babyish collars and ridiculously sensible stockings and oxfords.
他们穿着精美的小毛衣、婴儿般的平领、长筒袜和牛津鞋。
Their legs were slim and sturdy.
他们的腿又细又粗。
Their mouths were pouting, soft, pink, the lower lip a little curled back, petal-wise, like the moist mouth of a baby that has just finished nursing.
她们的嘴噘着,柔软,粉红色,下唇微微向后卷起,花瓣状,就像刚吃完奶的婴儿湿润的嘴巴。
Their eyes were wide apart, empty, knowledgeous.
他们的眼睛间距很大,空洞而知识渊博。
They managed their private affairs like generals.
他们像将军一样管理自己的私人事务。
They were cool, remote, disdainful.
他们冷静、冷漠、轻蔑。
They reduced their boys to desperation.
他们让自己的孩子陷入绝望。
They were brigands, desperadoes, pirates, taking all, giving little.
他们是强盗、亡命之徒、海盗,什么都拿走,却只给予很少。
They came, for the most part, from sordid homes, yet they knew, in some miraculous way, all the fine arts that Paula knew and practised.
他们大部分来自肮脏的家庭,但他们以某种神奇的方式知道保拉所知道和实践的所有美术。
They were corsetless, pliant, bewildering, lovely, dangerous.
他们没有紧身胸衣,柔顺,令人困惑,可爱,危险。
They ate lunches that were horrible mixtures of cloying sweets and biting acids yet their skin was like velvet and cream.
他们吃的午餐是令人作呕的糖果和刺骨的酸的可怕混合物,但他们的皮肤却像天鹅绒和奶油一样。
Their voices were thin, nasal, vulgar; their faces like those in a Greuze or a Fragonard.
他们的声音微弱、带着鼻音、粗俗。他们的脸就像格勒兹或弗拉戈纳尔的脸。
They said, with a twang that racked the listener, “I wouldn’t of went if I got an invite but he could of give me a ring, anyways.
他们用一种让听众感到痛苦的鼻音说:“如果我收到邀请,我不会去,但无论如何,他可以给我打电话。
I called him right.
我称他为对的。
I was sore.”
我很痛。”
“Yeh?
“是吗?
Wha’d he say?”
他说什么?
“Oh, he laffed.”
“哦,他笑了。”
“Didja go?”
“去了吗?”
“Me!
“我!
No!
不!
Whatcha think I yam, anyway?”
不管怎么说,我觉得我怎么样?
“Oh, he’s a good kid.”
“哦,他是个好孩子。”
Among these Dirk worked immune, aloof, untouched.
在这些人中,德克表现得免疫、冷漠、不受影响。
He would have been surprised to learn that he was known among them as Frosty.
如果他知道自己在他们中间被称为“弗罗斯蒂”,他一定会感到惊讶。
They approved his socks, his scarfs, his nails, his features, his legs in their well-fitting pants, his flat strong back in the Peel coat.
他们认可他的袜子、他的围巾、他的指甲、他的五官、穿着合身裤子的双腿、穿着皮尔大衣的平坦、强壮的背部。
They admired and resented him.
他们对他既钦佩又怨恨。
Not one that did not secretly dream of the day when he would call her into his office, shut the door, and say, “Loretta” (their names were burbankian monstrosities, born of grafting the original appellation onto their own idea of beauty in nomenclature—hence Loretta, Imogene, Nadine, Natalie, Ardella), “Loretta, I have watched you for a long, long time and you must have noticed how deeply I admire you.”
每个人都暗自梦想着有一天,他会把她叫到办公室,关上门,说:“洛雷塔”(他们的名字是伯班克怪物,诞生于将原来的称谓移植到他们自己的命名法中的美观念上——因此洛雷塔、伊莫金、纳丁、娜塔莉、阿黛拉),“洛雷塔,我已经看了你很久很久了,你一定已经注意到我有多么钦佩你。”
It wasn’t impossible.
这并非不可能。
Those things happen.
这些事情都会发生。
The movies had taught them that.
电影已经教会了他们这一点。
Dirk, all unconscious of their pitiless, all-absorbing scrutiny, would have been still further appalled to learn how fully aware they were of his personal and private affairs.
德克完全没有意识到他们无情、全神贯注的审视,如果他知道他们对他的私人事务如此了解,他一定会更加震惊。
They knew about Paula, for example.
例如,他们了解保拉。
They admired and resented her, too.
他们对她既钦佩又怨恨。
They were fair in granting her the perfection of her clothes, drew immense satisfaction from the knowledge of their own superiority in the matters of youth and colouring; despised her for the way in which she openly displayed her feeling for him (how they knew this was a miracle and a mystery, for she almost never came into the office and disguised all her telephone talks with him).
他们很公平地给了她完美的衣服,并从他们在年轻和肤色方面的优越性的知识中获得了极大的满足。鄙视她公开表达对他的感情的方式(他们怎么知道这是一个奇迹和一个谜,因为她几乎从不进办公室,并掩盖了与他的所有电话交谈)。
They thought he was grand to his mother.
他们认为他对他的母亲来说是伟大的。
Selina had been in his office twice, perhaps.
塞琳娜也许来过他的办公室两次。
On one of these occasions she had spent five minutes chatting sociably with Ethelinda Quinn who had the face of a Da Vinci cherub and the soul of a man-eating shark.
有一次,她花了五分钟的时间与埃塞琳达·奎恩闲聊,她有着达芬奇小天使的面孔和食人鲨鱼的灵魂。
Selina always talked to everyone.
Selina总是和每个人交谈。
She enjoyed listening to street car conductors, washwomen, janitors, landladies, clerks, doormen, chauffeurs, policemen.
她喜欢听街车售票员、洗衣妇、看门人、女房东、职员、门卫、司机、警察的讲话。
Something about her made them talk.
她身上的某些特质让他们议论纷纷。
They opened to her as flowers to the sun.
它们向她开放,就像花朵向阳光开放一样。
They sensed her interest, her liking.
他们感觉到她的兴趣、她的喜好。
As they talked Selina would exclaim, “You don’t say!
当他们说话时,Selina会惊呼:“你不说!
Well, that’s terrible!” Her eyes would be bright with sympathy.
嗯,这太可怕了!”她的眼睛会因同情而明亮。
Selina had said, on entering Dirk’s office, “My land!
塞琳娜在进入德克办公室时说道:“我的土地!
I don’t see how you can work among those pretty creatures and not be a sultan.
我不明白你怎么能在这些美丽的生物中间工作而不成为苏丹。
I’m going to ask some of them down to the farm over Sunday.”
周日我会邀请他们中的一些人去农场。”
“Don’t, Mother!
“别这样,妈妈!
They wouldn’t understand.
他们不会明白。
I scarcely see them.
我几乎看不到他们。
They’re just part of the office equipment.”
它们只是办公设备的一部分。”
Afterward, Ethelinda Quinn had passed expert opinion.
随后,Ethelinda Quinn 通过了专家意见。
“Say, she’s got ten times the guts that Frosty’s got.
“比如说,她的胆量是弗罗斯蒂的十倍。
I like her fine.
我很喜欢她。
Did you see her terrible hat!
你看到她那可怕的帽子了吗!
But say, it didn’t look funny on her, did it?
但是,她看起来并不好笑,不是吗?
Anybody else in that getup would look comical, but she’s the kind that could walk off with anything.
换成其他人都会显得很滑稽,但她是那种可以带着任何东西走开的人。
I don’t know.
我不知道。
She’s got what I call an air.
她有一种我所说的气质。
It beats style.
它胜过风格。
Nice, too.
也不错。
She said I was a pretty little thing.
她说我是一个漂亮的小东西。
Can you beat it!
你能打败它吗!
At that she’s right.
她是对的。
I cer’nly yam.”
我当然很喜欢。
All unconscious, “Take a letter, Miss Quinn,” said Dirk half an hour later.
半小时后,德克毫无意识地说道:“奎因小姐,拿一封信。”
In the midst, then, of this fiery furnace of femininity Dirk walked unscorched.
那么,在这股女性气质的火炉之中,德克毫发无伤地行走着。
Paula, the North Shore girls, well-bred business and professional women he occasionally met in the course of business, the enticing little nymphs he encountered in his own office, all practised on him their warm and perfumed wiles.
宝拉、北岸的女孩、他在生意上偶尔遇到的有教养的商界女性、他在自己办公室里遇到的迷人的小仙女,都在他身上施展着温暖而芬芳的诡计。
He moved among them cool and serene.
他在他们中间走来走去,冷静而安详。
Perhaps his sudden success had had something to do with this; and his quiet ambition for further success.
也许他的突然成功也与此有关。以及他对进一步成功的低调野心。
For he really was accounted successful now, even in the spectacular whirl of Chicago’s meteoric financial constellation.
因为他现在确实被认为是成功的,即使是在芝加哥飞速发展的金融星座的壮观旋涡中。
North-side mammas regarded his income, his career, and his future with eyes of respect and wily speculation.
北方的妈妈们用尊重的眼光和狡猾的猜测来看待他的收入、他的职业和他的未来。
There was always a neat little pile of invitations in the mail that lay on the correct little console in the correct little apartment ministered by the correct little Jap on the correct north-side street near (but not too near) the lake, and overlooking it.
邮件中总是有一小堆整齐的邀请函,放在正确的小公寓的正确的小控制台上,由正确的小日本人在靠近(但不是太近)湖的正确的北侧街道上服务,并俯瞰它。
The apartment had been furnished with Paula’s aid.
这套公寓是宝拉帮忙布置的。
Together she and Dirk had gone to interior decorators.
她和德克一起去找室内装潢师。
“But you’ve got to use your own taste, too,” Paula had said, “to give it the individual touch.” The apartment was furnished in a good deal of Italian furniture, the finish a dark oak or walnut, the whole massive and yet somehow unconvincing.
“但你也必须运用自己的品味,”宝拉说,“才能赋予它个人风格。”这套公寓配备了大量意大利家具,饰面是深色橡木或胡桃木,整体庞大,但不知何故不太令人信服。
The effect was sombre without being impressive.
效果是阴沉的,但并不令人印象深刻。
There were long carved tables on which an ash tray seemed a desecration; great chairs roomy enough for lolling, yet in which you did not relax; dull silver candlesticks; vestments; Dante’s saturnine features sneering down upon you from a correct cabinet.
长长的雕花桌子上放着烟灰缸,似乎是一种亵渎。很棒的椅子,足够宽敞,可以懒洋洋地躺着,但坐在上面却不会放松;暗银烛台;法衣;但丁阴沉的面容从正确的柜子里俯视着你。
There were not many books.
书并不多。
Tiny foyer, large living room, bedroom, dining room, kitchen, and a cubby-hole for the Jap.
小小的门厅、大客厅、卧室、餐厅、厨房,还有一个日本人的小房间。
Dirk did not spend much time in the place.
德克并没有在这个地方呆太久。
Sometimes he did not sit in a chair in the sitting room for days at a time, using the room only as a short cut in his rush for the bedroom to change from office to dinner clothes.
有时他一连几天都没有坐在客厅的椅子上,只是把这个房间当作他赶往卧室换下办公室衣服和晚宴服装的捷径。
His upward climb was a treadmill, really.
他的向上攀爬确实是一台跑步机。
His office, the apartment, a dinner, a dance.
他的办公室、公寓、晚餐、舞会。
His contacts were monotonous, and too few.
他的交往方式很单调,而且也太少。
His office was a great splendid office in a great splendid office building in LaSalle Street.
他的办公室位于拉萨尔街一座宏伟的办公大楼内,是一座宏伟的办公室。
He drove back and forth in a motor car along the boulevards.
他开着一辆汽车沿着林荫大道来回行驶。
His social engagements lay north.
他的社交活动在北方。
LaSalle Street bounded him on the west, Lake Michigan on the east, Jackson Boulevard on the south, Lake Forest on the north.
西边是拉萨尔街,东边是密歇根湖,南边是杰克逊大道,北边是森林湖。
He might have lived a thousand miles away for all he knew of the rest of Chicago—the mighty, roaring, sweltering, pushing, screaming, magnificent hideous steel giant that was Chicago.
就他对芝加哥其他地区的了解而言,他可能住在一千英里之外——芝加哥是强大的、咆哮的、闷热的、推挤的、尖叫的、宏伟而可怕的钢铁巨人。
Selina had had no hand in the furnishing of his apartment.
塞琳娜没有参与他公寓的装修。
When it was finished Dirk had brought her in triumph to see it.
当它完成后,德克胜利地带她去看了它。
“Well,” he had said, “what do you think of it, Mother?”
“嗯,”他说,“你觉得怎么样,妈妈?”
She had stood in the centre of the room, a small plain figure in the midst of these massive sombre carved tables, chairs, chests.
她站在房间的中央,在这些巨大的、阴沉的雕花桌子、椅子和箱子中间,她是一个朴素的小人物。
A little smile had quirked the corner of her mouth.
她的嘴角勾起一丝浅笑。
“I think it’s as cosy as a cathedral.”
“我觉得它就像大教堂一样舒适。”
Sometimes Selina remonstrated with him, though of late she had taken on a strange reticence.
有时塞琳娜会向他提出抗议,尽管最近她变得奇怪地沉默寡言。
She no longer asked him about the furnishings of the houses he visited (Italian villas on Ohio Street), or the exotic food he ate at splendid dinners.
她不再向他询问他所参观的房屋(俄亥俄街的意大利别墅)的家具,或者他在丰盛的晚餐上吃的异国食物。
The farm flourished.
农场蓬勃发展。
The great steel mills and factories to the south were closing in upon her but had not yet set iron foot on her rich green acres.
南方的大型钢铁厂和工厂正在向她逼近,但尚未踏上她肥沃的绿色土地。
She was rather famous now for the quality of her farm products and her pens.
她现在因其农产品和钢笔的质量而颇有名气。
You saw “DeJong asparagus” on the menu at the Blackstone and the Drake hotels.
您在 Blackstone 和 Drake 酒店的菜单上看到了“DeJong 芦笋”。
Sometimes Dirk’s friends twitted him about this and he did not always acknowledge that the similarity of names was not a coincidence.
有时,德克的朋友们会拿这件事跟他开玩笑,而他并不总是承认名字的相似性并非巧合。
“Dirk, you seem to see no one but just these people,” Selina told him in one of her infrequent rebukes.
“德克,你似乎只看到了这些人,”塞琳娜在一次罕见的责备中告诉他。
“You don’t get the full flavour of life.
“你无法体会到生活的全部滋味。
You’ve got to have a vulgar curiosity about people and things.
你必须对人和事有一种庸俗的好奇心。
All kinds of people.
各种各样的人。
All kinds of things.
各种各样的事情。
You revolve in the same little circle, over and over and over.”
你在同一个小圈子里转,一遍又一遍。”
“Haven’t time.
“没时间。
Can’t afford to take the time.”
没时间花时间。”
“You can’t afford not to.”
“你不能不这么做。”
Sometimes Selina came into town for a week or ten days at a stretch, and indulged in what she called an orgy.
有时塞琳娜会连续进城一周或十天,沉迷于她所谓的狂欢。
At such times Julie Arnold would invite her to occupy one of the guest rooms at the Arnold house, or Dirk would offer her his bedroom and tell her that he would be comfortable on the big couch in the living room, or that he would take a room at the University Club.
在这种时候,朱莉·阿诺德会邀请她入住阿诺德家的一间客房,或者德克会给她提供他的卧室,并告诉她他会舒服地坐在客厅的大沙发上,或者他会在大学俱乐部租一个房间。
She always declined.
她总是拒绝。
She would take a room in a hotel, sometimes north, sometimes south.
她会在旅馆里住一个房间,有时是北边,有时是南边。
Her holiday before her she would go off roaming gaily as a small boy on a Saturday morning, with the day stretching gorgeously and adventuresomely ahead of him, sallies down the street without plan or appointment, knowing that richness in one form or another lies before him for the choosing.
在她面前的假期里,她会在星期六的早晨像个小男孩一样快乐地漫游,这一天在他面前展开,绚丽而冒险,没有计划或约会地沿着街道走来走去,因为她知道一种或另一种形式的丰富就在他面前等待着选择。
She loved the Michigan Boulevard and State Street shop windows in which haughty waxed ladies in glittering evening gowns postured, fingers elegantly crooked as they held a fan, a rose, a programme, meanwhile smiling condescendingly out upon an envious world flattening its nose against the plate glass barrier.
她喜欢密歇根大道和州街的商店橱窗,橱窗里,傲慢的打蜡女士穿着闪闪发光的晚礼服,手指优雅地弯曲,手里拿着一把扇子、一朵玫瑰、一个节目,同时居高临下地微笑着,看着一个嫉妒的世界把鼻子压在平板玻璃屏障上。
A sociable woman, Selina, savouring life, she liked the lights, the colour, the rush, the noise.
塞琳娜是一位善于交际的女性,她热爱生活,她喜欢灯光、色彩、喧嚣和喧闹。
Her years of grinding work, with her face pressed down to the very soil itself, had failed to kill her zest for living.
她多年的辛苦劳作,把脸埋在泥土里,却未能浇灭她对生活的热情。
She prowled into the city’s foreign quarters—Italian, Greek, Chinese, Jewish.
她潜入这座城市的外国人区——意大利人、希腊人、中国人、犹太人。
She penetrated the Black Belt, where Chicago’s vast and growing Negro population shifted and moved and stretched its great limbs ominously, reaching out and out in protest and overflowing the bounds that irked it.
她渗透到了黑带,在那里,芝加哥庞大且不断增长的黑人人口不断移动、移动,不祥地伸展着巨大的四肢,不断地伸出手来表示抗议,并超出了令其烦恼的界限。
Her serene face and her quiet manner, her bland interest and friendly look protected her.
她平静的面容、安静的举止、温和的兴趣和友善的表情保护着她。
They thought her a social worker, perhaps; one of the uplifters.
也许他们认为她是一名社会工作者;提升者之一。
She bought and read the _Independent_, the Negro newspaper in which herb doctors advertised magic roots.
她购买并阅读了《独立报》,这是一份黑人报纸,其中草药医生为神奇的根做广告。
She even sent the twenty-five cents required for a box of these, charmed by their names—Adam and Eve roots, Master of the Woods, Dragon’s Blood, High John the Conqueror, Jezebel Roots, Grains of Paradise.
她甚至寄出了一盒所需的二十五美分,这些东西的名字让她着迷——亚当和夏娃的根源、森林的主人、龙的血、征服者高约翰、耶洗别根源、天堂的谷物。
“Look here, Mother,” Dirk would protest, “you can’t wander around like that.
“听着,妈妈,”德克抗议道,“你不能这样到处闲逛。
It isn’t safe.
这不安全。
This isn’t High Prairie, you know.
你知道,这不是高草原。
If you want to go round I’ll get Saki to drive you.”
如果你想绕一圈,我让咲开车送你。”
“That would be nice,” she said, mildly.
“那就太好了,”她温和地说。
But she never availed herself of this offer.
但她从未利用过这个提议。
Sometimes she went over to South Water Street, changed now, and swollen to such proportions that it threatened to burst its confines.
有时她会去南水街,现在已经变了,而且肿得快要冲破界限了。
She liked to stroll along the crowded sidewalks, lined with crates and boxes and barrels of fruits, vegetables, poultry.
她喜欢在拥挤的人行道上漫步,人行道两旁摆满了板条箱、盒子和桶,里面装着水果、蔬菜和家禽。
Swarthy foreign faces predominated now.
黝黑的外国人面孔现在占主导地位。
Where the red-faced overalled men had been she now saw lean muscular lads in old army shirts and khaki pants and scuffed puttees wheeling trucks, loading boxes, charging down the street in huge rumbling auto vans.
原来那些穿红脸工作服的男人所在的地方,她现在看到的是穿着旧军衬衫和卡其布裤子、肌肉发达的精瘦小伙子和磨损的绑腿,推着卡车,装着箱子,开着轰隆作响的大型货车沿着街道冲锋。
Their faces were hard, their talk terse.
他们的表情很严肃,说话也很简洁。
They moved gracefully, with an economy of gesture.
他们动作优雅,动作简洁。
Any one of these, she reflected, was more vital, more native, functioned more usefully and honestly than her successful son, Dirk DeJong.
她认为,其中任何一个都比她成功的儿子德克·德容更有活力、更本土、更有效、更诚实。
“Where ’r’ beans?”
“豆子在哪儿?”
“In th’ ol’ beanery.”
“在老啤酒厂里。”
“Tough.”
“艰难的。”
“Best you can get.”
“你能得到的最好的。”
“Keep ’em.”
“保留它们。”
Many of the older men knew her, shook hands with her, chatted a moment friendlily.
许多年长的男人都认识她,与她握手,友好地聊了一会儿。
William Talcott, a little more dried up, more wrinkled, his sparse hair quite gray now, still leaned up against the side of his doorway in his shirt sleeves and his neat pepper-and-salt pants and vest, a pretty good cigar, unlighted, in his mouth, the heavy gold watch chain spanning his middle.
威廉·塔尔科特,更干燥了,皱纹更多了,稀疏的头发现在已经花白了,仍然穿着衬衫袖子、整洁的胡椒盐裤子和背心靠在门口的一侧,嘴里叼着一支相当不错的雪茄,没有点燃,沉重的金表链横跨在他的中间。
“Well, you certainly made good, Mrs. DeJong.
“嗯,你确实做得很好,德容夫人。
Remember the day you come here with your first load?”
还记得你带着第一批货物来到这里的那一天吗?”
Oh, yes.
哦是的。
She remembered.
她记得。
“That boy of yours has made his mark, too, I see.
“我明白了,你那个男孩也留下了自己的印记。
Doing grand, ain’t he?
干得很出色,不是吗?
Wa-al, great satisfaction having a son turn out well like that.
哇,有这样一个儿子,真是太满足了。
Yes, sirree!
是的,先生!
Why, look at my da’ter Car’line——”
哎呀,看看我女儿卡琳——”
Life at High Prairie had its savour, too.
高草原的生活也有其滋味。
Frequently you saw strange visitors there for a week or ten days at a time—boys and girls whose city pallor gave way to a rich tan; tired-looking women with sagging figures who drank Selina’s cream and ate her abundant vegetables and tender chickens as though they expected these viands to be momentarily snatched from them.
你经常会在那里看到奇怪的访客,一次持续一周或十天——男孩和女孩,他们的城市苍白变成了浓郁的棕褐色;那些面容疲倦、身材下垂的妇女们喝着塞琳娜的奶油,吃着她丰富的蔬菜和嫩鸡肉,仿佛她们希望这些食物会立刻被抢走。
Selina picked these up in odd corners of the city.
塞琳娜在城市的一些奇怪的角落里捡到了这些东西。
Dirk protested against this, too.
德克也对此提出抗议。
Selina was a member of the High Prairie school board now.
塞琳娜现在是高草原学校董事会的成员。
She often drove about the roads and into town in a disreputable Ford which she manipulated with imagination and skill.
她经常开着一辆声名狼藉的福特车在路上行驶进城,她用想象力和技巧操纵着这辆汽车。
She was on the Good Roads Committee and the Truck Farmers’ Association valued her opinion.
她是良好道路委员会的成员,卡车农民协会重视她的意见。
Her life was full, pleasant, prolific.
她的生活充实、愉快、多产。
XVIII
十八
Paula had a scheme for interesting women in bond buying.
保拉有一个计划,吸引那些对债券购买感兴趣的女性。
It was a good scheme.
这是一个很好的计划。
She suggested it so that Dirk thought he had thought of it.
她这样建议是为了让德克认为他已经想到了。
Dirk was head now of the bond department in the Great Lakes Trust Company’s magnificent new white building on Michigan Boulevard north.
德克现在是五大湖信托公司债券部门的负责人,该公司位于密歇根大道北部宏伟的新白色建筑中。
Its white towers gleamed pink in the lake mists.
白色的塔楼在湖雾中闪烁着粉红色的光芒。
Dirk said it was a terrible building, badly proportioned, and that it looked like a vast vanilla sundae.
德克说这是一栋糟糕的建筑,比例失调,看起来就像一个巨大的香草圣代。
His new private domain was more like a splendid bookless library than a business office.
他的新私人领地更像是一个华丽的无书图书馆,而不是商务办公室。
It was finished in rich dull walnut and there were great upholstered chairs, soft rugs, shaded lights.
它是用丰富的暗胡桃木装饰的,有很棒的软垫椅子、柔软的地毯和阴影灯。
Special attention was paid to women clients.
女性客户受到特别关注。
There was a room for their convenience fitted with low restful chairs and couches, lamps, writing desks, in mauve and rose.
为了方便他们,有一个房间,里面有淡紫色和玫瑰色的低矮椅子和沙发、台灯、写字台。
Paula had selected the furnishings for this room.
宝拉为这个房间挑选了家具。
Ten years earlier it would have been considered absurd in a suite of business offices.
十年前,在一套商务办公室里这会被认为是荒谬的。
Now it was a routine part of the equipment.
现在它已成为设备的常规部分。
Dirk’s private office was almost as difficult of access as that of the nation’s executive.
德克的私人办公室几乎和国家行政机关的办公室一样难以进入。
Cards, telephones, office boys, secretaries stood between the caller and Dirk DeJong, head of the bond department.
来电者和债券部门主管德克·德容之间站着名片、电话、办公室职员和秘书。
You asked for him, uttering his name in the ear of the six-foot statuesque detective who, in the guise of usher, stood in the centre of the marble rotunda eyeing each visitor with a coldly appraising gaze.
你在那位身高六英尺、雕像般的侦探耳边呼唤他的名字,这位侦探以引座员的身份站在大理石圆形大厅的中央,用冷漠的审视目光注视着每一位来访者。
This one padded softly ahead of you on rubber heels, only to give you over to the care of a glorified office boy who took your name.
这个人踩着橡胶高跟鞋轻轻地走在你前面,只是为了把你交给一个以你的名字命名的荣耀的办公室男孩来照顾。
You waited.
你等着。
He returned.
他回来了。
You waited.
你等着。
Presently there appeared a young woman with inquiring eyebrows.
不久,一名年轻女子出现了,她的眉毛充满询问。
She conversed with you.
她和你交谈过。
She vanished.
她消失了。
You waited.
你等着。
She reappeared.
她又出现了。
You were ushered into Dirk DeJong’s large and luxurious inner office.
您被带入德克·德容宽敞豪华的内部办公室。
And there formality fled.
形式就消失了。
Dirk was glad to see you; quietly, interestedly glad to see you.
德克很高兴见到你;安静地,感兴趣地很高兴见到你。
As you stated your business he listened attentively, as was his charming way.
当你陈述你的事情时,他聚精会神地听着,这也是他迷人的方式。
The volume of business done with women clients by the Great Lakes Trust Company was enormous.
大湖信托公司与女性客户的业务量非常巨大。
Dirk was conservative, helpful—and he always got the business.
德克很保守,乐于助人,而且总是能得到生意。
He talked little.
他很少说话。
He was amazingly effective.
他的效率惊人。
Ladies in the modish black of recent bereavement made quite a sombre procession to his door.
刚刚经历了丧亲之痛的女士们穿着时髦的黑色衣服,排成一队相当阴沉的队伍来到他家门口。
His suggestions (often originating with Paula) made the Great Lakes Trust Company’s discreet advertising rich in results.
他的建议(通常来自保拉)使五大湖信托公司谨慎的广告取得了丰硕的成果。
Neat little pamphlets written for women on the subjects of saving, investments.
为女性编写的关于储蓄和投资主题的简洁小册子。
“You are not dealing with a soulless corporation,” said these brochures.
这些小册子说:“你面对的不是一家没有灵魂的公司。”
“May we serve you?
“我们可以为您服务吗?
You need more than friends.
你需要的不仅仅是朋友。
Before acting, you should have your judgment vindicated by an organization of investment specialists.
在采取行动之前,您应该让投资专家组织证实您的判断。
You may have relatives and friends, some of whom would gladly advise you on investments.
您可能有亲戚和朋友,其中一些人很乐意为您提供投资建议。
But perhaps you rightly feel that the less they know about your financial affairs, the better.
但也许你正确地认为他们对你的财务状况了解得越少越好。
To handle trusts, and to care for the securities of widows and orphans, is our business.”
处理信托、照顾寡妇和孤儿的证券,是我们的职责。”
It was startling to note how this sort of thing mounted into millions.
令人震惊的是,此类事件的数量已达到数百万。
“Women are becoming more and more used to the handling of money,” Paula said, shrewdly.
“女性越来越习惯处理金钱,”保拉精明地说。
“Pretty soon their patronage is going to be as valuable as that of men.
“很快,她们的赞助就会和男性一样有价值。
The average woman doesn’t know about bonds—about bond buying.
一般女性不了解债券——不了解债券购买。
They think they’re something mysterious and risky.
他们认为自己是神秘且危险的东西。
They ought to be educated up to it.
他们应该接受这样的教育。
Didn’t you say something, Dirk, about classes in finance for women?
德克,你不是说过关于女性金融课程的事吗?
You could make a sort of semi-social affair of it.
你可以把它变成一种半社交活动。
Send out invitations and get various bankers—big men, whose names are known—to talk to these women.”
发出邀请并邀请各种银行家——名字众所周知的大人物——与这些女性交谈。”
“But would the women come?”
“但是女人会来吗?”
“Of course they’d come.
“他们当然会来。
Women will accept any invitation that’s engraved on heavy cream paper.”
女性会接受任何刻在浓奶油纸上的邀请。”
The Great Lakes Trust had a branch in Cleveland now, and one in New York, on Fifth Avenue.
五大湖信托基金现在在克利夫兰设有分支机构,在纽约第五大道也设有分支机构。
The drive to interest women in bond buying and to instruct them in finance was to take on almost national proportions.
激发女性对购买债券的兴趣并指导她们进行金融方面的努力几乎占据了全国范围。
There was to be newspaper and magazine advertising.
报纸和杂志上都会有广告。
The Talks for Women on the Subject of Finance were held every two weeks in the crystal room of the Blackstone and were a great success.
每两周在黑石水晶室举办一次女性金融主题讲座,取得了巨大成功。
Paula was right.
宝拉是对的。
Much of old Aug Hempel’s shrewdness and business foresight had descended to her.
老奥格·亨佩尔的精明和商业远见很大程度上都归功于她。
The women came—widows with money to invest; business women who had thriftily saved a portion of their salaries; moneyed women who wanted to manage their own property, or who resented a husband’s interference.
妇女们来了——有钱可以投资的寡妇;勤俭节约一部分工资的女商人;有钱的女性想要管理自己的财产,或者怨恨丈夫的干涉。
Some came out of curiosity.
有些是出于好奇。
Others for lack of anything better to do.
其他人则因为缺乏更好的事情可做。
Others to gaze on the well-known banker or lawyer or business man who was scheduled to address the meeting.
其他人则注视着预定在会议上发言的著名银行家、律师或商人。
Dirk spoke three or four times during the winter and was markedly a favourite.
德克在冬天发表了三四次演讲,显然很受欢迎。
The women, in smart crêpe gowns and tailored suits and small chic hats, twittered and murmured about him, even while they sensibly digested his well-thought-out remarks.
女人们穿着漂亮的绉纱长袍和剪裁合身的西装,戴着别致的小帽子,叽叽喳喳地议论着他,尽管她们明智地消化了他深思熟虑的言论。
He looked very handsome, clean-cut, and distinguished there on the platform in his admirably tailored clothes, a small white flower in his buttonhole.
他看起来非常英俊,轮廓分明,在讲台上穿着剪裁精美的衣服,纽扣孔里插着一朵小白花,在讲台上显得很引人注目。
He talked easily, clearly, fluently; answered the questions put to him afterward with just the right mixture of thoughtful hesitation and confidence.
他说话轻松、清晰、流利;随后,他带着深思熟虑的犹豫和自信,恰到好处地回答了向他提出的问题。
It was decided that for the national advertising there must be an illustration that would catch the eye of women, and interest them.
会议决定,全国广告必须有能够吸引女性眼球并引起她们兴趣的插图。
The person to do it, Dirk thought, was this Dallas O’Mara whose queer hen-track signature you saw scrawled on half the advertising illustrations that caught your eye.
德克想,做这件事的人就是达拉斯·奥玛拉,你看到一半吸引你眼球的广告插图上都潦草地写着他那奇怪的母鸡赛场签名。
Paula had not been enthusiastic about this idea.
宝拉对这个想法并不热衷。
“M-m-m, she’s very good,” Paula had said, guardedly, “but aren’t there others who are better?”
“嗯嗯,她非常好,”宝拉小心翼翼地说,“但是不是有其他人更好吗?”
“She!” Dirk had exclaimed.
“她!”德克惊呼道。
“Is it a woman?
“是女人吗?
I didn’t know.
我不知道。
That name might be anything.”
这个名字可能是什么。”
“Oh, yes, she’s a woman.
“哦,是的,她是个女人。
She’s said to be very—very attractive.”
据说她非常非常有魅力。”
Dirk sent for Dallas O’Mara.
德克派人去叫达拉斯·奥马拉。
She replied, suggesting an appointment two weeks from that date.
她回复说,建议从该日期起两周后进行预约。
Dirk decided not to wait, consulted other commercial artists, looked at their work, heard their plans outlined, and was satisfied with none of them.
德克决定不再等待,咨询了其他商业艺术家,看了他们的作品,听了他们概述的计划,但对其中没有一个感到满意。
The time was short.
时间很短。
Ten days had passed.
十天过去了。
He had his secretary call Dallas O’Mara on the telephone.
他让秘书打电话给达拉斯·奥马拉。
Could she come down to see him that day at eleven?
那天十一点她能下来见他吗?
No: she worked until four daily at her studio.
不:她每天在工作室工作到四点。
Could she come to his office at four-thirty, then?
那么她可以四点三十分到他的办公室吗?
Yes, but wouldn’t it be better if he could come to her studio where he could see something of the various types of drawings—oils, or black-and-white, or crayons.
是的,但如果他能来到她的工作室,在那里他可以看到各种类型的绘画——油画、黑白或蜡笔,那不是更好吗?
She was working mostly in crayons now.
她现在主要用蜡笔工作。
All this relayed by his secretary at the telephone to Dirk at his desk.
所有这一切都由他的秘书通过电话转达给办公桌前的德克。
He jammed his cigarette-end viciously into a tray, blew a final infuriated wraith of smoke, and picked up the telephone connection on his own desk.
他狠狠地把烟头塞进托盘里,喷出最后一口愤怒的烟雾,然后接通了自己办公桌上的电话。
“One of those damned temperamental near-artists trying to be grand,” he muttered, his hand over the mouthpiece.
“那些该死的喜怒无常的近乎艺术家的人,试图表现得伟大,”他用手捂着话筒,嘀咕道。
“Here, Miss Rawlings—I’ll talk to her.
“在这里,罗林斯小姐——我要和她谈谈。
Switch her over.”
把她换过来。”
“Hello, Miss—uh—O’Mara.
“你好,小姐——呃——奥玛拉。
This is Mr. DeJong talking.
这是德容先生在讲话。
I much prefer that you come to my office and talk to me.” (No more of this nonsense.)
我更希望你来我的办公室和我谈谈。” (废话不多说了。)
Her voice: “Certainly, if you prefer it.
她的声音:“当然,如果你愿意的话。
I thought the other would save us both some time.
我认为另一个可以节省我们俩的时间。
I’ll be there at four-thirty.” Her voice was leisurely, low, rounded.
我四点三十分到那儿。”她的声音悠闲、低沉、圆润。
An admirable voice.
令人钦佩的声音。
Restful.
安宁。
“Very well.
“很好。”
Four-thirty,” said Dirk, crisply.
四点三十分,”德克干脆地说。
Jerked the receiver onto the hook.
将接收器猛地拉到挂钩上。
That was the way to handle ’em.
这就是处理他们的方法。
These females of forty with straggling hair and a bundle of drawings under their arm.
这些四十岁的女性,头发散乱,腋下夹着一捆图画。
The female of forty with straggling hair and a bundle of drawings under her arm was announced at four-thirty to the dot.
那位四十岁的女性,头发散乱,腋下夹着一捆图画,报到时间是四点三十分。
Dirk let her wait five minutes in the outer office, being still a little annoyed.
德克让她在外面的办公室等了五分钟,心里还是有点恼火。
At four-thirty-five there entered his private office a tall slim girl in a smart little broadtail jacket, fur-trimmed skirt, and a black hat at once so daring and so simple that even a man must recognize its French nativity.
四点三十五分,一位身材高挑、苗条的女孩走进了他的私人办公室,她穿着漂亮的小宽尾夹克、毛皮镶边裙子,戴着一顶黑帽子,如此大胆,如此简单,即使是男人也必须认出它的法国血统。
She carried no portfolio of drawings under her arms.
她腋下没有夹任何画册。
Through the man’s mind flashed a series of unbusinesslike thoughts such as: “Gosh!
男人的脑海中闪过一连串不合常理的念头,比如:“天啊!
.
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。
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。
Eyes!
眼睛!
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。
That’s way I like to see girl dress .
这就是我喜欢看女孩穿着的方式。
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Tired looking .
看着累了。
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。
.
。
No, guess it’s her eyes—sort of fatigued.
不,我猜是她的眼睛——有点疲劳。
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.
。
.
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Pretty .
漂亮。
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。
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。
No, she isn’t .
不,她不是。
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.
。
yes, she .
是的,她。
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。
.” Aloud he said, “This is very kind of you, Miss O’Mara.” Then he thought that sounded pompous and said, curtly, “Sit down.”
”。他大声说道:“奥玛拉小姐,你真是太好了。”然后他觉得这听起来很浮夸,于是简短地说:“坐下。”
Miss O’Mara sat down.
奥玛拉小姐坐了下来。
Miss O’Mara looked at him with her tired deep blue eyes.
奥玛拉小姐用疲惫的深蓝色眼睛看着他。
Miss O’Mara said nothing.
奥玛拉小姐什么也没说。
She regarded him pleasantly, quietly, composedly.
她愉快地、安静地、平静地看着他。
He waited for her to say that usually she did not come to business offices; that she had only twenty minutes to give him; that the day was warm, or cold; his office handsome; the view over the river magnificent.
他等她说,平时她不来营业所,她是来的。她只有二十分钟的时间给他;天气是温暖还是寒冷;他的办公室很帅;河流的景色非常壮丽。
Miss O’Mara said nothing, pleasantly.
奥玛拉小姐一言不发,很愉快。
So Dirk began to talk, rather hurriedly.
于是德克开始说话,语速相当匆忙。
Now, this was a new experience for Dirk DeJong.
现在,这对德克·德容来说是一种全新的体验。
Usually women spoke to him first and fluently.
通常是女人先和他流利地说话。
Quiet women waxed voluble under his silence; voluble women chattered.
沉默寡言的女人们在他的沉默下变得滔滔不绝。健谈的妇女们叽叽喳喳地说着。
Paula always spoke a hundred words to his one.
保拉总是对他说一百个字。
But here was a woman more silent than he; not sullenly silent, nor heavily silent, but quietly, composedly, restfully silent.
但这里有一个比他更沉默的女人;不是阴郁的沉默,也不是极度的沉默,而是安静、平静、安宁的沉默。
“I’ll tell you the sort of thing we want, Miss O’Mara.” He told her.
“我会告诉你我们想要的事情,奥玛拉小姐。”他告诉她。
When he had finished she probably would burst out with three or four plans.
当他完成后,她可能会突然提出三四个计划。
The others had done that.
其他人也这么做了。
When he had finished she said, “I’ll think about it for a couple of days while I’m working on something else.
当他完成后,她说:“我会考虑几天,同时做其他事情。
I always do.
我总是这样。
I’m doing an olive soap picture now.
我现在正在拍橄榄皂的照片。
I can begin work on yours Wednesday.”
我可以在你周三开始工作。”
“But I’d like to see it—that is, I’d like to have an idea of what you’re planning to do with it.” Did she think he was going to let her go ahead without consulting his judgment!
“但我想看看它——也就是说,我想知道你打算用它做什么。”她以为他会不咨询他的判断就让她先走吗!
“Oh, it will be all right.
“噢,不会有事的。
But drop into the studio if you like.
但如果你愿意的话,可以去工作室。
It will take me about a week, I suppose.
我想大约需要一周的时间。
I’m over on Ontario in that old studio building.
我在安大略省那栋旧工作室大楼里。
You’ll know it by the way most of the bricks have fallen out of the building and are scattered over the sidewalk.” She smiled a slow wide smile.
你会知道,大部分砖块都从建筑物上掉下来,散落在人行道上。”她缓缓地露出灿烂的笑容。
Her teeth were good but her mouth was too big, he thought.
她的牙齿很好,但她的嘴太大了,他想。
Nice big warm kind of smile, though.
不过,笑容很温暖。
He found himself smiling, too, sociably.
他发现自己也在微笑,很友善。
Then he became businesslike again.
然后他又变得务实了。
Very businesslike.
非常务实。
“How much do you—what is your—what would you expect to get for a drawing such as that?”
“对于这样的一幅画,你想要多少钱——你的——你希望得到什么?”
“Fifteen hundred dollars,” said Miss O’Mara.
“一千五百美元,”奥马拉小姐说。
“Nonsense.” He looked at her then.
“废话。”然后他看着她。
Perhaps that had been humour.
也许这就是幽默。
But she was not smiling.
但她没有微笑。
“You mean fifteen hundred for a single drawing?”
“你的意思是一张图一千五百块?”
“For that sort of thing, yes.”
“对于这类事情,是的。”
“I’m afraid we can’t pay that, Miss O’Mara.”
“恐怕我们付不起这笔钱,奥玛拉小姐。”
Miss O’Mara stood up.
奥玛拉小姐站了起来。
“That is my price.” She was not at all embarrassed.
“这就是我的价格。”她一点也不感到尴尬。
He realized that he had never seen such effortless composure.
他意识到他从未见过如此轻松的镇静。
It was he who was fumbling with the objects on his flat-topped desk—a pen, a sheet of paper, a blotter.
正是他在平顶桌上摸索着这些东西——一支笔、一张纸、一张记事本。
“Good-bye, Mr. DeJong.” She held out a friendly hand.
“再见,德容先生。”她伸出了友好的手。
He took it.
他接过了。
Her hair was gold—dull gold, not bright—and coiled in a single great knot at the back of her head, low.
她的头发是金色的——暗金色,并不明亮——在脑后低低地盘成一个大结。
He took her hand.
他握住她的手。
The tired eyes looked up at him.
疲惫的眼睛抬头看着他。
“Well, if that’s your price, Miss O’Mara.
“好吧,如果这就是你的价格,奥玛拉小姐。
I wasn’t prepared to pay any such—but of course I suppose you top-notchers do get crazy prices for your work.”
我不准备支付任何此类费用——但当然,我认为你们这些顶尖的作品确实会得到疯狂的价格。”
“Not any crazier than the prices you top-notchers get.”
“没有比顶级的价格更疯狂的了。”
“Still, fifteen hundred dollars is quite a lot of money.”
“不过,一千五百美元也是不少钱了。”
“I think so, too.
“我也这么认为。
But then, I’ll always think anything over nine dollars is quite a lot of money.
但是,我总是认为超过九美元的东西都是很大的钱了。
You see, I used to get twenty-five cents apiece for sketching hats for Gage’s.”
你看,我以前为盖奇画帽子每人能赚二十五美分。”
She was undeniably attractive.
不可否认,她很有魅力。
“And now you’ve arrived.
“现在你已经到了。
You’re successful.”
你成功了。”
“Arrived!
“到了!
Heavens, no!
天啊,不!
I’ve started.”
我已经开始了。”
“Who gets more money than you do for a drawing?”
“谁画画能赚到比你更多的钱?”
“Nobody, I suppose.”
“我想没有人。”
“Well, then?”
“那么呢?”
“Well, then, in another minute I’ll be telling you the story of my life.”
“好吧,那么,一会儿我就会告诉你我的人生故事。”
She smiled again her slow wide smile; turned to leave.
她又露出了缓慢而灿烂的笑容。转身离开。
Dirk decided that while most women’s mouths were merely features this girl’s was a decoration.
德克认为,虽然大多数女人的嘴只是特征,但女孩的嘴却是装饰品。
She was gone.
她走了。
Miss Ethelinda Quinn _et al._, in the outer office, appraised the costume of Miss Dallas O’Mara from her made-to-order footgear to her made-in-France millinery and achieved a lightning mental reconstruction of their own costumes.
埃瑟琳达·奎恩小姐等人在外面的办公室里,对达拉斯·奥玛拉小姐的服装进行了评价,从她定制的鞋袜到法国制造的女帽,并对她们自己的服装进行了闪电般的心理重建。
Dirk DeJong in the inner office realized that he had ordered a fifteen-hundred-dollar drawing, sight unseen, and that Paula was going to ask questions about it.
内部办公室的德克·德容 (Dirk DeJong) 意识到他订购了一幅价值 1500 美元的图画,但没有看到实物,而宝拉 (Paula) 会就此提出问题。
“Make a note, Miss Rawlings, to call Miss O’Mara’s studio on Thursday.”
“罗林斯小姐,记下来,周四给奥玛拉小姐的工作室打电话。”
In the next few days he learned that a surprising lot of people knew a surprisingly good deal about this Dallas O’Mara.
在接下来的几天里,他发现有很多人对达拉斯·奥马拉的了解非常多。
She hailed from Texas, hence the absurd name.
她来自德克萨斯州,因此有了这个荒谬的名字。
She was twenty-eight—twenty-five—thirty-two—thirty-six.
她二十八岁——二十五岁——三十二岁——三十六岁。
She was beautiful.
她很漂亮。
She was ugly.
她很丑。
She was an orphan.
她是一个孤儿。
She had worked her way through art school.
她靠自己的努力读完了艺术学校。
She had no sense of the value of money.
她没有意识到金钱的价值。
Two years ago she had achieved sudden success with her drawings.
两年前,她的绘画突然取得了成功。
Her ambition was to work in oils.
她的志向是从事石油工作。
She toiled like a galley-slave; played like a child; had twenty beaux and no lover; her friends, men and women, were legion and wandered in and out of her studio as though it were a public thoroughfare.
她像船上的奴隶一样辛苦劳作。像个孩子一样玩耍;有二十个情人却没有情人;她的朋友们,无论男女,都在她的工作室里进进出出,仿佛那是一条公共大道。
You were likely to find there at any hour any one from Bert Colson, the blackface musical comedy star, to Mrs. Robinson Gilman of Lake Forest and Paris; from Leo Mahler, first violin with the Chicago Symphony Orchestra, to Fanny Whipple who designed dresses for Carson’s.
无论何时,你都可能在那里找到从黑脸音乐喜剧明星伯特·科尔森到森林湖和巴黎的罗宾逊·吉尔曼夫人的任何人;从芝加哥交响乐团第一小提琴手利奥·马勒(Leo Mahler)到为卡森设计服装的范妮·惠普尔(Fanny Whipple)。
She supported an assortment of unlucky brothers and spineless sisters in Texas and points west.
她支持德克萨斯州和西部地区的各种不幸的兄弟和没有骨气的姐妹。
Miss Rawlings made an appointment for Thursday at three.
罗林斯小姐预约了星期四下午三点。
Paula said she’d go with him and went.
宝拉说她要和他一起去,然后就去了。
She dressed for Dallas O’Mara and the result was undeniably enchanting.
她为达拉斯·奥马拉 (Dallas O’Mara) 精心设计的服装,其效果无可否认是令人着迷的。
Dallas sometimes did a crayon portrait, or even attempted one in oils.
达拉斯有时会画一幅蜡笔肖像,甚至尝试用油画创作。
Had got a prize for her portrait of Mrs. Robinson Gilman at last spring’s portrait exhibit at the Chicago Art Institute.
去年春天,她为罗宾逊·吉尔曼夫人拍摄的肖像在芝加哥艺术学院举办的肖像展上获奖。
It was considered something of an achievement to be asked to pose for her.
被要求为她摆姿势被认为是一项成就。
Paula’s hat had been chosen in deference to her hair and profile, and the neck line of her gown in deference to hat, hair, and profile, and her pearls with an eye to all four.
宝拉的帽子是根据她的头发和轮廓来选择的,她礼服的领口是根据帽子、头发和轮廓来选择的,而她的珍珠则着眼于这四个方面。
The whole defied competition on the part of Miss Dallas O’Mara.
达拉斯·奥玛拉小姐的整个表演都无视竞争。
Miss Dallas O’Mara, in her studio, was perched on a high stool before an easel with a large tray of assorted crayons at her side.
达拉斯·奥玛拉小姐在她的工作室里,坐在画架前的高凳上,旁边放着一大盘各色蜡笔。
She looked a sight and didn’t care at all.
她只是看了一眼,根本不在意。
She greeted Dirk and Paula with a cheerful friendliness and went right on working.
她愉快而友好地向德克和宝拉打招呼,然后继续工作。
A model, very smartly gowned, was sitting for her.
一位穿着非常漂亮的模特坐在她的旁边。
“Hello!” said Dallas O’Mara.
“你好!”达拉斯·奥马拉说。
“This is it.
“就是这样了。
Do you think you’re going to like it?”
你觉得你会喜欢它吗?”
“Oh,” said Dirk.
“哦,”德克说。
“Is that it?” It was merely the beginning of a drawing of the smartly gowned model.
“是这样吗?”这只是这位穿着漂亮的模特的绘画的开始。
“Oh, that’s it, is it?” Fifteen hundred dollars!
“噢,是这样,是吗?”一千五百块钱!
“I hope you didn’t think it was going to be a picture of a woman buying bonds.” She went on working.
“我希望你不会认为这会是一张女人购买债券的照片。”她继续工作。
She squinted one eye, picked up a funny little mirror thing which she held to one side, looked into, and put down.
她眯起一只眼睛,拿起一面有趣的小镜子,把它放在一边,看了看,然后放下。
She made a black mark on the board with a piece of crayon then smeared the mark with her thumb.
她用一块蜡笔在黑板上做了一个黑色标记,然后用拇指涂抹了该标记。
She had on a faded all-enveloping smock over which French ink, rubber cement, pencil marks, crayon dust and wash were so impartially distributed that the whole blended and mixed in a rich mellow haze like the Chicago atmosphere itself.
她穿着一件褪色的全包围罩衫,上面均匀地分布着法国墨水、橡胶水泥、铅笔痕迹、蜡笔灰尘和水洗,整个整体混合在浓郁柔和的薄雾中,就像芝加哥的气氛本身一样。
The collar of a white silk blouse, not especially clean, showed above this.
上面露出了一件不太干净的白色丝绸衬衫的领子。
On her feet were soft kid bedroom slippers, scuffed, with pompons on them.
她脚上穿着柔软的儿童卧室拖鞋,已经磨损,上面还沾着绒球。
Her dull gold hair was carelessly rolled into that great loose knot at the back.
她暗淡的金色头发被随意地卷成脑后松散的大结。
Across one cheek was a swipe of black.
一侧脸颊上划过一抹黑色。
“Well,” thought Dirk, “she looks a sight.”
“嗯,”德克想,“她看起来很漂亮。”
Dallas O’Mara waved a friendly hand toward some chairs on which were piled hats, odd garments, bristol board and (on the broad arm of one) a piece of yellow cake.
达拉斯·奥马拉向一些椅子友好地挥了挥手,椅子上堆满了帽子、奇怪的衣服、布里斯托尔木板和(在一张宽大的扶手上)一块黄色蛋糕。
“Sit down.” She called to the girl who had opened the door to them: “Gilda, will you dump some of those things.
“坐下。”她对给他们开门的女孩喊道:“吉尔达,你能把那些东西扔掉吗?
This is Mrs. Storm, Mr. DeJong—Gilda Hanan.” Her secretary, Dirk later learned.
这是斯托姆夫人,德容先生——吉尔达·哈南。”德克后来得知,她的秘书。
The place was disorderly, comfortable, shabby.
这个地方杂乱、舒适、破旧。
A battered grand piano stood in one corner.
角落里放着一架破旧的三角钢琴。
A great skylight formed half the ceiling and sloped down at the north end of the room.
一个巨大的天窗占据了天花板的一半,并在房间的北端向下倾斜。
A man and a girl sat talking earnestly on the couch in another corner.
另一个角落的沙发上,一男一女正认真地交谈着。
A swarthy foreign-looking chap, vaguely familiar to Dirk, was playing softly at the piano.
一个皮肤黝黑、长相像外国人的小伙子正在轻轻地弹钢琴,德克隐隐约约觉得他很熟悉。
The telephone rang.
电话响了。
Miss Hanan took the message, transmitted it to Dallas O’Mara, received the answer, repeated it.
哈南小姐收到了这条消息,将其转发给达拉斯·奥马拉,收到答复后又重复了一遍。
Perched atop the stool, one slippered foot screwed in a rung, Dallas worked on concentratedly, calmly, earnestly.
达拉斯坐在凳子上,一只穿着拖鞋的脚踩在梯级上,专注、平静、认真地工作。
A lock of hair straggled over her eyes.
一绺头发散落在她的眼睛上。
She pushed it back with her wrist and left another dark splotch on her forehead.
她用手腕把它推了回去,额头上又留下了一道黑斑。
There was something splendid, something impressive, something magnificent about her absorption, her indifference to appearance, her unawareness of outsiders, her concentration on the work before her.
她的全神贯注,她对外表的漠不关心,她对外人的漠不关心,她对眼前工作的专注,有一些辉煌,有一些令人印象深刻,有一些壮丽。
Her nose was shiny.
她的鼻子闪闪发亮。
Dirk hadn’t seen a girl with a shiny nose in years.
德克已经很多年没有见过鼻子闪亮的女孩了。
They were always taking out those little boxes and things and plastering themselves with the stuff in ’em.
他们总是把那些小盒子和东西拿出来,然后把里面的东西涂在身上。
“How can you work with all this crowd around?”
“你怎么能和周围这么多人一起工作呢?”
“Oh,” said Dallas in that deep restful leisurely voice of hers, “there are always between twenty and thirty”—she slapped a quick scarlet line on the board, rubbed it out at once—“thousand people in and out of here every hour, just about.
“哦,”达拉斯用她深沉、平静、悠闲的声音说道,“总是有二十到三十人,”她在黑板上快速画了一条猩红色的线,然后立即将其擦掉,“每小时大约有数千人进出这里。
I like it.
我喜欢它。
Friends around me while I’m slaving.”
当我努力工作时,朋友们就在我身边。”
“Gosh!” he thought, “she’s—— I don’t know—she’s——”
“天哪!”他想,“她是——我不知道——她是——”
“Shall we go?” said Paula.
“我们走吧?”宝拉说。
He had forgotten all about her.
他已经忘记了她的一切。
“Yes.
是的。
Yes, I’m ready if you are.”
是的,如果你准备好了,我已经准备好了。”
Outside, “Do you think you’re going to like the picture?” Paula asked.
外面,“你觉得你会喜欢这张照片吗?”宝拉问道。
They stepped into her car.
他们走进她的车。
“Oh, I don’t know.
“哦,我不知道。
Can’t tell much about it at this stage, I suppose.”
我想,现阶段还不能透露太多。”
“Back to your office?”
“回办公室吗?”
“Sure.”
“当然。”
“Attractive, isn’t she?”
“她很有吸引力,不是吗?”
“Think so?”
“是这样认为的吗?”
So he was going to be on his guard, was he!
所以他要保持警惕,是吗!
Paula threw in the clutch viciously, jerked the lever into second speed.
保拉恶狠狠地踩下离合器,猛地将操纵杆拉到二档。
“Her neck was dirty.”
“她的脖子很脏。”
“Crayon dust,” said Dirk.
“蜡笔灰尘,”德克说。
“Not necessarily,” replied Paula.
“不一定,”宝拉回答道。
Dirk turned sideways to look at her.
德克侧身看着她。
It was as though he saw her for the first time.
就好像他第一次见到她一样。
She looked brittle, hard, artificial—small, somehow.
她看起来脆弱、坚硬、做作——不知怎么的,她很小。
Not in physique but in personality.
不是体质,而是性格。
The picture was finished and delivered within ten days.
这幅画在十天内就完成并交付了。
In that time Dirk went twice to the studio in Ontario Street.
那段时间德克两次去了安大略街的工作室。
Dallas did not seem to mind.
达拉斯似乎并不介意。
Neither did she appear particularly interested.
她似乎也没有特别感兴趣。
She was working hard both times.
两次她都很努力。
Once she looked as he had seen her on her first visit.
有一次,她看起来就像他第一次来访时看到的那样。
The second time she had on a fresh crisp smock of faded yellow that was glorious with her hair; and high-heeled beige kid slippers, very smart.
第二次,她穿上了一件清新挺括的褪色黄色罩衫,与她的头发相得益彰。还有米色高跟小童拖鞋,很帅气。
She was like a little girl who has just been freshly scrubbed and dressed in a clean pinafore, Dirk thought.
她就像一个刚刚擦洗干净、穿着干净围裙的小女孩,德克想。
He thought a good deal about Dallas O’Mara.
他对达拉斯·奥玛拉想得很多。
He found himself talking about her in what he assumed to be a careless offhand manner.
他发现自己以一种他认为是漫不经心、随口的方式谈论她。
He liked to talk about her.
他喜欢谈论她。
He told his mother of her.
他把她的事告诉了他的母亲。
He could let himself go with Selina and he must have taken advantage of this for she looked at him intently and said: “I’d like to meet her.
他可以和Selina一起放飞自我,他一定是利用了这一点,因为Selina专注地看着他,说道:“我想见见她。
I’ve never met a girl like that.”
我从来没有遇到过这样的女孩。”
“I’ll ask her if she’ll let me bring you up to the studio some time when you’re in town.”
“当你在城里的时候,我会问她是否允许我带你去工作室。”
It was practically impossible to get a minute with her alone.
想要和她单独相处一分钟几乎是不可能的。
That irritated him.
这激怒了他。
People were always drifting in and out of the studio—queer, important, startling people; little, dejected, shabby people.
人们总是在工作室里进进出出——奇怪的、重要的、令人惊讶的人;渺小的、沮丧的、破旧的人。
An impecunious girl art student, red-haired and wistful, that Dallas was taking in until the girl got some money from home; a pearl-hung grand-opera singer who was condescending to the Chicago Opera for a fortnight.
达拉斯收留了一位身无分文的艺术系女学生,红发,充满渴望,直到她从家里得到了一些钱;一位挂着珍珠的大歌剧歌手,在芝加哥歌剧院表演了两周。
He did not know that Dallas played until he came upon her late one afternoon sitting at the piano in the twilight with Bert Colson, the blackface comedian.
他并不知道达拉斯在演奏,直到有一天下午晚些时候,他遇见她,在暮色中与黑脸喜剧演员伯特·科尔森一起坐在钢琴前。
Colson sang those terrible songs about April showers bringing violets, and about mah Ma-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-my but they didn’t seem terrible when he sang them.
科尔森唱了那些关于四月阵雨带来紫罗兰的可怕歌曲,以及关于“mah Ma-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-my”的可怕歌曲,但当他唱这些歌时,它们看起来并不可怕。
There was about this lean, hollow-chested, sombre-eyed comedian a poignant pathos, a gorgeous sense of rhythm—a something unnameable that bound you to him, made you love him.
这位瘦削、胸部凹陷、眼神阴沉的喜剧演员身上有一种令人心酸的悲情,一种华丽的节奏感——一种无法形容的东西将你与他联系在一起,让你爱他。
In the theatre he came out to the edge of the runway and took the audience in his arms.
在剧院里,他走到跑道边缘,把观众抱在怀里。
He talked like a bootblack and sang like an angel.
他说话像擦鞋匠,唱歌像天使。
Dallas at the piano, he leaning over it, were doing “blues.” The two were rapt, ecstatic.
达拉斯在钢琴前倾身弹奏“布鲁斯”。两人全神贯注,欣喜若狂。
I got the blues—I said the blues—I got the this or that—the somethingorother—blue—hoo-hoos.
我得到了忧郁——我说的是忧郁——我得到了这个或那个——这个或那个——蓝色——呼呼。
They scarcely noticed Dirk.
他们几乎没有注意到德克。
Dallas had nodded when he came in, and had gone on playing.
当他进来时达拉斯点点头,然后继续比赛。
Colson sang the cheaply sentimental ballad as though it were the folksong of a tragic race.
科尔森唱着这首廉价伤感的民谣,仿佛这是一场悲剧种族的民歌。
His arms were extended, his face rapt.
他的双臂张开,他的脸全神贯注。
As Dallas played the tears stood in her eyes.
当达拉斯比赛时,她的眼里充满了泪水。
When they had finished, “Isn’t it a terrible song?” she said.
当他们唱完后,“这首歌不是很糟糕吗?”她说。
“I’m crazy about it.
“我对此很疯狂。
Bert’s going to try it out to-night.”
伯特今晚要尝试一下。”
“Who—uh—wrote it?” asked Dirk politely.
“谁——呃——写的?”德克礼貌地问道。
Dallas began to play again.
达拉斯又开始比赛了。
“H’m?
“嗯?
Oh, I did.” They were off once more.
哦,我做到了。”他们又出发了。
They paid no more attention to Dirk.
他们不再关注德克。
Yet there was nothing rude about their indifference.
然而,他们的冷漠并没有什么粗鲁之处。
They simply were more interested in what they were doing.
他们只是对自己正在做的事情更感兴趣。
He left telling himself that he wouldn’t go there again.
他离开时告诉自己,他不会再去那里了。
Hanging around a studio.
在工作室周围闲逛。
But next day he was back.
但第二天他就回来了。
“Look here, Miss O’Mara,” he had got her alone for a second.
“听着,奥玛拉小姐,”他让她独处了一会儿。
“Look here, will you come out to dinner with me some time?
“看这里,你有空跟我一起出去吃晚饭吗?
And the theatre?”
剧院呢?”
“Love to.”
“喜欢。”
“When?” He was actually trembling.
“什么时候?”他其实在颤抖。
“To-night.” He had an important engagement.
“今晚。”他有一个重要的约会。
He cast it out of his life.
他把它从他的生活中赶了出来。
“To-night!
“今晚!
That’s grand.
太棒了。
Where do you want to dine?
您想去哪里吃饭?
The Casino?” The smartest club in Chicago; a little pink stucco Italian box of a place on the Lake Shore Drive.
赌场?”芝加哥最聪明的俱乐部;湖岸大道上一个地方的粉红色灰泥意大利小盒子。
He was rather proud of being in a position to take her there as his guest.
他为能够邀请她作为客人而感到相当自豪。
“Oh, no, I hate those arty little places.
“哦,不,我讨厌那些艺术气息浓厚的小地方。
I like dining in a hotel full of all sorts of people.
我喜欢在挤满了各种各样的人的酒店里用餐。
Dining in a club means you’re surrounded by people who’re pretty much alike.
在俱乐部用餐意味着您周围都是非常相似的人。
Their membership in the club means they’re there because they are all interested in golf, or because they’re university graduates, or belong to the same political party or write, or paint, or have incomes of over fifty thousand a year, or something.
他们加入俱乐部意味着他们在那里是因为他们都对高尔夫感兴趣,或者因为他们是大学毕业生,或者属于同一个政党,或者写作,或者绘画,或者年收入超过五万,等等。
I like ’em mixed up, higgledy-piggledy.
我喜欢它们混合在一起,乱七八糟。
A dining room full of gamblers, and insurance agents, and actors, and merchants, thieves, bootleggers, lawyers, kept ladies, wives, flaps, travelling men, millionaires—everything.
餐厅里挤满了赌徒、保险代理人、演员、商人、小偷、走私者、律师、贵妇、妻子、妓女、旅行的男人、百万富翁——一切。
That’s what I call dining out.
这就是我所说的外出就餐。
Unless one is dining at a friend’s house, of course.” A rarely long speech for her.
当然,除非是在朋友家吃饭。”对她来说,这是一段罕见的长篇演讲。
“Perhaps,” eagerly, “you’ll dine at my little apartment some time.
“也许,”热切地,“你有一天会在我的小公寓里吃晚饭。
Just four or six of us, or even——”
就我们四六个人,甚至——”
“Perhaps.”
“也许吧。”
“Would you like the Drake to-night?”
“今晚你想喝德雷克吗?”
“It looks too much like a Roman bath.
“它看起来太像罗马浴室了。
The pillars scare me.
柱子吓到我了
Let’s go to the Blackstone.
我们去黑石吧。
I’ll always be sufficiently from Texas to think the Blackstone French room the last word in elegance.”
我来自得克萨斯州,永远相信 Blackstone 法式房间是优雅的代名词。”
They went to the Blackstone.
他们去了黑石。
The head waiter knew him.
领班认识他。
“Good evening, Mr. DeJong.” Dirk was secretly gratified.
“晚上好,德容先生。”德克心中暗暗欣慰。
Then, with a shock, he realized that the head waiter was grinning at Dallas and Dallas was grinning at the head waiter.
然后,他震惊地发现,服务员领班正在对达拉斯微笑,而达拉斯也在对服务员领班微笑。
“Hello, André,” said Dallas.
“你好,安德烈,”达拉斯说。
“Good evening, Miss O’Mara.” The text of his greeting was correct and befitting the head waiter of the French room at the Blackstone.
“晚上好,奥玛拉小姐。”他的问候语是正确的,适合黑石法国餐厅的领班。
But his voice was lyric and his eyes glowed.
但他的声音充满抒情,眼睛闪闪发光。
His manner of seating her at a table was an enthronement.
他让她入座的方式就像是在加冕。
At the look in Dirk’s eyes, “I met him in the army,” Dallas explained, “when I was in France.
看着德克的眼神,“我在军队里认识了他,”达拉斯解释道,“当时我在法国。
He’s a grand lad.”
他是一个伟大的小伙子。”
“Were you in—what did you do in France?”
“你在——你在法国做了什么?”
“Oh, odd jobs.”
“噢,零工。”
Her dinner gown was very smart, but the pink ribbon strap of an under-garment showed untidily at one side.
她的晚礼服很漂亮,但内衣的粉红色丝带在一侧不整齐地露出来。
Her silk brassiere, probably.
可能是她的丝绸胸罩。
Paula would have—but then, a thing like that was impossible in Paula’s perfection of toilette.
宝拉本来会这么做——但话说回来,以宝拉完美的着装来说,这样的事情是不可能发生的。
He loved the way the gown cut sharply away at the shoulder to show her firm white arms.
他喜欢这件礼服的肩部大幅剪裁,露出她坚挺白皙的手臂。
It was dull gold, the colour of her hair.
那是暗金色,和她头发的颜色一样。
This was one Dallas.
这是达拉斯。
There were a dozen—a hundred.
有十几个——一百个。
Yet she was always the same.
但她始终如一。
You never knew whether you were going to meet the gamin of the rumpled smock and the smudged face or the beauty of the little fur jacket.
你永远不知道你会遇到的是皱巴巴的罩衫和脏兮兮的脸的俏丽,还是小毛皮夹克的美丽。
Sometimes Dirk thought she looked like a Swede hired girl with those high cheek bones of hers and her deep-set eyes and her large capable hands.
有时德克觉得她看起来像一个瑞典雇佣的女孩,有着高高的颧骨、深陷的眼睛和一双能干的大手。
Sometimes he thought she looked like the splendid goddesses you saw in paintings—the kind with high pointed breasts and gracious gentle pose—holding out a horn of plenty.
有时他觉得她就像画中的美丽女神一样——那种高耸的乳房、优雅温柔的姿势——举着丰沛的角。
There was about her something genuine and earthy and elemental.
她身上有一种真诚、朴实和自然的气质。
He noticed that her nails were short and not well cared for—not glittering and pointed and cruelly sharp and horridly vermilion, like Paula’s.
他注意到她的指甲很短,而且没有得到很好的照顾——不像宝拉的那样,闪闪发光,尖尖的,残酷的锋利和可怕的朱红色。
That pleased him, too, somehow.
不知怎的,这也让他很高兴。
“Some oysters?” he suggested.
“一些牡蛎吗?”他建议道。
“They’re perfectly safe here.
“他们在这里非常安全。
Or fruit cocktail?
还是水果鸡尾酒?
Then breast of guinea hen under glass and an artichoke——”
然后是玻璃下的几内亚母鸡胸肉和洋蓟——”
She looked a little worried.
她看起来有点担心。
“If you—suppose you take that.
“如果你——假设你接受了。
Me, I’d like a steak and some potatoes au gratin and a salad with Russian——”
我,我想要一份牛排和一些烤土豆,还有一份俄式沙拉——”
“That’s fine!” He was delighted.
“那就好!”他很高兴。
He doubled that order and they consumed it with devastating thoroughness.
他将订单增加了一倍,他们以毁灭性的彻底方式消耗了它。
She ate rolls.
她吃了面包卷。
She ate butter.
她吃了黄油。
She made no remarks about the food except to say, once, that it was good and that she had forgotten to eat lunch because she had been so busy working.
她对食物没有发表任何评论,只是有一次说食物很好吃,而且她因为工作太忙而忘记吃午饭了。
All this Dirk found most restful and refreshing.
德克发现这一切是最令人放松和清爽的。
Usually, when you dined in a restaurant with a woman she said, “Oh, I’d love to eat one of those crisp little rolls!”
通常,当你和一位女士在餐馆吃饭时,她会说:“哦,我很想吃一个酥脆的小面包卷!”
You said, “Why not?”
你说:“为什么不呢?”
Invariably the answer to this was, “I daren’t!
得到的答案总是:“我不敢!
Goodness!
天哪!
A half pound at least.
至少半磅。
I haven’t eaten a roll with butter in a year.”
我已经一年没吃过黄油卷了。”
Again you said, “Why not?”
你又说:“为什么不呢?”
“Afraid I’ll get fat.”
“我怕我会变胖。”
Automatically, “You!
自然而然地,“你!
Nonsense.
废话。
You’re just right.”
你说得对。”
He was bored with these women who talked about their weight, figure, lines.
他厌倦了这些谈论自己体重、身材、线条的女人。
He thought it in bad taste.
他认为这样的品味很差。
Paula was always rigidly refraining from this or that.
宝拉总是严格克制着不做这做那。
It made him uncomfortable to sit at the table facing her; eating his thorough meal while she nibbled fragile curls of Melba toast, a lettuce leaf, and half a sugarless grapefruit.
坐在她对面的桌子旁让他感到不舒服;他吃得很饱,而她则啃着易碎的梅尔巴吐司、一片生菜叶和半个无糖葡萄柚。
It lessened his enjoyment of his own oysters, steak, coffee.
这减少了他对自己的牡蛎、牛排和咖啡的享受。
He thought that she always eyed his food a little avidly, for all her expressed indifference to it.
他认为她总是对他的食物有点贪婪,尽管她对食物表现得漠不关心。
She was looking a little haggard, too.
她看上去也有些憔悴。
“The theatre’s next door,” he said.
“剧院就在隔壁,”他说。
“Just a step.
“只要一步。
We don’t have to leave here until after eight.”
我们八点之后才可以离开这里。”
“That’s nice.” She had her cigarette with her coffee in a mellow sensuous atmosphere of enjoyment.
“那很好。”她一边抽烟,一边喝咖啡,在一种醇厚的感官享受的气氛中。
He was talking about himself a good deal.
他经常谈论自己。
He felt relaxed, at ease, happy.
他感到轻松、自在、快乐。
“You know I’m an architect—at least, I was one.
“你知道我是一名建筑师——至少,我曾经是一名建筑师。
Perhaps that’s why I like to hang around your shop so.
也许这就是为什么我这么喜欢在你的店里闲逛。
I get sort of homesick for the pencils and the drawing board—the whole thing.”
我有点想家,想念铅笔和画板——所有的一切。”
“Why did you give it up, then?”
“那你为什么放弃呢?”
“Nothing in it.”
“里面什么也没有。”
“How do you mean—nothing in it?”
“你的意思是——里面什么都没有?”
“No money.
“没钱。
After the war nobody was building.
战后无人建造。
Oh, I suppose if I’d hung on——”
哦,我想如果我坚持下去——”
“And then you became a banker, h’m?
“然后你就成了一名银行家,嗯?
Well, there ought to be money enough in a bank.”
嗯,银行里应该有足够的钱。”
He was a little nettled.
他有点恼火。
“I wasn’t a banker—at first.
“一开始我不是银行家。
I was a bond salesman.”
我是一名债券推销员。”
Her brows met in a little frown.
她的眉头微微皱起。
Her eyebrows were thick and strongly marked and a little uneven and inclined to meet over her nose.
她的眉毛很浓密,轮廓分明,有点参差不齐,并且倾向于在鼻子上方交汇。
Paula’s brows were a mere line of black—a carefully traced half-parenthesis above her unmysterious dark eyes.
宝拉的眉毛只是一条黑色的线——在她那双神秘的黑眼睛上方仔细描绘出的半括号。
“I’d rather,” Dallas said, slowly, “plan one back door of a building that’s going to help make this town beautiful and significant than sell all the bonds that ever floated a—whatever it is that bonds are supposed to float.”
“我宁愿,”达拉斯慢慢地说,“规划一栋建筑的后门,这将有助于使这个小镇变得美丽而重要,而不是出售所有曾经发行过的债券——无论债券应该发行的是什么。”
He defended himself.
他为自己辩护。
“I felt that way, too.
“我也有这样的感觉。
But you see my mother had given me my education, really.
但你看,我的母亲确实给了我教育。
She worked for it.
她为此而努力。
I couldn’t go dubbing along, earning just enough to keep me.
我无法继续配音,挣的钱只够养活我。
I wanted to give her things.
我想给她东西。
I wanted——”
我想要——”
“Did she want those things?
“她想要那些东西吗?
Did she want you to give up architecture and go into bonds?”
她想让你放弃建筑业而投身债券吗?”
“Well—she—I don’t know that she exactly——” He was too decent—still too much the son of Selina DeJong—to be able to lie about that.
“嗯——她——我不知道她究竟——”他太正派了——仍然是塞琳娜·德容的儿子——不能在这件事上撒谎。
“You said you were going to let me meet her.”
“你说过要让我见她的。”
“Would you let me bring her in?
“你能让我带她进来吗?
Or perhaps you’d even—would you drive out to the farm with me some day.
或者也许有一天你会和我一起开车去农场。
She’d like that so much.”
她非常想要这样。”
“So would I.”
“我也会的。”
He leaned toward her, suddenly.
他突然向她倾身。
“Listen, Dallas.
“听着,达拉斯。
What do you think of me, anyway?” He wanted to know.
无论如何,你觉得我怎么样?”他想知道。
He couldn’t stand not knowing any longer.
他再也无法忍受一无所知。
“I think you’re a nice young man.”
“我认为你是一个不错的年轻人。”
That was terrible.
那太可怕了。
“But I don’t want you to think I’m a nice young man.
“但我不想让你认为我是一个好年轻人。
I want you to like me—a lot.
我希望你喜欢我——非常喜欢。
Tell me, what haven’t I got that you think I ought to have?
告诉我,我没有得到什么你认为我应该得到的?
Why do you put me off so many times?
为什么你多次拖延我?
I never feel that I’m really near you.
我从来没有觉得我真的离你很近。
What is it I lack?” He was abject.
我到底缺什么?”他很卑微。
“Well, if you’re asking for it.
“好吧,如果你要求的话。
I do demand of the people I see often that they possess at least a splash of splendour in their makeup.
我确实要求我经常见到的人,他们的妆容至少要有一点光彩。
Some people are nine tenths splendour and one tenth tawdriness, like Gene Meran.
有些人是十分之九的辉煌和十分之一的庸俗,比如吉恩·梅兰。
And some are nine tenths tawdriness and one tenth splendour, like Sam Huebch.
有些人有十分之九的俗气和十分之一的辉煌,比如萨姆·休布奇。
But some people are all just a nice even pink without a single patch of royal purple.”
但有些人却只是漂亮的粉红色,没有一丝皇家紫色。”
“And that’s me, h’m?”
“那就是我,嗯?”
He was horribly disappointed, hurt, wretched.
他感到非常失望、受伤、悲惨。
But a little angry, too.
但也有点生气。
His pride.
他的骄傲。
Why, he was Dirk DeJong, the most successful of Chicago’s younger men; the most promising; the most popular.
为什么,他是德克·德容,芝加哥最成功的年轻人;最有前途的;最受欢迎的。
After all, what did she do but paint commercial pictures for fifteen hundred dollars apiece?
毕竟,她除了画一张一千五百美元的商业画之外,还做了什么?
“What happens to the men who fall in love with you?
“那些爱上你的男人会怎样?
What do they do?”
他们做什么?
Dallas stirred her coffee thoughtfully.
达拉斯若有所思地搅拌着咖啡。
“They usually tell me about it.”
“他们通常会告诉我这件事。”
“And then what?”
“然后呢?”
“Then they seem to feel better and we become great friends.”
“然后他们似乎感觉好多了,我们成了好朋友。”
“But don’t you ever fall in love with them?” Pretty damned sure of herself.
“但是你从来没有爱上过他们吗?”她对自己非常有信心。
“Don’t you ever fall in love with them?”
“你从来没有爱上过他们吗?”
“I almost always do,” said Dallas.
“我几乎总是这样做,”达拉斯说。
He plunged.
他跳了下去。
“I could give you a lot of things you haven’t got, purple or no purple.”
“我可以给你很多你没有的东西,紫色的或者没有紫色的。”
“I’m going to France in April.
“我四月份要去法国。
Paris.”
巴黎。”
“What d’you mean!
“你什么意思!
Paris.
巴黎。
What for?”
干什么?
“Study.
学习。
I want to do portraits.
我想做肖像。
Oils.”
油。”
He was terrified.
他很害怕。
“Can’t you do them here?”
“你不能在这里做吗?”
“Oh, no. Not what I need.
“哦,不。这不是我需要的。
I have been studying here.
我一直在这里学习。
I’ve been taking life-work three nights a week at the Art Institute, just to keep my hand in.”
我每周在艺术学院工作三个晚上,只是为了保住自己的手。”
“So that’s where you are, evenings.” He was strangely relieved.
“所以这就是你所在的地方,晚上。”他奇怪地松了口气。
“Let me go with you some time, will you?” Anything.
“让我陪你一段时间,可以吗?”任何事物。
Anything.
任何事物。
She took him with her one evening, steering him successfully past the stern Irishman who guarded the entrance to the basement classrooms; to her locker, got into her smock, grabbed her brushes.
一天晚上,她带着他一起走,成功地引导他穿过了守卫地下室教室入口的严肃的爱尔兰人。到她的储物柜,穿上她的工作服,抓起她的刷子。
She rushed down the hall.
她冲过大厅。
“Don’t talk,” she cautioned him.
“别说话,”她警告他。
“It bothers them.
“这让他们很烦恼。
I wonder what they’d think of my shop.” She turned into a small, cruelly bright, breathlessly hot little room, its walls whitewashed.
我想知道他们会怎么看我的店。”她走进一间狭小、明亮得令人窒息、闷热得透不过气来的小房间,墙壁粉刷成白色。
Every inch of the floor space was covered with easels.
每一寸地板空间都布满了画架。
Before them stood men and women, brushes in hand, intent.
他们面前站着男人和女人,手里拿着画笔,全神贯注。
Dallas went directly to her place, fell to work at once.
达拉斯直接去了她住的地方,立刻开始工作。
Dirk blinked in the strong light.
德克在强光下眨了眨眼睛。
He glanced at the dais toward which they were all gazing from time to time as they worked.
他瞥了一眼他们工作时不时凝视的讲台。
On it lay a nude woman.
上面躺着一个裸体的女人。
To himself Dirk said in a sort of panic: “Why, say, she hasn’t got any clothes on!
德克有点惊慌地自言自语道:“为什么,比如说,她没穿衣服!
My gosh!
天哪!
this is fierce.
这很激烈。
She hasn’t got anything on!” He tried, meanwhile, to look easy, careless, critical.
她什么都没穿!”与此同时,他试图表现得轻松、漫不经心、挑剔。
Strangely enough, he succeeded, after the first shock, not only in looking at ease, but feeling so.
奇怪的是,在第一次震惊之后,他成功了,不仅看起来很轻松,而且感觉也很轻松。
The class was doing the whole figure in oils.
班上正在用油画整个人物。
The model was a moron with a skin like velvet and rose petals.
模特是个白痴,皮肤像天鹅绒和玫瑰花瓣。
She fell into poses that flowed like cream.
她摆出了像奶油一样流动的姿势。
Her hair was waved in wooden undulations and her nose was pure vulgarity and her earrings were drug-store pearls in triple strands but her back was probably finer than Helen’s and her breasts twin snowdrifts peaked with coral.
她的头发呈木质波浪状,鼻子纯粹粗俗,耳环是药店买的三串珍珠,但她的背可能比海伦的更纤细,她的乳房像雪堆一样,上面长满了珊瑚。
In twenty minutes Dirk found himself impersonally interested in tone, shadows, colours, line.
二十分钟后,德克发现自己对色调、阴影、颜色、线条产生了非个人的兴趣。
He listened to the low-voiced instructor and squinted carefully to ascertain whether that shadow on the model’s stomach really should be painted blue or brown.
他听着低声指导员的讲解,仔细地眯着眼睛,想确定模特肚子上的那个影子到底该画蓝色还是棕色。
Even he could see that Dallas’s canvas was almost insultingly superior to that of the men and women about her.
甚至他也能看出达拉斯的画布比她周围的男人和女人的画布高出近乎侮辱性。
Beneath the flesh on her canvas there were muscles, and beneath those muscles blood and bone.
在她画布上的肉体下面是肌肉,在这些肌肉下面是血液和骨头。
You felt she had a surgeon’s knowledge of anatomy.
你觉得她拥有外科医生的解剖学知识。
That, Dirk decided, was what made her commercial pictures so attractive.
德克认为,这就是她的商业照片如此有吸引力的原因。
The drawing she had done for the Great Lakes Trust Company’s bond department had been conventional enough in theme.
她为五大湖信托公司债券部门绘制的图画主题已经够传统的了。
The treatment, the technique, had made it arresting.
治疗方法、技术让它引人注目。
He thought that if she ever did portraits in oils they would be vital and compelling portraits.
他认为,如果她用油画创作肖像,它们将是充满活力和引人注目的肖像。
But oh, he wished she didn’t want to do portraits in oils.
但是哦,他希望她不想画油画肖像。
He wished——
他希望——
It was after eleven when they emerged from the Art Institute doorway and stood a moment together at the top of the broad steps surveying the world that lay before them.
十一点多了,他们从艺术学院门口出来,在宽阔的台阶顶上站了一会儿,眺望着眼前的世界。
Dallas said nothing.
达拉斯什么也没说。
Suddenly the beauty of the night rushed up and overwhelmed Dirk.
突然,夜色的美丽涌上来,淹没了德克。
Gorgeousness and tawdriness; colour and gloom.
华丽与俗气;颜色和阴暗。
At the right the white tower of the Wrigley building rose wraithlike against a background of purple sky.
右边,箭牌大厦的白色塔楼在紫色天空的背景下像幽灵一样升起。
Just this side of it a swarm of impish electric lights grinned their message in scarlet and white.
就在它的这一边,一群顽皮的电灯以猩红色和白色微笑着传达着他们的信息。
In white:
白色:
TRADE AT
贸易于
then blackness, while you waited against your will.
然后是黑暗,你违背自己的意愿等待。
In red:
红色:
THE FAIR
展会
Blackness again.
又黑了。
Then, in a burst of both colours, in bigger letters, and in a blaze that hurled itself at your eyeballs, momentarily shutting out tower, sky, and street:
然后,两种颜色的爆发,更大的字母,以及猛烈的火焰,猛烈地冲向你的眼球,暂时遮住了塔楼、天空和街道:
SAVE MONEY
省钱
Straight ahead the hut of the Adams Street L station in midair was a Venetian bridge with the black canal of asphalt flowing sluggishly beneath.
亚当斯街 L 车站的小屋正前方是一座威尼斯桥,黑色的沥青运河在半空中缓缓流动。
The reflection of cafeteria and cigar-shop windows on either side were slender shafts of light along the canal.
两侧自助餐厅和雪茄店的窗户反射出沿着运河的细长光柱。
An enchanting sight.
令人着迷的景象。
Dirk thought suddenly that Dallas was a good deal like that—like Chicago.
德克突然想到达拉斯也很划算——就像芝加哥一样。
A mixture of grandeur and cheapness; of tawdriness and magnificence; of splendour and ugliness.
宏伟与廉价的混合体;俗气和华丽;辉煌与丑陋。
“Nice,” said Dallas.
“很好,”达拉斯说。
A long breath.
长长地吸了一口气。
She was a part of all this.
她是这一切的一部分。
“Yes.” He felt an outsider.
“是的。”他感觉自己是个局外人。
“Want a sandwich?
“想要三明治吗?
Are you hungry?”
你饿吗?
“I’m starved.”
“我饿坏了。”
They had sandwiches and coffee at an all-night one-arm lunch room because Dallas said her face was too dirty for a restaurant and she didn’t want to bother to wash it.
他们在一家通宵营业的单臂午餐室里吃了三明治和咖啡,因为达拉斯说她的脸太脏了,不适合去餐馆,而且她不想费心去洗。
She was more than ordinarily companionable that night; a little tired; less buoyant and independent than usual.
那天晚上,她比平常更加友善。有点累了;比平常更不活跃和独立。
This gave her a little air of helplessness—of fatigue—that aroused all his tenderness.
这给她带来了一丝无助——疲惫——激起了他全部的温柔。
Her smile gave him a warm rush of pure happiness—until he saw her smile in exactly the same way at the pimply young man who lorded it over the shining nickel coffee container, as she told him that his coffee was grand.
她的微笑给了他一种纯粹幸福的温暖——直到他看到她对那个长着粉刺的年轻人以完全相同的方式微笑,他在闪亮的镍制咖啡容器上称王称道,她告诉他他的咖啡很棒。
The things that had mattered so vitally didn’t seem to be important, somehow, now.
不知何故,那些曾经如此重要的事情现在似乎不再重要了。
The people who had seemed so desirable had become suddenly insignificant.
那些曾经看起来如此令人向往的人突然变得无足轻重。
The games he had played appeared silly games.
他玩过的游戏看起来很愚蠢。
He was seeing things through Dallas O’Mara’s wise, beauty-loving eyes.
他通过达拉斯·奥玛拉睿智、热爱美丽的眼睛来看待事物。
Strangely enough, he did not realize that this girl saw life from much the same angle as that at which his mother regarded it.
奇怪的是,他没有意识到这个女孩看待生活的角度与他母亲看待生活的角度几乎相同。
In the last few years his mother had often offended him by her attitude toward these rich and powerful friends of his—their ways, their games, their amusements, their manners.
在过去的几年里,他的母亲经常因为对待他这些有钱有势的朋友的态度而冒犯他——他们的方式、他们的游戏、他们的娱乐、他们的举止。
And her way of living in turn offended him.
而她的生活方式反过来又冒犯了他。
On his rare visits to the farm it seemed to him there was always some drab dejected female in the kitchen or living room or on the porch—a woman with broken teeth and comic shoes and tragic eyes—drinking great draughts of coffee and telling her woes to Selina—Sairey Gampish ladies smelling unpleasantly of peppermint and perspiration and poverty.
在他很少去农场的时候,在他看来,厨房、客厅或门廊上总是有一些单调沮丧的女人——一个牙齿断了、穿着滑稽的鞋子和悲惨眼睛的女人——喝着大量的咖啡,向塞琳娜诉说她的不幸——塞里·甘皮什女士身上散发着难闻的薄荷、汗水和贫穷的气味。
“And he ain’t had a lick of work since November——”
“而且从十一月起他就没有再工作过——”
“You don’t say!
“你不说!
That’s terrible!”
太可怕了!”
He wished she wouldn’t.
他希望她不会。
Sometimes old Aug Hempel drove out there and Dirk would come upon the two snickering wickedly together about something that he knew concerned the North Shore crowd.
有时,老奥格·亨佩尔开车去那里,德克会遇见这两个人在一起邪恶地窃笑,他知道这些事情与北岸人群有关。
It had been years since Selina had said, sociably, “What did they have for dinner, Dirk?
塞琳娜已经很多年没有亲切地说道:“德克,他们晚餐吃什么?
H’m?”
嗯?”
“Well—soup——”
“嗯——汤——”
“Nothing before the soup?”
“喝汤之前什么都没有吗?”
“Oh, yeh.
“哦,是啊。
Some kind of a—one of those canapé things, you know.
你知道,某种小吃。
Caviare.”
鱼子酱。”
“My!
“我的!
Caviare!”
鱼子酱!”
Sometimes Selina giggled like a naughty girl at things that Dirk had taken quite seriously.
有时,塞琳娜会像个淘气的女孩一样,对德克认真对待的事情咯咯地笑。
The fox hunts, for example.
例如,狐狸狩猎。
Lake Forest had taken to fox hunting, and the Tippecanoe crowd kept kennels.
森林湖开始猎狐,蒂珀卡努人也养狗舍。
Dirk had learned to ride—pretty well.
德克已经学会了骑马——学得很好。
An Englishman—a certain Captain Stokes-Beatty—had initiated the North Shore into the mysteries of fox hunting.
一位英国人——斯托克斯-比蒂船长——让北岸开始探索猎狐的奥秘。
Huntin’.
狩猎。
The North Shore learned to say nec’s’ry and conservat’ry.
北岸学会了说 nec’s’ry 和 conservat’ry。
Captain Stokes-Beatty was a tall, bow-legged, and somewhat horse-faced young man, remote in manner.
斯托克斯-比蒂上尉是个身材高大、罗圈腿、有点马脸的年轻人,举止冷漠。
The nice Farnham girl seemed fated to marry him.
漂亮的法纳姆女孩似乎命中注定要嫁给他。
Paula had had a hunt breakfast at Stormwood and it had been very successful, though the American men had balked a little at the devilled kidneys.
宝拉在斯托姆伍德吃了一顿狩猎早餐,非常成功,尽管美国男人对魔鬼腰子有点犹豫。
The food had been patterned as far as possible after the pale flabby viands served at English hunt breakfasts and ruined in an atmosphere of luke-warm steam.
食物的样式尽可能模仿英式狩猎早餐中供应的苍白松软的食物,并在微温的蒸汽气氛中毁掉。
The women were slim and perfectly tailored but wore their hunting clothes a trifle uneasily and self-consciously like girls in their first low-cut party dresses.
女人们身材苗条,剪裁完美,但穿着狩猎服时却显得有点不安和不自在,就像女孩们第一次穿着低胸派对礼服一样。
Most of the men had turned stubborn on the subject of pink coats, but Captain Stokes-Beatty wore his handsomely.
大多数男人都对粉色外套很固执,但斯托克斯-比蒂上尉却穿得很漂亮。
The fox—a worried and somewhat dejected-looking animal—had been shipped in a crate from the south and on being released had a way of sitting sociably in an Illinois corn field instead of leaping fleetly to cover.
这只狐狸——一种忧心忡忡、看上去有些沮丧的动物——是用板条箱从南方运来的,被释放后,它会乖乖地坐在伊利诺伊州的玉米地里,而不是迅速跳到掩护处。
At the finish you had a feeling of guilt, as though you had killed a cockroach.
结束时你会有一种愧疚感,就像你杀了一只蟑螂一样。
Dirk had told Selina about it, feeling rather magnificent.
德克把这件事告诉了塞琳娜,感觉很伟大。
A fox hunt.
一场猎狐活动。
“A fox hunt!
“猎狐!
What for?”
干什么?
“For!
“为了!
Why, what’s any fox hunt for?”
为什么,狐狸要捕猎什么呢?”
“I can’t imagine.
“我无法想象。
They used to be for the purpose of ridding a fox-infested country of a nuisance.
它们曾经是为了消除狐狸出没的国家的麻烦。
Have the foxes been bothering ’em out in Lake Forest?”
森林湖里的狐狸一直在骚扰他们吗?”
“Now, Mother, don’t be funny.” He told her about the breakfast.
“现在,妈妈,别开玩笑了。”他告诉她早餐的事。
“Well, but it’s so silly, Dirk.
“好吧,但这太愚蠢了,德克。
It’s smart to copy from another country the things that that country does better than we do.
从另一个国家复制那个国家做得比我们更好的事情是明智的做法。
England does gardens and wood-fires and dogs and tweeds and walking shoes and pipes and leisure better than we do.
英国在花园、柴火、狗、花呢、步行鞋、烟斗和休闲方面比我们做得更好。
But those luke-warm steamy breakfasts of theirs!
但是他们的那些温热的、热气腾腾的早餐!
It’s because they haven’t gas, most of them.
这是因为他们中的大多数人都没有天然气。
No Kansas or Nebraska farmer’s wife would stand for one of their kitchens—not for a minute.
堪萨斯州或内布拉斯加州农民的妻子都不会在他们的厨房里站立——一分钟也不会。
And the hired man would balk at such bacon.” She giggled.
雇工会对这样的培根犹豫不决。”她咯咯笑起来。
“Oh, well, if you’re going to talk like that.”
“哦,好吧,如果你要这样说话的话。”
But Dallas O’Mara felt much the same about these things.
但达拉斯·奥马拉对这些事情也有同样的感觉。
Dallas, it appeared, had been something of a fad with the North Shore society crowd after she had painted Mrs. Robinson Gilman’s portrait.
自从她画了罗宾逊·吉尔曼夫人的肖像后,达拉斯似乎在北岸社交圈中引起了一阵时尚。
She had been invited to dinners and luncheons and dances, but their doings, she told Dirk, had bored her.
她被邀请参加晚宴、午宴和舞会,但她告诉德克,他们的行为让她感到无聊。
“They’re nice,” she said, “but they don’t have much fun.
“他们很好,”她说,“但他们没有太多乐趣。
They’re all trying to be something they’re not.
他们都在努力成为自己不是的人。
And that’s such hard work.
这是非常艰苦的工作。
The women were always explaining that they lived in Chicago because their husband’s business was here.
女人们总是解释说她们住在芝加哥是因为她们丈夫的生意在这里。
They all do things pretty well—dance or paint or ride or write or sing—but not well enough.
他们都做得很好——跳舞、画画、骑马、写作或唱歌——但还不够好。
They’re professional amateurs, trying to express something they don’t feel; or that they don’t feel strongly enough to make it worth while expressing.”
他们是专业的业余爱好者,试图表达他们没有感受到的东西;或者他们感觉不够强烈,不值得表达。”
She admitted, though, that they did appreciate the things that other people did well.
不过,她承认,他们确实欣赏其他人做得好的事情。
Visiting and acknowledged writers, painters, lecturers, heroes, they entertained lavishly and hospitably in their Florentine or English or Spanish or French palaces on the north side of Chicago, Illinois.
他们拜访和认可的作家、画家、讲师、英雄,在伊利诺伊州芝加哥北侧的佛罗伦萨或英国、西班牙或法国宫殿中进行了奢华而热情的款待。
Especially foreign notables of this description.
尤其是外国名人的这种描述。
Since 1918 these had descended upon Chicago (and all America) like a plague of locusts, starting usually in New York and sweeping westward, devouring the pleasant verdure of greenbacks and chirping as they came.
自 1918 年以来,它们就像一场蝗灾一样降临在芝加哥(以及整个美国),通常从纽约开始,向西席卷,吞噬了绿意盎然的美元,并在它们到来时叽叽喳喳地叫着。
Returning to Europe, bursting with profits and spleen, they thriftily wrote of what they had seen and the result was more clever than amiable; bearing, too, the taint of bad taste.
回到欧洲后,他们满怀利润和脾气,节俭地写下了他们所看到的,结果与其说是和蔼可亲,不如说是聪明;也带有低俗品味的污点。
North Shore hostesses vied for the honour of entertaining these notables.
北岸的女主人们竞相争夺招待这些名人的荣誉。
Paula—pretty, clever, moneyed, shrewd—often emerged from these contests the winner.
保拉——漂亮、聪明、有钱、精明——经常从这些比赛中脱颖而出。
Her latest catch was Emile Goguet—General Emile Goguet, hero of Champagne—Goguet of the stiff white beard, the empty left coat-sleeve, and the score of medals.
她最新的收获是埃米尔·戈盖特——埃米尔·戈盖特将军,香槟英雄——有着僵硬的白胡子、空空的左衣袖和大量奖牌的戈盖特。
He was coming to America ostensibly to be the guest of the American Division which, with Goguet’s French troops, had turned the German onslaught at Champagne, but really, it was whispered, to cement friendly relations between his country and a somewhat diffident United States.
他来美国表面上是作为美国师的客人,该师与戈盖特的法国军队一起扭转了德军在香槟地区的进攻,但实际上,有人窃窃私语,是为了巩固他的国家与有些胆怯的美国之间的友好关系。
“And guess,” trilled Paula, “guess who’s coming with him, Dirk!
“猜猜看,”宝拉用颤抖的声音说道,“猜猜谁和他一起来,德克!
That wonderful Roelf Pool, the French sculptor!
那个美妙的法国雕塑家罗尔夫·普尔!
Goguet’s going to be my guest.
戈盖特将成为我的客人。
Pool’s going to do a bust, you know, of young Quentin Roosevelt from a photograph that Mrs. Theodore Roosevelt——”
你知道,普尔要根据西奥多·罗斯福夫人的照片制作年轻的昆汀·罗斯福的半身像——”
“What d’you mean—French sculptor!
“你什么意思——法国雕塑家!
He’s no more French than I am.
他并不比我更像法国人。
He was born within a couple of miles of my mother’s farm.
他出生在距离我母亲农场几英里的地方。
His people were Dutch truck farmers.
他的人民是荷兰卡车农民。
His father lived in High Prairie until a year ago, when he died of a stroke.”
他的父亲一直住在高草原,直到一年前因中风去世。”
When he told Selina she flushed like a girl, as she sometimes still did when she was much excited.
当他告诉塞琳娜时,她像个女孩一样脸红,有时当她非常兴奋时,她仍然会这样。
“Yes, I saw it in the paper.
“是的,我在报纸上看到了。
I wonder,” she added, quietly, “if I shall see him.”
我想知道,”她轻声补充道,“我是否能见到他。”
That evening you might have seen her sitting, crosslegged, before the old carved chest, fingering the faded shabby time-worn objects the saving of which Dirk had denounced as sentimental.
那天晚上,你可能会看到她盘腿坐在古老的雕花柜前,手指抚摸着那些褪色、破旧、陈旧的物品,德克谴责这些物品是多愁善感的。
The crude drawing of the Haymarket; the wine-red cashmere dress; some faded brittle flowers.
干草市场的粗略绘图;酒红色羊绒连衣裙;一些褪色的脆花。
Paula was giving a large—but not too large—dinner on the second night.
第二天晚上,宝拉举办了一顿丰盛但不算太大的晚餐。
She was very animated about it, excited, gay.
她对此非常兴奋、兴奋、快乐。
“They say,” she told Dirk, “that Goguet doesn’t eat anything but hard-boiled eggs and rusks.
“他们说,”她告诉德克,“戈盖特除了煮鸡蛋和面包干外不吃任何东西。
Oh, well, the others won’t object to squabs and mushrooms and things.
哦,好吧,其他人不会反对乳鸽和蘑菇之类的东西。
And his hobby is his farm in Brittany.
他的爱好是他在布列塔尼的农场。
Pool’s stunning—dark and sombre and very white teeth.”
普尔令人惊叹——又黑又暗,牙齿非常白。”
Paula was very gay these days.
宝拉最近很快乐。
Too gay.
太同性恋了。
It seemed to Dirk that her nervous energy was inexhaustible—and exhausting.
在德克看来,她紧张的精力似乎是取之不尽用之不竭的——而且让人筋疲力尽。
Dirk refused to admit to himself how irked he was by the sallow heart-shaped exquisite face, the lean brown clutching fingers, the air of ownership.
德克拒绝承认自己对那张蜡黄的心形精致脸、紧握的瘦棕色手指以及主人翁的神态感到多么恼火。
He had begun to dislike things about her as an unfaithful spouse is irritated by quite innocent mannerisms of his unconscious mate.
他开始讨厌她的一些事情,就像一个不忠的配偶对他无意识的伴侣的天真举止感到恼火一样。
She scuffed her heels a little when she walked, for example.
例如,她走路时脚跟有点磨损。
It maddened him.
这让他抓狂。
She had a way of biting the rough skin around her carefully tended nails when she was nervous.
当她紧张时,她会咬自己精心护理的指甲周围粗糙的皮肤。
“Don’t _do_ that!” he said.
“别这么做!”他说。
Dallas never irritated him.
达拉斯从来没有激怒过他。
She rested him, he told himself.
她让他休息了,他告诉自己。
He would arm himself against her, but one minute after meeting her he would sink gratefully and resistlessly into her quiet depths.
他会把自己武装起来抵住她,但在见到她一分钟后,他就会感激地、不可抗拒地沉入她安静的深处。
Sometimes he thought all this was an assumed manner in her.
有时他认为这一切都是她的一种假设。
“This calm of your—this effortlessness,” he said to her one day, “is a pose, isn’t it?” Anything to get her notice.
“你的这种平静——这种毫不费力,”有一天他对她说,“是一种姿态,不是吗?”为了引起她的注意,什么都可以做。
“Partly,” Dallas had replied, amiably.
“部分地,”达拉斯和蔼地回答道。
“It’s a nice pose though, don’t you think?”
“不过这个姿势很好,你不觉得吗?”
What are you going to do with a girl like that!
遇到这样的女孩你要怎么办!
Here was the woman who could hold him entirely, and who never held out a finger to hold him.
这是一个可以完全拥抱他的女人,却从来没有伸出一根手指来拥抱他。
He tore at the smooth wall of her indifference, though he only cut and bruised his own hands in doing it.
他撕裂了她冷漠的光滑墙壁,尽管他这么做只是割伤了自己的手。
“Is it because I’m a successful business man that you don’t like me?”
“是因为我是一个成功的商人,所以你不喜欢我吗?”
“But I do like you.”
“但我确实喜欢你。”
“That you don’t find me attractive, then.”
“那你觉得我没有吸引力。”
“But I think you’re an awfully attractive man.
“但我认为你是一个非常有魅力的男人。
Dangerous, that’s wot.”
危险啊,这太危险了。”
“Oh, don’t be the wide-eyed ingénue.
“哦,别做那个天真无邪的睁大眼睛的人。
You know damned well what I mean.
你非常清楚我的意思。
You’ve got me and you don’t want me.
你已经得到了我,但你却不想要我了。
If I had been a successful architect instead of a successful business man would that have made any difference?” He was thinking of what his mother had said just a few years back, that night when they had talked at her bedside.
如果我是一名成功的建筑师而不是一名成功的商人,那会有什么不同吗?”他想起了几年前,那天晚上他们在母亲床边谈话时所说的话。
“Is that it?
“是这样吗?
He’s got to be an artist, I suppose, to interest you.”
我想他必须是一名艺术家才能引起你的兴趣。”
“Good Lord, no!
“上帝啊,不!
Some day I’ll probably marry a horny-handed son of toil, and if I do it’ll be the horny hands that will win me.
有一天,我可能会嫁给一个手上有角质的勤劳之子,如果我这样做了,那双角质的手就会赢得我的胜利。
If you want to know, I like ’em with their scars on them.
如果你想知道的话,我喜欢他们身上有伤疤。
There’s something about a man who has fought for it—I don’t know what it is—a look in his eye—the feel of his hand.
一个为之奋斗的人身上有某种东西——我不知道那是什么——他的眼神——他的手的感觉。
He needn’t have been successful—though he probably would be.
他不一定会成功——尽管他很可能会成功。
I don’t know.
我不知道。
I’m not very good at this analysis stuff.
我不太擅长这种分析。
I only know he—well, you haven’t a mark on you.
我只认识他——好吧,你身上没有任何标记。
Not a mark.
不是一个标记。
You quit being an architect, or whatever it was, because architecture was an uphill disheartening job at the time.
你放弃了建筑师的身份,或者不管是什么,因为建筑在当时是一项艰巨的、令人沮丧的工作。
I don’t say that you should have kept on.
我并不是说你应该继续下去。
For all I know you were a bum architect.
据我所知,你是个流浪建筑师。
But if you had kept on—if you had loved it enough to keep on—fighting, and struggling, and sticking it out—why, that fight would show in your face to-day—in your eyes and your jaw and your hands and in your way of standing and walking and sitting and talking.
但如果你继续坚持下去——如果你足够热爱它,继续坚持下去——战斗、挣扎、坚持到底——为什么,那种战斗今天就会表现在你的脸上——表现在你的眼睛、你的下巴、你的双手,以及你站立、行走、坐着和说话的方式中。
Listen.
听着。
I’m not criticizing you.
我不是在批评你。
But you’re all smooth.
但你们一切都很顺利。
I like ’em bumpy.
我喜欢它们凹凸不平。
That sounds terrible.
听起来很糟糕。
It isn’t what I mean at all.
这根本不是我的意思。
It isn’t——”
这不是——”
“Oh, never mind,” Dirk said, wearily.
“哦,没关系,”德克疲倦地说。
“I think I know what you mean.” He sat looking down at his hands—his fine strong unscarred hands.
“我想我明白你的意思。”他坐下来,低头看着自己的双手——那双纤细有力、没有疤痕的双手。
Suddenly and unreasonably he thought of another pair of hands—his mother’s—with the knuckles enlarged, the skin broken—expressive—her life written on them.
突然,他莫名其妙地想到了另一双手——他母亲的手——指节变大,皮肤破损——富有表现力——她的生命写在上面。
Scars.
伤疤。
She had them.
她有它们。
“Listen, Dallas.
“听着,达拉斯。
If I thought—I’d go back to Hollis & Sprague’s and begin all over again at forty a week if I thought you’d——”
如果我想——我会回到霍利斯和斯普拉格,每周四十重新开始,如果我认为你会——”
“Don’t.”
“不要。”
General Goguet and Roelf Pool had been in Chicago one night and part of a day.
戈盖特将军和罗尔夫·普尔在芝加哥待了一晚,又待了一天的一部分。
Dirk had not met them—was to meet them at Paula’s dinner that evening.
德克没有见过他们——那天晚上在宝拉的晚宴上与他们见面。
He was curious about Pool but not particularly interested in the warrior.
他对普尔很好奇,但对战士却不是特别感兴趣。
Restless, unhappy, wanting to see Dallas (he admitted it, bitterly) he dropped into her studio at an unaccustomed hour almost immediately after lunch and heard gay voices and laughter.
焦躁不安、不开心、想要看看达拉斯(他痛苦地承认了这一点)的他几乎在午餐后的一个不寻常的时间来到了她的工作室,听到了快乐的声音和笑声。
Why couldn’t she work alone once in a while without that rabble around her!
为什么她不能偶尔独自干活,身边没有那些乌合之众呢!
Dallas in a grimy smock and the scuffed kid slippers was entertaining two truants from Chicago society—General Emile Goguet and Roelf Pool.
穿着脏兮兮的工作服和磨损的儿童拖鞋的达拉斯正在招待芝加哥上流社会的两个逃学者——埃米尔·戈盖特将军和罗尔夫·普尔。
They seemed to be enjoying themselves immensely.
他们似乎玩得很开心。
She introduced Dirk as casually as though their presence were a natural and expected thing—which it was.
她很随意地介绍了德克,就好像他们的出现是一件自然而然的事情——事实确实如此。
She had never mentioned them to him.
她从来没有向他提起过他们。
Yet now: “This is Dirk DeJong—General Emile Goguet.
然而现在:“这是德克·德容——埃米尔·戈盖特将军。
We were campaigners together in France.
我们在法国一起担任活动家。
Roelf Pool.
罗尔夫池。
So were we, weren’t we, Roelf?”
我们也是,不是吗,罗尔夫?”
General Emile Goguet bowed formally, but his eyes were twinkling.
埃米尔·戈盖特将军正式鞠躬,但他的眼睛闪烁着光芒。
He appeared to be having a very good time.
他看起来玩得很开心。
Roelf Pool’s dark face had lighted up with such a glow of surprise and pleasure as to transform it.
罗尔夫·普尔那张黝黑的脸庞焕然一新,充满了惊讶和喜悦的光芒,以至于它的面容发生了变化。
He strode over to Dirk, clasped his hand.
他大步走向德克,握住他的手。
“Dirk DeJong!
“德克·德容!
Not—why, say, don’t you know me?
不——为什么,你不认识我?
I’m Roelf Pool!”
我是罗尔夫·普尔!”
“I ought to know you,” said Dirk.
“我应该认识你,”德克说。
“Oh, but I mean I’m—I knew you when you were a kid.
“哦,但我的意思是我——我在你还是个孩子的时候就认识你了。
You’re Selina’s Dirk.
你是塞琳娜的德克。
Aren’t you?
你不是吗?
My Selina.
我的赛琳娜
I’m driving out to see her this afternoon.
我今天下午开车去看她。
She’s one of my reasons for being here.
她是我来这里的原因之一。
Why, I’m——” He was laughing, talking excitedly, like a boy.
为什么,我——”他笑着,兴奋地说着,像个男孩。
Dallas, all agrin, was enjoying it immensely.
达拉斯满面笑容,非常享受这一切。
“They’ve run away,” she explained to Dirk, “from the elaborate programme that was arranged for them this afternoon.
“他们逃离了,”她向德克解释道,“逃离了今天下午为他们安排的精心安排的计划。
I don’t know where the French got their reputation for being polite.
我不知道法国人的礼貌名声从何而来。
The General is a perfect boor, aren’t you?
将军是个完美的乡巴佬,不是吗?
And scared to death of women.
还把女人吓得半死。
He’s the only French general in captivity who ever took the trouble to learn English.”
他是唯一一位在被囚禁期间不辞辛劳学习英语的法国将军。”
General Goguet nodded violently and roared.
戈盖特将军猛烈点头,怒吼道。
“And you?” he said to Dirk in his careful and perfect English.
“你呢?”他用谨慎而完美的英语对德克说道。
“You, too, are an artist?”
“你也是艺术家?”
“No,” Dirk said, “not an artist.”
“不,”德克说,“不是艺术家。”
“What, then?”
“那么呢?”
“Why—uh—bonds.
“为什么——呃——债券。
That is, the banking business.
也就是银行业务。
Bonds.”
债券。”
“Ah, yes,” said General Goguet, politely.
“啊,是的,”戈盖特将军礼貌地说。
“Bonds.
债券。
A very good thing, bonds.
债券,这是一件非常好的事情。
We French are very fond of them.
我们法国人非常喜欢它们。
We have great respect for American bonds, we French.” He nodded and twinkled and turned away to Dallas.
我们法国人非常尊重美国债券。”他点点头,眨了眨眼,转身朝达拉斯走去。
“We’re all going,” announced Dallas, and made a dash for the stuffy little bedroom off the studio.
“我们都走了,”达拉斯宣布,然后冲向工作室外闷热的小卧室。
Well, this was a bit too informal.
嗯,这有点太不正式了。
“Going where?” inquired Dirk.
“去哪儿?”德克问道。
The General, too, appeared bewildered.
将军也显得很困惑。
Roelf explained, delightedly.
罗尔夫高兴地解释道。
“It’s a plot.
“这是一个阴谋。
We’re all going to drive out to your mother’s.
我们都要开车去你妈妈家。
You’ll go, won’t you?
你会去的,不是吗?
You simply must.”
你就是必须这么做。”
“Go?” now put in General Goguet.
“去?”现在放入戈盖将军。
“Where is it that we go?
“我们这是要去哪里?
I thought we stayed here, quietly.
我以为我们就静静地待在这里。
It is quiet here, and no reception committees.” His tone was wistful.
这里很安静,也没有接待委员会。”他的语气充满渴望。
Roelf attempted to make it clear.
罗尔夫试图澄清这一点。
“Mr. DeJong’s mother is a farmer.
“德容先生的母亲是一名农民。
You remember I told you all about her in the ship coming over.
你还记得我在过来的船上告诉过你她的一切吗?
She was wonderful to me when I was a kid.
当我还是个孩子的时候,她对我来说非常棒。
She was the first person to tell me what beauty was—is.
她是第一个告诉我什么是美的人。
She’s magnificent.
她太棒了。
She raises vegetables.”
她种蔬菜。”
“Ah!
“啊!
A farm!
一个农场!
But yes!
但是是的!
I, too, am a farmer.
我也是一名农民。
Well!” He shook Dirk’s hand again.
嗯!他再次握着德克的手。
He appeared now for the first time to find him interesting.
现在第一次出现,就觉得他很有趣。
“Of course I’ll go.
“我当然会去。
Does Mother know you’re coming?
妈妈知道你要来吗?
She has been hoping she’d see you but she thought you’d grown so grand——”
她一直希望能见到你,但她以为你已经长得这么伟大了——”
“Wait until I tell her about the day I landed in Paris with five francs in my pocket.
“等我告诉她那天我口袋里揣着五法郎抵达巴黎。
No, she doesn’t know we’re coming, but she’ll be there, won’t she?
不,她不知道我们要来,但她会在那里,不是吗?
I’ve a feeling she’ll be there, exactly the same.
我有预感她会在那里,一模一样。
She will, won’t she?”
她会的,不是吗?”
“She’ll be there.” It was early spring; the busiest of seasons on the farm.
“她会在那里。”那是早春。农场最忙碌的季节。
Dallas emerged in greatcoat and a new spring hat.
达拉斯穿着大衣,戴着新的春帽出现。
She waved a hand to the faithful Gilda Hanan.
她向忠实的吉尔达哈南挥了挥手。
“Tell any one who inquires for me that I’ve felt the call of spring.
“告诉任何询问我的人,我感受到了春天的召唤。
And if the boy comes for that clay pack picture tell him to-morrow was the day.”
如果那个男孩来拍那张粘土包照片,请告诉他明天就是那天。”
They were down the stairs and off in the powerful car that seemed to be at the visitors’ disposal.
他们下了楼梯,乘坐那辆动力强劲的汽车出发,这辆汽车似乎可供游客使用。
Through the Loop, up Michigan Avenue, into the south side.
穿过环路,沿着密歇根大道,进入南侧。
Chicago, often lowering and gray in April, was wearing gold and blue to-day.
四月的芝加哥常常是阴沉的、灰色的,而今天却是金色和蓝色的。
The air was sharp but beneath the brusqueness of it was a gentle promise.
气氛很尖锐,但在粗暴的背后却是温柔的承诺。
Dallas and Pool were very much absorbed in Paris plans, Paris reminiscences.
达拉斯和普尔全神贯注于巴黎的计划和巴黎的回忆。
“And do you remember the time we .
“你还记得我们那次吗?
.
。
.
。
only seven francs among the lot of us and the dinner was .
我们一行人只花了七法郎,而晚餐却很便宜。
.
。
.
。
you’re surely coming over in June, then .
那么你肯定会在六月过来。
.
。
.
。
oils .
油类。
.
。
.
。
you’ve got the thing, I tell you .
我告诉你,你已经得到了。
.
。
.
。
you’ll be great, Dallas .
你会很棒的,达拉斯。
.
。
.
。
remember what Vibray said .
记住维布雷所说的话。
.
。
.
。
study .
学习。
.
。
.
。
work .
工作。
.
。
.”
”。
Dirk was wretched.
德克很可怜。
He pointed out objects of interest to General Goguet.
他向戈盖特将军指出了感兴趣的物体。
Sixty miles of boulevard.
六十英里的林荫大道。
Park system.
公园系统。
Finest in the country.
国内最优秀。
Grand Boulevard.
大道。
Drexel Boulevard.
德雷塞尔大道。
Jackson Park.
杰克逊公园。
Illinois Central trains.
伊利诺伊州中央火车。
Terrible, yes, but they were electrifying.
是的,很可怕,但它们令人震惊。
Going to make ’em run by electricity, you know.
你知道,要让它们靠电力运行。
Things wouldn’t look so dirty, after that.
之后事情就不会看起来那么脏了。
Halsted Street.
霍尔斯特德街。
Longest street in the world.
世界上最长的街道。
And, “Ah, yes,” said the General, politely.
然后,“啊,是的,”将军礼貌地说。
“Ah, yes.
“啊,是的。
Quite so.
确实如此。
Most interesting.”
最有趣的是。”
The rich black loam of High Prairie.
高草原肥沃的黑壤土。
A hint of fresh green things just peeping out of the earth.
一丝新鲜的绿色事物刚刚从大地里探出头来。
Hothouses.
温室。
Coldframes.
冷框。
The farm.
农场。
It looked very trim and neat.
它看起来非常整洁。
The house, white with green shutters (Selina’s dream realized), smiled at them from among the willows that were already burgeoning hazily under the wooing of a mild and early spring.
白色的房子,带着绿色的百叶窗(塞琳娜的梦想实现了),在柳树丛中向他们微笑,柳树在温和的早春的吸引下已经朦胧地发芽了。
“But I thought you said it was a small farm!” said General Goguet, as they descended from the car.
“但我以为你说那是一个小农场!”当他们从车上走下来时,戈盖特将军说道。
He looked about at the acreage.
他环顾四周。
“It is small,” Dirk assured him.
“它很小,”德克向他保证。
“Only about forty acres.”
“只有四十英亩左右。”
“Ah, well, you Americans.
“啊,好吧,你们美国人。
In France we farm on a very small scale, you understand.
你知道,在法国,我们的农场规模非常小。
We have not the land.
我们没有土地。
The great vast country.” He waved his right arm.
伟大辽阔的祖国。”他挥动右臂。
You felt that if the left sleeve had not been empty he would have made a large and sweeping gesture with both arms.
你觉得如果不是左袖空了,他就会双臂做出一个大扫的动作。
Selina was not in the neat quiet house.
赛琳娜不在整洁安静的房子里。
She was not on the porch, or in the yard.
她不在门廊上,也不在院子里。
Meena Bras, phlegmatic and unflustered, came in from the kitchen.
米娜·布拉斯从厨房走进来,态度冷淡,从容不迫。
Mis’ DeJong was in the fields.
米斯的德容在田里。
She would call her.
她会给她打电话。
This she proceeded to do by blowing three powerful blasts and again three on a horn which she took from a hook on the wall.
为此,她先吹了三声强力的爆炸声,然后又用从墙上的钩子上取下的号角吹了三声。
She stood in the kitchen doorway facing the fields, blowing, her red cheeks puffed outrageously.
她站在厨房门口,面朝田野,吹着气,红红的脸颊鼓得厉害。
“That brings her,” Meena assured them; and went back to her work.
“那会带来她,”米娜向他们保证。然后又回去工作了。
They came out on the porch to await Selina.
他们来到门廊上等待塞琳娜。
She was out on the west sixteen—the west sixteen that used to be unprolific, half-drowned muckland.
她在西十六区——西十六区曾经是一片贫瘠、半淹没的泥地。
Dirk felt a little uneasy, and ashamed that he should feel so.
德克感到有点不安,并为自己有这样的感觉感到羞愧。
Then they saw her coming, a small dark figure against the background of sun and sky and fields.
然后他们看到她来了,在阳光、天空和田野的背景下,她是一个黑色的小身影。
She came swiftly yet ploddingly, for the ground was heavy.
她来得很快,但脚步却很沉重,因为地面很重。
They stood facing her, the four of them.
他们四个人面向她站着。
As she came nearer they saw that she was wearing a dark skirt pinned up about her ankles to protect it from the wet spring earth and yet it was spattered with a border of mud spots.
当她走近时,他们看到她穿着一条深色裙子,别在脚踝处,以保护它免受春天潮湿泥土的影响,但裙子的边缘溅满了泥点。
A rough heavy gray sweater was buttoned closely about the straight slim body.
一件粗糙厚重的灰色毛衣,扣子紧紧地扣在笔直苗条的身躯上。
On her head was a battered soft black hat.
她头上戴着一顶破旧的软黑帽子。
Her feet, in broad-toed sensible boots, she lifted high out of the soft clinging soil.
她的双脚穿着宽头实用的靴子,高高地从松软的泥土中抬起来。
As she came nearer she took off her hat and holding it a little to one side against the sun, shaded her eyes with it.
当她走近时,她摘下帽子,把它稍微偏向一边,挡住阳光,用它遮住眼睛。
Her hair blew a little in the gentle spring breeze.
她的头发在柔和的春风中轻轻飘扬。
Her cheeks were faintly pink.
她的脸颊泛着淡淡的粉色。
She was coming up the path now.
她现在正沿着小路走来。
She could distinguish their faces.
她能分辨出他们的脸。
She saw Dirk; smiled, waved.
她看到了德克;微笑着,挥手。
Her glance went inquiringly to the others—the bearded man in uniform, the tall girl, the man with the dark vivid face.
她好奇地看了看其他人——穿着制服的大胡子男人、高个子女孩、有着黝黑生动脸庞的男人。
Then she stopped, suddenly, and her hand went to her heart as though she had felt a great pang, and her lips were parted, and her eyes enormous.
然后她突然停了下来,她的手伸向心脏,仿佛感到一阵剧痛,她的嘴唇张开,眼睛睁得大大的。
As Roelf came forward swiftly she took a few quick running steps toward him like a young girl.
当罗尔夫迅速走上前来时,她像个年轻女孩一样快步朝他跑了几步。
He took the slight figure in the mud-spattered skirt, the rough gray sweater, and the battered old hat into his arms.
他将那个穿着沾满泥土的裙子、粗糙的灰色毛衣、戴着破烂的旧帽子的瘦小身影抱进怀里。
They had had tea in the farm sitting room and Dallas had made a little moaning over the beauty of the Dutch lustre set.
他们在农场的客厅里喝了茶,达拉斯对荷兰光彩布景的美丽发出了一点抱怨。
Selina had entertained them with the shining air of one who is robed in silk and fine linen.
塞琳娜以穿着丝绸和细亚麻长袍的闪亮神态招待了他们。
She and General Goguet had got on famously from the start, meeting on the common ground of asparagus culture.
她和戈盖特将军从一开始就相处得很好,在芦笋文化上有共同点。
“But how thick?” he had demanded, for he, too, had his pet asparagus beds on the farm in Brittany.
“但是有多厚呢?”他之所以这么要求,是因为他在布列塔尼的农场里也有他的宠物芦笋苗床。
“How thick at the base?”
“底部有多厚?”
Selina made a circle with thumb and forefinger.
赛琳娜用拇指和食指画了一个圆圈。
The General groaned with envy and despair.
将军发出嫉妒和绝望的呻吟。
He was very comfortable, the General.
将军,他很舒服。
He partook largely of tea and cakes.
他主要喝茶和蛋糕。
He flattered Selina with his eyes.
他用眼神讨好赛琳娜。
She actually dimpled, flushed, laughed like a girl.
她确实有酒窝,脸红,笑得像个女孩。
But it was to Roelf she turned; it was on Roelf that her eyes dwelt and rested.
但她转向了罗尔夫;她的目光停留在罗尔夫身上。
It was with him she walked when she was silent and the others talked.
当她沉默而其他人议论时,她是和他一起行走的。
It was as though he were her one son, and had come home.
就好像他是她的独子,已经回家了。
Her face was radiant, beautiful.
她的脸容光焕发,美丽动人。
Seated next to Dirk, Dallas said, in a low voice: “There, that’s what I mean.
坐在德克旁边的达拉斯低声说道:“好了,这就是我的意思。
That’s what I mean when I say I want to do portraits.
这就是我说我想拍肖像的意思。
Not portraits of ladies with a string of pearls and one lily hand half hidden in the folds of a satin skirt.
不是那些戴着一串珍珠、一只百合花手半藏在缎裙褶皱中的女士们的肖像。
I mean character portraits of men and women who are really distinguished looking—distinguishedly American, for example—like your mother.”
我指的是那些看起来非常杰出的男人和女人的人物肖像——例如,典型的美国人——就像你的母亲一样。”
Dirk looked up at her quickly, half smiling, as though expecting to find her smiling, too.
德克迅速抬头看着她,半微笑着,仿佛期待着看到她也在微笑。
But she was not smiling.
但她没有微笑。
“My mother!”
“我的母亲!”
“Yes, if she’d let me.
“是的,如果她允许的话。
With that fine splendid face all lit up with the light that comes from inside; and the jaw-line like that of the women who came over in the _Mayflower_; or crossed the continent in a covered wagon; and her eyes!
那张美丽灿烂的脸庞,被从里面透出来的光照亮了;下巴线条就像五月花号上来的女人一样;或者乘坐有篷马车穿越大陆;还有她的眼睛!
And that battered funny gorgeous bum old hat and the white shirtwaist—and her hands!
还有那顶破旧的、华丽的、漂亮的旧帽子和白色衬衫腰——还有她的手!
She’s beautiful.
她很漂亮。
She’d make me famous at one leap.
她会让我一举成名。
You’d see!”
你会看到的!”
Dirk stared at her.
德克盯着她。
It was as though he could not comprehend.
他仿佛无法理解。
Then he turned in his chair to stare at his mother.
然后他在椅子上转过身来盯着他的母亲。
Selina was talking to Roelf.
塞琳娜正在和罗尔夫说话。
“And you’ve done all the famous men of Europe, haven’t you, Roelf!
“你已经完成了欧洲所有名人的事业,不是吗,罗尔夫!
To think of it!
想一想吧!
You’ve seen the world, and you’ve got it in your hand.
你已经见过这个世界,并且已经将它掌握在你的手中。
Little Roelf Pool.
小罗尔夫泳池。
And you did it all alone.
而这一切都是你一个人完成的。
In spite of everything.”
尽管有一切。”
Roelf leaned toward her.
罗尔夫向她倾身。
He put his hand over her rough one.
他把手放在她粗糙的手上。
“Cabbages are beautiful,” he said.
“卷心菜很漂亮,”他说。
Then they both laughed as at some exquisite joke.
然后他们俩都笑了起来,就像是在听一个绝妙的笑话。
Then, seriously: “What a fine life you’ve had, too, Selina.
然后,认真地说:“你的生活也很美好,塞琳娜。
A full life, and a rich one and successful.”
充实的生活、丰富的生活和成功的生活。”
“I!” exclaimed Selina.
“我!”塞琳娜惊呼道。
“Why, Roelf, I’ve been here all these years, just where you left me when you were a boy.
“为什么,罗尔夫,这些年来我一直在这里,就在你小时候离开我的地方。
I think the very hat and dress I’m wearing might be the same I wore then.
我想我现在戴的帽子和衣服可能和我当时穿的一样。
I’ve been nowhere, done nothing, seen nothing.
我什么也没去过,什么也没做,什么也没看到。
When I think of all the places I was going to see!
当我想到我要去的所有地方时!
All the things I was going to do!”
都是我想做的事!”
“You’ve been everywhere in the world,” said Roelf.
“你去过世界各地,”罗尔夫说。
“You’ve seen all the places of great beauty and light.
“你已经看过所有美丽而光明的地方。
You remember you told me that your father had once said, when you were a little girl, that there were only two kinds of people who really mattered in the world.
你记得你告诉我,当你还是个小女孩的时候,你父亲曾经说过,世界上只有两种人真正重要。
One kind was wheat and the other kind emeralds.
一种是小麦,另一种是祖母绿。
You’re wheat, Selina.”
你是小麦,赛琳娜。”
“And you’re emerald,” said Selina, quickly.
“而你是祖母绿,”塞琳娜很快说道。
The General was interested but uncomprehending.
将军很感兴趣,但不理解。
He glanced now at the watch on his wrist and gave a little exclamation.
他看了一眼手腕上的手表,微微感叹了一声。
“But the dinner!
“可是晚餐啊!
Our hostess, Madame Storm!
我们的女主人,暴风女女士!
It is very fine to run away but one must come back.
逃跑很好,但必须回来。
Our so beautiful hostess.” He had sprung to his feet.
我们的女主人真漂亮。”他猛地站了起来。
“She is beautiful, isn’t she?” said Selina.
“她很漂亮,不是吗?”塞琳娜说。
“No,” Roelf replied, abruptly.
“不,”罗尔夫突然回答道。
“The mouth is smaller than the eyes.
“嘴巴比眼睛小。
With Mrs. Storm from here to here”—he illustrated by turning to Dallas, touching her lips, her eyes, lightly with his slender powerful brown fingers—“is smaller than from here to here.
斯托姆夫人从这里到这里”——他转向达拉斯,用他纤细有力的棕色手指轻轻碰触她的嘴唇和眼睛——“比从这里到这里要小。
When the mouth is smaller than the eyes there is no real beauty.
当嘴巴小于眼睛时,就没有真正的美。
Now Dallas here——”
现在达拉斯在这里——”
“Yes, me,” scoffed Dallas, all agrin.
“是的,我,”达拉斯嘲笑道,满脸笑容。
“There’s a grand mouth for you.
“你有一张大嘴。
If a large mouth is your notion of beauty then I must look like Helen of Troy to you, Roelf.”
如果你对美的定义是一张大嘴,那么在你看来我一定像特洛伊的海伦,罗尔夫。”
“You do,” said Roelf, simply.
“你知道,”罗尔夫简单地说。
Inside Dirk something was saying, over and over, “You’re nothing but a rubber stamp, Dirk DeJong.
德克内心深处有声音一遍又一遍地说:“你只不过是一个橡皮图章,德克·德容。
You’re nothing but a rubber stamp.” Over and over.
你只不过是一个橡皮图章。”一遍又一遍。
“These dinners!” exclaimed the General.
“这些晚餐!”将军惊呼道。
“I do not wish to seem ungracious, but these dinners!
“我不想显得不礼貌,但是这些晚餐!
Much rather would I remain here on this quiet and beautiful farm.”
我宁愿留在这个安静而美丽的农场。”
At the porch steps he turned, brought his heels together with a sharp smack, bent from the waist, picked up Selina’s rough work-worn hand and kissed it.
在门廊的台阶上,他转过身来,猛地一脚跟并拢,从腰部弯下腰,拿起塞琳娜因工作而粗糙的手,吻了吻它。
And then, as she smiled a little, uncertainly, her left hand at her breast, her cheeks pink, Roelf, too, kissed her hand tenderly.
然后,当她不确定地微笑着,左手放在胸前,脸颊呈粉红色时,罗尔夫也温柔地吻了吻她的手。
“Why,” said Selina, and laughed a soft tremulous little laugh, “Why, I’ve never had my hand kissed before.”
“为什么,”塞琳娜说,轻声颤抖地笑起来,“为什么,我以前从来没有亲过我的手。”
She stood on the porch steps and waved at them as they were whirled swiftly away, the four of them.
她站在门廊的台阶上,向他们挥手,他们四个人迅速地飞走了。
A slight straight little figure in the plain white blouse and the skirt spattered with the soil of the farm.
一个身材笔直的小身材,穿着朴素的白色衬衫,裙子上溅满了农场的泥土。
“You’ll come out again?” she had said to Dallas.
“你还会出来吗?”她对达拉斯说。
And Dallas had said yes, but that she was leaving soon for Paris, to study and work.
达拉斯答应了,但她很快就要前往巴黎学习和工作。
“When I come back you’ll let me do your portrait?”
“等我回来你会让我给你拍肖像吗?”
“_My_ portrait!” Selina had exclaimed, wonderingly.
“_我的_肖像!”赛琳娜疑惑地惊呼道。
Now as the four were whirled back to Chicago over the asphalted Halsted road they were relaxed, a little tired.
现在,当四人沿着霍尔斯特德柏油路飞回芝加哥时,他们感到很放松,甚至有点累。
They yielded to the narcotic of spring that was in the air.
他们屈服于空气中春天的麻醉剂。
Roelf Pool took off his hat.
罗尔夫·普尔摘下帽子。
In the cruel spring sunshine you saw that the black hair was sprinkled with gray.
在残酷的春日阳光下,你看到黑色的头发上洒满了灰色。
“On days like this I refuse to believe that I’m forty-five.
“在这样的日子里,我拒绝相信自己已经四十五岁了。
Dallas, tell me I’m not forty-five.”
达拉斯,告诉我我还不到四十五岁。”
“You’re not forty-five,” said Dallas in her leisurely caressing voice.
“你还不到四十五岁,”达拉斯用她悠闲而充满爱抚的声音说道。
Roelf’s lean brown hand reached over frankly and clasped her strong white one.
罗尔夫那只瘦削的棕色手坦率地伸出来,握住了她那有力的白色一只手。
“When you say it like that, Dallas, it sounds true.”
“达拉斯,当你这么说时,听起来确实如此。”
“It is true,” said Dallas.
“这是真的,”达拉斯说。
They dropped Dallas first at the shabby old Ontario Street studio, then Dirk at his smart little apartment, and went on.
他们先把达拉斯送到了破旧的安大略街工作室,然后把德克送到了他漂亮的小公寓,然后继续前进。
Dirk turned his key in the lock.
德克把钥匙插进锁里。
Saki, the Japanese houseman, slid silently into the hall making little hissing noises of greeting.
日本家庭主妇咲静静地溜进大厅,发出轻微的嘶嘶声打招呼。
On the correct little console in the hall there was a correct little pile of letters and invitations.
大厅里正确的小控制台上有一堆正确的信件和邀请函。
He went through the Italian living room and into his bedroom.
他穿过意大利客厅,走进自己的卧室。
The Jap followed him.
日本人跟着他。
Dirk’s correct evening clothes (made by Peel the English tailor on Michigan Boulevard) were laid correctly on his bed—trousers, vest, shirt, coat; fine, immaculate.
德克正确的晚礼服(由密歇根大道上的英国裁缝皮尔制作)正确地放在床上——裤子、背心、衬衫、外套;很好,完美无瑕。
“Messages, Saki?”
“有消息吗,咲?”
“Missy Stlom telephone.”
“斯特洛姆小姐的电话。”
“Oh.
哦。
Leave any message?”
有什么留言吗?”
“No. Say s’e call ’gain.”
“不。说‘增益’吧。”
“All right, Saki.” He waved him away and out of the room.
“好吧,咲。”他挥手让他离开房间。
The man went and closed the door softly behind him as a correct Jap servant should.
那人走过去,轻轻地关上了身后的门,就像一个典型的日本仆人该做的那样。
Dirk took off his coat, his vest, threw them on a chair near the bed.
德克脱下外套和背心,把它们扔到床边的椅子上。
He stood at the bedside looking down at his Peel evening clothes, at the glossy shirtfront that never bulged.
他站在床边,低头看着自己的皮尔晚礼服,看着从未鼓起的光滑衬衫前襟。
A bath, he thought, dully, automatically.
洗澡,他呆呆地、自动地想。
Then, quite suddenly, he flung himself on the fine silk-covered bed, face down, and lay there, his head in his arms, very still.
然后,突然,他扑倒在铺着丝绸的精美床上,脸朝下,躺在那里,头枕在怀里,一动不动。
He was lying there half an hour later when he heard the telephone’s shrill insistence and Saki’s gentle deferential rap at the bedroom door.
半小时后,他躺在那里,听到电话里刺耳的持续声和咲在卧室门上轻柔、恭敬的敲击声。
THE END
结局
EDNA FERBER BY ROGERS DICKINSON
艾德娜·费伯 作者:罗杰斯·迪金森
Edna Ferber is an arresting personality.
埃德娜·费伯 (Edna Ferber) 是一位引人注目的人物。
In speech, in appearance, and in manner she stands out clear against the mass.
无论是言语、外表还是举止,她都与大众截然不同。
Anyone who really knows her realizes why her stories, both long and short, reach the understanding and touch the hearts of the readers.
真正了解她的人都知道,为什么她的故事无论长短,都能深入人心,触动读者的心。
One is very likely to say, “Why, I know somebody like that,” or “I knew she would do that.”
人们很可能会说,“为什么,我认识这样的人”,或者“我知道她会那样做”。
She knows folks, all sorts of people, but she is interested chiefly in people who do things: not the men who run great corporations and control the destinies of thousands of men and women, but the men and women who have jobs, and under that classification come that vast number who run modest households, who struggle to bring up children, who, in fact, form the permanent solid stratum on which our society is built.
她认识各种各样的人,但她主要对那些做实事的人感兴趣:不是那些经营大公司、控制成千上万男女命运的人,而是那些有工作的男女,在这一分类下,有大量经营普通家庭、努力抚养孩子的人,事实上,他们构成了我们社会赖以建立的永久坚实的阶层。
She has the large-minded sympathy that makes for understanding of the under dog.
她具有宽宏的同情心,这有助于理解弱势群体。
She will take French lessons, not only because she wants to study the language, but because a cultivated Frenchman needs money and will not accept charity.
她要上法语课,不仅仅是因为她想学习语言,而是因为有教养的法国人需要钱,不会接受施舍。
Edna Ferber enjoys a talk with a washwoman and the woman enjoys the talk too.
埃德娜·费伯 (Edna Ferber) 喜欢与洗衣女工交谈,而女工也很喜欢这次谈话。
Her colored maid adores her—and imposes on her (as is the way with colored maids).
她的黑人女仆崇拜她,并对她施加压力(就像黑人女仆的方式一样)。
She hates pretension and is very likely to speak her mind not only to her intimates but straight to the face of the objectionable person.
她讨厌自命不凡,而且很可能不仅对她的密友,而且当着令人反感的人的面直接说出自己的想法。
Sometimes she speaks more strongly than she should, for she is impulsive and quick-tempered, but no one is more generous than she in the acknowledgment of mistakes.
有时她说话过于强烈,因为她很冲动,脾气暴躁,但没有人比她更慷慨地承认错误。
Her letters are characteristic.
她的信很有特色。
They just begin.
他们才刚刚开始。
No salutation, no sparring for an opening—they begin at the beginning and when she is through she stops.
没有致敬,没有为开场而争吵——他们从头开始,当她结束时,她就停止了。
She just adds her initials.
她只是加上了她名字的首字母缩写。
She stands on her own small feet.
她用自己的小脚站立。
If you say to her, “The mantle of O.
如果你对她说:“O.的斗篷。”
Henry has fallen on your shoulders” (it has been said with complimentary intent), you will get a flash from her black eyes that will scorch you and a rush of words that will make you wish you were elsewhere.
亨利落在了你的肩膀上”(这是带着赞美的意图说的),你会从她的黑色眼睛中看到一闪而过的光芒,会灼伤你,还有一连串的话语,会让你希望自己在别处。
She does not want anyone’s else mantle or footgear for that matter—she is herself, Edna Ferber.
她不需要任何其他人的斗篷或鞋子——她就是她自己,埃德娜·费伯。
Her earlier picturesque, sometimes flippant style, the surprise climaxes, and the short pithy sentences, come from her newspaper experience and not from any influence of O.
她早期如画的、有时轻率的风格、令人惊讶的高潮和简洁的句子,都来自她的报纸经历,而不是受到 O.
Henry.
亨利.
The newspaper editor’s command is to “tell the story and make it snappy,” and it has affected Edna Ferber’s style, as it has affected the work of many other writers who grew out of newspaper offices.
报纸编辑的命令是“讲故事,让它变得活泼”,它影响了埃德娜·费伯的风格,就像它影响了许多其他从报社成长起来的作家的作品一样。
Her style has changed as all thoughtful readers must have noticed.
所有有思想的读者一定都注意到了,她的风格已经发生了变化。
The literary form of the Emma McChesney stories is quite different from that of the stories in “Cheerful by Request” and “Gigolo.” Read a story in “Roast Beef Medium” and then read “Old Man Minick.”
艾玛·麦克切斯尼故事的文学形式与《欢快的请求》和《舞男》中的故事有很大不同。阅读《烤牛肉中等》中的故事,然后阅读《米尼克老人》。
There is a depth and richness, a dignity and soundness, that the earlier works lacked.
这里有早期作品所缺乏的深度和丰富性、尊严和健全性。
Yet there is no loss of strength and vital freshness in her later books.
然而,她后来的书中并没有失去力量和活力。
There is a vitality about Edna Ferber that is recognizable the moment she comes into a room.
埃德娜·费伯 (Edna Ferber) 身上充满活力,一走进房间就可以辨认出来。
She enters almost with a rush, with a quick, firm step; though she is short, scarcely more than five feet three, I should think, she dominates most groups.
她几乎是急匆匆地走进去,步伐又快又坚定。尽管她身材矮小,不到五英尺三英寸,但我认为她在大多数群体中占据主导地位。
Her rather large head with its thick black hair, cropped so one may see the admirable shape of the skull, is held erect.
她的头相当大,头发浓密,黑发被剪短了,这样人们就可以看到头骨令人赞叹的形状,她的头直立着。
She greets one with a cordiality that is sometimes disarming and she speaks with a curious drawl that seems quite out of character with her forthright nature.
她与人打招呼时表现出一种有时令人解除戒备的热情,说话时拖长着奇怪的语气,这似乎与她直率的性格格格不入。
What she says is worth listening to, for even the most commonplace occasions bring forth unbromidic speech from Edna Ferber.
她所说的话值得一听,因为即使是在最常见的场合,埃德娜·费伯也会发表毫不客气的讲话。
As she talks in private conversation so she talks in public.
正如她在私人谈话中所说的那样,她在公共场合也同样如此。
She is a good speech-maker, a good lecturer.
她是一位优秀的演讲者,一位优秀的讲师。
Her spoken words have the pungent vitality of her writing and the reading of her own stories makes the characters come alive startlingly.
她的言语带有她写作的辛辣活力,读她自己的故事使人物栩栩如生。
It may seem strange to those of us who do not make our own living by creative writing that a woman who has made her mark as a reporter and who still occasionally reports a national convention, finds it so hard to write fiction.
对于我们这些不靠创意写作谋生的人来说,可能会觉得奇怪,一个以记者身份出名、偶尔报道全国大会的女性却发现写小说如此困难。
Edna Ferber has written for newspapers about all sorts of things under every sort of difficult handicap of time and place, and has produced good “copy.” Yet her short stories, novels and plays, are slowly and laboriously produced.
埃德娜·费伯在各种困难的时间和地点下为报纸撰写了各种各样的文章,并制作了很好的“文案”。然而她的短篇小说、长篇小说和戏剧却是缓慢而费力地创作的。
And when the job is done, so closely has she held her nose to the grindstone, that she is unable to perceive the work as a whole, and realize how good it is.
当工作完成后,她紧锣密鼓地埋头苦干,以至于无法从整体上看待工作,也无法意识到它有多好。
She once rented an apartment on the lake front in Chicago, her desk facing the blue waters.
她曾经在芝加哥湖畔租了一套公寓,她的办公桌面向蔚蓝的海水。
She was in the midst of her novel, “The Girls.” She complained that she could not get on with it, it was hard labor, so hard that in spite of her best efforts she would look at the lake and the trees and the children playing in the street below.
她正在写她的小说《女孩们》。她抱怨说她无法继续下去,这是一项艰苦的劳动,如此艰苦,以至于尽管她尽了最大的努力,她还是只能看着下面的湖泊、树木和在下面街道上玩耍的孩子们。
Her anxious publisher besought her to turn her typewriter table so she faced the blank wall.
她焦急的出版商恳求她转动打字机桌,这样她就面向空白的墙。
She did; and the book was speedily born.
她做到了;这本书很快就诞生了。
In an article in _The American Magazine_, under the characteristic title of “The Joy of the Job,” she tells of her methods of work.
在《美国杂志》的一篇题为“工作的乐趣”的文章中,她讲述了自己的工作方法。
“At the risk of being hated I wanted to state that I’ve always felt sorry for any woman who could play whenever she wanted to.
“冒着被讨厌的风险,我想说,我一直为那些想什么时候玩就什么时候玩的女性感到难过。
She never will know how sweet play can be.
她永远不会知道玩耍可以有多么甜蜜。
Chocolate is no treat for a girl in a candy factory.
对于糖果厂里的女孩来说,巧克力可不是一种享受。
Play is no treat for an idler.
对于闲人来说,玩耍并不是一种享受。
My work is such that morning engagements and festive luncheoning are forbidden.
我的工作是禁止早上的约会和节日的午餐。
On those rare occasions, two or three times a year, perhaps, when I deliberately, and for the good of my soul, break the rule and sneak off down-town for luncheon, the affair takes on the proportions of an orgy.
在那些罕见的场合,也许一年两三次,当我为了自己的灵魂的利益而故意打破规则,偷偷溜到市中心吃午饭时,这件事就呈现出狂欢的程度。
No college girls’ midnight fudge spree could be more thrilling.
没有哪个大学女生的午夜软糖狂欢比这更令人兴奋了。
To my unaccustomed eyes the girls in their new hats all look pretty.
在我不习惯的眼睛看来,戴新帽子的女孩们看起来都很漂亮。
The matrons appear amazingly well dressed.
护士们的穿着显得出奇的漂亮。
The men, chatting over their after-luncheon cigarettes, are captains of finance, discussing problems of national import.
这些人在午餐后抽着香烟聊天,他们是金融界的领袖,讨论着国家重要的问题。
I refuse to believe what my _vis-à-vis_ says about their being cloak-and-suit salesmen whose conversation probably runs thus:
我拒绝相信我的对面说他们是穿着斗篷和西装的推销员,他们的谈话可能是这样的:
“‘I come into his place at ten this morning and he wouldn’t look at my stuff till twelve, and finally I goes up to him, and I says to him, I says, “Looka here, Marx.”’
“‘今天早上我十点到他的地方,他直到十二点才看我的东西,最后我走到他面前,我对他说,‘看这里,马克思。’”
“The very waiters interest me.
“服务员本身就让我很感兴趣。
The ’bus boys are deft, and I refuse to be bothered by their finger nails.
公交车男孩很灵巧,我拒绝被他们的指甲打扰。
The chicken salad is a poem, the coffee a dream, the French pastry a divine concoction.
鸡肉沙拉是一首诗,咖啡是一个梦想,法式糕点是一种神圣的混合物。
“When you work three hundred and fifty mornings in the year, a game of golf on the three hundred and fifty-first is a lark.
“当你一年中工作三百五十个早晨时,三百五十个早上打一场高尔夫球就是一种乐趣。
That’s one reason why I play so atrociously, I suppose.
我想这就是我打得如此糟糕的原因之一。
They who say that work hardens one, or wearies, or dulls, have chosen the wrong occupation, or have never really tasted the delights of it.
那些说工作使人变得坚强、疲倦或迟钝的人,要么选择了错误的职业,要么从未真正尝到过工作的乐趣。
It’s the finest freshener in the world.
它是世界上最好的清新剂。
It’s an appetizer.
这是一道开胃菜。
It’s a combination cocktail and _hors d’œuvre_, to be taken before playing.
这是鸡尾酒和开胃小菜的组合,适合在比赛前服用。
It gives color to the most commonplace of holidays.
它为最平常的假期增添了色彩。
It makes a run through the park a treat.
它使穿过公园的跑步成为一种享受。
There’s very little thrill in a brisk walk if you can brisk-walk from morning until night.
如果你能从早到晚快走,那么快走就没什么刺激感了。
But after having sat before a typewriter, or desk, or table, for hours together, to be able to stretch one’s legs for a swing of two or three miles—that’s living.
但在打字机、书桌或桌子前坐了几个小时后,能够伸展双腿荡秋千两三英里——这就是生活。
“The entire output of my particular job depends upon me.
“我特定工作的全部产出取决于我。
By that I mean that when I put the cover on my typewriter the works are closed.
我的意思是,当我盖上打字机的盖子时,作品就关闭了。
The office equipment consists of one flat table, rather messy; one typewriter, much abused, and one typewriter table; a chunk of yellow copy paper, and one of white.
办公设备只有一张平桌子,比较杂乱;一台打字机,已经被滥用了,还有一张打字机桌;一张黄色复印纸和一张白色复印纸。
All the wheels, belts, wires, bolts, files, tools—the whole manufacturing scheme of things—has got to be contained in the space between my chin and my topmost hairpin.
所有的轮子、皮带、电线、螺栓、锉刀、工具——整个制造方案——都必须包含在我的下巴和最上面的发夹之间的空间里。
And my one horror, my nightmare of nightmares, is that some morning I’ll wake up and find that space vacant, and the works closed down, with a mental sign over the front door reading:
而令我最恐惧的是,我的噩梦中的噩梦是,有一天早上我醒来时会发现那个空间空了,工厂也关门了,前门上挂着一个心理标志,上面写着:
“‘For Rent.
“‘出租。
Fine, large empty head.
很好,大空头。
Inquire within.’
向内询问。’
“There was one year when there was a sign reading, ‘Closed for repairs.’ The horror of it is still with me.”
“有一年,有一个牌子写着:‘关闭进行维修’。当时的恐惧仍然伴随着我。”
In another place she says: “No autobiographical sketch is complete without a statement of ambitions.
她在另一处说道:“如果没有雄心壮志的陈述,任何自传素描都是不完整的。
I have two.
我有两个。
I want to be allowed to sit in a rocking chair on the curb at the corner of State and Madison streets and watch the folks go by.
我希望被允许坐在州街和麦迪逊街拐角处路边的摇椅上,看着人们走过。
And I would fain live on a houseboat in the Vale of Cashmere.
我很想住在喀什米尔谷的一艘船屋里。
I don’t know where the Vale of Cashmere is, nor whether it boasts a water course or not.”
我不知道羊绒谷在哪里,也不知道它是否有水道。”
What a lot she would get out of her view of life from a rocking chair at State and Madison streets!
坐在州街和麦迪逊街的摇椅上,她对生活的看法会得到多少启发!
She complained bitterly once that a certain writer, now opulent and lazy, who knew Chicago from the stockyards to the North Shore, did not use the stuff he had in his head.
有一次,她痛苦地抱怨说,某个作家现在富裕而懒惰,他了解芝加哥从牲畜饲养场到北岸的情况,却没有使用他脑子里的东西。
She felt not so much that he was missing an opportunity, but that he had buried the talent of experience that should have been passed on to others after he had gone.
她觉得与其说他错过了一个机会,不如说他埋葬了他走后本该传授给别人的经验天赋。
Though Edna Ferber lives in New York—her apartment faces Central Park—she is not of New York.
尽管埃德娜·费伯住在纽约——她的公寓面向中央公园——但她不是纽约人。
She knows Chicago, she thinks Chicago, just as Booth Tarkington thinks and knows Indianapolis and would not live wholly away from it.
她了解芝加哥,她认为芝加哥,就像布斯·塔金顿认为并了解印第安纳波利斯一样,并且不会完全远离它。
The author of “The Girls,” that masterpiece of Chicago, frequently visits the Windy City and sits, metaphorically, at the corner of State and Madison and soaks in the spirit of the city, that city so recently a pioneer town, so lately an effete city.
芝加哥的杰作《女孩们》的作者经常访问风城,隐喻地坐在州和麦迪逊的拐角处,沉浸在这座城市的精神中,这座城市最近是一个先锋小镇,最近又是一个衰弱的城市。
No wonder she finds it fascinating and inexhaustible.
难怪她觉得它令人着迷且取之不尽用之不竭。
Edna Ferber’s apartment is the place where she meets her friends, breakfasts, lunches, dines, and sleeps.
埃德娜·费伯 (Edna Ferber) 的公寓是她与朋友见面、吃早餐、午餐、吃饭和睡觉的地方。
It is her rest house, her relaxation.
这是她的休息所,她的放松。
The furnishing of it was an adventure.
布置它是一次冒险。
The choosing of draperies for the windows (there are many facing east), the tints for the walls, and the fabrics for the upholstery, she found an exhilarating venture into the unknown.
窗户的窗帘(许多朝东)、墙壁的色调以及室内装饰的面料的选择,她发现了一次令人兴奋的未知冒险。
She has been a hotel dweller, a renter of the homes of other people.
她曾住过酒店,也曾租过别人的房子。
But here she is rioting in her own home with her own furniture and hers is the sole responsibility for the color scheme, the style, and the composition.
但在这里,她在自己的家里用自己的家具骚乱,她对配色方案、风格和构图负全部责任。
And it is good.
这很好。
Her taste in furnishing as in writing is to be relied upon.
她对家具和写作的品味是值得信赖的。
It is also most comfortable, too comfortable.
也是最舒服的,太舒服了。
It would be hard enough to break away from this interesting woman if one were standing talking in a windy street, but when surrounded by all the comforts it is almost impossible not to overstay one’s welcome.
如果一个人站在风大的街道上说话,就很难摆脱这个有趣的女人,但当周围都是舒适的环境时,几乎不可能不受欢迎。
But she works in a bare studio, close by, away from the telephone and too friendly visitors.
但她在附近一间空荡荡的工作室里工作,远离电话和友好的访客。
Every morning she sits down at the typewriter and works—and most afternoons.
每天早上她都会坐在打字机前工作——大多数下午也是如此。
No writer produces good work without wearying effort, long hours of concentration, and at times great discouragement.
没有哪个作家不付出艰苦的努力、长时间的专注,有时还要经历巨大的挫折,才能创作出优秀的作品。
What Miss Ferber wears while she works, whether dress, sweater, or smock, I do not know, for she does not do her writing in public as a prize fighter trains for a battle.
我不知道费伯小姐工作时穿什么,无论是裙子、毛衣还是罩衫,因为她不像职业拳击手那样在公共场合写作。
Her battles are fought out alone.
她的战斗是独自一人进行的。
One of her old and understanding friends, William Allen White, has written a most illuminating account of her life, her struggles, and her achievement.
她的一位理解她的老朋友威廉·艾伦·怀特(William Allen White)对她的生活、她的奋斗和她的成就写了一篇最具启发性的文章。
Mr. White being a Middle Westerner himself, quite understands Edna Ferber’s point of view.
怀特先生本身就是中西部人,非常理解埃德娜·费伯的观点。
The following extract is taken from an introduction by the famous editor of the _Emporia Gazette_ for an edition of “Cheerful by Request”:
以下摘录自《Emporia Gazette》著名编辑对《Cheerful by Request》一期的介绍:
“Edna Ferber’s pasture is long and narrow geographically; ranging from a thin pennant running westward to the mountains, to a slim tatter as far east as Vienna.
“埃德娜·费伯的牧场在地理上狭长;从向西延伸至山区的细三角旗,到远东至维也纳的细碎破烂。
But it is close clipped around Chicago, in Illinois, Minnesota, and Wisconsin; and well cropped in and about New York.
但它紧邻芝加哥、伊利诺伊州、明尼苏达州和威斯康星州。在纽约及其周边地区剪裁得很好。
In its social boundaries her field is more compact; chiefly lying in the middle class, sometimes taking in those who are just climbing out of poverty, and often considering those who are happily wiggling into our plutocracy.
在社会边界上,她的领域更加紧凑。主要是中产阶级,有时会考虑那些刚刚摆脱贫困的人,也常常会考虑那些正在快乐地跻身我们的富豪统治的人。
But one thread will string every character she ever conceived; all her people do something for a living.
但一根线将串起她所构想的每一个角色;她所有的人都以谋生为生。
She is the goddess of the worker.
她是劳动者的女神。
And from her typewriter keys spring hard-working bankers, merchants, burglars, garage-helpers, stenographers, actors, traveling salesmen, hotel clerks, porters and reporters, wholesalers, pushcart men, wine touts, welfare workers, farmers, writers—always doers of things: money makers, men and women who pull their weight in the boat.
从她的打字机按键中,诞生了勤奋的银行家、商人、窃贼、车库帮手、速记员、演员、旅行推销员、酒店职员、搬运工和记者、批发商、推车人、酒贩、福利工作者、农民、作家——总是实干家:赚钱者、在船上尽心尽力的男男女女。
And her stories chiefly tell what a fine time these hardworking Americans have with their day’s work.
她的故事主要讲述了这些勤劳的美国人在一天的工作中度过了多么美好的时光。
“In the Great American Short Story, which must tell of American life rather than our Great American Novel, Edna Ferber’s section will be among the workers.
“在《伟大的美国短篇小说》中,埃德娜·费伯的部分将属于工人,它必须讲述美国的生活,而不是我们伟大的美国小说。
Mrs. Wharton and Henry Fuller and Sherwood Anderson can have the loafers, in high life and low life.
沃顿夫人、亨利·富勒和舍伍德·安德森无论在上流社会还是在下层生活都可以拥有乐福鞋。
But Miss Ferber’s people will come from the stores and offices and workshops.
但费伯小姐的人将来自商店、办公室和车间。
They will, as the Gospel Hymn has it, come rejoicing, bringing home the bacon.
正如福音赞美诗所唱的那样,他们会欢欣鼓舞地带着培根回家。
Their dramatic moments are oftenest in aprons, shirt-sleeves, overalls, at desks, behind counters, in kitchens, behind stage curtains, in the midst of the business of earning a living.
他们的戏剧性时刻往往是穿着围裙、穿着衬衫、工作服、在办公桌前、在柜台后面、在厨房里、在舞台幕布后面、在谋生的过程中。
Precious little is done in the Ferber stories ‘in God’s great out of doors—in the wide open spaces.’ When anything has to be open in Miss Ferber’s work it is a lively and festive wide-open town.
费伯的故事中几乎没有做任何珍贵的事情,“在上帝伟大的户外——在广阔的开放空间里”。当费伯小姐的作品中必须开放任何东西时,它就是一个充满活力和喜庆的开放小镇。
“So let us consider who she is and how she happened to be a writing woman.
“所以让我们考虑一下她是谁,以及她如何碰巧成为一名写作女性。
In the middle or late ’eighties of the nineteenth century she was born in Kalamazoo, Michigan, of Jewish parents.
十九世纪八十年代中后期,她出生于密歇根州卡拉马祖,父母是犹太人。
Her father was a Hungarian.
她的父亲是匈牙利人。
Her mother an American, born in Milwaukee, Wisconsin.
她的母亲是美国人,出生于威斯康星州密尔沃基。
Her father was the owner of a general merchandise store, first in Iowa, then in Appleton, Wisconsin.
她的父亲是一家百货商店的老板,最初在爱荷华州,然后在威斯康星州阿普尔顿。
Miss Ferber at seventeen was graduated from the Ryan High School in Appleton.
费伯小姐十七岁时毕业于阿普尔顿的瑞安高中。
For her graduating essay she wrote an account of the life of the women workers in a local mill.
她在毕业论文中描述了当地一家工厂女工的生活。
The local editor saw it: recognized that it was good reporting and gave her a job as local reporter at $3.00 a week—a rather princely salary twenty years ago for a new girl reporter in a country town.
当地编辑看到了这一点:认为这是一篇很好的报道,并给了她一份当地记者的工作,每周 3 美元——二十年前,对于一个乡村小镇的新女记者来说,这是相当高的薪水。
She wrote local items, from the court house, the city hall, the fire department, the home of the village Crœsus, and the police court.
她写了当地的文章,包括法院、市政厅、消防局、克洛苏斯村的家和警察法庭。
Then she was graduated from the Appleton paper to Milwaukee.
然后她从阿普尔顿报纸毕业到密尔沃基。
In Milwaukee also she was a reporter.
在密尔沃基,她也是一名记者。
And while she was earning a living as a reporter she wrote ‘Dawn O’Hara,’ her first novel.
当她以记者谋生时,她写了第一部小说《黎明·奥哈拉》。
It sold well.
卖得很好。
While it was in the press and selling during 1911 and ’12, the magazines began telling the story of ‘Emma McChesney.’ Here was something new; the traveling saleswoman—who was rather more woman than merchant, but who was altogether human.
当它在 1911 年和 12 年期间在媒体上出版和销售时,杂志开始讲述“艾玛·麦克切斯尼”的故事。旅行女推销员——她更像是女人而不是商人,但她完全是人。
The character appealed to the public, and Edna Ferber had her knee in the door of success.
这个角色吸引了公众,埃德娜·费伯也成功了。
In 1913 the stories were collected under the title ‘Roast Beef Medium,’ and that book sold well.
1913年,这些故事被收录在《烤牛肉中等》的标题下,那本书卖得很好。
Two years later appeared more McChesney stories under the title ‘Emma McChesney & Co.’ Then came the play ‘Emma McChesney,’ and Edna Ferber was well in the ante-room of the hall of fame, with her card going to posterity.
两年后,更多的麦克切斯尼故事出现在“艾玛·麦切斯尼公司”的标题下。然后是戏剧“艾玛·麦切斯尼”,埃德娜·费伯在名人堂的前厅里,她的名片传给了后代。
In the meantime, a book of short stories, ‘Buttered Side Down,’ had been written and sold to the magazines and successfully published.
与此同时,一本短篇小说集《Buttered Side Down》已经写完,卖给杂志并成功出版。
In 1917 Miss Ferber’s second novel appeared, ‘Fanny, Herself,’ and in 1918 came ‘Cheerful by Request.’
1917 年,费伯小姐的第二部小说《范妮,她自己》问世,1918 年又问世了《欢快的请求》。
“In 1922 all the promise of ten years of conscientious work was fulfilled, when Miss Ferber wrote ‘The Girls,’ a novel of Chicago.
1922 年,当费伯小姐写出芝加哥小说《女孩们》时,十年认真工作的所有承诺都得到了兑现。
The humor of it, the strength of it, the art of it, must make posterity give more than a glance at Edna Ferber’s card.
它的幽默、它的力量、它的艺术,一定会让后人对埃德娜·费伯的卡片不仅仅只是看一眼。
She has something to tell posterity about America.
她有一些关于美国的事情要告诉子孙后代。
“And so we must tell posterity something about her—about Edna Ferber, herself.
“所以我们必须告诉后代一些关于她的事情——关于埃德娜·费伯本人。
The best description of her family life ever written, she wrote in the dedication of ‘Dawn O’Hara,’ to Julia Ferber, her ‘dear mother who frequently interrupts, and to Sister Fannie who says Sh-Sh-Sh- outside my door.’ Some shadowy hint of the life of the Ferbers after the husband and father died, and before the family moved to Chicago, may be found in the earlier chapters of ‘Fanny, Herself’—at least it is a good picture of Julia Ferber, the mother, a strong, devoted, capable woman who is a credit to her country.
她在《黎明·奥哈拉》的献词中写道,这是对她家庭生活的最好描述,写给朱莉娅·费伯,她“经常打断她的亲爱的母亲,以及在我门外说‘嘘-嘘-嘘-’的范妮修女。”在丈夫和父亲去世后,全家搬到芝加哥之前,费伯一家的生活的一些隐秘的暗示可以在《范妮,她自己》的前几章中找到——至少这是对朱莉娅·费伯的一幅好写照。母亲是一位坚强、忠诚、能干的女性,她是国家的功劳。
“All around Edna Ferber is an atmosphere of work.
“埃德娜·费伯周围充满了工作氛围。
She works hard and all the time.
她一直努力工作。
Her friends work hard, and all the time.
她的朋友们一直都很努力地工作。
So when she takes her typewriter in hand to tell of the world she knows, she describes a working world.
因此,当她拿着打字机讲述她所知道的世界时,她描述的是一个工作世界。
It is a world deeply American.
这是一个深深美国化的世界。
For whatever else we Americans are, we are workers.
不管我们美国人是什么,我们都是工人。
Here and there a man lives without work, a white rich man’s son or a black washerwoman’s son.
到处都有男人过着没有工作的生活,有的是白人富翁的儿子,有的是黑人洗衣妇的儿子。
We have no leisure classes.
我们没有休闲课程。
But the world of Edna Ferber’s people in its economic status is the real world of America.
但埃德娜·费伯的人民的经济状况的世界才是美国的真实世界。
And she, a working woman, is typical of the modern American woman.
而她,一个职业女性,是典型的现代美国女性。
If for any reason posterity is interested in this American world of the first three decades of the twentieth century, posterity will do well—indeed posterity probably can do no better than to tell the butler to bring Edna Ferber for a few moments and let her read ‘The Gay Old Dog,’ and ‘The Eldest.’”
如果后人出于某种原因对二十世纪前三十年的美国世界感兴趣,那么后人会做得很好——事实上,后人可能最好的办法就是告诉管家把埃德娜·费伯带来一会儿,让她读《快乐的老狗》和《长辈》。”
Since Mr. White wrote the foregoing, Edna Ferber has made two big steps forward.
自从怀特先生写下上述内容以来,埃德娜·费伯已经向前迈出了两大步。
In the volume, “Gigolo,” is to be found that masterpiece, “Old Man Minick,” to mention but one of a group of eight.
在《舞男》一书中,可以找到杰作《米尼克老人》,仅提及八人组中的一个。
The play from this story, written by her in collaboration with George S.
这个故事的剧本是她与乔治·S·布什合作编写的。
Kaufman, has become an artistic and a financial success.
考夫曼在艺术和经济上都取得了成功。
The story, “Old Man Minick,” together with the play, “Minick,” have been published in a separate volume, so one can see how a short story can be turned into a successful play.
故事《米尼克老人》和戏剧《米尼克》已经单独出版,这样人们就可以看到如何将一个短篇小说变成一部成功的戏剧。
It is interesting to compare the fictional use of an idea with the dramatic, especially when the work is done by the same hand.
将一个想法的虚构用途与戏剧性进行比较是很有趣的,特别是当作品是由同一个人完成时。
Edna Ferber has always been interested in plays and play-writing.
埃德娜·费伯一直对戏剧和戏剧创作感兴趣。
She has written three that I know of, and two have been highly successful.
据我所知,她写了三本,其中两本非常成功。
“$1,200 a Year,” written with Newman Levy, deserved a greater success than it won.
与纽曼·利维 (Newman Levy) 合着的《一年 1,200 美元》理应获得比它所赢得的更大的成功。
As a piece of literature it deserves more than one rereading.
作为一部文学作品,它值得多次重读。
Of course “So Big” has done more to interest people in Edna Ferber than anything else, yet the quality that has made such a success of that book lies also in most of her earlier work.
当然,《如此之大》比其他任何事情都更能引起人们对埃德娜·费伯的兴趣,但这本书如此成功的品质也在于她早期的大部分作品。
That she herself was not too sure about it is made clear in an interview, titled “How it Feels to be a Best Seller”:
在一次题为“成为畅销书的感觉如何”的采访中,她本人对此并不太确定:
“There are people who write Best Sellers as a matter of business.
“有些人写畅销书是为了生意。
That is, they are in the Best Seller business.
也就是说,他们属于畅销书行业。
They write them, I am told, deliberately and mathematically, using a formula as a cook uses a recipe.
有人告诉我,他们是故意用数学方法写的,就像厨师使用菜谱一样使用公式。
You hear a name and you say, in your ignorance, ‘Who?
你听到一个名字,你无知地问:‘谁?
.
。
.
。
.
。
Who’s he?’ And the answer is, ‘He’s Whosis.
他是谁?’答案是:‘他是 Whosis。
You don’t mean to say you’ve never read him!
你并不是说你从未读过他的书!
He writes Best Sellers.’
他写畅销书。
“I don’t know how they do it.
“我不知道他们是怎么做到的。
I don’t want to know.
我不想知道。
I suppose they have some peculiar thermometer or mechanism by which they gauge that fickle phenomenon known as the public pulse.
我想他们有一些特殊的温度计或机制来测量被称为公共脉搏的变化无常的现象。
But occasionally some one comes along who commits a Best Seller in all innocence, and with no such intent.
但偶尔也会有人纯真地写出一本畅销书,但并没有这样的意图。
Of such am I.
我就是这样的人。
“Not only did I not plan to write a Best Seller when I wrote ‘So Big’ but I thought, when I had finished it, that I had written the world’s worst seller.
“当我写《如此之大》时,我不仅没有打算写一本畅销书,而且当我写完它时,我想我写的是世界上最差的畅销书。
Not that alone, I thought I had written a complete Non-Seller.
不仅如此,我还以为我写了一篇完整的非卖家文章。
I didn’t think anyone would ever read it.
我认为没有人会读它。
And that’s the literal truth.
这就是事实。
“It was this way.
” “原来是这样。
I had worked on it, day after day, day after day, for many months, starting at nine each morning and working until four in the afternoon.
我日复一日、日复一日地工作了好几个月,每天早上九点开始,一直工作到下午四点。
I knew where I was going and why I wanted to get there, but after a time I became like a patient plodder who must travel weary miles along a lonely road before he arrives at the city of his destination.
我知道自己要去哪里,也知道为什么要去那里,但过了一段时间,我就变得像一个耐心的缓慢者,必须沿着一条孤独的道路疲惫地行驶数英里才能到达目的地城市。
Mile after mile I covered the distance, sometimes traveling fairly swiftly, sometimes scarcely able to lift one tired foot after the other.
我一英里又一英里地走完这段路程,有时走得相当快,有时几乎无法抬起一只又一只疲倦的脚。
When it was finished I was so dulled by contact with it that I scarcely could see it.
当它完成后,我因与它的接触而变得迟钝,几乎看不到它。
The last stretch of the work, during June and July, had been written in Chicago.
该作品的最后一部分是在六月和七月期间在芝加哥写成的。
That June and July in Chicago I recall as a period during which the thermometer hovered gracefully between 90 and 96 in the shade.
我记得芝加哥的那年六月和七月,温度计在阴凉处优雅地徘徊在 90 到 96 之间。
“As the work of final correction began and progressed I began to dole out sheaves of copy to the typist.
“随着最终修正工作的开始和进展,我开始向打字员分发一捆捆的副本。
She used to call for a chunk of the story every day or two.
她过去常常每隔一两天就要求讲一部分故事。
She would appear at about four in the afternoon when I had finished work for the day, and when I was at my limpest, dampest and lowest.
她会在下午四点左右出现,那时我已经完成了一天的工作,也是我最虚弱、最潮湿、情绪最低落的时候。
I remember her as a nice fresh-looking red-haired girl in crisp cool orchid organdie.
我记得她是一个漂亮、清新的红发女孩,穿着清凉的兰花纱纱。
She would make four copies of each fresh sheaf as she received it, return these, and call for more.
她收到的每一捆新鲜的捆子都会复印四份,然后归还,然后索取更多。
No other soul except myself had seen a line of that story.
除了我自己之外,没有其他人见过这个故事的台词。
“Each time she called I waited eagerly, hopefully, for her to make some comment.
“每次她打电话时,我都热切地、充满希望地等待她发表评论。
I wanted her to say she liked Selina.
我想让她说她喜欢塞琳娜。
I wanted her to say she didn’t care for Dirk.
我想让她说她不喜欢德克。
I wanted her to say she thought the story should have ended this way, or that.
我想让她说她认为故事应该这样或那样地结束。
I wanted her to evince some interest in the novel; to show some liking for it, or even to show dislike.
我希望她对这本小说表现出一些兴趣;表示喜欢,甚至表示不喜欢。
She never did.
她从来没有这样做过。
“‘Well,’ said I to Miss E.
“‘好吧,’我对 E 小姐说。
Ferber, ‘that settles it.
费伯,‘这就解决了。
There you are, Edna!
你来了,埃德娜!
I told you so!
我告诉过你了!
Who would be interested in a novel about a middle-aged woman in a calico dress and with wispy hair and bad teeth, grubbing on a little truck farm south of Chicago!
谁会对一本关于一位穿着印花布连衣裙、头发稀疏、牙齿不好的中年妇女在芝加哥南部的一个小卡车农场里挖苦的小说感兴趣!
Nobody.
没有人。
Who cares about cabbages!
谁在乎白菜啊!
Nobody.
没有人。
Who would read the thing if it came out as a novel!
如果它以小说的形式出版,谁会读呢!
A dull plodding book, written because I was interested; because I wanted intensely to write it; because I had carried the thought of it around in my head for five years or more.’
一本枯燥乏味的书,因为我感兴趣而写;因为我很想写它;因为这个想法已经在我脑海里萦绕了五年或更久了。”
“The story was to be serialized in the _Woman’s Home Companion_ before being published in novel form.
“这个故事先在《女人之家伴侣》上连载,然后再以小说形式出版。
Well, that was all right.
嗯,没关系。
It might go well enough as a serial.
作为连续剧,它可能会很顺利。
But as a novel!
但作为小说!
Never.
绝不。
“I wrote Mr. Russell Doubleday, of Doubleday, Page & Company, telling him that I had finished the book but that it was not, in my opinion, a book that would sell.
“我写信给双日佩奇公司的拉塞尔·双日先生,告诉他我已经完成了这本书,但在我看来,这本书卖不出去。
No one, I wrote him, would read it.
我写信给他说,没有人会读这本书。
I thought it would be better for his firm, as publishers, and for me, as author, if we gave up the idea of publishing this story as a novel.
我认为,如果我们放弃将这个故事作为小说出版的想法,对他的公司(作为出版商)和对我(作为作者)来说会更好。
It would be a flat failure, receiving bad reviews, having no sale.
这将是一次彻头彻尾的失败,收到不好的评论,没有销售。
“Mr. Doubleday replied that I might be right, but that perhaps I should let some one besides myself have a chance to judge its merits and faults.
“先生。”双日回答说我可能是对的,但也许我应该让除了我自己之外的其他人有机会判断它的优点和缺点。
Perhaps, he said, I had been too close to it.
他说,也许我离它太近了。
Would I let him read it before deciding against it?
在决定反对之前我会让他读一下吗?
“He read it.
“他读了。
He wrote me a letter.
他给我写了一封信。
I keep that letter to read on rainy days when I’m not feeling well.
我保留着这封信,以便在下雨天身体不舒服时阅读。
“‘So Big’ has, for some reason I can’t explain, been a best seller since it was published in February, selling on an average of a thousand a day.
“由于某种我无法解释的原因,《如此之大》自二月份出版以来一直是畅销书,平均每天卖出一千本。
I know how the ugly duckling felt who turned into a swan.”
我知道丑小鸭变成天鹅的感受。”
And so, unlike Dirk de Jong, who thought he was so big and wasn’t, the novel is so very big, when the author thought it of much less importance.
因此,与德克·德容(Dirk de Jong)不同,他认为自己是如此伟大,但事实并非如此,这部小说是如此伟大,而作者却认为它不那么重要。
It is safe to say that at least seven million people read “So Big” in its serial and book form.
可以肯定地说,至少有七百万人阅读了《如此之大》的连载和书籍形式。
All these people will be looking forward hopefully to her next book.
所有这些人都将满怀希望地期待她的下一本书。
That there will be no disappointment can be confidently predicted because Edna Ferber has built upon so sure a foundation.
可以自信地预测不会失望,因为埃德娜·费伯已经建立在如此坚实的基础上。
I believe that big work cannot come of small people.
我相信伟大的工作不可能由小人物完成。
Edna Ferber is a big person (not in stature nor avoirdupois) in mind, in heart, in soul, and in vision.
埃德娜·费伯(Edna Ferber)在思想、心灵、灵魂和视野上都是一个伟大的人物(不是身材或身高)。
A study of her work shows her growth and she is still growing, and will keep on growing as long as she lives.
对她作品的研究显示了她的成长,而且她仍在成长,并且只要她活着,就会继续成长。
She will keep on growing because she sees so much farther than she has been able to reach.
她将继续成长,因为她看得比她所能到达的更远。
Her vision is so big.
她的视野如此之大。
TRANSCRIBER NOTES
抄写员笔记
Mis-spelled words and printer errors have been fixed.
拼写错误的单词和打印机错误已得到修复。
Inconsistency in hyphenation has been retained.
连字符不一致的情况被保留。